\"Ah,then,it’sformetoaskYOUwhat。Idon’tmyself,yousee,perceiveit。\"
Hemadeforalittlenoanswer,andwewerebothindeedbythistimetakenupwiththewithdrawalofthetwoothermembersofourgroup。Theymovedawaytogetheracrosstheshiningfloor,pausing,lookingupatthepaintedvault,sayingtheinevitablethings——bringingofftheirretreat,inshort,inthebestorder。Itstruckmesomehowasaretreat,andyetIinsistedtomyself,oncemore,onitsbeingperfectlynatural。Atthehighdoor,whichstoodopen,theystoppedamomentandlookedbackatus——lookedfrankly,sociably,asifinconsciousnessofoursympatheticattention。
Mrs。Serverwaved,asintemporaryfarewell,afreeexplanatoryhandatme;sheseemedtoexplainthatshewasnowtryingsomebodyelse。ObertmoreoveraddedHISexplanation。\"That’sthewayshecollarsus。\"
\"Oh,Longdoesn’tmind,\"Isaid。\"Butwhat’sthewayshestrikesyouasdifferent?\"
\"Fromwhatshewaswhenshesattome?Well,apartofitisthatshecan’tkeepstill。Shewasasstillthenasifshehadbeenpaidforit。
Nowshe’sallovertheplace。\"Buthecamebacktosomethingelse。\"Ilikeyourtalking,mydearman,ofwhatyou’don’tperceive。’I’veyettofindoutwhatthatremarkablequantityis。Whatyoudoperceivehasatalleventsgivenmesomuchtothinkaboutthatitdoubtlessoughttoservemeforthepresent。IfeelIoughttoletyouknowthatyou’vemademealsoperceivetheBrissendens。\"IofcourserememberedwhatIhadsaidtohim,butitwasjustthisthatnowtouchedmyuneasiness,andIonlyechoedthename,alittleblankly,withtheinstinctofgainingtime。\"Youputmeonthemwonderfully,\"Obertcontinued,\"thoughofcourseI’vekeptyourideatomyself。Allthesameitshedsagreatlight。\"
Icouldagainbutfeeblyrepeatit。\"Agreatlight?\"
\"Astowhatmaygoonevenbetweenothersstill。It’sajollyidea——atorchinthedarkness;anddoyouknowwhatI’vedonewithit?I’vehelditup,Idon’tmindtellingyou,tojustthequestionofthechange,sincethisinterestsyou,inMrs。Server。Ifyou’vegotyourmysteryI’llbehangedifIwon’thavemine。Ifyou’vegotyourBrissendensIshallseewhatIcandowithHER。You’vegivenmeananalogy,andIdeclareIfinditdazzling。Idon’tseetheendofwhatmaybedonewithit。IfBrissenden’spayingforhiswife,forheramazingsecondbloom,who’spayingforMrs。
Server?Isn’tTHAT——whatdothenewspaperscallit?——themissingword?
Isn’titperhapsinfactjustwhatyoutoldmelastnightyouwereonthetrackof?Butdon’taddnow,\"hewenton,moreandmoreamusedwithhisdivination,\"don’taddnowthattheman’sobviouslyGilbertLong——forI
won’tbeputoffwithanythingofthesort。Shecollaredhimmuchtoomarkedly。
Therealmanmustbeoneshedoesn’tmarkedlycollar。\"
\"ButIthoughtthatwhatyouamomentagomadeoutwasthatshesomarkedlycollarsallofus。\"ThiswasmyimmediatereplytoObert’sblazeofingenuity,butInonethelesssawmorethingsinitthanIcouldreplyto。Isaw,atanyrate,andsawwithrelief,thatifheshouldlookontheprinciplesuggestedtohimbythecaseoftheBrissendens,therewouldbenodangeratallofhisfindingit。If,accordingly,IwasnervousforMrs。Server,allIhadtodowastokeephimonthisfalsescent。Sinceitwasnotshewhowaspaidfor,butshewhopossiblypaid,hisfancymightharmlesslydiverthimtillthepartyshoulddisperse。Atthesametime,inthemidstofthesereflections,thequestionofthe\"change\"inher,whichhewasinsomuchbetterapositionthanItomeasure,couldn’thelphavingformeitsportent,andthesenseofthatwas,nodoubt,inmynextwords。
