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类别:其他 作者:George Eliot字数:24444更新时间:19/01/07 09:25:24
1861 \"Achild,morethanallothergiftsThatearthcanoffertodecliningman,Bringshopewithit,andforward—lookingthoughts。\" ——WORDSWORTH。 PARTONE CHAPTERI Inthedayswhenthespinning—wheelshummedbusilyinthefarmhouses—— andevengreatladies,clothedinsilkandthread—lace,hadtheirtoyspinning—wheelsofpolishedoak——theremightbeseenindistrictsfarawayamongthelanes,ordeepinthebosomofthehills,certainpallidundersizedmen,who,bythesideofthebrawnycountry—folk,lookedliketheremnantsofadisinheritedrace。Theshepherd’sdogbarkedfiercelywhenoneofthesealien—lookingmenappearedontheupland,darkagainsttheearlywintersunset;forwhatdoglikesafigurebentunderaheavybag?——andthesepalemenrarelystirredabroadwithoutthatmysteriousburden。Theshepherdhimself,thoughhehadgoodreasontobelievethatthebagheldnothingbutflaxenthread,orelsethelongrollsofstronglinenspunfromthatthread,wasnotquitesurethatthistradeofweaving,indispensablethoughitwas,couldbecarriedonentirelywithoutthehelpoftheEvilOne。Inthatfar—offtimesuperstitionclungeasilyroundeverypersonorthingthatwasatallunwonted,orevenintermittentandoccasionalmerely,likethevisitsofthepedlarortheknife—grinder。Nooneknewwherewanderingmenhadtheirhomesortheirorigin;andhowwasamantobeexplainedunlessyouatleastknewsomebodywhoknewhisfatherandmother? Tothepeasantsofoldtimes,theworldoutsidetheirowndirectexperiencewasaregionofvaguenessandmystery:totheiruntravelledthoughtastateofwanderingwasaconceptionasdimasthewinterlifeoftheswallowsthatcamebackwiththespring;andevenasettler,ifhecamefromdistantparts,hardlyeverceasedtobeviewedwitharemnantofdistrust,whichwouldhavepreventedanysurpriseifalongcourseofinoffensiveconductonhisparthadendedinthecommissionofacrime;especiallyifhehadanyreputationforknowledge,orshowedanyskillinhandicraft。Allcleverness,whetherintherapiduseofthatdifficultinstrumentthetongue,orinsomeotherartunfamiliartovillagers,wasinitselfsuspicious:honestfolk,bornandbredinavisiblemanner,weremostlynotoverwiseorclever——atleast,notbeyondsuchamatterasknowingthesignsoftheweather;andtheprocessbywhichrapidityanddexterityofanykindwereacquiredwassowhollyhidden,thattheypartookofthenatureofconjuring。Inthiswayitcametopassthatthosescatteredlinen—weavers——emigrantsfromthetownintothecountry——weretothelastregardedasaliensbytheirrusticneighbours,andusuallycontractedtheeccentrichabitswhichbelongtoastateofloneliness。 Intheearlyyearsofthiscentury,suchalinen—weaver,namedSilasMarner,workedathisvocationinastonecottagethatstoodamongthenuttyhedgerowsnearthevillageofRaveloe,andnotfarfromtheedgeofadesertedstone—pit。ThequestionablesoundofSilas’sloom,sounlikethenaturalcheerfultrottingofthewinnowing—machine,orthesimplerrhythmoftheflail,hadahalf—fearfulfascinationfortheRaveloeboys,whowouldoftenleaveofftheirnuttingorbirds’—nestingtopeepinatthewindowofthestonecottage,counterbalancingacertainaweatthemysteriousactionoftheloom,byapleasantsenseofscornfulsuperiority,drawnfromthemockeryofitsalternatingnoises,alongwiththebent,tread—millattitudeoftheweaver。ButsometimesithappenedthatMarner,pausingtoadjustanirregularityinhisthread,becameawareofthesmallscoundrels,and,thoughcharyofhistime,helikedtheirintrusionsoillthathewoulddescendfromhisloom,and,openingthedoor,wouldfixonthemagazethatwasalwaysenoughtomakethemtaketotheirlegsinterror。ForhowwasitpossibletobelievethatthoselargebrownprotuberanteyesinSilasMarner’spalefacereallysawnothingverydistinctlythatwasnotclosetothem,andnotratherthattheirdreadfulstarecoulddartcramp,orrickets,orawrymouthatanyboywhohappenedtobeintherear?Theyhad,perhaps,heardtheirfathersandmothershintthatSilasMarnercouldcurefolks’rheumatismifhehadamind,andadd,stillmoredarkly,thatifyoucouldonlyspeakthedevilfairenough,hemightsaveyouthecostofthedoctor。Suchstrangelingeringechoesoftheolddemon—worshipmightperhapsevennowbecaughtbythediligentlisteneramongthegrey—hairedpeasantry;fortherudemindwithdifficultyassociatestheideasofpowerandbenignity。Ashadowyconceptionofpowerthatbymuchpersuasioncanbeinducedtorefrainfrominflictingharm,istheshapemosteasilytakenbythesenseoftheInvisibleinthemindsofmenwhohavealwaysbeenpressedclosebyprimitivewants,andtowhomalifeofhardtoilhasneverbeenilluminatedbyanyenthusiasticreligiousfaith。Tothempainandmishappresentafarwiderrangeofpossibilitiesthangladnessandenjoyment:theirimaginationisalmostbarrenoftheimagesthatfeeddesireandhope,butisallovergrownbyrecollectionsthatareaperpetualpasturetofear。 \"Isthereanythingyoucanfancythatyouwouldliketoeat?\"I oncesaidtoanoldlabouringman,whowasinhislastillness,andwhohadrefusedallthefoodhiswifehadofferedhim。\"No,\"heanswered,\"I’veneverbeenusedtonothingbutcommonvictual,andIcan’teatthat。\"Experiencehadbrednofanciesinhimthatcouldraisethephantasmofappetite。 AndRaveloewasavillagewheremanyoftheoldechoeslingered,undrownedbynewvoices。Notthatitwasoneofthosebarrenparisheslyingontheoutskirtsofcivilization——inhabitedbymeagresheepandthinly—scatteredshepherds:onthecontrary,itlayintherichcentralplainofwhatwearepleasedtocallMerryEngland,andheldfarmswhich,speakingfromaspiritualpointofview,paidhighly—desirabletithes。Butitwasnestledinasnugwell—woodedhollow,quiteanhour’sjourneyonhorsebackfromanyturnpike,whereitwasneverreachedbythevibrationsofthecoach—horn,orofpublicopinion。Itwasanimportant—lookingvillage,withafineoldchurchandlargechurchyardintheheartofit,andtwoorthreelargebrick—and—stonehomesteads,withwell—walledorchardsandornamentalweathercocks,standingcloseupontheroad,andliftingmoreimposingfrontsthantherectory,whichpeepedfromamongthetreesontheothersideofthechurchyard:——avillagewhichshowedatoncethesummitsofitssociallife,andtoldthepractisedeyethattherewasnogreatparkandmanor—houseinthevicinity,butthattherewereseveralchiefsinRaveloewhocouldfarmbadlyquiteattheirease,drawingenoughmoneyfromtheirbadfarming,inthosewartimes,toliveinarollickingfashion,andkeepajollyChristmas,Whitsun,andEastertide。 