第4章

类别:其他 作者:Robert Louis Stevenson字数:21911更新时间:19/01/05 14:32:37
’Notsowellasyou,Iamconvinced,’saidDick。 ’AndsoamI,’returnedVanTrompgaily。’Paris!Myyoungfriend—youwillallowme?—whenyouknowParisasIdo,youwillhaveseenStrangeThings。Isaynomore;allIsayis,StrangeThings。Wearemenoftheworld,youandI,andinParis,intheheartofcivilisedexistence。Thisisanopportunity,Mr。Naseby。Letusdine。Letmeshowyouwheretodine。’ Dickconsented。OnthewaytodinnertheAdmiralshowedhimwheretobuygloves,andmadehimbuythem;wheretobuycigars,andmadehimbuyavaststore,someofwhichheobliginglyaccepted。Attherestaurantheshowedhimwhattoorder,withsurprisingconsequencesinthebill。Whathemadethatnightbyhispercentagesitwouldbehardtoestimate。AndallthewhileDicksmilinglyconsented,understandingwellthathewasbeingdone,buttakinghislossesinthepursuitofcharacterasahuntersacrificeshisdogs。AsfortheStrangeThings,thereaderwillberelievedtohearthattheywerenostrangerthanmighthavebeenexpected,andhemayfindthingsquiteasstrangewithouttheexpenseofaVanTrompforguide。Yethewasaguideofnomeanorder,whomadeupforthepovertyofwhathehadtoshowbyacopious,imaginativecommentary。 ’Andsuch,’saidhe,withahiccup,’suchisParis。’ ’Pooh!’saidDick,whowastiredoftheperformance。 TheAdmiralhunganear,andlookedupsidelongwithaglimmerofsuspicion。 ’Goodnight,’saidDick;’I’mtired。’ ’SoEnglish!’criedVanTromp,clutchinghimbythehand。 ’SoEnglish!SoBLASE!Suchacharmingcompanion!Letmeseeyouhome。’ ’Lookhere,’returnedDick,’Ihavesaidgoodnight,andnowI’mgoing。You’reanamusingoldboy:Ilikeyou,inasense;buthere’sanendofitforto—night。Notanothercigar,notanothergrog,notanotherpercentageoutofme。’ ’Ibegyourpardon!’criedtheAdmiralwithdignity。 ’Tut,man!’saidDick;’you’renotoffended;you’reamanoftheworld,Ithought。I’vebeenstudyingyou,andit’sover。 HaveInotpaidforthelesson?AUREVOIR。’ VanTromplaughedgaily,shookhandsuptotheelbows,hopedcordiallytheywouldmeetagainandthatoften,butlookedafterDickashedepartedwithatremorofindignation。 Afterthattheytwonotunfrequentlyfellineachother’sway,andDickwouldoftentreattheoldboytobreakfastonamoderatescaleandinarestaurantofhisownselection。 Often,too,hewouldlendVanTrompthematterofapound,inviewofthatgentleman’scontemplateddepartureforAustralia;therewouldbeasceneoffarewellalmosttouchingincharacter,andaweekoramonthlatertheywouldmeetonthesameboulevardwithoutsurpriseorembarrassment。AndinthemeantimeDicklearnedmoreabouthisacquaintanceonallsides:heardofhisyacht,hischaiseandfour,hisbriefseasonofcelebrityamidamoreconfidingpopulation,hisdaughter,ofwhomhelovedtowhimperinhiscups,hissponging,parasitical,namelesswayoflife;andwitheachnewdetailsomethingthatwasnotmerelyinterestnoryetaltogetheraffectiongrewupinhismindtowardsthisdisreputablestepsonofthearts。EreheleftParisVanTrompwasoneofthosewhomheentertainedtoafarewellsupper;andtheoldgentlemanmadethespeechoftheevening,andthenfellbelowthetable,weeping,smiling,paralysed。 CHAPTERII—ALETTERTOTHEPAPERS OLDMr。Nasebyhadthesturdy,untutorednatureoftheuppermiddleclass。Theuniverseseemedplaintohim。’Thething’sright,’hewouldsay,or’thething’swrong’;andtherewasanendofit。Therewasacontained,propheticenergyinhisutterances,evenontheslightestaffairs;heSAWthedamnedthing;ifyoudidnot,itmustbefromperversityofwill;andthissentthebloodtohishead。 Apartfromthis,whichmadehimanexactingcompanion,hewasoneofthemostupright,hot—tempered,hot—headedoldgentlemeninEngland。Florid,withwhitehair,thefaceofanoldJupiter,andthefigureofanoldfox—hunter,heenlivenedthevaleofThymefromendtoendonhisbig,canteringchestnut。 HehadaheartyrespectforDickasaladofparts。Dickhadarespectforhisfatherasthebestofmen,temperedbythepoliticrevoltofayouthwhohastoseetohisownindependence。Wheneverthepairargued,theycametoanopenrupture;andargumentswerefrequent,fortheywerebothpositive,andbothlovedtheworkoftheintelligence。ItwasatreattohearMr。NasebydefendingtheChurchofEnglandinavolleyofoaths,orsupportingasceticmoralswithanenthusiasmnotentirelyinnocentofportwine。Dickusedtowaxindignant,andnonethelesssobecause,ashisfatherwasaskilfuldisputant,hefoundhimselfnotseldominthewrong。Ontheseoccasions,hewouldredoubleinenergy,anddeclarethatblackwaswhite,andblueyellow,withmuchconvictionandheatofmanner;butinthemorningsuchalicenceofdebateweigheduponhimlikeacrime,andhewouldseekouthisfather,wherehewalkedbeforebreakfastonaterraceoverlookingallthevaleofThyme。 ’Ihavetoapologise,sir,forlastnight—’hewouldbegin。 ’Ofcourseyouhave,’theoldgentlemanwouldcutincheerfully。’Youspokelikeafool。Saynomoreaboutit。’ ’Youdonotunderstandme,sir。Irefertoaparticularpoint。Iconfessthereismuchforceinyourargumentfromthedoctrineofpossibilities。’ ’Ofcoursethereis,’returnedhisfather。’Comedownandlookatthestables。Only,’hewouldadd,’bearthisinmind,anddorememberthatamanofmyageandexperienceknowsmoreaboutwhatheissayingthanarawboy。’ Hewoulduttertheword’boy’evenmoreoffensivelythantheaverageoffathers,andthelightwayinwhichheacceptedtheseapologiescutRichardtotheheart。Thelatterdrewslightingcomparisons,andrememberedthathewastheonlyonewhoeverapologised。Thisgavehimahighstationinhisownesteem,andthuscontributedindirectlytohisbetterbehaviour;forhewasscrupulousaswellashigh—spirited,andpridedhimselfonnothingmorethanonajustsubmission。 SothingswentonuntilthefamousoccasionwhenMr。Naseby,becomingengrossedinsecuringtheelectionofasoundpartycandidatetoParliament,wroteaflaminglettertothepapers。