第11章

类别:其他 作者:Thomas Hardy字数:8394更新时间:19/01/07 14:37:59
Hewas,indeed,walkingwithawilloverthefurze,asstraightasaline,asifhislifedependeduponit。 Hismotherdrewalongbreath,and,abandoningthevisittoThomasin,turnedback。Theeveningfilmsbegantomakenebulouspicturesofthevalleys,butthehighlandsstillwererakedbythedecliningraysofthewintersun,whichglancedonClymashewalkedforward,eyedbyeveryrabbitandfield—farearound,alongshadowadvancinginfrontofhim。 Ondrawingneartothefurze—coveredbankandditchwhichfortifiedthecaptain’sdwellinghecouldhearvoiceswithin,signifyingthatoperationshadbeenalreadybegun。 Attheside—entrancegatehestoppedandlookedover。 Halfadozenable—bodiedmenwerestandinginalinefromthewell—mouth,holdingaropewhichpassedoverthewell—rollerintothedepthsbelow。Fairway,withapieceofsmallerroperoundhisbody,madefasttooneofthestandards,toguardagainstaccidents,wasleaningovertheopening,hisrighthandclaspingtheverticalropethatdescendedintothewell。 \"Now,silence,folks,\"saidFairway。 Thetalkingceased,andFairwaygaveacircularmotiontotherope,asifhewerestirringbatter。Attheendofaminuteadullsplashingreverberatedfromthebottomofthewell;thehelicaltwisthehadimpartedtotheropehadreachedthegrapnelbelow。 \"Haul!\"saidFairway;andthemenwhoheldtheropebegantogatheritoverthewheel。 \"Ithinkwe’vegotsommat,\"saidoneofthehaulers—in。 \"Thenpullsteady,\"saidFairway。 Theygatheredupmoreandmore,tillaregulardrippingintothewellcouldbeheardbelow。Itgrewsmarterwiththeincreasingheightofthebucket,andpresentlyahundredandfiftyfeetofropehadbeenpulledin。 Fairwaythenlitalantern,tiedittoanothercord,andbeganloweringitintothewellbesidethefirst: Clymcameforwardandlookeddown。Strangehumidleaves,whichknewnothingoftheseasonsoftheyear,andquaint—naturedmosseswererevealedonthewellsideasthelanterndescended;tillitsraysfelluponaconfusedmassofropeandbucketdanglinginthedank,darkair。 \"We’veonlygotenbytheedgeofthehoop——steady,forGod’ssake!\"saidFairway。 Theypulledwiththegreatestgentleness,tillthewetbucketappearedabouttwoyardsbelowthem,likeadeadfriendcometoearthagain。Threeorfourhandswerestretchedout,thenjerkwenttherope,whizzwentthewheel,thetwoforemosthaulersfellbackward,thebeatingofafallingbodywasheard,recedingdownthesidesofthewell,andathunderousuproararoseatthebottom。 Thebucketwasgoneagain。 \"Damnthebucket!\"saidFairway。 \"Loweragain,\"saidSam。 \"I’masstiffasaram’shornstoopingsolong,\" saidFairway,standingupandstretchinghimselftillhisjointscreaked。 \"Restafewminutes,Timothy,\"saidYeobright。 \"I’lltakeyourplace。\" Thegrapnelwasagainlowered。Itssmartimpactuponthedistantwaterreachedtheirearslikeakiss,whereuponYeobrightkneltdown,andleaningoverthewellbegandraggingthegrapnelroundandroundasFairwayhaddone。 \"Tiearoperoundhim——itisdangerous!\"criedasoftandanxiousvoicesomewhereabovethem。 Everybodyturned。Thespeakerwasawoman,gazingdownuponthegroupfromanupperwindow,whosepanesblazedintheruddyglarefromthewest。Herlipswerepartedandsheappearedforthemomenttoforgetwhereshewas。 Theropewasaccordinglytiedroundhiswaist,andtheworkproceeded。Atthenexthaultheweightwasnotheavy,anditwasdiscoveredthattheyhadonlysecuredacoiloftheropedetachedfromthebucket。Thetangledmasswasthrownintothebackground。HumphreytookYeobright’splace,andthegrapnelwasloweredagain。 Yeobrightretiredtotheheapofrecoveredropeinameditativemood。Oftheidentitybetweenthelady’svoiceandthatofthemelancholymummerhehadnotamoment’sdoubt。 \"Howthoughtfulofher!\"hesaidtohimself。 