Hewas,indeed,walkingwithawilloverthefurze,asstraightasaline,asifhislifedependeduponit。
Hismotherdrewalongbreath,and,abandoningthevisittoThomasin,turnedback。Theeveningfilmsbegantomakenebulouspicturesofthevalleys,butthehighlandsstillwererakedbythedecliningraysofthewintersun,whichglancedonClymashewalkedforward,eyedbyeveryrabbitandfield—farearound,alongshadowadvancinginfrontofhim。
Ondrawingneartothefurze—coveredbankandditchwhichfortifiedthecaptain’sdwellinghecouldhearvoiceswithin,signifyingthatoperationshadbeenalreadybegun。
Attheside—entrancegatehestoppedandlookedover。
Halfadozenable—bodiedmenwerestandinginalinefromthewell—mouth,holdingaropewhichpassedoverthewell—rollerintothedepthsbelow。Fairway,withapieceofsmallerroperoundhisbody,madefasttooneofthestandards,toguardagainstaccidents,wasleaningovertheopening,hisrighthandclaspingtheverticalropethatdescendedintothewell。
\"Now,silence,folks,\"saidFairway。
Thetalkingceased,andFairwaygaveacircularmotiontotherope,asifhewerestirringbatter。Attheendofaminuteadullsplashingreverberatedfromthebottomofthewell;thehelicaltwisthehadimpartedtotheropehadreachedthegrapnelbelow。
\"Haul!\"saidFairway;andthemenwhoheldtheropebegantogatheritoverthewheel。
\"Ithinkwe’vegotsommat,\"saidoneofthehaulers—in。
\"Thenpullsteady,\"saidFairway。
Theygatheredupmoreandmore,tillaregulardrippingintothewellcouldbeheardbelow。Itgrewsmarterwiththeincreasingheightofthebucket,andpresentlyahundredandfiftyfeetofropehadbeenpulledin。
Fairwaythenlitalantern,tiedittoanothercord,andbeganloweringitintothewellbesidethefirst:
Clymcameforwardandlookeddown。Strangehumidleaves,whichknewnothingoftheseasonsoftheyear,andquaint—naturedmosseswererevealedonthewellsideasthelanterndescended;tillitsraysfelluponaconfusedmassofropeandbucketdanglinginthedank,darkair。
\"We’veonlygotenbytheedgeofthehoop——steady,forGod’ssake!\"saidFairway。
Theypulledwiththegreatestgentleness,tillthewetbucketappearedabouttwoyardsbelowthem,likeadeadfriendcometoearthagain。Threeorfourhandswerestretchedout,thenjerkwenttherope,whizzwentthewheel,thetwoforemosthaulersfellbackward,thebeatingofafallingbodywasheard,recedingdownthesidesofthewell,andathunderousuproararoseatthebottom。
Thebucketwasgoneagain。
\"Damnthebucket!\"saidFairway。
\"Loweragain,\"saidSam。
\"I’masstiffasaram’shornstoopingsolong,\"
saidFairway,standingupandstretchinghimselftillhisjointscreaked。
\"Restafewminutes,Timothy,\"saidYeobright。
\"I’lltakeyourplace。\"
Thegrapnelwasagainlowered。Itssmartimpactuponthedistantwaterreachedtheirearslikeakiss,whereuponYeobrightkneltdown,andleaningoverthewellbegandraggingthegrapnelroundandroundasFairwayhaddone。
\"Tiearoperoundhim——itisdangerous!\"criedasoftandanxiousvoicesomewhereabovethem。
Everybodyturned。Thespeakerwasawoman,gazingdownuponthegroupfromanupperwindow,whosepanesblazedintheruddyglarefromthewest。Herlipswerepartedandsheappearedforthemomenttoforgetwhereshewas。
Theropewasaccordinglytiedroundhiswaist,andtheworkproceeded。Atthenexthaultheweightwasnotheavy,anditwasdiscoveredthattheyhadonlysecuredacoiloftheropedetachedfromthebucket。Thetangledmasswasthrownintothebackground。HumphreytookYeobright’splace,andthegrapnelwasloweredagain。
Yeobrightretiredtotheheapofrecoveredropeinameditativemood。Oftheidentitybetweenthelady’svoiceandthatofthemelancholymummerhehadnotamoment’sdoubt。
