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类别:其他 作者:William Dean Howells字数:23924更新时间:19/01/05 13:44:59
CONTENTS: WorriesofaWinterWalkSummerIslesofEdenWildFlowersoftheAsphaltACircusintheSuburbsASheHamletTheMidnightPlatoonTheBeachatRockawaySawdustintheArenaAtaDimeMuseumAmericanLiteratureinExileTheHorseShowTheProblemoftheSummerAestheticNewYorkFifty—oddYearsAgoFromNewYorkintoNewEnglandTheArtoftheAdsmithThePsychologyofPlagiarismPuritanisminAmericanFictionTheWhatandHowinArtPoliticsinAmericanAuthorsStorage\"FloatingdowntheRiverontheO—hi—o\" WORRIESOFAWINTERWALK Theotherwinter,asIwastakingamorningwalkdowntotheEastRiver,Icameuponabitofourmotleylife,afactofourpiebaldcivilization,whichhasperplexedmefromtimetotime,eversince,andwhichIwishnowtoleavewiththereader,forhisorhermorethoughtfulconsideration。 I。 Themorningwasextremelycold。Itprofessedtobesunny,andtherewasreallysomesortofhardglitterintheair,which,sofarfrombeingtemperedbythiseffulgence,seemedallthestonierforit。Blastsoffrigidwindsweptthestreets,andbuffetedeachotherinafuryofresentmentwhentheymetaroundthecorners。AlthoughIwaspassingthroughapopuloustenement—housequarter,mywaywasnothinderedbythesportsofthetenement—housechildren,whocommonlycrowdonefromthesidewalks;nofrowzyheadlookedoutoverthefire—escapes;therewerenopeddlers’cartsorvoicesintheroad—way;notabovethreeorfourshawl— hoodedwomencoweredoutofthelittleshopswithsmallpurchasesintheirhands;notsomanytinygirlswithjugsopenedthedoorsofthebeersaloons。Thebutchers’windowswerepaintedwithpatternsoffrost,throughwhichIcoulddimlyseethefrozenmeatshanginglikehideousstalactitesfromtheroof。WhenIcametotheriver,Iachedinsympathywiththeshippingpainfullyatiltontherocklikesurfaceofthebrine,whichbrokeagainstthepiers,andsprayeditselfoverthemlikeshowersofpowderedquartz。 ButitwasbeforeIreachedthisfinalpointthatIreceivedintomyconsciousnessthemomentsofthehumancomedywhichhavebeenanincreasingburdentoit。WithinablockoftheriverImetachildsosmallthatatfirstIalmostrefusedtotakeanyaccountofher,untilsheappealedtomysenseofhumorbyheramusingdisproportiontothepailwhichshewaslugginginfrontofherwithbothofherlittlemittenedhands。Iamscrupulousaboutmittens,thoughIwastemptedtowriteofherlittlenakedhands,redwiththepitilesscold。Thiswouldhavebeenmoreeffective,butitwouldnothavebeentrue,andthetruthobligesmetoownthatshehadastout,warm—lookingknitjacketon。 Thepail—whichwashalfherheightandtwiceherbulk—wasfilledtooverflowingwithsmallpiecesofcoalandcoke,andifithadnotbeenforthisImighthavetakenherforachildofthebetterclasses,shewassocomfortablyclad。Butinthatcaseshewouldhavehadtobefifteenorsixteenyearsold,inordertobedoingsoefficientlyandresponsiblytheworkwhich,asthechildoftheworseclasses,shewasactuallydoingatfiveorsix。Wemust,indeed,allowthattheearlyself—helpfulnessofsuchchildrenisveryremarkable,andallthemoresobecausetheygrowupintomenandwomensostupidthat,accordingtothetheoriesofallpoliteeconomists,theyhavetohavetheirdiscontentwiththeirconditionsputintotheirheadsbymalevolentagitators。 Fromtimetotimethistinycreatureputdownherheavyburdentorest; itwas,ofcourse,onlyrelativelyheavy;amanwouldhavemadenothingofit。Fromtimetotimeshewasforcedtostopandpickupthebitsofcokethattumbledfromherheapingpail。Shecouldnotconsenttoloseoneofthem,andatlast,whenshefoundshecouldnotmakeallofthemstayontheheap,shethriftilytuckedthemintothepocketsofherjacket,andtrudgedsturdilyontillshemetaboysomeyearsolder,whoplantedhimselfinherpathandstoodlookingather,withhishandsinhispockets。Idonotsayhewasabadboy,butIcouldseeinhisfurtiveeyethatshewasasoretemptationtohim。Thechancetohavefunwithherbyupsettingherbucket,andscatteringhercokeabouttillshecriedwithvexation,wasonewhichmightnotoftenpresentitself,andIdonotknowwhatmadehimforegoit,butIknowthathedid,andthathefinallypassedher,asIhaveseenayoungdogpassalittlecat,afterhavingstoppedit,andthoughtfullyconsideredworryingit。 Iturnedtowatchthechildoutofsight,andwhenIfacedabouttowardstheriveragainIreceivedthesecondinstalmentofmypresentperplexity。Acart,heavilyladenwithcoke,droveoutofthecoal—yardwhichInowperceivedIhadcometo,andafterthiscartfollowedtwobriskoldwomen,snuglyclothedandtightlytuckedinagainstthecoldlikethechild,whoviedwitheachotherincatchingupthelumpsofcokethatwerejoltedfromtheload,andfillingtheirapronswiththem;sucholdwomen,sohale,sospry,sotoughandtireless,withthewitheredapplesredintheircheeks,Ihavenotoftenseen。Theymayhavebeenaboutsixtyyears,orsixty—five,thetimeoflifewhenmostwomenaregrandmothersandarerelegatedontheirmeritstothecushionedseatsoftheirchildren’shomes,softlysilk—gownedandlace—capped,dearvisionsoflilacandlavender,tobelovedandpettedbytheirgrandchildren。 Thefancycanhardlyputsuchsweetladiesintheplaceofthosenimblebeldams,whohoppedaboutthereinthewind—sweptstreet,pluckinguptheirday’ssupplyoffiringfromtheinvoluntarybountyofthecart。 Eventheattemptisunseemly,andwhethermineisatbestbutafeeblefancy,notbredtostrenuousfeatsofanykind,itfailstobringthembeforemeinthatfigure。Icannotimagineladiesdoingthatkindofthing;Icanonlyimaginewomenwhohadlivedhardandworkedhardalltheirlivesdoingit;whohadbeguntofightwithwantfromtheircradles,likethatlittleonewiththepail,andmustfightwithoutceasingtotheirgraves。ButIamnotunreasonable;IunderstandandI understoodwhatIsawtobeoneofthethingsthatmustbe,fortheperfectlygoodandsufficientreasonthattheyalwayshavebeen;andatthemomentIgotwhatpleasureIcouldoutofthestolidindifferenceofthecart—driver,whoneverlookedabouthimatthescenewhichinterestedme,butjoltedonward,leavingatrailofpungentodorsfromhispipeinthefreezingeddiesoftheairbehindhim。 II。 Itisstillnotatall,ornotsomuch,thefactthattroublesme;itiswhattodowiththefact。Thequestionbeganwithmealmostatonce,oratleastassoonasIfacedaboutandbegantowalkhomewardwiththewindatmyback。Iwasthensomuchmorecomfortablethattheaestheticinstinctthawedoutinme,andIfoundmyselfwonderingwhatuseIcouldmakeofwhatIhadseeninthewayofmytrade。