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类别:其他 作者:Frances Hodgson Burnett字数:10054更新时间:19/01/07 14:57:26
TheperceptionsshehadbroughtwithherfilledherjourneyintoKentwithdeliciousthings,deliciousrecognitionofbeautiesshehadbeforeknowntheexistenceofonlythroughthereadingofbooks,andthedwellingupontheircharmsasreproduced,moreorlessperfectly,oncanvas。Shesawrollbyher,withthepassingofthetrain,thelovelinessoflandandpicturesquenessoflivingwhichshehadsavedforherselfwithepicureanintentionforyears。Herfancy,whendetachedfromherthoughtsofhersister,hadbeenepicurean,andshehadbeenquiteawarethatitwasso。Whenshehadleftthesuburbsandthosevillagesalreadytouchedwithsuburbanitybehind,shefeltherselfsettleintoaglowofluxuriousenjoymentinthefreshnessofherpleasureinthefamiliar,andyetunfamiliar,objectsinthethick—hedgedfields,whosebroad— branched,thick—foliagedoaksandbeechesweremoreemboweringintheirshade,andsweeterintheirgreenthananythingsherememberedthatothercountrieshadofferedher,evenattheirbest。Withinthefieldsthehawthornhedgesbeautifullyenclosedweregroupsofresignedmothersheepwiththeiryounglambsaboutthem。Thecuriouspointedtopsoftheredhopkilns,piercingthetreesnearthefarmhouses,woreanalmostintentionalairofaddingpicturesquedetail。 Therewereclustersofoldbuildingsanddotsofcottagesandcottagegardenswhichmadehernowandthenutterexclamationsofdelight。LittleinarticulateRosyhadseenandfeltitalltwelveyearsbeforeonherhopelessbridalhome—comingwhenNigelhadsathuddledunbecominglyinthecorneroftherailwaycarriage。Herpowerofexpressionhadbeenlimitedtolittlejoyfulgaspsandobviouslaudatoryadjectives,smotheredintheirbirthbyherfirstglanceatherbridegroom。 Betty,inseeingit,knewalltheexquisitenessofherownpleasure,andallthemeaningsofit。 Yes,itwasEngland——England。ItwastheEnglandofConstableandMorland,ofMissMitfordandMissAusten,theBrontesandGeorgeEliot。Thelandwhichsoftlyrolledandclotheditselfintherichverdureofmanytrees,sometimesinlovelyclusters,sometimesincoveringcopse,wasConstable’s;theripeyoungwomanwiththefat—leggedchildrenandthefarmyardbeastsabouther,asshefedthehensfromthewoodenpigginunderherarm,wasMorland’sown。 ThevillagestreetmightbeMissMitford’s,thewell—to—dohouseJaneAusten’sownfancy,initswarmbrickandcomfortabledecorum。Shelaughedalittleasshethoughtit。 \"ThatisAmerican,\"shesaid,\"thehabitofcomparingeverystickandstoneandbreathingthingtosomeliteraryparallel。Wealmostinvariablysaythatthingsremindusofpicturesorbooks——mostusuallybooks。Itseemsalittlecrude,butperhapsitmeansthatweareanintenselyliteraryandartisticpeople。\" Shecontinuedtofindcomparisonsrevealingtohertheirappositeness,untilherjourneyhadendedbythetrain’sslackeningspeedandcomingtoastandstillbeforetherural—lookinglittlestationwhichhadpresenteditsquaintaspecttoLadyAnstruthersonherhome—comingofyearsbefore。 Ithadnot,duringtheyearswhichcertainlyhadgiventimeforchange,alteredintheleast。Thestationmasterhadgrownstouterandmorerosy,andcameforwardwithhisrespectful,hospitableair,toattendtotheunusual—lookingyounglady,whowastheonlyfirst—classpassenger。Hethoughtshemustbeavisitorexpectedatsomecountryhouse,butnoneofthecarriages,whosecoachmenwerehisfamiliaracquaintances,wereinwaiting。Thatsuchafineyoungladyshouldbepayingavisitatanyhousewhoseownersdidnotsendanequipagetoattendhercoming,struckhimasunusual。 Thebroughamfromthe\"Crown,\"thoughadecentcountrytownvehicle,seemedinadequate。