Thetoneofhisvoicewasevidentlyenough。LadyAnstruthersturnedwithanunmistakablestart。Theroseliningofherparasolceasedtowarmhercolour。Infact,theparasolitselfsteppedaside,andshestoodwithablank,stiff,whiteface。
\"MydearRosalie,\"saidSirNigel,goingtowardsher。
\"Youdon’tlookverygladtoseeme。\"
Hebentandkissedherquitewiththeairofadevotedhusband。Knowingwhatthecaressmeant,andseeingRosy’sfaceasshesubmittedtoit,Bettyfeltrathercold。AftertheconjugalgreetingheturnedtoUghtred。
\"Youlookremarkablywell,\"hesaid。
Bettycameforward。
\"Wemetinthepark,Rosy,\"sheexplained。\"Wehavebeentalkingtoeachotherforhalfanhour。\"
TheatmospherewhichhadsurroundedherduringthelastthreemonthshaddonemuchforLadyAnstruthers’nerves。
Shehadthepowertorecoverherself。SirNigelhimselfsawthiswhenshespoke。
\"IwasstartledbecauseIwasnotexpectingtoseeyou,\"shesaid。\"IthoughtyouwerestillontheRiviera。Ihopeyouhadapleasantjourneyhome。\"
\"Ihadanextraordinarilypleasantsurpriseinfindingyoursisterhere,\"heanswered。Andtheywentintothehouse。
Indescendingthestaircaseonhiswaytothedrawing—roombeforedinner,SirNigelglancedabouthimwithinterestedcuriosity。Ifthevillagehadbeenputinorder,somethingmorehadbeendonehere。Rememberingthewornrugsandthebald—
headedtiger,heliftedhisbrows。Toleaveone’shouseinastateofresigneddilapidationandreturntofinditfilledwithallsuchthingsascomfortcombinedwithexcellenttastemightdemand,wasanenliveningexperience——orwouldhavebeensoundersomecircumstances。Asmattersstood,perhaps,hemighthavefeltbetterpleasedifthingshadbeenlesswelldone。Buttheywereverywelldone。Theyhadmanagedtoputthemselvesintherightinthisalso。Therichsobrietyofcolourandformleftnoopeningforsuperciliouscomment——whichwasaneatweaponitwasannoyingtoberobbedof。
Thedrawing—roomwasfresh,brightlycharming,andfullofflowers。Bettywasstandingbeforeanopenwindowwithhersister。Hiswife’sshoulders,heobservedatonce,hadabsolutelybeguntosuggestcontours。Atallevents,herbonesnolongerstuckout。Butonedidnotlookatone’swife’sshoulderswhenonecouldturnfromthemtoafairnessofvelvetandivory。\"Youknow,\"hesaid,approachingthem,\"Ifindallthisveryamazing。Ihavebeenlookingoutofmywindowontothegardens。\"
\"ItisBettywhohasdoneitall,\"saidRosy。
\"Ididnotsuspectyouofdoingit,mydearRosalie,\"smiling。
\"WhenIsawBettystandingintheavenue,Iknewatoncethatitwasshewhohadmendedthechimney—potsinthevillageandrehungthegates。\"
Forthepresent,atleast,itwasevidentthathemeanttobesufficientlyamiable。Atthedinnertablehewasconversationalandaskedmanyquestions,professinganaturalinterestinwhathadbeendone。Itwasnotdifficulttotalktoagirlwhoseeyesandshoulderscombinedthemselveswithaquickwitandapowertoattractwhichhereluctantlyownedhehadneverseenequalled。Hisreluctancearosefromthefactthatsuchapowercomplicatedmatters。Hemustbeonthedefensiveuntilheknewwhatshewasgoingtodo,whathemustdohimself,andwhatresultswereprobableorpossible。Hehadspenthislifeinintrigueofoneorderoranother。Heenjoyedoutwittingpeopleandratherpreferredtoattainanendbydeviouspaths。Hebeganeveryacquaintanceonthedefensive。
Hisargumentwasthatyouneverknewhowthingswouldturnout,consequently,itwasaswelltoconductone’sselfattheoutsetwiththediscreetforethoughtofamaninthepresenceofanenemy。HedidnotknowhowthingswouldturnoutinBetty’scase,anditwasalittleconfusingtofindone’sselfwatchingherwithasenseofexcitement。Hewouldhavepreferredtobecool——tobecold——andherealisedthathecouldnotkeephiseyesoffher。
