\"Whatwouldyouconsiderfairplay?\"sheinquired。
\"Itwouldbefairtolistentomewithoutprejudice——toletmeexplainhowithashappenedthatIhaveappearedtoyoua——ablackguard——Ihavenodoubtyouwouldcallit——andafool。\"Hethrewouthishandinanimpatientgesture——impatientofhimself——hisfate——thetricksofbadfortunewhichitimpliedhadmadeofhimamoreerringmortalthanhewouldhavebeeniflefttohimself,andtreateddecently。
\"Donotputitsostrongly,\"withconservativepoliteness。
\"Idon’trefusetoadmitthatIamhandicappedbyadevilofatemperament。Thatisaninheritedthing。\"
\"Ah!\"saidBetty。\"Oneofthetemperamentsonereadsabout——forwhichnooneistobeblamedbutone’sdeceasedrelatives。Afterall,thatiscomparativelyeasytodealwith。
Onecanjustgoondoingwhatonewantstodo——andthencondemnone’sgrandparentsseverely。\"
Arepellentqualityinher——whichhadalsothetrickoftransformingitselfintoanexasperatingattraction——wasthatshedeprivedhimoftheluxuryhehadbeenmosttenaciousofthroughouthisexistence。Iftheinjusticeoffatehasfailedtobestowuponamanfortune,goodlooksorbrilliance,hisexerciseofthepowertodisturb,toenragethosewhodarenotresent,towoundandtakethenonsenseoutofthoseabouthim,will,atallevents,precludethepossibilityofhisbeingpassedoverasafactornottobeconsidered。Iftocharmandbestowgivesthesenseofpower,tothwartandhumiliatemaybefoundnotwhollyunsatisfying。
Butinhercasetheinadequacyoftheusualmethodshadforceditselfuponhim。Itwasasifthedartbeingaimedather,shecaughtitinherhandinitsflight,brokeoffitspointandthrewitlightlyasidewithoutcomment。Mostwomencannotresistthetemptationtoansweraspeechcontainingastingorareproach。Itwaspartofherabnormalitythatshecouldletsuchthingsgobyinadetachedsilence,whichdidnotexpresseventhegermofcommentoropinionuponthem。This,hesaid,wastheresultofherbeastlysenseofsecurity,which,initsturn,wastheresultoftheatmosphereofwealthshehadbreathedsinceherbirth。Therehadbeennoobstaclewhichcouldnotberemovedforher,nolawoflimitationhadlaiditsreinonherneck。Shehadnotbeentaughtbyherexistencetheimportanceofpropitiatingopinion。
Undersuchconditions,howwasfeartobelearned?Shehadnotlearnedit。Butforthedevilinthebluebetweenherlashes,herealisedthatheshouldhavebrokenlooselongago。
\"IsupposeIdeservedthatformakingastupidappealtosympathy,\"heremarked。\"Iwillnotdoitagain。\"
Ifshehadbeenthewomanwhocanbegentlygoadedintoreply,shewouldhavemadeanswertothis。Butsheallowedtheobservationtopass,givingitfreeflightintospace,whereitlostitselfaftertheannoyingmannerofitskind。
\"HaveyouanyobjectiontotellingmewhyyoudecidedtocometoEnglandthisyear?\"heinquired,withacasualair,afterthepausewhichshedidnotfillin。
Thebluntnessofthequestiondidnotseemtodisturbher。
Shewasnotsorry,infact,thathehadaskedit。Sheletherworklieuponherknee,andleanedbackinherlowgardenchair,herhandsrestinguponitswickerarms。Sheturnedonhimaclearunprejudicedgaze。
\"IcametoseeRosy。Ihavealwaysbeenveryfondofher。Ididnotbelievethatshehadforgottenhowmuchwehadlovedher,orhowmuchshehadlovedus。IknewthatifIcouldseeheragainIshouldunderstandwhyshehadseemedtoforgetus。\"
\"Andwhenyousawher,you,ofcourse,decidedthatIhadbehaved,toquotemyownwords——likeablackguardandafool。\"
\"Itis,ofcourse,veryrudetosayyouhavebehavedlikeafool,but——ifyou’llexcusemysayingso——thatiswhathasimpressedmeverymuch。Don’tyouknow,\"withamoderation,whichsingularlydroveitselfhome,\"thatifyouhadbeenkindtoher,andhadmadeherhappy,youcouldhavehadanythingyouwishedfor——withouttrouble?\"
