AsMissVanderpoelwalkedatalight,swingingpacethroughtheonevillagestreetthegazersfeltwithKedgersthatsomethingnewwaspassingandstirringtheatmosphere。Shelookedstraight,andwithafriendlinesssomehowdominating,atthecuriouswomen;herhandsomeeyesmetthoseofthemeninahumanquestioning;shesmiledandnoddedtothebobbingchildren。Oneofthese,youngenoughtobeuncertainonitsfeet,inrunningtojoinsomeothersstumbledandfellonthepathbeforeher。Openingitsmouthintheinevitableresultantroar,itwasshockedalmostintosilencebythetallyoungladystoopingatonce,pickingitup,andcheerfullydustingitspinafore。
\"Don’tcry,\"shesaid;\"youarenothurt,youknow。\"
Thedeepdimplenearhermouthshoweditself,andthelaughinhereyeswassoreassuringthatthepennysheputintothegrubbyhandwaslessproductiveofeffectthanhermereself。Shewalkedon,leavingthegroupstaringafterherbreathless,becauseofasenseofhavingmetwithawonderfuladventure。Thegrandyoungladywiththeblackhairandthebluehatandtall,straightbodywastheadventure。Sheleftthesamesenseofeventwiththevillageitself。Theytalkedofheralldayovertheirgardenpalings,ontheirdoorsteps,inthestreet;ofherlooks,ofherheight,oftheblackrimoflashesroundhereyes,ofthechancethatshemightberichandreadytogivehalf—crownsandsovereigns,ofthe\"Meriker\"shehadcomefrom,andaboveallofthereasonforhercoming。
Bettyswungwiththelight,firmstepofagoodwalkeroutontothehighway。Towalkuponthefine,smootholdRomanroadwasapleasureinitself,butshesoonstruckawayfromitandwentthroughlanesandby—ways,followingsign—postsbecausesheknewwhereshewasgoing。HerwalkwastotakehertoMountDunstanandhomeagainbyanotherroad。Inwalking,anobjectivepointformsaninterest,andwhatshehadheardoftheestatefromRosaliewasavaguereasonforhercaringtoseeit。ItwasanotherplacelikeStornham,oncedignifiedandnoblyrepresentativeoffinethings,nowlosingtheirmeaningsandvalues。Valuesandmeanings,otherthanmeresignsofwealthandpower,therehadbeen。Centuriesagostrongcreatureshadplannedandbuiltitforsuchreasonsasstrengthhasforitsplanningandbuilding。InBettinaVanderpoel’simaginationtheFirstManheldpowerfulandmovingsway。Itwashewhomshealwayssaw。Inhistory,asachildatschool,shehadunderstoodanddrawnclosetohim。TherewasalwaysaFirstManbehindallthatonesaworwastold,onewhowasthefighter,thehumanthingwhosnatchedweaponsandtoolsfromstonesandtreesandwieldedtheminthecarryingoutofthethoughtwhichwashispossessionandhisstrength。HewastheGodmadehuman;otherswaited,withoutknowledgeoftheirwaiting,forthesignalhegave。A
manlikeothers——withman’sbody,hands,andlimbs,andeyes——
themovingofawholeworldwassubtlyalteredbyhisbirth。
Onecouldnotalwaystracehim,butwithstoneaxeandspearpointhehadwonsavagelandsinsavageways,andsoruledthemthat,leavingthemtootherhands,theirmarchtowardslesssavagelifecouldnotstayitself,butmustsweepon;othersofhiskind,strikingrudeharps,hadsosungthattheloudclearnessoftheirwildsongshadrungthroughtheages,andechostillinstrainswhicharetheirs,thoughvoicesofto—dayrepeatthenoteofthem。TheFirstMan,aBritonstainedwithwoadandhungwithskins,hadtilledthelusciousgreennessofthelandsrichlyrollingnowwithinhedgeboundaries。