第5章

类别:其他 作者:Nathaniel Hawthorne字数:11196更新时间:19/01/07 14:54:06
\"Yousaytruly,\"repliedtheother。\"Iamastranger,andhavebeenawanderer,sorelyagainstmywill。Ihavemetwithgrievousmishapsbyseaandland,andhavebeenlongheldinbondsamongtheheathenfolk,tothesouthward;andamnowbroughthitherbythisIndian,toberedeemedoutofmycaptivity。Willitpleaseyou,therefore,totellmeofHesterPrynne’s—haveIhernamerightly?—ofthiswoman’soffences,andwhathasbroughthertoyonderscaffold?\" \"Truly,friend;andmethinksitmustgladdenyourheart,afteryourtroublesandsojourninthewilderness,\"saidthetownsman,\"tofindyourself,atlength,inalandwhereiniquityissearchedout,andpunishedinthesightofrulersandpeople;ashereinourgodlyNewEngland。Yonderwoman,sir,youmustknow,wasthewifeofacertainlearnedman,Englishbybirth,butwhohadlongdweltinAmsterdam,whence,somegoodtimeagone,hewasmindedtocrossoverandcastinhislotwithusoftheMassachusetts。Tothispurpose,hesenthiswifebeforehim,remaininghimselftolookaftersomenecessaryaffairs。Marry,goodsir,insometwoyears,orless,thatthewomanhasbeenadwellerhereinBoston,notidingshavecomeofthislearnedgentleman,MasterPrynne;andhisyoungwife,lookyou,beinglefttoherownmisguidance—\" \"Ah!—aha!—Iconceiveyou,\"saidthestranger,withabittersmile。 \"Solearnedamanasyouspeakofshouldhavelearnedthis,too,inhisbooks。Andwho,byyourfavour,sir,maybethefatherofyonderbabe—itissomethreeorfourmonthsold,Ishouldjudge—whichMistressPrynneisholdinginherarms?\" \"Ofatruth,friend,thatmatterremainethariddle;andtheDanielwhoshallexpounditisyeta—wanting,\"answeredthetownsman。\"MadamHesterabsolutelyrefusethtospeak,andthemagistrateshavelaidtheirheadstogetherinvain。Peradventuretheguiltyonestandslookingonatthissadspectacle,unknownofman,andforgettingthatGodseeshim。\" \"Thelearnedman,\"observedthestranger,withanothersmile,\"shouldcomehimself,tolookintothemystery。\" \"Itbehooveshimwell,ifhebestillinlife,\"respondedthetownsman。\"Now,goodsir,ourMassachusettsmagistracy,bethinkingthemselvesthatthiswomanisyouthfulandfair,anddoubtlesswasstronglytemptedtoherfall—andthat,moreover,asismostlikely,herhusbandmaybeatthebottomofthesea—theyhavenotbeenboldtoputinforcetheextremityofourrighteouslawagainsther。Thepenaltythereofisdeath。Butintheirgreatmercyandtendernessofheart,theyhavedoomedMistressPrynnetostandonlyaspaceofthreehoursontheplatformofthepillory,andthenandthereafter,fortheremainderofhernaturallife,towearamarkofshameuponherbosom。\" \"Awisesentence!\"remarkedthestranger,gravelybowinghishead。 \"Thusshewillbealivingsermonagainstsin,untiltheignominiousletterbeengraveduponhertombstone。Itirksme,nevertheless,thatthepartnerofheriniquityshouldnot,atleast,standonthescaffoldbyherside。Buthewillbeknown!—hewillbeknown!—hewillbeknown!\" Hebowedcourteouslytothecommunicativetownsman,and,whisperingafewwordstohisIndianattendant,theybothmadetheirwaythroughthecrowd。 Whilethispassed,HesterPrynnehadbeenstandingonherpedestal,stillwithafixedgazetowardsthestranger;sofixedagazethat,atmomentsofintenseabsorption,allotherobjectsinthevisibleworldseemedtovanish,leavingonlyhimandher。