Thiswasoneoftheunadornedfactswhicharelikebullets。
Disgustedly,hefoundhimselfveeringtowardsanoutlookwhichforcedhimtoadmitthattherewasprobablytruthinwhatshesaid,andheknewheheardmoretruthasshewenton。
\"Shewouldhavewantedonlywhatyouwanted,andshewouldnothaveaskedmuchinreturn。ShewouldnothaveaskedasmuchasIshould。Whatyoudidwasnotbusiness—
like。\"Shepausedamomenttogivethoughttoit。\"Youpaidtoohighapricefortheluxuryofindulgingtheinheritedtemperament。Yourluxurywasnottocontrolit。Butitwasabadinvestment。\"
\"Thefigureofspeechisrathercommercial,\"coldly。
\"Itiscuriousthatmostthingsare,asarule。Thereisalwaystheparallelofprofitandlosswhetheroneseesitornot。Theprofitsarehappinessandfriendship——enjoymentoflifeandapprobation。Iftheinheritedtemperamentsuppliesonewithallonewantsofsuchthings,itcannotbecalledaloss,ofcourse。\"
\"Youthink,however,thatminehasnotbroughtmemuch?\"
\"Idonotknow。Itisyouwhoknow。\"
\"Well,\"viciously,\"thereHASbeenasortofluxuryinitinlashingoutwithone’sheels,andsmashingthings——andinknowingthatpeopleprefertokeepclear。\"
Sheliftedhershouldersalittle。
\"Thenperhapsithaspaid。\"
\"No,\"suddenlyandfiercely,\"damnit,ithasnot!\"
Andsheactuallymadenoreplytothat。
\"Whatdoyoumeantodo?\"hequestionedasbluntlyasbefore。Heknewshewouldunderstandwhathemeant。
\"Notmuch。ToseethatRosyisnotunhappyanymore。
Wecanpreventthat。Shewasoutofrepair——asthehousewas。Sheisbeingrebuiltanddecorated。Sheknowsthatshewillbetakencareof。\"
\"Iknowherbetterthanyoudo,\"withalaugh。\"Shewillnotgoaway。Sheistoofrightenedoftherowitwouldmake——
ofwhatIshouldsay。Ishouldhaveplentytosay。Icanmakehershakeinhershoes。\"
Bettylethereyesrestfulluponhim,andhesawthatshewassoftlysumminghimup——quitewithoutprejudice,merelyininterestedspeculationupontheworkingsoftype。
\"Youarelettingtheinheritedtemperamentrunawaywithyouatthismoment,\"shereflectedaloud——herquietscrutinyalmostabstracted。\"Itwasfoolishtosaythat。\"
Hehadknownitwasfoolishtwosecondsafterthewordshadlefthislips。Butatemperwhichhasbeenallowedtoleaphedges,uncheckedthroughoutlife,isinperilofformingahabitoftakingthemevenatsuchtimesasaleapmaylanditsownerinaditch。Thislastwaswhatherinterestedeyeswereobviouslysaying。Itsuitedhimbestatthemomenttotrytolaugh。
\"Don’tlookatmelikethat,\"hethrewoff。\"Asifyouwerecalculatingthattwoandtwomakefour。\"
\"Noprejudiceofminecaninducethemtomakefiveorsix——orthreeandahalf,\"shesaid。\"Noprejudiceofmine——
orofyours。\"
Thetwoandtwoshewascalculatingwithwerethelikelihoodsandunlikelihoodsoftheinheritedtemperament,andthepracticalpowersshecouldabsolutelycountonifdifficultyarosewithregardtoRosy。
Heguessedatthis,andbegantomakecalculationshimself。
Buttherewasnofurtherconversationforthem,astheywereobligedtorisetotheirfeettoreceivevisitors。LadyAlanbyofDoleandSirThomas,hergrandson,werebeingbroughtoutofthehousetothembyRosalie。
Hewentforwardtomeetthem——hismannerthatofthegracefulhost。LadyAlanby,havingbeenwelcomedbyhim,andledtothemostcomfortable,tree—shadedchair,foundhisbearingsoelegantlychastenedthatshegazedathimwithprivatecuriosity。Toherfar—seeingandhighlyexperiencedoldminditseemedthebearingofamanwhowas\"uptosomething。\"Whatspecialthingdidhechancetobe\"upto\"?HisglancecertainlylurkedafterMissVanderpoeloddly。
Washefallinginunholylovewiththegirl,underhisstupidlittlewife’sverynose?