\"Iremember,withregret,\"hesaidtoherlaterintheevening,\"thatwhenyouwereachildwewereenemies。\"
\"Iamafraidwewere,\"wasBetty’simpartialanswer。
\"Iamsureitwasmyfault,\"hesaid。\"Prayforgetit。
Sinceyouhaveaccomplishedsuchwonders,willyounot,inthemorning,takemeabouttheplaceandexplaintomehowithasbeendone?\"
WhenBettywenttoherroomshedismissedhermaidassoonaspossible,andsatforsometimealoneandwaiting。ShehadhadnoopportunitytospeaktoRosyinprivate,andshewassureshewouldcometoher。Inthecourseofhalfanhoursheheardaknockatthedoor。
Yes,itwasRosy,andhernewly—borncolourhadfledandleftherlookingdraggedagain。ShecameforwardanddroppedintoalowchairnearBetty,lettingherfacefallintoherhands。
\"I’mverysorry,Betty,\"shehalfwhispered,\"butitisnouse。\"
\"Whatisnouse?\"Bettyasked。
\"Nothingisanyuse。Alltheseyearshavemademesuchacoward。IsupposeIalwayswasacoward,butintheolddaysthereneverwasanythingtobeafraidof。\"
\"Whatareyoumostafraidofnow?\"
\"Idon’tknow。Thatistheworst。IamafraidofHIM——
justofhimself——ofthelookinhiseyes——ofwhathemaybeplanningquietly。Mystrengthdiesawaywhenhecomesnearme。\"
\"Whathashesaidtoyou?\"sheasked。
\"Hecameintomydressing—roomandsatandtalked。Helookedaboutfromonethingtoanotherandpretendedtoadmireitallandcongratulatedme。Butthoughhedidnotsneeratwhathesaw,hiseyesweresneeringatme。Hetalkedaboutyou。Hesaidthatyouwereaverycleverwoman。Idon’tknowhowhemanagestoimplythataverycleverwomanissomethingcunninganddebased——butitmeansthatwhenhesaysit。
Itseemstoinsinuatethingswhichmakeonegrowhotallover。\"
SheputoutahandandcaughtoneofBetty’s。
\"Betty,Betty,\"sheimplored。\"Don’tmakehimangry。Don’t。\"
\"Iamnotgoingtobeginbymakinghimangry,\"Bettysaid。\"AndIdonotthinkhewilltrytomakemeangry——atfirst。\"
\"No,hewillnot,\"criedRosalie。\"And——andyourememberwhatItoldyouwhenfirstwetalkedabouthim?\"
\"Anddoyouremember,\"wasBetty’sanswer,\"whatIsaidtoyouwhenIfirstmetyouinthepark?IfweweretocabletoNewYorkthismoment,wecouldreceiveananswerinafewhours。\"
\"Hewouldnotletusdoit,\"saidRosy。\"Hewouldstopusinsomeway——ashestoppedmyletterstomother——ashestoppedmewhenItriedtorunaway。Oh,Betty,Iknowhimandyoudonot。\"
\"Ishallknowhimbettereveryday。ThatiswhatImustdo。Imustlearntoknowhim。Hesaidsomethingmoretoyouthanyouhavetoldme,Rosy。Whatwasit?\"
\"HewaiteduntilDetchamleftme,\"LadyAnstruthersconfessed,morethanhalfreluctantly。\"Andthenhegotuptogoaway,andstoodwithhishandsrestingonthechairback,andspoketomeinalow,queervoice。Hesaid,`Don’ttrytoplayanytricksonme,mygoodgirl——anddon’tletyoursistertrytoplayany。Youwouldbothhavereasontoregretit。’\"
Shewasahalf—hypnotisedthing,andBetty,watchingherwithcuriousbuttendereyes,recognisedtheabnormality。
\"Ah,ifIamacleverwoman,\"shesaid,\"heisacleverman。Heisbeginningtoseethathispowerisslippingaway。
ThatwaswhatG。Seldenwouldcall`bluff。’\"
CHAPTERXXXI
NO,SHEWOULDNOT
SirNigeldidnotinviteRosalietoaccompanythem,whenthenextmorning,afterbreakfast,heremindedBettyofhissuggestionofthenightbefore,thatsheshouldwalkovertheplacewithhim,andshowhimwhathadbeendone。Hepreferredtomakehisstudyofhissister—in—lawundisturbed。
