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类别:其他 作者:Thomas Hardy字数:9352更新时间:19/01/07 14:37:59
Onlyunusualsightsandsoundsfrightenedtheboy。 Theshrivelledvoiceoftheheathdidnotalarmhim,forthatwasfamiliar。Thethornbusheswhicharoseinhispathfromtimetotimewerelesssatisfactory,fortheywhistledgloomily,andhadaghastlyhabitafterdarkofputtingontheshapesofjumpingmadmen,sprawlinggiants,andhideouscripples。Lightswerenotuncommonthisevening,butthenatureofallofthemwasdifferentfromthis。Discretionratherthanterrorpromptedtheboytoturnbackinsteadofpassingthelight,withaviewofaskingMissEustaciaVyetoletherservantaccompanyhimhome。 Whentheboyhadreascendedtothetopofthevalleyhefoundthefiretobestillburningonthebank,thoughlowerthanbefore。Besideit,insteadofEustacia’ssolitaryform,hesawtwopersons,thesecondbeingaman。 TheboycreptalongunderthebanktoascertainfromthenatureoftheproceedingsifitwouldbeprudenttointerruptsosplendidacreatureasMissEustaciaonhispoortrivialaccount。 Afterlisteningunderthebankforsomeminutestothetalkheturnedinaperplexedanddoubtingmannerandbegantowithdrawassilentlyashehadcome。Thathedidnot,uponthewhole,thinkitadvisabletointerruptherconversationwithWildeve,withoutbeingpreparedtobearthewholeweightofherdispleasure,wasobvious。 HerewasaScyllaeo—Charybdeanpositionforapoorboy。 Pausingwhenagainsafefromdiscovery,hefinallydecidedtofacethepitphenomenonasthelesserevil。 Withaheavysighheretracedtheslope,andfollowedthepathhehadfollowedbefore。 Thelighthadgone,therisingdusthaddisappeared——hehopedforever。Hemarchedresolutelyalong,andfoundnothingtoalarmhimtill,comingwithinafewyardsofthesandpit,heheardaslightnoiseinfront,whichledhimtohalt。 Thehaltwasbutmomentary,forthenoiseresolveditselfintothesteadybitesoftwoanimalsgrazing。 \"Twohe’th—croppersdownhere,\"hesaidaloud。 \"Ihaveneverknown’emcomedownsofarafore。\" Theanimalswereinthedirectlineofhispath,butthatthechildthoughtlittleof;hehadplayedroundthefetlocksofhorsesfromhisinfancy。 Oncomingnearer,however,theboywassomewhatsurprisedtofindthatthelittlecreaturesdidnotrunoff,andthateachworeaclog,topreventhisgoingastray; thissignifiedthattheyhadbeenbrokenin。Hecouldnowseetheinteriorofthepit,which,beinginthesideofthehill,hadalevelentrance。Intheinnermostcornerthesquareoutlineofavanappeared,withitsbacktowardshim。Alightcamefromtheinterior,andthrewamovingshadowupontheverticalfaceofgravelatthefurthersideofthepitintowhichthevehiclefaced。 Thechildassumedthatthiswasthecartofagipsy,andhisdreadofthosewanderersreachedbuttothatmildpitchwhichtitillatesratherthanpains。 Onlyafewinchesofmudwallkepthimandhisfamilyfrombeinggipsiesthemselves。Heskirtedthegravelpitatarespectfuldistance,ascendedtheslope,andcameforwarduponthebrow,inordertolookintotheopendoorofthevanandseetheoriginaloftheshadow。 Thepicturealarmedtheboy。Byalittlestoveinsidethevansatafigureredfromheadtoheels——themanwhohadbeenThomasin’sfriend。Hewasdarningastocking,whichwasredliketherestofhim。Moreover,ashedarnedhesmokedapipe,thestemandbowlofwhichwereredalso。 Atthismomentoneoftheheath—croppersfeedingintheoutershadowswasaudiblyshakingofftheclogattachedtoitsfoot。Arousedbythesound,thereddlemanlaiddownhisstocking,litalanternwhichhungbesidehim,andcameoutfromthevan。