CHAPTERI—OURSOCIETY
INthefirstplace,CranfordisinpossessionoftheAmazons;alltheholdersofhousesaboveacertainrentarewomen。Ifamarriedcouplecometosettleinthetown,somehowthegentlemandisappears;heiseitherfairlyfrightenedtodeathbybeingtheonlymanintheCranfordeveningparties,orheisaccountedforbybeingwithhisregiment,hisship,orcloselyengagedinbusinessalltheweekinthegreatneighbouringcommercialtownofDrumble,distantonlytwentymilesonarailroad。Inshort,whateverdoesbecomeofthegentlemen,theyarenotatCranford。Whatcouldtheydoiftheywerethere?Thesurgeonhashisroundofthirtymiles,andsleepsatCranford;buteverymancannotbeasurgeon。Forkeepingthetrimgardensfullofchoiceflowerswithoutaweedtospeckthem;forfrighteningawaylittleboyswholookwistfullyatthesaidflowersthroughtherailings;forrushingoutatthegeesethatoccasionallyventureintothegardensifthegatesareleftopen;fordecidingallquestionsofliteratureandpoliticswithouttroublingthemselveswithunnecessaryreasonsorarguments;forobtainingclearandcorrectknowledgeofeverybody’saffairsintheparish;forkeepingtheirneatmaid—servantsinadmirableorder;
forkindness(somewhatdictatorial)tothepoor,andrealtendergoodofficestoeachotherwhenevertheyareindistress,theladiesofCranfordarequitesufficient。\"Aman,\"asoneofthemobservedtomeonce,\"isSOinthewayinthehouse!\"AlthoughtheladiesofCranfordknowalleachother’sproceedings,theyareexceedinglyindifferenttoeachother’sopinions。Indeed,aseachhasherownindividuality,nottosayeccentricity,prettystronglydeveloped,nothingissoeasyasverbalretaliation;but,somehow,good—willreignsamongthemtoaconsiderabledegree。
TheCranfordladieshaveonlyanoccasionallittlequarrel,spiritedoutinafewpepperywordsandangryjerksofthehead;
justenoughtopreventtheeventenoroftheirlivesfrombecomingtooflat。Theirdressisveryindependentoffashion;astheyobserve,\"WhatdoesitsignifyhowwedresshereatCranford,whereeverybodyknowsus?\"Andiftheygofromhome,theirreasonisequallycogent,\"Whatdoesitsignifyhowwedresshere,wherenobodyknowsus?\"Thematerialsoftheirclothesare,ingeneral,goodandplain,andmostofthemarenearlyasscrupulousasMissTyler,ofcleanlymemory;butIwillanswerforit,thelastgigot,thelasttightandscantypetticoatinwearinEngland,wasseeninCranford—andseenwithoutasmile。
Icantestifytoamagnificentfamilyredsilkumbrella,underwhichagentlelittlespinster,leftaloneofmanybrothersandsisters,usedtopattertochurchonrainydays。HaveyouanyredsilkumbrellasinLondon?WehadatraditionofthefirstthathadeverbeenseeninCranford;andthelittleboysmobbedit,andcalledit\"astickinpetticoats。\"ItmighthavebeentheveryredsilkoneIhavedescribed,heldbyastrongfatheroveratroopoflittleones;thepoorlittlelady—thesurvivorofall—couldscarcelycarryit。
Thentherewererulesandregulationsforvisitingandcalls;andtheywereannouncedtoanyyoungpeoplewhomightbestayinginthetown,withallthesolemnitywithwhichtheoldManxlawswerereadonceayearontheTinwaldMount。
\"Ourfriendshavesenttoinquirehowyouareafteryourjourneyto—night,mydear\"(fifteenmilesinagentleman’scarriage);\"theywillgiveyousomerestto—morrow,butthenextday,Ihavenodoubt,theywillcall;sobeatlibertyaftertwelve—fromtwelvetothreeareourcallinghours。\"
Then,aftertheyhadcalled—
\"Itisthethirdday;Idaresayyourmammahastoldyou,mydear,nevertoletmorethanthreedayselapsebetweenreceivingacallandreturningit;andalso,thatyouarenevertostaylongerthanaquarterofanhour。\"
\"ButamItolookatmywatch?HowamItofindoutwhenaquarterofanhourhaspassed?\"
\"Youmustkeepthinkingaboutthetime,mydear,andnotallowyourselftoforgetitinconversation。\"
Aseverybodyhadthisruleintheirminds,whethertheyreceivedorpaidacall,ofcoursenoabsorbingsubjectwaseverspokenabout。
Wekeptourselvestoshortsentencesofsmalltalk,andwerepunctualtoourtime。
IimaginethatafewofthegentlefolksofCranfordwerepoor,andhadsomedifficultyinmakingbothendsmeet;buttheywereliketheSpartans,andconcealedtheirsmartunderasmilingface。Wenoneofusspokeofmoney,becausethatsubjectsavouredofcommerceandtrade,andthoughsomemightbepoor,wewereallaristocratic。TheCranfordianshadthatkindlyESPRITDECORPS
whichmadethemoverlookalldeficienciesinsuccesswhensomeamongthemtriedtoconcealtheirpoverty。WhenMrsForrester,forinstance,gaveapartyinherbaby—houseofadwelling,andthelittlemaidendisturbedtheladiesonthesofabyarequestthatshemightgetthetea—trayoutfromunderneath,everyonetookthisnovelproceedingasthemostnaturalthingintheworld,andtalkedonabouthouseholdformsandceremoniesasifweallbelievedthatourhostesshadaregularservants’hall,secondtable,withhousekeeperandsteward,insteadoftheonelittlecharity—schoolmaiden,whoseshortruddyarmscouldneverhavebeenstrongenoughtocarrythetrayupstairs,ifshehadnotbeenassistedinprivatebyhermistress,whonowsatinstate,pretendingnottoknowwhatcakesweresentup,thoughsheknew,andweknew,andsheknewthatweknew,andweknewthatsheknewthatweknew,shehadbeenbusyallthemorningmakingtea—breadandsponge—cakes。
Therewereoneortwoconsequencesarisingfromthisgeneralbutunacknowledgedpoverty,andthisverymuchacknowledgedgentility,whichwerenotamiss,andwhichmightbeintroducedintomanycirclesofsocietytotheirgreatimprovement。Forinstance,theinhabitantsofCranfordkeptearlyhours,andclatteredhomeintheirpattens,undertheguidanceofalantern—bearer,aboutnineo’clockatnight;andthewholetownwasabedandasleepbyhalf—
pastten。Moreover,itwasconsidered\"vulgar\"(atremendouswordinCranford)togiveanythingexpensive,inthewayofeatableordrinkable,attheeveningentertainments。Waferbread—and—butterandsponge—biscuitswereallthattheHonourableMrsJamiesongave;
andshewassister—in—lawtothelateEarlofGlenmire,althoughshedidpractisesuch\"eleganteconomy。\"
\"Eleganteconomy!\"HownaturallyonefallsbackintothephraseologyofCranford!There,economywasalways\"elegant,\"andmoney—spendingalways\"vulgarandostentatious\";asortofsour—
grapeismwhichmadeusverypeacefulandsatisfied。InevershallforgetthedismayfeltwhenacertainCaptainBrowncametoliveatCranford,andopenlyspokeabouthisbeingpoor—notinawhispertoanintimatefriend,thedoorsandwindowsbeingpreviouslyclosed,butinthepublicstreet!inaloudmilitaryvoice!
