Hiswalkwasrapidashecamedown,andhewentwithaspringytrend。Beforeenteringuponhismother’spremiseshestoppedandbreathed。Thelightwhichshoneforthonhimfromthewindowrevealedthathisfacewasflushedandhiseyebright。Whatitdidnotshowwassomethingwhichlingereduponhislipslikeasealsetthere。
Theabidingpresenceofthisimpresswassorealthathehardlydaredtoenterthehouse,foritseemedasifhismothermightsay,\"Whatredspotisthatglowinguponyourmouthsovividly?\"
Butheenteredsoonafter。Theteawasready,andhesatdownoppositehismother。Shedidnotspeakmanywords;
andasforhim,somethinghadbeenjustdoneandsomewordshadbeenjustsaidonthehillwhichpreventedhimfrombeginningadesultorychat。Hismother’staciturnitywasnotwithoutominousness,butheappearednottocare。
Heknewwhyshesaidsolittle,buthecouldnotremovethecauseofherbearingtowardshim。Thesehalf—silentsittingswerefarfromuncommonwiththemnow。AtlastYeobrightmadeabeginningofwhatwasintendedtostrikeatthewholerootofthematter。
\"Fivedayshavewesatlikethisatmealswithscarcelyaword。What’stheuseofit,Mother?\"
\"None,\"saidshe,inaheart—swollentone。\"Butthereisonlytoogoodareason。\"
\"Notwhenyouknowall。Ihavebeenwantingtospeakaboutthis,andIamgladthesubjectisbegun。Thereason,ofcourse,isEustaciaVye。Well,IconfessIhaveseenherlately,andhaveseenheragoodmanytimes。\"
\"Yes,yes;andIknowwhatthatamountsto。Ittroublesme,Clym。Youarewastingyourlifehere;anditissolelyonaccountofher。Ifithadnotbeenforthatwomanyouwouldneverhaveentertainedthisteachingschemeatall。\"
Clymlookedhardathismother。\"Youknowthatisnotit,\"
hesaid。
\"Well,Iknowyouhaddecidedtoattemptitbeforeyousawher;butthatwouldhaveendedinintentions。Itwasverywelltotalkof,butridiculoustoputinpractice。
Ifullyexpectedthatinthecourseofamonthortwoyouwouldhaveseenthefollyofsuchself—sacrifice,andwouldhavebeenbythistimebackagaintoParisinsomebusinessorother。Icanunderstandobjectionstothediamondtrade——Ireallywasthinkingthatitmightbeinadequatetothelifeofamanlikeyoueventhoughitmighthavemadeyouamillionaire。
ButnowIseehowmistakenyouareaboutthisgirlIdoubtifyoucouldbecorrectaboutotherthings。\"
\"HowamImistakeninher?\"
\"Sheislazyanddissatisfied。Butthatisnotallofit。
Supposinghertobeasgoodawomanasanyyoucanfind,whichshecertainlyisnot,whydoyouwishtoconnectyourselfwithanybodyatpresent?\"
\"Well,therearepracticalreasons,\"Clymbegan,andthenalmostbrokeoffunderanoverpoweringsenseoftheweightofargumentwhichcouldbebroughtagainsthisstatement。
\"IfItakeaschoolaneducatedwomanwouldbeinvaluableasahelptome。\"
\"What!youreallymeantomarryher?\"
\"Itwouldbeprematuretostatethatplainly。Butconsiderwhatobviousadvantagestherewouldbeindoingit。She————\"
\"Don’tsupposeshehasanymoney。Shehasn’tafarthing。\"
\"Sheisexcellentlyeducated,andwouldmakeagoodmatroninaboarding—school。IcandidlyownthatI