Therewasnodetailwhosesignificancehemissedastheywentabouttogether。Hehadkeeneyesandwasaquitesufficientlypracticalpersononsuchmattersasconcernedhisowninterests。Inthiscaseitwastohisinteresttomakeuphismindastowhathemightgainorlosebytheappearanceofhiswife’sfamily。Hedidnotmeantolose——ifitcouldbehelped——
anythingeitherofpersonalimportanceormaterialbenefit。Anditcouldonlybehelpedbyhiscomprehendingclearlywhathehadtodealwith。Bettywas,atpresent,thechieffactorinthesituation,andhewassufficientlyastutetoseethatshemightnotbeeasytoread。Hispersonaltheoriesconcerningwomenpresentedtohimtwoorthreeeffectivewaysofmanagingthem。
Youmadelovetothem,youflatteredthemeithersubtlyorgrossly,youroughlyorsmoothlybulliedthem,oryouharrowedthemwithhaughtyindifference——ifyourlove—makinghadproduceditspropereffect——whenitwasnecessarytolureordriveortrickthemintosubmission。Womenshouldbemadeusefulinonewayoranother。Littlefoolasshewas,Rosaliehadbeenuseful。Hehad,afterallwassaidanddone,hadsomecomparativelyeasyyearsastheresultofherexistence。Butshehadnotbeenusefulenough,andtherehadevenbeenmomentswhenhehadwonderedifhehadmadeamistakeinseparatingherentirelyfromherfamily。Theremighthavebeenmoretobegainedifhehadallowedthemtovisitherandhadplayedthepartofadevotedhusbandintheirpresence。Agreatbore,ofcourse,buttheycouldnothavespenttheirentirelivesatStornham。Twelveyearsago,however,hehadknownverylittleofAmericans,andhehadlosthistemper。Hewasreallyveryfondofhistemper,andratherenjoyedreferringtoitwithtolerantregretasbeingabadoneandbeyondhiscontrol——withamannerwhichsuggestedthattheattributewastheinevitableresultofstrengthofcharacterandmasculinespirit。Theluxuryofgivingwaytoitwasagreatone,anditwasexasperatingashewalkedaboutwiththishandsomegirltofindhimselfbeginningtosuspectthat,whereshewasconcerned,someself—
controlmightbenecessary。Hewasledtothisthoughtbecausethethingshetookinonallsidescouldonlyhavebeenachievedbyapersonwhosemindwasasteadily—balancedthing。Inone’streatmentofsuchacreature,methodsmustbewellchosen。
ThecrudesthadsufficedtooverwhelmRosalie。Hetriedtwoorthreelittlethingsasexperimentsduringtheirwalk。
ThefirstwastotouchwithdignifiedpathosonthesubjectofUghtred。Betty,heintimatedgently,couldimaginewhataman’sgriefanddisappointmentmightbeonfindinghissonandheirdeformedinsuchamanner。ThedelicatereservewithwhichhemanagedtoconveyhisfearthatRosalie’sownuncontrolledhystericattackshadbeenthecauseofthemisfortunewasverywelldone。Shehad,ofcourse,beenveryyoungandmuchspoiled,andhadnotlearnedself—restraint,poorgirl。
ItwasatthispointthatBettyfirstrealisedacertainhideousthing。Shemustactuallyremainsilent——therewouldbeattheoutsetmanytimeswhenshecouldonlyprotecthersisterbyrefrainingfromeitherdenialorargument。Ifsheturneduponhimnowwithrefutation,itwasRosywhowouldbecalledupontobeartheconsequences。HewouldgoatoncetoRosy,andsheherselfwouldhavedonewhatshehadsaidshewouldnotdo——shewouldhavebroughttroubleuponthepoorgirlbeforeshewasstrongenoughtobearit。Shesuspectedalsothathisintentionwastodiscoverhowmuchshehadheard,andifshemightbegoadedintobetrayingherattitudeinthematter。
Butshewasnottobesogoaded。Hewatchedhercloselyandherverycolouritselfseemedtobeunderherowncontrol。
Hehadexpected——ifshehadheardhysteric,garbledstoriesfromhiswife——toseeaflameofscarletleapuponthecheekhewasadmiring。Therewasnosuchleap,whichwasbafflinginitself。CoulditbethatexperiencehadtaughtRosaliethediscretionofkeepinghermouthshut?
