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类别:其他 作者:Frances Hodgson Burnett字数:10330更新时间:19/01/07 14:57:26
Thetoneofhisvoicewasevidentlyenough。LadyAnstruthersturnedwithanunmistakablestart。Theroseliningofherparasolceasedtowarmhercolour。Infact,theparasolitselfsteppedaside,andshestoodwithablank,stiff,whiteface。 \"MydearRosalie,\"saidSirNigel,goingtowardsher。 \"Youdon’tlookverygladtoseeme。\" Hebentandkissedherquitewiththeairofadevotedhusband。Knowingwhatthecaressmeant,andseeingRosy’sfaceasshesubmittedtoit,Bettyfeltrathercold。AftertheconjugalgreetingheturnedtoUghtred。 \"Youlookremarkablywell,\"hesaid。 Bettycameforward。 \"Wemetinthepark,Rosy,\"sheexplained。\"Wehavebeentalkingtoeachotherforhalfanhour。\" TheatmospherewhichhadsurroundedherduringthelastthreemonthshaddonemuchforLadyAnstruthers’nerves。 Shehadthepowertorecoverherself。SirNigelhimselfsawthiswhenshespoke。 \"IwasstartledbecauseIwasnotexpectingtoseeyou,\"shesaid。\"IthoughtyouwerestillontheRiviera。Ihopeyouhadapleasantjourneyhome。\" \"Ihadanextraordinarilypleasantsurpriseinfindingyoursisterhere,\"heanswered。Andtheywentintothehouse。 Indescendingthestaircaseonhiswaytothedrawing—roombeforedinner,SirNigelglancedabouthimwithinterestedcuriosity。Ifthevillagehadbeenputinorder,somethingmorehadbeendonehere。Rememberingthewornrugsandthebald— headedtiger,heliftedhisbrows。Toleaveone’shouseinastateofresigneddilapidationandreturntofinditfilledwithallsuchthingsascomfortcombinedwithexcellenttastemightdemand,wasanenliveningexperience——orwouldhavebeensoundersomecircumstances。Asmattersstood,perhaps,hemighthavefeltbetterpleasedifthingshadbeenlesswelldone。Buttheywereverywelldone。Theyhadmanagedtoputthemselvesintherightinthisalso。Therichsobrietyofcolourandformleftnoopeningforsuperciliouscomment——whichwasaneatweaponitwasannoyingtoberobbedof。 Thedrawing—roomwasfresh,brightlycharming,andfullofflowers。Bettywasstandingbeforeanopenwindowwithhersister。Hiswife’sshoulders,heobservedatonce,hadabsolutelybeguntosuggestcontours。Atallevents,herbonesnolongerstuckout。Butonedidnotlookatone’swife’sshoulderswhenonecouldturnfromthemtoafairnessofvelvetandivory。\"Youknow,\"hesaid,approachingthem,\"Ifindallthisveryamazing。Ihavebeenlookingoutofmywindowontothegardens。\" \"ItisBettywhohasdoneitall,\"saidRosy。 \"Ididnotsuspectyouofdoingit,mydearRosalie,\"smiling。 \"WhenIsawBettystandingintheavenue,Iknewatoncethatitwasshewhohadmendedthechimney—potsinthevillageandrehungthegates。\" Forthepresent,atleast,itwasevidentthathemeanttobesufficientlyamiable。Atthedinnertablehewasconversationalandaskedmanyquestions,professinganaturalinterestinwhathadbeendone。Itwasnotdifficulttotalktoagirlwhoseeyesandshoulderscombinedthemselveswithaquickwitandapowertoattractwhichhereluctantlyownedhehadneverseenequalled。Hisreluctancearosefromthefactthatsuchapowercomplicatedmatters。Hemustbeonthedefensiveuntilheknewwhatshewasgoingtodo,whathemustdohimself,andwhatresultswereprobableorpossible。Hehadspenthislifeinintrigueofoneorderoranother。