第20章

类别:其他 作者:Thomas Hardy字数:9512更新时间:19/01/07 14:37:59
\"Idon’tlikeyourgoingoutafterdarkalone,Tamsin,\" saidherauntquietly,withoutlookingupfromherwork。 \"Ihaveonlybeenjustoutsidethedoor。\" \"Well?\"inquiredMrs。Yeobright,struckbyachangeinthetoneofThomasin’svoice,andobservingher。 Thomasin’scheekwasflushedtoapitchfarbeyondthatwhichithadreachedbeforehertroubles,andhereyesglittered。 \"ItwasHEwhoknocked,\"shesaid。 \"Ithoughtasmuch。\" \"Hewishesthemarriagetobeatonce。\" \"Indeed!What——isheanxious?\"Mrs。Yeobrightdirectedasearchinglookuponherniece。\"WhydidnotMr。Wildevecomein?\" \"Hedidnotwishto。Youarenotfriendswithhim,hesays。 Hewouldliketheweddingtobethedayaftertomorrow,quiteprivately;atthechurchofhisparish——notatours。\" \"Oh!Andwhatdidyousay?\" \"Iagreedtoit,\"Thomasinansweredfirmly。\"Iamapracticalwomannow。Idon’tbelieveinheartsatall。 Iwouldmarryhimunderanycircumstancessince——sinceClym’sletter。\" AletterwaslyingonMrs。Yeobright’swork—basket,andatThomasin’swordsherauntreopenedit,andsilentlyreadforthetenthtimethatday:—— WhatisthemeaningofthissillystorythatpeoplearecirculatingaboutThomasinandMr。Wildeve?Ishouldcallsuchascandalhumiliatingiftherewastheleastchanceofitsbeingtrue。Howcouldsuchagrossfalsehoodhavearisen?Itissaidthatoneshouldgoabroadtohearnewsofhome,andIappeartohavedoneit。 OfcourseIcontradictthetaleeverywhere;butitisveryvexing,andIwonderhowitcouldhaveoriginated。 ItistooridiculousthatsuchagirlasThomasincouldsomortifyusastogetjiltedontheweddingday。 Whathasshedone? \"Yes,\"Mrs。Yeobrightsaidsadly,puttingdowntheletter。 \"Ifyouthinkyoucanmarryhim,doso。AndsinceMr。Wildevewishesittobeunceremonious,letitbethattoo。 Icandonothing。Itisallinyourownhandsnow。 MypoweroveryourwelfarecametoanendwhenyouleftthishousetogowithhimtoAnglebury。\"Shecontinued,halfinbitterness,\"Imayalmostask,whydoyouconsultmeinthematteratall?Ifyouhadgoneandmarriedhimwithoutsayingawordtome,Icouldhardlyhavebeenangry——simplybecause,poorgirl,youcan’tdoabetterthing。\" \"Don’tsaythatanddisheartenme。\" \"Youareright——Iwillnot。\" \"Idonotpleadforhim,Aunt。Humannatureisweak,andIamnotablindwomantoinsistthatheisperfect。 Ididthinkso,butIdon’tnow。ButIknowmycourse,andyouknowthatIknowit。Ihopeforthebest。\" \"AndsodoI,andwewillbothcontinueto,\"saidMrs。Yeobright,risingandkissingher。\"Thenthewedding,ifitcomesoff,willbeonthemorningoftheverydayClymcomeshome?\" \"Yes。Idecidedthatitoughttobeoverbeforehecame。 Afterthatyoucanlookhimintheface,andsocanI。Ourconcealmentswillmatternothing。\" Mrs。Yeobrightmovedherheadinthoughtfulassent,andpresentlysaid,\"Doyouwishmetogiveyouaway? Iamwillingtoundertakethat,youknow,ifyouwish,asIwaslasttime。AfteronceforbiddingthebannsI thinkIcandonoless。\" \"Idon’tthinkIwillaskyoutocome,\"saidThomasinreluctantly,butwithdecision。\"Itwouldbeunpleasant,Iamalmostsure。Betterlettherebeonlystrangerspresent,andnoneofmyrelationsatall。Iwouldratherhaveitso。 Idonotwishtodoanythingwhichmaytouchyourcredit,andIfeelthatIshouldbeuncomfortableifyouwerethere,afterwhathaspassed。Iamonlyyourniece,andthereisnonecessitywhyyoushouldconcernyourselfmoreaboutme。\" \"Well,hehasbeatenus,\"herauntsaid。\"ItreallyseemsasifhehadbeenplayingwithyouinthiswayinrevengeformyhumblinghimasIdidbystandingupagainsthimatfirst。