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类别:其他 作者:Joseph Crosby Lincoln字数:11384更新时间:19/01/07 14:40:51
Hisexpressionchanged。Heknockedtheashesfromhiscigarandfrowned。 \"Isee,\"hesneered。\"Humph!Well,I’vetriedtomakeitplaintoyoufellowsdownherethatIcouldn’tbeheldup。IthoughtI’ddoneit,butevidentlyIhaven’t。Fivehundredisagoodpriceforthatland。Fivethousandisridiculous,butIgaveyoumyreasonsforbeingwillingtoberobbedthatmuch。That,however,isthelimit。I’llgiveyoufivethousand,butnotanothercent。Youcantakeitorgetout。\" Thiswasbetter。WhenhetalkedlikethatIcouldanswerhimandenjoyit。 \"I’llgetoutveryshortly,\"Isaid。\"YouarenomoreanxioustohavethathappenthanIam。Idon’twantyourothercent。Idon’twantyourfivethousanddollars。I’llsellyouthelandononecondition——no,ontwo。Thefirstisthatyoupaymethirty—fivehundreddollarsforit。\" \"WHAT?\" Ihadupsethiscomposurethistime。Heforgottosneer;heevenforgottosmoke。 \"What?\"hecriedagain。\"Thirty—fivehundred!Why,Iofferedyou——\" \"Iknowyouroffer。Thisismine:Iwillsellyouthelandforthirty—fivehundred,andnotanothercent。That,asyousay,isthelimit。Youcantakeitor——orIwillfollowyoursuggestionandgetout。\" Welookedateachother。Hisfingersmovedtowardthematchboxonthetable。Hetookamatch,scratchedit,andheldittotheendofhiscigar。Thenhetookthecigarfromhislips,blewoutthematchandtossedthelatterintothefireplace。 \"Whatisthesecondcondition?\"heasked,abruptly。 \"Thatyoupaymeincash,inmoneyandnotbycheck,atonce。\" \"Atonce?Now,doyoumean?\" \"Yes,now。To—nightifpossible;ifnot,nolaterthannineo’clockto—morrowmorning。\" \"Humph!DoyouthinkIcarrythirty—fivehundredlooseinmychangepocket?\" \"Idon’tknow。Butthatisthesecondcondition。\" \"Humph!……Lookhere,Paine;what——?Iofferedyouthefivethousand。Thatofferholdsgood。\" \"Idon’tacceptit。Iwillsellforthirty—fivehundred;nomoreandnoless。\" \"Butwhynotmore?\" \"Idon’tknow。Yes,Ido,too。Yousaidoncethatyouwerewillingtopayforty—fivehundredfortheprivilegeofhavingyourownway。PerhapsIamwillingtosacrificefifteenhundredfortheprivilegeofhavingmine。AtalleventsImeanwhatIsay。\" \"Butwhyjustthirty—five?Wouldn’tyoutakethirty—six?\" \"No。Itisuselesstoargue,Mr。Colton,anduselesstoaskmyreasons。Ihavethem,andthatisenough。WillyouacceptMY offer?\" Hehesitated。Thesneerhadlefthisfaceandhistonewhenheaddressedmewasrespectful,thoughtherewasacuriousnoteofchagrinordissatisfactioninit。Ihadexpectedhimtobeeagerand,perhaps,mockinglytriumphant。Hewasnot。Heseemedreluctant,almostdisappointed。 \"IsupposeI’llhaveto,\"hesaid。\"But,Paine,whatisup?Whyareyoudoingthis?You’renotafraidofme?No,ofcourseyou’renot。You’renotthekindtosquealandliedownbecauseyouthinktheoddsareagainstyou……Confoundyou!\"withasuddenburstofimpatience,\"youareenoughtoupsetalltheself—conceitaman’sgotinhim。JustasIthinkI’mbeginningtosizeyouupyoubreaklooseinanewplace。\" \"Pardonme,\"Iputin,\"butIdon’tseethatyouarehelpingtosavethatvaluabletimeofyours。