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类别:其他 作者:B.M.Bower字数:22657更新时间:19/01/07 08:41:59
CHAPTERONE:ANAMBITIOUSMAN—CHILDWASBUDDY Inhotmidafternoonwhentheacrid,graydustcloudkickedupbythelistlessploddingofeightthousandclovenhoofsformedtheonlyblotonthehardblueabovetheStakedPlains,anoxstumbledandfellawkwardlyunderhisyoke,andrefusedtoscrambleupwhenhisnegrodrivershoutedandproddedhimwiththeendofawillowgad。 \"Callyourmaster,Ezra,\"directedaquietwomanvoicegonewearyandtonelesswiththeheatandtworestlesschildren。 \"Don’tbeatthepoorbrute。Hecan’tgoanyfartherandcarrytheyoke,muchlesspullthewagon。\" Ezradroppedthegadandsteppeduponthewagontonguewherehemightsquintintothedustcloudanddecidewhichgray,ploddinghorsemanalongsidetheherdwasRobertBirnie。Faracrossthesluggishriverofgrimybacks,ahorsethrewupitsheadwithapeculiarsidelongmotion,andEzra’seyeslightenedwithrecognition。Thatwasthecolt,Rattler,chafingagainsttheslowpacehemustkeep。Handscuppedaroundbig,chocolate—coloredlipsandbig,yellow—whiteteeth,Ezrawhoo—ee—edthesignalthatcalledthenearestriderstothewagonthatheldtheboss’sfamily。 BobBirnieandanothermanturnedandcametrottingback,andatthecallascramblingyoungsterpeeredoverhismother’sshoulderintheforwardopeningoftheprairieschooner。 \"O—oh,Dulcie!Wegonnagitawilecowagin!\" Dulciewasasleepanddidnotanswer,andthewomanintheslatsun—bonnetpushedbackwithherelbowtheeager,squirmingbodyofhereldest。\"Stayinthewagon,Buddy。 Mustn’tgetdownamongsttheoxen。Onemightkickyou。Liedownandtakeanapwithsister。Whenyouwakenitwillbeniceandcoolagain。\" \"Nots’eepy!\"objectedBuddyforthetwentiethtimeinthepasttwohours。Buthecrawledback,andhismother,relievedofhisrestlesspresence,leanedforwardtowatchtheapproachofherhusbandandthecowboy。Thiswasthesecondtimeinthepasttwodaysthatanoxhadfallenexhausted,andhereyesshowedatraceofanxiety。Withthefeedsopoorandthewatersoscarce,itseemedasthoughtheheavywagon,loadedwithafewhouseholdidolstoodeartoleavebehind,acampoutfitandthenecessaryclothingandbeddingforawomanandtwochildren,wasgoingtobearealhandicaponthedrive。 \"Robert,ifwehadanotherwagon,Icoulddriveitandmaketheloadlessforthesefouroxen,\"shesuggestedwhenherhusbandcameup。\"Alighterwagon,perhapswithoneteamofstronghorses,orevenwithayokeofoxen,Icoulddrivewellenough,andrelievethesepoorbrutes。\"Shepushedbackhersun—bonnetandwithitamassofred—brownhairthatcurleddamplyonherforehead,andsmileddisarmingly。\"BuddywouldbethehappiestbabyboyaliveifIcouldlethimdrivenowandthen!\"sheaddedhumorously。 \"Can’tmakeawagonandanextrayokeofoxenoutofthiscactuspatch,\"BobBirniegrinnedgoodhumoredly。\"NoteventotickleBuddy。I’llseewhatIcandowhenwereachOlathe。 Butyouwon’thavetotakeaman’splaceanddrive,Lassie。\" Hetookthecupofwatershedrewfromakegandproffered— waterwaspreciousontheStakedPlains,thatseason—andhiseyesdweltonherfondlywhilehedrank。Then,givingherhandasqueezewhenhereturnedthecup,herodebacktoscantheherdforananimalbigenoughandwell—conditionedenoughtosupplanttheworn—outox。 \"Aren’tyouthirsty,FrankDavis?Ithinkacupofwaterwilldoyougood,\"shecalledouttothecowboy,whohaddismountedtotightenhisforwardcinchinexpectationofhavingtousehisrope。 Thecowboydroppedstirrupfromsaddlehornandcameforwardstiff—leggedly,leadinghishorse。Hissun—bakedface,grimedwiththedustoftheherd,wasaglowwithheat,andhiseyesshowedgratitude。Acupofwaterfromthehandoftheboss’swifewasworthagallonfromthebarrelslip— sloppingalonginthelurchingchuck—wagon。 \"How’sthekidsmakin’out,Mis’Birnie?\"Frankinquiredpolitelywhenhehadswallowedthelastdropandhadwipedhismouthwiththebackofhishand。\"It’srightwarmanddustyt’day。\" \"They’reasleepatlast,thankgoodness,\"sheanswered,glancingbackatahuddleofpinkcalicothatshowedjustoverthecrestofapileofcrumpledquilts。\"Buddyhasahardtimeofit。He’sallmaninhisdisposition,andallbabyinsize。He’sbeenteasingtowalkwiththeniggersandhelpdrivethedrag。Ismyhusbandcalling?\" Herhusbandwas,andFrankrodeawayataleisurelytrot。 Hastehadlittletodowithtrailingaherd,whereeightmileswascalledagoodday’sjourneyandsixanaverageachievement。Thefallenoxwasunyokedbythemellow—voicedbutexasperatedEzra,andsincehewouldnotrise,thethreeremainingoxen,urgedbythegadandEzra’supbraiding,swungthewagontoonesideandmoveditalittlefartheraftertheslow—movingherd,sothattheexhaustedanimalcouldrest,andtherawrecruitbeyokedinwherehecoulddotheleastharmandwouldthespeediestlearnanewlessonindiscomfort。Mrs。Birnieglancedagainatthehuddleofpinkinthenestofquiltsbehindabelovedchestofdrawersinthewagon,andsighedwithreliefbecauseBuddyslept。 Anambitiousman—childalreadywasBuddy,accustomedtocertainphrasesthat,sincehecouldtoddle,hadformedinevitableaccompanimenttohisinvestigativefootsteps。 \"L’k—out—dah!\"hehadforalongtimebelievedtobehisnameamongtheblackfolkofhisworld。Whitefolkhadvarieditslightly。Heknewthat\"Run—to—mother—now\"meantthatsomethinghewoulddelightinbutmustnotwatchwasgoingtotakeplace。Spankingsmoreorlessofficialandnotoftenpainfulsignifiedthatbigfolksdidnotunderstandhimandhisactivities,orwerecrossaboutsomething。Now,motherdidnotwanthimtowatchthewildcowrunandjumpattheendofaropeuntilfinallyforcedtosubmittotheox—yokeandhelppullthewagon。Buddylovedtowatchthem,butheunderstoodthatmotherwasafraidthewildcowmightsteponhim。Whysheshouldwanthimtosleepwhenhewasnotsleepyhehadnotyetdiscovered,andsodisdainedtogiveitseriousconsideration。 \"Nots’eepy,\"Buddystatedagainemphaticallyasasortofmentaldismissalofthecommand,andcrawledcarefullypastSisterandliftedaflapofthecanvascover。Abutton——thelastbutton——poppedoffhispinkapronandthesleevesrumpleddownoverhishands。Itfeltalllooseanduseless,soBuddystoppedlongenoughtopulltheapronoffandthrowitbesideSisterbeforehecrawledunderthecanvasflapandwalkeddownthespokesofarearwheel。