Eustacia,whohadreddenedwhensheperceivedtheeffectofherexclamationuponthegroupbelow,wasnolongertobeseenatthewindow,thoughYeobrightscanneditwistfully。Whilehestoodtherethemenatthewellsucceededingettingupthebucketwithoutamishap。 Oneofthemwenttoinquireforthecaptain,tolearnwhatordershewishedtogiveformendingthewell—tackle。 Thecaptainprovedtobeawayfromhome,andEustaciaappearedatthedoorandcameout。Shehadlapsedintoaneasyanddignifiedcalm,farremovedfromtheintensityoflifeinherwordsofsolicitudeforClym’ssafety。 \"Willitbepossibletodrawwaterheretonight?\" sheinquired。 \"No,miss;thebottomofthebucketiscleanknockedout。 Andaswecandonomorenowwe’llleaveoff,andcomeagaintomorrowmorning。\" \"Nowater,\"shemurmured,turningaway。 \"IcansendyouupsomefromBlooms—End,\"saidClym,comingforwardandraisinghishatasthemenretired。 YeobrightandEustacialookedateachotherforoneinstant,asifeachhadinmindthosefewmomentsduringwhichacertainmoonlightscenewascommontoboth。 Withtheglancethecalmfixityofherfeaturessublimeditselftoanexpressionofrefinementandwarmth; itwaslikegarishnoonrisingtothedignityofsunsetinacoupleofseconds。 \"Thankyou;itwillhardlybenecessary,\"shereplied。 \"Butifyouhavenowater?\" \"Well,itiswhatIcallnowater,\"shesaid,blushing,andliftingherlong—lashedeyelidsasiftoliftthemwereaworkrequiringconsideration。\"Butmygrandfathercallsitwaterenough。I’llshowyouwhatImean。\" Shemovedawayafewyards,andClymfollowed。Whenshereachedthecorneroftheenclosure,wherethestepswereformedformountingtheboundarybank,shesprangupwithalightnesswhichseemedstrangeafterherlistlessmovementtowardsthewell。Itincidentallyshowedthatherapparentlanguordidnotarisefromlackofforce。 Clymascendedbehindher,andnoticedacircularburntpatchatthetopofthebank。\"Ashes?\"hesaid。 \"Yes,\"saidEustacia。\"WehadalittlebonfireherelastFifthofNovember,andthosearethemarksofit。\" OnthatspothadstoodthefireshehadkindledtoattractWildeve。 \"That’stheonlykindofwaterwehave,\"shecontinued,tossingastoneintothepool,whichlayontheoutsideofthebanklikethewhiteofaneyewithoutitspupil。 Thestonefellwithaflounce,butnoWildeveappearedontheotherside,asonapreviousoccasionthere。 \"Mygrandfathersayshelivedformorethantwentyyearsatseaonwatertwiceasbadasthat,\"shewenton,\"andconsidersitquitegoodenoughforushereonanemergency。\" \"Well,asamatteroffacttherearenoimpuritiesinthewaterofthesepoolsatthistimeoftheyear。 Ithasonlyjustrainedintothem。\" Sheshookherhead。\"Iammanagingtoexistinawilderness,butIcannotdrinkfromapond,\"shesaid。 Clymlookedtowardsthewell,whichwasnowdeserted,themenhavinggonehome。\"Itisalongwaytosendforspring—water,\"hesaid,afterasilence。 \"Butsinceyoudon’tlikethisinthepond,I’lltrytogetyousomemyself。\"Hewentbacktothewell。 \"Yes,IthinkIcoulddoitbytyingonthispail。\" \"But,sinceIwouldnottroublethementogetit,Icannotinconscienceletyou。\" \"Idon’tmindthetroubleatall。\" Hemadefastthepailtothelongcoilofrope,putitoverthewheel,andallowedittodescendbylettingtheropeslipthroughhishands。Beforeithadgonefar,however,hecheckedit。 \"Imustmakefasttheendfirst,orwemaylosethewhole,\" hesaidtoEustacia,whohaddrawnnear。\"Couldyouholdthisamoment,whileIdoit——orshallIcallyourservant?\" \"Icanholdit,\"saidEustacia;andheplacedtheropeinherhands,goingthentosearchfortheend。 \"IsupposeImayletitslipdown?\"sheinquired。 \"Iwouldadviseyounottoletitgofar,\"saidClym。 \"Itwillgetmuchheavier,youwillfind。\" However,Eustaciahadbeguntopayout。Whilehewastyingshecried,\"Icannotstopit!