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类别:其他 作者:Jules Verne字数:19343更新时间:19/01/05 16:29:44
Toourdailyhalf—poundofbiscuitthecaptainhasthoughttoaddafewdropsofbrandy,andthestimulanthelpscon— siderablytosustainourstrength。Ifwehadthesamepro— visionsfortwomonths,orevenforone,theremightberoomforhope;butoursuppliesdiminishrapidly,andthetimeisfastapproachingwhenoffoodanddrinktherewillbenone。 Theseahadfurnisheduswithfoodonce,and,difficultasthetaskoffishinghadnowbecome,atallhazardstheattemptmustbemadeagain。Accordinglythecarpenterandtheboatswainsettoworkandmadelinesoutofsomeuntwistedhemp,towhichtheyfixedsomenailsthattheypulledoutoftheflooringoftheraft,andbentintopropershape。Theboatswainregardedhisdevicewithevidentsatisfaction。 \"Idon’tmeantosay,\"saidhetome,\"thatthesenailsarefirst—ratefish—hooks;but,onethingIdoknow,andthatis,withproperbaittheywillactaswellasthebest。Butthisbiscuitisnogoodatall。Letmebutjustgetholdofonefish,andIshallknowfastenoughhowtouseittocatchsomemore。\" Andthetruedifficultywashowtocatchthefirstfish。Itwasevidentthatfishwerenotabundantinthesewaters,neverthelessthelineswerecast。Butthebiscuitwithwhichtheywerebaiteddissolvedatonceinthewater,andwedidnotgetasinglebite。Fortwodaystheattemptwasmadeinvain,andasitonlyinvolvedwhatseemedalavishwasteofouronlymeansofsubsistence,itwasgivenupinde— spair。 To—day,the30th,asalastresource,theboatswaintriedwhatapieceofcoloredragmightdobywayofattractingsomevoraciousfish,andhavingobtainedfromMissHer— beyalittlepieceoftheredshawlshewears,hefastenedittohishook。Butstillnosuccess;forwhen,afterseveralhours,heexaminedhislines,thecrimsonshredwasstillhangingintactashehadfixedit。Themanwasquitedis— couragedathisfailure。 \"Buttherewillbeplentyofbaitbeforelong,\"hesaidtomeinasolemnundertone。 \"Whatdoyoumean?\"saidI,struckbyhissignificantmanner。 \"You’llknowsoonenough,\"heanswered。 Whatdidheinsinuate?Thewords,comingfromamanusuallysoreserved,havehauntedmeallnight。 CHAPTERXXXVIII MUTINYAGAIN JANUARY1to5。——MorethanthreemonthshadelapsedsinceweleftCharlestonintheChancellor,andfornolessthantwentydayshadwenowbeenbornealongonourraftatthemercyofthewindandwaves。WhetherwewereapproachingtheAmericancoast,orwhetherweweredrift— ingfartherandfarthertosea,itwasnowimpossibletode— termine,for,inadditiontotheotherdisasterscausedbythehurricane,thecaptain’sinstrumentshadbeenhopelesslysmashed,andCurtishadnolongeranycompassbywhichtodirecthiscourse,norasextantbywhichhemightmakeanobservation。 Desperate,however,asourconditionmightbejudged,hopedidnotentirelyabandonourhearts,anddayafterday,hourafterhourwereoureyesstrainedtowardthefarhorizon,andmanyandmanyatimedidourimaginationshapeoutthedistantland。Buteverandagaintheillusionvanished;acloud,amist,perhapsevenawave,wasallthathaddeceivedus;noland,nosaileverbrokethegraylinethatunitedseaandsky,andourraftremainedthecenterofthewideanddrearywaste。 Onthe1stofJanuary,weswallowedourlastmorselofbiscuit。ThefirstofJanuary!NewYear’sDay!Whatarushofsorrowfulrecollectionsoverwhelmedourminds! Hadwenotalwaysassociatedtheopeningofanotheryearwithnewhopes,newplans,andcomingjoys?Andnow,wherewerewe?Couldwedaretolookatoneanother,andbreatheaNewYear’sgreeting? Theboatswainapproachedmewithapeculiarlookonhiscountenance。 \"YouaresurelynotgoingtowishmeahappyNewYear?\"Isaid。 \"Noindeed,sir,\"hereplied,\"Iwasonlygoingtowishyouwellthroughthefirstdayofit;andthatisprettygoodassuranceonmypart,forwehavenotanothercrumbtoeat。\" Trueasitwas,wescarcelyrealizedthefactoftherebeingactuallynothinguntilonthefollowingmorningthehourcameroundforthedistributionofthescantyration,andthen,indeed,thetruthwasforceduponusinanewandstartlinglight。TowardeveningIwasseizedwithviolentpainsinthestomach,accompaniedbyaconstantdesiretoyawnandgapethatwasmostdistressing;butinacoupleofhourstheextremeagonypassedaway,andonthe3dI wassurprisedtofindthatIdidnotsuffermore。Ifelt,itistrue,thattherewassomegreatvoidwithinmyself,butthesensationwasquiteasmuchmoralasphysical。MyheadwassoheavythatIcouldnotholditup;itwasswim— mingwithgiddiness,asthoughIwerelookingoveraprecipice。 Mysymptomswerenotsharedbyallmycompanions,someofwhomenduredthemostfrightfultortures。Dow— lasandtheboatswainespecially,whowerenaturallylargeeaters,utteredinvoluntarycriesofagony,andwereobligedtogirdthemselvestightlywithropestosubduetheexcru— ciatingpainthatwasgnawingtheirveryvitals。 Andthiswasonlytheseconddayofourmisery!Whatwouldwenothavegivenforhalf,nay,foraquarterofthemeagerrationwhichafewdaysbackwedeemedsoinade— quatetosupplyourwants,andwhichnow,ekedoutcrumbbycrumb,might,perhaps,serveforseveraldays?Inthestreetsofabesiegedcity,direasthedistressmaybe,somegutter,somerubbish—heap,somecornermayyetbefoundthatwillfurnishadryboneorascrapofrefusethatmayforamomentallaythepangsofhunger;butthesebareplanks,somanytimeswashedcleanbytherelentlesswaves,offernothingtooureagersearch,andaftereveryfragmentoffoodthatthewindhascarriedintotheintersticeshasbeenscrapedoutanddevoured,ourresourcesareliterallyatanend。 