ItwasfifteenyearssinceSilasMarnerhadfirstcometoRaveloe; hewasthensimplyapallidyoungman,withprominentshort—sightedbrowneyes,whoseappearancewouldhavehadnothingstrangeforpeopleofaveragecultureandexperience,butforthevillagersnearwhomhehadcometosettleithadmysteriouspeculiaritieswhichcorrespondedwiththeexceptionalnatureofhisoccupation,andhisadventfromanunknownregioncalled\"North’ard\"。Sohadhiswayoflife:——heinvitednocomertostepacrosshisdoor—sill,andheneverstrolledintothevillagetodrinkapintattheRainbow,ortogossipatthewheelwright’s:hesoughtnomanorwoman,saveforthepurposesofhiscalling,orinordertosupplyhimselfwithnecessaries;anditwassooncleartotheRaveloelassesthathewouldneverurgeoneofthemtoaccepthimagainstherwill——quiteasifhehadheardthemdeclarethattheywouldnevermarryadeadmancometolifeagain。ThisviewofMarner’spersonalitywasnotwithoutanothergroundthanhispalefaceandunexampledeyes;forJemRodney,themole—catcher,averredthatoneeveningashewasreturninghomeward,hesawSilasMarnerleaningagainstastilewithaheavybagonhisback,insteadofrestingthebagonthestileasamaninhissenseswouldhavedone;andthat,oncominguptohim,hesawthatMarner’seyesweresetlikeadeadman’s,andhespoketohim,andshookhim,andhislimbswerestiff,andhishandsclutchedthebagasifthey’dbeenmadeofiron;butjustashehadmadeuphismindthattheweaverwasdead,hecameallrightagain,like,asyoumightsay,inthewinkingofaneye,andsaid\"Good—night\",andwalkedoff。AllthisJemsworehehadseen,morebytokenthatitwastheverydayhehadbeenmole—catchingonSquireCass’sland,downbytheoldsaw—pit。SomesaidMarnermusthavebeenina\"fit\",awordwhichseemedtoexplainthingsotherwiseincredible;buttheargumentativeMr。Macey,clerkoftheparish,shookhishead,andaskedifanybodywaseverknowntogooffinafitandnotfalldown。Afitwasastroke,wasn’tit?anditwasinthenatureofastroketopartlytakeawaytheuseofaman’slimbsandthrowhimontheparish,ifhe’dgotnochildrentolookto。No,no;itwasnostrokethatwouldletamanstandonhislegs,likeahorsebetweentheshafts,andthenwalkoffassoonasyoucansay\"Gee!\"Buttheremightbesuchathingasaman’ssoulbeingloosefromhisbody,andgoingoutandin,likeabirdoutofitsnestandback;andthatwashowfolksgotover—wise,fortheywenttoschoolinthisshell—lessstatetothosewhocouldteachthemmorethantheirneighbourscouldlearnwiththeirfivesensesandtheparson。AndwheredidMasterMarnergethisknowledgeofherbsfrom——andcharmstoo,ifhelikedtogivethemaway?JemRodney’sstorywasnomorethanwhatmighthavebeenexpectedbyanybodywhohadseenhowMarnerhadcuredSallyOates,andmadehersleeplikeababy,whenherhearthadbeenbeatingenoughtoburstherbody,fortwomonthsandmore,whileshehadbeenunderthedoctor’scare。Hemightcuremorefolksifhewould; buthewasworthspeakingfair,ifitwasonlytokeephimfromdoingyouamischief。 ItwaspartlytothisvaguefearthatMarnerwasindebtedforprotectinghimfromthepersecutionthathissingularitiesmighthavedrawnuponhim,butstillmoretothefactthat,theoldlinen—weaverintheneighbouringparishofTarleybeingdead,hishandicraftmadehimahighlywelcomesettlertothericherhousewivesofthedistrict,andeventothemoreprovidentcottagers,whohadtheirlittlestockofyarnattheyear’send。 Theirsenseofhisusefulnesswouldhavecounteractedanyrepugnanceorsuspicionwhichwasnotconfirmedbyadeficiencyinthequalityorthetaleoftheclothhewoveforthem。AndtheyearshadrolledonwithoutproducinganychangeintheimpressionsoftheneighboursconcerningMarner,exceptthechangefromnoveltytohabit。AttheendoffifteenyearstheRaveloemensaidjustthesamethingsaboutSilasMarnerasatthebeginning:theydidnotsaythemquitesooften,buttheybelievedthemmuchmorestronglywhentheydidsaythem。Therewasonlyoneimportantadditionwhichtheyearshadbrought:itwas,thatMasterMarnerhadlaidbyafinesightofmoneysomewhere,andthathecouldbuyup\"biggermen\"thanhimself。 Butwhileopinionconcerninghimhadremainednearlystationary,andhisdailyhabitshadpresentedscarcelyanyvisiblechange,Marner’sinwardlifehadbeenahistoryandametamorphosis,asthatofeveryfervidnaturemustbewhenithasfled,orbeencondemned,tosolitude。Hislife,beforehecametoRaveloe,hadbeenfilledwiththemovement,thementalactivity,andtheclosefellowship,which,inthatdayasinthis,markedthelifeofanartisanearlyincorporatedinanarrowreligioussect,wherethepoorestlaymanhasthechanceofdistinguishinghimselfbygiftsofspeech,andhas,attheveryleast,theweightofasilentvoterinthegovernmentofhiscommunity。Marnerwashighlythoughtofinthatlittlehiddenworld,knowntoitselfasthechurchassemblinginLanternYard;hewasbelievedtobeayoungmanofexemplarylifeandardentfaith;andapeculiarinteresthadbeencentredinhimeversincehehadfallen,ataprayer—meeting,intoamysteriousrigidityandsuspensionofconsciousness,which,lastingforanhourormore,hadbeenmistakenfordeath。TohavesoughtamedicalexplanationforthisphenomenonwouldhavebeenheldbySilashimself,aswellasbyhisministerandfellow—members,awilfulself—exclusionfromthespiritualsignificancethatmightlietherein。Silaswasevidentlyabrotherselectedforapeculiardiscipline;andthoughtheefforttointerpretthisdisciplinewasdiscouragedbytheabsence,onhispart,ofanyspiritualvisionduringhisoutwardtrance,yetitwasbelievedbyhimselfandothersthatitseffectwasseeninanaccessionoflightandfervour。 Alesstruthfulmanthanhemighthavebeentemptedintothesubsequentcreationofavisionintheformofresurgentmemory;alesssanemanmighthavebelievedinsuchacreation;butSilaswasbothsaneandhonest,though,aswithmanyhonestandferventmen,culturehadnotdefinedanychannelsforhissenseofmystery,andsoitspreaditselfovertheproperpathwayofinquiryandknowledge。Hehadinheritedfromhismothersomeacquaintancewithmedicinalherbsandtheirpreparation——alittlestoreofwisdomwhichshehadimpartedtohimasasolemnbequest——butoflateyearshehadhaddoubtsaboutthelawfulnessofapplyingthisknowledge,believingthatherbscouldhavenoefficacywithoutprayer,andthatprayermightsufficewithoutherbs;sothattheinheriteddelighthehadinwanderinginthefieldsinsearchoffoxgloveanddandelionandcoltsfoot,begantoweartohimthecharacterofatemptation。 Amongthemembersofhischurchtherewasoneyoungman,alittleolderthanhimself,withwhomhehadlonglivedinsuchclosefriendshipthatitwasthecustomoftheirLanternYardbrethrentocallthemDavidandJonathan。TherealnameofthefriendwasWilliamDane,andhe,too,wasregardedasashininginstanceofyouthfulpiety,thoughsomewhatgiventoover—severitytowardsweakerbrethren,andtobesodazzledbyhisownlightastoholdhimselfwiserthanhisteachers。