\"Howmanymillions。Howmanyhundredmillions!\"saidhiscompanion,gloatingcheerfullyoverthevastnessofunknownpossibilities。\"I’vecrossedwithMissVanderpoeloften,twoorthreetimeswhenshewasinshortfrocks。She’sthekindofgirlyoureadabout。Andshe’sgotmoneyenoughtobuyinhalfadozenprinces。\"
\"ThereareNewYorkerswhowon’tlikeitifshedoes,\"
returnedtheother。\"There’sbeentoomuchmoneygoingoutofthecountry。HersuiteiscrammedfullofJackroses,now,andthereareboxeswaitingoutside。\"
Saltermovedawayandheardnomore。Hemovedaway,infact,becausehewasconsciousthattoamaninhiscase,thisdwellinguponmillions,thisplethoraofwealth,wasalittlerevolting。HehadwalkeddownBroadwayandseenthepriceofJacqueminotroses,andhewasnotsoothedoralluredatthisparticularmomentbythepictureofagirlwhosehalf—dozencabinswerecrowdedwiththem。
\"Oh,thedevil!\"hesaid。\"Itsoundsvulgar。\"Andhewalkedupanddownfast,squaringhisshoulders,withhishandsinthepocketsofhisrough,well—worncoat。HehadseeninEnglandsomethingoftheAmericanyoungwomanwithmillionairerelatives。HehadbeenscarcelymorethanaboywhentheAmericanfloodfirstbegantorise。Hehadbeenoldenough,however,tohearpeopletalk。Ashehadgrownolder,Salterhadobserveditsadvance。EnglishmenhadmarriedAmericanbeauties。AmericanfortuneshadbuiltupEnglishhouses,whichotherwisethreatenedtofallintodecay。ThentheAmericanfacultyofadaptabilitycameintoplay。Anglo—
AmericanwivesbecamesometimesmoreEnglishthantheirhusbands。TheyproceededtoAnglicisetheirrelations,theirrelations’clothes,even,intime,theirspeech。TheycarriedorsentEnglishconventionstotheStates,theirbrothersorderedtheirclothesfromWestEndtailors,theirsistersbegantowearwalkingdresses,toplayout—of—doorgamesandtakeactiveexercise。TheirmotherstentativelytookhousesinLondonorParis,therecameaperiodwhentheirfathersoruncles,seriousoranxiousbusinessmen,themostunsportingofhumanbeings,rentedcastlesormanorswithhugemoorsandcoversattachedandentertainedlargepartiesofshootersorfisherswhocouldbeluredtoanyquarterbythepromiseoftheparticularformofslaughterforwhichtheyburned。
\"SheerAmericanbusinessperspicacity,that,\"saidSalter,ashemarchedupanddown,thinkingofaparticularcaseofthisorder。\"There’ssomethingadmirableinthepracticalwaytheymakeforwhattheywant。TheywanttoamalgamatewithEnglishpeople,notfortheirownsake,butbecausetheirwomenlikeit,andsotheyofferthementhousandsofacresfullofthingstokill。Theycangetthembypayingforthem,andtheyknowhowtopay。\"Helaughedalittle,liftinghissquareshoulders。\"Balthamor’ssixthousandacresofgrousemoorandElsty’ssalmonfishingarerentedbytheChicagoman。Hedoesn’tcaretwopenceforthem,anddoesnotknowapheasantfromacaper—cailzie,buthiswifewantstoknowmenwhodo。\"
ItmustbeconfessedthatSalterwasoftheEnglishwhowerenotpleasedwiththeAmericanInvasion。Insomeofhisviewsofthematterhewasalittleprehistoricandsavage,butthemodernsideofhischaracterwastoointelligenttolackreason。Hewasbynomeansentirelymodern,however;alargepartofhisnaturebelongedtotheageinwhichmenhadfoughtfiercelyforwhattheywantedtogetorkeep,andwhentheamenitiesofcommercehadnotbecomepowerfulfactorsinexistence。
\"They’renotabadlot,\"hewasthinkingatthismoment。