Heenjoyedoutwittingpeopleandratherpreferredtoattainanendbydeviouspaths。Hebeganeveryacquaintanceonthedefensive。 Hisargumentwasthatyouneverknewhowthingswouldturnout,consequently,itwasaswelltoconductone’sselfattheoutsetwiththediscreetforethoughtofamaninthepresenceofanenemy。HedidnotknowhowthingswouldturnoutinBetty’scase,anditwasalittleconfusingtofindone’sselfwatchingherwithasenseofexcitement。Hewouldhavepreferredtobecool——tobecold——andherealisedthathecouldnotkeephiseyesoffher。 \"Iremember,withregret,\"hesaidtoherlaterintheevening,\"thatwhenyouwereachildwewereenemies。\" \"Iamafraidwewere,\"wasBetty’simpartialanswer。 \"Iamsureitwasmyfault,\"hesaid。\"Prayforgetit。 Sinceyouhaveaccomplishedsuchwonders,willyounot,inthemorning,takemeabouttheplaceandexplaintomehowithasbeendone?\" WhenBettywenttoherroomshedismissedhermaidassoonaspossible,andsatforsometimealoneandwaiting。ShehadhadnoopportunitytospeaktoRosyinprivate,andshewassureshewouldcometoher。Inthecourseofhalfanhoursheheardaknockatthedoor。 Yes,itwasRosy,andhernewly—borncolourhadfledandleftherlookingdraggedagain。ShecameforwardanddroppedintoalowchairnearBetty,lettingherfacefallintoherhands。 \"I’mverysorry,Betty,\"shehalfwhispered,\"butitisnouse。\" \"Whatisnouse?\"Bettyasked。 \"Nothingisanyuse。Alltheseyearshavemademesuchacoward。IsupposeIalwayswasacoward,butintheolddaysthereneverwasanythingtobeafraidof。\" \"Whatareyoumostafraidofnow?\" \"Idon’tknow。Thatistheworst。IamafraidofHIM—— justofhimself——ofthelookinhiseyes——ofwhathemaybeplanningquietly。Mystrengthdiesawaywhenhecomesnearme。\" \"Whathashesaidtoyou?\"sheasked。 \"Hecameintomydressing—roomandsatandtalked。Helookedaboutfromonethingtoanotherandpretendedtoadmireitallandcongratulatedme。Butthoughhedidnotsneeratwhathesaw,hiseyesweresneeringatme。Hetalkedaboutyou。Hesaidthatyouwereaverycleverwoman。Idon’tknowhowhemanagestoimplythataverycleverwomanissomethingcunninganddebased——butitmeansthatwhenhesaysit。 Itseemstoinsinuatethingswhichmakeonegrowhotallover。\" SheputoutahandandcaughtoneofBetty’s。 \"Betty,Betty,\"sheimplored。\"Don’tmakehimangry。Don’t。\" \"Iamnotgoingtobeginbymakinghimangry,\"Bettysaid。\"AndIdonotthinkhewilltrytomakemeangry——atfirst。\" \"No,hewillnot,\"criedRosalie。\"And——andyourememberwhatItoldyouwhenfirstwetalkedabouthim?\" \"Anddoyouremember,\"wasBetty’sanswer,\"whatIsaidtoyouwhenIfirstmetyouinthepark?IfweweretocabletoNewYorkthismoment,wecouldreceiveananswerinafewhours。\" \"Hewouldnotletusdoit,\"saidRosy。\"Hewouldstopusinsomeway——ashestoppedmyletterstomother——ashestoppedmewhenItriedtorunaway。Oh,Betty,Iknowhimandyoudonot。\" \"Ishallknowhimbettereveryday。ThatiswhatImustdo。Imustlearntoknowhim。Hesaidsomethingmoretoyouthanyouhavetoldme,Rosy。Whatwasit?\" \"HewaiteduntilDetchamleftme,\"LadyAnstruthersconfessed,morethanhalfreluctantly。\"Andthenhegotuptogoaway,andstoodwithhishandsrestingonthechairback,andspoketomeinalow,queervoice。Hesaid,`Don’ttrytoplayanytricksonme,mygoodgirl——anddon’tletyoursistertrytoplayany。Youwouldbothhavereasontoregretit。’