第6章

类别:其他 作者:HJALMAR HJORTH BOYSEN字数:17157更新时间:19/01/05 14:21:37
\"Butwhatofyourfriend,Arnfinn?\"exclaimedInga,assheranupthestairsofthepier。\"Heofwhomyouhavewrittensomuch。 Ihavebeenbusyallthemorningmakingtheblueguest—chamberreadyforhim。\" \"Please,cousin,\"answeredthestudent,inatoneofmockentreaty,\"onlyanhour’srespite! IfwearetotalkaboutStrandwemustmakeadayofit,youknow。Andjustnowitseemssograndtobeathome,andwithyou,thatI wouldrathernotadmitevensogenialasubjectasStrandtosharemyselfishhappiness。\" \"Ah,yes,youareright。Happinessistoooftenselfish。Buttellmeonlywhyhedidn’tcomeandI’llreleaseyou。\" \"HeIScoming。\" \"Ah!Andwhen?\" \"ThatIdon’tknow。Hepreferredtotakethejourneyonfoot,andhemaybehereatalmostanytime。But,asIhavetoldyou,heisveryuncertain。Ifheshouldhappentomaketheacquaintanceofsomeinterestingsnipe,orcrane,orplover,hemaypreferitscompanytoours,andthenthereisnocountingonhimanylonger。HemaybeaslikelytoturnupattheNorthPoleasattheGranParsonage。\" \"Howverysingular。Youdon’tknowhowcuriousIamtoseehim。\" AndIngawalkedoninsilenceunderthesunnybircheswhichgrewalongtheroad,tryingvainlytopicturetoherselfthisstrangephenomenonofaman。 \"Ibroughthisbook,\"remarkedArnfinn,makingagiganticefforttobegenerous,forhefeltdimstirringsofjealousywithinhim。\"Ifyoucaretoreadit,IthinkitwillexplainhimtoyoubetterthananythingIcouldsay。\" II。 TheOddsonswerecertainlyahappyfamilythoughnotbyanymeansaharmoniousone。 Theexcellentpastor,whowashimselfneutrallygood,orthodox,andkind—hearted,hadoften,intheprivacyofhisownthought,wonderedwhathiddenancestralinfluencestheremighthavebeenatworkingivingamansopeaceableandinoffensiveashimselftwodaughtersofsuchstronglydefinedindividuality。TherewasAugusta,theelder,whowaswhatArnfinncalled\"indiscriminatelyreformatory,\"andhadauniversaldesiretoimproveeverything,fromtheGovernmentdowntoagriculturalimplementsandpreservejars。Aslongasshewascontenttoexpendthesurplusenergy,whichseemedtoaccumulatewithinherthroughthelongeventlesswinters,upontheZuluMission,andotherlegitimateobjects,thepastorthoughtitallharmlessenough;although,tobesure,herenthusiasmforthosenakedandhowlingsavagesdidattimesstrikehimasbeingsomewhatextravagant。Butwhenoccasionally,inherowninnocentway,sheputbothhispatienceandhisorthodoxytothetestbyherexceedinglypuzzlingquestions,thenhecouldnot,inthedepthofhisheart,restrainthewishthatshemighthavebeenmorelikeotheryounggirls,andlessardentlysolicitousaboutthefateofherkind。 Affectionateandindulgent,however,asthepastorwas,hewouldoften,inthenextmoment,dopenanceforhisunregeneratethought,andthankGodforhavingmadehersofairtobehold,sopure,andsonoble—hearted。 TowardArnfinn,Augustahad,althoughofhisownage,earlyassumedakindofelder—sisterlyrelation;shehadbeenhiscomforterduringallthetrialsofhisboyhood;hadyieldedhimhersympathywiththateagerimpulsewhichlaysodeepinhernature,andhadfeltforlornwhenlifehadcalledhimawaytowhereherwordsofcomfortcouldnotreachhim。Butwhenonceshehadhintedthistoherfather,hehadpedanticallyconvincedherthatherfeelingwasunchristian,andIngahadplayfullyremarkedthatthehopethatsomeonemightsoonfindtheopenPolarSeawouldgofartowardconsolingherforherloss;forAugustahadgloriousvisionsatthattimeoftheopenPolarSea。 Now,thePolarSea,andmanyotherthings,farneareranddearer,hadbeenforcedintouneasyforgetfulness;andArnfinnwasoncemorewithher,nolongerachild,andnolongerappealingtoherforaidandsympathy;manenough,ap— parently,tohaveoutgrownhisboyishneedsandstillboyenoughtobeashamedofhavingeverhadthem。 ItwasthethirdSundayafterArnfinn’sreturn。HeandAugustawereclimbingthehillsidetothe\"Giant’sHood,\"fromwhencetheyhadawideviewofthefjord,andcouldseethesuntrailingitslongbridgeofflameuponthewater。ItwasInga’sweekinthekitchen,thereforehersisterwasArnfinn’scompanion。 Astheyreachedthecrestofthe\"Hood,\" Augustaseatedherselfonaflatbowlder,andtheyoungstudentflunghimselfonapatchofgreenswardatherfeet。Theintenselightofthelatesunfelluponthegirl’sunconsciousface,andArnfinnlay,gazingupintoit,andwonderingatitsrarebeauty;buthesawonlythecleancutofitsfeaturesandthepurityofitsform,beingtooshallowtorecognizethestrongandheroicsoulwhichhadstruggledsolongforutteranceinthelifeofwhichhehadbeenablindandunmindfulwitness。 \"Gracious,howbeautifulyouare,cousin!\" hebrokeforth,heedlessly,strikinghislegwithhisslendercane;\"pityyouwerenotbornaqueen;youwouldbeequaltoalmostanything,evenifitweretodiscoverthePolarSea。