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类别:其他 作者:Frances Hodgson Burnett字数:11312更新时间:19/01/07 14:57:26
Shedashedoutoftheroom,andcouldneverbeinducedtosayawordfurtheraboutthematter。Shewouldindeedhavefounditimpossibletoexpressherintenseantipathyandsenseofimpendingcalamity。Shehadnotthephrasestomakeherselfcleareventoherself,andafterallwhatcontrollingeffortcanoneproducewhenoneisonlyeightyearsold? CHAPTERII ALACKOFPERCEPTION MercantileasAmericanswereproclaimedtobe,theopinionofSirNigelAnstrutherswasthattheywere,onsomepoints,singularlyunbusinesslike。Intheperfectlyobviousandsimplematterofthesettlementofhisdaughter’sfortune,hehadfeltthatReubenVanderpoelwasobtusetothepointofidiocy。 Heseemedtohavenoneoftheordinarypointsofview。 NaturallytherewastoAnstruthers’mindbutonepointofviewtotake。Amanofbirthandrank,heargued,doesnotcareeracrosstheAtlantictomarryaNewYorkmillionaire’sdaughterunlessheanticipatesderivingsomeadvantagefromthealliance。Suchaman——beingofAnstruthers’type——wouldnothavemarriedarichwomaneveninhisowncountrywithoutmakingsurethatadvantagesweretoaccruetohimselfasaresultoftheunion。\"InEngland,\"tousehisownwords,\"therewasnononsenseaboutit。\"Women’sfortunesaswellasthemselvesbelongedtotheirhusbands,andamanwhowasmasterinhisownhousecouldmakehiswifedoashechose。 Hehadseengirlswithmoneymanagedverysatisfactorilybyfellowswhoheldatightrein,andwerenotmovedbytears,anddidnotallowtalkingtorelations。Ifhehadbeendesirousofmarryingandcouldhaveaffordedtotakeapennilesswife,therewerehundredsofportionlessgirlsreadytothankGodforadecentchancetosettlethemselvesforlife,andoneneednotstiroutofone’snativelandtofindthem。 ButSirNigelhadnotintheleastdesiredtosaddlehimselfwithadomesticencumbrance,infactnothingwouldhaveinducedhimtoconsiderthestepifhehadnotbeendrivenhardbycircumstances。Hisfortuneshadreachedastagewheremoneymustbeforthcomingsomehow——fromsomewhere。 Heandhismotherhadbeenlivingfromhandtomouth,sotospeak,foryears,andtheyhadalsobeenobligedtokeepupappearances,whichissometimesembitteringeventopersonsofamiabletempers。LadyAnstruthers,itistrue,hadlivedinthecountryinasniggardlyamanneraspossible。Shehadnarrowedherexistencetoabsoluteprivation,presentingatthesametimeastern,boldfronttothepersonswhosawher,totheinsufficientstaffofservants,tothevillagetothevicarandhiswife,andthefewfar—distantneighbourswhoperhapsonceayeardrovemilestocallorleaveacard。Shewasanoldwomansufficientlyunattractivetofindnodifficultyinthewayoflimitingheracquaintances。Theunprepossessingwardrobeshehadgatheredinthepassingyearswasremadeagainandagainbythevillagedressmaker。Sheworedingyoldsilkgownsandappallingbonnets,andmantlesdrippingwithrustyfringesandbuglebeads,butthesemitigatednotintheleasttheunflinchingarroganceofherbearing,orthesimple,intolerantrudenesswhichsheconsideredproperandbecominginpersonslikeherself。Shedidnotofcourseallowthatthereexistedmanypersonslikeherself。 Thatsocietyrejoicedinthisfactwasbutthestampofitsinferiorityandfolly。WhileshepinchedherselfandharriedherfewhirelingsatStornhamitwasnecessaryforSirNigeltoshowhimselfintownandpresentasdecentanappearanceaspossible。Hisvanitywasfartooarroganttoallowofhispermittinghimselftodropoutoftheworldtowhichhecouldnotaffordtobelong。Thatheshouldhavebeenforgottenorignoredwouldhavebeenintolerabletohim。