\"WhatmakesyouthinkthatwhatyouspeakofwaswhatIhadinmyhead?\"
\"Well,theway,simply,thattheshoefits。She’sabsolutelynotthesamepersonIpainted。It’sexactlylikeMrs。Brissenden’shavingbeenforyouyesterdaynotthesamepersonyouhadlastseenbearinghername。\"
\"Verygood,\"Ireturned,\"thoughIdidn’tintheleastmeantosetyoudiggingsohard。However,digonyourside,byallmeans,whileIdigonmine。AllIaskofyouiscompletediscretion。\"
\"Ah,naturally!\"
\"Weoughttoremember,\"Ipursued,evenattheriskofshowingastoosententious,\"thatsuccessinsuchaninquirymayperhapsbemoreembarrassingthanfailure。Tonoseaboutforarelationthataladyhasherreasonsforkeepingsecret——\"
\"Ismadenotonlyquiteinoffensive,Ihold\"——heimmediatelytookmeup——\"butpositivelyhonourable,bybeingconfinedtopsychologicevidence。\"
Iwonderedalittle。\"Honourabletowhom?\"
\"Why,totheinvestigator。RestingontheKINDofsignsthatthegametakesaccountofwhenfairlyplayed——restingonpsychologicsignsalone,it’sahighapplicationofintelligence。What’signobleisthedetectiveandthekeyhole。\"
\"Isee,\"Iafteramomentadmitted。\"Ididhave,lastnight,myscruples,butyouwarmmeup。YetIconfessalso,\"Istilladded,\"thatifIdomusterthecourageofmycuriosity,it’salittlebecauseIfeelevenyet,asIthinkyoualsomust,altogetherdestituteofamaterialclue。IfIhadamaterialclueIshouldfeelashamed:thefactwouldbedeterrent。Istart,formypart,atanyrate,quiteinthedark——orinadarknesslighted,atbest,bywhatyouhavecalledthetorchofmyanalogy。Theanalogytoo,\"
Iwoundup,\"mayverywellbeonlyhalfahelp。ItwaseasytofindpoorBriss,becausepoorBrissishere,andit’salwayseasy,moreover,tofindahusband。ButsayMrs。Server’spoorBriss——orhisequivalent,whoeveritmaybe——ISN’There。\"
Wehadbeguntowalkawaywiththis,butmycompanionpulledupatthedooroftheroom。\"I’msureheis。Shetellsmehe’snear。\"
\"’Tells’you?\"Ichallengedit,butIuncomfortablyreflectedthatitwasjustwhatIhadmyselftoldMrs。Brissenden。
\"Shewouldn’tbeassheisifheweren’t。Herbeingassheisisthesignofit。Hewasn’tpresent——thatishewasn’tpresentinherlifeatall——whenIpaintedher;andthedifferencewe’reimpressedwithisexactlytheproofthatheisnow。\"
Mydifficultyinprofitingbythereliefhehadsounconsciouslyaffordedmeresidedofcourseinmynotfeelingfreetoshowforquiteasimpressedashewas。Ihadn’treallymadeoutatallwhathewasimpressedWITH,andIshouldonlyhavespoiledeverythingbyinvitinghimtobedefinite。
Thiswasalittleofaworry,forIshouldhavelikedtoknow;butontheotherhandIfeltmytrackatpresenteffectuallycovered。\"Well,then,granthe’soneofus。Therearemorethanadozenofus——adozenevenwithyouandmeandBrissendencountedout。Thehitchisthatwe’renowherewithoutaprimarylead。AstoBrissendenthereWASthelead。\"
\"Youmeanasaffordedbyhiswife’sbloatedstate,whichwasasignal?\"
\"Precisely:forthesearchforsomethingorotherthatwouldhelptoexplainit。Givenhiswife’sbloatedstate,hisownshrunkenonewaswhatwastohavebeenpredicated。Iknewdefinitely,inotherwords,whattolookfor。\"
\"Whereaswedon’tknowhere?\"
\"Mrs。Server’sstate,unfortunately,\"Ireplied,\"isnotbloated。\"
