Onanotheroccasionwhenreconnoitringthusshebeheldtwofemalefigureswalkinginthevale。Thedaywasfineandclear;andthepersonsnotbeingmorethanhalfamileoffshecouldseetheireverydetailwiththetelescope。
Thewomanwalkinginfrontcarriedawhitebundleinherarms,fromoneendofwhichhungalongappendageofdrapery;
andwhenthewalkersturned,sothatthesunfellmoredirectlyuponthem,Eustaciacouldseethattheobjectwasababy。
ShecalledCharley,andaskedhimifheknewwhotheywere,thoughshewellguessed。
\"Mrs。Wildeveandthenurse—girl,\"saidCharley。
\"Thenurseiscarryingthebaby?\"saidEustacia。
\"No,’tisMrs。Wildevecarryingthat,\"heanswered,\"andthenursewalksbehindcarryingnothing。\"
Theladwasingoodspiritsthatday,fortheFifthofNovemberhadagaincomeround,andhewasplanningyetanotherschemetodivertherfromhertooabsorbingthoughts。
Fortwosuccessiveyearshismistresshadseemedtotakepleasureinlightingabonfireonthebankoverlookingthevalley;butthisyearshehadapparentlyquiteforgottenthedayandthecustomarydeed。
Hewascarefulnottoremindher,andwentonwithhissecretpreparationsforacheerfulsurprise,themorezealouslythathehadbeenabsentlasttimeandunabletoassist。Ateveryvacantminutehehastenedtogatherfurze—stumps,thorn—treeroots,andothersolidmaterialsfromtheadjacentslopes,hidingthemfromcursoryview。
Theeveningcame,andEustaciawasstillseeminglyunconsciousoftheanniversary。Shehadgoneindoorsafterhersurveythroughtheglass,andhadnotbeenvisiblesince。AssoonasitwasquitedarkCharleybegantobuildthebonfire,choosingpreciselythatspotonthebankwhichEustaciahadchosenatprevioustimes。
WhenallthesurroundingbonfireshadburstintoexistenceCharleykindledhis,andarrangeditsfuelsothatitshouldnotrequiretendingforsometime。
Hethenwentbacktothehouse,andlingeredroundthedoorandwindowstillsheshouldbysomemeansorotherlearnofhisachievementandcomeouttowitnessit。
Buttheshutterswereclosed,thedoorremainedshut,andnoheedwhateverseemedtobetakenofhisperformance。
Notlikingtocallherhewentbackandreplenishedthefire,continuingtodothisformorethanhalfanhour。
ItwasnottillhisstockoffuelhadgreatlydiminishedthathewenttothebackdoorandsentintobegthatMrs。Yeobrightwouldopenthewindow—shuttersandseethesightoutside。
Eustacia,whohadbeensittinglistlesslyintheparlour,startedupattheintelligenceandflungopentheshutters。
Facingheronthebankblazedthefire,whichatoncesentaruddyglareintotheroomwhereshewas,andoverpoweredthecandles。
\"Welldone,Charley!\"saidCaptainVyefromthechimney—corner。
\"ButIhopeitisnotmywoodthathe’sburning……Ah,itwasthistimelastyearthatImetwiththatmanVenn,bringinghomeThomasinYeobright——tobesureitwas!Well,whowouldhavethoughtthatgirl’stroubleswouldhaveendedsowell?Whatasnipeyouwereinthatmatter,Eustacia!Hasyourhusbandwrittentoyouyet?\"
\"No,\"saidEustacia,lookingvaguelythroughthewindowatthefire,whichjustthensomuchengagedhermindthatshedidnotresenthergrandfather’sbluntopinion。
ShecouldseeCharley’sformonthebank,shovellingandstirringthefire;andthereflasheduponherimaginationsomeotherformwhichthatfiremightcallup。
Shelefttheroom,putonhergardenbonnetandcloak,andwentout。Reachingthebank,shelookedoverwithawildcuriosityandmisgiving,whenCharleysaidtoher,withapleasedsenseofhimself,\"Imadeito’
purposeforyou,ma’am。\"
\"Thankyou,\"shesaidhastily。\"ButIwishyoutoputitoutnow。\"
\"Itwillsoonburndown,\"saidCharley,ratherdisappointed。
\"Isitnotapitytoknockitout?\"
\"Idon’tknow,\"shemusinglyanswered。
Theystoodinsilence,brokenonlybythecracklingoftheflames,tillCharley,perceivingthatshedidnotwanttotalktohim,movedreluctantlyaway。
