Hisexpressionchanged。Heknockedtheashesfromhiscigarandfrowned。
\"Isee,\"hesneered。\"Humph!Well,I’vetriedtomakeitplaintoyoufellowsdownherethatIcouldn’tbeheldup。IthoughtI’ddoneit,butevidentlyIhaven’t。Fivehundredisagoodpriceforthatland。Fivethousandisridiculous,butIgaveyoumyreasonsforbeingwillingtoberobbedthatmuch。That,however,isthelimit。I’llgiveyoufivethousand,butnotanothercent。Youcantakeitorgetout。\"
Thiswasbetter。WhenhetalkedlikethatIcouldanswerhimandenjoyit。
\"I’llgetoutveryshortly,\"Isaid。\"YouarenomoreanxioustohavethathappenthanIam。Idon’twantyourothercent。Idon’twantyourfivethousanddollars。I’llsellyouthelandononecondition——no,ontwo。Thefirstisthatyoupaymethirty—fivehundreddollarsforit。\"
\"WHAT?\"
Ihadupsethiscomposurethistime。Heforgottosneer;heevenforgottosmoke。
\"What?\"hecriedagain。\"Thirty—fivehundred!Why,Iofferedyou——\"
\"Iknowyouroffer。Thisismine:Iwillsellyouthelandforthirty—fivehundred,andnotanothercent。That,asyousay,isthelimit。Youcantakeitor——orIwillfollowyoursuggestionandgetout。\"
Welookedateachother。Hisfingersmovedtowardthematchboxonthetable。Hetookamatch,scratchedit,andheldittotheendofhiscigar。Thenhetookthecigarfromhislips,blewoutthematchandtossedthelatterintothefireplace。
\"Whatisthesecondcondition?\"heasked,abruptly。
\"Thatyoupaymeincash,inmoneyandnotbycheck,atonce。\"
\"Atonce?Now,doyoumean?\"
\"Yes,now。To—nightifpossible;ifnot,nolaterthannineo’clockto—morrowmorning。\"
\"Humph!DoyouthinkIcarrythirty—fivehundredlooseinmychangepocket?\"
\"Idon’tknow。Butthatisthesecondcondition。\"
\"Humph!……Lookhere,Paine;what——?Iofferedyouthefivethousand。Thatofferholdsgood。\"
\"Idon’tacceptit。Iwillsellforthirty—fivehundred;nomoreandnoless。\"
\"Butwhynotmore?\"
\"Idon’tknow。Yes,Ido,too。Yousaidoncethatyouwerewillingtopayforty—fivehundredfortheprivilegeofhavingyourownway。PerhapsIamwillingtosacrificefifteenhundredfortheprivilegeofhavingmine。AtalleventsImeanwhatIsay。\"
\"Butwhyjustthirty—five?Wouldn’tyoutakethirty—six?\"
\"No。Itisuselesstoargue,Mr。Colton,anduselesstoaskmyreasons。Ihavethem,andthatisenough。WillyouacceptMY
offer?\"
Hehesitated。Thesneerhadlefthisfaceandhistonewhenheaddressedmewasrespectful,thoughtherewasacuriousnoteofchagrinordissatisfactioninit。Ihadexpectedhimtobeeagerand,perhaps,mockinglytriumphant。Hewasnot。Heseemedreluctant,almostdisappointed。
\"IsupposeI’llhaveto,\"hesaid。\"But,Paine,whatisup?Whyareyoudoingthis?You’renotafraidofme?No,ofcourseyou’renot。You’renotthekindtosquealandliedownbecauseyouthinktheoddsareagainstyou……Confoundyou!\"withasuddenburstofimpatience,\"youareenoughtoupsetalltheself—conceitaman’sgotinhim。JustasIthinkI’mbeginningtosizeyouupyoubreaklooseinanewplace。\"