Helaughedatmy\"unfortunately,\"thoughrecognisingthatIspokemerelyfromthepointofviewoflucidity,andpresentlyremarkedthathehadhisownidea。Hedidn’tsaywhatitwas,andIdidn’task,intimatingtherebythatIheldittobeinthismannerwewereplayingthegame;butIindulgentlyquestioneditinthelightofitsnotyethavingassistedhim。Heansweredthattheminuteswehadjustpassedwerewhathadmadethedifference;
ithadsprungfromthestrongeffectproducedonhimaftershecameinwithme。\"It’sbutnowIreallyseeher。Shedidandsaidnothingspecial,nothingstrikingorextraordinary;butthatdidn’tmatter——itneverdoes:
onesawhowsheis。She’snothingbutTHAT。\"
\"Nothingbutwhat?\"
\"She’sallinit,\"heinsisted。\"Orit’sallinHER。Itcomestothesamething。\"
\"Ofcourseit’sallinher,\"IsaidasimpatientlyasIcould,thoughhisattestation——forIwhollytrustedhisperception——leftmesomuchinhisdebt。\"That’swhatwestartwith,isn’tit?Itleavesusasfaraseverfromwhatwemustarriveat。\"
Buthewastoointerestedinhisideatoheedmyquestion。Hewaswrappedinthe\"psychologic\"glow。\"IHAVEher!\"
\"Ah,butit’saquestionofhavingHIM!\"
HelookedatmeonthisasifIhadbroughthimbacktoameredetail,andafteraninstantthelightwentoutofhisface。\"Soitis。Ileaveittoyou。Idon’tcare。\"Hisdrophadtheusualsuddennessofthedropsoftheartistictemperament。\"Lookforthelastman,\"henevertheless,butwithmoredetachment,added。\"Idaresayitwouldbehe。\"
\"Thelast?Inwhatsensethelast?\"
\"Well,thelastsortofcreaturewhocouldbebelievedofher。\"
\"Oh,\"Irejoinedaswewenton,\"thegreatbartothatisthatsuchasortofcreatureasthelastwon’tBEhere!\"
Hehesitated。\"Somuchthebetter。Igivehim,atanyrate,whereverheis,uptoyou。\"
\"Thankyou,\"Ireturned,\"forthebeautyofthepresent!Youdosee,then,thatourpsychologicglowdoesn’t,afterall,preventthething——\"
\"Frombeingnoneofone’sbusiness?Yes。Poorlittlewoman!\"Heseemedsomehowsatisfied;hethrewitallup。\"Itisn’tanyofone’sbusiness,isit?\"
\"Why,that’swhatIwastellingyou,\"Iimpatientlyexclaimed,\"thatifeel!\"
Chapter5
THEfirstthingthathappenedtomeafterpartingwithhimwastofindmyselfagainengagedwithMrs。Brissenden,stillfullofthequickconvictionwithwhichIhadlefther。\"ItISshe——quiteunmistakably,youknow。I
don’tseehowIcanhavebeensostupidasnottomakeitout。Ihaven’tyourcleverness,ofcourse,tillmynoseisrubbedintoathing。ButwhenitIS——!\"Shecelebratedherhumilityinalaughthatwasproud。\"Thetwoareofftogether。\"
\"Offwhere?\"
\"Idon’tknowwhere,butIsawthemafewminutesagomostdistinctly’slope。’They’vegoneforaquiet,unwatchedhour,poordears,outintotheparkorthegardens。Whenoneknowsit,it’sallthere。Butwhat’sthatvulgarsong?——’You’vegottoknowitfirst!’Itstrikesme,ifyoudon’tmindmytellingyouso,thatthewayYOUgetholdofthingsispositivelyuncanny。Imeanasregardswhatfirstmarkedherforyou。\"
\"But,mydearlady,\"Iprotested,\"nothingatallfirstmarkedherforme。SheISN’Tmarkedforme,firstorlast。Itwasonlyyouwhosojumpedather。\"
Myinterlocutressstared,andIhadatthismoment,Iremember,analmostintolerablesenseofherfatuityandcruelty。Theywereallunconscious,buttheywere,atthatstage,nonethelessirritating。Herfinebosomheaved,herblueeyesexpandedwithhersuccessful,hersimplifiedegotism。