Suchaninterview,perhaps,wouldhavebeenmoreterriblethaneventomeethimasshenowdid,withthehot,mid—daysunburningdownuponherface,andlightingupitsshame;withthescarlettokenofinfamyonherbreast;withthesin—borninfantinherarms;withawholepeople,drawnforthastoafestival,staringatthefeaturesthatshouldhavebeenseenonlyinthequietgleamofthefireside,inthehappyshadowofahome,orbeneathamatronlyveil,atchurch。Dreadfulasitwas,shewasconsciousofashelterinthepresenceofthesethousandwitnesses。Itwasbettertostandthus,withsomanybetwixthimandher,thantogreethim,facetoface,theytwoalone。Shefledforrefuge,asitwere,tothepublicexposure,anddreadedthemomentwhenitsprotectionshouldbewithdrawnfromher。 Involvedinthesethoughts,shescarcelyheardavoicebehindher,untilithadrepeatedhernamemorethanonce,inaloudandsolemntone,audibletothewholemultitude。 \"Hearkenuntome,HesterPrynne!\"saidthevoice。 Ithasalreadybeennoticed,thatdirectlyovertheplatformonwhichHesterPrynnestoodwasakindofbalcony,oropengallery,appendedtothemeeting—house。Itwastheplacewhenceproclamationswerewonttobemade,amidstanassemblageofthemagistracy,withalltheceremonialthatattendedsuchpublicobservancesinthosedays。 Here,towitnessthescenewhichwearedescribing,satGovernorBellinghamhimself,withfoursergeantsabouthischair,bearinghalberds,asaguardofhonour。Heworeadarkfeatherinhishat,aborderofembroideryonhiscloak,andablackvelvettunicbeneath;agentlemanadvancedinyears,withahardexperiencewritteninhiswrinkles。Hewasnotillfittedtobetheheadandrepresentativeofacommunity,whichoweditsoriginandprogress,anditspresentstateofdevelopment,nottotheimpulsesofyouth,buttothesternandtemperedenergiesofmanhood,andthesombresagacityofage; accomplishingsomuch,preciselybecauseitimaginedandhopedsolittle。Theothereminentcharacters,bywhomthechiefrulerwassurrounded,weredistinguishedbyadignityofmien,belongingtoaperiodwhentheformsofauthoritywerefelttopossessthesacrednessofDivineinstitutions。Theywere,doubtless,goodmen,just,andsage。But,outofthewholehumanfamily,itwouldnothavebeeneasytoselectthesamenumberofwiseandvirtuouspersons,whoshouldbelesscapableofsittinginjudgmentonanerringwoman’sheart,anddisentanglingitsmeshofgoodandevil,thanthesagesofrigidaspecttowardswhomHesterPrynnenowturnedherface。Sheseemedconscious,indeed,thatwhateversympathyshemightexpect,layinthelargerandwarmerheartofthemultitude;for,assheliftedhereyestowardsthebalcony,theunhappywomangrewpaleandtrembled。 ThevoicewhichhadcalledherattentionwasthatofthereverendandfamousJohnWilson,theeldestclergymanofBoston,agreatscholar,likemostofhiscontemporariesintheprofession,andwithalamanofkindandgenialspirit。Thislastattribute,however,hadbeenlesscarefullydevelopedthanhisintellectualgifts,andwas,intruth,ratheramatterofshamethanself—congratulationwithhim。 Therehestood,withaborderofgrizzledlocksbeneathhisskull—cap; whilehisgreyeyes,accustomedtotheshadedlightofhisstudy,werewinking,likethoseofHester’sinfant,intheunadulteratedsunshine。 Helookedlikethedarklyengravedportraitswhichweseeprefixedtooldvolumesofsermons;andhadnomorerightthanoneofthoseportraitswouldhave,tostepforth,ashenowdid,andmeddlewithaquestionofhumanguilt,passion,andanguish。 \"HesterPrynne,\"saidtheclergyman,\"Ihavestrivenwithmyyoungbrotherhere,underwhosepreachingoftheWordyouhavebeenprivilegedtosit\"—hereMr。