Instickingupthecandleheliftedthelanterntohisface,andthelightshoneintothewhitesofhiseyesanduponhisivoryteeth,which,incontrastwiththeredsurrounding,lenthimastartlingaspectenoughtothegazeofajuvenile。 Theboyknewtoowellforhispeaceofminduponwhoselairhehadlighted。UglierpersonsthangipsieswereknowntocrossEgdonattimes,andareddlemanwasoneofthem。 \"HowIwish’twasonlyagipsy!\"hemurmured。 Themanwasbythistimecomingbackfromthehorses。 Inhisfearofbeingseentheboyrendereddetectioncertainbynervousmotion。Theheatherandpeatstratumoverhungthebrowofthepitinmats,hidingtheactualverge。 Theboyhadsteppedbeyondthesolidground;theheathernowgaveway,anddownherolledoverthescarpofgreysandtotheveryfootoftheman。 Theredmanopenedthelanternandturnedituponthefigureoftheprostrateboy。 \"Whobeye?\"hesaid。 \"JohnnyNunsuch,master!\" \"Whatwereyoudoingupthere?\" \"Idon’tknow。\" \"Watchingme,Isuppose?\" \"Yes,master。\" \"Whatdidyouwatchmefor?\" \"BecauseIwascominghomefromMissVye’sbonfire。\" \"Beesthurt?\" \"No。\" \"Why,yes,yoube——yourhandisbleeding。Comeundermytiltandletmetieitup。\" \"Pleaseletmelookformysixpence。\" \"Howdidyoucomebythat?\" \"MissVyegiedittomeforkeepingupherbonfire。\" Thesixpencewasfound,andthemanwenttothevan,theboybehind,almostholdinghisbreath。 Themantookapieceofragfromasatchelcontainingsewingmaterials,toreoffastrip,which,likeeverythingelse,wastingedred,andproceededtobindupthewound。 \"Myeyeshavegotfoggy—like——pleasemayIsitdown,master?\"saidtheboy。 \"Tobesure,poorchap。’Tisenoughtomakeyoufeelfainty。 Sitonthatbundle。\" Themanfinishedtyingupthegash,andtheboysaid,\"IthinkI’llgohomenow,master。\" \"Youareratherafraidofme。DoyouknowwhatIbe?\" Thechildsurveyedhisvermilionfigureupanddownwithmuchmisgivingandfinallysaid,\"Yes。\" \"Well,what?\" \"Thereddleman!\"hefaltered。 \"Yes,that’swhatIbe。Thoughthere’smorethanone。 Youlittlechildrenthinkthere’sonlyonecuckoo,onefox,onegiant,onedevil,andonereddleman,whenthere’slotsofusall。\" \"Isthere?Youwon’tcarrymeoffinyourbags,willye,master?’Tissaidthatthereddlemanwillsometimes。\" \"Nonsense。Allthatreddlemendoissellreddle。 Youseeallthesebagsatthebackofmycart?Theyarenotfulloflittleboys——onlyfullofredstuff。\" \"Wasyoubornareddleman?\" \"No,Itooktoit。IshouldbeaswhiteasyouifI weretogiveupthetrade——thatis,Ishouldbewhiteintime——perhapssixmonths;notatfirst,because’tisgrow’dintomyskinandwon’twashout。Now,you’llneverbeafraidofareddlemanagain,willye?\" \"No,never。WillyOrchardsaidheseedaredghostheret’otherday——perhapsthatwasyou?\" \"Iwasheret’otherday。\" \"WereyoumakingthatdustylightIsawbynow?\" \"Ohyes,Iwasbeatingoutsomebags。Andhaveyouhadagoodbonfireupthere?Isawthelight。WhydidMissVyewantabonfiresobadthatsheshouldgiveyousixpencetokeepitup?\" \"Idon’tknow。Iwastired,butshemademebideandkeepupthefirejustthesame,whileshekeptgoingupacrossRainbarrowway。\" \"Andhowlongdidthatlast?\" \"Untilahopfrogjumpedintothepond。\" Thereddlemansuddenlyceasedtotalkidly。\"Ahopfrog?\" heinquired。\"Hopfrogsdon’tjumpintopondsthistimeofyear。\" \"Theydo,forIheardone。\" \"Certain—sure?\" \"Yes。ShetoldmeaforethatIshouldhear’n;andsoIdid。 Theysayshe’scleveranddeep,andperhapsshecharmed’entocome。