Chapter1
Itwasanoccasion,Ifelt——theprospectofalargeparty——tolookoutatthestationforothers,possiblefriendsandevenpossibleenemies,whomightbegoing。Suchpremonitions,itwastrue,bredfearswhentheyfailedtobreedhopes,thoughitwastobeaddedthatthereweresometimes,inthecase,ratherhappyambiguities。Onewasgloweredat,inthecompartment,bypeoplewhoonthemorrow,afterbreakfast,weretoprovecharming;onewasspokentofirstbypeoplewhosesociabilitywassubsequentlytoshowasbleak;andonebuiltwithconfidenceonotherswhowerenevertoreappearatall——whowereonlygoingtoBirmingham。AssoonasIsawGilbertLong,somewayuptheplatform,however,Iknewhimasanelement。ItwasnotsomuchthatthewishwasfathertothethoughtasthatIrememberedhavingalreadymorethanoncemethimatNewmarch。Hewasafriendofthehouse——hewouldn’tbegoingtoBirmingham。Isolittleexpectedhim,atthesametime,torecognisemethatIstoppedshortofthecarriagenearwhichhestood——Ilookedforaseatthatwouldn’tmakeusneighbours。
IhadmethimatNewmarchonly——aplaceofacharmsospecialastocreateratherabondamongitsguests;buthehadalways,intheinterval,sofailedtoknowmethatIcouldonlyholdhimasstupidunlessIheldhimasimpertinent。Hewasstupidinfact,andinthatcharacterhadnobusinessatNewmarch;buthehadalso,nodoubt,hissystem,whichheappliedwithoutdiscernment。Iwondered,whileIsawmythingsputintomycorner,whatNewmarchcouldseeinhim——foritalwayshadtoseesomethingbeforeitmadeasign。Hisgoodlooks,whichwerestriking,perhapspaidhisway——hissixfeetandmoreofstature,hislow—growing,tight—curlinghair,hisbig,bare,bloomingface。Hewasafinepieceofhumanfurniture——hemadeasmallpartyseemmorenumerous。This,atleast,wastheimpressionofhimthathadrevivedbeforeIsteppedoutagaintotheplatform,anditarmedmeonlyatfirstwithsurprisewhenIsawhimcomedowntomeasifforagreeting。Ifhehaddecidedatlasttotreatmeasanacquaintancemade,itwasnonethelessacaseforlettinghimcomealltheway。That,accordingly,waswhathedid,andwithsoclearaconscience,Ihastentoadd,thatattheendofaminuteweweretalkingtogetherquiteaswiththetraditionofpromptintimacy。Hewasgood—lookingenough,Inowagainsaw,butnotsuchamodelofitasIhadseemedtoremember;ontheotherhandhismannershaddistinctlygainedinease。Hereferredtoourpreviousencountersandcommoncontacts——hewasgladIwasgoing;hepeepedintomycompartmentandthoughtitbetterthanhisown。Hecalledaporter,thenextminute,toshifthisthings,andwhilehisattentionwassotakenImadeoutsomeoftherestofthecontingent,whowerefindingorhadalreadyfoundplaces。
ThislastedtillLongcamebackwithhisporter,aswellaswithaladyunknowntomeandtowhomhehadapparentlymentionedthatourcarriagewouldpleasantlyaccommodateher。Theportercarriedinfactherdressing—bag,whichheputuponaseatandthebestowalofwhichlefttheladypresentlyfreetoturntomewithareproach:\"Idon’tthinkitveryniceofyounottospeaktome。\"Istared,thencaughtatheridentitythroughhervoice;afterwhichIreflectedthatshemighteasilyhavethoughtmethesamesortofassasIhadthoughtLong。Forshewassimply,itappeared,GraceBrissenden。Wehad,thethreeofus,thecarriagetoourselves,andwejourneyedtogetherformorethananhour,duringwhich,inmycorner,Ihadmycompanionsopposite。Webeganatfirstbytalkingalittle,andthenasthetrain——afastone——ranstraightandproportionatelybellowed,wegaveuptheefforttocompetewithitsmusic。Meantime,however,wehadexchangedwitheachotherafactortwototurnoverinsilence。Brissendenwascominglater——not,indeed,thatthatwassuchafact。