第4章

类别:其他 作者:Bret Harte字数:19561更新时间:19/01/07 09:29:12
Hehadnotthoughtofit。Hewaslostinagreaterabstraction。 Thatinfinitetenderness,——faraboveawoman’s,——thetendernessofstrengthandmanlinesstowardsweaknessanddelicacy,thetendernessthatlooksdownandnotup,wasalreadypossessinghim。 Aninstinctofprotectiondrewhimnearerthisbowedbutcharmingfigure,andifhethennoticedthattheshoulderswerepretty,andthecurvesoftheslimwaistsymmetrical,itwasratherwithafeelingoftimidityandahalf—consciousnessofunchivalrousthought。Yetwhyshouldhenottrytokeepthebraveandhonestgirlnearhimalways?Whyshouldhenotclaimtherighttoprotecther?Whyshouldtheynot——theywhowerealoneinastrangeland—— jointheirtwolonelylivesformutualhelpandhappiness? Asuddenperceptionofdelicacy,thethoughtthatheshouldhavespokenbeforeherfailureattheConservatoirehadmadeherfeelherhelplessness,broughtaslightcolortohischeek。Woulditnotseemtoherthathewastakinganunfairadvantageofhermisfortune?Yetitwouldbesoeasynowtoslipalovingarmaroundherwaist,whilehecouldworkforherandprotectherwiththeother。THEOTHER!Hiseyefellonhisemptysleeve。Ah,hehadforgottenthat!HehadbutONEarm! Heroseupabruptly,——soabruptlythatHelen,risingtoo,almosttouchedthearmthatwashurriedlywithdrawn。Yetinthataccidentalcontact,whichsentavaguetremorthroughtheyounggirl’sframe,therewasstilltimeforhimtohavespoken。Butheonlysaid:—— \"Perhapswehadbetterdine。\" Sheassentedquickly,——sheknewnotwhy,——withafeelingofrelief。 Theywalkedveryquietlyandslowlytowardstherestaurant。Notawordoflovehadbeenspoken;notevenaglanceofunderstandinghadpassedbetweenthem。Yettheybothknewbysomemysteriousinstinctthatacrisisoftheirliveshadcomeandgone,andthattheyneveragaincouldbetoeachotherastheywerebutabriefmomentago。Theytalkedverysensiblyandgravelyduringtheirfrugalmeal;thepreviousspectatoroftheirconfidenceswouldhavenowthoughtthemonlysimplefriendsandhavebeenasmistakenasbefore。Theytalkedfreelyoftheirhopesandprospects,——allsaveone!Theyevenspokepleasantlyofrepeatingtheirlittleexpeditionafterhisreturnfromthecountry,whileintheirsecretheartstheyhadbothresolvednevertoseeeachotheragain。Yetbythatsigneachknewthatthiswaslove,andwereproudofeachother’spride,whichkeptitasecret。 Thetrainwaslate,anditwaspastteno’clockwhentheyatlastappearedbeforetheconciergeofHelen’shome。Duringtheirjourney,andwhilepassingthoughthecrowdsatthestationandinthestreets,Ostranderhadexhibitedanewandgraveguardianshipovertheyounggirl,and,onthefirstlanding,afterascrutinizingandanalmostfierceglanceatoneortwoofHelen’soddfellowlodgers,hehadextendedhisprotectionsofarastoaccompanyherupthefourflightstothelandingofherapartment。 Herehetookleaveofherwithagravecourtesythathalfpained,halfpleasedher。Shewatchedhisbroadshouldersanddanglingsleeveashewentdownthestairs,andthenquicklyturned,enteredherroom,andlockedthedoor。Thesmilehadfadedfromherlips。 Goingtothewindow,shepressedherhotforeheadagainstthecoolglassandlookedoutuponthestarsnearlylevelwiththeblackroofsaroundher。Shestoodtheresomemomentsuntilanotherstarappearedhigherupagainsttheroofridge,thestarshewaslookingfor。Butheretheglasspanebeforehereyesbecamepresentlydimwithmoisture;shewasobligedtorubitoutwithherhandkerchief; yet,somehow,itsoonbecameclouded,atwhichsheturnedsharplyawayandwenttobed。 ButMissHelendidnotknowthatwhenshehadlookedaftertheretreatingfigureofherprotectorashedescendedthestairsthatnightthathewasreallycarryingawayonthosebroadshouldersthecharactershehadsolaboriouslygainedduringherfouryears’ solitude。Forwhenshecamedownthenextmorningtheconciergebowedtoherwithanairofeasy,cynicalabstraction,theresultofalongconversationwithhiswifethenightbefore。HehadtakenHelen’spartwithakindlycynicism。\"Ah!whatwouldyou——itwasboundtocome。TheaffairoftheConservatoirehadsettledthat。Thepoorchildcouldnotstarve;penniless,shecouldnotmarry。Onlywhyconsortwithotherswallowsundertheeaveswhenshecouldhavehadagildedcageonthefirstetage?\"Butgirlsweresofoolish——intheirfirstaffair;thenitwasalwaysLOVE! Thesecondtimetheywerewiser。Andthismaimedwarriorandpainterwasaspoorasshe。Acompatriot,too;well,perhapsthatsavedsomescandal;onecouldneverknowwhattheAmericanswereaccustomedtodo。Thefirstfloor,whichhadbeeninclinedtobeciviltotheyoungteacher,wasmoreso,butlessrespectful;oneortwoyoungmenweretentativelyfamiliaruntiltheylookedinhergrayeyesandrememberedthebroadshouldersofthepainter。Oddlyenough,onlyMademoiselleFifine,ofherownlanding,exhibitedanysympathywithher,andforthefirsttimeHelenwasfrightened。 Shedidnotshowit,however,onlyshechangedherlodgingsthenextday。Butbeforesheleftshehadafewmoments’conversationwiththeconciergeandanexchangeofawordortwowithsomeofherfellowlodgers。Ihavealreadyhintedthattheyoungladyhadgreatprecisionofstatement;shehadaprettyturnforhandlingcolloquialFrenchandanincisiveknowledgeofFrenchcharacter。 SheleftNo。34,RuedeFrivole,workingitselfintoawhiterage,bututterlyundecidedastoherrealcharacter。 ButallthisandmuchmorewaspresentlyblownawayinthehotbreaththatswepttheboulevardsattheoutburstoftheFranco— GermanWar,andMissHelenMaynarddisappearedfromPariswithmanyofherfellowcountrymen。