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类别:其他 作者:Frances Hodgson Burnett字数:10459更新时间:19/01/07 14:57:26
ItsometimesbroughtbacktohimthathideousshakinessofnervewhichhadbeenafeatureofhisillnesswhenhehadbeenontheRivierawithTeresita。 OfallthisBettyonlyknewtheoutwardsignswhich,takenattheirexteriorsignificance,weredetestableenough,anddroveherhardasshementallydweltontheminconnectionwithotherthings。Howeasy,ifshestoodalone,todefyhisevilinsolencetodoitsworst,andleavingtheplaceatanhour’snotice,tosailawaytoprotection,or,ifshechosetoremaininEngland,tosurroundherselfwithabodyguardofthepeopleinwhoseeyeshisdisreputerelegatedamansuchasNigelAnstrutherstopowerlessnonentity。Alone,shecouldhavesmiledandturnedherbackuponhim。ButshewasheretotakecareofRosy。 Sheoccupiedapositionsomethinglikethatofawomanwhoremainswithamanandenduresoutragebecauseshecannotleaveherchild。Thatthought,initself,broughtUghtredtohermind。TherewasUghtredtobeconsideredaswellashismother。Ughtred’sloveforandfaithinherweredeepandpassionatethings。Hefedonhertendernessforhim,andhadgrownstrongerbecausehespenthoursofeachdaytalking,reading,anddrivingwithher。ThesimpletruthwasthatneithershenorRosaliecoulddesertUghtred,andsolongasNigelmanagedcleverlyenough,thelawwouldgivetheboytohisfather。 \"Youareobligedtoprovethings,youknow,inacourtoflaw,\"hehadsaid,asifwithcasualamiability,onacertainoccasion。\"Provingthingsisthedevil。Peoplelosetheirtempersandrushintorowswhichendinlawsuits,andthenfindtheycanprovenothing。IfIwereavillain,\"slightlyshowinghisteethinanagreeablesmile——\"insteadofamanofblamelesslife,Ishouldgoinonlyforthatbranchofmyprofessionwhichcouldbeexercisedwithoutleavingstupidevidencebehind。\" SincehisreturntoStornhamtheoutwarddecorumofhisownconducthadentertainedhimandhehadkeptitupwithanincreasingappreciationofitsusefulnessinthepresentsituation。Whatsoeverhappenedintheend,itwasthepartofdiscretiontopresenttotheruralworldabouthimanappearanceofuprightbehaviour。Hehadevenfounditamusingtogotochurchandalsotooccasionallymakeamiablecallsatthevicarage。Itwasnotdifficult,atsuchtimes,toreferdelicatelytohisregretthatdomesticdiscomforthadledhimintotheerrorofremainingmuchawayfromStornham。Heknewthathehadbeenevenrathertouchinginhisexpressionofinterestinthefutureofhisson,andthenecessityoftheboy’sbeingprotectedfromuncontrolledhystericinfluences。 And,intheyearsofRosalie’sunprotectedwretchedness,hehadtakenexcellentcarethatno\"stupidevidence\"shouldbeexposedtoview。 OfallthisBettywasthinkingandsummingupdefinitely,pointafterpoint。Wherewasthewiseandpracticalcourseofdefence?Themostunthinkablethingwasthatonecouldfindone’sselfinapositioninwhichactionseemedinhibited。 Whatcouldonedo?Tosendforherfatherwouldsurelyendthematter——butatwhatcosttoRosy,toUghtred,toFfolliott,beforewhomthefairpathtodignifiedsecurityhadsonewlyopeneditself?Whatwouldbetheeffectofsuddenconfusion,anguish,andpublichumiliationuponRosalie’scarefullyrebuilthealthandstrength——uponhermother’snewhopeandhappiness? Atmomentsitseemedasifalmostallthathadbeendonemightbeundone。Shewasbesetbysuchamomentnow,andfeltforthetime,atleast,likeacreaturetiedhandandfootwhileinfullstrength。 