Hedidnotmeantogetinthewayofthewildcow,buthedidwantactionforhisrestlesslegs。Hethoughtthatifhewentawayfromthewagonandtheherdandplayedwhiletheywerecatchingthewildcow,itwouldbejustthesameasifhetookanap。Motherhadn’tthoughtofit,orshemighthavesuggestedit。 SoBuddywentawayfromthewagonanddownintoashallowdrywashwherethewildcowwouldnotcome,andplayed。Thefirstthinghesawwasascorpion—nastyoldbugthatwillbitehard—andhethrewrocksatituntilitscuttledunderaledgeoutofsight。Thenextthinghesawthatinterestedhimatallwasahornedtoad;ahawn—toe,hecalledit,afterEzra’smannerofspeaking。Ezrahadcaughtahawntoeforhimafewdaysago,butithadmysteriouslydisappearedoutofthewagon。Buddydidnotconnecthismother’slackofenthusiasmwiththedisappearance。Hersympathywithhislosshadseemedtohimreal,andhewantedanother,fullybelievingthatinthisalsomotherwouldbepleased。SohetookafterthisparticularHAWN—toe,thatcrawledintovarioushidingplacesonlytobespiedandroutedoutwithsmallrocksandasharpstick。 Thedrywashremainedshallow,andafterawhileBuddy,stillinhotpursuitofthehornedtoad,emergeduponthelevelwheretheherdhadpassed。Thewagonwasnowhereinsight,butthisdidnotdisturbBuddy。Hewasnotlost。Heknewperfectlythatthebrowncloudonhisnarrowedhorizonwasthedustovertheherd,andthatthewagonwasjustbehind,becausethewindthatdaywasblowingfromthesouthwest,andalsobecausetheoxendidnotwalkasfastastheherd。Inthedistancehesawthe\"Drag\"movinglazilyalongafterthedust—cloud,withbarefootedniggersdrivingthelaggardcattleandsingingdolefullyastheywalked。EmphaticallyBuddywasnotlost。 Hewantedthatparticularhornedtoad,however,andhekeptafterituntilhehaditsafeinhistwohands。 Ithappenedthatwhenhepouncedatlastuponthetoadhedisturbedwithhispresenceacolonyofredantsonmovingday。Thecloseranksofthem,comingandgoinginastraightline,caughtandheldBuddy’sattentiontotheexclusionofeverythingelse——savethehornedtoadhehadbeenatsuchpainstoacquire。Hetuckedthetoadinsidehisunderwaistandignoreditswrigglingagainsthisfleshwhilehesquattedinthehotsunshineandwatchedtheants,hismindonegreatquestion。Whereweretheygoing,andwhatweretheycarrying,andwhyweretheyallinsuchahurry? Buddyhadtoknow。Tohimselfhecalledtrailherd——butfather’scattledidnotcarrywhitelumpsofstuffontheirheads,andfurthermore,theyallwalkedtogetherinthesamedirection;whereastheantherdtraveledbothways。Buddymadesureofthis,andthenstartedoff,followingwhathehaddecidedwastherealtrailoftheants。Mostchildrenwouldhavestirredthemupwithastick;Buddyletthemalonesothathecouldseewhattheyweredoingallbythemselves。 Theantsledhimtoatinyholewithafinelypulverizedrimjustattheedgeofasprawlycactus。ThislastBuddycarefullyavoided,forevenatfouryearsoldhehadlongagolearnedthestingofcactusthorns。ArattlesnakebuzzedwarningwhenhebackedawayandtheshocktoBuddy’snervesrousedwithinhimthefightingspirit。Rattlesnakesheknewalso,asthecommonenemyofmenandcattle。Onceasteerhadbeenbittenonthenoseandhisheadhadswollenupsohecouldn’teat。BuddydidnotwantthattohappentoHIM。 Hemadesurethatthehornedtoadwassafe,chosearockaslargeashecouldliftandheavefromhim,andthrewitatthebuzzing,graycoil。Hedidnotwaittoseewhathappened,butpickedupanotherrock,aterrificbuzzingsoundingstridentlyfromthecoil。Hethrewanotherandanotherwithalltheforceofhishealthylittlemuscles。Forafour—year— oldheaimedwell;severaloftherockslandedonthecoil。 Thesnakewriggledfeeblyfromundertherocksandtriedtocrawlawayandhide,itsrattlesclickinglistlessly。Buddyhadanotherrockinhishandsandinhiseyesthebluefireofrighteousconquest。Hewentclose—closeenoughtohavebroughtaprotestingcryfromagrownup—liftedtherockhighashecouldandbroughtitdownfaironthebatteredheadoftherattler。Theloathsomelengthofitwincedandthrashedineffectively,andafterafewminuteslayslack,thetailwrigglingaimlessly。 Buddystoodwithhisfeetfarapartandhishandsonhiships,ashehadseenthecowboydowhomhehadunconsciouslyimitatedinthekilling。 \"SnakeslikeInjuns。Dead’nsisgood’ens,\"Heobservedsententiously,stillplayingthepartofthecowboy。Then,quitesurethatthesnakewasdead,hetookitbythetail,feltagainofthehornedtoadonhischestandwentbacktoseewhattheantsweredoing。 Whensoresponsibleapersonasagrownupstopstowatchtheorderlyactivitiesofanarmyofants,minutesandhoursslipawayunnoticed。Buddywasabsolutelyfascinated,losttoeverythingelse。WhensomeinstinctbornintheverybloodofhimwarnedBuddythattimewaspassing,hestoodupandsawthatthesunhungjustabovetheedgeoftheworld,andthattheskywasagloriousjumbleofredandpurpleandsoftrose。 ThefirstthingBuddydidwastostoopandstudyattentivelythedeadsnake,toseeifthetailstillwiggled。Itdidnot,thoughhewatcheditforafullminute。Helookedatthesun—— ithadnotsetbutglowedbigandyellowasfarfromtheearthashisfatherwastall。Ezrahadliedtohim。Deadsnakesdidnotwiggletheirtailsuntilsundown。 Buddylookedforthedustcloudoftheherd,andwassurprisedtofinditsmallerthanhehadeverseenit,andfartheraway。Indeed,hecouldonlyguessthatthefaintsmudgeonthehorizonwasthedusthehadfollowedformoredaysthanhecouldcount。Hewasnotafraid,buthewashungryandhethoughthismotherwouldmaybewonderwherehewas,andheknewthatthepoint—ridershadalreadystoppedpushingtheherdahead,andthatthecattlewerefeedingnowsothattheywouldbeddownatdusk。Thechuckwagonwascampedsomewherecloseby,andoldStep—and—a—Half,thelamecook,wasstirringthingsinhisDutchovensoverthecamp— fire。Buddycouldalmostsmellthebeansandthemeatstew,hewassohungry。Heturnedandtookonelast,longlookattheendlessstreamofantsstillcrawlingalong,pickedupthedeadsnakebythetail,cuppedtheotherhandoverthehornedtoadinsidehiswaist,andstartedforcamp。 Afterawhileheheardsomeoneshouting,butbeyondfaintreliefthathewasafterallnearhis\"Outfit\",Buddypaidnoattention。Theboyswerealwaysshoutingtooneanother,oryellingattheirhorsesorattheherdorattheniggers。Itdidnotoccurtohimthattheymightbeshoutingforhim,untilfromanotherdirectionheheardEzra’sunmistakable,boomingvoice。