Yetitmaybethatherpartintheconversationwasnotaltogetherwithoutapurpose。SheledmetospeakofDenboroanditspeople,ofhowtheylived,andoftheolddaysofsailingshipsanddeepseaskippers。GeorgeTaylor’snamewasmentionedandIpraisedhimhighly,tellingofhisrisefrompoorboytosuccessfulman,asweratedsuccesslocally。
\"Hemanagesthatbankwell,\"Ideclared。\"Everyonesaysso。And,fromwhatIhaveseenofhismanagement,Iknowittobetrue。\"
\"Howdoyouknow?\"sheasked。
\"BecauseIhavehadsomeexperienceinbankingmyself。I——\"
Istoppedshort。Mytonguewasrunningawaywithme。ShedidnotaskthequestionwhichIdreadedandexpected。Insteadshesaid,lookingdownatme:
\"Youarealoyalfriend,aren’tyou,Mr。Paine。\"
\"IhavereasontobeloyaltoGeorge,\"Ianswered,withfeeling。
\"Areyouasloyaltoyourself?\"
Ilookedupatherinsurprise。
\"Whatdoyoumean?\"Iasked。
\"Ihavebeentryingtounderstandyou,Mr。Paine。Tryingtogettheanswertothepuzzle。InonewayIthinkIhaveit。I
understandyourattitudeintheLaneaffairandIthinkIknowwhyyoucametoDenboroandarestayinghere。\"
Istoppedshort。\"You——youknowTHAT?\"Icried。
\"IthinkIdo。Youbelievethatyourmotherneedsyouandyouwillnotleaveher。Thatisyourreasonforlivinghere,Ithink。But,inanotherway,Icannotunderstandyouatall。\"
Shespoketothehorseandwemovedonagain。Iwaitedforhertocontinue,butshewassilent。
\"How?Whatistheotherway!Thewayinwhichyoucannotunderstandme?\"Iasked。
\"ShallItellyou?Doyouwishmetobeperfectlyfrank?\"
\"Yes。\"
\"Icannotunderstandhowamansuchasyouseemtobe,young,educated,andwithlifebeforehim,canbecontenttodoasyoudo,spendyourtimeinfishing,orsailing,orshooting。Tohavenoambitionatall。Myfatherwasapoorcountryboy,likeyourfriend,Mr。Taylor,butheworkednightanddayuntilhebecamewhatheisnow。Andevennowheworks,andworkshard。Oh,Iamproudofhim!Notbecauseheiswhatheis,butbecausehehasdoneitallhimself。IfIwereamanIwouldhavesomepurposeinlife;IwoulddoSOMETHINGworthwhileifitwereonlytosellfishfromacart,likethatoldfellowwiththequeername——whatisit?——
Oh,yes!TheophilusNewcomb。\"
Ididnotanswer。Shehadsaidallthatwasnecessary,andmore。
Itwasquiteenoughforme。
\"There!\"sheobserved,afteramoment。\"YouaskedmetotellyouandIdid。IfyouneverspeaktomeagainitwillbeexactlywhatIdeserve。ButIthoughtitandsoIsaidit。Expressingmythoughtsisoneofmybadhabits……Oh,why,wearealmosthome,aren’twe!\"
WehadcometotheedgeofthegroveborderingBeriahHolt’spasture。Thegrovewasonthewestsideofalittlehill。BeforeusthepastureslopedawaytoBeriah’shouseandbarn,withtheroadbeyondit。Andbeyondthat,inthedistance,werethesteeplesandroofsofDenboro。AmongthemthegablesandtoweroftheColtonmansionrose,conspicuousandcostly。
Sheturnedinthesaddle。\"IpresumeImayleaveyounow,Mr。
Paine,\"shesaid。\"Evenyoumustadmitthattherestofthewayisplainsailing。Thankyouforyourhospitalityandforyourservicesasguide。Iwillsendthebasketandnetoverbyoneoftheservants。\"
\"Iwilltakethemnow,\"Isaid,shortly。
\"Verywell,ifyouprefer。Heretheyare。\"
Itookthemfromher。
\"Goodafternoon,\"shesaid。\"Andthanksoncemoreforaverypleasantpicnic。\"
\"Youarequitewelcome,I’msure。Thankyouforyourfrankopinionofmy——worthlessness。Itwaskindofyoutoexpressit。\"
Thesarcasmwasnotlostuponher。
\"Imeantitasakindness,\"shereplied。
\"Yes。Anditwastrueenough,probably。DoubtlessIshallderivegreatbenefitfromyour——wordsofwisdom。\"
Herpatience,evidently,wasexhausted。Sheturnedaway。\"Oh,that,\"shesaid,indifferently,\"isyouraffair。ItoldyouwhatI
believedtobethetruth,thatwasall。Whatyoudoisnotlikelytobeofvastimportancetome,onewayortheother。Come,Don!\"
Doncantereddowntheslope。Iwatchedhimandhisriderdisappearbeyondthetreesinthedistance。ThenIpickedupmypailandotherburdensandfollowedintheirwake。Thesunwasbehindacloud。Ithadbeenastrangedaywithamiserableending。Iwasfuriouslyangrywithher,butIwasmoreangrywithmyself。ForwhatshehadtoldmeWASthetruth,andIknewit。
Istrodeon,headdown,throughthevillage。Peoplespoketome,askingwhatluckIhadhadandwhereIhadbeen,butIscarcelynoticedthem。AsIreachedtheCornersandwaspassingthebanksomeonecalledmyname。IglancedupandsawGeorgeTaylordescendingthesteps。
\"Holdon,Ros,\"hehailed。\"Waitaminute。What’syourrush?
