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类别:其他 作者:Nathaniel Hawthorne字数:11834更新时间:19/01/07 14:54:06
HesterPrynnewasnowfullysensibleofthedeepinjuryforwhichshewasresponsibletothisunhappyman,inpermittinghimtolieforsomanyyears,or,indeed,forasinglemoment,atthemercyofonewhosepurposescouldnotbeotherthanmalevolent。Theverycontiguityofhisenemy,beneathwhatevermaskthelattermightconcealhimself,wasenoughtodisturbthemagneticsphereofabeingsosensitiveasArthurDimmesdale。TherehadbeenaperiodwhenHesterwaslessalivetothisconsideration;or,perhaps,inthemisanthropyofherowntrouble,shelefttheministertobearwhatshemightpicturetoherselfasamoretolerabledoom。Butoflate,sincethenightofhisvigil,allhersympathiestowardshimhadbeenbothsoftenedandinvigorated。Shenowreadhisheartmoreaccurately。Shedoubtednot,thatthecontinualpresenceofRogerChillingworththesecretpoisonofhismalignity,infectingalltheairabouthim—andhisauthorisedinterference,asaphysician,withtheminister’sphysicalandspiritualinfirmities—thatthesebadopportunitieshadbeenturnedtoacruelpurpose。Bymeansofthem,thesufferer’sconsciencehadbeenkeptinanirritatedstate,thetendencyofwhichwas,nottocurebywholesomepain,buttodisorganiseandcorrupthisspiritualbeing。Itsresult,onearth,couldhardlyfailtobeinsanity,andhereafter,thateternalalienationfromtheGoodandTrue,ofwhichmadnessisperhapstheearthlytype。 Suchwastheruintowhichshehadbroughttheman,once—nay,whyshouldwenotspeakit?—stillsopassionatelyloved!Hesterfeltthatthesacrificeoftheclergyman’sgoodname,anddeathitself,asshehadalreadytoldRogerChillingworth,wouldhavebeeninfinitelypreferabletothealternativewhichshehadtakenuponherselftochoose。Andnow,ratherthanhavehadthisgrievouswrongtoconfess,shewouldgladlyhavelaindownontheforest—leaves,anddiedthere,atArthurDimmesdale’sfeet。 \"OArthur,\"criedshe,\"forgiveme!Inallthingselse,Ihavestriventobetrue!TruthwastheonevirtuewhichImighthaveheldfast,anddidholdfast,throughallextremity;savewhenthygood— thylifethyfame—wereputinquestion!ThenIconsentedtoadeception。Butalieisnevergood,eventhoughdeaththreatenontheotherside!DostthounotseewhatIwouldsay?Thatoldman!—thephysician!—hewhomtheycallRogerChillingworth!—hewasmyhusband!\" Theministerlookedather,foraninstant,withallthatviolenceofpassion,which—intermixed,inmoreshapesthanone,withhishigher,purer,softerqualities—was,infact,theportionofhimwhichtheDevilclaimed,andthroughwhichhesoughttowintherest。NeverwasthereablackerorafiercerfrownthanHesternowencountered。Forthebriefspacethatitlasted,itwasadarktransfiguration。Buthischaracterhadbeensomuchenfeebledbysuffering,thatevenitslowerenergieswereincapableofmorethanatemporarystruggle。Hesankdownontheground,andburiedhisfaceinhishands。 \"Imighthaveknownit,\"murmuredhe。\"Ididknowit!Wasnotthesecrettoldme,inthenaturalrecoilofmyheart,atthefirstsightofhim,andasoftenasIhaveseenhimsince?WhydidInotunderstand?OHesterPrynne,thoulittle,littleknowestallthehorrorofthisthing!Andtheshame!—theindelicacy!—thehorribleuglinessofthisexposureofasickandguiltyhearttotheveryeyethatwouldgloatoverit?Woman,woman,thouareaccountableforthis! Icannotforgivethee!\" \"Thoushaltforgiveme!\"criedHester,flingingherselfonthefallenleavesbesidehim。\"LetGodpunish!Thoushaltforgive!\" Withsuddenanddesperatetenderness,shethrewherarmsaroundhim,andpressedhisheadagainstherbosom;littlecaringthoughhischeekrestedonthescarletletter。Hewouldhavereleasedhimself,butstroveinvaintodoso。