第14章

类别:其他 作者:Frances Hodgson Burnett字数:9356更新时间:19/01/07 14:57:26
\"Thatisonewayofbeginning,\"saidBettina。\"Infact,itistheonlyway。\" Hedidnottellherthathelikedthat,butheknewthathedidlikeitandthathermerewordstouchedhimlikeaspur。 Itwas,ofcourse,herlifelongbreathingoftheatmosphereofmillionswhichmadeforthisfashionofmovingatonceinthedirectionofobstaclespresentingtotherestoftheworldbarriersseeminglyinsurmountable。Andyettherewassomethingelseinit,somequalityofnaturewhichdidnotalonesuggesttheomnipotenceofwealth,butanotherthingwhichmightbeevenstrongerandthereforecarriedconviction。Hewhohadragedandclenchedhishandsinthefaceofhisknowledgeoftheaspecthisdreamwouldhavepresentedifhehadrevealedittotheordinarypracticalmind,feltthatapointofviewlikethiswasgoodforhim。Therewasinitstimulusforafleetingmomentatleast。 \"Thatisagoodidea,\"heanswered。\"Whereshouldyoubegin?\" Sherepliedquiteseriously,thoughhecouldhaveimaginedsomegirlsrathersimperingoverthequestionasacasualjoke。 \"Onewouldbeginatthefences,\"shesaid。\"Don’tyouthinkso?\" \"Thatispractical。\" \"ThatiswhereIshallbeginatStornham,\"reflectively。 \"YouaregoingtobeginatStornham?\" \"Howcouldonehelpit?Itisnotaslargeorassplendidasthishasbeen,butitislikeitinaway。Anditwillbelongtomysister’sson。No,Icouldnothelpit。\" \"Isupposeyoucouldnot。\"Therewasahintofwhollyunconsciousresentmentinhistone。Hewasthinkingthattheeffectproducedbytheirboundlesswealthwastomakethesepeoplefeelasaraceofgiantsmight——eventheirwomenunknowinglyrevealedit。 \"No,Icouldnot,\"washerreply。\"IsupposeIamonthewholeasortofcommercialworkingperson。Ihavenodoubtitiscommercial,thatinstinctwhichmakesoneresentseeingthingslosetheirvalue。\" \"Shallyoubeginitforthatreason?\" \"Partlyforthatone——partlyforanother。\"Sheheldoutherhandtohim。\"Lookatthelengthoftheshadows。I mustgo。Thankyou,LordMountDunstan,forshowingmetheplace,andthankyouforundeceivingme。\" Heheldthesidegateopenforherandliftedhiscapasshepassedthrough。Headmittedtohimself,withsomereluctance,thathewasnotcontentthatsheshouldgoevenyet,but,ofcourse,shemustgo。Therepassedthroughhismindaremotewonderwhyhehadsuddenlyunbosomedhimselftoherinawaysoextraordinarilyunlikehimself。Itwas,hethoughtnext,becauseashehadtakenheraboutfromoneplacetoanotherhehadknownthatshehadseeninthingswhathehadseeninthemsolong——themelancholyloneliness,thesignificanceofit,thelosthopesthatlaybehindit,thetouchingpainofthestatelinesswrecked。Shehadshownitinthewayinwhichshetenderlylookedfromsidetoside,intheverylightnessofherfootfall,inthebluebellsofteningofhereyes。Oh,yes,shehadunderstoodandcared,Americanasshewas!Shehadfeltitall,evenwithherhideousbackgroundofFifthAvenuebehindher。 Whenhehadspokenithadbeenininvoluntaryresponsetoanemotioninherself。 Sohestood,thinking,asheforsometimewatchedherwalkingupthesunset—glowingroad。 CHAPTERXVI THEPARTICULARINCIDENT BettyVanderpoel’swalkbacktoStornhamdidnot,longthoughitwas,givehertimetofollowtoitsendthethreadofherthoughts。Mentallyshewalkedagainwithheruncommunicativeguide,throughwoodpathsandgardens,andstoodgazingatthegreatblind—facedhouse。Shehadnotgiventhemanmorethananoccasionalglanceuntilhehadtoldherhisname。Shehadbeentoomuchabsorbed,toomuchmoved,bywhatshehadbeenseeing。