Yet,thereitstooddrawnupoutsidethestation,andshewenttoitwiththemannerofayoungladywhohadordereditsattendanceandknewitwouldbethere。 Wellsfeltagooddealofinterest。Amongthemanyyoungladieswhodescendedfromthefirst—classcompartmentsandpassedthroughthelittlewaiting—roomontheirwaytothecarriagesofthegentrytheyweregoingtovisit,hedidnotknowwhenayoungladyhad\"caughthiseye,\"sotospeak,asthisonedid。Shewasnotexactlythekindofyoungladyonewouldimmediatelyclassmentallyas\"aforeigner,\"buttheblueofhereyeswassodeep。andherhairandeyelashessodark,thatthesethings,combiningthemselveswithacertain\"way\"shehad,madehimfeelhertobeofatypeunfamiliartotheregion,atleast。 Hewasstruck,also,bythefactthattheyoungladyhadnomaidwithher。ThetruthwasthatBettinahadpurposelylefthermaidintown。Ifawkwardthingsoccurred,thepresenceofanattendantwouldbeasortofcomplication。Itwasbetter,onthefirstapproach,tobewhollyunencumbered。 \"HowfararewefromStornhamCourt?\"sheinquired。 \"Fivemiles,mylady,\"heanswered,touchinghiscap。Sheexpressedsomethingwhichtotheruralandingenuous,whosestandardsweredefined,demandedarecognitionofprobablerank。 \"I’dliketoknow,\"washiscommenttohiswifewhenhewenthometodinner,\"whohasgonetoStornhamCourtto—day。 There’sfewenoughvisitorsgothere,andnonesuchasher,forcertain。Shedon’tliveanywhereonthelineabovehere,either,forI’veneverseenherfacebefore。Shewasatall,handsomeone——shewas,butitisn’tjustthatmadeyoulookafterher。 Shewasacleveronewithaspirit,I’llbebound。Iwaswonderingwhatherladyshipwouldhavetosaytoher。\" \"PerhapsshewasoneofHISfineladies?\"suggestively。 \"Thatshewasn’t,either。And,asforthat,Iwonderwhathe’dhavetosaytosuchassheis。\" Therewascomplexityofelementenoughinthethingshewasonherwaytodo,Bettinawasthinking,asshewasdrivenoverthewhiteribbonofcountryroadthatunrolledoverriseandhollow,betweenthesheep—dottedgreennessoffieldsandthescentedhedges。Thesoftbeautyenclosingherwasalittleshutoutfromherbyhermentalattitude。Shebroughtforwardforherowndecisionsuponsuitableactionanumberofpossiblesituationsshemightfindherselfcalledupontoconfront。Theonethingnecessarywasthatsheshouldbepreparedforanythingwhatever,evenforRosy’snotbeingpleasedtoseeher,orforfindingSirNigelathoroughlyreformedandamiablecharacter\"ItisthethingwhichseeminglyCANNOThappenwhichoneismostlikelytofindone’sselffacetofacewith。Itwillbealittleawkwardtoarrange,ifhehasdevelopedeverydomesticvirtue,andisdelightedtoseeme。\" Undersuchratherconfusingconditionsherplanwouldbetopresenttothem,asanaffectionatesurprise,theunheraldedvisit,whichmightappearatrifleuncalledfor。Shefelthappilysureofherselfunderanycircumstancesnotpartakingofthenatureofcollisionsatsea。YetshehadnotbehavedabsolutelyillatthetimeofthethreatenedcatastropheintheMeridiana。Herremembrance,anoddlysuddenone,ofthedefinitemannerofthered—hairedsecond—classpassenger,assuredherofthat。Hehadcertainlyhadallhissensesabouthim,andhehadspokentoherasapersontobecountedon。 HerpulsebeatalittlemorehurriedlyasthebroughamenteredStornhamvillage。Itwaspicturesque,butstruckheraslookingneglected。Manyofthecottageshadanairofdilapidation。Thereweremanybrokenwindowsandunmendedgardenpalings。Asuggestedlackofwhitewashinseveralcaseswasnotcheerful。 \"IknownothingofthedutiesofEnglishlandlords,\"shesaid,lookingthroughhercarriagewindow,\"butIshoulddoitmyself,ifIwereRosy。\" Shesaw,asshewastakenthroughtheparkgateway,thatthatstructurewasoutoforder,andthatdamageddiamondpanespeeredoutfromunderthethicknessoftheivymassingitselfoverthelodge。 \"Ah!\"washerthought,\"itdoesnotpromiseasitshould。 Happypeopledonotletthingsfalltopieces。\" Evenwindingavenue,andspreadingsward,andgorse,andbroom,andbracken,enfoldingalltheearthbeneathhugetrees,werenotfairenoughtoremoveasuddenremotefearwhicharoseinherrapidlyreasoningmind。Itsuggestedtoherapointofviewsonewthat,whileshewasamazedatherselffornothavingcontemplateditbefore,shefoundherselfwishingthatthecoachmanwoulddriverathermoreslowly,actuallythatshemighthavemoretimetoreflect。 Theywerenearingadipinthepark,wheretherewasalonelylookingpool。Thebrackenwasthickandhighthere,andthesun,whichhadjustbrokenthroughacloud,hadpiercedthetreeswithagoldengleam。 Alittlewithdrawnfromthisshaftofbrightnessstoodtwofigures,adowdylittlewomanandahunchbackedboy。Thewomanheldsomefernsinherhand,andtheboywassittingdownandrestinghischinonhishands,whichwerefoldedonthetopofastick。 \"Stophereforamoment,\"Bettinasaidtothecoachman。 \"Iwanttoaskthatwomanaquestion。\" ShehadthoughtthatshemightdiscoverifhersisterwasattheCourt。Sherealisedthattoknowwouldbeapointofadvantage。Sheleanedforwardandspoke。 \"Ibegyourpardon,\"shesaid,\"Iwonderifyoucantellme————\" Thewomancameforwardalittle。Shehadalistlessstepandafaded,listlessface。 \"Whatdidyouask?\"shesaid。 Bettyleanedstillfurtherforward。 \"Canyoutellme————\"shebeganandstopped。Asenseofstrictureinthethroatstoppedher,ashereyestookinthewashed—outcolourofthethinface,thewashed—outcolourofthethinhair——thindrabhair,draggedinstraight,hardunbecomingnessfromtheforeheadandcheeks。 Wasittruethatherheartwasthumping,asshehadhearditsaidthatagitationmadeheartsthump? Shebeganagain。 \"Canyou——tellmeif——LadyAnstruthersisathome?\" sheinquired。Asshesaiditshefeltthebloodsurgeupfromthefuriousheart,andthehandshehadlaidonthehandleofthedoorofthebroughamclutcheditinvoluntarily。 Thedowdylittlewomanansweredherindifferently,staringatheralittle。 \"IamLadyAnstruthers,\"shesaid。 Bettinaopenedthecarriagedoorandstoodupontheground。 \"Goontothehouse,\"shegaveordertothecoachman,and,withasomewhatstartledlook,hedroveaway。 \"Rosy!\"Bettina’svoicewasahushed,almostawed,thing。 \"YOUareRosy?\" Thefadedlittlewreckofacreaturebegantolookfrightened。 \"Rosy!\"sherepeated,withasmall,wry,painfulsmile。 Shewasthenextmomentheldinthefoldingofstrong,youngarms,againstaquicklybeatingheart。Shewasbeingwildlykissed,andtheveryairseemedrichwithwarmthandlife。 \"IamBetty,\"sheheard。\"Lookatme,Rosy!IamBetty。Lookatmeandremember!\" LadyAnstruthersgasped,andbrokeintoafaint,hystericlaugh。ShesuddenlyclutchedatBettina’sarm。Foraminutehergazewaswildasshelookedup。 \"Betty,\"shecriedout。\"No!No!No!Ican’tbelieveit!Ican’t!Ican’t!\" Thatjustthisthingcouldhavetakenplaceinher,Bettinahadneverthought。Asshehadreflectedonherwayfromthestation,theimpossibleiswhatonefindsone’sselffacetofacewith。Twelveyearsshouldnothavechangedaprettyblondethingofnineteentoaworn,unintelligent—lookingdowdyoftheorderofdowdinesswhichseemstohavelivedbeyondageandsex。Shelookedevenstupid,oratleaststupefied。Atthismomentshewasasilly,middle—agedwoman,whodidnotknowwhattodo。ForafewsecondsBettinawonderedifshewasgladtoseeher,oronlyfeltawkwardandunequaltothesituation。 \"Ican’tbelieveyou,\"shecriedoutagain,andbegantoshiver。\"Betty!LittleBetty?No!No!itisn’t!\" Sheturnedtotheboy,whohadliftedhischinfromhisstick,andwasstaring。 \"Ughtred!Ughtred!\"shecalledtohim。\"Come!Shesays——shesays————\" Shesatdownuponaclumpofheatherandbegantocry。 