Hesterwouldnotsethimfree,lestheshouldlookhersternlyintheface。Alltheworldhadfrownedonher—forsevenlongyearshaditfrowneduponthislonelywoman—andstillsheboreitall,noreveronceturnedawayherfirm,sadeyes。Heaven,likewise,hadfrowneduponher,andshehadnotdied。Butthefrownofthispale,weak,sinful,andsorrow—strickenmanwaswhatHestercouldnotbear,andlive! \"Wiltthouyetforgiveme?\"sherepeated,overandoveragain。\"Wiltthounotfrown?Wiltthouforgive?\" \"Idoforgiveyou,Hester,\"repliedtheminister,atlength,withadeeputterance,outofanabyssofsadness,butnoanger。\"I freelyforgiveyounow。MayGodforgiveusboth!Wearenot,Hester,theworstsinnersintheworld。Thereisoneworsethaneventhepollutedpriest!Thatoldman’srevengehasbeenblackerthanmysin。Hehasviolated,incoldblood,thesanctityofahumanheart。 ThouandI,Hester,neverdidso!\" \"Never,never!\"whisperedshe。\"Whatwedidhadaconsecrationofitsown。Wefeltitso!Wesaidsotoeachother!Hastthouforgottenit?\" \"Hush,Hester!\"saidArthurDimmesdale,risingfromtheground。\"No; Ihavenotforgotten!\" Theysatdownagain,sidebyside,andhandclaspedinhand,onthemossytrunkofthefallentree。Lifehadneverbroughtthemagloomierhour;itwasthepointwhithertheirpathwayhadsolongbeentending,anddarkeningever,asitstolealong;andyetitenclosedacharmthatmadethemlingeruponit,andclaimanother,andanother,and,afterall,anothermoment。Theforestwasobscurearoundthem,andcreakedwithablastthatwaspassingthroughit。Theboughsweretossingheavilyabovetheirheads;whileonesolemnoldtreegroaneddolefullytoanother,asiftellingthesadstoryofthepairthatsatbeneath,orconstrainedtoforbodeeviltocome。 Andyettheylingered。Howdrearylookedtheforest—trackthatledbackwardtothesettlement,whereHesterPrynnemusttakeupagaintheburdenofherignominy,andtheministerthehollowmockeryofhisgoodname!Sotheylingeredaninstantlonger。Nogoldenlighthadeverbeensopreciousasthegloomofthisdarkforest。Here,seenonlybyhiseyes,thescarletletterneednotburnintothebosomofthefallenwoman!Here,seenonlybyhereyes,ArthurDimmesdale,falsetoGodandman,mightbeforonemomenttrue! Hestartedatathoughtthatsuddenlyoccurredtohim。 \"Hester,\"criedhe,\"hereisanewhorror!RogerChillingworthknowsyourpurposetorevealhistruecharacter。Willhecontinue,then,tokeepoursecret?Whatwillnowbethecourseofhisrevenge?\" \"Thereisastrangesecrecyinhisnature,\"repliedHesterthoughtfully;\"andithasgrownuponhimbythehiddenpracticesofhisrevenge。Ideemitnotlikelythathewillbetraythesecret。Hewilldoubtlessseekothermeansofsatiatinghisdarkpassion。\" \"AndI!—howamItolivelonger,breathingthesameairwiththisdeadlyenemy?\"exclaimedArthurDimmesdale,shrinkingwithinhimself,andpressinghishandnervouslyagainsthisheart—agesturethathadgrowninvoluntarywithhim。\"Thinkforme,Hester! Thouartstrong。Resolveforme!\" \"Thoumustdwellnolongerwiththisman,\"saidHester,slowlyandfirmly。\"Thyheartmustbenolongerunderhisevileye!\" \"Itwerefarworsethandeath!\"repliedtheminister。\"Buthowtoavoidit?Whatchoiceremainstome?ShallIliedownagainonthesewitheredleaves,whereIcastmyselfwhenthoudidsttellmewhathewas?MustIsinkdownthere,anddieatonce?\" \"Alas,whataruinhasbefallenthee!\"saidHester,withthetears,gushingintohereyes。\"Wiltthoudieforveryweakness? Thereisnoothercause!\" \"ThejudgmentofGodisonme,\"answeredtheconscience—strickenpriest。\"Itistoomightyformetostrugglewith!\" \"Heavenwouldshowmercy,\"rejoinedHester,\"hadstthoubutthestrengthtotakeadvantageofit。\" \"Bethoustrongforme!\"answeredhe。\"Advisemewhattodo。