\"Hedidnotevencomehomeforsupper,\"shesaid。\"StayedovertoNellie’sprobably。You’llmostlikelyfindhimthere。\"
ButIwasprettycertainhewasnotattheDeans’,forasIpassedtheirhouse,Inoticedthewindowsweredark,indicatingthatthefamily,likemostofrespectableDenboro,hadalreadyretired。I
walkedontotheCorners。Eldredge’sstorewasclosed,butthebilliardroomwasradiantandnoisy。IcouldhearTimHallet’svoiceurgingsomeonetotakeanewcue,\"’causethatoneain’tpocketedmanyballsyet。\"
Ilookedacrossatthebank。Thefrontportionofitwasblackenough,butthewindowofthedirectors’roomwasalight。Ihadlocatedtheobjectofmysearch;thecashierwasthere,workingovertime,ashedidsooftennowadays。
IhadmykeyinmypocketandIunlockedthebigdoorandenteredquietly。Thedoorofthedirectors’roomwasopenalittlewayandItiptoedoverandpeepedinthroughthecrack。Taylorwasseatedinachairbesidethebigtable,hiselbowsuponthetableandhisheadinhishands。AsIstoodthere,watchinghim,hetookhishandsawayandIsawhisface。Uponitwasanexpressionofabjectmiseryandutterdespair。Iopenedthedoorandentered。
Heheardthesoundoftheopeningdoorandleapedtohisfeet。Hischairfellbackwardonthefloorwithaclatter,buthepaidnoattentiontoit。
\"GoodGod!\"hecried,wildly。\"Who’sthat?\"
Hewasdeathlypaleandtremblingviolently。Hisappearancestartledandalarmedme。
\"It’sallright,\"Isaid,hastily。\"ItisI——Paine。Isawthelightandknewyoumustbehere。Whatailsyou?WhatISthematter?\"
Foramomenthestoodtherestaring。Thenheturnedandpickedupthefallenchair。
\"Oh,it’syou,Ros,isit?\"hefaltered。\"I——I——Lord,howyouscaredme!I——I——\"
\"George!whatISthematterwithyou?Forheaven’ssake!standup,man!\"HewasswayingandIthoughthewasgoingtofaint。
\"George!GeorgeTaylor!Areyouill?Iamgoingforthedoctor。\"
\"No,no!Staywhereyouare。Iain’tsick。I’llbeallrightinaminute。You——youscaredme,creepinginthatway。Sitdown,sitdown。\"
Hesteadiedhimselfwithonehandonthetableandwiththeotherreachedtoshutadrawerwhichhadbeenopenbesidehim。Thedrawerwasalmostfullofpapers,and,lyinguponthosepapers,wasarevolver。
CHAPTERXVI
BeforehecouldclosethedrawercompletelyIcaughthisarmandheldit。
\"George,\"Icried,\"George,whatisthematter?Tellme;youmusttellme。\"
Hetriedtopullhisarmfree。FindingthatIwouldnotlethimdothishegaveuptheattemptand,withapoorattemptatalaugh,answered,\"Matter?Why,nothingisthematter。Iamtiredandnervous,sameasI’vetoldyouI’vebeenforthelasttwoorthreemonths,andyouscaredme,tiptoeinginlikeasneakthief,thistimeofnight。\"
\"Timeofnight!Itisbutalittleafternine。Whatisthematterwithyou?\"
\"Nothingisthematter,Itellyou。Letgoofmyarm,Ros。Whatdoyoumeanbyholdingontomelikethis?\"
\"WhatdoYOUmean,George?WhatdoesTHATmean?\"
Ipointedtothedrawer。Helookedand,withasuddeneffort,jerkedhisarmfreeandclosedthedrawer。
\"That?\"withaforcedlaugh。\"Oh,that’snothing。ItwaslateandIwasalonehere,so——\"
\"Iknowbetter。George,you’refrighteningusall。Don’tyousupposewecanseethatsomethingiswrongwithyou?IhaveseeniteversinceIcameheretowork。Youareworryingyourfriends。
Youworryme。Giveusachancetohelpyou。GiveMEachance。
Youowemethat。TellmeyourtroubleandI’llpullyououtofit;
seeifIdon’t。\"
Myconfidencewas,ofcourse,onlypretence,butmyearnestnesshadsomeeffect。Helookedatmewistfully,andshookhishead。
