第3章

类别:其他 作者:Joseph Crosby Lincoln字数:10552更新时间:19/01/07 14:40:51
CHAPTERIII Itisadreadfulthingtohateone’sownfather;tohatehimandbeunabletoforgivehimeventhoughheisdead,althoughhepaidforhissinwithhislife。Deathissaidtopayalldebts,buttherearesomeitcannotpay。TomyfatherIowedmypresentambitionless,idle,good—for—nothinglife,mymother’sillness,yearsofdisgrace,thelossofaname——everything。 Painewasmymother’smaidenname;shewaschristenedComfortPaine。MyownChristiannameisRoscoeandmymiddlenameisPaine。Myothername,thenameIwasbornwith,thenamethatMothertookwhenshemarried,wedroppedwhenthedisgracecameuponus。Itwashonoredandrespectedonce;nowwhenitwasrepeatedpeoplecoupleditwithshameandcrimeanddishonorandbrokentrust。 AsaboyIremembermyselfasaspoiledyoungsterwhotooktheluxuriesofthisworldforgranted。Iattendedanexpensiveandselectprivateschool,idledmywaythroughthatsomehow,andenteredcollege,ahappy—go—luckyyoungfellowwithmoneyinmypocket。Fortwo—thirdsofmyFreshmanyear——whichwasallI experiencedofUniversitylife——Ienjoyedmyselfasmuchaspossible,andstudiedaslittle。Thencamethetelegram。I rememberthelooksofthemessengerwhobroughtit,thecaphewore,andthegrinonhisyoungIrishfacewhenthefellowsittingnextmeatthebatteredblackoaktableinthebackroomofKelly’saskedhimtohaveabeer。Irememberthesongweweresinging,thecrowdofus,howitbeganagainandthenstoppedshortwhentheotherssawthelookonmyface。Thetelegramcontainedbutfourwords:\"Comehomeatonce。\"Itwassignedwiththenameofmyfather’slawyer。 IpresumeIshallneverforgeteventhesmallestincidentofthatnightjourneyinthetrainandthehome—coming。Thelawyer’smeetingmeatthestationintheearlymorning;histakingcarethatIshouldnotseethenewspapers,andhisbreakingthenewstome。NotoftheillnessordeathwhichIhadfearedanddreaded,butofsomethingworse——disgrace。Myfatherwasanembezzler,athief。Hehadabsconded,hadrunaway,likethecowardhewas,takingwithhimwhatwasleftofhisstealings。Thebankinghouseofwhichhehadbeentheheadwasinsolvent。Thepolicewereonhistrack。And,worseandmostdisgracefulofall,hehadnotfledalone。Therewasawomanwithhim,awomanwhoseescapadeshadfurnishedthepaperswithsensationsforyears。 Ihadneverbeenwellacquaintedwithmyfather。Wehadneverbeenfriendsandcompanions,likeotherfathersandsonsIknew。I rememberhimasaharsh,red—facedman,whom,asaboy,Iavoidedasmuchaspossible。AsIgrewolderIneverwenttohimforadvice;hewastomeasortofwalkingpocket—book,andnotmuchelse。Motherhasoftentoldmethatsheremembershimassomethingquitedifferent,andIsupposeitmustbetrue,otherwiseshewouldnothavemarriedhim;buttomehewasasourceofsupplycoupledwithabadtemper,thatwasall。ThatIwasnotutterlyimpossible,that,goingmyowngaitasIdid,Iwasnotacompleteyoungblackguard,IknownowwasdueentirelytoMother。SheandIwereasclosefriendsasIwouldpermithertobe。Fatherhadneglectedusforyears,thoughhowmuchhehadneglectedandill—treatedherIdidnotknowuntilshetoldme,afterward。Shewasindelicatehealtheventhen,but,whentheblowfell,itwassheandnotIwhoboreupbravelyanditwasherpluckandnerve,notmine,whichpulledusthroughthatdreadfultime。 Anditwasdreadful。