\" \"Istheworld,then,sonarrow?\"exclaimedHesterPrynne,fixingherdeepeyesontheminister’s,andinstinctivelyexercisingamagneticpoweroveraspiritsoshatteredandsubduedthatitcouldhardlyholditselferect。\"Doththeuniverseliewithinthecompassofyondertown,whichonlyalittletimeagowasbutaleaf—strewndesert,aslonelyasthisaroundus?Whitherleadsyonderforest—track? Backwardtothesettlement,thousayest!Yes;butonward,too! Deeperitgoes,anddeeper,intothewilderness,lessplainlytobeseenateverystep;until,somefewmileshence,theyellowleaveswillshownovestigeofthewhiteman’stread。Therethouartfree!Sobriefajourneywouldbringtheefromaworldwherethouhastbeenmostwretched,toonewherethoumayeststillbehappy!IstherenotshadeenoughinallthisboundlessforesttohidethyheartfromthegazeofRogerChillingworth?\" \"Yes,Hester;butonlyunderthefallenleaves!\"repliedtheminister,withasadsmile。 \"Thenthereisthebroadpathwayofthesea!\"continuedHester。 \"Itbroughttheehither。Ifthousochoose,itwillbeartheebackagain。Inournativeland,whetherinsomeremoteruralvillageorinvastLondon—or,surely,inGermany,inFrance,inpleasantItaly—thouwouldstbebeyondhispowerandknowledge!Andwhathastthoutodowithalltheseironmen,andtheiropinions?Theyhavekeptthybetterpartinbondagetoolongalready!\" \"Itcannotbe!\"answeredtheminister,listeningasifhewerecalledupontorealiseadream。\"Iampowerlesstogo!WretchedandsinfulasIam,IhavehadnootherthoughtthantodragonmyearthlyexistenceinthespherewhereProvidencehathplacedme。Lostasmyownsoulis,IwouldstilldowhatImayforotherhumansouls!Idarenotquitmypost,thoughanunfaithfulsentinel,whosesurerewardisdeathanddishonour,whenhisdrearywatchshallcometoanend!\" \"Thouartcrushedunderthissevenyears’weightofmisery,\"repliedHester,ferventlyresolvedtobuoyhimupwithherownenergy。\"Butthoushaltleaveitallbehindthee!Itshallnotcumberthysteps,asthoutreadestalongtheforest—path;neithershaltthoufreighttheshipwithit,ifthouprefertocrossthesea。Leavethiswreckandruinherewhereithathhappened。Meddlenomorewithit!Beginallanew!Hastthouexhaustedpossibilityinthefailureofthisonetrial?Notso!Thefutureisyetfulloftrialandsuccess。Thereishappinesstobeenjoyed!Thereisgoodtobedone!Exchangethisfalselifeofthineforatrueone。Be,ifthyspiritsummontheetosuchamission,theteacherandapostleoftheredmen。Or—asismorethynature—beascholarandasageamongthewisestandthemostrenownedofthecultivatedworld。Preach!Write!Act!Doanything,savetoliedownanddie!GiveupthisnameofArthurDimmesdale,andmakethyselfanother,andahighone,suchasthoucanstwearwithoutfearorshame。Whywouldstthoutarrysomuchasoneotherdayinthetormentsthathavesognawedintothylife!—thathavemadetheefeebletowillandtodo!—thatwillleavetheepowerlesseventorepent!Up,andaway!\" \"OHester!\"criedArthurDimmesdale,inwhoseeyesafitfullight,kindledbyherenthusiasm,flashedupanddiedaway,\"thoutellestofrunningaracetoamanwhosekneesaretotteringbeneathhim!I mustdiehere!Thereisnotthestrengthorcourageleftmetoventureintothewide,strange,difficultworld,alone!\" Itwasthelastexpressionofthedespondencyofabrokenspirit。Helackedenergytograspthebetterfortunethatseemedwithinhisreach。 Herepeatedtheword。 \"Alone,Hester!\" \"Thoushaltnotgoalone!\"answeredshe,inadeepwhisper。 Then,allwasspoken! XVIII。 AFLOODOFSUNSHINE。 ARTHURDIMMESDALEgazedintoHester’sfacewithalookinwhichhopeandjoyshoneout,indeed,butwithfearbetwixtthem,andakindofhorroratherboldness,whohadspokenwhathevaguelyhintedat,butdarednotspeak。 