\" \"Ono,Aunt,\"murmuredThomasin。 Theysaidnomoreonthesubjectthen。DiggoryVenn’sknockcamesoonafter;andMrs。Yeobright,onreturningfromherinterviewwithhimintheporch,carelesslyobserved,\"Anotherloverhascometoaskforyou。\" \"No?\" \"Yes,thatqueeryoungmanVenn。\" \"Askstopayhisaddressestome?\" \"Yes;andItoldhimhewastoolate。\" Thomasinlookedsilentlyintothecandle—flame。\"PoorDiggory!\" shesaid,andthenarousedherselftootherthings。 Thenextdaywaspassedinmeremechanicaldeedsofpreparation,boththewomenbeinganxioustoimmersethemselvesinthesetoescapetheemotionalaspectofthesituation。 SomewearingapparelandotherarticleswerecollectedanewforThomasin,andremarksondomesticdetailswerefrequentlymade,soastoobscureanyinnermisgivingsaboutherfutureasWildeve’swife。 Theappointedmorningcame。ThearrangementwithWildevewasthatheshouldmeetheratthechurchtoguardagainstanyunpleasantcuriositywhichmighthaveaffectedthemhadtheybeenseenwalkingofftogetherintheusualcountryway。 Auntandniecestoodtogetherinthebedroomwherethebridewasdressing。Thesun,whereitcouldcatchit,madeamirrorofThomasin’shair,whichshealwaysworebraided。 Itwasbraidedaccordingtoacalendarsystem——themoreimportantthedaythemorenumerousthestrandsinthebraid。 Onordinaryworking—daysshebraideditinthrees; onordinarySundaysinfours;atMaypolings,gipsyings,andthelike,shebraideditinfives。Yearsagoshehadsaidthatwhenshemarriedshewouldbraiditinsevens。 Shehadbraideditinsevenstoday。 \"IhavebeenthinkingthatIwillwearmybluesilkafterall,\" shesaid。\"Itismyweddingday,eventhoughtheremaybesomethingsadaboutthetime。Imean,\"sheadded,anxioustocorrectanywrongimpression,\"notsadinitself,butinitshavinghadgreatdisappointmentandtroublebeforeit。\" Mrs。Yeobrightbreathedinawaywhichmighthavebeencalledasigh。\"IalmostwishClymhadbeenathome,\"shesaid。 \"Ofcourseyouchosethetimebecauseofhisabsence。\" \"Partly。IhavefeltthatIactedunfairlytohiminnottellinghimall;but,asitwasdonenottogrievehim,IthoughtIwouldcarryouttheplantoitsend,andtellthewholestorywhentheskywasclear。\" \"Youareapracticallittlewoman,\"saidMrs。Yeobright,smiling。 \"Iwishyouandhe——no,Idon’twishanything。There,itisnineo’clock,\"sheinterrupted,hearingawhizzandadingingdownstairs。 \"ItoldDamonIwouldleaveatnine,\"saidThomasin,hasteningoutoftheroom。 Herauntfollowed。WhenThomasinwasgoingupthelittlewalkfromthedoortothewicket—gate,Mrs。Yeobrightlookedreluctantlyather,andsaid,\"Itisashametoletyougoalone。\" \"Itisnecessary,\"saidThomasin。 \"Atanyrate,\"addedherauntwithforcedcheerfulness,\"Ishallcalluponyouthisafternoon,andbringthecakewithme。 IfClymhasreturnedbythattimehewillperhapscometoo。 IwishtoshowMr。WildevethatIbearhimnoill—will。 Letthepastbeforgotten。Well,Godblessyou!There,Idon’tbelieveinoldsuperstitions,butI’lldoit。\" Shethrewaslipperattheretreatingfigureofthegirl,whoturned,smiled,andwentonagain。 Afewstepsfurther,andshelookedback。\"Didyoucallme,Aunt?\"shetremulouslyinquired。\"Good—bye!\" MovedbyanuncontrollablefeelingasshelookeduponMrs。Yeobright’sworn,wetface,sheranback,whenherauntcameforward,andtheymetagain。\"O——Tamsie,\"saidtheelder,weeping,\"Idon’tliketoletyougo。\" \"I——Iam——\"Thomasinbegan,givingwaylikewise。 But,quellinghergrief,shesaid\"Good—bye!\"againandwenton。 ThenMrs。