Buthiswifewasinformed——sheknewaboutthenumerousothers;shehadmentioned,whilewewaited,peopleandthings:thatObert,R。A。,wassomewhereinthetrain,thatherhusbandwastobringonLadyJohn,andthatMrs。FroomeandLordLutleywereinthewondrousnewfashion——andtheirservantstoo,likeasinglehousehold——starting,travelling,arrivingtogether。ItcamebacktomeasIsattherethatwhenshementionedLadyJohnasinchargeofBrissendentheothermemberofourtriohadexpressedinterestandsurprise——expresseditsoastohavemadeherreplywithasmile:\"Didn’tyoureallyknow?\"
Thispassagehadtakenplaceontheplatformwhile,availingourselvesofourlastminute,wehungaboutourdoor。
\"WhyintheworldSHOULDIknow?\"
Towhich,withgoodnature,shehadsimplyreturned:\"Oh,it’sonlythatIthoughtyoualwaysdid!\"Andtheybothhadlookedatmealittleoddly,asifappealingfromeachother。\"Whatintheworlddoesshemean?\"
Longmighthaveseemedtoask;whileMrs。Brissendenconveyedwithlightprofundity:\"YOUknowwhyheshouldaswellasI,don’tyou?\"InpointoffactIdidn’tintheleast;andwhatafterwardsstruckmemuchmoreasthebeginningofmyanecdotewasaworddroppedbyLongaftersomeonehadcomeuptospeaktoher。Ihadthengivenhimhiscuebyalludingtomyoriginalfailuretoplaceher。Whatintheworld,intheyearortwo,hadhappenedtoher?Shehadchangedsoextraordinarilyforthebetter。
Howcouldawomanwhohadbeenplainsolongbecomeprettysolate?
Itwasjustwhathehadbeenwondering。\"Ididn’tplaceheratfirstmyself。Shehadtospeaktome。ButIhadn’tseenhersincehermarriage,whichwas——wasn’tit?——fourorfiveyearsago。She’samazingforherage。\"
\"Whatthenisherage?\"
\"Oh——twoorthree—and—forty。\"
\"She’sprodigiousforthat。Butcanitbesogreat?\"
\"Isn’titeasytocount?\"heasked。\"Don’tyouremember,whenpoorBrissmarriedher,howimmenselyshewasolder?Whatwasittheycalledit?——acaseofchild—stealing。Everyonemadejokes。Brissisn’tyetthirty。\"No,Ibethoughtmyself,hewouldn’tbe;butIhadn’trememberedthedifferenceassogreat。WhatIhadmainlyrememberedwasthatshehadbeenratherugly。Atpresentshewasratherhandsome。Long,however,astothis,didn’tagree。\"I’mboundtosayIdon’tquitecallitbeauty。\"
\"Oh,Ionlyspeakofitasrelative。Shelookssowellandsomehowso’fine。’Whyelseshouldn’twehaverecognisedher?\"
\"Whyindeed?Butitisn’tathingwithwhichbeautyhastodo。\"HehadmadethematteroutwithanacutenessforwhichIshouldn’thavegivenhimcredit。\"Whathashappenedtoherissimplythat——well,thatnothinghas。\"
\"Nothinghashappened?But,mydearman,shehasbeenmarried。That’ssupposedtobesomething。\"
\"Yes,butshehasbeenmarriedsolittleandsostupidly。ItmustbedesperatelydulltobemarriedtopoorBriss。Hiscomparativeyouthdoesn’t,afterall,makemoreofhim。He’snothingbutwhatheis。Herclockhassimplystopped。Shelooksnoolder——that’sall。\"
\"Ah,andajollygoodthingtoo,whenyoustartwhereshedid。ButI
takeyourdiscrimination,\"Iadded,\"asjust。Theonlythingisthatifawomandoesn’tgrowoldershemaybesaidtogrowyounger;andifshegrowsyoungershemaybesupposedtogrowprettier。That’sallexcept,ofcourse,thatitstrikesmeascharmingalsoforBrissendenhimself。
HEhadtheface,Iseemtorecall,ofababy;sothatifhiswifedidflauntherfiftyyears——!\"
\"Oh,\"Longbrokein,\"itwouldn’thavematteredtohimifshehad。That’stheawfulness,don’tyousee?ofthemarriedstate。Peoplehavetogetusedtoeachother’scharmsaswellastotheirfaults。Hewouldn’thavenoticed。It’sonlyyouandIwhodo,andthecharmofitisforUS。\"