Shecouldnot,however,giveherundividedattentiontohim,asshewishedtokeephereyeonhergrandsonand——outrageouslyenoughfithappenedthatjustasteawasbroughtoutandTommywasbeginningtocheerupandquitecomeoutalittleunderthespuroftheactivitiesofhandingbreadandbutterandcresssandwiches,whoshouldappearbutthetwoLithcomgirls,escortedbytheiraunt,Mrs。Manners,withwhomtheylived。Astheywereorphanswithoutmoney,iftheManners,whowereratherwelloff,hadnottakenthemin,theywouldhavehadtogototheworkhouse,orintogenteelamateurshops,astheywerenotcleverenoughforgovernesses。
Mary,withherturned—upnose,lookedjustaboutasusual,butJanehadanewfrockonwhichwasexactlythecolourofthebig,appealingeyes,withtheirtrickoffollowingpeopleabout。Shelookedalittlepaleandpathetic,whichsomehowgaveheraspeciousairofbeingpretty,whichshereallywasnotatall。Theswayingyoungthinnessofthoseveryslightgirlswhosesoftsummermuslinsmakethemlooklikedelicatebagstiedinthemiddlewithflutteringribbons,hasalmostinvariablyafoolishattractionforburlyyoungmenwhosecharactersarechieflymarkedbylackofforethought,andLadyAlanbysawTommy’srobustyoungbodygiveasortofjerkasthepartyofthreewasbroughtacrossthegrass。Afterithepulledhimselftogetherhastily,andlookedstiffandpink,shakinghandsasifhiselbowjointwasoutoforder,beingatoncetoolooseandtoorigid。Hebegantobeclumsywiththebreadandbutter,and,ceasinghistalkwithMissVanderpoel,fellintosilence。Whyshouldhegoontalking?