alleginghispovertyasareasonfornottakingaparticularhouse。
TheladiesofCranfordwerealreadyrathermoaningovertheinvasionoftheirterritoriesbyamanandagentleman。Hewasahalf—paycaptain,andhadobtainedsomesituationonaneighbouringrailroad,whichhadbeenvehementlypetitionedagainstbythelittletown;andif,inadditiontohismasculinegender,andhisconnectionwiththeobnoxiousrailroad,hewassobrazenastotalkofbeingpoor—why,then,indeed,hemustbesenttoCoventry。
Deathwasastrueandascommonaspoverty;yetpeopleneverspokeaboutthat,loudoutinthestreets。Itwasawordnottobementionedtoearspolite。Wehadtacitlyagreedtoignorethatanywithwhomweassociatedontermsofvisitingequalitycouldeverbepreventedbypovertyfromdoinganythingthattheywished。Ifwewalkedtoorfromaparty,itwasbecausethenightwasSOfine,ortheairSOrefreshing,notbecausesedan—chairswereexpensive。Ifweworeprints,insteadofsummersilks,itwasbecausewepreferredawashingmaterial;andsoon,tillweblindedourselvestothevulgarfactthatwewere,allofus,peopleofverymoderatemeans。Ofcourse,then,wedidnotknowwhattomakeofamanwhocouldspeakofpovertyasifitwasnotadisgrace。Yet,somehow,CaptainBrownmadehimselfrespectedinCranford,andwascalledupon,inspiteofallresolutionstothecontrary。IwassurprisedtohearhisopinionsquotedasauthorityatavisitwhichIpaidtoCranfordaboutayearafterhehadsettledinthetown。MyownfriendshadbeenamongthebitterestopponentsofanyproposaltovisittheCaptainandhisdaughters,onlytwelvemonthsbefore;andnowhewasevenadmittedinthetabooedhoursbeforetwelve。True,itwastodiscoverthecauseofasmokingchimney,beforethefirewaslighted;butstillCaptainBrownwalkedupstairs,nothingdaunted,spokeinavoicetoolargefortheroom,andjokedquiteinthewayofatamemanaboutthehouse。Hehadbeenblindtoallthesmallslights,andomissionsoftrivialceremonies,withwhichhehadbeenreceived。Hehadbeenfriendly,thoughtheCranfordladieshadbeencool;hehadansweredsmallsarcasticcomplimentsingoodfaith;andwithhismanlyfranknesshadoverpoweredalltheshrinkingwhichmethimasamanwhowasnotashamedtobepoor。
And,atlast,hisexcellentmasculinecommonsense,andhisfacilityindevisingexpedientstoovercomedomesticdilemmas,hadgainedhimanextraordinaryplaceasauthorityamongtheCranfordladies。Hehimselfwentoninhiscourse,asunawareofhispopularityashehadbeenofthereverse;andIamsurehewasstartledonedaywhenhefoundhisadvicesohighlyesteemedastomakesomecounselwhichhehadgiveninjesttobetakeninsober,seriousearnest。
Itwasonthissubject:AnoldladyhadanAlderneycow,whichshelookeduponasadaughter。Youcouldnotpaytheshortquarterofanhourcallwithoutbeingtoldofthewonderfulmilkorwonderfulintelligenceofthisanimal。ThewholetownknewandkindlyregardedMissBetsyBarker’sAlderney;thereforegreatwasthesympathyandregretwhen,inanunguardedmoment,thepoorcowtumbledintoalime—pit。Shemoanedsoloudlythatshewassoonheardandrescued;butmeanwhilethepoorbeasthadlostmostofherhair,andcameoutlookingnaked,cold,andmiserable,inabareskin。Everybodypitiedtheanimal,thoughafewcouldnotrestraintheirsmilesatherdrollappearance。MissBetsyBarkerabsolutelycriedwithsorrowanddismay;anditwassaidshethoughtoftryingabathofoil。Thisremedy,perhaps,wasrecommendedbysomeoneofthenumberwhoseadvicesheasked;buttheproposal,ifeveritwasmade,wasknockedontheheadbyCaptainBrown’sdecided\"Getheraflannelwaistcoatandflanneldrawers,ma’am,ifyouwishtokeepheralive。Butmyadviceis,killthepoorcreatureatonce。\"
MissBetsyBarkerdriedhereyes,andthankedtheCaptainheartily;
shesettowork,andby—and—byallthetownturnedouttoseetheAlderneymeeklygoingtoherpasture,cladindarkgreyflannel。I
havewatchedhermyselfmanyatime。DoyoueverseecowsdressedingreyflannelinLondon?
CaptainBrownhadtakenasmallhouseontheoutskirtsofthetown,wherehelivedwithhistwodaughters。HemusthavebeenupwardsofsixtyatthetimeofthefirstvisitIpaidtoCranfordafterI
hadleftitasaresidence。Buthehadawiry,well—trained,elasticfigure,astiffmilitarythrow—backofhishead,andaspringingstep,whichmadehimappearmuchyoungerthanhewas。
Hiseldestdaughterlookedalmostasoldashimself,andbetrayedthefactthathisrealwasmorethanhisapparentage。MissBrownmusthavebeenforty;shehadasickly,pained,carewornexpressiononherface,andlookedasifthegaietyofyouthhadlongfadedoutofsight。Evenwhenyoungshemusthavebeenplainandhard—
featured。MissJessieBrownwastenyearsyoungerthanhersister,andtwentyshadesprettier。Herfacewasroundanddimpled。MissJenkynsoncesaid,inapassionagainstCaptainBrown(thecauseofwhichIwilltellyoupresently),\"thatshethoughtitwastimeforMissJessietoleaveoffherdimples,andnotalwaystobetryingtolooklikeachild。\"Itwastruetherewassomethingchildlikeinherface;andtherewillbe,Ithink,tillshedies,thoughsheshouldlivetoahundred。Hereyeswerelargebluewonderingeyes,lookingstraightatyou;hernosewasunformedandsnub,andherlipswereredanddewy;sheworeherhair,too,inlittlerowsofcurls,whichheightenedthisappearance。Idonotknowwhethershewasprettyornot;butIlikedherface,andsodideverybody,andIdonotthinkshecouldhelpherdimples。Shehadsomethingofherfather’sjauntinessofgaitandmanner;andanyfemaleobservermightdetectaslightdifferenceintheattireofthetwosisters—
thatofMissJessiebeingabouttwopoundsperannummoreexpensivethanMissBrown’s。TwopoundswasalargesuminCaptainBrown’sannualdisbursements。
SuchwastheimpressionmadeuponmebytheBrownfamilywhenI
firstsawthemalltogetherinCranfordChurch。TheCaptainIhadmetbefore—ontheoccasionofthesmokychimney,whichhehadcuredbysomesimplealterationintheflue。Inchurch,heheldhisdoubleeye—glasstohiseyesduringtheMorningHymn,andthenlifteduphisheaderectandsangoutloudandjoyfully。Hemadetheresponseslouderthantheclerk—anoldmanwithapipingfeeblevoice,who,Ithink,feltaggrievedattheCaptain’ssonorousbass,andquiveredhigherandhigherinconsequence。
Oncomingoutofchurch,thebriskCaptainpaidthemostgallantattentiontohistwodaughters。
Henoddedandsmiledtohisacquaintances;butheshookhandswithnoneuntilhehadhelpedMissBrowntounfurlherumbrella,hadrelievedherofherprayer—book,andhadwaitedpatientlytillshe,withtremblingnervoushands,hadtakenuphergowntowalkthroughthewetroads。