Icouldn’t,inshort,Ifound,bearherbeingsokeenaboutMrs。ServerwhileshewassostupidaboutpoorBriss。SheseemedtorecalltomenoblythefactthatSHEhadn’talover。No,shewasonlyeatingpoorBrissupinchbyinch,butshehadn’talover。\"Idon’t,\"Iinsisted,\"seeinMrs。
Serveranyoftherightsigns。\"
Shelookedalmostindignant。\"EvenafteryourtellingmethatyouseeinLadyJohnonlythewrongones?\"
\"Ah,butthereareotherwomenherethanMrs。ServerandLadyJohn。\"
\"Certainly。Butdidn’twe,amomentago,thinkofthemallanddismissthem?IfLadyJohn’soutofthequestion,howcanMrs。ServerpossiblyNOTbeinit?Wewantafool——\"
\"Ah,DOwe?\"Iinterruptinglywailed。
\"Why,exactlybyyourowntheory,inwhichyou’vesomuchinterestedme!Itwasyouwhostruckofftheidea。\"
\"Thatwewantafool?\"Ifeltmyselfturninggloomyenough。\"Dowereallywantanyoneatall?\"
Shegaveme,inmomentarysilence,astrangesmile。\"Ah,youwanttotakeitbacknow?You’resorryyouspoke。Mydearman,youmaybe——\"butthatdidn’thinderthefact,inshort,thatIhadkindlednearmeafine,ifmodestandtimid,intelligence。Theredidremainthetruthofourfriend’sstrikingdevelopment,towhichIhadcalledherattention。Regrettingmyrashnessdidn’tmaketheprodigyless。\"You’llleadmetobelieve,ifyoubackout,thatthere’ssuddenlysomeoneyouwanttoprotect。Weakman,\"
sheexclaimedwithanassurancefromwhich,Iconfess,Iwastotakealarm,\"somethinghashappenedtoyousinceweseparated!Weakman,\"sherepeatedwithdreadfulgaiety,\"you’vebeensquared!\"
Iliterallyblushedforher。\"Squared\"?
\"Doesitinconvenientlyhappenthatyoufindyou’reinlovewithheryourself?\"
\"Well,\"Irepliedonquickreflection,\"do,ifyoulike,callitthat;
foryouseewhatamotiveitgivesmeforbeing,insuchamatterasthiswonderfulonethatyouandIhappenedtofindourselvesforamomentmakingsofreewith,absolutelysureabouther。IAMabsolutelysure。There!Shewon’tdo。Andforyourpostulatethatshe’satthepresentmomentinsomesequesteredspotinLong’scompany,suffermewithoutdelaytocorrectit。Itwon’tholdwater。Ifyou’llgointothelibrary,throughwhichI
havejustpassed,you’llfindherthereinthecompanyoftheComtedeDreuil。\"
Mrs。Brissstaredagain。\"Already?SheWAS,atanyrate,withMr。Long,andshetoldmeonmymeetingthemthattheyhadjustcomefromthepastels。\"
\"Exactly。TheymettheresheandIhavinggonetogether;andtheyretiredtogetherundermyeyes。Theymusthaveparted,clearly,themomentafter。\"
Shetookitallin,turneditallover。\"Thenwhatdoesthatprovebutthatthey’reafraidtobeseen?\"
\"Ah,they’reNOTafraid,sincebothyouandIsawthem!\"
\"Oh,onlyjustlongenoughforthemtopublishthemselvesasnotavoidingeachother。Allthesame,youknow,\"shesaid,\"theydo。\"
\"Doavoideachother?Howisyourbeliefinthat,\"Iasked,\"consistentwithyourbeliefthattheyparadetogetherinthepark?\"
\"Theyignoreeachotherinpublic;theyforegatherinprivate。\"
\"Ah,buttheyDON’T——since,asItellyou,she’sevenwhilewetalkthecentreofthemysticcircleofthetwaddleofM。deDreuil;chainedtoastakeifyouCANbe。Besides,\"Iwoundup,\"it’snotonlythatshe’snotthe’rightfool’——it’ssimplythatshe’snotafoolatall。Wewantthewomanwhohasbeenrenderedmostinane。Butthisladyhasn’tbeenrenderedsoinanydegree。She’sthereverseofinane。She’sinfullpossession。\"