Ezrasangathunderousbaritonewhentheniggerslifteduptheirvoicesinsongaroundtheircamp— fire,andhecouldbeheardforhalfamilewhenhecalledinrealearnest。Hewascallingnow,andBuddy,stoppingtolisten,fanciedthatheheardhisname。Alittlefartheron,hewassureofit。 \"OOO—EE!Whahy’all,Buddy?OOO—EEE!\" \"I’ma—comin’,\"Buddyshrilledimpatiently。\"Whaty’allwant?\" HispipingvoicedidnotcarrytoEzra,whokeptonshouting。 Theradiantpurpleandredandgoldabovehimdeepened,darkened。Thewholewildexpanseofhalf—barrenlandbecamesuddenlyaplaceofunearthlybeautythatdulledtotheshadowsofdusk。Buddytrudgedon,keepingtothedeep—wornbuffalotrailswhichtheherdhadfollowedandscoredafreshwiththeirhoofs。Hecouldnotmisshisway—notBuddy,sonofBobBirnie,owneroftheTomahawkoutfit—buthislegsweregrowingprettytired,andhewassohungrythathecouldhavesatdownonthegroundandcriedwiththegnawingfood—callofhisemptylittlestomach。 Hecouldhearothervoicesshoutingatintervalsnow,butEzra’svoicewastheloudestandtheclosest,anditseemedtoBuddythatEzraneveroncestoppedcalling。TwiceBuddycalledbackthathewasa—comin’,butEzrashoutedjustthesame:\"OOO—EE!WHAHY’ALL,BUDDY?OOO—EE!\" Imperceptiblyduskdeepenedtodarkness。AgustofangersweptBuddy’ssoulbecausehewastired,becausehewashungryandhewasyetalongwayfromthecamp,butchieflybecauseEzrapersistedincallingafterBuddyhadseveraltimesanswered。HeheardsomeonewhomherecognizedasFrankDavis,butbythistimehewassoangrythathewouldnotsayaword,thoughhewastemptedtoaskFranktotakehimuponhishorseandlethimridetocamp。Heheardothers—andoncethebeatofhoofscamequiteclose。ButtherewasawidestreakofScotchstubbornnessinBuddy——alongwithseveralotherScotchstreaks——andhecontinuedhisstumblingprogress,draggingthesnakebythetail,hisotherhandholdingfastthehornedtoad。 Hisheartjumpedupandalmostchokedhimwhenfirstsawthethreetwinklesonthegroundwhichknewwerenotstarsbutcamp—fires。 QuiteunexpectedlyhetrudgedintothefirelightwhereStep— and—a—Halfwasstirringdelectablethingsintheironpotsandstoppingeveryminuteorsotostareanxiouslyintothegloom。Buddystoodblinkingandsniffing,hiseyesfixedupontheDutchovens。 \"I’mHUNGRY!\"heannouncedaccusingly,grippingthetoadthathadbeguntosquirmattheheatandlight。Ikiltasnakean’ I’mHUNGRY!\" \"Goodgorry!\"sworeStep—and—a—Half,andwhippedouthissix—shooterandfiredthreeshotsintotheair。 Footstepscamescurrying。Buddy’smotherswepthimintoherarms,laughingwithalittlewhimperingsoundoftearsinthelaughter。Buddywriggledprotestinglyinherarms。 \"L’kout!Y’allSKUCSH’im!IgotaHAWN—toe;wighthere。\" Hepattedhischestgloatingly。\"An’Igotasnake。Ikilt’im。An’I’mHUNGRY。\" MotherofBuddythoughshewas,Lassiesethimdownhurriedlyandsurveyedherman—childfromalittledistance。 \"Buddy!Dropthatsnakeinstantly’\" Buddyobeyed,butheplantedafootclosetohiskillandpoutedhislips。\"’Smysnake。Ikilt’im,\"Hesaidfirmly。 Hepulledthehornedtoadfromhiswaist—frontandheldittightlyinhistwohands。\"An’smyhawn—toe。Iketche’d’m。 ’Wayovadere,\"headded,tiltinghistowheadtowardthedarknessbehindhim。 BobBirnierodeupatagallop,pulleduphishorseintheedgeofthefireglowanddismountedhastily。 BobBirnieneverneededmorethanoneglancetofurnishhimthedetailsofascene。Hesawtheverysmallboyconfrontinghismotherwithadeadsnake,ahornedtoadandastubbornsettohislips。Hesawthatthemotherlookedratherhelplessbeforethecombination——andhisbrownmustachehidasmile。Hewalkedupandlookedhisfirst—bornover。 \"Buddy,\"Hedemandedsternly,\"wherehaveyoubeen?\" \"Outdere。Kiltasnake。Antswastrailingaherd。IgotaHAWN—toe。An’I’mhungry!\" \"Youknowbetterthantoleavethewagon,youngman。Didn’tyouknowwehadtogetoutandhuntyou,andmotherwasscaredthewolvesmighteatyou?Didn’tyouhearuscallingyou?Whydidn’tyouanswer?\" Buddylookedupfromunderhisbabyeyebrowsathisfather,whoseemedverytallandveryterrible。Buthisbarefoottouchedthedeadsnakeandhetookcomfort。\"Iwascomin’,\" hesaid。\"IWASN’Tlos’。Ibringedmysnakeandmyhawn—toe。 An’dey——WASN’T——any——woluffs!\"Thelastwordcamemuffled,buriedinhismother’sskirts。 CHAPTERTWO:THETRAILHERD Dayafterdaythetrailherdploddedslowlytothenorth,followingthebuffalotrailsthatwouldleadtowater,andthecrudemapofonewhohadtakenaherdnorthandhadreturnedwithataleofvastplainsandnorivals。Alwaysthroughthedaythedustcloudhungoverthebacksofthecattle,settledintotheclothesofthosewhofollowed,grimedthepinkapronsofBuddyandhissmallsisterDulciesothattheywerenolongerpink。Wheneverastreamwasreached,mothersearchedpatientlyforclearwaterandanuntrampledbitofbankwhereshemightdothefamilywashing,leavingEzratomindthechildren。Butevensothecrustandthewearandtearoftravelremainedtoharassherfastidioussoul。 Buddyrememberedthatdriveashecouldnotrememberthecomfortableranchhouseofhisearlierbabyhood。Tohimafterwarditseemedthatlifebeganwiththegreatherdofcattle。Hecametoknowjusthowlowthesunmustslidefromthetopoftheskybeforethe\"point\"wouldspreadoutwithnosestotheground,pausingwhereveramouthfulofgrasswastobefound。Whentheseleadersoftheherdstopped,thecattlewouldscatterandbeginfeeding。Iftherewaswatertheywouldcrowdthebanksofthestreamorpool,pushingandproddingoneanotherwiththeirgreat,sharphorns。Later,whenthesunwasgoneandduskcreptoutofnowhere,thecowboyswouldrideslowlyaroundtheherd,pushingitquietlyintoasmallercompass。Then,ifBuddywerenottoosleepy,hewouldwatchthecattleliedowntochewtheircudsindeep,sighingcontentuntiltheyslept。ItremindedBuddyvaguelyofwhenmotherpoppedcorninawirepopper,alongtimeago—beforetheyalllivedinawagonandwentwiththeherd。Firstoneandtwo—thentherewouldbethree,four,five,asmanyasBuddycouldcount—thenthewholeherdwouldbelyingdown。 Buddylovedthecamp—fires。Thecowboyswouldsitaroundtheonewherehisfatherandmothersat——motherwithDulcieinherarms——andtheywouldsmokeandtellstories,untilmothertoldhimitwastimelittleboyswereinbed。Buddyalwayswantedtoknowwhattheysaidafterhehadclimbedintothebigwagonwheremotherhadmadeabed,butheneverfoundout。