Eustaciaremainedwithinthebanklookingatthefire,intendingtogoindoors,yetlingeringstill。Hadshenotbyhersituationbeeninclinedtoholdinindifferenceallthingshonouredofthegodsandofmenshewouldprobablyhavecomeaway。Butherstatewassohopelessthatshecouldplaywithit。Tohavelostislessdisturbingthantowonderifwemaypossiblyhavewon;
andEustaciacouldnow,likeotherpeopleatsuchastage,takeastanding—pointoutsideherself,observeherselfasadisinterestedspectator,andthinkwhatasportforHeaventhiswomanEustaciawas。
Whileshestoodsheheardasound。Itwasthesplashofastoneinthepond。
HadEustaciareceivedthestonefullinthebosomherheartcouldnothavegivenamoredecidedthump。
ShehadthoughtofthepossibilityofsuchasignalinanswertothatwhichhadbeenunwittinglygivenbyCharley;
butshehadnotexpectedityet。HowpromptWildevewas!Yethowcouldhethinkhercapableofdeliberatelywishingtorenewtheirassignationsnow?Animpulsetoleavethespot,adesiretostay,struggledwithinher;
andthedesirehelditsown。Morethanthatitdidnotdo,forsherefrainedevenfromascendingthebankandlookingover。Sheremainedmotionless,notdisturbingamuscleofherfaceorraisinghereyes;forwereshetoturnupherfacethefireonthebankwouldshineuponit,andWildevemightbelookingdown。
Therewasasecondsplashintothepond。
Whydidhestaysolongwithoutadvancingandlookingover?Curiosityhaditsway——sheascendedoneortwooftheearth—stepsinthebankandglancedout。
Wildevewasbeforeher。Hehadcomeforwardafterthrowingthelastpebble,andthefirenowshoneintoeachoftheirfacesfromthebankstretchingbreast—highbetweenthem。
\"Ididnotlightit!\"criedEustaciaquickly。\"Itwaslitwithoutmyknowledge。Don’t,don’tcomeovertome!\"
\"Whyhaveyoubeenlivinghereallthesedayswithouttellingme?Youhaveleftyourhome。IfearIamsomethingtoblameinthis?\"
\"Ididnotletinhismother;that’showitis!\"
\"Youdonotdeservewhatyouhavegot,Eustacia;youareingreatmisery;Iseeitinyoureyes,yourmouth,andalloveryou。Mypoor,poorgirl!\"Hesteppedoverthebank。
\"Youarebeyondeverythingunhappy!\"
\"No,no;notexactly——\"
\"Ithasbeenpushedtoofar——itiskillingyou——Idothinkit!\"
Herusuallyquietbreathinghadgrownquickerwithhiswords。
\"I——I——\"shebegan,andthenburstintoquiveringsobs,shakentotheveryheartbytheunexpectedvoiceofpity——asentimentwhoseexistenceinrelationtoherselfshehadalmostforgotten。
ThisoutbreakofweepingtookEustaciaherselfsomuchbysurprisethatshecouldnotleaveoff,andsheturnedasidefromhiminsomeshame,thoughturninghidnothingfromhim。
Shesobbedondesperately;thentheoutpourlessened,andshebecamequieter。Wildevehadresistedtheimpulsetoclaspher,andstoodwithoutspeaking。
\"Areyounotashamedofme,whousednevertobeacryinganimal?\"sheaskedinaweakwhisperasshewipedhereyes。\"Whydidn’tyougoaway?Iwishyouhadnotseenquiteallthat;itrevealstoomuchbyhalf。\"
\"Youmighthavewishedit,becauseitmakesmeassadasyou,\"hesaidwithemotionanddeference。
\"Asforrevealing——thewordisimpossiblebetweenustwo。\"
\"Ididnotsendforyou——don’tforgetit,Damon;Iaminpain,butIdidnotsendforyou!Asawife,atleast,I’vebeenstraight。\"
\"Nevermind——Icame。O,Eustacia,forgivemefortheharmIhavedoneyouinthesetwopastyears!IseemoreandmorethatIhavebeenyourruin。\"
\"Notyou。ThisplaceIlivein。\"
\"Ah,yourgenerositymaynaturallymakeyousaythat。
ButIamtheculprit。Ishouldeitherhavedonemoreornothingatall。\"
\"Inwhatway?\"
\"Ioughtnevertohavehuntedyouout,or,havingdoneit,Ioughttohavepersistedinretainingyou。
ButofcourseIhavenorighttotalkofthatnow。
Iwillonlyaskthis——canIdoanythingforyou?Isthereanythingonthefaceoftheearththatamancandotomakeyouhappierthanyouareatpresent?Ifthereis,Iwilldoit。Youmaycommandme,Eustacia,tothelimitofmyinfluence;anddon’tforgetthatIamrichernow。
Surelysomethingcanbedonetosaveyoufromthis!Sucharareplantinsuchawildplaceitgrievesmetosee。
Doyouwantanythingbought?Doyouwanttogoanywhere?