Forafewyearshewasinvitedtodineatgoodhouses,andgotshootingandhuntingaspartofthehospitalityofhisacquaintances。 Butamanwhocannotaffordtoreturnhospitalitieswillfindthatheneednotexpecttoavailhimselfofthoseofhisacquaintancestotheendofhiscareerunlessheisanextremelyengagingperson。SirNigelAnstrutherswasnotanengagingperson。Henevergaveathoughttothecomfortorinterestofanyotherhumanbeingthanhimself。Hewasalsodominatedbythekindofnastytemperwhichsorevealsitselfwhenletloosethatitsownercannotcontrolitevenwhenitwouldbedistinctlytohisadvantagetodoso。 Findingthathehadnothingtogiveinreturnforwhathetookasifitwerehisright,societygraduallybegantoceasetoretainanylivelyrecollectionofhisexistence。Thetrades— peoplehehadbornehimselfloftilytowardsawakenedtothefactthathewasthekindofmanitwasatoncesafeandwisetodun,andthereforeproceededtomakehislifeaburdentohim。Athisclubshehadneverbeenamembersurroundedandrejoicedoverwhenhemadehisappearance。Thetimecamewhenhebegantofancythathewasratheredgedawayfrom,andheendeavouredtosustainhisdignitybybeingsulkyandmakingcausticspeecheswhenhewasapproached。DrivenoccasionallydowntoStornhambyactualpressureofcircumstances,hefoundtheoutlooktheremoreembitteringstill。 LadyAnstrutherslaidthebarenessofthelandbeforehimwithoutanyefforttopalliateunpleasantness。Ifhechosetostalkaboutandlookglum,shecouldsitstillandcallhisattentiontorevoltingtruthswhichhecouldnotdeny。Shecouldpointouttohimthathehadnomoney,andthattenantswouldnotstayinhouseswhichweretumblingtopieces,andworklandwhichhadbeenstarved。Shecouldtellhimjusthowlongatimehadelapsedsincewageshadbeenpaidandaccountsclearedoff。Andshehadanengaging,unbiassedwayofseemingtodrivethesemaddeningdetailshomebythemeremannerofherstatement。 \"Youmakethewholethingasdamneddisagreeableasyoucan,\"Nigelwouldsnarl。 \"Imerelystatefacts,\"shewouldreplywithacridserenity。 Amanwhocannotkeepuphisestate,payhistailorortherentofhislodgingsintown,isinastraitwhichmaydrivehimtodesperation。SirNigelAnstruthersborrowedsomemoney,wenttoNewYorkandmadehissuittonicelittlesillyRosalieVanderpoel。 Butthewholethingwasunexpectedlydisappointingandsurroundedbyirritatingcircumstances。Hefoundhimselffacetofacewithastateofaffairssuchashehadnotcontemplated。 InEnglandwhenamanmarried,certainpracticalmatterscouldbeinquiredintoandarrangedbysolicitors,theamountoftheprospectivebride’sfortune,theallowancesandsettlementstobemade,thepositionofthebridegroomwithregardtopecuniarymatters。Toputitsimply,amanfoundoutwherehestoodandwhathewastogain。But,atfirsttohissardonicentertainmentandlatertohisdisgustedannoyance,SirNigelgraduallydiscoveredthatinthematterofmarriage,Americanshadaningenuoustendencytobelieveinthesentimentalfeelingsofthepartiesconcerned。 Thegeneralimpressionseemedtobethatamanmarriedpurelyforlove,andthatdelicacywouldmakeitimpossibleforhimtoaskquestionsastowhathisbride’sparentswereinapositiontohandovertohimasasortofindemnityforthelossofhisbachelorfreedom。AnstruthersbegantodiscoverthisfactbeforehehadbeenmanyweeksinNewYork。 Hereachedtherealisationofitsexistencebyprocessesofexclusionandinclusion,byhearingcasualremarkspeopleletdrop,byaskingroundaboutandcarefulquestions,byleadingbothmenandwomentotheinnocentexpoundingofcertainpointsofview。