第25章

类别:其他 作者:Frances Hodgson Burnett字数:10454更新时间:19/01/07 14:57:26
OnemorningBetty,comingtomakehervisitofinquiryfoundthepatientlookingthoughtful,andwhenshecommenteduponhisairofpondering,hisreplycastlightuponthemystery。 \"Well,MissVanderpoel,\"heexplained,\"IwaslyingherethinkingofLordMountDunstanandMr。Penzance,andhowwelltheytreatedme——Ihaven’ttoldyouaboutthat,haveI? \"ThatexplainswhatMrs。Buttlesaid,\"sheanswered。 \"WhenyouweredeliriousyoutalkedfrequentlytoLordMountDunstanandMr。Penzance。Webothwonderedwhy。\" Thenhetoldherthewholestory。Beginningwithhissittingonthegrassybankoutsidethepark,listeningtothesongoftherobin,heendedwiththeadieuxattheentrancegateswhenthesoundofherhorse’strottinghoofshadbeenheardbyeachofthem。 \"WhatI’vebeenlyingherethinkingof,\"hesaid,\"ishowqueeritwasithappenedjustthatway。IfIhadn’tstoppedjustthatminute,andifyouhadn’tgoneby,andifLordMountDunstanhadn’tknownyouandsaidwhoyouwere,LittleWilliewouldhavebeeninLondonbythistime,hustlingtogetacheapbunkbacktoNewYorkin。\" \"Because?\"inquiredMissVanderpoel。 G。Seldenlaughedandhesitatedamoment。Thenhemadeacleanbreastofit。 \"Say,MissVanderpoel,\"hesaid,\"Ihopeitwon’tmakeyoumadifIownup。Ladieslikeyoudon’tknowanythingaboutchapslikeme。Onthesquareandstraightout,whenIseenyouandheardyournameIcouldn’thelprememberingwhosedaughteryouwas。ReubenS。Vanderpoelspellsabigthing。Why,whenIwasinNewYorkwefellowsusedtogettogetherandtalkaboutwhatit’dmeantothechapwhocouldgetnexttoReubenS。Vanderpoel。Weusedtocountupallthebusinesshedoes,andalltheclerkshe’sgotunderhimpoundingawayontypewriters,andhowthey’dbeboundtogetwornoutandneednewones。Andwe’dmakecalculationshowmanyamancouldunload,ifhecouldgetnext。Itwasakindoftypewritingjuniorassistantfairystory,andweknewitcouldn’thappenreally。Butweusedtochinaboutitjustforthefunofthething。OneoftheboysmadeupathingaboutoneofussavingReubenS。’slife——dragginghimfromunderarunawayautoand,whenhesays,`WhatcanI dotoshowmygratitude,youngman?’himhandingouthiscatalogueandsaying,`IshouldliketocallyourattentiontotheDelkoff,sir,’andgettinghimtopromisehe’dneveruseanyother,aslongashelived!\" ReubenS。Vanderpoel’sdaughterlaughedasspontaneouslyasanygirlmighthavedone。G。Seldenlaughedwithher。 Atanyrate,shehadn’tgotmad,sofar。 \"Thatwaswhatdidit,\"hewenton。\"WhenIrodeawayonmybikeIgotthinkingaboutitandcouldnotgetitoutofmyhead。ThenextdayIjuststoppedontheroadandgotoffmywheel,andIsaystomyself:`Lookhere,businessisbusiness,ifyouAREtravellinginEuropeandlunchingatBuckinghamPalacewiththemainsqueeze。Getbusy!What’lltheboyssayiftheyhearyou’vemissedachancelikethis?YOU hitthepikeforStornhamCastle,orwhateverit’scalled,andtakeyournervewithyou!Shecan’tdomorethanhaveyoufiredout,andyou’vebeenfiredbeforeandgotyourbreathafterit。SoIturnedroundandmadetime。AndthatwashowI happenedonyouravenue。AndperhapsitwasbecauseIwasfeelingabitrattledIlostmyholdwhenthechainbroke,andpitchedoveronmyhead。There,I’vegotitoffmychest。I wasthinkingIshouldhavetoexplainsomehow。\" Somethingakintoherfeelingofaffectionforthenice,long— leggedWesternershehadseenramblinginBondStreettouchedBettyagain。