havemodifiedmyviewsalittle,indeferencetoyou;
anditshouldsatisfyyou。Inolongeradheretomyintentionofgivingwithmyownmouthrudimentaryeducationtothelowestclass。Icandobetter。Icanestablishagoodprivateschoolforfarmers’sons,andwithoutstoppingtheschoolIcanmanagetopassexaminations。
Bythismeans,andbytheassistanceofawifelikeher————\"
\"Oh,Clym!\"
\"Ishallultimately,Ihope,beattheheadofoneofthebestschoolsinthecounty。\"
Yeobrighthadenunciatedtheword\"her\"withafervourwhich,inconversationwithamother,wasabsurdlyindiscreet。
Hardlyamaternalheartwithinthefourseascouldinsuchcircumstances,havehelpedbeingirritatedatthatill—timedbetrayaloffeelingforanewwoman。
\"Youareblinded,Clym,\"shesaidwarmly。\"Itwasabaddayforyouwhenyoufirstseteyesonher。
Andyourschemeismerelyacastleintheairbuiltonpurposetojustifythisfollywhichhasseizedyou,andtosalveyourconscienceontheirrationalsituationyouarein。\"
\"Mother,that’snottrue,\"hefirmlyanswered。
\"CanyoumaintainthatIsitandtelluntruths,whenallIwishtodoistosaveyoufromsorrow?Forshame,Clym!Butitisallthroughthatwoman——ahussy!\"
Clymreddenedlikefireandrose。Heplacedhishanduponhismother’sshoulderandsaid,inatonewhichhungstrangelybetweenentreatyandcommand,\"Iwon’thearit。
Imaybeledtoansweryouinawaywhichweshallbothregret。\"
Hismotherpartedherlipstobeginsomeothervehementtruth,butonlookingathimshesawthatinhisfacewhichledhertoleavethewordsunsaid。Yeobrightwalkedonceortwiceacrosstheroom,andthensuddenlywentoutofthehouse。
Itwaseleveno’clockwhenhecamein,thoughhehadnotbeenfurtherthantheprecinctsofthegarden。
Hismotherwasgonetobed。Alightwasleftburningonthetable,andsupperwasspread。Withoutstoppingforanyfoodhesecuredthedoorsandwentupstairs。
4—AnHourofBlissandManyHoursofSadnessThenextdaywasgloomyenoughatBlooms—End。Yeobrightremainedinhisstudy,sittingovertheopenbooks;
buttheworkofthosehourswasmiserablyscant。
Determinedthatthereshouldbenothinginhisconducttowardshismotherresemblingsullenness,hehadoccasionallyspokentoheronpassingmatters,andwouldtakenonoticeofthebrevityofherreplies。Withthesameresolvetokeepupashowofconversationhesaid,aboutseveno’clockintheevening,\"There’saneclipseofthemoontonight。
Iamgoingouttoseeit。\"And,puttingonhisovercoat,helefther。
Thelowmoonwasnotasyetvisiblefromthefrontofthehouse,andYeobrightclimbedoutofthevalleyuntilhestoodinthefullfloodofherlight。Butevennowhewalkedon,andhisstepswereinthedirectionofRainbarrow。
Inhalfanhourhestoodatthetop。Theskywasclearfromvergetoverge,andthemoonflungherraysoverthewholeheath,butwithoutsensiblylightingit,exceptwherepathsandwater—courseshadlaidbarethewhiteflintsandglisteningquartzsand,whichmadestreaksuponthegeneralshade。
Afterstandingawhilehestoopedandfelttheheather。
Itwasdry,andheflunghimselfdownuponthebarrow,hisfacetowardsthemoon,whichdepictedasmallimageofherselfineachofhiseyes。