ShouldIhavesomethingverypathetic,liketheoldgrandmothergoingoutdayafterdaytopickupcokeforhersickdaughter’sfreezingorphanstillshefellsickherself?WhatshouldIdowiththefamilyinthatcase?Theycouldnotbeleftatthatpoint,andIpromptlyimaginedagranddaughter,agirlofabouteighteen,veryprettyandratherproud,asortofbelleinherhumbleneighborhood,whoshouldtakehergrandmother’splace。IdecidedthatIshouldhaveherItalian,becauseIknewsomethingofItalians,andcouldmanagethatnationalitybest,andIshouldcallherMaddalena; eitherMaddalenaorMarina;MarinawouldbemoreVenetian,andIsawthatImustmakeherVenetian。HereIwasonsafeground,andatoncethelove—interestappearedtohelpmeout。Byvirtueofthelawofcontrasts;itappearedtomeinthepersonofaScandinavianlover,tall,silent,blond,whomIatoncefeltIcoulddo,frommyacquaintancewithScandinavianloversinNorwegiannovels。HisnamewasJanssen,agood,distinctiveScandinavianname;IdonotknowbutitisSwedish;andI thoughthemightverywellbeaSwede;IcouldimaginehismannerfromthatofaSwedishwaitressweoncehad。 Janssen——JanJanssen,say—drovethecoke—cartwhichMarina’sgrandmotherusedtofollowoutofthecoke—yard,topickupthebitsofcokeastheywerejoltedfromit,andhehadoftennoticedherwithdeepindifference。 AtfirsthenoticedMarina——orNina,asIsoonsawImustcallher——withthesameunconcern;forinhergrandmother’shoodandjacketandcheckapron,withherheadheldshamefacedlydownward,shelookedexactlyliketheoldwoman。IthoughtIwouldhaveNinamakeherself—sacrificerebelliously,asagirllikeherwouldbeapttodo,andfollowthecokecartwithtears。ThiswouldcatchJanssen’snotice,andhewouldwonder,perhapswithalittlepang,whattheoldwomanwascryingabout,andthenhewouldseethatitwasnottheoldwoman。HewouldseethatitwasNina,andhewouldbeinlovewithheratonce,forshewouldnotonlybeverypretty,buthewouldknowthatshewasgood,ifshewerewillingtohelpherfamilyinthatway。 Hewouldrespectthegirl,inhisdull,sluggish,Northernway。Hewoulddonothingtobetrayhimself。Butlittlebylittlehewouldbegintobefriendher。Hewouldcarelesslyoverloadhiscartbeforehelefttheyard,sothatthecokewouldfallfromitmorelavishly;andnotonlythis,butifhesawastoneorapieceofcoalinthestreethewoulddriveoverit,sothatmorecokewouldbejoltedfromhisload。 Ninawouldgettowatchingforhim。Shemustnotnoticehimmuchatfirst,exceptasthedriveroftheoverladen,carelesslydrivencart。 Butafterseveralmorningsshemustseethatheisverystrongandhandsome。Then,afterseveralmorningsmore,theireyesmustmeet,hervividblackeyes,withthetearsofrageandshameinthem,andhiscoldblueeyes。Thismustbetheclimax;andjustatthispointIgavemyfancyarest,whileIwentintoadrugstoreatthecornerofAvenueBtogetmyhandswarm。 Theywereabominablycold,eveninmypockets,andIhadsufferedpastseveralplacestryingtothinkofanexcusetogoin。InowaskedthedruggistifhehadsomethingwhichIfeltprettysurehehadnot,andthisputhiminthewrong,sothatwhenwefellintotalkhewasverypolite。Weagreedadmirablyaboutthehardtimes,andhegavewayrespectfullywhenIdoubtedhisopinionthatthewintersweregettingmilder。Imadehimreflectthattherewasnoreasonforthis,andthatitwasprobablyanillusionfromthatdeeperimpressionwhichallexperiencesmadeonusinthepast,whenwewereyounger;Ioughttosaythathewasanelderlyman,too。IsaidIfanciedsuchamorningasthiswasnotverymildforpeoplethathadnofires,andthisbroughtmebackagaintoJanssenandMarina,bywayofthecoke—cart。ThethoughtofthemraptmesofarfromthedruggistthatIlistenedtohisanswerwithaglazingeye,anddidnotknowwhathesaid。Myhandshadnowgotwarm,andIbadehimgood—morningwithapartingregret,whichhecivillyshared,thathehadnotthethingIhadnotwanted,andIpushedoutagainintothecold,whichIfoundnotsobadasbefore。 Myheroandheroinewerewaitingformethere,andIsawthattobetrulymodern,tobeatoncerealisticandmystical,tohavebothdelicacyandstrength,Imustnotletthemgetfurtheracquaintedwitheachother。 Theaffairmustsimplygoonfromdaytoday,tillonemorningJanmustnotethatitwasagainthegrandmotherandnolongerthegirlwhowasfollowinghiscart。Shemustbeveryweakfromalongsickness——Iwasnotsurewhethertohaveitthegrippeornot,butIdecideduponthatprovisionallyandshemusttotterafterJanssen,sothathemustgetdownafterawhiletospeaktoherunderpretenceofarrangingthetail—boardofhiscart,orsomethingofthatkind;Ididnotcareforthedetail。 TheyshouldgetintotalkinthebrokenEnglishwhichwastheonlylanguagetheycouldhaveincommon,andsheshouldburstintotears,andtellhimthatnowNinawassick;Iimaginedmakingthisverysimple,butverytouching,andIreallymadeitsotouchingthatitbroughtthelumpintomyownthroat,andIknewitwouldbeeffectivewiththereader。 ThenIhadJangetbackuponhiscart,anddrivestolidlyonagain,andtheoldwomanlimpfeeblyafter。 Thereshouldnotbeanymore,Idecided,exceptthatoneverycoldmorning,likethat;Janshouldbedrivingthroughthatstreet,andshouldbepassingthedoorofthetenementhousewhereNinahadlived,justasalittleprocessionshouldbeissuingfromit。Thefactmustbetoldinbriefsentences,withatotalabsenceofemotionality。ThelasttouchmustbeJan’scartturningthestreetcornerwithJan’sfiguresharplysilhouettedagainsttheclear,coldmorninglight。Nothingmore。 Butitwasatthispointthatanothernotioncameintomymind,soantic,soimpish,sofiendish,thatiftherewerestillanyEvilOne,inaworldwhichgetsonsopoorlywithouthim,Ishouldattributeittohissuggestion;andthiswasthattheprocessionwhichJansawissuingfromthetenement—housedoorwasnotafuneralprocession,asthereaderwillhaverashlyfancied,butaweddingprocession,withNinaattheheadofit,quitewellagain,andgoingtobemarriedtothelittlebrownyouthwithear—ringswhohadlonghadherheart。 Withatrulyperverseinstinct,Isawhowstrongthismightbemade,atthefondreader’sexpense,tobesure,andhowmuchmorepathetic,insuchacase,thesilhouettedfigureonthecoke—cartwouldreallybe。 Ishould,ofcourse,makeitperfectlyplainthatnoonewastoblame,andthatthewholeaffairhadbeensotacitonJan’spartthatNinamightverywellhaveknownnothingofhisfeelingforher。PerhapsattheveryendImightsubtlyinsinuatethatitwaspossiblehemighthavehadnosuchfeelingtowardsherasthereaderhadbeenledtoimagine。 III。 ThequestionastowhichendingIoughttohavegivenmyromanceiswhathaseversinceremainedtoperplexme,anditiswhathaspreventedmyeverwritingit。