第15章

类别:其他 作者:Joseph Crosby Lincoln字数:9249更新时间:19/01/07 14:40:51
Yetitmaybethatherpartintheconversationwasnotaltogetherwithoutapurpose。SheledmetospeakofDenboroanditspeople,ofhowtheylived,andoftheolddaysofsailingshipsanddeepseaskippers。GeorgeTaylor’snamewasmentionedandIpraisedhimhighly,tellingofhisrisefrompoorboytosuccessfulman,asweratedsuccesslocally。 \"Hemanagesthatbankwell,\"Ideclared。\"Everyonesaysso。And,fromwhatIhaveseenofhismanagement,Iknowittobetrue。\" \"Howdoyouknow?\"sheasked。 \"BecauseIhavehadsomeexperienceinbankingmyself。I——\" Istoppedshort。Mytonguewasrunningawaywithme。ShedidnotaskthequestionwhichIdreadedandexpected。Insteadshesaid,lookingdownatme: \"Youarealoyalfriend,aren’tyou,Mr。Paine。\" \"IhavereasontobeloyaltoGeorge,\"Ianswered,withfeeling。 \"Areyouasloyaltoyourself?\" Ilookedupatherinsurprise。 \"Whatdoyoumean?\"Iasked。 \"Ihavebeentryingtounderstandyou,Mr。Paine。Tryingtogettheanswertothepuzzle。InonewayIthinkIhaveit。I understandyourattitudeintheLaneaffairandIthinkIknowwhyyoucametoDenboroandarestayinghere。\" Istoppedshort。\"You——youknowTHAT?\"Icried。 \"IthinkIdo。Youbelievethatyourmotherneedsyouandyouwillnotleaveher。Thatisyourreasonforlivinghere,Ithink。But,inanotherway,Icannotunderstandyouatall。\" Shespoketothehorseandwemovedonagain。Iwaitedforhertocontinue,butshewassilent。 \"How?Whatistheotherway!Thewayinwhichyoucannotunderstandme?\"Iasked。 \"ShallItellyou?Doyouwishmetobeperfectlyfrank?\" \"Yes。\" \"Icannotunderstandhowamansuchasyouseemtobe,young,educated,andwithlifebeforehim,canbecontenttodoasyoudo,spendyourtimeinfishing,orsailing,orshooting。Tohavenoambitionatall。Myfatherwasapoorcountryboy,likeyourfriend,Mr。Taylor,butheworkednightanddayuntilhebecamewhatheisnow。Andevennowheworks,andworkshard。Oh,Iamproudofhim!Notbecauseheiswhatheis,butbecausehehasdoneitallhimself。IfIwereamanIwouldhavesomepurposeinlife;IwoulddoSOMETHINGworthwhileifitwereonlytosellfishfromacart,likethatoldfellowwiththequeername——whatisit?—— Oh,yes!TheophilusNewcomb。\" Ididnotanswer。Shehadsaidallthatwasnecessary,andmore。 Itwasquiteenoughforme。 \"There!\"sheobserved,afteramoment。\"YouaskedmetotellyouandIdid。IfyouneverspeaktomeagainitwillbeexactlywhatIdeserve。ButIthoughtitandsoIsaidit。Expressingmythoughtsisoneofmybadhabits……Oh,why,wearealmosthome,aren’twe!\" WehadcometotheedgeofthegroveborderingBeriahHolt’spasture。Thegrovewasonthewestsideofalittlehill。BeforeusthepastureslopedawaytoBeriah’shouseandbarn,withtheroadbeyondit。Andbeyondthat,inthedistance,werethesteeplesandroofsofDenboro。AmongthemthegablesandtoweroftheColtonmansionrose,conspicuousandcostly。 Sheturnedinthesaddle。\"IpresumeImayleaveyounow,Mr。 Paine,\"shesaid。\"Evenyoumustadmitthattherestofthewayisplainsailing。Thankyouforyourhospitalityandforyourservicesasguide。Iwillsendthebasketandnetoverbyoneoftheservants。\" \"Iwilltakethemnow,\"Isaid,shortly。 \"Verywell,ifyouprefer。Heretheyare。\" Itookthemfromher。 \"Goodafternoon,\"shesaid。\"Andthanksoncemoreforaverypleasantpicnic。\" \"Youarequitewelcome,I’msure。Thankyouforyourfrankopinionofmy——worthlessness。Itwaskindofyoutoexpressit。\" Thesarcasmwasnotlostuponher。 \"Imeantitasakindness,\"shereplied。 \"Yes。Anditwastrueenough,probably。DoubtlessIshallderivegreatbenefitfromyour——wordsofwisdom。\" Herpatience,evidently,wasexhausted。Sheturnedaway。\"Oh,that,\"shesaid,indifferently,\"isyouraffair。ItoldyouwhatI believedtobethetruth,thatwasall。Whatyoudoisnotlikelytobeofvastimportancetome,onewayortheother。Come,Don!\" Doncantereddowntheslope。Iwatchedhimandhisriderdisappearbeyondthetreesinthedistance。ThenIpickedupmypailandotherburdensandfollowedintheirwake。Thesunwasbehindacloud。Ithadbeenastrangedaywithamiserableending。Iwasfuriouslyangrywithher,butIwasmoreangrywithmyself。ForwhatshehadtoldmeWASthetruth,andIknewit。 Istrodeon,headdown,throughthevillage。Peoplespoketome,askingwhatluckIhadhadandwhereIhadbeen,butIscarcelynoticedthem。AsIreachedtheCornersandwaspassingthebanksomeonecalledmyname。IglancedupandsawGeorgeTaylordescendingthesteps。 \"Holdon,Ros,\"hehailed。\"Waitaminute。What’syourrush? Holdon!\" Ihaltedreluctantly。 \"Fishingagain,Isee,\"heobserved,ashereachedmyside。\"Anyluck?\" \"Fair,\"Itoldhim。 \"Whatpond?\" \"Seabury’s。\" \"Goalone?\" \"Yes。\"ThatIhadnotbeenalonesincewasnobusinessofhis。 \"Humph!Youain’texactlywhatafellow’dcalltalkativethisafternoon,seemstome。Anythingwrong?\" \"No。\" \"Tuckeredout?\" \"Iguessso。\" \"Well,soamI,butIain’thadyourfungettingthatway。SmallandIhavebeenatitnightanddaygettingthingsinshapesohecouldleave。He’sgone。Wentthisnoon。Andthatain’ttheworstofit;Ihaven’tgotanybodyyettotakehisplace。I’llhavetobecashierandbookkeepertooforaspell。There’sapplicantsenough;buttheydon’tsuit。Guesslikelyyou’llhavetohelpmeout,afterall,Ros。Thejobisyoursifyousaytheword。\" Helaughedashesaidit。Eventohimtheideaofmyworkingwasajoke。 Butthejokedidnotseemfunnytome,justthen。Iwalkedonforsomedistancewithoutaword。ThenIaskedaquestion。 \"Whatisexpectedofamaninthatposition?\"Iasked。 \"Expected?Why,plainbankbookkeeping——notmuchelseatfirst。 Yetthere’sagoodchanceforalikelyfellowtobeconsiderablemore,intime。Ineedhelpinmypartofthework。That’swhyI haven’thiredanyofthedozenorsowhoareaftertheplace。Whatmakesyouask?Youdon’tknowofagoodmanforme,doyou,Ros?\" \"Whendoyouwanthimtobegin?\" \"To—morrowmorning,ifhesatisfiesme。\" \"WouldIsatisfyyou?\" \"You!Humph!Trymeandsee,that’sallI’dask。\" \"Allright。I’llbeonhandinthemorning。\" Hestopped,lookedatme,andthenseizedmebythearm。 \"Seehere!\"hecried,\"I’mlostinthefog,Iguesslikely。Whatdoyoumeanbythat?Isittimetolaugh——orwhat?\" \"Itmaybe;Idon’tknow。ButItakethebookkeeper’spositioninyourbank。Now,good—by。Don’ttalktome。Idon’tfeelliketalking。\" \"But——but,Ros。\" \"Good—by。\" Iwalkedon。Ihadtakenbutafewstepswhenheovertookme。 \"Ros,\"hesaid,\"Iain’tgoingtosaybutjustonething。IfyoumeantwhatyousaidI’mthemosttickledmanontheCape。Butyouain’taskedawordaboutthesalary。\" \"Iknowit。Ihaven’taskedbecauseIdon’tcare。I’llbeonhandinthemorning。\" Ilefthimstandingthere,andhurrieddowntheLowerRoad。AsI hadsaidtohim,Ididnotfeelliketalking。Ididnotwanteventoseeanyone。Iwantedtobeletalone。ButitwasfatedthatI shouldnotbe,notyet。SimEldredgewaswaitingformearoundthecorner。Hesteppedoutfrombehindthefencewherehehadbeenhidden。 \"Ros!\"hewhispered。\"RosPaine!Wait。It’sme,Sim。Iwanttoaskyousomethin’。Wan’tthatGeorgeTayloryouwasspeakin’tojustnow?\" \"Yes,\"Ianswered,impatiently。\"Whatofit?\" \"Say,Ros,youandmeain’tpulledthatColtontradeoff,butitain’tmyfault。Youain’tgotnohardfeelin’sagainstme,Iknow。 AndIwantyoutodoalittlemiteoffavorforme。Willyou?\" \"Whatisit?IfithasanythingtodowiththeLane,Itellyounowthat——\" \"Itain’t——itain’t。It’saboutthatbookkeepin’jobinthebank,HenrySmall’splace,theonehe’sjustquit。I’vegotathirdcousin,nameofJosiahBadger,overtoSouthHarniss。He’sasmartyoungchap,andanA—1accountantatfiggers。He’sbeenkeepin’ booksdownatthefishwharf——see?Now,he’dlikethatjoband,bein’asyouandGeorgearesothick,Ical’latedmaybeyou’dsortofuseyourinfluencealongofGeorge,and——andgetitforhim。 Thereain’tnothin’initforme——thatis,nothin’much。ButI feelfriendlytowardJosiahandyouknowIliketodolittlekindnessesforfolks。So——\" \"There!there!\"Iinterrupted。\"It’snouse,Sim。Ican’thelpyou。\" \"Why!yesyoucan。\" \"No,Ican’t。Idon’tknowyourcousin,andbesides——well,youaretoolate。Theplaceisfilled。\" Sim’sexpressionchanged。Helookedsurprisedandcrestfallen。 \"Filled?\"heexclaimed。\"Why,no,’tain’t!If’twasI’dhaveknownit,wouldn’tI?Who’dyouhearhadgotit?Whoeveryouheard,’tain’tso。\" \"Yes,itis。\" \"Howdoyouknow?Whoisit,then?\" Ihesitated。BeforenoonofthenextdayeverysoulinDenborowouldhaveheardthenews。Eldredgemightaswellhearitnow。 \"I’vetakentheplacemyself,\"Isaid。 \"You?\"Simactuallyforgottowhisper;heshoutedtheword。\"YOU! Ha!ha!ha!Ros,quityourfoolin’。\" \"I’mnotfooling。Igotoworkinthebankto—morrowmorning。\" \"But——Oh,mysoul!You!Aw,Iknowbetter!Say,Ros,don’tlet’swastetimelikethis。Fun’sallright,but……MyheavenstoBetsy!YOUworkforalivin’!IfIbelievedthatI’dbelieveanything。Tellme,now。Whohasgotthatjob?……Whydon’tyouanswerme?\" Iansweredhim。\"Shutup!\"Isaid,fiercely。ThenIvaultedthefenceandsetoutforhomeacrosslots。 IheardthenextdaythatSimwentbacktothepost—officeandinformedthegatheringtherethatRosPainehadtakentodrinking。 \"Hewastightasabiledowl,\"declaredSim;\"andugly——don’ttalk! WantedtofightmebecauseIwouldn’tbelievehewasgoin’towork。 Him!Whatintheeverlastin’wouldHEwanttoworkfor?MyheavenstoBetsy!\" CHAPTERXIII IthinkTaylorwasalmostassurprisedasEldredgehadbeen,when,athalf—pasteightthefollowingmorning,Iappearedatthebank。 Hewasalreadyathisdeskand,whenhelookedupandsawme,hewhistled。 \"Whew!\"heexclaimed。\"So。Ididn’tdreamit,afterall。You’rehere,ain’tyou。\" \"Iamhere,\"Ianswered,openingthegateandsteppinginbehindtherail。 \"Goingtotakeitbackandsayyouneversaidit?\" \"No。\" \"Cometogotowork?Really?\" \"Thatismyintention,unlessyouhavechangedyourmind。\" \"Notme。Itain’tlikely。But,Ros,I——sitdownaminuteandlet’stalk。Whatareyoudoingthisfor?\" ItwasaquestionIhadbeenaskingmyselfatintervalsduringarestlessnight。NowIgavetheonlytruthfulanswer。 \"Idon’tknow,\"Isaid。 \"Youdon’tknow!\" \"No。AndIdon’tseemtocare。Supposewedon’ttalkaboutit。I amhere,andIamreadytobeginwork。That’senough,isn’tit?\" \"Why,no;notquite。You’renotdoingitjusttohelpmeout?\" \"No。\" \"Youdon’tneedtowork。You’vegotmoneyenough。\" \"No,Ihaven’t。Butmoneyisn’tmyreason。