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类别:其他 作者:Stephen Crane字数:25356更新时间:19/01/05 16:03:17
Ahatlessgeneralpulledhisdrippinghorsetoastandnearthecolonelofthe304th。Heshookhisfistintheother’sface。\"You’vegottohold’emback!\"heshouted,savagely;\"you’vegottohold’emback!\" Inhisagitationthecolonelbegantostammer。 \"A—allr—right,General,allright,byGawd!We— we’lldoour——we—we’lld—d—do——doourbest,Gen— eral。\"Thegeneralmadeapassionategestureandgallopedaway。Thecolonel,perchancetorelievehisfeelings,begantoscoldlikeawetparrot。Theyouth,turningswiftlytomakesurethattherearwasunmolested,sawthecom— manderregardinghismeninahighlyregretfulmanner,asifheregrettedaboveeverythinghisassociationwiththem。 Themanattheyouth’selbowwasmumbling,asiftohimself:\"Oh,we’reinforitnow!oh,we’reinforitnow!\" Thecaptainofthecompanyhadbeenpacingexcitedlytoandfrointherear。Hecoaxedinschoolmistressfashion,astoacongregationofboyswithprimers。Histalkwasanendlessrepetition。\"Reserveyourfire,boys——don’tshoottillItellyou——saveyourfire——waittilltheygetcloseup——don’tbedamnedfools——\" Perspirationstreameddowntheyouth’sface,whichwassoiledlikethatofaweepingurchin。 Hefrequently,withanervousmovement,wipedhiseyeswithhiscoatsleeve。Hismouthwasstillalittlewaysopen。 Hegottheoneglanceatthefoe—swarmingfieldinfrontofhim,andinstantlyceasedtode— batethequestionofhispiecebeingloaded。Be— forehewasreadytobegin——beforehehadan— nouncedtohimselfthathewasabouttofight—— hethrewtheobedient,well—balancedrifleintopositionandfiredafirstwildshot。Directlyhewasworkingathisweaponlikeanautomaticaffair。 Hesuddenlylostconcernforhimself,andfor— gottolookatamenacingfate。Hebecamenotamanbutamember。Hefeltthatsomethingofwhichhewasapart——aregiment,anarmy,acause,oracountry——wasinacrisis。Hewasweldedintoacommonpersonalitywhichwasdominatedbyasingledesire。Forsomemo— mentshecouldnotfleenomorethanalittlefingercancommitarevolutionfromahand。 Ifhehadthoughttheregimentwasabouttobeannihilatedperhapshecouldhaveamputatedhimselffromit。Butitsnoisegavehimassur— ance。Theregimentwaslikeafireworkthat,onceignited,proceedssuperiortocircumstancesuntilitsblazingvitalityfades。Itwheezedandbangedwithamightypower。Hepicturedthegroundbeforeitasstrewnwiththediscom— fited。 Therewasaconsciousnessalwaysofthepres— enceofhiscomradesabouthim。Hefeltthesubtlebattlebrotherhoodmorepotenteventhanthecauseforwhichtheywerefighting。Itwasamysteriousfraternitybornofthesmokeanddan— gerofdeath。 Hewasatatask。Hewaslikeacarpenterwhohasmademanyboxes,makingstillanotherbox,onlytherewasfurioushasteinhismove— ments。He,inhisthought,wascareeringoffinotherplaces,evenasthecarpenterwhoasheworkswhistlesandthinksofhisfriendorhisenemy,hishomeorasaloon。Andthesejolteddreamswereneverperfecttohimafterward,butremainedamassofblurredshapes。 Presentlyhebegantofeeltheeffectsofthewaratmosphere——ablisteringsweat,asensationthathiseyeballswereabouttocracklikehotstones。Aburningroarfilledhisears。 Followingthiscamearedrage。Hedevel— opedtheacuteexasperationofapesteredanimal,awell—meaningcowworriedbydogs。Hehadamadfeelingagainsthisrifle,whichcouldonlybeusedagainstonelifeatatime。Hewishedtorushforwardandstranglewithhisfingers。Hecravedapowerthatwouldenablehimtomakeaworld—sweepinggestureandbrushallback。Hisimpotencyappearedtohim,andmadehisrageintothatofadrivenbeast。 Buriedinthesmokeofmanyrifleshisangerwasdirectednotsomuchagainstthemenwhomheknewwererushingtowardhimasagainsttheswirlingbattlephantomswhichwerechokinghim,stuffingtheirsmokerobesdownhisparchedthroat。Hefoughtfranticallyforrespiteforhissenses,forair,asababebeingsmotheredattacksthedeadlyblankets。 Therewasablareofheatedragemingledwithacertainexpressionofintentnessonallfaces。 Manyofthemenweremakinglow—tonednoiseswiththeirmouths,andthesesubduedcheers,snarls,imprecations,prayers,madeawild,bar— baricsongthatwentasanundercurrentofsound,strangeandchantlikewiththeresoundingchordsofthewarmarch。Themanattheyouth’selbowwasbabbling。Inittherewassomethingsoftandtenderlikethemonologueofababe。Thetallsoldierwasswearinginaloudvoice。Fromhislipscameablackprocessionofcuriousoaths。Ofasuddenanotherbrokeoutinaquerulouswaylikeamanwhohasmislaidhishat。\"Well,whydon’ttheysupportus?Whydon’ttheysendsupports?Dotheythink——\" Theyouthinhisbattlesleepheardthisasonewhodozeshears。 Therewasasingularabsenceofheroicposes。 Themenbendingandsurgingintheirhasteandragewereineveryimpossibleattitude。Thesteelramrodsclankedandclangedwithincessantdinasthemenpoundedthemfuriouslyintothehotriflebarrels。Theflapsofthecartridgeboxeswereallunfastened,andbobbedidioticallywitheachmovement。Therifles,onceloaded,werejerkedtotheshoulderandfiredwithoutapparentaimintothesmokeoratoneoftheblurredandshift— ingformswhichuponthefieldbeforetheregi— menthadbeengrowinglargerandlargerlikepuppetsunderamagician’shand。 Theofficers,attheirintervals,rearward,neg— lectedtostandinpicturesqueattitudes。Theywerebobbingtoandfroroaringdirectionsandencouragements。Thedimensionsoftheirhowlswereextraordinary。Theyexpendedtheirlungswithprodigalwills。Andoftentheynearlystoodupontheirheadsintheiranxietytoobservetheenemyontheothersideofthetumblingsmoke。 Thelieutenantoftheyouth’scompanyhaden— counteredasoldierwhohadfledscreamingatthefirstvolleyofhiscomrades。Behindthelinesthesetwowereactingalittleisolatedscene。Themanwasblubberingandstaringwithsheeplikeeyesatthelieutenant,whohadseizedhimbythecollarandwaspommelinghim。Hedrovehimbackintotherankswithmanyblows。Thesol— dierwentmechanically,dully,withhisanimal— likeeyesupontheofficer。Perhapstherewastohimadivinityexpressedinthevoiceoftheother——stern,hard,withnoreflectionoffearinit。Hetriedtoreloadhisgun,buthisshakinghandspre— vented。Thelieutenantwasobligedtoassisthim。 Themendroppedhereandtherelikebundles。 Thecaptainoftheyouth’scompanyhadbeenkilledinanearlypartoftheaction。Hisbodylaystretchedoutinthepositionofatiredmanresting,butuponhisfacetherewasanastonishedandsorrowfullook,asifhethoughtsomefriendhaddonehimanillturn。Thebabblingmanwasgrazedbyashotthatmadethebloodstreamwidelydownhisface。Heclappedbothhandstohishead。\"Oh!\"hesaid,andran。Anothergruntedsuddenlyasifhehadbeenstruckbyaclubinthestomach。Hesatdownandgazedruefully。Inhiseyestherewasmute,indefinitereproach。Fartherupthelineaman,standingbehindatree,hadhadhiskneejointsplinteredbyaball。Immediatelyhehaddroppedhisrifleandgrippedthetreewithbotharms。Andthereheremained,clingingdesperatelyandcryingforassistancethathemightwithdrawhisholduponthetree。 