第10章

类别:其他 作者:Thomas Hardy字数:9322更新时间:19/01/07 14:37:59
TheseSunday—morninghair—cuttingswereperformedbyFairway; thevictimsittingonachopping—blockinfrontofthehouse,withoutacoat,andtheneighboursgossipingaround,idlyobservingthelocksofhairastheyroseuponthewindafterthesnip,andflewawayoutofsighttothefourquartersoftheheavens。Summerandwinterthescenewasthesame,unlessthewindweremorethanusuallyblusterous,whenthestoolwasshiftedafewfeetroundthecorner。 Tocomplainofcoldinsittingoutofdoors,hatlessandcoatless,whileFairwaytoldtruestoriesbetweenthecutsofthescissors,wouldhavebeentopronounceyourselfnomanatonce。Toflinch,exclaim,ormoveamuscleofthefaceatthesmallstabsundertheearreceivedfromthoseinstruments,oratscarificationsoftheneckbythecomb,wouldhavebeenthoughtagrossbreachofgoodmanners,consideringthatFairwaydiditallfornothing。AbleedingaboutthepollonSundayafternoonswasamplyaccountedforbytheexplanation。 \"Ihavehadmyhaircut,youknow。\" TheconversationonYeobrighthadbeenstartedbyadistantviewoftheyoungmanramblingleisurelyacrosstheheathbeforethem。 \"Amanwhoisdoingwellelsewherewouldn’tbideheretwoorthreeweeksfornothing,\"saidFairway。 \"He’sgotsomeprojectin’shead——dependuponthat。\" \"Well,’acan’tkeepadimentshophere,\"saidSam。 \"Idon’tseewhyheshouldhavehadthemtwoheavyboxeshomeifhehadnotbeengoingtobide;andwhatthereisforhimtodoheretheLordinheavenknows。\" BeforemanymoresurmisescouldbeindulgedinYeobrighthadcomenear;andseeingthehair—cuttinggroupheturnedasidetojointhem。Marchingup,andlookingcriticallyattheirfacesforamoment,hesaid,withoutintroduction,\"Now,folks,letmeguesswhatyouhavebeentalkingabout。\" \"Ay,sure,ifyouwill,\"saidSam。 \"Aboutme。\" \"Now,itisathingIshouldn’thavedreamedofdoing,otherwise,\"saidFairwayinatoneofintegrity;\"butsinceyouhavenamedit,MasterYeobright,I’llownthatwewastalkingabout’ee。Wewerewonderingwhatcouldkeepyouhomeheremollyhorningaboutwhenyouhavemadesuchaworld—widenameforyourselfinthenick—nacktrade——now,that’sthetrutho’t。\" \"I’lltellyou,\"saidYeobright。withunexpectedearnestness。 \"Iamnotsorrytohavetheopportunity。I’vecomehomebecause,allthingsconsidered,Icanbeatriflelessuselessherethananywhereelse。ButIhaveonlylatelyfoundthisout。WhenIfirstgotawayfromhomeIthoughtthisplacewasnotworthtroublingabout。Ithoughtourlifeherewascontemptible。Tooilyourbootsinsteadofblackingthem,todustyourcoatwithaswitchinsteadofabrush——wasthereeveranythingmoreridiculous?Isaid。\" \"So’tis;so’tis!\" \"No,no——youarewrong;itisn’t。\" \"Begyourpardon,wethoughtthatwasyourmaning?\" \"Well,asmyviewschangedmycoursebecameverydepressing。 IfoundthatIwastryingtobelikepeoplewhohadhardlyanythingincommonwithmyself。Iwasendeavouringtoputoffonesortoflifeforanothersortoflife,whichwasnotbetterthanthelifeIhadknownbefore。 Itwassimplydifferent。\" \"True;asightdifferent,\"saidFairway。 \"Yes,Parismustbeatakingplace,\"saidHumphrey。 \"Grandshop—winders,trumpets,anddrums;andherebeweoutofdoorsinallwindsandweathers——\" \"Butyoumistakeme,\"pleadedClym。\"Allthiswasverydepressing。ButnotsodepressingassomethingI nextperceived——thatmybusinesswastheidlest,vainest,mosteffeminatebusinessthateveramancouldbeputto。 