Thestoriesandpicturesinthepapers!Therumors,alwayscontradicted,thattheembezzlerhadbeencaught! Themisrepresentationandliesandscandal!Thelossofthosewhomwehadsupposedwerefriends!Motherborethemall,woreacalm,bravefaceinpublic,andonlywhenalonewithmegaveway,andthenbutatrareintervals。Sheclungtomeasheronlycomfortandhope。Iwassullenandwrathfulandresentful,anunlickedcub,Isuspect,whosecomplaintswereselfishonesconcerningthegivingupofmycollegelifeanditspleasures,andthesacrificeofsocialpositionandwealth。 Motherhad——orsowethoughtatthetime——asuminherownnamewhichwouldenableustolive;althoughnotaswehadlivedbyagreatdeal。Wetookanapartmentinanunfashionablequarterofthecity,andthankstothelawyer——whoprovedhimselfarealandtruefriend——Iwasgivenaminorpositioninasmallbank。Oddlyenough,consideringmyformerlife,Ilikedthework,itinterestedme,andduringthenextfewyearsIwasmade,bysuccessivepromotions,bookkeeper,teller,and,atlast,assistantcashier。 Nonewscamefromtheabsconder。Thepolicehadlosttrackofhim,anditseemedprobablethathewouldneverbeheardofagain。ButoverMotherandmyselfhungalwaysthedreadthathemightbefoundandallthedreadfulbusinessrevivedoncemore。Mothernevermentionedit,nordidI,butthedreadwasthere。 ThencamethefirstbreakdowninMother’shealthwhichnecessitatedherremovaltothecountry。LutherandDorindaRogersweredistantrelativesofourfriend,thelawyer。TheyownedthelittlehousebytheshoreatDenboroandthelawyerhadvisitedthemoccasionallyonshootingandfishingtrips。Theywereinneedofmoney,for,asDorindasaid:\"We’vegottwomouthsinthisfamilyandonlyonepairofhands。Oneofthemouthsissobigthatthehandscan’tfillit,letalonethemouththatbelongstoTHEM。\"Mother——asMrs。 Paine,awidow——wenttherefirstasaboarder,intendingtoremainbutafewmonths。Dorindatooktoheratonce,beingattractedinthebeginning,Ithink,bythename。\"TheycallyouComfortPaine,\" shesaid,\"andyouareacomforttoeverybodyelse’spain。Yetyouain’toutofpainaminutescurcely,yourself。Ineverseeanythinglikeit。If’twan’twickedI’dsaythatnamewasgiveyoubytheOldScratchhimself,asasortofdivilishjoke。ButanybodycanseethattheOldScratchneverhadanythingincommonwithyou,evenahandinthechristenin’。\" Dorindawasverykind,andLutewasanever—endingjoyinhispeculiarway。MotherwouldhavebeenalmosthappyinthelittleDenborohome,ifIhadbeenwithher。Butshewasneverreallyhappywhenwewereseparated,aconditionofmindwhichgrewmoreacuteasherhealthdeclined。IcamedownfromthecityonceeverymonthandthoseSundaysweregreatoccasions。TheDenboropeopleknowmeasRoscoePaine。 ForatimeMotherseemedtobeholdingherown。Inanswertomyquestionsshealwaysdeclaredthatshewaseversomuchbetter。 ButDoctorQuimby,thetownphysician,lookedserious\"Shemustbekeptabsolutelyquiet,\"hesaid。\"Shemustnotbetroubledinanyway。WorryormentaldistressiswhatIfearmost。 Anysuddenbadnewsorshockmight——well,goodnessknowswhateffectitmighthave。Shemustnotbeworried。Ros——\"afteronehasvisitedDenborofivetimesinsuccessionheisgenerallycalledbyhisChristianname——\"Ros,ifyou’vegotanyworriesyoukeep’emtoyourself。\" Ihadworries,plentyofthem。Ourlittlefortune,saved,aswethought,fromthewreck,sufferedasevereshrinkage。A considerableportionofit,asthelawyersdiscovered,wasinvolvedandbelongedtothecreditors。