Hereismaterialofthebestsortlyinguselessonmyhands,which,ifIcouldonlymakeupmymind,mightbewroughtintoashortstoryasaffectingasanythatwringourheartsinfiction;andI thinkIcouldgetsomethingfairlyunintelligibleoutofthebrokenEnglishofJanandNina’sgrandmother,andcertainlysomethingnovel。 AllthatIcandonow,however,istoputthecasebeforethereader,andlethimdecideforhimselfhowitshouldend。 Themerehumanist,Isuppose,mightsay,thatIamrightlyservedforhavingregardedthefactIhadwitnessedasmaterialforfictionatall; thatIhadnobusinesstobewitchitwithmymiserableart;thatIoughttohavespokentothatlittlechildandthosepooroldwomen,andtriedtolearnsomethingoftheirlivesfromthem,thatImightoffermyknowledgeagainfortheinstructionofthosewhoselivesareeasyandhappyintheindifferencewhichignorancebreedsinus。Iownthereissomethinginthis,butthen,ontheotherhand,Ihavehearditurgedbynicepeoplethattheydonotwanttoknowaboutsuchsqualidlives,thatitisoffensiveandoutoftastetobealwaysbringingthemin,andthatweoughttobewritingaboutgoodsociety,andespeciallycreatinggrandesdamesfortheiramusement。Thissortofpeoplecouldsaytothehumanistthatheoughttobegladtherearecoke—cartsforfueltofallofffromforthelowerclasses,andthatherewasnocaseforsentiment; forifoneistobeinterestedinsuchthingsatall,itmustbeaesthetically,thougheventhisisdeplorableinthepresenceoffictionalreadyoverloadedwithlowlife,andsopooringradesdamesasours。 SUMMERISLESOFEDEN Itmaybeallanillusionofthemap,wheretheSummerIslandsglimmerasmallandsolitarylittlegroupofdotsandwrinkles,remotefromcontinentalshores,withastraightlinedescendingsoutheastwardlyuponthem,toshowhowsharpandswifttheship’scourseis,buttheyseemsofarandalienfrommywontedplacethatitisasifIhadsliddownasteepyslantfromthehome—planettoagroupofasteroidsnebuloussomewhereinmiddlespace,andwererestingthere,stillvibrantfromtherushofthemeteoricfall。Therewere,ofcourse,factsandincidentscontrarytosuchatheory:asteamerstartingfromNewYorkintherawMarchmorning,andlurchingandtwistingthroughtwodaysofdiagonalseas,withpeopleaboarddiningandundining,andtalkingandsmokingandcocktailingandhot—scotchingandbeef—teaing;butwhentheshipcameinsightoftheislands,andtheybegantolifttheircedaredslopesfromtheturquoisewaters,andtoexplaintheirdriftedsnowsasthewhitewallsandwhiteroofsofhouses,thenthewakingsensebecamethedreamingsense,andthesweetimpossibilityofthatdropthroughairbecamethesolereality。 I。 Everythinghere,indeed,issostrangethatyouplacidlyacceptwhateveroffersitselfasthesimplestandnaturalestfact。Thoselowhills,thatclimb,withtheirtough,darkcedars,fromthesummerseatothesummersky,mighthavedrifteddownacrosstheGulfStreamfromthecoastofMaine;butwhen,uponcloserinspection,youfindthemskirtedwithpalmsandbananas,andhedgedwitholeanders,youmerelywonderthatyouhadnevernoticedthesegrowthsinMainebefore,whereyouweresofamiliarwiththecedars。Thehotelitself,whichhasbroughttheGreenMountainswithit,ineverydetail,fromthedormer—windowedmansard—roof,andthewhite—painted,green—shutteredwalls,totheneat,school—mistresslywaitressesinthedining—room,hasaclumpofpalmettosbesideit,swayingandsighinginthetropicbreeze,andyouknowthatwhenitmigratesbacktotheNewEnglandhill—country,attheendoftheseason,youshallfinditwiththepalmettosstillbeforeitsveranda,andequallyathome,somewhereintheVermontorNewHampshireJuly。TherewillbethesameAmericangroupslookingoutoverthem,androckingandsmoking,though,alas!notsomanysmokingasrocking。 Butwhere,inthattranslation,wouldbethegoldbraidedredorbluejacketsoftheBritisharmyandnavywhichlendtheirlustreandcolorheretotheverandagroups?Whereshouldonegetthehousewallsofwhitewashedstoneandthegardenwallswhicheverywhereglowinthesun,andbeltinlittlespacesfullofrosesandlilies?Thesethingsmustcomefromsomeotherassociation,andinthecaseofhimwhohereconfesses,thelustrousuniformsandtheglowingwallsrisefromwatersasfarawayintimeasinspace,andalong—agoapparitionofVenetianJuneshauntsthecoralshore。(Theyarebeginningtosaytheshoreisnotcoral;butnomatter。)Tobesure,thewhiteroofsarenotaccountedforinthisvisionarypresence;andifonemaynotrelatethemtothesnowfallsofhomewinters,thenonemustfranklyownthemabsolutelytropical,togetherwiththegreen—pillaredandgreen—latticedgalleries。 TheyatleastsuggestthetropicalsceneryofPrueandIasoneremembersseeingitthroughTitbottom’sspectacles;andyet,ifonesuppliesroofsofbrown—redtiles,itisallVenetianenough,withthelagoon—likeexpansesthatlendthemselvestothefondeffect。ItissoVenetian,indeed,thatitwantsbutafewsilentgondolasandnoisygondoliers,inplaceofthedark,taciturnoarsmenoftheclumsynativeboats,tocompletethecomingandgoingillusion;andthereisnogoodreasonwhytheroughlittleislesthatfillthebayshouldnotcallthemselvesrespectivelySanGiorgioandSanClemente,andSant’ElenaandSanLazzaro:theyprobablyhavenoothernames! II。 ThesesummerislesofEdenhavethisadvantageoverthescripturalEden,thatapparentlyitwasnotwomanandherseedwhowereexpelled,whenonceshesetfoothere,buttheserpentandhisseed:womennowaboundintheSummerIslands,andthereisnotasnakeanywheretobefound。Therearesometortoisesandagreatmanyfrogsintheirseason,butnootherreptiles。Thefrogsarefabledofanotesodeepandhoarsethatitsvibrationalmostspringstheenvironingminesofdynamite,thoughithasneveryetdoneso;thetortoisesgrowtoagreatsizeandapatriarchalage,andarefondofBostonbrownbreadandbakedbeans,iftheirpreferencesmaybejudgedfromthoseofacolossalspecimeninthecareofanAmericanfamilylivingontheislands。Theobserverwhocontributesthisfacttoscienceisabletoreportthecaseofaparrot— fish,onthesamepremises,soexactlylikealargebrownandpurplecockatoothat,seeingsuchacockatoolaterondryland,itwaswithasenseofsomethinglikecrueltyinitsexilefromitsnativewaters。 Theangel—fishhethinksnotsomuchlikeangels;theyareofatransparentpurityofsubstance,andacherubicinnocenceofexpression,buttheyterminateintwotails,whichsomehowwillnotlendthemselvestotheresemblance。 Certainlytheangel—fishisnotsowellnamedastheparrot—fish;itmightbetterbecalledtheghostfish,itissolikeamoonbeaminthepoolsithaunts,andofsuchaconvertiblequalitywiththeiridescentvegetablegrowthsaboutit。Allthingshereareofaweirdconvertibilitytothealienperception,andtherichestandrarestfactsofnaturelavishthemselvesinhumbleassociationwiththecommonestandmostfamiliar。