TenminuteslaterG。SeldenwaswalkingdownFifthAvenue,wonderingiftherewasanychanceofhisbeingarrestedbyapolicemanuponthechargethathewasreeling,insteadofwalkingsteadily。Hehopedheshouldgetbacktothehallbedroomsafely。NickBaumgartenandJemBolterboth\"roomed\"inthehousewithhim。Hecouldtellthemboth。ItwasJemwhohadmadeuptheyarnaboutoneofthemsavingReubenS。Vanderpoel’slife。Therehadbeennolife—saving,butthethinghadcometrue。
\"But,ifithadn’tbeenforLordMountDunstan,\"hesaid,thinkingitoverexcitedly,\"IshouldneverhaveseenMissVanderpoel,and,ifithadn’tbeenforMissVanderpoel,IshouldneverhavegotnexttoReubenS。inmylife。BothsidesoftheAtlanticOceangotbusytodoagoodturntoLittleWillie。Hullygee!\"
InhisstudyMr。VanderpoelwasrereadingBetty’sletters。
HefeltthathehadgainedacertainknowledgeofLordMountDunstan。
CHAPTERXXXIX
ONTHEMARSHES
THEmarshesstretchedmellowintheautumnsun,sheepwanderedabout,nibblingcontentedly,orlaydowntorestingroups,theskyreflectingitselfinthenarrowdykesgaveabluecolourtothewater,ascentoftheseawasintheairasonebreathedit,flocksofploverrose,nowandthen,cryingsoftly。Betty,walkingwithherdog,hadpassedaheronstandingattheedgeofapool。
Fromherfirstdiscoveryofthem,shehadbeenattractedbythemarsheswiththeirEnglishsuggestionoftheRomanCampagna,theirbroadexpanseoflevellandspreadouttothesunandwind,thethousandsofwhitesheepdottedorclusteredasfaraseyecouldreach,thehuesofthemarshgrassandtheplantsgrowingthickatthebordersofthestripsofwater。Itsbeautywasallitsownandcuriouslyalooffromthesoftly—
wooded,undulatingworldaboutit。Drivingorwalkingalongthehighroad——theroadtheRomanshadbuilttoLondontownlongcenturiesago——oneithersideofoneweremeadows,farms,scatteredcottages,andhopgardens,butbeyondandbelowstretchedthemarshland,goldenandgrey,andalwaysalluringonebyitssilence。
\"Ineverpassitwithoutwantingtogotoit——totakesolitarywalksoverit,tobeoneofthespotsonitasthesheepare。Itseemsasif,lyingthereundertheblueskyorthelowgreycloudswithalltheworldheldatbaybymerespaceandstillness,theymustfeelsomethingweknownothingof。Iwanttogoandfindoutwhatitis。\"
ThisshehadoncesaidtoMountDunstan。
Soshehadfallenintothehabitofwalkingtherewithherdogathersideashersolecompanion,forhavingneedfortimeandspaceforthought,shehadfoundtheminthesilenceandaloofness。
Lifehadbeenavividandpleasurablethingtoher,asfarasshecouldlookbackuponit。Shebegantorealisethatshemusthavebeenveryhappy,becauseshehadneverfoundherselfdesiringexistenceotherthansuchashadcometoherdaybyday。ExceptforherpassionatechildishregretatRosy’smarriage,shehadexperiencednopainfulfeeling。Infact,shehadfacednohurtinherlife,andcertainlyhadbeenconfrontedbynolimitations。Arguingthatgirlsintheirteensusuallyfallinlove,herfatherhadoccasionallywonderedthatshepassedthroughnolittleepisodesofsentiment,butthefactwasthatherinterestshadbeenlargerandmorenumerousthantheinterestsofgirlsgenerallyare,andheraffectionateintimacywithhimselfhadleftnosuchsmallvacantspacesasarefrequentlyfilledbyunimportantyoungemotions。