\"Theyareratherfineinaway。Theyarecleverandpowerfulandinteresting——moresothantheyknowthemselves。Butitisallcommerce。Theydon’tcomeandfightwithusandgetpossessionofusbyforce。Theycomeandbuyus。Theybuyourlandandourhomes,andourlandowners,forthatmatter——
whentheydon’tbuythem,theysendtheirwomentomarrythem,confoundit!\"
Hetookhalfadozenmorestridesandliftedhisshouldersagain。
\"BeggarlylotasIam,\"hesaid,\"unlikelyasitseemsthatIcanmarryatall,I’mhangedifIdon’tmarryanEnglishwoman,ifIgivemylifetoawomanatall。\"
But,infact,hewasoftheopinionthatheshouldnevergivehislifetoanywoman,andthiswasbecausehewas,atthisperiod,alsooftheopinionthattherewassmallprospectofitseverbeingworththegivingortaking。Ithadbeenoneofthoseliveswhichbeginuntowardlyandareruledbyunfaircircumstances。
Hehadaparticularlywell—cutandexpressivemouth,and,ashewentbacktotheship’ssideandleanedonhisfoldedarmsontherailagain,itscurvesconcealedagooddealofstrongfeeling。
Thewharfwasbusierthanbefore。Inlessthanhalfanhourtheshipwastosail。Thebustleandconfusionhadincreased。Therewerepeoplehurryingaboutlookingforfriends,andtherewerepeoplescribblingoffexcitedfarewellmessagesatthetelegraphoffice。Thesituationwasworkinguptoitsclimax。Anobservinglooker—onmightcatchglimpsesofemotionalscenes。Manyofthepassengerswerealreadyonboard,partiesofthemaccompaniedbytheirfriendsweremakingtheirwayupthegangplank。
Salterhadjustbeenwatchingaluxuriouslycared—forlittleinvalidwomanbeingcarriedondeckinarecliningchair,whenhisattentionwasattractedbythesoundoftramplinghoofsandrollingwheels。Twonoticeablybigandsmartcarriageshaddrivenuptothestopping—placeforvehicles。Theyweregorgeouslyofthelatestmode,andtheirtall,satin—skinnedhorsesjangledsilverchainsandsteppeduptotheirnoses。
\"HerecometheWorthingtons,whosoevertheymaybe,\"
thoughtSalter。\"Thefineup—standingyoungwomanis,nodoubt,themulti—millionairess。\"
Thefine,up—standingyoungwomanWASthemulti—millionairess。
Bettinawalkedupthegangwayinthesunshine,andthepassengersupontheupperdeckcranedtheirneckstolookather。Hercarriageofherheadandshouldersinvariablymadepeopleturntolook。
\"My,ain’tshefine—looking!\"exclaimedanexcitedladybeholderabove。\"IguessthatmustbeMissVanderpoel,themulti—millionaire’sdaughter。Janetoldmeshe’dheardshewascrossingthistrip。\"
Bettinaheardher。Shesometimeswonderedifshewaseverpointedout,ifhernamewasevermentionedwithouttheadditionoftheexplanatorystatementthatshewasthemulti—millionaire’sdaughter。Asachildshehadthoughtitridiculousandtiresome,asshehadgrownoldershehadfeltthatonlyaremarkableindividualitycouldsurmountafactsoeverpresent。
Itwaslikeatremendousqualitywhichovershadowedeverythingelse。
\"Itwoundsmyvanity,Ihavenodoubt,\"shehadsaidtoherfather。\"Nobodyeverseesme,theyonlyseeyouandyourmillionsandmillionsofdollars。\"