\"Howthoughtfulofher!\"hesaidtohimself。
Eustacia,whohadreddenedwhensheperceivedtheeffectofherexclamationuponthegroupbelow,wasnolongertobeseenatthewindow,thoughYeobrightscanneditwistfully。Whilehestoodtherethemenatthewellsucceededingettingupthebucketwithoutamishap。
Oneofthemwenttoinquireforthecaptain,tolearnwhatordershewishedtogiveformendingthewell—tackle。
Thecaptainprovedtobeawayfromhome,andEustaciaappearedatthedoorandcameout。Shehadlapsedintoaneasyanddignifiedcalm,farremovedfromtheintensityoflifeinherwordsofsolicitudeforClym’ssafety。
\"Willitbepossibletodrawwaterheretonight?\"
sheinquired。
\"No,miss;thebottomofthebucketiscleanknockedout。
Andaswecandonomorenowwe’llleaveoff,andcomeagaintomorrowmorning。\"
\"Nowater,\"shemurmured,turningaway。
\"IcansendyouupsomefromBlooms—End,\"saidClym,comingforwardandraisinghishatasthemenretired。
YeobrightandEustacialookedateachotherforoneinstant,asifeachhadinmindthosefewmomentsduringwhichacertainmoonlightscenewascommontoboth。
Withtheglancethecalmfixityofherfeaturessublimeditselftoanexpressionofrefinementandwarmth;
itwaslikegarishnoonrisingtothedignityofsunsetinacoupleofseconds。
\"Thankyou;itwillhardlybenecessary,\"shereplied。
\"Butifyouhavenowater?\"
\"Well,itiswhatIcallnowater,\"shesaid,blushing,andliftingherlong—lashedeyelidsasiftoliftthemwereaworkrequiringconsideration。\"Butmygrandfathercallsitwaterenough。I’llshowyouwhatImean。\"
Shemovedawayafewyards,andClymfollowed。Whenshereachedthecorneroftheenclosure,wherethestepswereformedformountingtheboundarybank,shesprangupwithalightnesswhichseemedstrangeafterherlistlessmovementtowardsthewell。Itincidentallyshowedthatherapparentlanguordidnotarisefromlackofforce。
Clymascendedbehindher,andnoticedacircularburntpatchatthetopofthebank。\"Ashes?\"hesaid。
\"Yes,\"saidEustacia。\"WehadalittlebonfireherelastFifthofNovember,andthosearethemarksofit。\"
OnthatspothadstoodthefireshehadkindledtoattractWildeve。
\"That’stheonlykindofwaterwehave,\"shecontinued,tossingastoneintothepool,whichlayontheoutsideofthebanklikethewhiteofaneyewithoutitspupil。
Thestonefellwithaflounce,butnoWildeveappearedontheotherside,asonapreviousoccasionthere。
\"Mygrandfathersayshelivedformorethantwentyyearsatseaonwatertwiceasbadasthat,\"shewenton,\"andconsidersitquitegoodenoughforushereonanemergency。\"
\"Well,asamatteroffacttherearenoimpuritiesinthewaterofthesepoolsatthistimeoftheyear。
Ithasonlyjustrainedintothem。\"
Sheshookherhead。\"Iammanagingtoexistinawilderness,butIcannotdrinkfromapond,\"shesaid。
Clymlookedtowardsthewell,whichwasnowdeserted,themenhavinggonehome。\"Itisalongwaytosendforspring—water,\"hesaid,afterasilence。
\"Butsinceyoudon’tlikethisinthepond,I’lltrytogetyousomemyself。\"Hewentbacktothewell。
\"Yes,IthinkIcoulddoitbytyingonthispail。\"
\"But,sinceIwouldnottroublethementogetit,Icannotinconscienceletyou。\"
\"Idon’tmindthetroubleatall。\"
Hemadefastthepailtothelongcoilofrope,putitoverthewheel,andallowedittodescendbylettingtheropeslipthroughhishands。Beforeithadgonefar,however,hecheckedit。
\"Imustmakefasttheendfirst,orwemaylosethewhole,\"
hesaidtoEustacia,whohaddrawnnear。\"Couldyouholdthisamoment,whileIdoit——orshallIcallyourservant?\"
\"Icanholdit,\"saidEustacia;andheplacedtheropeinherhands,goingthentosearchfortheend。