Becauseshewasalogicalcreature,andhadwatchedlifeandthoselivingitwithclearandinterestedeyes,shehadnotbeenblindtothepathwhichhadmarkeditselfbeforeherduringthesummer’sgrowthandwaning。Shehadnot,atfirst,perhaps,knownexactlywhenthingsbegantochangeforher——whentheclarityofhermindbegantobedisturbed。Shehadthoughtinthebeginning——aspeoplehaveahabitofdoing——thataninstance——aproblem——asituationhadattractedherattentionbecauseitwasabsorbingenoughtothinkover。Herviewofthematterhadbeenthatasthesamethingwouldhaveinterestedherfather,ithadinterestedherself。ButfromthemorningwhenshehadbeenconsciousofthesuddenfuryrousedinherbyNigelAnstruthers’uglysneeratMountDunstan,shehadbetterunderstoodthethingwhichhadcomeuponher。Daybydayithadincreasedandgatheredpower,andsherealisedwithacertainsenseofimpatiencethatshehadnotinanydegreeunderstooditwhenshehadseenandwonderedatitseffectonotherwomen。Eachdayhadbeenlikeawaveencroachingfartherupontheshoreshestoodupon。Attheoutsetacertainignoblepride——sheknewitignoble——filledherwithrebellion。Shehadseensomuchofthiskindofsituation,andhadheardsomuchofthegeneralcomment。Peoplehadlearnedhowtosneerbecauseexperiencehadtaughtthem。Ifshegavethemcause,whyshouldtheynotsneeratherasatthings?Sherecalledwhatshehadherselfthoughtofsuchthings——thefollyofthem,theobviousness——thealmostdeserveddisaster。Shehadarrogatedtoherselfjudgmentofwomen——andmen——whomight,yes,whomighthavestoodupontheirstripofsand,asshestood,withthewavescreepingin,eachonehigher,stronger,andmoreengulfingthanthelast。Theremighthavebeenthoseamongthemwhoalsohadknowledgeofthatsuddendeadlyjoyatthesightofoneface,atthedropofonevoice。Whenthatwavesubmergedone’spulsingbeing,whathadtheworldtodowithone——howcouldonehearandthinkofwhatitsspeechmightbe?Itsvoiceclamouredtoofaroff。
Asshewalkedacrossthemarshshewasthinkingthisfirstphaseover。Shehadreachedanewone,andatfirstshelookedbackwithafaint,evenratherhard,smile。Shewalkedstraightahead,hermastiff,Roland,paddingalongheavilycloseatherside。Howstillandwideandgoldenitwas;howthecryofploverandliftingtrillofskylarkassuredonethatonewaswhollyencircledbysolitudeandspacewhichweremoreenclosingthananywalls!ShewasgoingtothemoundstowhichMr。PenzancehadtrundledG。Seldenintheponychaise,whenhehadgivenhimthemarvelloushourwhichhadbroughtRomancampandRomanlegionstolifeagain。Uponthelargesthillockonecouldsitenthroned,restingchininhandandlookingoutunderlevellidsattheunstirring,softly—livinglovelinessofthemarsh—landworld。Soshewaspresentlyseated,withherheavy—limbedRolandatherfeet。Shehadcomeheretotrytoputthingsclearlytoherself,toplanwithsuchreasonasshecouldcontrol。Shehadbeguntobeunhappy,shehadbegun——withsomeunfairness——tolookbackupontheBettyVanderpoelofthepastasanunwittinglyself—sufficientyoungwoman,tofindherselfsuddenlyentangledbythings,eventoknowatouchofdesperateness。
\"Nottotakearemnantfromtheducalbargaincounter,\"
shewassayingmentally。Thatwaswhyhersmilewasalittlehard。Whatiftheremnantfromtheducalbargaincounterhadprejudicesofhisown?