\" \"Ithoughtyouwerelookingatthesun,Arnfinn,\"answeredshe,smilingreluctantly。 \"AndsoIam,cousin,\"laughedhe,withanother—emphaticslapofhisboot。 \"Thatcomplimentisratherstale。\" \"Buttheopportunitywastootempting。\" \"Nevermind,Iwillexcuseyoufromfurtherefforts。Turnaroundandnoticethatwonderfulpurplehalowhichishoveringovertheforestsbelow。Isn’titglorious?\" \"No,don’tletusbesolemn,pray。ThesunI haveseenathousandtimesbefore,butyouI haveseenveryseldomoflate。Somehow,sinceIreturnedthistime,youseemtokeepmeatadistance。Younolongerconfidetomeyourgreatplansfortheabolishmentofwar,andtheimprovementofmankindgenerally。Whydon’tyoutellmewhetheryouhaveasyetsucceededinconvincingthepeasantsthatcleanlinessisacardinalvirtue,thathawthornhedgesaremorepicturesquethanrailfences,andthatsaltmeatisaveryindigestiblearticle?\" \"Youknowthefateofmyreforms,fromlongexperience,\"sheanswered,withthesamesad,sweetsmile。\"Iamafraidtheremustbesomethingradicallywrongaboutmymethods;and,moreover,Iknowthatyouraspirationsandminearenolongerthesame,iftheyeverhavebeen,andIamnotungenerousenoughtoforceyoutofeignaninterestwhichyoudonotfeel。\" \"Yes,Iknowyouthinkmeflippantandboyish,\"retortedhe,withsuddenenergy,andtossingastonedownintothegulfbelow。 \"But,bytheway,myfriendStrand,ifheevercomes,wouldbejustthemanforyou。Hehasquiteasmanyhobbiesasyouhave,and,whatismore,hehasaprofoundrespectforhobbiesingeneral,andisuniversallycharitabletowardthoseofothers。\" \"Yourfriendisagreatman,\"saidthegirl,earnestly。\"Ihavereadhisbookon`TheWadingBirdsoftheNorwegianHighlands,’ andnonebutagreatmancouldhavewrittenit。\" \"Heisanoddstick,but,forallthat,acapitalfellow;andIhavenodoubtyouwouldgetonadmirablywithhim。\" Atthismomenttheconversationwasinterruptedbytheappearanceofthepastor’sman,Hans,whocametotellthe\"youngmiss\"thattherewasabigtramphoveringaboutthebarnsinthe\"out—fields,\"wherehehadbeensleepingduringthelastthreenights。Hewasadangerouscharacter,Hansthought,atleastjudgingfromhislooks,anditwashardlysafefortheyoungmisstoberoamingaboutthefieldsatnightaslongashewasintheneighborhood。 \"Whydon’tyouspeaktothepastor,andhavehimarrested?\"saidArnfinn,impatientofHans’slong—windedrecital。 \"No,no,saynothingtofather,\"demandedAugusta,eagerly。\"Whyshouldyouarrestapoormanaslongashedoesnothingworsethansleepinthebarnsintheout—fields?\" \"Asyousay,miss,\"retortedHans,anddeparted。 Themooncameuppaleandmist—likeovertheeasternmountainridges,struggledforafewbriefmomentsfeeblywiththesunlight,andthenvanished。 \"Itisstrange,\"saidArnfinn,\"howeverythingremindsmeofStrandto—night。Whatgloriouslyabsurdapostrophestothemoonhecouldmake!Ihavenottoldyou,cousin,ofaverysingulargiftwhichhepossesses。Hecanattractallkindsofbirdsandwildanimalstohimself;hecanimitatetheirvoices,andtheyflockaroundhim,asifhewereoneofthem,withoutfearofharm。\" \"Howdelightful,\"criedAugusta,withsuddenanimation。\"Whatagloriousmanyourfriendmustbe!\" \"Becausethesnipesandthewildduckslikehim? Youseemtohavegreaterconfidenceintheirjudgmentthaninmine。\" \"OfcourseIhave——atleastaslongasyoupersistinjoking。But,jestingaside,whatawondrouslybeautifullifehemustleadwhomNaturetakesthusintoherconfidence;whohas,asitwere,aninnerandsubtlersense,correspondingtoeachgrosserandexternalone;whoiskeen—sightedenoughtoreadthecharacterofeveryindividualbeast,andhasearssensitivetothefullpathosofjoyorsorrowinthesongofthebirdsthatinhabitourwoodlands。\" \"Whetherhehasanysuchsecondsetofsensesasyouspeakof,Idon’tknow;buttherecanbenodoubtthathisfamiliarity,nottosayintimacy,withbirdsandbeastsgiveshimagreatadvantageasanaturalist。IsupposeyouknowthathislittlebookhasbeentranslatedintoFrench,andrewardedwiththegoldmedaloftheAcademy。\" \"Hush!Whatisthat?\"Augustasprangup,andheldherhandtoherear。 \"Somelove—lornmountain—cockplayingyonderinthepinecopse,\"suggestedArnfinn,amusedathiscousin’seagerness。 \"Yousillyboy!Don’tyouknowthemountain— cockneverplaysexceptatsunrise?\" \"Hewouldhaveasorrytimeofitnow,then,whenthereISnosunrise。\" \"Andsohehas;hedoesnotplayexceptinearlyspring。\" Thenoise,atfirstfaint,nowgrewlouder。Itbeganwithaseriesofmellow,plaintiveclucksthatfollowedthicklyoneuponanother,likesmoothpearlsofsoundthatrolledthroughthethroatinacontinuouscurrent;thencameafewsharpnotesasofalargebirdthatsnapshisbill;thenalong,half—melodiousrumbling,intermingledwithcacklingsandsnaps,andatlast,asortofdiminuendomovementofthesameround,pearlyclucks。