Hehadoftencomeupherewithoutstatinghispurposetohismother;butthiswasthefirsttimethathehadbeenostensiblyfrankastohispurposewhilereallyconcealingit。
Itwasamoralsituationwhich,threemonthsearlier,hecouldhardlyhavecreditedofhimself。Inreturningtolabourinthissequesteredspothehadanticipatedanescapefromthechafingofsocialnecessities;
yetbeholdtheywereherealso。Morethaneverhelongedtobeinsomeworldwherepersonalambitionwasnottheonlyrecognizedformofprogress——such,perhaps,asmighthavebeenthecaseatsometimeorotherinthesilveryglobethenshininguponhim。Hiseyetravelledoverthelengthandbreadthofthatdistantcountry——overtheBayofRainbows,thesombreSeaofCrises,theOceanofStorms,theLakeofDreams,thevastWalledPlains,andthewondrousRingMountains——tillhealmostfelthimselftobevoyagingbodilythroughitswildscenes,standingonitshollowhills,traversingitsdeserts,descendingitsvalesandoldseabottoms,ormountingtotheedgesofitscraters。
Whilehewatchedthefar—removedlandscapeatawnystaingrewintobeingonthelowerverge——theeclipsehadbegun。
Thismarkedapreconcertedmoment——fortheremotecelestialphenomenonhadbeenpressedintosublunaryserviceasalover’ssignal。Yeobright’smindflewbacktoearthatthesight;hearose,shookhimselfandlistened。
Minuteafterminutepassedby,perhapstenminutespassed,andtheshadowonthemoonperceptiblywidened。
Heheardarustlingonhislefthand,acloakedfigurewithanupturnedfaceappearedatthebaseoftheBarrow,andClymdescended。Inamomentthefigurewasinhisarms,andhislipsuponhers。
\"MyEustacia!\"
\"Clym,dearest!\"
Suchasituationhadlessthanthreemonthsbroughtforth。
Theyremainedlongwithoutasingleutterance,fornolanguagecouldreachtheleveloftheircondition——wordswereastherustyimplementsofaby—gonebarbarousepoch,andonlytobeoccasionallytolerated。
\"Ibegantowonderwhyyoudidnotcome,\"saidYeobright,whenshehadwithdrawnalittlefromhisembrace。
\"Yousaidtenminutesafterthefirstmarkofshadeontheedgeofthemoon,andthat’swhatitisnow。\"
\"Well,letusonlythinkthathereweare。\"
Then,holdingeachother’shand,theywereagainsilent,andtheshadowonthemoon’sdiscgrewalittlelarger。
\"Hasitseemedlongsinceyoulastsawme?\"sheasked。
\"Ithasseemedsad。\"
\"Andnotlong?That’sbecauseyouoccupyyourself,andsoblindyourselftomyabsence。Tome,whocandonothing,ithasbeenlikelivingunderstagnantwater。\"
\"Iwouldratherbeartediousness,dear,thanhavetimemadeshortbysuchmeansashaveshortenedmine。\"
\"Inwhatwayisthat?Youhavebeenthinkingyouwishedyoudidnotloveme。\"
\"Howcanamanwishthat,andyetloveon?No,Eustacia。\"
\"Mencan,womencannot。\"
\"Well,whateverImayhavethought,onethingiscertain——I
doloveyou——pastallcompassanddescription。Iloveyoutooppressiveness——I,whohaveneverbeforefeltmorethanapleasantpassingfancyforanywomanIhaveeverseen。