ButHesterPrynne,withamindofnativecourageandactivity,andforsolongaperiodnotmerelyestranged,butoutlawed,fromsociety,hadhabituatedherselftosuchlatitudeofspeculationaswasaltogetherforeigntotheclergyman。Shehadwandered,withoutruleorguidance,inamoralwilderness;asvast,asintricateandshadowy,astheuntamedforest,amidthegloomofwhichtheywerenowholdingacolloquythatwastodecidetheirfate。Herintellectandhearthadtheirhome,asitwere,indesertplaces,wheresheroamedasfreelyasthewildIndianinhiswoods。Foryearspastshehadlookedfromthisestrangedpointofviewathumaninstitutions,andwhateverpriestsorlegislatorshadestablished;criticisingallwithhardlymorereverencethantheIndianwouldfeelfortheclericalband,thejudicialrobe,thepillory,thegallows,thefireside,orthechurch。Thetendencyofherfateandfortuneshadbeentosetherfree。Thescarletletterwasherpassportintoregionswhereotherwomendarednottread。Shame,Despair,Solitude!Thesehadbeenherteachers—sternandwildones—andtheyhadmadeherstrong,buttaughthermuchamiss。 Theminister,ontheotherhand,hadnevergonethroughanexperiencecalculatedtoleadhimbeyondthescopeofgenerallyreceivedlaws;although,inasingleinstance,hehadsofearfullytransgressedoneofthemostsacredofthem。Butthishadbeenasinofpassion,notofprinciple,norevenpurpose。Sincethatwretchedepoch,hehadwatched,withmorbidzealandminuteness,nothisacts—forthoseitwaseasytoarrange—buteachbreathofemotion,andhiseverythought。Attheheadofthesocialsystem,astheclergymanofthatdaystood,hewasonlythemoretrammelledbyitsregulations,itsprinciples,andevenitsprejudices。Asapriest,theframeworkofhisorderinevitablyhemmedhimin。Asamanwhohadoncesinned,butwhokepthisconscienceallaliveandpainfullysensitivebythefrettingofanunhealedwound,hemighthavebeensupposedsaferwithinthelineofvirtuethanifhehadneversinnedatall。 Thus,weseemtoseethat,asregardedHesterPrynne,thewholesevenyearsofoutlawandignominyhadbeenlittleotherthanapreparationforthisveryhour。ButArthurDimmesdale!Weresuchamanoncemoretofall,whatpleacouldbeurgedinextenuationofhiscrime?None;unlessitavailhimsomewhat,thathewasbrokendownbylongandexquisitesuffering;thathismindwasdarkenedandconfusedbytheveryremorsewhichharrowedit;that,betweenfleeingasanavowedcriminal,andremainingasahypocrite,consciencemightfindithardtostrikethebalance;thatitwashumantoavoidtheperilofdeathandinfamy,andtheinscrutablemachinationsofanenemy;that,finally,tothispoorpilgrim,onhisdrearyanddesertpath,faint,sick,miserable,thereappearedaglimpseofhumanaffectionandsympathy,anewlife,andatrueone,inexchangefortheheavydoomwhichhewasnowexpiating。Andbethesternandsadtruthspoken,thatthebreachwhichguilthasoncemadeintothehumansoulisnever,inthismortalstate,repaired。 Itmaybewatchedandguarded;sothattheenemyshallnotforcehiswayagainintothecitadel,andmighteven,inhissubsequentassaults,selectsomeotheravenue,inpreferencetothatwherehehadformerlysucceeded。Butthereisstilltheruinedwall,and,nearit,thestealthytreadofthefoethatwouldwinoveragainhisunforgottentriumph。 Thestruggle,iftherewereone,neednotbedescribed。Letitsuffice,thattheclergymanresolvedtoflee,andnotalone。 \"If,inallthesepastsevenyears,\"thoughthe,\"Icouldrecalloneinstantofpeaceorhope,Iwouldyetendure,forthesakeofthatearnestofHeaven’smercy。Butnow—sinceIamirrevocablydoomed— whereforeshouldInotsnatchthesolaceallowedtothecondemnedculpritbeforehisexecution?Or,ifthisbethepathtoabetterlife,asHesterwouldpersuademe,Isurelygiveupnofairerprospectbypursuingit!NeithercanIanylongerlivewithouthercompanionship;sopowerfulisshetosustain—sotendertosoothe!O ThoutowhomIdarenotliftmineeyes,wiltThouyetpardonme!