Therewasawhizzingofwing—beatsintheair;twolargebirdssweptovertheirheadsandstruckdownintothecopsewhencethesoundhadissued。 \"Thisisindeedamostsingularthing,\"saidAugusta,underherbreath,andwithwide—eyedwonder。 \"Letusgonearer,andseewhatitcanbe。\" \"IamsureIcangoifyoucan,\"respondedArnfinn,notanytooeagerly。\"Givemeyourhand,andwecanclimbthebetter。\" Astheyapproachedthepinecopse,whichprojectedlikeapromontoryfromthelineofthedenserforest,thenoiseceased,andonlytheplaintivewhistlingofamountain—hen,callingherscatteredyoungtogether,andnowandthentheshrillresponseofasnipetothecryofitslonelymate,felluponthesummernight,notasaninterruption,butasanoutgrowthoftheverysilence。Augustastolewithsoundlesstreadthroughthetransparentgloomwhichlingeredunderthosehugeblackcrowns,andArnfinnfollowedimpatientlyafter。Suddenlyshemotionedtohimtostandstill,andherselfbentforwardinanattitudeofsurpriseandeagerobservation。 Ontheground,somefiftystepsfromwhereshewasstationed,shesawamanstretchedoutfulllength,withaknapsackunderhishead,andsurroundedbyaflockofdowny,half—grownbirds,whichrespondedwithalow,anxiouspipingtohisalluringcluck,thenscatteredwithsuddenalarm,onlytoreturnagaininthesamecurious,cautiousfashionasbefore。 Nowandthentherewasagreatflappingofwingsinthetreesoverhead,andaheavybrownandblackspeckledmountain—henalightedclosetotheman’shead,stretchedouthernecktowardhim,cockedherhead,calledherscatteredbroodtogether,anddepartedwithslowanddeliberatewing—beats。 Againtherewasafrightenedflutterover— head,ashrillanxiouswhistleroseintheair,andallwassilence。Augustahadsteppedonadrybranch——ithadbrokenunderherweight—— hencethesuddenconfusionandflight。Theunknownmanhadsprungup,andhiseye,afteramoment’ssearch,hadfoundthedark,beautifulfacepeeringforthbehindtheredfir—trunk。 Hedidnotspeakorsaluteher;hegreetedherwithsilentjoy,asonegreetsawondrousvisionwhichistoofrailandbrightforconsciousnesstograsp,whichislosttheveryinstantoneisconsciousofseeing。But,whiletothegirlthesight,asitwere,hungtremblingintherangeofmerephysicalperception,whileitssuddennesshelditalooffrommoralreflection,therecameagreatshoutfrombehind,andArnfinn,whominhersurpriseshehadquiteforgotten,cameboundingforward,graspingthestrangerbythehandwithmuchvigor,laughingheartily,andpouringforthaconfusedstreamofdelightedinterjections,borrowedfromallmannerofclassicalandunclassicaltongues。 \"Strand!Strand!\"hecried,whenthefirsttumultofexcitementhadsubsided;\"youmostmarvelousandincomprehensibleStrand!Fromwhatregionofheavenorearthdidyoujumpdownintoourprosaicneighborhood?Andwhatintheworldpossessedyoutochooseourbarnsasthecentreofyouroperations,andnearlyputmetothenecessityofhavingyouarrestedforvagrancy?HowIdoregretthatCousinAugusta’sentreatiesmollifiedmyhearttowardyou。Pardonme,Ihavenotintroducedyou。Thisismycousin,MissOddson,andthisismymiraculousfriend,theworld—renownedauthor,vagrant,andnaturalist,Mr。MarcusStrand。\" Strandsteppedforward,madeadeepbutsomewhatawkwardbow,andwasdimlyawarethatasmallsofthandwasextendedtohim,and,inthenextmoment,wasenclosedinhisownbroadandvoluminouspalm。Hegraspeditfirmly,and,inoneofthoseprofoundabstractionsintowhichhewasapttofallwhenundertheswayofastrongimpression,presseditwithincreasingcordiality,whileheendeavoredtofindfittinganswerstoArnfinn’smultifariousquestions。 \"Totellthetruth,Vording,\"hesaid,inadeep,full—ringingbass,\"Ididn’tknowthatthesewereyourcousin’sbarns——Imeanthatyouruncle\"——givingtheunhappyhandanemphaticshake——\"inhabitedthesebarns。\" \"No,thankheaven,wearenotquitereducedtothat,\"criedArnfinn,gayly;\"westillboastaparsonage,asyouwillpresentlydiscover,andaverybrightandcozyone,toboot。But,whateveryoudo,havethegoodnesstoreleaseAugusta’shand。Don’tyouseehowdesperatelysheisstruggling,poorthing?\" Stranddroppedthehandasifithadbeenahotcoal,blushedtotheedgeofhishair,andmadeanotherprofoundreverence。Hewasatall,huge—limbedyouth,withaframeofgiganticmold,andalarge,blonde,shaggyhead,likethatofsomegood—naturedantediluviananimal,whichmightfeelthedisadvantagesofitssizeamidthepunybeingsofthislaterstageofcreation。Therewasafrankdirectnessinhisgaze,andanunconsciousnessofself,whichmadehimverywinning,andwhichcouldnotfailofitseffectuponagirlwho,likeAugusta,wasfondoftheuncommon,andhatedsmooth,facileandwell—tailoredyoungmen,withthelabelsofsocietyandfashionupontheircoats,theirmustaches,andtheirspeech。