\"Pardonme,\"Iputin,\"butIdon’tseethatyouarehelpingtosavethatvaluabletimeofyours。Iunderstandthatyouaccept。
Willyoupaymenow?\"
Herose,threwawayhiscigar,and,withhishandsinhispockets,stoodregardingme。
\"Yourmindismadeup,isit?\"heasked。
\"Yes。\"
\"Humph!HaveyouthoughtofwhatourmutualfriendDeanandtherestofthepatriotsmaysaywhentheyfindthisout?\"
Ihadthoughtoflittleelseallthewayfromthebanktohisdoor。
Iwasthinkingofitthen。
\"Ofcourse,\"headded,\"thatisnotmyaffair,but——\"
\"Itisnot。\"
\"You’reright;itisn’t。Still——hangitall,Paine!Idon’toftenfeelanycompunctionswhenIbeatafellowinagamelikethis,andIdidintendtohavemyownwayinthisone——\"
\"Well,you’rehavingit,aren’tyou?\"Iputin。\"Whytalksomuchaboutit?\"
\"BecauseIamnotsosureIamhavingit。OfcourseIcanseethat,forsomereasonorother,youneedthirty—fivehundreddollars。Anyonebutyou,iftheyweregoingtosell,wouldgetthelastdimetheycouldsqueeze。Youwon’t,becauseyouareaspig—
headedas——as——\"
\"Oh,docutitshort,\"Isnapped。Andthen,atrifleashamedofmyrudeness,\"Excuseme,Mr。Colton,butthisisn’texactlypleasantformeandIwanttogetitover。Willyoupaymenow?\"
\"Holdon;letmefinish。Iwasgoingtosaythat,ifyouneededthethirty—five,perhapsIcouldmanagetoletyouhaveit。\"
Istaredathim。\"Letmehaveit!\"Icried。\"Doyoumeanyou’lllendittome?\"
\"Why,yes,maybe。YouandIhavehadsuchafirst—rate,square,standupfightthatIratherhatetohaveitend。Iwanttolickyou,nothaveyouquitbeforeI’vereallybeguntofight。There’snofoolphilanthropyinthis,understand;itisjustformyownsatisfaction。\"
IwassotakenabackbythistotallyunexpectedofferfromthemanwhomIhadinsultedadozentimessinceIenteredhishouse,thatI
founditalmostimpossibletoanswer。
\"Whatdoyousay?\"heasked。
\"No,\"Ifaltered。Andthenmorefirmly,\"No;certainlynot。I——I
ammuchobligedtoyou,Mr。Colton,but——no。\"
\"Allright。Youknowbest。I’lltakeyourofferandIwillhandyouthemoneyatthebankto—morrowmorning。Willthatdo?\"
\"Notatthebank,Mr。Colton。Senditovertothehouse,ifyoucanconveniently。\"
\"I’llhaveitherebeforeten。Mylawyerwilldrawupthepapersandarrangefortransferoftitleinafewdays。What?Going,areyou?Goodnight。Oh——er——Paine,rememberthatmyotheroffer,thatoftheplaceinmyoffice,isopenwhenyou’rereadytotakeit。\"
Ishookmyhead。Ihadturnedtogo,butnowIturnedback,feelingthat,perhaps,Ishouldapologizeagainformyrudeness。
Afterall,hehadbeenkind,verykind,andIhadscarcelythankedhim。SoIturnedbacktosaysomething,Ihardlyknewwhat。
Mydoingsowasamistake。Thedoorbehindmeopenedandavoicesaidreproachfully,\"Father,areyoustillhere?Thedoctorsaid……Oh,Ibegpardon。\"
Irecognizedthevoice。OfallvoicesintheworldIwishedleasttohearitjustthen。MybackwastowardthedoorandIkeptitso。Ifshewouldonlygo!Ifshewouldonlyshutthatdoorandgoaway!