Millionaires,itappeared,didnotexpecttomakeallowancestomenwhomarriedtheirdaughters;youngwomen,ittranspired,didnotintheleastrealisethatamanshouldbeliberallyendowedinpaymentforassumingthedutiesofahusband。Ifrichfathersmadeallowances,theymadethemtotheirdaughtersthemselves,whodisposedofthemastheypleased。Inthiscase,ofcourse,SirNigelprivatelyarguedwithfineacumen,itbecamethehusband’sbusinesstoseethatwhathiswifepleasedshouldbewhatmostagreeablycoincidedwithhisownviewsandconveniences。 Hismostilluminatingexperiencehadbeenthehearingofsomemen,hard—headed,richstockbrokerswithavulgarsenseofhumour,enjoyingthemselvesquiteuproariouslyonenightataclub,overastoryoneofthemwasrelatingofanunsatisfactoryGermanson—in—lawwhohaddemandedanincome。Hewasamanofsmalltitle,whohadmarriedthenarrator’sdaughter,andaftersomemonthsspentinhisfather— in—law’shouse,hadfeltitbutproperthathisfinancialpositionshouldbeputonapracticalfooting。 \"Hebroughtherbackafterthebridaltourtomakeusavisit,\"saidthestoryteller,asharp—featuredmanwithaquaintwrymouth,whichseemedtoexpressaperpetual,repressedappreciationofpassingevents。\"Ihadnothingtosayagainstthat,becausewewereallgladtoseeherhomeandhermotherhadbeenmissingher。ButweekspassedandmonthspassedandtherewasnomentionmadeofthemgoingovertosettleintheSloshwe’dheardsomuchof,andintimeitcameoutthattheSloshthing\"——Anstruthersrealisedwithgallinhissoulthatthe\"brute,\"ashecalledhim,meant\"Schloss,\"andthathismispronunciationwasatonceamatterofhumourandderision——\"wasn’thisatall。Itwashiselderbrother’s。Thewholelotofthemwerecountsandnotoneofthemseemedtoownadime。TheSloshcounthadn’tmorethantwenty—fivecentsandhewasn’tthekindtodealanyofitouttohisfamily。SoLily’scountwouldhavetogoclerkinginadrygoodsstore,ifhepromisedtosupporthimself。Buthedidn’tproposetodoit。Hethoughthe’dgotontoasoftthing。 Ofcoursewe’reaneasy—goinglotandweshouldhavestoodhimifhe’dbeenanicefellow。Buthewasn’t。Lily’smotherusedtofindhercryinginherbedroomanditcameoutbydegreesthatitwasbecauseAdolfhadbeenquarrellingwithherandsayingsneeringthingsaboutherfamily。Whenhermothertalkedtohimhewasinsulting。ThenbillsbegantocomeinandLilywasexpectedtogetmetopaythem。Andtheywerenotthekindofbillsadecentfellowcallsonanothermantopay。ButIdiditfiveorsixtimestomakeiteasyforher。Ididn’ttellherthattheygaveanolderchapthanhimselfsidelightsonthesituation。Butthatdidn’tworkwell。 HethoughtIdiditbecauseIhadto,andhebegantofeelfreeandeasyaboutit,anddidn’ttrytocoveruphistrackssomuchwhenhesentinanewlot。HewasalwaysworkingLily。Hebegantoconsiderhimselfmasterofthehouse。 Heintimatedthataprivatecarriageoughttobekeptforthem。Hesaiditwasbeggarlythatheshouldhavetoconsidertherestofthefamilywhenhewantedtogoout。WhenIgotontothesituation,Ibegantoenjoyit。Ilethimspreadhimselfforawhilejusttoseewhathewoulddo。GoodLord! Icouldn’thavebelievedthatanyfellowcouldhavethoughtanyotherfellowcouldbesuchafoolashethoughtIwas。 HewentperfectlycrazyafteramonthorsoandorderedmeaboutandpatronisedmeasifIwasabootblackhemeanttoteachsomethingto。SoatlastIhadatalkwithLilyandtoldherIwasgoingtoputanendtoit。Ofcourseshecriedandwashalffrightenedtodeath,butbythattimehehadill— usedhersothatsheonlywantedtogetridofhim。SoIsentforhimandhadatalkwithhiminmyoffice。Iledhimontosayingallhehadonhismind。HeexplainedtomewhatacondescensionitwasforamanlikehimselftomarryagirllikeLily。