Thatdecidedme——IwouldgiveitupandtrytofollowsomerationaloccupationamongthepeopleIknewbest,andtowhomIcouldbeofmostuse。Ihavecomehome; andthisishowImeantocarryoutmyplan。IshallkeepaschoolasneartoEgdonaspossible,soastobeabletowalkoverhereandhaveanight—schoolinmymother’shouse。ButImuststudyalittleatfirst,togetproperlyqualified。Now,neighbours,Imustgo。\" AndClymresumedhiswalkacrosstheheath。 \"He’llnevercarryitoutintheworld,\"saidFairway。 \"Inafewweekshe’lllearntoseethingsotherwise。\" \"’Tisgood—heartedoftheyoungman,\"saidanother。 \"But,formypart,Ithinkhehadbettermindhisbusiness。\" 2—TheNewCourseCausesDisappointmentYeobrightlovedhiskind。Hehadaconvictionthatthewantofmostmenwasknowledgeofasortwhichbringswisdomratherthanaffluence。Hewishedtoraisetheclassattheexpenseofindividualsratherthanindividualsattheexpenseoftheclass。Whatwasmore,hewasreadyatoncetobethefirstunitsacrificed。 Inpassingfromthebucolictotheintellectuallifetheintermediatestagesareusuallytwoatleast,frequentlymanymore;andoneofthosestagesisalmostsuretobeworldlyadvanced。Wecanhardlyimaginebucolicplacidityquickeningtointellectualaimswithoutimaginingsocialaimsasthetransitionalphase。 Yeobright’slocalpeculiaritywasthatinstrivingathighthinkinghestillcleavedtoplainliving——nay,wildandmeagrelivinginmanyrespects,andbrotherlinesswithclowns。 HewasaJohntheBaptistwhotookennoblementratherthanrepentanceforhistext。Mentallyhewasinaprovincialfuture,thatis,hewasinmanypointsabreastwiththecentraltownthinkersofhisdate。MuchofthisdevelopmenthemayhaveowedtohisstudiouslifeinParis,wherehehadbecomeacquaintedwithethicalsystemspopularatthetime。 Inconsequenceofthisrelativelyadvancedposition,Yeobrightmighthavebeencalledunfortunate。 Theruralworldwasnotripeforhim。Amanshouldbeonlypartiallybeforehistime——tobecompletelytothevanwardinaspirationsisfataltofame。 HadPhilip’swarlikesonbeenintellectuallysofaraheadastohaveattemptedcivilizationwithoutbloodshed,hewouldhavebeentwicethegodlikeherothatheseemed,butnobodywouldhaveheardofanAlexander。 Intheinterestsofrenowntheforwardnessshouldliechieflyinthecapacitytohandlethings。Successfulpropagandistshavesucceededbecausethedoctrinetheybringintoformisthatwhichtheirlistenershaveforsometimefeltwithoutbeingabletoshape。Amanwhoadvocatesaestheticeffortanddeprecatessocialeffortisonlylikelytobeunderstoodbyaclasstowhichsocialefforthasbecomeastalematter。Toargueuponthepossibilityofculturebeforeluxurytothebucolicworldmaybetoarguetruly,butitisanattempttodisturbasequencetowhichhumanityhasbeenlongaccustomed。YeobrightpreachingtotheEgdoneremitesthattheymightrisetoaserenecomprehensivenesswithoutgoingthroughtheprocessofenrichingthemselveswasnotunlikearguingtoancientChaldeansthatinascendingfromearthtothepureempyreanitwasnotnecessarytopassfirstintotheinterveningheavenofether。 WasYeobright’smindwell—proportioned?No。Awellproportionedmindisonewhichshowsnoparticularbias; oneofwhichwemaysafelysaythatitwillnevercauseitsownertobeconfinedasamadman,torturedasaheretic,orcrucifiedasablasphemer。Also,ontheotherhand,thatitwillnevercausehimtobeapplaudedasaprophet,reveredasapriest,orexaltedasaking。 Itsusualblessingsarehappinessandmediocrity。 