第8章

类别:其他 作者:Frances Hodgson Burnett字数:10649更新时间:19/01/07 14:57:26
\"Howmanymillions。Howmanyhundredmillions!\"saidhiscompanion,gloatingcheerfullyoverthevastnessofunknownpossibilities。\"I’vecrossedwithMissVanderpoeloften,twoorthreetimeswhenshewasinshortfrocks。She’sthekindofgirlyoureadabout。Andshe’sgotmoneyenoughtobuyinhalfadozenprinces。\" \"ThereareNewYorkerswhowon’tlikeitifshedoes,\" returnedtheother。\"There’sbeentoomuchmoneygoingoutofthecountry。HersuiteiscrammedfullofJackroses,now,andthereareboxeswaitingoutside。\" Saltermovedawayandheardnomore。Hemovedaway,infact,becausehewasconsciousthattoamaninhiscase,thisdwellinguponmillions,thisplethoraofwealth,wasalittlerevolting。HehadwalkeddownBroadwayandseenthepriceofJacqueminotroses,andhewasnotsoothedoralluredatthisparticularmomentbythepictureofagirlwhosehalf—dozencabinswerecrowdedwiththem。 \"Oh,thedevil!\"hesaid。\"Itsoundsvulgar。\"Andhewalkedupanddownfast,squaringhisshoulders,withhishandsinthepocketsofhisrough,well—worncoat。HehadseeninEnglandsomethingoftheAmericanyoungwomanwithmillionairerelatives。HehadbeenscarcelymorethanaboywhentheAmericanfloodfirstbegantorise。Hehadbeenoldenough,however,tohearpeopletalk。Ashehadgrownolder,Salterhadobserveditsadvance。EnglishmenhadmarriedAmericanbeauties。AmericanfortuneshadbuiltupEnglishhouses,whichotherwisethreatenedtofallintodecay。ThentheAmericanfacultyofadaptabilitycameintoplay。Anglo— AmericanwivesbecamesometimesmoreEnglishthantheirhusbands。TheyproceededtoAnglicisetheirrelations,theirrelations’clothes,even,intime,theirspeech。TheycarriedorsentEnglishconventionstotheStates,theirbrothersorderedtheirclothesfromWestEndtailors,theirsistersbegantowearwalkingdresses,toplayout—of—doorgamesandtakeactiveexercise。TheirmotherstentativelytookhousesinLondonorParis,therecameaperiodwhentheirfathersoruncles,seriousoranxiousbusinessmen,themostunsportingofhumanbeings,rentedcastlesormanorswithhugemoorsandcoversattachedandentertainedlargepartiesofshootersorfisherswhocouldbeluredtoanyquarterbythepromiseoftheparticularformofslaughterforwhichtheyburned。 \"SheerAmericanbusinessperspicacity,that,\"saidSalter,ashemarchedupanddown,thinkingofaparticularcaseofthisorder。\"There’ssomethingadmirableinthepracticalwaytheymakeforwhattheywant。TheywanttoamalgamatewithEnglishpeople,notfortheirownsake,butbecausetheirwomenlikeit,andsotheyofferthementhousandsofacresfullofthingstokill。Theycangetthembypayingforthem,andtheyknowhowtopay。\"Helaughedalittle,liftinghissquareshoulders。\"Balthamor’ssixthousandacresofgrousemoorandElsty’ssalmonfishingarerentedbytheChicagoman。Hedoesn’tcaretwopenceforthem,anddoesnotknowapheasantfromacaper—cailzie,buthiswifewantstoknowmenwhodo。\" ItmustbeconfessedthatSalterwasoftheEnglishwhowerenotpleasedwiththeAmericanInvasion。Insomeofhisviewsofthematterhewasalittleprehistoricandsavage,butthemodernsideofhischaracterwastoointelligenttolackreason。Hewasbynomeansentirelymodern,however;alargepartofhisnaturebelongedtotheageinwhichmenhadfoughtfiercelyforwhattheywantedtogetorkeep,andwhentheamenitiesofcommercehadnotbecomepowerfulfactorsinexistence。 \"They’renotabadlot,\"hewasthinkingatthismoment。 \"Theyareratherfineinaway。Theyarecleverandpowerfulandinteresting——moresothantheyknowthemselves。Butitisallcommerce。Theydon’tcomeandfightwithusandgetpossessionofusbyforce。Theycomeandbuyus。Theybuyourlandandourhomes,andourlandowners,forthatmatter—— whentheydon’tbuythem,theysendtheirwomentomarrythem,confoundit!\" Hetookhalfadozenmorestridesandliftedhisshouldersagain。 \"BeggarlylotasIam,\"hesaid,\"unlikelyasitseemsthatIcanmarryatall,I’mhangedifIdon’tmarryanEnglishwoman,ifIgivemylifetoawomanatall。\" But,infact,hewasoftheopinionthatheshouldnevergivehislifetoanywoman,andthiswasbecausehewas,atthisperiod,alsooftheopinionthattherewassmallprospectofitseverbeingworththegivingortaking。Ithadbeenoneofthoseliveswhichbeginuntowardlyandareruledbyunfaircircumstances。 Hehadaparticularlywell—cutandexpressivemouth,and,ashewentbacktotheship’ssideandleanedonhisfoldedarmsontherailagain,itscurvesconcealedagooddealofstrongfeeling。 Thewharfwasbusierthanbefore。Inlessthanhalfanhourtheshipwastosail。Thebustleandconfusionhadincreased。Therewerepeoplehurryingaboutlookingforfriends,andtherewerepeoplescribblingoffexcitedfarewellmessagesatthetelegraphoffice。Thesituationwasworkinguptoitsclimax。Anobservinglooker—onmightcatchglimpsesofemotionalscenes。Manyofthepassengerswerealreadyonboard,partiesofthemaccompaniedbytheirfriendsweremakingtheirwayupthegangplank。 Salterhadjustbeenwatchingaluxuriouslycared—forlittleinvalidwomanbeingcarriedondeckinarecliningchair,whenhisattentionwasattractedbythesoundoftramplinghoofsandrollingwheels。Twonoticeablybigandsmartcarriageshaddrivenuptothestopping—placeforvehicles。Theyweregorgeouslyofthelatestmode,andtheirtall,satin—skinnedhorsesjangledsilverchainsandsteppeduptotheirnoses。 \"HerecometheWorthingtons,whosoevertheymaybe,\" thoughtSalter。\"Thefineup—standingyoungwomanis,nodoubt,themulti—millionairess。\" Thefine,up—standingyoungwomanWASthemulti—millionairess。 Bettinawalkedupthegangwayinthesunshine,andthepassengersupontheupperdeckcranedtheirneckstolookather。Hercarriageofherheadandshouldersinvariablymadepeopleturntolook。 \"My,ain’tshefine—looking!\"exclaimedanexcitedladybeholderabove。\"IguessthatmustbeMissVanderpoel,themulti—millionaire’sdaughter。Janetoldmeshe’dheardshewascrossingthistrip。\" Bettinaheardher。Shesometimeswonderedifshewaseverpointedout,ifhernamewasevermentionedwithouttheadditionoftheexplanatorystatementthatshewasthemulti—millionaire’sdaughter。Asachildshehadthoughtitridiculousandtiresome,asshehadgrownoldershehadfeltthatonlyaremarkableindividualitycouldsurmountafactsoeverpresent。 Itwaslikeatremendousqualitywhichovershadowedeverythingelse。 \"Itwoundsmyvanity,Ihavenodoubt,\"shehadsaidtoherfather。\"Nobodyeverseesme,theyonlyseeyouandyourmillionsandmillionsofdollars。\" Salterwatchedherpassupthegangway。Thephasethroughwhichhewaslivingwasnotoftheorderwhichleadsamantodwelluponthebeautifulandinspiritingasexpressedbythefemaleimage。Successandthehopefulnesswhichengenderwarmthofsoulandquicknessofheartarerequiredforthedevelopmentofsuchallurements。