Shehidherfaceinhersparehandsandbrokeintosobbing。 \"Oh,Betty!No!\"shegasped。\"It’ssolongago——it’ssofaraway。Younevercame——noone——noone——came!\" Thehunchbackedboydrewnear。Hehadlimpeduponhisstick。Hespokelikeanelderly,affectionategnome,notlikeachild。 \"Don’tdothat,mother,\"hesaid。\"Don’tletitupsetyouso,whateveritis。\" \"It’ssolongago;it’ssofaraway!\"shewept,withcatchesinherbreathandvoice。\"Younevercame!\" Bettykneltdownandenfoldedheragain。Herbell—likevoicewasfirmandclear。 \"Ihavecomenow,\"shesaid。\"Anditisnotfaraway。 Acablewillreachfatherintwohours。\" Pursuingacertainvividthoughtinhermind,shelookedatherwatch。 \"Ifyouspoketomotherbycablethismoment,\"sheadded,withaccustomedcoolness,andshefelthersisteractuallystartasshespoke,\"shecouldansweryoubyfiveo’clock。\" LadyAnstruther’sstartendedinalaughandgaspmorehystericthanherfirst。Therewasevenakindofwanawakeninginherface,assheliftedittolookatthewonderfulnewcomer。Shecaughtherhandandheldit,trembling,assheweaklylaughed。 \"ItmustbeBetty,\"shecried。\"Thatlittlesternway! Itissolikeher。Betty——Betty——dear!\"Shefellintoasobbing,shakenheapupontheheather。TheharrowingthoughtpassedthroughBetty’smindthatshelookedalmostlikealimpbundleofshabbyclothes。Shewassohelplessinherpathetic,apologetichysteria。 \"Ishall——bebetter,\"shegasped。\"It’snothing。Ughtred,tellher。\" \"She’sveryweak,really,\"saidtheboyUghtred,inhismatureway。\"Shecan’thelpitsometimes。I’llgetsomewaterfromthepool。\" \"Letmego,\"saidBetty,andshedarteddowntothewater。 Shewasbackinamoment。Theboywasrubbingandpattinghismother’shandstenderly。 \"Atanyrate,\"heremarked,asoneconsoledbyareflection,\"fatherisnotathome。\" CHAPTERXI \"ITHOUGHTYOUHADALLFORGOTTEN\" As,afterasingularhalfhourspentamongthebrackenunderthetrees,theybegantheirreturntothehouse,Bettinafeltthathersenseofadventurehadaltereditscharacter。Shewasstillinthemidstofaremarkablesortofexploit,whichmightendanywhereorinanything,butithadbecomeatoncemoreprosaicindetailandmoreintenseinitssignificance。Whatitssignificancemightprovelikelytobewhenshefacedit,shehadnotknown,itistrue。Butthiswasdifferentfrom—— fromanything。Astheywalkedupthesun—dappledavenueshekeptglancingasideatRosy,andendeavouringtodrawusefulconclusions。Thepoorgirl’sairofbeingaplain,insignificantfrump,longpastyouth,struckanextraordinaryand,forthetime,unexplainablenote。Herill—cut,out—of— datedress,thecheapsuitofthehunchbackedboy,wholimpedpatientlyalong,helpedbyhiscrutch,suggestedpossibleexplanationswhichwerewithoutdoubtconnectedwiththethoughtwhichhadriseninBettina’smind,asshehadbeendriventhroughthebroken—hingedentrancegate。WhatextraordinarydisposalwasbeingmadeofRosy’smoney?Buthereachglanceathersisteralsosuggestedcomplicationuponcomplication。 Thesingularhalfhourunderthetreesbythepool,spent,afterthefirsthystericmomentswereover,invagueexclaimingsandquestions,whichseemedhalffrightenedandallatsea,hadgraduallyshownherthatshewastalkingtoacreaturewhollyotherthantheRosaliewhohadsowellknownandlovedthemall,andwhomtheyhadsowelllovedandknown。 Theydidnotknowthisone,andshedidnotknowthem,shewasevenalittleafraidofthestirandmovementoftheirlifeandbeing。TheRosytheyhadknownseemedtobeimprisonedwithinthewalltheyearsofherseparatedlifehadbuiltabouther。AteachbreathshedrewBettinasawhowlongtheyearshadbeentoher,andhowfarherhomehadseemedtolieaway,sofarthatitcouldnottouchher,andwasonlyasortofdream,therecallingofwhichmadehersuddenlybegintocryagaineveryfewminutes。