AlreadyMr。Maceyandafewotherprivilegedvillagers,whowereallowedtobespectatorsonthesegreatoccasions,wereseatedonbenchesplacedforthemnearthedoor;andgreatwastheadmirationandsatisfactioninthatquarterwhenthecoupleshadformedthemselvesforthedance,andtheSquireledoffwithMrs。Crackenthorp,joininghandswiththerectorandMrs。Osgood。
Thatwasasitshouldbe——thatwaswhateverybodyhadbeenusedto——
andthecharterofRaveloeseemedtoberenewedbytheceremony。
Itwasnotthoughtofasanunbecominglevityfortheoldandmiddle—agedpeopletodancealittlebeforesittingdowntocards,butratheraspartoftheirsocialduties。Forwhatweretheseifnottobemerryatappropriatetimes,interchangingvisitsandpoultrywithduefrequency,payingeachotherold—establishedcomplimentsinsoundtraditionalphrases,passingwell—triedpersonaljokes,urgingyourgueststoeatanddrinktoomuchoutofhospitality,andeatinganddrinkingtoomuchinyourneighbour’shousetoshowthatyoulikedyourcheer?Andtheparsonnaturallysetanexampleinthesesocialduties。ForitwouldnothavebeenpossiblefortheRaveloemind,withoutapeculiarrevelation,toknowthataclergymanshouldbeapale—facedmementoofsolemnities,insteadofareasonablyfaultymanwhoseexclusiveauthoritytoreadprayersandpreach,tochristen,marry,andburyyou,necessarilycoexistedwiththerighttosellyouthegroundtobeburiedinandtotaketitheinkind;onwhichlastpoint,ofcourse,therewasalittlegrumbling,butnottotheextentofirreligion——notofdeepersignificancethanthegrumblingattherain,whichwasbynomeansaccompaniedwithaspiritofimpiousdefiance,butwithadesirethattheprayerforfineweathermightbereadforthwith。
Therewasnoreason,then,whytherector’sdancingshouldnotbereceivedaspartofthefitnessofthingsquiteasmuchastheSquire’s,orwhy,ontheotherhand,Mr。Macey’sofficialrespectshouldrestrainhimfromsubjectingtheparson’sperformancetothatcriticismwithwhichmindsofextraordinaryacutenessmustnecessarilycontemplatethedoingsoftheirfalliblefellow—men。
\"TheSquire’sprettyspringe,consideringhisweight,\"saidMr。Macey,\"andhestampsuncommonwell。ButMr。Lammeterbeats’emallforshapes:youseeheholdshisheadlikeasodger,andheisn’tsocushionyasmosto’theoldishgentlefolks——theyrunfatingeneral;andhe’sgotafineleg。Theparson’snimbleenough,buthehasn’tgotmuchofaleg:it’sabittoothickdown’ard,andhiskneesmightbeabitnearerwi’outdamage;buthemightdoworse,hemightdoworse。Thoughhehasn’tthatgrandwayo’wavinghishandastheSquirehas。\"
\"Talko’nimbleness,lookatMrs。Osgood,\"saidBenWinthrop,whowasholdinghissonAaronbetweenhisknees。\"Shetripsalongwithherlittlesteps,soasnobodycanseehowshegoes——it’slikeasifshehadlittlewheelstoherfeet。Shedoesn’tlookadayoldernorlastyear:she’sthefinest—madewomanasis,letthenextbewhereshewill。\"
\"Idon’theedhowthewomenaremade,\"saidMr。Macey,withsomecontempt。\"Theywearnaythercoatnorbreeches:youcan’tmakemuchouto’theirshapes。\"
\"Fayder,\"saidAaron,whosefeetwerebusybeatingoutthetune,\"howdoesthatbigcock’s—featherstickinMrs。Crackenthorp’syead?Istherealittleholeforit,likeinmyshuttle—cock?\"
\"Hush,lad,hush;that’sthewaytheladiesdresstheirselves,thatis,\"saidthefather,adding,however,inanundertonetoMr。Macey,\"Itdoesmakeherlookfunny,though——partlylikeashort—neckedbottlewi’alongquillinit。Hey,byjingo,there’stheyoungSquireleadingoffnow,wi’MissNancyforpartners!
There’salassforyou!——likeapink—and—whiteposy——there’snobody’udthinkasanybodycouldbesopritty。Ishouldn’twonderifshe’sMadamCasssomeday,arterall——andnobodymorerightfuller,forthey’dmakeafinematch。YoucanfindnothingagainstMasterGodfrey’sshapes,Macey,_I_’llbetapenny。\"
Mr。Maceyscreweduphismouth,leanedhisheadfurtherononeside,andtwirledhisthumbswithaprestomovementashiseyesfollowedGodfreyupthedance。Atlasthesummeduphisopinion。
\"Prettywelldown’ard,butabittooroundi’theshoulder—blades。
AndasforthemcoatsashegetsfromtheFlittontailor,they’reapoorcuttopaydoublemoneyfor。\"
\"Ah,Mr。Macey,youandmearetwofolks,\"saidBen,slightlyindignantatthiscarping。\"WhenI’vegotapoto’goodale,I
liketoswallerit,anddomyinsidegood,i’steado’smellingandstaringatittoseeifIcan’tfindfautwi’thebrewing。Ishouldlikeyoutopickmeoutafiner—limbedyoungfellownorMasterGodfrey——oneas’udknockyoudowneasier,or’smorepleasanter—looksedwhenhe’spiertandmerry。\"
\"Tchuh!\"saidMr。Macey,provokedtoincreasedseverity,\"heisn’tcometohisrightcolouryet:he’spartlylikeaslack—bakedpie。AndIdoubthe’sgotasoftplaceinhishead,elsewhyshouldhebeturnedroundthefingerbythatoffalDunseyasnobody’sseeno’late,andlethimkillthatfinehuntinghossaswasthetalko’
thecountry?AndonewhilehewasallaysafterMissNancy,andthenitallwentoffagain,likeasmello’hotporridge,asImaysay。
Thatwasn’tmywaywhen_I_wenta—coorting。\"
\"Ah,butmayhapMissNancyhungoff,like,andyourlassdidn’t,\"
saidBen。
\"Ishouldsayshedidn’t,\"saidMr。Macey,significantly。
\"BeforeIsaid\"sniff\",Itookcaretoknowasshe’dsay\"snaff\",andprettyquicktoo。Iwasn’ta—goingtoopen_my_mouth,likeadogatafly,andsnapittoagain,wi’nothingtoswaller。\"
\"Well,IthinkMissNancy’sa—comingroundagain,\"saidBen,\"forMasterGodfreydoesn’tlooksodown—heartedto—night。AndIseehe’sfortakingherawaytositdown,nowthey’reattheendo’thedance:thatlookslikesweethearting,thatdoes。\"
ThereasonwhyGodfreyandNancyhadleftthedancewasnotsotenderasBenimagined。IntheclosepressofcouplesaslightaccidenthadhappenedtoNancy’sdress,which,whileitwasshortenoughtoshowherneatankleinfront,waslongenoughbehindtobecaughtunderthestatelystampoftheSquire’sfoot,soastorendcertainstitchesatthewaist,andcausemuchsisterlyagitationinPriscilla’smind,aswellasseriousconcerninNancy’s。One’sthoughtsmaybemuchoccupiedwithlove—struggles,buthardlysoastobeinsensibletoadisorderinthegeneralframeworkofthings。