Certainlyshewasnotpreparedfortheeventwhichhappened。Rolandstiffenedhisears,and,beginningarumblinggrowl,endeditsuddenly,realisingitanunnecessaryprecaution。 Heknewthemanwalkinguptheinclineofthemoundfromthesidebehindthem。SodidBettyknowhim。ItwasSirNigellookingrathergloweringandpaleandwalkingslowly。Hehaddiscoveredwhereshehadmeanttotakerefuge,andhadprobablyriddentosomepointwherehecouldleavehishorseandfollowherattheexpenseoftakingashortcutwhichsavedwalking。 Asheclimbedthemoundtojoinher,Bettyrosetoherfeet。 \"Mydeargirl,\"hesaid,\"don’tgetupasifyoumeanttogoaway。Ithascostmesomeexertiontofindyou。\" \"Itwillnotcostyouanyexertiontoloseme,\"washerlightanswer。\"IAMgoingaway。\" Hehadreachedher,andstoodstillbeforeherwithscarcelyayard’sdistancebetweenthem。Hewasslightlyoutofbreathandevenatriflelivid。Heleanedonhisstickandhislookathercombinedleapingbadtemperwithsomethingdeeper。 \"Lookhere!\"hebrokeout,\"whydoyoumakesuchapointoftreatingmelikethedevil?\" Bettyfeltherheartgiveahastenedbeat,notoffear,butofrepulsion。ThiswasthemoodandmannerwhichsubjugatedRosalie。Hehadsoraisedhisvoicethattwomeninthedistance,whomightbeeitherlabourersorsportsmen,hearingitshightone,glancedcuriouslytowardsthem。 \"Whydoyouaskmeaquestionwhichistotallyabsurd?\" shesaid。 \"Itisnotabsurd,\"heanswered。\"Iamspeakingoffacts,andIintendtocometosomeunderstandingaboutthem。\" Forreply,aftermeetinghislookafewseconds,shesimplyturnedherbackandbegantowalkaway。Hefollowedandovertookher。 \"Ishallgowithyou,andIshallsaywhatIwanttosay,\" hepersisted。\"IfyouhastenyourpaceIshallhastenmine。 Icannotexactlyseeyourunningawayfrommeacrossthemarsh,screaming。Youwouldn’tcaretoberescuedbythosemenovertherewhoarewatchingus。IshouldexplainmyselftothemintermsneitheryounorRosaliewouldenjoy。There! IknewRosalie’snamewouldpullyouup。GoodGod!IwishIwereaweakfoolwithamagnificentcreatureprotectingmeatallrisks。\" Ifshehadnothadbloodandfireinherveins,shemighthavefounditeasytoanswercalmly。Butshehadboth,andbothleapedandbeatfuriouslyforafewseconds。Itwasonlyhumanthatitshouldbeso。Butshewasmorethanapassionategirlofhighandtrenchantspirit,andshehadlearned,eveninthedaysattheFrenchschool,whathehadneverbeenabletolearninhislife——self—control。Sheheldherselfinasshewouldhaveheldinahorseoftoogreatfireandaction。Shewasactuallyabletolook——asthefirstReubenVanderpoelwouldhavelooked——athercapitalofresource。Butitmeanttautholdingofthereins。 \"Willyoutellme,\"shesaid,stopping,\"whatitisyouwant?\" \"Iwanttotalktoyou。Iwanttotellyoutruthsyouwouldratherbetoldherethanonthehighroad,wherepeoplearepassing——oratStornham,wheretheservantswouldoverhearandRosaliebethrownintohysterics。YouwillNOTrunscreamingacrossthemarsh,becauseIshouldrunscreamingafteryou,andweshouldbothlooksilly。Hereisaratherscraggytree。Willyousitonthemoundnearit——forRosalie’ssake?\" \"Iwillnotsitdown,\"repliedBetty,\"butIwilllisten,becauseitisnotabadideathatIshouldunderstandyou。Buttobeginwith,Iwilltellyousomething。\"Shestoppedbeneaththetreeandstoodwithherbackagainstitstrunk。 \"Ipickupthingsbynoticingpeopleclosely,andIhaverealisedthatallyourlifeyouhavecountedupongettingyourownwaybecauseyousawthatpeople——especiallywomen——haveahorrorofpublicscenes,andwillsubmittoalmostanythingtoavoidthem。Thatistrueveryoften,butnotalways。\" Hereyes,whichwerewellopened,werequitetheblueofsteel,andresteddirectlyuponhim。\"I,forinstance,wouldletyoumakeascenewithmeanywhereyouchose——inBondStreet—— inPiccadilly——onthestepsofBuckinghamPalace,asIwasgettingoutofmycarriagetoattendadrawing—room——andyouwouldgainnothingyouwantedbyit——nothing。Youmayplaceentireconfidenceinthatstatement。\" Hestaredbackather,momentarilyhalf—magnetised,andthenbrokeforthintoaharshhalf—laugh。 \"Youaresodamnedhandsomethatnothingelsematters。 I’mhangedifitdoes!\"andthewordswereanexclamation。 Hedrewstillnearertoher,speakingwithasortofsavagery。 \"Cannotyouseethatyoucoulddowhatyoupleasedwithme?Youaretoomagnificentathingforamantowithstand。 Ihavelostmyheadandgonetothedevilthroughyou。 ThatiswhatIcametosay。\" Inthefewsecondsofsilencethatfollowed,hisbreathcamequicklyagainandhewasevenpalerthanbefore。 \"YoucametometosayTHAT?\"askedBetty。 \"Yes——tosayitbeforeyoudrovemetootherthings。\" Hergazewasforamomentevenslightlywondering。Hepresentedthecuriouspictureofacynicalmanoftheworld,forthetimebeingruledandimpelledonlybythemostprimitiveinstincts。Toaclear—headedmodernyoungwomanofthemostpowerfulclass,he——hersister’shusband——wasmakingthreateningloveasifhewereasavagechiefandsheasavagebeautyofhistribe。Allthatconcernedhimwasthatheshouldspeakandsheshouldhear——thatheshouldshowherhewasthestrongerofthetwo。 \"AreyouQUITEmad?\"shesaid。 \"Notquite,\"heanswered;\"onlythreeparts——butIambeyondmyowncontrol。Thatisthebestproofofwhathashappenedtome。Youareanarrogantpieceandyouwoulddefymeifyoustoodalone,butyoudon’t,and,bytheLord!I havereachedapointwhereIwillmakeuseofeveryleverI canlaymyhandon——yourself,Rosalie,Ughtred,Ffolliott—— thewholelotofyou!\" Thethingwhichwashardestuponherwasherknowledgeofherownstrength——ofwhatshemighthaveallowedherselfofflamingwordsandinstantaction——butforthememoryofRosy’sghastlylittleface,asithadlookedwhenshecriedout,\"Youmustnotthinkofme。Betty,gohome——gohome!\" Sheheldthewhitedesperationofitbeforehermentalvisionandansweredhimevenwithacertaininteresteddeliberateness。 \"Doyouknow,\"sheinquired,\"thatyouaretalkingtomeasthoughyouwerethevillaininthemelodrama?\" \"Thereisanadvantageinthat,\"heanswered,withanunholysmile。\"IfyourepeatwhatIsay,peoplewillonlythinkthatyouareindulginginhystericalexaggeration。Theydon’tbelieveintheexistenceofmelodramainthesedays。\" Thecynical,absoluteknowledgeofthisrevealedsomuchthatnervewasrequiredtofaceitwithsteadiness。 \"True,\"shecommented。\"NowIthinkIunderstand。\" \"No,youdon’t,\"heburstforth。\"Youhavespentyourlifestandingonagoldenpedestal,beingkowtowedto,andyouimagineyourselfimmunefromdifficultiesbecauseyouthinkyoucanpayyourwayoutofanything。Butyouwillfindthatyoucannotpayyourwayoutofthis——orratheryoucannotpayRosalie’swayoutofit。\" \"Ishallnottry。Goon,\"saidthegirl。\"WhatIdonotunderstand,youmustexplaintome。Don’tleaveanythingunsaid。\" \"GoodGod,whatawomanyouare!\"hecriedoutbitterly。Hehadneverseensuchbeautyinhislifeashesawinherasshestoodwithherstraightyoungbodyflatagainstthetree。