\"IsupposeImayletitslipdown?\"sheinquired。
\"Iwouldadviseyounottoletitgofar,\"saidClym。
\"Itwillgetmuchheavier,youwillfind。\"
However,Eustaciahadbeguntopayout。Whilehewastyingshecried,\"Icannotstopit!\"
Clymrantoherside,andfoundhecouldonlychecktheropebytwistingtheloosepartroundtheuprightpost,whenitstoppedwithajerk。\"Hasithurtyou?\"
\"Yes,\"shereplied。
\"Verymuch?\"
\"No;Ithinknot。\"Sheopenedherhands。Oneofthemwasbleeding;theropehaddraggedofftheskin。
Eustaciawrappeditinherhandkerchief。
\"Youshouldhaveletgo,\"saidYeobright。\"Whydidn’tyou?\"
\"YousaidIwastoholdon……ThisisthesecondtimeIhavebeenwoundedtoday。\"
\"Ah,yes;Ihaveheardofit。IblushformynativeEgdon。
Wasitaseriousinjuryyoureceivedinchurch,MissVye?\"
TherewassuchanabundanceofsympathyinClym’stonethatEustaciaslowlydrewuphersleeveanddisclosedherroundwhitearm。Abrightredspotappearedonitssmoothsurface,likearubyonParianmarble。
\"Thereitis,\"shesaid,puttingherfingeragainstthespot。
\"Itwasdastardlyofthewoman,\"saidClym。\"WillnotCaptainVyegetherpunished?\"
\"Heisgonefromhomeonthatverybusiness。IdidnotknowthatIhadsuchamagicreputation。\"
\"Andyoufainted?\"saidClym,lookingatthescarletlittlepunctureasifhewouldliketokissitandmakeitwell。
\"Yes,itfrightenedme。Ihadnotbeentochurchforalongtime。AndnowIshallnotgoagainforeversolong——perhapsnever。Icannotfacetheireyesafterthis。
Don’tyouthinkitdreadfullyhumiliating?IwishedIwasdeadforhoursafter,butIdon’tmindnow。\"
\"Ihavecometocleanawaythesecobwebs,\"saidYeobright。
\"Wouldyouliketohelpme——byhigh—classteaching?Wemightbenefitthemmuch。\"
\"Idon’tquitefeelanxiousto。Ihavenotmuchloveformyfellow—creatures。SometimesIquitehatethem。\"
\"StillIthinkthatifyouweretohearmyschemeyoumighttakeaninterestinit。Thereisnouseinhatingpeople——ifyouhateanything,youshouldhatewhatproducedthem。\"
\"DoyoumeanNature?Ihateheralready。ButIshallbegladtohearyourschemeatanytime。\"
Thesituationhadnowworkeditselfout,andthenextnaturalthingwasforthemtopart。Clymknewthiswellenough,andEustaciamadeamoveofconclusion;
yethelookedatherasifhehadonewordmoretosay。
PerhapsifhehadnotlivedinParisitwouldneverhavebeenuttered。
\"Wehavemetbefore,\"hesaid,regardingherwithrathermoreinterestthanwasnecessary。
\"Idonotownit,\"saidEustacia,witharepressed,stilllook。
\"ButImaythinkwhatIlike。\"
\"Yes。\"
\"Youarelonelyhere。\"
\"Icannotenduretheheath,exceptinitspurpleseason。
Theheathisacrueltaskmastertome。\"
\"Canyousayso?\"heasked。\"Tomyminditismostexhilarating,andstrengthening,andsoothing。Iwouldratherliveonthesehillsthananywhereelseintheworld。\"
\"Itiswellenoughforartists;butIneverwouldlearntodraw。\"
\"Andthereisaverycuriousdruidicalstonejustoutthere。\"
Hethrewapebbleinthedirectionsignified。\"Doyouoftengotoseeit?\"
\"Iwasnotevenawarethereexistedanysuchcuriousdruidicalstone。IamawarethatthereareboulevardsinParis。\"
Yeobrightlookedthoughtfullyontheground。
\"Thatmeansmuch,\"hesaid。
\"Itdoesindeed,\"saidEustacia。
\"IrememberwhenIhadthesamelongingfortownbustle。
Fiveyearsofagreatcitywouldbeaperfectcureforthat。\"
\"Heavensendmesuchacure!Now,Mr。Yeobright,Iwillgoindoorsandplastermywoundedhand。\"
Theyseparated,andEustaciavanishedintheincreasingshade。
Sheseemedfullofmanythings。Herpastwasablank,herlifehadbegun。TheeffectuponClymofthismeetinghedidnotfullydiscovertillsometimeafter。