TheDelkoffwasthecentreofG。Selden’sworldastheflowerswereofKedgers’,asthe\"little’ome\"wasofMrs。Welden’s。 \"WereyougoingtotrytosellMEatypewriter?\"sheasked。 \"Well,\"G。Seldenadmitted,\"Ididn’tknowbutwhattheremightbeuseforone,writingbusinesslettersonabigplacelikethis。Straight,Iwon’tsayIwasn’tgoingtotryprettyhard。Itmaylooklikegall,butyouseeafellowhastorushthingsorhe’llnevergetthere。AchaplikemeHAS togetthere,somehow。\" Shewassilentafewmomentsandlookedasifshewasthinkingsomethingover。HersilenceandthislookonherfaceactuallycausedtodawninthebreastofSeldenagleamofdaringhope。Helookedroundatherwithafaintrisingofcolour。 \"Say,MissVanderpoel——say————\"hebegan,andthenbrokeoff。 \"Yes?\"saidBetty,stillthinking。 \"C—COULDyouuseone——anywhere?\"hesaid。\"Idon’twanttorushthingstoomuch,but——COULDyou?\" \"Isiteasytolearntouseit?\" \"Easy!\"hisheadliftedfromhispillow。\"It’saseasyasfallingoffalog。Ababyinaperambulatorcouldlearntotickoffordersforitsbottle。And——onthesquare——thereisn’titsequalonthemarket,MissVanderpoel——thereisn’t。\"Hefumbledbeneathhispillowandactuallybroughtforthhiscatalogue。 \"Iaskedthenursetoputitthere。Iwantedtostudyitnowandthenandthinkuparguments。See——adjustabletoholdwithperfecteaseanenvelope,anindexcard,orastripofpapernowiderthanapostagestamp。Unsurpassedpaperfeed,practicalribbonmechanism——perfectandpermanentalignment。\" AsMountDunstanhadtakenthebook,BettyVanderpoeltookit。NeverhadG。Seldenbeheldsuchsmilingineyesabouttobenduponhiscatalogue。 \"Youwillraiseyourtemperature,\"shesaid,\"ifyouexciteyourself。Youmustn’tdothat。Ibelievetherearetwoorthreepeopleontheestatewhomightbetaughttouseatypewriter。Iwillbuythree。Yes——wewillsaythree。\" Shewouldbuythree。Hesoaredtoheights。Hedidnotknowhowtothankher,thoughhedidhisbest。Dizzyingvisionsofwhathewouldhavetotell\"theboys\"whenhereturnedtoNewYorkflashedacrosshismind。ThedaughterofReubenS。VanderpoelhadboughtthreeDelkoffs,andhewasthejuniorassistantwhohadsoldthemtoher。 \"Youdon’tknowwhatitmeanstome,MissVanderpoel,\" hesaid,\"butifyouwereajuniorsalesmanyou’dknow。It’snotonlythesale——thoughthat’sarake—offoffifteendollarstome——butit’sbecauseit’sYOUthat’sboughtthem。Gee!\" gazingatherwithafrankawewhoseobvioussincerityheldaqueertouchofpathos。\"WhatitmustbetobeYOU——justYOU!\" Shedidnotlaugh。Shefeltasifahandhadlightlytouchedheronhernakedheart。Shehadthoughtofitsooften——hadbeenbewilderedrestlesslybyitasamerechild——thisdifferenceinhumanlot——thischance。WasitchancewhichhadplacedherentityinthecentreofBettinaVanderpoel’sworldinsteadofinthatofsomelittlecashgirlwithhairrakedbackfromasallowface,whostaredatherasshepassedinashop——orinthatoftheyoungFrenchwomanwhoselifewasspentinservingher,incaringfordelicatedressesandkeepingguardoverornamentswhosepricewouldhavegiventoherownhumblenesseasefortherestofexistence?Whatdiditmean?AndwhatLawwaslaiduponher?WhatLawwhichcouldonlyworkthroughherandsuchasshewhohadbeenbornwithalmostunearthlypowerlaidintheirhands——thereinsofmonstrouswealth,whichguidedordrovetheworld?Sometimesfeartouchedher,aswiththislighttouchanherheart,becauseshedidnotKNOWtheLawandcouldonlypraythatherguessingatitmightberight。