TheperceptionsshehadbroughtwithherfilledherjourneyintoKentwithdeliciousthings,deliciousrecognitionofbeautiesshehadbeforeknowntheexistenceofonlythroughthereadingofbooks,andthedwellingupontheircharmsasreproduced,moreorlessperfectly,oncanvas。Shesawrollbyher,withthepassingofthetrain,thelovelinessoflandandpicturesquenessoflivingwhichshehadsavedforherselfwithepicureanintentionforyears。Herfancy,whendetachedfromherthoughtsofhersister,hadbeenepicurean,andshehadbeenquiteawarethatitwasso。Whenshehadleftthesuburbsandthosevillagesalreadytouchedwithsuburbanitybehind,shefeltherselfsettleintoaglowofluxuriousenjoymentinthefreshnessofherpleasureinthefamiliar,andyetunfamiliar,objectsinthethick—hedgedfields,whosebroad—
branched,thick—foliagedoaksandbeechesweremoreemboweringintheirshade,andsweeterintheirgreenthananythingsherememberedthatothercountrieshadofferedher,evenattheirbest。Withinthefieldsthehawthornhedgesbeautifullyenclosedweregroupsofresignedmothersheepwiththeiryounglambsaboutthem。Thecuriouspointedtopsoftheredhopkilns,piercingthetreesnearthefarmhouses,woreanalmostintentionalairofaddingpicturesquedetail。
Therewereclustersofoldbuildingsanddotsofcottagesandcottagegardenswhichmadehernowandthenutterexclamationsofdelight。LittleinarticulateRosyhadseenandfeltitalltwelveyearsbeforeonherhopelessbridalhome—comingwhenNigelhadsathuddledunbecominglyinthecorneroftherailwaycarriage。Herpowerofexpressionhadbeenlimitedtolittlejoyfulgaspsandobviouslaudatoryadjectives,smotheredintheirbirthbyherfirstglanceatherbridegroom。
Betty,inseeingit,knewalltheexquisitenessofherownpleasure,andallthemeaningsofit。
Yes,itwasEngland——England。ItwastheEnglandofConstableandMorland,ofMissMitfordandMissAusten,theBrontesandGeorgeEliot。Thelandwhichsoftlyrolledandclotheditselfintherichverdureofmanytrees,sometimesinlovelyclusters,sometimesincoveringcopse,wasConstable’s;theripeyoungwomanwiththefat—leggedchildrenandthefarmyardbeastsabouther,asshefedthehensfromthewoodenpigginunderherarm,wasMorland’sown。
ThevillagestreetmightbeMissMitford’s,thewell—to—dohouseJaneAusten’sownfancy,initswarmbrickandcomfortabledecorum。Shelaughedalittleasshethoughtit。
\"ThatisAmerican,\"shesaid,\"thehabitofcomparingeverystickandstoneandbreathingthingtosomeliteraryparallel。Wealmostinvariablysaythatthingsremindusofpicturesorbooks——mostusuallybooks。Itseemsalittlecrude,butperhapsitmeansthatweareanintenselyliteraryandartisticpeople。\"
Shecontinuedtofindcomparisonsrevealingtohertheirappositeness,untilherjourneyhadendedbythetrain’sslackeningspeedandcomingtoastandstillbeforetherural—lookinglittlestationwhichhadpresenteditsquaintaspecttoLadyAnstruthersonherhome—comingofyearsbefore。
Ithadnot,duringtheyearswhichcertainlyhadgiventimeforchange,alteredintheleast。Thestationmasterhadgrownstouterandmorerosy,andcameforwardwithhisrespectful,hospitableair,toattendtotheunusual—lookingyounglady,whowastheonlyfirst—classpassenger。Hethoughtshemustbeavisitorexpectedatsomecountryhouse,butnoneofthecarriages,whosecoachmenwerehisfamiliaracquaintances,wereinwaiting。Thatsuchafineyoungladyshouldbepayingavisitatanyhousewhoseownersdidnotsendanequipagetoattendhercoming,struckhimasunusual。
Thebroughamfromthe\"Crown,\"thoughadecentcountrytownvehicle,seemedinadequate。Yet,thereitstooddrawnupoutsidethestation,andshewenttoitwiththemannerofayoungladywhohadordereditsattendanceandknewitwouldbethere。
Wellsfeltagooddealofinterest。Amongthemanyyoungladieswhodescendedfromthefirst—classcompartmentsandpassedthroughthelittlewaiting—roomontheirwaytothecarriagesofthegentrytheyweregoingtovisit,hedidnotknowwhenayoungladyhad\"caughthiseye,\"sotospeak,asthisonedid。Shewasnotexactlythekindofyoungladyonewouldimmediatelyclassmentallyas\"aforeigner,\"buttheblueofhereyeswassodeep。andherhairandeyelashessodark,thatthesethings,combiningthemselveswithacertain\"way\"shehad,madehimfeelhertobeofatypeunfamiliartotheregion,atleast。