Holdon!\"
Ihaltedreluctantly。
\"Fishingagain,Isee,\"heobserved,ashereachedmyside。\"Anyluck?\"
\"Fair,\"Itoldhim。
\"Whatpond?\"
\"Seabury’s。\"
\"Goalone?\"
\"Yes。\"ThatIhadnotbeenalonesincewasnobusinessofhis。
\"Humph!Youain’texactlywhatafellow’dcalltalkativethisafternoon,seemstome。Anythingwrong?\"
\"No。\"
\"Tuckeredout?\"
\"Iguessso。\"
\"Well,soamI,butIain’thadyourfungettingthatway。SmallandIhavebeenatitnightanddaygettingthingsinshapesohecouldleave。He’sgone。Wentthisnoon。Andthatain’ttheworstofit;Ihaven’tgotanybodyyettotakehisplace。I’llhavetobecashierandbookkeepertooforaspell。There’sapplicantsenough;buttheydon’tsuit。Guesslikelyyou’llhavetohelpmeout,afterall,Ros。Thejobisyoursifyousaytheword。\"
Helaughedashesaidit。Eventohimtheideaofmyworkingwasajoke。
Butthejokedidnotseemfunnytome,justthen。Iwalkedonforsomedistancewithoutaword。ThenIaskedaquestion。
\"Whatisexpectedofamaninthatposition?\"Iasked。
\"Expected?Why,plainbankbookkeeping——notmuchelseatfirst。
Yetthere’sagoodchanceforalikelyfellowtobeconsiderablemore,intime。Ineedhelpinmypartofthework。That’swhyI
haven’thiredanyofthedozenorsowhoareaftertheplace。Whatmakesyouask?Youdon’tknowofagoodmanforme,doyou,Ros?\"
\"Whendoyouwanthimtobegin?\"
\"To—morrowmorning,ifhesatisfiesme。\"
\"WouldIsatisfyyou?\"
\"You!Humph!Trymeandsee,that’sallI’dask。\"
\"Allright。I’llbeonhandinthemorning。\"
Hestopped,lookedatme,andthenseizedmebythearm。
\"Seehere!\"hecried,\"I’mlostinthefog,Iguesslikely。Whatdoyoumeanbythat?Isittimetolaugh——orwhat?\"
\"Itmaybe;Idon’tknow。ButItakethebookkeeper’spositioninyourbank。Now,good—by。Don’ttalktome。Idon’tfeelliketalking。\"
\"But——but,Ros。\"
\"Good—by。\"
Iwalkedon。Ihadtakenbutafewstepswhenheovertookme。
\"Ros,\"hesaid,\"Iain’tgoingtosaybutjustonething。IfyoumeantwhatyousaidI’mthemosttickledmanontheCape。Butyouain’taskedawordaboutthesalary。\"
\"Iknowit。Ihaven’taskedbecauseIdon’tcare。I’llbeonhandinthemorning。\"
Ilefthimstandingthere,andhurrieddowntheLowerRoad。AsI
hadsaidtohim,Ididnotfeelliketalking。Ididnotwanteventoseeanyone。Iwantedtobeletalone。ButitwasfatedthatI
shouldnotbe,notyet。SimEldredgewaswaitingformearoundthecorner。Hesteppedoutfrombehindthefencewherehehadbeenhidden。
\"Ros!\"hewhispered。\"RosPaine!Wait。It’sme,Sim。Iwanttoaskyousomethin’。Wan’tthatGeorgeTayloryouwasspeakin’tojustnow?\"
\"Yes,\"Ianswered,impatiently。\"Whatofit?\"
\"Say,Ros,youandmeain’tpulledthatColtontradeoff,butitain’tmyfault。Youain’tgotnohardfeelin’sagainstme,Iknow。
AndIwantyoutodoalittlemiteoffavorforme。Willyou?\"
\"Whatisit?IfithasanythingtodowiththeLane,Itellyounowthat——\"
\"Itain’t——itain’t。It’saboutthatbookkeepin’jobinthebank,HenrySmall’splace,theonehe’sjustquit。I’vegotathirdcousin,nameofJosiahBadger,overtoSouthHarniss。He’sasmartyoungchap,andanA—1accountantatfiggers。He’sbeenkeepin’
booksdownatthefishwharf——see?Now,he’dlikethatjoband,bein’asyouandGeorgearesothick,Ical’latedmaybeyou’dsortofuseyourinfluencealongofGeorge,and——andgetitforhim。