Theletterhadabouteverydemeritofpartylettersingeneral;itwasexpressedwiththeenergyofabeliever; itwaspersonal;itwasalittlemorethanhalfunfair,andaboutaquarteruntrue。Theoldmandidnotmeantosaywhatwasuntrue,youmaybesure;buthehadrashlypickedupgossip,ashisprejudicesuggested,andnowrashlylauncheditonthepublicwiththesanctionofhisname。 ’TheLiberalcandidate,’heconcluded,’isthusapublicturncoat。Isthatthesortofmanwewant?Hehasbeengiventhelie,andhasswallowedtheinsult。Isthatthesortofmanwewant?IanswerNo!Withalltheforceofmyconviction,Ianswer,NO!’ Andthenhesignedanddatedtheletterwithanamateur’spride,andlookedtobefamousbythemorrow。 Dick,whohadheardnothingofthematter,wasupfirstonthatinauspiciousday,andtookthejournaltoanarbourinthegarden。Hefoundhisfather’smanifestoinonecolumn; andinanotheraleadingarticle。’Noonethatweareawareof,’ranthearticle,’hadconsultedMr。Nasebyonthesubject,butifhehadbeenappealedtobythewholebodyofelectors,hisletterwouldbenonethelessungenerousandunjusttoMr。Dalton。WedonotchoosetogivethelietoMr。Naseby,forwearetoowellawareoftheconsequences; butweshallventureinsteadtoprintthefactsofbothcasesreferredtobythisred—hotpartisaninanotherportionofourissue。Mr。Nasebyisofcoursealargeproprietorinourneighbourhood;butfidelitytofacts,decentfeeling,andEnglishgrammar,areallofthemqualitiesmoreimportantthanthepossessionofland。Mr。—isdoubtlessagreatman; inhislargegardensandthathalf—mileofgreenhouses,wherehehasprobablyripenedhisintellectandtemper,hemaysaywhathewilltohishiredvassals,but(astheScotchsay)— hereHemaunathinktodomineer。 ’Liberalism,’continuedtheanonymousjournalist,’isoftoofreeandsoundagrowth,’etc。 RichardNasebyreadthewholethingfrombeginningtoend; andacrushingshamefelluponhisspirit。Hisfatherhadplayedthefool;hehadgoneoutnoisilytowar,andcomebackwithconfusion。Themomentthathistrumpetssounded,hehadbeendisgracefullyunhorsed。Therewasnoquestionastothefacts;theywereoneandallagainsttheSquire。 Richardwouldhavegivenhisearstohavesuppressedtheissue;butasthatcouldnotbedone,hehadhishorsesaddled,andfurnishinghimselfwithaconvenientstaff,rodeoffatoncetoThymebury。 Theeditorwasatbreakfastinalarge,sadapartment。Theabsenceoffurniture,theextrememeannessofthemeal,andthehaggard,bright—eyed,consumptivelookoftheculprit,unmannedourhero;butheclungtohisstick,andwasstoutandwarlike。 ’Youwrotethearticleinthismorning’spaper?’hedemanded。 ’YouareyoungMr。Naseby?IPUBLISHEDit,’repliedtheeditor,rising。 ’Myfatherisanoldman,’saidRichard;andthenwithanoutburst,’AndadamnedsightfinerfellowthaneitheryouorDalton!’Hestoppedandswallowed;hewasdeterminedthatallshouldgowithregularity。’Ihavebutonequestiontoputtoyou,sir,’heresumed。’Grantedthatmyfatherwasmisinformed,woulditnothavebeenmoredecenttowithholdtheletterandcommunicatewithhiminprivate?’ ’Believeme,’returnedtheeditor,’thatalternativewasnotopentome。Mr。Nasebytoldmeinanotethathehadsenthislettertothreeotherjournals,andinfactthreatenedmewithwhathecalledexposureifIkeptitbackfrommine。I amreallyconcernedatwhathashappened;Isympathiseandapproveofyouremotion,younggentleman;buttheattackonMr。Daltonwasgross,verygross,andIhadnochoicebuttoofferhimmycolumnstoreply。Partyhasitsduties,sir,’ addedthescribe,kindling,asonewhoshouldproposeasentiment;’andtheattackwasgross。’ Richardstoodforhalfaminutedigestingtheanswer;andthenthegodoffairplaycameupper—mostinhisheart,andmurmuring’Goodmorning,’hemadehisescapeintothestreet。 Hishorsewasnothurriedonthewayhome,andhewaslateforbreakfast。TheSquirewasstandingwithhisbacktothefireinastateborderingonapoplexy,hisfingersviolentlyknittedunderhiscoattails。AsRichardcamein,heopenedandshuthismouthlikeacod—fish,andhiseyesprotruded。 ’Haveyouseenthat,sir?’hecried,noddingtowardsthepaper。 ’Yes,sir,’saidRichard。 ’Oh,you’vereadit,haveyou?’ ’Yes,Ihavereadit,’repliedRichard,lookingathisfoot。 ’Well,’demandedtheoldgentleman,’andwhathaveyoutosaytoit,sir?’ ’Youseemtohavebeenmisinformed,’saidDick。 ’Well?Whatthen?Isyourmindsosterile,sir?Haveyounotawordofcomment?noproposal?’ ’Ifear,sir,youmustapologisetoMr。Dalton。Itwouldbemorehandsome,indeeditwouldbeonlyjust,andafreeacknowledgmentwouldgofar—’Richardpaused,nolanguageappearingdelicateenoughtosuitthecase。 ’Thatisasuggestionwhichshouldhavecomefromme,sir,’ roaredthefather。’Itisoutofplaceuponyourlips。Itisnotthethoughtofaloyalson。Why,sir,ifmyfatherhadbeenplungedinsuchdeplorablecircumstances,Ishouldhavethrashedtheeditorofthatvilesheetwithinaninchofhislife。Ishouldhavethrashedtheman,sir。Itwouldhavebeentheactionofanass;butitwouldhaveshownthatIhadthebloodandthenaturalaffectionsofaman。Son? Youarenoson,nosonofmine,sir!’ ’Sir!’saidDick。 ’I’lltellyouwhatyouare,sir,’pursuedtheSquire。 ’You’reaBenthamite。Idisownyou。Yourmotherwouldhavediedforshame;therewasnomoderncantaboutyourmother; shethought—shesaidtome,sir—I’mgladshe’sinhergrave,DickNaseby。Misinformed!Misinformed,sir?Haveyounoloyalty,nospring,nonaturalaffections?Areyouclockwork,hey?Away!Thisisnoplaceforyou。Away!’ (wavinghishandsintheair)。’Goaway!Leaveme!’ AtthismomentDickbeataretreatinadisarrayofnerves,awhistlingandclamourofhisownarteries,andinshortinsuchafinalbodilydisorderasmadehimalikeincapableofspeechorhearing。Andinthemidstofallthisturmoil,asenseofunpardonableinjusticeremainedgraveninhismemory。 CHAPTERIII—INTHEADMIRAL’SNAME THEREwasnoreturntothesubject。Dickandhisfatherwerehenceforthontermsofcoldness。