Shewondered,ifshehadbeenmoreawareofhim,whetherhisfacewouldhaverevealedagreatdeal。Shebelieveditwouldnot。Hehadmadehimselfoutwardlystolid。Butthethingmusthavebeenbitter。 Tohimthewholestoryofthesplendidpastwasfamiliarevenifthroughhisownlifehehadlookedononlyatgradualdecay。Theremustbestoriesenoughofmenandwomenwhohadlivedintheplace,ofwhattheyhaddone,ofhowtheyhadloved,ofwhattheyhadcountedforintheircountry’swarsandpeacemakings,greatfunctionsandlaw—building。Tobeabletolookbackthroughcenturiesandknowofone’sbloodthatsometimesithadbeenshedinthedoingofgreatdeeds,mustbeathingtoremember。Torealisethatthecourageandhonourhadbeenlostinignoblemodernvices,whichnosenseofdignityandreverenceforraceandnamehadrestrained—— mustbebitter——bitter!Andintheroleofaservanttoleadastrangeraboutamongtheruinsofwhathadbeen——thatmusthavebeenbitter,too。ForamomentBettyfeltthebitternessofitherselfandherredmouthtookuponitselfagrimline。 Theworstofitforhimwasthathewasnotofthatstrainofhisracewhohadbeenthe\"badlot。\"The\"badlot\"hadbeentheweaklot,thevicious,theself—degrading。 Scandalswhichhadshutmenoutfromtheirclassandkindwereusuallyofanuglytype。Thismanhadastrongjaw,apowerful,healthybody,andclean,thoughperhapshard,eyes。 TheFirstManofthem,whohewedhiswaytothefront,whostoodfierceinthefaceofthings,whowonthefirstlandsandlaidthefirststones,mighthavebeenlikehiminbuildandlook。 \"It’sadisgustingthing,\"shesaidtoherself,\"tothinkofthecorruptweaklingsthestrongonesdwindleddownto。I hatethem。Sodoeshe。\" Therehadbeenmanysuchoflateyears,sheknew。ShehadseentheminParis,inRome,eveninNewYork。Thingswiththinorover—thickbodiesandrecedingchinsandforeheads; thingshauntingplacesofamusementandfindinginordinateentertainmentinstrangejokesandhorseplay。Sheherselfhadhotbloodandafiercestrengthofrebellion,andshewaswonderinghow,ifthefatherandelderbrotherhadbeenthe\"badlot,\"hehadmanagedtostandstill,lookingon,andkeepinghishandsoffthem。 ThelastgoldofthesunwasmellowingthegreystoneoftheterraceandenrichingthegreenoftheweedsthrustingthemselvesintolifebetweentheunevenflagswhenshereachedStornham,andpassingthroughthehousefoundLadyAnstrutherssittingthere。Insustenanceofherefforttokeepupappearances,shehadputonaweirdlittlemuslindressandhadelaboratedthedressingofherthinhair。Itwasnolongerdraggedbackstraightfromherface,andshelookedatriflelessabject,evenashadeprettier。Bettinasatupontheedgeofthebalustradeandtouchedthehairwithlightfingers,rufflingitalittlebecomingly。 \"Ifyouhadwornitlikethisyesterday,\"shesaid,\"Ishouldhaveknownyou。\" \"Shouldyou,Betty?IneverlookintoamirrorifIcanhelpit,butwhenIdoIneverknowmyself。ThethingthatstaresbackatmewithitspaleeyesisnotRosy。But,ofcourse,everyonegrowsold。\" \"Notnow!Peoplearejustdiscoveringhowtogrowyounginstead。\" LadyAnstrutherslookedintotheclearcourageofherlaughingeyes。 \"Somehow,\"shesaid,\"yousaystrangethingsinsuchawaythatonefeelsasiftheymustbetrue,however——howeverunlikeanythingelsetheyare。\" \"Theyarenotasnewastheyseem,\"saidBetty。\"Ancientphilosopherssaidthingslikethemcenturiesago,butpeopledidnotbelievethem。Wearejustbeginningtodragthemoutofthedustandfurbishthemupandpretendtheyareours,justaspeoplerubupandadornthemselveswithjewelsdugoutofexcavations。\" \"InAmericapeoplethinksomanynewthings,\"saidpoorlittleLadyAnstrutherswithyearninghumbleness。 \"Thewholecivilisedworldisthinkingwhatyoucallnewthings,\"saidBetty。\"Theoldoneswon’tdo。Theyhavebeentried,andthoughtheyhavehelpedustotheplacewehavereached,theycannothelpusanyfarther。Wemustbeginagain。\" \"ItissuchalongtimesinceIbegan,\"saidRosy,\"suchalongtime。\" \"Thentheremustbeanotherbeginningforyou,too。Thehourhasstruck。\" LadyAnstruthersrosewithasinvoluntaryamovementasifastronghandhaddrawnhertoherfeet。ShestoodfacingBetty,apatheticlittlefigureinherwashed—outmuslinfrockandwithherwashed—outfaceandeyesandbeing,thoughonherfadedcheeksaflushwasrising。 \"Oh,Betty!\"shesaid,\"Idon’tknowwhatthereisaboutyou,butthereissomethingwhichmakesonefeelasifyoubelievedeverythingandcoulddoeverything,andasifonebelievesYOU。Whateveryouweretosay,youwouldmakeitseemTRUE。IfyousaidthewildestthingintheworldIshouldBELIEVEyou。\" Bettygotup,too,andtherewasanextraordinarysteadinessinhereyes。 \"Youmay,\"sheanswered。\"Ishallneversayonethingtoyouwhichisnotatruth,notonesinglething。\" \"Ibelievethat,\"saidRosyAnstruthers,withaquiveringmouth。\"Idobelieveitso。\" \"IwalkedtoMountDunstan,\"Bettysaidlater。 \"Really?\"saidRosy。\"Thereandback?\" \"Yes,andallroundtheparkandthegardens。\" Rosylookedratheruncertain。 \"Weren’tyoualittleafraidofmeetingsomeone?\" \"Ididmeetsomeone。AtfirstItookhimforagame— keeper。ButheturnedouttobeLordMountDunstan。\" LadyAnstruthersgasped。 \"Whatdidhedo?\"sheexclaimed。\"Didhelookangryatseeingastranger?Theysayheissoill—temperedandrude。\" \"Ishouldfeelill—temperedifIwereinhisplace,\"saidBetty。\"Hehasenoughtorousehisevilpassionsandmakehimsavage。Whatafateforamanwithanysenseanddecencyoffeeling!Whatfoolsandcriminalsthelastgenerationofhishousemusthaveproduced!Iwonderhowsuchthingsevolvethemselves。Butheisdifferent——different。Onecanseeit。Ifhehadachance——justhalfachance——hewouldbuilditallupagain。AndIdon’tmeanmerelytheplace,butallthatonemeanswhenonesays`hishouse。’\" \"Hewouldneedagreatdealofmoney,\"sighedLadyAnstruthers。 Bettynoddedslowlyasshelookedout,reflecting,intothepark。 \"Yes,itwouldrequiremoney,\"washeradmission。 \"Andhehasnone,\"LadyAnstruthersadded。\"Nonewhatever。\" \"Hewillgetsome,\"saidBetty,stillreflecting。\"Hewillmakeit,ordigitup,orsomeonewillleaveittohim。Thereisagreatdealofmoneyintheworld,andwhenastrongcreatureoughttohavesomeofithegetsit。\" \"Oh,Betty!\"saidRosy。\"Oh,Betty!\" \"Watchthatman,\"saidBetty;\"youwillsee。Itwillcome。\" LadyAnstruthers’mind,workingatnotimeoncomplexlines,presentedherwithasimplemodernsolution。 \"PerhapshewillmarryanAmerican,\"shesaid,andsayingit,sighedagain。 \"Hewillnotdoitonpurpose。\"BettinaansweredslowlyandwithsuchanairofabsenceofmindthatRosylaughedalittle。 \"Willhedoitaccidentally,oragainsthiswill?\"shesaid。 Bettyherselfsmiled。 \"Perhapshewill,\"shesaid。\"ThereareEnglishmenwhoratherdislikeAmericans。Ithinkheisoneofthem。\" ItapparentlybecamenecessaryforLadyAnstruthers,amomentlater,toleanuponthestonebalustradeandpickoffayoungleaforso,fornoreasonwhatever,unlessthatindoingsosheavertedherlookfromhersisterasshemadehernextremark。 \"Areyou——whenareyougoingtowritetofatherandmother?\" \"Ihavewritten,\"withunembarrassedevennessoftone。 \"Motherwillbecountingthedays。\" \"Mother!