HethoughtoftheVanderpoelmillionsastheladyonthedeckhadthoughtofthem,andinhismindsomehowthegirlherselfappearedtoexpressthem。Therichup—springingsweepofherabundanthair,herheight,hercolouring,theremarkableshadeandlengthofherlashes,thefullcurveofhermouth,all,hetoldhimself,lookedexpensive,asifevennatureherselfhadbeengivencarteblanche,andthebestpossiblearticlesprocuredforthemoney。 \"Shemoves,\"hethoughtsardonically,\"asifshewereperfectlyawarethatshecouldpayforanything。Anunlimitedincome,nodoubt,establishesintheownertheequivalenttoasenseofrank。\" Hechangedhispositionforoneinwhichhecouldcommandaviewofthepromenadedeckwherethearrivingpassengersweregraduallyappearing。Hedidthisfromtheidleandcarelesscuriositywhich,thoughitisnotamatterofabsoluteinterest,doesnotobjecttobeingentertainedbypassingobjects。HesawtheWorthingtonpartyreappear。ItstruckSalterthattheylookednotsomuchlikepersonscomingonboardaship,aslikepeoplewhowerereturningtoahoteltowhichtheywereaccustomed,andwhichwasalsoaccustomedtothem。HearguedthattheyhadprobablycrossedtheAtlanticinnumerabletimesinthisparticularsteamer。Thedeckstewardsknewthemandmadeobeisancewithempressement。MissVanderpoelnoddedtothestewardSalterhadhearddiscussingher。Shegavehimasmileofrecognitionandpausedamomenttospeaktohim。Saltersawhersweepthedeckwithherglanceandthendesignateasequesteredcorner,suchastheexperiencedvoyagerwouldrecogniseasbeingdesirablysheltered。Shewasevidentlygivinganorderconcerningtheplacingofherdeckchair,whichwaspresentlybrought。Anelegantlyneatanddecorouspersoninblack,whowasevidentlyhermaid,appearedlater,followedbyastewardwhocarriedcushionsandsumptuousfurrugs。Thesebeingarranged,adelightfulcornerwasleftalluringlyprepared。MissVanderpoel,afterherinstructionstothedecksteward,hadjoinedherpartyandseemedtobeawaitingsomearrivalanxiously。 \"Sheknowshowtodoherselfwell,\"Saltercommented,\"andsherealisesthatforethoughtisapracticalfactor。Millionshavebeenproductiveofcomposure。Itisnotunnatural,either。\" Itwasbutashorttimelaterthatthewarningbellwasrung。Stewardspassedthroughthecrowdscallingout,\"Allashore,ifyouplease——allashore。\"Finalembraceswereinorderonallsides。Peopleshookhandswithfervourandlaughedalittlenervously。WomenkissedeachotherandpouredforthhurriedmessagestobedeliveredontheothersideoftheAtlantic。Havingkissedandparted,someofthemrushedbackandindulgedinlittleclutchesagain。NotwithstandingthatthetideofhumanitysurgesacrosstheAtlanticalmostasregularlyasthedailytidesurgesinonitsshores,awaveofemotionsweepsthrougheveryshipatsuchpartings。 Salterstoodondeckandwatchedthecrowddispersing。 Someofthepeoplewerelaughingandsomehadredeyes。 Groupscollectedonthewharfandtriedtosaystillmorelastwordstotheirfriendscrowdingagainsttherail。 TheWorthingtonskepttheirplacesandwerestilllookingout,bythistimedisappointedly。Itseemedthatthefriendorfriendstheyexpectedwerenotcoming。SaltersawthatMissVanderpoellookedmoredisappointedthantherest。Sheleanedforwardandstrainedhereyestosee。Justatthelastmomenttherewasthesoundoftramplinghorsesandrollingwheelsagain。