Thereain’tnothin’initforme——thatis,nothin’much。ButI
feelfriendlytowardJosiahandyouknowIliketodolittlekindnessesforfolks。So——\"
\"There!there!\"Iinterrupted。\"It’snouse,Sim。Ican’thelpyou。\"
\"Why!yesyoucan。\"
\"No,Ican’t。Idon’tknowyourcousin,andbesides——well,youaretoolate。Theplaceisfilled。\"
Sim’sexpressionchanged。Helookedsurprisedandcrestfallen。
\"Filled?\"heexclaimed。\"Why,no,’tain’t!If’twasI’dhaveknownit,wouldn’tI?Who’dyouhearhadgotit?Whoeveryouheard,’tain’tso。\"
\"Yes,itis。\"
\"Howdoyouknow?Whoisit,then?\"
Ihesitated。BeforenoonofthenextdayeverysoulinDenborowouldhaveheardthenews。Eldredgemightaswellhearitnow。
\"I’vetakentheplacemyself,\"Isaid。
\"You?\"Simactuallyforgottowhisper;heshoutedtheword。\"YOU!
Ha!ha!ha!Ros,quityourfoolin’。\"
\"I’mnotfooling。Igotoworkinthebankto—morrowmorning。\"
\"But——Oh,mysoul!You!Aw,Iknowbetter!Say,Ros,don’tlet’swastetimelikethis。Fun’sallright,but……MyheavenstoBetsy!YOUworkforalivin’!IfIbelievedthatI’dbelieveanything。Tellme,now。Whohasgotthatjob?……Whydon’tyouanswerme?\"
Iansweredhim。\"Shutup!\"Isaid,fiercely。ThenIvaultedthefenceandsetoutforhomeacrosslots。
IheardthenextdaythatSimwentbacktothepost—officeandinformedthegatheringtherethatRosPainehadtakentodrinking。
\"Hewastightasabiledowl,\"declaredSim;\"andugly——don’ttalk!
WantedtofightmebecauseIwouldn’tbelievehewasgoin’towork。
Him!Whatintheeverlastin’wouldHEwanttoworkfor?MyheavenstoBetsy!\"
CHAPTERXIII
IthinkTaylorwasalmostassurprisedasEldredgehadbeen,when,athalf—pasteightthefollowingmorning,Iappearedatthebank。
Hewasalreadyathisdeskand,whenhelookedupandsawme,hewhistled。
\"Whew!\"heexclaimed。\"So。Ididn’tdreamit,afterall。You’rehere,ain’tyou。\"
\"Iamhere,\"Ianswered,openingthegateandsteppinginbehindtherail。
\"Goingtotakeitbackandsayyouneversaidit?\"
\"No。\"
\"Cometogotowork?Really?\"
\"Thatismyintention,unlessyouhavechangedyourmind。\"
\"Notme。Itain’tlikely。But,Ros,I——sitdownaminuteandlet’stalk。Whatareyoudoingthisfor?\"
ItwasaquestionIhadbeenaskingmyselfatintervalsduringarestlessnight。NowIgavetheonlytruthfulanswer。
\"Idon’tknow,\"Isaid。
\"Youdon’tknow!\"
\"No。AndIdon’tseemtocare。Supposewedon’ttalkaboutit。I
amhere,andIamreadytobeginwork。That’senough,isn’tit?\"
\"Why,no;notquite。You’renotdoingitjusttohelpmeout?\"
\"No。\"
\"Youdon’tneedtowork。You’vegotmoneyenough。\"
\"No,Ihaven’t。Butmoneyisn’tmyreason。Ihaven’tanyreason。
Nowshowmethebooks,willyou?\"
\"Don’tbeinahurry。Whatdoesyourmotherthinkaboutit?\"
\"Ihaven’ttoldheryet。TimeenoughforthatwhenIknowthatI
reallymeanitandyouknowthatIamcompetenttofilltheposition。George,ifyoukeeponcross—examiningmeIamlikelytoquitbeforeIbegin。Idon’tknowwhyIamdoingthis,butjustnowIthinkIamgoingtodoitifIcan。However,Iamnotsure。
Soyouhadbetterbecareful。\"
\"Humph!Whatdidyoucatchupatthatpondyesterday?Ineversawaday’sfishingmakesuchadifferenceinamaninmylife……
Allright,Ros。Allright。Iwon’tpesteryou。Toogladtohaveyouhereforthat。Nowaboutthesalary。\"