\"Whataluckythingthen,\"Ilaughed,\"that,withBrissendensooutofitandrelegatedtothetime—table’sobscurehereafter,itshouldbeyouandIwhoenjoyher!\"IhadbeenstruckinwhathesaidwithmorethingsthanIcouldtakeup,andIthinkImusthavelookedathim,whilehetalked,withaslightreturnofmyfirstmystification。HetalkedasIhadneverheardhim——lessandlessliketheheavyAdoniswhohadsooften\"cut\"me;
andwhilehedidsoIwasproportionatelymoreconsciousofthechangeinhim。Henoticedinfactafteralittlethevagueconfusionof’mygazeandaskedme——withcompletegoodnaturewhyIstaredathimsohard。I
sufficientlydisembroiledmyselftoreplythatIcouldonlybefascinatedbythewayhemadehispoints;towhichhe——withthesamesociability——madeanswerthathe,onthecontrary,morethansuspectedme,cleverandcriticalasIwasofamusementathisartlessprattle。HestucknonethelesstohisideathatwhatwehadbeendiscussingwaslostonBrissenden。\"Ah,thenIhope,\"Isaid,\"thatatleastLadyJohnisn’t!\"
\"Oh,LadyJohn——!\"Andheturnedawayasiftherewereeithertoomuchortoolittletosayabouther。
IfoundmyselfengagedagainwithMrs。Brisswhilehewasoccupiedwithanewspaper—boy——andengaged,oddly,inverymuchthefreeviewofhimthatheandIhadjusttakenofherself。Sheputittomefranklythatshehadneverseenamansoimproved:aconfidencethatImetwithalacrity,asitshowedmethat,underthesameimpression,Ihadnotbeenastray。
Shehadonly,itseemed,onseeinghim,madehimoutwithagreateffort。
Itookinthisconfession,butIrepaidit。\"Hehintedtomethathehadnotknownyoumoreeasily。\"
\"Moreeasilythanyoudid?Oh,nobodydoesthat;and,tobequitehonest,I’vegotusedtoitanddon’tmind。Peopletalkofourchangingeverysevenyears,buttheymakemefeelasifIchangedeverysevenminutes。Whatwillyouhave,atanyrate,andhowcanIhelpit?It’sthegrindoflife,thewearandtearoftimeandmisfortune。And,youknow,I’mninety—three。\"
\"Howyoungyoumustfeel,\"Ianswered,\"tocaretotalkofyourage!
Ienvyyou,fornothingwouldinducemetoletyouknowmine。Youlook,yousee,justtwenty—five。\"
Itevidentlytoo,whatIsaid,gaveherpleasure——apleasurethatshecaughtandheld。\"Well,youcan’tsayIdressit。\"
\"No,youdress,Imakeout,ninety—three。IfyouWOULDonlydresstwenty—fiveyou’dlookfifteen。\"
\"Fifteeninaschoolroomcharade!\"Shelaughedatthishappilyenough。
\"Yourcomplimenttomytasteisodd。Iknow,atallevents,\"shewenton,\"what’sthedifferenceinMr。Long。\"
\"Besogoodthen,formyrelief,astonameit。\"
\"Well,averycleverwomanhasforsometimepast——\"
\"Taken\"——thisbeginningwasofcourseenough——\"aparticularinterestinhim?DoyoumeanLadyJohn?\"Iinquired;and,assheevidentlydid,Iratherdemurred。\"DoyoucallLadyJohnaverycleverwoman?\"
\"Surely。That’swhyIkindlyarrangedthat,asshewastotake,Ihappenedtolearn,thenexttrain,Guyshouldcomewithher。\"
\"Youarrangedit?\"Iwondered。\"She’snotsocleverasyouthen。\"
\"BecauseyoufeelthatSHEwouldn’t,orcouldn’t?Nodoubtshewouldn’thavemadethesamepointofit——formorethanonereason。PoorGuyhasn’tpretensions——hasnothingbuthisyouthandhisbeauty。Butthat’spreciselywhyI’msorryforhimandtrywheneverIcantogivehimalift。LadyJohn’scompanyIS,yousee,alift。\"
\"YoumeanithassounmistakablybeenonetoLong?\"
\"Yes——ithaspositivelygivenhimamindandatongue。THAT’Swhathascomeoverhim。\"
\"Then,\"Isaid,\"it’samostextraordinarycase——suchasonereallyhasnevermet。\"
\"Oh,but,\"sheobjected,\"ithappens。\"
\"Ah,soveryseldom!Yes——I’vepositivelynevermetit。Areyouverysure,\"Iinsisted,\"thatLadyJohnIStheinfluence?\"