Ithinkshewouldhavegonebutherfathercalledher。
\"Mabel,\"hecried,\"Mabel,don’tgo。It’sallright。Comein。
PaineandIhavefinishedourtalk。Nothingmoreyouwishedtosay,wasthere,Paine?\"
\"No,\"saidI。Iwasobligedtoturnnow;Icouldnotgetoutofthatroomwithoutdoingit。SoturnIdid,andwefacedeachother。
\"Goodevening,MissColton,\"Isaid,withallthecalmnessIcouldmuster。
Shesaid,\"Goodevening,\"distantlyandwithoutanyenthusiasm,butIsawherglanceatherfatherandthenatmeandIknewshewaswonderingwhatourbeingtogethercouldpossiblymean。
\"Painehasbeenmakingmealittlecall,\"explainedColton,hiseyetwinkling。\"Mabel,I’llriskanotherbetthatyoucan’tguesswhyhecame。\"
\"Ishallnottry,\"shesaid,disdainfully。
\"Oh,you’dbetter!No?Youwon’t?Well,then,I’lltellyou。Hehasjustsoldmethatlandofhis……Don’tlookatmelikethat;hehas。Wehadalittledisagreementastoprice,but,\"withagrin,\"Imethisfiguresandweclosedthedeal。Aren’tyougoingtocongratulatehimonhavingcometohissensesatlast?
Come!he’swaitingforcongratulations。\"
Thiswasnottrue。Iwaswaitingfornothing;Iwasonmywaytothedoor。But,toreachitIwasobligedtopassherandoureyesmet。Myglancewavered,Iknow,buthersdidnot。Foramomentshelookedatme。Thenshesmiled。WheneverIamtemptedtobevain,evennow,Irememberthatsmile。
\"Icongratulatehim,\"shesaid。\"Come,Father;youmustgotobednow。\"
CHAPTERXVII
Iamnotgoingtoattemptadescriptionofmythoughtsthatnight。
Itwouldtaketoolongandthedescriptionwouldbewearisome。
Otherpeople’smiseriesarenotinterestingandIshallnotcatalogmine。MorningcameatlastandIrose,bathedmyhotfaceincoldwater,andwentdownstairs。Earlyasitwas,notyetsix,IheardDorindainthekitchenand,havingnodesireforconversation,I
wentoutandwalkedupanddownthebeachuntilbreakfasttime。I
hadtopretendtoeat,butIatesolittlethatbothLuteandDorindaoncemorecommenteduponmylackofappetite。Lute,whohadneverbecomefullyreconciledtomybecomingamemberoftheworkingclass,hastenedtolaytheblameformyconditionuponmylaborsatthebank。
\"Thetroubleis,\"heannounced,dogmatically,\"thetroubleis,Roscoe,thatyouain’tfittedforbein’shutupasternofadeck。
Lookatyourselfnow!JustgointoComfort’sroomandstandinfrontofherlookin’glassandlookatyourself。Thereyoube,paleandpeakedandworeout。LookforalltheworldjustasI
donewhenIhadthetonsilstwowintersago。Ain’tthatso,Dorindy?\"
Hiswife’sanswerwasacontemptuoussniff。
\"Ifyoumeantosaythatyoulookedpeakedwhenyouhadsorethroat,\"sheannounced,\"thenthere’ssomethin’thematterwithyourmindoryoureyesight,oneort’other。Youpeaked?Why,yourfacewasswelleduplikeayoungone’sballoonFourthofJulyDay。
Andasforbein’pale!Mysoul!IgiveyoumywordIcouldn’tscurcelytellwhereyourneckleftoffandthestripofredflannelyoumademetie’rounditbegun。\"
\"Don’tmakenodifference!IFELTpale,anyhow。AndIdidn’teatnomore’nRosdoes。You’llhavetogiveintothat,Dorindy。I
didn’teatnothin’butbeefteaandgruel。\"
\"Youetenoughofthemtofloataschooner。\"
\"MaybeIdid,\"withgrieveddignity;\"maybeIdid。Butthat’snoreasonwhyyoushouldsetthereandheavemysufferin’sinmyface。\"
\"Whatisthemantalkin’aboutnow?Ididn’theave’eminyourface。Theycometherethemselves,sameassorethroatsufferin’sgenerallydo,andifyouhadn’twadedaroundinthesnowwithleakyboots,becauseyouwastoolazytotake’emtotheshoemaker’stobepatched,theywouldn’t。\"
Lutedrewbackfromthetable。\"It’snouse!\"hedeclared,\"amancan’tevenbesickinpeaceinthishouse。Somewiveswouldhavebeensorrytoseetheirhusbandswithonefootinthegrave。\"
\"Yourfeetwasinthecookstoveovenmostofthetime。There!