Theuprightoldgentlemangrewmoreuprightwhenhemethisson,buckrammedwithimmortalanger;heaskedafterDick’shealth,anddiscussedtheweatherandthecropswithanappallingcourtesy;hispronunciationwasPOINT—DE—VICE,hisvoicewasdistant,distinct,andsometimesalmosttremblingwithsuppressedindignation。 AsforDick,itseemedtohimasifhislifehadcomeabruptlytoanend。Hecameoutofhistheoriesandclevernesses;hisprematureman—of—the—worldness,onwhichhehadpridedhimselfonhistravels,’shranklikeathingashamed’beforethisrealsorrow。Pride,woundedhonour,pityandrespecttussledtogetherdailyinhisheart;andnowhewaswithinanaceofthrowinghimselfuponhisfather’smercy,andnowofslippingforthatnightandcomingbacknomoretoNasebyHouse。Hesufferedfromthesightofhisfather,nay,evenfromtheneighbourhoodofthisfamiliarvalley,whereeverycornerhaditslegend,andhewasbesiegedwithmemoriesofchildhood。Ifhefledintoanewland,andamongnonebutstrangers,hemightescapehisdestiny,whoknew?andbeginagainlight—heartedly。Fromthatchiefpeakofthehills,thatnowandthen,likeanupliftedfinger,shoneinanarrowofsunlightthroughthebrokenclouds,theshepherdinclearweathermightperceivetheshiningofthesea。There,hethought,washope。ButhisheartfailedhimwhenhesawtheSquire;andheremained。 Hisfatewasnotthatofthevoyagerbyseaandland;hewastotravelinthespirit,andbeginhisjourneysoonerthanhesupposed。 Foritchancedonedaythathiswalkledhimintoaportionoftheuplandswhichwasalmostunknowntohim。Scramblingthroughsomeroughwoods,hecameoutuponamoorlandreachingtowardsthehills。AfewloftyScotchfirsgrewhardbyuponaknoll;aclearfountainnearthefootoftheknollsentupaminiaturestreamletwhichmeanderedintheheather。Ashowerhadjustskimmedby,butnowthesunshonebrightly,andtheairsmeltofthepinesandthegrass。Onastoneunderthetreessatayoungladysketching。Wehavelearnedtothinkofwomeninasortofsymbolictransfiguration,basedonclothes;andoneofthereadiestwaysinwhichweconceiveourmistressisasacompositething,principallypetticoats。Buthumanityhastriumphedoverclothes;thelook,thetouchofadresshasbecomealive;andthewomanwhostitchedherselfintothesematerialintegumentshasnowpermeatedrightthroughandgoneouttothetipofherskirt。ItwasonlyablackdressthatcaughtDickNaseby’seye;butittookpossessionofhismind,andallotherthoughtsdeparted。Hedrewnear,andthegirlturnedround。Herfacestartledhim;itwasafacehewanted;andhetookitinatoncelikebreathingair。 ’Ibegyourpardon,’hesaid,takingoffhishat,’youaresketching。’ ’Oh!’sheexclaimed,’formyownamusement。Idespisethething。’ ’Tentoone,youdoyourselfinjustice,’returnedDick。 ’Besides,it’safreemasonry。Isketchmyself,andyouknowwhatthatimplies。’ ’No。What?’sheasked。 ’Twothings,’heanswered。’First,thatIamnoverydifficultcritic;andsecond,thatIhavearighttoseeyourpicture。’ Shecoveredtheblockwithbothherhands。’Ohno,’shesaid;’Iamashamed。’ ’Indeed,Imightgiveyouahint,’saidDick。’Althoughnoartistmyself,Ihaveknownmany;inParisIhadmanyforfriends,andusedtoprowlamongstudios。’ ’InParis?’shecried,withaleapoflightintohereyes。 ’DidyouevermeetMr。VanTromp?’ ’I?Yes。Why,you’renottheAdmiral’sdaughter,areyou?’ ’TheAdmiral?Dotheycallhimthat?’shecried。’Oh,hownice,howniceofthem!Itistheyoungermenwhocallhimso,isitnot?’ ’Yes,’saidDick,somewhatheavily。 ’Youcanunderstandnow,’shesaid,withanunspeakableaccentofcontentednoble—mindedpride,’whyitisIdonotchoosetoshowmysketch。VanTromp’sdaughter!TheAdmiral’sdaughter!Idelightinthatname。TheAdmiral! Andsoyouknowmyfather?’ ’Well,’saidDick,’Imethimoften;wewereevenintimate。 Hemayhavementionedmyname—Naseby。’ ’Hewritessolittle。Heissobusy,sodevotedtohisart! Ihavehadahalfwish,’sheaddedlaughing,’thatmyfatherwasaplainerman,whomIcouldhelp—towhomIcouldbeacredit;butonlysometimes,youknow,andwithonlyhalfmyheart。Foragreatpainter!Youhaveseenhisworks?’ ’Ihaveseensomeofthem,’returnedDick;’they—theyareverynice。’ Shelaughedaloud。’Nice?’sherepeated。’Iseeyoudon’tcaremuchforart。’ ’Notmuch,’headmitted;’butIknowthatmanypeoplearegladtobuyMr。VanTromp’spictures。’ ’CallhimtheAdmiral!’shecried。’Itsoundskindlyandfamiliar;andIliketothinkthatheisappreciatedandlookeduptobyyoungpainters。Hehasnotalwaysbeenappreciated;hehadacruellifeformanyyears;andwhenI think’—thereweretearsinhereyes—’whenIthinkofthat,Ifeelinclinetobeafool,’shebrokeoff。’AndnowIshallgohome。Youhavefilledmefullofhappiness;forthink,Mr。Naseby,IhavenotseenmyfathersinceIwassixyearsold;andyetheisinmythoughtsallday!Youmustcomeandcallonme;myauntwillbedelighted,Iamsure; andthenyouwilltellmeall—allaboutmyfather,willyounot?’ Dickhelpedhertogethersketchingtrapstogether;andwhenallwasready,shegaveDickherhandandafrankreturnofpressure。 ’Youaremyfather’sfriend,’shesaid;’weshallbegreatfriendstoo。Youmustcomeandseemesoon。’ Thenshewasgonedownthehillsideatarun;andDickstoodbyhimselfinastateofsomebewildermentandevendistress。 Therewereelementsoflaughterinthebusiness;buttheblackdress,andthefacethatbelongedtoit,andthehandthathehadheldinhis,inclinedhimtoaseriousview。 Whatwashe,underthecircumstances,calledupontodo? Perhapstoavoidthegirl?Well,hewouldthinkaboutthat。 Perhapstobreakthetruthtoher?Why,tentoone,suchwasherinfatuation,hewouldfail。Perhapstokeepuptheillusion,tocolourtherawfacts;tohelphertofalseideas,whileyetnotplainlystatingfalsehoods?Well,hewouldseeaboutthat;hewouldalsoseeaboutavoidingthegirl。Hesawaboutthislastsowell,thatthenextafternoonbeheldhimonhiswaytovisither。 Inthemeantimethegirlhadgonestraighthome,lightasabird,tremulouswithjoy,tothelittlecottagewhereshelivedalonewithamaidenaunt;andtothatlady,agrim,sixtyyearsoldScotchwoman,withanoddinghead,communicatednewsofherencounterandinvitation。 ’Afriendofhis?’criedtheaunt。’Whatlikeishe?Whatdidyesaywashisname?’ Shewasdeadsilent,andstaredattheoldwomandarkling。 Thenveryslowly,’Isaidhewasmyfather’sfriend;Ihaveinvitedhimtomyhouse,andcomeheshall,’shesaid;andwiththatshewalkedofftoherroom,whereshesatstaringatthewallalltheevening。MissM’Glashan,forthatwastheaunt’sname,readalargebibleinthekitchenwithsomeofthejoysofmartyrdom。 Itwasperhapshalf—pastthreewhenDickpresentedhimself,ratherscrupulouslydressed,beforethecottagedoor;heknocked,andavoicebadehimenter。Thekitchen,whichopeneddirectlyoffthegarden,wassomewhatdarkenedbyfoliage;buthecouldseeherassheapproachedfromthefarendtomeethim。Thissecondsightofhersurprisedhim。 Herstrongblackbrowsspokeoftempereasilyarousedandhardtoquiet;hermouthwassmall,nervousandweak;therewassomethingdangerousandsulkyunderlying,inhernature,muchthatwashonest,compassionate,andevennoble。 ’Myfather’sname,’shesaid,’hasmadeyouverywelcome。’ Andshegavehimherhand,withasortofcurtsy。Itwasaprettygreeting,althoughsomewhatmannered;andDickfelthimselfamongthegods。Sheledhimthroughthekitchentoaparlour,andpresentedhimtoMissM’Glashan。 ’Esther,’saidtheaunt,’seeandmakeMr。Nasebyhistea。’ Andassoonasthegirlwasgoneuponthishospitableintent,theoldwomancrossedtheroomandcamequiteneartoDickasifinmenace。 ’Yeknowthatman?’sheaskedinanimperiouswhisper。 ’Mr。VanTromp?’saidDick。’Yes,Iknowhim。’ ’Well,andwhatbringsyehere?’shesaid。’Icouldn’tsavethemother—herthat’sdead—butthebairn!’ShehadanoteinhervoicethatfilledpoorDickwithconsternation。 ’Man,’shewenton,’whatisitnow?Isitmoney?’ ’Mydearlady,’saidDick,’Ithinkyoumisinterpretmyposition。IamyoungMr。NasebyofNasebyHouse。MyacquaintancewithMr。VanTrompisreallyveryslender;IamonlyafraidthatMissVanTromphasexaggeratedourintimacyinherownimagination。Iknowpositivelynothingofhisprivateaffairs,anddonotcaretoknow。ImethimcasuallyinParis—thatisall。’ MissM’Glashandrewalongbreath。’InParis?’shesaid。 ’Well,andwhatdoyouthinkofhim?—whatdoyethinkofhim?’sherepeated,withadifferentscansion,asRichard,whohadnotmuchtasteforsuchaquestion,keptherwaitingforananswer。 ’Ifoundhimaveryagreeablecompanion,’hesaid。 ’Ay,’saidshe,’didye!Andhowdoeshewinhisbread?’ ’Ifancy,’hegasped,’thatMr。VanTromphasmanygenerousfriends。’ ’I’llwarrant!’shesneered;andbeforeDickcouldfindmoretosay,shewasgonefromtheroom。 Estherreturnedwiththetea—things,andsatdown。 ’Now,’shesaidcosily,’tellmeallaboutmyfather。’ ’He’—stammeredDick,’heisaveryagreeablecompanion。’ ’Ishallbegintothinkitismorethanyouare,Mr。Naseby,’ shesaid,withalaugh。’Iamhisdaughter,youforget。 Beginatthebeginning,andtellmeallyouhaveseenofhim,allhesaidandallyouanswered。Youmusthavemetsomewhere;beginwiththat。’ Sowiththathebegan:howhehadfoundtheAdmiralpaintinginacafe;howhisartsopossessedhimthathecouldnotwaittillhegothometo—well,todashoffhisidea;how(thisinreplytoaquestion)hisideaconsistedofacockcrowingandtwohenseatingcorn;howhewasfondofcocksandhens;howthisdidnotleadhimtoneglectmoreambitiousformsofart;howhehadapictureinhisstudioofaGreeksubjectwhichwassaidtoberemarkablefromseveralpointsofview;hownoonehadseenitnorknewtheprecisesiteofthestudioinwhichitwasbeingvigorouslythoughsecretlyconfected;how(inanswertoasuggestion)thisshynesswascommontotheAdmiral,Michelangelo,andothers;howthey(DickandVanTromp)hadstruckupanacquaintanceatonce,anddinedtogetherthatsamenight;howhe(theAdmiral)hadoncegivenmoneytoabeggar;howhespokewitheffusionofhislittledaughter;howhehadonceborrowedmoneytosendheradoll—atraitworthyofNewton,shebeingtheninhernineteenthyearatleast;how,ifthedollneverarrived(whichitappeareditneverdid),thetraitwasonlymorecharacteristicofthehighestorderofcreativeintellect; howhewas—no,notbeautiful—striking,yes,Dickwouldgosofar,decidedlystrikinginappearance;howhisbootsweremadetolaceandhiscoatwasblack,notcut—away,afrock; andsoon,andsoonbytheyard。Itwasastonishinghowfewlieswerenecessary。Afterall,peopleexaggeratedthedifficultyoflife。Alittlesteering,justatouchoftheruddernowandthen,andwithawillinglistenerthereisnolimittothedomainofequivocalspeech。SometimesMissM’Glashanmadeafreezingsojournintheparlour;andthenthetaskseemedunaccountablymoredifficult;buttoEsther,whowasalleyesandears,herfacealightwithinterest,hisstreamoflanguageflowedwithoutbreakorstumble,andhismindwaseverfertileiningeniousevasionsand— WhatanafternoonitwasforEsther! ’Ah!’shesaidatlast,’it’sgoodtohearallthis!Myaunt,youshouldknow,isnarrowandtooreligious;shecannotunderstandanartist’slife。Itdoesnotfrightenme,’sheaddedgrandly;’Iamanartist’sdaughter。’ Withthatspeech,Dickconsoledhimselfforhisimposture; shewasnotdeceivedsogrosslyafterall;andthenifafraud,wasnotthefraudpietyitself?—andwhatcouldbemoreobligatorythantokeepaliveintheheartofadaughterthatfilialtrustandhonourwhich,evenalthoughmisplaced,becameherlikeajewelofthemind?Theremightbeanotherthought,ashadeofcowardice,aselfishdesiretoplease; poorDickwasmerelyhuman;andwhatwouldyouhavehadhimdo? CHAPTERIV—ESTHERONTHEFILIALRELATION AMONTHlaterDickandEsthermetatthestilebesidethecrossroads;hadtherebeenanyonetoseethembutthebirdsandsummerinsects,itwouldhavebeenremarkedthattheymetafteradifferentfashionfromthedaybefore。Dicktookherinhisarms,andtheirlipsweresettogetherforalongwhile。Thenheheldheratarm’s—length,andtheylookedstraightintoeachother’seyes。 ’Esther!’hesaid;youshouldhaveheardhisvoice! ’Dick!’saidshe。 ’Mydarling!’ Itwassometimebeforetheystartedfortheirwalk;hekeptanarmabouther,andtheirsideswereclosetogetherastheywalked;thesun,thebirds,thewestwindrunningamongthetrees,apressure,alook,thegrasptighteningroundasinglefinger,thesethingsstoodtheminlieuofthoughtandfilledtheirheartswithjoy。Thepaththeywerefollowingledthemthroughawoodofpine—treescarpetedwithheatherandblue—berry,anduponthispleasantcarpet,Dick,notwithoutsomeseriousness,madehersitdown。 ’Esther!’hebegan,’thereissomethingyououghttoknow。 Youknowmyfatherisarichman,andyouwouldthink,nowthatweloveeachother,wemightmarrywhenwepleased。ButIfear,darling,wemayhavelongtowait,andshallwantallourcourage。’ ’Ihavecourageforanything,’shesaid,’IhaveallIwant; withyouandmyfather,Iamsowelloff,andwaitingismadesohappy,thatIcouldwaitalifetimeandnotweary。’ HehadasharppangatthementionoftheAdmiral。’Hearmeout,’hecontinued。’Ioughttohavetoldyouthisbefore; butitisathoughtIshrinkfrom;ifitwerepossible,I shouldnottellyouevennow。MypoorfatherandIarescarceonspeakingterms。’ ’Yourfather,’sherepeated,turningpale。 ’Itmustsoundstrangetoyou;butyetIcannotthinkIamtoblame,’hesaid。’Iwilltellyouhowithappened。’ ’OhDick!’shesaid,whenshehadheardhimtoanend,’howbraveyouare,andhowproud。YetIwouldnotbeproudwithafather。Iwouldtellhimall。’ ’What!’criedDick,’goinmonthsafter,andbragthatIhadmeanttothrashtheman,andthendidn’t。Andwhy?BecausemyfatherhadmadeabiggerassofhimselfthanIsupposed。 Mydear,that’snonsense。’ Shewincedathiswordsanddrewaway。’Butwhenthatisallheasks,’shepleaded。’Ifheonlyknewthatyouhadfeltthatimpulse,itwouldmakehimsoproudandhappy。Hewouldseeyouwerehisownsonafterall,andhadthesamethoughtsandthesamechivalryofspirit。Andthenyoudidyourselfinjusticewhenyouspokejustnow。Itwasbecausetheeditorwasweakandpoorandexcusedhimself,thatyourepentedyourfirstdetermination。Hadhebeenabigredman,withwhiskers,youwouldhavebeatenhim—youknowyouwould—ifMr。Nasebyhadbeententimesmorecommitted。Doyouthink,ifyoucantellittome,andIunderstandatonce,thatitwouldbemoredifficulttotellittoyourownfather,orthathewouldnotbemorereadytosympathisewithyouthanI am?AndIloveyou,Dick;butthenheisyourfather。’ ’Mydear,’saidDick,desperately,’youdonotunderstand; youdonotknowwhatitistobetreatedwithdailywantofcomprehensionanddailysmallinjustices,throughchildhoodandboyhoodandmanhood,untilyoudespairofahearing,untilthethingridesyoulikeanightmare,untilyoualmosthatethesightofthemanyoulove,andwho’syourfatherafterall。Inshort,Esther,youdon’tknowwhatitistohaveafather,andthat’swhatblindsyou。’ ’Isee,’shesaidmusingly,’youmeanthatIamfortunateinmyfather。ButIamnotsofortunateafterall;youforget,Idonotknowhim;itisyouwhoknowhim;heisalreadymoreyourfatherthanmine。’Andhereshetookhishand。Dick’shearthadgrownascoldasice。’ButIamsorryforyou,too,’shecontinued,’itmustbeverysadandlonely。’ ’Youmisunderstandme,’saidDick,chokingly。’MyfatheristhebestmanIknowinallthisworld;heisworthahundredofme,onlyhedoesn’tunderstandme,andhecan’tbemadeto。’ Therewasasilenceforawhile。’Dick,’shebeganagain,’I amgoingtoaskafavour,it’sthefirstsinceyousaidyoulovedme。MayIseeyourfather—seehimpass,Imean,wherehewillnotobserveme?’ ’Why?’askedDick。 ’Itisafancy;youforget,Iamromanticaboutfathers。’ ThehintwasenoughforDick;heconsentedwithhaste,andfullofhang—dogpenitenceanddisgust,tookherdownbyabackwayandplantedherintheshrubbery,whenceshemightseetheSquireridebytodinner。Theretheybothsatsilent,butholdinghands,fornearlyhalfanhour。Atlastthetrottingofahorsesoundedinthedistance,theparkgatesopenedwithaclang,andthenMr。Nasebyappeared,withstoopingshouldersandaheavy,biliouscountenance,languidlyrisingtothetrot。Estherrecognisedhimatonce; shehadoftenseenhimbefore,thoughwithherhugeindifferenceforallthatlayoutsidethecircleofherlove,shehadneversomuchaswonderedwhohewas;butnowsherecognisedhim,andfoundhimtenyearsolder,leadenandspringless,andstampedbyanabidingsorrow。 ’OhDick,Dick!’shesaid,andthetearsbegantoshineuponherfaceasshehiditinhisbosom;hisownfellthicklytoo。Theyhadasadwalkhome,andthatnight,fullofloveandgoodcounsel,Dickexertedeveryarttopleasehisfather,toconvincehimofhisrespectandaffection,tohealupthisbreachofkindness,andreunitetwohearts。Butalas!theSquirewassickandpeevish;hehadbeenalldaygloomingoverDick’sestrangement—forsoheputittohimself,andnowwithgrowls,coldwords,andthecoldshoulder,hebeatoffalladvances,andentrenchedhimselfinajustresentment。 CHAPTERV—THEPRODIGALFATHERMAKESHISDEBUTATHOME THATtookplaceuponaTuesday。OntheThursdayfollowing,asDickwaswalkingbyappointment,earlierthanusual,inthedirectionofthecottage,hewasappalledtomeetinthelaneaflyfromThymebury,containingthehumanformofMissM’Glashan。Theladydidnotdeigntoremarkhiminherpassage;herfacewassuffusedwithtears,andexpressedmuchconcernforthepackagesbywhichshewassurrounded。Hestoodstill,andaskedhimselfwhatthiscircumstancemightportend。Itwassobeautifuladaythathewaslothtoforecastevil,yetsomethingmustperforcehavehappenedatthecottage,andthatofadecisivenature;forherewasMissM’Glashanonhertravels,withasmallpatrimonyinbrownpaperparcels,andtheoldlady’sbearingimpliedhotbattleandunqualifieddefeat。Wasthehousetobeclosedagainsthim?WasEstherleftalone,orhadsomenewprotectormadehisappearancefromamongthemillionsofEurope?Itisthecharacteroflovetoloathethenearrelativesofthelovedone;chaptersinthehistoryofthehumanracehavejustifiedthisfeeling,andtheconductofuncles,inparticular,hasfrequentlymetwithcensurefromtheindependentnovelist。 MissM’Glashanwasnowseenintherosycoloursofregret; whoeversucceededher,Dickfeltthechangewouldbefortheworse。