Salterwatchedherpassupthegangway。Thephasethroughwhichhewaslivingwasnotoftheorderwhichleadsamantodwelluponthebeautifulandinspiritingasexpressedbythefemaleimage。Successandthehopefulnesswhichengenderwarmthofsoulandquicknessofheartarerequiredforthedevelopmentofsuchallurements。HethoughtoftheVanderpoelmillionsastheladyonthedeckhadthoughtofthem,andinhismindsomehowthegirlherselfappearedtoexpressthem。Therichup—springingsweepofherabundanthair,herheight,hercolouring,theremarkableshadeandlengthofherlashes,thefullcurveofhermouth,all,hetoldhimself,lookedexpensive,asifevennatureherselfhadbeengivencarteblanche,andthebestpossiblearticlesprocuredforthemoney。
\"Shemoves,\"hethoughtsardonically,\"asifshewereperfectlyawarethatshecouldpayforanything。Anunlimitedincome,nodoubt,establishesintheownertheequivalenttoasenseofrank。\"
Hechangedhispositionforoneinwhichhecouldcommandaviewofthepromenadedeckwherethearrivingpassengersweregraduallyappearing。Hedidthisfromtheidleandcarelesscuriositywhich,thoughitisnotamatterofabsoluteinterest,doesnotobjecttobeingentertainedbypassingobjects。HesawtheWorthingtonpartyreappear。ItstruckSalterthattheylookednotsomuchlikepersonscomingonboardaship,aslikepeoplewhowerereturningtoahoteltowhichtheywereaccustomed,andwhichwasalsoaccustomedtothem。HearguedthattheyhadprobablycrossedtheAtlanticinnumerabletimesinthisparticularsteamer。Thedeckstewardsknewthemandmadeobeisancewithempressement。MissVanderpoelnoddedtothestewardSalterhadhearddiscussingher。Shegavehimasmileofrecognitionandpausedamomenttospeaktohim。Saltersawhersweepthedeckwithherglanceandthendesignateasequesteredcorner,suchastheexperiencedvoyagerwouldrecogniseasbeingdesirablysheltered。Shewasevidentlygivinganorderconcerningtheplacingofherdeckchair,whichwaspresentlybrought。Anelegantlyneatanddecorouspersoninblack,whowasevidentlyhermaid,appearedlater,followedbyastewardwhocarriedcushionsandsumptuousfurrugs。Thesebeingarranged,adelightfulcornerwasleftalluringlyprepared。MissVanderpoel,afterherinstructionstothedecksteward,hadjoinedherpartyandseemedtobeawaitingsomearrivalanxiously。
\"Sheknowshowtodoherselfwell,\"Saltercommented,\"andsherealisesthatforethoughtisapracticalfactor。Millionshavebeenproductiveofcomposure。Itisnotunnatural,either。\"
Itwasbutashorttimelaterthatthewarningbellwasrung。Stewardspassedthroughthecrowdscallingout,\"Allashore,ifyouplease——allashore。\"Finalembraceswereinorderonallsides。Peopleshookhandswithfervourandlaughedalittlenervously。WomenkissedeachotherandpouredforthhurriedmessagestobedeliveredontheothersideoftheAtlantic。Havingkissedandparted,someofthemrushedbackandindulgedinlittleclutchesagain。NotwithstandingthatthetideofhumanitysurgesacrosstheAtlanticalmostasregularlyasthedailytidesurgesinonitsshores,awaveofemotionsweepsthrougheveryshipatsuchpartings。
Salterstoodondeckandwatchedthecrowddispersing。
Someofthepeoplewerelaughingandsomehadredeyes。
Groupscollectedonthewharfandtriedtosaystillmorelastwordstotheirfriendscrowdingagainsttherail。
TheWorthingtonskepttheirplacesandwerestilllookingout,bythistimedisappointedly。Itseemedthatthefriendorfriendstheyexpectedwerenotcoming。SaltersawthatMissVanderpoellookedmoredisappointedthantherest。Sheleanedforwardandstrainedhereyestosee。Justatthelastmomenttherewasthesoundoftramplinghorsesandrollingwheelsagain。Fromthearrivingcarriagedescendedhastilyanelderlywoman,wholiftedoutalittleboyexcitedalmosttotears。Hewasadear,chubbylittlepersoninflappingsailortrousers,andhecarriedasplendidly—caparisonedtoydonkeyinhisarms。