Thenightsseemevenlongerthanthedays。Sleep,whenitcomes,bringsnorelief;itisratherafeverishstupor,brokenanddisturbedbyfrightfulnightmares。Lastnight,however,overcomebyfatigue,Imanagedtorestforsev— eralhours。 Atsixo’clockthismorningIwasrousedbythesoundofangryvoices,and,startingup,IsawOwenandJynxstrop,withFlaypole,Wilson,Burke,andSandon,standinginathreateningattitude。Theyhadtakenposses— sionofthecarpenter’stools,andnow,armedwithhatchets,chisels,andhammers,theywerepreparingtoattackthecaptain,theboatswain,andDowlas。IattachedmyselfinamomenttoCurtis’sparty。Falstenfollowedmyex— ample,andalthoughourknivesweretheonlyweaponsatourdisposal,wewerereadytodefendourselvestotheverylastextremity。 Owenandhismenadvancedtowardus。Themiserablewretcheswerealldrunk,forduringthenighttheyhadknockedaholeinthebrandy—barrel,andhadrecklesslyswal— loweditscontents。Whattheywantedtheyscarcelyseemedtoknow,butOwenandJynxstrop,notquitesomuchintox— icatedastherest,seemedtobeurgingthemontomassacrethecaptainandtheofficers。 \"Downwiththecaptain!OverboardwithCurtis! Owenshalltakethecommand!\"theyshoutedfromtimetotimeintheirdrunkenfury;and,armedastheywere,theyappearedcompletelymastersofthesituation。 \"Now,then,downwithyourarms!\"saidCurtissternly,asheadvancedtomeetthem。 \"Overboardwiththecaptain!\"howledOwen,asbywordandgestureheurgedonhisaccomplices。 Curtispushedasidetheexcitedrascals,and,walkingstraightuptoOwen,askedhimwhathewanted。 \"Whatdowewant?Why,wewantnomorecaptains; weareallequalsnow。\" Poorstupidfool!asthoughmiseryandprivationhadnotalreadyreducedusalltothesamelevel。 \"Owen,\"saidthecaptainonceagain,\"downwithyourarms!\" \"Comeon,allofyou,\"shoutedOwentohiscompanions,withoutgivingtheslightestheedtoCurtis’swords。 Aregularstruggleensued。OwenandWilsonattackedCurtis,whodefendedhimselfwithapieceofspar;BurkeandFlaypolerusheduponFalstenandtheboatswain,whileIwaslefttoconfrontthenegroJynxstrop,whoattemptedtostrikemewiththehammerwhichhebrandishedinhishand。 Iendeavoredtoparalyzehismovementsbypinioninghisarms,buttherascalwasmysuperiorinmuscularstrength。 Afterwrestlingforafewminutes,Ifeltthathewasgettingthemasteryoverme,whenallofasuddenherolledoverontotheplatform,draggingmewithhim。AndreLetour— neurhadcaughtholdofoneofhislegs,andthussavedmylife。Jynxstropdroppedhisweaponinhisfall;Iseizeditinstantly,andwasabouttocleavethefellow’sskull,whenI wasmyselfarrestedbyAndre’shanduponmyarm。 Bythistimethemutineershadbeendrivenbacktotheforepartoftheraft,andCurtis,whohadmanagedtoparrytheblowswhichhadbeenaimedathim,hadcaughtholdofahatchet,withwhichhewaspreparingtostrikeOwen。 ButOwenmadeasidelongmovementtoavoidtheblow,andtheweaponcaughtWilsonfullinthechest。Theunfor— tunatemanrolledoverthesideoftheraftandinstantlydis— appeared。 \"Savehim!savehim!\"shoutedtheboatswain。 \"It’stoolate;he’sdead!\"saidDowlas。 \"Ah,well!he’lldofor——\"begantheboatswain;buthedidnotfinishhissentence。 Wilson’sdeath,however,putanendtothefray。Flay— poleandBurkewerelyingprostrateinadrunkenstupor,andJynxstropwassoonoverpowered,andlashedtightlytothefootofthemast。ThecarpenterandboatswainseizedholdofOwen。 \"Nowthen,\"saidCurtis,asheraisedhisblood—stainedhatchet,\"makeyourpeacewithGod,foryouhavenotamomenttolive。\" \"Oh,youwanttoeatme,doyou?\"sneeredOwen,withthemosthardenedeffrontery。 Buttheaudaciousreplysavedhislife;Curtisturnedaspaleasdeath,thehatchetdroppedfromhishand,andhewentandseatedhimselfmoodilyonthefarthestcorneroftheraft。 CHAPTERXXXIX AFATHER’SLOVE JANUARY5and6。——Thewholescenemadeadeepimpres— siononourminds,andOwen’sspeechcomingasasortofclimax,broughtbeforeusourmiserywithaforcethatwaswell—nighoverwhelming。 AssoonasIrecoveredmycomposure,IdidnotforgettothankAndreLetourneurfortheactofinterventionthathadsavedmylife。 \"Doyouthankmeforthat,Mr。Kazallon?\"hesaid;\"ithasonlyservedtoprolongyourmisery。\" \"Nevermind,M。Letourneur,\"saidMissHerbey;\"youdidyourduty。\" Enfeebledandemaciatedastheyounggirlis,hersenseofdutyneverdesertsher;andalthoughhertornandbe— draggledgarmentsfloatdejectedlyaboutherbody,sheneveruttersawordofcomplaint,andneverlosescourage。 \"Mr。Kazallon,\"shesaidtome,\"doyouthinkwearefatedtodieofhunger?\" \"Yes,MissHerbey,Ido,\"Ireplied,inahard,coldtone。 \"Howlongdoyousupposewehavetolive?\"sheaskedagain。 \"Icannotsay;perhapsweshalllingeronlongerthanweimagine。\" \"Thestrongestconstitutionssufferthemost,dotheynot?\"shesaid。 \"Yes;buttheyhaveoneconsolation——theydiethesoon— est,\"Ireplied,coldly。 Hadeverysparkofhumanitydiedoutofmybreast,thatIthusbroughtthegirlfacetofacewiththeterribletruth,withoutawordofhopeorcomfort?TheeyesofAndreandhisfather,dilatedwithhunger,werefixeduponme,andIsawreproachandastonishmentwrittenintheirfaces。 Afterward,whenwewerequitealone,MissHerbeyaskedmeifIwouldgrantherafavor。 \"Certainly,MissHerbey;anythingyouliketoask,\"I replied;andthistimemymannerwaskinderandmoregenial。 \"Mr。Kazallon,\"shesaid,\"Iamweakerthanyou,andshallprobablydiefirst。Promisemethat,ifIdo,youwillthrowmeintothesea!\" \"Oh,MissHerbey,\"Ibegan,\"itwasverywrongofmetospeaktoyouasIdid!\" \"No,no,\"shereplied,halfsmiling;\"youwerequiteright。Butitisaweaknessofmine;Idon’tmindwhattheydowithmeaslongasIamalive,butwhenIamdead——\" Shestoppedandshuddered。\"Oh,promisemethatyouwillthrowmeintothesea!\" Igaveherthemelancholypromise,whichsheacknowl— edgedbypressingmyhandfeeblywithheremaciatedfingers。 Anothernightpassedaway。Attimesmysufferingsweresointensethatcriesofagonyinvoluntarilyescapedmylips; thenIbecamecalmer,andsankintoakindoflethargy。 WhenIawoke,Iwassurprisedtofindmycompanionsstillalive。 TheoneofourpartywhoseemstobearhisprivationsthebestisHobartthesteward,amanwithwhomhithertoIhavehadverylittletodo。Heissmall,withafawningexpressionremarkableforitsindecision,andhasasmilewhichisincessantlyplayingroundhislips;hegoesaboutwithhiseyeshalfclosed,asthoughhewishedtoconcealhisthoughts,andthereissomethingaltogetherfalseandhypocriticalabouthiswholedemeanor。Icannotsaythathebearshisprivationswithoutamurmur,forhesighsandmoansincessantly;but,withitall,Icannotbutthinkthatthereisawantofgenuinenessinhismanner,andthattheprivationhasnotreallytolduponhimasmuchasithasupontherestofus。Ihavemysuspicionsabouttheman,andintendtowatchhimcarefully。 To—day,the6th,M。Letourneurdrewmeasidetothesternoftheraft,sayinghehadasecrettocommunicate,butthathewishedneithertobeseennorheardspeakingtome。I withdrewwithhimtothelarboardcorneroftheraft,and,asitwasgrowingdusk,nobodyobservedwhatweweredoing。 \"Mr。Kazallon,\"M。Letourneurbegan,inalowvoice,\"Andreisdyingofhunger;heisgrowingweakerandweaker,andoh!Icannot,willnot,seehimdie!\" Hespokepassionately,almostfiercely,andIfullyunder— stoodhisfeelings。Takinghishand,Itriedtoreassurehim。 \"Wewillnotdespairyet,\"Isaid;\"perhapssomepass— ingship——\" \"Ship!\"hecried,impatiently,\"don’ttrytoconsolemewithemptycommonplaces;youknowaswellasIdothatthereisnochanceoffallinginwithapassingship。\"Then,breakingoffsuddenly,heasked:\"Howlongisitsincemysonandallofyouhavehadanythingtoeat?\" Astonishedathisquestion,Irepliedthatitwasnowfourdayssincethebiscuithadfailed。 \"Fourdays,\"herepeated;\"well,then,itiseightsinceI havetastedanything。Ihavebeensavingmyshareformyson。\" Tearsrushedtomyeyes;forafewmomentsIwasunabletospeak,andcouldonlyoncemoregrasphishandinsilence。 \"Whatdoyouwantmetodo?\"Iasked,atlength。 \"Hush!notsoloud;someonewillhearus,\"hesaid,low— eringhisvoice;\"IwantyoutoofferittoAndreasthoughitcamefromyourself。Hewouldnotacceptitfromme;hewouldthinkIhadbeendeprivingmyselfforhim。Letmeimploreyoutodomethisservice;andforyourtrouble,\"—— andherehegentlystrokedmyhand——\"foryourtroubleyoushallhaveamorselforyourself。\" ItrembledlikeachildasIlistenedtothepoorfather’swords;andmyheartwasreadytoburstwhenIfeltatinypieceofbiscuitslippedintomyhand。 \"Giveithim,\"M。Letourneurwentonunderhisbreath,\"giveithim;butdonotletanyoneseeyou;themonsterswouldmurderyouiftheyknewit!Thisisonlyforto— day;Iwillgiveyousomemoreto—morrow。\" Thepoorfellowdidnottrustme——andwellhemightnot——forIhadthegreatestdifficultytowithstandthetempta— tiontocarrythebiscuittomymouth。ButIresistedtheimpulse,andthosealonewhohavesufferedlikemecanknowwhattheeffortwas。 Nightcameonwiththerapiditypeculiartotheselowlati— tudes,andIglidedgentlyuptoAndre,andslippedthepieceofbiscuitintohishandas\"apresentfrommyself。\" Theyoungmanclutchedatiteagerly。 \"Butmyfather?\"hesaid,inquiringly。 IassuredhimthathisfatherandIhadeachhadourshare,andthathemusteatthisnow,andperhapsIshouldbeabletobringhimsomemoreanothertime。Andreaskednomorequestions,andeagerlydevouredthemorseloffood。 Sothiseveningatleast,notwithstandingM。Letourneur’soffer,Ihavetastednothing。 CHAPTERXL DEATHOFLIEUTENANTWALTER JANUARY7。——Duringthelastfewdays,sincethewindhasfreshened,thesaltwaterconstantlydashingovertherafthasterriblypunishedthefeetandlegsofsomeofthesailors。Owen,whomtheboatswaineversincetherevolthaskeptboundtothemast,isinadeplorablestate,and,atourrequest,hasbeenreleasedfromhisrestraint。SandonandBurkearealsosufferingfromtheseveresmartingcausedinthisway,anditisonlyowingtoourmoreshelteredpositionontheaft—partoftheraft,thatwehavenotallsharedthesameinconvenience。 To—daytheboatswain,maddenedbystarvation,laidhandsuponeverythingthatmethisvoraciouseyes,andIcouldhearthegratingofhisteethashegnawedatfragmentsofsailsandbitsofwood,instinctivelyendeavoringtofillhisstomachbyputtingthemucusintocirculation。Atlength,bydintofaneagersearch,hecameuponapieceofleatherhangingtooneofthesparsthatsupportedtheplatform。 Hesnatcheditoffanddevoureditgreedily;and,asitwasanimalmatter,itreallyseemedasthoughtheabsorptionofthesubstanceaffordedhimsometemporaryrelief。