Wilsonlaidhishandontheshoulderofapaleyoungmanbesidehim—\"Ihavesought,Isay,topersuadethisgodlyyouth,thatheshoulddealwithyou,hereinthefaceofHeaven,andbeforethesewiseanduprightrulers,andinhearingofallthepeople,astouchingthevilenessandblacknessofyoursin。KnowingyournaturaltemperbetterthanI,hecouldthebetterjudgewhatargumentstouse,whetheroftendernessorterror,suchasmightprevailoveryourhardnessandobstinacy;insomuchthatyoushouldnolongerhidethenameofhimwhotemptedyoutothisgrievousfall。Butheopposestome(withayoungman’sover—softness,albeitwisebeyondhisyears)thatitwerewrongingtheverynatureofwomantoforcehertolayopenherheart’ssecretsinsuchbroaddaylight,andinpresenceofsogreatamultitude。Truly,asI soughttoconvincehim,theshamelayinthecommissionofthesin,andnotintheshowingofitforth。Whatsayyoutoit,onceagain,brotherDimmesdale!Mustitbethou,orI,thatshalldealwiththispoorsinner’ssoul?\" Therewasamurmuramongthedignifiedandreverendoccupantsofthebalcony;andGovernorBellinghamgaveexpressiontoitspurport,speakinginanauthoritativevoice,althoughtemperedwithrespecttowardstheyouthfulclergymanwhomheaddressed。 \"GoodMasterDimmesdale,\"saidhe,\"theresponsibilityofthiswoman’ssoulliesgreatlywithyou。Itbehoovesyou,therefore,toexhorthertorepentance,andtoconfession,asaproofandconsequencethereof。\" ThedirectnessofthisappealdrewtheeyesofthewholecrowdupontheReverendMr。Dimmesdale;ayoungclergyman,whohadcomefromoneofthegreatEnglishuniversities,bringingallthelearningoftheageintoourwildforest—land。Hiseloquenceandreligiousfervourhadalreadygiventheearnestofhigheminenceinhisprofession。Hewasapersonofverystrikingaspect,withawhite,lofty,andimpendingbrow,large,brown,melancholyeyes,andamouthwhich,unlesswhenheforciblycompressedit,wasapttobetremulous,expressingbothnervoussensibilityandavastpowerofself—restraint。Notwithstandinghishighnativegiftsandscholar—likeattainments,therewasanairaboutthisyoungminister—anapprehensive,astartled,ahalf—frightenedlook—asofabeingwhofelthimselfquiteastrayandatalossinthepathwayofhumanexistence,andcouldonlybeateaseinsomeseclusionofhisown。 Therefore,sofarashisdutieswouldpermit,hetrodintheshadowybypaths,andthuskepthimselfsimpleandchildlike;comingforth,whenoccasionwas,withafreshness,andfragrance,anddewypurityofthought,which,asmanypeoplesaid,affectedthemlikethespeechofanangel。 SuchwastheyoungmanwhomtheReverendMr。WilsonandtheGovernorhadintroducedsoopenlytothepublicnotice,biddinghimspeak,inthehearingofallmen,tothatmysteryofawoman’ssoul,sosacredeveninitspollution。Thetryingnatureofhispositiondrovethebloodfromhischeek,andmadehislipstremulous。 \"Speaktothewoman,mybrother,\"saidMr。Wilson。\"Itisofmomenttohersoul,andtherefore,astheworshipfulGovernorsays,momentoustothineown,inwhosechargehersis。Exhorthertoconfessthetruth!\" TheReverendMr。Dimmesdalebenthishead,insilentprayer,asitseemed,andthencameforward。 \"HesterPrynne,\"saidhe,leaningoverthebalcony,andlookingdownsteadfastlyintohereyes,\"thouhearestwhatthisgoodmansays,andseesttheaccountabilityunderwhichIlabour。Ifthoufeelestittobeforthysoul’speace,andthatthyearthlypunishmentwilltherebybemademoreeffectualtosalvation,Ichargetheetospeakoutthenameofthyfellow—sinnerandfellow—sufferer!Benotsilentfromanymistakenpityandtendernessforhim;forbelieveme,Hester,thoughheweretostepdownfromahighplace,andstandtherebesidethee,onthypedestalofshame,yetbetterwereitso,thantohideaguiltyheartthroughlife。