ButwhateverblemishesothersmightdiscerninWilliam,tohisfriend’smindhewasfaultless;forMarnerhadoneofthoseimpressibleself—doubtingnatureswhich,ataninexperiencedage,admireimperativenessandleanoncontradiction。TheexpressionoftrustingsimplicityinMarner’sface,heightenedbythatabsenceofspecialobservation,thatdefenceless,deer—likegazewhichbelongstolargeprominenteyes,wasstronglycontrastedbytheself—complacentsuppressionofinwardtriumphthatlurkedinthenarrowslantingeyesandcompressedlipsofWilliamDane。OneofthemostfrequenttopicsofconversationbetweenthetwofriendswasAssuranceofsalvation:Silasconfessedthathecouldneverarriveatanythinghigherthanhopemingledwithfear,andlistenedwithlongingwonderwhenWilliamdeclaredthathehadpossessedunshakenassuranceeversince,intheperiodofhisconversion,hehaddreamedthathesawthewords\"callingandelectionsure\"standingbythemselvesonawhitepageintheopenBible。Suchcolloquieshaveoccupiedmanyapairofpale—facedweavers,whoseunnurturedsoulshavebeenlikeyoungwingedthings,flutteringforsakeninthetwilight。 IthadseemedtotheunsuspectingSilasthatthefriendshiphadsufferednochillevenfromhisformationofanotherattachmentofacloserkind。Forsomemonthshehadbeenengagedtoayoungservant—woman,waitingonlyforalittleincreasetotheirmutualsavingsinordertotheirmarriage;anditwasagreatdelighttohimthatSarahdidnotobjecttoWilliam’soccasionalpresenceintheirSundayinterviews。ItwasatthispointintheirhistorythatSilas’scatalepticfitoccurredduringtheprayer—meeting;andamidstthevariousqueriesandexpressionsofinterestaddressedtohimbyhisfellow—members,William’ssuggestionalonejarredwiththegeneralsympathytowardsabrotherthussingledoutforspecialdealings。Heobservedthat,tohim,thistrancelookedmorelikeavisitationofSatanthanaproofofdivinefavour,andexhortedhisfriendtoseethathehidnoaccursedthingwithinhissoul。Silas,feelingboundtoacceptrebukeandadmonitionasabrotherlyoffice,feltnoresentment,butonlypain,athisfriend’sdoubtsconcerninghim;andtothiswassoonaddedsomeanxietyattheperceptionthatSarah’smannertowardshimbegantoexhibitastrangefluctuationbetweenaneffortatanincreasedmanifestationofregardandinvoluntarysignsofshrinkinganddislike。Heaskedherifshewishedtobreakofftheirengagement;butshedeniedthis:theirengagementwasknowntothechurch,andhadbeenrecognizedintheprayer—meetings;itcouldnotbebrokenoffwithoutstrictinvestigation,andSarahcouldrendernoreasonthatwouldbesanctionedbythefeelingofthecommunity。Atthistimetheseniordeaconwastakendangerouslyill,and,beingachildlesswidower,hewastendednightanddaybysomeoftheyoungerbrethrenorsisters。 Silasfrequentlytookhisturninthenight—watchingwithWilliam,theonerelievingtheotherattwointhemorning。Theoldman,contrarytoexpectation,seemedtobeonthewaytorecovery,whenonenightSilas,sittingupbyhisbedside,observedthathisusualaudiblebreathinghadceased。Thecandlewasburninglow,andhehadtoliftittoseethepatient’sfacedistinctly。Examinationconvincedhimthatthedeaconwasdead——hadbeendeadsometime,forthelimbswererigid。Silasaskedhimselfifhehadbeenasleep,andlookedattheclock:itwasalreadyfourinthemorning。 HowwasitthatWilliamhadnotcome?Inmuchanxietyhewenttoseekforhelp,andsoontherewereseveralfriendsassembledinthehouse,theministeramongthem,whileSilaswentawaytohiswork,wishinghecouldhavemetWilliamtoknowthereasonofhisnon—appearance。Butatsixo’clock,ashewasthinkingofgoingtoseekhisfriend,Williamcame,andwithhimtheminister。TheycametosummonhimtoLanternYard,tomeetthechurchmembersthere;andtohisinquiryconcerningthecauseofthesummonstheonlyreplywas,\"Youwillhear。\"NothingfurtherwassaiduntilSilaswasseatedinthevestry,infrontoftheminister,withtheeyesofthosewhotohimrepresentedGod’speoplefixedsolemnlyuponhim。 Thentheminister,takingoutapocket—knife,showedittoSilas,andaskedhimifheknewwherehehadleftthatknife?Silassaid,hedidnotknowthathehadleftitanywhereoutofhisownpocket—— buthewastremblingatthisstrangeinterrogation。Hewasthenexhortednottohidehissin,buttoconfessandrepent。Theknifehadbeenfoundinthebureaubythedeparteddeacon’sbedside—— foundintheplacewherethelittlebagofchurchmoneyhadlain,whichtheministerhimselfhadseenthedaybefore。Somehandhadremovedthatbag;andwhosehandcoulditbe,ifnotthatofthemantowhomtheknifebelonged?ForsometimeSilaswasmutewithastonishment:thenhesaid,\"Godwillclearme:Iknownothingabouttheknifebeingthere,orthemoneybeinggone。Searchmeandmydwelling;youwillfindnothingbutthreepoundfiveofmyownsavings,whichWilliamDaneknowsIhavehadthesesixmonths。\"AtthisWilliamgroaned,buttheministersaid,\"Theproofisheavyagainstyou,brotherMarner。Themoneywastakeninthenightlastpast,andnomanwaswithourdepartedbrotherbutyou,forWilliamDanedeclarestousthathewashinderedbysuddensicknessfromgoingtotakehisplaceasusual,andyouyourselfsaidthathehadnotcome;and,moreover,youneglectedthedeadbody。\" \"Imusthaveslept,\"saidSilas。Then,afterapause,headded,\"OrImusthavehadanothervisitationlikethatwhichyouhaveallseenmeunder,sothatthethiefmusthavecomeandgonewhileIwasnotinthebody,butoutofthebody。But,Isayagain,searchmeandmydwelling,forIhavebeennowhereelse。\" Thesearchwasmade,anditended——inWilliamDane’sfindingthewell—knownbag,empty,tuckedbehindthechestofdrawersinSilas’schamber!OnthisWilliamexhortedhisfriendtoconfess,andnottohidehissinanylonger。Silasturnedalookofkeenreproachonhim,andsaid,\"William,fornineyearsthatwehavegoneinandouttogether,haveyoueverknownmetellalie?ButGodwillclearme。\" \"Brother,\"saidWilliam,\"howdoIknowwhatyoumayhavedoneinthesecretchambersofyourheart,togiveSatananadvantageoveryou?\" Silaswasstilllookingathisfriend。Suddenlyadeepflushcameoverhisface,andhewasabouttospeakimpetuously,whenheseemedcheckedagainbysomeinwardshock,thatsenttheflushbackandmadehimtremble。Butatlasthespokefeebly,lookingatWilliam。 \"Iremembernow——theknifewasn’tinmypocket。\" Williamsaid,\"Iknownothingofwhatyoumean。\"Theotherpersonspresent,however,begantoinquirewhereSilasmeanttosaythattheknifewas,buthewouldgivenofurtherexplanation:heonlysaid,\"Iamsorestricken;Icansaynothing。Godwillclearme。\" Ontheirreturntothevestrytherewasfurtherdeliberation。AnyresorttolegalmeasuresforascertainingtheculpritwascontrarytotheprinciplesofthechurchinLanternYard,accordingtowhichprosecutionwasforbiddentoChristians,evenhadthecaseheldlessscandaltothecommunity。