第28章

类别:其他 作者:Joseph Crosby Lincoln字数:9919更新时间:19/01/07 14:40:51
\"Whattimeisit?\"Idemanded。 \"Abouthalf—pastfive,sir,orthereabouts,\"wastheanswer,inatoneofmingledwearinessandresentment。PlainlyMr。Johnsonhadbeenupallnightandconsideredhimselfimposedupon。 Iwasthankfulthatmylapsefromdutyhadbeenofnolongerduration。Ithadbeenmuchtoolongasitwas。 \"HowisMr。Colton?\"Iasked。 \"Better,sir,Ibelieve。Heisrestingmorequietatpresent。\" \"WhereisCahoon?\" \"HereIbe,\"thisfromPhineasinthenextroom。\"Haveagoodsnooze,didyou,Ros?\" \"Toogood。\"Iwalkedinandfoundhimstillsittingbythetelegraphinstrument。\"Hasanythinghappened?\"Iasked。 \"Narything。Allquietasthetombsincethatlastmessage,theoneyouheard。Prettynighfellasleepmyself,Idid。GuessI shouldhave,onlyMissColtonshecameinandkeptmecomp’nyforaspell。\" \"MissColton——hasshebeenhere?Whydidn’tyoucallme,Ros?\" \"Iwasgoin’to,butshewouldn’tletme。Saidyouwasallworeout,poorfeller,andthatyouwan’ttobedisturbedunless’twasnecessary。She’sanawfulniceyoungwoman,ain’tshe。Nothin’ stuckupabouther,atall。Sethereandtalkedwithmejustassociableandfolksyasifshewan’twuthacent。Askedmorequestionsthanafew,shedid。\" \"Didshe?\"Iwasnotpayingmuchattentiontohisremarks。Mymindwasbusywithmoreimportantthings。IwaswonderingwhatDaviswasdoingjustthen。Phinwenton。 \"Yup。Ihappenedtorememberthatyouwan’tatthebankto—dayandIaskedherifsheknewthereasonwhy。’Howdidyouknowhewasn’tthere?’saysshe。’AlvinBakertoldmefust,’Isays,’andSamWheelertoldhim。Everybodyknewitandwaswonderin’aboutit。Theycal’latedRoswassick,’Itoldher,’butthatcouldn’tbeorhewouldn’tberoundheresettin’upallnight。’WhatWAS thereasonyouwan’tthere,Ros?\" Ithoughtitstrangethathe,andeveryoneelseintown,didnotknowthereasonbeforethis。WasitpossiblethatCaptainDeanaloneknewofmy\"treason\"toDenboro,andthathewaskeepingthediscoverytohimself?Whyshouldhekeepittohimself?Hehadthreatenedtodrivemeoutoftown。 \"Ihadotherbusinessto—day,Phin,\"Ianswered,shortly。 \"Yup。SoIgatheredfromwhatCap’nJedsaid。Hewasinthedepotthisnoonsendin’atelegramandIaskedhimaboutyou。’IsRossick?’Isays。’Huh!’sayshe——youknowhowhegrunts,Ros;foralltheworldlikeahog——’Huh!’sayshe,’sick!No,butI cal’latehe’llbeprettysickaforelong。’Whatdidhemeanbythat,doyous’pose?\" Iknew,butIdidnotexplain。Imadenoreply。 \"Twasaqueersortoftalk,seemedtome,\"continuedPhin。\"I askedhimagainwhyyouwan’tatthebank,andhesaidyouhadotherbusiness,justsameasyousaidnow。Hewasuglyasacowwithasorehornoversomethin’andIjudged’twasbesttokeepstill。Thattelegramhesentwasasurprisin’thing,too。’Twasto——butthere!hemademepromiseIwouldn’ttellandsoImustn’t。 Iain’ttoldasoul——exceptone——andthenitslippedoutaforeI thought。However,thatonewon’tmakenodifference。Sheain’tinterestedin——intheonethetelegramwassentto,’tain’tlikely。\" \"WhereisMissColtonnow?\"Iasked。 \"Withhermaandpa,Ipresumelikely。Herandmesetandwhisperedtogetherforalongspell。