Hehurriedforwardinthisspirit;hisanxietygrewuponhimwitheverystep;asheenteredthegardenavoicefelluponhisear,andhewasoncemorearrested,notthistimebydoubt,butbyindubitablecertaintyofill。 Thethunderbolthadfallen;theAdmiralwashere。 Dickwouldhaveretreated,inthepanicterrorofthemoment; butEstherkeptabrightlook—outwhenherloverwasexpected。Inatwinklingshewasbyhisside,brimfulofnewsandpleasure,toogladtonoticehisembarrassment,andinoneofthosegoldentransportsofexultationwhichtranscendnotonlywordsbutcaresses。Shetookhimbytheendofthefingers(reachingforwardtotakethem,forhergreatpreoccupationwastosavetime),shedrewhimtowardsher,pushedhimpastherinthedoor,andplantedhimfacetofacewithMr。VanTromp,inasuitofFrenchcountryvelveteensandwitharemarkablecarbuncleonhisnose。 Then,asthoughthiswastheendofwhatshecouldendureinthewayofjoy,Estherturnedandranoutoftheroom。 Thetwomenremainedlookingateachotherwithsomeconfusiononbothsides。VanTrompwasnaturallythefirsttorecover;heputouthishandwithafinegesture。 ’Andyouknowmylittlelass,myEsther?’hesaid。’Thisispleasant;thisiswhatIhaveconceivedofhome。Astrangewordfortheoldrover;butweallhaveatasteforhomeandthehome—like,disguiseithowwemay。Ithasbroughtmehere,Mr。Naseby,’heconcluded,withanintonationthatwouldhavemadehisfortuneonthestage,sojust,sosad,sodignified,solikeamanoftheworldandaphilosopher,’andyouseeamanwhoiscontent。’ ’Isee,’saidDick。 ’Sitdown,’continuedtheparasite,settingtheexample。 ’Fortunehasgoneagainstme。(Iamjustsirruppingalittlebrandy—aftermyjourney。)Iwasgoingdown,Mr。Naseby; betweenyouandme,IwasDECAVE;Iborrowedfiftyfrancs,smuggledmyvalisepasttheconcierge—aworkofconsiderabletact—andhereIam!’ ’Yes,’saidDick;’andhereyouare。’Hewasquiteidiotic。 Esther,atthismoment,re—enteredtheroom。 ’Areyougladtoseehim?’shewhisperedinhisear,thepleasureinhervoicealmostburstingthroughthewhisperintosong。 ’Ohyes,’saidDick,’very。’ ’Iknewyouwouldbe,’shereplied;’Itoldhimhowyoulovedhim。’ ’Helpyourself,’saidtheAdmiral,’helpyourself;andletusdrinktoanewexistence。’ ’Toanewexistence,’repeatedDick;andheraisedthetumblertohislips,butsetitdownuntasted。Hehadhadenoughofnoveltiesforoneday。 Estherwassittingonastoolbesideherfather’sfeet,holdingherkneesinherarms,andlookingwithpridefromonetotheotherofhertwovisitors。Hereyesweresobrightthatyouwereneversureifthereweretearsinthemornot;littlevoluptuousshiversranaboutherbody; sometimesshenestledherchinintoherthroat,sometimesthrewbackherhead,withecstasy;inaword,shewasinthatstatewhenitissaidofpeoplethattheycannotcontainthemselvesforhappiness。ItwouldbehardtoexaggeratetheagonyofRichard。 And,inthemeantime,VanTrompranoninterminably。 ’Ineverforgetafriend,’saidhe,’noryetanenemy:ofthelatter,Ineverhadbuttwo—myselfandthepublic;andI fancyIhavehadmyvengeanceprettyfreelyoutofboth。’Hechuckled。’Butthosedaysaredone。VanTrompisnomore。 Hewasamanwhohadsuccesses;IbelieveyouknewIhadsuccesses—towhichweshallrefernofarther,’pullingdownhisneckclothwithasmile。’Thatmanexistsnomore:byanexerciseofwillIhavedestroyedhim。Thereissomethinglikeitinthepoets。First,abrilliantandconspicuouscareer—theobserved,Imaysay,ofallobservers,includingthebum—bailie:andthen,presto!aquiet,sly,old,rusticBONHOMME,cultivatingroses。InParis,Mr。Naseby—’ ’CallhimRichard,father,’saidEsther。 ’Richard,ifhewillallowme。Indeed,weareoldfriends,andnownearneighbours;and,APROPOS,howareweoffforneighbours,Richard?Thecottagestands,Ithink,uponyourfather’sland—afamilywhichIrespect—andthewood,I understand,isLordTrevanion’s。NotthatIcare;IamanoldBohemian。Ihavecutsocietywithacutdirect;IcutitwhenIwasprosperous,andnowIreapmyreward,andcancutitwithdignityinmydeclension。TheseareourlittleAMOURSPROPRES,mydaughter:yourfathermustrespecthimself。Thankyou,yes;justaleetle,leetle,tiny— thanks,thanks;youspoilme。But,asIwassaying,Richard,orwasabouttosay,mydaughterhasbeenallowedtorust; herauntwasamereduenna;hence,inparenthesis,Richard,herdistrustofme;mynatureandthatoftheduennaarepolesasunder—poles!But,nowthatIamhere,nowthatI havegivenupthefight,andlivehenceforthforoneonlyofmyworks—Ihavethemodestytosayitismybest—mydaughter—well,weshallputallthattorights。Theneighbours,Richard?’ DickwasunderstoodtosaythatthereweremanygoodfamiliesintheValeofThyme。 ’Youshallintroduceus,’saidtheAdmiral。 Dick’sshirtwaswet;hemadealumberingexcusetogo;whichEstherexplainedtoherselfbyafearofintrusion,andsosetdowntothemeritsideofDick’saccount,whilesheproceededtodetainhim。 ’Beforeourwalk?’shecried。’Never!Imusthavemywalk。’ ’Letusallgo,’saidtheAdmiral,rising。 ’Youdonotknowthatyouarewanted,’shecried,leaningonhisshoulderwithacaress。’Imightwishtospeaktomyoldfriendaboutmynewfather。Butyoushallcometo—day,youshalldoallyouwant;Ihavesetmyheartonspoilingyou。’ ’IwilljusttakeONEdropmore,’saidtheAdmiral,stoopingtohelphimselftobrandy。’Itissurprisinghowthisjourneyhasfatiguedme。ButIamgrowingold,Iamgrowingold,Iamgrowingold,and—Iregrettoadd—bald。’ Hecockedawhitewide—awakecoquettishlyuponhishead—thehabitofthelady—killerclungtohim;andEstherhadalreadythrownonherhat,andwasready,whilehewasstillstudyingtheresultinamirror:thecarbunclehadsomewhatpainfullyarrestedhisattention。 ’Wearepapanow;wemustberespectable,’hesaidtoDick,inexplanationofhisdandyism:andthenhewenttoabundleandchosehimselfastaff。WhereweretheelegantcanesofhisParisianepoch?Thiswasasupportforage,anddesignedforrusticscenes。Dickbegantoseeandappreciatetheman’senjoymentinanewpart,whenhesawhowcarefullyhehad’madeitup。’