there!themoreyoutalkthefurtherfromhomeyouget。YoustartedinwithRoscoeandthebankandyou’reinthegravealready。IfIwasyouI’dquitaforeIwentanyfurther。Landknowswhereyoumightfetchupifyoukepton!I……Mercyonus!who’satthekitchendoorthistimeinthemornin’?\"
Herhusband,evercurious,wasonhiswaytoanswertheknockalready。Hecameback,amomentlater,sputteringwithexcitement。
\"It’sthatMr。butler,theJohnsonovertoMr。Colton’s,\"hewhispered。\"Imeanit’sthatJutler——that——There,Dorindy!youseewhatsortofastateyourhectorin’hasworkedmeinto!It’sthatparsoncritterwhoopensColton’sdoorforhim,that’swho’tis。AndhewantstoseeRos。Itriedtofindoutwhatfor,buthewouldn’ttell。\"
EvenDorindashowedsurprise。Shelookedattheclock,\"Thishourofthemornin’!\"sheexclaimed;\"whatintheworld——?\"
Ihastenedtothekitchen,closingthedining—roomdoorbehindmejustintimetopreventLute’sfollowingme。Johnson,thebutler,wasstandingonthemicaslabatthethresholdinspectingourhumblepremiseswithloftydisdain。
\"Mr。Coltonsentthistoyou,sir,\"hesaid,handingmeanenvelope。\"Hewishesyoutosendareceiptbyme。\"
Itooktheenvelopeand,steppingbackoutofsight,toreitopen。
InsidewasacheckonaNewYorkbankforfourthousanddollars。
Itwasmadepayableto\"Bearer。\"Withitwasthisbriefnote:
DearPaine:
ThisisthebestIcandoforyou,asIhaven’tthemoneyonhand。
Cashityourself,takeoutyourthirty—fivehundredandholdtheadditionalfivehundreduntilI,oroneofthefamily,callforit。
ImadethethingpayabletoBearerbecauseIimaginedyouwouldpreferitthatway。SendmesomesortofreceiptbyJohnson;
anythingwilldo。Iwillseemylawyerinadayortwo。Meanwhilehaveyourpapers,deeds,etc。,readywhenhecallsforthem。
Yourstruly,JAMESW。COLTON。
ForaminuteIconsidered。IfIcouldcashthecheckatthebankwithoutTaylor’sknowledgeandgethimofftoBostonontheearlytrain,Imightbeabletocovermytracks。Itwasnecessarythattheyshouldbecovered。KnowingGeorgeasIdidIknewthathewouldneverconsenttomysacrifice。HewouldnotpermitmetowreckmyfutureinDenborotosavehim。ThemoneymustbeturnedovertotheBostonbankersandthebank’sbondsoncemoreinthevaultwheretheybelongedbeforehelearnedwherethatmoneycamefrom。Thenitwouldbetoolatetorefuseandtoolatetoundowhathadbeendone。HewouldhavetoacceptandImightbeabletoprevailuponhimtokeepsilentregardingthewholeaffair。I
dislikedthecheckwithColton’snameuponit;Ishouldhavemuchpreferredthecash;butcash,itseemed,couldnotbehadwithoutconsiderabledelay,andwiththatbankexaminer’svisitimminenteverymomentoftimewasvaluable。Ifoldedthecheck,putitinmypocketbook,and,hastilyscribblingareceiptinpencilatthebottomofColton’snote,replacedthelatterintheenvelopeandhandedittoJohnson,whodeparted。
Enteringthedining—roomIfoundDorindaandLuteatthewindow,peeringafterthebutler。
\"Bytime!\"exclaimedLute,\"ifIdidn’tknowIshouldsayhewasabiggerbig—bugthanoldColtonhimself。Lookhowhestruts!Hesartinisadignifiedlookin’man。Idon’tseehowheevercometobejusthiredhelp。\"