NancyhadnosoonercompletedherdutyinthefiguretheyweredancingthanshesaidtoGodfrey,withadeepblush,thatshemustgoandsitdowntillPriscillacouldcometoher;forthesistershadalreadyexchangedashortwhisperandanopen—eyedglancefullofmeaning。NoreasonlessurgentthanthiscouldhaveprevailedonNancytogiveGodfreythisopportunityofsittingapartwithher。
AsforGodfrey,hewasfeelingsohappyandobliviousunderthelongcharmofthecountry—dancewithNancy,thathegotratherboldonthestrengthofherconfusion,andwascapableofleadingherstraightaway,withoutleaveasked,intotheadjoiningsmallparlour,wherethecard—tableswereset。
\"Ohno,thankyou,\"saidNancy,coldly,assoonassheperceivedwherehewasgoing,\"notinthere。I’llwaitheretillPriscilla’sreadytocometome。I’msorrytobringyououtofthedanceandmakemyselftroublesome。\"
\"Why,you’llbemorecomfortableherebyyourself,\"saidtheartfulGodfrey:\"I’llleaveyouheretillyoursistercancome。\"
Hespokeinanindifferenttone。
Thatwasanagreeableproposition,andjustwhatNancydesired;why,then,wasshealittlehurtthatMr。Godfreyshouldmakeit?Theyentered,andsheseatedherselfonachairagainstoneofthecard—tables,asthestiffestandmostunapproachablepositionshecouldchoose。
\"Thankyou,sir,\"shesaidimmediately。\"Ineedn’tgiveyouanymoretrouble。I’msorryyou’vehadsuchanunluckypartner。\"
\"That’sveryill—naturedofyou,\"saidGodfrey,standingbyherwithoutanysignofintendeddeparture,\"tobesorryyou’vedancedwithme。\"
\"Oh,no,sir,Idon’tmeantosaywhat’sill—naturedatall,\"saidNancy,lookingdistractinglyprimandpretty。\"Whengentlemenhavesomanypleasures,onedancecanmatterbutverylittle。\"
\"Youknowthatisn’ttrue。Youknowonedancewithyoumattersmoretomethanalltheotherpleasuresintheworld。\"
Itwasalong,longwhilesinceGodfreyhadsaidanythingsodirectasthat,andNancywasstartled。Butherinstinctivedignityandrepugnancetoanyshowofemotionmadehersitperfectlystill,andonlythrowalittlemoredecisionintohervoice,asshesaid——
\"No,indeed,Mr。Godfrey,that’snotknowntome,andIhaveverygoodreasonsforthinkingdifferent。Butifit’strue,Idon’twishtohearit。\"
\"Wouldyouneverforgiveme,then,Nancy——neverthinkwellofme,letwhatwouldhappen——wouldyouneverthinkthepresentmadeamendsforthepast?NotifIturnedagoodfellow,andgaveupeverythingyoudidn’tlike?\"
GodfreywashalfconsciousthatthissuddenopportunityofspeakingtoNancyalonehaddrivenhimbesidehimself;butblindfeelinghadgotthemasteryofhistongue。NancyreallyfeltmuchagitatedbythepossibilityGodfrey’swordssuggested,butthisverypressureofemotionthatshewasindangeroffindingtoostrongforherrousedallherpowerofself—command。
\"Ishouldbegladtoseeagoodchangeinanybody,Mr。Godfrey,\"
sheanswered,withtheslightestdiscernibledifferenceoftone,\"butit’udbebetterifnochangewaswanted。\"
\"You’reveryhard—hearted,Nancy,\"saidGodfrey,pettishly。\"Youmightencouragemetobeabetterfellow。I’mverymiserable——butyou’venofeeling。\"
\"Ithinkthosehavetheleastfeelingthatactwrongtobeginwith,\"saidNancy,sendingoutaflashinspiteofherself。
Godfreywasdelightedwiththatlittleflash,andwouldhavelikedtogoonandmakeherquarrelwithhim;Nancywassoexasperatinglyquietandfirm。Butshewasnotindifferenttohim_yet_,though——
TheentranceofPriscilla,bustlingforwardandsaying,\"Dearheartalive,child,letuslookatthisgown,\"cutoffGodfrey’shopesofaquarrel。
\"IsupposeImustgonow,\"hesaidtoPriscilla。
\"It’snomattertomewhetheryougoorstay,\"saidthatfranklady,searchingforsomethinginherpocket,withapreoccupiedbrow。
\"Do_you_wantmetogo?\"saidGodfrey,lookingatNancy,whowasnowstandingupbyPriscilla’sorder。
\"Asyoulike,\"saidNancy,tryingtorecoverallherformercoldness,andlookingdowncarefullyatthehemofhergown。
\"ThenIliketostay,\"saidGodfrey,witharecklessdeterminationtogetasmuchofthisjoyashecouldto—night,andthinknothingofthemorrow。
CHAPTERXII
WhileGodfreyCasswastakingdraughtsofforgetfulnessfromthesweetpresenceofNancy,willinglylosingallsenseofthathiddenbondwhichatothermomentsgalledandfrettedhimsoastomingleirritationwiththeverysunshine,Godfrey’swifewaswalkingwithslowuncertainstepsthroughthesnow—coveredRaveloelanes,carryingherchildinherarms。
ThisjourneyonNewYear’sEvewasapremeditatedactofvengeancewhichshehadkeptinherhearteversinceGodfrey,inafitofpassion,hadtoldherhewouldsoonerdiethanacknowledgeherashiswife。TherewouldbeagreatpartyattheRedHouseonNewYear’sEve,sheknew:herhusbandwouldbesmilingandsmiledupon,hiding_her_existenceinthedarkestcornerofhisheart。Butshewouldmarhispleasure:shewouldgoinherdingyrags,withherfadedface,onceashandsomeasthebest,withherlittlechildthathaditsfather’shairandeyes,anddiscloseherselftotheSquireashiseldestson’swife。Itisseldomthatthemiserablecanhelpregardingtheirmiseryasawronginflictedbythosewhoarelessmiserable。Mollyknewthatthecauseofherdingyragswasnotherhusband’sneglect,butthedemonOpiumtowhomshewasenslaved,bodyandsoul,exceptinthelingeringmother’stendernessthatrefusedtogivehimherhungrychild。Sheknewthiswell;andyet,inthemomentsofwretchedunbenumbedconsciousness,thesenseofherwantanddegradationtransformeditselfcontinuallyintobitternesstowardsGodfrey。_He_waswelloff;andifshehadherrightsshewouldbewellofftoo。Thebeliefthatherepentedhismarriage,andsufferedfromit,onlyaggravatedhervindictiveness。
Justandself—reprovingthoughtsdonotcometoustoothickly,eveninthepurestair,andwiththebestlessonsofheavenandearth;
howshouldthosewhite—wingeddelicatemessengersmaketheirwaytoMolly’spoisonedchamber,inhabitedbynohighermemoriesthanthoseofabarmaid’sparadiseofpinkribbonsandgentlemen’sjokes?