Hemadeadignified,touchingpictureofallthedisadvantagesofsuchanallianceandalltheadvantagestheyoughttobringinexchangetothemanwhoboreupunderthem。Irubbedmyheadandlookedworriedeverynowandthenandclearedmythroatapologeticallyjusttowarmhimup。Icantellyouthatfellowfelthappy,downrighthappywhenhesawhowhumblyIlistenedtohim。Hepositivelyswelledupwithhopeandcomfort。HethoughtIwasgoingtoturnoutwell,realwell。IwasgoingtopayupjustasavulgarNewYorkfather—in—lawoughttodo,andthankGodfortheblessedprivilege。Why,hewasrealeloquentabouthisbloodandhisancestorsandthehoary—headedSlosh。Sowhenhe’dfinished,Iclearedmythroatinanervous,ingratiatingkindofwayagainandIaskedhimkindofanxiouslywhathethoughtwouldbetheproperthingforabase—bornNewYorkmillionairetodounderthecircumstances——whathewouldapproveofhimself。\" SirNigelwasdisgustedtoseethenarratortwisthismouthintoasweet,shrewd,repressedgrinevenasheexpectoratedintothenearestreceptacle。Thegrinwasgreetedbyashoutoflaughterfromhiscompanions。 \"Whatdidhesay,Stebbins?\"someonecried。 \"Hesaid,\"explainedMr。Stebbinsdeliberately,\"hesaidthatanallowancewastheproperthing。Hesaidthatamanofhisrankmusthaveresources,andthatitwasn’tdignifiedforhimtohavetoaskhiswifeorhiswife’sfatherformoneywhenhewantedit。Hesaidanallowancewaswhathefelthehadarighttoexpect。Andthenhetwistedhismoustacheandsaid,`whatproposition’didImake——whatwouldI allowhim?\" Thestoryteller’shearersevidentlyknewhimwell。Theirlaughterwaslouderthanbefore。 \"Let’sheartherest,Joe!Let’shearit!\" \"Well,\"repliedMr。Stebbinsalmostthoughtfully,\"I justgotupandsaid,`Well,itwon’ttakelongformetoanswerthat。I’vealwaysbeenfondofmychildren,andLilyisrathermypet。She’salwayshadeverythingshewanted,andshealwaysshall。She’sagoodgirlandshedeservesit。 I’llallowyou————\"Thesignificantdeliberationofhisdrawlcouldscarcelybedescribed。\"I’llallowyoujustfiveminutestogetoutofthisroom,beforeIkickyouout,andifIkickyououtoftheroom,I’llkickyoudownthestairs,andifIkickyoudownthestairs,IshallhavegotmybloodcomfortablywarmedupandI’llkickyoudownthestreetandroundtheblockanddowntoHoboken,becauseyou’regoingtotakethesteamerthereandgobacktotheplaceyoucamefrom,totheSloshthingorwhateveryoucallit。Wehaven’tadamnedbitofuseforyouhere。’Andbelieveitornot,gentlemen————\" lookingroundwiththewry—mouthedsmile,\"hetookthatpassageandbackhewent。AndLily’slivingwithhermotherandImeantoholdontoher。\" SirNigelgotupandlefttheclubwhenthestorywasfinished。HetookalongwalkdownBroadway,gnawinghislipandholdinghisheadintheair。Heusedblasphemouslanguageatintervalsinalowvoice。Someofitwasaddressedtohisfateandsomeofittothevulgarmercantilecoarsenessandobtusenessofotherpeople。 \"Theydon’tknowwhattheyaretalkingof,\"hesaid。 \"Itisunheardof。Whatdotheyexpect?Ineverthoughtofthis。Damnit!I’mlikearatinatrap。\" Itwasplainenoughthathecouldnotarrangehisfortuneashehadanticipatedwhenhedecidedtobegintomakelovetolittlepinkandwhite,doll—facedRosyVanderpoel。Ifhebegantodemandmonetaryadvantagesinhisdealingwithhisfuturewife’speopleintheirsettlementofherfortune,hemightarousesuspicionandinquiry。Hedidnotwantinquiryeitherinconnectionwithhisownmeansorhispastmannerofliving。Peoplewhohatedhimwouldbesuretocropupwithstoriesofthingsbetterleftalone。Therewerealwaysmeddlingfoolsreadytointerfere。 