Atlastanexultantyellwentalongthequiver— ingline。Thefiringdwindledfromanuproartoalastvindictivepopping。Asthesmokeslowlyeddiedaway,theyouthsawthatthechargehadbeenrepulsed。Theenemywerescatteredintoreluctantgroups。Hesawamanclimbtothetopofthefence,straddletherail,andfireapart— ingshot。Thewaveshadreceded,leavingbitsofdarkdebrisupontheground。 Someintheregimentbegantowhoopfren— ziedly。Manyweresilent。Apparentlytheyweretryingtocontemplatethemselves。 Afterthefeverhadlefthisveins,theyouththoughtthatatlasthewasgoingtosuffocate。 Hebecameawareofthefoulatmosphereinwhichhehadbeenstruggling。Hewasgrimyanddrippinglikealaborerinafoundry。Hegraspedhiscanteenandtookalongswallowofthewarmedwater。 Asentencewithvariationswentupanddowntheline。\"Well,we’vehelt’emback。We’vehelt’emback;dernedifwehaven’t。\"Themensaiditblissfully,leeringateachotherwithdirtysmiles。 Theyouthturnedtolookbehindhimandofftotherightandofftotheleft。Heexperiencedthejoyofamanwhoatlastfindsleisureinwhichtolookabouthim。 Underfoottherewereafewghastlyformsmotionless。Theylaytwistedinfantasticcontor— tions。Armswerebentandheadswereturnedinincredibleways。Itseemedthatthedeadmenmusthavefallenfromsomegreatheighttogetintosuchpositions。Theylookedtobedumpedoutuponthegroundfromthesky。 Fromapositionintherearofthegroveabat— terywasthrowingshellsoverit。Theflashofthegunsstartledtheyouthatfirst。Hethoughttheywereaimeddirectlyathim。Throughthetreeshewatchedtheblackfiguresofthegunnersastheyworkedswiftlyandintently。Theirlaborseemedacomplicatedthing。Hewonderedhowtheycouldrememberitsformulainthemidstofconfusion。 Thegunssquattedinarowlikesavagechiefs。 Theyarguedwithabruptviolence。Itwasagrimpow—wow。Theirbusyservantsranhitherandthither。 Asmallprocessionofwoundedmenwerego— ingdrearilytowardtherear。Itwasaflowofbloodfromthetornbodyofthebrigade。 Totherightandtotheleftwerethedarklinesofothertroops。Farinfronthethoughthecouldseelightermassesprotrudinginpointsfromtheforest。Theyweresuggestiveofun— numberedthousands。 Oncehesawatinybatterygodashingalongthelineofthehorizon。Thetinyriderswerebeatingthetinyhorses。 Fromaslopinghillcamethesoundofcheer— ingsandclashes。Smokewelledslowlythroughtheleaves。 Batterieswerespeakingwiththunderousora— toricaleffort。Hereandtherewereflags,theredinthestripesdominating。Theysplashedbitsofwarmcoloruponthedarklinesoftroops。 Theyouthfelttheoldthrillatthesightoftheemblem。Theywerelikebeautifulbirdsstrangelyundauntedinastorm。 Ashelistenedtothedinfromthehillside,toadeeppulsatingthunderthatcamefromafartotheleft,andtothelesserclamorswhichcamefrommanydirections,itoccurredtohimthattheywerefighting,too,overthere,andoverthere,andoverthere。Heretoforehehadsup— posedthatallthebattlewasdirectlyunderhisnose。 Ashegazedaroundhimtheyouthfeltaflashofastonishmentattheblue,pureskyandthesungleamingsonthetreesandfields。ItwassurprisingthatNaturehadgonetranquillyonwithhergoldenprocessinthemidstofsomuchdevilment。 chapter06 CHAPTERVI。 THEyouthawakenedslowly。Hecamegrad— uallybacktoapositionfromwhichhecouldre— gardhimself。Formomentshehadbeenscruti— nizinghispersoninadazedwayasifhehadneverbeforeseenhimself。Thenhepickeduphiscapfromtheground。Hewriggledinhisjackettomakeamorecomfortablefit,andkneel— ingrelacedhisshoe。Hethoughtfullymoppedhisreekingfeatures。 Soitwasalloveratlast!Thesupremetrialhadbeenpassed。Thered,formidabledifficultiesofwarhadbeenvanquished。 Hewentintoanecstasyofself—satisfaction。 Hehadthemostdelightfulsensationsofhislife。 Standingasifapartfromhimself,heviewedthatlastscene。Heperceivedthatthemanwhohadfoughtthuswasmagnificent。 Hefeltthathewasafinefellow。Hesawhimselfevenwiththoseidealswhichhehadcon— sideredasfarbeyondhim。Hesmiledindeepgratification。 Uponhisfellowshebeamedtendernessandgoodwill。\"Gee!ain’tithot,hey?\"hesaidaffablytoamanwhowaspolishinghisstream— ingfacewithhiscoatsleeves。 \"Youbet!\"saidtheother,grinningsociably。 \"Ineverseensechdumbhotness。\"Hesprawledoutluxuriouslyontheground。\"Gee,yes!An’ Ihopewedon’thavenomorefightin’tillaweekfromMonday。\" Thereweresomehandshakingsanddeepspeecheswithmenwhosefeatureswerefamiliar,butwithwhomtheyouthnowfeltthebondsoftiedhearts。Hehelpedacursingcomradetobindupawoundoftheshin。 But,ofasudden,criesofamazementbrokeoutalongtheranksofthenewregiment。\"Heretheycomeag’in!Heretheycomeag’in!\"Themanwhohadsprawleduponthegroundstartedupandsaid,\"Gosh!\" Theyouthturnedquickeyesuponthefield。 Hediscernedformsbegintoswellinmassesoutofadistantwood。Heagainsawthetiltedflagspeedingforward。 Theshells,whichhadceasedtotroubletheregimentforatime,cameswirlingagain,andex— plodedinthegrassoramongtheleavesofthetrees。Theylookedtobestrangewarflowersburstingintofiercebloom。 Themengroaned。Thelusterfadedfromtheireyes。Theirsmudgedcountenancesnowexpressedaprofounddejection。Theymovedtheirstiffenedbodiesslowly,andwatchedinsul— lenmoodthefranticapproachoftheenemy。Theslavestoilinginthetempleofthisgodbegantofeelrebellionathisharshtasks。 Theyfrettedandcomplainedeachtoeach。 \"Oh,say,thisistoomuchofagoodthing!Whycan’tsomebodysendussupports?\" \"Weain’tnevergoin’tostandthissecondbanging。Ididn’tcomeheretofightthehulldamn’rebelarmy。\" Therewasonewhoraisedadolefulcry。\"I wishBillSmithershadtrodonmyhand,in— steadermetreddin’onhis’n。\"Thesorejointsoftheregimentcreakedasitpainfullyflounderedintopositiontorepulse。 Theyouthstared。Surely,hethought,thisimpossiblethingwasnotabouttohappen。Hewaitedasifheexpectedtheenemytosuddenlystop,apologize,andretirebowing。Itwasallamistake。 Butthefiringbegansomewhereontheregi— mentallineandrippedalonginbothdirections。 Thelevelsheetsofflamedevelopedgreatcloudsofsmokethattumbledandtossedinthemildwindnearthegroundforamoment,andthenrolledthroughtheranksasthroughagate。Thecloudsweretingedanearthlikeyellowinthesunraysandintheshadowwereasorryblue。 Theflagwassometimeseatenandlostinthismassofvapor,butmoreoftenitprojected,sun— touched,resplendent。 Intotheyouth’seyestherecamealookthatonecanseeintheorbsofajadedhorse。Hisneckwasquiveringwithnervousweaknessandthemusclesofhisarmsfeltnumbandbloodless。 Hishands,too,seemedlargeandawkwardasifhewaswearinginvisiblemittens。Andtherewasagreatuncertaintyabouthiskneejoints。 Thewordsthatcomradeshadutteredprevioustothefiringbegantorecurtohim。\"Oh,say,thisistoomuchofagoodthing!Whatdotheytakeusfor——whydon’ttheysendsupports?I didn’tcomeheretofightthehulldamnedrebelarmy。