In— stantlyweallfollowedhisexample;aleatherhat,therimsofcaps,inshort,anythingthatcontainedanyanimalmatteratall,weregnawedandsuckedwiththeutmostavidity。 NevershallIforgetthescene。Wewerenolongerhuman——theimpulsesandinstinctsofbrutebeastsseemedtoactuateoureverymovement。 Foramomentthepangsofhungerweresomewhatallayed;butsomeofusrevoltedagainsttheloathsomefood,andwereseizedeitherwithviolentnauseaorabsolutesick— ness。Imustbepardonedforgivingthesedistressingde— tails;buthowotherwisecanIdepictthemisery,moralandphysical,whichweareenduring?Andwithitall,Idarenotventuretohopethatwehavereachedtheclimaxofoursufferings。 TheconductofHobart,duringthescenethatIhavejustdescribed,hasonlyservedtoconfirmmyprevioussuspicionsofhim。Hetooknopartinthealmostfiendishenergywithwhichwegnawedatourscrapsofleather;and,althoughbyhisconductofperpetualgroanings,hemightbeconsideredtobedyingofinanition,yettomehehastheappearanceofbeingsingularlyexemptfromthetortureswhichweareallenduring。Butwhetherthehypocriteisbeingsustainedbysomesecretstoreoffood,Ihavebeenunabletodiscover。 Wheneverthebreezedropstheheatisoverpowering;butalthoughourallowanceofwaterisverymeager,atpresentthepangsofhungerfarexceedthepainofthirst。Ithasoftenbeenremarkedthatextremethirstisfarlessendurablethanextremehunger。Isitpossiblethatstillgreateragoniesareinstoreforus?Icannot,darenot,believeit。For— tunately,thebrokenbarrelstillcontainsafewpintsofwater,andtheotheronehasnotyetbeenopened。ButIamgladtosaythatnotwithstandingourdiminishednumbers,andinspiteofsomeopposition,thecaptainhasthoughtrighttoreducethedailyallowancetohalfapintforeachperson。 Asforthebrandy,ofwhichthereisonlyaquartnowleft,ithasbeenstowedawaysafelyinthesternoftheraft。 Thiseveninghasendedthesufferingsofanotherofourcompanions,makingournumbernowonlyfourteen。MyattentionsandMissHerbey’snursingcoulddonothingforLieutenantWalter,andabouthalf—pastsevenheexpiredinmyarms。 Beforehedied,inafewbrokenwords,hethankedMissHerbeyandmyselfforthekindnesswehadshownhim。A crumpledletterfellfromhishand,andinavoicethatwasscarcelyaudiblefromweakness,hesaid: \"Itismymother’sletter;thelastIhadfromher——shewasexpectingmehome;butshewillneverseememore。 Oh,putittomylips——letmekissitbeforeIdie。Mother! mother!Oh,myGod!\" Iplacedtheletterinhiscoldhand,andraisedittohislips;hiseyelightedforamoment;weheardthefaintsoundofakiss;andallwasover! CHAPTERXLI HUMANFLESHFORBAIT JANUARY8。——AllnightIremainedbythesideofthepoorfellow’scorpse,andseveraltimesMissHerbeyjoinedmeinmymournfulwatch。 Beforedaylightdawned,thebodywasquitecold,andasIknewtheremustbenodelayinthrowingitoverboard,I askedCurtistoassistmeinthesadoffice。Thebodywasfrightfullyemaciated,andIhadeveryhopethatitwouldnotfloat。 Assoonasitwasquitelight,takingeveryprecautionthatnooneshouldseewhatwewereabout,CurtisandIpro— ceededtoourmelancholytask。Wetookafewarticlesfromthelieutenant’spockets,whichwepurposed,ifeitherofusshouldsurvive,toremittohismother。Butaswewrappedhiminhistatteredgarmentsthatwouldhavetosufficeforhiswindingsheet,Istartedbackwithathrillofhorror。Therightfoothadgone,leavingthelegableedingstump。 Nodoubtthat,overcomebyfatigue,Imusthavefallenasleepforanintervalduringthenight,andsomeonehadtakenadvantageofmyslumbertomutilatethecorpse。Butwhocouldhavebeenguiltyofsofouladeed?Curtislookedaroundwithangerflashinginhiseye;butallseemedasusual,andthesilencewasonlybrokenbyafewgroansofagony。 Buttherewasnotimetobelost;perhapswewerealreadyobserved,andmorehorriblescenesmightbelikelytooccur。 Curtissaidafewshortprayers,andwecastthebodyintothesea。Itsankimmediately。 \"Theyarefeedingthesharkswell,andnomistake,\"saidavoicebehindme。 Iturnedroundquickly,andfoundthatitwasJynxstropwhohadspoken。 Astheboatswainnowapproached,Iaskedhimwhetherhethoughtitpossiblethatanyofthewretchedmencouldhavetakenthedeadman’sfoot。 \"Oh,yes,Idaresay,\"herepliedinasignificanttone,\"andperhapstheythoughttheywereright。\" \"Right!whatdoyoumean?\"Iexclaimed。 \"Well,sir,\"hesaidcoldly,\"isn’titbettertoeatadeadmanthanalivingone?\" Iwasatalosstocomprehendhim,and,turningaway,laidmyselfdownattheendoftheraft。 Towardeleveno’clockamostsuspiciousincidentoccurred。 Theboatswain,whohadcasthislinesearlyinthemorning,caughtthreelargecod,eachmorethanthirtyincheslong,ofthespecieswhich,whendried,isknownbythenameofstock—fish。Scarcelyhadhehauledthemonboardwhenthesailorsmadeadashatthem,anditwaswiththeutmostdif— ficultythatCurtis,Falstenandmyselfcouldrestoreorder,sothatwemightdividethefishintoequalportions。Threecodwerenotmuchamongfourteenstarvingpersons,but,smallasthequantitywas,itwasallottedinstrictlyequalshares。Mostofusdevouredthefoodraw,almostImightsay,alive;onlyCurtis,Andre,andMissHerbeyhavingthepatiencetowaituntiltheirallowancehadbeenboiledatafirewhichtheymadewithafewscrapsofwood。Formy— self,IconfessthatIswallowedmyportionoffishasitwas——rawandbleeding。M。Letourneurfollowedmyexample; thepoormandevouredhisfoodlikeafamishedwolf,anditisonlyawondertomehow,afterhislengthenedfast,hecametobealiveatall。 