Hiswalkwaslongandfullofsavagethinking。Onceortwiceasherealisedwhatthedisinterestednessofhissentimentswassupposedtobe,ashortlaughbrokefromhimwhichwasratherlikethesnortoftheBishopess。 \"IamsupposedtobemoonstruckoverasimperingAmericanchit——moonstruck!Damn!\"Butwhenhereturnedtohishotelhehadmadeuphismindandwasbeginningtolookoverthesituationinevilcoldblood。Mattersmustbesettledwithoutdelayandhewasshrewdenoughtorealisethatwithhistemperanditsvariedresourcesatimidgirlwouldnotbedifficulttomanage。HehadseenatanearlystageoftheiracquaintancethatRosywasgreatlyimpressedbythesuperiorityofhisbearing,thathecouldmakeherblushwithembarrassmentwhenheconveyedtoherthatshehadmadeamistake,thathecouldchillhermiserablywhenhechosetoassumealoftystiffness。Aman’sdomesticarmourywasfilledwithweaponsifhecouldmakeawomanfeelgauche,inexperienced,inthewrong。Whenhewassafelymarried,hecouldpavethewaytowhathefeltwastheonlypracticalandfeasibleend。 Ifhehadbeenmarryingawomanwithmorebrains,shewouldbemoredifficulttosubdue,butwithRosalieVanderpoel,processeswerenotnecessary。Ifyoushocked,bewilderedorfrightenedherwithaccusations,sulks,orsneers,herlight,innocentheadwassetinsuchawhirlthattherestwaseasy。Itwaspossible,uponthewhole,thatthethingmightnotturnoutsoinfernallyillafterall。SupposingthatithadbeenBettinawhohadbeenthemarriageableone!Appreciatingtothefullthemanyreasonsforrejoicingthatshehadnotbeen,hewalkedingloomyreflectionhome。 CHAPTERIII YOUNGLADYANSTRUTHERS Whenthemarriagetookplacetheeventwasaccompaniedbyaningenuouslyelateflourishoftrumpets。MissVanderpoel’sfrocksweremultitudinousandwonderful,asalsoherjewelspurchasedatTiffany’s。Shecarriedathousandtrunks——moreorless——acrosstheAtlantic。Whentheshipsteamedawayfromthedock,thewharfwaslikeaflowergardenintheblazeofbrilliantanddelicateattirewornbythebevyofrelativesandintimateswhostoodwavingtheirhandkerchiefsandlaughinglycallingoutfarewellgoodwishes。 SirNigel’smentalattitudewasnotasympatheticoradmiringoneashestoodbyhisbride’ssidelookingback。IfRosy’shalfhappy,halftearfulexcitementhadlefthertheleisuretoreflectonhisexpression,shewouldnothavefeltitencouraging。 \"WhatadeuceofarowAmericansmake,\"hesaidevenbeforetheywereoutofhearingofthevoices。\"Itwillbeapositiveresttobeinacountrywherethewomendonotcackleandshriekwithlaughter。\" Hesaiditwiththatsimplerudenesswhichattimesprofessedtobealmostimpersonal,andwhichRosaliehadusuallytriedtobelievewastheoutcomeofakindofcoolBritishhumour。Butthistimeshestartedalittleathiswords。 \"IsupposewedomakemorenoisethanEnglishpeople,\" sheadmittedasecondorsolater。\"Iwonderwhy?\"Andwithoutwaitingforananswer——somewhatasifshehadnotexpectedorquitewantedone——sheleanedalittlefartheroverthesidetolookback,wavinghersmall,flutteringhandkerchieftothemanystillintumultonthewharf。Shewasnotperceptiveorquickenoughtotakeoffence,torealisethattheremarkwassignificantandthatSirNigelhadalreadybegunashemeanttogoon。ItwasfarfrombeinghisintentiontoplaythepartofanAmericanhusband,whowasplainlyacreatureinwhomnoauthorityvesteditself。Americanslettheirwomensayanddoanything,andwerecapableoffetchingandcarryingforthem。Hehadseenamanrunupstairsforhiswife’swrap,cheerfully,withouttheleastapparentsensethattheservicewasthepartofafootmaniftherewasoneinthehouse,aparlourmaidiftherewasnot。