Chapter1
Iscarcelyknowwheretobegin,thoughIsometimesfacetiouslyplacethecauseofitalltoCharleyFuruseth’scredit。HekeptasummercottageinMillValley,undertheshadowofMountTamalpais,andneveroccupieditexceptwhenheloafedthroughthewintermonthsandreadNietzscheandSchopenhauertoresthisbrain。Whensummercameon,heelectedtosweatoutahotanddustyexistenceinthecityandtotoilincessantly。HaditnotbeenmycustomtorunuptoseehimeverySaturdayafternoonandtostopovertillMondaymorning,thisparticularJanuaryMondaymorningwouldnothavefoundmeafloatonSanFranciscoBay。
NotbutthatIwasafloatinasafecraft,fortheMartinezwasanewferry—steamer,makingherfourthorfifthtripontherunbetweenSausalitoandSanFrancisco。Thedangerlayintheheavyfogwhichblanketedthebay,andofwhich,asalandsman,Ihadlittleapprehension。Infact,Iremembertheplacidexaltationwithwhichtookupmypositionontheforwardupperdeck,directlybeneaththepilot—house,andallowedthemysteryofthefogtolayholdofmyimagination。Afreshbreezewasblowing,andforatimeIwasaloneinthemoistobscurity;yetnotalone,forIwasdimlyconsciousofthepresenceofthepilot,andofwhatItooktobethecaptain,intheglasshouseabovemyhead。
Irememberthinkinghowcomfortableitwas,thisdivisionoflaborwhichmadeitunnecessaryformetostudyfogs,winds,tides,andnavigation,inordertovisitmyfriendwholivedacrossanarmofthesea。Itwasgoodthatmenshouldbespecialists,Imused。ThepeculiarknowledgeofthepilotandcaptainsufficedformanythousandsofpeoplewhoknewnomoreoftheseaandnavigationthanIknew。Ontheotherhand,insteadofhavingtodevotemyenergytothelearningofamultitudeofthings,Iconcentratedituponafewparticularthings,suchas,forinstance,theanalysisofPoe’splaceinAmericanliterature,anessayofmine,bytheway,inthecurrentAtlantic。Comingaboard,asIpassedthroughthecabin,IhadnoticedwithgreedyeyesastoutgentlemanreadingtheAtlantic,whichwasopenatmyveryessay。Andthereitwasagain,thedivisionoflabor,thespecialknowledgeofthepilotandcaptainwhichpermittedthestoutgentlemantoreadmyspecialknowledgeonPoewhiletheycarriedhimsafelyfromSausalitotoSanFrancisco。
Ared—facedman,slammingthecabindoorbehindhimandstumpingoutonthedeck,interruptedmyreflections,thoughImadeamentalnoteofthetopicforuseinaprojectedessaywhichIhadthoughtofcalling\"TheNecessityforFreedom:APleafortheArtist。\"Thered—facedmanshotaglanceupatthepilot—house,gazedaroundatthefog,stumpedacrossthedeckandback(heevidentlyhadartificiallegs),andstoodstillbymyside,legswideapart,andwithanexpressionofkeenenjoymentonhisface。Iwasnotwrongwhendecidedthathisdayshadbeenspentonthesea。
\"It’snastyweatherlikethisherethatturnsheadsgraybeforetheirtime,\"hesaid,withanodtowardthepilot—house。
\"Ihadnotthoughttherewasanyparticularstrain,\"answered。\"ItseemsassimpleasA,B,C。Theyknowthedirectionbycompass,thedistance,andthespeed。Ishouldnotcallitanythingmorethanmathematicalcertainty。\"
\"Strain!\"hesnorted。\"SimpleasA,B,C!Mathematicalcertainty!\"
Heseemedtobracehimselfupandleanbackwardagainsttheairashestaredatme。\"Howaboutthisheretidethat’srushin’outthroughtheGoldenGate?\"hedemanded,orbellowed,rather。\"Howfastissheebbin’?