Letmelookrightintoyourmoonlitfaceanddwelloneverylineandcurveinit!OnlyafewhairbreadthsmakethedifferencebetweenthisfaceandfacesIhaveseenmanytimesbeforeIknewyou;yetwhatadifference——thedifferencebetweeneverythingandnothingatall。
Onetouchonthatmouthagain!there,andthere,andthere。
Youreyesseemheavy,Eustacia。\"
\"No,itismygeneralwayoflooking。IthinkitarisesfrommyfeelingsometimesanagonizingpityformyselfthatIeverwasborn。\"
\"Youdon’tfeelitnow?\"
\"No。YetIknowthatweshallnotlovelikethisalways。
Nothingcanensurethecontinuanceoflove。Itwillevaporatelikeaspirit,andsoIfeelfulloffears。\"
\"Youneednot。\"
\"Ah,youdon’tknow。YouhaveseenmorethanI,andhavebeenintocitiesandamongpeoplethatIhaveonlyheardof,andhavelivedmoreyearsthanI;butyetIamolderatthisthanyou。Ilovedanothermanonce,andnowIloveyou。\"
\"InGod’smercydon’ttalkso,Eustacia!\"
\"ButIdonotthinkIshallbetheonewhoweariesfirst。
Itwill,Ifear,endinthisway:yourmotherwillfindoutthatyoumeetme,andshewillinfluenceyouagainstme!\"
\"Thatcanneverbe。Sheknowsofthesemeetingsalready。\"
\"Andshespeaksagainstme?\"
\"Iwillnotsay。\"
\"There,goaway!Obeyher。Ishallruinyou。Itisfoolishofyoutomeetmelikethis。Kissme,andgoawayforever。
Forever——doyouhear?——forever!\"
\"NotI。\"
\"Itisyouronlychance。Manyaman’slovehasbeenacursetohim。\"
\"Youaredesperate,fulloffancies,andwilful;
andyoumisunderstand。Ihaveanadditionalreasonforseeingyoutonightbesidesloveofyou。Forthough,unlikeyou,Ifeelouraffectionmaybeeternal。
Ifeelwithyouinthis,thatourpresentmodeofexistencecannotlast。\"
\"Oh!’tisyourmother。Yes,that’sit!Iknewit。\"
\"Nevermindwhatitis。Believethis,Icannotletmyselfloseyou。Imusthaveyoualwayswithme。
ThisveryeveningIdonotliketoletyougo。
Thereisonlyonecureforthisanxiety,dearest——youmustbemywife。\"
Shestarted——thenendeavouredtosaycalmly,\"Cynicssaythatcurestheanxietybycuringthelove。\"
\"Butyoumustanswerme。ShallIclaimyousomeday——I
don’tmeanatonce?\"
\"Imustthink,\"Eustaciamurmured。\"AtpresentspeakofParistome。Isthereanyplacelikeitonearth?\"
\"Itisverybeautiful。Butwillyoubemine?\"
\"Iwillbenobodyelse’sintheworld——doesthatsatisfyyou?\"
\"Yes,forthepresent。\"
\"NowtellmeoftheTuileries,andtheLouvre,\"
shecontinuedevasively。
\"IhatetalkingofParis!Well,IrememberonesunnyroomintheLouvrewhichwouldmakeafittingplaceforyoutolivein——theGaleried’Apollon。Itswindowsaremainlyeast;
andintheearlymorning,whenthesunisbright,thewholeapartmentisinaperfectblazeofsplendour。
Theraysbristleanddartfromtheencrustationsofgildingtothemagnificentinlaidcoffers,fromthecofferstothegoldandsilverplate,fromtheplatetothejewelsandpreciousstones,fromthesetotheenamels,tillthereisaperfectnetworkoflightwhichquitedazzlestheeye。
Butnow,aboutourmarriage————\"
\"AndVersailles——theKing’sGalleryissomesuchgorgeousroom,isitnot?\"
\"Yes。Butwhat’stheuseoftalkingofgorgeousrooms?