SirNigelhadbeenbroughtupinthegoodEarlyVictoriandayswhen\"anicelittlewomantofetchyourslippersforyou\"figuredincertaincirclesasdomesticbliss。Girlswereeducatedtofetchslippersasretrieversweretrainedtogointothewateraftersticks,andterrierstobringbackballsthrownforthem。 ThenewLadyAnstruthershad,itsupervened,severalopportunitiestoobtainanewviewofherbridegroom’scharacterbeforetheirvoyageacrosstheAtlanticwasover。AtthisperiodoftheslowerandmorecumbrousweavingoftheShuttle,theworldhadnotyetawakenedeventothepossibilitiesoftheoceangreyhound。AnAtlanticvoyageattimeswascapableofofferingtoabrideandbridegroomdaysenoughtobegintoglanceintotheirfuturewithapremonitionofthewaningofthehoneymoon,atleast,andespeciallyiftheywerenotsea—proof,towishwearilythatthefirsthalfofitwereover。Rosaliewasnotweary,butshebegantobebewildered。Asshehadneverbeenaclevergirlorquicktoperceive,andhadspentherlifeamongwomen—indulgingAmericanmen,shewasnotpreparedwithanyprecedentwhichmadehersituationclear。ThefirsttimeSirNigelshowedhistempertohershesimplystaredathim,hereyeslookinglikethoseofapuzzled,questioningchild。Thenshebrokeintohernervouslittlelaugh,becauseshedidnotknowwhatelsetodo。Athissecondoutbreakherstarewasratherstartledandshedidnotlaugh。 Herfirstawakeningwastoananxiouswondermentconcerningcertainmoodsofgloom,orwhatseemedtobegloom,towhichheseemedprone。Asshelayinhersteamerchairhewouldattimesmarchstifflyupanddownthedeck,apparentlyawareofnootherexistencethanhisown,hisfeaturesexpressingacertaincloudedresentmentofwhoseveryunexplainablenessshesecretlystoodinawe。Shewasnotastuteenough,poorgirl,toleavehimalone,andwhenwithinnocentquestioningssheendeavouredtodiscoverhistrouble,thegreatestmystificationsheencounteredwasthathehadthepowertomakeherfeelthatshewasinsomewaytakingaliberty,andshowingherlackoftactandperspicuity。 \"Isanythingthematter,Nigel?\"sheaskedatfirst,wonderingifshewereguiltyofsillinessintryingtoslipherhandintohis。Shewassureshehadbeenwhenheansweredher。 \"No,\"hesaidchillingly。 \"Idon’tbelieveyouarehappy,\"shereturned。\"Somehowyouseemso——sodifferent。\" \"Ihavereasonsforbeingdepressed,\"hereplied,anditwaswithastifffinalitywhichstruckanoteofwarningtoher,signifyingthatitwouldbebettertasteinhertoputanendtohersimpleefforts。 Shevaguelyfeltherselfputinthewrong,andhepreferredthatitshouldbeso。Itwasthebestformofpreparationforanymoodhemightseethatitmightpayhimtoshowherinthefuture。Hewas,infact,confrontingdisdainfullyhisposition。Hehadheronhishandsandhewasreturningtohisrelationswithnodefiniteadvantagetoexhibitastheresultofhavingmarriedher。Shehadbeensuppliedwithanincomebuthehadnocontroloverit。Itwouldnothavebeensoifhehadnotbeeninsuchstraitsthathehadbeenafraidtoriskhischancebymakingastand。Tohaveawifewithmoney,asilly,sweettemperandnowillofherown,wasofcoursebetterthantobepenniless,headoverheelsindebtandhemmedinbydifficultiesoneveryside。Hehadseenwomentrainedtogiveintoanythingratherthanbebulliedinpublic,toaccedeintheendtoanydemandratherthanenduretheshameofacertainkindofscenemadebeforeservants,andacertainkindofinsolenceusedtorelativesandguests。ThequalityhefoundmostmaddeninglyirritatinginRosaliewasherobviouslyabsoluteunconsciousnessofthefactthatitwasentirelynaturalandproperthatherresourcesshouldbeinherhusband’shands。