hethought。MissVanderpoelwasacrackinghandsomegirl,butshewastoocleverforhim,andhehadtothinkofallsortsofnewthingstosaywhenhetalkedtoher。And——
well,afellowcouldneverimaginehimselfstretchedoutonthegrass,puffinghappilyawayatapipe,withagirllikethatsittingnearhim,smiling——thehotturfsmellingalmostlikehay,thehotblueskycurvingoverhead,andboththegirlandhimselfperfectlyhappy——chockfullofjoy——thoughneitherofthemweresayinganythingatall。Youcouldimagineitwithsomegirls——youDIDimagineitwhenyouwakenedearlyonasummermorning,andlayinluxuriousstillnesslisteningtothebirdssinginglikemad。
LadyJanewasanicely—behavedgirl,andshetriedtokeepherfollowingblueeyesfixedonthegrass,oronLadyAnstruthers,orMissVanderpoel,buttherewassomethinglikeastring,whichsometimespulledtheminanotherdirection,andoncewhenthishadhappened——quiteagainstherwill——shewasterrifiedtofindLadyAlanby’sglassliftedandfixeduponher。
AsLadyAlanby’sopinionofMrs。Mannerswasbutapoorone,andasMrs。MannerswasstrickendumbbyhercombineddislikeandaweofLadyAlanby,aslightstiffnessmighthavesettleduponthegatheringifBettyhadnotmadeaneffort。SheappliedherselftoLadyAlanbyandMrs。Mannersatonce,andendedbymakingthemtalktoeachother。
Whentheylefttheteatableunderthetreestolookatthegardens,shewalkedbetweenthem,playingupontheprimevalhorticulturalpassionswhichdominatetheexistenceofallrespectableandnormalcountryladies,untilthegulfbetweenthemwastemporarilybridged。Thisbeingachieved,sheadroitlypassedthemovertoLadyAnstruthers,who,Nigelobservedwithsomecuriosity,acceptedthecasualresponsibilitywithoutmanifestdiscomfiture。
TotheachingTommythemannerinwhich,afewminuteslater,hefoundhimselfstandingalonewithJaneLithcominapathofclippedlaurelswasalmostbewilderinglysimple。
Attheendofthelaurelwalkwasaprettypeepofthecountry,andMissVanderpoelhadbroughthimtoseeit。NigelAnstruthershadbeenloiteringbehindwithJaneandMary。AsMissVanderpoelturnedwithhimintothepath,shestoopedandpickedablossomfromaclumpofspeedwellgrowingatthefootofabitofwall。
\"LadyJane’seyesarejustthecolourofthisflower,\"shesaid。
\"Yes,theyare,\"heanswered,glancingdownatthelovelylittlebluethingasshehelditinherhand。Andthen,withathumpoftheheart,\"Mostpeopledonotthinksheispretty,butI——\"quitedesperately——\"IDO。\"Hismoodhadbecomerash。
\"SodoI,\"BettyVanderpoelanswered。
Thentheothersjoinedthem,andMissVanderpoelpausedtotalkalittle——andwhentheywentonshewaswithMaryandNigelAnstruthers,andhewaswithJane,walkingslowly,andsomehowtheothersmeltedaway,turninginaperfectlynaturalmannerintoasidepath。Theirownslowpacebecameslower。Infact,inafewmoments,theywerestandingquitestillbetweenthegreenwalls。Janeturnedalittleaside,andpickedoffsomesmallleaves,nervously。Hesawthemuslinonherchestliftquiveringly。
\"Oh,littleJane!\"hesaidinabig,shakywhisper。Thefollowingeyesincontinentlybrimmedover。Someshiningdropsfellonthesoftnessofthebluemuslin。
\"Oh,Tommy,\"givingup,\"it’snouse——talkingatall。\"
\"Youmustn’tthink——youmustn’tthink——ANYTHING,\"hefalteringlycommanded,drawingnearer,becauseitwasimpossiblenottodoit。
Whathereallymeant,thoughhedidnotknowhowdecorouslytosayit,wasthatshemustnotthinkthathecouldbemovedbyanytallbeauty,towardsthesplendourofwhosepossessionshisreveredgrandmothermightbedrivinghim。