\"Ifhewerepassionately——passionatelyinlovewithme,\"shesaid,withredstaininghercheeks,\"hewouldnotcome——hewouldnotcome——hewouldnotcome。And,becauseofthat,heismoretome——MORE!Andmorehewillbecomeeveryday——andthemorestronglyhewillholdme。Andtherewestand。\"
Rolandliftedhisfineheadfromhispaws,and,holdingiterectonastiff,strongneck,staredatherinobviousinquiry。
Sheputoutherhandandtenderlypattedhim。
\"Hewillhavenoneofme,\"shesaid。\"Hewillhavenoneofme。\"Andshefaintlysmiled,butthenextinstantshookherheadalittlehaughtily,and,havingdoneso,lookeddownwithanalteredexpressionupontheclothofherskirt,becauseshehadshakenuponit,fromtheextravagantlashes,twocleardrops。
Itwasnottheresultofchancethatshehadseennothingofhimforweeks。Shehadnotattemptedtopersuadeherselfofthat。TwicehehaddeclinedaninvitationtoStornham,andoncehehadriddenpastherontheroadwhenhemighthavestoppedtoexchangegreetings,orhaveriddenonbyherside。
Hedidnotmeantoseemtodesire,eversolightly,tobecountedasinthelists。Whetherhewasdrawnbyanylikingforherornot,itwasplainhehaddeterminedonthis。
Ifsheweretogoawaynow,theywouldnevermeetagain。
Theirwaysinthisworldwouldpartforever。Shewouldnotknowhowlongittooktobreakhimutterly——ifsuchamancouldbebroken。Ifnomagicchangetookplaceinhisfortunes——andwhatchangecouldcome?——thedecayabouthimwouldspreaddaybyday。Stonewallslastalongtime,sothehousewouldstandwhileeverybeautyandstatelinesswithinitfellintoruin。Gardenswouldbecomewildernesses,terracesandfountainscrumbleandbeovergrown,wallsthatwereto—dayleaningwouldfallwithtime。Theyearswouldpass,andhisyouthwiththem;hewouldgraduallychangeintoanoldmanwhilehewatchedthethingshelovedwithpassiondieslowlyandhard。HowstrangeitwasthatlivesshouldtouchandpassontheoceanofTime,andnothingshouldresult——nothingatall!Whenshewentonherway,itwouldbeasifashiploadedwitheveryaidoffoodandtreasurehadpassedaboatinwhichastrongmantossed,starvingtodeath,andhadnotevenrunupaflag。
\"Butonecannotrunupaflag,\"shesaid,strokingRoland。
\"Onecannot。Therewestand。\"
ToherrecognitionofthisdeadlockofFate,therehadbeenaddingthegrowingdisturbancecausedbyyetanotherthingwhichwasincreasinglytroubling,increasinglydifficulttoface。
Gradually,andatfirstwithwonderfulnaturalnessofbearing,NigelAnstruthershadmanagedtocreateforhimselfasingularplaceinhereverydaylife。Ithadbegunwithacertainpersonalnessinhisattitude,apersonalnesswhichwasathingtodislike,butalmostimpossibleopenlytoresent。Certainly,asaself—invitedguestinhishouse,shecouldscarcelyprotestagainsttheamiabilityofhisdemeanourandhisexteriorcourtesyandattentivenessofmannerinhisconducttowardsher。Shehadtriedtosweepawaytheobjectionablequalityinhisbearing,byfrankness,byindifference,byentirelackofresponse,butshehadremainedconsciousofitsincreasingasaspider’swebmightincreaseasthespiderspunitquietlyoverone,throwingoutthreadssoimpalpablethatonecouldnotbrushthemawaybecausetheyweretooslighttobeseen。Shewasawarethatinthefirstyearsofhismarriedlifehehadalternatelyresentedthescarcityoftheinvitationssentthemandrudelyrefusedsuchaswerereceived。