\" Hebegantoexaggeratetheendurance,theskill,andthevalorofthosewhowerecoming。 Himselfreelingfromexhaustion,hewasaston— ishedbeyondmeasureatsuchpersistency。Theymustbemachinesofsteel。Itwasverygloomystrugglingagainstsuchaffairs,woundupperhapstofightuntilsundown。 Heslowlyliftedhisrifleandcatchingaglimpseofthethickspreadfieldheblazedatacanteringcluster。Hestoppedthenandbegantopeerasbesthecouldthroughthesmoke。Hecaughtchangingviewsofthegroundcoveredwithmenwhowereallrunninglikepursuedimps,andyelling。 Totheyouthitwasanonslaughtofredoubt— abledragons。Hebecamelikethemanwholosthislegsattheapproachoftheredandgreenmonster。Hewaitedinasortofahorrified,listeningattitude。Heseemedtoshuthiseyesandwaittobegobbled。 Amannearhimwhouptothistimehadbeenworkingfeverishlyathisriflesuddenlystoppedandranwithhowls。Aladwhosefacehadborneanexpressionofexaltedcourage,themajestyofhewhodaresgivehislife,was,ataninstant,smittenabject。Heblanchedlikeonewhohascometotheedgeofacliffatmidnightandissud— denlymadeaware。Therewasarevelation。He,too,threwdownhisgunandfled。Therewasnoshameinhisface。Heranlikearabbit。 Othersbegantoscamperawaythroughthesmoke。Theyouthturnedhishead,shakenfromhistrancebythismovementasiftheregimentwasleavinghimbehind。Hesawthefewfleetingforms。 Heyelledthenwithfrightandswungabout。 Foramoment,inthegreatclamor,hewaslikeaproverbialchicken。Helostthedirectionofsafety。Destructionthreatenedhimfromallpoints。 Directlyhebegantospeedtowardtherearingreatleaps。Hisrifleandcapweregone。Hisunbuttonedcoatbulgedinthewind。Theflapofhiscartridgeboxbobbedwildly,andhiscanteen,byitsslendercord,swungoutbehind。Onhisfacewasallthehorrorofthosethingswhichheimagined。 Thelieutenantsprangforwardbawling。Theyouthsawhisfeatureswrathfullyred,andsawhimmakeadabwithhissword。Hisonethoughtoftheincidentwasthatthelieutenantwasapecul— iarcreaturetofeelinterestedinsuchmattersuponthisoccasion。 Heranlikeablindman。Twoorthreetimeshefelldown。Onceheknockedhisshouldersoheavilyagainstatreethathewentheadlong。 Sincehehadturnedhisbackuponthefighthisfearshadbeenwondrouslymagnified。Deathabouttothrusthimbetweentheshoulderbladeswasfarmoredreadfulthandeathabouttosmitehimbetweentheeyes。Whenhethoughtofitlater,heconceivedtheimpressionthatitisbettertoviewtheappallingthantobemerelywithinhearing。Thenoisesofthebattlewerelikestones;hebelievedhimselfliabletobecrushed。 Asheranhemingledwithothers。Hedimlysawmenonhisrightandonhisleft,andheheardfootstepsbehindhim。Hethoughtthatalltheregimentwasfleeing,pursuedbytheseominouscrashes。 Inhisflightthesoundofthesefollowingfoot— stepsgavehimhisonemeagerrelief。Hefeltvaguelythatdeathmustmakeafirstchoiceofthemenwhowerenearest;theinitialmorselsforthedragonswouldbethenthosewhowerefol— lowinghim。Sohedisplayedthezealofaninsanesprinterinhispurposetokeepthemintherear。 Therewasarace。 Ashe,leading,wentacrossalittlefield,hefoundhimselfinaregionofshells。Theyhurtledoverhisheadwithlongwildscreams。Ashelistenedheimaginedthemtohaverowsofcruelteeththatgrinnedathim。Onceonelitbeforehimandthelividlightningoftheexplosioneffectuallybarredthewayinhischosendirec— tion。Hegroveledonthegroundandthenspringingupwentcareeringoffthroughsomebushes。 Heexperiencedathrillofamazementwhenhecamewithinviewofabatteryinaction。Thementhereseemedtobeinconventionalmoods,altogetherunawareoftheimpendingannihila— tion。Thebatterywasdisputingwithadistantantagonistandthegunnerswerewrappedinadmirationoftheirshooting。Theywerecon— tinuallybendingincoaxingposturesovertheguns。Theyseemedtobepattingthemonthebackandencouragingthemwithwords。Theguns,stolidandundaunted,spokewithdoggedvalor。 Theprecisegunnerswerecoollyenthusiastic。 Theyliftedtheireyeseverychancetothesmoke— wreathedhillockfromwhencethehostilebatteryaddressedthem。Theyouthpitiedthemasheran。Methodicalidiots!Machine—likefools!Therefinedjoyofplantingshellsinthemidstoftheotherbattery’sformationwouldappearalittlethingwhentheinfantrycameswoopingoutofthewoods。 Thefaceofayouthfulrider,whowasjerkinghisfrantichorsewithanabandonoftemperhemightdisplayinaplacidbarnyard,wasim— presseddeeplyuponhismind。Heknewthathelookeduponamanwhowouldpresentlybedead。 Too,hefeltapityfortheguns,standing,sixgoodcomrades,inaboldrow。 Hesawabrigadegoingtothereliefofitspes— teredfellows。Hescrambleduponaweehillandwatcheditsweepingfinely,keepingformationindifficultplaces。Theblueofthelinewascrustedwithsteelcolor,andthebrilliantflagsprojected。 Officerswereshouting。 Thissightalsofilledhimwithwonder。Thebrigadewashurryingbrisklytobegulpedintotheinfernalmouthsofthewargod。Whatman— nerofmenwerethey,anyhow?Ah,itwassomewondrousbreed!Orelsetheydidn’tcompre— hend——thefools。 Afuriousordercausedcommotionintheartil— lery。Anofficeronaboundinghorsemademani— acalmotionswithhisarms。Theteamswentswingingupfromtherear,thegunswerewhirledabout,andthebatteryscamperedaway。Thecannonwiththeirnosespokedslantinglyatthegroundgruntedandgrumbledlikestoutmen,bravebutwithobjectionstohurry。 Theyouthwenton,moderatinghispacesincehehadlefttheplaceofnoises。 Laterhecameuponageneralofdivisionseateduponahorsethatprickeditsearsinaninterestedwayatthebattle。Therewasagreatgleamingofyellowandpatentleatheraboutthesaddleandbridle。Thequietmanastridelookedmouse—coloreduponsuchasplen— didcharger。 Ajinglingstaffwasgallopinghitherandthither。Sometimesthegeneralwassurroundedbyhorsemenandatothertimeshewasquitealone。Helookedtobemuchharassed。Hehadtheappearanceofabusinessmanwhosemarketisswingingupanddown。 Theyouthwentslinkingaroundthisspot。 Hewentasnearashedaredtryingtooverhearwords。Perhapsthegeneral,unabletocompre— hendchaos,mightcalluponhimforinformation。 Andhecouldtellhim。Heknewallconcerningit。Ofasuretytheforcewasinafix,andanyfoolcouldseethatiftheydidnotretreatwhiletheyhadopportunity——why—— Hefeltthathewouldliketothrashthegen— eral,oratleastapproachandtellhiminplainwordsexactlywhathethoughthimtobe。Itwascriminaltostaycalmlyinonespotandmakenoefforttostaydestruction。Heloiteredinafeverofeagernessforthedivisioncommandertoapplytohim。 Ashewarilymovedabout,heheardthegen— eralcalloutirritably:\"Tompkins,gooveran’ seeTaylor,an’tellhimnott’beinsuchanall— firedhurry;tellhimt’halthisbrigadeinth’ edgeofth’woods;tellhimt’detachareg’ment——sayIthinkth’center’llbreakifwedon’thelpitoutsome;tellhimt’hurryup。\" Aslimyouthonafinechestnuthorsecaughttheseswiftwordsfromthemouthofhissuperior。 Hemadehishorseboundintoagallopalmostfromawalkinhishastetogouponhismission。 Therewasacloudofdust。 