Youdrivethroughlongstretchesofwaysidewillows,andrealizeonlynowandthenthatthesewillowsarethickclumpsofoleanders;andthroughthemyoucancatchglimpsesofbanana—orchards,whichlooklikedishevelledpatchesofgiganticcornstalks。ThefieldsofEasterliliesdonotquiteliveuptotheirphotographs;theyarepresentlysufferingfromamysteriousblight,andtheirflowersarenotfrequentenoughtolendthemthatsculpturesqueeffectnearto,whichtheywearasfaroffasNewYork。Thepotato—fields,ontheotherhand,areofatenderdelicacyofcoloringwhichcompensatesforthelilies’ lack,andthepalmsgivenojustcauseforcomplaint,unlessbecausetheyarenotnearlyenoughtocharacterizethelandscape,whichinspiteoftheirpresenceremainssonortherninaspect。Theyweremuchwhippedandtornbyalatehurricane,whichafflictedallthevegetationoftheislands,andsomeoftheroyalpalmswereblowndown。Wheretheseareyetstanding,asfourorfiveofthemareinafamousavenuenowquiteone—sided,theyareofamajestybefittingthatofanykingwhocouldpassbythem:nosovereignexceptPhilipofMacedoninhisleastjudicialmomentscouldpassbetweenthem。 Thecentury—plant,whichheredoesnotrequirepamperingunderglass,butboldlytakesitsplaceoutdoorswiththeothertreesofthegarden,employsmuchlessthanahundredyearstobringitselftobloom。 Itoftenflowerstwiceorthriceinthatspaceoftime,andoughttotakeawaythereproachoftheinhabitantsforawantofindustryandenterprise:acentury—plantatleastcoulddonomoreinanyair,anditmeritspraiseforitsactivityinthebreathoftheselanguorousseas。 Onesuchmustbeinbloomatthisverywriting,inthegardenofahousewhichthisverywritermarkedforhisownonhisfirstdriveashorefromthesteamertothehotel,whenhebestowedinitsdim,unknowninterioroneofthemanymultiplesofhimselfwhicharenowprettywelldispersedamongthepleasantplacesoftheearth。Itfillsthenightwithaheavyheliotropeansweetness,andontheherbbeneath,intheeffulgenceofthewaxingmoon,themultiplewhichhasspirituallyexpropriatedthelegalownersstretchesitselfinaninterminablereverie,andhearsYouthcomelaughingbacktoitonthewaterskissingtheadjacentshore,whereotherwhitehouses(whichalsoitinhabits)bathetheirsnowyunderpinning。 Inthisdreamthemultipledriveshomefromtheballsofeitherhotelwiththeyounggirlsinthelittlevictoriaswhichmustpassitssojourn; and,beingbutavisionitself,forecaststheshapesofflirtationwhichshallnight—longgildthevisionsoftheirsleepwiththeflashofmilitaryandnavaluniforms。Ofcoursethemultiplehasbeenatthedancetoo(withashadowyheartacheforthedancesoffortyyearsago),andknowsenoughnottoconfusetheuniforms。 III。 Inwhateverwayyouwalk,atwhateverhour,thebirdsaresweetlycallingintheway—sideoleandersandthewildsage—bushesandthecedar—tops。 Theyaremostlycat—birds,quitelikeourown;andbluebirds,butofadeeperbluethanours,andredbirdsofasliquidanote,butnotsovaried,asthatoftheredbirdsofourwoods。Howcametheyallhere,sevenhundredmilesfromanylargerland?Somethink,onthestrongerwingsoftempests,foritisnotwithintheknowledgeofmenthatmenbroughtthem。Mendid,indeed,bringthepestilentsparrowswhichswarmabouttheirhabitationshere,andbeatawaythegentlerandlovelierbirdswithaferocityunknowninthehumanoccupationoftheislands。 Still,thesparrowshavebynomeansconquered,andinthewilderplacesthecatbirdmakescommoncausewiththebluebirdandtheredbird,andholdsitsownagainstthem。Thelittleground—dovesmimicinminiaturetheformandmarkingsandthegaitandmildbehaviorofourturtle—doves,butperhapsnottheirmelancholycooing。Naturehasnowhereanythingprettierthantheseexquisitecreatures,unlessitbethelong—tailedwhitegullswhichsailovertheemeraldshallowsofthelandlockedseas,andtakethegreenupontheirtranslucentbodiesastheytrailtheirmeteoricsplendoragainstthemiddaysky。Fulltwenty—fourinchestheymeasurefromthebeaktothetipofthesinglepenthatprotractsthemafootbeyondtheirrealbulk;butitissaidtheirtempersareshorterthanthey,andtheyattackfiercelyanythingtheysuspectoftoointimateacuriosityconcerningtheirnests。 Theyareprobablytheonlyshort—temperedthingsintheSummerIslands,wheretimeissolongthatifyouloseyourpatienceyoueasilyfinditagain。Sweetness,ifnotlight,seemstobetheprevailinghumanquality,andagoodshareofitbelongstosuchofthenativesasareinnowiselight。Ourpoorbrethrenofadifferentpigmentareinthelargemajority,andtheyhavebeenseventyyearsoutofslavery,withthefullenjoymentofalltheircivilrights,withoutliftingthemselvesfromtheiroldinferiority。Theydothehardwork,intheirowneasyway,andpossiblydonotfindlifetheburdentheymakeitforthewhiteman,whomhere,asinourowncountry,theyloadupwiththeconundrumwhichtheirexistenceinvolvesforhim。Theyarenotverygay,anddonotrisetoajokewiththatflashingeagernesswhichtheyshowforitathome。Ifyouhavethemagainstabackgroundofbanana—stems,orlowpalms,orfeatherycanes,nothingcouldbemoreacceptablycharacteristicoftheairandsky;noraretheyoutofplaceontheboxofthelittlevictorias,wherevisitorsofthemoreinquisitivesexputthemtoconstantquestion。Suchvisitorssparenoislanderofanycolor。Once,intheprettyPublicGardenwhichthemultiplehadclaimedforitsprivateproperty,threeunmercifulAmericanwomensuddenlydescendedfromtheheavensandbegantoquestionthemultiple’sgardener,whowaspeacefullydiggingattherateofaspadefuleveryfiveminutes。Presentlyhesatdownonhiswheelbarrow,andthenshifted,withoutrelief,fromonehandleofittotheother。Thenheroseandbracedhimselfdesperatelyagainstthetool— house,where,whenhistormentorsdriftedaway,heseemedtothesofteyeofpitypinnedtothewallbytheircruelinterrogations,whosebarbedpointswereburiedinthestuccobehindhim,andwhosefeatheredshaftsstuckouthalfayardbeforehisbreast。 Whetherhewasblackornot,pitycouldnotsee,butprobablyhewas。 Atleastthegarrisonoftheislandsisallblack,beingaJamaicanregimentofthatcolor;andwhenoneofthewarriorscomesdownthewhitestreet,withhisswagger—stickinhishand,andflaminginscarletandgolduponthegroundofhisownblackness,itisasifagiganticoriolewerecomingtowardsyou,oramightytulip。Thesegorgeouscreaturesseemsomuchreadierthanthenativestolaugh,thatyouwishtotestthemwithajoke。Butitmightfail。TheSummerIslandsareaBritishcolony,andthejokedoesnotflourishsoluxuriantly,hereassomeotherthings。 