Yeobrightsawalittlefigurewendingitswaybetweenthescratchingfurze—bushes,anddiminishingfarupthevalley——apale—bluespotinavastfieldofneutralbrown,solitaryandundefendedexceptbythepowerofherownhope。 Buttheworstfeatureinthecasewasonewhichdidnotappearinthelandscape;itwastheman。 ThehourchosenfortheceremonybyThomasinandWildevehadbeensotimedastoenablehertoescapetheawkwardnessofmeetinghercousinClym,whowasreturningthesamemorning。 Toowntothepartialtruthofwhathehadheardwouldbedistressingaslongasthehumiliatingpositionresultingfromtheeventwasunimproved。Itwasonlyafterasecondandsuccessfuljourneytothealtarthatshecouldliftupherheadandprovethefailureofthefirstattemptapureaccident。 ShehadnotbeengonefromBlooms—EndmorethanhalfanhourwhenYeobrightcamebythemeadsfromtheotherdirectionandenteredthehouse。 \"Ihadanearlybreakfast,\"hesaidtohismotheraftergreetingher。\"NowIcouldeatalittlemore。\" Theysatdowntotherepeatedmeal,andhewentoninalow,anxiousvoice,apparentlyimaginingthatThomasinhadnotyetcomedownstairs,\"What’sthisIhaveheardaboutThomasinandMr。Wildeve?\" \"Itistrueinmanypoints,\"saidMrs。Yeobrightquietly; \"butitisallrightnow,Ihope。\"Shelookedattheclock。 \"True?\" \"Thomasinisgonetohimtoday。\" Clympushedawayhisbreakfast。\"Thenthereisascandalofsomesort,andthat’swhat’sthematterwithThomasin。 Wasitthisthatmadeherill?\" \"Yes。Notascandal——amisfortune。Iwilltellyouallaboutit,Clym。Youmustnotbeangry,butyoumustlisten,andyou’llfindthatwhatwehavedonehasbeendoneforthebest。\" Shethentoldhimthecircumstances。AllthathehadknownoftheaffairbeforehereturnedfromPariswasthattherehadexistedanattachmentbetweenThomasinandWildeve,whichhismotherhadatfirstdiscountenanced,buthadsince,owingtotheargumentsofThomasin,lookeduponinalittlemorefavourablelight。Whenshe,therefore,proceededtoexplainallhewasgreatlysurprisedandtroubled。 \"Andshedeterminedthattheweddingshouldbeoverbeforeyoucameback,\"saidMrs。Yeobright,\"thattheremightbenochanceofhermeetingyou,andhavingaverypainfultimeofit。That’swhyshehasgonetohim; theyhavearrangedtobemarriedthismorning。\" \"ButIcan’tunderstandit,\"saidYeobright,rising。 \"’Tissounlikeher。Icanseewhyyoudidnotwritetomeafterherunfortunatereturnhome。Butwhydidn’tyouletmeknowwhentheweddingwasgoingtobe——thefirsttime?\" \"Well,Ifeltvexedwithherjustthen。Sheseemedtometobeobstinate;andwhenIfoundthatyouwerenothinginhermindIvowedthatsheshouldbenothinginyours。 Ifeltthatshewasonlymynieceafterall;Itoldhershemightmarry,butthatIshouldtakenointerestinit,andshouldnotbotheryouaboutiteither。\" \"Itwouldn’thavebeenbotheringme。Mother,youdidwrong。\" \"Ithoughtitmightdisturbyouinyourbusiness,andthatyoumightthrowupyoursituation,orinjureyourprospectsinsomewaybecauseofit,soIsaidnothing。Ofcourse,iftheyhadmarriedatthattimeinapropermanner,Ishouldhavetoldyouatonce。\" \"Tamsinactuallybeingmarriedwhilewearesittinghere!\" \"Yes。Unlesssomeaccidenthappensagain,asitdidthefirsttime。Itmay,consideringhe’sthesameman。\" \"Yes,andIbelieveitwill。Wasitrighttolethergo? SupposeWildeveisreallyabadfellow?\" \"Thenhewon’tcome,andshe’llcomehomeagain。\" \"Youshouldhavelookedmoreintoit。\" \"Itisuselesstosaythat,\"hismotheransweredwithanimpatientlookofsorrow。\"Youdon’tknowhowbadithasbeenherewithusalltheseweeks,Clym。Youdon’tknowwhatamortificationanythingofthatsortistoawoman。 