Butthememberswereboundtotakeothermeasuresforfindingoutthetruth,andtheyresolvedonprayinganddrawinglots。Thisresolutioncanbeagroundofsurpriseonlytothosewhoareunacquaintedwiththatobscurereligiouslifewhichhasgoneoninthealleysofourtowns。Silaskneltwithhisbrethren,relyingonhisowninnocencebeingcertifiedbyimmediatedivineinterference,butfeelingthattherewassorrowandmourningbehindforhimeventhen——thathistrustinmanhadbeencruellybruised。_ThelotsdeclaredthatSilasMarnerwasguilty。_Hewassolemnlysuspendedfromchurch—membership,andcalledupontorenderupthestolenmoney:onlyonconfession,asthesignofrepentance,couldhebereceivedoncemorewithinthefoldsofthechurch。 Marnerlistenedinsilence。Atlast,wheneveryonerosetodepart,hewenttowardsWilliamDaneandsaid,inavoiceshakenbyagitation—— \"ThelasttimeIrememberusingmyknife,waswhenItookitouttocutastrapforyou。Idon’trememberputtingitinmypocketagain。_You_stolethemoney,andyouhavewovenaplottolaythesinatmydoor。Butyoumayprosper,forallthat:thereisnojustGodthatgovernstheearthrighteously,butaGodoflies,thatbearswitnessagainsttheinnocent。\" Therewasageneralshudderatthisblasphemy。 Williamsaidmeekly,\"IleaveourbrethrentojudgewhetherthisisthevoiceofSatanornot。Icandonothingbutprayforyou,Silas。\" PoorMarnerwentoutwiththatdespairinhissoul——thatshakentrustinGodandman,whichislittleshortofmadnesstoalovingnature。Inthebitternessofhiswoundedspirit,hesaidtohimself,\"_She_willcastmeofftoo。\"Andhereflectedthat,ifshedidnotbelievethetestimonyagainsthim,herwholefaithmustbeupsetashiswas。Topeopleaccustomedtoreasonabouttheformsinwhichtheirreligiousfeelinghasincorporateditself,itisdifficulttoenterintothatsimple,untaughtstateofmindinwhichtheformandthefeelinghaveneverbeenseveredbyanactofreflection。WeareapttothinkitinevitablethatamaninMarner’spositionshouldhavebeguntoquestionthevalidityofanappealtothedivinejudgmentbydrawinglots;buttohimthiswouldhavebeenaneffortofindependentthoughtsuchashehadneverknown;andhemusthavemadetheeffortatamomentwhenallhisenergieswereturnedintotheanguishofdisappointedfaith。Ifthereisanangelwhorecordsthesorrowsofmenaswellastheirsins,heknowshowmanyanddeeparethesorrowsthatspringfromfalseideasforwhichnomanisculpable。 Marnerwenthome,andforawholedaysatalone,stunnedbydespair,withoutanyimpulsetogotoSarahandattempttowinherbeliefinhisinnocence。Theseconddayhetookrefugefrombenumbingunbelief,bygettingintohisloomandworkingawayasusual;andbeforemanyhourswerepast,theministerandoneofthedeaconscametohimwiththemessagefromSarah,thatsheheldherengagementtohimatanend。Silasreceivedthemessagemutely,andthenturnedawayfromthemessengerstoworkathisloomagain。Inlittlemorethanamonthfromthattime,SarahwasmarriedtoWilliamDane;andnotlongafterwardsitwasknowntothebrethreninLanternYardthatSilasMarnerhaddepartedfromthetown。 CHAPTERII Evenpeoplewhoseliveshavebeenmadevariousbylearning,sometimesfindithardtokeepafastholdontheirhabitualviewsoflife,ontheirfaithintheInvisible,nay,onthesensethattheirpastjoysandsorrowsarearealexperience,whentheyaresuddenlytransportedtoanewland,wherethebeingsaroundthemknownothingoftheirhistory,andsharenoneoftheirideas—— wheretheirmotherearthshowsanotherlap,andhumanlifehasotherformsthanthoseonwhichtheirsoulshavebeennourished。Mindsthathavebeenunhingedfromtheiroldfaithandlove,haveperhapssoughtthisLetheaninfluenceofexile,inwhichthepastbecomesdreamybecauseitssymbolshaveallvanished,andthepresenttooisdreamybecauseitislinkedwithnomemories。Buteven_their_ experiencemayhardlyenablethemthoroughlytoimaginewhatwastheeffectonasimpleweaverlikeSilasMarner,whenhelefthisowncountryandpeopleandcametosettleinRaveloe。Nothingcouldbemoreunlikehisnativetown,setwithinsightofthewidespreadhillsides,thanthislow,woodedregion,wherehefelthiddenevenfromtheheavensbythescreeningtreesandhedgerows。Therewasnothinghere,whenheroseinthedeepmorningquietandlookedoutonthedewybramblesandranktuftedgrass,thatseemedtohaveanyrelationwiththatlifecentringinLanternYard,whichhadoncebeentohimthealtar—placeofhighdispensations。Thewhitewashedwalls;thelittlepewswherewell—knownfiguresenteredwithasubduedrustling,andwherefirstonewell—knownvoiceandthenanother,pitchedinapeculiarkeyofpetition,utteredphrasesatonceoccultandfamiliar,liketheamuletwornontheheart;thepulpitwheretheministerdeliveredunquestioneddoctrine,andswayedtoandfro,andhandledthebookinalongaccustomedmanner; theverypausesbetweenthecoupletsofthehymn,asitwasgivenout,andtherecurrentswellofvoicesinsong:thesethingshadbeenthechannelofdivineinfluencestoMarner——theywerethefosteringhomeofhisreligiousemotions——theywereChristianityandGod’skingdomuponearth。Aweaverwhofindshardwordsinhishymn—bookknowsnothingofabstractions;asthelittlechildknowsnothingofparentallove,butonlyknowsonefaceandonelaptowardswhichitstretchesitsarmsforrefugeandnurture。 AndwhatcouldbemoreunlikethatLanternYardworldthantheworldinRaveloe?——orchardslookinglazywithneglectedplenty;thelargechurchinthewidechurchyard,whichmengazedatloungingattheirowndoorsinservice—time;thepurple—facedfarmersjoggingalongthelanesorturninginattheRainbow;homesteads,wheremensuppedheavilyandsleptinthelightoftheeveninghearth,andwherewomenseemedtobelayingupastockoflinenforthelifetocome。TherewerenolipsinRaveloefromwhichawordcouldfallthatwouldstirSilasMarner’sbenumbedfaithtoasenseofpain。 Intheearlyagesoftheworld,weknow,itwasbelievedthateachterritorywasinhabitedandruledbyitsowndivinities,sothatamancouldcrosstheborderingheightsandbeoutofthereachofhisnativegods,whosepresencewasconfinedtothestreamsandthegrovesandthehillsamongwhichhehadlivedfromhisbirth。AndpoorSilaswasvaguelyconsciousofsomethingnotunlikethefeelingofprimitivemen,whentheyfledthus,infearorinsullenness,fromthefaceofanunpropitiousdeity。ItseemedtohimthatthePowerhehadvainlytrustedinamongthestreetsandattheprayer—meetings,wasveryfarawayfromthislandinwhichhehadtakenrefuge,wheremenlivedincarelessabundance,knowingandneedingnothingofthattrust,which,forhim,hadbeenturnedtobitterness。Thelittlelighthepossessedspreaditsbeamssonarrowly,thatfrustratedbeliefwasacurtainbroadenoughtocreateforhimtheblacknessofnight。 