Amomentlatertheyouthsawthegeneralbounceexcitedlyinhissaddle。 \"Yes,byheavens,theyhave!\"Theofficerleanedforward。Hisfacewasaflamewithexcite— ment。\"Yes,byheavens,they’veheld’im! They’veheld’im!\" Hebegantoblithelyroarathisstaff:\"We’llwallop’imnow。We’llwallop’imnow。We’vegot’emsure。\"Heturnedsuddenlyuponanaid: \"Here——you——Jones——quick——rideafterTompkins——seeTaylor——tellhimt’goin——everlastingly—— likeblazes——anything。\" Asanotherofficerspedhishorseafterthefirstmessenger,thegeneralbeamedupontheearthlikeasun。Inhiseyeswasadesiretochantapaean。Hekeptrepeating,\"They’veheld’em,byheavens!\" Hisexcitementmadehishorseplunge,andhemerrilykickedandsworeatit。Heheldalittlecarnivalofjoyonhorseback。 chapter07 CHAPTERVII。 THEyouthcringedasifdiscoveredinacrime。 Byheavens,theyhadwonafterall!Theim— becilelinehadremainedandbecomevictors。 Hecouldhearcheering。 Heliftedhimselfuponhistoesandlookedinthedirectionofthefight。Ayellowfoglaywal— lowingonthetreetops。Frombeneathitcametheclatterofmusketry。Hoarsecriestoldofanadvance。 Heturnedawayamazedandangry。Hefeltthathehadbeenwronged。 Hehadfled,hetoldhimself,becauseannihila— tionapproached。Hehaddoneagoodpartinsavinghimself,whowasalittlepieceofthearmy。 Hehadconsideredthetime,hesaid,tobeoneinwhichitwasthedutyofeverylittlepiecetores— cueitselfifpossible。Latertheofficerscouldfitthelittlepiecestogetheragain,andmakeabattlefront。Ifnoneofthelittlepieceswerewiseenoughtosavethemselvesfromtheflurryofdeathatsuchatime,why,then,wherewouldbethearmy?Itwasallplainthathehadproceededaccordingtoverycorrectandcommendablerules。Hisac— tionshadbeensagaciousthings。Theyhadbeenfullofstrategy。Theyweretheworkofamas— ter’slegs。 Thoughtsofhiscomradescametohim。Thebrittlebluelinehadwithstoodtheblowsandwon。 Hegrewbitteroverit。Itseemedthattheblindignoranceandstupidityofthoselittlepieceshadbetrayedhim。Hehadbeenoverturnedandcrushedbytheirlackofsenseinholdingthepo— sition,whenintelligentdeliberationwouldhaveconvincedthemthatitwasimpossible。He,theenlightenedmanwholooksafarinthedark,hadfledbecauseofhissuperiorperceptionsandknowledge。Hefeltagreatangeragainsthiscomrades。Heknewitcouldbeprovedthattheyhadbeenfools。 Hewonderedwhattheywouldremarkwhenlaterheappearedincamp。Hismindheardhowlsofderision。Theirdensitywouldnoten— ablethemtounderstandhissharperpointofview。 Hebegantopityhimselfacutely。Hewasillused。Hewastroddenbeneaththefeetofanironinjustice。Hehadproceededwithwisdomandfromthemostrighteousmotivesunderheaven’sblueonlytobefrustratedbyhatefulcircumstances。 Adull,animal—likerebellionagainsthisfel— lows,warintheabstract,andfategrewwithinhim。Heshambledalongwithbowedhead,hisbraininatumultofagonyanddespair。Whenhelookedloweringlyup,quiveringateachsound,hiseyeshadtheexpressionofthoseofacriminalwhothinkshisguiltandhispun— ishmentgreat,andknowsthathecanfindnowords。 Hewentfromthefieldsintoathickwoods,asifresolvedtoburyhimself。Hewishedtogetoutofhearingofthecracklingshotswhichweretohimlikevoices。 Thegroundwasclutteredwithvinesandbushes,andthetreesgrewcloseandspreadoutlikebouquets。Hewasobligedtoforcehiswaywithmuchnoise。Thecreepers,catchingagainsthislegs,criedoutharshlyastheirspraysweretornfromthebarksoftrees。Theswishingsap— lingstriedtomakeknownhispresencetotheworld。Hecouldnotconciliatetheforest。Ashemadehisway,itwasalwayscallingoutprot— estations。Whenheseparatedembracesoftreesandvinesthedisturbedfoliageswavedtheirarmsandturnedtheirfaceleavestowardhim。Hedreadedlestthesenoisymotionsandcriesshouldbringmentolookathim。Sohewentfar,seek— ingdarkandintricateplaces。 Afteratimethesoundofmusketrygrewfaintandthecannonboomedinthedistance。Thesun,suddenlyapparent,blazedamongthetrees。Theinsectsweremakingrhythmicalnoises。Theyseemedtobegrindingtheirteethinunison。A woodpeckerstuckhisimpudentheadaroundthesideofatree。Abirdflewonlightheartedwing。 Offwastherumbleofdeath。ItseemednowthatNaturehadnoears。 Thislandscapegavehimassurance。Afairfieldholdinglife。Itwasthereligionofpeace。 Itwoulddieifitstimideyeswerecompelledtoseeblood。HeconceivedNaturetobeawomanwithadeepaversiontotragedy。 Hethrewapineconeatajovialsquirrel,andheranwithchatteringfear。Highinatreetophestopped,and,pokinghisheadcautiouslyfrombehindabranch,lookeddownwithanairoftrepi— dation。 Theyouthfelttriumphantatthisexhibition。 Therewasthelaw,hesaid。Naturehadgivenhimasign。Thesquirrel,immediatelyuponrec— ognizingdanger,hadtakentohislegswithoutado。Hedidnotstandstolidlybaringhisfurrybellytothemissile,anddiewithanupwardglanceatthesympatheticheavens。Onthecon— trary,hehadfledasfastashislegscouldcarryhim;andhewasbutanordinarysquirrel,too—— doubtlessnophilosopherofhisrace。Theyouthwended,feelingthatNaturewasofhismind。 Shere—enforcedhisargumentwithproofsthatlivedwherethesunshone。 Oncehefoundhimselfalmostintoaswamp。 Hewasobligedtowalkuponbogtuftsandwatchhisfeettokeepfromtheoilymire。Paus— ingatonetimetolookabouthimhesaw,outatsomeblackwater,asmallanimalpounceinandemergedirectlywithagleamingfish。 Theyouthwentagainintothedeepthickets。 Thebrushedbranchesmadeanoisethatdrownedthesoundsofcannon。Hewalkedon,goingfromobscurityintopromisesofagreaterobscurity。 Atlengthhereachedaplacewherethehigh,archingboughsmadeachapel。Hesoftlypushedthegreendoorsasideandentered。Pineneedleswereagentlebrowncarpet。Therewasareli— gioushalflight。 Nearthethresholdhestopped,horror—strickenatthesightofathing。 Hewasbeinglookedatbyadeadmanwhowasseatedwithhisbackagainstacolumnliketree。Thecorpsewasdressedinauniformthatoncehadbeenblue,butwasnowfadedtoamel— ancholyshadeofgreen。Theeyes,staringattheyouth,hadchangedtothedullhuetobeseenonthesideofadeadfish。Themouthwasopen。 Itsredhadchangedtoanappallingyellow。 Overthegrayskinofthefaceranlittleants。 Onewastrundlingsomesortofabundlealongtheupperlip。 Theyouthgaveashriekasheconfrontedthething。Hewasformomentsturnedtostonebe— foreit。Heremainedstaringintotheliquid—look— ingeyes。Thedeadmanandthelivingmanex— changedalonglook。Thentheyouthcautiouslyputonehandbehindhimandbroughtitagainstatree。Leaninguponthisheretreated,stepbystep,withhisfacestilltowardthething。Hefearedthatifheturnedhisbackthebodymightspringupandstealthilypursuehim。 Thebranches,pushingagainsthim,threat— enedtothrowhimoveruponit。Hisunguidedfeet,too,caughtaggravatinglyinbrambles;andwithitallhereceivedasubtlesuggestiontotouchthecorpse。Ashethoughtofhishanduponitheshudderedprofoundly。 Atlastheburstthebondswhichhadfastenedhimtothespotandfled,unheedingtheunder— brush。