Saltercouldnothelpfeelingslightlyexcitedhimselfastheyrushedforward。Hewonderediftheywerepassengerswhowouldbeleftbehind。
Theywerenotpassengers,butthearrivalsMissVanderpoelhadbeenexpectingsoardently。Theyhadcometosaygood—byetoherandweretoolateforthat,atleast,asthegangwaywasjustabouttobewithdrawn。
MissVanderpoelleanedforwardwithanamazinglyfervidexpressiononherface。
\"Tommy!Tommy!\"shecriedtothelittleboy。\"HereIam,Tommy。Wecansaygood—byefromhere。\"
Thelittleboy,lookingup,brokeintoawailofdespair。
\"Betty!Betty!Betty!\"hecried。\"Iwantedtokissyou,Betty。\"
Bettyheldoutherarms。Shediditwithentireforgetfulnessoftheexistenceofanylookers—on,andwithsuchoutreachingloveonherfacethatitseemedasifthechildmustfeelhertouch。Shemadeabeautiful,warm,consolingbudofhermouth。
\"We’llkisseachotherfromhere,Tommy,\"shesaid。
\"See,wecan。Kissme,andIwillkissyou。\"
Tommyheldouthisarmsandthemagnificentdonkey。
\"Betty,\"hecried,\"Ibroughtyoumydonkey。Iwantedtogiveittoyouforapresent,becauseyoulikedit。\"
MissVanderpoelbentfurtherforwardandaddressedtheelderlywoman。
\"Matilda,\"shesaid,\"pleasepackMasterTommy’spresentandsendittome!Iwantitverymuch。\"
Tendersmilesirradiatedthesmallface。Thegangwaywaswithdrawn,and,amidthefamiliarsoundsofabigcraft’sfirststruggle,theshipbegantomove。MissVanderpoelstillbentforwardandheldoutherarms。
\"Iwillsooncomeback,Tommy,\"shecried,\"andwearealwaysfriends。\"
Thechildheldouthisshortbluesergearmsalso,andSalterwatchinghimcouldnotbutbetouchedforallhisgloomofmind。
\"Iwantedtokissyou,Betty,\"heheardinfarewell。\"I
didsowanttokissyou。\"
Andsotheysteamedawayupontheblue。
CHAPTERVIII
THESECOND—CLASSPASSENGER
Uptoacertainpointthevoyagewaslikeallothervoyages。
Duringthefirsttwodaystherewerepassengerswhodidnotappearondeck,butastheweatherwasfairfortheseasonoftheyear,therewerefewerabsenteesthanisusual。Indeed,onthethirddaythedeckchairswereallfilled,peoplewhoweregiventotrampingduringtheirvoyageshadbeguntowalktheircustomaryquotaofcarefully—measuredmilestheday。
Therewereafewpalefacesdozinghereandthere,butthegeneralaspectofthingshadbeguntobesprightly。Shuffleboardplayersandquoitenthusiastsbegantobestirthemselves,thedeckstewardappearedregularlywithlightrepastsofbeefteaandbiscuits,andthebrillianthuesofred,blue,oryellownovelsmadefrequentspotsofcolouruponthepromenade。
Personsofsomeinitiativewenttothelengthofmakingtentativeobservationstotheirnext—chairneighbours。Thesecond—cabinpassengerswerecheerful,andthesteeragepassengers,havingtumbledup,formedfriendlygroupsandbegantojokewitheachother。
TheWorthingtonshadplainlythegoodfortunetoberespectablesailors。Theyreappearedontheseconddayandestablishedregularhabits,afterthemannerofaccustomedtravellers。MissVanderpoel’shabitswereregularfromthefirst,andwhenSaltersawherhewasimpressedevenmoreattheoutsetwithherairofbeingathomeinsteadofonboardship。Herpracticallywell—chosencornerwasanagreeableplacetolookat。Herchairwasbuiltforeaseofangleandwidth,hercushionswereofdarkrichcolours,hertravellingrugswereofblackfoxfur,andsheownedanadjustabletableforbooksandaccompaniments。Sheappearedearlyinthemorningandwalkeduntiltheseaaircrimsonedhercheeks,shesatandreadwithevidentenjoyment,shetalkedtohercompanionsandplainlyentertainedthem。