TheexcitementreachedevenaquaintoldchateauinBrittanywhereMajorOstranderwaspainting。Thewomanwhowasstandingbyhissideashesatbeforehiseaselonthebroadterraceobservedthathelookeddisturbed。 \"Whatmatters?\"shesaidgently。\"Youhaveprogressedsowellinyourworkthatyoucanfinishitelsewhere。IhavenogreatdesiretostayinFrancewithafrontiergarrisonedbytroopswhileIhaveavillainSwitzerlandwhereyoucouldstillbemyguest。Pariscanteachyounothingmore,myfriend;youhaveonlytocreatenow—— andbefamous。\" \"ImustgotoParis,\"hesaidquietly。\"Ihavefriends—— countrymen——there,whomaywantmenow。\" \"IfyoumeantheyoungsingeroftheRuedeFrivole,youhavecompromisedheralready。Youcandohernogood。\" \"Madame!\" Theprettyfacewhichhehadbeenfamiliarwithforthepastsixweekssomehowseemedtochangeitscharacter。Underthemaskofdazzlingskinhefanciedhesawthehighcheek—bonesandsquareTartarangle;thebrillianteyeswereevenbrighterthanbefore,buttheyshowedmoreofthewhitethanhehadeverseeninthem。 Neverthelessshesmiled,withanequallystonyrevelationofherwhiteteeth,yetsaid,stillgently,\"ForgivemeifIthoughtourfriendshipjustifiedmeinbeingfrank,——perhapstoofrankformyowngood。\" Shestoppedasifhalfexpectinganinterruption;butasheremainedlookingwonderinglyather,shebitherlip,andwenton: \"Youhaveagreatcareerbeforeyou。Thosewhohelpyoumustdosowithoutentanglingyou;achainofrosesmaybeasimpedingaslead。Untilyouareindependent,you——whomayintimecompasseverythingyourself——willneedtobehelped。Youknow,\"sheaddedwithasmile,\"youhavebutonearm。\" \"Inyourkindnessandappreciationyouhavemademeforgetit,\"hestammered。YethehadaswiftvisionofthelittlebenchatVersailleswherehehadNOTforgottenit,andasheglancedaroundtheemptyterracewheretheystoodhewasstruckwithafatefulresemblancetoit。 \"AndIshouldnotremindyounowofit,\"shewenton,\"excepttosaythatmoneycanalwaystakeitsplace。Asinthefairystory,theprincemusthaveanewarmmadeofgold。\"Shestopped,andthensuddenlycomingclosertohimsaid,hurriedlyandalmostfiercely,\"CanyounotseethatIamadvisingyouagainstmyinterests,——againstmyself?Go,then,toParis,andgoquickly,beforeIchangemymind。Onlyifyoudonotfindyourfriendsthere,rememberyouhavealwaysONEhere。\"Beforehecouldreply,orevenunderstandthatwhiteface,shewasgone。 HeleftforParisthatafternoon。HewentdirectlytotheRuedeFrivole;hisoldresolutiontoavoidHelenwasblowntothewindsintheprospectoflosingherutterly。Buttheconciergeonlyknewthatmademoisellehadleftadayortwoaftermonsieurhadaccompaniedherhome。And,pointedly,therewasanothergentlemanwhohadinquiredeagerly——andbountifullyasfarasmoneywent——foranytraceoftheyounglady。ItwasaRusse。TheconciergesmiledtohimselfatOstrander’sflushedcheek。Itservedthisone—armed,conceitedAmericanposeurright。MademoisellewaswiserinthisSECONDaffair。 Ostranderdidnotfinishhispicture。Theprincesssenthimacheque,whichhecoldlyreturned。NeverthelesshehadacquiredthroughhisRussianpatronagealocalfamewhichstoodhimwellwiththepicturedealers,——inspiteoftheexcitementofthewar。 Buthisheartwasnolongerinhiswork;afeverofunrestseizedhim,whichatanothertimemighthavewasteditselfinmeredissipation。Someofhisfellowartistshadalreadygoneintothearmy。AfterthefirstgreatreversesheofferedhisonearmandhismilitaryexperiencetothatPariswhichhadgivenhimahome。 Theoldfightinginstinctreturnedtohimwithacertaindesperationhehadneverknownbefore。InthesortiesfromParistheone—armedAmericanbecamefamous,untilafewdaysbeforethecapitulation,whenhewasstruckdownbyabulletthroughthelung,andleftinatemporaryhospital。HereinthewhirlandterrorofCommunedayshewasforgotten,andwhenParisrevivedundertherepublichehaddisappearedascompletelyashiscompatriotHelen。 ButMissHelenMaynardhadbeenonlyobscuredandnotextinguished。 AtthefirstoutbreakofhostilitiesafewAmericanshadstillkeptgiddystateamongtheruinsofthetotteringempire。AdayortwoaftershelefttheRuedeFrivoleshewasinvitedbyoneofherwealthyformerschoolmatestoassistwithhervoiceandtalentatoneoftheirextravagantentertainments。\"Youwillunderstand,dear,\"saidMissdeLaine,withingeniousdelicacy,assheeyedheroldcomrade’swell—worndress,\"thatPoppaexpectstopayyouprofessionalprices,anditmaybeanopeningforyouamongourotherfriends。\" \"Ishouldnotcomeotherwise,dear,\"saidMissHelenwithequalfrankness。ButsheplayedandsangverycharminglytothefashionableassemblyintheChampsElysees,——socharmingly,indeed,thatMissdeLainepatronizinglyexpatiateduponherworthandherbetterdaysinconfidencetosomeoftheguests。 \"Amostdeservingcreature,\"saidMissdeLainetothedowagerduchessofSoho,whowaspassingthroughParisonherwaytoEngland;\"youwouldhardlybelievethatPoppaknewherfatherwhenhewasoneoftherichestmeninSouthCarolina。\" \"Yourfatherseemstohavebeenveryfortunate,\"saidtheduchessquietly,\"andsoareYOU。Introduceme。\" ThisnotbeingexactlythereplythatMissdeLaineexpected,shemomentarilyhesitated:buttheduchessprofitedbyittowalkovertothepianoandintroduceherself。WhensherosetogosheinvitedHelentoluncheonwithherthenextday。\"Comeearly,mydear,andwe’llhavealongtalk。