Hecouldrememberlyingtherelisteningsometimestotheniggerssingingattheirowncampfirewithincall,Ezraalwayssingingtheloudest,——justasabullalwayscouldbeheardabovethebellowingoftheherd。 Allhislife,Ezra’ssingingandthemonotonousbellowingofaherdremindedBuddyofonemysteriouslyterribletimewhenthereweren’tanyriversoranypondsoranythingalongthetrail,andtheyhadtobecarefulofthewaterandsaveit,andheandDulciewerenotaskedtowashtheirfaces。IthinkthatmiraclehelpedtofixtheincidentindeliblyinBuddy’smind;that,andthebellowingofthecattle。ItseemedamonthtoBuddy,butashegrewolderhelearnedthatitwasthreedaystheywentwithoutwater。 Thefirstdayhedidnotrememberespecially,exceptthatmotherhadtalkedaboutcleanapronsthatnight,andfailedtoproduceany。Thesecondherecalledquiteclearly。Fathercametothewagonssometimeinthenighttoseeifmotherwasasleep。TheirmurmuredtalkwakenedBuddyandheheardfathersay: \"We’llhold’em,allright,Lassie。Andthere’swaterahead。 It’smarkedonthetrailmap。Don’tyouworry——I’llstayupandhelptheboys。Thecattleareuneasy——butwe’llhold’em。\" ThethirddayBuddyneverforgot。ThatwasthedaywhenmotherforgotthatQstandsforQuagga,andpermittedBuddytocallitP,justforfun,becauseitlookedsomuchlikeP。 Andwhenhesaid\"Wiswater\",mothermadeafunnysoundandsaidrightoutloud,\"0hGod,please!\"andtoldBuddytocreepbackandplaywithSister——whenSisterwasasleep,andtherewerestillx,yandztosay,letalonethatmysteriousAnd—so—forthwhichseemedtomeansomuchandsolittleandneverwascalledupontohelpspellaword。Neversincehebegantohavelessonshadmotheromittedasingleletterorcutthestudyhourdowntheteeniestlittlebit。 Buddywasafraidofsomething,buthecouldnotthinkwhatitwasthatfrightenedhim。Hebegantothinkseriouslyaboutwater,andtolistenuneasilytotheconstantlowingoftheherd。Theincreasedshoutingoftheniggersdrivingthelaggingonesheldasuddensignificance。Itoccurredtohimthattheniggershadtheirhandsfull,andthattheyhadneverdrivensobiga\"Drag。\"Itwashotterthanever,too,andtheyhadtwicestoppedtoyokeinfreshoxen。EzrahadboastedallalongthatoleBawleywouldkeephisenduptilltheygotclahtoWyoming。ButoleBawleyhadstopped,andstopped,andatlasthadtobetakenoutoftheyoke。Buddybegantowishtheywouldhurryupandfindariver。 Noneofthecowboyswouldtakehimonthesaddleandlethimride,thatday。Theylookedharassed——Buddycalleditcross—— whentheyrodeuptothewagontogivetheirhorsesafewmouthfulsofwaterfromthebarrel。Step—and—a—Halfcouldn’tspareanymore,theytoldmother。Hehaddeclaredatnoonthatheneededeverydrophehadforthecooking,andtherewouldbenowashingofdisheswhatever。Later,motherhadstudiedamapandafterwardshadsatforalongwhilestaringoutoverthebacksofthecattle,herfacewhite。Buddythoughtperhapsmotherwassick。 ThatdaylastedhoursandhourslongerthananyotherdaythatBuddycouldremember。Hisfatherlookedcross,too,whenherodebacktothem。Onceitwastolookatthemapwhichmotherhadstudied。Theytalkedtogetherafterwards,andBuddyheardhisfathersaythatshemustnotworry;thecattlehadgoodbottom,andcouldstandthirstbetterthanapoorherd,andanotherdrycampwouldnotreallyhurtanyone。 Hehaduncoveredthewaterbarrelandlookedin,andhadriddenstraightovertothechuck—wagon,hishorsewalkingalongsidethehighseatwhereStep—and—a—Halfsatperchedlistlesslywithalong—lashedoxwhipinhishand。Fatherhadtalkedforafewminutes,andhadriddenbackscowling。 \"Thatoldscoundrelhasgottwoten—gallonkegsthathaven’tbeentouched!\"hetoldmother。\"Yo’allmustn’twateranymorehorsesoutofyourbarrelSendtheboystoStep—and—a— Half。Yo’allkeepwhatyou’vegot。Thehorseshavegottohavewater—to—nightit’sgoingtobehelltoholdtheherd,andifanybodygoesthirstyit’llbethemen,notthehorsesButyo’allsendthemtotheotherwagon,LassieMind,now! Notadroptoanyone。\" Afterfatherrodeaway,Buddycreptupandputhistwoshortarmsaroundmother。\"Don’tcry。Idon’thavetodrinkanywater,\"hesoothedher。Hewaitedaminuteandaddedoptimistically,\"Dere’saBI——IGwivercomin’pittysoon。 Oxessmellswaterahunerdmiles。Ezrasaysso。An’las’ nightCrumpywassnuffin’an’snuffin’。Isaw’imdoit。HesmeltaBIGwiver。THATbi—ig!\"Hespreadhisshortarmsaswideapartastheywouldreach,andsmiledtremulously。 MothersqueezedBuddysohardthathegrunted。 \"Dearlittleman,ofcoursethereis。WEdon’tmind,dowe? I—wasfeelingsorryforthepoorcattle。\" \"De’refirsty,\"Buddystatedsolemnly,hiseyesbig。\"De’rebawlin’feradrinkofwater。Iguessde’reAWFULfirsty。 Dere’sabigwivercomin’nowCrumpysmeltabigwiver。\" Buddy’smotherstaredacrossthearidplainparchedintogreaterbarrennessbytheheatthathadbeenunremittingforthepastweek。Buddy’sfaithinthebigrivershecouldnotshare。SomehowtheyhaddriftedoffthetrailmarkedonthemapdrawnbyGeorgeWilliams。 Williamshadwarnedthemtocarryasmuchwateraspossibleinbarrels,asaprecautionagainstsufferingiftheyfailedtostrikewatereachnight。Hehadtoldthemthatwaterwasscarce,butthathiscowboyscoutsandthedeep—wornbuffalotrailshadbeenabletobringhimthroughwithwaterateverycampsavetwoorthree。TheStakedPlains,hesaid,wouldbethehardestdrive。AndthiswastheStakedPlains——anditwasharddriving! Buddydidnotknowallthatuntilafterwards,whenheheardfathertalkofthedrivenorth。Buthewouldhaverememberedthatdayandthenightthatfollowed,eventhoughhehadneverheardawordaboutit。Thebawlingoftheherdbecameadolefulchantofmisery。Eventhephlegmaticoxenthatdrewthewagonsbawledandslaveredwhiletheystrainedforward,twistingtheirheadsundertheheavyyokes。Theystoppedoftenerthanusualtorest,andwhenBuddywaspermittedtowalkwiththeperspiringEzrabytheleaders,hewonderedwhytheoxen’seyeswerered,likeDulcie’swhenshehadoneofhercryingspells。 Atnightthecowboysdidnottietheirhorsesandsitdownwhiletheyate,butstoodbytheirmountsandboltedfoodhurriedly,oneeyealwaysontherestlesscattle,thatwalkedaroundandaround,andwouldneithereatnorliedown,butlowedincessantly。OnceafewanimalscamecloseenoughtosmellthewaterinabucketwhereFrankDaviswaswateringhissweat—streakedhorse,andStep—and—a—Half’swagonwasalmostupsetbeforethemaddenedcattlecouldbedrivenbacktothemainherd。 \"Nousecamping,\"BobBirnietoldtheboysgatheredaroundStep—and—a—Half’sDutchovens。\"Thecattlewon’tstand。We’llwearourselvesandthemouttryingtohold’em—theymayaswellbehuntingwaterasrunningincircles。Step—and—a—Half,keepyourcookedgrubhandyfortheboys,andyo’allpackupandpullout。We’llturnthecattlelooseandfollow。Ifthere’sanywaterinthisdamnedcountrythey’llfindit。\" Yearsafterwards,Buddylearnedthathisfatherhadsentmenouttohuntwater,andthattheyhadnotfoundany。Hewastenwhenthiswasdiscussedaroundaspringroundupfire,andhehadstudiedthematterforafewminutesandthenhadspokenboldlyhismind。 \"Yououghtakeptyourhorsesasthirstyasthecattlewas,andIbetthey’da’foundthatwater,\"hecriticized,andwassenttobedforhistactlessness。BobBirniehimselfhadthoughtofthatafterwards,andhadexcusedtheoversightbysayingthathehaddependedonthemap,andhadnotforeseenathree—daydrydrive。 Howeverthatmaybe,thatnightwasanightofpanickydesperation。Ezrawalkedbesidetheoxenandshoutedandswunghislash,andtheoxenstrainedforwardbellowingsothatnotevenDulciecouldsleep,butwhimperedfretfullyinhermother’sarms。Buddysatupwide—eyedandwatchedforthebigriver,andtriednottobea’fraid—catandcrylikeDulcie。 Itwaslongpaststarrymidnightwhenalittlewindpuffedoutofthedarknessandtheoxenthrewuptheirheadsandsniffed,andputanewnoteintotheir\"M—baw—aw—aw—mm!\" Theyswungsharplysothatthewindblewstraightintothefrontofthewagon,whichlurchedforwardwithanewimpetus。 \"Glo—oryt’Gawd,Missy!deysmellswatah,sho’syo’bawn!\" sobbedEzraashebrokeintoatrotbesidethewheelers\" ’Tain’tfur——lookitdat—ahhuhda—goin’it!No’m,Missy,DEY ain’twoahout——deysmellin’watahan’dey’mgittin’TOit! ’Tain’tfur,Missy。\" Buddyclungtothebackoftheseatandstaredround—eyedintothegloom。Heneverforgotthatlumpyshadowwhichwastheherd,travelingfastindustthatobscuredtheneareststars。Theshadowhumpedhereandthereasthecattlecrowdedforwardatashufflinghalftrot,theclick——awashoftheirshamblingfeettreadingcloseononeanother。Therappingtattooofwide—spreadhornsclashingagainstwide—spreadhornsfilledhimwithaformlessterror,sothatheletgotheseattoclutchatmother’sdress。Hewasnotafraidofcattle—theywereasmuchapartofhisworldaswereEzraandthewagonandthecamp—fires—buthetrembledwiththedreadwhichnomancouldnameforhim。 Thesewerenotthenormal,everydaysoundsoftheherd。Theherdhadsomehowchangedfromploddinganimalstooneoverwhelmingpurposethatwouldsweepawayanythingthatcameinitspath。Twothousandparchedthroatsanddust—drytongues—andsuddenlythesmellofwaterthatwouldgogurglingdowntwothousandeagergullets,andeveryinterveningsecondacurseddelayagainstwhichthecattlesurgedblindly。Itwasthemobspirit,whenthemobwasfightingforitsveryexistence。 Overthebellowingofthecattleayellingcowboynowandthenmadehimselfheard。Thefouroxenstrainingundertheiryokesbrokeintoalumberinggalloplesttheybeoutdistancedbytheherd,andDulciescreamedwhenthewagonlurchedacrossadrywashandalmostupset,whileEzrapliedtheox— whipandyelledfranticallyatfirstoneoxandthenanother,inventingnamesforthenewones。Buddydrewinhisbreathandheldituntilthewagonrolledonfourwheelsinsteadoftwo,buthedidnotscream。 Stillthebigriverdidnotcome。ItseemedtoBuddythatthecattlewouldneverstoprunning。TangledintheterrorwasEzra’sshoutingasheranalongsidethewagonandcalledtoMissythatitwas\"DatoleCrumpyactin’thefool\",andthatthewagonwouldn’tupset。\"No’m,dey’sjestinahurrytogitderefoolhaidssunktodeeyesindatwatah。Deyain’taimin’torunaway——no’m,dishyerain’tnostampede!\" PerhapsBuddydozed。Thenextthingheremembered,daywasbreaking,withthesunallred,seenthroughthedust。Theherdwasstillgoing,butnowitwasrunningandsomehowtheyokedoxenwerekeepingclosebehind,lumberingalongwithheadsheldlowandthesweatreekingfromtheirspentbodies。 Buddyhearddimlyhismother’ssharpcommandtoEzra: \"Standback,Ezra!We’renotgoingtobecaughtinthatterribletrap。They’repilingoverthebankaheadofus。Getawayfromtheleaders。Iamgoingtoshoot。\" Buddycrawledupalittlehigherontheblanketsbehindtheseat,andsawmothersteadyherselfandaimtheriflestraightatCrumpy。Therewasthefamiliar,deafeningroar,theacridsmellofblackpowdersmoke,andCrumpywentdownloosely,hisnoserootingthetrampledgroundforaspacebeforethegunbelchedblacksmokeagainandCrumpy’syoke— matepitchedforward。ThewagonstoppedsoabruptlythatBuddysprawledhelplesslyonhisbacklikeanoverturnedbeetle。 Hesawmotherstandlookingdownatthewheelers,thatbackedandtwistedtheirnecksundertheiryokes。Herlipsweresetfirmlytogether,andhereyeswerebrightwithpurplehollowsbeneath。Sheheldtherifleforamoment,thensetthebuttofitonthe\"jockeybox\"justinfrontofthedashboard。 Thewheelers,helplessbetweentheweightofthewagonbehindandthedeadoxeninfront,mighttwisttheirnecksoffbuttheycoulddonodamage。 \"Unyokethewheelers,Ezra,andletthepoorcreatureshavetheirchanceatthewater,\"shecriedsharply,andEzra,dodgingthehornsofthefranticbrutes,madeshifttoobey。 Fairlyonthebankofthesluggishstreamwithitsflood—wornchannelanditstreacherouspatchesofquicksand,thewagonthushaltedbythesheernerveandquick—thinkingofmotherbecameaverysmallislandinatroubledseaofwelteringbacksandtossinghornsandstaringeyeballs。Ridersshoutedandlashedunavailinglywiththeirquirts,tryingtoholdbackthefullbulkoftheherduntiltheforemosthadslakedtheirthirstandgoneon。Buttheherdwascrazyforthewater,andtheforemostwereplungedheadlongintothesoftmudwheretheymired,trampledunderthehoofsofthosewhocamecrowdingfrombehind。 Someoneshouted,closetothewagonyetdownthebankattheedgeofthewater。Thewordswereindistinguishable,butawarningwasinthevoice。Ontheechoofthatcry,amanscreamedtwice。 \"Ezra!\"criedmotherfiercely。\"It’sFrankDavis——they’vegothimdown,somehow。Climboverthebacksofthecattle——There’snootherway——andGETHIM!\" \"Yas’m,Missy!