Youdon’tknowthesleeplessnightswe’vehadinthishouse,andthealmostbitterwordsthathavepassedbetweenussincethatFifthofNovember。Ihopenevertopasssevensuchweeksagain。Tamsinhasnotgoneoutsidethedoor,andIhavebeenashamedtolookanybodyintheface; andnowyoublamemeforlettingherdotheonlythingthatcanbedonetosetthattroublestraight。\" \"No,\"hesaidslowly。\"UponthewholeIdon’tblameyou。 Butjustconsiderhowsuddenitseemstome。HerewasI,knowingnothing;andthenIamtoldallatoncethatTamsieisgonetobemarried。Well,Isupposetherewasnothingbettertodo。Doyouknow,Mother,\"hecontinuedafteramomentortwo,lookingsuddenlyinterestedinhisownpasthistory,\"IoncethoughtofTamsinasasweetheart?Yes,Idid。Howoddboysare!AndwhenIcamehomeandsawherthistimesheseemedsomuchmoreaffectionatethanusual,thatIwasquiteremindedofthosedays,particularlyonthenightoftheparty,whenshewasunwell。 Wehadthepartyjustthesame——wasnotthatrathercrueltoher?\" \"Itmadenodifference。Ihadarrangedtogiveone,anditwasnotworthwhiletomakemoregloomthannecessary。 TobeginbyshuttingourselvesupandtellingyouofTamsin’smisfortuneswouldhavebeenapoorsortofwelcome。\" Clymremainedthinking。\"Ialmostwishyouhadnothadthatparty,\"hesaid;\"andforotherreasons。ButIwilltellyouinadayortwo。WemustthinkofTamsinnow。\" Theylapsedintosilence。\"I’lltellyouwhat,\" saidYeobrightagain,inatonewhichshowedsomeslumberingfeelingstill。\"Idon’tthinkitkindtoTamsintoletherbemarriedlikethis,andneitherofustheretokeepupherspiritsorcareabitabouther。Shehasn’tdisgracedherself,ordoneanythingtodeservethat。 Itisbadenoughthattheweddingshouldbesohurriedandunceremonious,withoutourkeepingawayfromitinaddition。Uponmysoul,’tisalmostashame。 I’llgo。\" \"Itisoverbythistime,\"saidhismotherwithasigh; \"unlesstheywerelate,orhe——\" \"ThenIshallbesoonenoughtoseethemcomeout。 Idon’tquitelikeyourkeepingmeinignorance,Mother,afterall。Really,Ihalfhopehehasfailedtomeether!\" \"Andruinedhercharacter?\" \"Nonsense——thatwouldn’truinThomasin。\" Hetookuphishatandhastilyleftthehouse。 Mrs。Yeobrightlookedratherunhappy,andsatstill,deepinthought。Butshewasnotlongleftalone。 AfewminuteslaterClymcamebackagain,andinhiscompanycameDiggoryVenn。 \"Ifindthereisn’ttimeformetogetthere,\"saidClym。 \"Isshemarried?\"Mrs。Yeobrightinquired,turningtothereddlemanafaceinwhichastrangestrifeofwishes,forandagainst,wasapparent。 Vennbowed。\"Sheis,ma’am。\" \"Howstrangeitsounds,\"murmuredClym。 \"Andhedidn’tdisappointherthistime?\"saidMrs。Yeobright。 \"Hedidnot。Andthereisnownoslightonhername。 Iwashasteningath’arttotellyouatonce,asIsawyouwerenotthere。\" \"Howcameyoutobethere?Howdidyouknowit?\" sheasked。 \"Ihavebeeninthatneighbourhoodforsometime,andI sawthemgoin,\"saidthereddleman。\"Wildevecameuptothedoor,punctualastheclock。Ididn’texpectitofhim。\"Hedidnotadd,ashemighthaveadded,thathowhecametobeinthatneighbourhoodwasnotbyaccident;that,sinceWildeve’sresumptionofhisrighttoThomasin,Venn,withthethoroughnesswhichwaspartofhischaracter,haddeterminedtoseetheendoftheepisode。 \"Whowasthere?\"saidMrs。Yeobright。 \"Nobodyhardly。Istoodrightoutoftheway,andshedidnotseeme。\"Thereddlemanspokehuskily,andlookedintothegarden。 \"Whogaveheraway?\" \"MissVye。\" \"Howveryremarkable!MissVye!Itistobeconsideredanhonour,Isuppose?\" \"Who’sMissVye?