\"IamveryfondofUghtred,\"wasthesolecommenthewasgranted。\"Wemadefriendsfromthefirst。Ashegrowsolderandstronger,hismisfortunemaybelessapparent。Hewillbeaverycleverman。\"
\"Hewillbeaveryclevermanifheisatalllike————\"Hecheckedhimselfwithaslightmovementofhisshoulders。\"I
wasgoingtosayathingutterlybanal。Ibegyourpardon。I
forgotforthemomentthatIwasnottalkingtoanEnglishgirl。\"
Itwassostupidthatsheturnedandlookedathim,smilingfaintly。Butheranswerwasquitemildandsoft。
\"DonotdeprivemeofcomplimentsbecauseIamamereAmerican,\"
shesaid。\"Iamveryfondofthem,andrespondatonce。\"
\"Youareverydaring,\"hesaid,lookingstraightintohereyes——\"deliciouslyso。Americanwomenalwaysare,Ithink。\"
\"Theyoungdevil,\"hewassayinginternally。\"Thebeautifulyoungdevil!Shethrowsoneoffthetrack。\"
Hefoundhimselfmoreandmoreattractedandexasperatedastheymadetheirrounds。Itwashissenseofbeingattractedwhichwasthecauseofhisexasperation。Agirlwhocouldstironelikethiswouldbeadangerousenemy。Evenasafriendshewouldnotbesafe,becauseonefacedtheabsurdperiloflosingone’sheadalittleandforgettingtheprecautionsoneshouldneverlosesightofwhereawomanwasconcerned——theprecautionswhichprovidedforone’sholdingagoodtautreininone’sownhands。
Theywentfromgardenstogreenhouses,fromgreenhousestostables,andhewasonthewatchforthemomentwhenshewouldrevealsomelittlefeminineposeorvanity,but,thismorning,atleast,shelaidnonebare。Shedidnotstrikehimasabeingofangelicperfections,butshewasverymodernandnotlikelytoshoweasilyanyopeningsinherarmour。
\"Ofcourse,Icontinuetobeamazed,\"hecommented,\"thoughoneoughtnottobeamazedatanythingwhichevolvesfromyourextraordinarycountry。Inspiteofyourimpersonalair,Ishallpersistinregardingyouasmybenefactor。But,tobefrank,IalwaystoldRosaliethatifshewouldwritetoyourfatherhewouldcertainlyputthingsinorder。\"
\"Shedidwriteonce,youwillremember,\"answeredBetty。
\"Didshe?\"withcourteousvagueness。\"Really,IamafraidIdidnothearofit。Mypoorwifehasherownlittleideasaboutthedisposalofherincome。\"
AndBettyknewthatshewasexpectedtobelievethatRosyhadhoardedthemoneysenttorestoretheplace,andfromsheerweakmiserlinesshadallowedherson’sheritagetofalltoruin。AndbutforRosy’ssake,shemighthavestoppeduponthepathand,lookingathimsquarely,havesaid,\"Youarelyingtome。AndIknowthetruth。\"
Hecontinuedtoconverseamiably。
\"Ofcourse,itisyouonemustthank,notonlyforrousinginthepoorgirlsomeinterestinherpersonalappearance,butalsosomeinterestinherneighbours。Somewomen,aftertheymarryandpassgirlhood,seemtoreleasetheirholdonalldesiretoattractorretainfriends。ForyearsRosaliehasgivenherselfuptoachronicsemi—invalidism。Whenthemistressofahouseisalwaysdepressedandlanguidanddoesnotreturnvisits,neighboursbecomediscouragedanddropoff,asitwere。\"
Ifhiswifehadtoldstoriestogainhersympathyhiscompanionwouldbesuretolosehertemperandshowherhand。Ifhecouldmakeheropenlylosehertemper,hewouldhavemadeanadvance。