ItproducesthepoetryofRogers,thepaintingsofWest,thestatecraftofNorth,thespiritualguidanceofTomline; enablingitspossessorstofindtheirwaytowealth,towindupwell,tostepwithdignityoffthestage,todiecomfortablyintheirbeds,andtogetthedecentmonumentwhich,inmanycases,theydeserve。ItneverwouldhaveallowedYeobrighttodosucharidiculousthingasthrowuphisbusinesstobenefithisfellow—creatures。 Hewalkedalongtowardshomewithoutattendingtopaths。 IfanyoneknewtheheathwellitwasClym。Hewaspermeatedwithitsscenes,withitssubstance,andwithitsodours。 Hemightbesaidtobeitsproduct。Hiseyeshadfirstopenedthereon;withitsappearanceallthefirstimages,ofhismemoryweremingled,hisestimateoflifehadbeencolouredbyit:histoyshadbeentheflintknivesandarrow—headswhichhefoundthere,wonderingwhystonesshould\"grow\"tosuchoddshapes;hisflowers,thepurplebellsandyellowfurze:hisanimalkingdom,thesnakesandcroppers;hissociety,itshumanhaunters。 TakeallthevaryinghatesfeltbyEustaciaVyetowardstheheath,andtranslatethemintoloves,andyouhavetheheartofClym。Hegazeduponthewideprospectashewalked,andwasglad。 TomanypersonsthisEgdonwasaplacewhichhadslippedoutofitscenturygenerationsago,tointrudeasanuncouthobjectintothis。Itwasanobsoletething,andfewcaredtostudyit。Howcouldthisbeotherwiseinthedaysofsquarefields,plashedhedges,andmeadowswateredonaplansorectangularthatonafinedaytheylookedlikesilvergridirons?Thefarmer,inhisride,whocouldsmileatartificialgrasses,lookwithsolicitudeatthecomingcorn,andsighwithsadnessatthefly—eatenturnips,bestoweduponthedistantuplandofheathnothingbetterthanafrown。 ButasforYeobright,whenhelookedfromtheheightsonhiswayhecouldnothelpindulginginabarbaroussatisfactionatobservingthat,insomeoftheattemptsatreclamationfromthewaste,tillage,afterholdingonforayearortwo,hadrecededagainindespair,thefernsandfurze—tuftsstubbornlyreassertingthemselves。 Hedescendedintothevalley,andsoonreachedhishomeatBlooms—End。Hismotherwassnippingdeadleavesfromthewindow—plants。Shelookedupathimasifshedidnotunderstandthemeaningofhislongstaywithher; herfacehadwornthatlookforseveraldays。Hecouldperceivethatthecuriositywhichhadbeenshownbythehair—cuttinggroupamountedinhismothertoconcern。 Butshehadaskednoquestionwithherlips,evenwhenthearrivalofhistrunksuggestedthathewasnotgoingtoleavehersoon。Hersilencebesoughtanexplanationofhimmoreloudlythanwords。 \"IamnotgoingbacktoParisagain,Mother,\"hesaid。 \"Atleast,inmyoldcapacity。Ihavegivenupthebusiness。\" Mrs。Yeobrightturnedinpainedsurprise。\"Ithoughtsomethingwasamiss,becauseoftheboxes。Iwonderyoudidnottellmesooner。\" \"Ioughttohavedoneit。ButIhavebeenindoubtwhetheryouwouldbepleasedwithmyplan。Iwasnotquiteclearonafewpointsmyself。Iamgoingtotakeanentirelynewcourse。\" \"Iamastonished,Clym。Howcanyouwanttodobetterthanyou’vebeendoing?\" \"Veryeasily。ButIshallnotdobetterinthewayyoumean;Isupposeitwillbecalleddoingworse。 ButIhatethatbusinessofmine,andIwanttodosomeworthythingbeforeIdie。AsaschoolmasterIthinktodoit——aschool—mastertothepoorandignorant,toteachthemwhatnobodyelsewill。\" \"Afterallthetroublethathasbeentakentogiveyouastart,andwhenthereisnothingtodobuttokeepstraightontowardsaffluence,yousayyouwillbeapoorman’sschoolmaster。Yourfancieswillbeyourruin,Clym。\" Mrs。