Shehadsetoutatanearlyhour,buthadlingeredontheroad,inclinedbyherindolencetobelievethatifshewaitedunderawarmshedthesnowwouldceasetofall。Shehadwaitedlongerthansheknew,andnowthatshefoundherselfbelatedinthesnow—hiddenruggednessofthelonglanes,eventheanimationofavindictivepurposecouldnotkeepherspiritfromfailing。Itwasseveno’clock,andbythistimeshewasnotveryfarfromRaveloe,butshewasnotfamiliarenoughwiththosemonotonouslanestoknowhownearshewastoherjourney’send。Sheneededcomfort,andsheknewbutonecomforter——thefamiliardemoninherbosom;butshehesitatedamoment,afterdrawingouttheblackremnant,beforesheraisedittoherlips。Inthatmomentthemother’slovepleadedforpainfulconsciousnessratherthanoblivion——pleadedtobeleftinachingweariness,ratherthantohavetheencirclingarmsbenumbedsothattheycouldnotfeelthedearburden。InanothermomentMollyhadflungsomethingaway,butitwasnottheblackremnant——itwasanemptyphial。Andshewalkedonagainunderthebreakingcloud,fromwhichtherecamenowandthenthelightofaquicklyveiledstar,forafreezingwindhadsprungupsincethesnowinghadceased。Butshewalkedalwaysmoreandmoredrowsily,andclutchedmoreandmoreautomaticallythesleepingchildatherbosom。
Slowlythedemonwasworkinghiswill,andcoldandwearinesswerehishelpers。Soonshefeltnothingbutasupremeimmediatelongingthatcurtainedoffallfuturity——thelongingtoliedownandsleep。Shehadarrivedataspotwhereherfootstepswerenolongercheckedbyahedgerow,andshehadwanderedvaguely,unabletodistinguishanyobjects,notwithstandingthewidewhitenessaroundher,andthegrowingstarlight。Shesankdownagainstastragglingfurzebush,aneasypillowenough;andthebedofsnow,too,wassoft。Shedidnotfeelthatthebedwascold,anddidnotheedwhetherthechildwouldwakeandcryforher。Butherarmshadnotyetrelaxedtheirinstinctiveclutch;andthelittleoneslumberedonasgentlyasifithadbeenrockedinalace—trimmedcradle。
Butthecompletetorporcameatlast:thefingerslosttheirtension,thearmsunbent;thenthelittleheadfellawayfromthebosom,andtheblueeyesopenedwideonthecoldstarlight。Atfirsttherewasalittlepeevishcryof\"mammy\",andanefforttoregainthepillowingarmandbosom;butmammy’searwasdeaf,andthepillowseemedtobeslippingawaybackward。Suddenly,asthechildrolleddownwardonitsmother’sknees,allwetwithsnow,itseyeswerecaughtbyabrightglancinglightonthewhiteground,and,withthereadytransitionofinfancy,itwasimmediatelyabsorbedinwatchingthebrightlivingthingrunningtowardsit,yetneverarriving。Thatbrightlivingthingmustbecaught;andinaninstantthechildhadslippedonall—fours,andheldoutonelittlehandtocatchthegleam。Butthegleamwouldnotbecaughtinthatway,andnowtheheadwashelduptoseewherethecunninggleamcamefrom。Itcamefromaverybrightplace;andthelittleone,risingonitslegs,toddledthroughthesnow,theoldgrimyshawlinwhichitwaswrappedtrailingbehindit,andthequeerlittlebonnetdanglingatitsback——toddledontotheopendoorofSilasMarner’scottage,andrightuptothewarmhearth,wheretherewasabrightfireoflogsandsticks,whichhadthoroughlywarmedtheoldsack(Silas’sgreatcoat)spreadoutonthebrickstodry。Thelittleone,accustomedtobelefttoitselfforlonghourswithoutnoticefromitsmother,squatteddownonthesack,andspreaditstinyhandstowardstheblaze,inperfectcontentment,gurglingandmakingmanyinarticulatecommunicationstothecheerfulfire,likeanew—hatchedgoslingbeginningtofinditselfcomfortable。Butpresentlythewarmthhadalullingeffect,andthelittlegoldenheadsankdownontheoldsack,andtheblueeyeswereveiledbytheirdelicatehalf—transparentlids。
ButwherewasSilasMarnerwhilethisstrangevisitorhadcometohishearth?Hewasinthecottage,buthedidnotseethechild。
Duringthelastfewweeks,sincehehadlosthismoney,hehadcontractedthehabitofopeninghisdoorandlookingoutfromtimetotime,asifhethoughtthathismoneymightbesomehowcomingbacktohim,orthatsometrace,somenewsofit,mightbemysteriouslyontheroad,andbecaughtbythelisteningearorthestrainingeye。Itwaschieflyatnight,whenhewasnotoccupiedinhisloom,thathefellintothisrepetitionofanactforwhichhecouldhaveassignednodefinitepurpose,andwhichcanhardlybeunderstoodexceptbythosewhohaveundergoneabewilderingseparationfromasupremelylovedobject。Intheeveningtwilight,andlaterwheneverthenightwasnotdark,SilaslookedoutonthatnarrowprospectroundtheStone—pits,listeningandgazing,notwithhope,butwithmereyearningandunrest。
ThismorninghehadbeentoldbysomeofhisneighboursthatitwasNewYear’sEve,andthathemustsitupandheartheoldyearrungoutandthenewrungin,becausethatwasgoodluck,andmightbringhismoneybackagain。ThiswasonlyafriendlyRaveloe—wayofjestingwiththehalf—crazyodditiesofamiser,butithadperhapshelpedtothrowSilasintoamorethanusuallyexcitedstate。Sincetheon—comingoftwilighthehadopenedhisdooragainandagain,thoughonlytoshutitimmediatelyatseeingalldistanceveiledbythefallingsnow。Butthelasttimeheopeneditthesnowhadceased,andthecloudswerepartinghereandthere。Hestoodandlistened,andgazedforalongwhile——therewasreallysomethingontheroadcomingtowardshimthen,buthecaughtnosignofit;
andthestillnessandthewidetracklesssnowseemedtonarrowhissolitude,andtouchedhisyearningwiththechillofdespair。Hewentinagain,andputhisrighthandonthelatchofthedoortocloseit——buthedidnotcloseit:hewasarrested,ashehadbeenalreadysincehisloss,bytheinvisiblewandofcatalepsy,andstoodlikeagravenimage,withwidebutsightlesseyes,holdingopenhisdoor,powerlesstoresisteitherthegoodortheevilthatmightenterthere。