What’sthedrift,eh?Listentothat,willyou?Abell—buoy,andwe’rea—topofit!See’emalterin’thecourse!\"
Fromoutofthefogcamethemournfultollingofabell,andcouldseethepilotturningthewheelwithgreatrapidity。Thebell,whichhadseemedstraightahead,wasnowsoundingfromtheside。Ourownwhistlewasblowinghoarsely,andfromtimetotimethesoundofotherwhistlescametousfromoutofthefog。
\"That’saferry—boatofsomesort,\"thenewcomersaid,indicatingawhistleofftotheright。\"Andthere!D’yehearthat?Blownbymouth。Somescowschooner,mostlikely。Betterwatchout,Mr。Schooner—man。Ah,Ithoughtso。Nowhell’sa—poppin’forsomebody!\"
Theunseenferry—boatwasblowingblastafterblast,andthemouth—blownhornwastootinginterror—strickenfashion。
\"Andnowthey’repayin’theirrespectstoeachotherandtryin’togetclear,\"thered—facedmanwenton,asthehurriedwhistlingceased。
Hisfacewasshining,hiseyesflashingwithexcitement,ashetranslatedintoarticulatelanguagethespeechofthehornsandsirens。\"That’sasteamsirena—goin’itovertheretotheleft。Andyouhearthatfellowwithafroginhisthroat——asteamschoonerasnearascanjudge,crawlin’
infromtheHeadsagainstthetide。\"
Ashrilllittlewhistle,pipingasifgonemad,camefromdirectlyaheadandfromverynearathand。GongssoundedontheMartinez。Ourpaddle—wheelsstopped,theirpulsingbeatdiedaway,andthentheystartedagain。Theshrilllittlewhistle,likethechirpingofacricketamidthecriesofgreatbeasts,shotthroughthefogfrommoretothesideandswiftlygrewfaintandfainter。Ilookedtomycompanionforenlightenment。
\"Oneofthemdare—devillaunches,\"hesaid。\"Ialmostwishwe’dsunkhim,thelittlerip!They’rethecauseofmoretrouble。Andwhatgoodarethey?Anyjackassgetsaboardoneandrunsitfromhelltobreakfast,blowin’
hiswhistletobeatthebandandtellin’therestoftheworldtolookoutforhim,becausehe’scomin’andcan’tlookoutforhimself!Becausehe’scomin’!Andyou’vegottolookout,too!Rightofway!Commondecency!
Theydon’tknowthemeanin’ofit!\"
Ifeltquiteamusedathisunwarrantedcholer,andwhilehestumpedindignantlyupanddownIfelltodwellingupontheromanceofthefog。
Andromanticitcertainlywas——thefog,likethegrayshadowofinfinitemystery,broodingoverthewhirlingspeckofearth;andmen,meremotesoflightandsparkle,cursedwithaninsanerelishforwork,ridingtheirsteedsofwoodandsteelthroughtheheartofthemystery,gropingtheirwayblindlythroughtheUnseen,andclamoringandclanginginconfidentspeechthewhiletheirheartsareheavywithincertitudeandfear。
Thevoiceofmycompanionbroughtmebacktomyselfwithalaugh。I
toohadbeengropingandfloundering,thewhileIthoughtrodeclear—eyedthroughthemystery。
\"Hello;somebodycomin’ourway,\"hewassaying。\"Andd’yehearthat?