\" \"Andwhatthen?\" \"ThenIcamedownhere,andIwasafeard,andIwentback; butIdidn’tliketospeaktoher,becauseofthegentleman,andIcameonhereagain。\" \"Agentleman——ah!Whatdidshesaytohim,myman?\" \"Toldhimshesupposedhehadnotmarriedtheotherwomanbecausehelikedhisoldsweetheartbest;andthingslikethat。\" \"Whatdidthegentlemansaytoher,mysonny?\" \"Heonlysaidhedidlikeherbest,andhowhewascomingtoseeheragainunderRainbarrowo’nights。\" \"Ha!\"criedthereddleman,slappinghishandagainstthesideofhisvansothatthewholefabricshookundertheblow。 \"That’sthesecreto’t!\" Thelittleboyjumpedcleanfromthestool。 \"Myman,don’tyoubeafraid,\"saidthedealerinred,suddenlybecominggentle。\"Iforgotyouwerehere。 That’sonlyacuriouswayreddlemenhaveofgoingmadforamoment;buttheydon’thurtanybody。Andwhatdidtheladysaythen?\" \"Ican’tmind。Please,MasterReddleman,mayIgohome—alongnow?\" \"Ay,tobesureyoumay。I’llgoabitofwayswithyou。\" Heconductedtheboyoutofthegravelpitandintothepathleadingtohismother’scottage。Whenthelittlefigurehadvanishedinthedarknessthereddlemanreturned,resumedhisseatbythefire,andproceededtodarnagain。 9—LoveLeadsaShrewdManintoStrategyReddlemenoftheoldschoolarenowbutseldomseen。 SincetheintroductionofrailwaysWessexfarmershavemanagedtodowithouttheseMephistophelianvisitants,andthebrightpigmentsolargelyusedbyshepherdsinpreparingsheepforthefairisobtainedbyotherroutes。 Eventhosewhoyetsurvivearelosingthepoetryofexistencewhichcharacterizedthemwhenthepursuitofthetrademeantperiodicaljourneystothepitwhencethematerialwasdug,aregularcampingoutfrommonthtomonth,exceptinthedepthofwinter,aperegrinationamongfarmswhichcouldbecountedbythehundred,andinspiteofthisArabexistencethepreservationofthatrespectabilitywhichisinsuredbythenever—failingproductionofawell—linedpurse。 Reddlespreadsitslivelyhuesovereverythingitlightson,andstampsunmistakably,aswiththemarkofCain,anypersonwhohashandledithalfanhour。 Achild’sfirstsightofareddlemanwasanepochinhislife。Thatblood—colouredfigurewasasublimationofallthehorriddreamswhichhadafflictedthejuvenilespiritsinceimaginationbegan。\"Thereddlemaniscomingforyou!\"hadbeentheformulatedthreatofWessexmothersformanygenerations。Hewassuccessfullysupplantedforawhile,atthebeginningofthepresentcentury,byBuonaparte;butasprocessoftimerenderedthelatterpersonagestaleandineffectivetheolderphraseresumeditsearlyprominence。AndnowthereddlemanhasinhisturnfollowedBuonapartetothelandofworn—outbogeys,andhisplaceisfilledbymoderninventions。 Thereddlemanlivedlikeagipsy;butgipsieshescorned。 Hewasaboutasthrivingastravellingbasketandmatmakers; buthehadnothingtodowiththem。Hewasmoredecentlybornandbroughtupthanthecattledroverswhopassedandrepassedhiminhiswanderings;buttheymerelynoddedtohim。Hisstockwasmorevaluablethanthatofpedlars; buttheydidnotthinkso,andpassedhiscartwitheyesstraightahead。Hewassuchanunnaturalcolourtolookatthatthemenofroundaboutsandwaxworkshowsseemedgentlemenbesidehim;butheconsideredthemlowcompany,andremainedaloof。Amongallthesesquattersandfolksoftheroadthereddlemancontinuallyfoundhimself;yethewasnotofthem。Hisoccupationtendedtoisolatehim,andisolatedhewasmostlyseentobe。 