\"saidClym。 \"CaptainVye’sgranddaughter,ofMistoverKnap。\" \"AproudgirlfromBudmouth,\"saidMrs。Yeobright。 \"Onenotmuchtomyliking。Peoplesayshe’sawitch,butofcoursethat’sabsurd。\" Thereddlemankepttohimselfhisacquaintancewiththatfairpersonage,andalsothatEustaciawastherebecausehewenttofetchher,inaccordancewithapromisehehadgivenassoonashelearntthatthemarriagewastotakeplace。 Hemerelysaid,incontinuationofthestory———— \"Iwassittingonthechurchyardwallwhentheycameup,onefromoneway,theotherfromtheother;andMissVyewaswalkingthereabouts,lookingattheheadstones。 AssoonastheyhadgoneinIwenttothedoor,feelingI shouldliketoseeit,asIknewhersowell。Ipulledoffmybootsbecausetheyweresonoisy,andwentupintothegallery。Isawthenthattheparsonandclerkwerealreadythere。\" \"HowcameMissVyetohaveanythingtodowithit,ifshewasonlyonawalkthatway?\" \"Becausetherewasnobodyelse。Shehadgoneintothechurchjustbeforeme,notintothegallery。Theparsonlookedroundbeforebeginning,andasshewastheonlyonenearhebeckonedtoher,andshewentuptotherails。Afterthat,whenitcametosigningthebook,shepushedupherveilandsigned;andTamsinseemedtothankherforherkindness。\" ThereddlemantoldthetalethoughtfullyfortherelingereduponhisvisionthechangingcolourofWildeve,whenEustacialiftedthethickveilwhichhadconcealedherfromrecognitionandlookedcalmlyintohisface。 \"Andthen,\"saidDiggorysadly,\"Icameaway,forherhistoryasTamsinYeobrightwasover。\" \"Iofferedtogo,\"saidMrs。Yeobrightregretfully。 \"Butshesaiditwasnotnecessary。\" \"Well,itisnomatter,\"saidthereddleman。\"Thethingisdoneatlastasitwasmeanttobeatfirst,andGodsendherhappiness。NowI’llwishyougoodmorning。\" Heplacedhiscaponhisheadandwentout。 FromthatinstantofleavingMrs。Yeobright’sdoor,thereddlemanwasseennomoreinoraboutEgdonHeathforaspaceofmanymonths。Hevanishedentirely。 Thenookamongthebrambleswherehisvanhadbeenstandingwasasvacantaseverthenextmorning,andscarcelyasignremainedtoshowthathehadbeenthere,exceptingafewstraws,andalittlerednessontheturf,whichwaswashedawaybythenextstormofrain。 ThereportthatDiggoryhadbroughtofthewedding,correctasfarasitwent,wasdeficientinonesignificantparticular,whichhadescapedhimthroughhisbeingatsomedistancebackinthechurch。WhenThomasinwastremblinglyengagedinsigninghernameWildevehadflungtowardsEustaciaaglancethatsaidplainly,\"Ihavepunishedyounow。\"Shehadrepliedinalowtone——andhelittlethoughthowtruly——\"Youmistake; itgivesmesincerestpleasuretoseeheryourwifetoday。\" bookfourTHECLOSEDDOOR 1—TheRencounterbythePoolTheJulysunshoneoverEgdonandfireditscrimsonheathertoscarlet。Itwastheoneseasonoftheyear,andtheoneweatheroftheseason,inwhichtheheathwasgorgeous。Thisfloweringperiodrepresentedthesecondornoontidedivisioninthecycleofthosesuperficialchangeswhichalonewerepossiblehere;itfollowedthegreenoryoung—fernperiod,representingthemorn,andprecededthebrownperiod,whentheheathbellsandfernswouldweartherussettingesofevening;tobeinturndisplacedbythedarkhueofthewinterperiod,representingnight。 ClymandEustacia,intheirlittlehouseatAlderworth,beyondEastEgdon,werelivingonwithamonotonywhichwasdelightfultothem。Theheathandchangesofweatherwerequiteblottedoutfromtheireyesforthepresent。 Theywereenclosedinasortofluminousmist,whichhidfromthemsurroundingsofanyinharmoniouscolour,andgavetoallthingsthecharacteroflight。