\" Clymrantoherside,andfoundhecouldonlychecktheropebytwistingtheloosepartroundtheuprightpost,whenitstoppedwithajerk。\"Hasithurtyou?\" \"Yes,\"shereplied。 \"Verymuch?\" \"No;Ithinknot。\"Sheopenedherhands。Oneofthemwasbleeding;theropehaddraggedofftheskin。 Eustaciawrappeditinherhandkerchief。 \"Youshouldhaveletgo,\"saidYeobright。\"Whydidn’tyou?\" \"YousaidIwastoholdon……ThisisthesecondtimeIhavebeenwoundedtoday。\" \"Ah,yes;Ihaveheardofit。IblushformynativeEgdon。 Wasitaseriousinjuryyoureceivedinchurch,MissVye?\" TherewassuchanabundanceofsympathyinClym’stonethatEustaciaslowlydrewuphersleeveanddisclosedherroundwhitearm。Abrightredspotappearedonitssmoothsurface,likearubyonParianmarble。 \"Thereitis,\"shesaid,puttingherfingeragainstthespot。 \"Itwasdastardlyofthewoman,\"saidClym。\"WillnotCaptainVyegetherpunished?\" \"Heisgonefromhomeonthatverybusiness。IdidnotknowthatIhadsuchamagicreputation。\" \"Andyoufainted?\"saidClym,lookingatthescarletlittlepunctureasifhewouldliketokissitandmakeitwell。 \"Yes,itfrightenedme。Ihadnotbeentochurchforalongtime。AndnowIshallnotgoagainforeversolong——perhapsnever。Icannotfacetheireyesafterthis。 Don’tyouthinkitdreadfullyhumiliating?IwishedIwasdeadforhoursafter,butIdon’tmindnow。\" \"Ihavecometocleanawaythesecobwebs,\"saidYeobright。 \"Wouldyouliketohelpme——byhigh—classteaching?Wemightbenefitthemmuch。\" \"Idon’tquitefeelanxiousto。Ihavenotmuchloveformyfellow—creatures。SometimesIquitehatethem。\" \"StillIthinkthatifyouweretohearmyschemeyoumighttakeaninterestinit。Thereisnouseinhatingpeople——ifyouhateanything,youshouldhatewhatproducedthem。\" \"DoyoumeanNature?Ihateheralready。ButIshallbegladtohearyourschemeatanytime。\" Thesituationhadnowworkeditselfout,andthenextnaturalthingwasforthemtopart。Clymknewthiswellenough,andEustaciamadeamoveofconclusion; yethelookedatherasifhehadonewordmoretosay。 PerhapsifhehadnotlivedinParisitwouldneverhavebeenuttered。 \"Wehavemetbefore,\"hesaid,regardingherwithrathermoreinterestthanwasnecessary。 \"Idonotownit,\"saidEustacia,witharepressed,stilllook。 \"ButImaythinkwhatIlike。\" \"Yes。\" \"Youarelonelyhere。\" \"Icannotenduretheheath,exceptinitspurpleseason。 Theheathisacrueltaskmastertome。\" \"Canyousayso?\"heasked。\"Tomyminditismostexhilarating,andstrengthening,andsoothing。Iwouldratherliveonthesehillsthananywhereelseintheworld。\" \"Itiswellenoughforartists;butIneverwouldlearntodraw。\" \"Andthereisaverycuriousdruidicalstonejustoutthere。\" Hethrewapebbleinthedirectionsignified。\"Doyouoftengotoseeit?\" \"Iwasnotevenawarethereexistedanysuchcuriousdruidicalstone。IamawarethatthereareboulevardsinParis。\" Yeobrightlookedthoughtfullyontheground。 \"Thatmeansmuch,\"hesaid。 \"Itdoesindeed,\"saidEustacia。 \"IrememberwhenIhadthesamelongingfortownbustle。 Fiveyearsofagreatcitywouldbeaperfectcureforthat。\" \"Heavensendmesuchacure!Now,Mr。Yeobright,Iwillgoindoorsandplastermywoundedhand。\" Theyseparated,andEustaciavanishedintheincreasingshade。 Sheseemedfullofmanythings。Herpastwasablank,herlifehadbegun。TheeffectuponClymofthismeetinghedidnotfullydiscovertillsometimeafter。 Duringhiswalkhomehismostintelligiblesensationwasthathisschemehadsomehowbecomeglorified。 Abeautifulwomanhadbeenintertwinedwithit。 Onreachingthehousehewentuptotheroomwhichwastobemadehisstudy,andoccupiedhimselfduringtheeveninginunpackinghisbooksfromtheboxesandarrangingthemonshelves。Fromanotherboxhedrewalampandacanofoil。Hetrimmedthelamp,arrangedhistable,andsaid,\"Now,Iamreadytobegin。