Theboatswain’sdelightathissuccesswasexcessive,andamountedalmosttodelirium。Iwentuptohim,anden— couragedhimtorepeathisattempt。 \"Oh,yes,\"hesaid;\"I’lltryagain。I’lltryagain。\" \"Andwhynottryatonce?\"Iasked。 \"Notnow,\"hesaidevasively;\"thenightisthebesttimeforcatchinglargefish。Besides,Imustmanagetogetsomebait,forwehavebeenimprovidentenoughnottosaveasinglescrap。\" \"Butyouhavesucceededoncewithoutbait;whymayyounotsucceedagain?\" \"Oh,Ihadsomeverygoodbaitlastnight,\"hesaid。 Istaredathiminamazement。Hesteadilyreturnedmygaze,butsaidnothing。 \"Haveyounoneleft?\"atlastIasked。 \"Yes!\"healmostwhispered,andleftmewithoutanotherword。 Ourmeal,meagerasithadbeen,servedtorallyourshat— teredenergies;ourhopeswereslightlyraised;therewasnoreasonwhytheboatswainshouldnothavethesamegoodluckagain。 Oneevidenceofthedegreetowhichourspiritswerere— vivedwasthatourmindswerenolongerfixeduponthemiserablepresentandhopelessfuture,butwebegantorecallanddiscussthepast;andM。Letourneur,Andre,Mr。Fal— stenandI,heldalongconversationwiththecaptainaboutthevariousincidentsofoureventfulvoyage,speakingofourlostcompanions,ofthefire,orthestrandingoftheship,ofoursojournonHamRock,ofthespringingoftheleak,ofourterriblevoyageinthetop—masts,oftheconstructionoftheraft,andofthestorm。Allthesethingsseemedtohavehappenedsolongago,andyetwewerelivingstill。Living,didIsay?Ay,ifsuchanexistenceasourscouldbecalledalife,fourteenofuswerelivingstill。Whowouldbethenexttogo?Weshouldthenbethirteen。 \"Anunluckynumber!\"saidAndre,withamournfulsmile。 Duringthenighttheboatswaincasthislinesfromthesternoftheraft,and,unwillingtotrustthemtoanyoneelse,remainedwatchingthemhimself。InthemorningI wenttoascertainwhatsuccesshadattendedhispatience。Itwasscarcelylight,andwitheagereyeshewaspeeringdownintothewater。Hehadneitherseennorheardmecoming。 \"Well,boatswain!\"Isaid,touchinghimontheshoulder。 Heturnedroundquickly。 \"Thosevillainoussharkshaveeateneverymorselofmybait,\"hesaid,inadespondingvoice。 \"Andyouhavenomoreleft?\"Iasked。 \"Nomore,\"hesaid。Thengraspingmyarm,headded,\"andthatonlyshowsmethatitisnogooddoingthingsbyhalves。\" Thetruthflasheduponmeatonce,andIlaidmyhanduponhismouth。PoorWalter! CHAPTERXLII OXIDEOFCOPPERPOISONING JANUARY9and10。——Onthe9ththewinddropped,andtherewasadeadcalm;notarippledisturbedthesurfaceofthelongundulationsastheyroseandfellbeneathus;andifitwerenotfortheslightcurrentwhichiscarryingusweknownotwhither,theraftwouldbeabsolutelystationary。 Theheatwasintolerable;ourthirstmoreintolerablestill; andnowitwasthatforthefirsttimeIfullyrealizedhowtheinsufficiencyofdrinkcouldcausetorturemoreunendurablethanthepangsofhunger。Mouth,throat,pharynx,allalikewereparchedanddry,everyglandbecominghardashornundertheactionofthehotairwebreathed。Atmyurgentsolicitation,thecaptainwasforonceinducedtodoubleourallowanceofwater;andthisrelaxationoftheordinaryruleenabledustoattempttoslakeourthirstfourtimesintheday,insteadofonlytwice。Iusetheword\"attempt\"advisedly; forthewateratthebottomofthebarrelthoughkeptcoveredbyasail,becamesowarmthatitwasperfectlyflatandunrefreshing。 Itwasamosttryingday,andthesailorsrelapsedintoaconditionofdeepdespondency。Themoonwasnearlyfull,butwhensherosethebreezedidnotreturn。Continuanceofhightemperatureindaytimeisasureproofthatwehavebeencarriedfartothesouth,andhere,onthisillimitableocean,wehavelongceasedeventolookforland;itmightalmostseemasthoughthisglobeofourshadveritablybe— comealiquidsphere! To—daywearestillbecalmed,andthetemperatureisashighasever。Theairisheatedlikeafurnace,andthesunscorcheslikefire。Thetormentsoffamineareallforgotten; ourthoughtsareconcentratedwithfeveredexpectationuponthelonged—formomentwhenCurtisshalldoleoutthescantymeasureoflukewarmwaterthatmakesupourration。Ohforonegooddraught,evenifitshouldexhaustthewholesupply!Atleast,itseemsasifwethencoulddieinpeace! Aboutnoonwewerestartledbysharpcriesofagony,andlookinground,IsawOwenwrithinginthemosthorribleconvulsions。Iwenttowardhim,for,detestableashiscon— ducthadbeen,commonhumanitypromptedmetoseewhetherIcouldaffordhimanyrelief。ButbeforeIreachedhim,ashoutfromFlaypolearrestedmyattention。Themanwasupinthemast,andwithgreatexcitementpointingtotheeast。 \"Aship!Aship!\"hecried。 Inaninstantallwereontheirfeet。EvenOwenstoppedhiscriesandstooderect。Itwasquitetruethatinthedirec— tionindicatedbyFlaypoletherewasawhitespeckvisibleuponthehorizon。Butdiditmove?Wouldthesailorswiththeirkeenvisionpronounceittobeasail?Asilencethemostprofoundfelluponusall。IglancedatCurtisashestoodwithfoldedarmsintentlygazingatthedistantpoint。Hisbrowwasfurrowed,andhecontractedeveryfea— ture,aswithhalf—closedeyesheconcentratedhispowerofvisionuponthatonefaintspotinthefaroffhorizon。 Butatlengthhedroppedhisarmsandshookhishead。I lookedagain,butthespotwasnolongerthere。Ifitwereaship,thatshiphaddisappeared;butprobablyithadbeenamerereflection,or,morelikelystill,onlythecrestofsomecurlingwave。 