Hewasstruck,also,bythefactthattheyoungladyhadnomaidwithher。ThetruthwasthatBettinahadpurposelylefthermaidintown。Ifawkwardthingsoccurred,thepresenceofanattendantwouldbeasortofcomplication。Itwasbetter,onthefirstapproach,tobewhollyunencumbered。
\"HowfararewefromStornhamCourt?\"sheinquired。
\"Fivemiles,mylady,\"heanswered,touchinghiscap。Sheexpressedsomethingwhichtotheruralandingenuous,whosestandardsweredefined,demandedarecognitionofprobablerank。
\"I’dliketoknow,\"washiscommenttohiswifewhenhewenthometodinner,\"whohasgonetoStornhamCourtto—day。
There’sfewenoughvisitorsgothere,andnonesuchasher,forcertain。Shedon’tliveanywhereonthelineabovehere,either,forI’veneverseenherfacebefore。Shewasatall,handsomeone——shewas,butitisn’tjustthatmadeyoulookafterher。
Shewasacleveronewithaspirit,I’llbebound。Iwaswonderingwhatherladyshipwouldhavetosaytoher。\"
\"PerhapsshewasoneofHISfineladies?\"suggestively。
\"Thatshewasn’t,either。And,asforthat,Iwonderwhathe’dhavetosaytosuchassheis。\"
Therewascomplexityofelementenoughinthethingshewasonherwaytodo,Bettinawasthinking,asshewasdrivenoverthewhiteribbonofcountryroadthatunrolledoverriseandhollow,betweenthesheep—dottedgreennessoffieldsandthescentedhedges。Thesoftbeautyenclosingherwasalittleshutoutfromherbyhermentalattitude。Shebroughtforwardforherowndecisionsuponsuitableactionanumberofpossiblesituationsshemightfindherselfcalledupontoconfront。Theonethingnecessarywasthatsheshouldbepreparedforanythingwhatever,evenforRosy’snotbeingpleasedtoseeher,orforfindingSirNigelathoroughlyreformedandamiablecharacter\"ItisthethingwhichseeminglyCANNOThappenwhichoneismostlikelytofindone’sselffacetofacewith。Itwillbealittleawkwardtoarrange,ifhehasdevelopedeverydomesticvirtue,andisdelightedtoseeme。\"
Undersuchratherconfusingconditionsherplanwouldbetopresenttothem,asanaffectionatesurprise,theunheraldedvisit,whichmightappearatrifleuncalledfor。Shefelthappilysureofherselfunderanycircumstancesnotpartakingofthenatureofcollisionsatsea。YetshehadnotbehavedabsolutelyillatthetimeofthethreatenedcatastropheintheMeridiana。Herremembrance,anoddlysuddenone,ofthedefinitemannerofthered—hairedsecond—classpassenger,assuredherofthat。Hehadcertainlyhadallhissensesabouthim,andhehadspokentoherasapersontobecountedon。
HerpulsebeatalittlemorehurriedlyasthebroughamenteredStornhamvillage。Itwaspicturesque,butstruckheraslookingneglected。Manyofthecottageshadanairofdilapidation。Thereweremanybrokenwindowsandunmendedgardenpalings。Asuggestedlackofwhitewashinseveralcaseswasnotcheerful。
\"IknownothingofthedutiesofEnglishlandlords,\"shesaid,lookingthroughhercarriagewindow,\"butIshoulddoitmyself,ifIwereRosy。\"
Shesaw,asshewastakenthroughtheparkgateway,thatthatstructurewasoutoforder,andthatdamageddiamondpanespeeredoutfromunderthethicknessoftheivymassingitselfoverthelodge。
\"Ah!\"washerthought,\"itdoesnotpromiseasitshould。
Happypeopledonotletthingsfalltopieces。\"
Evenwindingavenue,andspreadingsward,andgorse,andbroom,andbracken,enfoldingalltheearthbeneathhugetrees,werenotfairenoughtoremoveasuddenremotefearwhicharoseinherrapidlyreasoningmind。Itsuggestedtoherapointofviewsonewthat,whileshewasamazedatherselffornothavingcontemplateditbefore,shefoundherselfwishingthatthecoachmanwoulddriverathermoreslowly,actuallythatshemighthavemoretimetoreflect。
Theywerenearingadipinthepark,wheretherewasalonelylookingpool。Thebrackenwasthickandhighthere,andthesun,whichhadjustbrokenthroughacloud,hadpiercedthetreeswithagoldengleam。