IwonderwhattheCranfordladiesdidwithCaptainBrownattheirparties。Wehadoftenrejoiced,informerdays,thattherewasnogentlemantobeattendedto,andtofindconversationfor,atthecard—parties。Wehadcongratulatedourselvesuponthesnugnessoftheevenings;and,inourloveforgentility,anddistasteofmankind,wehadalmostpersuadedourselvesthattobeamanwastobe\"vulgar\";sothatwhenIfoundmyfriendandhostess,MissJenkyns,wasgoingtohaveapartyinmyhonour,andthatCaptainandtheMissBrownswereinvited,Iwonderedmuchwhatwouldbethecourseoftheevening。Card—tables,withgreenbaizetops,weresetoutbydaylight,justasusual;itwasthethirdweekinNovember,sotheeveningsclosedinaboutfour。Candles,andcleanpacksofcards,werearrangedoneachtable。Thefirewasmadeup;
theneatmaid—servanthadreceivedherlastdirections;andtherewestood,dressedinourbest,eachwithacandle—lighterinourhands,readytodartatthecandlesassoonasthefirstknockcame。PartiesinCranfordweresolemnfestivities,makingtheladiesfeelgravelyelatedastheysattogetherintheirbestdresses。Assoonasthreehadarrived,wesatdownto\"Preference,\"Ibeingtheunluckyfourth。Thenextfourcomerswereputdownimmediatelytoanothertable;andpresentlythetea—
trays,whichIhadseensetoutinthestore—roomasIpassedinthemorning,wereplacedeachonthemiddleofacard—table。Thechinawasdelicateegg—shell;theold—fashionedsilverglitteredwithpolishing;buttheeatableswereoftheslightestdescription。
Whilethetrayswereyetonthetables,CaptainandtheMissBrownscamein;andIcouldseethat,somehoworother,theCaptainwasafavouritewithalltheladiespresent。Ruffledbrowsweresmoothed,sharpvoicesloweredathisapproach。MissBrownlookedill,anddepressedalmosttogloom。MissJessiesmiledasusual,andseemednearlyaspopularasherfather。Heimmediatelyandquietlyassumedtheman’splaceintheroom;attendedtoeveryone’swants,lessenedtheprettymaid—servant’slabourbywaitingonemptycupsandbread—and—butterlessladies;andyetdiditallinsoeasyanddignifiedamanner,andsomuchasifitwereamatterofcourseforthestrongtoattendtotheweak,thathewasatruemanthroughout。Heplayedforthreepennypointswithasgraveaninterestasiftheyhadbeenpounds;andyet,inallhisattentiontostrangers,hehadaneyeonhissufferingdaughter—
forsufferingIwassureshewas,thoughtomanyeyesshemightonlyappeartobeirritable。MissJessiecouldnotplaycards:butshetalkedtothesitters—out,who,beforehercoming,hadbeenratherinclinedtobecross。Shesang,too,toanoldcrackedpiano,whichIthinkhadbeenaspinetinitsyouth。MissJessiesang,\"JockofHazeldean\"alittleoutoftune;butwewerenoneofusmusical,thoughMissJenkynsbeattime,outoftime,bywayofappearingtobeso。
ItwasverygoodofMissJenkynstodothis;forIhadseenthat,alittlebefore,shehadbeenagooddealannoyedbyMissJessieBrown’sunguardedadmission(APROPOSofShetlandwool)thatshehadanuncle,hermother’sbrother,whowasashop—keeperinEdinburgh。MissJenkynstriedtodrownthisconfessionbyaterriblecough—fortheHonourableMrsJamiesonwassittingatacard—tablenearestMissJessie,andwhatwouldshesayorthinkifshefoundoutshewasinthesameroomwithashop—keeper’sniece!
ButMissJessieBrown(whohadnotact,asweallagreedthenextmorning)WOULDrepeattheinformation,andassureMissPoleshecouldeasilygethertheidenticalShetlandwoolrequired,\"throughmyuncle,whohasthebestassortmentofShetlandgoodsofanyoneinEdinbro’。\"Itwastotakethetasteofthisoutofourmouths,andthesoundofthisoutofourears,thatMissJenkynsproposedmusic;soIsayagain,itwasverygoodofhertobeattimetothesong。
Whenthetraysre—appearedwithbiscuitsandwine,punctuallyataquartertonine,therewasconversation,comparingofcards,andtalkingovertricks;butby—and—byCaptainBrownsportedabitofliterature。
\"Haveyouseenanynumbersof’ThePickwickPapers’?\"saidhe。
(Theywe’rethenpublishinginparts。)\"Capitalthing!\"
NowMissJenkynswasdaughterofadeceasedrectorofCranford;
and,onthestrengthofanumberofmanuscriptsermons,andaprettygoodlibraryofdivinity,consideredherselfliterary,andlookeduponanyconversationaboutbooksasachallengetoher。Sosheansweredandsaid,\"Yes,shehadseenthem;indeed,shemightsayshehadreadthem。\"
\"Andwhatdoyouthinkofthem?\"exclaimedCaptainBrown。\"Aren’ttheyfamouslygood?\"
SourgedMissJenkynscouldnotbutspeak。
\"Imustsay,Idon’tthinktheyarebyanymeansequaltoDrJohnson。Still,perhaps,theauthorisyoung。Lethimpersevere,andwhoknowswhathemaybecomeifhewilltakethegreatDoctorforhismodel?\"ThiswasevidentlytoomuchforCaptainBrowntotakeplacidly;andIsawthewordsonthetipofhistonguebeforeMissJenkynshadfinishedhersentence。
\"Itisquiteadifferentsortofthing,mydearmadam,\"hebegan。
\"Iamquiteawareofthat,\"returnedshe。\"AndImakeallowances,CaptainBrown。\"
\"Justallowmetoreadyouasceneoutofthismonth’snumber,\"
pleadedhe。\"Ihaditonlythismorning,andIdon’tthinkthecompanycanhavereadityet。\"
\"Asyouplease,\"saidshe,settlingherselfwithanairofresignation。Hereadtheaccountofthe\"swarry\"whichSamWellergaveatBath。Someofuslaughedheartily。Ididnotdare,becauseIwasstayinginthehouse。MissJenkynssatinpatientgravity。Whenitwasended,sheturnedtome,andsaidwithmilddignity—
\"Fetchme’Rasselas,’mydear,outofthebook—room。\"
WhenIhadbroughtittoher,sheturnedtoCaptainBrown—
\"Nowallowmetoreadyouascene,andthenthepresentcompanycanjudgebetweenyourfavourite,MrBoz,andDrJohnson。\"
ShereadoneoftheconversationsbetweenRasselasandImlac,inahigh—pitched,majesticvoice:andwhenshehadended,shesaid,\"I
imagineIamnowjustifiedinmypreferenceofDrJohnsonasawriteroffiction。\"TheCaptainscrewedhislipsup,anddrummedonthetable,buthedidnotspeak。Shethoughtshewouldgivehimafinishingblowortwo。
\"Iconsideritvulgar,andbelowthedignityofliterature,topublishinnumbers。\"
\"HowwastheRAMBLERpublished,ma’am?\"askedCaptainBrowninalowvoice,whichIthinkMissJenkynscouldnothaveheard。
\"DrJohnson’sstyleisamodelforyoungbeginners。MyfatherrecommendedittomewhenIbegantowriteletters—Ihaveformedmyownstyleuponit;Irecommendedittoyourfavourite。\"
\"Ishouldbeverysorryforhimtoexchangehisstyleforanysuchpompouswriting,\"saidCaptainBrown。