Thesquarechurchtowersrose,holdingtheirslendercornerspiresabovethetrees,asaresultoftheFirstMan,NormanWilliam。Thethoughtwhichhelditsplace,theworkwhichdidnotpassaway,hadpaiditsFirstManwages;butbeautiescrumbling,homesfallingtowaste,werebitterthings。TheFirstMan,who,havingwonhissplendidacres,hadbuilthishomeuponthemandrearedhisyoungandpassedhispossessiononwithaproudheart,seemedbutilltreated。Throughcenturiesthehomehadenricheditself,itsacreshadborneharvests,itstreeshadgrownandspreadhugebranches,fullliveshadbeenlivedwithintheembraceofthemassivewalls,therehadbeenlovesandlivesandmarriagesandbirths,thebreathingsofthemmadewarmandfulltheveryair。ToBettyitseemedthatthelanditselfwouldhavewornanotherfaceifithadnotbeentroddenbysomanyspringingfeet,ifsomanyharvestshadnotwavedaboveit,ifsomanyeyeshadnotlookeduponandlovedit。
ShepassedthroughvariationsoftherurallovelinessshehadseenonherwayfromthestationtotheCourt,andfeltthemgrowinbeautyasshesawthemagain。ShecameatlasttoavillagesomewhatlargerthanStornhamandmarkedbythesignsofthelackofmoney—spendingcarewhichStornhamshowed。Justbeyonditslimitsabigparkgateopenedontoanavenueofmassivetrees。Shestoppedandlookeddownit,butcouldseenothingbutitscurvesand,underthebranches,glimpsesofaspacioussweepofparkwithothertreesstandingingroupsoraloneinthesward。Theavenuewasunsweptanduntended,andhereandthereboughsbrokenoffbywindstormslayuponit。Sheturnedtotheroadagainandfollowedit,becauseitenclosedtheparkandshewantedtoseemoreofitsevidentbeauty。Itwasverybeautiful。Asshewalkedonshesawitrolledintowoodsanddeepsfilledwithbracken;shesawstretchesofhillocky,fine—grassedrabbitwarren,andhollowsholdingshadowypools;shecaughtthegleamofalakewithswanssailingslowlyuponitwithcurvednecks;therewerewonderfullightsandwonderfulshadows,andbroodingstillness,whichmadeherfootfallupontheroadatoomaterialthing。
Suddenlysheheardastirringinthebrackenayardortwoawayfromher。Somethingwasmovingslowlyamongthewavingmassesofhugefrondsandcausedthemtoswaytoandfro。Itwasanantleredstagwhorosefromhisbedinthemidstofthem,andwithmajesticdeliberationgotuponhisfeetandstoodgazingatherwithacalmnessofposesosplendid,andaliquiddarknessandlustreofeyesostillyandfearlesslybeautiful,thatshecaughtherbreath。Hesimplygazedasherasagreatkingmightgazeatanintruder,scarcelydeigningwonder。
Asshehadpassedonherway,Bettyhadseenthattheenclosingparkpalingsweredecaying,coveredwithlichenandfallingatintervals。Ithadevenpassedthroughhermindthatherewasoneofthedemandsforexpenditureonalargeestate,whichlimitedresourcescouldnotconfrontwithcomposure。Thedeerfenceitself,athingofwiretenfeethigh,toformanobstacletoleaps,shehadmarkedtobeinsuchconditionastothreatentobecomeshortlyauselessthing。Untilthismomentshehadseennodeer,butlookingbeyondthestagandacrosstheswardshenowsawgroupsneareachother,stagscroppingorlookingtowardsherwithliftedheads,doesatarespectfulbutaffectionatedistancefromthem,somecaringfortheirfawns。Thestagwhohadrisennearherhadmerelywalkedthroughagapintheboundaryandnowstoodfreetogowherehewould。
\"Hewillgetaway,\"saidBetty,knittingherblackbrows。
Ah!whatashame!