\"Iamnotthinkinganything,\"criedJaneinanswer。\"Butsheiseverything,andIamnothing。Justlookather——andthenlookatme,Tommy。\"
\"I’lllookatyouaslongasyou’llletme,\"gulpedTommy,andhewasboyenoughandmanenoughtoputahandoneachofhershoulders,anddrownhislonginginherbrimmingeyes……
MaryandMissVanderpoelweretalkingwithacuriousintimacy,inanotherpartofthegarden,wheretheyweretogetheralone,SirNigelhavingbeenreattachedtoLadyAlanby。
\"YouhaveknownSirThomasalongtime?\"Bettyhadjustsaid。
\"Sincewewerechildren。JaneremindedmeattheDunholms’ballthatshehadplayedcricketwithhimwhenshewaseight。\"
\"Theyhavealwayslikedeachother?\"MissVanderpoelsuggested。
Marylookedupather,andthemeetingoftheireyeswasfranktorevelation。ButforthecleargirlishlikingforherselfshesawinBettyVanderpoel’s,Marywouldhaveknownhernextspeechtobeofimbecilebluntness。ShehadheardthatAmericansoftenhadaqueer,delightfulunderstandingofunconventionalthings。Thissplendidgirlwasunderstandingher。
\"Oh!YouSEE!\"shebrokeout。\"Youleftthemtogetheronpurpose!\"
\"Yes,Idid。\"AndtherewasacomprehensionsodeepinherlookthatMaryknewitwasdeeperthanherown,andsomehowfoundedonsomesubtlerfeelingthanherown。
\"Whentwopeoplewantsomuch——caresomuchtobetogether,\"MissVanderpoeladdedquiteslowly——evenasifthewordsratherforcedthemselvesfromher,\"itseemsasifthewholeworldoughttohelpthem——everythingintheworld——
theverywind,andrain,andsun,andstars——oh,thingshavenoRIGHTtokeepthemapart。\"
Marystaredather,movedandfascinated。Shescarcelyknewthatshecaughtatherhand。
\"IhaveneverbeeninthestatethatJaneis,\"shepouredforth。\"AndIcan’tunderstandhowshecanbesuchafool,but——butwecareabouteachothermorethanmostgirlsdo——
perhapsbecausewehavehadnopeople。Andit’sthekindofthingthereisnousetalkingagainst,itseems。It’skillingtheyoungnessinher。Ifitendsmiserably,itwillbeasifshehadhadanillness,andgotupfromitafaded,done—forspinsterwithastretchofhideousyearstolive。Herblueeyeswilllooklikeboiledgooseberries,becauseshewillhavecriedallthecolouroutofthem。Oh!YouUNDERSTAND!I
seeyoudo。\"
BeforeshehadfinishedbothMissVanderpoel’shandswereholdinghers。
\"Ido!Ido,\"shesaid。Andshedid,asayearagoshehadnotknownshecould。\"IsitLadyAlanby?\"sheventured。
\"Yes。Tommywillbehelplesslypoorifshedoesnotleavehimhermoney。Andshewon’tifhemakesherangry。Sheisverydetermined。Shewillleaveittoanawfulcousinifshegetsinarage。AndTommyisnotclever。Hecouldneverearnhisliving。NeithercouldJane。TheycouldNEVERmarry。
YouCAN’Tdefyrelatives,andmarryonnothing,unlessyouareacharacterinabook。\"
\"HasshelikedLadyJaneinthepast?\"MissVanderpoelasked,asifshewas,mentally,rapidlygoingovertheground,thatshemightquitecomprehendeverything。
\"Yes。Sheusedtomakeratherapetofher。Shedidn’tlikeme。ShewastakenbyJane’smeek,attentive,obedientways。Janewasbornasweetlittleaffectionateworm。LadyAlanbycan’thateher,evennow。Shejustpushesheroutofherpath。\"
\"Because?\"saidBettyVanderpoel。
Maryprefacedheranswerwithabrief,half—embarrassedlaugh。
\"BecauseofYOU。\"
\"Becauseshethinks————?\"
\"Idon’tseehowshecanbelievehehasmuchofachance。
Idon’tthinkshedoes——butshewillneverforgivehimifhedoesn’tmakeatryatfindingoutwhetherhehasoneornot。\"
\"Itisverybusinesslike,\"Bettymadeobservation。
Marylaughed。