IsaidnothingtoMotheraboutthis:shesupposedthatwehadasufficientincomeforourneeds,evenwithoutmysalary。WithouttellingherIgaveupourcityapartment,storedourfurniture,andtookaroominaboarding— house。Iwaslearningthebankingbusiness,wastrustedwithmoreandmoreresponsibility,andbelievedmyfuturewassecure。Thencamethefinalblow。 IsawthenewsinthepaperwhenIwentouttolunch。\"EmbezzlerandHisCompanionCaughtinRioJaneiro。HeCommitsSuicideWhenNotifiedofHisArrest。\"TheseheadlinesstaredatmeasIopenedthepaperattherestauranttable。Myfatherhadshothimselfwhenthepolicecame。Ireaditwithscarcelymorethanavaguefeelingofpityforhim。ItwasofMotherthatIthought。Thenewsmustbekeptfromher。Ifsheshouldhearofit!WhatshouldIdo?I wentfirstofalltothelawyer’soffice:hewasoutoftownfortheday。Iwanderedupanddownthestreetsforanhour。ThenI wentbacktothebank。ThereIfoundatelegramfromDoctorQuimby:\"Mrs。Paineveryill。Comeonfirsttrain。\"Iknewwhatitmeant。Motherhadheardthenews;theshockwhichthedoctordreadedhadhaditseffect。 IreachedDenborothenextmorning。Lutemetmeatthestation。 FromhisdisjointedandlengthystoryIgatheredthatMotherhadbeen\"feelin’fust—rateforher\"untilthenoonbefore。\"Icomebackfromthepost—office,\"saidLute,\"andIwascal’latin’toreadthenewspaper,butDorindyhadsomeeverlastin’choreorotherformetodo——Ibelieveshethinks’emupinhersleep——andIleftthepaperonthedinin’—roomtableandwentouttothebarn。 Dorindyshecomealongtobossme,asusual。WhenwewentbacktothehousetherewasMrs。Comfortonthedinin’—roomfloor——dead,wewasafraidatfust。Thepaperwasalongsideofher,sowejudgeshewasjusta—goin’toreaditwhenshewastook。Thedoctorsaysit’saparalysisorappleplexyorsomethin’。Wecarriedherintothebedroom,butsheain’tspokesence。\" Shedidnotspeakforweeksandwhenshediditwastoaskforme。 Shecalledmynameoverandoveragainand,ifIlefther,evenforamoment,shegrewsomuchworsethatthedoctorforbademygoingbacktothecity。Iobtainedaleaveofabsencefromthebankforthreemonths。Bythattimeshewasherself,sofarasherreasonwasconcerned,butveryweakandunabletobeartheleasthintofdisturbanceorworry。Shemustnotbemoved,soDoctorQuimbysaid,andheheldoutnoimmediatehopeofherrecoveringtheuseofherlimbs。\"Shewillbeconfinedtoherbedforalongtime,\" saidthedoctor,\"andsheiseasyonlywhenyouarehere。IfyoushouldgoawayIamafraidshemightdie。\"Ididnotgoaway。I gaveupmypositioninthebankandremainedinDenboro。 AttheendoftheyearIboughttheRogershouseandland,movedaportionofourfurnituredownthere,soldtherest,andresignedmyselftoaperiodofidlenessinthecountry。DorindaIhiredashousekeeper,andwhenDorindaacceptedtheengagementshethrewinLute,sotospeak,forgoodmeasure。 AndhereIhavebeeneversince。AtfirstIlookeduponmystayinDenboroasasortofenforcedvacation,whichwastobe,ofcourse,onlytemporary。ButtimewentonandMother’sconditioncontinuedunchanged。SheneededmeandIcouldnotleaveher。Ifishedand,shotandsailedandloafed,losingambitionandself—respect,awarethatthemajorityofthevillagepeopleconsideredmetoolazytoearnaliving,andcaringlittlefortheiropinion。AtfirstIhadkeptupahitormisscorrespondencewithoneortwoofmyassociatesinthebank,butafterawhileIdroppedeventhisconnectionwiththeworld。