\"Infullpossessionofwhat?\"
\"Why,ofherself。\"
\"LikeLadyJohn?\"
Ihadunfortunatelytodiscriminatehere。\"No,notlikeLadyJohn。\"
\"Likewhomthen?\"
\"Likeanyone。Likeme;likeyou;likeBrissenden。Don’tIsatisfyyou?\"
Iaskedinamoment。
Sheonlylookedatmealittle,handsomeandhard。\"Ifyouwishedtosatisfymesoeasilyyoushouldn’thavemadesuchapointofworkingmeup。IdaresayI,afterall,however,\"sheadded,\"noticemorethingsthanyou。\"
\"Asforinstance?\"
\"Well,MayServerlastevening。IwasnotquiteconsciousatthetimethatIdid,butwhenonehashadthe’tip’onelooksbackandseesthingsinanewlight。\"
ItwasdoubtlessbecausemyfriendirritatedmemoreandmorethatI
metthiswithasharpnesspossiblyexcessive。\"She’sperfectlynatural。
WhatIsawwasatest。Andsoishe。\"
Butshegavemenoheed。\"Iftherehadn’tbeensomanypeopleIshouldhavenoticedofmyselfafterdinnerthattherewassomethingthematterwithher。Ishouldhaveseenwhatitwas。Shewasallovertheplace。\"
Sheexpresseditasthepoorlady’sothercritichaddone,butthisdidn’tshutmymouth。\"Ah,then,inspiteofthepeople,youdidnotice。
Whatdoyoumeanby’allovertheplace’?\"
\"Shecouldn’tkeepstill。Shewasdifferentfromthewomanonehadlastseen。Sheusedtobesocalm——asifshewerealwayssittingforherportrait。
Wasn’tsheinfactalwaysbeingpaintedinapinkfrockandonerowofpearls,alwaysstaringoutatyouinexhibitions,asifsheweresaying’Heretheyareagain’?Lastnightshewasontherush。\"
\"Therush?Oh!\"
\"Yes,positively——fromonemantoanother。Shewasonthepounce。Shetalkedtoteninsuccession,makinguptotheminthemostextraordinarywayandleavingthemstillmorecrazily。She’sasnervousasacat。Putittoanymanhere,andseeifhedoesn’ttellyou。\"
\"Ishouldthinkitquiteunpleasanttoputittoanymanhere,\"Ireturned;
\"andIshouldhavebeensureyouwouldhavethoughtitthesame。Ispoketoyouinthedeepestconfidence。\"
Mrs。Brissenden’slookatmewasforamomentoftheleastaccommodating;
thenitchangedtoanintelligentsmile。\"HowyouAREprotectingher!Butdon’tcryout,\"sheadded,\"beforeyou’rehurt。Sinceyourconfidencehasdistinguishedme——thoughIdon’tquiteseewhy——youmaybesureIhaven’tbreathed。SoIallthemoreresentyourmakingmeasceneontheextraordinarygroundthatI’veobservedaswellasyourself。Perhapswhatyoudon’tlikeisthatmyobservationmaybeturnedonyou。Iconfessitis。\"
Itwasdifficulttobearbeingputinthewrongbyher,butImadeaneffortthatIbelievewasnotunsuccessfultorecovermygoodhumour。\"It’snotintheleasttoyourobservationthatIobject,it’stotheextravagantinferencesyoudrawfromit。Ofcourse,however,IadmitIalwayswanttoprotecttheinnocent。Whatdoesshegain,onyourtheory,byherrushingandpouncing?HadshepouncedonBrissendenwhenwemethimwithher?Areyousoverysurehehadn’tpouncedonHER?Theyhad,atallevents,tome,quitetheairofpeoplesettled;shewasnot,itwasclear,atthatmomentmeditatingachange。Itwaswe,ifyouremember,whohadabsolutelytopullthemapart。\"
\"Isityourideatomakeout,\"Mrs。Brissendeninquiredinanswertothis,\"thatshehassuddenlyhadthehappythoughtofapassionformyhusband?\"
Anewpossibility,asshespoke,cametomewithawhirrofwings,andIhalfexpressedit。\"Shemayhaveasympathy。\"
Myinterlocutressgazedatspace。\"Youmeanshemaybesorryforhim?