MissJenkynsfeltthisasapersonalaffront,inawayofwhichtheCaptainhadnotdreamed。EpistolarywritingsheandherfriendsconsideredasherFORTE。ManyacopyofmanyaletterhaveIseenwrittenandcorrectedontheslate,beforeshe\"seizedthehalf—
hourjustprevioustopost—timetoassure\"herfriendsofthisorofthat;andDrJohnsonwas,asshesaid,hermodelinthesecompositions。Shedrewherselfupwithdignity,andonlyrepliedtoCaptainBrown’slastremarkbysaying,withmarkedemphasisoneverysyllable,\"IpreferDrJohnsontoMrBoz。\"
Itissaid—Iwon’tvouchforthefact—thatCaptainBrownwasheardtosay,SOTTOVOCE,\"D—nDrJohnson!\"Ifhedid,hewaspenitentafterwards,asheshowedbygoingtostandnearMissJenkyns’arm—chair,andendeavouringtobeguileherintoconversationonsomemorepleasingsubject。Butshewasinexorable。ThenextdayshemadetheremarkIhavementionedaboutMissJessie’sdimples。
CHAPTERII—THECAPTAIN
ITwasimpossibletoliveamonthatCranfordandnotknowthedailyhabitsofeachresident;andlongbeforemyvisitwasendedI
knewmuchconcerningthewholeBrowntrio。Therewasnothingnewtobediscoveredrespectingtheirpoverty;fortheyhadspokensimplyandopenlyaboutthatfromtheveryfirst。Theymadenomysteryofthenecessityfortheirbeingeconomical。AllthatremainedtobediscoveredwastheCaptain’sinfinitekindnessofheart,andthevariousmodesinwhich,unconsciouslytohimself,hemanifestedit。Somelittleanecdotesweretalkedaboutforsometimeaftertheyoccurred。Aswedidnotreadmuch,andasalltheladieswereprettywellsuitedwithservants,therewasadearthofsubjectsforconversation。WethereforediscussedthecircumstanceoftheCaptaintakingapooroldwoman’sdinneroutofherhandsoneveryslipperySunday。Hehadmetherreturningfromthebakehouseashecamefromchurch,andnoticedherprecariousfooting;and,withthegravedignitywithwhichhedideverything,herelievedherofherburden,andsteeredalongthestreetbyherside,carryingherbakedmuttonandpotatoessafelyhome。Thiswasthoughtveryeccentric;anditwasratherexpectedthathewouldpayaroundofcalls,ontheMondaymorning,toexplainandapologisetotheCranfordsenseofpropriety:buthedidnosuchthing:andthenitwasdecidedthathewasashamed,andwaskeepingoutofsight。Inakindlypityforhim,webegantosay,\"Afterall,theSundaymorning’soccurrenceshowedgreatgoodnessofheart,\"anditwasresolvedthatheshouldbecomfortedonhisnextappearanceamongstus;but,lo!hecamedownuponus,untouchedbyanysenseofshame,speakingloudandbassasever,hisheadthrownback,hiswigasjauntyandwell—curledasusual,andwewereobligedtoconcludehehadforgottenallaboutSunday。
MissPoleandMissJessieBrownhadsetupakindofintimacyonthestrengthoftheShetlandwoolandthenewknittingstitches;soithappenedthatwhenIwenttovisitMissPoleIsawmoreoftheBrownsthanIhaddonewhilestayingwithMissJenkyns,whohadnevergotoverwhatshecalledCaptainBrown’sdisparagingremarksuponDrJohnsonasawriteroflightandagreeablefiction。I
foundthatMissBrownwasseriouslyillofsomelingering,incurablecomplaint,thepainoccasionedbywhichgavetheuneasyexpressiontoherfacethatIhadtakenforunmitigatedcrossness。
Cross,too,shewasattimes,whenthenervousirritabilityoccasionedbyherdiseasebecamepastendurance。MissJessieborewithheratthesetimes,evenmorepatientlythanshedidwiththebitterself—upbraidingsbywhichtheywereinvariablysucceeded。
MissBrownusedtoaccuseherself,notmerelyofhastyandirritabletemper,butalsoofbeingthecausewhyherfatherandsisterwereobligedtopinch,inordertoallowherthesmallluxurieswhichwerenecessariesinhercondition。Shewouldsofainhavemadesacrificesforthem,andhavelightenedtheircares,thattheoriginalgenerosityofherdispositionaddedacerbitytohertemper。AllthiswasbornebyMissJessieandherfatherwithmorethanplacidity—withabsolutetenderness。IforgaveMissJessiehersingingoutoftune,andherjuvenilityofdress,whenI
sawherathome。IcametoperceivethatCaptainBrown’sdarkBrutuswigandpaddedcoat(alas!toooftenthreadbare)wereremnantsofthemilitarysmartnessofhisyouth,whichhenowworeunconsciously。Hewasamanofinfiniteresources,gainedinhisbarrackexperience。Asheconfessed,noonecouldblackhisbootstopleasehimexcepthimself;but,indeed,hewasnotabovesavingthelittlemaid—servant’slaboursineveryway—knowing,mostlikely,thathisdaughter’sillnessmadetheplaceahardone。
HeendeavouredtomakepeacewithMissJenkynssoonafterthememorabledisputeIhavenamed,byapresentofawoodenfire—
shovel(hisownmaking),havingheardhersayhowmuchthegratingofanirononeannoyedher。Shereceivedthepresentwithcoolgratitude,andthankedhimformally。Whenhewasgone,shebademeputitawayinthelumber—room;feeling,probably,thatnopresentfromamanwhopreferredMrBoztoDrJohnsoncouldbelessjarringthananironfire—shovel。
SuchwasthestateofthingswhenIleftCranfordandwenttoDrumble。Ihad,however,severalcorrespondents,whokeptmeAU
FAITastotheproceedingsofthedearlittletown。TherewasMissPole,whowasbecomingasmuchabsorbedincrochetasshehadbeenonceinknitting,andtheburdenofwhoseletterwassomethinglike,\"Butdon’tyouforgetthewhiteworstedatFlint’s\"oftheoldsong;forattheendofeverysentenceofnewscameafreshdirectionastosomecrochetcommissionwhichIwastoexecuteforher。MissMatildaJenkyns(whodidnotmindbeingcalledMissMatty,whenMissJenkynswasnotby)wrotenice,kind,ramblingletters,nowandthenventuringintoanopinionofherown;butsuddenlypullingherselfup,andeitherbeggingmenottonamewhatshehadsaid,asDeborahthoughtdifferently,andSHEknew,orelseputtinginapostscripttotheeffectthat,sincewritingtheabove,shehadbeentalkingoverthesubjectwithDeborah,andwasquiteconvincedthat,etc。—(hereprobablyfollowedarecantationofeveryopinionshehadgivenintheletter)。ThencameMissJenkyns—Deborah,asshelikedMissMattytocallher,herfatherhavingoncesaidthattheHebrewnameoughttobesopronounced。I
secretlythinkshetooktheHebrewprophetessforamodelincharacter;and,indeed,shewasnotunlikethesternprophetessinsomeways,makingallowance,ofcourse,formoderncustomsanddifferenceindress。MissJenkynsworeacravat,andalittlebonnetlikeajockey—cap,andaltogetherhadtheappearanceofastrong—mindedwoman;althoughshewouldhavedespisedthemodernideaofwomenbeingequaltomen。Equal,indeed!sheknewtheyweresuperior。Buttoreturntoherletters。Everythinginthemwasstatelyandgrandlikeherself。Ihavebeenlookingthemover(dearMissJenkyns,howIhonouredher!)andIwillgiveanextract,moreespeciallybecauseitrelatestoourfriendCaptainBrown:—