And,evenasshethoughtthesethings,G。 Seldenwenton。 \"Younevercanknow,\"hesaid,\"becauseyou’vealwaysbeeninit。Andtherestoftheworldcan’tknow,becausethey’veneverbeenanywherenearit。\"Hestoppedandevidentlyfelltothinking。 \"Tellmeabouttherestoftheworld,\"saidBettyquietly。 Helaughedagain。 \"Why,Iwasjustthinkingtomyselfyoudidn’tknowathingaboutit。Andit’squeer。It’stherestofusthatmountsupwhenyoucometonumbers。Iguessit’drunintomillions。 I’mnotthinkingofbeggarsandstarvingpeople,I’vebeenrushingtheDelkofftoosteadytogetontoanyswellcharityorganisation,soIdon’tknowaboutthem。I’mjustthinkingofthemillionsoffellows,andwomen,too,forthematterofthat,thatwakenupeverymorningandknowthey’vegottohustlefortheirtenperortheirfifteenper——iftheycanstiritupasthickasthat。Ifit’sasmuchasfiftyper,ofcourse,seemsliketome,they’reonEasyStreet。Butsometimesthosethat’sgottofiftyper——orevenmore——havegotmorethingstodowithit——kids,youknow,andmorerentandclothes。They’vegottogetatitjustashardaswehave。Why,MissVanderpoel,howmanypeopledoyousupposethereareinamillionthatdon’thavetoworryovertheirnextmonth’sgrocerybills,andtherentoftheirflat?Ibetthere’snotten——andIdon’tknowtheten。\" Hedidnotstatehiscaseuncheerfully。\"Therestoftheworld\"representedtohimthenormalconditionofthings。 \"Mostmarriedmen’sabitafraidtolookanhonestgrocerybillintheface。AndtheyWILLcomein——asregularasspringhats。AndItellYOU,whenaman’sgottoliveonseventy—fiveamonth,athingthat’lltakeallthestrengthandenergyoutofatwenty—dollarbillsortergetshimdownonthemat。\" LikeoldMrs。Welden’s,hisroughlysketchedpicturewasagraphicone。 \"’Tain’ttheworkingthatbothersmostofus。Wewereborntothat,andmostofuswouldfeellikedeadbeatsifweweredoingnothing。It’stheearninglessthanyoucanliveon,andgettingasortoftiredfeelingoverit。It’sthehavingtomakeadollar—billlookliketwo,andwatchingeveryotherfellowtrytodothesamething,andnotoftenmakethetrip。 There’smillionsofus——justmillions——everyoneofuswithhisDelkofftosell————\"hisfigureofspeechpleasedhimandhechuckledathisowncleverness——\"andthinkingofit,andtalkingaboutit,and——underhisvest——halfafraidthathecan’tmakeit。Andwhatyousayinthemorningwhenyouopenyoureyesandstretchyourselfis,`Hullygee!I’veGOTtosellaDelkoffto—day,andsupposeIshouldn’t,andcouldn’tholddownmyjob!’Ibeganitovermyfeedingbottle。SodidallthepeopleIknow。That’swhatgavemeasortofajoltjustnowwhenIlookedatyouandthoughtaboutyoubeingYOU—— andwhatitmeant。\" WhentheirconversationendedshehadamuchmoreintimateknowledgeofNewYorkthanshehadeverhadbefore,andshefeltitarichpossession。Shehadheardofthe\"hallbedroom\"previously,andshehadseenfromtheoutsidethe\"quicklunch\"counter,butG。Seldenunconsciouslyescortedherinsideandthrewuponfacesandlivestheglareofaflashlight。 \"TherewasathingI’vebeenthinkingI’daskyou,MissVanderpoel,\"hesaidjustbeforeshelefthim。\"I’dlikeyoutotellme,ifyouplease。It’slikethis。Youseethosetwofellowstreatedmeasfineassilk。ImeanLordMountDunstanandMr。