Onwhatground?\"
Ihadgonetoofarindeed;butIgotoffasIcould。\"Youneglecthimso!Butwhatisshe,atanyrate,\"Iwenton,\"nervous——asnervousasyoudescribeher——ABOUT?\"
\"Aboutherdanger;thecontingencyofitsbeingfixeduponthem——anintimacysothoroughgoingthattheycanscarcelyaffordtoletitbeseenevenasamereacquaintance。Thinkofthecircumstances——HERpersonalones,Imean,andadmitthatitwouldn’tdo。Itwouldbetoobadacase。There’severythingtomakeitso。Theymustliveonpinsandneedles。Anythingprovedwouldgotremendouslyhardforher。\"
\"Inspiteofwhichyou’resurprisedthatI’protect’her?\"
Itwasaquestion,however,thatmycompanioncouldmeet。\"Frompeopleingeneral,no。Frommeinparticular,yes。\"
InjusticetoMrs。BrissendenIthoughtamoment。\"Well,then,letusbefairallround。Thatyoudon’t,asyousay,breatheisadiscretionIappreciate;allthemorethatalittleinquiry,tactfullypursued,wouldenableyoutojudgewhetheranyindependentsuspiciondoesattach。AlittleloosecollateralevidenceMIGHTbepickedup;andyourscorningtohandleitisnomorethanIshould,afterall,haveexpectedofyou。\"
\"Thankyoufor’afterall’!\"Mycompaniontossedherhead。\"IknowformyselfwhatIscorntohandle。Quiteapartfromthatthere’sanothermatter。
Youmusthavenoticedyourselfthatwhenpeoplearesomuchliked——\"
\"There’sakindofgeneral,amiableconsensusofblindness?Yes——onecanthinkofcases。Popularitysheltersandhallows——hastheeffectofmakingagood—naturedworldagreenottosee。\"
MyfriendseemedpleasedthatIsosufficientlyunderstood。\"Thisevidentlyhasbeenacasetheninwhichithasnotonlyagreednottosee,butagreednoteventolook。Ithasagreedinfacttolookstraighttheotherway。
Theysaythere’snosmokewithoutfire,butitappearstheremaybefirewithoutsmoke。I’msatisfied,atallevents,thatonewouldn’tinconnectionwiththesetwofindtheleastlittlepuff。Isn’tthatjustwhatmakesthemagnificenceoftheirsuccess——thesuccessthatreducesustoplayingoverthemwithmeremoonshine?\"Shethoughtofit;seemedfairlytoenvyit。
\"I’veneverSEENsuchluck!\"
\"ArarecaseofthebeautyofimpunityASimpunity?\"Ilaughed。\"Suchacaseputsapriceonpassionsotherwisetobedeprecated?I’mgladindeedyouadmitwe’re’reduced。’WeAREreduced。ButwhatImeanttosayjustnowwasthatifyou’llcontinuetojoininthegenialconspiracywhileIdothesame——eachofusmakinganexceptiononlyfortheother——I’llpledgemyselfabsolutelytothestraightcourse。IfbeforeweseparateI’veseenreasontochangemymind,I’llloyallyletyouknow。\"
\"Whatgoodwillthatdome,\"sheasked,\"ifyouDON’Tchangeyourmind?