\"Idon’tmeantosay,ofcourse,\"shereplied,\"thathelooksflutteredifyoumentionher,thathedoesn’tinfactlookasblankasapickpocket。
Butthatprovesnothing——orrather,asthey’reknowntobealwaystogether,andshefrommorningtillnightaspointedasahat—pin,itprovesjustwhatonesees。Onesimplytakesitin。\"
Iturnedthepictureround。\"They’rescarcelytogetherwhenshe’stogetherwithBrissenden。\"
\"Ah,that’sonlyonceinaway。It’sathingthatfromtimetotimesuchpeople——don’tyouknow?——makeaparticularpointof:theycultivate,tocovertheirgame,theappearanceofotherlittlefriendships。Itputsoutsidersoffthescent,andtherealthingmeanwhilegoeson。Besides,youyourselfacknowledgetheeffect。Ifshehasn’tmadehimclever,whathasshemadehim?Shehasgivenhim,steadily,moreandmoreintellect。\"
\"Well,youmayberight,\"Ilaughed,\"thoughyouspeakasifitwerecod—liveroil。Doessheadministerit,asadailydose,bythespoonful?
oronlyasadropatatime?Doeshetakeitinhisfood?Ishesupposedtoknow?ThedifficultyformeissimplythatifI’veseenthehandsomegrowuglyandtheuglyhandsome,thefatgrowthinandthethinfat,theshortgrowlongandthelongshort;ifI’veeven,likewise,seentheclever,asI’vetoofondly,atleast,supposedthem,growstupid:sohaveINOT
seen——no,notonceinallmydays——thestupidgrowclever。\"
Itwasaquestion,nonetheless,onwhichshecouldperfectlystandup。\"AllIcansayisthenthatyou’llhave,thenextdayortwo,aninterestingnewexperience。\"
\"ItWILLbeinteresting,\"IdeclaredwhileIthought——\"andallthemoreifImakeoutformyselfthatLadyJohnIStheagent。\"
\"You’llmakeitoutifyoutalktoher——thatis,Imean,ifyoumakeHERtalk。You’llseehowsheCAN。\"
\"Shekeepsherwitthen,\"Iasked,\"inspiteofallshepumpsintoothers?\"
\"Oh,shehasenoughfortwo!\"
\"I’mimmenselystruckwithyours,\"Ireplied,\"aswellaswithyourgenerosity。I’veseldomseenawomantakesohandsomeaviewofanother。\"
\"It’sbecauseIliketobekind!\"shesaidwiththebestfaithintheworld;towhichIcouldonlyreturn,asweenteredthetrain,thatitwasakindnessLadyJohnwoulddoubtlessappreciate。Longrejoinedus,andweran,asIhavesaid,ourcourse;which,asIhavealsonoted,seemedshorttomeinthelightofsuchablazeofsuggestion。Toeachofmycompanions——andthefactstuckoutofthem——somethingunprecedentedhadhappened。
Chapter2
ThedaywasasfineandthesceneasfairatNewmarchasthepartywasnumerousandvarious;andmymemoryassociateswiththerestofthelongafternoonmanyrenewalsofacquaintanceandmuchsittingandstrolling,forsnatchesoftalk,inthelongshadeofgreattreesandthroughthestraightwalksofoldgardens。Acoupleofhoursthuspassed,andfreshaccessionsenrichedthepicture。TherewerepersonsIwascuriousof——ofLadyJohn,forinstance,ofwhomIpromisedmyselfanearlyview;butwewereapttobecarriedawayincurrentsthatreflectednewimagesandsufficientlybeguiledimpatience。Irecover,allthesame,afullsequenceofimpressions,eachofwhich,Iafterwardssaw,hadbeenappointedtohelpalltheothers。
Ifmyanecdote,asIhavementioned,hadbegun,atPaddington,ataparticularmoment,itgatheredsubstancestepbystepandwithoutmissingalink。
Thelinks,infact,shouldIcountthemall,wouldmaketoolongachain。
Theyformed,nevertheless,thehappiestlittlechapterofaccidents,thoughaseriesofwhichIcanscarcegivemorethanthegeneraleffect。