SincehehadreturnedtofindheratStornham,hehadinsistedthatnoinvitationsshouldbedeclined,andhadescortedhiswifeandherselfwherevertheywent。Whatcouldhavebeenconventionallymoreproper——whatmoreimproperthanthatheshouldhavepersistentlyhaveremainedathome?Andyettherecameatimewhen,astheythreedrovetogetheratnightintheclosedcarriage,Bettywasconsciousthat,ashesatoppositetoherinthedark,whenhespoke,whenhetouchedherinarrangingtherobeoverher,oropeningorshuttingthewindow,hesubtly,butpersistently,conveyedthatthepersonalnessofhisvoice,look,andphysicalnearnesswasasortofhideousconfidencebetweenthemwhichtheywerecleverlyconcealingfromRosalieandtheoutsideworld。
Whensherodeaboutthecountry,hehadawayofappearingatsometurningandmakinghimselfhercompanion,ridingtoocloselyatherside,andassuminganoticeableairofbeingengagedinmeaninglyconfidentialtalk。Once,whenhehadbeenleaningtowardsherwithanaudaciouslytendermanner,theyhadbeenpassedbytheDunholmcarriage,andLadyDunholmandthefrienddrivingwithherhadevidentlytriednottolooksurprised。LadyAlanby,meetingtheminthesamewayatanothertime,hadputupherglassesandstaredinopendisapproval。ShemightadmireastrikinglyhandsomeAmericangirl,butherfavourwouldnotlastthroughanysuchvulgarsillinessasflirtationswithdisgracefulbrothers—in—law。WhenBettystrolledabouttheparkorthelanes,shemuchtoooftenencounteredSirNigelstrollingalso,andknewthathedidnotmeantoallowhertoridherselfofhim。Inpublic,hemadeapointofkeepingobservablyclosetoher,ofhoveringinhervicinityandlookingonatallshedidwitheyessherebelledagainstfindingfixedonhereachtimeshewasobligedtoturninhisdirection。Hehadafashionofcomingtohersideandspeakinginadroppedvoice,whichexcludedothers,asafavouredlovermight。Shehadseenbothmenandwomenglanceatherinhalf—embarrassmentattheirsuddensenseoffindingthemselvesslightlydetrop。Shehadsaidaloudtohimononesuchoccasion——andshehadsaiditwithsmilingcasualnessforthebenefitofLadyAlanby,towhomshehadbeentalking:
\"Don’talarmmebydroppingyourvoice,Nigel。Iameasilyfrightened——andLadyAlanbywillthinkweareconspirators。\"
Foraninstanthewastakenbysurprise。Hehadbeenpleasedtobelievethattherewasnowayinwhichshecoulddefendherself,unlessshewouldcondescendtosomethingstupidlylikeascene。Heflushedanddrewhimselfup。
\"Ibegyourpardon,mydearBetty,\"hesaid,andwalkedawaywiththemannerofanoffendedadorer,leavinghertorealiseanodiouslyunpleasanttruth——whichisthatthereareincidentsonlymademoreinexplicablebyanefforttoexplain。
Shesawalsothathewasquiteawareofthis,andthathisoffendeddeparturewasabrilliantinspiration,andhadlefther,asitwere,inthelurch。TohavesaidtoLadyAlanby:\"Mybrother—in—law,inwhosehouseIammerelystayingformysister’ssake,istryingtoleadyoutobelievethatIallowhimtomakelovetome,\"wouldhavesuggestedeitherfollyorinsanityonherownpart。Asitwas——afteraglanceatSirNigel’sstifflyretreatingback——LadyAlanbymerelylookedawaywithawhollyuninvitingexpression。
WhenBettyspoketohimafterwards,haughtilyandwithdetermination,helaughed。
