Hehadnotthoughtofit。Hewaslostinagreaterabstraction。
Thatinfinitetenderness,——faraboveawoman’s,——thetendernessofstrengthandmanlinesstowardsweaknessanddelicacy,thetendernessthatlooksdownandnotup,wasalreadypossessinghim。
Aninstinctofprotectiondrewhimnearerthisbowedbutcharmingfigure,andifhethennoticedthattheshoulderswerepretty,andthecurvesoftheslimwaistsymmetrical,itwasratherwithafeelingoftimidityandahalf—consciousnessofunchivalrousthought。Yetwhyshouldhenottrytokeepthebraveandhonestgirlnearhimalways?Whyshouldhenotclaimtherighttoprotecther?Whyshouldtheynot——theywhowerealoneinastrangeland——
jointheirtwolonelylivesformutualhelpandhappiness?
Asuddenperceptionofdelicacy,thethoughtthatheshouldhavespokenbeforeherfailureattheConservatoirehadmadeherfeelherhelplessness,broughtaslightcolortohischeek。Woulditnotseemtoherthathewastakinganunfairadvantageofhermisfortune?Yetitwouldbesoeasynowtoslipalovingarmaroundherwaist,whilehecouldworkforherandprotectherwiththeother。THEOTHER!Hiseyefellonhisemptysleeve。Ah,hehadforgottenthat!HehadbutONEarm!
Heroseupabruptly,——soabruptlythatHelen,risingtoo,almosttouchedthearmthatwashurriedlywithdrawn。Yetinthataccidentalcontact,whichsentavaguetremorthroughtheyounggirl’sframe,therewasstilltimeforhimtohavespoken。Butheonlysaid:——
\"Perhapswehadbetterdine。\"
Sheassentedquickly,——sheknewnotwhy,——withafeelingofrelief。
Theywalkedveryquietlyandslowlytowardstherestaurant。Notawordoflovehadbeenspoken;notevenaglanceofunderstandinghadpassedbetweenthem。Yettheybothknewbysomemysteriousinstinctthatacrisisoftheirliveshadcomeandgone,andthattheyneveragaincouldbetoeachotherastheywerebutabriefmomentago。Theytalkedverysensiblyandgravelyduringtheirfrugalmeal;thepreviousspectatoroftheirconfidenceswouldhavenowthoughtthemonlysimplefriendsandhavebeenasmistakenasbefore。Theytalkedfreelyoftheirhopesandprospects,——allsaveone!Theyevenspokepleasantlyofrepeatingtheirlittleexpeditionafterhisreturnfromthecountry,whileintheirsecretheartstheyhadbothresolvednevertoseeeachotheragain。Yetbythatsigneachknewthatthiswaslove,andwereproudofeachother’spride,whichkeptitasecret。
Thetrainwaslate,anditwaspastteno’clockwhentheyatlastappearedbeforetheconciergeofHelen’shome。Duringtheirjourney,andwhilepassingthoughthecrowdsatthestationandinthestreets,Ostranderhadexhibitedanewandgraveguardianshipovertheyounggirl,and,onthefirstlanding,afterascrutinizingandanalmostfierceglanceatoneortwoofHelen’soddfellowlodgers,hehadextendedhisprotectionsofarastoaccompanyherupthefourflightstothelandingofherapartment。
Herehetookleaveofherwithagravecourtesythathalfpained,halfpleasedher。Shewatchedhisbroadshouldersanddanglingsleeveashewentdownthestairs,andthenquicklyturned,enteredherroom,andlockedthedoor。Thesmilehadfadedfromherlips。
Goingtothewindow,shepressedherhotforeheadagainstthecoolglassandlookedoutuponthestarsnearlylevelwiththeblackroofsaroundher。Shestoodtheresomemomentsuntilanotherstarappearedhigherupagainsttheroofridge,thestarshewaslookingfor。Butheretheglasspanebeforehereyesbecamepresentlydimwithmoisture;shewasobligedtorubitoutwithherhandkerchief;
yet,somehow,itsoonbecameclouded,atwhichsheturnedsharplyawayandwenttobed。
ButMissHelendidnotknowthatwhenshehadlookedaftertheretreatingfigureofherprotectorashedescendedthestairsthatnightthathewasreallycarryingawayonthosebroadshouldersthecharactershehadsolaboriouslygainedduringherfouryears’
solitude。Forwhenshecamedownthenextmorningtheconciergebowedtoherwithanairofeasy,cynicalabstraction,theresultofalongconversationwithhiswifethenightbefore。HehadtakenHelen’spartwithakindlycynicism。\"Ah!whatwouldyou——itwasboundtocome。TheaffairoftheConservatoirehadsettledthat。Thepoorchildcouldnotstarve;penniless,shecouldnotmarry。Onlywhyconsortwithotherswallowsundertheeaveswhenshecouldhavehadagildedcageonthefirstetage?\"Butgirlsweresofoolish——intheirfirstaffair;thenitwasalwaysLOVE!