\" Heroseearlythenextmorning,readtwohoursbeforebreakfastbythelightofhislamp——readallthemorning,alltheafternoon。Justwhenthesunwasgoingdownhiseyesfeltweary,andheleantbackinhischair。 Hisroomoverlookedthefrontofthepremisesandthevalleyoftheheathbeyond。Thelowestbeamsofthewintersunthrewtheshadowofthehouseoverthepalings,acrossthegrassmarginoftheheath,andfarupthevale,wherethechimneyoutlinesandthoseofthesurroundingtree—topsstretchedforthinlongdarkprongs。Havingbeenseatedatworkallday,hedecidedtotakeaturnuponthehillsbeforeitgotdark;and,goingoutforthwith,hestruckacrosstheheathtowardsMistover。 Itwasanhourandahalflaterwhenheagainappearedatthegardengate。Theshuttersofthehousewereclosed,andChristianCantle,whohadbeenwheelingmanureaboutthegardenallday,hadgonehome。Onenteringhefoundthathismother,afterwaitingalongtimeforhim,hadfinishedhermeal。 \"Wherehaveyoubeen,Clym?\"sheimmediatelysaid。 \"Whydidn’tyoutellmethatyouweregoingawayatthistime?\" \"Ihavebeenontheheath。\" \"You’llmeetEustaciaVyeifyougoupthere。\" Clympausedaminute。\"Yes,Imetherthisevening,\" hesaid,asthoughitwerespokenunderthesheernecessityofpreservinghonesty。 \"Iwonderedifyouhad。\" \"Itwasnoappointment。\" \"No;suchmeetingsneverare。\" \"Butyouarenotangry,Mother?\" \"IcanhardlysaythatIamnot。Angry?No。ButwhenI considertheusualnatureofthedragwhichcausesmenofpromisetodisappointtheworldIfeeluneasy。\" \"Youdeservecreditforthefeeling,Mother。ButIcanassureyouthatyouneednotbedisturbedbyitonmyaccount。\" \"WhenIthinkofyouandyournewcrotchets,\"saidMrs。Yeobright,withsomeemphasis,\"Inaturallydon’tfeelsocomfortableasIdidatwelvemonthago。ItisincredibletomethatamanaccustomedtotheattractivewomenofParisandelsewhereshouldbesoeasilyworkeduponbyagirlinaheath。Youcouldjustaswellhavewalkedanotherway。\" \"Ihadbeenstudyingallday。\" \"Well,yes,\"sheaddedmorehopefully,\"Ihavebeenthinkingthatyoumightgetonasaschoolmaster,andrisethatway,sinceyoureallyaredeterminedtohatethecourseyouwerepursuing。\" Yeobrightwasunwillingtodisturbthisidea,thoughhisschemewasfarenoughremovedfromonewhereintheeducationofyouthshouldbemadeamerechannelofsocialascent。 Hehadnodesiresofthatsort。Hehadreachedthestageinayoungman’slifewhenthegrimnessofthegeneralhumansituationfirstbecomesclear;andtherealizationofthiscausesambitiontohaltawhile。InFranceitisnotuncustomarytocommitsuicideatthisstage; inEnglandwedomuchbetter,ormuchworse,asthecasemaybe。 Thelovebetweentheyoungmanandhismotherwasstrangelyinvisiblenow。Ofloveitmaybesaid,thelessearthlythelessdemonstrative。Initsabsolutelyindestructibleformitreachesaprofundityinwhichallexhibitionofitselfispainful。Itwassowiththese。 Hadconversationsbetweenthembeenoverheard,peoplewouldhavesaid,\"Howcoldtheyaretoeachother!\" HistheoryandhiswishesaboutdevotinghisfuturetoteachinghadmadeanimpressiononMrs。Yeobright。 Indeed,howcoulditbeotherwisewhenhewasapartofher——whentheirdiscourseswereasifcarriedonbetweentherightandthelefthandsofthesamebody? Hehaddespairedofreachingherbyargument;anditwasalmostasadiscoverytohimthathecouldreachherbyamagnetismwhichwasassuperiortowordsaswordsaretoyells。 Strangelyenoughhebegantofeelnowthatitwouldnotbesohardtopersuadeherwhowashisbestfriendthatcomparativepovertywasessentiallythehighercourseforhim,astoreconciletohisfeelingstheactofpersuadingher。Fromeveryprovidentpointofviewhismotherwassoundoubtedlyright,thathewasnotwithoutasicknessofheartinfindinghecouldshakeher。 