\"Onecanquiteunderstandthat,\"shesaid。\"ItisagreathappinesstometoseeRosygaininggroundeveryday。Shehastakenmeoutwithheragoodmanytimes,andpeoplearebeginningtorealisethatshelikestoseethematStornham。\"
\"Youareverydelightful,\"hesaid,\"withyour`Shehastakenmeout。’WhenIglancedatthemagnificentarrayofcardsonthesalverinthehall,Irealisedanumberofthings,andquitevulgarlylostmybreath。TheDunholmshavebeenveryamiableinrecallingourexistence。ButcharmingAmericans——ofyourorder——arouseamiableemotions。\"
\"Iamveryamiablemyself,\"saidBetty。
Itwashewhoflushednow。Hewaslosingpatienceatfeelinghimselfheldwithsuchlightnessatarm’slength,andatbeing,inspiteofhimself,somehowcompelledtocontinuetoassumeajocularcourtesy。
\"No,youarenot,\"heanswered。
\"Not?\"repeatedBetty,withanincredulousliftingofherbrows。
\"Youarecharmingandclever,butIrathersuspectyouofbeingavixen。Atalleventsyouareaspiritedyoungwomanandquick—wittedenoughtounderstandtheattractionyoumusthaveforthesordidherd。\"
Andthenhebecameaware——ifnotofanopeninginherarmour——atleastofajointinit。Forhesaw,nearherear,adeepeningwarmth。Thatwasit。Shewasquick—witted,andshehidsomewhereahotpride。
\"Iconfess,however,\"heproceededcheerfully,\"thatnotwithstandingmyownexperienceofthehabitsofthesordidherd,IsawonecardIwassurprisedtofind,thoughreally\"
——shrugginghisshoulders——\"Ioughttohavebeenlesssurprisedtofinditthantofindanyother。Butitwasbold。I
supposethefellowisdesperate。\"
\"Youarespeakingof————?\"suggestedBetty。
\"OfMountDunstan。Hangitall,itWASbold!\"Asifinhalf—amuseddisgust。
Asshehadwalkedthroughthegardenpaths,Bettyhadatintervalsbentandgatheredaflower,untilsheheldinonehandaloose,fairsheaf。Atthismomentshestoopedtobreakoffaspireofpalebluecampanula。Andshewas——aswithashock——struckwithaconsciousnessthatshebentbecauseshemust——
becausetodosowasarefuge——aconcealmentofsomethingshemusthide。Ithadcomeuponherwithoutasecond’swarning。
SirNigelwasright。Shewasavixen——avirago。Shewasinsucharagethatherheartsprangupanddownandhercheekandeyeswereonfire。Herlong—trainedcontrolofherselfwasgone。Andhershockwasalightning—swiftawakeningtothefactthatshefeltallthis——shemusthideherface——becauseitwasthisoneman——justthisoneandnoother——whowasbeingdraggedintothisthingwithinsult。
Itwasanawakening,andshebrokeoff,ratherslowly,one——
two——three——evenfourcampanulastemsbeforeshestooduprightagain。
AsforNigelAnstruthers——hewentontalkinginhislow—
pitched,disgustedvoice。
\"Surelyhemightcounthimselfoutoftherunning。Therewillbeagooddealofrunning,mydearBetty。YoufairAmericanshavelearnedthatbythistime。Butthatamanwhohasnotevenadecentnametooffer——whoisblackballedbyhiscounty——shouldcoollypresenthimselfasapretendantisaninsolenceheshouldbekickedfor。\"