Hehad,indeed,evenintheseearlydays,madeatentativeeffortorsointheformofasuggestivespeech;hehadgivenheropeningstogivehimanopeningtoputthingsonapracticalbasis,butshehadneverhadtheintelligencetoseewhathewasaimingat,andhehadfoundhimselfalmostflounderingungracefullyinhisremarks,whileshehadlookedathimwithoutasignofcomprehensioninhersimple,anxiousblueeyes。Thecreaturewasactuallytryingtounderstandhimandcouldnot。Thatwastheworstofit,theblankwallofherunconsciousness,herchildlikebeliefthathewasfartoograndapersonagetorequireanything。Thesewerethethingshewasthinkingoverwhenhewalkedupanddownthedeckinunamiablesolitariness。 Rosyawakenedtotheamazedconsciousnessofthefactthat,insteadofbeingpleasedwiththeluxuryandprettinessofherwardrobeandappointments,heseemedtodislikeanddisdainthem。 \"YouAmericanwomenchangeyourclothestoomuchandthinktoomuchofthem,\"wasoneofhisfirstamiablecriticisms。\"Youspendmorethanwell—bredwomenshouldspendonmeredressesandbonnets。InNewYorkitalwaysstrikesanEnglishmanthatthewomenlookendimancheatwhatevertimeofdayyoucomeacrossthem。\" \"Oh,Nigel!\"criedRosywoefully。Shecouldnotthinkofanythingmoretosaythan,\"Oh,Nigel!\" \"Iamsorrytosayitistrue,\"herepliedloftily。ThatshewasanAmericanandaNewYorkerwasbeingimpresseduponpoorlittleLadyAnstruthersinanewway——somehowasifthemerecoldstatementofthefactputafineedgeofsarcasmtoanyremark。Shewasoftooinnocentaloyaltytowishthatshewasneithertheonenortheother,butshedidwishthatNigelwasnotsoprejudicedagainsttheplacesandpeopleshecaredforsomuch。 Shewassittinginherstateroomenfoldedinadressinggowncoveredwithcascadesoflace,tiedwithknotsofembroideredribbon,andhermaid,Hannah,whoadmiredhergreatly,wasbrushingherfairlonghairwithagold—backedbrush,ornamentedwithamonogramofjewels。 IfshehadbeenaFrenchduchessofapiquanttype,oranEnglishonewithanaquilinenose,shewouldhavebeenbeyondcriticism;ifshehadbeenaplump,over—fedwoman,oranugly,ill—natured,grossone,shewouldhavelookedvulgar,butshewasalittle,thin,fairNewYorker,andthoughshewasnotbeyondcriticism——ifonedemandedhighdistinction—— shewasprettyandnicetolookat。ButNigelAnstrutherswouldnotallowthistoher。Hisowntailors’billsbeingfarinarrearsandhispocketdisgustinglyempty,thesightofheringenuoussumptuousnessandthegay,accustomedsimplenessofoutlookwithwhichsheaccepteditashernaturalright,irritatedhimandrousedhisvenom。Billswouldremainunpaidifshewaspermittedtospendhermoneyonthissortofthingwithoutanyconsiderationfortherequirementsofotherpeople。 Heinhaledtheairandmadeagestureofdistaste。 \"Thissachetbusinessisratheroverpowering,\"hesaid。\"Itisthesortofthingawomanshouldbeparticularlydiscreetabout。\" \"Oh,Nigel!\"criedthepoorgirlagitatedly。\"Hannah,dogoandcallthestewardtoopenthewindows。Isitreallystrong?\"sheimploredasHannahwentout。\"Howdreadful。It’sonlyorrisandIdidn’tknowHannahhadputitinthetrunks。\" \"MydearRosalie,\"withawaveofthehandtakinginbothherselfandherdressingcase,\"itisalltoostrong。\" \"All——wh——what?\"gaspingly。 \"Thewholething。Allthatlaceandloveknotarrangement,thegold—backedbrushesandscentbottleswithdiamondsandrubiesstickinginthem。\" \"They——theywereweddingpresents。TheycamefromTiffany’s。Everyonethoughtthemlovely。\" \"TheylookasiftheybelongedtothedressingtableofaFrenchwomanofthedemi—monde。IfeelasifIhadactuallywalkedintotheapartmentofsomenotoriousParisiansoubrette。\"