Yeobrightspokecalmly,buttheforceoffeelingbehindthewordswasbuttooapparenttoonewhoknewheraswellashersondid。Hedidnotanswer。 Therewasinhisfacethathopelessnessofbeingunderstoodwhichcomeswhentheobjectorisconstitutionallybeyondthereachofalogicthat,evenunderfavouringconditions,isalmosttoocoarseavehicleforthesubtletyoftheargument。 Nomorewassaidonthesubjecttilltheendofdinner。 Hismotherthenbegan,asiftherehadbeennointervalsincethemorning。\"Itdisturbsme,Clym,tofindthatyouhavecomehomewithsuchthoughtsasthose。 Ihadn’ttheleastideathatyoumeanttogobackwardintheworldbyyourownfreechoice。Ofcourse,Ihavealwayssupposedyouweregoingtopushstraighton,asothermendo——allwhodeservethename——whentheyhavebeenputinagoodwayofdoingwell。\" \"Icannothelpit,\"saidClym,inatroubledtone。 \"Mother,Ihatetheflashybusiness。Talkaboutmenwhodeservethename,cananymandeservingthenamewastehistimeinthateffeminateway,whenheseeshalftheworldgoingtoruinforwantofsomebodytobuckletoandteachthemhowtobreastthemiserytheyarebornto?Igetupeverymorningandseethewholecreationgroaningandtravailinginpain,asSt。Paulsays,andyetthereamI,traffickinginglitteringsplendourswithwealthywomenandtitledlibertines,andpanderingtothemeanestvanities——I,whohavehealthandstrengthenoughforanything。Ihavebeentroubledinmymindaboutitalltheyear,andtheendisthatIcannotdoitanymore。\" \"Whycan’tyoudoitaswellasothers?\" \"Idon’tknow,exceptthattherearemanythingsotherpeoplecareforwhichIdon’t;andthat’spartlywhyI thinkIoughttodothis。Foronething,mybodydoesnotrequiremuchofme。Icannotenjoydelicacies; goodthingsarewasteduponme。Well,Ioughttoturnthatdefecttoadvantage,andbybeingabletodowithoutwhatotherpeoplerequireIcanspendwhatsuchthingscostuponanybodyelse。\" Now,Yeobright,havinginheritedsomeoftheseveryinstinctsfromthewomanbeforehim,couldnotfailtoawakenareciprocityinherthroughherfeelings,ifnotbyarguments,disguiseitasshemightforhisgood。 Shespokewithlessassurance。\"Andyetyoumighthavebeenawealthymanifyouhadonlypersevered。 Managertothatlargediamondestablishment——whatbettercanamanwishfor?Whatapostoftrustandrespect! Isupposeyouwillbelikeyourfather;likehim,youaregettingwearyofdoingwell。\" \"No,\"saidherson,\"Iamnotwearyofthat,thoughIamwearyofwhatyoumeanbyit。Mother,whatisdoingwell?\" Mrs。Yeobrightwasfartoothoughtfulawomantobecontentwithreadydefinitions,and,likethe\"Whatiswisdom?\"ofPlato’sSocrates,andthe\"Whatistruth?\" ofPontiusPilate,Yeobright’sburningquestionreceivednoanswer。 Thesilencewasbrokenbytheclashofthegardengate,atapatthedoor,anditsopening。ChristianCantleappearedintheroominhisSundayclothes。 ItwasthecustomonEgdontobegintheprefacetoastorybeforeabsolutelyenteringthehouse,soastobewellinforthebodyofthenarrativebythetimevisitorandvisitedstoodfacetoface。Christianhadbeensayingtothemwhilethedoorwasleavingitslatch,\"TothinkthatI,whogofromhomebutonceinawhile,andhardlythen,shouldhavebeentherethismorning!\" \"’Tisnewsyouhavebroughtus,then,Christian?\" saidMrs。Yeobright。 \"Ay,sure,aboutawitch,andyemustoverlookmytimeo’ day;for,saysI,’Imustgoandtell’em,thoughtheywon’thavehalfdonedinner。’Iassureyeitmademeshakelikeadrivenleaf。Doyethinkanyharmwillcomeo’t?\" \"Well——what?\" \"Thismorningatchurchwewasallstandingup,andthepa’sonsaid,’Letuspray。’’