ToBettina’ssensitivelyalertminditwasplainthatitwouldnotdointheleasttodraghersuddenlyoutofherprison,orcloister,whichsoeveritmightbe。Todosowouldbelikeforcingacreatureaccustomedonlytodarkness,tostareattheblazingsun。Tohaveburstuponherwiththeoldimpetuous,candidfondnesswouldhavebeentofrightenandshockherasifwithsomethingborderingonindecency。Shecouldnothavestoodit;perhapssuchfondnesswassoremotefromherinthesedaysthatshehadevenceasedtobeabletounderstandit。 \"Whereareyourlittlegirls?\"Bettinaasked,rememberingthattherehadbeennoticegivenoftheadventoftwogirlbabies。 \"Theydied,\"LadyAnstruthersansweredunemotionally。\"Theybothdiedbeforetheywereayearold。ThereisonlyUghtred。\" Bettyglancedattheboyandsawasmallflameofredcreepuponhischeek。Instinctivelysheknewwhatitmeant,andsheputoutherhandandlightlytouchedhisshoulder。 \"Ihopeyou’lllikeme,Ughtred,\"shesaid。 Healmoststartedatthesoundofhervoice,butwhenheturnedhisfacetowardsherheonlygrewredder,andlookedawkwardwithoutanswering。Hismannerwasthatofaboywhowasunusedtotheamenitiesofpolitesociety,andwhowasonlymadeshybythem。 Withoutwarning,amomentorsolater,Bettinastoppedinthemiddleoftheavenue,andlookedupatthearchinggiantbranchesofthetreeswhichhadreachedoutfromonesidetotheother,asiftoclasphandsorencompassaninterlacingembrace。Asfarastheeyereached,theydidthis,andthebeholderstoodasinahighstatelypergola,withbreaksofdeepazureskybetween。Severalmellow,cawingrookswerefloatingsolemnlybeneathorabovethebranches,nowwandthensettlinginsomehighestoneordisappearinginthethickgreenness。 LadyAnstruthersstoppedwhenhersisterdidso,andglancedatherinvagueinquiry。Itwasplainthatshehadoutlivedevenhersenseofthebeautysurroundingher。 \"Whatareyoulookingat,Betty?\"sheasked。 \"Atallofit,\"Bettyanswered。\"Itissowonderful。\" \"Shelikesit,\"saidUghtred,andthenratherslunkastepbehindhismother,asifhewereashamedofhimself。 \"Thehouseisjustbeyondthosetrees,\"saidLadyAnstruthers。 Theycameinfullviewofitthreeminuteslater。Whenshesawit,Bettyutteredanexclamationandstoppedagaintoenjoyeffects。 \"Shelikesthat,too,\"saidUghtred,and,althoughhesaiditsheepishly,therewasimperfectlyconcealedbeneaththeawkwardnessapleasureinthefact。 \"Doyou?\"askedRosalie,withhersmall,painfulsmile。 Bettylaughed。 \"Itistoopicturesque,initsspecialway,tobequitecredible,\"shesaid。 \"IthoughtthatwhenIfirstsawit,\"saidRosy。 \"Don’tyouthinkso,now?\" \"Well,\"wastheratheruncertainreply,\"asNigelsays,there’snotmuchgoodinaplacethatisfallingtopieces。\" \"Whyletitfalltopieces?\"Bettyputittoherwithimpartialpromptness。 \"Wehaven’tmoneyenoughtoholdittogether,\"resignedly。 Astheyclimbedthelow,broad,lichen—blotchedsteps,whosebrokenstonebalustradeswerealmosthiddeninclutching,untrimmedivy,Bettyfeltthemtobealmostincredible,too。Theunevenstonesoftheterracethestepsmountedtowerelichen— blotchedandbrokenalso。Tuftsofgreengrowthshadforcedthemselvesbetweentheflags,andaddedanuntidybeauty。 Theivytossedinbranchesovertheredroofandwallsofthehouse。Ithadbeenleftunclipped,untilitwasratheranendlesslyclamberingtreethanacreeper。Thehalltheyenteredhadthebeautyofspaciousformandgood,oldoakenpanelling。Thereweredeepwindowseatsandanancienthigh—backedsettleorso,andamassivetablebythefirelesshearth。Buttherewerenopicturesinplaceswherepictureshadevidentlyoncehung,andtheonlycoveringsonthestonefloorwerethefadedremnantsofacentralrugandaworntigerskin,theheadalmostbaldandaglasseyeknockedout。 