Tobesure,oneofthenativefruitsseemsasortofjokewhenyouhearitfirstnamed,andwhenyouareoffereda’loquat’,ifyouareofafrivolousmindyousearchyourmindfortheconnectionwith’loquor’ whichitseemstointimate。Failinginthis,youtastethefruit,andthen,ifitisnotperfectlyripe,youareasfarfromloquaciousnessasifyouhadbittenagreenpersimmon。Butifitisripe,itisdelicious,andmaybeconsumedindefinitely。Itistheonlynativefruitwhichonecanwishtoeatatall,withanunpractisedpalate,thoughitisclaimedthatwithexperiencearelishmaycomeforthepawpaws。Thesebreakoutinclustersofthesizeoforangesatthetopofathickpole,whichmayhavesomeleavesormaynot,andripenastheyfancyintheindefinitesummer。Theyareofthecolorandflavorofaveryinsipidlittlemuskmelonwhichhasgrowntoonearapatchofsquashes。 Onemaylearntolikethispawpaw,yes,butonemuststudyhard。ItisbestwhenpluckedbyayoungislanderofItalianbloodwhosefatherordershimupthebarepoleinthesunnySundaymorningairtoobligethesignori,andthenwithapawpawineitherhandstandstalkingwiththemaboutthetwobadyearstherehavebeeninBermuda,andtheprobabilityofhisdoingbetterinNuovaYork。Hehasnotimaginedourwinter,however,andheshrinksfromitsboldlypicturedrigors,andletsthesignorigowithasigh,andabunchofpinkandcrimsonroses。 Therosesarehere,buddingandbloominginthequietbewildermentwhichattendstheflowersandplantsfromthetemperatezoneinthislatitude,andwhichinthecaseofthestrawberriesofferedwithcreamandcakeatanotherpublicgardenexpressesitselfinaconfusionofred,ripefruitandwhiteblossomsonthesamestem。Theyareapleasuretothenoseandeyeratherthanthepalate,ashappenswithsomanygrowthsofthetropics,ifindeedtheSummerIslandsaretropical,whichsomeplausiblydeny;thoughwhyshouldnotstrawberries,freshpickedfromtheplantinmid—March,enjoytherighttobeindifferentsweet? IV。 Whatremains?TheeventsoftheSummerIslandsarefew,andnoneoutoftheorderofathleticsbetweenteamsofthearmyandnavy,andwhatmaybecalledsocietetics,havehappenedinthepastenchantedfortnight。 Butfarbetterthingsthaneventshavehappened:sunshineandrainofsuchlikequalitythatonecouldnotgrumbleateither,andgales,nowfromthesouthandnowfromthenorth,withthelanguoroftheoneandthevigoroftheotherinthem。Thereweredrivesupondrivesthatwerealwaystosomewhere,butwouldhavebeendelightfulthesameiftheyhadbeenmeregoingsandcomings,pastthewhitehousesoverlookinglittlelawnsthroughtheumbrageoftheirpalm—trees。Thelawnsprofessedtobeofgrass,butwerereallymatsofcloselittleherbswhichwerenotgrass;butwhich,wherethesparsecattleweregrazingthem,seemedtosatisfytheirinexactingstomachs。Theyareneververygreen,andinfactthelandscapeoftenhasanairofexhaustionandpausewhichitwearswithusinlateAugust;andwhynot,afterallitsinterminable,innumerablesummers?Everywhereinthegentlehollowswhichthecoralhills(iftheyarecoral)sinkintoarethepatchesofpotatoesandliliesandonionsdrawingtheirgeometricallinesacrossthebrown—red,weedlesssoil;andinveryshelteredspotsarebanana—orchardswhichareneversosnuglyshelteredtherebuttheirbroadleavesarewhippedtoshreds。Thewhiteroadwindsbetweengraywallscrumblinginanamiabledisintegration,butheldtogetheragainstruinbyanetworkofmaidenhairfernsandcreepersofunknownname,andoverhungbytreeswherethecactusclimbsandhangsinspikylinks,orifanothersort,piercesthemwithspearystemsastallandstraightasthestalksoftheneighboringbamboo。Theloquat—treescluster——likequincesinthegardencloses,andshowtheirpalegolden,plum—shapedfruit。 Forthemostparttheroadrunsbystillinlandwaters,butsometimesitclimbstothehighdownsbesidetheopensea,grotesquewithwind—wornandwave—wornrocks,andbeautifulwithopalescentbeaches,andtheblacklegsofthenegrochildrenpaddlinginthetintsoftheprostraterainbow。 Allthisseemsprobableandnaturalenoughatthewriting;buthowwillitbewhenonehasturnedone’sbackuponit?Willitnotlapseintothegrossfableoftravellers,andbeasthethingswhichtheliarswhoswapthemcannotthemselvesbelieve?WhatwillbesaidtoyouwhenyoutellthatintheSummerIslandsonehasbuttosawaholeinhisbackyardandtakeoutahouseofsoft,creamysandstoneandsetitupandgotolivinginit?What,whenyourelatethatamongthenorthernandsouthernevergreenstherearedeciduoustreeswhich,inaclimewherethereisnofallorspring,simplydroptheirleaveswhentheyaretiredofkeepingthemon,andputoutotherswhentheyfeellikeit?What,whenyoupretendthatintheabsenceofserpentstherearecentipedesaspanlong,andspidersthebignessofbats,andmosquitoesthatsweetlysinginthedrowsingear,butbitenot;orthatthereareswampsbutnostreams,andinthemarshesstandmangrove—treeswhosebranchesgrowdownwardintotheooze,asiftheywishedtogetbackintotheearthandpullinafterthemtheholestheyemergedfrom? Theseevery—dayfactsseemnotonlyincredibletotheliarhimself,evenintheirpresence,butwhenyoubegintheascentofthatsteepslantbacktoNewYorkyouforeseethattheywillbecomeimpossible。AsimpossibleasthesummitoftheslantnowappearstothesensewhichshudderinglyfiguresitaBermudapawpaw—treesevenhundredmileshigh,andfruitingiciclesandsnowballsintheMarchair! WILDFLOWERSOFTHEASPHALT LookingthroughMrs。CarolineA。Creevey’scharmingbookontheFlowersofField,Hill,andSwamp,theotherday,Iwasveryforciblyremindedofthenumberofthesepretty,wildinggrowthswhichIhadbeenfindingalltheseasonlongamongthestreetsofasphaltandthesidewalksofartificialstoneinthiscity;andIamquitesurethatanyonewhohasbeenkeptinNewYork,asIhavebeenthisyear,beyondthenaturaltimeofgoingintothecountry,canhaveasrealapleasureinthissylvaninvasionasmine,ifhewillbutgivehimselfuptoasenseofit。 I。 Ofcourseitisaltogethertoolate,now,tolookforanyoftheearlyspringflowers,butIcanrecalltheexquisiteeffectofthetenderbluehepaticafringingthecentrerailofthegrip—cars,allupanddownBroadway,andapparentlyspringingfromthehollowbeneath,wherethecableranwithsuchabrooklikegurglethatanydamp—livingplantmustfinditselfathomethere。Thewater—pimpernelmaynowbeseen,byanysympatheticeye,blowingdelicatelyalongthetrack,inthebreezeofthepassingcabs,andelasticallyliftingitselffromtherushofthecars。 ThereadercaneasilyverifyitbythepictureinMrs。Creevey’sbook。 Heknowsitbyitsothernameofbrookweed;andhewillhavemydelight,Iamsure,inthecardinal—flowerwhichwillbewithusinAugust。