WhenMarner’ssensibilityreturned,hecontinuedtheactionwhichhadbeenarrested,andclosedhisdoor,unawareofthechasminhisconsciousness,unawareofanyintermediatechange,exceptthatthelighthadgrowndim,andthathewaschilledandfaint。Hethoughthehadbeentoolongstandingatthedoorandlookingout。Turningtowardsthehearth,wherethetwologshadfallenapart,andsentforthonlyareduncertainglimmer,heseatedhimselfonhisfiresidechair,andwasstoopingtopushhislogstogether,when,tohisblurredvision,itseemedasifthereweregoldonthefloorinfrontofthehearth。Gold!——hisowngold——broughtbacktohimasmysteriouslyasithadbeentakenaway!Hefelthisheartbegintobeatviolently,andforafewmomentshewasunabletostretchouthishandandgrasptherestoredtreasure。Theheapofgoldseemedtoglowandgetlargerbeneathhisagitatedgaze。Heleanedforwardatlast,andstretchedforthhishand;butinsteadofthehardcoinwiththefamiliarresistingoutline,hisfingersencounteredsoftwarmcurls。Inutteramazement,Silasfellonhiskneesandbenthisheadlowtoexaminethemarvel:itwasasleepingchild——around,fairthing,withsoftyellowringsalloveritshead。Couldthisbehislittlesistercomebacktohiminadream——
hislittlesisterwhomhehadcarriedaboutinhisarmsforayearbeforeshedied,whenhewasasmallboywithoutshoesorstockings?ThatwasthefirstthoughtthatdartedacrossSilas’sblankwonderment。_Was_itadream?Herosetohisfeetagain,pushedhislogstogether,and,throwingonsomedriedleavesandsticks,raisedaflame;buttheflamedidnotdispersethevision——
itonlylitupmoredistinctlythelittleroundformofthechild,anditsshabbyclothing。Itwasverymuchlikehislittlesister。
Silassankintohischairpowerless,underthedoublepresenceofaninexplicablesurpriseandahurryinginfluxofmemories。Howandwhenhadthechildcomeinwithouthisknowledge?Hehadneverbeenbeyondthedoor。Butalongwiththatquestion,andalmostthrustingitaway,therewasavisionoftheoldhomeandtheoldstreetsleadingtoLanternYard——andwithinthatvisionanother,ofthethoughtswhichhadbeenpresentwithhiminthosefar—offscenes。
Thethoughtswerestrangetohimnow,likeoldfriendshipsimpossibletorevive;andyethehadadreamyfeelingthatthischildwassomehowamessagecometohimfromthatfar—offlife:itstirredfibresthathadneverbeenmovedinRaveloe——oldquiveringsoftenderness——oldimpressionsofaweatthepresentimentofsomePowerpresidingoverhislife;forhisimaginationhadnotyetextricateditselffromthesenseofmysteryinthechild’ssuddenpresence,andhadformednoconjecturesofordinarynaturalmeansbywhichtheeventcouldhavebeenbroughtabout。
Buttherewasacryonthehearth:thechildhadawaked,andMarnerstoopedtoliftitonhisknee。Itclungroundhisneck,andburstlouderandlouderintothatminglingofinarticulatecrieswith\"mammy\"bywhichlittlechildrenexpressthebewildermentofwaking。Silaspressedittohim,andalmostunconsciouslyutteredsoundsofhushingtenderness,whilehebethoughthimselfthatsomeofhisporridge,whichhadgotcoolbythedyingfire,woulddotofeedthechildwithifitwereonlywarmedupalittle。
Hehadplentytodothroughthenexthour。Theporridge,sweetenedwithsomedrybrownsugarfromanoldstorewhichhehadrefrainedfromusingforhimself,stoppedthecriesofthelittleone,andmadeherliftherblueeyeswithawidequietgazeatSilas,asheputthespoonintohermouth。Presentlysheslippedfromhiskneeandbegantotoddleabout,butwithaprettystaggerthatmadeSilasjumpupandfollowherlestsheshouldfallagainstanythingthatwouldhurther。Butsheonlyfellinasittingpostureontheground,andbegantopullatherboots,lookingupathimwithacryingfaceasifthebootshurther。Hetookheronhiskneeagain,butitwassometimebeforeitoccurredtoSilas’sdullbachelormindthatthewetbootswerethegrievance,pressingonherwarmankles。Hegotthemoffwithdifficulty,andbabywasatoncehappilyoccupiedwiththeprimarymysteryofherowntoes,invitingSilas,withmuchchuckling,toconsiderthemysterytoo。ButthewetbootshadatlastsuggestedtoSilasthatthechildhadbeenwalkingonthesnow,andthisrousedhimfromhisentireoblivionofanyordinarymeansbywhichitcouldhaveenteredorbeenbroughtintohishouse。Underthepromptingofthisnewidea,andwithoutwaitingtoformconjectures,heraisedthechildinhisarms,andwenttothedoor。Assoonashehadopenedit,therewasthecryof\"mammy\"again,whichSilashadnotheardsincethechild’sfirsthungrywaking。Bendingforward,hecouldjustdiscernthemarksmadebythelittlefeetonthevirginsnow,andhefollowedtheirtracktothefurzebushes。\"Mammy!\"thelittleonecriedagainandagain,stretchingitselfforwardsoasalmosttoescapefromSilas’sarms,beforehehimselfwasawarethattherewassomethingmorethanthebushbeforehim——thattherewasahumanbody,withtheheadsunklowinthefurze,andhalf—coveredwiththeshakensnow。
CHAPTERXIII
Itwasaftertheearlysupper—timeattheRedHouse,andtheentertainmentwasinthatstagewhenbashfulnessitselfhadpassedintoeasyjollity,whengentlemen,consciousofunusualaccomplishments,couldatlengthbeprevailedontodanceahornpipe,andwhentheSquirepreferredtalkingloudly,scatteringsnuff,andpattinghisvisitors’backs,tosittinglongeratthewhist—table——achoiceexasperatingtouncleKimble,who,beingalwaysvolatileinsoberbusinesshours,becameintenseandbitterovercardsandbrandy,shuffledbeforehisadversary’sdealwithaglareofsuspicion,andturnedupameantrump—cardwithanairofinexpressibledisgust,asifinaworldwheresuchthingscouldhappenonemightaswellenteronacourseofrecklessprofligacy。
Whentheeveninghadadvancedtothispitchoffreedomandenjoyment,itwasusualfortheservants,theheavydutiesofsupperbeingwellover,togettheirshareofamusementbycomingtolookonatthedancing;sothatthebackregionsofthehousewereleftinsolitude。