Itwassometimessuggestedthatreddlemenwerecriminalsforwhosemisdeedsothermenwrongfullysuffered——thatinescapingthelawtheyhadnotescapedtheirownconsciences,andhadtakentothetradeasalifelongpenance。 Elsewhyshouldtheyhavechosenit?Inthepresentcasesuchaquestionwouldhavebeenparticularlyapposite。 ThereddlemanwhohadenteredEgdonthatafternoonwasaninstanceofthepleasingbeingwastedtoformtheground—workofthesingular,whenanuglyfoundationwouldhavedonejustaswellforthatpurpose。Theonepointthatwasforbiddingaboutthisreddlemanwashiscolour。 Freedfromthathewouldhavebeenasagreeableaspecimenofrusticmanhoodasonewouldoftensee。Akeenobservermighthavebeeninclinedtothink——whichwas,indeed,partlythetruth——thathehadrelinquishedhisproperstationinlifeforwantofinterestinit。Moreover,afterlookingathimonewouldhavehazardedtheguessthatgoodnature,andanacutenessasextremeasitcouldbewithoutvergingoncraft,formedtheframeworkofhischaracter。 Whilehedarnedthestockinghisfacebecamerigidwiththought。Softerexpressionsfollowedthis,andthenagainrecurredthetendersadnesswhichhadsatuponhimduringhisdrivealongthehighwaythatafternoon。 Presentlyhisneedlestopped。Helaiddownthestocking,arosefromhisseat,andtookaleathernpouchfromahookinthecornerofthevan。Thiscontainedamongotherarticlesabrown—paperpacket,which,tojudgefromthehinge—likecharacterofitswornfolds,seemedtohavebeencarefullyopenedandclosedagoodmanytimes。 Hesatdownonathree—leggedmilkingstoolthatformedtheonlyseatinthevan,and,examininghispacketbythelightofacandle,tookthenceanoldletterandspreaditopen。Thewritinghadoriginallybeentracedonwhitepaper,buttheletterhadnowassumedapaleredtingefromtheaccidentofitssituation; andtheblackstrokesofwritingthereonlookedlikethetwigsofawinterhedgeagainstavermilionsunset。 Theletterboreadatesometwoyearsprevioustothattime,andwassigned\"ThomasinYeobright。\"Itranasfollows:—— DEARDIGGORYVENN,——ThequestionyouputwhenyouovertookmecominghomefromPond—closegavemesuchasurprisethatIamafraidIdidnotmakeyouexactlyunderstandwhatImeant。Ofcourse,ifmyaunthadnotmetmeIcouldhaveexplainedallthenatonce,butasitwastherewasnochance。Ihavebeenquiteuneasysince,asyouknowIdonotwishtopainyou,yetIfearIshallbedoingsonowincontradictingwhatIseemedtosaythen。Icannot,Diggory,marryyou,orthinkoflettingyoucallmeyoursweetheart。 Icouldnot,indeed,Diggory。Ihopeyouwillnotmuchmindmysayingthis,andfeelinagreatpain。 ItmakesmeverysadwhenIthinkitmay,forIlikeyouverymuch,andIalwaysputyounexttomycousinClyminmymind。TherearesomanyreasonswhywecannotbemarriedthatIcanhardlynamethemallinaletter。 Ididnotintheleastexpectthatyouweregoingtospeakonsuchathingwhenyoufollowedme,becauseI hadneverthoughtofyouinthesenseofaloveratall。 Youmustnotbecallmeforlaughingwhenyouspoke; youmistookwhenyouthoughtIlaughedatyouasafoolishman。Ilaughedbecausetheideawassoodd,andnotatyouatall。Thegreatreasonwithmyownpersonalselffornotlettingyoucourtmeis,thatI donotfeelthethingsawomanoughttofeelwhoconsentstowalkwithyouwiththemeaningofbeingyourwife。 Itisnotasyouthink,thatIhaveanotherinmymind,forIdonotencourageanybody,andneverhaveinmylife。 Anotherreasonismyaunt。Shewouldnot,Iknow,agreetoit,evenifIwishedtohaveyou。Shelikesyouverywell,butshewillwantmetolookalittlehigherthanasmalldairy—farmer,andmarryaprofessionalman。