Alittlewithdrawnfromthisshaftofbrightnessstoodtwofigures,adowdylittlewomanandahunchbackedboy。Thewomanheldsomefernsinherhand,andtheboywassittingdownandrestinghischinonhishands,whichwerefoldedonthetopofastick。
\"Stophereforamoment,\"Bettinasaidtothecoachman。
\"Iwanttoaskthatwomanaquestion。\"
ShehadthoughtthatshemightdiscoverifhersisterwasattheCourt。Sherealisedthattoknowwouldbeapointofadvantage。Sheleanedforwardandspoke。
\"Ibegyourpardon,\"shesaid,\"Iwonderifyoucantellme————\"
Thewomancameforwardalittle。Shehadalistlessstepandafaded,listlessface。
\"Whatdidyouask?\"shesaid。
Bettyleanedstillfurtherforward。
\"Canyoutellme————\"shebeganandstopped。Asenseofstrictureinthethroatstoppedher,ashereyestookinthewashed—outcolourofthethinface,thewashed—outcolourofthethinhair——thindrabhair,draggedinstraight,hardunbecomingnessfromtheforeheadandcheeks。
Wasittruethatherheartwasthumping,asshehadhearditsaidthatagitationmadeheartsthump?
Shebeganagain。
\"Canyou——tellmeif——LadyAnstruthersisathome?\"
sheinquired。Asshesaiditshefeltthebloodsurgeupfromthefuriousheart,andthehandshehadlaidonthehandleofthedoorofthebroughamclutcheditinvoluntarily。
Thedowdylittlewomanansweredherindifferently,staringatheralittle。
\"IamLadyAnstruthers,\"shesaid。
Bettinaopenedthecarriagedoorandstoodupontheground。
\"Goontothehouse,\"shegaveordertothecoachman,and,withasomewhatstartledlook,hedroveaway。
\"Rosy!\"Bettina’svoicewasahushed,almostawed,thing。
\"YOUareRosy?\"
Thefadedlittlewreckofacreaturebegantolookfrightened。
\"Rosy!\"sherepeated,withasmall,wry,painfulsmile。
Shewasthenextmomentheldinthefoldingofstrong,youngarms,againstaquicklybeatingheart。Shewasbeingwildlykissed,andtheveryairseemedrichwithwarmthandlife。
\"IamBetty,\"sheheard。\"Lookatme,Rosy!IamBetty。Lookatmeandremember!\"
LadyAnstruthersgasped,andbrokeintoafaint,hystericlaugh。ShesuddenlyclutchedatBettina’sarm。Foraminutehergazewaswildasshelookedup。
\"Betty,\"shecriedout。\"No!No!No!Ican’tbelieveit!Ican’t!Ican’t!\"
Thatjustthisthingcouldhavetakenplaceinher,Bettinahadneverthought。Asshehadreflectedonherwayfromthestation,theimpossibleiswhatonefindsone’sselffacetofacewith。Twelveyearsshouldnothavechangedaprettyblondethingofnineteentoaworn,unintelligent—lookingdowdyoftheorderofdowdinesswhichseemstohavelivedbeyondageandsex。Shelookedevenstupid,oratleaststupefied。Atthismomentshewasasilly,middle—agedwoman,whodidnotknowwhattodo。ForafewsecondsBettinawonderedifshewasgladtoseeher,oronlyfeltawkwardandunequaltothesituation。
\"Ican’tbelieveyou,\"shecriedoutagain,andbegantoshiver。\"Betty!LittleBetty?No!No!itisn’t!\"
Sheturnedtotheboy,whohadliftedhischinfromhisstick,andwasstaring。
\"Ughtred!Ughtred!\"shecalledtohim。\"Come!Shesays——shesays————\"
Shesatdownuponaclumpofheatherandbegantocry。
Shehidherfaceinhersparehandsandbrokeintosobbing。
\"Oh,Betty!No!\"shegasped。\"It’ssolongago——it’ssofaraway。Younevercame——noone——noone——came!\"
Thehunchbackedboydrewnear。Hehadlimpeduponhisstick。Hespokelikeanelderly,affectionategnome,notlikeachild。
\"Don’tdothat,mother,\"hesaid。\"Don’tletitupsetyouso,whateveritis。\"
\"It’ssolongago;it’ssofaraway!\"shewept,withcatchesinherbreathandvoice。\"Younevercame!\"
Bettykneltdownandenfoldedheragain。Herbell—likevoicewasfirmandclear。
\"Ihavecomenow,\"shesaid。\"Anditisnotfaraway。
Acablewillreachfatherintwohours。\"
Pursuingacertainvividthoughtinhermind,shelookedatherwatch。
\"Ifyouspoketomotherbycablethismoment,\"sheadded,withaccustomedcoolness,andshefelthersisteractuallystartasshespoke,\"shecouldansweryoubyfiveo’clock。\"
LadyAnstruther’sstartendedinalaughandgaspmorehystericthanherfirst。Therewasevenakindofwanawakeninginherface,assheliftedittolookatthewonderfulnewcomer。Shecaughtherhandandheldit,trembling,assheweaklylaughed。
\"ItmustbeBetty,\"shecried。\"Thatlittlesternway!