Thesecondtimetheywerewiser。Andthismaimedwarriorandpainterwasaspoorasshe。Acompatriot,too;well,perhapsthatsavedsomescandal;onecouldneverknowwhattheAmericanswereaccustomedtodo。Thefirstfloor,whichhadbeeninclinedtobeciviltotheyoungteacher,wasmoreso,butlessrespectful;oneortwoyoungmenweretentativelyfamiliaruntiltheylookedinhergrayeyesandrememberedthebroadshouldersofthepainter。Oddlyenough,onlyMademoiselleFifine,ofherownlanding,exhibitedanysympathywithher,andforthefirsttimeHelenwasfrightened。
Shedidnotshowit,however,onlyshechangedherlodgingsthenextday。Butbeforesheleftshehadafewmoments’conversationwiththeconciergeandanexchangeofawordortwowithsomeofherfellowlodgers。Ihavealreadyhintedthattheyoungladyhadgreatprecisionofstatement;shehadaprettyturnforhandlingcolloquialFrenchandanincisiveknowledgeofFrenchcharacter。
SheleftNo。34,RuedeFrivole,workingitselfintoawhiterage,bututterlyundecidedastoherrealcharacter。
ButallthisandmuchmorewaspresentlyblownawayinthehotbreaththatswepttheboulevardsattheoutburstoftheFranco—
GermanWar,andMissHelenMaynarddisappearedfromPariswithmanyofherfellowcountrymen。TheexcitementreachedevenaquaintoldchateauinBrittanywhereMajorOstranderwaspainting。Thewomanwhowasstandingbyhissideashesatbeforehiseaselonthebroadterraceobservedthathelookeddisturbed。
\"Whatmatters?\"shesaidgently。\"Youhaveprogressedsowellinyourworkthatyoucanfinishitelsewhere。IhavenogreatdesiretostayinFrancewithafrontiergarrisonedbytroopswhileIhaveavillainSwitzerlandwhereyoucouldstillbemyguest。Pariscanteachyounothingmore,myfriend;youhaveonlytocreatenow——
andbefamous。\"
\"ImustgotoParis,\"hesaidquietly。\"Ihavefriends——
countrymen——there,whomaywantmenow。\"
\"IfyoumeantheyoungsingeroftheRuedeFrivole,youhavecompromisedheralready。Youcandohernogood。\"
\"Madame!\"
Theprettyfacewhichhehadbeenfamiliarwithforthepastsixweekssomehowseemedtochangeitscharacter。Underthemaskofdazzlingskinhefanciedhesawthehighcheek—bonesandsquareTartarangle;thebrillianteyeswereevenbrighterthanbefore,buttheyshowedmoreofthewhitethanhehadeverseeninthem。
Neverthelessshesmiled,withanequallystonyrevelationofherwhiteteeth,yetsaid,stillgently,\"ForgivemeifIthoughtourfriendshipjustifiedmeinbeingfrank,——perhapstoofrankformyowngood。\"
Shestoppedasifhalfexpectinganinterruption;butasheremainedlookingwonderinglyather,shebitherlip,andwenton:
\"Youhaveagreatcareerbeforeyou。Thosewhohelpyoumustdosowithoutentanglingyou;achainofrosesmaybeasimpedingaslead。Untilyouareindependent,you——whomayintimecompasseverythingyourself——willneedtobehelped。Youknow,\"sheaddedwithasmile,\"youhavebutonearm。\"
\"Inyourkindnessandappreciationyouhavemademeforgetit,\"hestammered。YethehadaswiftvisionofthelittlebenchatVersailleswherehehadNOTforgottenit,andasheglancedaroundtheemptyterracewheretheystoodhewasstruckwithafatefulresemblancetoit。
\"AndIshouldnotremindyounowofit,\"shewenton,\"excepttosaythatmoneycanalwaystakeitsplace。Asinthefairystory,theprincemusthaveanewarmmadeofgold。\"Shestopped,andthensuddenlycomingclosertohimsaid,hurriedlyandalmostfiercely,\"CanyounotseethatIamadvisingyouagainstmyinterests,——againstmyself?Go,then,toParis,andgoquickly,beforeIchangemymind。Onlyifyoudonotfindyourfriendsthere,rememberyouhavealwaysONEhere。\"Beforehecouldreply,orevenunderstandthatwhiteface,shewasgone。
HeleftforParisthatafternoon。HewentdirectlytotheRuedeFrivole;hisoldresolutiontoavoidHelenwasblowntothewindsintheprospectoflosingherutterly。Buttheconciergeonlyknewthatmademoisellehadleftadayortwoaftermonsieurhadaccompaniedherhome。And,pointedly,therewasanothergentlemanwhohadinquiredeagerly——andbountifullyasfarasmoneywent——foranytraceoftheyounglady。ItwasaRusse。TheconciergesmiledtohimselfatOstrander’sflushedcheek。Itservedthisone—armed,conceitedAmericanposeurright。MademoisellewaswiserinthisSECONDaffair。
Ostranderdidnotfinishhispicture。Theprincesssenthimacheque,whichhecoldlyreturned。NeverthelesshehadacquiredthroughhisRussianpatronagealocalfamewhichstoodhimwellwiththepicturedealers,——inspiteoftheexcitementofthewar。
Buthisheartwasnolongerinhiswork;afeverofunrestseizedhim,whichatanothertimemighthavewasteditselfinmeredissipation。Someofhisfellowartistshadalreadygoneintothearmy。AfterthefirstgreatreversesheofferedhisonearmandhismilitaryexperiencetothatPariswhichhadgivenhimahome。
Theoldfightinginstinctreturnedtohimwithacertaindesperationhehadneverknownbefore。InthesortiesfromParistheone—armedAmericanbecamefamous,untilafewdaysbeforethecapitulation,whenhewasstruckdownbyabulletthroughthelung,andleftinatemporaryhospital。HereinthewhirlandterrorofCommunedayshewasforgotten,andwhenParisrevivedundertherepublichehaddisappearedascompletelyashiscompatriotHelen。
ButMissHelenMaynardhadbeenonlyobscuredandnotextinguished。
AtthefirstoutbreakofhostilitiesafewAmericanshadstillkeptgiddystateamongtheruinsofthetotteringempire。AdayortwoaftershelefttheRuedeFrivoleshewasinvitedbyoneofherwealthyformerschoolmatestoassistwithhervoiceandtalentatoneoftheirextravagantentertainments。\"Youwillunderstand,dear,\"saidMissdeLaine,withingeniousdelicacy,assheeyedheroldcomrade’swell—worndress,\"thatPoppaexpectstopayyouprofessionalprices,anditmaybeanopeningforyouamongourotherfriends。\"
\"Ishouldnotcomeotherwise,dear,\"saidMissHelenwithequalfrankness。ButsheplayedandsangverycharminglytothefashionableassemblyintheChampsElysees,——socharmingly,indeed,thatMissdeLainepatronizinglyexpatiateduponherworthandherbetterdaysinconfidencetosomeoftheguests。