Hewaspursuedbyasightoftheblackantsswarminggreedilyuponthegrayfaceandventuringhorriblyneartotheeyes。 Afteratimehepaused,and,breathlessandpanting,listened。Heimaginedsomestrangevoicewouldcomefromthedeadthroatandsquawkafterhiminhorriblemenaces。 Thetreesabouttheportalofthechapelmovedsoughinglyinasoftwind。Asadsilencewasuponthelittleguardingedifice。 chapter08 CHAPTERVIII。 THEtreesbegansoftlytosingahymnoftwi— light。Thesunsankuntilslantedbronzeraysstrucktheforest。Therewasalullinthenoisesofinsectsasiftheyhadbowedtheirbeaksandweremakingadevotionalpause。Therewassilencesaveforthechantedchorusofthetrees。 Then,uponthisstillness,theresuddenlybrokeatremendousclangorofsounds。Acrimsonroarcamefromthedistance。 Theyouthstopped。Hewastransfixedbythisterrificmedleyofallnoises。Itwasasifworldswerebeingrended。Therewastherip— pingsoundofmusketryandthebreakingcrashoftheartillery。 Hismindflewinalldirections。Heconceivedthetwoarmiestobeateachotherpantherfashion。Helistenedforatime。Thenhebegantoruninthedirectionofthebattle。Hesawthatitwasanironicalthingforhimtoberun— ningthustowardthatwhichhehadbeenatsuchpainstoavoid。Buthesaid,insubstance,tohim— selfthatiftheearthandthemoonwereabouttoclash,manypersonswoulddoubtlessplantogetupontheroofstowitnessthecollision。 Asheran,hebecameawarethattheforesthadstoppeditsmusic,asifatlastbecomingcapableofhearingtheforeignsounds。Thetreeshushedandstoodmotionless。Everythingseemedtobelisteningtothecrackleandclatterandear— shakingthunder。Thechoruspealedoverthestillearth。 Itsuddenlyoccurredtotheyouththatthefightinwhichhehadbeenwas,afterall,butperfunctorypopping。Inthehearingofthispresentdinhewasdoubtfulifhehadseenrealbattlescenes。Thisuproarexplainedaceles— tialbattle;itwastumblinghordesa—struggleintheair。 Reflecting,hesawasortofahumorinthepointofviewofhimselfandhisfellowsduringthelateencounter。Theyhadtakenthemselvesandtheenemyveryseriouslyandhadimaginedthattheyweredecidingthewar。Individualsmusthavesupposedthattheywerecuttingthelettersoftheirnamesdeepintoeverlastingtabletsofbrass,orenshriningtheirreputationsforeverintheheartsoftheircountrymen,while,astofact,theaffairwouldappearinprintedreportsunderameekandimmaterialtitle。Buthesawthatitwasgood,else,hesaid,inbattleeveryonewouldsurelyrunsaveforlornhopesandtheirilk。 Hewentrapidlyon。Hewishedtocometotheedgeoftheforestthathemightpeerout。 Ashehastened,therepassedthroughhismindpicturesofstupendousconflicts。Hisaccumulatedthoughtuponsuchsubjectswasusedtoformscenes。Thenoisewasasthevoiceofaneloquentbeing,describing。 Sometimesthebramblesformedchainsandtriedtoholdhimback。Trees,confrontinghim,stretchedouttheirarmsandforbadehimtopass。 Afteritsprevioushostilitythisnewresistanceoftheforestfilledhimwithafinebitterness。ItseemedthatNaturecouldnotbequitereadytokillhim。 Butheobstinatelytookroundaboutways,andpresentlyhewaswherehecouldseelonggraywallsofvaporwherelaybattlelines。Thevoicesofcannonshookhim。Themusketrysoundedinlongirregularsurgesthatplayedhavocwithhisears。Hestoodregardantforamoment。Hiseyeshadanawestruckexpression。Hegawkedinthedirectionofthefight。 Presentlyheproceededagainonhisforwardway。Thebattlewaslikethegrindingofanimmenseandterriblemachinetohim。Itscom— plexitiesandpowers,itsgrimprocesses,fascinatedhim。Hemustgocloseandseeitproducecorpses。 Hecametoafenceandclamberedoverit。 Onthefarside,thegroundwaslitteredwithclothesandguns。Anewspaper,foldedup,layinthedirt。Adeadsoldierwasstretchedwithhisfacehiddeninhisarm。Fartherofftherewasagroupoffourorfivecorpseskeepingmournfulcompany。Ahotsunhadblazeduponthespot。 Inthisplacetheyouthfeltthathewasaninvader。Thisforgottenpartofthebattlegroundwasownedbythedeadmen,andhehurried,inthevagueapprehensionthatoneoftheswollenformswouldriseandtellhimtobegone。 Hecamefinallytoaroadfromwhichhecouldseeinthedistancedarkandagitatedbodiesoftroops,smoke—fringed。Inthelanewasablood—stainedcrowdstreamingtotherear。 Thewoundedmenwerecursing,groaning,andwailing。Intheair,always,wasamightyswellofsoundthatitseemedcouldswaytheearth。 Withthecourageouswordsoftheartilleryandthespitefulsentencesofthemusketrymingledredcheers。Andfromthisregionofnoisescamethesteadycurrentofthemaimed。 Oneofthewoundedmenhadashoefulofblood。Hehoppedlikeaschoolboyinagame。 Hewaslaughinghysterically。 Onewasswearingthathehadbeenshotinthearmthroughthecommandinggeneral’smisman— agementofthearmy。Onewasmarchingwithanairimitativeofsomesublimedrummajor。 Uponhisfeatureswasanunholymixtureofmerrimentandagony。Ashemarchedhesangabitofdoggerelinahighandquaveringvoice: \"Singasong’avic’try,Apocketful’abullets,Fivean’twentydeadmenBakedina——pie。\" Partsoftheprocessionlimpedandstaggeredtothistune。 Anotherhadthegraysealofdeathalreadyuponhisface。Hislipswerecurledinhardlinesandhisteethwereclinched。Hishandswerebloodyfromwherehehadpressedthemuponhiswound。Heseemedtobeawaitingthemomentwhenheshouldpitchheadlong。Hestalkedlikethespecterofasoldier,hiseyesburningwiththepowerofastareintotheunknown。 Thereweresomewhoproceededsullenly,fullofangerattheirwounds,andreadytoturnuponanythingasanobscurecause。 Anofficerwascarriedalongbytwoprivates。 Hewaspeevish。\"Don’tjoggleso,Johnson,yehfool,\"hecried。\"Thinkm’legismadeofiron? Ifyehcan’tcarrymedecent,putmedownan’ letsomeoneelsedoit。\" Hebellowedatthetotteringcrowdwhoblockedthequickmarchofhisbearers。\"Say,makewaythere,can’tyeh?Makeway,dickenstakeitall。\" Theysulkilypartedandwenttotheroad— sides。Ashewascarriedpasttheymadepertremarkstohim。Whenheragedinreplyandthreatenedthem,theytoldhimtobedamned。 Theshoulderofoneofthetrampingbearersknockedheavilyagainstthespectralsoldierwhowasstaringintotheunknown。 Theyouthjoinedthiscrowdandmarchedalongwithit。Thetornbodiesexpressedtheawfulmachineryinwhichthemenhadbeenentangled。 Orderliesandcouriersoccasionallybrokethroughthethrongintheroadway,scatteringwoundedmenrightandleft,gallopingonfol— lowedbyhowls。Themelancholymarchwascontinuallydisturbedbythemessengers,andsometimesbybustlingbatteriesthatcameswing— ingandthumpingdownuponthem,theofficersshoutingorderstocleartheway。 Therewasatatteredman,fouledwithdust,bloodandpowderstainfromhairtoshoes,whotrudgedquietlyattheyouth’sside。Hewaslis— teningwitheagernessandmuchhumilitytotheluriddescriptionsofabeardedsergeant。Hisleanfeaturesworeanexpressionofaweandad— miration。Hewaslikealistenerinacountrystoretowondroustalestoldamongthesugarbarrels。Heeyedthestory—tellerwithunspeak— ablewonder。