\"Rosybreathed,withasoftlittlegasp。\"Mother!\"andturnedherfacefartheraway。\"Whatdidyoutellher?\" Bettymovedovertoherandstoodcloseatherside。Thepowerofherpersonalityenvelopedthetremulouscreatureasifithadbeenasenseofwarmth。 \"Itoldherhowbeautifultheplacewas,andhowUghtredadoredyou——andhowyoulovedusall,andlongedtoseeNewYorkagain。\" ThereliefinthepoorlittlefacewassoimmensethatBetty’sheartshookbeforeit。LadyAnstrutherslookedupatherwithadoringeyes。 \"Imighthaveknown,\"shesaid;\"Imighthaveknownthat——thatyouwouldonlysaytherightthing。Youcouldn’tsaythewrongthing,Betty。\" Bettybentoverherandspokealmostyearningly。 \"Whateverhappens,\"shesaid,\"wewilltakecarethatmotherisnothurt。She’stookind——she’stoogood——she’stootender。\" \"ThatiswhatIhaveremembered,\"saidLadyAnstruthersbrokenly。\"SheusedtoholdmeonherlapwhenIwasquitegrownup。Oh!hersoft,warmarms——herwarmshoulder! Ihavesowantedher。\" \"Shehaswantedyou,\"Bettyanswered。\"Shethinksofyoujustasshedidwhensheheldyouonherlap。\" \"Butifshesawmenow——lookinglikethis!Ifshesawme!SometimesIhaveevenbeengladtothinksheneverwould。\" \"Shewill。\"Betty’stonewascoolandclear。\"ButbeforeshedoesIshallhavemadeyoulooklikeyourself。\" LadyAnstruthers’thinhandclosedonherpluckedleavesconvulsively,andthenopeningletthemdropuponthestoneoftheterrace。 \"Weshallneverseeeachother。Itwouldn’tbepossible,\" shesaid。\"Andthereisnomagicintheworldnow,Betty。 Youcan’tbringback————\" \"Yes,youcan,\"saidBettina。\"Andwhatusedtobecalledmagicisonlythecontrolledworkingofthelawandorderofthingsinthesedays。Wemusttalkitallover。\" LadyAnstruthersbecamealittlepale。 \"What?\"sheasked,lowandnervously,andBettysawherglancesidewaysatthewindowsoftheroomwhichopenedontotheterrace。 Bettytookherhandanddrewherdownintoachair。Shesatnearherandlookedherstraightintheface。 \"Don’tbefrightened,\"shesaid。\"Itellyouthereisnoneedtobefrightened。WearenotlivingintheMiddleAges。ThereisapolicemaneveninStornhamvillage,andwearewithinfourhoursofLondon,wheretherearethousands。\" LadyAnstrutherstriedtolaugh,butdidnotsucceedverywell,andherforeheadflushed。 \"Idon’tquiteknowwhyIseemsonervous,\"shesaid。 \"It’sverysillyofme。\" Shewasstilltimidenoughtoclingtosomeragofpretence,butBettyknewthatitwouldfallaway。Shedidthewisestpossiblething,whichwastomakeanapparentlyimpersonalremark。 \"Iwantyoutogoovertheplacewithmeandshowmeeverything。Wallsandfencesandgreenhousesandoutbuildingsmustnotbeallowedtocrumbleaway。\" \"What?\"criedRosy。\"Haveyouseenallthatalready?\" Sheactuallystaredather。\"Howpracticaland——andAmerican!\" \"Toseethatawallhasfallenwhenyoufindyourselfobligedtowalkroundapileofgrass—grownbrickwork?\"saidBetty。 LadyAnstruthersstillsoftlystared。 \"What——whatareyouthinkingof?\"sheasked。 \"Thinkingthatitisalltoobeautiful————\"Betty’slooksweptthelovelinessspreadabouther,\"toobeautifulandtoovaluabletobeallowedtoloseitsvalueanditsbeauty。\"SheturnedhereyesbacktoRosyandthedeepdimplenearhermouthshoweditselfdelightfully。\"Itisathrowingawayofcapital,\" sheadded。 \"Oh!\"criedLadyAnstruthers,\"howcleveryouare! Andyoulooksodifferent,Betty。\" \"DoIlookstupid?\"thedimpledeepening。\"Imusttrytoalterthat。\" \"Don’ttrytoalteryourlooks,\"saidRosy。\"Itisyourlooksthatmakeyouso——sowonderful。Butusuallywomen—— girls————\"Rosypaused。 \"Oh,Ihavebeentrained,\"laughedBetty。\"Iamthespoileddaughterofabusinessmanofgenius。Hisbusinessisanartandascience。Ihavehadadvantages。Hehasletmehearhimtalk。Ievenknowsometriflingthingsaboutstocks。 Notenoughtodomevitalinjury——butsomething。WhatI knowbestofall,\"——herlaughendedandhereyeschangedtheirlook,——\"isthatitisablundertothinkthatbeautyisnotcapital——thathappinessisnot——andthatbotharenotthegreatestassetsinthescheme。This,\"withawaveofherhand,takinginalltheysaw,\"isbeauty,anditoughttobehappiness,anditmustbetakencareof。ItisyourhomeandUghtred’s————\" \"ItisNigel’s,\"putinRosy。 \"Itisentailed,isn’tit?\"turningquickly。\"Hecannotsellit?\" \"Ifhecouldweshouldnotbesittinghere,\"ruefully。 \"Thenhecannotobjecttoitsbeingrescuedfromruin。\" \"Hewillobjectto——tomoneybeingspentonthingshedoesnotcarefor。\"LadyAnstruthers’voicelowereditself,asitalwaysdidwhenshespokeofherhusband,andsheindulgedintheinvoluntaryhastyglanceabouther。 \"Iamgoingtomyroomtotakeoffmyhat,\"Bettysaid。 \"Willyoucomewithme?\" Shewentintothehouse,talkingquietlyofordinarythings,andinthiswaytheymountedthestairwaytogetherandpassedalongthegallerywhichledtoherroom。Whentheyentereditsheclosedthedoor,lockedit,and,takingoffherhat,laiditaside。Afterdoingwhichshesat。 \"Noonecanhearandnoonecancomein,\"shesaid。\"Andiftheycould,youareafraidofthingsyouneednotbeafraidofnow。TellmewhathappenedwhenyouweresoillafterUghtredwasborn。\" \"Youguessedthatithappenedthen,\"gaspedLadyAnstruthers。 \"Itwasagoodtimetomakeanythinghappen,\"repliedBettina。\"Youwereprostrated,youwereachild,andfeltyourselfcastoffhopelesslyfromthepeoplewholovedyou。\" \"Forever!Forever!\"LadyAnstruthers’voicewasasharplittlemoan。\"ThatwaswhatIfelt——thatnothingcouldeverhelpme。Idarednotwritethings。Hetoldmehewouldnothaveit——thathewouldstopanyhystericalcomplaints——thathismothercouldtestifythathebehavedperfectlytome。Shewastheonlypersonintheroomwithuswhen——when————\" \"When?\"saidBetty。 LadyAnstruthersshuddered。SheleanedforwardandcaughtBetty’shandbetweenherownshakingones。 \"Hestruckme!Hestruckme!Hesaiditneverhappened—— butitdid——itdid!Betty,itdid!Thatwastheonethingthatcamebacktomeclearest。HesaidthatIwasindelirioushysterics,andthatIhadstruggledwithhismotherandhimself,becausetheytriedtokeepmequiet,andpreventtheservantshearing。OneawfuldayhebroughtLadyAnstruthersintotheroom,andtheystoodoverme,asIlayinbed,andshefixedhereyesonmeandsaidthatshe——beinganEnglishwoman,andapersonwhosewordwouldbebelieved,couldtellpeoplethetruth——myfatherandmother,ifnecessary,thatmyspoiled,hystericalAmericantempershadcreatedunhappinessforme——merelybecauseIwasboredbylifeinthecountryandwantedexcitement。Itriedtoanswer,buttheywouldnotletme,andwhenIbegantoshakeallover,theysaidthatIwasthrowingmyselfintohystericsagain。Andtheytoldthedoctorso,andhebelievedit。\" Thepossibilitiesofthesituationwereplainlytobeseen。 Fate,intheformoftemperamentitself,hadbeenagainsther。 ItwasclearenoughtoBettyasshepattedandstrokedthethinhands。\"Iunderstand。Tellmetherest,\"shesaid。 LadyAnstruthers’headdropped。 \"WhenIwasloneliest,anddyingofhomesickness,andsoweakthatIcouldnotspeakwithoutsobbing,hecametome——itwasonemorningafterIhadbeenlyingawakeallnight——andhebegantoseemkinder。