Bytheway,theLittleTrianonwouldsuitusbeautifullytolivein,andyoumightwalkinthegardensinthemoonlightandthinkyouwereinsomeEnglishshrubbery;
ItislaidoutinEnglishfashion。\"
\"Ishouldhatetothinkthat!\"
\"ThenyoucouldkeeptothelawninfrontoftheGrandPalace。
Allaboutthereyouwoulddoubtlessfeelinaworldofhistoricalromance。\"
Hewenton,sinceitwasallnewtoher,anddescribedFontainebleau,St。Cloud,theBois,andmanyotherfamiliarhauntsoftheParisians;tillshesaid——
\"Whenusedyoutogototheseplaces?\"
\"OnSundays。\"
\"Ah,yes。IdislikeEnglishSundays。HowIshouldchimeinwiththeirmannersoverthere!DearClym,you’llgobackagain?\"
Clymshookhishead,andlookedattheeclipse。
\"Ifyou’llgobackagainI’ll——besomething,\"
shesaidtenderly,puttingherheadnearhisbreast。
\"Ifyou’llagreeI’llgivemypromise,withoutmakingyouwaitaminutelonger。\"
\"Howextraordinarythatyouandmymothershouldbeofonemindaboutthis!\"saidYeobright。\"Ihavevowednottogoback,Eustacia。ItisnottheplaceIdislike;
itistheoccupation。\"
\"Butyoucangoinsomeothercapacity。\"
\"No。Besides,itwouldinterferewithmyscheme。
Don’tpressthat,Eustacia。Willyoumarryme?\"
\"Icannottell。\"
\"Now——nevermindParis;itisnobetterthanotherspots。
Promise,sweet!\"
\"Youwillneveradheretoyoureducationplan,Iamquitesure;andthenitwillbeallrightforme;
andsoIpromisetobeyoursforeverandever。\"
Clymbroughtherfacetowardshisbyagentlepressureofthehand,andkissedher。
\"Ah!butyoudon’tknowwhatyouhavegotinme,\"shesaid。
\"SometimesIthinkthereisnotthatinEustaciaVyewhichwillmakeagoodhomespunwife。Well,letitgo——seehowourtimeisslipping,slipping,slipping!\"Shepointedtowardsthehalf—eclipsedmoon。
\"Youaretoomournful。\"
\"No。OnlyIdreadtothinkofanythingbeyondthepresent。
Whatis,weknow。Wearetogethernow,anditisunknownhowlongweshallbeso;theunknownalwaysfillsmymindwithterriblepossibilities,evenwhenImayreasonablyexpectittobecheerful……Clym,theeclipsedmoonlightshinesuponyourfacewithastrangeforeigncolour,andshowsitsshapeasifitwerecutoutingold。
Thatmeansthatyoushouldbedoingbetterthingsthanthis。\"
\"Youareambitious,Eustacia——no,notexactlyambitious,luxurious。Ioughttobeofthesamevein,tomakeyouhappy,Isuppose。Andyet,farfromthat,Icouldliveanddieinahermitagehere,withproperworktodo。\"
Therewasthatinhistonewhichimplieddistrustofhispositionasasolicitouslover,adoubtifhewereactingfairlytowardsonewhosetastestouchedhisownonlyatrareandinfrequentpoints。Shesawhismeaning,andwhispered,inalow,fullaccentofeagerassurance\"Don’tmistakeme,Clym——thoughIshouldlikeParis,Iloveyouforyourselfalone。TobeyourwifeandliveinPariswouldbeheaventome;butIwouldratherlivewithyouinahermitageherethannotbeyoursatall。
Itisgaintomeeitherway,andverygreatgain。
There’smytoocandidconfession。\"
\"Spokenlikeawoman。AndnowImustsoonleaveyou。
I’llwalkwithyoutowardsyourhouse。\"
\"Butmustyougohomeyet?\"sheasked。\"Yes,thesandhasnearlyslippedaway,Isee,andtheeclipseiscreepingonmoreandmore。Don’tgoyet!Stoptillthehourhasrunitselfout;thenIwillnotpressyouanymore。
Youwillgohomeandsleepwell;Ikeepsighinginmysleep!Doyoueverdreamofme?\"
\"Icannotrecollectacleardreamofyou。\"