\"Ezracalledback,andthenBuddysawhimgoovertheherd,scrambling,jumpingfrombacktoback。 Buddyrememberedthatalways,andthefuneraltheyhadlaterintheday,whentheherdwasagainjusttrail—wearycattlefeedinghungrilyonthescantygrass。Downattheedgeofthecreekthecarcassesofmanydeadanimalslayhalf—buriedinthemud。Uponalittleknollwhereafewstuntedtreesgrew,thenegroesdugalong,deephole。Mother’seyeswereoftenfilledwithtearsthatday,andthecowboysscarcelytalkedatallwhentheygatheredatthechuckwagon。 Afterawhiletheyallwenttotheholewhichthenegroeshaddug,andtherewasalongSomethingwrappedupincanvas。 Motherworeherbestdresswhichwasblack,andfatherandalltheboyshadshavedtheirfacesandlookedverysober。 Thenegroesstoodbackinagroupbythemselves,andeveryfewminutesBuddysawthemdrawtheirtatteredshirtsleevesacrosstheirfaces。Andfather——Buddylookedonceandsawtwotearsrunningdownfather’scheeks。Buddywasshockedintoastonycalm。Hehadneverdreamedthatfathersevercried。 MotherreadoutofherBible,andalltheboysheldtheirhatsinfrontofthem,withtheirhandsclasped,andlookedatthegroundwhilesheread。Thenmothersang。Shesang,\"Weshallmeetbeyondtheriver\",whichBuddythoughtwasaveryqueersong,becausetheywerealltherebutFrankDavis; thenshesang\"Nearer,MyGod,toThee。\"Buddysangtoo,pipingthenotesaccurately,withavaguepronunciationofthewordsandafeelingthatsomehowhewashelpingmother。 Afterthattheyputthelong,canvas—wrappedSomethingdowninthehole,andmothersaid\"OurFatherWhoArtinHeaven\",withBuddyrepeatingituncertainlyafterherandpausingtosay\"TRETHpatheth\"verycarefully。ThenmotherpickedupDulcieinherarms,tookBuddybythehandandwalkedslowlybacktothewagon,andwouldnotlethimturntoseewhattheboysweredoing。 ItwasfromthatdaythatBuddymissedFrankDavis,whohadmysteriouslygonetoHeaven,accordingtomother。Buddy’sinterestinHeavenwasextremelykeenforatime,andheaskedquestionswhichnotevenmothercouldanswer。ThenhismemoryofFrankDavisblurred。ButneverhismemoryofthatterribletimewhentheTomahawkoutfitlostfivehundredcattleinthedrydriveandthestampedeforwater。 CHAPTERTHREE:SOMEINDIANLORE BuddyknewIndiansasheknewcattle,horses,rattlesnakesandstorms——byhavingthemmixedinwithhiseverydaylife。 Hecouldn’ttellyouwhereorwhenhehadlearnedthatIndiansaretricky。PerhapshisfirstideasonthatsubjectweregleanedfromthefriendlytribeswholivedalongtheChisolmTrailandusedtovisitthechuck—wagon,theirblanketsheldclosearoundthemandtheireyesglancingeverywherewhiletheygrinnedandtalkedandpointed——andate。Buddyusedtositinthechuck—wagon,outofharm’sway,andwatchthemeat。 Step—and—a—HalfhadawayofentertainingIndianswhichneverfailedtointerestBuddy,howeveroftenhewitnessedit。WhenStep—and—a—HalfglimpsedIndianscomingafaroff,hewouldtakehisdishpananddumpintoitwhateverscrapsoffoodwereleftoverfromtheprecedingmeal。HeusedtosaythatIndianscouldsmellgrubasfarasabuzzardcansmelladeadcarcase,andBuddybelievedit,fortheyalwaysarrivedatmealtimeorshortlyafterwards。Step—and—a—Halfwouldmakeastew,iftherewerescrapsenough。Ifthegleaningsweresmall,hewouldusethedishwater——hewasafrugalman——andwiththatforthestart—offhewouldmakesoup,whichtheIndiansgulpeddownwithgreatrelishandmanygurglysounds。 Buddywatchedthemeatwhathecalledpig—dinner。WhenStep— and—a—Halfwasnotlookinghesawthemstealwhatevertheirdirtybrownhandscouldreadilysnatchandhideundertheirblankets。SoheknewfromveryearlyexperiencethatIndianswerenottobetrusted。 Once,whenhehadagainstrayedtoofarfromcamp,someIndiansridingthatwaysawhim,andoneleanedandliftedhimfromthegroundandrodeoffwithhim。Buddydidnotstrugglemuch。Hesavedhisbreathforthelong,shrillyellofcow—country。TwiceheyodledbeforetheIndianclappedahandoverhismouth。 Fatherandsomeofthecowboysheardandcameafter,ridinghardandshootingastheycame。Buddy’spinkapronflutteredasignalflaginthearmsofhiscaptor,andsoithappenedthatthebulletswhistledclosetothatparticularIndian。HegatheredahandfulofcalicobetweenBuddy’sshoulders,heldhimaloftlikeapuppy,leanedfaroveranddepositedhimontheground。 Buddyrolledovertwiceandgotup,alittledizzyandveryindignant,andshoutedtofather,\"Shootasunsyguns!\" FromthattimeBuddyaddedhatredtohisdistrustofIndians。 FromthetimewhenhewasfouruntilhewasthirteenBuddy’slifecontainedenoughthrillstokeepamovie—madboyofto— daysittingontheedgeofhisseatgaspingenviouslythroughmanyareel,buttoBuddyitwasallratherhumdrumandmonotonous。 Whathewantedtodowastogetoutandhuntbuffalo。Justherdinghorses,andwatchingoutforIndians,andkillingrattlesnakeswaswhatanyboyinthecountrywouldbedoing。 Still,Buddyhimselfachievednowandthenathrill。 Therewasoneday,whenhestoodheedlesslyonaridgelookingforadozenheadoflosthorsesinthedrawsbelow。 ItwasallverywelltoexplainmissinghorsesbytheconjecturethattheInjunsmusthavegotthem,butBuddyhappenedtomissoldRattlerwiththeothers。Rattlerhadcomenorthwiththetrailherd,andhewaswisebeyondthewisdomofmosthorses。Hewoulddrivecattleoutofthebrushwithoutaridertoguidehim,ifonlyyouputasaddleonhim。HehadhelpedBuddytomounthisback——whenBuddywasmuchsmallerthannow——byloweringhisheaduntilBuddystraddledit,andthenliftingitsothatBuddysliddownhisneckandoverhiswitherstohisback。EvennowBuddysometimesmountedthatwaywhennoonewaslooking。ManyotherlovabletraitshadRattler,andtolosehimwouldbeatragedytothefamily。 SoBuddywasontheridge,scanningallthedeeplittlewashesanddraws,whenabulletPING—G—GEDoverhishead。 Buddycaughtthebridlereinsandpulledhishorseintotheshelterofrocks,untiedhisriflefromthesaddleandcreptbacktoreconnoitre。Itwasthefirsttimehehadeverbeenshotat——exceptinthearmyposts,whentheIndianshad\"brokenout\",——andtheaimthenwasgenerallydirectedtowardhisvicinityratherthanhisperson。 AnIndianonahorsepresentlyappearedcautiouslyfromcover,andBuddy,tremblingwithexcitement,shotwild;butnotsowildthattheIndiancouldaffordtoscoffandridecloser。AfteranotherineffectualshotatBuddy,hewhippedhishorsedowntheridge,andmadeforBannockcreek。 