AndStrand,withhislargesun—burnedface,hiswild—growingbeard,bluewoolenshirt,topboots,andunkemptappearancegenerally,wasasufficientlystartlingphenomenontosatisfyevensoexactingafancyashers;for,afterreadinghisbookabouttheWadingBirds,shehadmadeuphermindthathemusthavefewpointsofresemblancetothemenwhohadhithertoformedpartofherownsmallworld,althoughshehadnotuntilnowdecidedjustinwhatwayhewastodiffer。 \"SupposeIhelpyoucarryyourknapsack,\" saidArnfinn,whowasflittingaboutlikeasmallnimblespanieltryingtomakefriendswithsomelarge,good—naturedNewfoundland。\"Youmustbeverytired,havingroamedaboutinthisQuixoticfashion!\" \"No,Ithankyou,\"respondedStrand,withanincredulouslaugh,glancingalternatelyfromArnfinntotheknapsack,asifestimatingtheirproportionateweight。\"IamafraidyouwouldrueyourbargainifIacceptedit。\" \"Isupposeyouhaveagreatmanystuffedbirdsathome,\"remarkedthegirl,lookingwithself—forgetfuladmirationatthelargebrawnyfigure。 \"No,Ihavehardlyany,\"answeredhe,seatinghimselfontheground,andpullingathicknote—bookfromhispocket。\"Ipreferlivecreatures。Theiranatomicalandphysiologicalpeculiaritieshavebeenstudiedbyothers,andvolumeshavebeenwrittenaboutthem。Itistheirpsychologicaltraits,iiyouwillallowtheexpression,whichinterestme,andthoseIcanonlygetatwhiletheyarealive。\" \"Howdelightful!\" SomeminuteslatertheywereallontheirwaytotheParsonage。Thesun,inspiteofitsmid— summerwakefulness,wasgettingred—eyedanddrowsy,andthepurplemistswhichhunginscatteredfragmentsupontheforestbelowhadlostsomethingoftheirdeep—tingedbrilliancy。 ButAugusta,quiteblindtotheweakenedlighteffects,lookedoutuponthebroadlandscapeinecstasy,and,appealingtohermoreapatheticcompanions,invitedthemtoshareherjoyatthebeautyofthefaint—flushedsummernight。 \"Youaregettingquitedithyrambic,mydear,\"remarkedArnfinn,withanairofcousinlysuperiority,whichhefeltwaseminentlybecomingtohim;andAugustalookedupwithquicksurprise,thensmiledinanabsentway,andforgotwhatshehadbeensaying。Shehadnosuspicionbutthatherenthusiasmhadbeenallforthesunset。 III。 InalifesooutwardlybarrenandmonotonousasAugusta’s——alifeinwhichthesmallexternaleventsweresofirmlyinterwovenwiththesubtlerthreadsofyearnings,wants,anddesires——theintroductionofsolargeandnovelafactasMarcusStrandwouldnaturallyproducesomeperceptibleresult。Itwasthatdeplorableinwardrestlessnessofhers,shereasoned,whichhadhithertomadeherexistenceseemsoemptyandunsatisfactory;butnowhispresencefilledthehours,andthenewnessofhiswords,hismanner,andhiswholepersonaffordedinexhaustiblematerialforthought。Itwasnowaweeksincehisarrival,andwhileArnfinnandIngachattedatleisure,drewcaricatures,orreadaloudtoeachotherinsomeshadynookofthegarden,sheandStrandwouldroamalongthebeach,fillingthevastuncloudedhorizonwithlargeglowingimagesofthefutureofthehumanrace。Healwayslistenedinsympatheticsilencewhilesheunfoldedtohimheroftenchildishlydaringschemesfortheameliorationofsufferingandtherightingofsocialwrongs;andwhenshehadfinished,andhemettheearnestappealofherdarkeye,therewouldoftenbeapause,duringwhicheach,withahalfunconsciouslapsefromtheimpersonal,wouldfeelmorekeenlythejoyofthisnewanddeliciousmentalcompanionship。Andwhenatlengthheanswered,sometimesgentlyrefutingandsometimesassentingtoherproposition,itwasalwayswithaslow,deliberateearnestness,asifhefeltbutherdeepsincerity,andforgotforthemomenthersex,heryouth,andherinexperience。Itwasjustthiskindoffellowshipforwhichshehadhungeredsolong,andherheartwentoutwithagreatgratitudetowardthisstrongandgenerousman,whowaswillingtorecognizeherhumanity,andtorespondwithanever—readyfrankness,unmixedwithpettysuspicionsandsecondthoughts,totheeagerneedsofherhalf— starvednature。Itisquitecharacteristic,too,ofthetypeofwomanhoodwhichAugustarepresents(andwithwhichthisbroadcontinentofoursabounds),that,withherhabitualdisregardofappearances,shewouldhavescornedthenotionthattheirintercoursehadanyultimateendbeyondthatofmutualpleasureandinstruction。 ItwasearlyinthemorninginthethirdweekofStrand’sstayattheParsonage。Aheavydewhadfallenduringthenight,andeachtinygrass—bladeglistenedinthesun,bendingundertheweightofitsliquiddiamond。