Bettyarrangedhercampanulascarefully。TherewasnoexteriorreasonwhysheshoulddrawswordinLordMountDunstan’sdefence。Hehadcertainlynotseemedtoexpectanythingintimatelyinterestedfromher。Hismannershehadgenerallyfelttoberatherrestrained。Butonecould,inameasure,expressone’sself。
\"Whatsoeverthe`running,’\"sheremarked,\"nopretendanthascomplimentedmebypresentinghimself,sofar——andLordMountDunstanisphysicallyanunusuallystrongman。\"
\"Youmeanitwouldbedifficulttokickhim?Isthispartisanship?Ihopenot。AmItounderstand,\"headdedwithdeliberation,\"thatRosaliehasreceivedhimhere?\"
\"Yes。\"
\"Andthatyouhavereceivedhim,also——asyouhavereceivedLordWestholt?\"
\"Quite。\"
\"ThenImustdiscussthematterwithRosalie。Itisnottobediscussedwithyou。\"
\"Youmeanthatyouwillexerciseyourauthorityinthematter?\"
\"InEngland,mydeargirl,themasterofahouseisstillsometimesguiltyofexercisingauthorityinmatterswhichconcernthereputationofhisfemalerelatives。Intheabsenceofyourfather,Ishallnotallowyou,whileyouareundermyroof,toendangeryournameinanydegree。Iam,atleast,yourbrotherbymarriage。Iintendtoprotectyou。\"
\"Thankyou,\"saidBetty。
\"Youareyoungandextremelyhandsome,youwillhaveanenormousfortune,andyouhaveevidentlyhadyourownwayallyourlife。Agirl,suchasyouare,mayeithermakeamagnificentmarriageoraridiculousandhumiliatingone。
NeitherAmericanyoungwomen,norEnglishyoungmen,areasdisinterestedastheyweresomeyearsago。Eachhasbeguntolearnwhattheotherhastogive。\"
\"Ithinkthatistrue,\"commentedBetty。
\"Insomecasesthereisagooddealtobeexchangedonbothsides。Youhaveagreatdealtogive,andshouldgetexchangeworthaccepting。Abeggaredestateandataintedtitlearenotgoodenough。\"
\"Thatisbusinesslike,\"Bettymadecommentagain。
SirNigellaughedquietly。
\"Thefactis——Ihopeyouwon’tmisunderstandmysayingit——youdonotstrikemeasbeingUN—businesslike,yourself。\"
\"Iamnot,\"answeredBetty。
\"Ithoughtnot,\"rathernarrowinghiseyesashewatchedher,becausehebelievedthatshemustinvoluntarilyshowherhandifheirritatedhersufficiently。\"Youdonotimpressmeasbeingoneofthegirlswhomakeunsuccessfulmarriages。
YouareamodernNewYorkbeauty——notanearlyVictoriansentimentalist。\"Hedidnotdespairofresultsfromhisprocessofirritation。Togentlybutsteadilyconveytoabeautifulandspiritedyoungcreaturethatnomancouldapproachherwithoutulteriormotivewasratheragoodidea。Ifonecouldmakeitclear——withacasualairofsensiblytakingitforgranted——
thatthenaturalpowerofyouth,wit,andbeautywererenderedimpotentbyagreatnessoffortunewhoseproportionsobliteratedallelse;ifonesimplyarguedfromthepremisethatyounglovewasnoaffairofhers,sinceshemustalwaysberegardedasagildedchattel,whosecostwaswritlargeinplainfigures,whatgirl,withbloodinherveins,couldendureitlongwithoutwincing?Thisgirlhadundue,and,asheregardedsuchmatters,unseemlycontroloverhertemperandhernerves,butshehadbloodenoughinherveins,andpresentlyshewouldsayordosomethingwhichwouldgivehimalead。
\"Whenyoumarry————\"hebegan。