Doyouwanttoescapetheplacealtogether?Onlysayit,andI’lldoanythingtoputanendtothosetears,whichbutformewouldneverhavebeenatall。\"
\"Weareeachmarriedtoanotherperson,\"shesaidfaintly;
\"andassistancefromyouwouldhaveanevilsound——after——after——\"
\"Well,there’snopreventingslanderersfromhavingtheirfillatanytime;butyouneednotbeafraid。
WhateverImayfeelIpromiseyouonmywordofhonournevertospeaktoyouabout——oractupon——untilyousayImay。
IknowmydutytoThomasinquiteaswellasIknowmydutytoyouasawomanunfairlytreated。WhatshallIassistyouin?\"
\"Ingettingawayfromhere。\"
\"Wheredoyouwishtogoto?\"
\"Ihaveaplaceinmymind。IfyoucouldhelpmeasfarasBudmouthIcandoalltherest。SteamerssailfromthereacrosstheChannel,andsoIcangettoParis,whereIwanttobe。Yes,\"shepleadedearnestly,\"helpmetogettoBudmouthharbourwithoutmygrandfather’sormyhusband’sknowledge,andIcandoalltherest。\"
\"Willitbesafetoleaveyoutherealone?\"
\"Yes,yes。IknowBudmouthwell。\"
\"ShallIgowithyou?Iamrichnow。\"
Shewassilent。
\"Sayyes,sweet!\"
Shewassilentstill。
\"Well,letmeknowwhenyouwishtogo。WeshallbeatourpresenthousetillDecember;afterthatweremovetoCasterbridge。Commandmeinanythingtillthattime。\"
\"Iwillthinkofthis,\"shesaidhurriedly。\"WhetherI
canhonestlymakeuseofyouasafriend,ormustclosewithyouasalover——thatiswhatImustaskmyself。
IfIwishtogoanddecidetoacceptyourcompanyIwillsignaltoyousomeeveningateighto’clockpunctually,andthiswillmeanthatyouaretobereadywithahorseandtrapattwelveo’clockthesamenighttodrivemetoBudmouthharbourintimeforthemorningboat。\"
\"Iwilllookouteverynightateight,andnosignalshallescapeme。\"
\"Nowpleasegoaway。IfIdecideonthisescapeIcanonlymeetyouoncemoreunless——Icannotgowithoutyou。
Go——Icannotbearitlonger。Go——go!\"
Wildeveslowlywentupthestepsanddescendedintothedarknessontheotherside;andashewalkedheglancedback,tillthebankblottedoutherformfromhisfurtherview。
6—ThomasinArgueswithHerCousin,andHeWritesaLetterYeobrightwasatthistimeatBlooms—End,hopingthatEustaciawouldreturntohim。Theremovaloffurniturehadbeenaccomplishedonlythatday,thoughClymhadlivedintheoldhouseformorethanaweek。
Hehadspentthetimeinworkingaboutthepremises,sweepingleavesfromthegardenpaths,cuttingdeadstalksfromtheflowerbeds,andnailingupcreeperswhichhadbeendisplacedbytheautumnwinds。Hetooknoparticularpleasureinthesedeeds,buttheyformedascreenbetweenhimselfanddespair。Moreover,ithadbecomeareligionwithhimtopreserveingoodconditionallthathadlapsedfromhismother’shandstohisown。
DuringtheseoperationshewasconstantlyonthewatchforEustacia。ThatthereshouldbenomistakeaboutherknowingwheretofindhimhehadorderedanoticeboardtobeaffixedtothegardengateatAlderworth,signifyinginwhiteletterswhitherhehadremoved。
Whenaleaffloatedtotheearthheturnedhishead,thinkingitmightbeherfoot—fall。Abirdsearchingforwormsinthemouldoftheflower—bedssoundedlikeherhandonthelatchofthegate;andatdusk,whensoft,strangeventriloquismscamefromholesintheground,hollowstalks,curleddeadleaves,andothercrannieswhereinbreezes,worms,andinsectscanworktheirwill,hefanciedthattheywereEustacia,standingwithoutandbreathingwishesofreconciliation。