Iunderstandthatyouaccept。 Willyoupaymenow?\" Herose,threwawayhiscigar,and,withhishandsinhispockets,stoodregardingme。 \"Yourmindismadeup,isit?\"heasked。 \"Yes。\" \"Humph!HaveyouthoughtofwhatourmutualfriendDeanandtherestofthepatriotsmaysaywhentheyfindthisout?\" Ihadthoughtoflittleelseallthewayfromthebanktohisdoor。 Iwasthinkingofitthen。 \"Ofcourse,\"headded,\"thatisnotmyaffair,but——\" \"Itisnot。\" \"You’reright;itisn’t。Still——hangitall,Paine!Idon’toftenfeelanycompunctionswhenIbeatafellowinagamelikethis,andIdidintendtohavemyownwayinthisone——\" \"Well,you’rehavingit,aren’tyou?\"Iputin。\"Whytalksomuchaboutit?\" \"BecauseIamnotsosureIamhavingit。OfcourseIcanseethat,forsomereasonorother,youneedthirty—fivehundreddollars。Anyonebutyou,iftheyweregoingtosell,wouldgetthelastdimetheycouldsqueeze。Youwon’t,becauseyouareaspig— headedas——as——\" \"Oh,docutitshort,\"Isnapped。Andthen,atrifleashamedofmyrudeness,\"Excuseme,Mr。Colton,butthisisn’texactlypleasantformeandIwanttogetitover。Willyoupaymenow?\" \"Holdon;letmefinish。Iwasgoingtosaythat,ifyouneededthethirty—five,perhapsIcouldmanagetoletyouhaveit。\" Istaredathim。\"Letmehaveit!\"Icried。\"Doyoumeanyou’lllendittome?\" \"Why,yes,maybe。YouandIhavehadsuchafirst—rate,square,standupfightthatIratherhatetohaveitend。Iwanttolickyou,nothaveyouquitbeforeI’vereallybeguntofight。There’snofoolphilanthropyinthis,understand;itisjustformyownsatisfaction。\" IwassotakenabackbythistotallyunexpectedofferfromthemanwhomIhadinsultedadozentimessinceIenteredhishouse,thatI founditalmostimpossibletoanswer。 \"Whatdoyousay?\"heasked。 \"No,\"Ifaltered。Andthenmorefirmly,\"No;certainlynot。I——I ammuchobligedtoyou,Mr。Colton,but——no。\" \"Allright。Youknowbest。I’lltakeyourofferandIwillhandyouthemoneyatthebankto—morrowmorning。Willthatdo?\" \"Notatthebank,Mr。Colton。Senditovertothehouse,ifyoucanconveniently。\" \"I’llhaveitherebeforeten。Mylawyerwilldrawupthepapersandarrangefortransferoftitleinafewdays。What?Going,areyou?Goodnight。Oh——er——Paine,rememberthatmyotheroffer,thatoftheplaceinmyoffice,isopenwhenyou’rereadytotakeit。\" Ishookmyhead。Ihadturnedtogo,butnowIturnedback,feelingthat,perhaps,Ishouldapologizeagainformyrudeness。 Afterall,hehadbeenkind,verykind,andIhadscarcelythankedhim。SoIturnedbacktosaysomething,Ihardlyknewwhat。 Mydoingsowasamistake。Thedoorbehindmeopenedandavoicesaidreproachfully,\"Father,areyoustillhere?Thedoctorsaid……Oh,Ibegpardon。\" Irecognizedthevoice。OfallvoicesintheworldIwishedleasttohearitjustthen。MybackwastowardthedoorandIkeptitso。Ifshewouldonlygo!Ifshewouldonlyshutthatdoorandgoaway! Ithinkshewouldhavegonebutherfathercalledher。 \"Mabel,\"hecried,\"Mabel,don’tgo。It’sallright。Comein。 PaineandIhavefinishedourtalk。Nothingmoreyouwishedtosay,wasthere,Paine?\" \"No,\"saidI。Iwasobligedtoturnnow;Icouldnotgetoutofthatroomwithoutdoingit。SoturnIdid,andwefacedeachother。 \"Goodevening,MissColton,\"Isaid,withallthecalmnessIcouldmuster。 Shesaid,\"Goodevening,\"distantlyandwithoutanyenthusiasm,butIsawherglanceatherfatherandthenatmeandIknewshewaswonderingwhatourbeingtogethercouldpossiblymean。 \"Painehasbeenmakingmealittlecall,\"explainedColton,hiseyetwinkling。\"Mabel,I’llriskanotherbetthatyoucan’tguesswhyhecame。\" \"Ishallnottry,\"shesaid,disdainfully。 \"Oh,you’dbetter!No?Youwon’t?Well,then,I’lltellyou。Hehasjustsoldmethatlandofhis……Don’tlookatmelikethat;hehas。Wehadalittledisagreementastoprice,but,\"withagrin,\"Imethisfiguresandweclosedthedeal。Aren’tyougoingtocongratulatehimonhavingcometohissensesatlast? Come!he’swaitingforcongratulations。\" Thiswasnottrue。Iwaswaitingfornothing;Iwasonmywaytothedoor。But,toreachitIwasobligedtopassherandoureyesmet。Myglancewavered,Iknow,buthersdidnot。Foramomentshelookedatme。Thenshesmiled。WheneverIamtemptedtobevain,evennow,Irememberthatsmile。 \"Icongratulatehim,\"shesaid。\"Come,Father;youmustgotobednow。\" CHAPTERXVII Iamnotgoingtoattemptadescriptionofmythoughtsthatnight。 Itwouldtaketoolongandthedescriptionwouldbewearisome。 Otherpeople’smiseriesarenotinterestingandIshallnotcatalogmine。MorningcameatlastandIrose,bathedmyhotfaceincoldwater,andwentdownstairs。Earlyasitwas,notyetsix,IheardDorindainthekitchenand,havingnodesireforconversation,I wentoutandwalkedupanddownthebeachuntilbreakfasttime。I hadtopretendtoeat,butIatesolittlethatbothLuteandDorindaoncemorecommenteduponmylackofappetite。Lute,whohadneverbecomefullyreconciledtomybecomingamemberoftheworkingclass,hastenedtolaytheblameformyconditionuponmylaborsatthebank。 \"Thetroubleis,\"heannounced,dogmatically,\"thetroubleis,Roscoe,thatyouain’tfittedforbein’shutupasternofadeck。 Lookatyourselfnow!JustgointoComfort’sroomandstandinfrontofherlookin’glassandlookatyourself。Thereyoube,paleandpeakedandworeout。LookforalltheworldjustasI donewhenIhadthetonsilstwowintersago。Ain’tthatso,Dorindy?\" Hiswife’sanswerwasacontemptuoussniff。 \"Ifyoumeantosaythatyoulookedpeakedwhenyouhadsorethroat,\"sheannounced,\"thenthere’ssomethin’thematterwithyourmindoryoureyesight,oneort’other。Youpeaked?Why,yourfacewasswelleduplikeayoungone’sballoonFourthofJulyDay。 Andasforbein’pale!Mysoul!IgiveyoumywordIcouldn’tscurcelytellwhereyourneckleftoffandthestripofredflannelyoumademetie’rounditbegun。\" \"Don’tmakenodifference!IFELTpale,anyhow。AndIdidn’teatnomore’nRosdoes。You’llhavetogiveintothat,Dorindy。I didn’teatnothin’butbeefteaandgruel。\" \"Youetenoughofthemtofloataschooner。\" \"MaybeIdid,\"withgrieveddignity;\"maybeIdid。Butthat’snoreasonwhyyoushouldsetthereandheavemysufferin’sinmyface。\" \"Whatisthemantalkin’aboutnow?Ididn’theave’eminyourface。Theycometherethemselves,sameassorethroatsufferin’sgenerallydo,andifyouhadn’twadedaroundinthesnowwithleakyboots,becauseyouwastoolazytotake’emtotheshoemaker’stobepatched,theywouldn’t。\" Lutedrewbackfromthetable。