第30章

类别:其他 作者:William Dean Howells字数:3056更新时间:19/01/07 14:46:13
ThetransferrelievedLaphamoftheloadofdebtwhichhewasstilllabouringunder,andgavehimaninterestinthevasterenterpriseoftheyoungermen,whichhehadoncevainlyhopedtograspallinhisownhand。Hebegantotellofthiscoincidenceassomethingverystriking; andpushingonmoreactivelythespecialbranchofthebusinesslefttohim,hebragged,quiteinhisoldway,ofitsenormousextension。Hisson—in—law,hesaid,waspushingitinMexicoandCentralAmerica:anideathattheyhadoriginallyhadincommon。Well,youngbloodwaswhatwaswantedinathingofthatkind。Now,thosefellowsoutinWestVirginia:allyoung,andaperfectteam! Forhimself,heownedthathehadmademistakes;hecouldseejustwherethemistakeswere——puthisfingerrightonthem。 Butonethinghecouldsay:hehadbeennoman’senemybuthisown;everydollar,everycenthadgonetopayhisdebts; hehadcomeoutwithcleanhands。Hesaidallthis,andmuchmore,toMr。Sewellthesummerafterhesoldout,whentheministerandhiswifestoppedatLaphamontheirwayacrossfromtheWhiteMountainstoLakeChamplain; Laphamhadfoundthemonthecars,andpressedthemtostopoff。 ThereweretimeswhenMrs。Laphamhadasgreatprideintheclean—handednesswithwhichLaphamhadcomeoutashehadhimself,buthersatisfactionwasnotsoconstant。 Atthosetimes,knowingthetemptationshehadresisted,shethoughthimthenoblestandgrandestofmen;butnowomancouldenduretoliveinthesamehousewithaperfecthero,andtherewereothertimeswhensheremindedhimthatifhehadkepthiswordtoheraboutspeculatinginstocks,andhadlookedaftertheinsuranceofhispropertyhalfascarefullyashehadlookedafteracoupleofworthlesswomenwhohadnoearthlyclaimonhim,theywouldnotbewheretheywerenow。Hehumblyadmitteditall,andlefthertothinkofRogersherself。Shedidnotfailtodoso,andthethoughtdidnotfailtorestorehimtohertendernessagain。 Idonotknowhowitisthatclergymenandphysicianskeepfromtellingtheirwivesthesecretsconfidedtothem; perhapstheycantrusttheirwivestofindthemoutforthemselveswhenevertheywish。SewellhadlaidbeforehiswifethecaseoftheLaphamsaftertheycametoconsultwithhimaboutCorey’sproposaltoPenelope,forhewishedtobeconfirmedinhisbeliefthathehadadvisedthemsoundly;buthehadnotgivenhertheirnames,andhehadnotknownCorey’shimself。Nowhehadnocompunctionsintalkingtheaffairoverwithherwithouttheveilofignorancewhichshehadhithertoassumed,forshedeclaredthatassoonassheheardofCorey’sengagementtoPenelope,thewholethinghadflasheduponher。 \"AndthatnightatdinnerIcouldhavetoldthechildthathewasinlovewithhersisterbythewayhetalkedabouther;Iheardhim;andifshehadnotbeensoblindlyinlovewithhimherself,shewouldhaveknownittoo。 Imustsay,Ican’thelpfeelingasortofcontemptforhersister。\" \"Oh,butyoumustnot!\"criedSewell。\"Thatiswrong,cruellywrong。I’msurethat’soutofyournovel—reading,mydear,andnotoutofyourheart。Come!Itgrievesmetohearyousaysuchathingasthat。\" \"Oh,Idaresaythisprettythinghasgotoverit——howmuchcharactershehasgot!——andIsupposeshe’llseesomebodyelse。\" Sewellhadtocontenthimselfwiththispartialconcession。 Asamatteroffact,unlessitwastheyoungWestVirginianwhohadcomeontoarrangethepurchaseoftheWorks,Irenehadnotyetseenanyone,andwhethertherewaseveranythingbetweenthemisafactthatwouldneedaseparateinquiry。