Hismouthwasagapeinyokelfashion。 Thesergeant,takingnoteofthis,gavepausetohiselaboratehistorywhileheadministeredasardoniccomment。\"Bekeerful,honey,you’llbea—ketchin’flies,\"hesaid。 Thetatteredmanshrankbackabashed。 Afteratimehebegantosidleneartotheyouth,andinadifferentwaytrytomakehimafriend。Hisvoicewasgentleasagirl’svoiceandhiseyeswerepleading。Theyouthsawwithsurprisethatthesoldierhadtwowounds,oneinthehead,boundwithablood—soakedrag,andtheotherinthearm,makingthatmemberdanglelikeabrokenbough。 Aftertheyhadwalkedtogetherforsometimethetatteredmanmusteredsufficientcouragetospeak。\"Wasprettygoodfight,wa’n’tit?\" hetimidlysaid。Theyouth,deepinthought,glancedupatthebloodyandgrimfigurewithitslamblikeeyes。\"What?\" \"Wasprettygoodfight,wa’n’tit? \"Yes,\"saidtheyouthshortly。Hequick— enedhispace。 Buttheotherhobbledindustriouslyafterhim。 Therewasanairofapologyinhismanner,butheevidentlythoughtthatheneededonlytotalkforatime,andtheyouthwouldperceivethathewasagoodfellow。 \"Wasprettygoodfight,wa’n’tit?\"hebeganinasmallvoice,andthenheachievedtheforti— tudetocontinue。\"DernmeifIeverseefellersfightso。Laws,howtheydidfight!Iknowedth’boys’dlikewhentheyonctgotsquareatit。 Th’boysain’thadnofairchanctupt’now,butthistimetheyshowedwhattheywas。Iknowedit’dturnoutthisway。Yehcan’tlickthemboys。 No,sir!They’refighters,theybe。\" Hebreathedadeepbreathofhumblead— miration。Hehadlookedattheyouthforen— couragementseveraltimes。Hereceivednone,butgraduallyheseemedtogetabsorbedinhissubject。 \"Iwastalkin’’crosspicketswithaboyfromGeorgie,onct,an’thatboy,heses,’Yourfellers’llallrunlikehellwhentheyoncthearnagun,’ heses。’Mebbetheywill,’Ises,’butIdon’tb’lievenoneofit,’Ises;’an’b’jiminey,’Isesbackt’’um,’mebbeyourfellers’llallrunlikehellwhentheyoncthearnagun,’Ises。Helarfed。 Well,theydidn’trunt’day,didthey,hey?No,sir!Theyfit,an’fit,an’fit。\" Hishomelyfacewassuffusedwithalightofloveforthearmywhichwastohimallthingsbeautifulandpowerful。 Afteratimeheturnedtotheyouth。\"Whereyehhit,ol’boy?\"heaskedinabrotherlytone。 Theyouthfeltinstantpanicatthisquestion,althoughatfirstitsfullimportwasnotborneinuponhim。 \"What?\"heasked。 \"Whereyehhit?\"repeatedthetatteredman。 \"Why,\"begantheyouth,\"I——I——thatis—— why——I——\" Heturnedawaysuddenlyandslidthroughthecrowd。Hisbrowwasheavilyflushed,andhisfingerswerepickingnervouslyatoneofhisbuttons。Hebenthisheadandfastenedhiseyesstudiouslyuponthebuttonasifitwerealittleproblem。 Thetatteredmanlookedafterhiminastonishment。 chapter09 CHAPTERIX。 THEyouthfellbackintheprocessionuntilthetatteredsoldierwasnotinsight。Thenhestartedtowalkonwiththeothers。 Buthewasamidwounds。Themobofmenwasbleeding。Becauseofthetatteredsoldier’squestionhenowfeltthathisshamecouldbeviewed。Hewascontinuallycastingsidelongglancestoseeifthemenwerecontemplatingthelettersofguilthefeltburnedintohisbrow。 Attimesheregardedthewoundedsoldiersinanenviousway。Heconceivedpersonswithtornbodiestobepeculiarlyhappy。Hewishedthathe,too,hadawound,aredbadgeofcour— age。 Thespectralsoldierwasathissidelikeastalkingreproach。Theman’seyeswerestillfixedinastareintotheunknown。Hisgray,appallingfacehadattractedattentioninthecrowd,andmen,slowingtohisdrearypace,werewalkingwithhim。Theywerediscussinghisplight,questioninghimandgivinghimadvice。 91 Inadoggedwayherepelledthem,signingtothemtogoonandleavehimalone。Theshadowsofhisfaceweredeepeningandhistightlipsseemedholdingincheckthemoanofgreatdespair。 Therecouldbeseenacertainstiffnessinthemovementsofhisbody,asifheweretakinginfinitecarenottoarousethepassionofhiswounds。Ashewenton,heseemedalwayslook— ingforaplace,likeonewhogoestochooseagrave。 Somethinginthegestureofthemanashewavedthebloodyandpityingsoldiersawaymadetheyouthstartasifbitten。Heyelledinhorror。Totteringforwardhelaidaquiveringhandupontheman’sarm。Asthelatterslowlyturnedhiswaxlikefeaturestowardhim,theyouthscreamed: \"Gawd!JimConklin!\" Thetallsoldiermadealittlecommonplacesmile。\"Hello,Henry,\"hesaid。 Theyouthswayedonhislegsandglaredstrangely。Hestutteredandstammered。\"Oh,Jim——oh,Jim——oh,Jim——\" Thetallsoldierheldouthisgoryhand。Therewasacuriousredandblackcombinationofnewbloodandoldblooduponit。\"Whereyehbeen,Henry?\"heasked。Hecontinuedinamonoto— nousvoice,\"Ithoughtmebbeyehgotkeeledover。There’sbeenthundert’payt’—day。Iwasworryin’aboutitagooddeal。\" Theyouthstilllamented。\"Oh,Jim——oh,Jim——oh,Jim——\" \"Yehknow,\"saidthetallsoldier,\"Iwasoutthere。\"Hemadeacarefulgesture。\"An’,Lord,whatacircus!An’,b’jiminey,Igotshot—— Igotshot。Yes,b’jiminey,Igotshot。\"Hereiteratedthisfactinabewilderedway,asifhedidnotknowhowitcameabout。 Theyouthputforthanxiousarmstoassisthim,butthetallsoldierwentfirmlyonasifpro— pelled。Sincetheyouth’sarrivalasaguardianforhisfriend,theotherwoundedmenhadceasedtodisplaymuchinterest。Theyoccupiedthem— selvesagainindraggingtheirowntragediestowardtherear。 Suddenly,asthetwofriendsmarchedon,thetallsoldierseemedtobeovercomebyaterror。 Hisfaceturnedtoasemblanceofgraypaste。 Heclutchedtheyouth’sarmandlookedallabouthim,asifdreadingtobeoverheard。Thenhebegantospeakinashakingwhisper: \"ItellyehwhatI’m’fraidof,Henry——I’lltellyehwhatI’m’fraidof。I’m’fraidI’llfalldown——an’thenyehknow——themdamnedartillerywagons——theylikeasnot’llrunoverme。That’swhatI’m’fraidof——\" Theyouthcriedouttohimhysterically:\"I’lltakecareofyeh,Jim!I’lltakecareofyeh!I sweart’GawdIwill!\" \"Sure——willyeh,Henry?\"thetallsoldierbeseeched。 \"Yes——yes——Itellyeh——I’lltakecareofyeh,Jim!\"protestedtheyouth。Hecouldnotspeakaccuratelybecauseofthegulpingsinhisthroat。 Butthetallsoldiercontinuedtobeginalowlyway。Henowhungbabeliketotheyouth’sarm。Hiseyesrolledinthewildnessofhisterror。\"Iwasallusagoodfriendt’yeh,wa’n’tI,Henry?I’veallusbeenaprettygoodfeller,ain’tI?An’itain’tmucht’ask,isit?Jestt’pullmealongouterth’road?I’ddoitferyou,Wouldn’tI,Henry?\" Hepausedinpiteousanxietytoawaithisfriend’sreply。 Theyouthhadreachedananguishwherethesobsscorchedhim。Hestrovetoexpresshisloyalty,buthecouldonlymakefantasticgestures。 However,thetallsoldierseemedsuddenlytoforgetallthosefears。Hebecameagainthegrim,stalkingspecterofasoldier。Hewentstonilyforward。Theyouthwishedhisfriendtoleanuponhim,buttheotheralwaysshookhisheadandstrangelyprotested。\"No——no——no—— leavemebe——leavemebe——\" Hislookwasfixedagainupontheunknown。 Hemovedwithmysteriouspurpose,andalloftheyouth’soffershebrushedaside。\"No——no—— leavemebe——leavemebe——\" Theyouthhadtofollow。 Presentlythelatterheardavoicetalkingsoftlynearhisshoulders。