\"WetalkofAmericanbusinessoutlook,\"shesaid,\"butveryfewofusEnglishpeoplearedreamyidealists。Weareofacoolnessandadaring——whenwearedealingwithquestionsofthissort。Idon’tthinkyoucanknowthethingyouhavebroughthere。Youdescendonadullcountryplace,withyourmoneyandyourlooks,andyousimplySTAYandamuseyourselfbydoingextraordinarythings,asiftherewasnoLondonwaitingforyou。Everyoneknowsthiswon’tlast。
Nextseasonyouwillbepresented,andhaveahugesuccess。
Youwillbewhirledaboutinavortex,andpeoplewillsitontheedge,andcastbigstronglines,baitedwiththemostglitteringthingstheycangettogether。Youwon’tbeabletogetaway。LadyAlanbyknowstherewouldbenochanceforTommythen。Itwouldbetooidiotictoexpectit。Hemustmakehistrynow。\"
Theireyesmetagain,andMissVanderpoellookedneithershockednorangry,butanoddsmallshadowsweptacrossherface。Mary,ofcourse,didnotknowthatshewasthinkingofthethingshehadrealisedsooften——thatitwasnoteasytodetachone’sselffromthefactthatonewasReubenS。Vanderpoel’sdaughter。Asaresultofithereonewasindecentlyandunwillinglydisturbingthelivesofinnocent,unassuminglovers。
\"AndsolongasSirThomashasnottried——andfoundout——
LadyJanewillbemadeunhappy?\"
\"Ifheweretoletyouescapewithouttrying,hewouldnotbeforgiven。Hisgrandmotherhashadherownwayallherlife。\"
\"ButsupposeafterIwentawaysomeoneelsecame?\"
Maryshookherhead。
\"Peoplelikeyoudon’tHAPPENinoneneighbourhoodtwiceinalifetime。Iamtwenty—sixandyouarethefirstIhaveseen。\"
\"Andhewillonlybesafeif?\"
MaryLithcomnodded。
\"Yes——IF,\"sheanswered。\"It’ssilly——andfrightful——butitistrue。\"
MissVanderpoellookeddownonthegrassafewmoments,andthenseemedtoarriveatadecision。
\"Helikesyou?Youcanmakehimunderstandthings?\"sheinquired。
\"Yes。\"
\"Thengoandtellhimthatifhewillcomehereandaskmeadirectquestion,Iwillgivehimadirectanswer——whichwillsatisfyLadyAlanby。\"
LadyMarycaughtherbreath。
\"Doyouknow,youarethemostwonderfulgirlIeversaw!\"sheexclaimed。\"ButifyouonlyknewwhatIfeelaboutJanie!\"Andtearsrushedintohereyes。
\"Ifeeljustthesamethingaboutmysister,\"saidMissVanderpoel。\"IthinkRosyandLadyJaneareratheralike。\"……
WhenTommytrampedacrossthegrasstowardsherhewasturningredandwhitebyturns,andlookingsomewhatlikeayoungmanwhowasbeingmarcheduptoacannon’smouth。
ItstruckhimthatitwasanAmericankindofthinghewascalledupontodo,andhewasnotanAmerican,butBritishfromthetopofhisclosely—croppedheadtotheratherthicksolesofhisboots。Hewas,intruth,overwhelmedbyhissenseofhisinadequacytothedemandsofthebrilliantlyconceived,butunheard—ofsituation。Joyandterrorsweptoverhisbeinginwaves。
Thetall,proud,wood—nymphlookofherasshestoodunderatree,waitingforhim,wouldhavestruckhiscouragedeadonthespotandcausedhimtoturnandfleeinanguish,ifshehadnotmadealittlemovetowardshim,withaheavenly,every—dayhumannessinhereyes。Thewayshemanageditwasanamazingthing。Hecouldneverhavemanageditatallhimself。
Shecameforwardandgavehimherhand,andreallyitwasHERhandwhichheldhisowncomparativelysteady。
\"ItisforLadyJane,\"shesaid。\"Thatpreventsitfrombeingridiculousorimproper。ItisforLadyJane。Hereyes,\"withasoft—touchedlaugh,\"arethecolourofthebluespeedwellI
showedyou。Itisthecolourofbabies’eyes。Andherslookastheirsdo——asiftheyaskedeverybodynottohurtthem。\"
Heactuallyfelluponhisknee,andbendinghisheadoverherhand,kissedithalfadozentimeswithadoration。GoodLord,howsheSAWandKNEW!