\"Mydearestgirl,\"hesaid,\"ifIwatchyouwithinterestanddropmyvoicewhenIgetachancetospeaktoyou,Ionlydowhateveryothermandoes,andIdoitbecauseyouareanalluringyoungwoman——whichnooneismoreperfectlyawareofthanyourself。Yourpretencethatyoudonotknowyouarealluringisthemostcaptivatingthingaboutyou。AndwhatdoyouthinkofdoingifIcontinuetooffendyou?Doyouproposetodesertus——toleavepoorRosalietosinkbackagainintothebundleofoldclothesshewaswhenyoucame?ForHeaven’ssake,don’tdothat!\"
Allthathiswordssuggestedtookformbeforehervividly。
Howwellheunderstoodwhathewassaying。Butsheansweredhimbravely。
\"No。Idonotmeantodothat。\"
Hewatchedherforafewseconds。Therewascuriosityinhiseyes。
\"Don’tmakethemistakeofimaginingthatIwillletmywifegowithyoutoAmerica,\"hesaidnext。\"SheisasfarofffromthatasshewaswhenIbroughthertoStornham。I
havetoldherso。Amancannottiehiswifetothebedpostinthesedays,buthecanmakehereffortstoleavehimsodecidedlyunpleasantthatdecentwomenprefertostayathomeandtakewhatiscoming。Ihaveseenthatoftenenough`tobankonit,’
ifImayquoteyourAmericanfriends。\"
\"Doyouremembermyoncesaying,\"Bettyremarked,\"thatwhenawomanhasbeenPROPERLYill—treatedthetimecomeswhennothingmatters——nothingbutreleasefromthelifesheloathes?\"
\"Yes,\"heanswered。\"Andtoyounothingwouldmatterbut——excusemysayingit——yourowndamnable,headstrongpride。ButRosalieisdifferent。Everythingmatterstoher。
Andyouwillfinditso,mydeargirl。\"
AndthatthiswasatleasthalftruewasbroughthometoherbythefactthatlatethesamenightRosycametoherwhitewithcrying。
\"Itisnotyourfault,Betty,\"shesaid。\"Don’tthinkthatI
thinkitisyourfault,buthehasbeeninmyroominoneofthosehumourswhenheseemslikeadevil。HethinksyouwillgobacktoAmericaandtrytotakemewithyou。But,Betty,youmustnotthinkaboutme。Itwillbebetterforyoutogo。
Ihaveseenyouagain。Ihavehadyoufor——foratime。Youwillbesaferathomewithfatherandmother。\"
Bettylaidahandonhershoulderandlookedatherfixedly。
\"Whatisit,Rosy?\"shesaid。\"Whatisithedoestoyou——thatmakesyoulikethis?\"
\"Idon’tknow——butthathemakesmefeelthatthereisnothingbutevilandliesintheworldandnothingcanhelponeagainstthem。Thosethingshesaysabouteveryone——menandwomen——thingsonecan’trepeat——makemesick。AndwhenItrytodenythem,helaughs。\"
\"Doeshesaythingsaboutme?\"Bettyinquired,veryquietly,andsuddenlyRosaliethrewherarmsroundher。
\"Betty,darling,\"shecried,\"gohome——gohome。Youmustnotstayhere。\"
\"WhenIgo,youwillgowithme,\"Bettyanswered。\"I
amnotgoingbacktomotherwithoutyou。\"
Shemadeacollectionofmanyfactsbeforetheirinterviewwasatanend,andtheypartedforthenight。AmongthefirstwasthatNigelhadpreparedforcertainpossibilitiesaswiseholdersofafortressprepareforsiege。Aratherlongsittingaloneoverwhiskyandsodahad,withoutmakinghimloquacious,heatedhisbloodinsuchamannerasledhimtobelesssubtlethanusual。Drinkdidnotmakehimdrunk,butmalignant,andwhenamanisinthemalignantmood,heforgetshiscleverness。Soherevealedmorethanheabsolutelyintended。
Itwastobegatheredthathedidnotmeantopermithiswifetoleavehim,evenforavisit;hewouldnotallowhimselftobemaderidiculousbysuchathing。Amanwhocouldnotcontrolhiswifewasafoolanddeservedtobealaughing—stock。