Salter,beingboredandinbadspirits,foundhimselfwatchingherratheroften,butheknewthatbutforthesmall,comicepisodeofTommy,hewouldhavedefinitelydislikedher。Thedislikewouldnothavebeenfair,butitwouldhaveexistedinspiteofhimself。Itwouldnothavebeenfairbecauseitwouldhavebeenfoundedsimplyupontheignobleresentmentofenvy,uponthepoortruththathewasnotinthestateofmindtoavoidresentingtheinjusticeoffateinbestowingmulti—millionsupononepersonandhisoffspring。Heresentedhisownresentment,butwasobligedtoacknowledgeitsexistenceinhishumour。Hehimself,especiallyandpeculiarly,hadalwaysknownthebitternessofpoverty,thehumiliationofseeingwheremoneycouldbewellused,indeed,oughttobeused,andatthesametimehavinggroundintohimthefactthattherewasnomoneytolayone’shandon。Hehadhateditevenasaboy,becauseinhiscase,andthatofhispeople,thewholethingwasundignifiedandunbecoming。Itwashumiliatingtohimnowtobringhometohimselfthefactthatthethingforwhichhewasinclinedtodislikethistall,up—standinggirlwasherunconscious(herealisedtheunconsciousnessofit)airofhavingalwayslivedintheatmosphereofmillions,ofneverhavingknownareasonwhysheshouldnothaveanythingshehadadesirefor。Perhaps,uponthewhole,hesaidtohimself,itwashisownillluckandsenseofdefeatwhichmadehercorner,withitscushionsandcomforts,herproperlyattentivemaid,andhercoldweathersablesexpressiveofafortunetoocolossaltobedecent。
Theepisodeoftheplump,despairingTommyhehadliked,however。Therehadbeenafinenaturalnessaboutitandafinepracticalnessinherpromptordertotheelderlynursethattherichly—caparisoneddonkeyshouldbesenttoher。Thishadatoncemadeitcleartothedonorthathisgiftwastoovaluabletobeleftbehind。
\"Shedidnotcaretwopenceforthelotofus,\"washissummingup。\"Shemighthavebeennothingbutthenicestpossiblewarm—heartednursemaidoracottagewomanwholovedthechild。\"
Hewasquiteawarethatthoughhehadfoundhimselfmorethanonceobservingher,sheherselfhadprobablynotrecognisedthetrivialfactofhisexistinguponthatothersideofthebarrierwhichseparatedthehighergradeofpassengerfromthelower。Therewas,indeed,noreasonwhysheshouldhavesingledhimoutforobservation,andshewas,infact,toofrequentlyabsorbedinherownreflectionstobeintheframeofmindtoremarkherfellowpassengerstotheextentwhichwasgenerallycustomarywithher。DuringhercrossingsoftheAtlanticsheusuallymadementalobservationofthepeopleonboard。Thistime,whenshewasnottalkingtotheWorthingtons,orreading,shewasthinkingofthepossibilitiesofhervisittoStornham。Sheusedtowalkaboutthedeckthinkingofthemand,sittinginherchair,sumthemupashereyesrestedontherollingandbreakingwaves。
Thereweremanythingstobeconsidered,andoneofthefirstwastheperfectlysanesuggestionherfatherhadmade。
\"Supposeshedoesnotwanttoberescued?Supposeyoufindheracomfortablefineladywhoadoresherhusband。\"