\" Shewasahalf—hypnotisedthing,andBetty,watchingherwithcuriousbuttendereyes,recognisedtheabnormality。 \"Ah,ifIamacleverwoman,\"shesaid,\"heisacleverman。Heisbeginningtoseethathispowerisslippingaway。 ThatwaswhatG。Seldenwouldcall`bluff。’\" CHAPTERXXXI NO,SHEWOULDNOT SirNigeldidnotinviteRosalietoaccompanythem,whenthenextmorning,afterbreakfast,heremindedBettyofhissuggestionofthenightbefore,thatsheshouldwalkovertheplacewithhim,andshowhimwhathadbeendone。Hepreferredtomakehisstudyofhissister—in—lawundisturbed。 Therewasnodetailwhosesignificancehemissedastheywentabouttogether。Hehadkeeneyesandwasaquitesufficientlypracticalpersononsuchmattersasconcernedhisowninterests。Inthiscaseitwastohisinteresttomakeuphismindastowhathemightgainorlosebytheappearanceofhiswife’sfamily。Hedidnotmeantolose——ifitcouldbehelped—— anythingeitherofpersonalimportanceormaterialbenefit。Anditcouldonlybehelpedbyhiscomprehendingclearlywhathehadtodealwith。Bettywas,atpresent,thechieffactorinthesituation,andhewassufficientlyastutetoseethatshemightnotbeeasytoread。Hispersonaltheoriesconcerningwomenpresentedtohimtwoorthreeeffectivewaysofmanagingthem。 Youmadelovetothem,youflatteredthemeithersubtlyorgrossly,youroughlyorsmoothlybulliedthem,oryouharrowedthemwithhaughtyindifference——ifyourlove—makinghadproduceditspropereffect——whenitwasnecessarytolureordriveortrickthemintosubmission。Womenshouldbemadeusefulinonewayoranother。Littlefoolasshewas,Rosaliehadbeenuseful。Hehad,afterallwassaidanddone,hadsomecomparativelyeasyyearsastheresultofherexistence。Butshehadnotbeenusefulenough,andtherehadevenbeenmomentswhenhehadwonderedifhehadmadeamistakeinseparatingherentirelyfromherfamily。Theremighthavebeenmoretobegainedifhehadallowedthemtovisitherandhadplayedthepartofadevotedhusbandintheirpresence。Agreatbore,ofcourse,buttheycouldnothavespenttheirentirelivesatStornham。Twelveyearsago,however,hehadknownverylittleofAmericans,andhehadlosthistemper。Hewasreallyveryfondofhistemper,andratherenjoyedreferringtoitwithtolerantregretasbeingabadoneandbeyondhiscontrol——withamannerwhichsuggestedthattheattributewastheinevitableresultofstrengthofcharacterandmasculinespirit。Theluxuryofgivingwaytoitwasagreatone,anditwasexasperatingashewalkedaboutwiththishandsomegirltofindhimselfbeginningtosuspectthat,whereshewasconcerned,someself— controlmightbenecessary。Hewasledtothisthoughtbecausethethingshetookinonallsidescouldonlyhavebeenachievedbyapersonwhosemindwasasteadily—balancedthing。Inone’streatmentofsuchacreature,methodsmustbewellchosen。 ThecrudesthadsufficedtooverwhelmRosalie。Hetriedtwoorthreelittlethingsasexperimentsduringtheirwalk。 ThefirstwastotouchwithdignifiedpathosonthesubjectofUghtred。Betty,heintimatedgently,couldimaginewhataman’sgriefanddisappointmentmightbeonfindinghissonandheirdeformedinsuchamanner。ThedelicatereservewithwhichhemanagedtoconveyhisfearthatRosalie’sownuncontrolledhystericattackshadbeenthecauseofthemisfortunewasverywelldone。Shehad,ofcourse,beenveryyoungandmuchspoiled,andhadnotlearnedself—restraint,poorgirl。 