\"Amostdeservingcreature,\"saidMissdeLainetothedowagerduchessofSoho,whowaspassingthroughParisonherwaytoEngland;\"youwouldhardlybelievethatPoppaknewherfatherwhenhewasoneoftherichestmeninSouthCarolina。\"
\"Yourfatherseemstohavebeenveryfortunate,\"saidtheduchessquietly,\"andsoareYOU。Introduceme。\"
ThisnotbeingexactlythereplythatMissdeLaineexpected,shemomentarilyhesitated:buttheduchessprofitedbyittowalkovertothepianoandintroduceherself。WhensherosetogosheinvitedHelentoluncheonwithherthenextday。\"Comeearly,mydear,andwe’llhavealongtalk。\"HelenpointedouthesitatinglythatshewaspracticallyaguestofthedeLaines。\"Ah,well,that’strue,mydear;thenyoumaybringoneofthemwithyou。\"
Helenwenttotheluncheon,butwasunaccompanied。Shehadalongtalkwiththedowager。\"Iamnotrich,mydear,likeyourfriends,andcannotaffordtopaytennapoleonsforasong。LikeyouIhaveseen’betterdays。’Butthisisnoplaceforyou,child,andifyoucanbearwithanoldwoman’scompanyforawhileIthinkIcanfindyousomethingtodo。\"ThateveningHelenleftforEnglandwiththeduchess,apieceof\"ingratitude,indelicacy,andshamelesssnobbery,\"whichMissdeLainewasneverwearyofdilatingupon。\"AndtothinkIintroducedher,thoughshewasaprofessional!\"……
Itwasthreeyearsafter。Paris,revivingundertherepublic,hadforgottenHelenandtheAmericancolony;andtheAmericancolony,emigratingtomorecongenialcourts,hadforgottenParis。
ItwasableakdayofEnglishsummerwhenHelen,standingbythewindowofthebreakfast—roomatHamleyCourt,andlookingoverthewonderfullawn,keptperenniallygreenbyhumidEnglishskies,heardthepractical,masculinevoiceoftheduchessinherearatthesamemomentthatshefeltthegentlewomanlytouchofherhandonhershoulder。
\"WearegoingtoluncheonatMorelandHallto—day,mydear。\"
\"Why,wewerethereonlylastweek!\"saidHelen。
\"Undoubtedly,\"returnedtheduchessdryly,\"andwemayluncheontherenextweekandthenextfollowing。And,\"sheadded,lookingintohercompanion’sgrayeyes,\"itrestswithYOUtostaythereifyouchoose。\"
Helenstaredatherprotector。
\"Mydear,\"continuedtheduchess,slippingherarmaroundHelen’swaist,\"SirJameshashonoredME——asbecamemyrelationstoYOU——
withhisconfidences。Asyouhaven’tgivenmeYOURSIsupposeyouhavenone,andthatIamtellingyounewswhenIsaythatSirJameswishestomarryyou。\"
Theunmistakableastonishmentinthegirl’seyesatisfiedtheduchessevenbeforehervoice。
\"Buthescarcelyknowsmeoranythingofme!\"saidtheyounggirlquickly。
\"Onthecontrary,mydear,heknowsEVERYTHINGaboutyou。IhavebeenparticularintellinghimallIknow——andsomethingsevenYOU
don’tknowandcouldn’ttellhim。Forinstance,thatyouareaveryniceperson。Come,mydear,don’tlooksostupefied,orI
shallreallythinkthere’ssomethinginitthatIdon’tknow。It’snotalaughingnoracryingmatteryet——atpresentit’sonlyluncheonagainwithacivilmanwhohasthreedaughtersandaplaceinthecounty。Don’tmakethemistake,however,ofrefusinghimbeforeheoffers——whateveryoudoafterwards。\"
\"But\"——stammeredHelen。
\"But——youaregoingtosaythatyoudon’tlovehimandhaveneverthoughtofhimasahusband,\"interruptedtheduchess;\"Ireaditinyourface,——andit’saveryproperthingtosay。\"
\"Itissounexpected,\"urgedHelen。
\"Everythingisunexpectedfromamaninthesematters,\"saidtheduchess。\"Wewomenaretheonlyonesthatareprepared。\"
\"But,\"persistedHelen,\"ifIdon’twanttomarryatall?\"
\"Ishouldsay,then,thatitisasignthatyouought;ifyouwereeager,mydear,Ishouldcertainlydissuadeyou。\"Shepaused,andthendrawingHelenclosertoher,said,withacertainmasculinetenderness,\"AslongasIlive,dear,youknowthatyouhaveahomehere。ButIamanoldwomanlivingonthesmallestofsettlements。
Deathisasinevitabletomeasmarriageshouldbetoyou。\"
Nevertheless,theydidnotrenewtheconversation,andlaterreceivedthegreetingsoftheirhostatMorelandHallwithasimplicityandfranknessthatwere,however,perfectlynaturalandunaffectedinbothwomen。SirJames,——atall,well—preservedmanofmiddleage,withtheunmistakablebearingoflongyearsofrecognizedandunchallengedposition,——however,exhibitedonthisoccasionthatslightconsciousnessofweaknessandsusceptibilitytoridiculewhichisapttoindicatetheinvasionofthetenderpassionintheheartoftheaverageBriton。Hisdutyashosttowardstheelderwomanofsuperiorrank,however,coveredhisembarrassment,andforamomentleftHelenquiteundisturbedtogazeagainuponthetreasuresofthelongdrawing—roomofMorelandHallwithwhichshewasalreadyfamiliar。Therewerethehalf—
dozenoldmasters,whoserespectabilityhadbeenasrecognizedthroughcenturiesastheirowner’sancestors;thereweretheancestorsthemselves,——wigged,ruffled,andwhite—handed,byVandyke,Lely,Romney,andGainsborough;thereweretheuniform,expressionlessancestressesinstiffbrocadeorshort—waisted,clingingdraperies,butallpossessingthatbrilliantcoloringwhichthegrayskiesoutsidelacked,andwhichseemedtohavedepartedfromthedressesoftheirdescendants。TheAmericangirlhadsometimesspeculateduponwhatmighthavebeentheappearanceofthelime—treewalk,dottedwiththesegaylyplumagedfolk,andwonderedifthetyrannyofenvironmenthadatlastsubduedtheirbrilliantcolors。Andanewfeelingtouchedher。Likemostofhercountrywomen,shewasstronglyaffectedbythefurnitureoflife;
thethoughtthatallthatshesawthereMIGHTBEHERS;thatshemightyetstandinsuccessiontothesestrangecourtiersandstrangershepherdesses,and,likethem,lookdownfromthecanvasupontheintrudingforeigner,thrilledherforamomentwithahalf—proud,half—passivesenseofyieldingtowhatseemedtobeherfate。Anarrow—eyed,stiff—hairedDutchmaidofhonorbeforewhomshewasstandinggazedatherwithstaringvacancy。Suddenlyshestarted。Beforetheportraituponafancifuleaselstoodasmallelaboratelyframedsketchinoils。Itwasevidentlysomerecentlyimportedtreasure。Shehadnotseenitbefore。Asshemovedquicklyforward,sherecognizedataglancethatitwasOstrander’ssketchfromtheParisgrenier。