BuddyatthirteenknewmoreofthewilesofIndiansthandoesthehardiestIndianfighteronthescreento—day。FatherhadwarnedhimnevertochaseanIndianintocover,whereotherswouldprobablybewaitingforhim。Sohestayedwherehewas,prettywellhiddenintherocks,andletthebulletshehimselfhad\"run\"infather’sbullet—moldfollowtheenemytothefringeofbushes。HislastshotknockedtheIndianoffhishorse——orsoitlookedtoBuddy。Hewaitedforalongtime,watchingthebrushandthinkingwhatafoolthatIndianwastoimagineBuddywouldfollowhimdownthere。AfterawhilehesawtheIndian’shorseclimbingtheslopeacrossthecreek。Therewasnorider。 Buddyrodehomewithoutthemissinghorses,anddidnottellanyoneabouttheIndian,thoughhisthoughtswouldnotleavethesubject。 Hewonderedwhatmotherwouldthinkofit。Mother’sinterestsseemedmostlyconfinedtoteachingBuddyandDulciewhattheyweredeprivedoflearninginschools,andtoplaythepiano—— awonderfuloldsquarepianothathadcomeallthewayfromScotlandtotheTomahawkranch,theveryfrontieroftheWest。 Motherwasawonderfulwoman,withasoftvoiceandaslightScotchaccent,andwit;andaknowledgeofthingswhichwerelittleknowninthewilderness。Buddyneverdreamedthenhowstrangelyculturewasmixedwithpuresavageryinhislife。 TohimthesecretregretthathehadnotdaredrideintothebushestoscalptheIndianhebelievedhehadshot,andthefactthathishandswerestrainingatthefullchordsoftheANVILCHORUSonthatveryevening,wasnoteventobeconsideredunusual。Still,certainstrainsofthatclassicwerealwaysafterwardassociatedinhismindwiththeshootingoftheIndian——ifhehadreallyshothim。 Whilehecountedthetimewithaconscientiousregardfortherests,hedebatedthewisdomoftellingmother,anddecidedthatperhapshehadbetterkeepthatmattertohimself,likeaman。 CHAPTERFOUR:BUDDYGIVESWARNING Buddyswungdownfromhishorse,unsaddleditandwentstaggeringtothestablewallwiththeburdenofastock— saddlemuchtoobigforhim。Hehadtostandonhisboot—toestoreachandpullthebridledownovertheearsofWhitefoot,whichturnedwithanairofimmensereliefintothecorralgateandthehaypiledatthefurtherend。Buddygavehimonepreoccupiedglanceandstartedforthecabin,walkingwiththecowpuncher’speculiar,bowleggedgaitwhichcomesofwearingchapsandthrowingoutthekneestoovercomethestiffnessoftheleather。AtthirteenBuddywasacowboyfromhat—crowntospurs—andatthirteenBuddygloriedinthefact。 To—day,however,hismindwasweightedwithmattersofmoreimportancethanhimself。 \"TheUtesarehavingawar—dance,mother,\"heannouncedwhenhehadclosedthestoutdoorofthekitchenbehindhim。\"Theymeanitthistime。Ilayinthebrushandwatchedthemlastnight。\"Hestoodlookingathismotherspeculatively,alittlegrinonhisface。\"Itoldyou,youcan’tchangeanInjunbylearninghimtoeatwithaknifeandfork,\"headded。\"Colorouain’tanywhiterthanhewasbeforeyousetouttolearnhimmanners。Hewashoppin’higherthananyof’em。\" \"Teach,Buddy,notlearn。Youknowbetterthantosay’learnhimmanners。’\" \"Teachhimmanners,\"Buddycorrectedhimselfobediently。\"I wasthinkingmoreaboutwhatIsawthanaboutgrammar。 Where’sfather?IguessI’dbettertellhim。He’llwanttogetthestockoutofthemountains,Ishouldthink。\" \"Colorouwillsendmewordbeforetheytakethewarpath,\" motherobservedreassuringly。\"Healwayshas。Igavehimawholepoundofteaandablueribbonthelasttimehewashere,\" \"Yes,andthelasttimetheybrokeouttheygotawaywithmore’nahundredheadofcattle。YougottoLaramie,allright,buthedidn’ttellfatherintimetomakearoundupbackinthefoothills。They’reDANCING,mother!\" \"Well,IsupposeWe’redueforanoutbreak,\"sighedmother。 \"Colorousayshecan’tholdhisyoungmenoffwhensomeofthetribehavebeenkilled。Hehimselfdoesn’tcountenancethestealingandtheoccasionalkillingofwhitemen。TherearebadIndiansandgoodones。\" \"Iknowacoupleofgoodones,\"Buddymurmuredashemadeforthewashbasin。\"It’sthebadonesthatweredoingthedancing,mother,\"heflungoverhisshoulder。\"AndifIwasyouI’dtakeDulcieandthecatsandhitforLaramie。Coloroumightgetbusyandforgettosendword!\" \"IfIWASyou?\"Mothercameupandnippedhisearbetweenthumbandfinger。\"Robert,Iamdiscouragedoveryou。AllthatIteachyouinthewinterseemstoevaporatefromyourmindduringthesummerwhenyougooutridingwiththeboys。\" Buddywipedhisfacewithanup—and—downmotionontherollertowelandclankedacrosstothecupboardwhichheopenedinvestigatively。\"Anypie?\"hequestionedashepeeredintothecorners。\"Say,ifIhadthehandlingofthoseUtes,mother,I’dfix’emsotheywouldn’tbebreakingouteveryfewmonthsandmakingfolksleavetheirhomestobepawedoverandburnt,maybe。\"Hefoundajaroffreshdoughnutsandtookthree。 \"They’lltromparoundonyourflower—beds——itjustmakesmeSICKwhenIthinkhowthey’llmussthingsuparoundhere!I wishnow,\"Heblurtedunthinkingly,\"thatIhadn’tkilledtheInjunthatstoleRattler。\" \"Buddy!NotYOU。\"Hismothermadeaswiftlittlerunacrossthekitchenandcaughthimonhislean,hard—muscledyoungshoulders。\"You——youbaby!Whatdidyoudo?Youdidn’tharmanIndian,didyou,laddie?\" Buddytiltedhisheaddownwardsothatshecouldnotlookintohiseyes。\"IdunnoasIharmedhim——much,\"hesaid,wipingdoughnutcrumbsfromhismouthwithonehastysweepofhisforearm。\"Buthishorsecameoutathebrush,andhenever。IguessIkilledhim,allright。Anyway,mother,Ihadto。Hetookashotatmefirst。ItwasthedaywelostRattlerandthebronks,\"Headdedaccurately。 Motherdidnotsayanythingforaminute,andBuddyhunghisheadlower,dreadingtoseethehurtlookwhichhefeltwasinhereyes。 \"IhavetopackagunwhenIrideanywhere,\"heremindedherdefensively。\"Itain’ttobalancemeonthehorse,either。IfInjunstakeinafterme,thegun’ssoIcanshoot。Andafellerdon’tshootupintheair——andifanInjunishuntingtroubleheoughtaexpectthatmaybehemightgetshotsometime。You——youwouldn’twantmetojustrunandletthemcatchme,wouldyou?\" Mother’shandslippeduptohisheadandpresseditagainstherbreastsothatBuddyheardherheartbeatingsteadyandsweetandtrue。Motherwasn’tafraid——never,never! \"Iknow——it’sthedreadfulnecessityofdefendingourlives。 Butyou’resoyoung——justmother’sbabyman! Buddylookedupatherthen,alaughtwinklinginhiseyes。 