Landsakes!shewouldn’tletmespeaklouder’nawhisperforfearofwakin’youup。Abody’dthinkyouwasayoung—oneinarms,thecareshetookofyou。\" AgainIdidnotanswer,andagainthegarrulousstationmastercontinuedwithoutwaitingforareply。 \"Isaystoher,saysI,’It’sapityGeorgeTaylorain’ttohome,’ Isays。’Ishouldn’twonderifhecouldhelpyouwiththisLouisvillestockyou’resoworriedabout。Georgewasconsider’bleinterestedinthatstockhimselfaspellago。IsentmuchasadozentelegramsfromhimaboutthatverystocktosomebrokerfolksuptoBoston,andtheywasmightyanxioustelegrams,too。Itellyou!’Isays。\" Hehadcaughtmyattentionatlast。 \"Didyoutellherthat?\"Idemanded。 \"SureIdid!Inevermeantto,nuther。Ain’ttoldanothersoul。 Yousee,George,heaskedmenotto。Butshe’sgotawaywithherthatwouldmakeOldNickconfesshissins,ifshesetouttolarn’em。IwassortofashamedafterItoldherandIexplainedtoherthatIhadn’toughttodoneit。’ButIguessit’sallrightnow,anyway,’Isays。’IftherewasanytroublealongofGeorgeandthatstockIcal’lateit’sallover。Heacteddreadfulworriedforaspell,butfortheweekaforehewasmarriedheseemedchipperasever。Biggestchangeinhimyoueversee,’saysI。’Somytellin’ youisallright,Iguess,’Isays。’I’msureit’sallright,’ saysshe,andherfacekindoflightedup,asyoumightsay。WhenshelookedatmethatwayI’dhavegivenhermyhouseandlot,ifshe’dwanted’em,thoughyouneedn’ttellmyoldwomanthatIsaidso。He!he!’Ofcourseit’sallright,’shesays。’Butyouhadbetternottellanyoneelse。We’llhaveitforoursecret,won’twe,Mr。Cahoon?’shesays,smilin’。’Sartinwewill,’saysI。 And——well,bythunder!\"asifthethoughtoccurredtohimforthefirsttime。\"Isaidthat,andnowI’vebeenandblattedoutthewholebusinesstoyou!IamtheDARNDESTfool!\" Ididnotcontradicthim。Iwastooangryanddisturbedeventospeaktohimforthemoment。And,beforeIcouldspeak,wewereinterrupted。Theyoungladyherselfappearedinthedoorway。SHE hadnotslept,thatwasplain。Herfacewaspaleandthereweredarkshadowsbeneathhereyes。AsIlookedatherIwasmoreashamedofmyownunpremeditatednapthanever。Yetshewas,asthedoctorhadsaid,calmanduncomplaining。Sheevensmiledasshegreetedus。 \"Goodmorning,\"shesaid。\"Yourbreakfastisready,Mr。Cahoon。I knowyoufeelthatyoumustbegettingbacktoyourworkatthestation。\" Phineaspulledoutanenormousnickelwatchandglancedatit。 \"Landsakes!mostsix,ain’tit,\"heexclaimed。\"Iguessyou’reright。I’llhavetobetrottin’along。Butyouneedn’tfussfornobreakfastforme。I’musedtomissin’ameal’svittlesnowandagainandIetenoughlastnighttolastmeonespell。\" Hewashurryingfromtheroom,butshewouldnotlethimgo。 \"Therehasbeenno’fuss’whatever,Mr。Cahoon,\"shesaid。 \"Breakfastisready,hereinthelibrary。Andyoursisready,too,Mr。Paine。Ihopeyourfewminutes’sleephasrestedyou。Iamsorryyouwokesosoon。ItoldJohnsontobecarefulandnotdisturbyou。\" \"Ideservetobeshotforsleepingatall,\"Ideclared,inselfreproach。\"Ididnotmeanto。Ilaydownforamomentand——well,IsupposeIwasrathertired。\" \"Iknow。Lastnight’sexperiencewasenoughtotireanyone。\" \"Nonsense!Itwasnoworseformethanforyou,\"Isaid。 \"Yes,itwas。Youhadthecareandtheresponsibility。I,yousee,knewthatIwaswellguarded。Besides,Isleptforhoursthismorning。Come,bothofyou。Breakfastisready。\" Phineaswasalreadyseatedatthetable,glancingoverhisshoulderatthebutler,whoselookofdignifieddisgustatbeingobligedtowaituponacountrymaninhisshirtsleeveswouldhavebeenfunny,ifIhadbeeninamoodforfun。Idon’tknowwhichwasthemoreuncomfortable,Cahoonorthebutler。 \"Won’tyoujoinus,MissColton?\"Iasked。 \"Why——why,yes,perhapsIwill,ifyoudon’tmind。IamnothungrybutIwilltakeacupofcoffee,Johnson。\" Phineasdidalmostallthetalkingwhileheremainedwithus,whichwasnotlong。Heswallowedhisbreakfastinatremendoushurry,aproceedingwhichstillfurtherdiscomposedthestatelyJohnson,andthenroseandputonhiscoat。 \"Ihatetoleaveyoushorthandedandonaleeshore,Miss,\"heexplained,apologetically;\"butIknowyouunderstandhow’tiswithme。Myjob’sallI’vegotandI’llhavetohangontoit。Theuptrain’sdueinfortyminutesandI’vegottobeonhandatthedeepo。However,I’vegotthatDavisfeller’saddressandI’llraisehimthefirstthingtosendhismessagestomeandI’llget’emrightdownherebythereg’lartelephone。Hecanusethat—— what—do—you—call—it?——thatcodething,ifhe’sscartofanybody’sfindin’outwhathesays。Thebossschool—marmofallcreationcouldn’treadthatgibberishwithoutthebook。\" Ihatedtohavehimgo,buttherewasnoalternative。AfterhehadgoneandsheandIwerelefttogetheratthetableasenseofrestraintseemedtofalluponusboth。Toseehersittingoppositemeatthetable,pouringmycoffeeandbreakfastingwithmeinthisintimate,familyfashion,wassowonderfulandstrangethatIcouldthinkofnothingelse。Itremindedme,inaway,ofourluncheonatSeabury’sPond,butthathadbeenoutofdoors,animpromptupicnic,withallapicnic’ssurroundings。Thiswasdifferent,quitedifferent。Itwassofamiliar,sohomelike,soconventional,andyet,forherandme,soimpossible。Ilookedatherandshe,lookingupatthemoment,caughtmyeyes。Thecolormountedtohercheeks。Ifeltmyownfaceflushing。Dorinda——practical,unromanticDorinda——hadguessedmyfeelingforthisgirl;Motherhaddivinedit。Itwasplainenoughforanyonetoread。Iglancedapprehensivelyatthebutler,halfexpectingtoseeuponhisclericalcountenancethelookofscornfulcontemptwhichwouldprovethathe,too,waspossessedoftheknowledge。Buthemerelybentforwardwithadeferential,\"Yes,sir。Whatisit?\"andI meeklyrequestedanotherroll。ThenIbegan,desperately,totalk。 IinquiredaboutMr。Colton’sconditionandwastoldthathewas,orappearedtobe,atriflebetter。Mrs。Coltonwas,atlast,thankstothedoctor’spowders,asleep。JohnsonlefttheroomforthemomentandIswitchedtothesubjectwhichneitherofushadmentionedsincethenightbefore,theLouisvilleandTranscontinentalmuddle。IexplainedwhathadbeendoneandpretendedaconfidencewhichIdidnotfeelthateverythingwouldendwell。Shelistened,but,itseemedtome,shewasnotasinterestedasIexpected。Atlengthsheinterruptedme。 \"Supposewedonottalkaboutitnow,\"shesaid。\"AsIunderstandit,you——we,thatis——havemadeupourminds。