Itisashyflower,lovingthemoresequesterednooks,andmaybesoughtalongtheshadystretchesofThirdAvenue,wheretheElevatedRoadoverheadformsashelterasofinterlacingboughs。Thearrow—headlikessuchswampyexpansesastheconvergingsurfaceroadsformatDeadMan’sCurveandthecornersofTwentythirdStreet。Thisisinflowernow,andwillbetillSeptember;andSt。—John’s—wort,whichsomecallthefalsegolden— rod,isalreadyhere。Youmayfinditinanymoist,lowground,buttheguttersofWallStreet,oreventhebanksoftheStockExchange,arenottoodryforit。Therealgolden—rodisnotmuchinevidencewithus,foritcomesonlywhensummerisonthewane。Theothernight,however,onthepromenadeoftheMadisonSquareRoofGarden,Iwasdelightedtoseeitgrowingallovertheoblongdomeoftheauditorium,inresponsetothecryofahomesickcricketwhichfounditselfinexilethereatthebaseofapottedevergreen。Thislonelyinsecthadnosoonersoundeditswinter—bodingnotethanthefondflowerbegansympatheticallytowaveanddroopalongthosetarryslopes,asIhaveseenitonhowmanyhill—sidepastures!Butthismayhavebeenonlyatransitoryresponsetothecricket,andIcannotpromisethevisitortotheRoofGardenthathewillfindgolden—rodthereeverynight。IbelievethereisalwaysGoldenSeal,butitisthekindthatcomesinbottles,andnotinthegloomof\"deep,cool,moistwoods,\"whereMrs。Creeveydescribesitasgrowing,alongwithotherwildingsofsuchsweetnamesorquaintasCelandine,andDwarfLarkspur,andSquirrel—corn,andDutchman’sbreeches,andPearlwort,andWood—sorrel,andBishop’s——cap,andWintergreen,andIndian—pipe,andSnowberry,andAdder’s—tongue,andWakerobin,andDragon—root,andAdam—and—Eve,andtwentymore,whichmusthavegottheirnamesfromsomefairyofgenius。Ishouldsayitwasafemalefairyofgeniuswhocalledthemso,andthatshehadherownsexamongmortalsinmindwhensheinventedtheirnomenclature,andwasthinkingoflittlegirls,andslim,prettymaids,andhappyyoungwives。Theauthortellshowtheyalllook,withafinesenseoftheircharminherwords,butonewouldknowhowtheylookedfromtheirnames;andwhenyoucallthemovertheyatoncetransplantthemselvestothedepthsofthedellsbetweenoursky—scrapers,andfindabriefsojourninthecavernousexcavationswhenceothersky—scrapersaretorise。 II。 ThatnightontheRoofGarden,whenthecricket’scryfloweredthedomewithgolden—rod,thetallstemsofryegrowingamongtheorchestraslopedallonewayattimes,justlikethebowsofviolins,inthehalf—dollargalethatalwaysblowsoverthecityatthatheight。ButasoneturnstheleavesofMrs。Creevey’smagicbook—perhapsoneoughttosayturnsitspetals——theforestsandthefieldscomeandmakethemselvesathomeinthecityeverywhere。ByvirtueofitIhavebeenmoreinthecountryinahalf—hourthanifIhadlivedallJunethere。WhenIliftmyeyesfromitspicturesoritsletter—pressmyvisionprintstheeidolonsofwildflowerseverywhere,asitprintstheimageofthesunagainsttheairafterdwellingonhisbrightness。Therose—mallowflauntsalongFifthAvenueandthegoldenthreadsofthedodderembroiderthehousefrontsontheprincipalcrossstreets;andImightthinkattimesthatitwasallmerefancy,ithassomuchthequalityofapleasingillusion。 YetMrs。Creevey’sbookisnotonetolenditselftosuchadeceitbyanyoftheordinaryarts。Itisrathermatteroffactinformandmanner,andlargelyoweswhatmagicithastotheinherentcharmofitssubject。 Onefeelsthisinmerelyglancingattheindex,andreadingsuchtitlesofchaptersas\"WetMeadowsandLowGrounds\";\"DryFields——WastePlaces—— Waysides\";\"HillsandRockyWoods,OpenWoods\";and\"Deep,Cool,MoistWoods\";eachapoeminitself,lyricorpastoral,andofasurpassingopulenceofsuggestion。Thespringand,summermonthspassinstatelyprocessionalthroughthebook,eachwithherfilletinscribedwiththenamesofhercharacteristicflowersorblossoms,andbrightenedwiththebloomsthemselves。 Theyarepluckedfromwherenaturebadethemgrowinthewildplaces,ortheirownwaywardwillsledthemastray。Asingularlyfascinatingchapteristhatcalled\"EscapedfromGardens,\"inwhichsomeoftheseprettyrunagatesarecatalogued。IsupposedinmyliberalignorancethattheBouncingBetwastheonlyoneofthese,butIhavelearnedthatthePansyandtheSweetVioletlovetogad,andthattheCaraway,theSnapdragon,thePrince’sFeather,theSummerSavory,theStarofBethlehem,theDay—Lily,andtheTiger—Lily,andeventhesluggishStoneCropareofthevagrant,fragrantcompany。OneisnotsurprisedtomeettheTiger—Lilyinit;thatmustalwayshavehadthejungleinitsheart; butthattheBaby’sBreathshouldbefoundwanderingbytheroad—sidesfromMassachusettsandVirginiatoOhio,givesoneatenderpangasforalostchild。Perhapsthepoorhumantramps,whosleepinbarnsandfeedatbackdoorsalongthosedustyways,aremindfuloftheBaby’sBreath,andkeepakindlyeyeoutforthelittletruant。 III。 AsIwaswritingthosehomelynamesIfeltagainhowfitandlovelytheywere,howmuchmorefitandlovelythanthescientificnamesoftheflowers。Mrs。Creeveywillmakeabotanistofyouifyouwilllether,andIfancyaverygoodbotanist,thoughIcannotspeakfromexperience,butshewillmakeapoetofyouinspiteofyourself,asIverywellknow;andshewilldothissimplybygivingyoufirstthefamiliarnameoftheflowersshelovestowriteof。IamnotsayingthattheDay—Lilywouldnotsmellassweetbyhertitleof’HemerocallisFulva’,orthatthehomely,heartyBouncingBetwouldnotkissasdeliciouslyinherscholar’scapandgownof’SaponariaOfficinalis’;butmerelythattheircollegedegreesdonotlendthemselvessowillinglytoverse,orevenmelodiousprose,whichiswhatthepoetisoftenafternowadays。SoI likebesttohailtheflowersbythenamesthatthefairiesgavethem,andthechildrenknowthemby,especiallywhenmylongingforthemmakesthemgrowhereinthecitystreets。IhaveafancythattheywouldallvanishawayifIsalutedtheminbotanicalterms。AslongasItalkofcat—tailrushes,thehomelessgrimalkinsoftheareasandthebackfenceshelpmetoavisionoftheswampsthicklystuddedwiththeirstiffspears;butifIcalledthem’TyphaLatifolia’,oreven’TyphaAngustifolia’,thereisnotthehardiestandfiercestprowleroftheroofandthefire—escapebutwouldflythesoundofmyvoiceandleavemeforlornamidthewitheredfoliageofmydream。Thestreetsparrows,pestiferousandpersistentastheyare,wouldforsakemysylvanpageantifIspokeoftheBird—footVioletasthe’ViolaPedata’;andthecommonestcurwouldrunhowlingifhebeardthegentlePoisonDogwoodmalignedasthe’RhusVenenata’。Theverymilk—canswouldturntotheirnativepumpsindisgustfrommyattempttoinvokeoursimpleAmericanCowslipasthe’DodecatheonMeadia’。 