Fromthearrivingcarriagedescendedhastilyanelderlywoman,wholiftedoutalittleboyexcitedalmosttotears。Hewasadear,chubbylittlepersoninflappingsailortrousers,andhecarriedasplendidly—caparisonedtoydonkeyinhisarms。 Saltercouldnothelpfeelingslightlyexcitedhimselfastheyrushedforward。Hewonderediftheywerepassengerswhowouldbeleftbehind。 Theywerenotpassengers,butthearrivalsMissVanderpoelhadbeenexpectingsoardently。Theyhadcometosaygood—byetoherandweretoolateforthat,atleast,asthegangwaywasjustabouttobewithdrawn。 MissVanderpoelleanedforwardwithanamazinglyfervidexpressiononherface。 \"Tommy!Tommy!\"shecriedtothelittleboy。\"HereIam,Tommy。Wecansaygood—byefromhere。\" Thelittleboy,lookingup,brokeintoawailofdespair。 \"Betty!Betty!Betty!\"hecried。\"Iwantedtokissyou,Betty。\" Bettyheldoutherarms。Shediditwithentireforgetfulnessoftheexistenceofanylookers—on,andwithsuchoutreachingloveonherfacethatitseemedasifthechildmustfeelhertouch。Shemadeabeautiful,warm,consolingbudofhermouth。 \"We’llkisseachotherfromhere,Tommy,\"shesaid。 \"See,wecan。Kissme,andIwillkissyou。\" Tommyheldouthisarmsandthemagnificentdonkey。 \"Betty,\"hecried,\"Ibroughtyoumydonkey。Iwantedtogiveittoyouforapresent,becauseyoulikedit。\" MissVanderpoelbentfurtherforwardandaddressedtheelderlywoman。 \"Matilda,\"shesaid,\"pleasepackMasterTommy’spresentandsendittome!Iwantitverymuch。\" Tendersmilesirradiatedthesmallface。Thegangwaywaswithdrawn,and,amidthefamiliarsoundsofabigcraft’sfirststruggle,theshipbegantomove。MissVanderpoelstillbentforwardandheldoutherarms。 \"Iwillsooncomeback,Tommy,\"shecried,\"andwearealwaysfriends。\" Thechildheldouthisshortbluesergearmsalso,andSalterwatchinghimcouldnotbutbetouchedforallhisgloomofmind。 \"Iwantedtokissyou,Betty,\"heheardinfarewell。\"I didsowanttokissyou。\" Andsotheysteamedawayupontheblue。 CHAPTERVIII THESECOND—CLASSPASSENGER Uptoacertainpointthevoyagewaslikeallothervoyages。 Duringthefirsttwodaystherewerepassengerswhodidnotappearondeck,butastheweatherwasfairfortheseasonoftheyear,therewerefewerabsenteesthanisusual。Indeed,onthethirddaythedeckchairswereallfilled,peoplewhoweregiventotrampingduringtheirvoyageshadbeguntowalktheircustomaryquotaofcarefully—measuredmilestheday。 Therewereafewpalefacesdozinghereandthere,butthegeneralaspectofthingshadbeguntobesprightly。Shuffleboardplayersandquoitenthusiastsbegantobestirthemselves,thedeckstewardappearedregularlywithlightrepastsofbeefteaandbiscuits,andthebrillianthuesofred,blue,oryellownovelsmadefrequentspotsofcolouruponthepromenade。 Personsofsomeinitiativewenttothelengthofmakingtentativeobservationstotheirnext—chairneighbours。Thesecond—cabinpassengerswerecheerful,andthesteeragepassengers,havingtumbledup,formedfriendlygroupsandbegantojokewitheachother。 TheWorthingtonshadplainlythegoodfortunetoberespectablesailors。Theyreappearedontheseconddayandestablishedregularhabits,afterthemannerofaccustomedtravellers。MissVanderpoel’shabitswereregularfromthefirst,andwhenSaltersawherhewasimpressedevenmoreattheoutsetwithherairofbeingathomeinsteadofonboardship。Herpracticallywell—chosencornerwasanagreeableplacetolookat。