\"Nobodycanpullmeout,\"hesaid。\"You’reagoodfellowtowanttohelp,butyoucan’t。Thereain’tanytrouble。I’mjustnervous——\"
\"Iknowbetter。You’relying,George。Yes,youare;you’relying。\"
\"Humph!You’reprettyplainspoken,RosPaine。Thereain’tmanypeopleI’dtakethatfrom。\"
\"You’lltakeitfromme,becauseyoucan’thelpitandbecauseyouknowitistrue。Come,George;come。Youhavebeenafriendtome;theonlyrealfriendIhavehadinyears。Ihavebeenlookingforachancetogetevenforwhatyouhavedoneforme。Maybehereisthechance。Letmehelpyou。Iwill。\"
Hewaswavering;Icouldseeit。Butagainheshookhishead。
\"Nobodycanhelpme,\"hesaid。
\"George,formysake——well,then,ifnotformysakeoryourown,thenforNellie’s,givemeachance。Youaren’ttreatingherright,George。Youshouldthinkofher。You——\"
\"Stop!Damnyou,RosPaine!whatrighthaveyouto——\"
\"Therightofafriend,herfriendandyours。You’refrighteningthepoorgirltodeath。Sheisbeginningtobeafraidyoudon’tcareforher。\"
\"I?Idon’tcareforHER?Idon’t——Oh,myGod!\"
Tomyutteramazementhebegantolaugh。Andthen,allatonce,hislaughterceased,heswayed,choked,and,suddenlycollapsinginthechair,droppedhisheaduponhisarmsonthetableandsobbed,sobsthatshookhimfromheadtoheel。
Foronestrong,healthy,normalmantoseeanothercryisadisconcertinganduncomfortableexperience。MasculinetearsdonotfloweasilyandpoorGeorge,onthevergeofhysterics,wasapitifulanddistressingspectacle。Iwasalmostascompletelydisorganizedashe。Ifeltashamedforhimandashamedofmyselfforhavingseenhiminsuchacondition。IwanteddesperatelytohelphimandIdidnotknowwhattodo,sobeyondpattinghimonthebackandbegginghimrepeatedlytobraceupandnotbehavelikethat,Ididnothing。Atlasthissobsceasedandhewassilent。I
hadrisenfrommychairandnowIstoodtherewithahandonhisshoulder;thetickingoftheancienteight—sidedclockonthewallsoundedloudintheroom。
Suddenlyhesatupandthrewoffmyhand。
\"Well,\"hesaid,bitterly,\"I’mafinespecimenofaman,ain’tI。
Ain’tyouproudofme?\"
\"Iammightysorryforyou,\"Ianswered。\"AndImeantohelpyou。\"
\"Youcan’t。\"
\"Howdoyouknow?\"
\"BecauseIdoknow,Ros,\"heturnedandlookedmestraightintheeye。\"Iamgoingtogiveyousomegoodadvice。Takeit,foryourownsake。Clearoutofhereandleaveme。Don’thaveanythingmoretodowithme。Clearout。\"
Ididnotmove。
\"AreyougoingtodoasItellyou?\"hedemanded。\"Mind,I’mtellingyouthisforyourowngood。Willyouclearoutandleaveme?\"
Ismiled。\"Ofcoursenot,\"Ianswered。
\"Don’tbeafool。Youcan’taffordtobemyfriend。Clearoutandleaveme,doyouhear?\"
\"Ihear。Now,George,whatisit?\"
Hisfingerstappedthetable。Icouldseehewasmakinguphismind。
\"Youwanttoknow?\"hesaid。\"Youwon’tbesatisfieduntilyoudo?\"
\"Ihavemadethatfairlyplain,Ihope。AtleastI’vetriedto。\"
Hisfistclenchedandhestruckthetable。
\"Then,bytheAlmighty,I’lltellyou!\"hecried,fiercely。\"It’llbealloverthecountyinaweek。Youmightaswellknowitnow。
I’macrook。I’mathief。I’vestolenmoneyfromthisbankandI
can’tpayitbackbecauseIhaven’tgotitandcan’tgetit。I’macrook,Itellyou,andinaweekorsoit’llbethecountyjailformine。Unless——unless,\"withasignificantglanceatthedrawer,\"somethingelsehappenstomeinthemeantime。There;nowyouknow。Areyousatisfied?Areyouhappybecauseyou’vefoundout?\"