IwasashamedtohavemyformeracquaintancesknowwhatIhadbecome,andthey,apparently,werequitewillingtoforgetme。IexpectedtoliveanddieinDenboro,andIfacedtheprospectwithindifference。 Thesummerpeople,cottagersandboarders,Iavoidedaltogetherandmyonlyfriend,andIdidnotconsiderhimthat,wasGeorgeTaylor,theDenborobankcashier。Hewasfondofsalt—waterandout—doorsportsandwe,occasionallyenjoyedthemtogether。 Thankstothelawyer,ournameshadbeenscarcelymentionedinthepapersatthetimeofmyfather’sdeath。Nooneinthevillageknewouridentityorourstory。And,becauseIknewthatMotherwouldworryifsheweretold,Ikeptfromherthefactthatourlittleincomewasbuthalfofwhatithadbeen。Ourwantswerefew,andifmyclotheswerenolongermadebythebesttailors,iftheywereready—madeandout—of—dateandlackedpressing,theywerewhole,atallevents,becauseDorindawasatip—topmender。Infact,Ihadforgottentheywereout—of—dateuntilthesightoftheimmaculatelygarbedyoungchapintheautomobilebroughtthecomparisonbetweenustomymind。 Butnow,asIsatonthewash—bench,thinkingofallthis,Ilookeddownatmybaggytrousersandfadedwaistcoatwithdisgust。Oneofthesurestsignsofthelossofself—respectisadisregardofone’spersonalappearance。Ilookedlikeahayseed——nottheindependentcountrymanwhowearsoldclothesonweekdaysfromchoiceandisproudlyconsciousofaSundaysuitinthecloset——butthatothervariety,thepost—officeandbilliard—roomidlerwhohasreachedthepointofutterindifference,istooshiftlesstocare。 CaptainJedwasnotsofarwrong,afterall——LuteRogersandIwerebirdsofafeatherinmorewaysthanone。 NowonderthatgirlintheautohadlookedatmeasifIweresomethingtoocontemptiblefornotice。YetIhatedherforthatlook。Ihadbehavedlikeaboor,ofcourse。BecauseIwasafailure,acountryloaferwithnoprospectofeverbeinganythingelse,becauseIcouldnotrideinautomobilesandotherscould—— thesewerenogoodreasonsforinsultingstrangersmorefortunatethanI。YetIdidhatethatgirl。JustthenIhatedallcreation,especiallythatportionofitwhichamountedtoanything。 Itooktheletterfrommypocketandreaditagain。\"Ishouldliketoseeyou……onamatterofbusiness。\"Whatbusinesscould\"Yourstruly,JamesW。Colton\"havewithme?AndCaptainJedalsohadtalkedbusiness。IsupposedthatIhadgivenupbusinesslongagoandforgood;now,allatonce,itseemedtobehuntingme。 Well,allthehuntingshouldbeonitsside。 AtanothertimeImighthavetreatedthegreatColton’s\"summonstocourt\"asajoke。Imight,likeMother,haveregardedthecurtnessofthecommandanditsgeneraltoneoftakingmypromptobedienceforgrantedasanexpressionoftheWallStreetmagnate’shabitofmind,andnothingmore。Hewasusedtohavingpeoplejumpwhenhesnappedhisfingers。Butnowitmademeangry。IsympathizedwithDeanandAlvinBaker。Thepossessionofmoneydidnotnecessarilyimplyomnipotence。ThiswasCapeCod,notNewYork。HisMajestymight,asCaptainJedputit,haveblownhisImperialnose,butI,forone,wouldn’t\"layinasupplyofhandkerchiefs\"——notyet。 Iheardarustleinthebushesand,turningmyhead,sawLutecomingalongthepath。Hewaswalkingfast——fastforhim,thatis—— andseemedtobeexcited。Hisexcitement,however,didnotcausehimtoforgetprudence。Helookedcarefullyabouttobesurehiswifewasnotinsight,beforehespoke。 \"Dorindyain’tbeenheresenceI’vebeengone,hasshe?\"washisfirstquestion。 \"Iguessnot,\"saidI。\"ShehasbeeninthehousesinceIgotback。ButIdon’tknowhowlongyou’vebeengone。\" \"Onlyafewminutes。I——Ijuststeppedover’crosstheLaneforajiffy,that’sall。Say,bytime;themColtonsmusthavemoney!\" \"That’sahabitofmillionaires,Ibelieve。\" \"Hey?Whatdoyoumeanbythat?Iftheydidn’thavemoneytheycouldn’tbemillionaires,couldthey?How’dyouliketobeamillionaire,Ros?\" \"Idon’tknow。Inevertried。\" \"Bytime!I’Dliketotryaspell。I’vebeenoverlookin’’roundtheirplace。Youneverseesuchaplace!Why,theirfrontdoorstep’sbigasthisyard,prettynigh。\" \"Doesithavetoberaked?\"Iasked。 \"Raked!Whoeverheardofrakin’adoorstep?\" \"Giveitup!ButitdoesseemtomethatIhaveheardofrakingayard。IthinkDorindamentionedthat,didn’tshe?\" Lutelookedatme:thenhehurriedoverandpickeduptherakewhichwaslyingnearthebarn,apile——averysmallpile——ofchipsandleavesbesideit。 \"Whendidshementionit?\"heasked。 \"Aweekago,Ithink,wasthefirsttime。Shehasreferredtoitoccasionallysince。ShewasmentioningittoyouwhenIwentuptownthismorning。Iheardher。\" Lutelookedrelieved。\"Oh,THEN!\"hesaid。\"Ithoughtyoumeantlately。Well,I’mrakin’it,ain’tI?Say,Ros,\"headded,eagerly,\"didyougotothepost—officewhenyouwasuptown?Wastherealetterthereforyou?\" \"Whatmakesyouthinktherewas?\" \"AsaPeters’boy,thebow—leggedone,toldme。Thechauffeur,thefellerthatpilotstheautomobiles,askedhimwherethepost—officewasandheseetheaddressontheenvelope。Hesaidtheletterwasforyou。Itoldhimhewaslyin’——\" \"Whatintheworlddidyoutellhimthatfor?\"Iinterrupted。I hadknownLutealongtime,buthesometimessurprisedme,evenyet。 \"’Causeheis,ninetimesoutoften,\"repliedLute,promptly。 \"Youneverseesuchayoung—onefordodgin’thetruth。Why,onetimehetoldhisgrandmother,Asa’sma,Imean,that——\" \"Whatdidhesayabouttheletter?\" \"Said’twasforyou。AndthechauffeursaidMr。Coltontoldhimtomailitrightoff。’Twan’tforyou,wasit,Ros?\" \"Yes。\" \"ItWAS!Well,bytime!WhatdidamanlikeMr。Coltonwritetoyouabout?\" AmonghisotherlackingsLutewasconspicuouslyshortoftact。 Thiswasnotimeforhimtoaskmesuchaquestion,especiallytoemphasizethe\"you。\" \"Whyshouldn’thewritetome?\"Iasked,tartly。 \"But——butHIM——writin’toYOU!\" \"Humph!Evenagodstoopsonceinawhile。Readyourmythology,Lute。\" \"Hey?Say,lookhere,whatareyouswearin’about?\" \"Swearing?Oh,that’sallright。ThegodIreferredtowasaheathenone。\" \"Well,it’sagoodthingDorindydidn’thearyou;she’sdownonswearin’,heathenoranyotherkind。ButwhatdidMr。Coltonwritetoyoufor?\" \"Hesayshewantstoseeme。\" \"Seeyou?Whatfor?\" \"Don’tknow。Perhapshewantstoborrowmoney。\" \"Borrow——!Ibelieveyou’recrazy!\" \"No,I’mtolerablysane。There!there!don’tlookatmelikethat。 Here’shisletter。Readit,ifyouwantto。\" Lute’sfingersweresoeagertograspthatletterthattheywereallthumbs。Hedroppeditonthegrass,pickeditupwithasmuchcareasifitwasadiamond,andholdingitafootfromhisnose—— hehadbrokenhisspectaclesandwasafraidtoaskDorindaforthemoneytohavethemrepaired——hespeltitouttothelastword。 \"Well,bytime!\"heexclaimed,whenhehadfinished。