IV YetIdonotdenythatsuchscientificnomenclaturehasitsuses;andI shouldbefarfromundervaluingthissideofMrs。Creevey’sbook。Infact,Isecretlyrespectitthemoreforitsbotanicallore,andifeverIgetintothewoodsorfieldsagainImeantogouptosomeofthehumblestflowers,suchasIcanfeelmyselfoneasytermswith,andtellthemwhattheyareinLatin。Ithinkitwillsurprisethem,andIdaresaytheywillsomeofthemlikeit,andwillwanttheirinitialsinscribedontheirleaves,likethosesignatureswhichthemedicinalplantsbear,oraresupposedtobear。ButaslongasIamengagedintheircultureamidthisstoneandironandasphalt,Ifinditbesttoinvitetheirpresencebytheirfamiliarnames,andIhopetheywillnotthinkthemtoofamiliar。Ishouldliketogetthemallnaturalizedhere,sothatthethousandsofpoorcitychildren,whoneversawthemgrowingintheirnativeplaces,mighthavesomenotionofhowbountifullytheworldisequippedwithbeauty,andhowitisgovernedbymanylawswhicharenotenforcedbypolicemen。Ithinkthatwouldinterestthemverymuch,andIshallnotmindtheirpluckingmyBarmecideblossoms,andcarryingthemhomebythearmfuls。Whengood—willcostsnothingweoughttopractiseitevenwiththetramps,andtheseareverywelcome,intheirwanderingsoverthecitypave,toresttheirwearylimbsinanyofmypleachedbowerstheycometo。 ACIRCUSINTHESUBURBS Wedwellersincitiesandlargetowns,ifwearewell—to—do,havemorethanourfillofpleasuresofallkinds;andfornowmanyyearspastwehavebeenusedtoaformofcircuswheresurfeitisnearlyasgreatmiseryasfamineinthatkindcouldbe。Foroursins,orsomeofourfriends’sins,perhaps,wehavenowgonesolongtocircusesofthreeringsandtworaised—platformsthatwescarcelyrealizethatinthecountrytherearestillcircusesofoneringandnoplatformatall。 Weareaccustomed,inthegrossandfoolish—superfluityofthesecitycircuses,toseenofeatquitethrough,buttoturnourgreedyeyesatthemostimportantinstantinthehopeofgreaterwondersinanotherring。Wehavefourorfiveclowns,inasmanyvarietiesofgrotesquecostume,aswellasaladyclowninbefittingdress;butwehearnoneofthemspeak,noteventheladyclown,whileinthecountrycircustheoldclownofourchildhood,oneandindivisible,makesthesamestyleofjokes,ifnottheverysamejokes,thatweusedtohearthere。Itisnoteasytobelieveallthis,andIdonotknowthatIshouldquitebelieveitmyselfifIhadnotlatelybeenwitnessofitinthesuburbanvillagewhereIwaspassingthesummer。 I。 Thecircusannounceditselfinthegoodoldwayweeksbeforehandbythevastpostersofformerdaysandbyaprofusionofsmallbillswhichfelluponthevillageasfromtheclouds,andleftitlitteredeverywherewiththeirfestivepink。TheyprophesieditinanamebornebythefirstcircusIeversaw,whichwasalsoananimalshow,buttheanimalsmustallhavediedduringthefiftyyearspast,forthereisnownomenagerieattachedtoit。IdidnotknowthiswhenIheardthebandbrayingthroughthestreetsofthevillageonthemorningoftheperformance,andformethemangyoldcamelsandthepimpledelephantsofyoreledtheprocessionthroughaccompanyingranksofboyswhohavemostlybeenintheirgravesforhalfalifetime;thedistractedostrichthrustanadvertisingneckthroughthetopofitscage,andthelionroaredtohimselfinthedarknessofhismovingprison。Ifelttheoldthrillofexcitement,thevainhopeofsomethingpreternaturalandimpossible,andIdonotknowwhatcouldhavekeptmefromthatcircusassoonasIhaddonelunch。Myheartroseatsightofthelargetent(whichwasyetsoverylittleincomparisonwiththetentsofthethree—ringandtwo— platformcircuses);thealluringandillusorysideshowsoffatwomenandleanmen;thehorsestetheredinthebackgroundandstampingunderthefly—bites;theold,weather—beatengrandchariot,whichlookedliketheghostofthegrandchariotwhichusedtodragmecaptiveinitstriumph; andthecanvasshelterswherethecookswerealreadyatworkovertheirkettlesontheeveningmealofthecircusfolk。 Iexpectedtobekeptalongwhilefromtheticket—wagonbythecrowd,buttherewasnocrowd,andperhapsthereneverusedtobemuchofacrowd。Iboughtmyadmittanceswithoutamoment’sdelay,andthemanwhosoldmemyreserveseatshadevenleisuretocallmebackandasktolookatthechangehehadgivenme,mostlynickels。\"IthoughtIdidn’tgiveyouenough,\"hesaid,andheaddedonemore,andsentmeontothedoorkeeperwithmyfaithinhumannatureconfirmedandrefreshed。 Itwascoolenoughoutside,butwithinitwasverywarm,asitshouldbe,togivethemenwithpalm—leaffansandice—coldlemonadeachance。Theywerealreadymakingtheirrounds,andcryingtheirwareswithvoicesfromthetombsofthedeadpast;andthechildoftheyoungmotherwhotookmyseat—ticketfrommewasgoingtosleepatfulllengthonthelowermosttreadofthebenches,sothatIhadtostepacrossitsprostrateform。 Thesereservedseatswerecarpeted;butIhadforgottenhowlittleonerankwasraisedaboveanother,andhowverytryingtheywereuponthebackandlegs。Butforthecarpeting,IcouldnotseehowIwasadvantagedabovethecommonerfolkintheunreservedseats,andI reflectedhowofteninthisworldwepaidforaninappreciablesplendor。 IcouldnotseebuttheywereaswelloffasI;theyweremuchmoregaylydressed,andsomeofthemwereevensmokingcigars,whiletheywerenearlyallyoungerbyten,twenty,forty,orfiftyyears,andevenmore。 TheydidnotlooklikethecountrypeoplewhomIratherhopedandexpectedtosee,butwereapparentlymyfellow—villagers,indifferentstagesofexcitement。Theymanifestedbytheusualsignstheirimpatiencetohavetheperformancebegin,andIconfessthatIsharedthis,thoughIdidnottakepartinthedemonstration。 II。 Ihavenointentionoffollowingtheeventsseriatim。FronttimetotimeduringtheirprogressIrenewedmyoldone—sidedacquaintancewiththecircus—men。Theywerequitethesamepeople,Ibelieve,butstrangelysoftenedandameliorated,asIhopeIam,andlookingnotadayolder,whichIcannotsayofmyself,exactly。Thesupernumerarieswerepatentlyfarmerboyswhohadenterednewlyuponthatlifeinaspiritofadventure,andwhoworetheirpartialliveries,abraidedcoathereandapairofstripedtrousersthere,withasortoftimorouspride,adeprecatingbravado,asiftheyexpectedtobehootedbythespectatorsandwereverygladwhentheywerenot。Themanwhowentroundwithadogtokeepboysfromhookinginunderthecurtainhadgrowngentler,andhisdogdidnotlookasifhewouldbitetheworstboyintown。Themancameupandaskedtheyoungmotherabouthersleepingchild,andIinferredthatthechildhadbeensick,andwasthereforeunusuallyinterestingtoallthegreat,kind—hearted,simplecircusfamily。Hewasgoodtothepoorsupes,andinstructedthem,notatallsneeringly,howbesttomanagetheguyropesforthenetswhenthetrapezeeventsbegan。 