Herchairwasbuiltforeaseofangleandwidth,hercushionswereofdarkrichcolours,hertravellingrugswereofblackfoxfur,andsheownedanadjustabletableforbooksandaccompaniments。Sheappearedearlyinthemorningandwalkeduntiltheseaaircrimsonedhercheeks,shesatandreadwithevidentenjoyment,shetalkedtohercompanionsandplainlyentertainedthem。 Salter,beingboredandinbadspirits,foundhimselfwatchingherratheroften,butheknewthatbutforthesmall,comicepisodeofTommy,hewouldhavedefinitelydislikedher。Thedislikewouldnothavebeenfair,butitwouldhaveexistedinspiteofhimself。Itwouldnothavebeenfairbecauseitwouldhavebeenfoundedsimplyupontheignobleresentmentofenvy,uponthepoortruththathewasnotinthestateofmindtoavoidresentingtheinjusticeoffateinbestowingmulti—millionsupononepersonandhisoffspring。Heresentedhisownresentment,butwasobligedtoacknowledgeitsexistenceinhishumour。Hehimself,especiallyandpeculiarly,hadalwaysknownthebitternessofpoverty,thehumiliationofseeingwheremoneycouldbewellused,indeed,oughttobeused,andatthesametimehavinggroundintohimthefactthattherewasnomoneytolayone’shandon。Hehadhateditevenasaboy,becauseinhiscase,andthatofhispeople,thewholethingwasundignifiedandunbecoming。Itwashumiliatingtohimnowtobringhometohimselfthefactthatthethingforwhichhewasinclinedtodislikethistall,up—standinggirlwasherunconscious(herealisedtheunconsciousnessofit)airofhavingalwayslivedintheatmosphereofmillions,ofneverhavingknownareasonwhysheshouldnothaveanythingshehadadesirefor。Perhaps,uponthewhole,hesaidtohimself,itwashisownillluckandsenseofdefeatwhichmadehercorner,withitscushionsandcomforts,herproperlyattentivemaid,andhercoldweathersablesexpressiveofafortunetoocolossaltobedecent。 Theepisodeoftheplump,despairingTommyhehadliked,however。Therehadbeenafinenaturalnessaboutitandafinepracticalnessinherpromptordertotheelderlynursethattherichly—caparisoneddonkeyshouldbesenttoher。Thishadatoncemadeitcleartothedonorthathisgiftwastoovaluabletobeleftbehind。 \"Shedidnotcaretwopenceforthelotofus,\"washissummingup。\"Shemighthavebeennothingbutthenicestpossiblewarm—heartednursemaidoracottagewomanwholovedthechild。\" Hewasquiteawarethatthoughhehadfoundhimselfmorethanonceobservingher,sheherselfhadprobablynotrecognisedthetrivialfactofhisexistinguponthatothersideofthebarrierwhichseparatedthehighergradeofpassengerfromthelower。Therewas,indeed,noreasonwhysheshouldhavesingledhimoutforobservation,andshewas,infact,toofrequentlyabsorbedinherownreflectionstobeintheframeofmindtoremarkherfellowpassengerstotheextentwhichwasgenerallycustomarywithher。DuringhercrossingsoftheAtlanticsheusuallymadementalobservationofthepeopleonboard。Thistime,whenshewasnottalkingtotheWorthingtons,orreading,shewasthinkingofthepossibilitiesofhervisittoStornham。Sheusedtowalkaboutthedeckthinkingofthemand,sittinginherchair,sumthemupashereyesrestedontherollingandbreakingwaves。 Thereweremanythingstobeconsidered,andoneofthefirstwastheperfectlysanesuggestionherfatherhadmade。 \"Supposeshedoesnotwanttoberescued?Supposeyoufindheracomfortablefineladywhoadoresherhusband。