\"It’snouse!\"hedeclared,\"amancan’tevenbesickinpeaceinthishouse。Somewiveswouldhavebeensorrytoseetheirhusbandswithonefootinthegrave。\" \"Yourfeetwasinthecookstoveovenmostofthetime。There! there!themoreyoutalkthefurtherfromhomeyouget。YoustartedinwithRoscoeandthebankandyou’reinthegravealready。IfIwasyouI’dquitaforeIwentanyfurther。Landknowswhereyoumightfetchupifyoukepton!I……Mercyonus!who’satthekitchendoorthistimeinthemornin’?\" Herhusband,evercurious,wasonhiswaytoanswertheknockalready。Hecameback,amomentlater,sputteringwithexcitement。 \"It’sthatMr。butler,theJohnsonovertoMr。Colton’s,\"hewhispered。\"Imeanit’sthatJutler——that——There,Dorindy!youseewhatsortofastateyourhectorin’hasworkedmeinto!It’sthatparsoncritterwhoopensColton’sdoorforhim,that’swho’tis。AndhewantstoseeRos。Itriedtofindoutwhatfor,buthewouldn’ttell。\" EvenDorindashowedsurprise。Shelookedattheclock,\"Thishourofthemornin’!\"sheexclaimed;\"whatintheworld——?\" Ihastenedtothekitchen,closingthedining—roomdoorbehindmejustintimetopreventLute’sfollowingme。Johnson,thebutler,wasstandingonthemicaslabatthethresholdinspectingourhumblepremiseswithloftydisdain。 \"Mr。Coltonsentthistoyou,sir,\"hesaid,handingmeanenvelope。\"Hewishesyoutosendareceiptbyme。\" Itooktheenvelopeand,steppingbackoutofsight,toreitopen。 InsidewasacheckonaNewYorkbankforfourthousanddollars。 Itwasmadepayableto\"Bearer。\"Withitwasthisbriefnote: DearPaine: ThisisthebestIcandoforyou,asIhaven’tthemoneyonhand。 Cashityourself,takeoutyourthirty—fivehundredandholdtheadditionalfivehundreduntilI,oroneofthefamily,callforit。 ImadethethingpayabletoBearerbecauseIimaginedyouwouldpreferitthatway。SendmesomesortofreceiptbyJohnson; anythingwilldo。Iwillseemylawyerinadayortwo。Meanwhilehaveyourpapers,deeds,etc。,readywhenhecallsforthem。 Yourstruly,JAMESW。COLTON。 ForaminuteIconsidered。IfIcouldcashthecheckatthebankwithoutTaylor’sknowledgeandgethimofftoBostonontheearlytrain,Imightbeabletocovermytracks。Itwasnecessarythattheyshouldbecovered。KnowingGeorgeasIdidIknewthathewouldneverconsenttomysacrifice。HewouldnotpermitmetowreckmyfutureinDenborotosavehim。ThemoneymustbeturnedovertotheBostonbankersandthebank’sbondsoncemoreinthevaultwheretheybelongedbeforehelearnedwherethatmoneycamefrom。Thenitwouldbetoolatetorefuseandtoolatetoundowhathadbeendone。HewouldhavetoacceptandImightbeabletoprevailuponhimtokeepsilentregardingthewholeaffair。I dislikedthecheckwithColton’snameuponit;Ishouldhavemuchpreferredthecash;butcash,itseemed,couldnotbehadwithoutconsiderabledelay,andwiththatbankexaminer’svisitimminenteverymomentoftimewasvaluable。Ifoldedthecheck,putitinmypocketbook,and,hastilyscribblingareceiptinpencilatthebottomofColton’snote,replacedthelatterintheenvelopeandhandedittoJohnson,whodeparted。 Enteringthedining—roomIfoundDorindaandLuteatthewindow,peeringafterthebutler。 \"Bytime!