Penzance。Ineverexpectedit。Ineversawalordbefore,muchlessspoketoone,butIcantellyouthatone’sjustaboutallright——MountDunstan。Andtheotherone—— theoldvicar——I’venevertakentoanyonesinceIwasbornlikeItooktohim。Thewayheputsonhiseye—glassesandlooksatyou,sorterkindandcuriousaboutyouatthesametime!Andhisvoiceandhiswayofsayinghiswords——well,theyjustGOTme——sure。Andtheybothof’emdidsaythey’dliketoseemeagain。Nowdoyouthink,MissVanderpoel,itwouldlooktoofresh——ifIwastowriteapolitenoteandaskifeitherofthemcouldmakeitconvenienttocomeandtakealookatme,ifitwouldn’tbetoomuchtrouble。I don’tWANTtobetoofresh——andperhapstheywouldn’tcomeanyhow——andifitis,pleasewon’tyoutellme,MissVanderpoel?\" BettythoughtofMountDunstanashehadstoodandtalkedtoherinthedeepeningafternoonsun。Shedidnotknowmuchofhim,butshethought——havingheardG。Selden’sstoryofthelunch——thathewouldcome。ShehadneverseenMr。 Penzance,butsheknewsheshouldliketoseehim。 \"Ithinkyoumightwritethenote,\"shesaid。\"Ibelievetheywouldcometoseeyou。\" \"Doyou?\"witheagerpleasure。\"ThenI’lldoit。I’dgiveagooddealtoseethemagain。Itellyou,theyarejustIt——bothofthem。\" CHAPTERXXVII LIFE MountDunstan,walkingthroughtheparknextmorningonhiswaytothevicarage,justafterposttime,metMr。 PenzancehimselfcomingtomakeanequallyearlycallattheMount。Eachofthemhadaletterinhishand,andeachmettheother’sglancewithasmile。 \"G。Selden,\"MountDunstansaid。\"Andyours?\" \"G。Seldenalso,\"answeredthevicar。\"Pooryoungfellow,whatill—luck。Andyet——isitill—luck?Hesaysnot。\" \"Hetellsmeitisnot,\"saidMountDunstan。\"AndIagreewithhim。\" Mr。Penzancereadhisletteraloud。 \"DEARSIR: \"Thisistonotifyyouthatowingtomybikegoingbackonmewhengoingdownhill,ImetwithanaccidentinStornhamPark。Wascutabouttheheadandlegbroken。LittleWilliebeingfarfromhomeandmother,youcanseewhatsortoffixhe’dbeeninifithadn’tbeenforthekindnessofReubenS。 Vanderpoel’sdaughters——MissBettinaandhersisterLadyAnstruthers。Thewaythey’vehadmetakencareofhasbeengreat。I’vebeenunderanurseanddoctorsameasifIwasAlbertEdwardwithappendycytus(Iapologiseifthat’snotspeltright)。DearSir,thisistosaythatIaskedMissVanderpoelifIshouldbebuttingintoomuchifIdroppedalinetoaskifyoucouldsparethetimetocallandseeme。Itwouldbeconsideredafavourandappreciatedby\"G。SELDEN,\"DelkoffTypewriterCo。Broadway。 \"P。S。HavealreadysoldthreeDelkoffstoMissVanderpoel。\" \"Uponmyword,\"Mr。Penzancecommented,andhisamiablefervourquiteglowed,\"Ilikethatqueeryoungfellow—— Ilikehim。Hedoesnotwishto`buttintoomuch。’Now,thereisrudimentarydelicacyinthat。Andwhatahumorous,forcefulfigureofspeech!Somebuttinganimal——agoat,I seemtosee,preferably——forcingitswayintoagrouporclosedcircleofpersons。\" HisgleefulanalysisofthephrasehadsuchevidentcharmforhimthatMountDunstanbrokeintoashoutoflaughter,evenasG。SeldenhaddoneattheadroitmentionofWeber&Fields。 \"Shallwerideovertogethertoseehimthismorning?AnhourwithG。Selden,surroundedbytheatmosphereofReubenS。Vanderpoel,wouldbeacheeringthing,\"hesaid。 \"Itwould,\"Mr。Penzanceanswered。\"Letusgobyallmeans。Weshouldnot,Isuppose,\"withkeendelight,\"be`buttingin’uponLadyAnstrutherstooearly?