Evenwiththebestintentionsonecouldnotgivechasetoastag。Shelookedupanddowntheroad,butnoonewaswithinsight。Herbrowscontinuedtoknitthemselvesandhereyesrangedovertheparkitselfinthehopethatsomelabourerontheestate,somewoodmanorgame—keeper,mightbeabout。
\"Itisnoaffairofmine,\"shesaid,\"butitwouldbetoobadtolethimgetaway,thoughwhathappenstostraystagsonedoesn’texactlyknow。\"
Asshesaiditshecaughtsightofsomeone,amaninleggingsandshabbyclothesandwithagunoverhisshoulder,evidentlyanunderkeeper。Hewasabig,ratherrough—lookingfellow,butashelurchedoutintotheopenfromawoodBettysawthatshecouldreachhimifshepassedthroughanarrowgateafewyardsawayandwalkedquickly。
Hewasslouchingalong,hisheaddroopingandhisbroadshouldersexpressingthedefiniteantipodesofgoodspirits。
Bettystudiedhisbackasshestrodeafterhim,herconclusionbeingthathewasperhapsnotagood—humouredmantoapproachatanytime,andthatthiswasbyillluckoneofhislessfortunatehours。
\"Waitamoment,ifyouplease,\"herclear,mellowvoiceflungoutafterhimwhenshewaswithinhearingdistance。\"I
wanttospeaktoyou,keeper。\"
Heturnedwithanairoffarfrompleasedsurprise。Theafternoonsunwasinhiseyesandmadehimscowl。Foramomenthedidnotseedistinctlywhowasapproachinghim,buthehadatoncerecognisedacertaincooltoneofcommandinthevoicewhosesuddennesshadrousedhimfromablackmood。Afewstepsbroughtthemtoclosequarters,andwhenhefoundhimselflookingintotheeyesofhispursuerhemadeamovementasiftolifthiscap,thencheckinghimself,touchedit,keeperfashion。
\"Oh!\"hesaidshortly。\"MissVanderpoel!Begpardon。\"
Bettinastoodstillasecond。Shehadhersurprisealso。Herewastheunexpectedagain。Theunderkeeperwasthered—hairedsecond—classpassengeroftheMeridiana。
Hedidnotlookpleasedtoseeher,andthesuddennessofhisappearanceexcludedthepossibilityofherrealisingthatuponthewholeshewasatleastnotdispleasedtoseehim。
\"Howdoyoudo?\"shesaid,feelingtheremarkfantasticallyconventional,butnotbeinginspiredbyanyalternative。
\"Icametotellyouthatoneofthestagshasgotthroughagapinthefence。\"
\"Damn!\"sheheardhimsayunderhisbreath。Aloudhesaid,\"Thankyou。\"
\"Heisasplendidcreature,\"shesaid。\"Ididnotknowwhattodo。Iwasgladtoseeakeepercoming。\"
\"Thankyou,\"hesaidagain,andstrodetowardstheplacewherethestagstillstoodgazinguptheroad,asifreflectingastowhetheritalluredhimornot。
Bettywalkedbackmoreslowly,watchinghimwithinterest。
Shewonderedwhathewouldfinditnecessarytodo。Sheheardhimbeginalow,flute—likewhistling,andthensawtheantleredheadturntowardshim。Thewoodlandcreaturemoved,butitwasinhisdirection。Ithadwithoutdoubtansweredhiscallbeforeandknewitsmeaningtobefriendly。
Itwenttowardshim,stretchingoutatendersniffingnose,andheputhishandinthepocketofhisroughcoatandgaveitsomethingtoeat。Afterwardshewenttothegapinthefenceanddrewthewirestogether,fasteningthemwithotherwire,whichhealsotookoutofthecoatpocket。
\"Heisnotafraidofmakinghimselfuseful,\"thoughtBetty。
\"Andtheanimalsknowhim。Heisnotasbadashelooks。\"
Shelingeredamomentwatchinghim,andthenwalkedtowardsthegatethroughwhichshehadentered。Heglancedupasshenearedhim。
\"Idon’tseeyourcarriage,\"hesaid。\"Yourmanisprobablyroundthetrees。\"