\"TheHonourableMrsJamiesonhasonlyjustquittedme;and,inthecourseofconversation,shecommunicatedtometheintelligencethatshehadyesterdayreceivedacallfromherreveredhusband’squondamfriend,LordMauleverer。Youwillnoteasilyconjecturewhatbroughthislordshipwithintheprecinctsofourlittletown。
ItwastoseeCaptainBrown,withwhom,itappears,hislordshipwasacquaintedinthe’plumedwars,’andwhohadtheprivilegeofavertingdestructionfromhislordship’sheadwhensomegreatperilwasimpendingoverit,offthemisnomeredCapeofGoodHope。YouknowourfriendtheHonourableMrsJamieson’sdeficiencyinthespiritofinnocentcuriosity,andyouwillthereforenotbesomuchsurprisedwhenItellyoushewasquiteunabletodisclosetometheexactnatureoftheperilinquestion。Iwasanxious,I
confess,toascertaininwhatmannerCaptainBrown,withhislimitedestablishment,couldreceivesodistinguishedaguest;andIdiscoveredthathislordshipretiredtorest,and,letushope,torefreshingslumbers,attheAngelHotel;butsharedtheBrunonianmealsduringthetwodaysthathehonouredCranfordwithhisaugustpresence。MrsJohnson,ourcivilbutcher’swife,informsmethatMissJessiepurchasedalegoflamb;but,besidesthis,Icanhearofnopreparationwhatevertogiveasuitablereceptiontosodistinguishedavisitor。Perhapstheyentertainedhimwith’thefeastofreasonandtheflowofsoul’;andtous,whoareacquaintedwithCaptainBrown’ssadwantofrelishfor’thepurewellsofEnglishundefiled,’itmaybematterforcongratulationthathehashadtheopportunityofimprovinghistastebyholdingconversewithanelegantandrefinedmemberoftheBritisharistocracy。Butfromsomemundanefailingswhoisaltogetherfree?\"
MissPoleandMissMattywrotetomebythesamepost。SuchapieceofnewsasLordMauleverer’svisitwasnottobelostontheCranfordletter—writers:theymadethemostofit。MissMattyhumblyapologisedforwritingatthesametimeashersister,whowassomuchmorecapablethanshetodescribethehonourdonetoCranford;butinspiteofalittlebadspelling,MissMatty’saccountgavemethebestideaofthecommotionoccasionedbyhislordship’svisit,afterithadoccurred;for,exceptthepeopleattheAngel,theBrowns,MrsJamieson,andalittleladhislordshiphadswornatfordrivingadirtyhoopagainstthearistocraticlegs,Icouldnothearofanyonewithwhomhislordshiphadheldconversation。
MynextvisittoCranfordwasinthesummer。Therehadbeenneitherbirths,deaths,normarriagessinceIwastherelast。
Everybodylivedinthesamehouse,andworeprettynearlythesamewell—preserved,old—fashionedclothes。Thegreatesteventwas,thatMissJenkynshadpurchasedanewcarpetforthedrawing—room。
Oh,thebusyworkMissMattyandIhadinchasingthesunbeams,astheyfellinanafternoonrightdownonthiscarpetthroughtheblindlesswindow!Wespreadnewspapersovertheplacesandsatdowntoourbookorourwork;and,lo!inaquarterofanhourthesunhadmoved,andwasblazingawayonafreshspot;anddownagainwewentonourkneestoalterthepositionofthenewspapers。Wewereverybusy,too,onewholemorning,beforeMissJenkynsgaveherparty,infollowingherdirections,andincuttingoutandstitchingtogetherpiecesofnewspapersoastoformlittlepathstoeverychairsetfortheexpectedvisitors,lesttheirshoesmightdirtyordefilethepurityofthecarpet。DoyoumakepaperpathsforeveryguesttowalkuponinLondon?
CaptainBrownandMissJenkynswerenotverycordialtoeachother。
Theliterarydispute,ofwhichIhadseenthebeginning,wasa\"raw,\"theslightesttouchonwhichmadethemwince。Itwastheonlydifferenceofopiniontheyhadeverhad;butthatdifferencewasenough。MissJenkynscouldnotrefrainfromtalkingatCaptainBrown;and,thoughhedidnotreply,hedrummedwithhisfingers,whichactionshefeltandresentedasverydisparagingtoDrJohnson。HewasratherostentatiousinhispreferenceofthewritingsofMrBoz;wouldwalkthroughthestreetssoabsorbedinthemthatheallbutranagainstMissJenkyns;andthoughhisapologieswereearnestandsincere,andthoughhedidnot,infact,domorethanstartleherandhimself,sheownedtomeshehadratherhehadknockedherdown,ifhehadonlybeenreadingahigherstyleofliterature。Thepoor,braveCaptain!helookedolder,andmoreworn,andhisclotheswereverythreadbare。Butheseemedasbrightandcheerfulasever,unlesshewasaskedabouthisdaughter’shealth。
\"Shesuffersagreatdeal,andshemustsuffermore:wedowhatwecantoalleviateherpain;—God’swillbedone!\"Hetookoffhishatattheselastwords。Ifound,fromMissMatty,thateverythinghadbeendone,infact。Amedicalman,ofhighreputeinthatcountryneighbourhood,hadbeensentfor,andeveryinjunctionhehadgivenwasattendedto,regardlessofexpense。MissMattywassuretheydeniedthemselvesmanythingsinordertomaketheinvalidcomfortable;buttheyneverspokeaboutit;andasforMissJessie!—\"Ireallythinkshe’sanangel,\"saidpoorMissMatty,quiteovercome。\"ToseeherwayofbearingwithMissBrown’scrossness,andthebrightfacesheputsonaftershe’sbeensittingupawholenightandscoldedabovehalfofit,isquitebeautiful。
YetshelooksasneatandasreadytowelcometheCaptainatbreakfast—timeasifshehadbeenasleepintheQueen’sbedallnight。Mydear!youcouldneverlaughatherprimlittlecurlsorherpinkbowsagainifyousawherasIhavedone。\"Icouldonlyfeelverypenitent,andgreetMissJessiewithdoublerespectwhenImethernext。Shelookedfadedandpinched;andherlipsbegantoquiver,asifshewasveryweak,whenshespokeofhersister。
Butshebrightened,andsentbackthetearsthatwereglitteringinherprettyeyes,asshesaid—
\"But,tobesure,whatatownCranfordisforkindness!Idon’tsupposeanyonehasabetterdinnerthanusualcookedbutthebestpartofallcomesinalittlecoveredbasinformysister。Thepoorpeoplewillleavetheirearliestvegetablesatourdoorforher。Theyspeakshortandgruff,asiftheywereashamedofit:
butIamsureitoftengoestomyhearttoseetheirthoughtfulness。\"Thetearsnowcamebackandoverflowed;butafteraminuteortwoshebegantoscoldherself,andendedbygoingawaythesamecheerfulMissJessieasever。
\"ButwhydoesnotthisLordMaulevererdosomethingforthemanwhosavedhislife?\"saidI。