Hehadinventedagaitforthisfirstcountrystrollwithhisdaughter,whichwasadmirablyinkey。 Hewalkedwithfatigue,heleaneduponthestaff;helookedroundhimwithasad,smilingsympathyonallthathebeheld; heevenaskedthenameofaplant,andralliedhimselfgentlyforanoldtownbird,ignorantofnature。’Thiscountrylifewillmakemeyoungagain,’hesighed。Theyreachedthetopofthehilltowardsthefirsthourofevening;thesunwasdescendingheaven,thecolourhadalldrawnintothewest; thehillsweremodelledintheirleastcontourbythesoft,slantingshine;andthewidemoorlands,veinedwithglensandhazelwoods,ranwestandnorthinahazygloryoflight。 ThenthepainterwakenedinVanTromp。 ’Gad,Dick,’hecried,’whatvalue!’ AnodeinfourhundredlineswouldnothaveseemedsotouchingtoEsther;hereyesfilledwithhappytears;yes,herewasthefatherofwhomshehaddreamed,whomDickhaddescribed;simple,enthusiastic,unworldly,kind,apainteratheart,andafinegentlemaninmanner。 AndjustthentheAdmiralperceivedahousebythewayside,andsomethingdependingoverthehousedoorwhichmightbeconstruedasasignbythehopefulandthirsty。 ’Isthat,’heasked,pointingwithhisstick,’aninn?’ Therewasamarkedchangeinhisvoice,asthoughheattachedimportancetotheinquiry:Estherlistened,hopingsheshouldhearwitorwisdom。 Dicksaiditwas。 ’Youknowit?’inquiredtheAdmiral。 ’Ihavepasseditahundredtimes,butthatisall,’repliedDick。 ’Ah,’saidVanTromp,withasmile,andshakinghishead; ’youarenotanoldcampaigner;youhavetheworldtolearn。 NowI,yousee,findaninnsoverynearmyownhome,andmyfirstthoughtismyneighbours。Ishallgoforwardandmakemyneighbours’acquaintance;no,youneedn’tcome;Ishallnotbeamoment。’ Andhewalkedoffbrisklytowardstheinn,leavingDickalonewithEstherontheroad。 ’Dick,’sheexclaimed,’Iamsogladtogetawordwithyou; Iamsohappy,Ihavesuchathousandthingstosay;andI wantyoutodomeafavour。Imagine,hehascomewithoutapaint—box,withoutaneasel;andIwanthimtohaveall。I wantyoutogetthemformeinThymebury。Yousaw,thismoment,howhisheartturnedtopainting。Theycan’tlivewithoutit,’sheadded;meaningperhapsVanTrompandMichelAngelo。 Uptothatmoment,shehadobservednothingamissinDick’sbehaviour。Shewastoohappytobecurious;andhissilence,inpresenceofthegreatandgoodbeingwhomshecalledherfather,hadseemedbothnaturalandpraiseworthy。Butnowthattheywerealone,shebecameconsciousofabarrierbetweenherloverandherself,andalarmsprangupinherheart。 ’Dick,’shecried,’youdon’tloveme。’ ’Idothat,’hesaidheartily。 ’Butyouareunhappy;youarestrange;you—youarenotgladtoseemyfather,’sheconcluded,withabreakinhervoice。 ’Esther,’hesaid,’ItellyouthatIloveyou;ifyouloveme,youknowwhatthatmeans,andthatallIwishistoseeyouhappy。DoyouthinkIcannotenjoyyourpleasures? Esther,Ido。IfIamuneasy,ifIamalarmed,if—。Oh,believeme,tryandbelieveinme,’hecried,givingupargumentwithperhapsahappyinspiration。 Butthegirl’ssuspicionswerearoused;andthoughshepressedthematternofarther(indeed,herfatherwasalreadyseenreturning),itbynomeansleftherthoughts。Atonemomentshesimplyresentedtheselfishnessofamanwhohadobtrudedhisdarklooksandpassionatelanguageonherjoy; forthereisnothingthatawomancanlesseasilyforgivethanthelanguageofapassionwhich,evenifonlyforthemoment,shedoesnotshare。Atanother,shesuspectedhimofjealousyagainstherfather;andforthat,althoughshecouldseeexcusesforit,sheyetdespisedhim。Andatleast,inonewayortheother,herewasthedangerousbeginningofaseparationbetweentwohearts。Estherfoundherselfatvariancewithhersweetestfriend;shecouldnolongerlookintohisheartandfinditwrittenwiththesamelanguageasherown;shecouldnolongerthinkofhimasthesunwhichradiatedhappinessuponherlife,forshehadturnedtohimonce,andhehadbreatheduponherblackandchilly,radiatedblacknessandfrost。Toputthewholematterinaword,shewasbeginning,althougheversoslightly,tofalloutoflove。 CHAPTERVI—THEPRODIGALFATHERGOESONFROMSTRENGTHTO STRENGTH WEwillnotfollowallthestepsoftheAdmiral’sreturnandinstallation,buthurryforwardtowardsthecatastrophe,merelychroniclingbythewayafewsalientincidents,whereinwemustrelyentirelyupontheevidenceofRichard,forEsthertothisdayhasneveropenedhermouthuponthistryingpassageofherlife,andasfortheAdmiral—well,thatnavalofficer,althoughstillalive,andnowmoresuitablyinstalledinaseaporttownwherehehasatelescopeandaflaginhisfrontgarden,isincapableofthrowingtheslightestgleamoflightupontheaffair。Oftenandoftenhasheremarkedtothepresentwriter:’IfIknowwhatitwasallabout,sir,I’llbe—’inshort,bewhatIhopehewillnot。Andthenhewilllookacrossathisdaughter’sportrait,aphotograph,shakehisheadwithanamusedappearance,andmixhimselfanothergrogbywayofconsolation。OnceIheardhimgofarther,andexpresshisfeelingswithregardtoEstherinasinglebuteloquentword。 ’Aminx,sir,’hesaid,notinanger,ratherinamusement: andhecordiallydrankherhealthuponthebackofit。Hisworstenemymustadmithimtobeamanwithoutmalice;heneverboreagrudgeinhislife,lackingthenecessarytasteandindustryofattention。 Yetitwasduringthisobscureperiodthatthedramawasreallyperformed;anditsscenewasintheheartofEsther,shutawayfromalleyes。Hadthiswarm,upright,sullengirlbeendifferentlyusedbydestiny,hadeventscomeuponhereveninadifferentsuccession,forsomethingsleadeasilytoothers,thewholecourseofthistalewouldhavebeenchanged,andEstherneverwouldhaverunaway。Asitwas,throughaseriesofactsandwordsofwhichweknowbutfew,andaseriesofthoughtswhichanyonemayimagineforhimself,shewasawakenedinfourdaysfromthedreamofalife。 ThefirsttangiblecauseofdisenchantmentwaswhenDickbroughthomeapainter’sarsenalonFridayevening。