\"Beforewespeakofthatthereisonemorepoint。Howaboutyourdirectors?Deanandtherest?Dotheyknowyouofferedmetheposition?\"
\"Surething!Theyputthewholeaffairinmyhands。They’llbesatisfied。AndasforCap’nJed——why,hewastheonethatsuggestedhiringyouinthefirstplace。\"
\"CaptainJed!CaptainJedDean!HEsuggestedit?\"
\"Yup。Inaway,hedid。Youmaynotknowit,Ros,butyou’vemadeagooddealofahitwiththeoldman。Heain’tbeenusedtohavinganybodystanduptohimasyouhave。AsageneralthingDenborojumpswhenhesnapsthewhip。Youdidn’t,andhecouldn’tunderstandwhy。Heisthekindthatrespectsanythingtheycan’tunderstand。Then,too,Nellielikesyou,andshe’shisidol,youknow。Ahhum!\"
Hesighedand,foramoment,seemedtoforgetmealtogether。I
remindedhimbyanotherquestion。
\"Butwhyshouldthecaptainthinkofmeforthisplace?\"Iasked。
\"WhyshouldhedreamthatIwouldtakeit?Igaveyounoencouragement。\"
\"Idon’tknowashediddreamit。ButheandIwerespeakingofyouandhesaidhe’dliketodosomethingtoshowyouwhatthetownthoughtofyourholdingoutagainstColton。Thattickledhimdowntothekeel。Isaidyou’dbeafirst—classhelpertomeinthisbank,thatIheardyouknewsomethingaboutbanking——\"
\"George!\"
\"It’sallright。IonlymentionedthatIheardrumorsthatyouwereinacitybanksomewhereatonetime。Hedidn’taskanymoreandIshouldn’thavetoldhimifhehad。Buttheideapleasedhim,Icouldseethat。’Whydon’tyoutrytogethim?’sayshe。’Maybethedaysofmiraclesain’tpast。Perhapsevenhe’dcondescendtowork,iftherightjobcamehisway。’\"
\"Sothat’swhatyoucallhissuggestingme,doyou?Humph!\"
\"Well,Itoldhimaboutitlastnight,whenIwasuptoseeNellie,andhewaspleasedasPunch。Surprised,ofcourse,butpleased。
He’spracticallythewholeboard,asfarassettlingthingsisconcerned,soitisallright。Heain’ttheworstfriendyou’vegot,byalongshot。\"
IimaginedthatIunderstoodwhatCaptainJed’s\"friendship\"meant。
MyacceptingthebankpositionwasonemorebondbindingmetohissideintheShoreLanebattle。And,solongasIwasunderTaylor’seyeandhisown,IcouldnotbesubjecttotheColtoninfluence。
GeorgeandIdiscussedthequestionofsalary,ifhisofferandmypromptacceptancemightbecalledadiscussion。Thepaywasnotlargetobeginwith,butitwasmorethanIhadarighttoexpect。
AndIwasperfectlyhonestwhenIsaidthatmoneywasnottheconsiderationwhichledmetomakethesuddenchangeinmyhabitoflife。Iwassickofidleness;Ihadlongedforsomethingtooccupymylifeandtime;Imightaswellbedoingthisasanything;
Taylor’sofferhadappealedtomewhenhefirstmadeit;theseweretheexcusesIevolvedformyownsatisfactionandItriedtobelievethemreal。ButonereasonIwouldnotadmit,eveninmythoughts,asapossibility。Itwasnotthatgirl,oranythingshehadsaid,whichinfluencedme。No!overandoveragain——no。
SamWheeler,theyoungfellowwhoactedasassistantbookkeeperandmessenger,camein,andTaylor,aftershowingmethebooksandgivingmeafewhintsastowhatmydutieswouldbe,turnedmeovertohimforfurtherinstruction。IfoundIneededbutlittle。Thepages,withtheirrowsoffigures,seemedlikeoldfriends。I
almostenjoyedporingoverthem。WasitpossiblethatIwasgoingtolikethisnewventureofmine?