Hisfirstmovementaftertheshockhadbeentoworkinhisloom;andhewentonwiththisunremittingly,neveraskinghimselfwhy,nowhewascometoRaveloe,heworkedfaronintothenighttofinishthetaleofMrs。Osgood’stable—linensoonerthansheexpected—— withoutcontemplatingbeforehandthemoneyshewouldputintohishandforthework。Heseemedtoweave,likethespider,frompureimpulse,withoutreflection。Everyman’swork,pursuedsteadily,tendsinthiswaytobecomeanendinitself,andsotobridgeoverthelovelesschasmsofhislife。Silas’shandsatisfieditselfwiththrowingtheshuttle,andhiseyewithseeingthelittlesquaresintheclothcompletethemselvesunderhiseffort。Thentherewerethecallsofhunger;andSilas,inhissolitude,hadtoprovidehisownbreakfast,dinner,andsupper,tofetchhisownwaterfromthewell,andputhisownkettleonthefire;andalltheseimmediatepromptingshelped,alongwiththeweaving,toreducehislifetotheunquestioningactivityofaspinninginsect。Hehatedthethoughtofthepast;therewasnothingthatcalledouthisloveandfellowshiptowardthestrangershehadcomeamongst;andthefuturewasalldark,fortherewasnoUnseenLovethatcaredforhim。 Thoughtwasarrestedbyutterbewilderment,nowitsoldnarrowpathwaywasclosed,andaffectionseemedtohavediedunderthebruisethathadfallenonitskeenestnerves。 ButatlastMrs。Osgood’stable—linenwasfinished,andSilaswaspaidingold。Hisearningsinhisnativetown,whereheworkedforawholesaledealer,hadbeenafteralowerrate;hehadbeenpaidweekly,andofhisweeklyearningsalargeproportionhadgonetoobjectsofpietyandcharity。Now,forthefirsttimeinhislife,hehadfivebrightguineasputintohishand;nomanexpectedashareofthem,andhelovednomanthatheshouldofferhimashare。 Butwhatweretheguineastohimwhosawnovistabeyondcountlessdaysofweaving?Itwasneedlessforhimtoaskthat,foritwaspleasanttohimtofeeltheminhispalm,andlookattheirbrightfaces,whichwereallhisown:itwasanotherelementoflife,liketheweavingandthesatisfactionofhunger,subsistingquitealooffromthelifeofbeliefandlovefromwhichhehadbeencutoff。 Theweaver’shandhadknownthetouchofhard—wonmoneyevenbeforethepalmhadgrowntoitsfullbreadth;fortwentyyears,mysteriousmoneyhadstoodtohimasthesymbolofearthlygood,andtheimmediateobjectoftoil。Hehadseemedtoloveitlittleintheyearswheneverypennyhaditspurposeforhim;forhelovedthe_purpose_then。Butnow,whenallpurposewasgone,thathabitoflookingtowardsthemoneyandgraspingitwithasenseoffulfilledeffortmadealoamthatwasdeepenoughfortheseedsofdesire;andasSilaswalkedhomewardacrossthefieldsinthetwilight,hedrewoutthemoneyandthoughtitwasbrighterinthegatheringgloom。 Aboutthistimeanincidenthappenedwhichseemedtoopenapossibilityofsomefellowshipwithhisneighbours。Oneday,takingapairofshoestobemended,hesawthecobbler’swifeseatedbythefire,sufferingfromtheterriblesymptomsofheart—diseaseanddropsy,whichhehadwitnessedastheprecursorsofhismother’sdeath。Hefeltarushofpityatthemingledsightandremembrance,and,recallingthereliefhismotherhadfoundfromasimplepreparationoffoxglove,hepromisedSallyOatestobringhersomethingthatwouldeaseher,sincethedoctordidhernogood。Inthisofficeofcharity,Silasfelt,forthefirsttimesincehehadcometoRaveloe,asenseofunitybetweenhispastandpresentlife,whichmighthavebeenthebeginningofhisrescuefromtheinsect—likeexistenceintowhichhisnaturehadshrunk。ButSallyOates’sdiseasehadraisedherintoapersonageofmuchinterestandimportanceamongtheneighbours,andthefactofherhavingfoundrelieffromdrinkingSilasMarner’s\"stuff\"becameamatterofgeneraldiscourse。WhenDoctorKimblegavephysic,itwasnaturalthatitshouldhaveaneffect;butwhenaweaver,whocamefromnobodyknewwhere,workedwonderswithabottleofbrownwaters,theoccultcharacteroftheprocesswasevident。SuchasortofthinghadnotbeenknownsincetheWiseWomanatTarleydied;andshehadcharmsaswellas\"stuff\":everybodywenttoherwhentheirchildrenhadfits。SilasMarnermustbeapersonofthesamesort,forhowdidheknowwhatwouldbringbackSallyOates’sbreath,ifhedidn’tknowafinesightmorethanthat?TheWiseWomanhadwordsthatshemutteredtoherself,sothatyoucouldn’thearwhattheywere,andifshetiedabitofredthreadroundthechild’stoethewhile,itwouldkeepoffthewaterinthehead。TherewerewomeninRaveloe,atthatpresenttime,whohadwornoneoftheWiseWoman’slittlebagsroundtheirnecks,and,inconsequence,hadneverhadanidiotchild,asAnnCoulterhad。SilasMarnercouldverylikelydoasmuch,andmore;andnowitwasallclearhowheshouldhavecomefromunknownparts,andbeso\"comical—looking\"。 ButSallyOatesmustmindandnottellthedoctor,forhewouldbesuretosethisfaceagainstMarner:hewasalwaysangryabouttheWiseWoman,andusedtothreatenthosewhowenttoherthattheyshouldhavenoneofhishelpanymore。 Silasnowfoundhimselfandhiscottagesuddenlybesetbymotherswhowantedhimtocharmawaythewhooping—cough,orbringbackthemilk,andbymenwhowantedstuffagainsttherheumaticsortheknotsinthehands;and,tosecurethemselvesagainstarefusal,theapplicantsbroughtsilverintheirpalms。Silasmighthavedrivenaprofitabletradeincharmsaswellasinhissmalllistofdrugs; butmoneyonthisconditionwasnotemptationtohim:hehadneverknownanimpulsetowardsfalsity,andhedroveoneafteranotherawaywithgrowingirritation,forthenewsofhimasawisemanhadspreadeventoTarley,anditwaslongbeforepeopleceasedtotakelongwalksforthesakeofaskinghisaid。Butthehopeinhiswisdomwasatlengthchangedintodread,fornoonebelievedhimwhenhesaidheknewnocharmsandcouldworknocures,andeverymanandwomanwhohadanaccidentoranewattackafterapplyingtohim,setthemisfortunedowntoMasterMarner’sill—willandirritatedglances。ThusitcametopassthathismovementofpitytowardsSallyOates,whichhadgivenhimatransientsenseofbrotherhood,heightenedtherepulsionbetweenhimandhisneighbours,andmadehisisolationmorecomplete。 Graduallytheguineas,thecrowns,andthehalf—crownsgrewtoaheap,andMarnerdrewlessandlessforhisownwants,tryingtosolvetheproblemofkeepinghimselfstrongenoughtoworksixteenhoursa—dayonassmallanoutlayaspossible。Havenotmen,shutupinsolitaryimprisonment,foundaninterestinmarkingthemomentsbystraightstrokesofacertainlengthonthewall,untilthegrowthofthesumofstraightstrokes,arrangedintriangles,hasbecomeamasteringpurpose?Dowenotwileawaymomentsofinanityorfatiguedwaitingbyrepeatingsometrivialmovementorsound,untiltherepetitionhasbredawant,whichisincipienthabit?Thatwillhelpustounderstandhowtheloveofaccumulatingmoneygrowsanabsorbingpassioninmenwhoseimaginations,evenintheverybeginningoftheirhoard,showedthemnopurposebeyondit。 