Thebirdswereimprovisingaminiaturesymphonyinthebirchesattheendofthegarden;thesong— thrushwarbledwithasweetmelancholyhislong—drawncontraltonotes;thelark,likeaprimadonna,hoveringconspicuouslyinmidair,pouredforthherjoyoussopranosolo;andtherobin,quiteunmindfulofthetempo,filledoutthepauseswithhisthoughtlessstaccatochirp。Augusta,whowasherselftheearlybirdofthepastor’sfamily,hadpaidavisittothelittlebath—housedownatthebrook,andwasnowhurryinghomeward,herheavyblackhairconfinedinadelicatemuslinhood,andherlitheformhastilywrappedinaloosemorninggown。 Shehadpausedforamomentunderthebirchestolistentothesongofthelark,whensuddenlyalow,halfarticulatesound,veryunlikethevoiceofabird,arrestedherattention;sheraisedhereyes,andsawStrandsittinginthetopofatree,apparentlyconversingwithhimself,orwithsometinythingwhichheheldinhishands。 \"Ah,yes,youpoorlittlesicklything!\"sheheardhimmutter。\"Don’tyoumakesuchanadonow。Youshallsoonbequitewell,ifyouwillonlymindwhatItellyou。Stop,stop! Takeiteasy。Itisallforyourowngood,youknow。Ifyouhadonlybeenprudent,andnotsteppedonyourlameleg,youmighthavebeensparedthisaffliction。But,afterall,itwasnotyourfault——itwasthatfoolishlittlemotherofyours。Shewillremembernowthataskeinofhempthreadisnotthethingtolinehernestwith。Ifshedoesn’t,youmaytellherthatitwasIwhosaidso。\" Augustastoodgazingoninmuteastonishment; then,suddenlyrememberingherhastytoilet,shestartedtorun;but,aschancewouldhaveit,adrybranch,whichhungratherlow,caughtatherhood,andherhairfellinablackwavystreamdownoverhershoulders。Shegavealittlecry,thetreeshookviolently,andStrandwasatherside。Sheblushedcrimsonoverneckandface,and,inherutterbewilderment,stoodlikeaculpritbeforehim,unabletomove,unabletospeak,andonlyreturningwithasilentbowhiscordialgreeting。Itseemedtoherthatshehadungenerouslyintrudeduponhisprivacy,watchinghim,whilehethoughthimselfunobserved。AndAugustawasquiteunskilledinthosesocialaccomplishmentswhichenableyoungladiestohidetheirinwardemotionsunderashowofpoliteindifference,for,howeverhardshestrove,shecouldnotsuppressaslightquiveringofherlips,andherintenseself—reproachmadeStrand’swordsfalldimlyonherears,andpreventedherfromgatheringthemeaningofwhathewassaying。Heheldinhishandsayoungbirdwithayellowlinealongtheedgeofitsbill(andtherewassomethingbeautifullysoftandtenderinthewaythoselargepalmsofhishandledanylivingthing),andhelookedpityinglyatitwhilehespoke。 \"Themotherofthislittlelinnet,\"hesaid,smiling,\"didwhatmanyfoolishyoungmothersareapttodo。Shetookuponhertheresponsibilityofraisingoffspringwithouthavingacquiredthenecessaryknowledgeofhousekeeping。 Soshelinedhernestwithhemp,andtheconsequencewas,thatherfirst—borngothislegsentangled,andwasobligedtoremaininthenestlongafterhiswingshadreachedtheirfulldevelopment。Isawherfeedinghimaboutaweekago,and,asmycuriositypromptedmetolookintothecase,Ireleasedthelittlecripple,cleansedthedeepwoundwhichthethreadshadcutinhisflesh,andhavesincebeenwatchinghimduringhisconvalescence。Nowheisquiteinafairway,butIhadtoapplysomesalve,andtocutoffthefeathersaboutthewound,andthelittlefoolsquirmedunderthepain,andgrewrebellious。Onlynoticethisscar,ifyouplease,MissOddson,andyoumayimaginewhatthepoorthingmusthavesuffered。\" Augustagaveastart;shetimidlyraisedhereyes,andsawStrand’sgravegazefixeduponher。Shefeltasifsomeintolerablespellhadcomeoverher,and,asheragitationincreased,herpowerofspeechseemedutterlytodeserther。 \"Ah,youhavenotbeenlisteningtome?\" saidStrand,inatoneofwonderinginquiry。 \"Pardonmeforpresumingtobelievethatmylittleinvalidcouldbeasinterestingtoyouasheistome。\" \"Mr。Strand,\"stammeredthegirl,whiletheinvisibletearscamenearchokinghervoice。 \"Mr。Strand——Ididn’tmean——really——\" Sheknewthatifshesaidanotherwordsheshouldburstintotears。Withaviolenteffort,shegatheredupherwrapper,whichsomehowhadgotunbuttonedattheneck,and,withheedlesslyhurryingsteps,dartedawaytowardthehouse。 Strandstoodlookingafterher,quiteunmindfulofhisfeatheredpatient,whichflewchirpingabouthiminthegrass。TwohourslaterArnfinnfoundhimsittingunderthebircheswithhishandsclaspedoverthetopofhishead,andhissurgicalinstrumentsscatteredonthegroundaroundhim。 \"CorpodiBaccho,\"exclaimedthestudent,stoopingtopickuptheprecioustools;\"haveyoubeenamputatingyourownhead,orisitI whoamdreaming?\" \"Ah,\"murmuredStrand,liftingalarge,strangegazeuponhisfriend,\"isityou?\" \"Whoelseshoulditbe?Icometocallyoutobreakfast。\" IV。 \"IwonderwhatisupbetweenStrandandAugusta?\"saidArnfinntohiscousinInga。