Ididnotanswer。TotellthetruthIwasnotentirelyovercomebysurpriseatthedisclosure。Ihadbeguntosuspectsomethingofthesort。Yet,nowthatmysuspicionswereconfirmed,Iwastoogreatlyshockedandhorrifiedtospeakatonce。
\"Well?\"hesneered。\"Nowwillyouclearoutandletmesettlethismyownway?\"
Ipulledmychairforwardandsatdown。
\"Tellmeallaboutit,George,\"Isaid,ascalmlyasIcould。\"Howmuchisit?\"
Hestaredatmeaghast。\"Youwon’tgo?\"hecried。\"You——youaregoingtostickbymeeven——even——\"
\"There!there!pullyourselftogether,oldfellow。Wewon’tgiveuptheshipyet。Howmuchisit?Itcan’tbeagreatsum。\"
\"Itain’t。But,Ros——you——youcan’t——youmustn’tbemixedupinthis。Ishan’tletyou。Don’tyousee?\"
Iarguedandpleadedandreasonedwithhimforwhatseemedalongtimebeforehewouldconsenttotellmethewholestory。Andwhenitwastoldtherewasnothingnewornovelinit。Theoldtaleofanhonestmanwhohadnotmeanttogowrong,but,temptedbyoneofthosewilesofthedevil,an\"insidetip\"onthestockmarket,hadboughtheavilyonmargins,expectingtoclearahandsomeprofitinashorttime。ThestockwasLouisvilleandTranscontinentalandthestruggleforitscontrolbycertainbiginterestshadmadecopyforfinancialwritersfornearlyayear。Georgehadboughtatatimewhenonesyndicatehad,soitbelieved,securedthecontrol。
Thensomethingwentwronginthedealandthesharesbegantodeclineinvalue。Heputupmoremarginsandstillmore,butitcontinuedtodecline。Finallyunderthespurofanother\"tip,\"thelastofhisownsavingshavinggonetotheinsatiatebrokers,hesent,tobolsterhisaccountandtosavehimfromutterruin,somebondsbelongingtothebank。
\"Notmuch,\"hedeclared,\"onlyaboutthirty—fivehundreddollars’
worth,that’sall。Ineverwouldhavedoneit,Ros,butIwaswild,desperate,yousee。HereIwas,gettingreadytobemarried;
NellieandCap’nJedandtherestbelievingmetobecomfortablyfixed。It’seasyenoughnowtosaythatIoughttohavegonetoherandtoldher。IfIhadn’tbeencertainthatthemarketwouldturnandI’dbeallrightinaweek,I’dhavedoneit。ButIwassureI’dbeallrightandIcouldn’ttakethechance。Iknewwhatherfatherwouldsayabouthermarryingapauper,andIjustcouldn’ttaketheriskoflosingher;Icouldn’t。Shemeansmoretomethan——than——oh,waituntilyourtimecomes!Waituntilthegirlcomesalongthatyoucareformorethanthewholeworld。Andthenseewhatyou’ddo。Seewhatitwouldmeantogiveherup!
Justwait——waitandsee!\"
\"Yes,yes,\"Iputin,hastily。\"Iunderstand,George。Butthestock,LouisvilleandTranscontinental,howisitnow?\"
\"Justthesame。Itisdead,practicallyspeaking。Ithasn’tmovedhalfapointforsixweeks。I’vebeenexpectingitwould,butithasn’t。It’sallright;thevalueisthere;Iknowit。IfIcouldonlyhangonandwaitIcouldgetmymoneyback,partofit,anyhow。ButIcan’t。Ican’twait。Andthebrokerpeoplehavegotthosebonds。Ros,I’vebeenfightingthisthingforweeksandweeks。Iain’tsleptanightforyears,orsoitseems。Andnextweek——nextWEEKIwastobemarried。MyGod!thinkofit!\"
\"Here,here!Don’tdothat,\"Iurged。\"Braceup。YouandImustworkthisout。Wasn’tthereanyoneyoucouldgoto?Anyoneyoucouldborrowthemoneyof?Thirty—fivehundredisn’tsuchalot。\"
\"WhomcouldIgoto?Itried。LordknowsItried!IdidborrowathousandofCap’nElishaWarren;trumpedupsomeexcuseorotherandgotthat。Butthatwasallhecouldletmehave。AndIknowhethoughtmyaskingforthatwasqueer。\"
\"DidyouconsidergoingstraighttoCap’nDeanand——\"
\"Dean?Cap’nJed?Herfather?Oh,Ros,don’tbeafoolaltogether!