Thewall,theroom,theparkbeyond,eventhegraysky,seemedtofadeawaybeforeher。ShewasstandingoncemoreatheratticwindowlookingacrosstheroofsandchimneystacksupwardtotheblueskyofParis。Throughagapintheroofsshecouldseethechestnut—treestrillinginthelittlesquare;shecouldheartheswallowstwitteringintheleadentroughsofthegutterbeforeher;
thecallofthechocolatevenderorthecryofagaminfloateduptoherfromthestreetbelow,orthelatestsongofthecafechantantwaswhistledbytheblue—blousedworkmanonthescaffoldinghardby。ThebreathofParis,ofyouth,ofblendedworkandplay,ofambition,ofjoyousfreedom,againfilledherandmingledwiththescentofthemignonettethatusedtostandontheoldwindow—ledge。
\"Iamgladyoulikeit。Ihaveonlyjustputitup。\"
ItwasthevoiceofSirJames——avoicethathadregainedalittleofitsnaturalness——acalm,evenlazyEnglishvoice——confidentfromtheexperienceofyearsofrespectfullisteners。Yetitsomehowjarreduponhernerveswithitscomplacencyanditsutterincongruousnesstoherfeelings。Nevertheless,theimpulsetoknowmoreaboutthesketchwasthestronger。
\"Doyoumeanyouhavejustboughtit?\"askedHelen。\"It’snotEnglish?\"
\"No,\"saidSirJames,gratifiedwithhiscompanion’sinterest。\"I
boughtitinParisjustaftertheCommune。\"
\"Fromtheartist?\"continuedHelen,inaslightlyconstrainedvoice。
\"No,\"saidSirJames,\"althoughIknewthepoorchapwellenough。
Youcaneasilyseethathewasonceapainterofgreatpromise。I
ratherthinkitwasstolenfromhimwhilehewasinhospitalbythoseincendiarywretches。Irecognizedit,however,andboughtforafewfrancsfromthemwhatIwouldhavepaidHIMathousandfor。\"
\"Inhospital?\"repeatedHelendazedly。
\"Yes,\"saidSirJames。\"ThefactisitwastheendingoftheusualBohemianartist’slife。Thoughinthiscasethemanwasarealartist,——andIbelieve,bytheway,wasacountrymanofyours。\"
\"Inhospital?\"againrepeatedHelen。\"Thenhewaspoor?\"
\"Reckless,Ishouldrathersay;hethrewhimselfintothefightingbeforeParisandwasbadlywounded。Butitwasalltheresultoftheusualloveaffair——thegirl,theysay,ranoffwiththeusualricherman。Atallevents,itruinedhimforpainting;heneverdidanythingworthhavingafterwards。\"
\"Andnow?\"saidHeleninthesameunmovedvoice。
SirJamesshruggedhisshoulders。\"Hedisappeared。Probablyhe’llturnupsomedayontheLondonpavement——withchalks。Thatsketch,bytheway,wasonethathadalwaysattractedmetohisstudio——
thoughheneverwouldpartwithit。Iratherfancy,don’tyouknow,thatthegirlhadsomethingtodowithit。It’sawonderfullyrealisticsketch,don’tyousee;andIshouldn’twonderifitwasthegirlherselfwholivedbehindoneofthosequeerlittlewindowsintheroofthere。\"
\"Shedidlivethere,\"saidHeleninalowvoice。
SirJamesutteredavaguelaugh。Helenlookedaroundher。Theduchesshadquietlyandunostentatiouslypassedintothelibrary,andinfullview,thoughoutofhearing,wasexamining,withherglasstohereye,somebooksupontheshelves。
\"Imean,\"saidHelen,inaperfectlyclearvoice,\"thattheyounggirldidNOTrunawayfromthepainter,andthathehadneithertherightnorthecausetobelieveherfaithlessorattributehismisfortunestoher。\"Shehesitated,notfromanysenseofherindiscretion,buttorecoverfromamomentarydoubtifthegirlwerereallyherownself——butonlyforamoment。
\"Thenyouknewthepainter,asIdid?\"hesaidinastonishment。
\"NotasYOUdid,\"respondedHelen。Shedrewnearerthepicture,and,pointingaslimfingertothecanvas,said:——
\"Doyouseethatsmallwindowwiththemignonette?\"
\"Perfectly。\"
\"ThatwasMYroom。Hiswasopposite。HetoldmesowhenIfirstsawthesketch。Iamthegirlyouspeakof,forheknewnoother,andIbelievehimtohavebeenatruthful,honorableman。\"
\"Butwhatwereyoudoingthere?Surelyyouarejoking?\"saidSirJames,withaforcedsmile。
\"IwasapoorpupilattheConservatoire,andlivedwhereIcouldaffordtolive。\"
\"Alone?\"
\"Alone。\"
\"Andthemanwas\"——
\"MajorOstranderwasmyfriend。IeventhinkIhaveabetterrighttocallhimthatthanyouhad。\"
SirJamescoughedslightlyandgraspedthelapelofhiscoat。\"Ofcourse;Idaresay;Ihadnoideaofthis,don’tyouknow,whenI
spoke。\"Helookedaroundhimasiftoevadeascene。\"Ah!supposeweasktheduchesstolookatthesketch;Idon’tthinkshe’sseenit。\"Hebegantomoveinthedirectionofthelibrary。
\"Shehadbetterwait,\"saidHelenquietly。
\"Forwhat?\"
\"Until\"——hesitatedHelensmilingly。
\"Until?IamafraidIdon’tunderstand,\"saidSirJamesstiffly,coloringwithaslightsuspicion。
\"UntilyouhaveAPOLOGIZED。\"
\"Ofcourse,\"saidSirJames,withahalf—hystericlaugh。\"Ido。
YouunderstandIonlyrepeatedastorythatwastoldme,andhadnoideaofconnectingYOUwithit。Ibegyourpardon,I’msure。I
er——er——infact,\"headdedsuddenly,theembarrassedsmilefadingfromhisfaceashelookedatherfixedly,\"Iremembernowitmusthavebeentheconciergeofthehouse,ortheoppositeone,whotoldme。HesaiditwasaRussianwhocarriedoffthatyounggirl。Ofcourseitwassomemade—upstory。\"
\"IleftPariswiththeduchess,\"saidHelenquietly,\"beforethewar。\"
\"Ofcourse。Andsheknowsallaboutyourfriendshipwiththisman。\"
\"Idon’tthinkshedoes。Ihaven’ttoldher。WhyshouldI?\"
returnedHelen,raisinghercleareyestohis。
\"Really,Idon’tknow,\"stammeredSirJames。\"Butheresheis。Ofcourseifyoupreferit,Iwon’tsayanythingofthistoher。\"
Helengavehimherfirstglanceofgenuineemotion;ithappened,however,tobescorn。
\"Howodd!\"shesaid,astheduchessleisurelyapproachedthem,herglassstillinhereye。\"SirJames,quiteunconsciously,hasjustbeenshowingmeasketchofmydearoldmansardeinParis。Look!