Itissolikeher。Betty——Betty——dear!\"Shefellintoasobbing,shakenheapupontheheather。TheharrowingthoughtpassedthroughBetty’smindthatshelookedalmostlikealimpbundleofshabbyclothes。Shewassohelplessinherpathetic,apologetichysteria。
\"Ishall——bebetter,\"shegasped。\"It’snothing。Ughtred,tellher。\"
\"She’sveryweak,really,\"saidtheboyUghtred,inhismatureway。\"Shecan’thelpitsometimes。I’llgetsomewaterfromthepool。\"
\"Letmego,\"saidBetty,andshedarteddowntothewater。
Shewasbackinamoment。Theboywasrubbingandpattinghismother’shandstenderly。
\"Atanyrate,\"heremarked,asoneconsoledbyareflection,\"fatherisnotathome。\"
CHAPTERXI
\"ITHOUGHTYOUHADALLFORGOTTEN\"
As,afterasingularhalfhourspentamongthebrackenunderthetrees,theybegantheirreturntothehouse,Bettinafeltthathersenseofadventurehadaltereditscharacter。Shewasstillinthemidstofaremarkablesortofexploit,whichmightendanywhereorinanything,butithadbecomeatoncemoreprosaicindetailandmoreintenseinitssignificance。Whatitssignificancemightprovelikelytobewhenshefacedit,shehadnotknown,itistrue。Butthiswasdifferentfrom——
fromanything。Astheywalkedupthesun—dappledavenueshekeptglancingasideatRosy,andendeavouringtodrawusefulconclusions。Thepoorgirl’sairofbeingaplain,insignificantfrump,longpastyouth,struckanextraordinaryand,forthetime,unexplainablenote。Herill—cut,out—of—
datedress,thecheapsuitofthehunchbackedboy,wholimpedpatientlyalong,helpedbyhiscrutch,suggestedpossibleexplanationswhichwerewithoutdoubtconnectedwiththethoughtwhichhadriseninBettina’smind,asshehadbeendriventhroughthebroken—hingedentrancegate。WhatextraordinarydisposalwasbeingmadeofRosy’smoney?Buthereachglanceathersisteralsosuggestedcomplicationuponcomplication。
Thesingularhalfhourunderthetreesbythepool,spent,afterthefirsthystericmomentswereover,invagueexclaimingsandquestions,whichseemedhalffrightenedandallatsea,hadgraduallyshownherthatshewastalkingtoacreaturewhollyotherthantheRosaliewhohadsowellknownandlovedthemall,andwhomtheyhadsowelllovedandknown。
Theydidnotknowthisone,andshedidnotknowthem,shewasevenalittleafraidofthestirandmovementoftheirlifeandbeing。TheRosytheyhadknownseemedtobeimprisonedwithinthewalltheyearsofherseparatedlifehadbuiltabouther。AteachbreathshedrewBettinasawhowlongtheyearshadbeentoher,andhowfarherhomehadseemedtolieaway,sofarthatitcouldnottouchher,andwasonlyasortofdream,therecallingofwhichmadehersuddenlybegintocryagaineveryfewminutes。ToBettina’ssensitivelyalertminditwasplainthatitwouldnotdointheleasttodraghersuddenlyoutofherprison,orcloister,whichsoeveritmightbe。Todosowouldbelikeforcingacreatureaccustomedonlytodarkness,tostareattheblazingsun。Tohaveburstuponherwiththeoldimpetuous,candidfondnesswouldhavebeentofrightenandshockherasifwithsomethingborderingonindecency。Shecouldnothavestoodit;perhapssuchfondnesswassoremotefromherinthesedaysthatshehadevenceasedtobeabletounderstandit。
\"Whereareyourlittlegirls?\"Bettinaasked,rememberingthattherehadbeennoticegivenoftheadventoftwogirlbabies。
\"Theydied,\"LadyAnstruthersansweredunemotionally。\"Theybothdiedbeforetheywereayearold。ThereisonlyUghtred。\"