Adeepdejectionfollowedthisphantomrayofhope。Allreturnedtotheiraccustomedplaces。Curtisaloneremainedmotionless,buthiseyenolongerscannedthedistantview。 Owennowbegantoshriekmorewildlythanever。Hepresentedtrulyamostmelancholysight;hewrithedwiththemosthideouscontortions,andhadalltheappearanceofsufferingfromtetanus。Histhroatwascontractedbyre— peatedspasms,histonguewasparched,hisbodyswollen,andhispulse,thoughfeeble,wasrapidandirregular。Thepoorwretch’ssymptomswerepreciselysuchastoleadustosus— pectthathehadtakensomecorrosivepoison。Ofcourseitwasquiteoutofourpowertoadministeranyantidote;allthatwecoulddevisewastomakehimswallowsomethingthatmightactasanemetic。IaskedCurtisforalittleofthelukewarmwater。Asthecontentsofthebrokenbarrelwerenowexhausted,thecaptain,inordertocomplywithmyrequest,wasabouttotaptheotherbarrel,whenOwenstartedsuddenlytohisknees,andwithawild,unearthlyshriek,exclaimed: \"No!no!no!ofthatwaterIwillnottouchadrop。\" Isupposedhedidnotunderstandwhatweweregoingtodo,andendeavoredtoexplain;butallinvain;hepersistedinrefusingtotastethewaterinthesecondbarrel。Ithentriedtoinducevomitingbyticklinghisuvula,andhebroughtoffsomebluishsecretionfromhisstomach,thecharacterofwhichconfirmedourprevioussuspicions——thathehadbeenpoisonedbyoxideofcopper。Wenowfeltconvincedthatanyeffortonourparttosavehimwouldbeofnoavail。 Thevomiting,however,hadforthetimerelievedhim,andhewasabletospeak。 CurtisandIbothimploredhimtoletusknowwhathehadtakentobringaboutconsequencessoserious。Hisreplyfelluponusasastartlingblow。 Theill—fatedwretchhadstolenseveralpintsofwaterfromthebarrelthathadbeenuntouched,andthatwaterhadpoisonedhim! CHAPTERXLIII OWEN’SDEATH JANUARY11to14。——Owen’sconvulsionsreturnedwithin— creasedviolence,andinthecourseofthenightheexpiredinterribleagony。Hisbodywasthrownoverboardalmostdirectly,ithaddecomposedsorapidlythatthefleshhadnotevenconsistencyenoughforanyfragmentsofittobere— servedfortheboatswaintousetobaithislines。Aplaguethemanhadbeentousinhislife;inhisdeathhewasnowofnoservice! Andnow,perhapsstillmorethanever,didthehorrorofoursituationstareusintheface。Therewasnodoubtthatthepoisonedbarrelhadatsometimeorothercontainedcopperas;butwhatstrangefatalityhadconverteditintoawatercask,orwhatfatality,strangerstill,hadcausedittobebroughtonboardtheraft,wasaproblemthatnonecouldsolve。Little,however,diditmatternow;thefactwasevi— dent——thebarrelwaspoisoned,andofwaterwehadnotadrop。 Oneandall,wefellintothegloomiestsilence。Weweretooirritabletobearthesoundofeachother’svoices;anditdidnotrequireaword——amerelookorgesturewasenough——toprovokeustoangerthatwaslittleshortofmadness。 Howitwasthatwedidnotallbecomeravingmaniacs,Ican— nottell。 Throughoutthe12thnodrainofmoisturecrossedourlips,andnotacloudarosetowarranttheexpectationofapassingshower;intheshade,ifshadeitmightbecalled,thethermometerwouldhaveregisteredatleast100deg。,andper— hapsconsiderablymore。 Nochangenextday。Thesaltwaterbegantochafemylegs,butalthoughthesmartingwasattimessevere,itwasaninconveniencetowhichIgavelittleheed;otherswhohadsufferedfromthesametroublehadbecomenoworse。Oh! ifthiswaterthatsurroundsuscouldbereducedtovaporortoice!itsparticlesofsaltextracted,itwouldbeavailablefordrink。Butno!wehavenoappliances,andwemustsufferon。 Attheriskofbeingdevouredbythesharks,theboat— swainandtwosailorstookamorningbath,andastheirplungeseemedtofreshenthem,Iandthreeofmycom— panionsresolvedtofollowtheirexample。Wehadneverlearnedtoswim,andhadtobefastenedtotheendofaropeandloweredintothewater,whileCurtis,duringthehalfhourofourbath,keptasharplookouttogivewarningofanydangerfromapproachingsharks。Norecommenda— tion,however,onourpart,noranyrepresentationofthebenefitwefeltwehadderived,couldinduceMissHerbeytoallayhersufferingsinthesameway。 Atabouteleveno’clock,thecaptaincameuptome,andwhisperedinmyear: \"Don’tsayaword,Mr。Kazallon;Idonotwanttoraisefalsehopes,butIthinkIseeaship。\" Itwasaswellthatthecaptainhadwarnedme;otherwise,Ishouldhaveraisedaninvoluntaryshoutofjoy;asitwasIhadthegreatestdifficultyinrestrainingmyexpressionsofdelight。 \"Lookbehindtolarboard,\"hecontinuedinanundertone。 AffectinganindifferencewhichIwasfarfromfeeling,I castananxiousglancetothatquarterofthehorizonofwhichhespoke,andthere,althoughminewasnotanauticaleye,Icouldplainlydistinguishtheoutlineofashipundersail。 Almostatthesamemomenttheboatswainwhohappenedtobelookinginthesamedirection,raisedthecry,\"Shipahoy!\" Whetheritwasthatnoonebelievedit,orwhetherallenergieswereexhausted,certainitisthattheannouncementproducednoneoftheeffectsthatmighthavebeenexpected。 Notasoulexhibitedtheslightestemotion,anditwasonlywhentheboatswainhadseveraltimessungouthistidingsthatalleyesturnedtothehorizon。There,mostundeniably,wastheship,butthequestionroseatoncetothemindsofall,andtothelipsofmany,\"Wouldsheseeus?\" Thesailorsimmediatelybegandiscussingthebuildofthevessel,andmadeallsortsofconjecturesastothedirectionshewastaking。