Wehavedecidedtodocertainthingswhichseemtousright。Rightorwrong,theymustbedonenow。Iamtryingveryhardtobelievethemrightandnottoworryanymoreaboutthem。Oh,ICAN’Tworry!Ican’t! Withalltherest,I——I——Pleaseletuschangethesubject。Mr。 Paine,Iamafraidyoumustthinkmeselfish。Ihavesaidnothingaboutyourowntrouble。Father——\"shechokedonthename,butrecoveredhercomposurealmostimmediately——\"Fathertoldme,afterhisreturnfromyourhousethismorning,thathispurchaseofthelandhadbecomepublicandthatyouwereindangeroflosingyourpositionatthebank。\" Ismiled。\"Thatdangerispast,\"Ianswered。\"Ihavelostit。 CaptainDeangavememywalkingpapersthismorning。\" \"Oh,Iamsosorry!\" \"Iamnot。Iexpectedit。Thewonderisonlythatithasnothappenedbefore。IrealizedthatitwasinevitablewhenImadeupmymindtosell。Itisofnoconsequence,MissColton。\" \"Yes,itis。ButFatherofferedyouthepositioninhisemploy。 Hesaidyourefused,buthebelievedyourrefusalwasnotfinal。\" \"Hewaswrong。Itisfinal。\" \"But——\" \"Ihadrathernotdiscussthat,MissColton。\" Shelookedatmeoddly,andwithafaintsmile。\"Verywell,\"shesaid,afteramoment,\"wewillnotdiscussitnow。ButyoucannotsupposethateitherFatherorIwillpermityoutosufferonouraccount。\" \"Thereisnosuffering。Isoldthelandtoyourfatherdeliberatelyandwithcompleteknowledgeoftheconsequences。Astothebank—— well,IamnoworseoffthanIwasbeforeIentereditsemploy。 Iamsatisfied。\" Shetoyedwithhercoffeespoon。 \"CaptainDeanseemstobetheonlypersoninDenborowhoknowsofthesale,\"shesaid。\"Whyhashekeptitasecret?\" \"Idon’tknow。Hashe?\" \"Youknowhehas,Mr。Paine。Mr。Cahoondidnotknowofit,andhewouldbeoneofthefirsttohear。Itseemsoddthatthecaptainshouldtellnoone。\" \"Probablyheiswaitingforthefullparticulars。Hewilltell,youmaybesureofthat。HislastremarktomewasthatheshoulddrivemeoutofDenboro。\" Iratherexpectedaburstofindignation。InfactIwassomewhathurtanddisappointedthatitdidnotcome。Shemerelysmiledoncemore。 \"Hehasnotdoneityet,\"shesaid。\"Ifheknewwhyyousoldthatland——yourrealreasonforsellingit——hewouldnotdriveyouaway,ortryto。\" Iwasstartledandalarmed。 \"Whatdoyoumean?\"Iaskedquickly。 \"Ifheknewhewouldnotdriveyouaway,wouldhe?\" \"Hewillneverknow。\" \"Perhapshemay。Perhapsthepersonforwhosesakeyousolditmaytellhim。\" \"Indeedhewillnot!Ishallseetothat。\" \"Oh,thenthereissuchaperson!Iwassureofitbefore。Nowyouhavetoldme。\" BeforeIcouldrecoverfromthementaldisturbanceandchagrinwhichmyslipandherquickseizureofitcausedme,thebutlerre—enteredtheroom。 \"Mrs。Coltonisawakeandaskingforyou,MissMabel,\"hesaid。 \"Thedoctorthinksyouhadbettergotoheratonce,ifyouplease。\" Withawordofapologytome,shehurriedaway。Irosefromthetable。Ihadhadbreakfastenough。Theinterruptionhadcomeatafortunatetimeforme。Hernextquestionmighthaveforcedmetodeclinetoanswer——whichwouldhavebeenequivalenttoadmittingthetruth——ortolie。OnethingIdeterminedtodowithoutdelay。 IwouldwriteTayloratoncewarninghimtobemoreclose—mouthedthanever。