Duringhiswalkhomehismostintelligiblesensationwasthathisschemehadsomehowbecomeglorified。
Abeautifulwomanhadbeenintertwinedwithit。
Onreachingthehousehewentuptotheroomwhichwastobemadehisstudy,andoccupiedhimselfduringtheeveninginunpackinghisbooksfromtheboxesandarrangingthemonshelves。Fromanotherboxhedrewalampandacanofoil。Hetrimmedthelamp,arrangedhistable,andsaid,\"Now,Iamreadytobegin。\"
Heroseearlythenextmorning,readtwohoursbeforebreakfastbythelightofhislamp——readallthemorning,alltheafternoon。Justwhenthesunwasgoingdownhiseyesfeltweary,andheleantbackinhischair。
Hisroomoverlookedthefrontofthepremisesandthevalleyoftheheathbeyond。Thelowestbeamsofthewintersunthrewtheshadowofthehouseoverthepalings,acrossthegrassmarginoftheheath,andfarupthevale,wherethechimneyoutlinesandthoseofthesurroundingtree—topsstretchedforthinlongdarkprongs。Havingbeenseatedatworkallday,hedecidedtotakeaturnuponthehillsbeforeitgotdark;and,goingoutforthwith,hestruckacrosstheheathtowardsMistover。
Itwasanhourandahalflaterwhenheagainappearedatthegardengate。Theshuttersofthehousewereclosed,andChristianCantle,whohadbeenwheelingmanureaboutthegardenallday,hadgonehome。Onenteringhefoundthathismother,afterwaitingalongtimeforhim,hadfinishedhermeal。
\"Wherehaveyoubeen,Clym?\"sheimmediatelysaid。
\"Whydidn’tyoutellmethatyouweregoingawayatthistime?\"
\"Ihavebeenontheheath。\"
\"You’llmeetEustaciaVyeifyougoupthere。\"
Clympausedaminute。\"Yes,Imetherthisevening,\"
hesaid,asthoughitwerespokenunderthesheernecessityofpreservinghonesty。
\"Iwonderedifyouhad。\"
\"Itwasnoappointment。\"
\"No;suchmeetingsneverare。\"
\"Butyouarenotangry,Mother?\"
\"IcanhardlysaythatIamnot。Angry?No。ButwhenI
considertheusualnatureofthedragwhichcausesmenofpromisetodisappointtheworldIfeeluneasy。\"
\"Youdeservecreditforthefeeling,Mother。ButIcanassureyouthatyouneednotbedisturbedbyitonmyaccount。\"
\"WhenIthinkofyouandyournewcrotchets,\"saidMrs。Yeobright,withsomeemphasis,\"Inaturallydon’tfeelsocomfortableasIdidatwelvemonthago。ItisincredibletomethatamanaccustomedtotheattractivewomenofParisandelsewhereshouldbesoeasilyworkeduponbyagirlinaheath。Youcouldjustaswellhavewalkedanotherway。\"
\"Ihadbeenstudyingallday。\"
\"Well,yes,\"sheaddedmorehopefully,\"Ihavebeenthinkingthatyoumightgetonasaschoolmaster,andrisethatway,sinceyoureallyaredeterminedtohatethecourseyouwerepursuing。\"
Yeobrightwasunwillingtodisturbthisidea,thoughhisschemewasfarenoughremovedfromonewhereintheeducationofyouthshouldbemadeamerechannelofsocialascent。
Hehadnodesiresofthatsort。Hehadreachedthestageinayoungman’slifewhenthegrimnessofthegeneralhumansituationfirstbecomesclear;andtherealizationofthiscausesambitiontohaltawhile。InFranceitisnotuncustomarytocommitsuicideatthisstage;
inEnglandwedomuchbetter,ormuchworse,asthecasemaybe。
Thelovebetweentheyoungmanandhismotherwasstrangelyinvisiblenow。Ofloveitmaybesaid,thelessearthlythelessdemonstrative。Initsabsolutelyindestructibleformitreachesaprofundityinwhichallexhibitionofitselfispainful。Itwassowiththese。
Hadconversationsbetweenthembeenoverheard,peoplewouldhavesaid,\"Howcoldtheyaretoeachother!\"
HistheoryandhiswishesaboutdevotinghisfuturetoteachinghadmadeanimpressiononMrs。Yeobright。
Indeed,howcoulditbeotherwisewhenhewasapartofher——whentheirdiscourseswereasifcarriedonbetweentherightandthelefthandsofthesamebody?