Thatlittlewindowwasmyroom。And,onlythinkofit,SirJamesboughtitofanoldfriendofmine,whopainteditfromtheoppositeattic,wherehelived。Andquiteunconsciously,too。\"
\"Howverysingular!\"saidtheduchess;\"indeed,quiteromantic!\"
\"Very!\"saidSirJames。
\"Very!\"saidHelen。
Thetoneoftheirvoiceswassodifferentthattheduchesslookedfromonetotheother。
\"Butthatisn’tall,\"saidHelenwithasmile,\"SirJamesactuallyfancied\"——
\"Willyouexcusemeforamoment?\"saidSirJames,interrupting,andturninghastilytotheduchesswithaforcedsmileandasomewhatheightenedcolor。\"IhadforgottenthatIhadpromisedLadyHarriettodriveyouovertoDeepHillafterluncheontomeetthatSouthAmericanwhohastakensuchafancytoyourplace,andI
mustsendtothestables。\"
AsSirJamesdisappeared,theduchessturnedtoHelen。\"Iseewhathashappened,dear;don’tmindme,forIfranklyconfessIshallnoweatmyluncheonlessguiltilythanIfeared。Buttellme,HOW
didyourefusehim?\"
\"Ididn’trefusehim,\"saidHelen。\"Ionlypreventedhisaskingme。\"
\"How?\"
ThenHelentoldherall,——everythingexceptherfirstmeetingwithOstranderattherestaurant。Atruewomanrespectstheprideofthoseshelovesmoreeventhanherown,andwhileHelenfeltthatalthoughthatincidentmightsomewhatcondonehersubsequentromanticpassionintheduchess’seyes,shecouldnottellit。
Theduchesslistenedinsilence。
\"Thenyoutwoincompetentshaveneverseeneachothersince?\"sheasked。
\"No。\"
\"Butyouhopeto?\"
\"IcannotspeakforHIM,\"saidHelen。
\"Andyouhaveneverwrittentohim,anddon’tknowwhetherheisaliveordead?\"
\"No。\"
\"ThenIhavebeennursinginmybosomforthreeyearsatoneandthesametimeabrave,independent,matter—of—factyoungpersonandthemostidiotic,sentimentalheroinethateverfiguredinaromanticoperaoracountryballad。\"Helendidnotreply。\"Well,mydear,\"saidtheduchessafterapause,\"Iseethatyouarecondemnedtopassyourdayswithmeinsomecheaphotelonthecontinent。\"Helenlookedupwonderingly。\"Yes,\"shecontinued,\"I
supposeImustnowmakeupmymindtosellmyplacetothisgildedSouthAmerican,whohastakenafancytoit。ButIamnotgoingtospoilmydaybyseeinghimNOW。No;wewillexcuseourselvesfromgoingtoDeepHillto—day,andwewillgobackhomequietlyafterluncheon。ItwillbeamercytoSirJames。\"
\"But,\"saidHelenearnestly,\"Icangobacktomyoldlife,andearnmyownliving。\"
\"NotifIcanhelpit,\"saidtheduchessgrimly。\"Yourindependencehasmadeyouacharmingcompaniontome,Iadmit;butIshallseethatitdoesnotagainspoilyourchancesofmarrying。HerecomesSirJames。Really,mydear,Idon’tknowwhichoneofyoulooksthemorerelieved。\"
OntheirwaybackthroughtheparkHelenagainurgedtheduchesstogiveuptheideaofsellingHamleyCourt,andtoconsenttohertakingupheroldfreedomandindependenceoncemore。\"Ishallnever,neverforgetyourlovingkindnessandprotection,\"continuedtheyounggirl,tenderly。\"Youwillletmecometoyoualwayswhenyouwantme;butyouwillletmealsoshapemylifeanew,andworkformyliving。\"Theduchessturnedhergrave,halfhumorousfacetowardsher。\"ThatmeansyouhavedeterminedtoseekHIM。Well!
Perhapsifyougiveupyourotherabsurdideaofindependence,I
mayassistyou。AndnowIreallybelieve,dear,thatthereisthatdreadfulSouthAmerican,\"pointingtoafigurethatwascrossingthelawnatHamleyCourt,\"hoveringroundlikeavulture。Well,I
can’tseehimto—dayifhecalls,butYOUmay。Bytheway,theysayheisnotbad—looking,wasafamousgeneralintheSouthAmericanWar,andisrollinginmoney,andcomeshereonasecretmissionfromhisgovernment。ButIforget——therestofourlifeistobedevotedtoseekingANOTHER。AndIbegintothinkIamnotagoodmatchmaker。\"
Helenwasinnomoodforaninterviewwiththestranger,whom,liketheduchess,shewasinclinedtoregardasaportentoffateandsacrifice。Sheknewherfriend’sstraitenedcircumstances,whichmightmakesuchasacrificenecessarytoinsureacompetencyforheroldage,and,asHelenfearedalso,aprovisionforherself。
Sheknewthestrangetendernessofthismasculinewoman,whichhadsurvivedahusband’sinfidelitiesandason’sforgetfulness,tobegiventoher,andherheartsankattheprospectofseparation,evenwhileherpridedemandedthatsheshouldreturntoheroldlifeagain。Thenshewonderediftheduchesswasright;didshestillcherishthehopeofmeetingOstranderagain?Thetearsshehadkeptbackallthatdayassertedthemselvesassheflungopenthelibrarydoorandranacrossthegardenintothemyrtlewalk。
\"Inhospital!\"ThewordshadbeenringinginherearsthoughSirJames’scomplacentspeech,throughtheoddlyconstrainedluncheon,throughthehalf—tender,half—masculinereasoningofhercompanion。
HeHADlovedher——hehadsufferedandperhapsthoughtherfalse。
Suddenlyshestopped。Atthefurtherendofthewalktheominousstrangerwhomshewishedtoavoidwasstandinglookingtowardsthehouse。
Howprovoking!Sheglancedagain;hewasleaningagainstatreeandwasobviouslyaspreoccupiedasshewasherself。Hewasactuallysketchingtheivy—coveredgableofthelibrary。Whatpresumption!Andhewassketchingwithhislefthand。Asuddenthrillofsuperstitioncameoverher。Shemovedeagerlyforwardforabetterviewofhim。No!hehadtwoarms!