Curtiswasfarmoredeliberateinhisjudg— ment。Afterexaminingherattentivelyforsometime,hesaid,\"Sheisabrigrunningcloseuponthewind,onthestar— boardtack。Ifshekeepshercourseforacoupleofhours,shewillcomerightathwartourtracks。\" Acoupleofhours!Thewordssoundedtoourearslikeacoupleofcenturies。Theshipmightchangehercourseatanymoment;closelytrimmedasshewas,itwasveryprobablethatshewasonlytackingabouttocatchthewind,inwhichcase,assoonasshefeltabreeze,shewouldr俿um? herlarboardtackandmakeawayagain。Ontheotherhand,ifshewasreallysailingwiththewind,shewouldcomenearertous,andtherewouldbegoodgroundforhope。 Meantime,noexertionmustbespared,andnomeansleftuntried,tomakeourpositionknown。Thebrigwasabouttwelvemilestotheeastofus,sothatitwasoutoftheques— tiontothinkofanycriesofoursbeingoverheard;butCurtisgavedirectionsthateverypossiblesignalshouldbemade。 Wehadnofirearmsbywhichwecouldattractattention,andnothingelseoccurredtousbeyondhoistingaflagofdistress。 MissHerbey’sredshawl,asbeingofacolormostdistin— guishableagainstthebackgroundofseaandsky,wasrunuptothemast—head,andwascaughtbythelightbreezethatjustthenwasrufflingthesurfaceofthewater。Asadrown— ingmanclutchesatastraw,soourheartsboundedwithhopeeverytimethatourpoorflagflutteredinthewind。 Foranhourourfeelingsalternatedbetweenhopeanddespair。Theshipwasevidentlymakingherwayinthedi— rectionoftheraft,buteverynowandthensheseemedtostop,andthenourheartswouldalmoststandstillwithagonylestshewasgoingtoputabout。Shecarriedallhercanvas,eventoherroyalsandstay—sails,butherhullwasonlypartiallyvisibleabovethehorizon。 Howslowlysheadvanced!Thebreezewasvery,veryfeeble,andperhapssoonitwoulddropaltogether!Wefeltthatwewouldgiveyearsofourlifetoknowtheresultofthecominghour。 Athalfpasttwelvethecaptainandtheboatswaincon— sideredthatthebrigwasaboutninemilesaway;shehad,therefore,gainedonlythreemilesinanhourandahalf,anditwasdoubtfulwhetherthelightbreezethathadbeenpassingoverourheadshadreachedheratall。Ifancied,too,thathersailswerenolongerfilled,butwerehanginglooseagainsthermasts。Turningtothedirectionofthewind,Itriedtomakeoutsomechanceofarisingbreeze; butno,thewaveswerecalmandtorpid,andthelittlepuffofairthathadarousedourhopeshaddiedawayacrossthesea。 IstoodaftwithM。Letourneur,AndreandMissHerbey,andourglancesperpetuallywanderedfromthedistantshiptoourcaptain’sface。Curtisstoodleaningagainstthemast,withtheboatswainbyhisside;theireyesseemedneverforamomenttoceasetowatchthebrig,buttheircountenancesclearlyexpressedthevaryingemotionsthatpassedthroughtheirminds。Notawordwasuttered,norwasthesilencebroken,untilthecarpenterexclaimed,inaccentsofdespair: \"She’sputtingabout!\" Allstartedup——sometotheirknees,otherstotheirfeet。 Theboatswaindroppedafrightfuloath。Theshipwasstillninemilesaway,andatsuchadistanceitwasimpossibleforoursignaltobeseen;ourtinyraft,amerespeckuponthewaters,wouldbelostintheintenseirradiationofthesun— beams。Ifonlywecouldbeseen,nodoubtallwouldbewell;nocaptainwouldhavethebarbarousinhumanitytoleaveustoourfate;buttherehadbeennochance;onlytoowellweknewthatwehadnotbeenwithinrangeofsight。 \"Myfriends,\"saidCurtis,\"wemustmakeafire;itisourlastandonlychance。\" Someplankswerequicklyloosenedandthrownintoaheapupontheforepartoftheraft。Theyweredampandtroublesometolight;buttheverydampnessmadethesmokemoredense,anderelongatallcolumnofduskyfumeswasrisingstraightupwardintheair。Ifdarknessshouldcomeonbeforethebrigwascompletelyoutofview,theflames,wehopedmightstillbevisible。Butthehourspassedon; thefirediedout;andyetnosignsofhelp。 Thetemperofresignationnowdesertedmeentirely; faith,hope,confidence——allvanishedfrommymind,and,liketheboatswain,Isworelongandloudly。Agentlehandwaslaiduponmyarm,andturningroundIsawMissHerbeywithherfingerpointingtothesky。Icouldstanditnolonger,butglidingunderneaththetentIhidmyfaceinmyhandsandweptaloud。 Meanwhilethebrighadalteredhertrack,andwasmovingslowlytotheeast。Threehourslaterandthekeenesteyecouldnothavediscernedhertop—sailsabovethehorizon。 CHAPTERXLIV THEDEPTHSOFDESPAIR JANUARY15。——Afterthisfurthershatteringofourex— citedhopes,deathalonenowstaresusintheface;slowandlingeringasthatdeathmaybe,soonerorlateritmustin— evitablycome。 To—daysomecloudsthatroseinthewesthavebroughtusafewpuffsofwind;andinspiteofourprostration,weap— preciatethemoderation,slightasitis,inthetemperature。 Tomyparchedthroattheairseemedalittlelesstrying;butitisnowsevendayssincetheboatswaintookhishauloffish,andduringthatperiodwehadeatennothing;evenAndreLetourneurfinishedyesterday,thelastmorselofthebiscuitwhichhissorrowfulandself—denyingfatherhadin— trustedtomycharge。 Jynxstrop,thenegro,hasbrokenloosefromhisconfine— ment,butCurtishastakennomeasuresforputtinghimagainunderrestraint。Itisnottobeapprehendedthatthemiserablefellowandhisaccomplices,weakenedastheyarebytheirprotractedfast,willattempttodousanymischiefnow。 Somehugesharksmadetheirappearanceto—day,cleavingthewaterrapidlywiththeirgreatblackfins。