Youwon’tchangeitifyoushutyoureyestoher。\"
\"Ah,IfeelIcan’tdothatnow。IAMinterested。Theproofofthatis,\"Ipursued,\"thatIappealtoyouforanotherimpressionofyourown。
Istilldon’tseethelogicofhergeneralimportunity。\"
\"Thelogicissimplythatshehasaterrorofappearingtoencourageanyoneinparticular。\"
\"Whythenisn’titinherowninterest,forthesakeofthescreen,justtoDOthat?TheappearanceofsomeoneinparticularwouldbeexactlytheoppositeoftheappearanceofLong。Yourownadmissionisthatthat’sHISlinewithLadyJohn。\"
Mrs。Brissendentookherview。\"Oh,shedoesn’twanttodoanythingsoliketherealthing。And,asforwhathedoes,theydon’tfeelinthesameway。He’snotnervous。\"
\"Thenwhydoeshegoinforascreen?\"
\"Imean\"——shereadilymodifiedit——\"thathe’snotsonervousasMay。
Hehasn’tthesamereasonsforpanic。Amanneverhas。Besides,there’snotsomuchinMr。Longtoshow——\"
\"What,bymynotion,hastakenplace?Whynot,ifitwaspreciselybythechangeinhimthatmynotionwasinspired?AnychangeinHERIknowcomparativelylittleabout。\"
WehoveredsonearthecaseofMr。andMrs。Brissendenthatitpositivelyexcitedme,andallthemoreforhersustainedunconsciousness。\"Oh,theman’snotawareofhisownchange。Hedoesn’tseeitaswedo。It’salltohisadvantage。\"
\"Butweseeittohisadvantage。Howshouldthatprevent?\"
\"Weseeittotheadvantageofhismindandhistalk,butnottothatof——\"
\"Well,what?\"Ipressedasshepulledup。
Shewasthinkinghowtonamesuchmysteries。\"Hisdelicacy。Hisconsideration。
HisthoughtFORher。Hewouldthinkforherifheweren’tselfish。ButheISselfish——toomuchsotospareher,tobegenerous,torealise。It’sonly,afterall,\"shesagelywenton,feedingmeagain,asIwincedtofeel,withprofundityofmyownsort,\"it’sonlyanexcessivecase,acasethatinhimhappenstoshowaswhatthedoctorscall’fine,’ofwhatgoesonwhenevertwopersonsaresomuchmixedup。Oneofthemalwaysgetsmoreoutofitthantheother。Oneofthem——youknowthesaying——givesthelips,theothergivesthecheek。\"
\"It’sthedeepestofalltruths。Yetthecheekprofitstoo,\"Imoreprudentlyargued。
\"Itprofitsmost。Ittakesandkeepsandusesallthelipsgive。Thecheek,accordingly,\"shecontinuedtopointout,\"isMr。Long’s。Thelipsarewhatwebeganbylookingfor。We’vefoundthem。They’redrained——they’redry,thelips。Mr。Longfindshisimprovementnaturalandbeautiful。Herevelsinit。Hetakesitforgranted。He’ssublime。\"
Itkeptmeforaminutestaringather。\"So——doyouknow?——areYOU!\"
Shereceivedthiswhollyasatributetoheracuteness,andwasthereforeproportionatelygracious。\"That’sonlybecauseit’scatching。You’veMADE
mesublime。Youfoundmedense。You’veaffectedmequiteasMrs。ServerhasaffectedMr。Long。Idon’tpretendIshowit,\"sheadded,\"quiteasmuchashedoes。\"
\"BecausethatwouldentailMYshowingitasmuchas,byyourcontention,SHEdoes?Well,Iconfess,\"Ideclared,\"Idofeelremarkablylikethatpairoflips。Ifeeldrained——Ifeeldry!\"Heranswertothis,withanothertossofherhead,wasextravagantenoughtomeanforgiveness——wasthatIwasimpertinent,andheractioninsupportofherchargewastomoveawayfromme,takinghercourseagaintotheterrace,easilyaccessiblefromtheroominwhichwehadbeentalking。Shepassedoutofthewindowthatopenedtotheground,andIwatchedherwhile,inthebrighterlight,sheputupherpinkparasol。Shewalkedafewpaces,asiftolookaboutherforachangeofcompany,andbythistimehadreachedaflightofstepsthatdescendedtoalowerlevel。Onobservingthathere,intheacttogodown,shesuddenlypaused,Iknewshehadbeencheckedbysomethingseenbelowandthatthiswaswhatmadeherturnthenextmomenttogivemealook。Itookitasaninvitationtorejoinher,andIperceivedwhenIhaddonesowhathadledhertoappealtome。Wecommandedfromthepointinquestiononeoftheshadyslopesoftheparkandinparticularaspreadingbeech,thetrunkofwhichhadbeeninclosedwitharusticcircularbench,aconveniencethatappearedtohaveoffered,forthemoment,asenseofleafyluxurytoaladyinpaleblue。Sheleanedback,herfigurepresentedinprofileandherheadalittleavertedasiffortalkwithsomeoneontheothersideofher,someonesoplacedastobelosttoourview。
\"There!\"triumphedMrs。Brissendenagain——fortheladywasunmistakablyMrs。Server。Amusementwasinevitable——thefactshowedherassocorrectlydescribedbythewordstowhichIhadtwicehadtolisten。Sheseemedreallyallovertheplace。\"Ithoughtyousaid,\"mycompanionremarked,\"thatyouhadlefthertuckedawaysomewherewithM。deDreuil。\"