Ibegyourpardon,oldman!Idon’tmeanit。Youmustn’tmind。I
ain’tresponsibleforwhatIsayjustnow。ButIcouldn’tgotoCap’nJed。Youknowhim。He’sasstraightandsquareandhonestasheisobstinateandcranky。IfIwenttohimIcouldn’ttellhimthetruth。AndifIliedhe’dsuspectandwanttoknowwhyIneededtoborrowmoney。AndNellie——don’tyousee?There’stherealawfulnessofthewholething。Icouldn’tgotoherandtellherI
wasathief。Icouldn’tseeherfacewhenItoldher。Andyetshe’sgottoknowit。She’sgottoknowit!\"
\"Butwhy?Thestockmaygoupanydayandthenyoucouldwithdrawpartofyourmargin。\"
Hestruckthetablewithanotherblow。\"Thestockain’tmovedforsixweeks,Itellyou,\"hedeclared。\"And,Ros,\"heleanedforward,hishaggardfaceworkingwithemotion,\"thosebondsain’tinoursafehere,wheretheyshouldbe,andthebankexaminerisdueherewithinthenextfourdays。He’satMiddleboronow。I
’phonedBearse,thecashierthere,thisveryforenoononamatterofbusiness,andhehappenedtomentionthattheexaminerwasinhisbankandworkinghiswaydowntheCape。It’sallupwithme!
Allup!AndNellie!poorgirl;Ican’tbeherewhenshefindsitout。IknowyouthinkI’mapoorspecimenofaman,Ros,butI
can’tfacethemusic。No,\"desperately,\"andIwon’t。\"
Hewasgivingwayagain,butIseizedhisshoulderandshookhim。
\"Stopit!\"Icommanded。\"Stopit,George!Letmethink。Bequietnowandletmethink。Theremustbeawayoutsomewhere。Letmethink。\"
Heleanedbackinhischair。\"Allright,\"hesaid,hopelessly;
\"think,ifyouwantto。ThoughwhyyoushouldwanttothinkaboutathinglikemeIdon’tsee。AndIusedtodespiseacrookasmuchasanyone!andacowardstillmore!AndnowI’mbothacrookandacoward。\"
IknewhiscowardicewasmerelyonNellie’saccount。GeorgeTaylorwasnocowardintheordinarysenseoftheword,norwasheacrook。Iroseandpacedupanddowntheroom。Hewatchedmelistlessly;itwasplainthathefeltnoconfidencewhateverinmybeingabletohelphim。Afteratimehespoke。
\"It’snouse,Ros,\"hesaid。\"Don’tworryyourheadaboutme;I
ain’tworthit。Iftherewasanywayout,anywayatall,I’dhavesighteditlongago。Thereain’t。Takemyadviceandleaveme。
Youdon’twanttobemixedupwithanembezzler。\"
Iturnedonhim,impatiently。\"Ihavebeenmixedup,asyoucallit,withonebefore,\"Isaid,sharply。\"IsmyownfamilyrecordsocleanthatIneedtopretend——there,George!don’tbeanidiot。
Letmethink。\"
Theclockchimedten。Istoppedinmywalkandturnedtohim。
\"George,\"Isaid,\"tellmethis:Ifyouhadthemoneytobuybackthesebondsbelongingtothebankyouwouldbeallright,wouldn’tyou?Ifyouhaditinyourhandsbyto—morrowmorning,Imean。\"