UndernoconditionswouldIpermithimtospeak。IfitwerenecessaryIwouldgotoWashington,whereheandNelliewerespendingtheirhoneymoon,andmakehimpromisetokeepsilence。 Histellingthetruthmightruinhim,anditcertainlywouldnothelpme。Intheoneessentialthing——theonewhichwasclenchingmydeterminationtoleaveDenboroassoonasIcouldandseekforgetfulnessandoccupationelsewhere——noonecouldhelpme。I musthelpmyself,orbemiserablealways。Justnowtheeternalmiseryseemedinevitable,nomatterwhatIdid。 Johnsonclearedthetableandleftmealoneinthelibrary。Thehourspassed。Nineo’clockcame,thennine—thirty。Itwasalmosttimeforthestockmarkettoopen。Mythoughts,whichhadbeendivertedfrommyrashplungeintotheintricaciesofhighfinance,begantoreturntoit。Asteno’clockdrewnear,IbegantorealizewhatIhadbadeDavisdo,andtothinkwhatmighthappenbecauseofit。I,RoscoePaine,nolongerevenacountrybanker,wasatthehelmof\"BigJim\"Colton’sbarkinthemaelstromofthestockmarket。Itwouldhavebeenfunnyifithadnotbeensodesperate。Anddesperateitwas,sheerrecklessdesperationandnothingelse。Imusthavebeencrazierthanever,morewildlyinsanethanIhadbeenforthepastmonth,toeventhinkofsuchathing。Itwasnottoolateyet,IcouldtelegraphDavis—— Thetelephoneonthedesk——notthepublic,thelocal,’phone,buttheother,Colton’sprivatewiretoNewYork——rang。Ipickedupthereceiver。 \"Hello—o!Hello—o!\"afaintvoicewascalling。\"IsthisColton’shouseatDenboro?……Yes,thisisDavis……Thewireisallrightnow……IsthisMr。Coltonspeaking?\" \"No,\"Ianswered,\"Mr。Coltonishereinthehouse。Youmaygivethemessagetome。\" \"Iwanttoknowifhisordershold。AmItobuy?Askhim。Iwillwait。Hurry!Themarketopensinfiveminutes。\" Iputdownthereceiver。Nowwasmyopportunity。Icouldbackoutnow。Fiveminutesmoreanditwouldbetoolate。ButifIdidbackout——what? Oneoftheminutespassed。Thenanother。Iseizedthetelephone。 \"Goahead!\"Ishouted。\"Carryoutyourorders。\" Afaint\"Allright\"answeredme。 Thediewascast。Iwasinforit。Therewasnothingtodobutwait。 AndIwaitedalone。Iwalkedupanddownthefloorofthelittleroom,lookingattheclockandwonderingwhatwashappeningonthatcrowdedfloorofthebigBroadStreetbuilding。Themarketwasopen。DaviswasbuyingasIhaddirected。Butatwhatfigurewashebuying? Noonecamenearme,noteventhebutler。Itwasten—twentybeforethebellrangagain。 \"Hello!ThisisMr。Davis’soffice。IsthisMr。Colton?TellhimMr。DavissaysL。andT。isonehundredandfiftynowandjumpingtwentypointsatalick。Thereisthedeviltopay。Scarcelyanystockinsightandnextdoortoapanic。Shallwegoonbuying?\" Iwastryingtodecideuponananswerwhensomeonetouchedmyelbow。MissColtonwasstandingbesideme。Shedidnotspeak,butshelookedthequestion。 ItoldherwhatIhadjustheard。 \"Onehundredandfifty!\"sheexclaimed。\"Thatis——Why,thatisdreadful!Whatwillyoudo?\" Ishookmyhead。\"Thatisforyoutosay,\"Ianswered。 \"No,itisforyou。Youaredoingthis。Itrustyou。Dowhatyouthinkisright——youandMr。Davis。ThatiswhatFatherwouldwishifheknew。\" \"Daviswilldonothingonhisownresponsibility。