Marnerwantedtheheapsoftentogrowintoasquare,andthenintoalargersquare;andeveryaddedguinea,whileitwasitselfasatisfaction,bredanewdesire。Inthisstrangeworld,madeahopelessriddletohim,hemight,ifhehadhadalessintensenature,havesatweaving,weaving——lookingtowardstheendofhispattern,ortowardstheendofhisweb,tillheforgottheriddle,andeverythingelsebuthisimmediatesensations;butthemoneyhadcometomarkoffhisweavingintoperiods,andthemoneynotonlygrew,butitremainedwithhim。Hebegantothinkitwasconsciousofhim,ashisloomwas,andhewouldonnoaccounthaveexchangedthosecoins,whichhadbecomehisfamiliars,forothercoinswithunknownfaces。Hehandledthem,hecountedthem,tilltheirformandcolourwerelikethesatisfactionofathirsttohim;butitwasonlyinthenight,whenhisworkwasdone,thathedrewthemouttoenjoytheircompanionship。Hehadtakenupsomebricksinhisfloorunderneathhisloom,andherehehadmadeaholeinwhichhesettheironpotthatcontainedhisguineasandsilvercoins,coveringthebrickswithsandwheneverhereplacedthem。Notthattheideaofbeingrobbedpresenteditselfoftenorstronglytohismind: hoardingwascommonincountrydistrictsinthosedays;therewereoldlabourersintheparishofRaveloewhowereknowntohavetheirsavingsbythem,probablyinsidetheirflock—beds;buttheirrusticneighbours,thoughnotallofthemashonestastheirancestorsinthedaysofKingAlfred,hadnotimaginationsboldenoughtolayaplanofburglary。Howcouldtheyhavespentthemoneyintheirownvillagewithoutbetrayingthemselves?Theywouldbeobligedto\"runaway\"——acourseasdarkanddubiousasaballoonjourney。 So,yearafteryear,SilasMarnerhadlivedinthissolitude,hisguineasrisingintheironpot,andhislifenarrowingandhardeningitselfmoreandmoreintoamerepulsationofdesireandsatisfactionthathadnorelationtoanyotherbeing。Hislifehadreduceditselftothefunctionsofweavingandhoarding,withoutanycontemplationofanendtowardswhichthefunctionstended。Thesamesortofprocesshasperhapsbeenundergonebywisermen,whentheyhavebeencutofffromfaithandlove——only,insteadofaloomandaheapofguineas,theyhavehadsomeeruditeresearch,someingeniousproject,orsomewell—knittheory。StrangelyMarner’sfaceandfigureshrankandbentthemselvesintoaconstantmechanicalrelationtotheobjectsofhislife,sothatheproducedthesamesortofimpressionasahandleoracrookedtube,whichhasnomeaningstandingapart。Theprominenteyesthatusedtolooktrustinganddreamy,nowlookedasiftheyhadbeenmadetoseeonlyonekindofthingthatwasverysmall,liketinygrain,forwhichtheyhuntedeverywhere:andhewassowitheredandyellow,that,thoughhewasnotyetforty,thechildrenalwayscalledhim\"OldMasterMarner\"。 Yeteveninthisstageofwitheringalittleincidenthappened,whichshowedthatthesapofaffectionwasnotallgone。Itwasoneofhisdailytaskstofetchhiswaterfromawellacoupleoffieldsoff,andforthispurpose,eversincehecametoRaveloe,hehadhadabrownearthenwarepot,whichheheldashismostpreciousutensilamongtheveryfewconvenienceshehadgrantedhimself。Ithadbeenhiscompanionfortwelveyears,alwaysstandingonthesamespot,alwayslendingitshandletohimintheearlymorning,sothatitsformhadanexpressionforhimofwillinghelpfulness,andtheimpressofitshandleonhispalmgaveasatisfactionmingledwiththatofhavingthefreshclearwater。Onedayashewasreturningfromthewell,hestumbledagainstthestepofthestile,andhisbrownpot,fallingwithforceagainstthestonesthatoverarchedtheditchbelowhim,wasbrokeninthreepieces。Silaspickedupthepiecesandcarriedthemhomewithgriefinhisheart。Thebrownpotcouldneverbeofusetohimanymore,buthestuckthebitstogetherandproppedtheruininitsoldplaceforamemorial。 ThisisthehistoryofSilasMarner,untilthefifteenthyearafterhecametoRaveloe。Thelivelongdayhesatinhisloom,hisearfilledwithitsmonotony,hiseyesbentclosedownontheslowgrowthofsamenessinthebrownishweb,hismusclesmovingwithsuchevenrepetitionthattheirpauseseemedalmostasmuchaconstraintastheholdingofhisbreath。Butatnightcamehisrevelry:atnightheclosedhisshutters,andmadefasthisdoors,anddrewforthhisgold。Longagotheheapofcoinshadbecometoolargefortheironpottoholdthem,andhehadmadeforthemtwothickleatherbags,whichwastednoroomintheirresting—place,butlentthemselvesflexiblytoeverycorner。Howtheguineasshoneastheycamepouringoutofthedarkleathermouths!Thesilverborenolargeproportioninamounttothegold,becausethelongpiecesoflinenwhichformedhischiefworkwerealwayspartlypaidforingold,andoutofthesilverhesuppliedhisownbodilywants,choosingalwaystheshillingsandsixpencestospendinthisway。 Helovedtheguineasbest,buthewouldnotchangethesilver——thecrownsandhalf—crownsthatwerehisownearnings,begottenbyhislabour;helovedthemall。Hespreadthemoutinheapsandbathedhishandsinthem;thenhecountedthemandsetthemupinregularpiles,andfelttheirroundedoutlinebetweenhisthumbandfingers,andthoughtfondlyoftheguineasthatwereonlyhalf—earnedbytheworkinhisloom,asiftheyhadbeenunbornchildren——thoughtoftheguineasthatwerecomingslowlythroughthecomingyears,throughallhislife,whichspreadfarawaybeforehim,theendquitehiddenbycountlessdaysofweaving。Nowonderhisthoughtswerestillwithhisloomandhismoneywhenhemadehisjourneysthroughthefieldsandthelanestofetchandcarryhomehiswork,sothathisstepsneverwanderedtothehedge—banksandthelane—sideinsearchoftheoncefamiliarherbs:thesetoobelongedtothepast,fromwhichhislifehadshrunkaway,likearivuletthathassunkfardownfromthegrassyfringeofitsoldbreadthintoalittleshiveringthread,thatcutsagrooveforitselfinthebarrensand。 ButabouttheChristmasofthatfifteenthyear,asecondgreatchangecameoverMarner’slife,andhishistorybecameblentinasingularmannerwiththelifeofhisneighbours。 CHAPTERIII ThegreatestmaninRaveloewasSquireCass,wholivedinthelargeredhousewiththehandsomeflightofstonestepsinfrontandthehighstablesbehindit,nearlyoppositethechurch。Hewasonlyoneamongseverallandedparishioners,buthealonewashonouredwiththetitleofSquire;forthoughMr。Osgood’sfamilywasalsounderstoodtobeoftimelessorigin——theRaveloeimaginationhavingneverventuredbacktothatfearfulblankwhentherewerenoOsgoods——still,hemerelyownedthefarmheoccupied;whereasSquireCasshadatenantortwo,whocomplainedofthegametohimquiteasifhehadbeenalord。 Itwasstillthatgloriouswar—timewhichwasfelttobeapeculiarfavourofProvidencetowardsthelandedinterest,andthefallofpriceshadnotyetcometocarrytheraceofsmallsquiresandyeomendownthatroadtoruinforwhichextravaganthabitsandbadhusbandrywereplentifullyanointingtheirwheels。