\"HelenpointedouthesitatinglythatshewaspracticallyaguestofthedeLaines。\"Ah,well,that’strue,mydear;thenyoumaybringoneofthemwithyou。\" Helenwenttotheluncheon,butwasunaccompanied。Shehadalongtalkwiththedowager。\"Iamnotrich,mydear,likeyourfriends,andcannotaffordtopaytennapoleonsforasong。LikeyouIhaveseen’betterdays。’Butthisisnoplaceforyou,child,andifyoucanbearwithanoldwoman’scompanyforawhileIthinkIcanfindyousomethingtodo。\"ThateveningHelenleftforEnglandwiththeduchess,apieceof\"ingratitude,indelicacy,andshamelesssnobbery,\"whichMissdeLainewasneverwearyofdilatingupon。\"AndtothinkIintroducedher,thoughshewasaprofessional!\"…… Itwasthreeyearsafter。Paris,revivingundertherepublic,hadforgottenHelenandtheAmericancolony;andtheAmericancolony,emigratingtomorecongenialcourts,hadforgottenParis。 ItwasableakdayofEnglishsummerwhenHelen,standingbythewindowofthebreakfast—roomatHamleyCourt,andlookingoverthewonderfullawn,keptperenniallygreenbyhumidEnglishskies,heardthepractical,masculinevoiceoftheduchessinherearatthesamemomentthatshefeltthegentlewomanlytouchofherhandonhershoulder。 \"WearegoingtoluncheonatMorelandHallto—day,mydear。\" \"Why,wewerethereonlylastweek!\"saidHelen。 \"Undoubtedly,\"returnedtheduchessdryly,\"andwemayluncheontherenextweekandthenextfollowing。And,\"sheadded,lookingintohercompanion’sgrayeyes,\"itrestswithYOUtostaythereifyouchoose。\" Helenstaredatherprotector。 \"Mydear,\"continuedtheduchess,slippingherarmaroundHelen’swaist,\"SirJameshashonoredME——asbecamemyrelationstoYOU—— withhisconfidences。Asyouhaven’tgivenmeYOURSIsupposeyouhavenone,andthatIamtellingyounewswhenIsaythatSirJameswishestomarryyou。\" Theunmistakableastonishmentinthegirl’seyesatisfiedtheduchessevenbeforehervoice。 \"Buthescarcelyknowsmeoranythingofme!\"saidtheyounggirlquickly。 \"Onthecontrary,mydear,heknowsEVERYTHINGaboutyou。IhavebeenparticularintellinghimallIknow——andsomethingsevenYOU don’tknowandcouldn’ttellhim。Forinstance,thatyouareaveryniceperson。Come,mydear,don’tlooksostupefied,orI shallreallythinkthere’ssomethinginitthatIdon’tknow。It’snotalaughingnoracryingmatteryet——atpresentit’sonlyluncheonagainwithacivilmanwhohasthreedaughtersandaplaceinthecounty。Don’tmakethemistake,however,ofrefusinghimbeforeheoffers——whateveryoudoafterwards。\" \"But\"——stammeredHelen。 \"But——youaregoingtosaythatyoudon’tlovehimandhaveneverthoughtofhimasahusband,\"interruptedtheduchess;\"Ireaditinyourface,——andit’saveryproperthingtosay。\" \"Itissounexpected,\"urgedHelen。 \"Everythingisunexpectedfromamaninthesematters,\"saidtheduchess。\"Wewomenaretheonlyonesthatareprepared。\" \"But,\"persistedHelen,\"ifIdon’twanttomarryatall?\" \"Ishouldsay,then,thatitisasignthatyouought;ifyouwereeager,mydear,Ishouldcertainlydissuadeyou。\"Shepaused,andthendrawingHelenclosertoher,said,withacertainmasculinetenderness,\"AslongasIlive,dear,youknowthatyouhaveahomehere。ButIamanoldwomanlivingonthesmallestofsettlements。 Deathisasinevitabletomeasmarriageshouldbetoyou。\" Nevertheless,theydidnotrenewtheconversation,andlaterreceivedthegreetingsoftheirhostatMorelandHallwithasimplicityandfranknessthatwere,however,perfectlynaturalandunaffectedinbothwomen。SirJames,——atall,well—preservedmanofmiddleage,withtheunmistakablebearingoflongyearsofrecognizedandunchallengedposition,——however,exhibitedonthisoccasionthatslightconsciousnessofweaknessandsusceptibilitytoridiculewhichisapttoindicatetheinvasionofthetenderpassionintheheartoftheaverageBriton。Hisdutyashosttowardstheelderwomanofsuperiorrank,however,coveredhisembarrassment,andforamomentleftHelenquiteundisturbedtogazeagainuponthetreasuresofthelongdrawing—roomofMorelandHallwithwhichshewasalreadyfamiliar。Therewerethehalf— dozenoldmasters,whoserespectabilityhadbeenasrecognizedthroughcenturiesastheirowner’sancestors;thereweretheancestorsthemselves,——wigged,ruffled,andwhite—handed,byVandyke,Lely,Romney,andGainsborough;thereweretheuniform,expressionlessancestressesinstiffbrocadeorshort—waisted,clingingdraperies,butallpossessingthatbrilliantcoloringwhichthegrayskiesoutsidelacked,andwhichseemedtohavedepartedfromthedressesoftheirdescendants。TheAmericangirlhadsometimesspeculateduponwhatmighthavebeentheappearanceofthelime—treewalk,dottedwiththesegaylyplumagedfolk,andwonderedifthetyrannyofenvironmenthadatlastsubduedtheirbrilliantcolors。Andanewfeelingtouchedher。Likemostofhercountrywomen,shewasstronglyaffectedbythefurnitureoflife; thethoughtthatallthatshesawthereMIGHTBEHERS;thatshemightyetstandinsuccessiontothesestrangecourtiersandstrangershepherdesses,and,likethem,lookdownfromthecanvasupontheintrudingforeigner,thrilledherforamomentwithahalf—proud,half—passivesenseofyieldingtowhatseemedtobeherfate。Anarrow—eyed,stiff—hairedDutchmaidofhonorbeforewhomshewasstandinggazedatherwithstaringvacancy。Suddenlyshestarted。Beforetheportraituponafancifuleaselstoodasmallelaboratelyframedsketchinoils。Itwasevidentlysomerecentlyimportedtreasure。Shehadnotseenitbefore。Asshemovedquicklyforward,sherecognizedataglancethatitwasOstrander’ssketchfromtheParisgrenier。 