He’scomin’fast。Walkingrightalong。Guesshedon’thearusyet。Wind’sinwrongdirection。\"
Thefreshbreezewasblowingrightdownuponus,andIcouldhearthewhistleplainly,offtoonesideandalittleahead。
\"Ferry—boat?\"Iasked。
Henodded,thenadded,\"Orhewouldn’tbekeepin’upsuchaclip。\"Hegaveashortchuckle。\"They’regettin’anxiousupthere。\"
Iglancedup。Thecaptainhadthrusthisheadandshouldersoutofthepilot—house,andwasstaringintentlyintothefogasthoughbysheerforceofwillhecouldpenetrateit。Hisfacewasanxious,aswasthefaceofmycompanion,whohadstumpedovertotherailandwasgazingwithalikeintentnessinthedirectionoftheinvisibledanger。
Theneverythinghappened,andwithinconceivablerapidity。Thefogseemedtobreakawayasthoughsplitbyawedge,andthebowofasteamboatemerged,trailingfog—wreathsoneithersidelikeseaweedonthesnoutofLeviathan。
Icouldseethepilot—houseandawhite—beardedmanleaningpartlyoutofit,onhiselbows。Hewascladinablueuniform,andIremembernotinghowtrimandquiethewas。Hisquietness,underthecircumstances,wasterrible。HeacceptedDestiny,marchedhandinhandwithit,andcoollymeasuredthestroke。Asheleanedthere,heranacalmandspeculativeeyeoverus,asthoughtodeterminetheprecisepointofthecollision,andtooknonoticewhateverwhenourpilot,whitewithrage,shouted,\"Nowyou’vedoneit!\"
Onlookingback,Irealizethattheremarkwastooobvioustomakerejoindernecessary。
\"Grabholdofsomethingandhangon,\"thered—facedmansaidtome。
Allhisblusterhadgone,andheseemedtohavecaughtthecontagionofpreternaturalcalm。\"Andlistentothewomenscream,\"hesaidgrimly,almostbitterly,Ithought,asthoughhehadbeenthroughtheexperiencebefore。
ThevesselscametogetherbeforeIcouldfollowhisadvice。Wemusthavebeenstrucksquarelyamidships,forIsawnothing,thestrangesteamboathavingpassedbeyondmylineofvision。TheMartinezheeledover,sharply,andtherewasacrashingandrendingoftimber。Iwasthrownflatonthewetdeck,andbeforeIcouldscrambletomyfeetIheardthescreamofthewomen。Thisitwas,Iamcertain,——themostindescribableofblood—curdlingsounds,——thatthrewmeintoapanic。Irememberedthelife—preserversstoredinthecabin,butwasmetatthedoorandsweptbackwardbyawildrushofmenandwomen。WhathappenedinthenextfewminutesIdonotrecollect,thoughIhaveaclearremembranceofpullingdownlife—preserversfromtheoverheadracks,whilethered—facedmanfastenedthemaboutthebodiesofanhystericalgroupofwomen。ThismemoryisasdistinctandsharpasthatofanypictureIhaveseen。Itisapicture,andIcanseeitnow,——thejaggededgesoftheholeinthesideofthecabin,throughwhichthegrayfogswirledandeddied;theemptyupholsteredseats,litteredwithalltheevidencesofsuddenflight,suchaspackages,handsatchels,umbrellas,andwraps;thestoutgentlemanwhohadbeenreadingmyessay,encasedincorkandcanvas,themagazinestillinhishand,andaskingmewithmonotonousinsistenceifIthoughttherewasanydanger;thered—facedman,stumpinggallantlyaroundonhisartificiallegsandbucklinglife—preserversonallcomers;andfinally,thescreamingbedlamofwomen。
Thisitwas,thescreamingofthewomen,thatmosttriedmynerves。