IamspeakingnowinrelationtoRaveloeandtheparishesthatresembledit;forourold—fashionedcountrylifehadmanydifferentaspects,asalllifemusthavewhenitisspreadoveravarioussurface,andbreathedonvariouslybymultitudinouscurrents,fromthewindsofheaventothethoughtsofmen,whichareforevermovingandcrossingeachotherwithincalculableresults。Raveloelaylowamongthebushytreesandtheruttedlanes,alooffromthecurrentsofindustrialenergyandPuritanearnestness:therichateanddrankfreely,acceptinggoutandapoplexyasthingsthatranmysteriouslyinrespectablefamilies,andthepoorthoughtthattherichwereentirelyintherightofittoleadajollylife;besides,theirfeastingcausedamultiplicationoforts,whichweretheheirloomsofthepoor。BettyJayscentedtheboilingofSquireCass’shams,butherlongingwasarrestedbytheunctuousliquorinwhichtheywereboiled;andwhentheseasonsbroughtroundthegreatmerry—makings,theywereregardedonallhandsasafinethingforthepoor。FortheRaveloefeastswereliketheroundsofbeefandthebarrelsofale——theywereonalargescale,andlastedagoodwhile,especiallyinthewinter—time。Afterladieshadpackeduptheirbestgownsandtop—knotsinbandboxes,andhadincurredtheriskoffordingstreamsonpillionswiththepreciousburdeninrainyorsnowyweather,whentherewasnoknowinghowhighthewaterwouldrise,itwasnottobesupposedthattheylookedforwardtoabriefpleasure。Onthisgrounditwasalwayscontrivedinthedarkseasons,whentherewaslittleworktobedone,andthehourswerelong,thatseveralneighboursshouldkeepopenhouseinsuccession。 SosoonasSquireCass’sstandingdishesdiminishedinplentyandfreshness,hisguestshadnothingtodobuttowalkalittlehigherupthevillagetoMr。Osgood’s,attheOrchards,andtheyfoundhamsandchinesuncut,pork—pieswiththescentofthefireinthem,spunbutterinallitsfreshness——everything,infact,thatappetitesatleisurecoulddesire,inperhapsgreaterperfection,thoughnotingreaterabundance,thanatSquireCass’s。 FortheSquire’swifehaddiedlongago,andtheRedHousewaswithoutthatpresenceofthewifeandmotherwhichisthefountainofwholesomeloveandfearinparlourandkitchen;andthishelpedtoaccountnotonlyfortherebeingmoreprofusionthanfinishedexcellenceintheholidayprovisions,butalsoforthefrequencywithwhichtheproudSquirecondescendedtopresideintheparlouroftheRainbowratherthanundertheshadowofhisowndarkwainscot;perhaps,also,forthefactthathissonshadturnedoutratherill。Raveloewasnotaplacewheremoralcensurewassevere,butitwasthoughtaweaknessintheSquirethathehadkeptallhissonsathomeinidleness;andthoughsomelicencewastobeallowedtoyoungmenwhosefatherscouldaffordit,peopleshooktheirheadsatthecoursesofthesecondson,Dunstan,commonlycalledDunseyCass,whosetasteforswoppingandbettingmightturnouttobeasowingofsomethingworsethanwildoats。Tobesure,theneighbourssaid,itwasnomatterwhatbecameofDunsey——aspitefuljeeringfellow,whoseemedtoenjoyhisdrinkthemorewhenotherpeoplewentdry——alwaysprovidedthathisdoingsdidnotbringtroubleonafamilylikeSquireCass’s,withamonumentinthechurch,andtankardsolderthanKingGeorge。ButitwouldbeathousandpitiesifMr。Godfrey,theeldest,afineopen—facedgood—naturedyoungmanwhowastocomeintothelandsomeday,shouldtaketogoingalongthesameroadwithhisbrother,ashehadseemedtodooflate。Ifhewentoninthatway,hewouldloseMissNancyLammeter;foritwaswellknownthatshehadlookedveryshylyonhimeversincelastWhitsuntidetwelvemonth,whentherewassomuchtalkabouthisbeingawayfromhomedaysanddaystogether。 Therewassomethingwrong,morethancommon——thatwasquiteclear; forMr。Godfreydidn’tlookhalfsofresh—colouredandopenasheusedtodo。Atonetimeeverybodywassaying,WhatahandsomecoupleheandMissNancyLammeterwouldmake!andifshecouldcometobemistressattheRedHouse,therewouldbeafinechange,fortheLammetershadbeenbroughtupinthatway,thattheyneversufferedapinchofsalttobewasted,andyeteverybodyintheirhouseholdhadofthebest,accordingtohisplace。Suchadaughter—in—lawwouldbeasavingtotheoldSquire,ifsheneverbroughtapennytoherfortune;foritwastobefearedthat,notwithstandinghisincomings,thereweremoreholesinhispocketthantheonewhereheputhisownhandin。ButifMr。Godfreydidn’tturnoveranewleaf,hemightsay\"Good—bye\"toMissNancyLammeter。 ItwastheoncehopefulGodfreywhowasstanding,withhishandsinhisside—pocketsandhisbacktothefire,inthedarkwainscotedparlour,onelateNovemberafternooninthatfifteenthyearofSilasMarner’slifeatRaveloe。Thefadinggreylightfelldimlyonthewallsdecoratedwithguns,whips,andfoxes’brushes,oncoatsandhatsflungonthechairs,ontankardssendingforthascentofflatale,andonahalf—chokedfire,withpipesproppedupinthechimney—corners:signsofadomesticlifedestituteofanyhallowingcharm,withwhichthelookofgloomyvexationonGodfrey’sblondfacewasinsadaccordance。Heseemedtobewaitingandlisteningforsomeone’sapproach,andpresentlythesoundofaheavystep,withanaccompanyingwhistle,washeardacrossthelargeemptyentrance—hall。 Thedooropened,andathick—set,heavy—lookingyoungmanentered,withtheflushedfaceandthegratuitouslyelatedbearingwhichmarkthefirststageofintoxication。ItwasDunsey,andatthesightofhimGodfrey’sfacepartedwithsomeofitsgloomtotakeonthemoreactiveexpressionofhatred。Thehandsomebrownspanielthatlayonthehearthretreatedunderthechairinthechimney—corner。 \"Well,MasterGodfrey,whatdoyouwantwithme?\"saidDunsey,inamockingtone。\"You’remyeldersandbetters,youknow;Iwasobligedtocomewhenyousentforme。\" \"Why,thisiswhatIwant——andjustshakeyourselfsoberandlisten,willyou?\"saidGodfrey,savagely。Hehadhimselfbeendrinkingmorethanwasgoodforhim,tryingtoturnhisgloomintouncalculatinganger。\"Iwanttotellyou,ImusthandoverthatrentofFowler’stotheSquire,orelsetellhimIgaveityou;forhe’sthreateningtodistrainforit,andit’llallbeoutsoon,whetherItellhimornot。Hesaid,justnow,beforehewentout,heshouldsendwordtoCoxtodistrain,ifFowlerdidn’tcomeandpayuphisarrearsthisweek。TheSquire’sshorto’cash,andinnohumourtostandanynonsense;andyouknowwhathethreatened,ifeverhefoundyoumakingawaywithhismoneyagain。So,seeandgetthemoney,andprettyquickly,willyou?\" \"Oh!\"saidDunsey,sneeringly,comingnearertohisbrotherandlookinginhisface。\"Suppose,now,yougetthemoneyyourself,andsavemethetrouble,eh?Sinceyouwassokindastohanditovertome,you’llnotrefusemethekindnesstopayitbackforme: itwasyourbrotherlylovemadeyoudoit,youknow。