Oneofthefirstaccidentswasthat,beforedinner,ImetFordObertwanderingalittleapartwithMrs。Server,andthat,astheywereknowntomeasagreeableacquaintances,IshouldhavefacedthemwithconfidencehadInotimmediatelydrawnfromtheirsequesteredairthefearofinterruptingthem。Mrs。ServerwasalwayslovelyandObertalwaysexpert;thelatterstraightwaypulledup,however,makingmeaswelcomeasiftheirconversehaddropped。Shewasextraordinarilypretty,markedlyresponsive,conspicuouslycharming,buthegavemealookthatreallyseemedtosay:\"Don’t——there’sagoodfellow——leavemeanylongeralonewithher!\"IhadmetheratNewmarchbefore——itwasindeedonlysothatIhadmether——andIknewhowshewasvaluedthere。Ialsoknewthatanaversiontoprettywomen——numbersofwhomhehadpreservedforagratefulposterity——washissignneitherasmannorasartist;theeffectofallofwhichwastomakemeaskmyselfwhatshecouldhavebeendoingtohim。Makinglove,possibly——yetfromthathewouldscarcehaveappealed。Shewouldn’t,ontheotherhand,havegivenhimhercompanyonlytobeinhuman。Ijoinedthem,atallevents,learningfromMrs。Serverthatshehadcomebyatrainprevioustomyown;
andwemadeaslowtriotill,ataturnoftheprospect,wecameuponanothergroup。ItconsistedofMrs。FroomeandLordLutleyandofGilbertLongandLadyJohn——mingledandconfounded,asmightbesaid,notassortedaccordingtotradition。LongandMrs。Froomecamefirst,Irecollect,together,andhislordshipturnedawayfromLadyJohnonseeingmeratherdirectlyapproachher。Shehadbecomeforme,onthespot,asinterestingas,whilewetravelled,Ihadfoundmytwofriendsinthetrain。Asthesourceoftheflowof\"intellect\"
thathadtransmutedouryoungman,shehadeveryclaimtoanearnestattention;
andIshouldsoonhavebeenreadytopronouncethatsherewardeditasrichlyasusual。Shewasindeed,asMrs。Brisshadsaid,aspointedasahat—pin,andIboreinmindthatlady’sinjunctiontolookinherfortheanswertoourriddle。
Theriddle,Imaymention,soundedafreshtomyearinGilbertLong’sgayvoice;ithoveredthere——beforeme,beside,behindme,asweallpaused——inhislight,restlessstep,anervousanimationthatseemedtomultiplyhispresence。Hebecamereally,forthemoment,underthisimpression,thethingIwasmostconsciousof;Iheardhim,IfelthimevenwhileIexchangedgreetingswiththesorceressbywhosewandhehadbeentouched。TobetouchedmyselfwasdoubtlessnotquitewhatIwanted;yetIwanted,distinctly,aglimpse;sothat,withthesmartwelcomeLadyJohngaveme,ImightcertainlyhavefeltthatIwasonthewaytogetit。ThenoteofLong’spredominancedeepenedduringtheseminutesinamannerIcan’tdescribe,andIcontinuedtofeelthatthoughwepretendedtotalkitwastohimonlywelistened。
Hehadusallinhand;hecontrolledforthemomentallourattentionandourrelations。Hewasinshort,asaconsequenceofourattitude,inpossessionofthescenetoatunehecouldn’thavedreamedofayearortwobefore——inasmuchasatthatperiodhecouldhavefiguredatnosucheminencewithoutmakingafoolofhimself。Andthegreatthingwasthatifhiseminencewasnowsoperfectlygracedheyetknewlessthananyofuswhatwasthematterwithhim。Hewasunconsciousofhowhehad\"comeout\"——whichwasexactlywhatsharpenedmywonder。LadyJohn,onherside,wasthoroughlyconscious,andIhadafancythatshelookedatmetomeasurehowfarIwas。Icared,naturally,notintheleastwhatsheguessed;herinterestformewasallintheoperationofherinfluence。IamafraidIwatchedtocatchitintheact——watchedherwithacuriosityofwhichshemightwellhavebecomeaware。
Whatanintimacy,whatanintensityofrelation,Isaidtomyself,sosuccessfulaprocessimplied!Itwasofcoursefamiliarenoughthatwhenpeopleweresodeeplyinlovetheyrubbedoffoneachother——thatagreatpressureofsoultosoulusuallyleftoneithersideasufficientshowoftell—taletraces。ButforLongtohavebeensostampedasIfoundhim,howthepliantwaxmusthavebeenpreparedandthesealofpassionapplied!