Turninghesawthatitbelongedtothetatteredsoldier。\"Ye’dbettertake’imoutath’road,pardner。There’sabatt’rycomin’helitywhoopdownth’roadan’he’llgitrunnedover。He’sagoneranyhowinaboutfiveminutes——yehkinseethat。Ye’dbettertake’imoutath’road。Whereth’blazesdoeshegithisstren’thfrom?\" \"Lordknows!\"criedtheyouth。Hewasshakinghishandshelplessly。 Heranforwardpresentlyandgraspedthetallsoldierbythearm。\"Jim!Jim!\"hecoaxed,\"comewithme。\" Thetallsoldierweaklytriedtowrenchhimselffree。\"Huh,\"hesaidvacantly。Hestaredattheyouthforamoment。Atlasthespokeasifdimlycomprehending。\"Oh!Intehth’fields?Oh!\" Hestartedblindlythroughthegrass。 Theyouthturnedoncetolookatthelashingridersandjouncinggunsofthebattery。Hewasstartledfromthisviewbyashrilloutcryfromthetatteredman。 \"Gawd!He’srunnin’!\" Turninghisheadswiftly,theyouthsawhisfriendrunninginastaggeringandstumblingwaytowardalittleclumpofbushes。Hisheartseemedtowrenchitselfalmostfreefromhisbodyatthissight。Hemadeanoiseofpain。 Heandthetatteredmanbeganapursuit。Therewasasingularrace。 Whenheovertookthetallsoldierhebegantopleadwithallthewordshecouldfind。\"Jim——Jim——whatareyoudoing——whatmakesyoudothisway——you’llhurtyerself。\" Thesamepurposewasinthetallsoldier’sface。 Heprotestedinadulledway,keepinghiseyesfastenedonthemysticplaceofhisintentions。 \"No——no——don’ttechme——leavemebe——leavemebe——\" Theyouth,aghastandfilledwithwonderatthetallsoldier,beganquaveringlytoquestionhim。 \"Whereyehgoin’,Jim?Whatyouthinkingabout?Whereyougoing?Tellme,won’tyou,Jim?\" Thetallsoldierfacedaboutasuponrelentlesspursuers。Inhiseyestherewasagreatappeal。 \"Leavemebe,can’tyeh?Leavemebeferaminnit。\" Theyouthrecoiled。\"Why,Jim,\"hesaid,inadazedway,\"what’sthematterwithyou?\" Thetallsoldierturnedand,lurchingdanger— ously,wenton。Theyouthandthetatteredsoldierfollowed,sneakingasifwhipped,feelingunabletofacethestrickenmanifheshouldagainconfrontthem。Theybegantohavethoughtsofasolemnceremony。Therewassomethingrite— likeinthesemovementsofthedoomedsoldier。 Andtherewasaresemblanceinhimtoadevoteeofamadreligion,blood—sucking,muscle—wrench— ing,bone—crushing。Theywereawedandafraid。 Theyhungbacklesthehaveatcommandadreadfulweapon。 Atlast,theysawhimstopandstandmotion— less。Hasteningup,theyperceivedthathisfaceworeanexpressiontellingthathehadatlastfoundtheplaceforwhichhehadstruggled。Hissparefigurewaserect;hisbloodyhandswerequietlyathisside。Hewaswaitingwithpatienceforsomethingthathehadcometomeet。Hewasattherendezvous。Theypausedandstood,ex— pectant。 Therewasasilence。 Finally,thechestofthedoomedsoldierbegantoheavewithastrainedmotion。Itincreasedinviolenceuntilitwasasifananimalwaswithinandwaskickingandtumblingfuriouslytobefree。 Thisspectacleofgradualstrangulationmadetheyouthwrithe,andonceashisfriendrolledhiseyes,hesawsomethinginthemthatmadehimsinkwailingtotheground。Heraisedhisvoiceinalastsupremecall。 \"Jim——Jim——Jim——\" Thetallsoldieropenedhislipsandspoke。 Hemadeagesture。\"Leavemebe——don’ttechme——leavemebe——\" Therewasanothersilencewhilehewaited。 Suddenly,hisformstiffenedandstraightened。 Thenitwasshakenbyaprolongedague。Hestaredintospace。Tothetwowatcherstherewasacuriousandprofounddignityinthefirmlinesofhisawfulface。 Hewasinvadedbyacreepingstrangenessthatslowlyenvelopedhim。Foramomentthetremorofhislegscausedhimtodanceasortofhideoushornpipe。Hisarmsbeatwildlyabouthisheadinexpressionofimplikeenthusiasm。 Histallfigurestretcheditselftoitsfullheight。 Therewasaslightrendingsound。Thenitbegantoswingforward,slowandstraight,intheman— nerofafallingtree。Aswiftmuscularcontortionmadetheleftshoulderstrikethegroundfirst。 Thebodyseemedtobouncealittlewayfromtheearth。\"God!\"saidthetatteredsoldier。 Theyouthhadwatched,spellbound,thisceremonyattheplaceofmeeting。Hisfacehadbeentwistedintoanexpressionofeveryagonyhehadimaginedforhisfriend。 Henowsprangtohisfeetand,goingcloser,gazeduponthepastelikeface。Themouthwasopenandtheteethshowedinalaugh。 Astheflapofthebluejacketfellawayfromthebody,hecouldseethatthesidelookedasifithadbeenchewedbywolves。 Theyouthturned,withsudden,lividrage,towardthebattlefield。Heshookhisfist。Heseemedabouttodeliveraphilippic。 \"Hell——\" Theredsunwaspastedintheskylikeawafer。 chapter10 CHAPTERX。 THEtatteredmanstoodmusing。 \"Well,hewasreg’larjim—dandyfernerve,wa’n’the,\"saidhefinallyinalittleawestruckvoice。\"Areg’larjim—dandy。\"Hethoughtfullypokedoneofthedocilehandswithhisfoot。\"I wonnerwherehegot’isstren’thfrom?Ineverseenamandolikethatbefore。Itwasafunnything。Well,hewasareg’larjim—dandy。\" Theyouthdesiredtoscreechouthisgrief。 Hewasstabbed,buthistonguelaydeadinthetombofhismouth。Hethrewhimselfagainuponthegroundandbegantobrood。 Thetatteredmanstoodmusing。 \"Look—a—here,pardner,\"hesaid,afteratime。 Heregardedthecorpseashespoke。\"He’supan’gone,ain’t’e,an’wemightaswellbegint’ lookoutferol’numberone。Thisherethingisallover。He’supan’gone,ain’t’e?An’he’sallrighthere。Nobodywon’tbother’im。An’I mustsayIain’tenjoyinganygreathealthm’selfthesedays。\" Theyouth,awakenedbythetatteredsoldier’stone,lookedquicklyup。Hesawthathewasswinginguncertainlyonhislegsandthathisfacehadturnedtoashadeofblue。 \"GoodLord!\"hecried,\"youain’tgoin’t’—— notyou,too。\" Thetatteredmanwavedhishand。\"Narydie,\"hesaid。\"AllIwantissomepeasoupan’ agoodbed。Somepeasoup,\"herepeateddreamfully。 Theyoutharosefromtheground。\"Iwonderwherehecamefrom。Ilefthimoverthere。\" Hepointed。\"AndnowIfind’imhere。Andhewascomingfromoverthere,too。\"Hein— dicatedanewdirection。Theybothturnedtowardthebodyasiftoaskofitaquestion。 \"Well,\"atlengthspokethetatteredman,\"thereain’tnouseinourstayin’herean’tryin’t’ askhimanything。\" Theyouthnoddedanassentwearily。Theybothturnedtogazeforamomentatthecorpse。 Theyouthmurmuredsomething。 \"Well,hewasajim—dandy,wa’n’t’e?\"saidthetatteredmanasifinresponse。 Theyturnedtheirbacksuponitandstartedaway。Foratimetheystolesoftly,treadingwiththeirtoes。Itremainedlaughingthereinthegrass。 \"I’mcommencin’t’feelprettybad,\"saidthetatteredman,suddenlybreakingoneofhislittlesilences。\"I’mcommencin’t’feelprettydamn’ bad。\" Theyouthgroaned。\"OLord!\"Hewon— deredifhewastobethetorturedwitnessofanothergrimencounter。 Buthiscompanionwavedhishandreassur— ingly。\"Oh,I’mnotgoin’t’dieyit!Theretoomuchdependin’onmefermet’dieyit。No,sir! Narydie!ICAN’T!Ye’doughtaseeth’swada’chil’renI’vegot,an’alllikethat。\" Theyouthglancingathiscompanioncouldseebytheshadowofasmilethathewasmakingsomekindoffun。 