\"Um—hm,\"sniffedthecynicalMrs。Rogers。\"Well;youcangetanawfullotofdignityforitsboardandlodgin’!There’snothin’
muchmoredignifiedorstrutsmuchbetter’narooster,butit’sthehensthatlaytheeggs。Whatdidhewant,Roscoe?\"
ImadesomeexcuseorotherforMr。Johnson’searlycalland,takingmycapfromtherack,hurriedfromthehouse。Iwent\"acrosslots\"and,runningagoodpartoftheway,reachedthebankjustasSamWheelerwassweepingout。Heexpressedsurpriseatmyearlyarrivalandwishedtoknowwhatwasup。
\"Ain’tnothin’wrong,isthere,Ros?\"askedSamanxiously。\"Isawbythepaperthatthemarketwasfeverishagainyesterday。\"
Samwasanambitiousyouthand,beingdesirousofbecomingabankerintheshortestpossibletime,readthefinancialpagewithconscientiousthoroughness。Iassuredhimthatthemarket’sfeverwasnotcontagious——atleastIhadnotcontractedthedisease——andsenthimouttosweepthefrontsteps。AssoonashehadgoneI
openedthesafe,found,tomyjoy,thatwehadanabundanceofcurrencyonhand,cashedtheColtoncheckandlockeditsecurelyinthedrawerofmyowndesk。SofarIwassafe。NowtosecureGeorge’ssafety。
Hecameinsoonafter,lookingasif,ashehadtoldme,hehadnotsleptforyears。HebadeSamgoodmorningandthenwalkedovertomyside。
\"Well,Ros?\"heasked,layingashakinghandonthedeskbesideme。
\"Nothere,George,\"Iwhispered。\"Comeintothedirectors’room。\"
Iledthewayandhefollowedme。Iclosedthedoorbehindus,tookthethirty—fivehundreddollarsinnotesfrommypocketandlaidthemonthetable。
\"There’sthemoney,George,\"Isaid。\"Nowyou’vegotjusttimeenoughtocatchthatnineo’clocktrainforBoston。\"
Ithought,foramoment,hewasgoingtocollapsealtogether。Thenhepounceduponthemoney,counteditwithfingersthattrembledsohecouldscarcelycontrolthem,andturnedtome。
\"Ros——Ros——\"hestammered。\"Wheredidyou——howdidyou——GreatGod,man!I——I——\"
\"There!there!\"Iinterrupted。\"ItoldyouIwasn’tapauperexactly。Putthatwhereyouwon’tloseitandclearout。Youhaven’tanytimetoargue。\"
\"But——but,Ros,Ihadn’toughttotakethisfromyou。Idon’tseewhereyougotitand——\"
\"That’smybusiness。Willyougo?\"
\"Idon’tknowasIevercanpayyou。LordknowsI’lltryallmylife,but——\"
Iseizedhisarm。\"George,\"Iurged,impatiently,\"youfool,don’twastetime。Getthattrain,doyouhear!Thosebondsmustbeinthatsafebynight。Go!\"
Thementionofthebondsdidwhatmyurginghadfailedtodo。Hecrammedthebillsintohispocketbook,thrustthelatterintoaninsidepocket,andrushedfromtheroom。Ifollowedhimasfarastheouterdoor。Hewasrunninguptheroadlikeawildman。Samstaredafterhim。
\"Formercysakes!\"hecried,\"what’sthematterwiththeboss?Hashegoneloony?\"
\"No,\"Isaid,turningbacktomydesk;\"he’ssaneenough,Iguess。
He’safterthetrain。\"
\"Ishouldthinkhewasaftersomethin’。Didyouseethefacehehadonhim?Ifheain’tcrazythenyouandIare,that’sallI’vegottosay。\"
\"Allright,Sam,\"Ianswered,drawingalongbreath,\"perhapsthat’sit。PerhapsyouandIarethecrazyones——oneofus,atanyrate。\"
AllthatdayIworkedhard。Ididnotgohomeforlunch,butsentSamovertoEldredge’sstoreforcannedhamandcrackerswhichI