\"Iseeyourfaceineverysceneofmydreams,andhearyourvoiceineverysound。IwishIdidnot。ItistoomuchwhatIfeel。Theysaysuchloveneverlasts。
Butitmust!Andyetonce,Iremember,IsawanofficeroftheHussarsridedownthestreetatBudmouth,andthoughhewasatotalstrangerandneverspoketome,IlovedhimtillIthoughtIshouldreallydieoflove——
butIdidn’tdie,andatlastIleftoffcaringforhim。
HowterribleitwouldbeifatimeshouldcomewhenIcouldnotloveyou,myClym!\"
\"Pleasedon’tsaysuchrecklessthings。Whenweseesuchatimeathandwewillsay,’Ihaveoutlivedmyfaithandpurpose,’anddie。There,thehourhasexpired——nowletuswalkon。\"
HandinhandtheywentalongthepathtowardsMistover。
Whentheywerenearthehousehesaid,\"Itistoolateformetoseeyourgrandfathertonight。Doyouthinkhewillobjecttoit?\"
\"Iwillspeaktohim。Iamsoaccustomedtobemyownmistressthatitdidnotoccurtomethatweshouldhavetoaskhim。\"
Thentheylingeringlyseparated,andClymdescendedtowardsBlooms—End。
AndashewalkedfurtherandfurtherfromthecharmedatmosphereofhisOlympiangirlhisfacegrewsadwithanewsortofsadness。Aperceptionofthedilemmainwhichhislovehadplacedhimcamebackinfullforce。
InspiteofEustacia’sapparentwillingnesstowaitthroughtheperiodofanunpromisingengagement,tillheshouldbeestablishedinhisnewpursuit,hecouldnotbutperceiveatmomentsthatshelovedhimratherasavisitantfromagayworldtowhichsherightlybelongedthanasamanwithapurposeopposedtothatrecentpastofhiswhichsointerestedher。Itmeantthat,thoughshemadenoconditionsastohisreturntotheFrenchcapital,thiswaswhatshesecretlylongedforintheeventofmarriage;
anditrobbedhimofmanyanotherwisepleasanthour。
Alongwiththatcamethewideningbreachbetweenhimselfandhismother。Wheneveranylittleoccurrencehadbroughtintomoreprominencethanusualthedisappointmentthathewascausingherithadsenthimonloneandmoodywalks;
orhewaskeptawakeagreatpartofthenightbytheturmoilofspiritwhichsucharecognitioncreated。
IfMrs。YeobrightcouldonlyhavebeenledtoseewhatasoundandworthypurposethispurposeofhiswasandhowlittleitwasbeingaffectedbyhisdevotionstoEustacia,howdifferentlywouldsheregardhim!
Thusashissightgrewaccustomedtothefirstblindinghalokindledabouthimbyloveandbeauty,Yeobrightbegantoperceivewhatastraithewasin。
SometimeshewishedthathehadneverknownEustacia,immediatelytoretractthewishasbrutal。Threeantagonisticgrowthshadtobekeptalive:hismother’strustinhim,hisplanforbecomingateacher,andEustacia’shappiness。
Hisfervidnaturecouldnotaffordtorelinquishoneofthese,thoughtwoofthethreewereasmanyashecouldhopetopreserve。ThoughhislovewasaschasteasthatofPetrarchforhisLaura,ithadmadefettersofwhatpreviouslywasonlyadifficulty。Apositionwhichwasnottoosimplewhenhestoodwhole—heartedhadbecomeindescribablycomplicatedbytheadditionofEustacia。
Justwhenhismotherwasbeginningtotolerateoneschemehehadintroducedanotherstillbittererthanthefirst,andthecombinationwasmorethanshecouldbear。
5—SharpWordsAreSpoken,andaCrisisEnsuesWhenYeobrightwasnotwithEustaciahewassittingslavishlyoverhisbooks;whenhewasnotreadinghewasmeetingher。
Thesemeetingswerecarriedonwiththegreatestsecrecy。