Whatcanthysilencedoforhim,exceptittempthim—yea,compelhim,asitwere—toaddhypocrisytosin?Heavenhathgrantedtheeanopenignominy,thattherebythoumayestworkoutanopentriumphovertheevilwithinthee,andthesorrowwithout。Takeheedhowthoudeniesttohim— who,perchance,hathnotthecouragetograspitforhimself—thebitter,butwholesome,cupthatisnowpresentedtothylips!\" Theyoungpastor’svoicewastremulouslysweet,rich,deep,andbroken。Thefeelingthatitsoevidentlymanifested,ratherthanthedirectpurportofthewords,causedittovibratewithinallhearts,andbroughtthelistenersintooneaccordofsympathy。Eventhepoorbaby,atHester’sbosom,wasaffectedbythesameinfluence;foritdirecteditshithertovacantgazetowardsMr。Dimmesdale,andheldupitslittlearms,withahalf—pleased,half—plaintivemurmur。Sopowerfulseemedtheminister’sappeal,thatthepeoplecouldnotbelievebutthatHesterPrynnewouldspeakouttheguiltyname;orelsethattheguiltyonehimself,inwhateverhighorlowlyplacehestood,wouldbedrawnforthbyaninwardandinevitablenecessity,andcompelledtoascendthescaffold。 Hestershookherhead。 \"Woman,transgressnotbeyondthelimitsofHeaven’smercy!\"criedtheReverendMr。Wilson,moreharshlythanbefore。\"Thatlittlebabehathbeengiftedwithavoice,tosecondandconfirmthecounselwhichthouhastheard。Speakoutthename!That,andthyrepentance,mayavailtotakethescarletletteroffthybreast。\" \"Never!\"repliedHesterPrynne,looking,notatMr。Wilson,butintothedeepandtroubledeyesoftheyoungerclergyman。\"Itistoodeeplybranded。Yecannottakeitoff。AndwouldthatImightendurehisagony,aswellasmine!\" \"Speak,woman!\"saidanothervoice,coldlyandsternly,proceedingfromthecrowdaboutthescaffold。\"Speak;andgiveyourchildafather!\" \"Iwillnotspeak!\"answeredHester,turningpaleasdeath,butrespondingtothisvoice,whichshetoosurelyrecognized。\"AndmychildmustseekaheavenlyFather;sheshallneverknowanearthlyone!\" \"Shewillnotspeak!\"murmuredMr。Dimmesdale,who,leaningoverthebalcony,withhishanduponhisheart,hadawaitedtheresultofhisappeal。Henowdrewback,withalongrespiration。\"Wondrousstrengthandgenerosityofawoman’sheart!Shewillnotspeak!\" Discerningtheimpractiblestateofthepoorculprit’smind,theelderclergyman,whohadcarefullypreparedhimselffortheoccasion,addressedtothemultitudeadiscourseonsin,inallitsbranches,butwithcontinualreferencetotheignominiousletter。Soforciblydidhedwelluponthissymbol,forthehourormoreduringwhichhisperiodswererollingoverthepeople’sheads,thatitassumednewterrorsintheirimagination,andseemedtoderiveitsscarlethuefromtheflamesoftheinfernalpit。HesterPrynne,meanwhile,keptherplaceuponthepedestalofshame,withglazedeyes,andanairofwearyindifference。Shehadborne,thatmorning,allthatnaturecouldendure;andashertemperamentwasnotoftheorderthatescapesfromtoointensesufferingbyaswoon,herspiritcouldonlyshelteritselfbeneathastonycrustofinsensibility,whilethefacultiesofanimalliferemainedentire。Inthisstate,thevoiceofthepreacherthunderedremorselessly,butunavailingly,uponherears。Theinfant,duringthelatterportionofherordeal,piercedtheairwithitswailingsandscreams;shestrovetohushit,mechanically,butseemedscarcelytosympathisewithitstrouble。