\"IfJanewerenotJane,andyouwerenotYOU,\"thewordsrushedfromhim,\"itwouldbethemostoutrageous——themostimpudentthingamaneverhadthecheektodo。\"
\"Butitisnot。\"Shedidnotdrawherhandaway,andoh,thegirlishkindnessofhersmiling,supportinglook。\"Youcametoaskmeif————\"
\"Ifyouwouldmarryme,MissVanderpoel,\"hisheadbendingoverherhandagain。\"Ibegyourpardon,Ibegyourpardon。
OhLord,Ido。’
\"Ithankyouforthecomplimentyoupayme,\"sheanswered。\"I
likeyouverymuch,SirThomas——andIlikeyoujustnowmorethanever——butIcouldnotmarryyou。Ishouldnotmakeyouhappy,andIshouldnotbehappymyself。Thetruthis————\"thinkingamoment,\"eachofusreallybelongstoadifferentkindofperson。
Andeachofknowsthefact。\"
\"Godblessyou,\"hesaid。\"Ithinkyouknoweverythingintheworldawomancanknow——andremainanangel。\"
Itwasanoutburstofeloquence,andshetookitintheprettiestway——withtheprettiestlaugh,whichhadinitnotouchofmockeryordisbeliefinhim。
\"WhatIhavesaidisquitefinal——ifLadyAlanbyshouldinquire,\"shesaid——addingratherquickly,\"Someoneiscoming。\"
Itpleasedhertoseethathedidnothurrytohisfeetclumsily,butevenstoodupright,withashadeofboyishdignity,anddidnotreleaseherhandbeforehehadbenthisheadlowoveritagain。
SirNigelwasbringingwithhimLadyAlanby,Mrs。Manners,andhiswife,andwhenBettymethiseyes,sheknewatoncethathehadnotmadehiswaytothisparticulargardenwithoutintention。HehaddiscoveredthatshewaswithTommy,andithadentertainedhimtobreakinuponthem。
\"IdidnotintendtointerruptSirThomasathisdevotions,\"
heremarkedtoherafterdinner。\"Acceptmyapologies。\"
\"Itdidnotmatterintheleast,thankyou,\"saidBetty……
\"Iamgladtobeabletosay,Thomas,thatyoudidnotlookanentirefoolwhenyougotupfromyourknees,aswecameintotherosegarden。\"ThusLadyAlanby,astheircarriageturnedoutofStornhamvillage。
\"I’mgladmyself,\"Tommyanswered。
\"Whatwereyoudoingthere?Evenifyouwereaskinghertomarryyou,itwasnotnecessarytogothatfar。Wearenotintheseventeenthcentury。
ThenTommyflushed。
\"Ididnotintendtodoit。Icouldnothelpit。Shewasso——soniceabouteverything。Thatgirlisanangel。Itoldherso。\"
\"Veryrightandproperspirittoapproachherin,\"answeredtheoldwoman,watchinghimkeenly。\"Wassheangelenoughtosayshewouldmarryyou?\"
Tommy,forsomeoccultreason,hadthecouragetostarebackintohisgrandmother’seyes,quiteasifhewereaman,andnotahobbledehoy,expectingtobebullied。
\"Shedoesnotwantme,\"heanswered。\"AndIknewshewouldn’t。Whyshouldshe?Ididwhatyouorderedmetodo,andsheansweredmeasIknewshewould。Shemighthavesnubbedme,butshehassuchawaywithher——suchawayofsayingthingsandunderstanding,that——that——well,I
foundmyselfononeknee,kissingherhand——asifIwasbeingpresentedatcourt。\"
OldLadyAlanbylookedoutonthepassinglandscape。
\"Well,youdidyourbest,\"shesummedthematterupatlast,\"ifyouwentdownonyourkneesinvoluntarily。Ifyouhaddoneitonpurpose,itwouldhavebeenunpardonable。\"