Whatanaffectionthewomanworkingsuchachangeinhimmusthavemanagedtocreateasaprefacetoherinfluence!Withwhatasenseofhercharmshemusthavepavedthewayforit!Strangelyenough,however——itwasevenratherirritating——therewasnothingmorethanusualinLadyJohntoassistmyviewoftheheightatwhichthepairsoevokedmustmove。Thesethings——thewayotherpeoplecouldfeelabouteachother,thepowernotone’sself,inthegiveninstance,thatmadeforpassion——wereofcourseatbestthemysteryofmysteries;still,therewerecasesinwhichfancy,soundingthedepthsortheshallows,couldatleastdropthelead。LadyJohn,perceptibly,wasnosuchcase;imagination,inherpresence,wasbuttheweakwingoftheinsectthatbumpsagainsttheglass。Shewaspretty,prompt,hard,and,inawaythatwasspecialtoher,amistressatonceof\"culture\"
andofslang。Shewaslikeahat——withoneofMrs。Briss’shat—pins——askewonthebustofVirgil。Herornamentalinformation——asstrongasacoatoffurniture—polish——almostknockedyoudown。WhatIfeltinhernowmorethaneverwasthat,havingareputationfor\"point\"tokeepup,shewasalwaysunderarms,withabsencesandanxietieslikethoseofacelebrityatapublicdinner。Shethoughttoomuchofher\"speech\"——ofhowsoonitwouldhavetocome。Itwasnonethelesswonderful,however,that,asGraceBrissendenhadsaid,sheshouldstillfindherselfwithintellecttospare——havelavishedherselfbypreceptandexampleonLongandyethaveremainedforeachotherinterlocutorasfreshastheclownboundingintothering。Shecracked,formybenefit,asmanyjokesandturnedasmanysomersaultsasmighthavebeenexpected;afterwhichIthoughtitfairtoletheroff。
Weallfacedagaintothehouse,fordressinganddinnerwereinsight。
Ifoundmyselfoncemore,aswemoved,withMrs。Server,andIrememberrejoicingthat,sympatheticassheshowedherself,shedidn’tthinkitnecessarytobe,likeLadyJohn,always\"ready。\"Shewasdelightfullyhandsome——handsomerthanever;slim,fair,fine,withcharmingpaleeyesandsplendidauburnhair。IsaidtomyselfthatIhadn’tdoneherjustice;shehadn’torganisedherforces,wasalittlehelplessandvague,buttherewaseaseforthewearyinherhappynatureandherpeculiargrace。Theselastwerearticlesonwhich,fiveminuteslater,beforethehouse,wherewestillhadamargin,IwasmovedtochallengeFordObert。
\"Whatwasthematterjustnow——when,thoughyouweresofortunatelyoccupied,youyetseemedtocallmetotherescue?\"
\"Oh,\"helaughed,\"Iwasonlyoccupiedinbeingfrightened!\"
\"Butatwhat?\"
\"Well,atasortofsensethatshewantedtomakelovetome。\"
Ireflected。\"Mrs。Server?DoesMrs。Servermakelove?\"
\"Itseemedtome,\"myfriendreplied,\"thatshebeganonittoYOUassoonasshegotholdofyou。Weren’tyouaware?\"
Idebatedafresh;Ididn’tknowthatIhadbeen。\"Nottothepointofterror。She’ssogentleandsoappealing。Evenifshetookoneinhandwithviolence,moreover,\"Iadded,\"Idon’tseewhyterror——givensocharmingaperson——shouldbetheresult。It’sflattering。\"
\"Ah,you’rebrave,\"saidObert。
\"Ididn’tknowyouwereevertimid。Howcanyoube,inyourprofession?