\" \"Thenyoumustdoitalone。Doit!doit!\" Iturnedtothe’phoneoncemore。\"Buyallyoucanget,\"I ordered。\"Keeponbidding。ButbesureandspreadthenewsthatitisColtonbuyingtosecurecontroloftheroad,nottocoverhisshorts。Besurethatleaksout。Everythingdependsonthat。\" Ihungupthereceiver。SheandIlookedateachother。 \"Whatwillhappen,doyouthink?\"sheasked。 \"Godknows!……Areyougoing?Don’tgo!\" \"Imust,\"gently。\"Fatherisworse,Ifear,andImustnotleavehim。DoctorQuimbysaysthenextfewhoursmaytelluswhetherheis——is——whetherheistobewithusornot。Imustgo。Bebrave。 Itrustyou。Bebrave,for——forIamtryingsohardtobe。\" Iseizedherhand。Shedrewitfrommygraspandhastenedaway。 Brave!Well,forhersake,Imustbe。YetitwasbecauseofherthatIwassuchacoward。 AsIrecallallthisnowIwonderatmyself。Thewholethingseemstooimprobabletobetrue,yettrueitwas。Ilostmyidentitythatday,Ithink,and,asthetelephonemessageskeptcoming,andthesituationbecamemoreandmoredesperate,becamesomeoneelse,someoneagreatdealbraverandcoolerandmoreclear—sightedthaneverIhadbeenorshallbeagain。Iseemedtoseemycourseplainereverymomentandtofeelsurerofmyselfandthatmymethod——mybluff,ifyoulike——wastheonlysalvation。 AtelevenLouisvilleandTranscontinentalwasselling——thelittlethatwassold——atfourhundredandfiftydollarsashare,onaparvalueoffifty。Ateleven—thirtyithadclimbedanotherhundred。 ThewholeStreetwasaBedlam,sothey’phonedme,andthenewspaperswereissuing\"panic\"extras。 \"TellDavistostopbuyingnow,\"Iordered。\"LetitbeknownthatColtonhassecuredcontrolandissatisfied。\" Atnoonthefigurewas700bidand800asked。Therewasnotradingatall,forthesufficientreasonthatnosharesweretobehad。 Johnsoncameintoaskifheshouldbringmyluncheon。Ibadehimclearoutandletmealone。Ashewastip—toeingawayIcalledafterhim。 \"HowisMr。Colton?\"Iasked。 \"Verybadindeed,sir。MissMabelwishedmetosaythatshecouldnotleavehimaninstant。Itisthecrisis,thedoctorthinks。\" Thereweretwocrisesthen,oneoneachfloorofthebighouse。AtoneDavishimself’phoned。 \"Stillhangingaround700,\"heannounced。\"Beginstolookasifthetophadbeenreached。WhatshallIdonow?\" MyplanwasreadyandIgavemyordersasifIhadbeendoingsuchthingsforyears。 \"Sell,insmalllots,atintervals,\"Itoldhim。\"Then,ifthepricebreaks,beginbuyingthroughanotherbrokerascautiouslyasyoucan。\" Theanswerwasinadifferenttone;therewasanewnote,almostofhope,init。 \"BytheLord,Ibelieveyouhavegotit!\"hecried。\"Itmaywork。 I’llreporttoyou,Mr。Colton,rightaway。\" Plainlyhehadnodoubtthat\"BigJim\"wasdirectingthefightinperson。Farwasitfrommetoundeceivehim! Anotherinterval。Thenhereportedadropofahundredpoints。 \"Thebottomisbeginningtofallout,Ihonestlybelieve。Theythinkyou’vedone’emagain。Iamspreadingthereportthatyouhavethecontrolcinched。AssoonasthescrambleisreallyonI’llhaveahalfdozenbrokersbuyingforus。\" Itwashalf—pasttwowhenthenextmessagecame。Itwasexultant,triumphant。 \"Downlikeanavalanche。Amgrabbingeveryshareoffered。We’vegot’em,sure!