Itmusthavetried,too,thenervesofthered—facedman,forhaveanotherpicturewhichwillneverfadefrommymind。Thestoutgentlemanisstuffingthemagazineintohisovercoatpocketandlookingoncuriously。Atangledmassofwomen,withdrawn,whitefacesandopenmouths,isshriekinglikeachorusoflostsouls;andthered—facedman,hisfacenowpurplishwithwrath,andwitharmsextendedoverheadasintheactofhurlingthunderbolts,isshouting,\"Shutup!Oh,shutup!\"
Irememberthesceneimpelledmetosuddenlaughter,andinthenextinstantIrealizedIwasbecominghystericalmyself;forthesewerewomenofmyownkind,likemymotherandsisters,withthefearofdeathuponthemandunwillingtodie。AndIrememberthatthesoundstheymaderemindedmeofthesquealingofpigsundertheknifeofthebutcher,andIwasstruckwithhorroratthevividnessoftheanalogy。Thesewomen,capableofthemostsublimeemotions,ofthetenderestsympathies,wereopen—mouthedandscreaming。Theywantedtolive,theywerehelpless,likeratsinatrap,andtheyscreamed。
Thehorrorofitdrovemeoutondeck。Iwasfeelingsickandsqueamish,andsatdownonabench。InahazywayIsawandheardmenrushingandshoutingastheystrovetolowertheboats。ItwasjustasIhadreaddescriptionsofsuchscenesinbooks。Thetacklesjammed。Nothingworked。Oneboatloweredawaywiththeplugsout,filledwithwomenandchildrenandthenwithwater,andcapsized。Anotherboathadbeenloweredbyoneend,andstillhunginthetacklebytheotherend,whereithadbeenabandoned。Nothingwastobeseenofthestrangesteamboatwhichhadcausedthedisaster,thoughIheardmensayingthatshewouldundoubtedlysendboatstoourassistance。
Idescendedtothelowerdeck。TheMartinezwassinkingfast,forthewaterwasverynear。Numbersofthepassengerswereleapingoverboard。
Others,inthewater,wereclamoringtobetakenaboardagain。Nooneheededthem。Acryarosethatweweresinking。wasseizedbytheconsequentpanic,andwentoverthesideinasurgeofbodies。HowIwentoverIdonotknow,thoughIdidknow,andinstantly,whythoseinthewaterweresodesirousofgettingbackonthesteamer。Thewaterwascold——socoldthatitwaspainful。Thepang,asIplungedintoit,wasasquickandsharpasthatoffire。Itbittothemarrow。Itwaslikethegripofdeath。Igaspedwiththeanguishandshockofit,fillingmylungsbeforethelife—preserverpoppedmetothesurface。Thetasteofthesaltwasstronginmymouth,andIwasstranglingwiththeacridstuffinmythroatandlungs。
Butitwasthecoldthatwasmostdistressing。Ifeltthatcouldsurvivebutafewminutes。Peoplewerestrugglingandflounderinginthewateraboutme。Icouldhearthemcryingouttooneanother。AndIheard,also,thesoundofoars。Evidentlythestrangesteamboathadlowereditsboats。
AsthetimewentbyImarvelledthatIwasstillalive。Ihadnosensationwhateverinmylowerlimbs,whileachillingnumbnesswaswrappingaboutmyheartandcreepingintoit。Smallwaves,withspitefulfoamingcrests,continuallybrokeovermeandintomymouth,sendingmeoffintomorestranglingparoxysms。
Thenoisesgrewindistinct,thoughIheardafinalanddespairingchorusofscreamsinthedistanceandknewthattheMartinezhadgonedown。
Later,——howmuchlaterIhavenoknowledge,——Icametomyselfwithastartoffear。Iwasalone。Icouldhearnocallsorcries——onlythesoundofthewaves,madeweirdlyhollowandreverberantbythefog。Apanicinacrowd,whichpartakesofasortofcommunityofinterest,isnotsoterribleasapanicwhenoneisbyoneself;andsuchapanicInowsuffered。