Ihaven’tanyreason。 Nowshowmethebooks,willyou?\" \"Don’tbeinahurry。Whatdoesyourmotherthinkaboutit?\" \"Ihaven’ttoldheryet。TimeenoughforthatwhenIknowthatI reallymeanitandyouknowthatIamcompetenttofilltheposition。George,ifyoukeeponcross—examiningmeIamlikelytoquitbeforeIbegin。Idon’tknowwhyIamdoingthis,butjustnowIthinkIamgoingtodoitifIcan。However,Iamnotsure。 Soyouhadbetterbecareful。\" \"Humph!Whatdidyoucatchupatthatpondyesterday?Ineversawaday’sfishingmakesuchadifferenceinamaninmylife…… Allright,Ros。Allright。Iwon’tpesteryou。Toogladtohaveyouhereforthat。Nowaboutthesalary。\" \"Beforewespeakofthatthereisonemorepoint。Howaboutyourdirectors?Deanandtherest?Dotheyknowyouofferedmetheposition?\" \"Surething!Theyputthewholeaffairinmyhands。They’llbesatisfied。AndasforCap’nJed——why,hewastheonethatsuggestedhiringyouinthefirstplace。\" \"CaptainJed!CaptainJedDean!HEsuggestedit?\" \"Yup。Inaway,hedid。Youmaynotknowit,Ros,butyou’vemadeagooddealofahitwiththeoldman。Heain’tbeenusedtohavinganybodystanduptohimasyouhave。AsageneralthingDenborojumpswhenhesnapsthewhip。Youdidn’t,andhecouldn’tunderstandwhy。Heisthekindthatrespectsanythingtheycan’tunderstand。Then,too,Nellielikesyou,andshe’shisidol,youknow。Ahhum!\" Hesighedand,foramoment,seemedtoforgetmealtogether。I remindedhimbyanotherquestion。 \"Butwhyshouldthecaptainthinkofmeforthisplace?\"Iasked。 \"WhyshouldhedreamthatIwouldtakeit?Igaveyounoencouragement。\" \"Idon’tknowashediddreamit。ButheandIwerespeakingofyouandhesaidhe’dliketodosomethingtoshowyouwhatthetownthoughtofyourholdingoutagainstColton。Thattickledhimdowntothekeel。Isaidyou’dbeafirst—classhelpertomeinthisbank,thatIheardyouknewsomethingaboutbanking——\" \"George!\" \"It’sallright。IonlymentionedthatIheardrumorsthatyouwereinacitybanksomewhereatonetime。Hedidn’taskanymoreandIshouldn’thavetoldhimifhehad。Buttheideapleasedhim,Icouldseethat。’Whydon’tyoutrytogethim?’sayshe。’Maybethedaysofmiraclesain’tpast。Perhapsevenhe’dcondescendtowork,iftherightjobcamehisway。’\" \"Sothat’swhatyoucallhissuggestingme,doyou?Humph!\" \"Well,Itoldhimaboutitlastnight,whenIwasuptoseeNellie,andhewaspleasedasPunch。Surprised,ofcourse,butpleased。 He’spracticallythewholeboard,asfarassettlingthingsisconcerned,soitisallright。Heain’ttheworstfriendyou’vegot,byalongshot。\" IimaginedthatIunderstoodwhatCaptainJed’s\"friendship\"meant。 MyacceptingthebankpositionwasonemorebondbindingmetohissideintheShoreLanebattle。And,solongasIwasunderTaylor’seyeandhisown,IcouldnotbesubjecttotheColtoninfluence。 GeorgeandIdiscussedthequestionofsalary,ifhisofferandmypromptacceptancemightbecalledadiscussion。Thepaywasnotlargetobeginwith,butitwasmorethanIhadarighttoexpect。 AndIwasperfectlyhonestwhenIsaidthatmoneywasnottheconsiderationwhichledmetomakethesuddenchangeinmyhabitoflife。Iwassickofidleness;Ihadlongedforsomethingtooccupymylifeandtime;Imightaswellbedoingthisasanything; Taylor’sofferhadappealedtomewhenhefirstmadeit;theseweretheexcusesIevolvedformyownsatisfactionandItriedtobelievethemreal。ButonereasonIwouldnotadmit,eveninmythoughts,asapossibility。Itwasnotthatgirl,oranythingshehadsaid,whichinfluencedme。No!overandoveragain——no。 