\"Iwalked,\"answeredBetty。\"Ihadheardofthisplaceandwantedtoseeit。\"
Hestoodup,puttinghiswirebackintohispocket。
\"Thereisnotmuchtobeseenfromtheroad,\"hesaid。
\"Wouldyouliketoseemoreofit?\"
Hismannerwascivilenough,butnotthecorrectoneforaservant。Hedidnotsay\"miss\"ortouchhiscapinmakingthesuggestion。Bettyhesitatedamoment。
\"Isthefamilyathome?\"sheinquired。
\"Thereisnofamilybut——hislordship。Heisofftheplace。\"
\"Doesheobjecttotrespassers?\"
\"Notiftheyarerespectableandtakenoliberties。\"
\"Iamrespectable,andIshallnottakeliberties,\"saidMissVanderpoel,withatouchofhauteur。ThetruthwasthatshehadspentasufficientnumberofyearsontheContinenttohavebecomefamiliarwithconventionswhichledhernottoapprovewhollyofhisbearing。PerhapshehadlivedlongenoughinAmericatoforgetsuchconventionsandtolacksomethingwhichcenturiesofcustomhaddecidedshouldbelongtohisclass。Acertainsuggestionofroughforceinthemanratherattractedher,andherslightdistasteforhismannerarosefromtherealisationthatagentleman’sservantwhodidnotaddresshissuperiorsaswasrequiredbycustomwasnotdoinghisworkinafinishedway。Inhisplacesheknewherowndemeanourwouldhavebeenfinished。
\"IfyouaresurethatLordMountDunstanwouldnotobjecttomywalkingabout,Ishouldlikeverymuchtoseethegardensandthehouse,\"shesaid。\"Ifyoushowthemtome,shallIbeinterferingwithyourduties?\"
\"No,\"heanswered,andthenforthefirsttimeratherglumlyadded,\"miss。\"
\"Iaminterested,\"shesaid,astheycrossedthegrasstogether,\"becauseplaceslikethisarequitenewtome。IhaveneverbeeninEnglandbefore。\"
\"Therearenotmanyplaceslikethis,\"heanswered,\"notmanyasoldandfine,andnotmanyasnearlygonetoruin。
EvenStornhamisnotquiteasfargone。\"
\"Itisfargone,\"saidMissVanderpoel。\"Iamstayingthere——withmysister,LadyAnstruthers。\"
\"Begpardon——miss,\"hesaid。Thistimehetouchedhiscapinapology。
Enormousasthegulfbetweentheirpositionswas,heknewthathehadofferedtotakeherovertheplacebecausehewasinasensegladtoseeheragain。Whyhewasgladhedidnotprofesstoknoworeventoaskhimself。Coarselyspeaking,itmightbebecauseshewasoneofthehandsomestyoungwomenhehadeverchancedtomeetwith,andwhileheryouthwasapparentintherichredofhermouth,themassofherthick,softhairandthesplendidblueofhereyes,therespokeineverylineoffaceandposesomethingintenselymoreinterestingandcompellingthangirlhood。Also,sincethenighttheyhadcometogetherontheship’sdeckforanappallingmoment,hehadlikedherbetterandrebelledlessagainsttheunnaturalwealthsherepresented。Heledherfirsttothewoodfromwhichshehadseenhimemerge。
\"Iwillshowyouthisfirst,\"heexplained。\"KeepyoureyesonthegrounduntilItellyoutoraisethem。\"
Oddasthiswas,sheobeyed,andherloweredglanceshowedherthatshewasbeingguidedalonganarrowpathbetweentrees。Thelightwasmellowgolden—green,andbirdsweresingingintheboughsaboveher。Inafewminuteshestopped。
\"Nowlookup,\"hesaid。
Sheutteredanexclamationwhenshedidso。Shewasinafairydellthickwithferns,andatbeautifuldistancesfromeachotherincrediblysplendidoaksspreadandalmosttrailedtheirlovelygiantbranches。Theglowshiningthroughandbetweenthem,theshadowsbeneaththem,theirgreatbolesandmoss—coveredroots,andthestately,mellowdistancesrevealedundertheirbranches,theancientwildnessandrichness,whichmeant,afterall,centuriesofcultivation,madeapictureinthisexact,perfectmomentofripeningafternoonsunofanalmostunbelievablebeauty。