ateatmydesk。Itwasafairlybusyday,fortunately,andIcouldalwaysfindsometasktooccupymymind。Lutecalled,attwoo’clock,toinquirewhyIhadnotbeenhomeandItoldhimthatTaylorwasawayandIshouldbelateforsupper。Hedeparted,shakinghishead。
\"It’sjustasIsaid,\"hedeclared,\"you’reworkin’yourselfsick,that’swhatyou’redoin’。You’regrowin’foolishintheheadaboutwork,justthesameasDorindy。AndYOUdon’tneedto;you’vegotmoneyenough。IfIhadindependentmeanssameasyou’vegotItellyouI’dhavemoresense。Onesickinvalidinthefamily’senough,ain’tit?\"
\"Nodoubt,Lute,\"Ireplied。\"Atalleventsyoumusttakecareofyourhealth。Don’tYOUworkyourselfsick。\"
Luteturnedonme。\"Itrynotto,\"hesaid,seriously;\"Itrynotto,butit’sahardjob。Youknowwhatthatwifeofmineiscal’latin’tohavemedonext?Washthehenhousewindow!Yessir!washthewindowso’sthehenscanlookatthescenery,I
presumelikely。Isaystoher,saysI,’ThatbeatsanyfoolishnesseverIheard!Nextthingyou’llwantmetoputdownacarpetinthepigsty,won’tye?Youwouldifwekeptapig,Iknow。’\"
\"Whatdidshesaytothat?\"Iinquired。
\"Oh,thelandknows!Somethin’aboutkeepin’onepigbein’troubleenough。Ididn’tpaymuchattention。ButIshan’twashnohen’swindow,nowyoucanbetonthat!\"
Ishouldn’thavebetmuchonit。Hewentaway,tospendthenexthourinapoliticaldebateatEldredge’s,andIwroteletters,needlesslylongones。ClosingtimecameandSamwenthome,leavingmetolockup。Thetrainwasdueatsix—twenty,butitwasnearlysevenbeforeIhearditwhistleatthestation。Istoodatthefrontwindowlookinguptheroadandwaiting。
Iwaitedonlyafewminutes,buttheywerelongones。ThenIsawGeorgecoming,notrunningthistime,butwalkingwithrapidstrides。Thecrowd,waitingonthepost—officesteps,shoutedathimbuthepaidnoattention。Hesprangupthestepsandenteredthebank。Isteppedforwardandseizedhishand。Onelookathisfacewasenough;hehadthebonds,Iknewit。
\"Ros,youhere!\"heexclaimed。\"Isitallright?Theexaminerhasn’tshowedup?\"
\"No,\"Ianswered。\"Youhavethem,George?\"
\"Rightinmypocket,thanktheLord——andyou,RosPaine。JustletmegetthemintothatsafeandI——What!You’renotgoing?\"
\"Yes,I’mgoing。Icongratulateyou,George。Iamasgladasyouare。Goodnight。\"
\"ButRos,Iwanttotellyouaboutit。Iwanttothankyouagain。
Inevershallforget……Ros,holdon!\"
ButIwasalreadyatthedoor。\"Goodnight,\"Icalledagain,andwentout。Iwentstraighthome,atesupper,spentahalfhourwithMother,andthenwenttomyroomandtobed。Theexcitementwasover,forgoodorbadthethingwasdonebeyondrecall,andI
suddenlyrealizedthatIwasverytired。Ifellasleepalmostimmediatelyandsleptsoundlyuntilmorning。Iwastootiredeventothink。
Ihadplentyoftimetothinkduringthefortnightwhichfollowedandtherewasenoughtothinkabout。ThelawyercameandthepapersweresignedtransferringtoJamesW。ColtonthestripoflandoverwhichDenborohadexciteditselfformonths。EachdayI
satatmydeskexpectingCaptainDeanandadelegationofindignantcitizenstorushinanddenouncemeasatraitorandaturncoat。