\" \"Thouwiltgo!\"saidHestercalmly,ashemetherglance。 Thedecisiononcemade,aglowofstrangeenjoymentthrewitsflickeringbrightnessoverthetroubleofhisbreast。Itwastheexhilaratingeffect—uponaprisonerjustescapedfromthedungeonofhisownheart—ofbreathingthewild,freeatmosphereofanunredeemed,unchristianised,lawlessregion。Hisspiritrose,asitwere,withabound,andattainedanearerprospectofthesky,thanthroughoutallthemiserywhichhadkepthimgrovellingontheearth。Ofadeeplyreligioustemperament,therewasinevitablyatingeofthedevotionalinhismind。 \"DoIfeeljoyagain?\"criedhe,wonderingathimself。\"Methoughtthegermofitwasdeadinme!OHester,thouartmybetterangel!I seemtohaveflungmyself—sick,sin—stained,andsorrow—blackened— downupontheseforest—leaves,andtohaverisenupallmadeanew,andwithnewpowerstoglorifyHimthathathbeenmerciful!Thisisalreadythebetterlife!Whydidwenotfinditsooner?\" \"Letusnotlookback,\"answeredHesterPrynne。\"thepastisgone! Whereforeshouldwelingeruponitnow?See!Withthissymbol,I undoitall,andmakeitasithadneverbeen!\" Sospeaking,sheundidtheclaspthatfastenedthescarletletter,and,takingitfromherbosom,threwittoadistanceamongthewitheredleaves。Themystictokenalightedonthehithervergeofthestream。Withahand’sbreadthfartherflightitwouldhavefallenintothewater,andhavegiventhelittlebrookanotherwoetocarryonward,besidestheunintelligibletalewhichitstillkeptmurmuringabout。Buttherelaytheembroideredletter,glitteringlikealostjewel,whichsomeill—fatedwanderermightpickup,andthenceforthbehauntedbystrangephantomsofguilt,sinkingsoftheheart,andunaccountablemisfortune。 Thestigmagone,Hesterheavedalong,deepsigh,inwhichtheburdenofshameandanguishdepartedfromherspirit。Oh,exquisiterelief!Shehadnotknowntheweight,untilshefeltthefreedom!Byanotherimpulse,shetookofftheformalcapthatconfinedherhair; anddownitfelluponhershoulders,darkandrich,withatonceashadowandalightinitsabundance,andimpartingthecharmofsoftnesstoherfeatures。Thereplayedaroundhermouth,andbeamedoutofhereyes,aradiantandtendersmile,thatseemedgushingfromtheveryheartofwomanhood。Acrimsonflushwasglowingonhercheek,thathadbeenlongsopale。Hersex,heryouth,andthewholerichnessofthebeauty,camebackfromwhatmencalltheirrevocablepast,andclusteredthemselves,withhermaidenhope,andahappinessbeforeunknown,withinthemagiccircleofthishour。And,asifthegloomoftheearthandskyhadbeenbuttheeffluenceofthesetwomortalhearts,itvanishedwiththeirsorrow。Allatonce,aswithasuddensmileofheaven,forthburstthesunshine,pouringaveryfloodintotheobscureforest,gladdeningeachgreenleaf,transmutingtheyellowfallenonestogold,andgleamingadownthegreytrunksofthesolemntrees。Theobjectsthathadmadeashadowhitherto,embodiedthebrightnessnow。Thecourseofthelittlebrookmightbetracedbyitsmerrygleamafarintothewood’sheartofmystery,whichhadbecomeamysteryofjoy。 SuchwasthesympathyofNature—thatwild,heathenNatureoftheforest,neversubjugatedbyhumanlaw,norilluminedbyhighertruth—withtheblissofthesetwospirits!Love,whethernewlyborn,orarousedfromadeath—likeslumber,mustalwayscreateasunshine,fillingtheheartsofullofradiance,thatitoverflowsupontheoutwardworld。Hadtheforeststillkeptitsgloom,itwouldhavebeenbrightinHester’seyes,andbrightinArthurDimmesdale’s! Hesterlookedathimwiththethrillofanotherjoy。 \"ThoumustknowPearl!\"saidshe。