\"Thereisnothinglovelier,\"hesaidinalowvoice,\"inallEngland。\"
Bettinaturnedtolookathim,becausehistonewasacuriousoneforamanlikehimself。Hewasstandingrestingonhisgunandtakinginthelovelinesswithastrangelookinhisruggedface。
\"You——youloveit!\"shesaid。
\"Yes,\"butwithasuggestionofstubbornreluctanceintheadmission。
Shewasrathermoved。
\"Haveyoubeenkeeperherelong?\"sheasked。
\"No——onlyafewyears。ButIhaveknowntheplaceallmylife。\"
\"DoesLordMountDunstanloveit?\"
\"Inhisway——yes。\"
Hewasplainlynotdisposedtotalkofhismaster。Hewasperhapsnotonparticularlygoodtermswithhim。Heledherawayandvolunteerednofurtherinformation。Hewas,uponthewhole,uncommunicative。Hedidnotoncerefertothecircumstanceoftheirhavingmetbefore。Itwasplainthathehadnointentionofpresuminguponthefactthathe,asasecond—classpassengeronaship,hadoncebeenforcedbyaccidentacrossthebarriersbetweenhimselfandthesaloondeck。
Hewasstubbornlyresolvedtokeephisplace;sostubbornlythatBettinafeltthattobroachthesubjectherselfwouldvergeuponoffence。
Butthegoldenwaysthroughwhichheledhermadetheafternoononesheknewsheshouldneverforget。Theywanderedthroughmosswalksandalleys,throughtangledshrubberiesburstingintobloom,beneathavenuesofblossominghorse—
chestnutsandscentedlimes,betweenthicketsofbuddingredandwhitemay,andjunglesofneglectedrhododendrons;
throughsunkengardensandwalledones,pastterraceswithbrokenbalustradesofstone,andfallenFlorasandDianas,pastmoss—grownfountainssplashinginlovelycorners。Arches,overgrownwithyetunbloomingroses,crumbledintheirtimestainedbeauty。Stillnessbroodedoveritall,andtheymetnoone。Theyscarcelybrokethesilencethemselves。Themanledthewayasonewhoknewitbyheart,andBettinafollowed,notcaringforspeechherself,becausethestillnessseemedtoaddaspellofenchantment。Whatcouldonesay,toastranger,ofsuchbeautysolostandgivenovertoruinanddecay。
\"But,oh!\"shemurmuredonce,standingstill,within—
drawnbreath,\"ifitweremine!——ifitweremine!\"Andshesaidthethingforgettingthatherguidewasalivingcreatureandstoodnear。
Afterwardshermemoriesofitallseemedtoherlikethememoriesofadream。Thelackofspeechbetweenherselfandthemanwholedher,hisoftenavertedface,herownsenseofthedesertednessofeachbeauteousspotshepassedthrough,themossypathswhichgavebacknosoundoffootfallsastheywalked,suggested,oneandall,unreality。Whenatlasttheypassedthroughadoorhalfhiddeninaniviedwall,andcrossingagrassedbowlinggreen,mountedashortflightofbrokenstepswhichledthemtoapointthroughwhichtheysawthehousethroughabreakinthetrees,thislastwasthefinaltouchofall。Itwasagreatplace,statelyinitsmassesofgreystonetowhichthickivyclung。ToBettinaitseemedthatahundredwindowsstaredatherwithclosed,blindeyes。
Allwereshutteredbuttwoorthreeonthelowerfloors。Notoneshowedsignsoflife。Thesilentstonethingstoodsightlessamongallofwhichitwasdeadmaster——rollingacres,greattrees,lostgardensanddesertedgroves。