Well,’thinksI,’onemayaswellkneelasstand’;sodownIwent;and,morethanthat,alltherestwereaswillingtoobligethemanasI。Wehadn’tbeenhardatitformorethanaminutewhenamostterriblescreechsoundedthroughchurch,asifsomebodyhadjustgieduptheirheart’sblood。 AllthefolkjumpedupandthenwefoundthatSusanNunsuchhadprickedMissVyewithalongstocking—needle,asshehadthreatenedtodoassoonasevershecouldgettheyoungladytochurch,whereshedon’tcomeveryoften。She’vewaitedforthischanceforweeks,soastodrawherbloodandputanendtothebewitchingofSusan’schildrenthathasbeencarriedonsolong。 Suefollowedherintochurch,satnexttoher,andassoonasshecouldfindachanceinwentthestocking—needleintomylady’sarm。\" \"Goodheaven,howhorrid!\"saidMrs。Yeobright。 \"Sueprickedherthatdeepthatthemaidfaintedaway; andasIwasafeardtheremightbesometumultamongus,Igotbehindthebassviolanddidn’tseenomore。 Buttheycarriedheroutintotheair,’tissaid; butwhentheylookedroundforSueshewasgone。 Whatascreamthatgirlgied,poorthing!Therewerethepa’soninhissurpliceholdinguphishandandsaying,’Sitdown,mygoodpeople,sitdown!’Butthedeuceabitwouldtheysitdown。O,andwhatd’yethinkIfoundout,Mrs。Yeobright?Thepa’sonwearsasuitofclothesunderhissurplice!——Icouldseehisblacksleeveswhenhehelduphisarm。\" \"’Tisacruelthing,\"saidYeobright。 \"Yes,\"saidhismother。 \"Thenationoughttolookintoit,\"saidChristian。 \"Here’sHumphreycoming,Ithink。\" IncameHumphrey。\"Well,haveyeheardthenews? ButIseeyouhave。’TisaverystrangethingthatwheneveroneofEgdonfolkgoestochurchsomerumjoborotherissuretobedoing。ThelasttimeoneofuswastherewaswhenneighbourFairwaywentinthefall; andthatwasthedayyouforbadthebanns,Mrs。Yeobright。\" \"Hasthiscruellytreatedgirlbeenabletowalkhome?\" saidClym。 \"Theysayshegotbetter,andwenthomeverywell。 AndnowI’vetolditImustbemovinghomewardmyself。\" \"AndI,\"saidHumphrey。\"Trulynowweshallseeifthere’sanythinginwhatfolkssayabouther。\" WhentheyweregoneintotheheathagainYeobrightsaidquietlytohismother,\"DoyouthinkIhaveturnedteachertoosoon?\" \"Itisrightthatthereshouldbeschoolmasters,andmissionaries,andallsuchmen,\"shereplied。 \"Butitisright,too,thatIshouldtrytoliftyououtofthislifeintosomethingricher,andthatyoushouldnotcomebackagain,andbeasifIhadnottriedatall。\" LaterinthedaySam,theturf—cutter,entered。 \"I’vecomea—borrowing,Mrs。Yeobright。Isupposeyouhaveheardwhat’sbeenhappeningtothebeautyonthehill?\" \"Yes,Sam:halfadozenhavebeentellingus。\" \"Beauty?\"saidClym。 \"Yes,tolerablywell—favoured,\"Samreplied。\"Lord!allthecountryownsthat’tisoneofthestrangestthingsintheworldthatsuchawomanshouldhavecometoliveupthere。\" \"Darkorfair?\" \"Now,thoughI’veseenhertwentytimes,that’sathingIcannotcalltomind。\" \"DarkerthanTamsin,\"murmuredMrs。Yeobright。 \"Awomanwhoseemstocarefornothingatall,asyoumaysay。\" \"Sheismelancholy,then?\"inquiredClym。 \"Shemopesaboutbyherself,anddon’tmixinwiththepeople。\" \"Issheayoungladyinclinedforadventures?\" \"Nottomyknowledge。\" \"Doesn’tjoininwiththeladsintheirgames,togetsomesortofexcitementinthislonelyplace?\" \"No。\" \"Mumming,forinstance?\" \"No。Hernotionsbedifferent。Ishouldrathersayherthoughtswerefarawayfromhere,withlordsandladiesshe’llneverknow,andmansionsshe’llneverseeagain。