Withthesameharddemeanour,shewasledbacktoprison,andvanishedfromthepublicgazewithinitsiron—clampedportal。Itwaswhispered,bythosewhopeeredafterher,thatthescarletletterthrewaluridgleamalongthedarkpassage—wayoftheinterior。 IV。 THEINTERVIEW。 AFTERherreturntotheprison,HesterPrynnewasfoundtobeinastateofnervousexcitementthatdemandedconstantwatchfulness,lestsheshouldperpetrateviolenceonherself,ordosomehalf—frenziedmischieftothepoorbabe。Asnightapproached,itprovingimpossibletoquellherinsubordinationbyrebukeorthreatsofpunishment,MasterBrackett,thejailer,thoughtfittointroduceaphysician。HedescribedhimasamanofskillinallChristianmodesofphysicalscience,andlikewisefamiliarwithwhateverthesavagepeoplecouldteach,inrespecttomedicinalherbsandrootsthatgrewintheforest。Tosaythetruth,therewasmuchneedofprofessionalassistance,notmerelyforHesterherself,butstillmoreurgentlyforthechild;who,drawingitssustenancefromthematernalbosom,seemedtohavedrankinwithitalltheturmoil,theanguishanddespair,whichpervadedthemother’ssystem。Itnowwrithedinconvulsionsofpain,andwasaforcibletype,initslittleframe,ofthemoralagonywhichHesterPrynnehadbornethroughouttheday。 Closelyfollowingthejailerintothedismalapartment,appearedthatindividualofsingularaspect,whosepresenceinthecrowdhadbeenofsuchdeepinteresttothewearerofthescarletletter。Hewaslodgedintheprison,notassuspectedofanyoffence,butasthemostconvenientandsuitablemodeofdisposingofhim,untilthemagistratesshouldhaveconferredwiththeIndiansagamoresrespectinghisransom。HisnamewasannouncedasRogerChillingworth。Thejailer,afterusheringhimintotheroom,remainedamoment,marvellingatthecomparativequietthatfollowedhisentrance;forHesterPrynnehadimmediatelybecomeasstillasdeath,althoughthechildcontinuedtomoan。 \"Prithee,friend,leavemealonewithmypatient,\"saidthepractitioner。\"Trustme,goodjailer,youshallbrieflyhavepeaceinyourhouse;and,Ipromiseyou,MistressPrynneshallhereafterbemoreamenabletojustauthoritythanyoumayhavefoundherheretofore。\" \"Nay,ifyourworshipcanaccomplishthat,\"answeredMasterBrackett,\"Ishallownyouforamanofskillindeed!Verily,thewomanhathbeenlikeapossessedone;andtherelackslittle,thatI shouldtakeinhandtodriveSatanoutofherwithstripes。\" Thestrangerhadenteredtheroomwiththecharacteristicquietudeoftheprofessiontowhichheannouncedhimselfasbelonging。Nordidhisdemeanourchange,whenthewithdrawaloftheprisonkeeperlefthimfacetofacewiththewoman,whoseabsorbednoticeofhim,inthecrowd,hadintimatedsoclosearelationbetweenhimselfandher。Hisfirstcarewasgiventothechild;whosecries,indeed,asshelaywrithingonthetrundle—bed,madeitofperemptorynecessitytopostponeallotherbusinesstothetaskofsoothingher。Heexaminedtheinfantcarefully,andthenproceededtounclaspaleatherncase,whichhetookfrombeneathhisdress。Itappearedtocontainmedicalpreparations,oneofwhichhemingledwithacupofwater。 \"Myoldstudiesinalchemy,\"observedhe,\"andmysojourn,foraboveayearpast,amongapeoplewellversedinthekindlypropertiesofsimples,havemadeabetterphysicianofmethanmanythatclaimthemedicaldegree。Here,woman!Thechildisyours—sheisnoneofmine—neitherwillsherecognisemyvoiceoraspectasafather’s。 Administerthisdraught,therefore,withthineownhand。\" Hesterrepelledtheofferedmedicine,atthesametimegazingwithstronglymarkedapprehensionintohisface。 \"Wouldstthouavengethyselfontheinnocentbabe?\"whisperedshe。 \"Foolishwoman!\"respondedthephysician,halfcoldly,halfsoothingly。\"Whatshouldailme,toharmthismisbegottenandmiserablebabe?Themedicineispotentforgood;andwereitmychild— yea,mineown,aswellasthine!—Icoulddonobetterforit。\" Asshestillhesitated,being,infact,innoreasonablestateofmind,hetooktheinfantinhisarms,andhimselfadministeredthedraught。Itsoonproveditsefficacy,andredeemedtheleech’spledge。 Themoansofthelittlepatientsubsided;itsconvulsivetossingsgraduallyceased;and,inafewmoments,asisthecustomofyoungchildrenafterrelieffrompain,itsankintoaprofoundanddewyslumber。Thephysician,ashehadafairrighttobetermed,nextbestowedhisattentiononthemother。Withcalmandintentscrutiny,hefeltherpulse,lookedintohereyes—agazethatmadeherheartshrinkandshudder,becausesofamiliar,andyetsostrangeandcold—and,finally,satisfiedwithhisinvestigation,proceededtomingleanotherdraught。 \"IknownotLethenorNepenthe,\"remarkedhe;\"butIhavelearnedmanynewsecretsinthewilderness,andhereisoneofthem—arecipethatanIndiantaughtme,inrequitalofsomelessonsofmyown,thatwereasoldasParacelsus。Drinkit!Itmaybelesssoothingthanasinlessconscience。ThatIcannotgivethee。Butitwillcalmtheswellandheavingofthypassion,likeoilthrownonthewavesofatempestuoussea。\" HepresentedthecuptoHester,whoreceiveditwithaslow,earnestlookintohisface;notpreciselyalookoffear,yetfullofdoubtandquestioning,astowhathispurposesmightbe。Shelookedalsoatherslumberingchild。 \"Ihavethoughtofdeath,\"saidshe—\"havewishedforit—wouldevenhaveprayedforit,wereitfitthatsuchasIshouldprayforanything。Yet,ifdeathbeinthiscup,Ibidtheethinkagain,erethoubeholdestmequaffit。See!Itisevennowatmylips。\" \"Drink,then,\"repliedhe,stillwiththesamecoldcomposure。\"Dostthouknowmesolittle,HesterPrynne?Aremypurposeswonttobesoshallow?EvenifIimagineaschemeofvengeance,whatcouldIdobetterformyobjectthantolettheelive—thantogivetheemedicinesagainstallharmandperiloflife—sothatthisburningshamemaystillblazeuponthybosom!\"Ashespoke,helaidhislongforefingeronthescarletletter,whichforthwithseemedtoscorchintoHester’sbreast,asifithadbeenred—hot。Henoticedherinvoluntarygesture,andsmiled。\"Live,therefore,andbearaboutthydoomwiththee,intheeyesofmenandwomen—intheeyesofhimwhomthoudidstcallthyhusband—intheeyesofyonderchild!And,thatthoumayestlive,takeoffthisdraught。\" Withoutfurtherexpostulationordelay,HesterPrynnedrainedthecup,and,atthemotionofthemanofskill,seatedherselfonthebedwherethechildwassleeping;whilehedrewtheonlychairwhichtheroomafforded,andtookhisownseatbesideher。Shecouldnotbuttrembleatthesepreparations;forshefeltthat—havingnowdoneallthathumanity,orprinciple,or,ifsoitwere,arefinedcruelty,impelledhimtodo,forthereliefofphysicalsuffering—hewasnexttotreatwithherasthemanwhomshehadmostdeeplyandirreparablyinjured。 \"Hester,\"saidhe,\"Iasknotwherefore,norhow,thouhastfallenintothepit,orsay,rather,thouhastascendedtothepedestalofinfamy,onwhichIfoundthee。Thereasonisnotfartoseek。Itwasmyfolly,andthyweakness。I—amanofthought—thebookwormofgreatlibraries—amanalreadyindecay,havinggivenmybestyearstofeedthehungrydreamofknowledge—whathadItodowithyouthandbeautylikethineown!Misshapenfrommybirth—hour,howcouldI deludemyselfwiththeideathatintellectualgiftsmightveilphysicaldeformityinayounggirl’sfantasy!Mencallmewise。