\"Oh!\"shesighed,\"Oh!\"
Hercompanionstoodstillandleaneduponhisgunagain,lookingashehadlookedbefore。
\"Someofit,\"hesaid,\"washerebeforetheConquest。ItbelongedtoMountDunstansthen。\"
\"Andonlyoneofthemisleft,\"shecried,\"anditislikethis!\"
\"Theyhavebeenabadlot,thelasthundredyears,\"wasthesurlylibertyofspeechhetook,\"abadlot。\"
Itwasnothisplacetospeakinsuchmannerofthoseofhismaster’shouse,anditwasnotthepartofMissVanderpoeltoencouragehimbyresponse。Sheremainedsilent,standingperhapsatriflemorelightlyerectasshegazedattherowsofblindwindowsinsilence。
Neitherofthemutteredawordforsometime,butatlengthBettinarousedherself。Shehadasix—milewalkbeforeherandmustgo。
\"Iamverymuchobligedtoyou,\"shebegan,andthenpausedasecond。Acurioushesitancecameuponher,thoughsheknewthatunderordinarycircumstancessuchhesitationwouldhavebeentotallyoutofplace。Shehadoccupiedtheman’stimeforanhourormore,hewasoftheworkingclass,andonemustnotbeguiltyoftheerrorofimaginingthatamanwhohasworktodocanjustlyspendhistimeinone’sserviceforthemerepleasureofit。Sheknewwhatcustomdemanded。
Whyshouldshehesitatebeforethisman,withhisnottoocourteous,surlyface。Shefeltslightlyirritatedbyherownunpracticalembarrassmentassheputherhandintothesmall,latchedbagatherbelt。
\"Iamverymuchobliged,keeper,\"shesaid。\"Youhavegivenmeagreatdealofyourtime。Youknowtheplacesowellthatithasbeenapleasuretobetakenaboutbyyou。I
haveneverseenanythingsobeautiful——andsosad。Thankyou——thankyou。\"Andsheputagoldpieceinhispalm。
Hisfingersclosedoveritquietly。Whyitwastohergreatreliefshedidnotknow——becausesomethinginthesimpleactannoyedher,evenwhileshecongratulatedherselfthatherhesitancehadbeenabsurd。Thenextmomentshewonderedifitcouldbepossiblethathehadexpectedalargerfee。Heopenedhishandandlookedatthemoneywithagrimsteadiness。
\"Thankyou,miss,\"hesaid,andtouchedhiscapinthepropermanner。
Hedidnotlookgraciousorgrateful,buthebegantoputitinasmallpocketinthebreastofhisworncorduroyshootingjacket。Suddenlyhestopped,asifwithabruptresolve。
Hehandedthecoinbackwithoutanychangeofhisglumlook。
\"Hangitall,\"hesaid,\"Ican’ttakethis,youknow。IsupposeIoughttohavetoldyou。Itwouldhavebeenlessawkwardforusboth。Iamthatunfortunatebeggar,MountDunstan,myself。\"
Apausewasinevitable。Itwasaratherlongone。Afterit,Bettytookbackherhalf—sovereignandreturnedittoherbag,butshepleasedacertainperversityinhimbylookingmoreannoyedthanconfused。
\"Yes,\"shesaid。\"Yououghttohavetoldme,LordMountDunstan。\"
Heslightlyshruggedhisbigshoulders。
\"Whyshouldn’tyoutakemeforakeeper?YoucrossedtheAtlanticwithafourth—ratelookingfellowseparatedfromyoubybarriersofwoodandiron。Youcameuponhimtrampingoveranobleman’sestateinshabbycorduroysandgaiters,withagunoverhisshoulderandascowlonhisuglyface。WhyshouldyouleaptotheconclusionthatheisthebeltedEarlhimself?Thereisnocauseforembarrassment。\"
\"Iamnotembarrassed,\"saidBettina。
\"ThatiswhatIlike,\"gruffly。
\"Iampleased,\"inhermellowestvelvetvoice,\"thatyoulikeit。\"
Theireyesmetwithasingulardirectnessofgaze。Betweenthemasparkpassedwhichwasnotafterwardstobeextinguished,thoughneitherofthemknewthemomentofitskindling,andMountDunstanslightlyfrowned。