WhitherwasIdrifting?Thered—facedmanhadsaidthatthetidewasebbingthroughtheGoldenGate。WasI,then,beingcarriedouttosea?Andthelife—preserverinwhichIfloated?Wasitnotliabletogotopiecesatanymoment?Ihadheardofsuchthingsbeingmadeofpaperandhollowrusheswhichquicklybecamesaturatedandlostallbuoyancy。AndIcouldnotswimastroke。AndIwasalone,floating,apparently,inthemidstofagrayprimordialvastness。Iconfessthatamadnessseizedme,thatIshriekedaloudasthewomenhadshrieked,andbeatthewaterwithmynumbhands。
HowlongthislastedIhavenoconception,forablanknessintervened,ofwhichIremembernomorethanoneremembersoftroubledandpainfulsleep。WhenIaroused,itwasasaftercenturiesoftime;andIsaw,almostabovemeandemergingfromthefog,thebowofavessel,andthreetriangularsails,eachshrewdlylappingtheotherandfilledwithwind。Wherethebowcutthewatertherewasagreatfoamingandgurgling,andIseemeddirectlyinitspath。Itriedtocryout,butwastooexhausted。Thebowplungeddown,justmissingmeandsendingaswashofwaterclearovermyhead。Thenthelong,blacksideofthevesselbeganslippingpast,sonearthatIcouldhavetoucheditwithmyhands。Itriedtoreachit,inamadresolvetoclawintothewoodwithmynails,butmyarmswereheavyandlifeless。AgainIstrovetocallout,butmadenosound。
Thesternofthevesselshotby,dropping,asitdidso,intoahollowbetweenthewaves;andIcaughtaglimpseofamanstandingatthewheel,andofanothermanwhoseemedtobedoinglittleelsethansmokeacigar。
Isawthesmokeissuingfromhislipsasheslowlyturnedhisheadandglancedoutoverthewaterinmydirection。Itwasacareless,unpremeditatedglance,oneofthosehaphazardthingsmendowhentheyhavenoimmediatecalltodoanythinginparticular,butactbecausetheyarealiveandmustdosomething。
Butlifeanddeathwereinthatglance。Icouldseethevesselbeingswallowedupinthefog;Isawthebackofthemanatthewheel,andtheheadoftheothermanturning,slowlyturning,ashisgazestruckthewaterandcasuallyliftedalongittowardme。Hisfaceworeanabsentexpression,asofdeepthought,andIbecameafraidthatifhiseyesdidlightuponmehewouldneverthelessnotseeme。Buthiseyesdidlightuponme,andlookedsquarelyintomine;andhedidseeme,forhesprangtothewheel,thrustingtheothermanaside,andwhirleditroundandround,handoverhand,atthesametimeshoutingordersofsomesort。Thevesselseemedtogooffatatangenttoitsformercourseandleaptalmostinstantlyfromviewintothefog。
Ifeltmyselfslippingintounconsciousness,andtriedwithallthepowerofmywilltofightabovethesuffocatingblanknessanddarknessthatwasrisingaroundme。AlittlelaterIheardthestrokeofoars,growingnearerandnearer,andthecallsofaman。WhenhewasverynearIheardhimcrying,invexedfashion,\"Whyinhelldon’tyousingout?\"Thismeantme,Ithought,andthentheblanknessanddarknessroseoverme。TheSeaWolf:Chapter2CHAPTER2
Iseemedswinginginamightyrhythmthroughorbitvastness。Sparklingpointsoflightsplutteredandshotpastme。Theywerestars,Iknew,andflaringcomets,thatpeopledmyflightamongthesuns。Asreachedthelimitofmyswingandpreparedtorushbackonthecounterswing,agreatgongstruckandthundered。Foranimmeasurableperiod,lappedintheripplingofplacidcenturies,Ienjoyedandponderedmytremendousflight。
Butachangecameoverthefaceofthedream,foradreamtoldmyselfitmustbe。Myrhythmgrewshorterandshorter。Iwasjerkedfromswingtocounterswingwithirritatinghaste。Icouldscarcelycatchmybreath,sofiercelywasIimpelledthroughtheheavens。Thegongthunderedmorefrequentlyandmorefuriously。Igrewtoawaititwithanamelessdread。