Buthisquickeyehadalreadycaughtsightofher,andbeforeshecouldretreatshecouldseethathehadthrownawayhissketch—bookandwashasteningeagerlytowardher。Amazedandconfoundedshewouldhaveflown,butherlimbssuddenlyrefusedtheiroffice,andasheatlastcamenearherwiththecryof\"Helen!\"uponhislips,shefeltherselfstaggering,andwascaughtinhisarms。
\"ThankGod,\"hesaid。\"ThensheHASletyoucometome!\"
Shedisengagedherselfslowlyanddazedlyfromhimandstoodlookingathimwithwonderingeyes。Hewasbronzedandworn;therewasthesecondarm:butstillitwasHE。Andwiththelove,whichshenowknewhehadfelt,lookingfromhishonesteyes!
\"SHEhasletmecome!\"sherepeatedvacantly。\"Whomdoyoumean?\"
\"Theduchess。\"
\"Theduchess?\"
\"Yes。\"Hestoppedsuddenly,gazingatherblankface,whilehisowngrewashywhite。\"Helen!ForGod’ssaketellme!Youhavenotacceptedhim?\"
\"Ihaveacceptednoone,\"shestammered,withafaintcolorrisingtohercheeks。\"Idonotunderstandyou。\"
Alookofreliefcameoverhim。\"But,\"hesaidamazedly,\"hasnottheduchesstoldyouhowIhappentobehere?How,whenyoudisappearedfromParislongago——withmyambitioncrushed,andnothinglefttomebutmyoldtradeofthefighter——IjoinedasecretexpeditiontohelptheChilianrevolutionists?HowI,whomighthavestarvedasapainter,gaineddistinctionasapartisangeneral,andwasrewardedwithanenvoyshipinEurope?HowIcametoParistoseekyou?HowIfoundthateventhepicture——yourpicture,Helen——hadbeensold。How,intracingithere,ImettheduchessatDeepHill,andlearningyouwerewithher,inamomentofimpulsetoldhermywholestory。Howshetoldmethatthoughshewasyourbestfriend,youhadneverspokenofme,andhowshebeggedmenottospoilyourchanceofagoodmatchbyrevealingmyself,andsoawakeningapast——whichshebelievedyouhadforgotten。Howsheimploredmeatleasttolethermakeafairtestofyouraffectionsandyourmemory,anduntilthentokeepawayfromyou——andtospareyou,Helen;andforyoursake,I
consented。Surelyshehastoldthis,NOW!\"
\"Notaword,\"saidHelenblankly。
\"ThenyoumeantosaythatifIhadnothauntedtheparkto—day,inthehopeofseeingyou,believingthatasyouwouldnotrecognizemewiththisartificialarm,Ishouldnotbreakmypromisetoher,——
youwouldnothaveknownIwasevenliving。\"
\"No!——yes!——stay!\"Asmilebrokeoverherpalefaceandleftitrosy。\"Iseeitallnow。Oh,Philip,don’tyouunderstand?Shewantedonlytotryus!\"
Therewasasilenceinthelonelywood,brokenonlybythetrillsofafrightenedbirdwhoseretreatwasinvaded。
\"Notnow!Please!Wait!Comewithme!\"
ThenextmomentshehadseizedPhilip’slefthand,and,dragginghimwithher,wasflyingdownthewalktowardsthehouse。Butastheynearedthegardendooritsuddenlyopenedontheduchess,withherglassestohereyes,smiling。
TheGeneralDonFelipeOstranderdidnotbuyHamleyCourt,butheandhiswifewerealwayswelcomegueststhere。AndSirJames,asbecameanEnglishgentleman,——amazedthoughhewasatPhilip’ssingularreturn,andmoresingularincognito,——afterwardsgallantlypresentedPhilip’swifewithPhilip’sfirstpicture。
THEJUDGMENTOFBOLINASPLAIN
ThewindwasgettingupontheBolinasPlain。Ithadstartedthefinealkalinedustalongthelevelstageroad,sothateventhatfainttrack,theonlybreakinthemonotonyofthelandscape,seemedfainterthanever。Butthedustcloudwasotherwisearelief;ittookthesemblanceofdistantwoodswheretherewasnotimber,ofmovingteamswheretherewasnolife。AndasSueBeasley,standinginthedoorwayofOneSpringHousethatafternoon,shadinghersandylasheswithhersmallredhand,glancedalongthedesolatetrack,evenHEReyes,trainedtothedrearyprospect,wereonceortwicedeceived。
\"Sue!\"
Itwasaman’svoicefromwithin。Suetooknonoticeofit,butremainedwithherhandshadinghereyes。
\"Sue!Wotyeryawpin’atthar?\"
\"Yawpin’\"wouldseemtohavebeenthelocalexpressionforherabstraction,since,withoutturningherhead,sheansweredslowlyandlanguidly:\"ReckonedIsee’dsom’unonthestageroad。But’tain’tnothin’nornobody。\"
Bothvoiceshadintheiraccentsanddeliverysomethingofthesadnessandinfiniteprotractionoftheplain。Butthewoman’shadamusicalpossibilityinitslong—drawncadence,whiletheman’swasonlymonotonousandwearying。Andassheturnedbackintotheroomagain,andconfrontedhercompanion,therewasthelikedifferenceintheirappearance。IraBeasley,herhusband,hadsufferedfromthecombinedeffectsofindolence,carelessness,misadventure,anddisease。Twoofhisfingershadbeencutoffbyascythe,histhumbandpartofhisleftearhadbeenblownawaybyanoverchargedgun;hiskneeswerecrippledbyrheumatism,andonefootwaslamefromingrowingnails,——deviationsthat,however,didnottendtocorrecttheoriginalangularitiesofhisframe。Hiswife,ontheotherhand,hadaprettyfigure,whichstillretained——
theywerechildless——theroundedfreshnessofmaidenhood。Herfeatureswereirregular,yetnotwithoutacertainpiquancyofoutline;herhairhadthetwoshadessometimesseeninimperfectblondes,andhercomplexionthesallownessofcombinedexposureandalkalineassimilation。
Shehadlivedtheresince,anangulargirloffifteen,shehadbeenawkwardlyhelpedbyIrafromthetail—boardoftheemigrantwagoninwhichhermotherhaddiedtwoweeksbefore,andwhichwasmakingitsfirsthaltontheCalifornianplains,beforeIra’sdoor。OntheseconddayoftheirhaltIrahadtriedtokissherwhileshewasdrawingwater,andhadreceivedthecontentsofthebucketinstead,——thegirlknowingherownvalue。OnthethirddayIrahadsomeconversationwithherfatherregardinglocationsandstock。
Onthefourthdaythisconversationwascontinuedinthepresenceofthegirl;onthefifthdaythethreewalkedtoParsonDavies’
house,fourmilesaway,whereIraandSueweremarried。Theromanceofaweekhadtakenplacewithintheconfinesofherpresentviewfromthedoorway;theepisodeofherlifemighthavebeenshutininthatlastsweepofhersandylashes。
Nevertheless,atthatmomentsomeinstinct,sheknewnotwhat,impelledherwhenherhusbandlefttheroomtoputdownthedishshewaswashing,and,withthetowellappedoverherbareprettyarms,toleanoncemoreagainstthedoorpost,lazilylookingdowntheplain。Acylindricalcloudofdusttrailingitstatteredskirtalongthestageroadsuddenlyassaultedthehouse,andforaninstantenvelopedit。Asitwhirledawayagainsomethingemerged,orratherdroppedfromitsskirtsbehindthelittleclusteroflowbusheswhichencircledthe\"OneSpring。\"Itwasaman。
\"Thar!Iknewitwassuthin’,\"shebeganaloud,butthewordssomehowdieduponherlips。Thensheturnedandwalkedtowardstheinnerdoor,whereinherhusbandhaddisappeared,——butherestoppedagainirresolutely。Thenshesuddenlywalkedthroughtheouterdoorintotheroadandmadedirectlyforthespring。Thefigureofamancrouching,coveredwithdust,halfrosefromthebusheswhenshereachedthem。Shewasnotfrightened,forheseemedutterlyexhausted,andtherewasasingularmixtureofshame,hesitation,andentreatyinhisbrokenvoiceashegaspedout:——
\"Lookhere!——Isay!hidemesomewhere,won’tyou?Justforalittle。Yousee——thefactis——I’mchased!They’rehuntingmenow,——they’rejustbehindme。Anywherewilldotilltheygoby!