\"OurlittlePearl!Thouhastseenher—yes,Iknowit!—butthouwiltseehernowwithothereyes。Sheisastrangechild!Ihardlycomprehendher!Butthouwiltloveherdearly,asIdo,andwiltadvisemehowtodealwithher。\" \"Dostthouthinkthechildwillbegladtoknowme?\"askedtheminister,somewhatuneasily。\"Ihavelongshrunkfromchildren,becausetheyoftenshowadistrust—abackwardnesstobefamiliarwithme。IhaveevenbeenafraidoflittlePearl!\" \"Ah,thatwassad!\"answeredthemother。\"Butshewilllovetheedearly,andthouher。Sheisnotfaroff。Iwillcallher!Pearl! Pearl!\" \"Iseethechild,\"observedtheminister。\"Yondersheis,standinginastreakofsunshine,agoodwayoff,ontheothersideofthebrook,Sothouthinkestthechildwillloveme?\" Hestersmiled,andagaincalledtoPearl,whowasvisible,atsomedistance,astheministerhaddescribedher,likeabright—apparelledvision,inasunbeam,whichfelldownuponherthroughanarchofboughs。Therayquiveredtoandfro,makingherfiguredimordistinct—nowlikearealchild,nowlikeachild’sspirit—asthesplendourwentandcameagain。Sheheardhermother’svoice,andapproachedslowlythroughtheforest。 Pearlhadnotfoundthehourpasswearisomely,whilehermothersattalkingwiththeclergyman。Thegreatblackforest—sternasitshoweditselftothosewhobroughttheguiltandtroublesoftheworldintoitsbosom—becametheplaymateofthelonelyinfant,aswellasitknewhow。Sombreasitwas,itputonthekindestofitsmoodstowelcomeher。Itofferedherthepartridge—berries,thegrowthoftheprecedingautumn,butripeningonlyinthespring,andnowredasdropsofblooduponthewitheredleaves。ThesePearlgathered,andwaspleasedwiththeirwildflavour。Thesmalldenizensofthewildernesshardlytookpainstomoveoutofherpath。Apartridge,indeed,withabroodoftenbehindher,ranforwardthreatingly,butsoonrepentedofherfierceness,andcluckedtoheryoungonesnottobeafraid。Apigeon,aloneonalowbranch,allowedPearltocomebeneath,andutteredasoundasmuchofgreetingasalarm。Asquirrel,fromtheloftydepthsofhisdomestictree,chatteredeitherinangerormerriment—forasquirrelissuchacholericandhumorouslittlepersonage,thatitishardtodistinguishbetweenhismoods—sohechatteredatthechild,andflungdownanutuponherhead。Itwasalastyear’snut,andalreadygnawedbyhissharptooth。Afox,startledfromhissleepbyherlightfootstepontheleaves,lookedinquisitivelyatPearl,asdoubtingwhetheritwerebettertostealoff,orrenewhisnaponthesamespot。Awolf,itissaid—butherethetalehassurelylapsedintotheimprobable—cameup,andsmeltofPearl’srobe,andofferedhissavageheadtobepattedbyherhand。 Thetruthseemstobe,however,thatthemother—forest,andthesewildthingswhichitnourished,allrecognisedakindredwildnessinthehumanchild。 Andshewasgentlerherethaninthegrassy—marginedstreetsofthesettlement,orinhermother’scottage。Theflowersappearedtoknowit;andoneandanotherwhisperedasshepassed,\"Adornthyselfwithme,thoubeautifulchild,adornthyselfwithme!\"—and,topleasethem,Pearlgatheredtheviolets,andanemones,andcolumbines,andsometwigsofthefreshestgreen,whichtheoldtreeshelddownbeforehereyes。Withtheseshedecoratedherhair,andheryoungwaist,andbecameanymph—child,oraninfantdryad,orwhateverelsewasinclosestsympathywiththeantiquewood。InsuchguisehadPearladornedherself,whensheheardhermother’svoice,andcameslowlyback。 Slowly;forshesawtheclergyman! XIX。 THECHILDATTHEBROOK—SIDE。 \"THOUwiltloveherdearly,\"repeatedHesterPrynne,assheandtheministersatwatchinglittlePearl。\"Dostthounotthinkherbeautiful?Andseewithwhatnaturalskillshehasmadethosesimpleflowersadornher!Hadshegatheredpearls,anddiamonds,andrubies,inthewood,theycouldnothavebecomeherbetter。