\" Godfreybithislipsandclenchedhisfist。\"Don’tcomenearmewiththatlook,elseI’llknockyoudown。\" \"Ohno,youwon’t,\"saidDunsey,turningawayonhisheel,however。\"BecauseI’msuchagood—naturedbrother,youknow。 Imightgetyouturnedoutofhouseandhome,andcutoffwithashillinganyday。ImighttelltheSquirehowhishandsomesonwasmarriedtothatniceyoungwoman,MollyFarren,andwasveryunhappybecausehecouldn’tlivewithhisdrunkenwife,andIshouldslipintoyourplaceascomfortableascouldbe。Butyousee,Idon’tdoit——I’msoeasyandgood—natured。You’lltakeanytroubleforme。 You’llgetthehundredpoundsforme——Iknowyouwill。\" \"HowcanIgetthemoney?\"saidGodfrey,quivering。\"Ihaven’tashillingtoblessmyselfwith。Andit’saliethatyou’dslipintomyplace:you’dgetyourselfturnedouttoo,that’sall。Forifyoubegintellingtales,I’llfollow。Bob’smyfather’sfavourite——youknowthatverywell。He’donlythinkhimselfwellridofyou。\" \"Nevermind,\"saidDunsey,noddinghisheadsidewaysashelookedoutofthewindow。\"It’udbeverypleasanttometogoinyourcompany——you’resuchahandsomebrother,andwe’vealwaysbeensofondofquarrellingwithoneanother,Ishouldn’tknowwhattodowithoutyou。Butyou’dlikebetterforusbothtostayathometogether;Iknowyouwould。Soyou’llmanagetogetthatlittlesumo’money,andI’llbidyougood—bye,thoughI’msorrytopart。\" Dunstanwasmovingoff,butGodfreyrushedafterhimandseizedhimbythearm,saying,withanoath—— \"Itellyou,Ihavenomoney:Icangetnomoney。\" \"BorrowofoldKimble。\" \"Itellyou,hewon’tlendmeanymore,andIshan’taskhim。\" \"Well,then,sellWildfire。\" \"Yes,that’seasytalking。Imusthavethemoneydirectly。\" \"Well,you’veonlygottoridehimtothehuntto—morrow。There’llbeBryceandKeatingthere,forsure。You’llgetmorebidsthanone。\" \"Idaresay,andgetbackhomeateighto’clock,splasheduptothechin。I’mgoingtoMrs。Osgood’sbirthdaydance。\" \"Oho!\"saidDunsey,turninghisheadononeside,andtryingtospeakinasmallmincingtreble。\"Andthere’ssweetMissNancycoming;andweshalldancewithher,andpromisenevertobenaughtyagain,andbetakenintofavour,and——\" \"HoldyourtongueaboutMissNancy,youfool,\"saidGodfrey,turningred,\"elseI’llthrottleyou。\" \"Whatfor?\"saidDunsey,stillinanartificialtone,buttakingawhipfromthetableandbeatingthebutt—endofitonhispalm。 \"You’veaverygoodchance。I’dadviseyoutocreepuphersleeveagain:it’udbesavingtime,ifMollyshouldhappentotakeadroptoomuchlaudanumsomeday,andmakeawidowerofyou。MissNancywouldn’tmindbeingasecond,ifshedidn’tknowit。Andyou’vegotagood—naturedbrother,who’llkeepyoursecretwell,becauseyou’llbesoveryobligingtohim。\" \"I’lltellyouwhatitis,\"saidGodfrey,quivering,andpaleagain,\"mypatienceisprettynearatanend。Ifyou’dalittlemoresharpnessinyou,youmightknowthatyoumayurgeamanabittoofar,andmakeoneleapaseasyasanother。Idon’tknowbutwhatitissonow:ImayaswelltelltheSquireeverythingmyself—— Ishouldgetyouoffmyback,ifIgotnothingelse。And,afterall,he’llknowsometime。She’sbeenthreateningtocomeherselfandtellhim。So,don’tflatteryourselfthatyoursecrecy’sworthanypriceyouchoosetoask。YoudrainmeofmoneytillIhavegotnothingtopacify_her_with,andshe’lldoasshethreatenssomeday。It’sallone。I’lltellmyfathereverythingmyself,andyoumaygotothedevil。\" Dunseyperceivedthathehadovershothismark,andthattherewasapointatwhicheventhehesitatingGodfreymightbedrivenintodecision。Buthesaid,withanairofunconcern—— \"Asyouplease;butI’llhaveadraughtofalefirst。\"Andringingthebell,hethrewhimselfacrosstwochairs,andbegantorapthewindow—seatwiththehandleofhiswhip。 Godfreystood,stillwithhisbacktothefire,uneasilymovinghisfingersamongthecontentsofhisside—pockets,andlookingatthefloor。Thatbigmuscularframeofhisheldplentyofanimalcourage,buthelpedhimtonodecisionwhenthedangerstobebravedweresuchascouldneitherbeknockeddownnorthrottled。Hisnaturalirresolutionandmoralcowardicewereexaggeratedbyapositioninwhichdreadedconsequencesseemedtopressequallyonallsides,andhisirritationhadnosoonerprovokedhimtodefyDunstanandanticipateallpossiblebetrayals,thanthemiserieshemustbringonhimselfbysuchastepseemedmoreunendurabletohimthanthepresentevil。Theresultsofconfessionwerenotcontingent,theywerecertain;whereasbetrayalwasnotcertain。 Fromthenearvisionofthatcertaintyhefellbackonsuspenseandvacillationwithasenseofrepose。Thedisinheritedsonofasmallsquire,equallydisinclinedtodigandtobeg,wasalmostashelplessasanuprootedtree,which,bythefavourofearthandsky,hasgrowntoahandsomebulkonthespotwhereitfirstshotupward。 PerhapsitwouldhavebeenpossibletothinkofdiggingwithsomecheerfulnessifNancyLammeterweretobewononthoseterms;but,sincehemustirrevocablylose_her_aswellastheinheritance,andmustbreakeverytiebuttheonethatdegradedhimandlefthimwithoutmotivefortryingtorecoverhisbetterself,hecouldimaginenofutureforhimselfontheothersideofconfessionbutthatof\"’listingforasoldier\"——themostdesperatestep,shortofsuicide,intheeyesofrespectablefamilies。No!hewouldrathertrusttocasualtiesthantohisownresolve——rathergoonsittingatthefeast,andsippingthewineheloved,thoughwiththeswordhangingoverhimandterrorinhisheart,thanrushawayintothecolddarknesswheretherewasnopleasureleft。TheutmostconcessiontoDunstanaboutthehorsebegantoseemeasy,comparedwiththefulfilmentofhisownthreat。Buthispridewouldnotlethimrecommencetheconversationotherwisethanbycontinuingthequarrel。Dunstanwaswaitingforthis,andtookhisaleinshorterdraughtsthanusual。 \"It’sjustlikeyou,\"Godfreyburstout,inabittertone,\"totalkaboutmysellingWildfireinthatcoolway——thelastthingI’vegottocallmyown,andthebestbitofhorse—fleshIeverhadinmylife。Andifyou’dgotasparkofprideinyou,you’dbeashamedtoseethestablesemptied,andeverybodysneeringaboutit。 Butit’smybeliefyou’dsellyourself,ifitwasonlyforthepleasureofmakingsomebodyfeelhe’dgotabadbargain。\" \"Aye,aye,\"saidDunstan,veryplacably,\"youdomejustice,I see。YouknowI’majewelfor’ticingpeopleintobargains。ForwhichreasonIadviseyoutolet_me_sellWildfire。I’dridehimtothehuntto—morrowforyou,withpleasure。Ishouldn’tlooksohandsomeasyouinthesaddle,butit’sthehorsethey’llbidfor,andnottherider。\" \"Yes,Idaresay——trustmyhorsetoyou!\" \"Asyouplease,\"saidDunstan,rappingthewindow—seatagainwithanairofgreatunconcern。\"It’s_you_havegottopayFowler’smoney;it’snoneofmybusiness。YoureceivedthemoneyfromhimwhenyouwenttoBramcote,and_you_toldtheSquireitwasn’tpaid。