\" Suchathingwaspossible,thoughBettinadidnotthinkitprobable。Sheintended,however,toprepareherselfevenforthis。IfshefoundLadyAnstruthersplumpandroseate,pleasedwithherselfandherposition,shewasquiteequaltomakinghervisitappearacasualandconventionalaffair。 \"Ioughttowishittobeso,\"shethought,\"and,yet,howdisappointinglyIshouldfeelshehadchanged。Still,evenethicalreasonswouldnotexcuseoneforwishinghertobemiserable。\"Shewasacreaturewithanumberofpassionateidealswhichwarredfrequentlywiththepracticalsideofhermentality。Oftensheusedtowalkupanddownthedeckorleanupontheship’sside,hereyesstormywithemotions。 \"IdonotwanttofindRosyaheartlesswoman,andIdonotwanttofindherwretched。WhatdoIwant?Onlytheusualthing——thatwhatcannotbeundonehadneverbeendone。 Peoplearealwayswishingthat。\" Shewasstandingnearthesecond—cabinbarrierthinkingthis,thefirsttimeshesawthepassengerwiththeredhair。 Shehadpausedbymerechance,andwhilehereyeswerestormywithherthought,shesuddenlybecameconsciousthatshewaslookingdirectlyintoothereyesasdarklingasherown。Theywerethoseofamanonthewrongsideofthebarrier。Hehadatroubled,broodingface,and,astheirgazemet,eachofthemstartedslightlyandturnedawaywiththesenseofhavingunconsciouslyintrudedandhavingbeenintrudedupon。 \"Thatrough—lookingman,\"shecommentedtoherself,\"isasanxiousanddisturbedasIam。\" Salterdidlookrough,itwastrue。Hiswell—wornclotheshadsufferedsomewhatfromtherestrictionsofasecond—classcabinsharedwithtwoothermen。Buttheaspectwhichhadpresenteditselftoherbriefglancehadbeennotsomuchroughnessofclothingasofmoodexpressingitselfinhiscountenance。Hewasthinkingharshlyandangrilyofthelifeaheadofhim。 Theselooksoftheirswhichhadsoinadvertentlyencounteredeachotherwereofthatorderwhichsometimesstartlesonewheninpassingastrangeronefindsone’seyesentangledforasecondinhisorhers,asthecasemaybe。Atsuchtimesitseemsforthatinstantdifficulttodisentangleone’sgaze。 Butneitherofthesetwothoughtoftheothermuch,afterhurryingaway。Eachwastoofullymasteredbypersonalmood。 Therewould,indeed,havebeennoreasonfortheirencounteringeachotherfurtherbutfor\"theaccident,\"asitwascalledwhenspokenofafterwards,theaccidentwhichmightsoeasilyhavebeenacatastrophe。Itoccurredthatnight。Thiswastwonightsbeforetheyweretoland。 Everybodyhadbeguntocomeundertheinfluenceofthatcheerfulnessofhumour,thesenseofreliefborderingongaiety,whichgenerallyelatespeoplewhenavoyageisdrawingtoaclose。Ifonehasbeendull,onebeginstogatherone’sselftogether,rejoicedthattheboredomisover。Inanycase,thereareplanstobemade,thoughtof,ordiscussed。 \"YouwishtogotoStornhamatonce?\"Mrs。WorthingtonsaidtoBettina。\"HowpleasedLadyAnstruthersandSirNigelmustbeattheideaofseeingyouwiththemaftersolong。\" \"IcanscarcelytellyouhowIamlookingforwardtoit,\" Bettyanswered。 Shesatinhercorneramonghercushionslookingatthedarkwaterwhichseemedtosweeppasttheship,andlisteningtothethroboftheengines。Shewasnotgay。Shewaswonderinghowfartheplansshehadmadewouldprovefeasible。 Mrs。WorthingtonwasnotawarethathervisittoStornhamCourtwastobeunannounced。Ithadnotbeennecessarytoexplainthematter。Thewholeaffairwassimpleanddecorousenough。