TheAdmiralwasinthechimney—corner,oncemore’sirrupping’ somebrandyandwater,andEsthersatatthetableatwork。 Theybothcameforwardtogreetthenewarrival;andthegirl,relievinghimofhismonstrousburthen,proceededtodisplayherofferingstoherfather。VanTromp’scountenancefellseveraldegrees;hebecamequitequerulous。 ’Godblessme,’hesaid;andthen,’Imustreallyaskyounottointerfere,child,’inatoneofundisguisedhostility。 ’Father,’shesaid,’forgiveme;Iknewyouhadgivenupyourart—’ ’Ohyes!’criedtheAdmiral;’I’vedonewithittothejudgment—day!’ ’Pardonmeagain,’shesaidfirmly,’butIdonot,Icannotthinkthatyouarerightinthis。Supposetheworldisunjust,supposethatnooneunderstandsyou,youhavestilladutytoyourself。And,oh,don’tspoilthepleasureofyourcominghometome;showmethatyoucanbemyfatherandyetnotneglectyourdestiny。Iamnotlikesomedaughters;I willnotbejealousofyourart,andIwilltrytounderstandit。’ Thesituationwasodiouslyfarcical。Richardgroanedunderit;helongedtoleapforwardanddenouncethehumbug。Andthehumbughimself?Doyoufancyhewaseasierinhismind? Iamsure,ontheotherhand,thathewasacutelymiserable; andhebetrayedhissufferingsbyaperfectlysillyandundignifiedaccessoftemper,duringwhichhebrokehispipeinseveralpieces,threwhisbrandyandwaterinthefire,andemployedwordswhichwereveryplainalthoughthedriftofthemwassomewhatvague。Itwasofverybriefduration。 VanTrompwashimselfagain,andinamostdelightfulhumourwithinthreeminutesofthefirstexplosion。 ’Iamanoldfool,’hesaidfrankly。’Iwasspoiledwhenachild。Asforyou,Esther,youtakeafteryourmother;youhaveamorbidsenseofduty,particularlyforothers;striveagainstit,mydear—striveagainstit。Andasforthepigments,well,I’llusethem,someofthesedays;andtoshowthatI’minearnest,I’llgetDickheretoprepareacanvas。’ Dickwasputtothismenialtaskforthwith,theAdmiralnotevenwatchinghowhedid,butquiteoccupiedwithanothergrogandapleasantveinoftalk。 AlittleafterEstherarose,andmakingsomepretext,goodorbad,wentofftobed。Dickwaslefthobbledbythecanvas,andwassubjectedtoVanTrompforaboutanhour。 Thenextday,Saturday,itisbelievedthatlittleintercoursetookplacebetweenEstherandherfather;buttowardstheafternoonDickmetthelatterreturningfromthedirectionoftheinn,wherehehadstruckupquiteafriendshipwiththelandlord。Dickwonderedwhopaidfortheseexcursions,andatthethoughtthatthereprobatemustgethispocketmoneywherehegothisboardandlodging,frompoorEsther’sgenerosity,hehaditalmostinhishearttoknocktheoldgentlemandown。He,onhispart,wasfullofairsandgracesandgeniality。 ’DearDick,’hesaid,takinghisarm,’thisisneighbourlyofyou;itshowsyourtacttomeetmewhenIhadawishforyou。 Iaminpleasantspirits;anditisthenthatIdesireafriend。’ ’Iamgladtohearyouaresohappy,’retortedDickbitterly。 ’There’scertainlynotmuchtotroubleYOU。’ ’No,’assentedtheAdmiral,’notmuch。Igotoutofitintime;andhere—well,hereeverythingpleasesme。Iamplaininmytastes。’APROPOS,youhaveneveraskedmehowI likedmydaughter?’ ’No,’saidDickroundly;’Icertainlyhavenot。’ ’Meaningyouwillnot。Andwhy,Dick?Sheismydaughter,ofcourse;butthenIamamanoftheworldandamanoftaste,andperfectlyqualifiedtogiveanopinionwithimpartiality—yes,Dick,withimpartiality。Frankly,Iamnotdisappointedinher。Shehasgoodlooks;shehasthemfromhermother。SoImaysayICHOSEherlooks。Sheisdevoted,quitedevotedtome—’ ’Sheisthebestwomanintheworld!’brokeoutDick。 ’Dick,’criedtheAdmiral,stoppingshort;’Ihavebeenexpectingthis。Letus—letusgobacktothe\"TrevanionArms\"andtalkthismatteroutoverabottle。’ ’Certainlynot,’wentDick。’Youhavehadfartoomuchalready。’ Theparasitewasonthepointofresentingthis;butalookatDick’sface,andsomerecollectionofthetermsonwhichtheyhadstoodinParis,cametotheaidofhiswisdomandrestrainedhim。 ’Asyouplease,’hesaid;’althoughIdon’tknowwhatyoumean—norcare。Butletuswalk,ifyoupreferit。Youarestillayoungman;whenyouaremyage—But,however,tocontinue。Youpleaseme,Dick;youhavepleasedmefromthefirst;andtosaytruth,Estherisatriflefantastic,andwillbebetterwhensheismarried。Shehasmeansofherown,asofcourseyouareaware。Theycome,likethelooks,fromherpoor,dear,goodcreatureofamother。Shewasblessedinhermother。Imeansheshallbeblessedinherhusband,andyouaretheman,Dick,youandnotanother。 ThisverynightIwillsoundheraffections。’ Dickstoodaghast。 ’Mr。VanTromp,Iimploreyou,’hesaid;’dowhatyoupleasewithyourself,but,forGod’ssake,letyourdaughteralone。’ ’Itismyduty,’repliedtheAdmiral,’andbetweenourselves,yourogue,myinclinationtoo。Iamasmatchmakingasadowager。Itwillbemorediscreetforyoutostayawayto— night。Farewell。Youleaveyourcaseingoodhands;Ihavethetactoftheselittlemattersbyheart;itisnotmyfirstattempt。’ Allargumentswereinvain;theoldrascalstucktohispoint;nordidRichardconcealfromhimselfhowseriouslythismightinjurehisprospects,andhefoughthard。Oncetherecameaglimmerofhope。TheAdmiralagainproposedanadjournmenttothe’TrevanionArms,’andwhenDickhadoncemorerefused,ithungforamomentinthebalancewhetherornottheoldtoperwouldreturntherebyhimself。Hadhedoneso,ofcourseDickcouldhavetakentohisheels,andwarnedEstherofwhatwascoming,andofhowithadbegun。ButtheAdmiral,afterapause,decidedforthebrandyathome,andmadeoffinthatdirection。 Wehavenodetailsofthesounding。 NextdaytheAdmiralwasobservedintheparishchurch,veryproperlydressed。Hefoundtheplaces,andjoinedinresponseandhymn,astothemannerborn;andhisappearance,asheintendeditshould,attractedsomeattentionamongtheworshippers。OldNaseby,forinstance,hadobservedhim。 ’Therewasadrunken—lookingblackguardoppositeusinchurch,’hesaidtohissonastheydrovehome;’doyouknowwhohewas?’ ’Somefellow—VanTromp,Ibelieve,’saidDick。