Uptothishourhehadperseveredinhisresolvenottoinviteherback。Atthesametimetheseveritywithwhichhehadtreatedherlulledthesharpnessofhisregretforhismother,andawokesomeofhisoldsolicitudeforhismother’ssupplanter。Harshfeelingsproduceharshusage,andthisbyreactionquenchesthesentimentsthatgaveitbirth。Themorehereflectedthemorehesoftened。
Buttolookuponhiswifeasinnocenceindistresswasimpossible,thoughhecouldaskhimselfwhetherhehadgivenherquitetimeenough——ifhehadnotcomealittletoosuddenlyuponheronthatsombremorning。
NowthatthefirstflushofhisangerhadpaledhewasdisinclinedtoascribetohermorethananindiscreetfriendshipwithWildeve,fortherehadnotappearedinhermannerthesignsofdishonour。Andthisonceadmitted,anabsolutelydarkinterpretationofheracttowardshismotherwasnolongerforceduponhim。
OntheeveningofthefifthNovemberhisthoughtsofEustaciawereintense。Echoesfromthosepasttimeswhentheyhadexchangedtenderwordsallthedaylongcamelikethediffusedmurmurofaseashoreleftmilesbehind。
\"Surely,\"hesaid,\"shemighthavebroughtherselftocommunicatewithmebeforenow,andconfesshonestlywhatWildevewastoher。\"
InsteadofremainingathomethatnighthedeterminedtogoandseeThomasinandherhusband。IfhefoundopportunityhewouldalludetothecauseoftheseparationbetweenEustaciaandhimself,keepingsilence,however,onthefactthattherewasathirdpersoninhishousewhenhismotherwasturnedaway。IfitprovedthatWildevewasinnocentlytherehewoulddoubtlessopenlymentionit。
IfheweretherewithunjustintentionsWildeve,beingamanofquickfeeling,mightpossiblysaysomethingtorevealtheextenttowhichEustaciawascompromised。
Butonreachinghiscousin’shousehefoundthatonlyThomasinwasathome,WildevebeingatthattimeonhiswaytowardsthebonfireinnocentlylitbyCharleyatMistover。
Thomasinthen,asalways,wasgladtoseeClym,andtookhimtoinspectthesleepingbaby,carefullyscreeningthecandlelightfromtheinfant’seyeswithherhand。
\"Tamsin,haveyouheardthatEustaciaisnotwithme。
now?\"hesaidwhentheyhadsatdownagain。
\"No,\"saidThomasin,alarmed。
\"AndnotthatIhaveleftAlderworth?\"
\"No。IneverheartidingsfromAlderworthunlessyoubringthem。Whatisthematter?\"
ClyminadisturbedvoicerelatedtoherhisvisittoSusanNunsuch’sboy,therevelationhehadmade,andwhathadresultedfromhischargingEustaciawithhavingwilfullyandheartlesslydonethedeed。
HesuppressedallmentionofWildeve’spresencewithher。
\"Allthis,andInotknowingit!\"murmuredThomasininanawestrucktone,\"Terrible!Whatcouldhavemadeher——O,Eustacia!Andwhenyoufounditoutyouwentinhothastetoher?Wereyoutoocruel?——orisshereallysowickedassheseems?\"
\"Canamanbetoocrueltohismother’senemy?\"
\"Icanfancyso。\"
\"Verywell,then——I’lladmitthathecan。Butnowwhatistobedone?\"
\"Makeitupagain——ifaquarrelsodeadlycaneverbemadeup。Ialmostwishyouhadnottoldme。
Butdotrytobereconciled。Thereareways,afterall,ifyoubothwishto。\"
\"Idon’tknowthatwedobothwishtomakeitup,\"
saidClym。\"Ifshehadwishedit,wouldshenothavesenttomebythistime?\"
\"Youseemtowishto,andyetyouhavenotsenttoher。\"
\"True;butIhavebeentossedtoandfroindoubtifIought,aftersuchstrongprovocation。Toseemenow,Thomasin,givesyounoideaofwhatIhavebeen;
ofwhatdepthsIhavedescendedtointhesefewlastdays。
O,itwasabittershametoshutoutmymotherlikethat!