ThenitseemedasthoughIwerebeingdraggedoverraspingsands,whiteandhotinthesun。Thisgaveplacetoasenseofintolerableanguish。
Myskinwasscorchinginthetormentoffire。Thegongclangedandknelled。
Thesparklingpointsoflightflashedpastmeinaninterminablestream,asthoughthewholesiderealsystemweredroppingintothevoid。Igasped,caughtmybreathpainfully,andopenedmyeyes。Twomenwerekneelingbesideme,workingoverme。Mymightyrhythmwastheliftandforwardplungeofashiponthesea。Theterrificgongwasafrying—pan,hangingonthewall,thatrattledandclatteredwitheachleapoftheship。Therasping,scorchingsandswereaman’shardhandschafingmynakedchest。squirmedunderthepainofit,andhalfliftedmyhead。Mychestwasrawandred,andIcouldseetinybloodglobulesstartingthroughthetornandinflamedcuticle。
\"That’lldo,Yonson,\"oneofthemensaid。\"Carn’tyerseeyou’vebloomin’
wellrubbedallthegent’sskinorf?\"
ThemanaddressedasYonson,amanoftheheavyScandinaviantype,ceasedchafingme,andaroseawkwardlytohisfeet。ThemanwhohadspokentohimwasclearlyaCockney,withthecleanlinesandweaklypretty,almosteffeminate,faceofthemanwhohasabsorbedthesoundofBowBellswithhismother’smilk。Adraggledmuslincaponhisheadandadirtygunny—sackabouthisslimhipsproclaimedhimcookofthedecidedlydirtyship’sgalleyinwhichIfoundmyself。
\"An’’owyerfeelin’now,sir?\"heasked,withthesubservientsmirkwhichcomesonlyofgenerationsoftip—seekingancestors。
Forreply,Itwistedweaklyintoasittingposture,andwashelpedbyYonsontomyfeet。Therattleandbangofthefrying—panwasgratinghorriblyonmynerves。Icouldnotcollectmythoughts。Clutchingthewoodworkofthegalleyforsupport,——andIconfessthegreasewithwhichitwasscummedputmyteethonedge,——Ireachedacrossahotcooking—rangetotheoffendingutensil,unhookedit,andwedgeditsecurelyintothecoal—box。
Thecookgrinnedatmyexhibitionofnerves,andthrustintomyhandasteamingmugwithan\"’Ere,this’lldoyergood。\"Itwasanauseousmess,——ship’scoffee,——buttheheatofitwasrevivifying。BetweengulpsofthemoltenstuffIglanceddownatmyrawandbleedingchestandturnedtotheScandinavian。
\"Thankyou,Mr。Yonson,\"Isaid;\"butdon’tyouthinkyourmeasureswereratherheroic?\"
Itwasbecauseheunderstoodthereproofofmyaction,ratherthanofmywords,thathehelduphispalmforinspection。Itwasremarkablycalloused。
Ipassedmyhandoverthehornyprojections,andmyteethwentonedgeoncemorefromthehorribleraspingsensationproduced。
\"MynameisJohnson,notYonson,\"hesaid,inverygood,thoughslow,English,withnomorethanashadeofaccenttoit。
Therewasmildprotestinhispaleblueeyes,andwithalatimidfranknessandmanlinessthatquitewonmetohim。
\"Thankyou,Mr。Johnson,\"Icorrected,andreachedoutmyhandforhis。
Hehesitated,awkwardandbashful,shiftedhisweightfromonelegtotheother,thenblunderinglygrippedmyhandinaheartyshake。
\"HaveyouanydryclothesImayputon?\"Iaskedthecook。
\"Yes,sir,\"heanswered,withcheerfulalacrity。\"I’llrundownan’
tykealookovermykit,ifyou’venoobjections,sir,towearin’mythings。\"
Hedivedoutofthegalleydoor,orglidedrather,withaswiftnessandsmoothnessofgaitthatstruckmeasbeingnotsomuchcat—likeasoily。Infact,thisoiliness,orgreasiness,asIwaslatertolearn,wasprobablythemostsalientexpressionofhispersonality。