Bettyglancedattheboyandsawasmallflameofredcreepuponhischeek。Instinctivelysheknewwhatitmeant,andsheputoutherhandandlightlytouchedhisshoulder。
\"Ihopeyou’lllikeme,Ughtred,\"shesaid。
Healmoststartedatthesoundofhervoice,butwhenheturnedhisfacetowardsherheonlygrewredder,andlookedawkwardwithoutanswering。Hismannerwasthatofaboywhowasunusedtotheamenitiesofpolitesociety,andwhowasonlymadeshybythem。
Withoutwarning,amomentorsolater,Bettinastoppedinthemiddleoftheavenue,andlookedupatthearchinggiantbranchesofthetreeswhichhadreachedoutfromonesidetotheother,asiftoclasphandsorencompassaninterlacingembrace。Asfarastheeyereached,theydidthis,andthebeholderstoodasinahighstatelypergola,withbreaksofdeepazureskybetween。Severalmellow,cawingrookswerefloatingsolemnlybeneathorabovethebranches,nowwandthensettlinginsomehighestoneordisappearinginthethickgreenness。
LadyAnstruthersstoppedwhenhersisterdidso,andglancedatherinvagueinquiry。Itwasplainthatshehadoutlivedevenhersenseofthebeautysurroundingher。
\"Whatareyoulookingat,Betty?\"sheasked。
\"Atallofit,\"Bettyanswered。\"Itissowonderful。\"
\"Shelikesit,\"saidUghtred,andthenratherslunkastepbehindhismother,asifhewereashamedofhimself。
\"Thehouseisjustbeyondthosetrees,\"saidLadyAnstruthers。
Theycameinfullviewofitthreeminuteslater。Whenshesawit,Bettyutteredanexclamationandstoppedagaintoenjoyeffects。
\"Shelikesthat,too,\"saidUghtred,and,althoughhesaiditsheepishly,therewasimperfectlyconcealedbeneaththeawkwardnessapleasureinthefact。
\"Doyou?\"askedRosalie,withhersmall,painfulsmile。
Bettylaughed。
\"Itistoopicturesque,initsspecialway,tobequitecredible,\"shesaid。
\"IthoughtthatwhenIfirstsawit,\"saidRosy。
\"Don’tyouthinkso,now?\"
\"Well,\"wastheratheruncertainreply,\"asNigelsays,there’snotmuchgoodinaplacethatisfallingtopieces。\"
\"Whyletitfalltopieces?\"Bettyputittoherwithimpartialpromptness。
\"Wehaven’tmoneyenoughtoholdittogether,\"resignedly。
Astheyclimbedthelow,broad,lichen—blotchedsteps,whosebrokenstonebalustradeswerealmosthiddeninclutching,untrimmedivy,Bettyfeltthemtobealmostincredible,too。Theunevenstonesoftheterracethestepsmountedtowerelichen—
blotchedandbrokenalso。Tuftsofgreengrowthshadforcedthemselvesbetweentheflags,andaddedanuntidybeauty。
Theivytossedinbranchesovertheredroofandwallsofthehouse。Ithadbeenleftunclipped,untilitwasratheranendlesslyclamberingtreethanacreeper。Thehalltheyenteredhadthebeautyofspaciousformandgood,oldoakenpanelling。Thereweredeepwindowseatsandanancienthigh—backedsettleorso,andamassivetablebythefirelesshearth。Buttherewerenopicturesinplaceswherepictureshadevidentlyoncehung,andtheonlycoveringsonthestonefloorwerethefadedremnantsofacentralrugandaworntigerskin,theheadalmostbaldandaglasseyeknockedout。
Bettinatookintheunpromisingdetailswithoutaquiveroftheextravagantlashes。These,indeed,andtheeyespertainingtothem,seemedrathertosweepthefineroof,andacertainminstrel’sgalleryandstaircase,thanwhichnothingcouldhavebeenmuchfiner,withthelookofanappreciativeadmirerofarchitecturalfeaturesandoldoak。ShehadnotjourneyedtoStornhamCourtwiththeintentionofdisturbingRosy,orofbeingherselfobviouslydisturbed。Shehadcometoobservesituationsandrearrangethemwiththatintelligenceofwhichunconsideredemotionorexclamationformnopart。