\"Yes;IFIhadit——butIhaven’t。\"
\"Youcouldsendthemoneytothebrokersand——\"
\"Send!Iwouldn’tsend;I’dgomyselfandfetchthebondsbackwithme。OnceIhadtheminthatsafeagainI——\"
\"Andyouwouldnottakeanymorerisks,evenifthemarketdroppedandtheyhadtoselloutyouraccount?Evenifyoulosteverycentofyourinvestment?\"
Thefierceearnestnessofhisanswersatisfiedevenme。\"WhatdoyouthinkIam?\"hedemanded。\"Investmentbehanged!It’smynameasanhonestmanthatIcareabout。OnceletmegetthatbackagainandI’llfacethepoorhouse。Yes,andI’lltellNelliethetruth,allexceptthatIwasathief;Ican’ttellherthat。ButI
willtellherthatIhaven’tgotacentexceptmysalary。Thenifshewantstogivemeup,allright。I’llbearitasbestIcan。
Or,ifshedoesn’t,andIlosemyjobhere,I’llgetanotheronesomewhereelse;I’llworkatanything。SheandIcanwaitand……
Butwhatistheuseoftalkinglikethis?I’vebeenovereveryinchofthegroundathousandtimes。Thereain’tarayoflightanywhere。Theexaminerwillbehere,thebondswillbemissing,andI——I’llbeinjail,orinhell,oneortheother。\"
\"No,youwon’t,\"Isaid,firmly。
\"Iwon’t!Whynot?\"
\"BecausethereISarayoflight。Morethanaray。George,yougohomeandgotobed。To—morrowmorningImayhavenewsforyou,goodnews。\"
Thebloodrushedtohisface。Heseizedthearmofhischair。
\"Goodnews!\"hegasped。\"GoodnewsforME!Ros——Ros,fortheLord’ssake,whatdoyoumean?Youdon’tmeanyouseeawayto——\"
\"NevermindwhatImean。ButIshouldliketoknowwhatyoumeanbynotcomingtomebefore?Whatarefriendsfor,ifnottohelpeachother?WhotoldyouthatIwasdeadbroke?\"
\"You?Why,youain’tgot……Haveyou?RosPaine,youain’tgotthirty—fivehundredtospare。Why,youtoldmeyourself——\"
\"Shutup!Getupfromthatchairandcomewithme。Yes,you;andnow,thisminute。Givemethatthingyou’vegotinthedrawerthere。No,I’lltakeitmyself。Yououghttobeashamedofitsbeingthere,George。Iamashamedofyou,and,ifIthoughtyoureallymeanttouseit,Ishouldbestillmoreashamed。Come!
don’tkeepmewaiting。\"
\"But——butRos——\"
\"WillyoudoasItellyou?\"
Idraggedhim,almostliterallydraggedhim,fromthechair。Then,afterextinguishingthelamp,Iledhimtothedoorofthebankandlockedit,puttingthekeyinmypocket。
\"Now,\"saidI,\"Iwantyoutomakemeapromise。Iwantyoutoquitbehavinglikeacoward,becauseyouarenotone,andpromisemethatyouwillgostraighthomeandtobed。I’llseeyouagainthefirstthinginthemorning。Then,Ithink——yes,Ithinkyourtroubles,theworstpartofthem,willbeover。\"
\"But,Ros,PLEASE——Ican’tbelieveit!Won’tyoutellme——\"
\"Notaword。Willyoupromisemetobehavelikeamanandgohome?