Sheisasplendidchild!ButIknowwhosebrowshehas!\" \"Dostthouknow,Hester,\"saidArthurDimmesdale,withanunquietsmile,\"thatthisdearchild,trippingaboutalwaysatthyside,hathcausedmemanyanalarm?Methought—OHester,whatathoughtisthat,andhowterribletodreadit!—thatmyownfeatureswerepartlyrepeatedinherface,andsostrikinglythattheworldmightseethem!Butsheismostlythine!\" \"No,no!Notmostly!\"answeredthemother,withatendersmile。\"A littlelongerandthouneedestnotbeafraidtotracewhosechildsheis。Buthowstrangelybeautifulshelooks,withthosewildflowersinherhair!Itisasifoneofthefairies,whomweleftinourdearoldEngland,haddeckedherouttomeetus。\" Itwaswithafeelingwhichneitherofthemhadeverbeforeexperienced,thattheysatandwatchedPearl’sslowadvance。Inherwasvisiblethetiethatunitedthem。Shehadbeenofferedtotheworld,thesesevenyearspast,asthelivinghieroglyphic,inwhichwasrevealedthesecrettheysodarklysoughttohide—allwritteninthissymbol—allplainlymanifest—hadtherebeenaprophetormagicianskilledtoreadthecharacterofflame!AndPearlwastheonenessoftheirbeing。Betheforegoneevilwhatitmight,howcouldtheydoubtthattheirearthlylivesandfuturedestinieswereconjoined,whentheybeheldatoncethematerialunion,andthespiritualidea,inwhomtheymet,andweretodwellimmortallytogether?Thoughtslikethese—andperhapsotherthoughts,whichtheydidnotacknowledgeordefine—threwanaweaboutthechild,asshecameonward。 \"Letherseenothingstrange—nopassionnoreagerness—inthywayofaccostingher,\"whisperedHester。\"OurPearlisafitfulandfantasticlittleelf,sometimes。Especially,sheisseldomtolerantofemotion,whenshedoesnotfullycomprehendthewhyandwherefore。Butthechildhathstrongaffections!Shelovesme,andwilllovethee!\" \"Thoucanstnotthink,\"saidtheminister,glancingasideatHesterPrynne,\"howmyheartdreadsthisinterview,andyearnsforit! But,intruth,asIalreadytoldthee,childrenarenotreadilywontobefamiliarwithme。Theywillnotclimbmyknee,norprattleinmyear,noranswertomysmile;butstandapart,andeyemestrangely。 Evenlittlebabes,whenItaketheminmyarms,weepbitterly。YetPearl,twiceinherlittlelifetime,hathbeenkindtome!Thefirsttime—thouknowestitwell!ThelastwaswhenthouledstherwiththeetothehouseofyondersternoldGovernor。\" \"Andthoudidstpleadsobravelyinherbehalfandmine!\"answeredthemother。\"Irememberit;andsoshalllittlePearl。Fearnothing! Shemaybestrangeandshyatfirst,butwillsoonlearntolovethee!\" BythistimePearlhadreachedthemarginofthebrook,andstoodonthefartherside,gazingsilentlyatHesterandtheclergyman,whostillsattogetheronthemossytree—trunk,waitingtoreceiveher。 Justwhereshehadpaused,thebrookchancedtoformapool,sosmoothandquietthatitreflectedaperfectimageofherlittlefigure,withallthebrilliantpicturesquenessofherbeauty,initsadornmentofflowersandwreathedfoliage,butmorerefinedandspiritualisedthanthereality。Thisimage,sonearlyidenticalwiththelivingPearl,seemedtocommunicatesomewhatofitsownshadowyandintangiblequalitytothechildherself。Itwasstrange,thewayinwhichPearlstood,lookingsosteadfastlyatthemthroughthedimmediumoftheforest—gloom;herself,meanwhile,allglorifiedwitharayofsunshine,thatwasattractedthitherwardasbyacertainsympathy。Inthebrookbeneathstoodanotherchild—anotherandthesame—withlikewiseitsrayofgoldenlight。Hesterfeltherself,insomeindistinctandtantalisingmanner,estrangedfromPearl;asifthechild,inherlonely,ramblethroughtheforest,hadstrayedoutofthesphereinwhichsheandhermotherdwelttogether,andwasnowvainlyseekingtoreturntoit。