Ifsageswereeverwiseintheirownbehoof,Imighthaveforeseenallthis。Imighthaveknownthat,asIcameoutofthevastanddismalforest,andenteredthissettlementofChristianmen,theveryfirstobjecttomeetmyeyeswouldbethyself,HesterPrynne,standingup,astatueofignominy,beforethepeople。Nay,fromthemomentwhenwecamedowntheoldchurchstepstogether,amarriedpair,Imighthavebeheldthebale—fireofthatscarletletterblazingattheendofourpath!\" \"Thouknowest,\"saidHester—for,depressedasshewas,shecouldnotendurethislastquietstabatthetokenofhershame—\"thouknowestthatIwasfrankwiththee。Ifeltnolove,norfeignedany。\" \"True,\"repliedhe。\"Itwasmyfolly!Ihavesaidit。But,uptothatepochofmylife,Ihadlivedinvain。Theworldhadbeensocheerless!Myheartwasahabitationlargeenoughformanyguests,butlonelyandchill,andwithoutahouseholdfire。Ilongedtokindleone!Itseemednotsowildadream—oldasIwas,andsombreasIwas,andmisshapenasIwas—thatthesimplebliss,whichisscatteredfarandwide,forallmankindtogatherup,mightyetbemine。Andso,Hester,Idrewtheeintomyheart,intoitsinnermostchamber,andsoughttowarmtheebythewarmthwhichthypresencemadethere!\" \"Ihavegreatlywrongedthee,\"murmuredHester。 \"Wehavewrongedeachother,\"answeredhe。\"Minewasthefirstwrong,whenIbetrayedthybuddingyouthintoafalseandunnaturalrelationwithmydecay。Therefore,asamanwhohasnotthoughtandphilosophisedinvain,Iseeknovengeance,plotnoevilagainstthee。 Betweentheeandmethescalehangsfairlybalanced。But,Hester,themanliveswhohaswrongedusboth!Whoishe?\" \"Askmenot!\"repliedHesterPrynne,lookingfirmlyintohisface。 \"Thatthoushaltneverknow!\" \"Never,sayestthou?\"rejoinedhe,withasmileofdarkandself—relyingintelligence。\"Neverknowhim!Believeme,Hester,therearefewthings—whetherintheoutwardworld,or,toacertaindepth,intheinvisiblesphereofthought—fewthingshiddenfromthemanwhodevoteshimselfearnestlyandunreservedlytothesolutionofamystery。Thoumayestcoverupthysecretfromthepryingmultitude。Thoumayestconcealit,too,fromtheministersandmagistrates,evenasthoudidstthisday,whentheysoughttowrenchthenameoutofthyheart,andgivetheeapartneronthypedestal。 But,asforme,Icometotheinquestwithothersensesthantheypossess。Ishallseekthisman,asIhavesoughttruthinbooks;asIhavesoughtgoldinalchemy。Thereisasympathythatwillmakemeconsciousofhim。Ishallseehimtremble。Ishallfeelmyselfshudder,suddenlyandunawares。Soonerorlater,hemustneedsbemine!\" Theeyesofthewrinkledscholarglowedsointenselyuponher,thatHesterPrynneclaspedherhandsoverherheart,dreadinglestheshouldreadthesecretthereatonce。 \"Thouwiltnotrevealhisname?Notthelessheismine,\"resumedhe,withalookofconfidence,asifdestinywereatonewithhim。\"Hebearsnoletterofinfamywroughtintohisgarment,asthoudost; butIshallreaditonhisheart。Yetfearnotforhim!ThinknotthatIshallinterferewithHeaven’sownmethodofretribution,or,tomyownloss,betrayhimtothegripeofhumanlaw。NeitherdothouimaginethatIshallcontriveaughtagainsthislife;no,noragainsthisfame,if,asIjudge,hebeamanoffairrepute。Lethimlive!Lethimhidehimselfinoutwardhonour,ifhemay!Notthelessheshallbemine!\" \"Thyactsarelikemercy,\"saidHester,bewilderedandappalled。 \"Butthywordsinterprettheeasaterror!\"