\"Hewasquiteenrapturedwithhisownaptness。\"LikeG。Selden,I shouldnotliketo`buttin,’\"headded。 Thescentandwarmthandglowofagloriousmorningfilledthehour。CombiningthemselveswithacertainnormalhumangaietywhichsurroundedthemerethoughtofG。Selden,theyweregoodthingsforMountDunstan。Lifewasstrongandyounginhim,andhehadlaughedabigyounglaugh,whichhad,perhapstendedtothewakinginhimofthefeelinghewassuddenlyconsciousof——thatasix—milerideoverawhite,tree—dappled,sunlitroadwouldbepleasantenough,and,afterall,ifattheendofthegalloponecameagainuponthatotherinwhomlifewasstrongandyoung,andbloomedonrose—cheekandwasthefarfireinthebluedeepsoflovelyeyes,andtheslimstraightnessofthefairbody,whywoulditnotbe,inaway,alltothegood?Hehadthoughtofheronmorethanoneday,andfeltthathewantedtoseeheragain。 \"Letusgo,\"heansweredPenzance。\"Onecancallonaninvalidatanytime。LadyAnstrutherswillforgiveus。\" Inlessthananhour’stimetheywereontheirway。Theylaughedandtalkedastheyrode,theirhorses’hoofsstrikingoutacheerfulringingaccompanimenttotheirvoices。Thereisnothingmoreexhilaratingthanthehollow,regularringandclick—clackofgoodhoofsgoingwelloverafineoldRomanroadinthemorningsunlight。TheytalkedofthejuniorassistantsalesmanandofMissVanderpoel。Penzancewasmuchpleasedbytheprospectofseeing\"thisdelightfulandunusualgirl。\"Hehadheardstoriesofher,ashadLordWestholt。 HeknewofoldDoby’spipe,andofMrs。Welden’srespitefromtheUnion,andthoughsuchincidentswouldseemmeretriflestothedwelleringreattowns,hehadhimselflivedanddonehisworklongenoughinvillagestoknowthevillagemindandthescaleofproportionsbywhichitsgladnessandsadnessweremeasured。HeknewmoreofallthisthanMountDunstancould,sinceMountDunstan’sexistencehadisolateditself,fromrathergloomychoice。Butasherode,MountDunstanknewthathelikedtohearthesethings。Therewasthesuggestionofnewlifeandnewthoughtinthem,andsuchsuggestionwasgoodforanyman——orwoman,either——whohadfallenintolivinginadull,narrowgroove。 \"Itisthenewlifeinherwhichstrikesme,\"hesaid。\"Shehasbroughtwealthwithher,andwealthispowertodothegoodorevilthatgrowsinaman’ssoul;butshehasbroughtsomethingmore。Shemighthavecomehereandbroughtallthesumptuousnessofafashionableyoungbeauty,whodrovethroughthevillageanddrewpeopletotheirwindows,andmadeclodhoppersscratchtheirheadsandpulltheirforelocks,andchildrenbobcurtsiesandstare。Shemighthavecomeandgoneandleftamind—dazzlingmemoryandnothingelse。A fewsovereignstossedhereandtherewouldhaveearnedherareputation——but,bygee!toquoteSelden——shehasbegunLIVINGwiththem,asifherancestorshaddoneitforsixhundredyears。Andwhat_I_seeisthatifshehadcomewithoutapennyinherpocketshewouldhavedonethesamething。\" Hepausedaponderingmoment,andthendrewasharpbreathwhichwasanexclamationinitself。\"She’sLife!\"hesaid。 \"She’sLifeitself!GoodGod!whatathingitisforamanorwomantobeLife——insteadofamassoftissueandmuscleandnerve,draggedaboutbythemeremechanismofliving!\" Penzancehadlistenedseriously。 \"Whatyousayisverysuggestive,\"hecommented。\"Itstrikesmeastrue,too。Youhaveseensomethingofheralso,atleastmorethanIhave。