\"exclaimedLute,\"ifIdidn’tknowIshouldsayhewasabiggerbig—bugthanoldColtonhimself。Lookhowhestruts!Hesartinisadignifiedlookin’man。Idon’tseehowheevercometobejusthiredhelp。\" \"Um—hm,\"sniffedthecynicalMrs。Rogers。\"Well;youcangetanawfullotofdignityforitsboardandlodgin’!There’snothin’ muchmoredignifiedorstrutsmuchbetter’narooster,butit’sthehensthatlaytheeggs。Whatdidhewant,Roscoe?\" ImadesomeexcuseorotherforMr。Johnson’searlycalland,takingmycapfromtherack,hurriedfromthehouse。Iwent\"acrosslots\"and,runningagoodpartoftheway,reachedthebankjustasSamWheelerwassweepingout。Heexpressedsurpriseatmyearlyarrivalandwishedtoknowwhatwasup。 \"Ain’tnothin’wrong,isthere,Ros?\"askedSamanxiously。\"Isawbythepaperthatthemarketwasfeverishagainyesterday。\" Samwasanambitiousyouthand,beingdesirousofbecomingabankerintheshortestpossibletime,readthefinancialpagewithconscientiousthoroughness。Iassuredhimthatthemarket’sfeverwasnotcontagious——atleastIhadnotcontractedthedisease——andsenthimouttosweepthefrontsteps。AssoonashehadgoneI openedthesafe,found,tomyjoy,thatwehadanabundanceofcurrencyonhand,cashedtheColtoncheckandlockeditsecurelyinthedrawerofmyowndesk。SofarIwassafe。NowtosecureGeorge’ssafety。 Hecameinsoonafter,lookingasif,ashehadtoldme,hehadnotsleptforyears。HebadeSamgoodmorningandthenwalkedovertomyside。 \"Well,Ros?\"heasked,layingashakinghandonthedeskbesideme。 \"Nothere,George,\"Iwhispered。\"Comeintothedirectors’room。\" Iledthewayandhefollowedme。Iclosedthedoorbehindus,tookthethirty—fivehundreddollarsinnotesfrommypocketandlaidthemonthetable。 \"There’sthemoney,George,\"Isaid。\"Nowyou’vegotjusttimeenoughtocatchthatnineo’clocktrainforBoston。\" Ithought,foramoment,hewasgoingtocollapsealtogether。Thenhepounceduponthemoney,counteditwithfingersthattrembledsohecouldscarcelycontrolthem,andturnedtome。 \"Ros——Ros——\"hestammered。\"Wheredidyou——howdidyou——GreatGod,man!I——I——\" \"There!there!\"Iinterrupted。\"ItoldyouIwasn’tapauperexactly。Putthatwhereyouwon’tloseitandclearout。Youhaven’tanytimetoargue。\" \"But——but,Ros,Ihadn’toughttotakethisfromyou。Idon’tseewhereyougotitand——\" \"That’smybusiness。Willyougo?\" \"Idon’tknowasIevercanpayyou。LordknowsI’lltryallmylife,but——\" Iseizedhisarm。\"George,\"Iurged,impatiently,\"youfool,don’twastetime。Getthattrain,doyouhear!Thosebondsmustbeinthatsafebynight。Go!\" Thementionofthebondsdidwhatmyurginghadfailedtodo。Hecrammedthebillsintohispocketbook,thrustthelatterintoaninsidepocket,andrushedfromtheroom。Ifollowedhimasfarastheouterdoor。Hewasrunninguptheroadlikeawildman。Samstaredafterhim。 \"Formercysakes!\"hecried,\"what’sthematterwiththeboss?Hashegoneloony?\" \"No,\"Isaid,turningbacktomydesk;\"he’ssaneenough,Iguess。 He’safterthetrain。\" \"Ishouldthinkhewasaftersomethin’。Didyouseethefacehehadonhim?Ifheain’tcrazythenyouandIare,that’sallI’vegottosay。\" \"Allright,Sam,\"Ianswered,drawingalongbreath,\"perhapsthat’sit。