EverytimeSamWheelermetmeatmyarrivalatthebankIdreadedtolookhimintheface,fearingthathehadlearnedofmyactionandwaswaitingtoquestionmeaboutit。Inspiteofallmyboastsandsolemnvowsnottopermit\"BigJim\"ColtontoobtaintheShoreLaneIhadsoldittohim;hecould,anditwastobeexpectedthathewould,closeitatonce;Denborowouldmakeitsjustdemanduponmeforexplanations,explanationswhich,forGeorgeandNellie’ssake,Icouldnotgive;andafterthatthedeluge。IwassittingoverapowdermineandIbracedmyselffortheexplosion。
Buthoursanddayspassedandnoexplosioncame。ThefishcartsrattleddowntheLanewithouthindrance。ExceptforthelittleflurryofexcitementcausedbythecomingweddingattheDeanhomesteadthevillagelifemovedonitslazy,uneventfuljog。I
couldnotunderstandit。WhydidColtondelay?He,whoseoneobjectinlifewastohavehisownway,haditoncemore。Nowthathehaditwhydidn’themakeuseofit?Whywasheholdingback?
Outofpityforme?Ididnotbelieveit。Muchmorelikelythathisdaughter,whoseprideIhaddaredtooffend,hadtakentheaffairinherhandsandthisagonyofsuspensewasapreliminarytorture,apartofmypunishmentforpresumingtoactcontrarytoherimperialwill。
Isawheroccasionally,althoughItriedmybestnottodoso。
OncewepassedeachotheronthestreetandIstubbornlykeptmyheadturnedintheotherdirection。Iwouldrisknomorelookssuchasshehadgivenmewhen,inresponsetoherfather’swould—behumoroussuggestion,shehadofferedmeher\"congratulations。\"
Once,too,Isawheronthebay,IwasaboardtheComfort,havingjustanchoredafterashortcruise,andshewentbyinthecanoe,hernewestplaything,whichhadarrivedbyfreightafewdaysbefore。AcanoeinDenboroBaywasadistinctnovelty;probablynotsincethedaysoftheIndianshadoneofthelight,gracefullittlevesselsfloatedthere,andthisonecarriedmuchcommentamongtheoldsaltsalongshore。Itwasthegeneralopinionthatitwasnocraftforsaltwater。
\"Themthings,\"saidZebKendrick,sagely,\"areallrightforpondsorriversorcrickswherethereain’tnotidenorsearunnin’。
Floatanywhereswherethere’saheavydew,theysaytheywill。Butnodarterofmineshouldgooutpasttheflatsinoneof’emifI
hadthesay。It’stoobigarisk。\"
\"Yup;well,Zeb,youain’tgotthesay,Ical’late,\"observedThophNewcomb。\"Andittakesmore’nsaytogetaskifflikethatone。
Theytellmethemetalworkaboardherissilver—plated——silverorgold,Iain’tsurewhich。Wondertheoldmandidn’tmakeitsolidgoldwhilehewasaboutit。He’ddoanythingforthatgirlifsheaskedhimto。Andshesartindoeshandleitlikeabird!Shewentbymydoryt’othermornin’andIswantomanifsheandthecanoetogetherwan’tasightforsoreeyes。Isetandwatchedherfortwentyminutes。\"
\"Um——ye—es,\"gruntedZeb。\"Andthenyouchargedthetwentyminutesinagainsttheday’sworkquahaugin’youwassupposedtobedoin’
forme,Isuppose。\"
\"Youcantakeoutthetencentswhenyoupayme——ifyoueverdo,\"
saidNewcomb,gallantly。\"’Twaswuthmore’nthatjusttolookather。\"
ThetimehadbeenwhenIshouldhaveagreedwithThoph。Sittinginthecanoe,bare—headed,herhairtossinginthebreeze,andherroundedarmsswingingthelightpaddle,shewasasightforsoreeyes,doubtless。Butitwasnotmyeyeswhichweresore,justthen。Iwatchedherforamomentandthenbentovermyengine。I