OrmustIgowithyou?\"
\"No。I’ll——I’llpromise。I’llgostraighthome。But,ohRos,I
can’tunderstand——\"
\"Goodnight。\"
Ilefthimstandingthere,stammeringincoherentlylikeamanawakeningfromanightmare,andhurriedaway。
IcouldnotdescribemyprogressdownthedarkLowerRoadandalongtheShoreLane。Idonotrememberanyportionofit。IthinkI
ranmostofthewayandifImetanyone——whichisnotlikely,consideringthetime——heorshemusthavethoughtmecrazy。Mythoughtswerecenteredupononefixedpurpose。Ihadmadeupmymindtodoacertainthingand,ifpossible,todoitthatverynight。IfIdidnot,ifIhadtimeinwhichtoreflect,toconsiderconsequences,Imightlosemynerveanditwouldnotbedoneatall。
Itwaswithafeelingofgreatreliefthat,asIcameinsightoftheColtonhouse,Isawlightsintheroomsonthelowerfloor。
Thefamily,notbeingnativebornDenboroites,hadnotretiredeventhoughitwaswellafterten。Ihastenedupthelongdrive,andstoodbeforethebigdoor,myhandupraisedtotheknocker。Andthen,justforamoment,Ihesitated。
IfIliftedthatknockerandletitfall;ifIsummonedtheservantandannouncedthatIwishedtospeakwithMr。Colton;ifIdidwhatIhadcometheretodo,itwouldbealloverwithmeinthevillage。Mynewbornpopularity,therespectwhichCap’nWarrenandCap’nJedandtherestofthetownspeoplehadshowntowardmeoflate,thecordialrecognitionwhichhadbeenmineduringthepastfewweeksandwhich,inspiteofpretendedindifference,Ihadcometoexpectandenjoy,allthesewouldbelostifIpersistedinmypurpose。MyfutureinDenborodependeduponwhetherornotI
knockedatthatdoor。Anditwasnottoolatetobackout,evenyet。IhadonlytoturnquietlyawayandtellGeorge,whenIsawhiminthemorning,thatIcouldnothelphimasIhadhoped。AndthenIthoughtofhisfaceasIsawitwhenIenteredthebank——andofNellie’slettertome。
Iseizedtheknockerandrappedsharply。
Forafewmomentsmyknockwasunanswered。ThenIheardfootstepsandthedoorwasopened。Johnson,thebutler,openedit,andhisclericalcountenanceassumedamostastonishedexpressionwhenhesawmestandingbeforehim。
\"IsMr。Coltonin?\"Iasked。
\"What?What——sir?\"stammeredJohnson。The\"sir\"wasaddedunderprotest。Hedidnotwishtoshowmorerespectthanwasabsolutelynecessarytoacountryman,buthescarcelydaredspeakasdisrespectfullyashefelt。Thereforehecompromisedbyvoicingtherespectandlookingtheotherway。
\"IsMr。Coltonin?\"Irepeated。
\"Idon’tknow。I——Idon’tthinkso——sir。\"
Thewindowsatmyleftwere,Iknew,thoseofthelibrary,theroomwhere\"BigJim\"andIhadhadourfirstlivelydiscussionoftheShoreLanematter。Iglancedatthem。
\"Ithinkheis,\"Isaid。\"InfactIknowit;thereishisshadowonthecurtain。TellhimMr。Painewishestospeakwithhim。\"
Johnsonlookedasinsolentashedared,andstillhesitated。
\"Itisverylate,\"hesaid。\"Mr。Coltonisnotinthe’abitofreceivingcallersatthistimeofnightand——\"
Hewasinterrupted。Thedoorbehindhim,thedoorleadingfromthelibrarytothehall,openedandColtonhimselfappeared。
\"Whatisit,Johnson?\"heasked。\"Anythingwrong?\"
Thebutlerhastenedtoexplain。
\"Nosir,\"hesaid;\"nothingwrongexactly,sir。Thereisaperson’eretoseeyou,sir,and——\"
\"Toseeme,eh?Whoisit?Why,hello,Paine!isthatyou?\"
\"Mr。Colton,\"saidI,\"Iamsorrytodisturbyouatsuchalatehour,but——\"
\"Comein,comein,\"heinterrupted。\"Whatareyoustandingouttherefor?Johnson,whydidn’tyouaskMr。Painein?Whatdoyoumeanbykeepinghimoutthere?\"
Mr。Johnsonlookedtroubled。
\"Itwassolate,sir,\"hestammered,\"Ithought——\"
\"Youthought!IfIhadwantedanyonetothinkInevershouldhavehiredyou。Comein,Paine。Comeintothelibrary。\"