\" ObservingthatClymappearedsingularlyinterestedMrs。YeobrightsaidratheruneasilytoSam,\"Youseemoreinherthanmostofusdo。MissVyeistomymindtooidletobecharming。Ihaveneverheardthatsheisofanyusetoherselfortootherpeople。 Goodgirlsdon’tgettreatedaswitchesevenonEgdon。\" \"Nonsense——thatprovesnothingeitherway,\"saidYeobright。 \"Well,ofcourseIdon’tunderstandsuchniceties,\" saidSam,withdrawingfromapossiblyunpleasantargument; \"andwhatsheiswemustwaitfortimetotellus。 ThebusinessthatIhavereallycalledaboutisthis,toborrowthelongestandstrongestropeyouhave。 Thecaptain’sbuckethasdroppedintothewell,andtheyareinwantofwater;andasallthechapsareathometodaywethinkwecangetitoutforhim。 Wehavethreecart—ropesalready,buttheywon’treachtothebottom。\" Mrs。Yeobrighttoldhimthathemighthavewhateverropeshecouldfindintheouthouse,andSamwentouttosearch。 WhenhepassedbythedoorClymjoinedhim,andaccompaniedhimtothegate。 \"Isthisyoungwitch—ladygoingtostaylongatMistover?\" heasked。 \"Ishouldsayso。\" \"Whatacruelshametoill—useher,Shemusthavesufferedgreatly——moreinmindthaninbody。\" \"’Twasagracelesstrick——suchahandsomegirl,too。 Yououghttoseeher,Mr。Yeobright,beingayoungmancomefromfar,andwithalittlemoretoshowforyouryearsthanmostofus。\" \"Doyouthinkshewouldliketoteachchildren?\" saidClym。 Samshookhishead。\"Quiteadifferentsortofbodyfromthat,Ireckon。\" \"O,itwasmerelysomethingwhichoccurredtome。 Itwouldofcoursebenecessarytoseeherandtalkitover——notaneasything,bytheway,formyfamilyandhersarenotveryfriendly。\" \"I’lltellyouhowyoumidseeher,Mr。Yeobright,\" saidSam。\"Wearegoingtograppleforthebucketatsixo’clocktonightatherhouse,andyoucouldlendahand。 There’sfiveorsixcoming,butthewellisdeep,andanothermightbeuseful,ifyoudon’tmindappearinginthatshape。 She’ssuretobewalkinground。\" \"I’llthinkofit,\"saidYeobright;andtheyparted。 Hethoughtofitagooddeal;butnothingmorewassaidaboutEustaciainsidethehouseatthattime。 Whetherthisromanticmartyrtosuperstitionandthemelancholymummerhehadconversedwithunderthefullmoonwereoneandthesamepersonremainedasyetaproblem。 3—TheFirstActinaTimewornDramaTheafternoonwasfine,andYeobrightwalkedontheheathforanhourwithhismother。WhentheyreachedtheloftyridgewhichdividedthevalleyofBlooms—Endfromtheadjoiningvalleytheystoodstillandlookedround。 TheQuietWomanInnwasvisibleonthelowmarginoftheheathinonedirection,andafarontheotherhandroseMistoverKnap。 \"YoumeantocallonThomasin?\"heinquired。 \"Yes。Butyouneednotcomethistime,\"saidhismother。 \"InthatcaseI’llbranchoffhere,Mother。IamgoingtoMistover。\" Mrs。Yeobrightturnedtohiminquiringly。 \"Iamgoingtohelpthemgetthebucketoutofthecaptain’swell,\"hecontinued。\"AsitissoverydeepImaybeuseful。AndIshouldliketoseethisMissVye——notsomuchforhergoodlooksasforanotherreason。\" \"Mustyougo?\"hismotherasked。 \"Ithoughtto。\" Andtheyparted。\"Thereisnohelpforit,\"murmuredClym’smothergloomilyashewithdrew。\"Theyaresuretoseeeachother。IwishSamwouldcarryhisnewstootherhousesthanmine。\" Clym’sretreatingfiguregotsmallerandsmallerasitroseandfelloverthehillocksonhisway。 \"Heistender—hearted,\"saidMrs。Yeobrighttoherselfwhileshewatchedhim;\"otherwiseitwouldmatterlittle。 Howhe’sgoingon!\"