BeforenoonIwasfairlycertainofit。Theworkinacountrybankisdifferentfromthatinthelargecityinstitutions,inthatitisbynomeansasspecialized。Ifoundthat,lateron,Ishouldbeexpectedtocombinetheworkoftellerwiththatofbookkeeper。
Andthis,too,seemednatural。IworkedassteadilyasIcould,consideringinterruptions,andtheforenoonwasoveralmostbeforeIknewit。
Theinterruptions,however,werenumerousandannoying;someofthem,too,wereamusing。Depositorscame,sawmebehindthebarsofthewindow,and,afterexpressingtheirastonishment,demandedtoknowwhatIwasdoingthere。IfIhadansweredallthequestionsputtomebythecuriousDenboroitesIshouldhavefoundtimeforlittleelse。ButTaylorhelpedmebyshooingthecuriousonesaway。\"Don’tbotherthenewhand,\"hesaid。\"Ifyouwanttoknowparticularsaskme。AnythingIdon’ttellyouyoucanreadinnextweek’sItem。Thisisabank,notaquestionbox。\"
CaptainElishaWarrencameinandwasassurprisedastherest。
Afteraninterviewwiththecashierhereturnedtomywindowandrequestedmetoopenup。WhenIdidsohereachedinabighandandseizedmine。
\"Shake,Ros,\"hesaid,heartily。\"I’mgladforthebankandI’mgladderstillforyou。Comehardatfust,doesit?\"
\"Alittle,\"Iconfessed。\"NotashardasIexpected,though。\"
\"Fustdayortwooutofportisalwaysthetoughest。You’llgetyoursealegsonprettysoon。Thenyou’llbegladyoushipped,I
cal’late。\"
\"Ihopeso,\"Ianswered,ratherdubiously。
\"Iknowyouwill。There’snothin’sotiresomeasdoin’nothin’。I
know,becausethat’sbeenmyjobforquiteaspell。SeemssometimesasifI’dhaveafit,Igetsosickofloafin’。\"
Hisideaofa\"loaf\"wasrisingatsixandweedinghisgarden,superintendingthelaboronhiscranberryswampsorabouthisbarnsandgrounds,attendingbankandSelectmen’smeetings,andgenerallykeepingbusyuntilsunset。
\"ItellAbbie,myhousekeeper,\"hecontinued,\"thatif’twan’tformyageIbelieveI’dgotoseaagainjusttokeepfromfallin’
apartwithdryrot。Iaskedherifshe’dnoticedhowmytimberscreaked,andshesaidIdidn’tkeepstilllongenoughforhertonoticeanything。Ho!ho!Nothin’makeshermoreprovokedthanformetomentiongettin’oldorgoin’tosea。Allthesame,Ienvyyouyouryouth,Ros。You’vegotyourlifeaforeyou,andI’mgladtoseethatyou’regoin’tomakesomethin’ofit。Ialwayssaidyou’dwakeupifsomebodygiveyouapunch。Whopunchedyou,Ros?\"
Myreplywasnon—committal。
\"Bettermindmyownbusiness,hadn’tI,\"heobserved。\"Allright,Iwill。Nooffensemeant,youunderstand。But,yousee,I’veneverbelievedthatworkwasthecussofmankind,likesomefolks,andnomatterhowmuchmoneyayoungfeller’sgotIthinkhe’sbetteroffdoin’somethin’。That’sthegospelaccordin’toElisha。
Well,goodluckandapleasantv’yage。Seeyouagainsoon。Say,\"
turningback,\"keepaneyeonGeorge,willyou?Folksinlovearel’bletobeabsent—minded,theytellme,andIshouldnotwanthimtobeabsentwithanyofmymoney。Hearthat,doyou,George?\"
Taylor,whowasstandingnear,laughedandwalkedaway。AmomentlaterIsawhimlookingoutofthewindowwiththesamestrangeexpressiononhisfacewhichIhadnoticedseveraltimesbeforewhenhisapproachingmarriagewashintedat。Somethingwastroublinghim,thatwasplain。HelovedNelliedevotedly,Iknew;