Thewall,theroom,theparkbeyond,eventhegraysky,seemedtofadeawaybeforeher。ShewasstandingoncemoreatheratticwindowlookingacrosstheroofsandchimneystacksupwardtotheblueskyofParis。Throughagapintheroofsshecouldseethechestnut—treestrillinginthelittlesquare;shecouldheartheswallowstwitteringintheleadentroughsofthegutterbeforeher; thecallofthechocolatevenderorthecryofagaminfloateduptoherfromthestreetbelow,orthelatestsongofthecafechantantwaswhistledbytheblue—blousedworkmanonthescaffoldinghardby。ThebreathofParis,ofyouth,ofblendedworkandplay,ofambition,ofjoyousfreedom,againfilledherandmingledwiththescentofthemignonettethatusedtostandontheoldwindow—ledge。 \"Iamgladyoulikeit。Ihaveonlyjustputitup。\" ItwasthevoiceofSirJames——avoicethathadregainedalittleofitsnaturalness——acalm,evenlazyEnglishvoice——confidentfromtheexperienceofyearsofrespectfullisteners。Yetitsomehowjarreduponhernerveswithitscomplacencyanditsutterincongruousnesstoherfeelings。Nevertheless,theimpulsetoknowmoreaboutthesketchwasthestronger。 \"Doyoumeanyouhavejustboughtit?\"askedHelen。\"It’snotEnglish?\" \"No,\"saidSirJames,gratifiedwithhiscompanion’sinterest。\"I boughtitinParisjustaftertheCommune。\" \"Fromtheartist?\"continuedHelen,inaslightlyconstrainedvoice。 \"No,\"saidSirJames,\"althoughIknewthepoorchapwellenough。 Youcaneasilyseethathewasonceapainterofgreatpromise。I ratherthinkitwasstolenfromhimwhilehewasinhospitalbythoseincendiarywretches。Irecognizedit,however,andboughtforafewfrancsfromthemwhatIwouldhavepaidHIMathousandfor。\" \"Inhospital?\"repeatedHelendazedly。 \"Yes,\"saidSirJames。\"ThefactisitwastheendingoftheusualBohemianartist’slife。Thoughinthiscasethemanwasarealartist,——andIbelieve,bytheway,wasacountrymanofyours。\" \"Inhospital?\"againrepeatedHelen。\"Thenhewaspoor?\" \"Reckless,Ishouldrathersay;hethrewhimselfintothefightingbeforeParisandwasbadlywounded。Butitwasalltheresultoftheusualloveaffair——thegirl,theysay,ranoffwiththeusualricherman。Atallevents,itruinedhimforpainting;heneverdidanythingworthhavingafterwards。\" \"Andnow?\"saidHeleninthesameunmovedvoice。 SirJamesshruggedhisshoulders。\"Hedisappeared。Probablyhe’llturnupsomedayontheLondonpavement——withchalks。Thatsketch,bytheway,wasonethathadalwaysattractedmetohisstudio—— thoughheneverwouldpartwithit。Iratherfancy,don’tyouknow,thatthegirlhadsomethingtodowithit。It’sawonderfullyrealisticsketch,don’tyousee;andIshouldn’twonderifitwasthegirlherselfwholivedbehindoneofthosequeerlittlewindowsintheroofthere。\" \"Shedidlivethere,\"saidHeleninalowvoice。 SirJamesutteredavaguelaugh。Helenlookedaroundher。Theduchesshadquietlyandunostentatiouslypassedintothelibrary,andinfullview,thoughoutofhearing,wasexamining,withherglasstohereye,somebooksupontheshelves。 \"Imean,\"saidHelen,inaperfectlyclearvoice,\"thattheyounggirldidNOTrunawayfromthepainter,andthathehadneithertherightnorthecausetobelieveherfaithlessorattributehismisfortunestoher。\"Shehesitated,notfromanysenseofherindiscretion,buttorecoverfromamomentarydoubtifthegirlwerereallyherownself——butonlyforamoment。 \"Thenyouknewthepainter,asIdid?\"hesaidinastonishment。 \"NotasYOUdid,\"respondedHelen。Shedrewnearerthepicture,and,pointingaslimfingertothecanvas,said:—— \"Doyouseethatsmallwindowwiththemignonette?\" \"Perfectly。\" \"ThatwasMYroom。Hiswasopposite。HetoldmesowhenIfirstsawthesketch。Iamthegirlyouspeakof,forheknewnoother,andIbelievehimtohavebeenatruthful,honorableman。\" \"Butwhatwereyoudoingthere?Surelyyouarejoking?\"saidSirJames,withaforcedsmile。 \"IwasapoorpupilattheConservatoire,andlivedwhereIcouldaffordtolive。\" \"Alone?\" \"Alone。\" \"Andthemanwas\"—— \"MajorOstranderwasmyfriend。IeventhinkIhaveabetterrighttocallhimthatthanyouhad。\" SirJamescoughedslightlyandgraspedthelapelofhiscoat。\"Ofcourse;Idaresay;Ihadnoideaofthis,don’tyouknow,whenI spoke。\"Helookedaroundhimasiftoevadeascene。\"Ah!supposeweasktheduchesstolookatthesketch;Idon’tthinkshe’sseenit。\"Hebegantomoveinthedirectionofthelibrary。 \"Shehadbetterwait,\"saidHelenquietly。 \"Forwhat?\" \"Until\"——hesitatedHelensmilingly。 \"Until?IamafraidIdon’tunderstand,\"saidSirJamesstiffly,coloringwithaslightsuspicion。 \"UntilyouhaveAPOLOGIZED。\" \"Ofcourse,\"saidSirJames,withahalf—hystericlaugh。\"Ido。 YouunderstandIonlyrepeatedastorythatwastoldme,andhadnoideaofconnectingYOUwithit。Ibegyourpardon,I’msure。I er——er——infact,\"headdedsuddenly,theembarrassedsmilefadingfromhisfaceashelookedatherfixedly,\"Iremembernowitmusthavebeentheconciergeofthehouse,ortheoppositeone,whotoldme。HesaiditwasaRussianwhocarriedoffthatyounggirl。Ofcourseitwassomemade—upstory。\" \"IleftPariswiththeduchess,\"saidHelenquietly,\"beforethewar。\" \"Ofcourse。Andsheknowsallaboutyourfriendshipwiththisman。\" \"Idon’tthinkshedoes。Ihaven’ttoldher。WhyshouldI?\" returnedHelen,raisinghercleareyestohis。 \"Really,Idon’tknow,\"stammeredSirJames。\"Butheresheis。Ofcourseifyoupreferit,Iwon’tsayanythingofthistoher。\" Helengavehimherfirstglanceofgenuineemotion;ithappened,however,tobescorn。 \"Howodd!\"shesaid,astheduchessleisurelyapproachedthem,herglassstillinhereye。\"SirJames,quiteunconsciously,hasjustbeenshowingmeasketchofmydearoldmansardeinParis。Look! Thatlittlewindowwasmyroom。And,onlythinkofit,SirJamesboughtitofanoldfriendofmine,whopainteditfromtheoppositeattic,wherehelived。Andquiteunconsciously,too。\" \"Howverysingular!\"saidtheduchess;\"indeed,quiteromantic!\" \"Very!\"saidSirJames。 \"Very!\"saidHelen。 Thetoneoftheirvoiceswassodifferentthattheduchesslookedfromonetotheother。 \"Butthatisn’tall,\"saidHelenwithasmile,\"SirJamesactuallyfancied\"—— \"Willyouexcusemeforamoment?\"saidSirJames,interrupting,andturninghastilytotheduchesswithaforcedsmileandasomewhatheightenedcolor。\"IhadforgottenthatIhadpromisedLadyHarriettodriveyouovertoDeepHillafterluncheontomeetthatSouthAmericanwhohastakensuchafancytoyourplace,andI mustsendtothestables。\" AsSirJamesdisappeared,theduchessturnedtoHelen。\"Iseewhathashappened,dear;don’tmindme,forIfranklyconfessIshallnoweatmyluncheonlessguiltilythanIfeared。Buttellme,HOW didyourefusehim?\" \"Ididn’trefusehim,\"saidHelen。\"Ionlypreventedhisaskingme。\" \"How?\" ThenHelentoldherall,——everythingexceptherfirstmeetingwithOstranderattherestaurant。Atruewomanrespectstheprideofthoseshelovesmoreeventhanherown,andwhileHelenfeltthatalthoughthatincidentmightsomewhatcondonehersubsequentromanticpassionintheduchess’seyes,shecouldnottellit。 Theduchesslistenedinsilence。 \"Thenyoutwoincompetentshaveneverseeneachothersince?\"sheasked。 \"No。\" \"Butyouhopeto?\" \"IcannotspeakforHIM,\"saidHelen。 \"Andyouhaveneverwrittentohim,anddon’tknowwhetherheisaliveordead?\" \"No。\" \"ThenIhavebeennursinginmybosomforthreeyearsatoneandthesametimeabrave,independent,matter—of—factyoungpersonandthemostidiotic,sentimentalheroinethateverfiguredinaromanticoperaoracountryballad。\"Helendidnotreply。\"Well,mydear,\"saidtheduchessafterapause,\"Iseethatyouarecondemnedtopassyourdayswithmeinsomecheaphotelonthecontinent。\"Helenlookedupwonderingly。\"Yes,\"shecontinued,\"I supposeImustnowmakeupmymindtosellmyplacetothisgildedSouthAmerican,whohastakenafancytoit。ButIamnotgoingtospoilmydaybyseeinghimNOW。No;wewillexcuseourselvesfromgoingtoDeepHillto—day,andwewillgobackhomequietlyafterluncheon。ItwillbeamercytoSirJames。\" \"But,\"saidHelenearnestly,\"Icangobacktomyoldlife,andearnmyownliving。\" \"NotifIcanhelpit,\"saidtheduchessgrimly。\"Yourindependencehasmadeyouacharmingcompaniontome,Iadmit;butIshallseethatitdoesnotagainspoilyourchancesofmarrying。HerecomesSirJames。Really,mydear,Idon’tknowwhichoneofyoulooksthemorerelieved。\" OntheirwaybackthroughtheparkHelenagainurgedtheduchesstogiveuptheideaofsellingHamleyCourt,andtoconsenttohertakingupheroldfreedomandindependenceoncemore。\"Ishallnever,neverforgetyourlovingkindnessandprotection,\"continuedtheyounggirl,tenderly。\"Youwillletmecometoyoualwayswhenyouwantme;butyouwillletmealsoshapemylifeanew,andworkformyliving。\"Theduchessturnedhergrave,halfhumorousfacetowardsher。\"ThatmeansyouhavedeterminedtoseekHIM。Well! Perhapsifyougiveupyourotherabsurdideaofindependence,I mayassistyou。AndnowIreallybelieve,dear,thatthereisthatdreadfulSouthAmerican,\"pointingtoafigurethatwascrossingthelawnatHamleyCourt,\"hoveringroundlikeavulture。Well,I can’tseehimto—dayifhecalls,butYOUmay。Bytheway,theysayheisnotbad—looking,wasafamousgeneralintheSouthAmericanWar,andisrollinginmoney,andcomeshereonasecretmissionfromhisgovernment。ButIforget——therestofourlifeistobedevotedtoseekingANOTHER。AndIbegintothinkIamnotagoodmatchmaker。\" Helenwasinnomoodforaninterviewwiththestranger,whom,liketheduchess,shewasinclinedtoregardasaportentoffateandsacrifice。Sheknewherfriend’sstraitenedcircumstances,whichmightmakesuchasacrificenecessarytoinsureacompetencyforheroldage,and,asHelenfearedalso,aprovisionforherself。 Sheknewthestrangetendernessofthismasculinewoman,whichhadsurvivedahusband’sinfidelitiesandason’sforgetfulness,tobegiventoher,andherheartsankattheprospectofseparation,evenwhileherpridedemandedthatsheshouldreturntoheroldlifeagain。Thenshewonderediftheduchesswasright;didshestillcherishthehopeofmeetingOstranderagain?Thetearsshehadkeptbackallthatdayassertedthemselvesassheflungopenthelibrarydoorandranacrossthegardenintothemyrtlewalk。 \"Inhospital!\"ThewordshadbeenringinginherearsthoughSirJames’scomplacentspeech,throughtheoddlyconstrainedluncheon,throughthehalf—tender,half—masculinereasoningofhercompanion。 HeHADlovedher——hehadsufferedandperhapsthoughtherfalse。 Suddenlyshestopped。Atthefurtherendofthewalktheominousstrangerwhomshewishedtoavoidwasstandinglookingtowardsthehouse。 Howprovoking!Sheglancedagain;hewasleaningagainstatreeandwasobviouslyaspreoccupiedasshewasherself。Hewasactuallysketchingtheivy—coveredgableofthelibrary。Whatpresumption!Andhewassketchingwithhislefthand。Asuddenthrillofsuperstitioncameoverher。Shemovedeagerlyforwardforabetterviewofhim。