\"AndwhereamI?\"IaskedJohnson,whomItook,andrightly,tobeoneofthesailors。\"Whatvesselisthis,andwhereisshebound?\"
\"OfftheFarallones,headingaboutsou’west,\"heanswered,slowlyandmethodically,asthoughgropingforhisbestEnglish,andrigidlyobservingtheorderofmyqueries。\"TheschoonerGhost,boundseal—huntingtoJapan。\"
\"Andwhoisthecaptain?ImustseehimassoonasIamdressed。\"
Johnsonlookedpuzzledandembarrassed。Hehesitatedwhilehegropedinhisvocabularyandframedacompleteanswer。\"Thecap’nisWolfLarsen,orsomencallhim。Ineverheardhisothername。Butyoubetterspeaksoftwithhim。Heismadthismorning。Themate——\"
Buthedidnotfinish。Thecookhadglidedin。
\"Betterslingyer’ookoutof’ere,Yonson,\"hesaid。\"Theoldman’llbewantin’yerondeck,an’thisayn’tnod’ytofallfoulof’im。\"
Johnsonturnedobedientlytothedoor,atthesametime,overthecook’sshoulder,favoringmewithanamazinglysolemnandportentouswink,asthoughtoemphasizehisinterruptedremarkandtheneedformetobesoft—spokenwiththecaptain。
Hangingoverthecook’sarmwasalooseandcrumpledarrayofevil—lookingandsour—smellinggarments。
\"Theywasputaw’ywet,sir,\"hevouchsafedexplanation。\"Butyou’ll’avetomakethemdotillIdryyoursoutbythefire。\"
Clingingtothewoodwork,staggeringwiththerolloftheship,andaidedbythecook,Imanagedtoslipintoaroughwoollenundershirt。Ontheinstantmyfleshwascreepingandcrawlingfromtheharshcontact。
Henoticedmyinvoluntarytwitchingandgrimacing,andsmirked:
\"Ionly’opeyerdon’tever’avetogetusedtosuchasthatinthislife,’cosyou’vegotabloomin’softskin,thatyou’ave,morelikealydy’sthananyIknowof。Iwasbloomin’wellsureyouwasagentlemanassoonasIseteyesonyer。\"
Ihadtakenadisliketohimatfirst,andashehelpedtodressmethisdislikeincreased。Therewassomethingrepulsiveabouthistouch。
Ishrankfromhishand;myfleshrevolted。Andbetweenthisandthesmellsarisingfromvariouspotsboilingandbubblingonthegalleyfire,Iwasinhastetogetoutintothefreshair。Further,therewastheneedofseeingthecaptainaboutwhatarrangementscouldbemadeforgettingmeashore。
Acheapcottonshirt,withfrayedcollarandabosomdiscoloredwithwhatItooktobeancientblood—stains,wasputonmeamidarunningandapologeticfireofcomment。Apairofworkman’sbrogansencasedmyfeet,andfortrousersIwasfurnishedwithapairofpaleblue,washed—outoveralls,onelegofwhichwasfullyteninchesshorterthantheother。TheabbreviatedleglookedasthoughthedevilhadthereclutchedfortheCockney’ssoulandmissedtheshadowforthesubstance。
\"AndwhomhaveItothankforthiskindness?\"Iasked,whenstoodcompletelyarrayed,atinyboy’scaponmyhead,andforcoatadirty,stripedcottonjacketwhichendedatthesmallofmybackandthesleevesofwhichreachedjustbelowmyelbows。
Thecookdrewhimselfupinasmuglyhumblefashion,adeprecatingsmirkonhisface。OutofmyexperiencewithstewardsontheAtlanticlinersattheendofthevoyage,Icouldhaveswornhewaswaitingforhistip。
FrommyfullerknowledgeofthecreatureInowknowthattheposturewasunconscious。Anhereditaryservility,nodoubt,wasresponsible。
\"Mugridge,sir,\"hefawned,hiseffeminatefeaturesrunningintoagreasysmile。\"ThomasMugridge,sir,an’atyerservice。\"
\"Allright,Thomas,\"Isaid。\"Ishallnotforgetyou——whenmyclothesaredry。\"