\"Why,yousee,unlessCaptainBrownhassomereasonforit,heneverspeaksaboutbeingpoor;andhewalkedalongbyhislordshiplookingashappyandcheerfulasaprince;andastheynevercalledattentiontotheirdinnerbyapologies,andasMissBrownwasbetterthatday,andallseemedbright,Idaresayhislordshipneverknewhowmuchcaretherewasinthebackground。Hedidsendgameinthewinterprettyoften,butnowheisgoneabroad。\"
IhadoftenoccasiontonoticetheusethatwasmadeoffragmentsandsmallopportunitiesinCranford;therose—leavesthatweregatherederetheyfelltomakeintoapotpourriforsomeonewhohadnogarden;thelittlebundlesoflavenderflowerssenttostrewthedrawersofsometown—dweller,ortoburninthechamberofsomeinvalid。Thingsthatmanywoulddespise,andactionswhichitseemedscarcelyworthwhiletoperform,wereallattendedtoinCranford。MissJenkynsstuckanapplefullofcloves,tobeheatedandsmellpleasantlyinMissBrown’sroom;andassheputineachclovesheutteredaJohnsoniansentence。Indeed,shenevercouldthinkoftheBrownswithouttalkingJohnson;and,astheywereseldomabsentfromherthoughtsjustthen,Iheardmanyarolling,three—piledsentence。
CaptainBrowncalledonedaytothankMistJenkynsformanylittlekindnesses,whichIdidnotknowuntilthenthatshehadrendered。
Hehadsuddenlybecomelikeanoldman;hisdeepbassvoicehadaquaveringinit,hiseyeslookeddim,andthelinesonhisfaceweredeep。Hedidnot—couldnot—speakcheerfullyofhisdaughter’sstate,buthetalkedwithmanly,piousresignation,andnotmuch。Twiceoverhesaid,\"WhatJessiehasbeentous,Godonlyknows!\"andafterthesecondtime,hegotuphastily,shookhandsallroundwithoutspeaking,andlefttheroom。
Thatafternoonweperceivedlittlegroupsinthestreet,alllisteningwithfacesaghasttosometaleorother。MissJenkynswonderedwhatcouldbethematterforsometimebeforeshetooktheundignifiedstepofsendingJennyouttoinquire。
Jennycamebackwithawhitefaceofterror。\"Oh,ma’am!Oh,MissJenkyns,ma’am!CaptainBrowniskilledbythemnastycruelrailroads!\"andsheburstintotears。She,alongwithmanyothers,hadexperiencedthepoorCaptain’skindness。
\"How?—where—where?GoodGod!Jenny,don’twastetimeincrying,buttellussomething。\"MissMattyrushedoutintothestreetatonce,andcollaredthemanwhowastellingthetale。
\"Comein—cometomysisteratonce,MissJenkyns,therector’sdaughter。Oh,man,man!sayitisnottrue,\"shecried,asshebroughttheaffrightedcarter,sleekingdownhishair,intothedrawing—room,wherehestoodwithhiswetbootsonthenewcarpet,andnooneregardedit。
\"Please,mum,itistrue。Iseeditmyself,\"andheshudderedattherecollection。\"TheCaptainwasa—readingsomenewbookashewasdeepin,a—waitingforthedowntrain;andtherewasalittlelassaswantedtocometoitsmammy,andgaveitssistertheslip,andcametoddlingacrosstheline。Andhelookedupsudden,atthesoundofthetraincoming,andseedthechild,andhedartedonthelineandcotcheditup,andhisfootslipped,andthetraincameoverhiminnotime。OLord,Lord!Mum,it’squitetrue,andthey’vecomeovertotellhisdaughters。Thechild’ssafe,though,withonlyabangonitsshoulderashethrewittoitsmammy。PoorCaptainwouldbegladofthat,mum,wouldn’the?Godblesshim!\"
Thegreatroughcarterpuckereduphismanlyface,andturnedawaytohidehistears。IturnedtoMissJenkyns。Shelookedveryill,asifsheweregoingtofaint,andsignedtometoopenthewindow。
\"Matilda,bringmemybonnet。Imustgotothosegirls。Godpardonme,ifeverIhavespokencontemptuouslytotheCaptain!\"
MissJenkynsarrayedherselftogoout,tellingMissMatildatogivethemanaglassofwine。Whileshewasaway,MissMattyandI
huddledoverthefire,talkinginalowandawe—struckvoice。I
knowwecriedquietlyallthetime。
MissJenkynscamehomeinasilentmood,andwedurstnotaskhermanyquestions。ShetoldusthatMissJessiehadfainted,andthatsheandMissPolehadhadsomedifficultyinbringingherround;
butthat,assoonassherecovered,shebeggedoneofthemtogoandsitwithhersister。
\"MrHogginssaysshecannotlivemanydays,andsheshallbesparedthisshock,\"saidMissJessie,shiveringwithfeelingstowhichshedarednotgiveway。
\"Buthowcanyoumanage,mydear?\"askedMissJenkyns;\"youcannotbearup,shemustseeyourtears。\"
\"Godwillhelpme—Iwillnotgiveway—shewasasleepwhenthenewscame;shemaybeasleepyet。Shewouldbesoutterlymiserable,notmerelyatmyfather’sdeath,buttothinkofwhatwouldbecomeofme;sheissogoodtome。\"Shelookedupearnestlyintheirfaceswithhersofttrueeyes,andMissPoletoldMissJenkynsafterwardsshecouldhardlybearit,knowing,asshedid,howMissBrowntreatedhersister。
However,itwassettledaccordingtoMissJessie’swish。MissBrownwastobetoldherfatherhadbeensummonedtotakeashortjourneyonrailwaybusiness。Theyhadmanageditinsomeway—
MissJenkynscouldnotexactlysayhow。MissPolewastostopwithMissJessie。MrsJamiesonhadsenttoinquire。Andthiswasallweheardthatnight;andasorrowfulnightitwas。ThenextdayafullaccountofthefatalaccidentwasinthecountypaperwhichMissJenkynstookin。Hereyeswereveryweak,shesaid,andsheaskedmetoreadit。WhenIcametothe\"gallantgentlemanwasdeeplyengagedintheperusalofanumberof’Pickwick,’whichhehadjustreceived,\"MissJenkynsshookherheadlongandsolemnly,andthensighedout,\"Poor,dear,infatuatedman!\"
Thecorpsewastobetakenfromthestationtotheparishchurch,theretobeinterred。MissJessiehadsetherheartonfollowingittothegrave;andnodissuasivescouldalterherresolve。Herrestraintuponherselfmadeheralmostobstinate;sheresistedallMissPole’sentreatiesandMissJenkyns’advice。AtlastMissJenkynsgaveupthepoint;andafterasilence,whichIfearedportendedsomedeepdispleasureagainstMissJessie,MissJenkynssaidsheshouldaccompanythelattertothefuneral。
\"Itisnotfitforyoutogoalone。ItwouldbeagainstbothproprietyandhumanitywereItoallowit。\"
MissJessieseemedasifshedidnothalflikethisarrangement;
butherobstinacy,ifshehadany,hadbeenexhaustedinherdeterminationtogototheinterment。Shelonged,poorthing,I
havenodoubt,tocryaloneoverthegraveofthedearfathertowhomshehadbeenallinall,andtogiveway,foronelittlehalf—
hour,uninterruptedbysympathyandunobservedbyfriendship。Butitwasnottobe。ThatafternoonMissJenkynssentoutforayardofblackcrape,andemployedherselfbusilyintrimmingthelittleblacksilkbonnetIhavespokenabout。Whenitwasfinishedsheputiton,andlookedatusforapprobation—admirationshedespised。Iwasfullofsorrow,but,byoneofthosewhimsicalthoughtswhichcomeunbiddenintoourheads,intimesofdeepestgrief,InosoonersawthebonnetthanIwasremindedofahelmet;