Astheyploddedonthetatteredsoldiercon— tinuedtotalk。\"Besides,ifIdied,Iwouldn’tdieth’waythatfellerdid。Thatwasth’funniestthing。I’djestflopdown,Iwould。Ineverseenafellerdieth’waythatfellerdid。 \"YehknowTomJamison,helivesnextdoort’meuphome。He’sanicefeller,heis,an’wewasallusgoodfriends。Smart,too。Smartasasteeltrap。Well,whenwewasa—fightin’thisatternoon,all—of—a—suddenhebegint’ripupan’ cussan’belleratme。’Yershot,yehblamedinfernal!’——heswearhorrible——hesest’me。I putupm’handt’m’headan’whenIlookedatm’fingers,Iseen,sure’nough,Iwasshot。I giveaholleran’begint’run,butb’foreIcouldgitawayanotheronehitmeinth’arman’whirl’ meclean’round。Igotskearedwhentheywasalla—shootin’b’hindmean’Irunt’beatall,butIcotchitprettybad。I’veanideeI’da’beenfightin’yit,ift’wasn’tferTomJami— son。\" Thenhemadeacalmannouncement:\"There’stwoof’em——littleones——butthey’rebeginnin’t’ havefunwithmenow。Idon’tb’lieveIkinwalkmuchfurder。\" Theywentslowlyoninsilence。\"Yehlookprettypeek—edyerself,\"saidthetatteredmanatlast。\"Ibetyeh’vegotaworseronethanyehthink。Ye’dbettertakekeerofyerhurt。Itdon’tdot’letsechthingsgo。Itmightbeinsidemostly,an’themplaysthunder。Whereisitlocated?\"Buthecontinuedhisharanguewith— outwaitingforareply。\"Isee’afellergithitpluminth’headwhenmyreg’mentwasa—standin’ ateaseonct。An’everybodyyelledoutto’im: Hurt,John?Areyehhurtmuch?’No,\"seshe。 Helookedkindersurprised,an’hewentontellin’ ’emhowhefelt。Hesedhedidn’tfeelnothin’。 But,bydad,th’firstthingthatfellerknowedhewasdead。Yes,hewasdead——stonedead。So,yehwantawatchout。Yehmighthavesomequeerkind’ahurtyerself。Yehcan’tnevertell。 Whereisyour’nlocated?\" Theyouthhadbeenwrigglingsincetheintro— ductionofthistopic。Henowgaveacryofex— asperationandmadeafuriousmotionwithhishand。\"Oh,don’tbotherme!\"hesaid。Hewasenragedagainstthetatteredman,andcouldhavestrangledhim。Hiscompanionsseemedevertoplayintolerableparts。Theywereeveruprais— ingtheghostofshameonthestickoftheircuriosity。Heturnedtowardthetatteredmanasoneatbay。\"Now,don’tbotherme,\"here— peatedwithdesperatemenace。 \"Well,LordknowsIdon’twantabotherany— body,\"saidtheother。Therewasalittleaccentofdespairinhisvoiceashereplied,\"LordknowsI’vegota’noughm’ownt’tendto。\" Theyouth,whohadbeenholdingabitterde— batewithhimselfandcastingglancesofhatredandcontemptatthetatteredman,herespokeinahardvoice。\"Good—by,\"hesaid。 Thetatteredmanlookedathimingapingamazement。\"Why——why,pardner,whereyehgoin’?\"heaskedunsteadily。Theyouthlookingathim,couldseethathe,too,likethatotherone,wasbeginningtoactdumbandanimal—like。Histhoughtsseemedtobeflounderingaboutinhishead。\"Now——now——look——a——here,youTomJamison——now——Iwon’thavethis——thisherewon’tdo。Where——whereyehgoin’?\" Theyouthpointedvaguely。\"Overthere,\" hereplied。 \"Well,nowlook——a——here——now,\"saidthetatteredman,ramblingoninidiotfashion。Hisheadwashangingforwardandhiswordswereslurred。\"Thisthingwon’tdo,now,TomJami— son。Itwon’tdo。Iknowyeh,yehpig—headeddevil。Yehwantagotrompin’offwithabadhurt。Itain’tright——now——TomJamison——itain’t。 Yehwantaleavemetakekeerofyeh,TomJami— son。Itain’t——right——itain’t——feryeht’go—— trompin’off——withabadhurt——itain’t——ain’t—— ain’tright——itain’t。\" Inreplytheyouthclimbedafenceandstartedaway。Hecouldhearthetatteredmanbleatingplaintively。 Oncehefacedaboutangrily。\"What?\" \"Look——a——here,now,TomJamison——now—— itain’t——\" Theyouthwenton。Turningatadistancehesawthetatteredmanwanderingabouthelplesslyinthefield。 Henowthoughtthathewishedhewasdead。 Hebelievedthatheenviedthosemenwhosebodieslaystrewnoverthegrassofthefieldsandonthefallenleavesoftheforest。 Thesimplequestionsofthetatteredmanhadbeenknifethruststohim。Theyassertedasocietythatprobespitilesslyatsecretsuntilallisapparent。Hislatecompanion’schancepersist— encymadehimfeelthathecouldnotkeephiscrimeconcealedinhisbosom。Itwassuretobebroughtplainbyoneofthosearrowswhichcloudtheairandareconstantlypricking,dis— covering,proclaimingthosethingswhicharewilledtobeforeverhidden。Headmittedthathecouldnotdefendhimselfagainstthisagency。 Itwasnotwithinthepowerofvigilance。 chapter11 CHAPTERXI。 HEbecameawarethatthefurnaceroarofthebattlewasgrowinglouder。Greatbrowncloudshadfloatedtothestillheightsofairbeforehim。 Thenoise,too,wasapproaching。Thewoodsfilteredmenandthefieldsbecamedotted。 Asheroundedahillock,heperceivedthattheroadwaywasnowacryingmassofwagons,teams,andmen。Fromtheheavingtangleissuedexhortations,commands,imprecations。Fearwassweepingitallalong。Thecrackingwhipsbitandhorsesplungedandtugged。Thewhite— toppedwagonsstrainedandstumbledintheirexertionslikefatsheep。 Theyouthfeltcomfortedinameasurebythissight。Theywereallretreating。Perhaps,then,hewasnotsobadafterall。Heseatedhimselfandwatchedtheterror—strickenwagons。Theyfledlikesoft,ungainlyanimals。Alltheroarersandlashersservedtohelphimtomagnifythedangersandhorrorsoftheengagementthathemighttrytoprovetohimselfthatthethingwithwhichmencouldchargehimwasintruthasymmetricalact。Therewasanamountofpleas— uretohiminwatchingthewildmarchofthisvindication。 Presentlythecalmheadofaforward—goingcolumnofinfantryappearedintheroad。Itcameswiftlyon。Avoidingtheobstructionsgaveitthesinuousmovementofaserpent。Themenattheheadbuttedmuleswiththeirmusketstocks。Theyproddedteamstersindifferenttoallhowls。Themenforcedtheirwaythroughpartsofthedensemassbystrength。Thebluntheadofthecolumnpushed。Theravingteam— sterssworemanystrangeoaths。 Thecommandstomakewayhadtheringofagreatimportanceinthem。Themenweregoingforwardtotheheartofthedin。Theyweretoconfronttheeagerrushoftheenemy。Theyfelttheprideoftheironwardmovementwhentheremainderofthearmyseemedtryingtodribbledownthisroad。Theytumbledteamsaboutwithafinefeelingthatitwasnomattersolongastheircolumngottothefrontintime。Thisimportancemadetheirfacesgraveandstern。 Andthebacksoftheofficerswereveryrigid。 Astheyouthlookedatthemtheblackweightofhiswoereturnedtohim。Hefeltthathewasregardingaprocessionofchosenbeings。Theseparationwasasgreattohimasiftheyhadmarchedwithweaponsofflameandbannersofsunlight。Hecouldneverbelikethem。Hecouldhaveweptinhislongings。 Hesearchedaboutinhismindforanade— quatemaledictionfortheindefinitecause,thethinguponwhichmenturnthewordsoffinalblame。It——whateveritwas——wasresponsibleforhim,hesaid。Therelaythefault。 Thehasteofthecolumntoreachthebattleseemedtotheforlornyoungmantobesome— thingmuchfinerthanstoutfighting。Heroes,hethought,couldfindexcusesinthatlongseethinglane。Theycouldretirewithperfectself—respectandmakeexcusestothestars。