ThereweretwodoorsbywhichtheWhiteParlourwasenteredfromthehall,andtheywerebothstandingopenforthesakeofair;buttheloweronewascrowdedwiththeservantsandvillagers,andonlytheupperdoorwaywasleftfree。BobCasswasfiguringinahornpipe,andhisfather,veryproudofthislitheson,whomherepeatedlydeclaredtobejustlikehimselfinhisyoungdaysinatonethatimpliedthistobetheveryhigheststampofjuvenilemerit,wasthecentreofagroupwhohadplacedthemselvesoppositetheperformer,notfarfromtheupperdoor。Godfreywasstandingalittlewayoff,nottoadmirehisbrother’sdancing,buttokeepsightofNancy,whowasseatedinthegroup,nearherfather。Hestoodaloof,becausehewishedtoavoidsuggestinghimselfasasubjectfortheSquire’sfatherlyjokesinconnectionwithmatrimonyandMissNancyLammeter’sbeauty,whichwerelikelytobecomemoreandmoreexplicit。Buthehadtheprospectofdancingwithheragainwhenthehornpipewasconcluded,andinthemeanwhileitwasverypleasanttogetlongglancesatherquiteunobserved。
ButwhenGodfreywasliftinghiseyesfromoneofthoselongglances,theyencounteredanobjectasstartlingtohimatthatmomentasifithadbeenanapparitionfromthedead。It_was_anapparitionfromthathiddenlifewhichlies,likeadarkby—street,behindthegoodlyornamentedfacadethatmeetsthesunlightandthegazeofrespectableadmirers。Itwashisownchild,carriedinSilasMarner’sarms。Thatwashisinstantaneousimpression,unaccompaniedbydoubt,thoughhehadnotseenthechildformonthspast;andwhenthehopewasrisingthathemightpossiblybemistaken,Mr。CrackenthorpandMr。LammeterhadalreadyadvancedtoSilas,inastonishmentatthisstrangeadvent。Godfreyjoinedthemimmediately,unabletorestwithouthearingeveryword——tryingtocontrolhimself,butconsciousthatifanyonenoticedhim,theymustseethathewaswhite—lippedandtrembling。
ButnowalleyesatthatendoftheroomwerebentonSilasMarner;
theSquirehimselfhadrisen,andaskedangrily,\"How’sthis?——
what’sthis?——whatdoyoudocominginhereinthisway?\"
\"I’mcomeforthedoctor——Iwantthedoctor,\"Silashadsaid,inthefirstmoment,toMr。Crackenthorp。
\"Why,what’sthematter,Marner?\"saidtherector。\"Thedoctor’shere;butsayquietlywhatyouwanthimfor。\"
\"It’sawoman,\"saidSilas,speakinglow,andhalf—breathlessly,justasGodfreycameup。\"She’sdead,Ithink——deadinthesnowattheStone—pits——notfarfrommydoor。\"
Godfreyfeltagreatthrob:therewasoneterrorinhismindatthatmoment:itwas,thatthewomanmight_not_bedead。Thatwasanevilterror——anuglyinmatetohavefoundanestling—placeinGodfrey’skindlydisposition;butnodispositionisasecurityfromevilwishestoamanwhosehappinesshangsonduplicity。
\"Hush,hush!\"saidMr。Crackenthorp。\"Gooutintothehallthere。I’llfetchthedoctortoyou。Foundawomaninthesnow——
andthinksshe’sdead,\"headded,speakinglowtotheSquire。
\"Bettersayaslittleaboutitaspossible:itwillshocktheladies。Justtellthemapoorwomanisillfromcoldandhunger。
I’llgoandfetchKimble。\"
Bythistime,however,theladieshadpressedforward,curioustoknowwhatcouldhavebroughtthesolitarylinen—weaverthereundersuchstrangecircumstances,andinterestedintheprettychild,who,halfalarmedandhalfattractedbythebrightnessandthenumerouscompany,nowfrownedandhidherface,nowliftedupherheadagainandlookedroundplacably,untilatouchoracoaxingwordbroughtbackthefrown,andmadeherburyherfacewithnewdetermination。
\"Whatchildisit?\"saidseveralladiesatonce,and,amongtherest,NancyLammeter,addressingGodfrey。
\"Idon’tknow——somepoorwoman’swhohasbeenfoundinthesnow,Ibelieve,\"wastheanswerGodfreywrungfromhimselfwithaterribleeffort。(\"Afterall,_am_Icertain?\"hehastenedtoadd,silently,inanticipationofhisownconscience。)
\"Why,you’dbetterleavethechildhere,then,MasterMarner,\"
saidgood—naturedMrs。Kimble,hesitating,however,totakethosedingyclothesintocontactwithherownornamentedsatinbodice。
\"I’lltelloneo’thegirlstofetchit。\"
\"No——no——Ican’tpartwithit,Ican’tletitgo,\"saidSilas,abruptly。\"It’scometome——I’vearighttokeepit。\"
ThepropositiontotakethechildfromhimhadcometoSilasquiteunexpectedly,andhisspeech,utteredunderastrongsuddenimpulse,wasalmostlikearevelationtohimself:aminutebefore,hehadnodistinctintentionaboutthechild。
\"Didyoueverhearthelike?\"saidMrs。Kimble,inmildsurprise,toherneighbour。
\"Now,ladies,Imusttroubleyoutostandaside,\"saidMr。Kimble,comingfromthecard—room,insomebitternessattheinterruption,butdrilledbythelonghabitofhisprofessionintoobediencetounpleasantcalls,evenwhenhewashardlysober。
\"It’sanastybusinessturningoutnow,eh,Kimble?\"saidtheSquire。\"Hemightha’goneforyouryoungfellow——the’prentice,there——what’shisname?\"
\"Might?aye——what’stheuseoftalkingaboutmight?\"growleduncleKimble,hasteningoutwithMarner,andfollowedbyMr。CrackenthorpandGodfrey。\"Getmeapairofthickboots,Godfrey,willyou?Andstay,letsomebodyruntoWinthrop’sandfetchDolly——she’sthebestwomantoget。Benwasherehimselfbeforesupper;ishegone?\"
\"Yes,sir,Imethim,\"saidMarner;\"butIcouldn’tstoptotellhimanything,onlyIsaidIwasgoingforthedoctor,andhesaidthedoctorwasattheSquire’s。AndImadehasteandran,andtherewasnobodytobeseenatthebacko’thehouse,andsoIwentintowherethecompanywas。\"
Thechild,nolongerdistractedbythebrightlightandthesmilingwomen’sfaces,begantocryandcallfor\"mammy\",thoughalwaysclingingtoMarner,whohadapparentlywonherthoroughconfidence。
Godfreyhadcomebackwiththeboots,andfeltthecryasifsomefibreweredrawntightwithinhim。
\"I’llgo,\"hesaid,hastily,eagerforsomemovement;\"I’llgoandfetchthewoman——Mrs。Winthrop。\"
\"Oh,pooh——sendsomebodyelse,\"saiduncleKimble,hurryingawaywithMarner。
\"You’llletmeknowifIcanbeofanyuse,Kimble,\"saidMr。Crackenthorp。Butthedoctorwasoutofhearing。
Godfrey,too,haddisappeared:hewasgonetosnatchhishatandcoat,havingjustreflectionenoughtorememberthathemustnotlooklikeamadman;butherushedoutofthehouseintothesnowwithoutheedinghisthinshoes。
InafewminuteshewasonhisrapidwaytotheStone—pitsbythesideofDolly,who,thoughfeelingthatshewasentirelyinherplaceinencounteringcoldandsnowonanerrandofmercy,wasmuchconcernedatayounggentleman’sgettinghisfeetwetunderalikeimpulse。