MissVanderpoelwastobidgood—byetoherfriendsandgoatoncetohersister,LadyAnstruthers,whosehusband’scountryseatwasbutashortjourneyfromLondon。 Bettinaandherfatherhadarrangedthatthefactshouldbekeptfromthesocietyparagraphist。Thishadrequiredsomeadroitmanagement,buthadactuallybeenaccomplished。 Asthewavesswishedpasther,Bettinawassayingtoherself,\"WhatwillRosysaywhensheseesme!WhatshallIsaywhenIseeRosy?Wearedrawingnearertoeachotherwitheverywavethatpasses。\" Afogwhichsweptupsuddenlysentthemallbelowratherearly。TheWorthingtonslaughedandtalkedalittleintheirstaterooms,butpresentlybecamequietandhadevidentlygonetobed。Bettinawasrestlessandmovedaboutherroomaloneaftershehadsentawayhermaid。Sheatlastsatdownandfinishedalettershehadbeenwritingtoherfather。 \"AsIneartheland,\"shewrote,\"Ifeelasortofexcitement。 Severaltimesto—dayIhaverecalledsodistinctlythepictureofRosyasIsawherlast,whenweallstoodcrowdeduponthewharfatNewYorktoseeheroff。SheandNigelwereleaningupontherailoftheupperdeck。Shelookedsuchadelicate,airylittlecreature,quitelikeaprettyschoolgirlwithtearsinhereyes。Shewaslaughingandcryingatthesametime,andkissingbothherhandstousagainandagain。Iwascryingpassionatelymyself,thoughItriedtoconcealthefact,andIrememberthateachtimeIlookedfromRosytoNigel’sheavyfacethepoignancyofmyanguishmademebreakforthagain。IwonderifitwasbecauseIwasachild,thathelookedsuchacontemptuousbrute,evenwhenhepretendedtosmile。 Itistwelveyearssincethen。Iwonder——howIwonder,whatIshallfind。\" Shestoppedwritingandsatafewmoments,herchinuponherhand,thinking。Suddenlyshesprangtoherfeetinalarm。 Thestillnessofthenightwasbrokenbywildshouts,arunningoffeetoutside,atumultofmingledsoundsandmotion,adashandrushofsurgingwater,astrangethumpingandstrainingofengines,andamomentlatershewashurledfromonesideofherstateroomtotheotherbyacrashingshockwhichseemedtoheavetheshipoutofthesea,shudderingasiftheendofallthingshadcome。 Itwassosuddenandhorribleathingthat,thoughshehadonlybeenflunguponapileofrugsandcushionsandwasunhurt,shefeltasifshehadbeenstruckontheheadandplungedintowilddelirium。Abovethesoundofthedashingandrockingwaves,thestrainingandroaringofhackingenginesandthepandemoniumofvoicesrosefromoneendoftheshiptotheother,onewild,despairing,long—drawnshriekofwomenandchildren。Bettinaturnedsickatthemadterrorinit—— theinsensate,awfulhorror。 \"Somethinghasrunintous!\"shegasped,gettingupwithherheartleapinginherthroat。 ShecouldheartheWorthingtons’tempestofterrifiedconfusionthroughthepartitionsbetweenthem,andsherememberedafterwardsthatinthespaceoftwoorthreeseconds,andinthemidstoftheirclamour,ahundredincongruousthoughtsleapedthroughherbrain。Perhapstheywerethismomentgoingdown。Nowsheknewwhatitwaslike!Thisthingshehadreadofinnewspapers!Nowshewasgoingdowninmid—ocean,she,BettyVanderpoel!And,asshesprangtoclutchherfurcoat,thereflashedbeforehermentalvisionagruesomepictureoftheheadlinesinthenewspapersandtheinevitablereferencetothemillionssherepresented。 \"Imustkeepcalm,\"sheheardherselfsay,asshefastenedthelongcoat,clenchingherteethtokeepthemfromchattering。 \"PoorDaddy——poorDaddy!\"