Themonsterscameupclosetotheedgeoftheraft,andFlaypole,whowasleaningover,narrowlyescapedhavinghisarmsnappedoffbyoneofthem。Icouldnothelpregardingthemaslivingsepulchers,whicherelongmightswallowupourmiserablecarcasses;yet,withal,Iprofessthatmyfeelingswerethoseoffascinationratherthanhorror。 Theboatswain,whostoodwithclenchedteethanddilatedeye,regardedthesesharksfromquiteanotherpointofview。 Hethoughtaboutdevouringthesharks,notaboutthesharksdevouringhim;andifhecouldsucceedincatchingone,I doubtifoneofuswouldrejectthetoughanduntemptingflesh。Hedeterminedtomaketheattempt,andashehadnowhirlwhichhecouldfastentohisropehesettoworktofindsomethingthatmightserveasasubstitute。CurtisandDowlaswereconsulted,andafterashortconversation,duringwhichtheykeptthrowingbitsofropeandsparsintothewaterinordertoenticethesharkstoremainbytheraft,Dowlaswentandfetchedhiscarpenter’stool,whichisatonceahatchetandahammer。Ofthisheproposedtomakethewhirlofwhichtheywereinneed,underthehopethateitherthesharpedgeoftheadzeorthepointedextremityoppositewouldstickfirmlyintothejawsofanysharkthatmightswallowit。Thewoodenhandleofthehammerwassecuredtotherope,which,initsturnwastightlyfastenedtotheraft。 Witheager,almostbreathless,excitementwestoodwatch— ingthepreparations,atthesametimeusingeverymeansinourpowertoattracttheattentionofthesharks。Assoonasthewhirlwasreadytheboatswainbegantothinkaboutbait,and,talkingrapidlytohimself,ransackedeverycorneroftheraft,asthoughheexpectedtofindsomedeadbodycomingopportunelytosight。Buthissearchendedinnoth— ing;andtheonlyplanthatsuggesteditselfwasagaintohaverecoursetoMissHerbey’sredshawl,ofwhichafrag— mentwaswrappedaroundtheheadofthehammer。Aftertestingthestrengthofhisline,andreassuringhimselfthatitwasfastenedfirmlybothtothehammerandtotheraft,theboatswainlowereditintothewater。 Theseawasquitetransparent,andanyobjectwasclearlyvisibletoadepthoftwohundredfeetbelowthesurface。 Leaningoverthelowparapetoftheraftwelookedoninbreathlesssilence,asthescarletrag,distinctasitwasagainstthebluemassofwater,madeitsslowdescent。Butonebyonethesharksseemedtodisappear。Theycouldnot,how— ever,havegonefaraway,anditwasnotlikelythatany— thingintheshapeofbaitdroppednearthemwouldlongescapetheirkeenvoracity。 Suddenly,withoutspeaking,theboatswainraisedhishandandpointedtoadarkmassskimmingalongthesurfaceofthewater,andmakingstraightinourdirection。Itwasashark,certainlynotlessthantwelvefeetlong。Assoonasthecreaturewasaboutfourfathomsfromtheraft,theboatswaingentlydrewinhislineuntilthewhirlwasinsuchapositionthatthesharkmustcrossrightoverit;atthesametimeheshookthelinealittle,thathemightgivethewhirltheappearance,ifhecould,ofbeingsomethingaliveandmoving。Asthecreaturecamenear,myheartbeatviolently;Icouldseeitseyesflashingabovethewaves;anditsgapingjaws,asitturnedhalfoveronitsback,exhibitedlongrowsofpointedteeth。 Iknownotwhoitwas,butsomeoneatthatmomentutteredaninvoluntarycryofhorror。Thesharkcametoastandstill,turnedabout,andescapedquiteoutofsight。Theboatswainwaspalewithanger。 \"Thefirstmanwhospeaks,\"hesaid,\"Iwillkillhimonthespot。\" Againheappliedhimselftohistask。Thewhirlwasagainlowered,thistimetothedepthoftwentyfathoms,butforhalfanhourormorenotasharkcouldbedistin— guished;butasthewatersfarbelowseemedsomehowtobetroubledIcouldnothelpbelievingthatsomeofthebrutesatleastwerestillthere。 Allatonce,withaviolentjerk,thecordwaswrestedfromtheboatswain’shands;firmlyattached,however,asitwastotheraft,itwasnotlost。Thebaithadbeenseizedbyashark,andtheironhadmadegooditsholduponthecrea— ture’sflesh。 \"Now,then,mylads,\"criedtheboatswain,\"haulaway!\" Passengersandsailors,oneandall,putforthwhatstrengththeyhadtodragtherope,butsoviolentwerethecreature’sstrugglesthatitrequiredallourefforts(anditisneedlesstosaytheywerewillingenough)tobringittothesurface。Atlength,afterexertionsthatalmostexhaustedus,thewaterbecameagitatedbytheviolentflappingsofthetailandfins;andlookingdownIsawthehugecarcassofthesharkwrithingconvulsivelyamidwavesthatwerestainedwithblood。 \"Steady!steady!\"saidtheboatswain,astheheadap— pearedaboveThewhirlhadpassedrightthroughthejawintothemid— dleofthethroat,sothatnostruggleonthepartoftheani— malcouldpossiblyreleaseit。Dowlasseizedthehatchet,readytodispatchthebrutethemomentitshouldbelandedontheraft。Ashortsharpsnapwasheard。Thesharkhadcloseditsjaws,andbittenthroughthewoodenhandleofthehammer。Anothermomentandithadturnedroundandwascompletelygone。 Ahowlofdespairburstfromallourlips。Allthelaborandthepatience,allhadbeeninvain。Dowlasmadeafewmoreunsuccessfulattempts,butasthewhirlwaslost,andtheyhadnomeansofreplacingit,therewasnofurtherroomforhope。Theydid,indeed,lowersomecordstwistedintorunningknots,but(asmighthavebeenex— pected)theseonlyslippedover,withoutholding,theslimybodiesofthesharks。Asalastresourcetheboatswainallowedhisnakedlegtohangoverthesideoftheraft; themonsters,however,wereproofevenagainstthisat— traction。