\" And,asthreeo’clockstruck,camethefinalcrow。 \"Hoorayforourside!They’redeadandburied!Youhavetwohundredsharesmorethanfiftypercent,ofthecommonstock。TheLouisvilleroadisinyourpocket,Mr。Colton。Icongratulateyou。 Mighthaveknowntheycouldn’tlicktheoldman。Youareawonder。 I’llwritefullparticularsandthenIamgoinghomeandtobed。 I’mdead。Ididn’tbelieveyoucoulddoit!Howdidyou?\" Isatthere,staringatthe’phone。Then,allatonce,Ibegantolaugh,weaklyandhysterically,buttolaugh,nevertheless。 \"I——IorganizedaDevelopmentCompany,\"Igasped。\"Goodnight。\" Irosefromthechairandwalkedoutintothelibrary。IwassocompletelyfaggedoutbythestrainIhadbeenunderthatI staggeredasIwalked。ThelibrarydooropenedandJohnsoncamein。Hewasbeaming,actuallybeamingwithjoy。 \"He’sverymuchbetter,sir,\"hecried。\"He’sconsciousandthedoctorsaysheconsiders’imoutofdangernow。MissMabelsentwordshewouldbedowninashortwhile。Shecan’tleavethemistressimmediate,butshe’llbedownsoon,sir。\" Ilookedathiminadazedway。\"TellMissColtonthatIamveryglad,Johnson,\"Isaid。\"Andtellher,too,thateverythinghereissatisfactoryalso。TellherthatMr。Painesaysherfatherhashiscontrol。\" \"’Hiscontrol!’Andwhatmaythatbe,ifyouplease,sir?\" \"Shewillunderstand。Saythateverythingisallright,wehavewonandthatMr。Coltonhashiscontrol。Don’tforget。\" \"And——andwherewillyoube,sir?\" \"Iamgoinghome,Ithink。Iamgoinghomeand——tobed。\" CHAPTERXXIII ThenextthingIrememberwithanydistinctnessisDorinda’sknockingatmybedroomdoor。Irememberreachingthatbedroom,ofcourse,andofmeetingLuteinthekitchenandtellinghimthatI wasnottobedisturbed,thatIshouldnotcomedowntosupperandthatIwantedtobeletalone——tobeletALONE——untilIsawfittoshowmyself。Butthesememoriesareallfoggyandmixedwithdreamsandnightmares。AsIsay,thenextthingthatIrememberdistinctlyafterstaggeringfromtheColtonlibraryisDorinda’sknockingatthedoorofmybedroom。 \"Ros!Roscoe!\"shewascalling。\"Canyougetupnow?Thereissomebodydownstairswaitin’toseeyou。\" Iturnedoverinbedandbegantocollectmysenses。 \"Whattimeisit,Dorinda?\"Iasked,drowsily。 \"Aboutten,oralittleafter。\" Ten!ThenIhadnotsleptsolong,afterall。ItwasnearlyfourwhenIwenttobedand……Butwhatmadetheroomsolight? Therewasnolamp。Andthewindows……Isatup。 \"Youdon’tmeantotellmeitisteno’clockINTHEFORENOON!\"I cried。 \"Um—hm。Ihatedtodisturbyou。You’vebeensleepin’liketheeverlastin’hillsandIknewyoumustbecompletelyworeout。ButIfeltprettysartinyou’dwanttoseethe——who’tisthathere’stoseeyou,soIdecidedtowakeyouup。\" \"Itishightimeyoudid,Ishouldthink!I’llbedowninaminute。Whoisitthatwishestoseeme,Dorinda?\" ButDorindahadgone。Idressedhurriedlyanddescendedthestairstothedining—room。There,seatedinachairbythedoor,hiseyesclosed,hischinrestinguponhischest,andhisaristocraticnoseproclaimingthefactthatheslumbered,wasJohnson,theColtonbutler。Iwasnotgreatlysurprised。Ihadrathersuspectedthatmycallermightbehe,orsomeothermessengerfromthebighouse。