SamWheeler,theyoungfellowwhoactedasassistantbookkeeperandmessenger,camein,andTaylor,aftershowingmethebooksandgivingmeafewhintsastowhatmydutieswouldbe,turnedmeovertohimforfurtherinstruction。IfoundIneededbutlittle。Thepages,withtheirrowsoffigures,seemedlikeoldfriends。I almostenjoyedporingoverthem。WasitpossiblethatIwasgoingtolikethisnewventureofmine? BeforenoonIwasfairlycertainofit。Theworkinacountrybankisdifferentfromthatinthelargecityinstitutions,inthatitisbynomeansasspecialized。Ifoundthat,lateron,Ishouldbeexpectedtocombinetheworkoftellerwiththatofbookkeeper。 Andthis,too,seemednatural。IworkedassteadilyasIcould,consideringinterruptions,andtheforenoonwasoveralmostbeforeIknewit。 Theinterruptions,however,werenumerousandannoying;someofthem,too,wereamusing。Depositorscame,sawmebehindthebarsofthewindow,and,afterexpressingtheirastonishment,demandedtoknowwhatIwasdoingthere。IfIhadansweredallthequestionsputtomebythecuriousDenboroitesIshouldhavefoundtimeforlittleelse。ButTaylorhelpedmebyshooingthecuriousonesaway。\"Don’tbotherthenewhand,\"hesaid。\"Ifyouwanttoknowparticularsaskme。AnythingIdon’ttellyouyoucanreadinnextweek’sItem。Thisisabank,notaquestionbox。\" CaptainElishaWarrencameinandwasassurprisedastherest。 Afteraninterviewwiththecashierhereturnedtomywindowandrequestedmetoopenup。WhenIdidsohereachedinabighandandseizedmine。 \"Shake,Ros,\"hesaid,heartily。\"I’mgladforthebankandI’mgladderstillforyou。Comehardatfust,doesit?\" \"Alittle,\"Iconfessed。\"NotashardasIexpected,though。\" \"Fustdayortwooutofportisalwaysthetoughest。You’llgetyoursealegsonprettysoon。Thenyou’llbegladyoushipped,I cal’late。\" \"Ihopeso,\"Ianswered,ratherdubiously。 \"Iknowyouwill。There’snothin’sotiresomeasdoin’nothin’。I know,becausethat’sbeenmyjobforquiteaspell。SeemssometimesasifI’dhaveafit,Igetsosickofloafin’。\" Hisideaofa\"loaf\"wasrisingatsixandweedinghisgarden,superintendingthelaboronhiscranberryswampsorabouthisbarnsandgrounds,attendingbankandSelectmen’smeetings,andgenerallykeepingbusyuntilsunset。 \"ItellAbbie,myhousekeeper,\"hecontinued,\"thatif’twan’tformyageIbelieveI’dgotoseaagainjusttokeepfromfallin’ apartwithdryrot。Iaskedherifshe’dnoticedhowmytimberscreaked,andshesaidIdidn’tkeepstilllongenoughforhertonoticeanything。Ho!ho!Nothin’makeshermoreprovokedthanformetomentiongettin’oldorgoin’tosea。Allthesame,Ienvyyouyouryouth,Ros。You’vegotyourlifeaforeyou,andI’mgladtoseethatyou’regoin’tomakesomethin’ofit。Ialwayssaidyou’dwakeupifsomebodygiveyouapunch。Whopunchedyou,Ros?\" Myreplywasnon—committal。 \"Bettermindmyownbusiness,hadn’tI,\"heobserved。\"Allright,Iwill。Nooffensemeant,youunderstand。But,yousee,I’veneverbelievedthatworkwasthecussofmankind,likesomefolks,andnomatterhowmuchmoneyayoungfeller’sgotIthinkhe’sbetteroffdoin’somethin’。That’sthegospelaccordin’toElisha。 Well,goodluckandapleasantv’yage。Seeyouagainsoon。Say,\" turningback,\"keepaneyeonGeorge,willyou?Folksinlovearel’bletobeabsent—minded,theytellme,andIshouldnotwanthimtobeabsentwithanyofmymoney。Hearthat,doyou,George?\" Taylor,whowasstandingnear,laughedandwalkedaway。