PerhapsyouandIarethecrazyones——oneofus,atanyrate。\" AllthatdayIworkedhard。Ididnotgohomeforlunch,butsentSamovertoEldredge’sstoreforcannedhamandcrackerswhichI ateatmydesk。Itwasafairlybusyday,fortunately,andIcouldalwaysfindsometasktooccupymymind。Lutecalled,attwoo’clock,toinquirewhyIhadnotbeenhomeandItoldhimthatTaylorwasawayandIshouldbelateforsupper。Hedeparted,shakinghishead。 \"It’sjustasIsaid,\"hedeclared,\"you’reworkin’yourselfsick,that’swhatyou’redoin’。You’regrowin’foolishintheheadaboutwork,justthesameasDorindy。AndYOUdon’tneedto;you’vegotmoneyenough。IfIhadindependentmeanssameasyou’vegotItellyouI’dhavemoresense。Onesickinvalidinthefamily’senough,ain’tit?\" \"Nodoubt,Lute,\"Ireplied。\"Atalleventsyoumusttakecareofyourhealth。Don’tYOUworkyourselfsick。\" Luteturnedonme。\"Itrynotto,\"hesaid,seriously;\"Itrynotto,butit’sahardjob。Youknowwhatthatwifeofmineiscal’latin’tohavemedonext?Washthehenhousewindow!Yessir!washthewindowso’sthehenscanlookatthescenery,I presumelikely。Isaystoher,saysI,’ThatbeatsanyfoolishnesseverIheard!Nextthingyou’llwantmetoputdownacarpetinthepigsty,won’tye?Youwouldifwekeptapig,Iknow。’\" \"Whatdidshesaytothat?\"Iinquired。 \"Oh,thelandknows!Somethin’aboutkeepin’onepigbein’troubleenough。Ididn’tpaymuchattention。ButIshan’twashnohen’swindow,nowyoucanbetonthat!\" Ishouldn’thavebetmuchonit。Hewentaway,tospendthenexthourinapoliticaldebateatEldredge’s,andIwroteletters,needlesslylongones。ClosingtimecameandSamwenthome,leavingmetolockup。Thetrainwasdueatsix—twenty,butitwasnearlysevenbeforeIhearditwhistleatthestation。Istoodatthefrontwindowlookinguptheroadandwaiting。 Iwaitedonlyafewminutes,buttheywerelongones。ThenIsawGeorgecoming,notrunningthistime,butwalkingwithrapidstrides。Thecrowd,waitingonthepost—officesteps,shoutedathimbuthepaidnoattention。Hesprangupthestepsandenteredthebank。Isteppedforwardandseizedhishand。Onelookathisfacewasenough;hehadthebonds,Iknewit。 \"Ros,youhere!\"heexclaimed。\"Isitallright?Theexaminerhasn’tshowedup?\" \"No,\"Ianswered。\"Youhavethem,George?\" \"Rightinmypocket,thanktheLord——andyou,RosPaine。JustletmegetthemintothatsafeandI——What!You’renotgoing?\" \"Yes,I’mgoing。Icongratulateyou,George。Iamasgladasyouare。Goodnight。\" \"ButRos,Iwanttotellyouaboutit。Iwanttothankyouagain。 Inevershallforget……Ros,holdon!\" ButIwasalreadyatthedoor。\"Goodnight,\"Icalledagain,andwentout。Iwentstraighthome,atesupper,spentahalfhourwithMother,andthenwenttomyroomandtobed。Theexcitementwasover,forgoodorbadthethingwasdonebeyondrecall,andI suddenlyrealizedthatIwasverytired。Ifellasleepalmostimmediatelyandsleptsoundlyuntilmorning。Iwastootiredeventothink。 Ihadplentyoftimetothinkduringthefortnightwhichfollowedandtherewasenoughtothinkabout。ThelawyercameandthepapersweresignedtransferringtoJamesW。ColtonthestripoflandoverwhichDenborohadexciteditselfformonths。EachdayI satatmydeskexpectingCaptainDeanandadelegationofindignantcitizenstorushinanddenouncemeasatraitorandaturncoat。 