OneafternoonhismothercamehomefromamorningvisittoThomasin。Hecouldseefromadisturbanceinthelinesofherfacethatsomethinghadhappened。
\"Ihavebeentoldanincomprehensiblething,\"
shesaidmournfully。\"ThecaptainhasletoutattheWomanthatyouandEustaciaVyeareengagedtobemarried。\"
\"Weare,\"saidYeobright。\"Butitmaynotbeyetforaverylongtime。\"
\"IshouldhardlythinkitWOULDbeyetforaverylongtime!YouwilltakehertoParis,Isuppose?\"
Shespokewithwearyhopelessness。
\"IamnotgoingbacktoParis。\"
\"Whatwillyoudowithawife,then?\"
\"KeepaschoolinBudmouth,asIhavetoldyou。\"
\"That’sincredible!Theplaceisoverrunwithschoolmasters。
Youhavenospecialqualifications。Whatpossiblechanceisthereforsuchasyou?\"
\"Thereisnochanceofgettingrich。Butwithmysystemofeducation,whichisasnewasitistrue,Ishalldoagreatdealofgoodtomyfellow—creatures。\"
\"Dreams,dreams!Iftherehadbeenanysystemlefttobeinventedtheywouldhavefounditoutattheuniversitieslongbeforethistime。\"
\"Never,Mother。Theycannotfinditout,becausetheirteachersdon’tcomeincontactwiththeclasswhichdemandssuchasystem——thatis,thosewhohavehadnopreliminarytraining。Myplanisoneforinstillinghighknowledgeintoemptymindswithoutfirstcrammingthemwithwhathastobeuncrammedagainbeforetruestudybegins。\"
\"Imighthavebelievedyouifyouhadkeptyourselffreefromentanglements;butthiswoman——ifshehadbeenagoodgirlitwouldhavebeenbadenough;butbeing————\"
\"Sheisagoodgirl。\"
\"Soyouthink。ACorfubandmaster’sdaughter!Whathasherlifebeen?Hersurnameevenisnothertrueone。\"
\"SheisCaptainVye’sgranddaughter,andherfathermerelytookhermother’sname。Andsheisaladybyinstinct。\"
\"Theycallhim’captain,’butanybodyiscaptain。\"
\"HewasintheRoyalNavy!\"
\"Nodoubthehasbeentoseainsometuborother。
Whydoesn’thelookafterher?Noladywouldroveabouttheheathatallhoursofthedayandnightasshedoes。
Butthat’snotallofit。TherewassomethingqueerbetweenherandThomasin’shusbandatonetime——IamassureofitasthatIstandhere。\"
\"Eustaciahastoldme。Hedidpayheralittleattentionayearago;butthere’snoharminthat。
Ilikeherallthebetter。\"
\"Clym,\"saidhismotherwithfirmness,\"Ihavenoproofsagainsther,unfortunately。Butifshemakesyouagoodwife,therehasneverbeenabadone。\"
\"Believeme,youarealmostexasperating,\"
saidYeobrightvehemently。\"AndthisverydayIhadintendedtoarrangeameetingbetweenyou。Butyougivemenopeace;youtrytothwartmywishesineverything。\"
\"Ihatethethoughtofanysonofminemarryingbadly!I
wishIhadneverlivedtoseethis;itistoomuchforme——itismorethanIdreamt!\"Sheturnedtothewindow。
Herbreathwascomingquickly,andherlipswerepale,parted,andtrembling。
\"Mother,\"saidClym,\"whateveryoudo,youwillalwaysbedeartome——thatyouknow。ButonethingIhavearighttosay,whichis,thatatmyageIamoldenoughtoknowwhatisbestforme。\"
Mrs。Yeobrightremainedforsometimesilentandshaken,asifshecouldsaynomore。Thenshereplied,\"Best?Isitbestforyoutoinjureyourprospectsforsuchavoluptuous,idlewomanasthat?Don’tyouseethatbytheveryfactofyourchoosingheryouprovethatyoudonotknowwhatisbestforyou?Yougiveupyourwholethought——yousetyourwholesoul——topleaseawoman。\"
\"Ido。Andthatwomanisyou。\"
\"Howcanyoutreatmesoflippantly!\"saidhismother,turningagaintohimwithatearfullook。