No!hehadtwoarms! Buthisquickeyehadalreadycaughtsightofher,andbeforeshecouldretreatshecouldseethathehadthrownawayhissketch—bookandwashasteningeagerlytowardher。Amazedandconfoundedshewouldhaveflown,butherlimbssuddenlyrefusedtheiroffice,andasheatlastcamenearherwiththecryof\"Helen!\"uponhislips,shefeltherselfstaggering,andwascaughtinhisarms。 \"ThankGod,\"hesaid。\"ThensheHASletyoucometome!\" Shedisengagedherselfslowlyanddazedlyfromhimandstoodlookingathimwithwonderingeyes。Hewasbronzedandworn;therewasthesecondarm:butstillitwasHE。Andwiththelove,whichshenowknewhehadfelt,lookingfromhishonesteyes! \"SHEhasletmecome!\"sherepeatedvacantly。\"Whomdoyoumean?\" \"Theduchess。\" \"Theduchess?\" \"Yes。\"Hestoppedsuddenly,gazingatherblankface,whilehisowngrewashywhite。\"Helen!ForGod’ssaketellme!Youhavenotacceptedhim?\" \"Ihaveacceptednoone,\"shestammered,withafaintcolorrisingtohercheeks。\"Idonotunderstandyou。\" Alookofreliefcameoverhim。\"But,\"hesaidamazedly,\"hasnottheduchesstoldyouhowIhappentobehere?How,whenyoudisappearedfromParislongago——withmyambitioncrushed,andnothinglefttomebutmyoldtradeofthefighter——IjoinedasecretexpeditiontohelptheChilianrevolutionists?HowI,whomighthavestarvedasapainter,gaineddistinctionasapartisangeneral,andwasrewardedwithanenvoyshipinEurope?HowIcametoParistoseekyou?HowIfoundthateventhepicture——yourpicture,Helen——hadbeensold。How,intracingithere,ImettheduchessatDeepHill,andlearningyouwerewithher,inamomentofimpulsetoldhermywholestory。Howshetoldmethatthoughshewasyourbestfriend,youhadneverspokenofme,andhowshebeggedmenottospoilyourchanceofagoodmatchbyrevealingmyself,andsoawakeningapast——whichshebelievedyouhadforgotten。Howsheimploredmeatleasttolethermakeafairtestofyouraffectionsandyourmemory,anduntilthentokeepawayfromyou——andtospareyou,Helen;andforyoursake,I consented。Surelyshehastoldthis,NOW!\" \"Notaword,\"saidHelenblankly。 \"ThenyoumeantosaythatifIhadnothauntedtheparkto—day,inthehopeofseeingyou,believingthatasyouwouldnotrecognizemewiththisartificialarm,Ishouldnotbreakmypromisetoher,—— youwouldnothaveknownIwasevenliving。\" \"No!——yes!——stay!\"Asmilebrokeoverherpalefaceandleftitrosy。\"Iseeitallnow。Oh,Philip,don’tyouunderstand?Shewantedonlytotryus!\" Therewasasilenceinthelonelywood,brokenonlybythetrillsofafrightenedbirdwhoseretreatwasinvaded。 \"Notnow!Please!Wait!Comewithme!\" ThenextmomentshehadseizedPhilip’slefthand,and,dragginghimwithher,wasflyingdownthewalktowardsthehouse。Butastheynearedthegardendooritsuddenlyopenedontheduchess,withherglassestohereyes,smiling。 TheGeneralDonFelipeOstranderdidnotbuyHamleyCourt,butheandhiswifewerealwayswelcomegueststhere。AndSirJames,asbecameanEnglishgentleman,——amazedthoughhewasatPhilip’ssingularreturn,andmoresingularincognito,——afterwardsgallantlypresentedPhilip’swifewithPhilip’sfirstpicture。 THEJUDGMENTOFBOLINASPLAIN ThewindwasgettingupontheBolinasPlain。Ithadstartedthefinealkalinedustalongthelevelstageroad,sothateventhatfainttrack,theonlybreakinthemonotonyofthelandscape,seemedfainterthanever。Butthedustcloudwasotherwisearelief;ittookthesemblanceofdistantwoodswheretherewasnotimber,ofmovingteamswheretherewasnolife。AndasSueBeasley,standinginthedoorwayofOneSpringHousethatafternoon,shadinghersandylasheswithhersmallredhand,glancedalongthedesolatetrack,evenHEReyes,trainedtothedrearyprospect,wereonceortwicedeceived。 \"Sue!\" Itwasaman’svoicefromwithin。Suetooknonoticeofit,butremainedwithherhandshadinghereyes。 \"Sue!Wotyeryawpin’atthar?\" \"Yawpin’\"wouldseemtohavebeenthelocalexpressionforherabstraction,since,withoutturningherhead,sheansweredslowlyandlanguidly:\"ReckonedIsee’dsom’unonthestageroad。But’tain’tnothin’nornobody。\" Bothvoiceshadintheiraccentsanddeliverysomethingofthesadnessandinfiniteprotractionoftheplain。Butthewoman’shadamusicalpossibilityinitslong—drawncadence,whiletheman’swasonlymonotonousandwearying。Andassheturnedbackintotheroomagain,andconfrontedhercompanion,therewasthelikedifferenceintheirappearance。IraBeasley,herhusband,hadsufferedfromthecombinedeffectsofindolence,carelessness,misadventure,anddisease。Twoofhisfingershadbeencutoffbyascythe,histhumbandpartofhisleftearhadbeenblownawaybyanoverchargedgun;hiskneeswerecrippledbyrheumatism,andonefootwaslamefromingrowingnails,——deviationsthat,however,didnottendtocorrecttheoriginalangularitiesofhisframe。Hiswife,ontheotherhand,hadaprettyfigure,whichstillretained—— theywerechildless——theroundedfreshnessofmaidenhood。Herfeatureswereirregular,yetnotwithoutacertainpiquancyofoutline;herhairhadthetwoshadessometimesseeninimperfectblondes,andhercomplexionthesallownessofcombinedexposureandalkalineassimilation。 Shehadlivedtheresince,anangulargirloffifteen,shehadbeenawkwardlyhelpedbyIrafromthetail—boardoftheemigrantwagoninwhichhermotherhaddiedtwoweeksbefore,andwhichwasmakingitsfirsthaltontheCalifornianplains,beforeIra’sdoor。OntheseconddayoftheirhaltIrahadtriedtokissherwhileshewasdrawingwater,andhadreceivedthecontentsofthebucketinstead,——thegirlknowingherownvalue。