Suchathingwaspossible,thoughBettinadidnotthinkitprobable。Sheintended,however,toprepareherselfevenforthis。IfshefoundLadyAnstruthersplumpandroseate,pleasedwithherselfandherposition,shewasquiteequaltomakinghervisitappearacasualandconventionalaffair。
\"Ioughttowishittobeso,\"shethought,\"and,yet,howdisappointinglyIshouldfeelshehadchanged。Still,evenethicalreasonswouldnotexcuseoneforwishinghertobemiserable。\"Shewasacreaturewithanumberofpassionateidealswhichwarredfrequentlywiththepracticalsideofhermentality。Oftensheusedtowalkupanddownthedeckorleanupontheship’sside,hereyesstormywithemotions。
\"IdonotwanttofindRosyaheartlesswoman,andIdonotwanttofindherwretched。WhatdoIwant?Onlytheusualthing——thatwhatcannotbeundonehadneverbeendone。
Peoplearealwayswishingthat。\"
Shewasstandingnearthesecond—cabinbarrierthinkingthis,thefirsttimeshesawthepassengerwiththeredhair。
Shehadpausedbymerechance,andwhilehereyeswerestormywithherthought,shesuddenlybecameconsciousthatshewaslookingdirectlyintoothereyesasdarklingasherown。Theywerethoseofamanonthewrongsideofthebarrier。Hehadatroubled,broodingface,and,astheirgazemet,eachofthemstartedslightlyandturnedawaywiththesenseofhavingunconsciouslyintrudedandhavingbeenintrudedupon。
\"Thatrough—lookingman,\"shecommentedtoherself,\"isasanxiousanddisturbedasIam。\"
Salterdidlookrough,itwastrue。Hiswell—wornclotheshadsufferedsomewhatfromtherestrictionsofasecond—classcabinsharedwithtwoothermen。Buttheaspectwhichhadpresenteditselftoherbriefglancehadbeennotsomuchroughnessofclothingasofmoodexpressingitselfinhiscountenance。Hewasthinkingharshlyandangrilyofthelifeaheadofhim。
Theselooksoftheirswhichhadsoinadvertentlyencounteredeachotherwereofthatorderwhichsometimesstartlesonewheninpassingastrangeronefindsone’seyesentangledforasecondinhisorhers,asthecasemaybe。Atsuchtimesitseemsforthatinstantdifficulttodisentangleone’sgaze。
Butneitherofthesetwothoughtoftheothermuch,afterhurryingaway。Eachwastoofullymasteredbypersonalmood。
Therewould,indeed,havebeennoreasonfortheirencounteringeachotherfurtherbutfor\"theaccident,\"asitwascalledwhenspokenofafterwards,theaccidentwhichmightsoeasilyhavebeenacatastrophe。Itoccurredthatnight。Thiswastwonightsbeforetheyweretoland。
Everybodyhadbeguntocomeundertheinfluenceofthatcheerfulnessofhumour,thesenseofreliefborderingongaiety,whichgenerallyelatespeoplewhenavoyageisdrawingtoaclose。Ifonehasbeendull,onebeginstogatherone’sselftogether,rejoicedthattheboredomisover。Inanycase,thereareplanstobemade,thoughtof,ordiscussed。
\"YouwishtogotoStornhamatonce?\"Mrs。WorthingtonsaidtoBettina。\"HowpleasedLadyAnstruthersandSirNigelmustbeattheideaofseeingyouwiththemaftersolong。\"
\"IcanscarcelytellyouhowIamlookingforwardtoit,\"
Bettyanswered。
Shesatinhercorneramonghercushionslookingatthedarkwaterwhichseemedtosweeppasttheship,andlisteningtothethroboftheengines。Shewasnotgay。Shewaswonderinghowfartheplansshehadmadewouldprovefeasible。
Mrs。WorthingtonwasnotawarethathervisittoStornhamCourtwastobeunannounced。Ithadnotbeennecessarytoexplainthematter。Thewholeaffairwassimpleanddecorousenough。MissVanderpoelwastobidgood—byetoherfriendsandgoatoncetohersister,LadyAnstruthers,whosehusband’scountryseatwasbutashortjourneyfromLondon。