Doesn’titcomebacktome,forthatmatter,that——onlytheotheryear——youpaintedher?\"
\"Yes,Ifacedhertothatextent。Butshe’sdifferentnow。\"
Iscarcelymadeitout。\"Inwhatwaydifferent?She’sascharmingasever。\"
Asifevenforhisownsatisfactionmyfriendseemedtothinkalittle。
\"Well,heraffectionswerenotthen,Iimagine,atherdisposal。Ijudgethatthat’swhatitmusthavebeen。Theywerefixed——withintensity;anditmadethedifferencewithME。Herimaginationhad,forthetime,resteditswing。Atpresentit’sreadyforflight——itseeksafreshperch。It’strying。Takecare。\"
\"Oh,Idon’tflattermyself,\"Ilaughed,\"thatI’veonlytoholdoutmyhand!Atanyrate,\"Iwenton,\"ishan’tcallforhelp。\"
Heseemedtothinkagain。\"Idon’tknow。You’llsee。\"
\"IfIdoIshallseeagreatdealmorethanInowsuspect。\"Hewantedtogetofftodress,butIstillheldhim。\"Isn’tshewonderfullylovely?\"
\"Oh!\"hesimplyexclaimed。
\"Isn’tsheaslovelyassheseems?\"
Buthehadalreadybrokenaway。\"Whathasthattodowithit?\"
\"Whathasanything,then?\"
\"She’stoobeastlyunhappy。\"
\"Butisn’tthatjustone’sadvantage?\"
\"No。It’suncanny。\"Andheescaped。
ThequestionhadatalleventsbroughtusindoorsandsofarupourstaircaseastowhereitbranchedtowardsObert’sroom。Ifollowedittomycorridor,withwhichotheroccasionshadmademeacquainted,andIreachedthedooronwhichIexpectedtofindmycardofdesignation。Thisdoor,however,wasopen,soastoshowme,inmomentarypossessionoftheroom,agentleman,unknowntome,who,inunguidedquestofhisquarters,appearedtohavearrivedfromtheotherendofthepassage。Hehadjustseen,asthepropertyofanother,myunpackedthings,withwhichheimmediatelyconnectedme。Hemoreover,tomysurprise,onmyentering,soundedmyname,inresponsetowhichIcouldonlyatfirstremainblank。ItwasinfactnottillIhadbeguntohelphimplacehimselfthat,correctingmyblankness,IknewhimforGuyBrissenden。Hehadbeenputbyhimself,forsomereason,inthebachelorwingand,exploringathazard,hadmistakenthesigns。
BythetimewefoundhisservantandhislodgingIhadreflectedontheoddityofmyhavingbeenasstupidaboutthehusbandasIhadbeenaboutthewife。Hehadescapedmynoticesinceourarrival,butIhad,asamucholderman,methim——theheroofhisoddunion——atsomeearliertime。Likehiswife,nonetheless,hehadnowstruckmeasastranger,anditwasnottill,inhisroom,IstoodalittlefacetofacewithhimthatImadeoutthewonderfulreason。
ThewonderfulreasonwasthatIwasNOTamucholderman;GuyBrissenden,atanyrate,wasnotamuchyounger。Itwashewhowasold——itwashewhowasolder——itwashewhowasoldest。Thatwassodisconcertinglywhathehadbecome。Itwasinshortwhathewouldhavebeenhadhebeenasoldashelooked。Helookedalmostanything——helookedquitesixty。Imadeitoutagainatdinner,where,fromadistance,butopposite,Ihadhiminsight。Nothingcouldhavebeenstrangerthanthewaythat,fatigued,fixed,settled,heseemedtohavepileduptheyears。Theyweretherewithouthavinghadtimetoarrive。Itwasasifhehaddiscoveredsomemiraculousshortcuttothecommondoom。Hehadgrownold,infine,aspeopleyouseeafteranintervalsometimesstrikeyouashavinggrownrich——tooquicklyforthehonest,oratleastforthestraight,way。Hehadcheatedorinheritedorspeculated。Ittookmebutaminutethentoaddhimtomylittlegallery——thesmallcollection,Imean,representedbyhiswifeandbyGilbertLong,aswellasinsomedegreedoubtlessalsobyLadyJohn:themuseumofthosewhoputtomewithsuchintensitythequestionofwhathadhappenedtothem。Hiswife,onthesameside,wasnotoutofmyrange,andnow,largelyexposed,lighted,jewelled,andenjoyingmoreovervisiblythesenseofthesethings——hiswife,uponmyhonour,asIsoonremarkedtotheladynextme,hiswife(itwastooprodigious!)lookedabouttwenty。