\"You’dadealbettergoback,sir,\"saidDolly,withrespectfulcompassion。\"You’venocalltocatchcold;andI’daskyouifyou’dbesogoodastellmyhusbandtocome,onyourwayback——
he’sattheRainbow,Idoubt——ifyoufoundhimanywaysoberenoughtobeo’use。Orelse,there’sMrs。Snell’udhappensendtheboyuptofetchandcarry,fortheremaybethingswantedfromthedoctor’s。\"
\"No,I’llstay,nowI’monceout——I’llstayoutsidehere,\"saidGodfrey,whentheycameoppositeMarner’scottage。\"YoucancomeandtellmeifIcandoanything。\"
\"Well,sir,you’reverygood:you’veatenderheart,\"saidDolly,goingtothedoor。
Godfreywastoopainfullypreoccupiedtofeelatwingeofself—reproachatthisundeservedpraise。Hewalkedupanddown,unconsciousthathewasplungingankle—deepinsnow,unconsciousofeverythingbuttremblingsuspenseaboutwhatwasgoingoninthecottage,andtheeffectofeachalternativeonhisfuturelot。No,notquiteunconsciousofeverythingelse。Deeperdown,andhalf—smotheredbypassionatedesireanddread,therewasthesensethatheoughtnottobewaitingonthesealternatives;thatheoughttoaccepttheconsequencesofhisdeeds,ownthemiserablewife,andfulfiltheclaimsofthehelplesschild。ButhehadnotmoralcourageenoughtocontemplatethatactiverenunciationofNancyaspossibleforhim:hehadonlyconscienceandheartenoughtomakehimforeveruneasyundertheweaknessthatforbadetherenunciation。Andatthismomenthismindleapedawayfromallrestrainttowardthesuddenprospectofdeliverancefromhislongbondage。
\"Isshedead?\"saidthevoicethatpredominatedovereveryotherwithinhim。\"Ifsheis,ImaymarryNancy;andthenIshallbeagoodfellowinfuture,andhavenosecrets,andthechild——shallbetakencareofsomehow。\"Butacrossthatvisioncametheotherpossibility——\"Shemaylive,andthenit’sallupwithme。\"
GodfreyneverknewhowlongitwasbeforethedoorofthecottageopenedandMr。Kimblecameout。Hewentforwardtomeethisuncle,preparedtosuppresstheagitationhemustfeel,whatevernewshewastohear。
\"Iwaitedforyou,asI’dcomesofar,\"hesaid,speakingfirst。
\"Pooh,itwasnonsenseforyoutocomeout:whydidn’tyousendoneofthemen?There’snothingtobedone。She’sdead——hasbeendeadforhours,Ishouldsay。\"
\"Whatsortofwomanisshe?\"saidGodfrey,feelingthebloodrushtohisface。
\"Ayoungwoman,butemaciated,withlongblackhair。Somevagrant——
quiteinrags。She’sgotawedding—ringon,however。Theymustfetchherawaytotheworkhouseto—morrow。Come,comealong。\"
\"Iwanttolookather,\"saidGodfrey。\"IthinkIsawsuchawomanyesterday。I’llovertakeyouinaminuteortwo。\"
Mr。Kimblewenton,andGodfreyturnedbacktothecottage。Hecastonlyoneglanceatthedeadfaceonthepillow,whichDollyhadsmoothedwithdecentcare;butherememberedthatlastlookathisunhappyhatedwifesowell,thatattheendofsixteenyearseverylineinthewornfacewaspresenttohimwhenhetoldthefullstoryofthisnight。
Heturnedimmediatelytowardsthehearth,whereSilasMarnersatlullingthechild。Shewasperfectlyquietnow,butnotasleep——
onlysoothedbysweetporridgeandwarmthintothatwide—gazingcalmwhichmakesusolderhumanbeings,withourinwardturmoil,feelacertainaweinthepresenceofalittlechild,suchaswefeelbeforesomequietmajestyorbeautyintheearthorsky——beforeasteadyglowingplanet,orafull—floweredeglantine,orthebendingtreesoverasilentpathway。Thewide—openblueeyeslookedupatGodfrey’swithoutanyuneasinessorsignofrecognition:thechildcouldmakenovisibleaudibleclaimonitsfather;andthefatherfeltastrangemixtureoffeelings,aconflictofregretandjoy,thatthepulseofthatlittlehearthadnoresponseforthehalf—jealousyearninginhisown,whentheblueeyesturnedawayfromhimslowly,andfixedthemselvesontheweaver’squeerface,whichwasbentlowdowntolookatthem,whilethesmallhandbegantopullMarner’switheredcheekwithlovingdisfiguration。
\"You’lltakethechildtotheparishto—morrow?\"askedGodfrey,speakingasindifferentlyashecould。
\"Whosaysso?\"saidMarner,sharply。\"Willtheymakemetakeher?\"
\"Why,youwouldn’tliketokeepher,shouldyou——anoldbachelorlikeyou?\"
\"Tillanybodyshowsthey’vearighttotakeherawayfromme,\"
saidMarner。\"Themother’sdead,andIreckonit’sgotnofather:
it’salonething——andI’malonething。Mymoney’sgone,Idon’tknowwhere——andthisiscomefromIdon’tknowwhere。Iknownothing——I’mpartlymazed。\"
\"Poorlittlething!\"saidGodfrey。\"Letmegivesomethingtowardsfindingitclothes。\"
Hehadputhishandinhispocketandfoundhalf—a—guinea,and,thrustingitintoSilas’shand,hehurriedoutofthecottagetoovertakeMr。Kimble。
\"Ah,Iseeit’snotthesamewomanIsaw,\"hesaid,ashecameup。
\"It’saprettylittlechild:theoldfellowseemstowanttokeepit;that’sstrangeforamiserlikehim。ButIgavehimatrifletohelphimout:theparishisn’tlikelytoquarrelwithhimfortherighttokeepthechild。\"
\"No;butI’veseenthetimewhenImighthavequarrelledwithhimforitmyself。It’stoolatenow,though。Ifthechildranintothefire,youraunt’stoofattoovertakeit:shecouldonlysitandgruntlikeanalarmedsow。Butwhatafoolyouare,Godfrey,tocomeoutinyourdancingshoesandstockingsinthisway——andyouoneofthebeauxoftheevening,andatyourownhouse!Whatdoyoumeanbysuchfreaks,youngfellow?HasMissNancybeencruel,anddoyouwanttospiteherbyspoilingyourpumps?\"
\"Oh,everythinghasbeendisagreeableto—night。Iwastiredtodeathofjiggingandgallanting,andthatbotheraboutthehornpipes。AndI’dgottodancewiththeotherMissGunn,\"saidGodfrey,gladofthesubterfugehisunclehadsuggestedtohim。
Theprevaricationandwhitelieswhichamindthatkeepsitselfambitiouslypureisasuneasyunderasagreatartistunderthefalsetouchesthatnoeyedetectsbuthisown,arewornaslightlyasmeretrimmingswhenoncetheactionshavebecomealie。