Sheliftedherheaddelicately,butendedthesentenceforhimwitheyeswhichwereactuallynotunsmiling。
\"WhenImarry,IshallasksomethinginexchangeforwhatIhavetogive。\"
\"Iftheexchangeistobeequal,youmustaskagreatdeal,\"
heanswered。\"ThatiswhyyoumustbeprotectedfromsuchfellowsasMountDunstan。\"
\"Ifitbecomesnecessary,perhapsIshallbeabletoprotectmyself,\"shesaid。
\"Ah!\"regretfully,\"IamafraidIhaveannoyedyou——
andthatyouneedprotectionmorethanyoususpect。\"Ifshewerefleshandblood,shecouldscarcelyresistresentingtheimplicationcontainedinthis。Butresistitshedid,andwithacoollittlesmilewhichstirredhimtosudden,ifirritated,admiration。
Shepausedasecond,andusedthetouchofgentleregretherself。
\"Youhavewoundedmyvanitybyintimatingthatmyadmirersdonotlovemeformyselfalone。\"
Hepaused,also,and,narrowinghiseyesagain,lookedstraightbetweenherlashes。
\"Theyoughttoloveyouforyourselfalone,\"hesaid,inalowvoice。\"Youareadeucedlyattractivegirl。\"
\"Oh,Betty,\"Rosyhadpleaded,\"don’tmakehimangry——don’tmakehimangry。\"
SoBettyliftedhershouldersslightlywithoutcomment。
\"Shallwegobacktothehousenow?\"shesaid。\"Rosaliewillnaturallybeanxioustohearthatwhathasbeendoneinyourabsencehasmetwithyourapproval。\"
InwhatmannerhisapprovalwasexpressedtoRosalie,Bettydidnothearthismorning,atleast。Externallycoolthoughshehadappeared,theprocesshadnotbeenwithoutitsresults,andshefeltthatshewouldprefertobealone。
\"Imustwritesomeletterstocatchthenextsteamer,\"
shesaid,asshewentupstairs。
Whensheenteredherroom,shewenttoherwritingtableandsatdown,withpenandpaperbeforeher。Shedrewthepapertowardsherandtookupthepen,butthenextmomentshelaiditdownandgaveaslightpushtothepaper。Asshedidsosherealisedthatherhandtrembled。
\"Imustnotletmyselfformthehabitoffallingintorages——orIshallnotbeabletokeepstillsomeday,whenIoughttodoit,\"shewhispered。\"Iaminafury——afury。\"
Andforamomentshecoveredherface。
Shewasastronggirl,butagirl,notwithstandingherpowers。Whatshesuddenlysawwasthat,asifbyonemovementofsomepowerfulunseenhand,Rosy,whohadbeenthecentreofallthings,hadbeensweptoutofherthought。HerangerattheinjusticedonetoRosyhadbeenasnothingbeforethefirewhichhadflamedinherattheinsultflungattheother。Andallthatwasundueandunbalanced。Onemightaswelllookthethingstraightlyintheface。HeroldchildhatredofNigelAnstruthershadsprungupagaininten—foldstrength。Therewas,itwastrue,somethingabominableabouthim,somethingwhichmadehiswordsmoreabominablethantheywouldhavebeenifanothermanhadutteredthem——but,thoughitwasinevitablethathismethodshouldrouseone,wherethoseofone’sownbloodwereconcerned,itwasnotenoughtofillonewithragingflamewhenhismalignitywasdealingwiththosewhowerealmoststrangers。MountDunstanwasalmostastranger——shehadmetLordWestholtoftener。Wouldshehavefeltthesamehotbeatoftheblood,ifLordWestholthadbeenconcerned?
No,sheansweredherselffrankly,shewouldnot。