ItwasatthispointthatBettyfirstrealisedacertainhideousthing。Shemustactuallyremainsilent——therewouldbeattheoutsetmanytimeswhenshecouldonlyprotecthersisterbyrefrainingfromeitherdenialorargument。Ifsheturneduponhimnowwithrefutation,itwasRosywhowouldbecalledupontobeartheconsequences。HewouldgoatoncetoRosy,andsheherselfwouldhavedonewhatshehadsaidshewouldnotdo——shewouldhavebroughttroubleuponthepoorgirlbeforeshewasstrongenoughtobearit。Shesuspectedalsothathisintentionwastodiscoverhowmuchshehadheard,andifshemightbegoadedintobetrayingherattitudeinthematter。 Butshewasnottobesogoaded。Hewatchedhercloselyandherverycolouritselfseemedtobeunderherowncontrol。 Hehadexpected——ifshehadheardhysteric,garbledstoriesfromhiswife——toseeaflameofscarletleapuponthecheekhewasadmiring。Therewasnosuchleap,whichwasbafflinginitself。CoulditbethatexperiencehadtaughtRosaliethediscretionofkeepinghermouthshut? \"IamveryfondofUghtred,\"wasthesolecommenthewasgranted。\"Wemadefriendsfromthefirst。Ashegrowsolderandstronger,hismisfortunemaybelessapparent。Hewillbeaverycleverman。\" \"Hewillbeaveryclevermanifheisatalllike————\"Hecheckedhimselfwithaslightmovementofhisshoulders。\"I wasgoingtosayathingutterlybanal。Ibegyourpardon。I forgotforthemomentthatIwasnottalkingtoanEnglishgirl。\" Itwassostupidthatsheturnedandlookedathim,smilingfaintly。Butheranswerwasquitemildandsoft。 \"DonotdeprivemeofcomplimentsbecauseIamamereAmerican,\" shesaid。\"Iamveryfondofthem,andrespondatonce。\" \"Youareverydaring,\"hesaid,lookingstraightintohereyes——\"deliciouslyso。Americanwomenalwaysare,Ithink。\" \"Theyoungdevil,\"hewassayinginternally。\"Thebeautifulyoungdevil!Shethrowsoneoffthetrack。\" Hefoundhimselfmoreandmoreattractedandexasperatedastheymadetheirrounds。Itwashissenseofbeingattractedwhichwasthecauseofhisexasperation。Agirlwhocouldstironelikethiswouldbeadangerousenemy。Evenasafriendshewouldnotbesafe,becauseonefacedtheabsurdperiloflosingone’sheadalittleandforgettingtheprecautionsoneshouldneverlosesightofwhereawomanwasconcerned——theprecautionswhichprovidedforone’sholdingagoodtautreininone’sownhands。 Theywentfromgardenstogreenhouses,fromgreenhousestostables,andhewasonthewatchforthemomentwhenshewouldrevealsomelittlefeminineposeorvanity,but,thismorning,atleast,shelaidnonebare。Shedidnotstrikehimasabeingofangelicperfections,butshewasverymodernandnotlikelytoshoweasilyanyopeningsinherarmour。 \"Ofcourse,Icontinuetobeamazed,\"hecommented,\"thoughoneoughtnottobeamazedatanythingwhichevolvesfromyourextraordinarycountry。Inspiteofyourimpersonalair,Ishallpersistinregardingyouasmybenefactor。But,tobefrank,IalwaystoldRosaliethatifshewouldwritetoyourfatherhewouldcertainlyputthingsinorder。\" \"Shedidwriteonce,youwillremember,\"answeredBetty。 \"Didshe?\"withcourteousvagueness。\"Really,IamafraidIdidnothearofit。Mypoorwifehasherownlittleideasaboutthedisposalofherincome。\" AndBettyknewthatshewasexpectedtobelievethatRosyhadhoardedthemoneysenttorestoretheplace,andfromsheerweakmiserlinesshadallowedherson’sheritagetofalltoruin。