Tellyouallaboutitanothertime。Quick!Pleasedo!\"
Inallthistherewasnothingdramaticnorevenstartlingtoher。
Nordidthereseemtobeanypresentdangerimpendingtotheman。
Hedidnotlooklikeahorse—thiefnoracriminal。Andhehadtriedtolaugh,half—apologetically,half—bitterly,——theconsciousnessofamanwhohadtoaskhelpofawomanatsuchamoment。
Shegaveaquickglancetowardsthehouse。Hefollowedhereyes,andsaidhurriedly:\"Don’ttellonme。Don’tletanyoneseeme。
I’mtrustingyou。
\"Come,\"shesaidsuddenly。\"GetonTHISside。\"
Heunderstoodher,andslippedtoherside,half—creeping,half—
crouchinglikeadogbehindherskirts,butkeepingherfigurebetweenhimandthehouseasshemoveddeliberatelytowardsthebarn,scarcefiftyyardsaway。Whenshereacheditsheopenedthehalf—doorquickly,said:\"Inthere——atthetop——amongthehay\"——
closedit,andwasturningaway,whentherecameafaintrappingfromwithin。Sheopenedthedooragainimpatiently;themansaidhastily:\"Wantedtotellyou——itwasamanwhoinsultedaWOMAN!I
wentforhim,yousee——and\"——
Butsheshutthedoorsharply。Thefugitivehadmadeablunder。
Theimportationofherownuncertainsexintotheexplanationdidnothelphim。Shekeptontowardsthehouse,however,withouttheleasttraceofexcitementoragitationinhermanner,enteredthefrontdooragain,walkedquietlytothedooroftheinnerroom,glancedin,sawthatherhusbandwasabsorbedinsplicingariata,andhadevidentlynotmissedher,andreturnedquietlytoherdish—
washing。Withthissingulardifference:afewmomentsbeforeshehadseemedinattentiveandcarelessofwhatshewasdoing,asiffromsomeabstraction;now,whenshewasactuallyabstracted,hermovementsweremechanicallyperfectanddeliberate。Shecarefullyheldupadishandexamineditminutelyforcracks,rubbingitcautiouslywiththetowel,butseeingallthewhileonlythemanshehadleftinthebarn。Afewmomentselapsed。Thentherecameanotherrushofwindaroundthehouse,adriftingcloudofdustbeforethedoor,theclatterofhoofs,andaquickshout。
Herhusbandreachedthedoor,fromtheinnerroom,almostasquicklyasshedid。Theybothsawintheroadtwoarmedmountedmen——oneofwhomIrarecognizedasthesheriff’sdeputy。
\"Hasanybodybeenhere,justnow?\"heaskedsharply。
\"No。\"
\"Seenanybodygoby?\"hecontinued。
\"No。What’sup?\"
\"OneofthemcircusjumpersstabbedHalDudleyoverthetableinDoloresmonteshoplastnight,andgotawaythismorning。Wehuntedhimintotheplainandlosthimsomewhereinthisd————ddust。\"
\"Why,Suereckonedshesawsuthin’justnow,\"saidIra,withaflashofrecollection。\"Didn’tye,Sue?\"
\"Whytheh—lldidn’tshesayitbefore?——Ibegyourpardon,ma’am;
didn’tseeyou;you’llexcusehaste。\"
Boththemen’shatswereintheirhands,embarrassedyetgratifiedsmilesontheirfaces,asSuecameforward。Therewasthefaintestofcolorinhersallowcheek,akeenbrilliancyinhereyes;shelookedsingularlypretty。EvenIrafeltaslightantenuptialstirringthroughhismonotonouslyweddedyears。
Theyoungwomanwalkedout,foldingthetowelaroundherredhandsandforearms——leavingtheroundedwhitenessofbaredelbowandupperarmincharmingcontrast——andlookedgravelypasttheadmiringfiguresthatnearlytouchedherown。\"Itwassomewharoverthar,\"shesaidlazily,pointinguptheroadintheoppositedirectiontothebarn,\"butIain’tsureitWASanyone。\"
\"Thenhe’dalreadyPASSEDthehouseaforeyousawhim?\"saidthedeputy。
\"Ireckon——ifitWAShim,\"returnedSue。
\"Hemusthavegoton,\"saidthedeputy;\"butthenherunslikeadeer;it’shistrade。\"
\"Wottrade?\"
\"Acrobat。\"
\"Wot’sthat?\"
Thetwomenweredelightedatthisdivinesimplicity。\"Amanwhoruns,jumps,climbs——andallthatsort,inthecircus。\"
\"Butisn’therunnin’,jumpin’,andclimbin’awayfromyenow?\"shecontinuedwithadorablenaivete。
Thedeputysmiled,butstraightenedinthesaddle。\"We’reboundtocomeupwithhimaforehereachesLowville;andbetweenthatandthishouseit’sadeadlevel,whereagophercouldn’tleavehisholewithoutyourspottin’himamileoff!Good—by!\"ThewordswereaddressedtoIra,butthepartingglancewasdirectedtotheprettywifeasthetwomengallopedaway。
Anodduneasinessatthissuddenrevelationofhiswife’sprettinessanditsevidenteffectuponhisvisitorscameoverIra。
Itresultedinhisaddressingtheemptyspacebeforehisdoorwith,\"Well,yewon’tketchmuchifyegoonyawpin’anddawdlin’withwomen—folkslikethis;\"andhewasunreasonablydelightedattheprettyassentofdisdainandscornwhichsparkledinhiswife’seyesassheadded:——
\"Notmuch,Ireckon!\"
\"That’sthekindofofficialtrashwehavetopaytaxestokeepup,\"saidIra,whosomehowfeltthatifpublicpolicywasnotamenabletoprivatesentimenttherewasnovalueinfreegovernment。Mrs。Beasley,however,complacentlyresumedherdish—