AsUghtredandhisfutureinheritanceseemedtohavebecomeofinteresttohisgrandfather,andweretobewellnursedandtakencareof,hisintentionwasthattheboyshouldremainunderhisownsupervision。HecouldamusehimselfwellenoughatStornham,nowthatithadbeenputinorder,ifitwaskeptupproperlyandhefilleditwithpeoplewhodidnotborehim。Therewerepeoplewhodidnotborehim——plentyofthem。Rosaliewouldstaywhereshewasandreceivehisguests。
IfsheimaginedthatthelittleepisodeofFfolliotthadbeenentirelydormant,shewasmistaken。Heknewwherethemanwas,andexactlyhowseriousitwouldbetohimifscandalwasstirredup。Hehadbeenatsometroubletofindout。Thefellowhadrecentlyhadthelucktofallintoaveryfineliving。
IthadbeenbestowedonhimbytheoldDukeofBroadmorlands,whowasthemoststrait—lacedoldboyinEngland。
Hehadbecomesoinhisdisgustatthelightbehaviourofthewifehehaddivorcedinhisearlymanhood。Nigelcackledgentlyashedetailedthat,byanagreeablecoincidence,ithappenedthatherGracehadsuddenlybecomefilledwithpiousfervour——rousedtheretobyagood—lookinglocumtenens——
result,painfuldiscoveries——thepairbeingnowrumouredtobekeepingalodging—housetogethersomewhereinAustralia。A
wordtogoodoldBroadmorlandswouldproducetheeffectofalightedmatchonabarrelofgunpowder。ItwouldbetheendofFfolliott。NeitherwoulditbeagoodintroductiontoBetty’sfirstseasoninLondon,neitherwoulditbeenjoyedbyhermother,whomherememberedasawomanwithprimitiveviewsofdomesticrectitude。HesmiledtheawfulsmileashetookoutofhispockettheenvelopecontainingthewordshiswifehadwrittentoMr。Ffolliott,\"Donotcometothehouse。MeetmeatBartyonWood。\"Itdidnottakemuchtoconvincepeople,ifonemanagedthingswithdecentforethought。TheBrents,forinstance,werefondneitherofhernorofBetty,andtheyhadneverforgottenthequestionableconductoftheirlocumtenens。Then,suddenly,hehadchangedhismannerandhadsatdown,laughing,anddrawnRosalietohiskneeandkissedher——yes,hehadkissedherandtoldhernottolooklikealittlefooloractlikeone。Nothingunpleasantwouldhappenifshebehavedherself。Bettyhadimprovedhergreatly,andshehadgrownyoungandprettyagain。Shelookedquitelikeachildsometimes,nowthatherboneswerecoveredandshedressedwell。Ifshewantedtopleasehimshecouldputherarmsroundhisneckandkisshim,ashehadkissedher。
\"Thatiswhathasmadeyoulookwhite,\"saidBetty。
\"Yes。Thereissomethingabouthimthatsometimesmakesyoufeelasiftheverybloodinyourveinsturnedwhite,\"
answeredRosy——inalowvoice,whichthenextmomentrose。
\"Don’tyousee——don’tyousee,\"shebrokeout,\"thattodispleasehimwouldbelikemurderingMr。Ffolliott——likemurderinghismotherandmine——andlikemurderingUghtred,becausehewouldbekilledbytheshameofthings——andbybeingtakenfromme。Wehavelovedeachothersomuch——somuch。
Don’tyousee?\"
\"Iseeallthatrisesupbeforeyou,\"Bettysaid,\"andI
understandyourfeelingthatyoucannotsaveyourselfbybringingruinuponaninnocentmanwhohelpedyou。Irealisethatonemusthavetimetothinkitover。But,Rosy,\"asuddenringinhervoice,\"Itellyouthereisawayout——thereisawayout!Theendofthemiseryiscoming——anditwillnotbewhathethinks。\"
\"Youalwaysbelieve————\"beganRosy。
\"Iknow,\"answeredBetty。\"Iknowtherearesomethingssobadthattheycannotgoon。Theykillthemselvesthroughtheirownevil。IKNOW!IKNOW!Thatisall。\"
CHAPTERLX
\"DON’TGOONWITHTHIS\"