OnthethirddayIrahadsomeconversationwithherfatherregardinglocationsandstock。 Onthefourthdaythisconversationwascontinuedinthepresenceofthegirl;onthefifthdaythethreewalkedtoParsonDavies’ house,fourmilesaway,whereIraandSueweremarried。Theromanceofaweekhadtakenplacewithintheconfinesofherpresentviewfromthedoorway;theepisodeofherlifemighthavebeenshutininthatlastsweepofhersandylashes。 Nevertheless,atthatmomentsomeinstinct,sheknewnotwhat,impelledherwhenherhusbandlefttheroomtoputdownthedishshewaswashing,and,withthetowellappedoverherbareprettyarms,toleanoncemoreagainstthedoorpost,lazilylookingdowntheplain。Acylindricalcloudofdusttrailingitstatteredskirtalongthestageroadsuddenlyassaultedthehouse,andforaninstantenvelopedit。Asitwhirledawayagainsomethingemerged,orratherdroppedfromitsskirtsbehindthelittleclusteroflowbusheswhichencircledthe\"OneSpring。\"Itwasaman。 \"Thar!Iknewitwassuthin’,\"shebeganaloud,butthewordssomehowdieduponherlips。Thensheturnedandwalkedtowardstheinnerdoor,whereinherhusbandhaddisappeared,——butherestoppedagainirresolutely。Thenshesuddenlywalkedthroughtheouterdoorintotheroadandmadedirectlyforthespring。Thefigureofamancrouching,coveredwithdust,halfrosefromthebusheswhenshereachedthem。Shewasnotfrightened,forheseemedutterlyexhausted,andtherewasasingularmixtureofshame,hesitation,andentreatyinhisbrokenvoiceashegaspedout:—— \"Lookhere!——Isay!hidemesomewhere,won’tyou?Justforalittle。Yousee——thefactis——I’mchased!They’rehuntingmenow,——they’rejustbehindme。Anywherewilldotilltheygoby! Tellyouallaboutitanothertime。Quick!Pleasedo!\" Inallthistherewasnothingdramaticnorevenstartlingtoher。 Nordidthereseemtobeanypresentdangerimpendingtotheman。 Hedidnotlooklikeahorse—thiefnoracriminal。Andhehadtriedtolaugh,half—apologetically,half—bitterly,——theconsciousnessofamanwhohadtoaskhelpofawomanatsuchamoment。 Shegaveaquickglancetowardsthehouse。Hefollowedhereyes,andsaidhurriedly:\"Don’ttellonme。Don’tletanyoneseeme。 I’mtrustingyou。 \"Come,\"shesaidsuddenly。\"GetonTHISside。\" Heunderstoodher,andslippedtoherside,half—creeping,half— crouchinglikeadogbehindherskirts,butkeepingherfigurebetweenhimandthehouseasshemoveddeliberatelytowardsthebarn,scarcefiftyyardsaway。Whenshereacheditsheopenedthehalf—doorquickly,said:\"Inthere——atthetop——amongthehay\"—— closedit,andwasturningaway,whentherecameafaintrappingfromwithin。Sheopenedthedooragainimpatiently;themansaidhastily:\"Wantedtotellyou——itwasamanwhoinsultedaWOMAN!I wentforhim,yousee——and\"—— Butsheshutthedoorsharply。Thefugitivehadmadeablunder。 Theimportationofherownuncertainsexintotheexplanationdidnothelphim。Shekeptontowardsthehouse,however,withouttheleasttraceofexcitementoragitationinhermanner,enteredthefrontdooragain,walkedquietlytothedooroftheinnerroom,glancedin,sawthatherhusbandwasabsorbedinsplicingariata,andhadevidentlynotmissedher,andreturnedquietlytoherdish— washing。Withthissingulardifference:afewmomentsbeforeshehadseemedinattentiveandcarelessofwhatshewasdoing,asiffromsomeabstraction;now,whenshewasactuallyabstracted,hermovementsweremechanicallyperfectanddeliberate。Shecarefullyheldupadishandexamineditminutelyforcracks,rubbingitcautiouslywiththetowel,butseeingallthewhileonlythemanshehadleftinthebarn。Afewmomentselapsed。Thentherecameanotherrushofwindaroundthehouse,adriftingcloudofdustbeforethedoor,theclatterofhoofs,andaquickshout。 Herhusbandreachedthedoor,fromtheinnerroom,almostasquicklyasshedid。Theybothsawintheroadtwoarmedmountedmen——oneofwhomIrarecognizedasthesheriff’sdeputy。 \"Hasanybodybeenhere,justnow?\"heaskedsharply。 \"No。\" \"Seenanybodygoby?\"hecontinued。 \"No。What’sup?\" \"OneofthemcircusjumpersstabbedHalDudleyoverthetableinDoloresmonteshoplastnight,andgotawaythismorning。Wehuntedhimintotheplainandlosthimsomewhereinthisd————ddust。\" \"Why,Suereckonedshesawsuthin’justnow,\"saidIra,withaflashofrecollection。\"Didn’tye,Sue?\" \"Whytheh—lldidn’tshesayitbefore?——Ibegyourpardon,ma’am; didn’tseeyou;you’llexcusehaste。\" Boththemen’shatswereintheirhands,embarrassedyetgratifiedsmilesontheirfaces,asSuecameforward。Therewasthefaintestofcolorinhersallowcheek,akeenbrilliancyinhereyes;shelookedsingularlypretty。EvenIrafeltaslightantenuptialstirringthroughhismonotonouslyweddedyears。 Theyoungwomanwalkedout,foldingthetowelaroundherredhandsandforearms——leavingtheroundedwhitenessofbaredelbowandupperarmincharmingcontrast——andlookedgravelypasttheadmiringfiguresthatnearlytouchedherown。\"Itwassomewharoverthar,\"shesaidlazily,pointinguptheroadintheoppositedirectiontothebarn,\"butIain’tsureitWASanyone。\" \"Thenhe’dalreadyPASSEDthehouseaforeyousawhim?\"saidthedeputy。 \"Ireckon——ifitWAShim,\"returnedSue。 \"Hemusthavegoton,\"saidthedeputy;\"butthenherunslikeadeer;it’shistrade。\" \"Wottrade?\" \"Acrobat。\" \"Wot’sthat?\" Thetwomenweredelightedatthisdivinesimplicity。\"Amanwhoruns,jumps,climbs——andallthatsort,inthecircus。\" \"Butisn’therunnin’,jumpin’,andclimbin’awayfromyenow?\"shecontinuedwithadorablenaivete。 Thedeputysmiled,butstraightenedinthesaddle。