GodfreyreappearedintheWhiteParlourwithdryfeet,and,sincethetruthmustbetold,withasenseofreliefandgladnessthatwastoostrongforpainfulthoughtstostrugglewith。Forcouldhenotventurenow,wheneveropportunityoffered,tosaythetenderestthingstoNancyLammeter——topromiseherandhimselfthathewouldalwaysbejustwhatshewoulddesiretoseehim?Therewasnodangerthathisdeadwifewouldberecognized:thosewerenotdaysofactiveinquiryandwidereport;andasfortheregistryoftheirmarriage,thatwasalongwayoff,buriedinunturnedpages,awayfromeveryone’sinterestbuthisown。Dunseymightbetrayhimifhecameback;butDunseymightbewontosilence。
Andwheneventsturnoutsomuchbetterforamanthanhehashadreasontodread,isitnotaproofthathisconducthasbeenlessfoolishandblameworthythanitmightotherwisehaveappeared?Whenwearetreatedwell,wenaturallybegintothinkthatwearenotaltogetherunmeritorious,andthatitisonlyjustweshouldtreatourselveswell,andnotmarourowngoodfortune。Where,afterall,wouldbetheuseofhisconfessingthepasttoNancyLammeter,andthrowingawayhishappiness?——nay,hers?forhefeltsomeconfidencethatshelovedhim。Asforthechild,hewouldseethatitwascaredfor:hewouldneverforsakeit;hewoulddoeverythingbutownit。Perhapsitwouldbejustashappyinlifewithoutbeingownedbyitsfather,seeingthatnobodycouldtellhowthingswouldturnout,andthat——isthereanyotherreasonwanted?——well,then,thatthefatherwouldbemuchhappierwithoutowningthechild。
CHAPTERXIV
Therewasapauper’sburialthatweekinRaveloe,andupKenchYardatBatherleyitwasknownthatthedark—hairedwomanwiththefairchild,whohadlatelycometolodgethere,wasgoneawayagain。
ThatwasalltheexpressnotetakenthatMollyhaddisappearedfromtheeyesofmen。Buttheunweptdeathwhich,tothegenerallot,seemedastrivialasthesummer—shedleaf,waschargedwiththeforceofdestinytocertainhumanlivesthatweknowof,shapingtheirjoysandsorrowseventotheend。
SilasMarner’sdeterminationtokeepthe\"tramp’schild\"wasmatterofhardlylesssurpriseanditeratedtalkinthevillagethantherobberyofhismoney。Thatsofteningoffeelingtowardshimwhichdatedfromhismisfortune,thatmergingofsuspicionanddislikeinarathercontemptuouspityforhimasloneandcrazy,wasnowaccompaniedwithamoreactivesympathy,especiallyamongstthewomen。Notablemothers,whoknewwhatitwastokeepchildren\"wholeandsweet\";lazymothers,whoknewwhatitwastobeinterruptedinfoldingtheirarmsandscratchingtheirelbowsbythemischievouspropensitiesofchildrenjustfirmontheirlegs,wereequallyinterestedinconjecturinghowalonemanwouldmanagewithatwo—year—oldchildonhishands,andwereequallyreadywiththeirsuggestions:thenotablechieflytellinghimwhathehadbetterdo,andthelazyonesbeingemphaticintellinghimwhathewouldneverbeabletodo。
Amongthenotablemothers,DollyWinthropwastheonewhoseneighbourlyofficeswerethemostacceptabletoMarner,fortheywererenderedwithoutanyshowofbustlinginstruction。Silashadshownherthehalf—guineagiventohimbyGodfrey,andhadaskedherwhatheshoulddoaboutgettingsomeclothesforthechild。
\"Eh,MasterMarner,\"saidDolly,\"there’snocalltobuy,nomorenorapairo’shoes;forI’vegotthelittlepetticoatsasAaronworefiveyearsago,andit’sillspendingthemoneyonthembaby—clothes,forthechild’ullgrowlikegrassi’May,blessit——
thatitwill。\"
AndthesamedayDollybroughtherbundle,anddisplayedtoMarner,onebyone,thetinygarmentsintheirdueorderofsuccession,mostofthempatchedanddarned,butcleanandneatasfresh—sprungherbs。Thiswastheintroductiontoagreatceremonywithsoapandwater,fromwhichBabycameoutinnewbeauty,andsatonDolly’sknee,handlinghertoesandchucklingandpattingherpalmstogetherwithanairofhavingmadeseveraldiscoveriesaboutherself,whichshecommunicatedbyalternatesoundsof\"gug—gug—gug\",and\"mammy\"。The\"mammy\"wasnotacryofneedoruneasiness:Babyhadbeenusedtoutteritwithoutexpectingeithertendersoundortouchtofollow。
\"Anybody’udthinktheangilsinheavencouldn’tbeprettier,\"
saidDolly,rubbingthegoldencurlsandkissingthem。\"Andtothinkofitsbeingcoveredwi’themdirtyrags——andthepoormother——frozetodeath;butthere’sThemastookcareofit,andbroughtittoyourdoor,MasterMarner。Thedoorwasopen,anditwalkedinoverthesnow,likeasifithadbeenalittlestarvedrobin。Didn’tyousaythedoorwasopen?\"
\"Yes,\"saidSilas,meditatively。\"Yes——thedoorwasopen。Themoney’sgoneIdon’tknowwhere,andthisiscomefromIdon’tknowwhere。\"
Hehadnotmentionedtoanyonehisunconsciousnessofthechild’sentrance,shrinkingfromquestionswhichmightleadtothefacthehimselfsuspected——namely,thathehadbeeninoneofhistrances。
\"Ah,\"saidDolly,withsoothinggravity,\"it’slikethenightandthemorning,andthesleepingandthewaking,andtherainandtheharvest——onegoesandtheothercomes,andweknownothinghownorwhere。Wemaystriveandscratandfend,butit’slittlewecandoarterall——thebigthingscomeandgowi’nostrivingo’our’n——
theydo,thattheydo;andIthinkyou’reintherightonittokeepthelittleun,MasterMarner,seeingasit’sbeensenttoyou,thoughthere’sfolksasthinksdifferent。You’llhappenbeabitmoitheredwithitwhileit’ssolittle;butI’llcome,andwelcome,andseetoitforyou:I’veabito’timetosparemostdays,forwhenonegetsupbetimesi’themorning,theclockseemstostan’
stilltow’rtten,aforeit’stimetogoaboutthevictual。So,asI
say,I’llcomeandseetothechildforyou,andwelcome。\"
\"Thankyou……kindly,\"saidSilas,hesitatingalittle。\"I’llbegladifyou’lltellmethings。But,\"headded,uneasily,leaningforwardtolookatBabywithsomejealousy,asshewasrestingherheadbackwardagainstDolly’sarm,andeyeinghimcontentedlyfromadistance——\"ButIwanttodothingsforitmyself,elseitmaygetfondo’somebodyelse,andnotfondo’me。I’vebeenusedtofendingformyselfinthehouse——Icanlearn,Icanlearn。\"
\"Eh,tobesure,\"saidDolly,gently。\"I’veseenmenasarewonderfulhandywi’children。Themenareawk’ardandcontrairymostly,Godhelp’em——butwhenthedrink’soutof’em,theyaren’tunsensible,thoughthey’rebadforleechingandbandaging——sofieryandunpatient。Youseethisgoesfirst,nexttheskin,\"