Ihopeyouwillnotsetyourheartagainstmeforwritingplainly,butIfeltyoumighttrytoseemeagain,anditisbetterthatweshouldnotmeet。Ishallalwaysthinkofyouasagoodman,andbeanxiousforyourwell—doing。IsendthisbyJaneOrchard’slittlemaid,——AndremainDiggory,yourfaithfulfriend,THOMASINYEOBRIGHT。 ToMR。VENN,Dairy—farmer。 Sincethearrivalofthatletter,onacertainautumnmorninglongago,thereddlemanandThomasinhadnotmettilltoday。Duringtheintervalhehadshiftedhispositionevenfurtherfromhersthanithadoriginallybeen,byadoptingthereddletrade;thoughhewasreallyinverygoodcircumstancesstill。Indeed,seeingthathisexpenditurewasonlyone—fourthofhisincome,hemighthavebeencalledaprosperousman。 Rejectedsuitorstaketoroamingasnaturallyasunhivedbees; andthebusinesstowhichhehadcynicallydevotedhimselfwasinmanywayscongenialtoVenn。Buthiswanderings,bymerestressofoldemotions,hadfrequentlytakenanEgdondirection,thoughheneverintrudeduponherwhoattractedhimthither。TobeinThomasin’sheath,andnearher,yetunseen,wastheoneewe—lambofpleasurelefttohim。 Thencametheincidentofthatday,andthereddleman,stilllovingherwell,wasexcitedbythisaccidentalservicetoheratacriticaljuncturetovowanactivedevotiontohercause,insteadof,ashitherto,sighingandholdingaloof。AfterwhathadhappeneditwasimpossiblethatheshouldnotdoubtthehonestyofWildeve’sintentions。 Butherhopewasapparentlycentreduponhim;anddismissinghisregretsVenndeterminedtoaidhertobehappyinherownchosenway。Thatthiswaywas,ofallothers,themostdistressingtohimself,wasawkwardenough; butthereddleman’slovewasgenerous。 HisfirstactivestepinwatchingoverThomasin’sinterestswastakenaboutseveno’clockthenexteveningandwasdictatedbythenewswhichhehadlearntfromthesadboy。 ThatEustaciawassomehowthecauseofWildeve’scarelessnessinrelationtothemarriagehadatoncebeenVenn’sconclusiononhearingofthesecretmeetingbetweenthem。 ItdidnotoccurtohismindthatEustacia’slovesignaltoWildevewasthetendereffectuponthedesertedbeautyoftheintelligencewhichhergrandfatherhadbroughthome。 HisinstinctwastoregardherasaconspiratoragainstratherthanasanantecedentobstacletoThomasin’shappiness。 DuringthedayhehadbeenexceedinglyanxioustolearntheconditionofThomasin,buthedidnotventuretointrudeuponathresholdtowhichhewasastranger,particularlyatsuchanunpleasantmomentasthis。 Hehadoccupiedhistimeinmovingwithhisponiesandloadtoanewpointintheheath,eastwardtohispreviousstation;andhereheselectedanookwithacarefuleyetoshelterfromwindandrain,whichseemedtomeanthathisstaytherewastobeacomparativelyextendedone。Afterthishereturnedonfootsomepartofthewaythathehadcome;and,itbeingnowdark,hedivergedtothelefttillhestoodbehindahollybushontheedgeofapitnottwentyyardsfromRainbarrow。 Hewatchedforameetingthere,buthewatchedinvain。 Nobodyexcepthimselfcamenearthespotthatnight。 Butthelossofhislabourproducedlittleeffectuponthereddleman。HehadstoodintheshoesofTantalus,andseemedtolookuponacertainmassofdisappointmentasthenaturalprefacetoallrealizations,withoutwhichprefacetheywouldgivecauseforalarm。 Thesamehourthenexteveningfoundhimagainatthesameplace;butEustaciaandWildeve,theexpectedtrysters,didnotappear。 Hepursuedpreciselythesamecourseyetfournightslonger,andwithoutsuccess。