Thequestionerwaslyinginthegrassatherfeet,restinghischinonhispalms,andgazingwithroguishlytendereyesupintoherfresh,bloomingface;butInga,whowasreadingaloudfrom\"DavidCopperfield,\"andwasdeepinthematrimonialtribulationsofthatnoblehero,onlysaid\"hush,\"andcontinuedreading。Arnfinn,afteraminute’ssilence,repeatedhisremark,whereuponhisfaircousinwrenchedhiscaneoutofhishand,andhelditthreateninglyoverhishead。 \"Willyoubeagoodboyandlisten?\"sheexclaimed,playfullyemphasizingeachwordwithalightraponhiscurlypate。 \"Ouch!thathurts,\"criedArnfinn,anddodged。 \"Itwasmeanttohurt,\"repliedInga,withmockseverity,andreturnedto\"Copperfield。\" Presentlytheseedofacorn—flowerstruckthetipofhernose,andagainthecanewaslifted; butDora’shousekeepingexperiencesweretooabsorbinglyinteresting,andtheblueeyescouldnotresisttheirfascination。 \"CousinInga,\"saidArnfinn,andthistimewithasnearanapproachtoearnestnessashewascapableofatthatmoment,\"IdobelievethatStrandisinlovewithAugusta。\" Ingadroppedthebook,andsenthimwhatwasmeanttobeaglanceofsevererebuke,andthensaid,inherownamusinglyemphaticway: \"Idowishyouwouldn’tjokewithsuchthings,Arnfinn。\" \"Joke!IndeedIamnotjoking。IwishtoheaventhatIwere。Whatapityitisthatshehastakensuchadisliketohim!\" \"Dislike!Oh,youareaprofoundphilosopher,youare!Youthinkthatbecausesheavoids——\" HereIngaabruptlyclappedherhandoverhermouth,and,withsuddenchangeofvoiceandexpression,said: \"Iamassilentasthegrave。\" \"Yes,youarewonderfullydiscreet,\"criedArnfinn,laughing,whilethegirlbitherunderlipwithanairofpenitenceandmortificationwhich,inanyotherbosomthanacousin’swouldhavearousedcompassion。 \"Aha!Sosteht’s!\"hebrokeforth,withanotherburstofmerriment;then,softenedbythesightofatearthatwasslowlygatheringbeneathhereyelashes,hecheckedhislaughter,creptuptoherside,andinahalfchildishlycoaxing,halfcaressingtone,hewhispered: \"Dearlittlecousin,indeedIdidn’tmeantohurtyourfeelings。Youarenotangrywithme,areyou?Andifyouwillonlypromisemenottotell,IhavesomethingherewhichIshouldliketoshowyou。\" HewellknewthattherewasnothingwhichwouldsoonersootheInga’swraththanconfidingasecrettoher;andwhilehewasaboy,hehad,incasesofsoreneed,inventedsecretslesthislifeshouldbemademiserablebythesensethatshewasdispleasedwithhim。Inthisinstanceherangerwasnotstrongenoughtoresisttheanticipationofasecret,probablyrelatingtothatlittledramawhichhad,duringthelastweeks,beeninprogressunderherveryeyes。 Witharesolutemovement,shebrushedhertearsaway,benteagerlyforward,and,inthenextmoment,herfacewasallexpectancyandanimation。 Arnfinnpulledathickblacknote—bookfromhisbreastpocket,openeditinhislap,andread: \"August3,5A。M。——Mylittleinvalidisdoingfinely;heseemedtorelishmuchafewdozenflieswhichIbroughthiminmyhand。Hispulseisto—day,forthefirsttime,normal。Heisbeginningtostepontheinjuredlegwithoutapparentpain。 \"10A。M。——MissAugusta’seyeshaveastrange,lustrousbrilliancywhenevershespeaksofsubjectswhichseemtoagitatethedepthsofherbeing。Howandwhyisitthatanexcessiveamountoffeelingalwaysfindsitsfirstexpressionintheeye?Onekindofemotionseemstowidenthepupil,anotherkindtocontractit。TObenoticedinfuture,howparticularemotionsaffecttheeye。 \"6P。M。——Imetaploveronthebeachthisafternoon。Byimitatinghiscry,Iinducedhimtocomewithinafewfeetofme。Theplover,ashiscryindicates,isaverymelancholybird。 InfactIbelievethemelancholytemperamenttobeprevailingamongthewadingbirds,asthephlegmaticamongbirdsofprey。Thesingingbirdsarecholericorsanguine。Teaseathrush,orevenalark,andyouwillsoonbeconvinced。 Asnipe,orplover,asfarasmyexperiencegoes,seldomshowsanger;youcannotteasethem。 Tobeconsidered,howfarthevoiceofabirdmaybeindicativeofitstemperament。 \"August5,9P。M。——Sincetheunfortunatemeetingyesterdaymorning,whenmyintensepre—occupationwithmylinnet,whichhadtornitswoundopenagain,probablymademecommitsomebreachofetiquette,MissAugustaavoidsme。 \"August7——Iaminamostsingularstate。 Mypulsebeats85,whichisamostunheard—ofthingforme,asmypulseisnaturallyfullandslow。And,strangelyenough,Idonotfeelatallunwell。Onthecontrary,myphysicalwell— beingisratherheightenedthanotherwise。 Thelifeofawholeweekiscrowdedintoaday,andthatofadayintoanhour。\" Inga,who,atseveralpointsofthisnarrative,hadbeenstrugglinghardtopreservehergravity,hereburstintoaringinglaugh。 \"ThatiswhatIcallscientificlove—making,\" saidArnfinn,lookingupfromthebookwithanexpressionofsubduedamusement。 \"ButArnfinn,\"criedthegirl,whilethelaughterquicklydiedoutofherface,\"doesMr。 Strandknowthatyouarereadingthis?\" \"Tobesurehedoes。Andthatisjustwhattomymindmakesthesituationsoexcessivelycomical。Hehashimselfnosuspicionthatthisbookcontainsanythingbutscientificnotes。Heappearstoprefertheempiricmethodinloveasinphilosophy。Iverilybelievethatheisinnocentlyexperimentingwithhimself,withaviewtomakingsomegreatphysiologicaldiscovery。\" \"Andsohewill,perhaps,\"rejoinedthegirl,themixtureofgayetyandgravesolicitudemakingherface,ashercousinthought,particularlycharming。 \"Onlynotaphysiological,butpossiblyapsychologicalone,\"remarkedArnfinn。\"Butlistentothis。Hereissomethingrich: \"August9——MissAugustaoncesaidsomethingaboutthepossibilityofanimalsbeingimmortal。 Hereyesshonewithabeautifulanimationasshespoke。Iamlongingtocontinuethesubjectwithher。Ithauntsmethewholedaylong。Theremaybemoreintheideathanappearstoasuperficialobserver。\" \"Oh,howcharminglyheunderstandshowtodeceivehimself,\"criedInga。 \"Merelyaquidproquo,\"saidArnfinn。 \"IknowwhatIshalldo!\" \"AndsodoI。\" \"Won’tyoutellme,please?\" \"No。\" \"ThenIsha’n’ttellyoueither。\" Andtheyflewapartliketwothoughtlesslittlebirds(\"sanguine,\"asStrandwouldhavecalledthem),eachtoponderonsomeformidableplotforthereconciliationoftheestrangedlovers。 V。 Duringtheweekthatensued,themultifarioussub—currentsofStrand’spassionseemedslowlytogatherthemselvesintooneclearlydefinedstream,and,aftermuchscientificspeculation,hecametotheconclusionthathelovedAugusta。Inamomentofextremediscouragement,hemadeacleanbreastofittoArnfinn,atthesametimeinforminghimthathehadpackedhisknapsack,andwouldstartonhiswanderingsagainthenextmorning。Allhisfriend’sentreatieswereinvain;hewouldandmustgo。Strandwasanexasperatinglyhead— strongfellow,andpersuasionsneverprevailedwithhim。Hehadconfirmedhimselfinthebeliefthathewasveryunattractivetowomen,andthatAugusta,ofallwomen,forsomereasonwhichwasnotquitecleartohim,hatedandabhorredhim。Inexperiencedashewas,hecouldseenoreasonwhysheshouldavoidhim,ifshedidnothatehim。Theysattalkinguntilmid— night,eachentanglinghimselfinthosepassionateparadoxesandcontradictionspeculiartopassionateandimpulsiveyouth。Strandpacedthefloorwithlargesteps,pouringouthislongpent—upemotioninviolenttiradesofself— accusationandregret;whileArnfinnsatonthebed,tryingtosoothehisexcitementbyassuringhimthathewasnotsuchamonsteras,forthemoment,hehadbelievedhimselftobe,butonlysucceeding,inspiteofallhisefforts,inpouringoilontheflames。StrandwasscientificallyconvincedthatNature,inaccordancewithsomeinscrutablelawofequilibrium,hadfounditnecessarytomakehimphysicallyunattractive,perhapstoindemnifymankindforthatexcessofintellectualgiftswhich,attheexpenseoftheraceatlarge,shehadbestoweduponhim。 Earlythenextmorning,asakindofetherealizedsunshinebrokethroughthewhitemuslincurtainsofArnfinn’sroom,andlongstreaksofsun—illuminedduststolethroughtheairtowardthesleeper’spillow,therewasasharprapatthedoor,andStrandentered。Hisknapsackwasstrappedoverhisshoulders,hislongstaffwasinhishand,andtherewasanexpressionofconsciousmartyrdominhisfeatures。Arnfinnraisedhimselfonhiselbows,andrubbedhiseyeswithadesperatedeterminationtogetawake,butonlysucceededingainingaverydimimpressionofabeard,abluewoolenshirt,andadisproportionatelylargeshoebuckle。Thefigureadvancedtothebed,extendedabroad,sun—burnedhand,andadeepbassvoicewasheardtosay: \"Good—bye,brother。\" Arnfinn,whowasahardsleeper,gaveanotherrub,and,inaquerulouslysleepytone,managedtomutter: \"Why,——isitaslateasthat——already?\" Thewordsofpartingweremoreremotelyrepeated,thehandclosedaboutArnfinn’shalf— unfeelingfingers,thelockonthedoorgavealittlesharpclick,andallwasstill。Butthesunshinedrovethedustinadumb,confuseddancethroughtheroom。 Somefourhourslater,Arnfinnwokeupwithavaguefeelingasifsomegreatcalamityhadhappened;hewasnotsurebutthathehadsleptafortnightormore。Hedressedwithasleepy,recklesshaste,beingbutdimlyconsciousofthelogicofthevariousprocessesofablutionwhichheunderwent。HehurrieduptoStrand’sroom,but,ashehadexpected,founditempty。 Duringalltheafternoon,thereadingof\"DavidCopperfield\"wasinterruptedbyfrequentmutualcondolences,andattimesInga’shandwouldstealuptohereyetobrushawayatreacheroustear。Butthensheonlyreadthefaster,andDavidandAgneswerealreadysafeinthehavenofmatrimonybeforeeithersheorArnfinnwasawarethattheyhadstruggledsuccessfullythroughtheperilousreefsandquick— sandsofcourtship。 