proceededDolly,takingupthelittleshirt,andputtingiton。
\"Yes,\"saidMarner,docilely,bringinghiseyesveryclose,thattheymightbeinitiatedinthemysteries;whereuponBabyseizedhisheadwithbothhersmallarms,andputherlipsagainsthisfacewithpurringnoises。
\"Seethere,\"saidDolly,withawoman’stendertact,\"she’sfondesto’you。Shewantstogoo’yourlap,I’llbebound。Go,then:takeher,MasterMarner;youcanputthethingson,andthenyoucansayasyou’vedoneforherfromthefirstofhercomingtoyou。\"
Marnertookheronhislap,tremblingwithanemotionmysterioustohimself,atsomethingunknowndawningonhislife。Thoughtandfeelingweresoconfusedwithinhim,thatifhehadtriedtogivethemutterance,hecouldonlyhavesaidthatthechildwascomeinsteadofthegold——thatthegoldhadturnedintothechild。HetookthegarmentsfromDolly,andputthemonunderherteaching;
interrupted,ofcourse,byBaby’sgymnastics。
\"There,then!why,youtaketoitquiteeasy,MasterMarner,\"
saidDolly;\"butwhatshallyoudowhenyou’reforcedtositinyourloom?Forshe’llgetbusierandmischievousereveryday——shewill,blessher。It’sluckyasyou’vegotthathighhearthi’steadofagrate,forthatkeepsthefiremoreoutofherreach:butifyou’vegotanythingascanbespiltorbroke,orasisfittocutherfingersoff,she’llbeatit——anditisbutrightyoushouldknow。\"
Silasmeditatedalittlewhileinsomeperplexity。\"I’lltiehertothelego’theloom,\"hesaidatlast——\"tieherwithagoodlongstripo’something。\"
\"Well,mayhapthat’lldo,asit’salittlegell,forthey’reeasierpersuadedtositi’oneplacenorthelads。Iknowwhattheladsare;forI’vehadfour——fourI’vehad,Godknows——andifyouwastotakeandtie’emup,they’dmakeafightingandacryingasifyouwasringingthepigs。ButI’llbringyoumylittlechair,andsomebitso’redragandthingsforhertoplaywi’;an’she’llsitandchatterto’emasiftheywasalive。Eh,ifitwasn’tasintotheladstowish’emmadedifferent,bless’em,Ishouldha’beengladforoneof’emtobealittlegell;andtothinkasIcouldha’
taughthertoscour,andmend,andtheknitting,andeverything。
ButIcanteach’emthislittleun,MasterMarner,whenshegetsoldenough。\"
\"Butshe’llbe_my_littleun,\"saidMarner,ratherhastily。
\"She’llbenobodyelse’s。\"
\"No,tobesure;you’llhavearighttoher,ifyou’reafathertoher,andbringherupaccording。But,\"addedDolly,comingtoapointwhichshehaddeterminedbeforehandtotouchupon,\"youmustbringheruplikechristenedfolks’schildren,andtakehertochurch,andletherlearnhercatechise,asmylittleAaroncansayoff——the\"Ibelieve\",andeverything,and\"hurtnobodybywordordeed\",——aswellasifhewastheclerk。That’swhatyoumustdo,MasterMarner,ifyou’ddotherightthingbytheorphinchild。\"
Marner’spalefaceflushedsuddenlyunderanewanxiety。HismindwastoobusytryingtogivesomedefinitebearingtoDolly’swordsforhimtothinkofansweringher。
\"Andit’smybelief,\"shewenton,\"asthepoorlittlecreaturhasneverbeenchristened,andit’snothingbutrightastheparsonshouldbespoketo;andifyouwasnowaysunwilling,I’dtalktoMr。Maceyaboutitthisveryday。Forifthechildeverwentanywayswrong,andyouhadn’tdoneyourpartbyit,MasterMarner——
’noculation,andeverythingtosaveitfromharm——it’udbeathorni’yourbedforevero’thissidethegrave;andIcan’tthinkasit’udbeeasylyingdownforanybodywhenthey’dgottoanotherworld,iftheyhadn’tdonetheirpartbythehelplesschildrenascomewi’outtheirownasking。\"
Dollyherselfwasdisposedtobesilentforsometimenow,forshehadspokenfromthedepthsofherownsimplebelief,andwasmuchconcernedtoknowwhetherherwordswouldproducethedesiredeffectonSilas。Hewaspuzzledandanxious,forDolly’sword\"christened\"conveyednodistinctmeaningtohim。Hehadonlyheardofbaptism,andhadonlyseenthebaptismofgrown—upmenandwomen。
\"Whatisitasyoumeanby\"christened\"?\"hesaidatlast,timidly。\"Won’tfolksbegoodtoherwithoutit?\"
\"Dear,dear!MasterMarner,\"saidDolly,withgentledistressandcompassion。\"Hadyounevernofathernormotherastaughtyoutosayyourprayers,andasthere’sgoodwordsandgoodthingstokeepusfromharm?\"
\"Yes,\"saidSilas,inalowvoice;\"Iknowadealaboutthat——
usedto,usedto。Butyourwaysaredifferent:mycountrywasagoodwayoff。\"Hepausedafewmoments,andthenadded,moredecidedly,\"ButIwanttodoeverythingascanbedoneforthechild。Andwhatever’srightforiti’thiscountry,andyouthink’ulldoitgood,I’llactaccording,ifyou’lltellme。\"
\"Well,then,MasterMarner,\"saidDolly,inwardlyrejoiced,\"I’llaskMr。Maceytospeaktotheparsonaboutit;andyoumustfixonanameforit,becauseitmusthaveanamegiv’itwhenit’schristened。\"
\"Mymother’snamewasHephzibah,\"saidSilas,\"andmylittlesisterwasnamedafterher。\"
\"Eh,that’sahardname,\"saidDolly。\"Ipartlythinkitisn’tachristenedname。\"
\"It’saBiblename,\"saidSilas,oldideasrecurring。
\"ThenI’venocalltospeakagain’it,\"saidDolly,ratherstartledbySilas’sknowledgeonthishead;\"butyouseeI’mnoscholard,andI’mslowatcatchingthewords。MyhusbandsaysI’mallayslikeasifIwasputtingthehaftforthehandle——that’swhathesays——forhe’sverysharp,Godhelphim。Butitwasawk’ardcallingyourlittlesisterbysuchahardname,whenyou’dgotnothingbigtosay,like——wasn’tit,MasterMarner?\"
\"WecalledherEppie,\"saidSilas。
\"Well,ifitwasnowayswrongtoshortenthename,it’udbeadealhandier。AndsoI’llgonow,MasterMarner,andI’llspeakaboutthechristeningaforedark;andIwishyouthebesto’luck,andit’smybeliefasit’llcometoyou,ifyoudowhat’srightbytheorphinchild;——andthere’sthe’noculationtobeseento;andastowashingitsbitso’things,youneedlooktonobodybutme,forI
cando’emwi’onehandwhenI’vegotmysudsabout。Eh,theblessedangil!You’llletmebringmyAarononeo’thesedays,andhe’llshowherhislittlecartashisfather’smadeforhim,andtheblack—and—whitepupashe’sgota—rearing。\"