\"Ibegpardon,\"hesaid。\"Youarequiteright。Ithadadeucedlypatronisingsound。\"
AshestoodbeforeherBettywasgivenheropportunitytoseehimasshehadnotseenhimbefore,toconfrontthesumtotalofhisphysique。Hisred—browneyeslookedoutfromratherfineheavybrows,hisfeatureswerestrongandclear,thoughruggedlycut,hisbuildshowedweightofbone,notofflesh,andhislimbswerebigandlong。Hewouldhavewieldedabattle—axewithpowerincenturiesinwhichmenhewedtheirwaywiththem。Alsoitoccurredtoherhewouldhavelookedwellinacoatofmail。Hedidnotlookillinhiscorduroysandgaiters。
\"Iamaself—absorbedbeggar,\"hewenton。\"Ihadbeenslouchingabouttheplace,almostdrivenmadbymythoughts,andwhenIsawyoutookmeforaservantmyfancywasforlettingthethinggoon。IfIhadbeenarichmaninsteadofapauperIwouldhavekeptyourhalf—sovereign。\"
\"IshouldnothaveenjoyedthatwhenIfoundoutthetruth,\"saidMissVanderpoel\"No,Isupposeyouwouldn’t。ButIshouldnothavecared。\"
Hewaslookingatherstraightlyandsummingherupasshehadsummedhimup。Amanandyoung,hedidnotmissalineoratintofherchinorcheek,shoulder,orbrow,ordense,liftedhair。Hehadalready,eveninhisguiseofkeeper,noticedonething,whichwasthatwhileattimeshereyesweretheblueofsteel,sometimestheymeltedtothecolourofbluebellsunderwater。Theyhadbeenofthislasthuewhenshehadstoodinthesunkengarden,forgettinghimandcryinglow:
\"Oh,ifitweremine!Ifitweremine!\"
HedidnotlikeAmericanwomenwithmillions,butwhilehewouldnothavesaidthathelikedher,hedidnotwishheryettomoveaway。Andshe,too,didnotwish,justyet,tomoveaway。Therewassomethingdramaticandabsorbinginthesituation。Shelookedoverthesoftlystirringgrassandsawthesunshinewasdeepeningitsgoldandtheshadowsweregrowinglong。Itwasnotahabitofherstoaskquestions,butsheaskedone。
\"DidyounotlikeAmerica?\"waswhatshesaid。
\"Hatedit!Hatedit!Iwentthereluredbyabeliefthatamanlikemyself,withmuscleandwill,evenwithoutexperience,couldmakeafortuneoutofsmallcapitalonasheepranch。Windandweatheranddiseaseplayedthedevilwithme。IlostthelittleIhadandcamebacktobeginoveragain——
onnothing——here!\"Andhewavedhishandovertheparkwithitsswardandcoppiceandbrackenandthedeercroppinginthelateafternoongold。
\"Tobeginwhatagain?\"saidBetty。Itwasanextraordinaryenoughthing,seeninthelightofconventions,thattheyshouldstandandtalklikethis。Butthesparkhadkindledbetweeneyeandeye,andbecauseofittheysuddenlyhadforgottenthattheywerestrangers。
\"YouareanAmerican,soitmaynotseemasmadtoyouasitwouldtoothers。Tobegintobuildupagain,inoneman’slife,whathastakencenturiestogrow——andfallintothis。\"
\"Itwouldbeasplendidthingtodo,\"shesaidslowly,andasshesaidithereyestookontheircolourofbluebells,becausewhatshehadseenhadmovedher。Shehadnotlookedathim,butatthecroppingdeerasshespoke,butathernextsentencesheturnedtohimagain。
\"Whereshouldyoubegin?\"sheasked,andinsayingitthoughtofStornham。
Helaughedshortly。
\"ThatisAmericanenough,\"hesaid。\"Yourpeoplehavenotfinishedtheirbeginningsyetandliveinthespiritofthem。
Itellyouofawildfancy,andyouacceptitasapossibilityandturnonmewith,`Whereshouldyoubegin?’\"