AmomentlaterIsawhimlookingoutofthewindowwiththesamestrangeexpressiononhisfacewhichIhadnoticedseveraltimesbeforewhenhisapproachingmarriagewashintedat。Somethingwastroublinghim,thatwasplain。HelovedNelliedevotedly,Iknew; yetheobviouslydidnotliketohearthemarriagementioned。 SimEldredgewasoneofthefirstvisitorstothebank,buthisvisitwasashortone。Heenteredthedoor,walkedstraighttotheteller’swindowandpeeredthroughthebars。Iheardhimcatchhisbreath。 \"Goodmorning,Sim,\"saidI。\"WhatcanIdoforyou?\" \"Do?\"herepeated。\"Doforme?Nothin’——nothin’,’special。You—— youmeantit,then?\" \"ItoldyouIdid。\" \"Mysoul!\"wasalltheanswerhemade。Thenheturnedandwalkedout。 Atabouteleveno’clockIwashalf—waythroughtheadditionofacolumnoffigureswhenIheardsomeonesay,\"Well,bytime!\"withsuchanguishedfervorthatitwasalmostlikeaprayerforhelp。I lookedup。LuteRogerswasstaringinatme,open—mouthedandhorror—stricken。 \"Hello,Lute!\"Isaid。 Luteswallowedhard。 \"Theytoldme’twasso,\"hestammered。\"Theysaidsoand——andI laughedat’em。Ros,youain’t,beyou?\" \"What?\" \"Goin’tostayinthereand——andtakeHenry’sjob?\" \"Yes。\" \"Yoube!Andyouneversaidnothin’tonobody?ToDorinda?OrevenComfort?\" \"No;notyet。\" \"Nortome。ToME,bytime!Youletthemfellersatthestoremakeafoolofme——\" \"Noonecoulddothat,Lute。Ihavetoldyousooften。\" \"AndyouletthemknowitaforeIdid。Andmelivin’rightinthehousewithyou!Bytime!I——I——\" \"There,there,Lute!don’tcry。I’lltellyouallaboutitwhenI comehomefordinner。\" \"Yes,Ishouldthinkyoumightdothatmuch。Treatin’yourownfamilylike——whydidyoutellSimEldredge?\" \"SimaskedmeandsoItoldhim,thatwasall。Don’tstandtherefidgeting。Runalonghome,there’sagoodfellow。Mr。Taylorhashiseyeonyoualready。\" Luteglancedapprehensivelytowardthecashier’sdeskandturnedtogo。 \"Well!\"heexclaimed,\"I’vesaidyouwascrazymore’nonce,that’ssomesatisfaction。Say!canItell’emtohome?\" Ihesitated。\"YoumaytellDorindaifyoulike,\"Ianswered。\"ButIprefertotellMother,myself。\" GeorgerosefromhisdeskjustthenandLutehurriedtothedoor。 Ismiled。Iimaginedhisarrivalinourkitchenandhowhewouldexplodethesensationalnewsuponhisunsuspectingwife。 ButIwasnotaltogethercalm,thoughIdidmybesttoappearso,whenIenteredthatkitchenataquarterpasttwelve。Lutewasseatedinachairbythewindow,evidentlywatchingandwaiting。 HesprangupasIentered。 \"Setdown,\"orderedDorinda,whowastakingaclampiefromtheoven。ShemerelynoddedwhenIcamein。Dorindaoftenspokeinmeetingagainst\"sinfulpride\";yetshehadhershareofpride,sinfulornot。Shewouldnotaskquestionsordeigntoappearexcited,notshe。 \"ButDorinda,\"criedherhusband,\"it’sRos。Don’tyousee?\" \"Yousetdown,LuteRogers。Well,\"turningtome,\"dinner’sready,ifyouare。\" \"Ishallbeinafewminutes,\"Ianswered。\"IwanttoseeMotherfirst。\" BreakingthenewstoMotherwasadutywhichIdreaded。Butitturnedouttobenotdreadfulatall。Motherwassurprised,ofcourse,butshedidnotofferasingleobjection。Herprincipalfeelingseemedtobecuriosityastomyreasonsforthesuddenchange。 \"Ofcourse,Roscoe,ifyouarehappierIshallbe,too,\"shesaid。 \"Iknowitmusthavebeenverydullforyouhere。Myconsciencehastroubledmenotalittlealltheseyears。Irealizethataman,ayoungmanlikeyou,needsaninterestinlife;hewantssomethingmorethanthecareandcompanionshipofauselesscreaturelikeme。\"