\"We’reboundtocomeupwithhimaforehereachesLowville;andbetweenthatandthishouseit’sadeadlevel,whereagophercouldn’tleavehisholewithoutyourspottin’himamileoff!Good—by!\"ThewordswereaddressedtoIra,butthepartingglancewasdirectedtotheprettywifeasthetwomengallopedaway。 Anodduneasinessatthissuddenrevelationofhiswife’sprettinessanditsevidenteffectuponhisvisitorscameoverIra。 Itresultedinhisaddressingtheemptyspacebeforehisdoorwith,\"Well,yewon’tketchmuchifyegoonyawpin’anddawdlin’withwomen—folkslikethis;\"andhewasunreasonablydelightedattheprettyassentofdisdainandscornwhichsparkledinhiswife’seyesassheadded:—— \"Notmuch,Ireckon!\" \"That’sthekindofofficialtrashwehavetopaytaxestokeepup,\"saidIra,whosomehowfeltthatifpublicpolicywasnotamenabletoprivatesentimenttherewasnovalueinfreegovernment。Mrs。Beasley,however,complacentlyresumedherdish— washing,andIrareturnedtohisriataintheadjoiningroom。Forquiteanintervaltherewasnosoundbuttheoccasionalclickofadishlaiduponitspile,withfingersthat,however,werefirmanduntremulous。PresentlySue’slowvoicewasheard。 \"Wonderifthatdeputycaughtanythingyet。I’veagoodmindtomeanderuptheroadandsee。\" ButthequestionbroughtIratothedoorwithaslightreturnofhisformeruneasiness。Hehadnoideaofsubjectinghiswifetoanotheradmiringinterview。\"IreckonI’llgomyself,\"hesaiddubiously;\"YOU’Dbetterstayandlookafterthehouse。\" Hereyesbrightenedasshecarriedapileofplatestothedresser; itwaspossibleshehadforeseenthiscompromise。\"Yes,\"shesaidcheerfully,\"youcouldgofartherthanme。\" Irareflected。Hecouldalsosendthemabouttheirbusinessiftheythoughtofreturning。Heliftedhishatfromthefloor,tookhisrifledowncarefullyfromitspegs,andslouchedoutintotheroad。Suewatchedhimuntilhewaswellaway,thenflewtothebackdoor,stoppingonlyaninstanttolookatherfaceinasmallmirroronthewall,——yetwithoutnoticinghernewprettiness,——thenrantothebarn。Castingabackwardglanceatthediminishingfigureofherhusbandinthedistance,shethrewopenthedoorandshutitquicklybehindher。Atfirsttheabruptchangefromthedazzlingouterplaintothedeepshadowsofthebarnbewilderedher。Shesawbeforeherabuckethalffilledwithdirtywater,andaquantityofwetstrawlitteringthefloor;thenliftinghereyestothehay—loft,shedetectedthefigureofthefugitive,unclothedfromthewaistupward,emergingfromtheloosehayinwhichhehadevidentlybeendryinghimself。Whetheritwastheexcitementofhisperiloussituation,orwhethertheperfectsymmetryofhisbaredbustandarms——unlikeanythingshehadeverseenbefore—— clothedhimwiththecoldidealityofastatue,shecouldnotsay,butshefeltnoshockofmodesty;whiletheman,accustomedtothepublichalf—exposureintightsandspangles,wasmoreconsciousofdetectedunreadinessthanofshame。 \"Gettin’thedustoffme,\"hesaid,inhurriedexplanation;\"bedowninasecond。\"Indeed,inanothermomenthehadresumedhisshirtandflannelcoat,andswunghimselftothefloorwithalikegraceanddexterity,thatwastohertherevelationofadescendinggod。Shefoundherselffacetofacewithhim,——hisfeaturescleansedofdirtandgrime,hishairplasteredinwetcurlsonhislowforehead。Itwasafaceofcheapadornment,notuncommoninhisprofession——unintelligent,unrefined,andevenunheroic;butshedidnotknowthat。Overcomingasuddentimidity,sheneverthelesstoldhimbrieflyandconciselyofthearrivalanddepartureofhispursuers。 Hislowforeheadwrinkled。\"Thar’snogettingawayuntiltheycomeback,\"hesaidwithoutlookingather。\"Couldyekeepmeinhereto—night?\" \"Yes,\"shereturnedsimply,asiftheideahadalreadyoccurredtoher;\"butyoumustlielowintheloft。\" \"Andcouldyou\"——hehesitated,andwentonwithaforcedsmile—— \"yousee,I’veeatennothingsincelastnight。Couldyou\"—— \"I’llbringyousomething,\"shesaidquickly,noddingherhead。 \"Andifyouhad\"——hewentonmorehesitatingly,glancingdownathistravel—tornandfrayedgarments——\"anythinglikeacoat,oranyotherclothing?Itwoulddisguisemealso,yousee,andput’emoffthetrack。\" Shenoddedherheadagainrapidly:shehadthoughtofthattoo; therewasapairofdoeskintrousersandavelvetjacketleftbyaMexicanvaquerowhohadboughtstockfromthemtwoyearsago。 Practicalasshewas,asuddenconvictionthathewouldlookwellinthevelvetjackethelpedherresolve。 \"Didtheysay\"——hesaid,withhisforcedsmileanduneasyglance—— \"didthey——tellyouanythingaboutme?\" \"Yes,\"shesaidabstractedly,gazingathim。 \"Yousee,\"hebeganhurriedly,\"I’lltellyouhowitwas。\" \"No,don’t!\"shesaidquickly。Shemeantit。Shewantednofactstostandbetweenherandthissingleromanceofherlife。\"Imustgoandgetthethings,\"sheadded,turningaway,\"beforehegetsback。\" \"Who’sHE?\"askedtheman。 Shewasabouttoreply,\"Myhusband,\"butwithoutknowingwhystoppedandsaid,\"Mr。Beasley,\"andthenranoffquicklytothehouse。 Shefoundthevaquero’sclothes,tooksomeprovisions,filledaflaskofwhiskeyinthecupboard,andranbackwiththem,hermouthexpandedtoavaguesmile,andpulsatinglikeaschoolgirl。Sheevenrepressedwithdifficultytheejaculation\"There!\"asshehandedthemtohim。Hethankedher,butwitheyesfixedandfascinatedbytheprovisions。Sheunderstooditwithanewsenseofdelicacy,andsaying,\"I’llcomeagainwhenhegetsback,\"ranoffandreturnedtothehouse,leavinghimalonetohisrepast。