Afterall,motherunderstood。 \"I’mgoingtobeyourbabymanalwaysifyouwantmeto,mother,\"Hewhispered,closinghisarmsaroundherneckinasturdyhug。\"ButI’mfather’shorse—wrangler,too。Andahorse—wranglerhasgottoholduphisend。I——Ididn’twanttokillanybody,honest。ButInjunsaredifferent。Youkillrattlers,andtheyain’tasmeanasInjuns。ThatoneIshotatwasshootingatmebeforeIevensomuchasknewtherewasonearound。Ijustshotback。Fatherwould,oranybodyelse。\" \"Iknow——Iknow,\"sheconceded,thetenderwomanlinessofhersighingovertheneed。Inthenextmomentshewasallmother,readytofightforheryoung。\"Buddy,never,neverrideANYWHEREwithoutyourrifle!Andarevolver,too——besurethatitisinperfectcondition。And——haveyouaknife? You’resoLITTLE!\"shewailed。\"Butfatherwillneedyou,andhe’lltakecareofyou——andColorouwouldnotletyoubehurtifheknew。But——Buddy,youmustbecareful,andalwayswatching——neverletthemcatchyouoffyourguard。IshallbeinLaramiebeforeyouandfatherandtheboys,Isuppose,iftheIndiansreallydobreakout。Andyoumustpromiseme——\" \"I’llpromise,mother。Anddon’tyougoandtrustoldColorouaninch。Hewasjumpinghigherthananyof’em,andshakinghistomahawkandyelling——he’dhavescalpedmerightthereifhe’dseenmewatching’em。Mother,I’mgoingtofindfatherandtellhim。Andyoumayaswellbepackingup,and——don’tleavemyguitarforthemtosmash,willyou,mother?\" Hismotherlaughedthenandpushedhimtowardthedoor。Shehadanideaofherownandshedidnotwanttobehinderednowinputtingitintoaction。Upthecreek,inthebankbehindaclumpofwillows,wasasmallcave——oralargeniche,onemightcallit——wheremanyhouseholdtreasuresmightbesafelyhidden,ifonewentcarefully,wadinginthecreektohidethetracks。ShefollowedBuddyout,andcalledtoEzrawhowaschoppingwoodwithagruntforeveryfalloftheaxeandmanyrest——periodsintheshadeofthecottonwoodtree。 Atthestable,BuddylookedbackandsawhertalkingearnestlytoEzra,whostoodnoddinghisheadincompleteapproval。Buddy’sknowledgeofwomenbeganandendedwithhismother。Therefore,tohimallwomenwerewonderfulcreatureswhommenworshippedardentlybecausetheywerecreatedfortheadorationoflessersouls。Buddydidnotknowwhathismotherwasgoingtodo,buthewassurethatwhatevershedidwouldberight;sohehoistedhissaddleonthehandiestfreshhorse,andlopedofftodriveintheremuda,feelingcertainthathisfatherwouldmoveswiftlytosavehiscattlethatrangedbackinthefoothills,andthatthesaddlehorseswouldbewantedatamoment’snotice。 Also,hereasoned,therangehorses(maresandcoltsandtheunbrokengeldings)wouldnotbelefttothemercyoftheIndians。Hedidnotquiteknowhowhisfatherwouldmanageit,buthedecidedthathewouldcorraltheREMUDAfirst,andthendriveintheotherhorses,thatfedscatteredinundisturbedpossessionofafavoritegrassycreek—bottomfartherupthePlatte。 Thesaddlehorses,accustomedtoBuddy’sdriving,wereeasilycorralled。Theotherhorseswerefatand\"sassy\"andresentedhiscomingamongthemwiththeshrillwhoopofauthority。 Theygavehimahothour’sridingbeforetheyfinallybunchedandwenttearingdowntheriverbottomtowardtheranch。Evenso,Buddylefttwoofthewildestcareeningupanarrowgulch。Hehadnotattemptedtorideafterthem;notbecausehewasafraidofIndians,forhewasnot。Thewar—danceheldeveryyoungbuckandeveryoldoneincampbeyondthePass。 Butthemarginofsafetymightbenarrow,andBuddywastakingnochancesthatday。 Whenhewasconvincedthatitwasimpossibleforoneboytobeinhalfadozenplacesatonce,andthatthecowboyswouldbeneededtocorraltherangebunch,Buddywhoopedthemalldownthecreekbelowthehomeranchandletthemgojustashisfathercameridinguptothecorral。 \"They’rewar—dancing,father,\"Buddyshoutedeagerly,slippingoffhishorseandwipingawaythetricklesofperspirationwithahandkerchiefnotmuchredderthanhisface。\"Idroveallthehorsesdown,sothey’dbehandy。Themrangehorsesareprettywild。TherewastwoIcouldn’tget。 What’llIdonow?\" BobBirnielookedathisyoungestriderandsmoothedhisbeardwithonehand。\"You’reanambitiouslad,Buddy。It’stheUtesyou’remeaning——orisitthehorses?\" Buddyliftedhisheadandstaredathisfatherdisapprovingly。 \"Colorouisgoingtobreakout。Iknow。They’vegottheirwarpaintallonandthey’redancing。Isawthemmyself。IwasgoingaftertheglovesColoroussquawwasmakingforme,——butIdidn’tget’em。Ilaidinthebrushandwatched’emdance。\"Hestoppedandlookedagaindoubtfullyathisfather。\"Ithoughtyoumightwanttogetthecattleoutatheway,headded。\"IthoughtIcouldsavesometime——\" \"You’resureaboutthepaint?\" \"Yes,I’msure。AndColorouwasjusta—goingitwithhiswarbonnetonandshakinghistomahawkandyelling——\" \"Yedidwell,lad。We’llbeleavingforBigCreekto—night,sorunawaynowandrestyourself。\" \"Oh,andcanIgo?\"Buddy’svoicewasshrillwitheagerness。 \"I’llneedyou,lad,tolookafterthehorses。Itwillgivemeonemorehandwiththecattle。NowgotellStep—and—a—Halftomakereadyforaweekonthetrail,andtohavesupperearlysohecanmakehisstartwiththerest。\" Buddywalkedstifflyawaytothecook’scabinwhereStep—and— a—Halfsatleisurelygougingtheworstblemishesoutofsoft,oldpotatoeswithachronictendencytogrowsprouts,beforehepeeledthemforsupperHiscrippledlegwasthrustoutstraight,hishatwasperchedprecariouslyoveroneearbecauseoftheslantingsunraysthroughthewindow,andahalf—smokedcigarettewaggleduncertainlyinthecornerofhismouthwhilehesangdolefullyamostoptimisticdittyoftheWest: \"Ogivemeahomewherethebuff—aloroam,Wherethedeerandtheantelopeplay,WhereneverisheardadiscouragingwordAndtheskyisnotcloudyallday。\" \"You’regoingtohearadiscouragingwordrightnow,\"Buddybrokeinruthlesslyuponthesong。Whereupon,withabitofimportanceinhisvoiceandinhismanner,heproceededtospoilStep—and—a—Half’sdispositionandtodeepen,ifthatwerepossible,hisloathingofIndians。Toooftenhadhemadedubioussoupofhisdishwaterandtheleavingsfromaroundupcrew’sdinner,andwatchedblanketedbuckssmacklipsoverthemess,torunfromthemnowwithoutfeelingutterlydisgustedwithlife。Step—and—a—Half’svituperationscouldbeheardabovetheclatterofpotsandpansashemadereadyforthejourney。