Therewas,infact,anairofpleasingdomesticitydiffusedoverthewholecircus。Thiswas,perhaps,partlyaneffectfromourextremeproximitytoitsperformances;Ihadneverbeenonquitesuchintimatetermswithequitationandaerostationofallkinds;butIthinkitwasalsolargelyfromthegoodheartsofthewholecompany。Acircusmustbecome,duringtheseason,agreatbrotherhoodandsisterhood,especiallysisterhood,anditsmembersmustforgetfinallythattheyarenotunitedbytiesofblood。Idaresaytheyoftenbecomeso,ashusbandsandwivesandfathersandmothers,ifnotasbrothers。 ThedomesticeffectwasheightenedalmostpoignantlywhenayoungladyinaTurkish—towelbath—gowncameoutandstoodclosebytheband,waitingforheractonabarebackedhorseofaconventionalpattern。ShereallylookedlikeayounggoddessinaTurkish—towelbath—gown:goddessesmusthavewornbath—gowns,especiallyVenus,whowasoftenimaginedinthebath,orjustoutofit。Butwhenthisgoddessthrewoffherbath—gown,andcameboundingintotheringasgracefullyastheclogssheworeonherslipperswouldlether,shewasmuchmoremodestlydressedthanmostgoddesses。WhatIamtryingtosay,however,isthat,whileshestoodtherebytheband,shenomoreinterestedthemusiciansthanifsheweretheircollectivesister。Theywereallintheirshirt—sleevesforthesakeofthecoolness,andtheybangedandtrumpetedandflutedawayasindifferenttoherassomanybornbrothers。 Indeed,whenthegyrationsofherhorsebroughthertooursideofthering,shewasvisiblynotsoyouthfulandnotsodivineasshemighthavebeen;butthegirlwhodidthetrapezeacts,anddidthemwonderfully,leftnothingtobedesiredinthatregard;thoughreallyIdonotseewhywewhohaveneitheryouthnorbeautyshouldalwaysexpectitofotherpeople。Ithinkitwouldhavebeenquiteenoughforhertodothetrapezeactssoperfectly;butherbeingsoprettycertainlyaddedapoignancytothecontemplationofherperils。Onecouldfolloweverymotionofheranxietyinthatcloseproximity:thetremorofherchinasshebitherlipsbeforetakingherflightthroughtheair,thestrainingeagernessofhereyeasshemeasuredthedistance,thefrownwithwhichsheforbadeherselfanyshrinkingorreluctance。 III。 Howstrangeislife,howsadandperplexingitscontradictions!Whyshouldsuchanexhibitionasthatbesupposedtogivepleasure?Perhapsitdoesnotgivepleasure,butisonlyanecessaryfulfilmentofoneofthemanydelusionsweareinwithregardtoeachotherinthisbewilderingworld。Theyareofallsortsanddegrees,thesedelusions,andIsupposethatinthelastanalysisitwasnotpleasureIgotfromtheclownandhisclowning,clownedheeversomerrily。IrememberthatIlikedhearinghisoldjokes,notbecausetheywerejokes,butbecausetheywereoldandendearedbylongassociation。HesangonesongwhichI musthaveheardhimsingatmyfirstcircus(Iamsureitwashe),about\"ThingsthatIdon’tliketosee,\"andIheartilyagreedwithhimthathisbookofsongs,whichhesentroundtobesold,wasfullyworththehalf—dimeaskedforit,thoughIdidnotbuyit。 Perhapstherivalauthorinmewithheldme,but,asabrotherman,IwillnotallowthatIdidnotfeelforhimandsufferwithhimbecauseofthethick,whitepigmentwhichplentifullycoatedhisface,and,withthesweatdropsuponit,mademethinkofanewlypaintedwallintherain。 Hewasinfinitelyolderthanhispersonality,thanhisoldestjoke(thoughyounevercanbesurehowoldajokeis),and,representatively,Idaresayheoutdatedthepyramids。Theymusthavemadeclownswhitentheirfacesinthedawnoftime,andnodoubtthereweredrollsamongtheantediluvianswhoenhancedtheeffectoftheirfunbythatmeans。Allthesame,Ipitiedthisclownforit,andIfanciedinhiswildestwaggerythenoteofarealirascibility。ShallIsaythatheseemedtheonlymemberofthatlittlecircuswhowasnotofanamiabletemper?ButIdonotblamehim,andIthinkitmuchtohaveseenaclownoncemorewhojestedaudiblywiththeringmasterandalwaysgotthebetterofhiminrepartee。ItwaslongsinceIhadknownthatpleasure。 IV。 ThroughouttheperformanceatthiscircusIwastroubledbyacuriousquestion,whetheritwerereallyofthesamemoralandmaterialgrandeurasthecircusesitbroughttomemory,orwhetherthesewerethinandslight,too。Weallknowhowtheplacesofourchildhood,theheights,thedistances,shrinkanddwindlewhenwegobacktothem,andwasitpossiblethatIhadbeendeceivedinthesplendorofmyearlycircuses? Thedoubtwaspainful,butIwasforcedtoownthattheremightbemoretruthinitthaninablindfealtytotheirrememberedmagnificence。 Verylikelycircuseshavegrownnotonlyinsize,butintherichnessandvarietyoftheirentertainments,andIwasspoiledforthesimplejoysofthis。ButIcouldseenoreflectionofmydissatisfactionontheyoungfacesaroundme,andImustconfessthattherewasatleastsomuchofthecircusthatIleftwhenitwashalfover。Imeanttogointotheside—showsandseethefatwomanandthelivingskeleton,andtakethegiantbythehandandthearmlessmanbyhisfriendlyfoot,ifImightbesohonored。ButIdidnoneofthesethings,andIamwillingtobelievethefaultwasinme,ifIwasdisappointedinthecircus。ItwasIwhohadshrunkanddwindled,andnotit。Torealboysitwasstillthesizeofthefirmament,andwasaworldofwondersanddelights。AtleastI canrecognizethisfactnow,andcanrejoiceinthepeacefulprogressalloverthecountryofthesimplecircuseswhichthetownsneversee,butwhichhelptorenderthesummerfairerandbrightertotheunspoiledeyesandheartstheyappealto。Ihopeitwillbelongbeforetheyceasetofindprofitinthepleasuretheygive。 ASHEHAMLET TheothernightasIsatbeforethecurtainoftheGardenTheatreandwaitedforittoriseupontheHamletofMme。Bernhardt,athrilloftherichexpectationwhichcannotfailtoprecedetheriseofanycurtainuponanyHamletpassedthroughmyeagerframe。Thereis,indeed,nosceneofdramawhichisofafinerhorror(eighteenth—centuryhorror) thanthatwhichopensthegreattragedy。ThesentrypacingupanddownupontheplatformatElsinoreunderthewinternight;thegreetingbetweenhimandthecomradearrivingtorelievehim,withitshintsofthebittercold;theentranceofHoratioandMarcellustothesebeforetheycanpart;thementionoftheghost,and,whilethesoldiersareintheactofprotestingitaveridicalphantom,theapparitionoftheghost,takingthewordfromtheirlipsandhushingallintoapulselessawe:whatcouldbemoresimplyandsublimelyreal,morenaturallysupernatural?Whatpromiseofhighmysticalthingstocomethereisinthemeresyllablingofthenobleverse,andhowitenlargesusfromourselves,forthattimeatleast,toadisembodiedunitywiththetroubledsoulwhosemartyryseemsforebodedinthesolemnaccents!