EverytimeSamWheelermetmeatmyarrivalatthebankIdreadedtolookhimintheface,fearingthathehadlearnedofmyactionandwaswaitingtoquestionmeaboutit。Inspiteofallmyboastsandsolemnvowsnottopermit\"BigJim\"ColtontoobtaintheShoreLaneIhadsoldittohim;hecould,anditwastobeexpectedthathewould,closeitatonce;Denborowouldmakeitsjustdemanduponmeforexplanations,explanationswhich,forGeorgeandNellie’ssake,Icouldnotgive;andafterthatthedeluge。IwassittingoverapowdermineandIbracedmyselffortheexplosion。 Buthoursanddayspassedandnoexplosioncame。ThefishcartsrattleddowntheLanewithouthindrance。ExceptforthelittleflurryofexcitementcausedbythecomingweddingattheDeanhomesteadthevillagelifemovedonitslazy,uneventfuljog。I couldnotunderstandit。WhydidColtondelay?He,whoseoneobjectinlifewastohavehisownway,haditoncemore。Nowthathehaditwhydidn’themakeuseofit?Whywasheholdingback? Outofpityforme?Ididnotbelieveit。Muchmorelikelythathisdaughter,whoseprideIhaddaredtooffend,hadtakentheaffairinherhandsandthisagonyofsuspensewasapreliminarytorture,apartofmypunishmentforpresumingtoactcontrarytoherimperialwill。 Isawheroccasionally,althoughItriedmybestnottodoso。 OncewepassedeachotheronthestreetandIstubbornlykeptmyheadturnedintheotherdirection。Iwouldrisknomorelookssuchasshehadgivenmewhen,inresponsetoherfather’swould—behumoroussuggestion,shehadofferedmeher\"congratulations。\" Once,too,Isawheronthebay,IwasaboardtheComfort,havingjustanchoredafterashortcruise,andshewentbyinthecanoe,hernewestplaything,whichhadarrivedbyfreightafewdaysbefore。AcanoeinDenboroBaywasadistinctnovelty;probablynotsincethedaysoftheIndianshadoneofthelight,gracefullittlevesselsfloatedthere,andthisonecarriedmuchcommentamongtheoldsaltsalongshore。Itwasthegeneralopinionthatitwasnocraftforsaltwater。 \"Themthings,\"saidZebKendrick,sagely,\"areallrightforpondsorriversorcrickswherethereain’tnotidenorsearunnin’。 Floatanywhereswherethere’saheavydew,theysaytheywill。Butnodarterofmineshouldgooutpasttheflatsinoneof’emifI hadthesay。It’stoobigarisk。\" \"Yup;well,Zeb,youain’tgotthesay,Ical’late,\"observedThophNewcomb。\"Andittakesmore’nsaytogetaskifflikethatone。 Theytellmethemetalworkaboardherissilver—plated——silverorgold,Iain’tsurewhich。Wondertheoldmandidn’tmakeitsolidgoldwhilehewasaboutit。He’ddoanythingforthatgirlifsheaskedhimto。Andshesartindoeshandleitlikeabird!Shewentbymydoryt’othermornin’andIswantomanifsheandthecanoetogetherwan’tasightforsoreeyes。Isetandwatchedherfortwentyminutes。\" \"Um——ye—es,\"gruntedZeb。\"Andthenyouchargedthetwentyminutesinagainsttheday’sworkquahaugin’youwassupposedtobedoin’ forme,Isuppose。\" \"Youcantakeoutthetencentswhenyoupayme——ifyoueverdo,\" saidNewcomb,gallantly。\"’Twaswuthmore’nthatjusttolookather。\" ThetimehadbeenwhenIshouldhaveagreedwithThoph。