Hehadnotbeennearmefortwodays,andIhadthoughtIwasgoingtobelefttodiealone——andmotherwouldneverknow。Hesaidhehadbeenreflectingandthathewasafraidthatwehadmisunderstoodeachother——becausewebelongedtodifferentcountries,andhadbeenbroughtupindifferentways————\"shepaused。 \"Andthatifyouunderstoodhispositionandconsideredit,youmightbothbequitehappy,\"Bettygaveinquiettermination。 LadyAnstruthersstarted。 \"Oh,youknowitall!\"sheexclaimed\"OnlybecauseIhavehearditbefore。Itisanoldtrick。 Andbecauseheseemedkindandrelenting,youtriedtounderstand——andsignedsomething。\" \"IWANTEDtounderstand。IWANTEDtobelieve。Whatdiditmatterwhichofushadthemoney,ifwelikedeachotherandwerehappy?Hetoldmethingsabouttheestate,andabouttheenormouscostofit,andhisbadluck,anddebtshecouldnothelp。AndIsaidthatIwoulddoanythingif——ifwecouldonlybelikemotherandfather。AndhekissedmeandIsignedthepaper。\" \"Andthen?\" \"HewenttoLondonthenextday,andthentoParis。Hesaidhewasobligedtogoonbusiness。Hewasawayamonth。 Andafteraweekhadpassed,LadyAnstruthersbegantoberestlessandangry,andoncesheflewintoarage,andtoldmeIwasafool,andthatifIhadbeenanEnglishwoman,Ishouldhavehadsomedecentcontrolovermyhusband,becausehewouldhaverespectedme。IntimeIfoundoutwhatIhaddone。Itdidnottakelong。\" \"Thepaperyousigned,\"saidBetty,\"gavehimcontroloveryourmoney?\" Aforlornnodwastheanswer。 \"Andsincethenhehasdoneashechose,andhehasnotchosentocareforStornham。Andoncehemadeyouwritetofather,toaskformoremoney?\" \"Ididitonce。Ineverwoulddoitagain。Hehastriedtomakeme。HealwayssaysitistosaveStornhamforUghtred。\" \"NothingcantakeStornhamfromUghtred。Itmaycometohimaruin,butitwillcometohim。\" \"HesaystherearelegalpointsIcannotunderstand。Andhesaysheisspendingmoneyonit。\" \"Where?\" \"He——doesn’tgointothat。IfIweretoaskquestions,hewouldmakemeknowthatIhadbetterstop。HesaysIknownothingaboutthings。Andheisright。Hehasneverallowedmetoknowand——andIamnotlikeyou,Betty。\" \"Whenyousignedthepaper,youdidnotrealisethatyouweredoingsomethingyoucouldneverundoandthatyouwouldbeforcedtosubmittotheconsequences?\" \"I——Ididn’trealiseanythingbutthatitwouldkillmetoliveasIhadbeenliving——feelingasiftheyhatedme。AndIwassogladandthankfulthatheseemedkinder。ItwasasifIhadbeenontherack,andheturnedthescrewsback,andIwasreadytodoanything——anything——ifImightbetakenoff。Oh,Betty!youknow,don’tyou,that——thatifhewouldonlyhavebeenalittlekind——justalittle——Iwouldhaveobeyedhimalways,andgivenhimeverything。\" Bettysatandlookedather,withdeeplyponderingeyes。 Shewasconfrontingthefactthatitseemedpossiblethatonemustbuildanewsoulforheraswellasanewbody。Inthesedaysofscienceandgrowingsanityofthought,onedidnotstandhelplessbeforetheproblemofphysicalrebuilding,and——andperhaps,ifonecouldpourlifeintoacreature,thesoulofitwouldrespond,andwakeagain,andgrow。 \"Youdonotknowwhereheis?\"shesaidaloud。\"Youabsolutelydonotknow?\" \"Ineverknowexactly,\"LadyAnstruthersanswered。\"Hewashereforafewdaystheweekbeforeyoucame。Hesaidhewasgoingabroad。Hemightappearto—morrow,Imightnothearofhimforsixmonths。Ican’thelphopingnowthatitwillbethesixmonths。\" \"Whyparticularlynow?\"inquiredBetty。 LadyAnstruthersflushedandlookedshyandawkward。 \"Becauseof——you。Idon’tknowwhathewouldsay。I don’tknowwhathewoulddo。\" \"Tome?\"saidBetty。