CanIeverforgetit,orevenagreetoseeheragain?\"
\"Shemightnothaveknownthatanythingseriouswouldcomeofit,andperhapsshedidnotmeantokeepAuntoutaltogether。\"
\"Shesaysherselfthatshedidnot。Butthefactremainsthatkeepheroutshedid。\"
\"Believehersorry,andsendforher。\"
\"Howifshewillnotcome?\"
\"Itwillproveherguilty,byshowingthatitisherhabittonourishenmity。ButIdonotthinkthatforamoment。\"
\"Iwilldothis。Iwillwaitforadayortwolonger——
notlongerthantwodayscertainly;andifshedoesnotsendtomeinthattimeIwillindeedsendtoher。
IthoughttohaveseenWildeveheretonight。Ishefromhome?\"
Thomasinblushedalittle。\"No,\"shesaid。\"Heismerelygoneoutforawalk。\"
\"Whydidn’thetakeyouwithhim?Theeveningisfine。
Youwantfreshairaswellashe。\"
\"Oh,Idon’tcareforgoinganywhere;besides,thereisbaby。\"
\"Yes,yes。Well,IhavebeenthinkingwhetherIshouldnotconsultyourhusbandaboutthisaswellasyou,\"
saidClymsteadily。
\"IfancyIwouldnot,\"shequicklyanswered。\"Itcandonogood。\"
Hercousinlookedherintheface。NodoubtThomasinwasignorantthatherhusbandhadanyshareintheeventsofthattragicafternoon;buthercountenanceseemedtosignifythatsheconcealedsomesuspicionorthoughtofthereputedtenderrelationsbetweenWildeveandEustaciaindaysgoneby。
Clym,however,couldmakenothingofit,andherosetodepart,moreindoubtthanwhenhecame。
\"Youwillwritetoherinadayortwo?\"saidtheyoungwomanearnestly。\"Idosohopethewretchedseparationmaycometoanend。\"
\"Iwill,\"saidClym;\"Idon’trejoiceinmypresentstateatall。\"
AndheleftherandclimbedoverthehilltoBlooms—End。
Beforegoingtobedhesatdownandwrotethefollowingletter:——
MYDEAREUSTACIA,——Imustobeymyheartwithoutconsultingmyreasontooclosely。Willyoucomebacktome?Doso,andthepastshallneverbementioned。Iwastoosevere;
butO,Eustacia,theprovocation!Youdon’tknow,youneverwillknow,whatthosewordsofangercostmewhichyoudrewdownuponyourself。AllthatanhonestmancanpromiseyouIpromisenow,whichisthatfrommeyoushallneversufferanythingonthisscoreagain。
Afterallthevowswehavemade,Eustacia,Ithinkwehadbetterpasstheremainderofourlivesintryingtokeepthem。Cometome,then,evenifyoureproachme。
IhavethoughtofyoursufferingsthatmorningonwhichI
partedfromyou;Iknowtheyweregenuine,andtheyareasmuchasyououghttobear。Ourlovemuststillcontinue。
Suchheartsasourswouldneverhavebeengivenusbuttobeconcernedwitheachother。Icouldnotaskyoubackatfirst,Eustacia,forIwasunabletopersuademyselfthathewhowaswithyouwasnotthereasalover。
ButifyouwillcomeandexplaindistractingappearancesIdonotquestionthatyoucanshowyourhonestytome。
Whyhaveyounotcomebefore?DoyouthinkIwillnotlistentoyou?Surelynot,whenyourememberthekissesandvowsweexchangedunderthesummermoon。
Returnthen,andyoushallbewarmlywelcomed。
Icannolongerthinkofyoutoyourprejudice——Iambuttoomuchabsorbedinjustifyingyou。——Yourhusbandasever,CLYM。
\"There,\"hesaid,ashelaiditinhisdesk,\"that’sagoodthingdone。IfshedoesnotcomebeforetomorrownightIwillsendittoher。\"
Meanwhile,atthehousehehadjustleftThomasinsatsighinguneasily。FidelitytoherhusbandhadthateveninginducedhertoconcealallsuspicionthatWildeve’sinterestinEustaciahadnotendedwithhismarriage。