Sittinginthecanoe,bare—headed,herhairtossinginthebreeze,andherroundedarmsswingingthelightpaddle,shewasasightforsoreeyes,doubtless。Butitwasnotmyeyeswhichweresore,justthen。Iwatchedherforamomentandthenbentovermyengine。I didnotlookupagainuntilthecanoehaddisappearedbeyondtheColtonwharf。 IdidnottellMotherthatIhadsoldtheland。Iintendedtodoso;eachmorningIrosewithmymindmadeuptotellher,andalwaysIputoffthetellinguntilsomeothertime。Iknew,ofcourse,thatsheshouldbetold;thatIoughttotellherratherthantohaveherlearnthenewsfromothersasshecertainlywouldatalmostanymoment,butIknew,too,thateventoherIcouldnotdisclosemyreasonforselling。ImustkeepGeorge’ssecretashehadkeptmineandtaketheconsequenceswithaclosemouthandasmuchofmyoldindifferencetopublicopinionasIcouldmuster。 ButIrealized,onlytoowell,thattheindifferencewhichhadoncebeenrealwasnowonlypretense。 IhavesaidverylittleaboutGeorgeTaylor’sgratitudetome,norhisappreciationofwhatIhaddoneforhim。ThepoorfellowwouldhavetalkedofnothingelseifIhadlethim。 \"You’vesavedmygoodnameandmylife,Ros,\"hesaid,overandoveragain,\"andnotonlymylife,butwhatisamightysightmoreworthsaving,Nellie’shappiness。Idon’tknowhowyoudidit;I believeyetthatthereissomethingbehindallthis,thatyou’rekeepingsomethingfromme。Ican’tseehow,consideringallyou’vesaidtomeaboutyournotbeingwell—off,yougotthatmoneysoquick。ButIknowyoudon’twantmetotalkaboutit。\" \"Idon’t,George,\"Isaid。\"AllIaskofyouisjusttoforgetthewholething。\" \"Forget!Ishan’tforgetwhileIlive。And,assoonaseverIcanscrapeittogether,I’llpayyoubackthatloan。\" Hehadkepthisword,sofarastellingNellieofhisfinancialconditionwasconcerned。Hehadnot,ofcourse,toldherofhisuseofthebankbonds,buthehad,ashesaidhewould,toldherthat,inallprobability,heshouldbeleftwithnothingbuthissalary。 \"Itoldhershewasfreetogivemeup,\"hesaid,withemotion,\"andwhatdoyousupposeshesaidtome?Thatshewouldmarrymeifsheknewshemustliveinthepoorhousetherestofherdays。 Yes,andbehappy,solongaswecouldbetogether。Well,Iain’tworthit,andItoldherso,butI’lldomybesttobeworthsomething;andsheshan’thavetoliveinthepoorhouseeither。\" \"Idon’tthinkthere’smuchdangerofthat,\"Isaid。\"And,bytheway,George,yourLouisvilleandTranscontinentalspeculationmaynotbeallloss。Youmaysavesomethingoutofit。Therehasbeenconsiderabletradinginthestockduringthepasttwodays。Itisuphalfapointalready,accordingtothepapers。Didyounoticeit?\" \"Yes,Inoticedit。ButItellyou,Ros,Idon’tcare。I’llbegladtogetsomeofmymoneyback,ofcourse;enoughtopayyouandCap’nElishaanyhow;butI’msohappytothinkthatNellieneedneverknowIwasathiefthatIdon’tseemtocaremuchforanythingelse。\" Nelliewashappy,too。Shecametomeandtoldmeofherhappiness。 ItwasallonGeorge’saccount,ofcourse。 \"Thepoorfellowhadlostmoneyininvestments,\"shesaid,\"andhethoughtIwouldnotcareforhimifIfoundouthewaspoor。Heisn’tpoor,ofcourse,butifhewasitwouldmakenodifferencetome。IamsogladtoseehimwithoutthatdreadfulworriedlookonhisfacethatI——I——Oh,youmustthinkmeawfulsilly,Roscoe!I