\"ItisthefirstoldEnglishhouseIhaveseen,\"shesaid,withasighofpleasure。\"Iamsoglad,Rosy——Iamsogladthatitisyours。\"
SheputahandoneachofRosy’sthinshoulders——shefeltsharplydefinedbonesasshedidso——andbenttokissher。Itwasthenaturalaffectionateexpressionofherfeeling,buttearsstartedtoRosy’seyes,andtheboyUghtred,whohadsatdowninawindowseat,turnedredagain,andshiftedinhisplace。
\"Oh,Betty!\"wasRosy’sfaintnervousexclamation,\"youseemsobeautifuland——so——sostrange——thatyoufrightenme。\"
Bettylaughedwiththesoftestpossiblecheerfulness,shakingheralittle。
\"Ishallnotseemstrangelong,\"shesaid,\"afterIhavestayedwithyouafewweeks,ifyouwillletmestaywithyou。\"
\"Letyou!Letyou!\"inasortofgasp。
PoorlittleLadyAnstrutherssankontoasettleandbegantocryagain。Itwasplainthatshealwayscriedwhenthingsoccurred。Ughtred’sspeechfromhiswindowseattestifiedatoncetothat。
\"Don’tcry,mother,\"hesaid。\"Youknowhowwe’vetalkedthatovertogether。It’shernerves,\"heexplainedtoBettina。\"Weknowitonlymakesthingsworse,butshecan’tstopit。\"
Bettinasatonthesettle,too。Sheherselfwasnotthenawareofthewonderfulfeelingthepoorlittlesparefigureexperienced,ashersoftlystrongyoungarmscurvedaboutit。Shewasonlyawarethatsheherselffeltthatthiswasaheart—breakingthing,andthatshemustnot——MUSTnotletitbeseenhowmuchsherecogniseditswoefulness。Thiswaspretty,fairRosy,whohadneverdoneaharminherhappylife——thisforlornthingwasherRosy。
\"Nevermind,\"shesaid,halflaughingagain。\"Iratherwanttocrymyself,andIamstrongerthansheis。Iamimmenselystrong。\"
\"Yes!Yes!\"saidLadyAnstruthers,wipinghereyes,andmakingatremendouseffortatself—respectingcomposure。
\"Youarestrong。Ihavegrownsoweakin——well,ineveryway。Betty,I’mafraidthisisapoorwelcome。Yousee——I’mafraidyou’llfinditallsodifferentfrom——fromNewYork。\"
\"Iwantedtofinditdifferent,\"saidBetty。
\"But——but——Imean——youknow————\"LadyAnstruthersturnedhelplesslytotheboy。Bettinawasstruckwiththepainfultruththatshelookedevensillyassheturnedtohim。
\"Ughtred——tellher,\"sheended,andhungherhead。
Ughtredhadgotdownatoncefromhisseatandlimpedforward。Hisunprepossessingfacelookedasifhepulledhischildishnesstogetherwithanunchildisheffort。
\"Shemeans,\"hesaid,inhisawkwardway,\"thatshedoesn’tknowhowtomakeyoucomfortable。Theroomsareallsoshabby——everythingissoshabby。Perhapsyouwon’tstaywhenyousee。\"
Bettinaperceptiblyincreasedthefirmnessofherholdonhersister’sbody。Itwasasifshedrewitnearertohersideinakindoftakingpossession。Sheknewthatthemomenthadcomewhenshemightgothisfar,atleast,withoutexpressingalarmingthings。
\"Youcannotshowmeanythingthatwillfrightenme,\"
wastheanswershemade。\"Ihavecometostay,Rosy。Wecanmakethingsrightiftheyrequireit。Whynot?\"
LadyAnstruthersstartedalittle,andstaredather。Sheknewtenthousandreasonswhythingshadnotbeenmaderight,andthecasualinferencethatsuchreasonscouldbelightlysweptawayasifbythemerewaveofahand,impliedapowerappertainingtoatimeseemingsolostforeverthatitwastoomuchforher。