Ofthesethings,asofothers,shehadcometohersolitudetothink。Shelookedoutoverthemarshesscarcelyseeingthewanderingorrestingsheep,scarcelyhearingthecryingplover,becausesomuchseemedtoconfronther,andshemustlookitallwellintheface。Shehadfulfilledthepromiseshehadmadetoherselfasachild。ShehadcomeinsearchofRosy,shehadfoundherassimpleandlovingofheartasshehadeverbeen。Themostpainfuldiscoveriesshehadmadehadbeenconcealedfromhermotheruntiltheiraspectwasmodified。
Mrs。VanderpoelneednowfeelnoshockatthesightoftherestoredRosy。LadyAnstruthershadbeenstillyoungenoughtorespondbothphysicallyandmentallytolove,companionship,agreeableluxuries,andstimulatinginterests。ButforNigel’santagonismtherewasnownoreasonwhysheshouldnotbetakenhomeforavisittoherfamily,andherlong—yearned—forNewYork,noreasonwhyherfatherandmothershouldnotcometoStornham,andthusestablishthecustomarysocialrelationsbetweentheirdaughter’shomeandtheirown。ThatthisseemedoutofthequestionwasowingtothefactthatattheoutsetofhismarriedlifeSirNigelhadallowedhimselftocommiterrorsintactics。Aperverseegotism,notwhollynormalinitsrancour,hadledhimintodeedswhichhehadbeguntosuspectofhavingcosthimtoomuch,evenbeforeBettyherselfhadpointedouttohimtheirunbusinesslikeindiscretion。Hehaddonethingshecouldnotundo,andnow,tohismind,hisonlyresourcewastotreatthemboldlyashavingbeentheproperresultsofdecisionfoundedonsoundjudgment,whichhehadnodesiretoexcuse。Asufficientlyarrogantloftinessofbearingwould,hehoped,carryhimthroughthematter。ThisBettyherselfhadguessed,butshehadnotrealisedthatthisloftinessofattitudewasindangeroflosingsomeofitseffectivenessthroughhisbeingincreasinglystungandspurredbycircumstancesandfeelingsconnectedwithherself,whichwereatonceexasperatingandattimesalmostoverpowering。When,inhismingleddislikeandadmiration,hehadbeguntostudyhissister—in—law,andthehalf—amusedweavingofthesmallplotswhichwouldmakethingssufficientlyunpleasanttobeusedasfactorsinherremovalfromthescene,ifnecessary,hehadnotcalculated,eversoremotely,onthechanceofthatmadnessbesettinghimwhichusuallybesetsmenonlyintheiryouth。Hehadimaginednootherresultstohimselfthanasubtly—excitingprivateentertainment,suchaswouldgivespicetothedullnessofvirtuouslifeinthecountry。But,despitehimselfandhisintentions,hehadfoundthesituationalter。HisfirstuncertaintyofhimselfhadarisenattheDunholmball,whenhehadsuddenlyrealisedthathewasdetestingmenwho,beingyoungandfree,wereatlibertytopaygallantcourttothenewbeauty。
PerhapsthemostdisturbingthingtohimhadbeenhisconsciousnessofhissuddenleapofantagonismtowardsMountDunstan,who,despitehisobviouslackofchance,somehowespeciallyrousedinhimtherageofwarringmaleinstinct。
Therehadbeenadmissionshehadbeenforced,atlength,tomaketohimself。Youcouldnot,itappeared,liveinthehousewithasplendidcreaturelikethisone——withherbrillianteyes,herbeautyoflineandmovementbeforeyoueveryhour,herbloom,herproudfinenessholdingthemselveswhollyintheirownkeeping——withouttherebeingthedeviltopay。Latelyhehadsometimesgonehotandcoldinrealisingthat,havingoncetoldhimselfthathemightchoosetodecidetogetridofher,henowknewthatthemerethoughtofhersailingawayofherownchoicewasmaddeningtohim。ThereWASthedeviltopay!