\"Hewantstoseeyouathishousethisforenoon!And——and——why,theforenoon’sallbutgonenow!Whatareyousettin’herefor?\" \"Well,IthoughtIshouldenjoywatchingyouraketheyard。Itisapleasuredeferredsofar。\" \"Watchin’me——!RoscoePaine,youareoutofyourhead!Ain’tyougoin’toseehim?\" \"No。\" \"YouAIN’T!\" \"No。\" \"RosPaine,haveyoujinedinwiththemdarnfoolsuptown?\" \"Who’sswearingnow?Whatfoolsdoyoumean?\" \"Darnain’tswearin’。Dorindyherselfsaysthatonceinawhile。 ImeanAlvinBaker,andJedDeanandtherestof’em。Theywasgoin’onaboutMr。Coltonlastnight;saidTHEYwan’tgoin’torunathisbeckandcall。Itold’em,saysI,’Youain’thadthechance。You’llrunfastenoughwhenyoudo。’\" \"DidyousaythattoCaptainJed?\" \"No—o。IsaidittoAlvin,butoldJed’sjustasbad。He’sdownonanybodythat’sgotmore’nhehas。ButRos,youain’tfoolishenoughtosidewithJedDean。Justthink!Here’sMr。Colton,richer’nKingSolomonandallhisglory。He’sgotservantsandbutlersandbondsandcowponsandhorsesandteamsandautomobilesand——\" Irosefromthewashbench。 \"Iknowwhathe’sgot,Lute,\"Iinterrupted。\"AndIknowwhathehasn’tgot。\" \"What?Isthereanythingheain’tgot?\" \"Hehasn’tgotme——notyet。Ifhewantstoseemehemay。Iexpecttobeathomeforthenextdayortwo。\" \"Youdon’tmeanyouexpectamillionairelikehimtocomecruisin’ afterYOU!Well,bytime!IthinkIseehim!\" \"Whenyoudo,letmeknow,\"Isaid。\"Ishouldliketobeprepared。\" \"Well,——by——time!\"saidLute,bywayofsummingup。IatedinnerwithDorinda。Herhusbanddidnotjoinus。Dorindapaidavisittothebackyardand,seeinghowlittlerakinghadbeendone,announcedthatuntilthejobwasfinishedtherewouldbe\"nodinnerforsomefolks。\"SosheandIateandLuteraked,underprotest,andvowingthathewassofaintandhollerhecal’latedtocollapse’mostanytime。 AfterthemealwasfinishedIwentdowntotheboathouse。Theboathousewasalittlebuildingonthebeachatthefootofthebluffbelowthehouse。ItwasafavoriteresortofmineandI spentmanyhoursthere。Myeighteenfootmotorlaunch,theComfort,theoneexpensiveluxuryIallowedmyselfandwhichIhadboughtsecond—handtwoyearsbefore,wasjackedupinthemiddleofthefloor。Theengine,whichIhadtakenaparttoclean,wasinpiecesbesideit。Onthewallshungmytwoshotgunsandmyfishingrod。Outside,onthebeach,wasmyflat—bottomedskiff,whichIusedforrowingaboutthebay,heroarsunderthethwarts。 Intheboathousewasacomfortablearmchairandasmallshelfofbooks,novelsforthemostpart。Acheapclockandabroken—downcouch,thelatteradiscardfromtheoriginaloutfitofthecottage,madeupthelistoffurniture。 Myideaincomingtotheboathousewastocontinuemyworkwiththeengine。Itrieditforahalfhourorsoandthengaveitup。Itdidnotinterestmethen。Ishutthedooratthesideofthebuilding,thatbywhichIhadentered——thebigdoubledoorsinfrontIhadnotopenedatall——and,takingabookfromtheshelf,stretchedmyselfonthecouchtoread。 ThebookIhadchosenwasonebelongingtotheDenboroLadies’ Library;MissAlmenaDoane,thelibrarian,hadrecommendedithighly,asa\"realinterestingstory,withlotsofupliftingthoughtsinit。\"ThethoughtsmightbeupliftingtoAlmena,buttheydidnotelevatemyspirits。Asforthestory——well,theherowasayounggentlemanwhowaspoorbuttremendouslycleverandhandsome,andtheheroinehadeyes\"asdarkanddeepasstarlitpools。