HeledthewaytothelibraryandIfollowedhim。Itwasmysecondvisittothebig,handsomelyfurnishedroomandagain,asonthefirstoccasion,thesightofthebooksandalltheotherrefinementsandluxurieswhichmoneybringstoitspossessorgavemeapangofenvyandresentment。Itaddedincreasedbitternesstothehumiliationofmyerrand。Ihadleftthatroomdefiantlyexpressingmyindependence。Ihadcomebacktoit——\"
\"Sitdown,\"orderedColton,pullingforwardthebig,leather—
coveredchair。\"Haveacigar?\"
\"Nothankyou。\"
\"Humph!That’swhatyousaidwhenyouwereherebefore。You’reyoung,Paine。WhenyougettobeasoldasIamyou’llneverrefuseagoodcigar,oranythingelsethatisgood,whenitisofferedyou。Well,you’restillstanding。Aren’tgoingtorefusetositdown,areyou?\"
ThatwasexactlywhatIwasgoingtodo。Iwouldnotsitdowninthathouse。Iwouldnotaccepttheslightestcourtesyfromthismanoranyofhispeople。IwouldgetridoftheunpleasanttaskI
hadcometodoandthengoaway,nevertoreturn。Theymightmakethemostofthetriumphwhichwastobetheirs,butIwouldcompelthemtounderstandthatIwasnotseekingtheirfavor。Iwouldnotaccepttheirpatronageandtheyshouldknowit。This,asIlookbackatitnow,seemssillyandchildishenough,butIwasnotmyselfthatnight。
\"Mr。Colton,\"saidI,ignoringtheprofferedchair,\"Ihavecometoseeyouonamatterofbusiness。\"
\"Business,eh?Umph!Ithoughtprobablyyouweregoingtoaskmetogofishingwithyouagain。I’mallreadyforanothertusslewiththose——whatdoyoucall’em——squid——squit——goodLord!whatanameforadecentfish!ButIdon’tcareacontinentalwhatyoucall’em。I’mreadytogetat’emwhenyousaytheword。\"
\"Mybusinesswillnotdetaineitherofuslong。I——\"
\"Sitdown,man,sitdown。Youmakemenervousstandingthere。\"
\"No。Iwon’tsit。\"
Helookedatme。
\"Whatisthematterwithyou?\"heasked。\"Youhaven’tgotabalkydigestion,haveyou?I’vebeenfightingoneforthelastweek。
ThatfoolofacountrydoctortellsmeifI’mnotcarefulwhatI
eatI’llkeeloverprettysoon。ItoldhimI’deatenwhatIdashedpleaseeversinceI’dhadteethandIwasn’tgoingtoquitnow。
ButIdofeellikethedevil。Lookit,don’tI?\"
Hedidlookill,thatwasafact,thoughIhadnotnoticeditbeforeandwasfarfromfeelingpityforhimthen。InfactIwasrathergladtoknowthathewasuncomfortable。Iwantedhimtobe。
\"Whatisthematterwithyou?\"hedemanded。\"Youlookasifyouhadseenyourgrandmother’sghost。\"
Iignoredthequestion。\"Mr。Colton,\"Ibeganagain。\"Youmadeanoffernotlongago。\"
Ihadcaughthisattentionatlast。Heleanedbackinhischair。
\"Idid,\"hesaid。\"Ye—es,Idid。Doyoumeanyouaregoingtoacceptit?\"
\"Inaway——yes。\"
\"Inaway?Whatdoyoumeanbythat?Itellyoufrankly,Paine,ifyougotoworkformetheremustbeno’ifs’or’buts’aboutit。
You’llentermyofficeandyou’lldoasI,orthemenunderme,tellyoutodo。\"
Iwasgladhesaidthat,gladthathemisunderstoodme。Itgavemeanopportunitytoexpressmyfeelingstowardhim——asIwasfeelingthen。
\"Don’tletthattroubleyou,\"Isaid,sarcastically。\"Therewillbeno’ifs’and’buts’sofarasthatisconcerned。Ihavenodesiretoworkforyou,Mr。Colton,andIdon’tintenddoingso。
ThatwasnottheofferImeant。\"
Hewassurprised,Iamsure,buthedidnotexpressastonishment。
Hebentforwardandlookedatmemorekeenlythanever。
\"TherewasonlyoneotherofferthatIremembermakingyou,\"hesaid,slowly。\"Thatwasforthatlandofyours。Iofferedyoufivethousanddollarsforit。Doyoumeanyouacceptthatoffer?\"
\"Notexactly。\"
\"Humph!Paine,we’rewastingalotoftimehere,itseemstome。
Mytimeismoreorlessvaluable,andmydigestionis,asItoldyou,prettybad。Come!getitover。Whatdoyoumean?Areyougoingtosellmethatland?\"
\"Yes。\"
Hepuffeddeliberatelyathiscigar。Hisgazedidnotleavemyface。
\"Why?\"heasked,afteramoment。
\"Thatismyownaffair。Iwillsellyoutheland,butnotforfivethousanddollars。\"