andinthathybridbonnet,halfhelmet,halfjockey—cap,didMissJenkynsattendCaptainBrown’sfuneral,and,Ibelieve,supportedMissJessiewithatender,indulgentfirmnesswhichwasinvaluable,allowinghertoweepherpassionatefillbeforetheyleft。
MissPole,MissMatty,andI,meanwhileattendedtoMissBrown:andhardworkwefoundittorelieveherquerulousandnever—endingcomplaints。Butifweweresowearyanddispirited,whatmustMissJessiehavebeen!Yetshecamebackalmostcalmasifshehadgainedanewstrength。Sheputoffhermourningdress,andcamein,lookingpaleandgentle,thankinguseachwithasoftlongpressureofthehand。Shecouldevensmile—afaint,sweet,wintrysmile—asiftoreassureusofherpowertoendure;butherlookmadeoureyesfillsuddenlywithtears,morethanifshehadcriedoutright。
ItwassettledthatMissPolewastoremainwithherallthewatchinglivelongnight;andthatMissMattyandIweretoreturninthemorningtorelievethem,andgiveMissJessietheopportunityforafewhoursofsleep。Butwhenthemorningcame,MissJenkynsappearedatthebreakfast—table,equippedinherhelmet—bonnet,andorderedMissMattytostayathome,asshemeanttogoandhelptonurse。Shewasevidentlyinastateofgreatfriendlyexcitement,whichsheshowedbyeatingherbreakfaststanding,andscoldingthehouseholdallround。
Nonursing—noenergeticstrong—mindedwomancouldhelpMissBrownnow。Therewasthatintheroomasweenteredwhichwasstrongerthanusall,andmadeusshrinkintosolemnawestruckhelplessness。
MissBrownwasdying。Wehardlyknewhervoice,itwassodevoidofthecomplainingtonewehadalwaysassociatedwithit。MissJessietoldmeafterwardsthatit,andherfacetoo,werejustwhattheyhadbeenformerly,whenhermother’sdeathlefthertheyounganxiousheadofthefamily,ofwhomonlyMissJessiesurvived。
Shewasconsciousofhersister’spresence,thoughnot,Ithink,ofours。Westoodalittlebehindthecurtain:MissJessiekneltwithherfacenearhersister’s,inordertocatchthelastsoftawfulwhispers。
\"Oh,Jessie!Jessie!HowselfishIhavebeen!Godforgivemeforlettingyousacrificeyourselfformeasyoudid!Ihavesolovedyou—andyetIhavethoughtonlyofmyself。Godforgiveme!\"
\"Hush,love!hush!\"saidMissJessie,sobbing。
\"Andmyfather,mydear,dearfather!Iwillnotcomplainnow,ifGodwillgivemestrengthtobepatient。But,oh,Jessie!tellmyfatherhowIlongedandyearnedtoseehimatlast,andtoaskhisforgiveness。HecanneverknownowhowIlovedhim—oh!ifI
mightbuttellhim,beforeIdie!Whatalifeofsorrowhishasbeen,andIhavedonesolittletocheerhim!\"
AlightcameintoMissJessie’sface。\"Woulditcomfortyou,dearest,tothinkthathedoesknow?—woulditcomfortyou,love,toknowthathiscares,hissorrows\"—Hervoicequivered,butshesteadieditintocalmness—\"Mary!hehasgonebeforeyoutotheplacewherethewearyareatrest。Heknowsnowhowyoulovedhim。\"
Astrangelook,whichwasnotdistress,cameoverMissBrown’sface。Shedidnotspeakforcometime,butthenwesawherlipsformthewords,ratherthanheardthesound—\"Father,mother,Harry,Archy;\"—then,asifitwereanewideathrowingafilmyshadowoverherdarkenedmind—\"Butyouwillbealone,Jessie!\"
MissJessiehadbeenfeelingthisallduringthesilence,Ithink;
forthetearsrolleddownhercheekslikerain,atthesewords,andshecouldnotansweratfirst。Thensheputherhandstogethertight,andliftedthemup,andsaid—butnottous—\"ThoughHeslayme,yetwillItrustinHim。\"
InafewmomentsmoreMissBrownlaycalmandstill—nevertosorrowormurmurmore。
Afterthissecondfuneral,MissJenkynsinsistedthatMissJessieshouldcometostaywithherratherthangobacktothedesolatehouse,which,infact,welearnedfromMissJessie,mustnowbegivenup,asshehadnotwherewithaltomaintainit。Shehadsomethingabovetwentypoundsayear,besidestheinterestofthemoneyforwhichthefurniturewouldsell;butshecouldnotliveuponthat:andsowetalkedoverherqualificationsforearningmoney。
\"Icansewneatly,\"saidshe,\"andIlikenursing。Ithink,too,I
couldmanageahouse,ifanyonewouldtrymeashousekeeper;orI
wouldgointoashopassaleswoman,iftheywouldhavepatiencewithmeatfirst。\"
MissJenkynsdeclared,inanangryvoice,thatsheshoulddonosuchthing;andtalkedtoherselfabout\"somepeoplehavingnoideaoftheirrankasacaptain’sdaughter,\"nearlyanhourafterwards,whenshebroughtMissJessieupabasinofdelicately—madearrowroot,andstoodoverherlikeadragoonuntilthelastspoonfulwasfinished:thenshedisappeared。MissJessiebegantotellmesomemoreoftheplanswhichhadsuggestedthemselvestoher,andinsensiblyfellintotalkingofthedaysthatwerepastandgone,andinterestedmesomuchIneitherknewnorheededhowtimepassed。WewerebothstartledwhenMissJenkynsreappeared,andcaughtuscrying。Iwasafraidlestshewouldbedispleased,assheoftensaidthatcryinghindereddigestion,andIknewshewantedMissJessietogetstrong;but,instead,shelookedqueerandexcited,andfidgetedrounduswithoutsayinganything。Atlastshespoke。
\"Ihavebeensomuchstartled—no,I’venotbeenatallstartled—
don’tmindme,mydearMissJessie—I’vebeenverymuchsurprised—infact,I’vehadacaller,whomyouknewonce,mydearMissJessie\"—
MissJessiewentverywhite,thenflushedscarlet,andlookedeagerlyatMissJenkyns。
\"Agentleman,mydear,whowantstoknowifyouwouldseehim。\"
\"Isit?—itisnot\"—stammeredoutMissJessie—andgotnofarther。
\"Thisishiscard,\"saidMissJenkyns,givingittoMissJessie;
andwhileherheadwasbentoverit,MissJenkynswentthroughaseriesofwinksandoddfacestome,andformedherlipsintoalongsentence,ofwhich,ofcourse,Icouldnotunderstandaword。
\"Mayhecomeup?\"askedMissJenkynsatlast。
\"Oh,yes!certainly!\"saidMissJessie,asmuchastosay,thisisyourhouse,youmayshowanyvisitorwhereyoulike。ShetookupsomeknittingofMissMatty’sandbegantobeverybusy,thoughI
couldseehowshetrembledallover。
MissJenkynsrangthebell,andtoldtheservantwhoansweredittoshowMajorGordonupstairs;and,presently,inwalkedatall,fine,frank—lookingmanoffortyorupwards。HeshookhandswithMissJessie;buthecouldnotseehereyes,shekeptthemsofixedontheground。MissJenkynsaskedmeifIwouldcomeandhelphertotieupthepreservesinthestore—room;andthoughMissJessiepluckedatmygown,andevenlookedupatmewithbeggingeye,I