washing,andIrareturnedtohisriataintheadjoiningroom。Forquiteanintervaltherewasnosoundbuttheoccasionalclickofadishlaiduponitspile,withfingersthat,however,werefirmanduntremulous。PresentlySue’slowvoicewasheard。
\"Wonderifthatdeputycaughtanythingyet。I’veagoodmindtomeanderuptheroadandsee。\"
ButthequestionbroughtIratothedoorwithaslightreturnofhisformeruneasiness。Hehadnoideaofsubjectinghiswifetoanotheradmiringinterview。\"IreckonI’llgomyself,\"hesaiddubiously;\"YOU’Dbetterstayandlookafterthehouse。\"
Hereyesbrightenedasshecarriedapileofplatestothedresser;
itwaspossibleshehadforeseenthiscompromise。\"Yes,\"shesaidcheerfully,\"youcouldgofartherthanme。\"
Irareflected。Hecouldalsosendthemabouttheirbusinessiftheythoughtofreturning。Heliftedhishatfromthefloor,tookhisrifledowncarefullyfromitspegs,andslouchedoutintotheroad。Suewatchedhimuntilhewaswellaway,thenflewtothebackdoor,stoppingonlyaninstanttolookatherfaceinasmallmirroronthewall,——yetwithoutnoticinghernewprettiness,——thenrantothebarn。Castingabackwardglanceatthediminishingfigureofherhusbandinthedistance,shethrewopenthedoorandshutitquicklybehindher。Atfirsttheabruptchangefromthedazzlingouterplaintothedeepshadowsofthebarnbewilderedher。Shesawbeforeherabuckethalffilledwithdirtywater,andaquantityofwetstrawlitteringthefloor;thenliftinghereyestothehay—loft,shedetectedthefigureofthefugitive,unclothedfromthewaistupward,emergingfromtheloosehayinwhichhehadevidentlybeendryinghimself。Whetheritwastheexcitementofhisperiloussituation,orwhethertheperfectsymmetryofhisbaredbustandarms——unlikeanythingshehadeverseenbefore——
clothedhimwiththecoldidealityofastatue,shecouldnotsay,butshefeltnoshockofmodesty;whiletheman,accustomedtothepublichalf—exposureintightsandspangles,wasmoreconsciousofdetectedunreadinessthanofshame。
\"Gettin’thedustoffme,\"hesaid,inhurriedexplanation;\"bedowninasecond。\"Indeed,inanothermomenthehadresumedhisshirtandflannelcoat,andswunghimselftothefloorwithalikegraceanddexterity,thatwastohertherevelationofadescendinggod。Shefoundherselffacetofacewithhim,——hisfeaturescleansedofdirtandgrime,hishairplasteredinwetcurlsonhislowforehead。Itwasafaceofcheapadornment,notuncommoninhisprofession——unintelligent,unrefined,andevenunheroic;butshedidnotknowthat。Overcomingasuddentimidity,sheneverthelesstoldhimbrieflyandconciselyofthearrivalanddepartureofhispursuers。
Hislowforeheadwrinkled。\"Thar’snogettingawayuntiltheycomeback,\"hesaidwithoutlookingather。\"Couldyekeepmeinhereto—night?\"
\"Yes,\"shereturnedsimply,asiftheideahadalreadyoccurredtoher;\"butyoumustlielowintheloft。\"
\"Andcouldyou\"——hehesitated,andwentonwithaforcedsmile——
\"yousee,I’veeatennothingsincelastnight。Couldyou\"——
\"I’llbringyousomething,\"shesaidquickly,noddingherhead。
\"Andifyouhad\"——hewentonmorehesitatingly,glancingdownathistravel—tornandfrayedgarments——\"anythinglikeacoat,oranyotherclothing?Itwoulddisguisemealso,yousee,andput’emoffthetrack。\"
Shenoddedherheadagainrapidly:shehadthoughtofthattoo;
therewasapairofdoeskintrousersandavelvetjacketleftbyaMexicanvaquerowhohadboughtstockfromthemtwoyearsago。
Practicalasshewas,asuddenconvictionthathewouldlookwellinthevelvetjackethelpedherresolve。
\"Didtheysay\"——hesaid,withhisforcedsmileanduneasyglance——
\"didthey——tellyouanythingaboutme?\"
\"Yes,\"shesaidabstractedly,gazingathim。
\"Yousee,\"hebeganhurriedly,\"I’lltellyouhowitwas。\"
\"No,don’t!\"shesaidquickly。Shemeantit。Shewantednofactstostandbetweenherandthissingleromanceofherlife。\"Imustgoandgetthethings,\"sheadded,turningaway,\"beforehegetsback。\"
\"Who’sHE?\"askedtheman。
Shewasabouttoreply,\"Myhusband,\"butwithoutknowingwhystoppedandsaid,\"Mr。Beasley,\"andthenranoffquicklytothehouse。
Shefoundthevaquero’sclothes,tooksomeprovisions,filledaflaskofwhiskeyinthecupboard,andranbackwiththem,hermouthexpandedtoavaguesmile,andpulsatinglikeaschoolgirl。Sheevenrepressedwithdifficultytheejaculation\"There!\"asshehandedthemtohim。Hethankedher,butwitheyesfixedandfascinatedbytheprovisions。Sheunderstooditwithanewsenseofdelicacy,andsaying,\"I’llcomeagainwhenhegetsback,\"ranoffandreturnedtothehouse,leavinghimalonetohisrepast。