\" \"IdidnotthinkthesethingswhenIsawher——thoughIsupposeI feltthemunconsciously。Ihavereachedthiswayofsummingherupbyprocessesofexclusionandinclusion。Onehearsofher,asyouknowyourself,andonethinksherover。\" \"Youhavethoughtherover?\" \"Alot,\"rathergrumpily。\"Abeautifulfemalecreatureinevitablygivesanunbeautifulmalecreaturesomethingtothinkof——ifheisnototherwiseactivelyemployed。Iamnot。 Shehasbecomeasortofdawningrelieftomyhopelesshumours。 Beingalowandunworthybeast,Iamsometimesresentfulenoughoftheunfairnessofthings。Shehastoomuch。\" WhentheyrodethroughStornhamvillagetheysawsignsofworkalreadydoneandworkstillinhand。Therewerenobrokenwindowsorpalingsorhangingwicketgates;cottagegardenshadbeenputinorder,andtherewereevidencesofsuchcheeringtouchesasnewbitsofwindowcurtainandstrong—lookingyoungplantsbloomingbetweenthem。Somanysmall,butnecessary,thingshadbeendonethatthewholevillageworetheaspectofaplacewhichhadtakenheart,andwasfacingexistenceinahopefulspirit。AyearagoMountDunstanandhisvicarridingthroughithadbeenstruckbyitsneglectedanddispiritedlook。 AstheyenteredthehalloftheCourtMissVanderpoelwasdescendingthestaircase。Shewaslaughingalittletoherself,andshelookedpleasedwhenshesawthem。 \"Itisgoodofyoutocome,\"shesaid,astheycrossedthehalltothedrawing—room。\"ButItoldhimIreallythoughtyouwould。Ihavejustbeentalkingtohim,andhewasalittleuncertainastowhetherhehadassumedtoomuch。\" \"Astowhetherhehad`buttedin,’\"saidMr。Penzance。 \"Ithinkhemusthavesaidthat。\" \"Hedid。Healsowasafraidthathemighthavebeen`toofresh。’\"answeredBetty。 \"Onourpart,\"saidMr。Penzance,withgentleglee,\"wehesitatedamomentinfearlestwealsomightappeartobe`buttingin。’\" Thentheyalllaughedtogether。TheywerelaughingwhenLadyAnstruthersentered,andsheherselfjoinedthem。ButtoMountDunstan,whofelthertobesomehowatouchinglittleperson,therewasmanifestatendernessinherfeelingforG。 Selden。Forthatmatter,however,therewassomethingalreadybeginningtoberatheraffectionateintheattitudeofeachofthem。Theywentupstairstofindhimlyinginstateuponabigsofaplacednearawindow,andhisjoyatthesightofthemwasagenuine,humanthing。Infact,hehadponderedagooddealinsecretonthepossibilityoftheseswellpeoplethinkinghehad\"morethanhisshareofgall\"toexpectthemtorememberhimafterhepassedonhisjuniorassistantsalesman’sway。ReubenS。Vanderpoel’sdaughterswereofthehighestofhisFourHundred,buttheywereAmericans,andAmericanswerenotasaruleso\"stuckonthemselves\"astheEnglish。Andherethesetwoswellscameasfriendlyasyouplease。Andthatniceoldchapthatwasavicar,smilingandgivinghim\"thegladhand\"! BettyandMountDunstanleftMr。Penzancetalkingtotheconvalescentafterashorttime。MountDunstanhadaskedtobeshownthegardens。Hewantedtoseethewonderfulthingshehadheardhadbeenalreadydonetothem。 Theywentdownthestairstogetherandpassedthroughthedrawing—roomintothepleasuregrounds。Theonceneglectedlawnshadalreadybeenmownandrolled,clippedandtrimmed,untiltheyspreadbeforetheeyehugemeasuresofgreenvelvet; eventhebedsgirdlingandadorningthemwerebrilliantwithflowers。 \"Kedgers!\"saidBetty,wavingherhand。