Hehaddespairedofreachingherbyargument;anditwasalmostasadiscoverytohimthathecouldreachherbyamagnetismwhichwasassuperiortowordsaswordsaretoyells。
Strangelyenoughhebegantofeelnowthatitwouldnotbesohardtopersuadeherwhowashisbestfriendthatcomparativepovertywasessentiallythehighercourseforhim,astoreconciletohisfeelingstheactofpersuadingher。Fromeveryprovidentpointofviewhismotherwassoundoubtedlyright,thathewasnotwithoutasicknessofheartinfindinghecouldshakeher。
Shehadasingularinsightintolife,consideringthatshehadnevermixedwithit。Thereareinstancesofpersonswho,withoutclearideasofthethingstheycriticizehaveyethadclearideasoftherelationsofthosethings。
Blacklock,apoetblindfromhisbirth,coulddescribevisualobjectswithaccuracy;ProfessorSanderson,whowasalsoblind,gaveexcellentlecturesoncolour,andtaughtothersthetheoryofideaswhichtheyhadandhehadnot。Inthesocialspherethesegiftedonesaremostlywomen;theycanwatchaworldwhichtheyneversaw,andestimateforcesofwhichtheyhaveonlyheard。
Wecallitintuition。
WhatwasthegreatworldtoMrs。Yeobright?Amultitudewhosetendenciescouldbeperceived,thoughnotitsessences。
Communitieswereseenbyherasfromadistance;
shesawthemasweseethethrongswhichcoverthecanvasesofSallaert,VanAlsloot,andothersofthatschool——vastmassesofbeings,jostling,zigzagging,andprocessioningindefinitedirections,butwhosefeaturesareindistinguishablebytheverycomprehensivenessoftheview。
Onecouldseethat,asfarasithadgone,herlifewasverycompleteonitsreflectiveside。Thephilosophyofhernature,anditslimitationbycircumstances,wasalmostwritteninhermovements。Theyhadamajesticfoundation,thoughtheywerefarfrombeingmajestic;andtheyhadaground—workofassurance,buttheywerenotassured。
Asheronceelasticwalkhadbecomedeadenedbytime,sohadhernaturalprideoflifebeenhinderedinitsbloomingbyhernecessities。
ThenextslighttouchintheshapingofClym’sdestinyoccurredafewdaysafter。Abarrowwasopenedontheheath,andYeobrightattendedtheoperation,remainingawayfromhisstudyduringseveralhours。IntheafternoonChristianreturnedfromajourneyinthesamedirection,andMrs。Yeobrightquestionedhim。
\"Theyhavedugahole,andtheyhavefoundthingslikeflowerpotsupsidedown,Mis’essYeobright;andinsidetheseberealcharnelbones。Theyhavecarried’emofftomen’shouses;
butIshouldn’tliketosleepwheretheywillbide。
Deadfolkshavebeenknowntocomeandclaimtheirown。
Mr。Yeobrighthadgotonepotofthebones,andwasgoingtobring’emhome——realskellingtonbones——but’twasorderedotherwise。You’llberelievedtohearthathegaveawayhispotandall,onsecondthoughts;andablessedthingforye,Mis’essYeobright,consideringthewindo’nights。\"
\"Gaveitaway?\"
\"Yes。ToMissVye。Shehasacannibaltasteforsuchchurchyardfurnitureseemingly。\"
\"MissVyewastheretoo?\"
\"Ay,’ab’lieveshewas。\"
WhenClymcamehome,whichwasshortlyafter,hismothersaid,inacurioustone,\"Theurnyouhadmeantformeyougaveaway。\"
Yeobrightmadenoreply;thecurrentofherfeelingwastoopronouncedtoadmitit。
Theearlyweeksoftheyearpassedon。Yeobrightcertainlystudiedathome,buthealsowalkedmuchabroad,andthedirectionofhiswalkwasalwaystowardssomepointofalinebetweenMistoverandRainbarrow。
ThemonthofMarcharrived,andtheheathshoweditsfirstsignsofawakeningfromwintertrance。Theawakeningwasalmostfelineinitsstealthiness。ThepooloutsidethebankbyEustacia’sdwelling,whichseemedasdeadanddesolateasevertoanobserverwhomovedandmadenoisesinhisobservation,wouldgraduallydiscloseastateofgreatanimationwhensilentlywatchedawhile。
Atimidanimalworldhadcometolifefortheseason。
Littletadpolesandeftsbegantobubbleupthroughthewater,andtoracealongbeneathit;toadsmadenoiseslikeveryyoungducks,andadvancedtothemarginintwosandthrees;overhead,bumblebeesflewhitherandthitherinthethickeninglight,theirdronecomingandgoinglikethesoundofagong。
OnaneveningsuchasthisYeobrightdescendedintotheBlooms—Endvalleyfrombesidethatverypool,wherehehadbeenstandingwithanotherpersonquitesilentlyandquitelongenoughtohearallthispunystirofresurrectioninnature;yethehadnotheardit。