Butonthenext,beingtheday—weekoftheirpreviousmeeting,hesawafemaleshapefloatingalongtheridgeandtheoutlineofayoungmanascendingfromthevalley。Theymetinthelittleditchencirclingthetumulus——theoriginalexcavationfromwhichithadbeenthrownupbytheancientBritishpeople。 Thereddleman,stungwithsuspicionofwrongtoThomasin,wasarousedtostrategyinamoment。Heinstantlyleftthebushandcreptforwardonhishandsandknees。 Whenhehadgotascloseashemightsafelyventurewithoutdiscoveryhefoundthat,owingtoacross—wind,theconversationofthetrystingpaircouldnotbeoverheard。 Nearhim,asindiversplacesabouttheheath,wereareasstrewnwithlargeturves,whichlayedgewaysandupsidedownawaitingremovalbyTimothyFairway,previoustothewinterweather。Hetooktwooftheseashelay,anddraggedthemoverhimtillonecoveredhisheadandshoulders,theotherhisbackandlegs。Thereddlemanwouldnowhavebeenquiteinvisible,evenbydaylight; theturves,standinguponhimwiththeheatherupwards,lookedpreciselyasiftheyweregrowing。Hecreptalongagain,andtheturvesuponhisbackcreptwithhim。 Hadheapproachedwithoutanycoveringthechancesarethathewouldnothavebeenperceivedinthedusk; approachingthus,itwasasthoughheburrowedunderground。 Inthismannerhecamequiteclosetowherethetwowerestanding。 \"Wishtoconsultmeonthematter?\"reachedhisearsintherich,impetuousaccentsofEustaciaVye。 \"Consultme?Itisanindignitytometotalkso——Iwon’tbearitanylonger!\"Shebeganweeping。\"Ihavelovedyou,andhaveshownyouthatIlovedyou,muchtomyregret; andyetyoucancomeandsayinthatfrigidwaythatyouwishtoconsultwithmewhetheritwouldnotbebettertomarryThomasin。Better——ofcourseitwouldbe。 Marryher——sheisnearertoyourownpositioninlifethanIam!\" \"Yes,yes;that’sverywell,\"saidWildeveperemptorily。 \"Butwemustlookatthingsastheyare。Whateverblamemayattachtomeforhavingbroughtitabout,Thomasin’spositionisatpresentmuchworsethanyours。 IsimplytellyouthatIaminastrait。\" \"Butyoushallnottellme!Youmustseethatitisonlyharassingme。Damon,youhavenotactedwell;youhavesunkinmyopinion。Youhavenotvaluedmycourtesy——thecourtesyofaladyinlovingyou——whousedtothinkoffarmoreambitiousthings。ButitwasThomasin’sfault。 Shewonyouawayfromme,andshedeservestosufferforit。 Whereisshestayingnow?NotthatIcare,norwhereI ammyself。Ah,ifIweredeadandgonehowgladshewouldbe!Whereisshe,Iask?\" \"Thomasinisnowstayingatheraunt’sshutupinabedroom,andkeepingoutofeverybody’ssight,\"hesaidindifferently。 \"Idon’tthinkyoucaremuchaboutherevennow,\" saidEustaciawithsuddenjoyousness,\"forifyoudidyouwouldn’ttalksocoollyabouther。Doyoutalksocoollytoheraboutme?Ah,Iexpectyoudo!Whydidyouoriginallygoawayfromme?Idon’tthinkIcaneverforgiveyou,exceptononecondition,thatwheneveryoudesertme,youcomebackagain,sorrythatyouservedmeso。\" \"Ineverwishtodesertyou。\" \"Idonotthankyouforthat。Ishouldhateittobeallsmooth。Indeed,IthinkIlikeyoutodesertmealittleoncenowandthen。Loveisthedismallestthingwheretheloverisquitehonest。O,itisashametosayso;butitistrue!\"Sheindulgedinalittlelaugh。 \"Mylowspiritsbeginattheveryidea。Don’tyouoffermetamelove,orawayyougo!\" \"IwishTamsiewerenotsuchaconfoundedlygoodlittlewoman,\" saidWildeve,\"sothatIcouldbefaithfultoyouwithoutinjuringaworthyperson。ItisIwhoamthesinnerafterall;Iamnotworththelittlefingerofeitherofyou。\"