Augustaexcusedherselffromsupper,Inga’sforceddevicesatmerrimentweretootransparent,Arnfinn’stable—talkwasofarambling,incoherentsort,andheanswereddreadfullymalapropos,ifachancewordwasaddressedtohim,andeventhegood—naturedpastorbegan,atlast,togrumble;fortheinmatesoftheGranParsonageseemedtohavebutonelifeandonesoulincommon,andanyindividualdisturbanceimmediatelydisturbedthepeaceandhappinessofthewholehousehold。Nowgloomhad,insomeunaccountablefashion,obscuredthecommonatmosphere。Ingashookhersmallwisehead,andtriedtoextractsomelittleconsolationfromtheconsciousnessthatsheknewatleastsomethingswhichArnfinndidnotknow,andwhichitwouldbeveryunsafetoconfidetohim。 VI。 FourweeksafterStrand’sdeparture,asthesummerhadalreadyassumedthattingeofsadnesswhichimpressesoneasaforebodingofcomingdeath,Augustawaswalkingalongthebeach,watchingtheflightofthesea—birds。Herlatest\"aberration,\"asArnfinncalledit,wasanextraordinaryinterestinthehabitsoftheeider— ducks,auks,andsea—gulls,thenoisymonotonyofwhoseexistencehad,butafewmonthsago,appearedtoherthesymbolofallthatwasvulgarandcoarseinhumanandanimallife。Nowshehadevenprovidedherselfwithanote—book,and(touseoncemorethelanguageofherunbelievingcousin)affectedahalf—scientificinterestintheirclamorouspursuits。Shehadmademanyvainattemptstoimitatetheirvoicesandtobeguilethemintocloserintimacy,andhadfoundithardattimestosuppressherindignationwhentheypersistedinviewingherinthelightofanintruder,andinreturningheramiableapproacheswithshysuspicion,asiftheydoubtedthesincerityofherintentions。 Shewasalittlepalernow,perhaps,thanbefore,buthereyeshadstillthesamelustrousdepth,andthesamesweetserenitywasstilldiffusedoverherfeatures,andsoftened,likeapervadingtingeofwarmcolor,thegrandsimplicityofherpresence。Shesatdownonalargerock,pickedupacuriouslytwistedshell,andseeingaploverwadinginthesurf,gaveasoft,lowwhistle,whichmadethebirdturnroundandgazeatherwithstartleddistrust。 Sherepeatedthecall,butperhapsalittletooeagerly,andthebirdspreaditswingswithafrightenedcry,andskimmed,halfflying,halfrunning,outovertheglitteringsurfaceofthefjord。Butfromtherocksclosebycamealongmelancholywhistlelikethatofabirdindistress,andthegirlroseandhastenedwitheagerstepstowardthespot。Sheclimbeduponastone,fringedallaroundwithgreenslimysea— weeds,inordertogainawiderviewofthebeach。Thensuddenlysomehugefigurestartedupbetweentherocksatherfeet;shegavealittlescream,herfootslipped,andinthenextmomentshelay——inStrand’sarms。Heofferednoapology,butsilentlycarriedherovertheslipperystones,anddepositedhertenderlyuponthesmoothwhitesand。Thereitoccurredtoherthathisattentionwasquiteneedless,butatthemomentshewastoostartledtomakeanyremonstrance。 \"Buthowintheworld,Mr。Strand,didyoucomehere?\"shemanagedatlasttostammer。 \"Weallthoughtthatyouhadgoneaway。\" \"Ihardlyknowmyself,\"saidStrand,inabeseechingundertone,quitedifferentfromhisusualconfidentbass。\"Ionlyknowthat——thatIwasverywretched,andthatIhadtocomeback。\" Thentherewasapause,whichtobothseemedquiteinterminable,and,inordertofillitoutinsomeway,Strandbegantomovehisheadandarmsuneasily,andatlengthseatedhimselfatAugusta’sside。Thebloodwasbeatingwithfeverishvehemenceinhertemples,andforthefirsttimeinherlifeshefeltsomethingakintopityforthislarge,strongman,whosestrengthandcheerfulself—reliancehadhithertoseemedtoraisehimabovetheneedofawoman’saidandsympathy。Nowtheveryshabbinessofhisappearance,andthelookofappealingmiseryinhisfeatures,openedinherbosomthegatethroughwhichcompassioncouldenter,and,withthatgenerousself—forgetfulnesswhichwasthechieffactorofhercharacter,sheleanedovertowardhim,andsaid: \"Youmusthavebeenverysick,Mr。Strand。 Whydidyounotcometousandallowustotakecareofyou,insteadofroamingabouthereinthisstonywilderness?\" \"Yes;Ihavebeensick,\"criedStrand,withsuddenvehemence,seizingherhand;\"butitisasicknessofwhichIshallnever,neverbehealed。\" Andwiththatworld—oldeloquencewhichisyetevernew,hepouredforthhispassionateconfessioninherear,andshelistened,hungrilyatfirst,thenwithserene,wide—eyedhappiness。 Hetoldherhow,drivenbyhisinwardrestlessness,hehadwanderedaboutinthemountains,untiloneeveningatasaeter,hehadheardapeasantladsingingasong,inwhichthisstanzaoccurred: \"Awoman’sfrown,awoman’ssmile,Norhatenorfondnessprove; Formaidenssmileonhimtheyhate,Andflyfromhimtheylove。\"