\"InmyignoranceIthoughtwemustwaitforblossomsuntilnextyear; butitappearsthatwonderscanbebroughtallreadytobloomforonefromnurserygardens,andcanbemadetogrowwithcare——anddaring——andpassionateaffection。IhaveseenKedgersturnpalewithanguishashehungoverabedoftransplantedthingswhichseemedtodrooptoolong。Theydroopjustatfirst,youknow,andthentheyslowlylifttheirheads,slowly,asiftolistentoaVoicecalling——calling。OnceIsatforquitealongtimebeforearose,watchingit。WhenIsawitBEGINtolisten,Ifeltalittletremblingpassovermybody。 Iseemedtobesostrangelyneartosuchastrangething。ItwasLife——Lifecomingback——inanswertowhatwecannothear。\" Shehadbegunlightly,andthenhervoicehadchanged。Itwasveryquietattheendofherspeaking。MountDunstansimplyrepeatedherlastwords。 \"Towhatwecannothear。\" \"Onefeelsitsomuchinagarden,\"shesaid。\"Ihaveneverlivedinagardenofmyown。Thisisnotmine,butIhavebeenlivinginit——withKedgers。OneissoclosetoLifeinit—— thestirringinthebrownearth,thepiercingthroughofgreenspears,thatbreakingofbudsandpouringforthofscent!Whyshouldn’tonetremble,ifonethinks?IhavestoodinapottingshedandwatchedKedgersfillashallowboxwithdamprichmouldandscatteroveritathinlayerofinfinitesimalseeds;thenhemoistensthemandcarriesthemreverentlytohisaltarsinagreenhouse。TheledgesinKedgers’green— housesarealtars。Ithinkheoffersprayersbeforethem。Whynot?Ishould。Andwhenonecomestoseethem,themoistseedsareswelledtofulness,andwhenonecomesagaintheyarebursting。Andthenexttime,tinygreenthingsarecurlingoutward。And,atlast,thereisafairyforestoftiniestpalegreenstemsandleaves。AndoneisstandingclosetotheSecretoftheWorld!Andwhyshouldnotoneprostrateone’sself,breathingsoftly——andtouchingone’sawedforeheadtotheearth?\" MountDunstanturnedandlookedather——apauseinhisstep——theywerewalkingdownaturfedpath,andovertheirheadsmeetingbranchesofnewleaveshung。Somethinginhismovementmadeherturnandpausealso。Theybothpaused——andquiteunknowingly。 \"Doyouknow,\"hesaid,inalowandratherunusualvoice,\"thataswewereonourwayhere,IsaidofyoutoPenzance,thatyouwereLife——YOU!\" Forafewseconds,astheystoodso,hislookheldher——theireyesinvoluntarilyandstrangelyheldeachother。Somethingsoftlyglowinginthesunlightfallingonthemboth,somethingrainingdowninthesongofarisingskylarktrillingintheblueafieldaway,somethinginthewarmedincenseofblossomsnearthem,wascalling——callingintheVoice,thoughtheydidnotknowtheyheard。Strangely,asplendidblushroseinafairfloodunderherskin。Shewasconsciousofit,andfeltasecond’samazedimpatiencethatsheshouldcolourlikeaschoolgirlsuspectingacompliment。Hedidnotlookatherasamanlookswhohasmadeaprettyspeech。Hiseyesmethersstraightandthoughtfully,andherepeatedhislastwordsashehadbeforerepeatedhers。 \"ThatYOUwereLife——you!\" Thebluebellsunderwaterwereforthemomentincrediblylovely。 Herfeelingabouttheblushmeltedawayastheblushitselfhaddone。 \"Iamgladyousaidthat!\"sheanswered。\"Itwasabeautifulthingtosay。IhaveoftenthoughtthatIshouldlikeittobetrue。\" \"Itistrue,\"hesaid。 Thentheskylark,showeringgoldenrain,sweptdowntoearthanditsnestinthemeadow,andtheywalkedon。