Whenitrainedtheywerecharmed,becausetheycouldremainindoorstogetheralldaywithsuchashowofreason; whenitwasfinetheywerecharmed,becausetheycouldsittogetheronthehills。Theywerelikethosedoublestarswhichrevolveroundandroundeachother,andfromadistanceappeartobeone。Theabsolutesolitudeinwhichtheylivedintensifiedtheirreciprocalthoughts; yetsomemighthavesaidthatithadthedisadvantageofconsumingtheirmutualaffectionsatafearfullyprodigalrate。Yeobrightdidnotfearforhisownpart; butrecollectionofEustacia’soldspeechabouttheevanescenceoflove,nowapparentlyforgottenbyher,sometimescausedhimtoaskhimselfaquestion;andherecoiledatthethoughtthatthequalityoffinitenesswasnotforeigntoEden。 Whenthreeorfourweekshadbeenpassedthus,Yeobrightresumedhisreadinginearnest。Tomakeupforlosttimehestudiedindefatigably,forhewishedtoenterhisnewprofessionwiththeleastpossibledelay。 Now,Eustacia’sdreamhadalwaysbeenthat,oncemarriedtoClym,shewouldhavethepowerofinducinghimtoreturntoParis。Hehadcarefullywithheldallpromisetodoso; butwouldhebeproofagainsthercoaxingandargument? ShehadcalculatedtosuchadegreeontheprobabilityofsuccessthatshehadrepresentedParis,andnotBudmouth,tohergrandfatherasinalllikelihoodtheirfuturehome。 Herhopeswereboundupinthisdream。Inthequietdayssincetheirmarriage,whenYeobrighthadbeenporingoverherlips,hereyes,andthelinesofherface,shehadmusedandmusedonthesubject,evenwhileintheactofreturninghisgaze;andnowthesightofthebooks,indicatingafuturewhichwasantagonistictoherdream,struckherwithapositivelypainfuljar。Shewashopingforthetimewhen,asthemistressofsomeprettyestablishment,howeversmall,nearaParisianBoulevard,shewouldbepassingherdaysontheskirtsatleastofthegayworld,andcatchingstraywaftsfromthosetownpleasuresshewassowellfittedtoenjoy。YetYeobrightwasasfirminthecontraryintentionasifthetendencyofmarriagewererathertodevelopthefantasiesofyoungphilanthropythantosweepthemaway。 Heranxietyreachedahighpitch;buttherewassomethinginClym’sundeviatingmannerwhichmadeherhesitatebeforesoundinghimonthesubject。Atthispointintheirexperience,however,anincidenthelpedher。 Itoccurredoneeveningaboutsixweeksaftertheirunion,andaroseentirelyoutoftheunconsciousmisapplicationofVennofthefiftyguineasintendedforYeobright。 AdayortwoafterthereceiptofthemoneyThomasinhadsentanotetoheraunttothankher。Shehadbeensurprisedatthelargenessoftheamount;butasnosumhadeverbeenmentionedshesetthatdowntoherlateuncle’sgenerosity。Shehadbeenstrictlychargedbyheraunttosaynothingtoherhusbandofthisgift; andWildeve,aswasnaturalenough,hadnotbroughthimselftomentiontohiswifeasingleparticularofthemidnightsceneintheheath。Christian’sterror,inlikemanner,hadtiedhistongueonthesharehetookinthatproceeding; andhopingthatbysomemeansorotherthemoneyhadgonetoitsproperdestination,hesimplyassertedasmuch,withoutgivingdetails。 Therefore,whenaweekortwohadpassedaway,Mrs。Yeobrightbegantowonderwhysheneverheardfromhersonofthereceiptofthepresent;andtoaddgloomtoherperplexitycamethepossibilitythatresentmentmightbethecauseofhissilence。Shecouldhardlybelieveasmuch,butwhydidhenotwrite?ShequestionedChristian,andtheconfusioninhisanswerswouldatoncehaveledhertobelievethatsomethingwaswrong,hadnotone—halfofhisstorybeencorroboratedbyThomasin’snote。