Bettinaandherfatherhadarrangedthatthefactshouldbekeptfromthesocietyparagraphist。Thishadrequiredsomeadroitmanagement,buthadactuallybeenaccomplished。
Asthewavesswishedpasther,Bettinawassayingtoherself,\"WhatwillRosysaywhensheseesme!WhatshallIsaywhenIseeRosy?Wearedrawingnearertoeachotherwitheverywavethatpasses。\"
Afogwhichsweptupsuddenlysentthemallbelowratherearly。TheWorthingtonslaughedandtalkedalittleintheirstaterooms,butpresentlybecamequietandhadevidentlygonetobed。Bettinawasrestlessandmovedaboutherroomaloneaftershehadsentawayhermaid。Sheatlastsatdownandfinishedalettershehadbeenwritingtoherfather。
\"AsIneartheland,\"shewrote,\"Ifeelasortofexcitement。
Severaltimesto—dayIhaverecalledsodistinctlythepictureofRosyasIsawherlast,whenweallstoodcrowdeduponthewharfatNewYorktoseeheroff。SheandNigelwereleaningupontherailoftheupperdeck。Shelookedsuchadelicate,airylittlecreature,quitelikeaprettyschoolgirlwithtearsinhereyes。Shewaslaughingandcryingatthesametime,andkissingbothherhandstousagainandagain。Iwascryingpassionatelymyself,thoughItriedtoconcealthefact,andIrememberthateachtimeIlookedfromRosytoNigel’sheavyfacethepoignancyofmyanguishmademebreakforthagain。IwonderifitwasbecauseIwasachild,thathelookedsuchacontemptuousbrute,evenwhenhepretendedtosmile。
Itistwelveyearssincethen。Iwonder——howIwonder,whatIshallfind。\"
Shestoppedwritingandsatafewmoments,herchinuponherhand,thinking。Suddenlyshesprangtoherfeetinalarm。
Thestillnessofthenightwasbrokenbywildshouts,arunningoffeetoutside,atumultofmingledsoundsandmotion,adashandrushofsurgingwater,astrangethumpingandstrainingofengines,andamomentlatershewashurledfromonesideofherstateroomtotheotherbyacrashingshockwhichseemedtoheavetheshipoutofthesea,shudderingasiftheendofallthingshadcome。
Itwassosuddenandhorribleathingthat,thoughshehadonlybeenflunguponapileofrugsandcushionsandwasunhurt,shefeltasifshehadbeenstruckontheheadandplungedintowilddelirium。Abovethesoundofthedashingandrockingwaves,thestrainingandroaringofhackingenginesandthepandemoniumofvoicesrosefromoneendoftheshiptotheother,onewild,despairing,long—drawnshriekofwomenandchildren。Bettinaturnedsickatthemadterrorinit——
theinsensate,awfulhorror。
\"Somethinghasrunintous!\"shegasped,gettingupwithherheartleapinginherthroat。
ShecouldheartheWorthingtons’tempestofterrifiedconfusionthroughthepartitionsbetweenthem,andsherememberedafterwardsthatinthespaceoftwoorthreeseconds,andinthemidstoftheirclamour,ahundredincongruousthoughtsleapedthroughherbrain。Perhapstheywerethismomentgoingdown。Nowsheknewwhatitwaslike!Thisthingshehadreadofinnewspapers!Nowshewasgoingdowninmid—ocean,she,BettyVanderpoel!And,asshesprangtoclutchherfurcoat,thereflashedbeforehermentalvisionagruesomepictureoftheheadlinesinthenewspapersandtheinevitablereferencetothemillionssherepresented。
\"Imustkeepcalm,\"sheheardherselfsay,asshefastenedthelongcoat,clenchingherteethtokeepthemfromchattering。
\"PoorDaddy——poorDaddy!\"