Itiscertainthatattheendoffiveyearsafterthedisappointmentwhichshemetsobravely,shewasstillunmarried。Butshewaseventhenstillveryyoung,andherlifeatLaphamhadbeenvariedbyvisitstotheWest。Ithadalsobeenvariedbyaninvitation,madewiththepolitestresolutionbyMrs。Corey,tovisitinBoston,whichthegirlwasequaltorefusinginthesamespirit。 SewellwasintenselyinterestedinthemoralspectaclewhichLaphampresentedunderhischangedconditions。 TheColonel,whowasmoretheColonelinthosehillsthanhecouldeverhavebeenontheBackBay,kepthimandMrs。Sewellovernightathishouse;andheshowedtheministerminutelyroundtheWorksanddrovehimalloverhisfarm。Forthisexpeditionheemployedalivelycoltwhichhadnotyetcomeofage,andanopenbuggylongpastitsprime,andwasnomoreashamedofhisturnoutthanofthefinesthehadeverdrivenontheMilldam。 Hewasrathershabbyandslovenlyindress,andhehadfallenunkempt,afterthecountryfashion,astohishairandbeardandboots。Thehousewasplain,andwasfurnishedwiththesimplermoveablesoutofthehouseinNankeenSquare。Therewerecertainlyallthenecessaries,butnoluxuriesunlessthestatuesofPrayerandFaithmightbesoconsidered。TheLaphamsnowburnedkerosene,ofcourse,andtheyhadnofurnaceinthewinter; theseweretheonlyhardshipstheColonelcomplainedof; buthesaidthatassoonasthecompanygottopayingdividendsagain,——hewasevidentlyproudoftheoutlaysthatforthepresentpreventedthis,——heshouldputinsteamheatandnaphtha—gas。Hespokefreelyofhisfailure,andwithaconfidencethatseemedinspiredbyhisformertrustinSewell,whom,indeed,hetreatedlikeanintimatefriend,ratherthananacquaintanceoftwoorthreemeetings。 HewentbacktohisfirstconnectionwithRogers,andheputbeforeSewellhypotheticallyhisownconclusionsinregardtothematter。 \"Sometimes,\"hesaid,\"Igettothinkingitallover,anditseemstomeIdonewrongaboutRogersinthefirstplace;thatthewholetroublecamefromthat。 Itwasjustlikestartingarowofbricks。Itriedtocatchupandstop’emfromgoing,buttheyalltumbled,oneafteranother。Itwa’n’tinthenatureofthingsthattheycouldbestoppedtillthelastbrickwent。 Idon’ttalkmuchwithmywife,anymoreaboutit;butI shouldliketoknowhowitstrikesyou。\" \"Wecantracetheoperationofevilinthephysicalworld,\" repliedtheminister,\"butI’mmoreandmorepuzzledaboutitinthemoralworld。Thereitscourseisoftensoveryobscure;andoftenitseemstoinvolve,sofaraswecansee,nopenaltywhatever。Andinyourowncase,asIunderstand,youdon’tadmit——youdon’tfeelsure——thatyoueveractuallydidwrongthisman————\" \"Well,no;Idon’t。Thatistosay————\" Hedidnotcontinue,andafterawhileSewellsaid,withthatsubtlekindnessofhis,\"Ishouldbeinclinedtothink——nothingcanbethrownquiteaway;anditcan’tbethatoursinsonlyweakenus——thatyourfearofhavingpossiblybehavedselfishlytowardthismankeptyouonyourguard,andstrengthenedyouwhenyouwerebroughtfacetofacewithagreater\"——hewasgoingtosaytemptation,buthesavedLapham’spride,andsaid——\"emergency。\" \"Doyouthinkso?\" \"IthinkthattheremaybetruthinwhatIsuggest。\" \"Well,Idon’tknowwhatitwas,\"saidLapham;\"allI knowisthatwhenitcametothepoint,althoughIcouldseethatI’dgottogounderunlessIdidit——thatI couldn’tsellouttothoseEnglishmen,andIcouldn’tletthatmanputhismoneyintomybusinesswithoutItoldhimjusthowthingsstood。\" End