AndbutforRosy’ssake,shemighthavestoppeduponthepathand,lookingathimsquarely,havesaid,\"Youarelyingtome。AndIknowthetruth。\" Hecontinuedtoconverseamiably。 \"Ofcourse,itisyouonemustthank,notonlyforrousinginthepoorgirlsomeinterestinherpersonalappearance,butalsosomeinterestinherneighbours。Somewomen,aftertheymarryandpassgirlhood,seemtoreleasetheirholdonalldesiretoattractorretainfriends。ForyearsRosaliehasgivenherselfuptoachronicsemi—invalidism。Whenthemistressofahouseisalwaysdepressedandlanguidanddoesnotreturnvisits,neighboursbecomediscouragedanddropoff,asitwere。\" Ifhiswifehadtoldstoriestogainhersympathyhiscompanionwouldbesuretolosehertemperandshowherhand。Ifhecouldmakeheropenlylosehertemper,hewouldhavemadeanadvance。 \"Onecanquiteunderstandthat,\"shesaid。\"ItisagreathappinesstometoseeRosygaininggroundeveryday。Shehastakenmeoutwithheragoodmanytimes,andpeoplearebeginningtorealisethatshelikestoseethematStornham。\" \"Youareverydelightful,\"hesaid,\"withyour`Shehastakenmeout。’WhenIglancedatthemagnificentarrayofcardsonthesalverinthehall,Irealisedanumberofthings,andquitevulgarlylostmybreath。TheDunholmshavebeenveryamiableinrecallingourexistence。ButcharmingAmericans——ofyourorder——arouseamiableemotions。\" \"Iamveryamiablemyself,\"saidBetty。 Itwashewhoflushednow。Hewaslosingpatienceatfeelinghimselfheldwithsuchlightnessatarm’slength,andatbeing,inspiteofhimself,somehowcompelledtocontinuetoassumeajocularcourtesy。 \"No,youarenot,\"heanswered。 \"Not?\"repeatedBetty,withanincredulousliftingofherbrows。 \"Youarecharmingandclever,butIrathersuspectyouofbeingavixen。Atalleventsyouareaspiritedyoungwomanandquick—wittedenoughtounderstandtheattractionyoumusthaveforthesordidherd。\" Andthenhebecameaware——ifnotofanopeninginherarmour——atleastofajointinit。Forhesaw,nearherear,adeepeningwarmth。Thatwasit。Shewasquick—witted,andshehidsomewhereahotpride。 \"Iconfess,however,\"heproceededcheerfully,\"thatnotwithstandingmyownexperienceofthehabitsofthesordidherd,IsawonecardIwassurprisedtofind,thoughreally\" ——shrugginghisshoulders——\"Ioughttohavebeenlesssurprisedtofinditthantofindanyother。Butitwasbold。I supposethefellowisdesperate。\" \"Youarespeakingof————?\"suggestedBetty。 \"OfMountDunstan。Hangitall,itWASbold!\"Asifinhalf—amuseddisgust。 Asshehadwalkedthroughthegardenpaths,Bettyhadatintervalsbentandgatheredaflower,untilsheheldinonehandaloose,fairsheaf。Atthismomentshestoopedtobreakoffaspireofpalebluecampanula。Andshewas——aswithashock——struckwithaconsciousnessthatshebentbecauseshemust—— becausetodosowasarefuge——aconcealmentofsomethingshemusthide。Ithadcomeuponherwithoutasecond’swarning。 SirNigelwasright。Shewasavixen——avirago。Shewasinsucharagethatherheartsprangupanddownandhercheekandeyeswereonfire。Herlong—trainedcontrolofherselfwasgone。Andhershockwasalightning—swiftawakeningtothefactthatshefeltallthis——shemusthideherface——becauseitwasthisoneman——justthisoneandnoother——whowasbeingdraggedintothisthingwithinsult。 Itwasanawakening,andshebrokeoff,ratherslowly,one—— two——three——evenfourcampanulastemsbeforeshestooduprightagain。 