Shehadasingularinsightintolife,consideringthatshehadnevermixedwithit。Thereareinstancesofpersonswho,withoutclearideasofthethingstheycriticizehaveyethadclearideasoftherelationsofthosethings。 Blacklock,apoetblindfromhisbirth,coulddescribevisualobjectswithaccuracy;ProfessorSanderson,whowasalsoblind,gaveexcellentlecturesoncolour,andtaughtothersthetheoryofideaswhichtheyhadandhehadnot。Inthesocialspherethesegiftedonesaremostlywomen;theycanwatchaworldwhichtheyneversaw,andestimateforcesofwhichtheyhaveonlyheard。 Wecallitintuition。 WhatwasthegreatworldtoMrs。Yeobright?Amultitudewhosetendenciescouldbeperceived,thoughnotitsessences。 Communitieswereseenbyherasfromadistance; shesawthemasweseethethrongswhichcoverthecanvasesofSallaert,VanAlsloot,andothersofthatschool——vastmassesofbeings,jostling,zigzagging,andprocessioningindefinitedirections,butwhosefeaturesareindistinguishablebytheverycomprehensivenessoftheview。 Onecouldseethat,asfarasithadgone,herlifewasverycompleteonitsreflectiveside。Thephilosophyofhernature,anditslimitationbycircumstances,wasalmostwritteninhermovements。Theyhadamajesticfoundation,thoughtheywerefarfrombeingmajestic;andtheyhadaground—workofassurance,buttheywerenotassured。 Asheronceelasticwalkhadbecomedeadenedbytime,sohadhernaturalprideoflifebeenhinderedinitsbloomingbyhernecessities。 ThenextslighttouchintheshapingofClym’sdestinyoccurredafewdaysafter。Abarrowwasopenedontheheath,andYeobrightattendedtheoperation,remainingawayfromhisstudyduringseveralhours。IntheafternoonChristianreturnedfromajourneyinthesamedirection,andMrs。Yeobrightquestionedhim。 \"Theyhavedugahole,andtheyhavefoundthingslikeflowerpotsupsidedown,Mis’essYeobright;andinsidetheseberealcharnelbones。Theyhavecarried’emofftomen’shouses; butIshouldn’tliketosleepwheretheywillbide。 Deadfolkshavebeenknowntocomeandclaimtheirown。 Mr。Yeobrighthadgotonepotofthebones,andwasgoingtobring’emhome——realskellingtonbones——but’twasorderedotherwise。You’llberelievedtohearthathegaveawayhispotandall,onsecondthoughts;andablessedthingforye,Mis’essYeobright,consideringthewindo’nights。\" \"Gaveitaway?\" \"Yes。ToMissVye。Shehasacannibaltasteforsuchchurchyardfurnitureseemingly。\" \"MissVyewastheretoo?\" \"Ay,’ab’lieveshewas。\" WhenClymcamehome,whichwasshortlyafter,hismothersaid,inacurioustone,\"Theurnyouhadmeantformeyougaveaway。\" Yeobrightmadenoreply;thecurrentofherfeelingwastoopronouncedtoadmitit。 Theearlyweeksoftheyearpassedon。Yeobrightcertainlystudiedathome,buthealsowalkedmuchabroad,andthedirectionofhiswalkwasalwaystowardssomepointofalinebetweenMistoverandRainbarrow。 ThemonthofMarcharrived,andtheheathshoweditsfirstsignsofawakeningfromwintertrance。Theawakeningwasalmostfelineinitsstealthiness。ThepooloutsidethebankbyEustacia’sdwelling,whichseemedasdeadanddesolateasevertoanobserverwhomovedandmadenoisesinhisobservation,wouldgraduallydiscloseastateofgreatanimationwhensilentlywatchedawhile。 Atimidanimalworldhadcometolifefortheseason。 Littletadpolesandeftsbegantobubbleupthroughthewater,andtoracealongbeneathit;toadsmadenoiseslikeveryyoungducks,andadvancedtothemarginintwosandthrees;overhead,bumblebeesflewhitherandthitherinthethickeninglight,theirdronecomingandgoinglikethesoundofagong。 OnaneveningsuchasthisYeobrightdescendedintotheBlooms—Endvalleyfrombesidethatverypool,wherehehadbeenstandingwithanotherpersonquitesilentlyandquitelongenoughtohearallthispunystirofresurrectioninnature;yethehadnotheardit。