yetheobviouslydidnotliketohearthemarriagementioned。
SimEldredgewasoneofthefirstvisitorstothebank,buthisvisitwasashortone。Heenteredthedoor,walkedstraighttotheteller’swindowandpeeredthroughthebars。Iheardhimcatchhisbreath。
\"Goodmorning,Sim,\"saidI。\"WhatcanIdoforyou?\"
\"Do?\"herepeated。\"Doforme?Nothin’——nothin’,’special。You——
youmeantit,then?\"
\"ItoldyouIdid。\"
\"Mysoul!\"wasalltheanswerhemade。Thenheturnedandwalkedout。
Atabouteleveno’clockIwashalf—waythroughtheadditionofacolumnoffigureswhenIheardsomeonesay,\"Well,bytime!\"withsuchanguishedfervorthatitwasalmostlikeaprayerforhelp。I
lookedup。LuteRogerswasstaringinatme,open—mouthedandhorror—stricken。
\"Hello,Lute!\"Isaid。
Luteswallowedhard。
\"Theytoldme’twasso,\"hestammered。\"Theysaidsoand——andI
laughedat’em。Ros,youain’t,beyou?\"
\"What?\"
\"Goin’tostayinthereand——andtakeHenry’sjob?\"
\"Yes。\"
\"Yoube!Andyouneversaidnothin’tonobody?ToDorinda?OrevenComfort?\"
\"No;notyet。\"
\"Nortome。ToME,bytime!Youletthemfellersatthestoremakeafoolofme——\"
\"Noonecoulddothat,Lute。Ihavetoldyousooften。\"
\"AndyouletthemknowitaforeIdid。Andmelivin’rightinthehousewithyou!Bytime!I——I——\"
\"There,there,Lute!don’tcry。I’lltellyouallaboutitwhenI
comehomefordinner。\"
\"Yes,Ishouldthinkyoumightdothatmuch。Treatin’yourownfamilylike——whydidyoutellSimEldredge?\"
\"SimaskedmeandsoItoldhim,thatwasall。Don’tstandtherefidgeting。Runalonghome,there’sagoodfellow。Mr。Taylorhashiseyeonyoualready。\"
Luteglancedapprehensivelytowardthecashier’sdeskandturnedtogo。
\"Well!\"heexclaimed,\"I’vesaidyouwascrazymore’nonce,that’ssomesatisfaction。Say!canItell’emtohome?\"
Ihesitated。\"YoumaytellDorindaifyoulike,\"Ianswered。\"ButIprefertotellMother,myself。\"
GeorgerosefromhisdeskjustthenandLutehurriedtothedoor。
Ismiled。Iimaginedhisarrivalinourkitchenandhowhewouldexplodethesensationalnewsuponhisunsuspectingwife。
ButIwasnotaltogethercalm,thoughIdidmybesttoappearso,whenIenteredthatkitchenataquarterpasttwelve。Lutewasseatedinachairbythewindow,evidentlywatchingandwaiting。
HesprangupasIentered。
\"Setdown,\"orderedDorinda,whowastakingaclampiefromtheoven。ShemerelynoddedwhenIcamein。Dorindaoftenspokeinmeetingagainst\"sinfulpride\";yetshehadhershareofpride,sinfulornot。Shewouldnotaskquestionsordeigntoappearexcited,notshe。
\"ButDorinda,\"criedherhusband,\"it’sRos。Don’tyousee?\"
\"Yousetdown,LuteRogers。Well,\"turningtome,\"dinner’sready,ifyouare。\"
\"Ishallbeinafewminutes,\"Ianswered。\"IwanttoseeMotherfirst。\"
BreakingthenewstoMotherwasadutywhichIdreaded。Butitturnedouttobenotdreadfulatall。Motherwassurprised,ofcourse,butshedidnotofferasingleobjection。Herprincipalfeelingseemedtobecuriosityastomyreasonsforthesuddenchange。
\"Ofcourse,Roscoe,ifyouarehappierIshallbe,too,\"shesaid。
\"Iknowitmusthavebeenverydullforyouhere。Myconsciencehastroubledmenotalittlealltheseyears。Irealizethataman,ayoungmanlikeyou,needsaninterestinlife;hewantssomethingmorethanthecareandcompanionshipofauselesscreaturelikeme。\"