\"Thepoorbutbeautifulpersonmetthepool—eyedoneataconcert,wherehesat,\"hiswholesoultransfiguredbythemusic,\" andshehadbeen\"fascinatedinspiteofherself\"bythelookonhisface。Ireadasfarasthatanddroppedthebookindisgust。 AfterthatImusthavefallenasleep。Whatawakenedmewasaknockonthedoor。ItwasLute,ofcourse。Probablymotherwantedmeforsomethingorother,andDorindahadsentherhusbandtohuntmeup。 Theknockwasrepeated。 \"Comein,\"Isaid,sleepily。 Thedooropenedandincame,notLute,butatall,portlyman,withayachtingcaponthebackofhisgrayhead,andacigarinhismouth。HelookedatmeasIlayonthecouchandIlayonthecouchandlookedathim。 \"Afternoon,\"hesaid,curtly。\"IsyournamePaine?\" Inodded。Iwaswakingrapidly,butIwastooastonishedtospeak。 \"RoscoePaine?\" \"Yes。\" \"Well,mine’sColton。Isentyoualetterthismorning。Didyougetit?\" CHAPTERIV Isatuponthecouch。Mr。Coltonknockedtheashesfromhiscigar,waitedaninstant,andthenrepeatedhisquestion。 \"Didyougetmyletter?\"heasked。 \"Yes,\"Isaid。 \"Oh,youdid。Iwasafraidthatmanofminemighthaveforgottentomailit。\" \"No,Igotit。Won’tyou——er——won’tyousitdown?\"Hepulledthearmchairtowardhimandsatdown。Inoticedthathehadahabitofdoingthingsquickly。Hissentenceswereshortandtothepointandhespokeandactedlikeoneaccustomedtohavinghisownway。 Hecrossedhiskneesandlookedaboutthelittlebuilding。 \"Itisapleasantday,\"Iobserved,forthesakeofsayingsomething。Hedidnotseemtohearme,or,ifhedid,hewasnotinterestedintheweather。FormypartIfoundthesituationembarrassing。Iknewwhathisnextquestionwouldbe,andIdidnotknowhowtoanswer。Sureenough,heaskedit。 \"Iwroteyoutocomeovertomyplacethisforenoon,\"hesaid。 \"Youdidn’tcome。\" \"No。I——\" \"Whynot?\" Herewastheissuejoined。Here,ifever,wastheopportunitytoassertmyindependencealaJedDeanandAlvinBaker。Buttoassertitnow,afterhehaddonetheunexpected,afterthemountainhadcometoMahomet,seemedcaddishandridiculous。SoI temporized,weakly。 \"Ididn’treadyourletteruntilaboutnoon,\"Isaid。 \"Isee。Well,Iwaiteduntiltwoo’clockandthenIdecidedtohuntyouup。Icalledatyourhouse。Thewomantheresaidyouweredownhere。Yourmother?\" \"No。\"Myanswerwaspromptandsharpenoughthistime。Itwasnatural,perhaps,thatheshouldpresumeDorindatobemymother,butIdidnotlikeit。 Hepaidabsolutelynoattentiontothetoneofmyreplyoritscurtness。HedidnotrefertoDorindaagain。Shemighthavebeenmywifeormygreat—auntforallhecared。 \"Thisyourworkshop?\"heasked,abruptly。Then,noddingtowardthedismemberedengine,\"Whatareyou?aboatbuilder?\" \"No,notexactly。\" \"What’sthepriceofaboatlikethat?\"indicatingtheComfortwithakickinherdirection。 \"Abouttwohundredandfiftydollars,Ibelieve,\"Ianswered。 \"Youbelieve!Don’tyouknow?\" \"No。Iboughtthatboatsecond—hand。\" Hedidnotrefertotheboatagain;apparentlyforgotitaltogether。 Hisnextmovewastoriseandturntowardthedoor。Iwatchedhim,wonderingwhatwasgoingtohappennext。Hehadahabitofjumpingfromonesubjecttoanotherwhichwasbewildering。 \"What’sthatfellowdoingoffthere?\"heasked,suddenly。 Ilookedwherehewaspointing。 \"ThatisZebKendrick,\"Ianswered。\"He’srakingforquahaugs。\" \"Rakingforwhathogs?\" \"Quahaugs。WhatyouNewYorkerscallclams。\" \"Oh!Sell’em,doeshe?\" \"Yes。\"