Bettinatookintheunpromisingdetailswithoutaquiveroftheextravagantlashes。These,indeed,andtheeyespertainingtothem,seemedrathertosweepthefineroof,andacertainminstrel’sgalleryandstaircase,thanwhichnothingcouldhavebeenmuchfiner,withthelookofanappreciativeadmirerofarchitecturalfeaturesandoldoak。ShehadnotjourneyedtoStornhamCourtwiththeintentionofdisturbingRosy,orofbeingherselfobviouslydisturbed。Shehadcometoobservesituationsandrearrangethemwiththatintelligenceofwhichunconsideredemotionorexclamationformnopart。 \"ItisthefirstoldEnglishhouseIhaveseen,\"shesaid,withasighofpleasure。\"Iamsoglad,Rosy——Iamsogladthatitisyours。\" SheputahandoneachofRosy’sthinshoulders——shefeltsharplydefinedbonesasshedidso——andbenttokissher。Itwasthenaturalaffectionateexpressionofherfeeling,buttearsstartedtoRosy’seyes,andtheboyUghtred,whohadsatdowninawindowseat,turnedredagain,andshiftedinhisplace。 \"Oh,Betty!\"wasRosy’sfaintnervousexclamation,\"youseemsobeautifuland——so——sostrange——thatyoufrightenme。\" Bettylaughedwiththesoftestpossiblecheerfulness,shakingheralittle。 \"Ishallnotseemstrangelong,\"shesaid,\"afterIhavestayedwithyouafewweeks,ifyouwillletmestaywithyou。\" \"Letyou!Letyou!\"inasortofgasp。 PoorlittleLadyAnstrutherssankontoasettleandbegantocryagain。Itwasplainthatshealwayscriedwhenthingsoccurred。Ughtred’sspeechfromhiswindowseattestifiedatoncetothat。 \"Don’tcry,mother,\"hesaid。\"Youknowhowwe’vetalkedthatovertogether。It’shernerves,\"heexplainedtoBettina。\"Weknowitonlymakesthingsworse,butshecan’tstopit。\" Bettinasatonthesettle,too。Sheherselfwasnotthenawareofthewonderfulfeelingthepoorlittlesparefigureexperienced,ashersoftlystrongyoungarmscurvedaboutit。Shewasonlyawarethatsheherselffeltthatthiswasaheart—breakingthing,andthatshemustnot——MUSTnotletitbeseenhowmuchsherecogniseditswoefulness。Thiswaspretty,fairRosy,whohadneverdoneaharminherhappylife——thisforlornthingwasherRosy。 \"Nevermind,\"shesaid,halflaughingagain。\"Iratherwanttocrymyself,andIamstrongerthansheis。Iamimmenselystrong。\" \"Yes!Yes!\"saidLadyAnstruthers,wipinghereyes,andmakingatremendouseffortatself—respectingcomposure。 \"Youarestrong。Ihavegrownsoweakin——well,ineveryway。Betty,I’mafraidthisisapoorwelcome。Yousee——I’mafraidyou’llfinditallsodifferentfrom——fromNewYork。\" \"Iwantedtofinditdifferent,\"saidBetty。 \"But——but——Imean——youknow————\"LadyAnstruthersturnedhelplesslytotheboy。Bettinawasstruckwiththepainfultruththatshelookedevensillyassheturnedtohim。 \"Ughtred——tellher,\"sheended,andhungherhead。 Ughtredhadgotdownatoncefromhisseatandlimpedforward。Hisunprepossessingfacelookedasifhepulledhischildishnesstogetherwithanunchildisheffort。 \"Shemeans,\"hesaid,inhisawkwardway,\"thatshedoesn’tknowhowtomakeyoucomfortable。Theroomsareallsoshabby——everythingissoshabby。Perhapsyouwon’tstaywhenyousee。\" Bettinaperceptiblyincreasedthefirmnessofherholdonhersister’sbody。Itwasasifshedrewitnearertohersideinakindoftakingpossession。Sheknewthatthemomenthadcomewhenshemightgothisfar,atleast,withoutexpressingalarmingthings。 \"Youcannotshowmeanythingthatwillfrightenme,\" wastheanswershemade。\"Ihavecometostay,Rosy。Wecanmakethingsrightiftheyrequireit。Whynot?\" LadyAnstruthersstartedalittle,andstaredather。Sheknewtenthousandreasonswhythingshadnotbeenmaderight,andthecasualinferencethatsuchreasonscouldbelightlysweptawayasifbythemerewaveofahand,impliedapowerappertainingtoatimeseemingsolostforeverthatitwastoomuchforher。