didnotlookupagainuntilthecanoehaddisappearedbeyondtheColtonwharf。
IdidnottellMotherthatIhadsoldtheland。Iintendedtodoso;eachmorningIrosewithmymindmadeuptotellher,andalwaysIputoffthetellinguntilsomeothertime。Iknew,ofcourse,thatsheshouldbetold;thatIoughttotellherratherthantohaveherlearnthenewsfromothersasshecertainlywouldatalmostanymoment,butIknew,too,thateventoherIcouldnotdisclosemyreasonforselling。ImustkeepGeorge’ssecretashehadkeptmineandtaketheconsequenceswithaclosemouthandasmuchofmyoldindifferencetopublicopinionasIcouldmuster。
ButIrealized,onlytoowell,thattheindifferencewhichhadoncebeenrealwasnowonlypretense。
IhavesaidverylittleaboutGeorgeTaylor’sgratitudetome,norhisappreciationofwhatIhaddoneforhim。ThepoorfellowwouldhavetalkedofnothingelseifIhadlethim。
\"You’vesavedmygoodnameandmylife,Ros,\"hesaid,overandoveragain,\"andnotonlymylife,butwhatisamightysightmoreworthsaving,Nellie’shappiness。Idon’tknowhowyoudidit;I
believeyetthatthereissomethingbehindallthis,thatyou’rekeepingsomethingfromme。Ican’tseehow,consideringallyou’vesaidtomeaboutyournotbeingwell—off,yougotthatmoneysoquick。ButIknowyoudon’twantmetotalkaboutit。\"
\"Idon’t,George,\"Isaid。\"AllIaskofyouisjusttoforgetthewholething。\"
\"Forget!Ishan’tforgetwhileIlive。And,assoonaseverIcanscrapeittogether,I’llpayyoubackthatloan。\"
Hehadkepthisword,sofarastellingNellieofhisfinancialconditionwasconcerned。Hehadnot,ofcourse,toldherofhisuseofthebankbonds,buthehad,ashesaidhewould,toldherthat,inallprobability,heshouldbeleftwithnothingbuthissalary。
\"Itoldhershewasfreetogivemeup,\"hesaid,withemotion,\"andwhatdoyousupposeshesaidtome?Thatshewouldmarrymeifsheknewshemustliveinthepoorhousetherestofherdays。
Yes,andbehappy,solongaswecouldbetogether。Well,Iain’tworthit,andItoldherso,butI’lldomybesttobeworthsomething;andsheshan’thavetoliveinthepoorhouseeither。\"
\"Idon’tthinkthere’smuchdangerofthat,\"Isaid。\"And,bytheway,George,yourLouisvilleandTranscontinentalspeculationmaynotbeallloss。Youmaysavesomethingoutofit。Therehasbeenconsiderabletradinginthestockduringthepasttwodays。Itisuphalfapointalready,accordingtothepapers。Didyounoticeit?\"
\"Yes,Inoticedit。ButItellyou,Ros,Idon’tcare。I’llbegladtogetsomeofmymoneyback,ofcourse;enoughtopayyouandCap’nElishaanyhow;butI’msohappytothinkthatNellieneedneverknowIwasathiefthatIdon’tseemtocaremuchforanythingelse。\"
Nelliewashappy,too。Shecametomeandtoldmeofherhappiness。
ItwasallonGeorge’saccount,ofcourse。
\"Thepoorfellowhadlostmoneyininvestments,\"shesaid,\"andhethoughtIwouldnotcareforhimifIfoundouthewaspoor。Heisn’tpoor,ofcourse,butifhewasitwouldmakenodifferencetome。IamsogladtoseehimwithoutthatdreadfulworriedlookonhisfacethatI——I——Oh,youmustthinkmeawfulsilly,Roscoe!I