AsforNigelAnstruthers——hewentontalkinginhislow— pitched,disgustedvoice。 \"Surelyhemightcounthimselfoutoftherunning。Therewillbeagooddealofrunning,mydearBetty。YoufairAmericanshavelearnedthatbythistime。Butthatamanwhohasnotevenadecentnametooffer——whoisblackballedbyhiscounty——shouldcoollypresenthimselfasapretendantisaninsolenceheshouldbekickedfor。\" Bettyarrangedhercampanulascarefully。TherewasnoexteriorreasonwhysheshoulddrawswordinLordMountDunstan’sdefence。Hehadcertainlynotseemedtoexpectanythingintimatelyinterestedfromher。Hismannershehadgenerallyfelttoberatherrestrained。Butonecould,inameasure,expressone’sself。 \"Whatsoeverthe`running,’\"sheremarked,\"nopretendanthascomplimentedmebypresentinghimself,sofar——andLordMountDunstanisphysicallyanunusuallystrongman。\" \"Youmeanitwouldbedifficulttokickhim?Isthispartisanship?Ihopenot。AmItounderstand,\"headdedwithdeliberation,\"thatRosaliehasreceivedhimhere?\" \"Yes。\" \"Andthatyouhavereceivedhim,also——asyouhavereceivedLordWestholt?\" \"Quite。\" \"ThenImustdiscussthematterwithRosalie。Itisnottobediscussedwithyou。\" \"Youmeanthatyouwillexerciseyourauthorityinthematter?\" \"InEngland,mydeargirl,themasterofahouseisstillsometimesguiltyofexercisingauthorityinmatterswhichconcernthereputationofhisfemalerelatives。Intheabsenceofyourfather,Ishallnotallowyou,whileyouareundermyroof,toendangeryournameinanydegree。Iam,atleast,yourbrotherbymarriage。Iintendtoprotectyou。\" \"Thankyou,\"saidBetty。 \"Youareyoungandextremelyhandsome,youwillhaveanenormousfortune,andyouhaveevidentlyhadyourownwayallyourlife。Agirl,suchasyouare,mayeithermakeamagnificentmarriageoraridiculousandhumiliatingone。 NeitherAmericanyoungwomen,norEnglishyoungmen,areasdisinterestedastheyweresomeyearsago。Eachhasbeguntolearnwhattheotherhastogive。\" \"Ithinkthatistrue,\"commentedBetty。 \"Insomecasesthereisagooddealtobeexchangedonbothsides。Youhaveagreatdealtogive,andshouldgetexchangeworthaccepting。Abeggaredestateandataintedtitlearenotgoodenough。\" \"Thatisbusinesslike,\"Bettymadecommentagain。 SirNigellaughedquietly。 \"Thefactis——Ihopeyouwon’tmisunderstandmysayingit——youdonotstrikemeasbeingUN—businesslike,yourself。\" \"Iamnot,\"answeredBetty。 \"Ithoughtnot,\"rathernarrowinghiseyesashewatchedher,becausehebelievedthatshemustinvoluntarilyshowherhandifheirritatedhersufficiently。\"Youdonotimpressmeasbeingoneofthegirlswhomakeunsuccessfulmarriages。 YouareamodernNewYorkbeauty——notanearlyVictoriansentimentalist。\"Hedidnotdespairofresultsfromhisprocessofirritation。Togentlybutsteadilyconveytoabeautifulandspiritedyoungcreaturethatnomancouldapproachherwithoutulteriormotivewasratheragoodidea。Ifonecouldmakeitclear——withacasualairofsensiblytakingitforgranted—— thatthenaturalpowerofyouth,wit,andbeautywererenderedimpotentbyagreatnessoffortunewhoseproportionsobliteratedallelse;ifonesimplyarguedfromthepremisethatyounglovewasnoaffairofhers,sinceshemustalwaysberegardedasagildedchattel,whosecostwaswritlargeinplainfigures,whatgirl,withbloodinherveins,couldendureitlongwithoutwincing?Thisgirlhadundue,and,asheregardedsuchmatters,unseemlycontroloverhertemperandhernerves,butshehadbloodenoughinherveins,andpresentlyshewouldsayordosomethingwhichwouldgivehimalead。 \"Whenyoumarry————\"hebegan。 Sheliftedherheaddelicately,butendedthesentenceforhimwitheyeswhichwereactuallynotunsmiling。 \"WhenImarry,IshallasksomethinginexchangeforwhatIhavetogive。\" \"Iftheexchangeistobeequal,youmustaskagreatdeal,\" heanswered。\"ThatiswhyyoumustbeprotectedfromsuchfellowsasMountDunstan。\" \"Ifitbecomesnecessary,perhapsIshallbeabletoprotectmyself,\"shesaid。 \"Ah!\"regretfully,\"IamafraidIhaveannoyedyou—— andthatyouneedprotectionmorethanyoususpect。\"Ifshewerefleshandblood,shecouldscarcelyresistresentingtheimplicationcontainedinthis。Butresistitshedid,andwithacoollittlesmilewhichstirredhimtosudden,ifirritated,admiration。 Shepausedasecond,andusedthetouchofgentleregretherself。 \"Youhavewoundedmyvanitybyintimatingthatmyadmirersdonotlovemeformyselfalone。\" Hepaused,also,and,narrowinghiseyesagain,lookedstraightbetweenherlashes。 \"Theyoughttoloveyouforyourselfalone,\"hesaid,inalowvoice。\"Youareadeucedlyattractivegirl。\" \"Oh,Betty,\"Rosyhadpleaded,\"don’tmakehimangry——don’tmakehimangry。\" SoBettyliftedhershouldersslightlywithoutcomment。 \"Shallwegobacktothehousenow?\"shesaid。\"Rosaliewillnaturallybeanxioustohearthatwhathasbeendoneinyourabsencehasmetwithyourapproval。\" InwhatmannerhisapprovalwasexpressedtoRosalie,Bettydidnothearthismorning,atleast。Externallycoolthoughshehadappeared,theprocesshadnotbeenwithoutitsresults,andshefeltthatshewouldprefertobealone。 \"Imustwritesomeletterstocatchthenextsteamer,\" shesaid,asshewentupstairs。 Whensheenteredherroom,shewenttoherwritingtableandsatdown,withpenandpaperbeforeher。Shedrewthepapertowardsherandtookupthepen,butthenextmomentshelaiditdownandgaveaslightpushtothepaper。Asshedidsosherealisedthatherhandtrembled。 \"Imustnotletmyselfformthehabitoffallingintorages——orIshallnotbeabletokeepstillsomeday,whenIoughttodoit,\"shewhispered。\"Iaminafury——afury。\" Andforamomentshecoveredherface。 Shewasastronggirl,butagirl,notwithstandingherpowers。Whatshesuddenlysawwasthat,asifbyonemovementofsomepowerfulunseenhand,Rosy,whohadbeenthecentreofallthings,hadbeensweptoutofherthought。HerangerattheinjusticedonetoRosyhadbeenasnothingbeforethefirewhichhadflamedinherattheinsultflungattheother。Andallthatwasundueandunbalanced。Onemightaswelllookthethingstraightlyintheface。HeroldchildhatredofNigelAnstruthershadsprungupagaininten—foldstrength。Therewas,itwastrue,somethingabominableabouthim,somethingwhichmadehiswordsmoreabominablethantheywouldhavebeenifanothermanhadutteredthem——but,thoughitwasinevitablethathismethodshouldrouseone,wherethoseofone’sownbloodwereconcerned,itwasnotenoughtofillonewithragingflamewhenhismalignitywasdealingwiththosewhowerealmoststrangers。MountDunstanwasalmostastranger——shehadmetLordWestholtoftener。Wouldshehavefeltthesamehotbeatoftheblood,ifLordWestholthadbeenconcerned? No,sheansweredherselffrankly,shewouldnot。