Butsheknewnothingpositive;andthoughClymwasherwell—belovedcousintherewasonenearertoherstill。
When,alittlelater,WildevereturnedfromhiswalktoMistover,Thomasinsaid,\"Damon,wherehaveyoubeen?I
wasgettingquitefrightened,andthoughtyouhadfallenintotheriver。Idislikebeinginthehousebymyself。\"
\"Frightened?\"hesaid,touchinghercheekasifsheweresomedomesticanimal。\"Why,Ithoughtnothingcouldfrightenyou。Itisthatyouaregettingproud,Iamsure,anddon’tlikelivingheresincewehaverisenaboveourbusiness。Well,itisatediousmatter,thisgettinganewhouse;butIcouldn’thavesetaboutitsooner,unlessourtenthousandpoundshadbeenahundredthousand,whenwecouldhaveaffordedtodespisecaution。\"
\"No——Idon’tmindwaiting——Iwouldratherstayheretwelvemonthslongerthanrunanyriskwithbaby。
ButIdon’tlikeyourvanishingsointheevenings。
There’ssomethingonyourmind——Iknowthereis,Damon。
Yougoaboutsogloomily,andlookattheheathasifitweresomebody’sgaolinsteadofanicewildplacetowalkin。\"
Helookedtowardsherwithpityingsurprise。\"What,doyoulikeEgdonHeath?\"hesaid。
\"IlikewhatIwasbornnearto;Iadmireitsgrimoldface。\"
\"Pooh,mydear。Youdon’tknowwhatyoulike。\"
\"IamsureIdo。There’sonlyonethingunpleasantaboutEgdon。\"
\"What’sthat?\"
\"Younevertakemewithyouwhenyouwalkthere。Whydoyouwandersomuchinityourselfifyousodislikeit?\"
Theinquiry,thoughasimpleone,wasplainlydisconcerting,andhesatdownbeforereplying。\"Idon’tthinkyouoftenseemethere。Giveaninstance。\"
\"Iwill,\"sheansweredtriumphantly。\"WhenyouwentoutthiseveningIthoughtthatasbabywasasleepI
wouldseewhereyouweregoingtosomysteriouslywithouttellingme。SoIranoutandfollowedbehindyou。
Youstoppedattheplacewheretheroadforks,lookedroundatthebonfires,andthensaid,’Damnit,I’llgo!’Andyouwentquicklyuptheleft—handroad。
ThenIstoodandwatchedyou。\"
Wildevefrowned,afterwardssaying,withaforcedsmile,\"Well,whatwonderfuldiscoverydidyoumake?\"
\"There——nowyouareangry,andwewon’ttalkofthisanymore。\"Shewentacrosstohim,satonafootstool,andlookedupinhisface。
\"Nonsense!\"hesaid,\"that’showyoualwaysbackout。
Wewillgoonwithitnowwehavebegun。Whatdidyounextsee?Iparticularlywanttoknow。\"
\"Don’tbelikethat,Damon!\"shemurmured。\"Ididn’tseeanything。Youvanishedoutofsight,andthenI
lookedroundatthebonfiresandcamein。\"
\"Perhapsthisisnottheonlytimeyouhavedoggedmysteps。
Areyoutryingtofindoutsomethingbadaboutme?\"
\"Notatall!Ihaveneverdonesuchathingbefore,andIshouldn’thavedoneitnowifwordshadnotsometimesbeendroppedaboutyou。\"
\"WhatDOyoumean?\"heimpatientlyasked。
\"Theysay——theysayyouusedtogotoAlderworthintheevenings,anditputsintomymindwhatIhaveheardabout——\"
Wildeveturnedangrilyandstoodupinfrontofher。
\"Now,\"hesaid,flourishinghishandintheair,\"justoutwithit,madam!Idemandtoknowwhatremarksyouhaveheard。\"
\"Well,IheardthatyouusedtobeveryfondofEustacia——nothingmorethanthat,thoughdroppedinabit—by—bitway。Yououghtnottobeangry!\"
Heobservedthathereyeswerebrimmingwithtears。
\"Well,\"hesaid,\"thereisnothingnewinthat,andofcourseIdon’tmeantoberoughtowardsyou,soyouneednotcry。Now,don’tletusspeakofthesubjectanymore。\"