durstnotrefusetogowhereMissJenkynsasked。Insteadoftyinguppreservesinthestore—room,however,wewenttotalkinthedining—room;andthereMissJenkynstoldmewhatMajorGordonhadtoldher;howhehadservedinthesameregimentwithCaptainBrown,andhadbecomeacquaintedwithMissJessie,thenasweet—
looking,bloominggirlofeighteen;howtheacquaintancehadgrownintoloveonhispart,thoughithadbeensomeyearsbeforehehadspoken;how,onbecomingpossessed,throughthewillofanuncle,ofagoodestateinScotland,hehadofferedandbeenrefused,thoughwithsomuchagitationandevidentdistressthathewassureshewasnotindifferenttohim;andhowhehaddiscoveredthattheobstaclewasthefelldiseasewhichwas,eventhen,toosurelythreateninghersister。Shehadmentionedthatthesurgeonsforetoldintensesuffering;andtherewasnoonebutherselftonurseherpoorMary,orcheerandcomfortherfatherduringthetimeofillness。Theyhadhadlongdiscussions;andonherrefusaltopledgeherselftohimashiswifewhenallshouldbeover,hehadgrownangry,andbrokenoffentirely,andgoneabroad,believingthatshewasacold—heartedpersonwhomhewoulddowelltoforget。
HehadbeentravellingintheEast,andwasonhisreturnhomewhen,atRome,hesawtheaccountofCaptainBrown’sdeathinGALIGNANI。
JustthenMissMatty,whohadbeenoutallthemorning,andhadonlylatelyreturnedtothehouse,burstinwithafaceofdismayandoutragedpropriety。
\"Oh,goodnessme!\"shesaid。\"Deborah,there’sagentlemansittinginthedrawing—roomwithhisarmroundMissJessie’swaist!\"MissMatty’seyeslookedlargewithterror。
MissJenkynssnubbedherdowninaninstant。
\"Themostproperplaceintheworldforhisarmtobein。Goaway,Matilda,andmindyourownbusiness。\"Thisfromhersister,whohadhithertobeenamodeloffemininedecorum,wasablowforpoorMissMatty,andwithadoubleshockshelefttheroom。
ThelasttimeIeversawpoorMissJenkynswasmanyyearsafterthis。MrsGordonhadkeptupawarmandaffectionateintercoursewithallatCranford。MissJenkyns,MissMatty,andMissPolehadallbeentovisither,andreturnedwithwonderfulaccountsofherhouse,herhusband,herdress,andherlooks。For,withhappiness,somethingofherearlybloomreturned;shehadbeenayearortwoyoungerthanwehadtakenherfor。Hereyeswerealwayslovely,and,asMrsGordon,herdimpleswerenotoutofplace。AtthetimetowhichIhavereferred,whenIlastsawMissJenkyns,thatladywasoldandfeeble,andhadlostsomethingofherstrongmind。
LittleFloraGordonwasstayingwiththeMissesJenkyns,andwhenI
cameinshewasreadingaloudtoMissJenkyns,wholayfeebleandchangedonthesofa。FloraputdowntheRAMBLERwhenIcamein。
\"Ah!\"saidMissJenkyns,\"youfindmechanged,mydear。Ifcan’tseeasIusedtodo。IFlorawerenotheretoreadtome,IhardlyknowhowIshouldgetthroughtheday。DidyoueverreadtheRAMBLER?It’sawonderfulbook—wonderful!andthemostimprovingreadingforFlora\"(whichIdaresayitwouldhavebeen,ifshecouldhavereadhalfthewordswithoutspelling,andcouldhaveunderstoodthemeaningofathird),\"betterthanthatstrangeoldbook,withthequeername,poorCaptainBrownwaskilledforreading—thatbookbyMrBoz,youknow—’OldPoz’;whenIwasagirl—butthat’salongtimeago—IactedLucyin’OldPoz。’\"
ShebabbledonlongenoughforFloratogetagoodlongspellatthe\"ChristmasCarol,\"whichMissMattyhadleftonthetable。
CHAPTERIII—ALOVEAFFAIROFLONGAGO
ITHOUGHTthatprobablymyconnectionwithCranfordwouldceaseafterMissJenkyns’sdeath;atleast,thatitwouldhavetobekeptupbycorrespondence,whichbearsmuchthesamerelationtopersonalintercoursethatthebooksofdriedplantsIsometimessee(\"HortusSiccus,\"Ithinktheycallthething)dotothelivingandfreshflowersinthelinesandmeadows。Iwaspleasantlysurprised,therefore,byreceivingaletterfromMissPole(whohadalwayscomeinforasupplementaryweekaftermyannualvisittoMissJenkyns)proposingthatIshouldgoandstaywithher;andthen,inacoupleofdaysaftermyacceptance,cameanotefromMissMatty,inwhich,inarathercircuitousandveryhumblemanner,shetoldmehowmuchpleasureIshouldconferifIcouldspendaweekortwowithher,eitherbeforeorafterIhadbeenatMissPole’s;\"for,\"shesaid,\"sincemydearsister’sdeathIamwellawareIhavenoattractionstooffer;itisonlytothekindnessofmyfriendsthatIcanowetheircompany。\"
OfcourseIpromisedtocometodearMissMattyassoonasIhadendedmyvisittoMissPole;andthedayaftermyarrivalatCranfordIwenttoseeher,muchwonderingwhatthehousewouldbelikewithoutMissJenkyns,andratherdreadingthechangedaspectofthings。MissMattybegantocryassoonasshesawme。Shewasevidentlynervousfromhavinganticipatedmycall。IcomfortedheraswellasIcould;andIfoundthebestconsolationIcouldgivewasthehonestpraisethatcamefrommyheartasIspokeofthedeceased。MissMattyslowlyshookherheadovereachvirtueasitwasnamedandattributedtohersister;andatlastshecouldnotrestrainthetearswhichhadlongbeensilentlyflowing,buthidherfacebehindherhandkerchiefandsobbedaloud。
\"DearMissMatty,\"saidI,takingherhand—forindeedIdidnotknowinwhatwaytotellherhowsorryIwasforher,leftdesertedintheworld。Sheputdownherhandkerchiefandsaid—
\"Mydear,I’dratheryoudidnotcallmeMatty。Shedidnotlikeit;butIdidmanyathingshedidnotlike,I’mafraid—andnowshe’sgone!Ifyouplease,mylove,willyoucallmeMatilda?\"
Ipromisedfaithfully,andbegantopractisethenewnamewithMissPolethatveryday;and,bydegrees,MissMatilda’sfeelingonthesubjectwasknownthroughCranford,andwealltriedtodropthemorefamiliarname,butwithsolittlesuccessthatby—and—bywegaveuptheattempt。
MyvisittoMissPolewasveryquiet。MissJenkynshadsolongtakentheleadinCranfordthatnowshewasgone,theyhardlyknewhowtogiveaparty。TheHonourableMrsJamieson,towhomMissJenkynsherselfhadalwaysyieldedthepostofhonour,wasfatandinert,andverymuchatthemercyofheroldservants。Iftheychosethatsheshouldgiveaparty,theyremindedherofthenecessityforsodoing:ifnot,sheletitalone。Therewasallthemoretimeformetohearold—worldstoriesfromMissPole,whileshesatknitting,andImakingmyfather’sshirts。IalwaystookaquantityofplainsewingtoCranford;for,aswedidnotreadmuch,orwalkmuch,Ifounditacapitaltimetogetthroughmywork。OneofMissPole’sstoriesrelatedtoashadowofaloveaffairthatwasdimlyperceivedorsuspectedlongyearsbefore。