Itwasnotamatterofdeepcolourofeye,orhighspiritofprofile——butofsomethingwhichburnedhim。Stillasshewas,shelookedlikeaflame。Shemadehimfeeloldandbody— worn,andallthemoresenselesslyfurious。 \"Ibelieveyouhateme,\"heraged。\"AndImaythankmywifeforthat。\"Thenhelosthimselfentirely。\"Whycannotyoubehavewelltome?Ifyouwillbehavewelltome,Rosalieshallgoherownway。Ifyouevenlookedatmeasyoulookatothermen——butyoudonot。ThereisalwayssomethingunderyourlasheswhichwatchesmeasifIwereawildbeastyouwerestudying。Don’tfancyyourselfadompteuse。Iamnotyourman。Isweartoyouthatyoudon’tknowwhatyouaredealingwith。IsweartoyouthatifyouplaythisgamewithmeIwilldragyoutwodownifIdragmyselfwithyou。I havenothingmuchtolose。Youandyoursisterhaveeverything。\" \"Goon,\"Bettysaidbriefly。 \"Goon!Yes,Iwillgoon。RosalieandFfolliottIholdinthehollowofmyhand。Asforyou——doyouknowthatpeoplearebeginningtodiscussyou?Gossipiseasilystirredinthecountry,wherepeoplearesoboredthattheychatterinself—defence。Ihavebeenconsideredabadlot。Ihavebecomecuriouslyattachedtomysister—in—law。Iamseenhangingabouther,hangingoverheraswerideorwalkalonetogether。AnAmericanyoungwomanisnotlikeanEnglishgirl——sheisusedtoseeingthemarriageceremonyjuggledwith。There’satrifleofprejudiceagainstsuchyoungwomenwhentheyaretoorichandtoohandsome。Don’tlookatmelikethat!\"heburstforth,withmaddenedsharpness,\"Iwon’thaveit!\" Thegirlwasregardinghimwiththeexpressionhemostresented——thereflectionofanormalpersonwatchinganabnormalone,andstudyinghisabnormality。 \"Doyouknowthatyouareraving?\"shesaid,withquietcuriosity——\"raving?\" Suddenlyhesatdownonthelowmoundnearhim,andashetouchedhisforeheadwithhishandkerchief,shesawthathishandactuallyshook。 \"Yes,\"heanswered,panting,\"but’waremyravings! Theymeanwhattheysay。\" \"Youdoyourselfaninjurywhenyougivewaytothem\"—— steadily,evenwithatouchofslowsignificance——\"aphysicalinjury。Ihavenoticedthatmorethanonce。\" Hesprangtohisfeetagain。Everydropofbloodlefthisface。Forasecondhelookedasifhewouldstrikeher。Hisarmactuallyflungitselfout——andfell。 \"Youdevil!\"hegasped。\"Youcountonthat?Youshe—devil!\" Shelefthertreeandstoodbeforehim。 \"Listentome,\"shesaid。\"Youintimatethatyouhavebeenlayingmelodramaticplotsagainstmewhichwillinjuremygoodname。Thatisrubbish。Letusleaveitatthat。YouthreatenthatyouwillbreakRosy’sheartandtakeherchildfromher,yousayalsothatyouwillwoundandhurtmymothertoherdeathanddoyourworsttoruinanhonestman————\" \"And,byGod,Iwill!\"heraged。\"Andyoucannotstopme,if————\" \"IdonotknowwhetherIcanstopyouornot,thoughyoumaybesureIwilltry,\"sheinterruptedhim,\"butthatisnotwhatIwasgoingtosay。\"Shedrewastepnearer,andtherewassomethingintheintensityofherlookwhichfascinatedandheldhimforamoment。Shewascuriouslygrave。\"Nigel,I believeincertainthingsyoudonotbelievein。Ibelieveblackthoughtsbreedblackillstothosewhothinkthem。Itisnotanewidea。ThereisanoldOrientalproverbwhichsays,`Curses,likechickens,comehometoroost。’Ibelievealsothattheworst——theveryworstCANNOTbedonetothosewhothinksteadily——steadily——onlyofthebest。Toyouthatismerelysuperstitiontobelaughedat。Thatisamatterofopinion。 But——don’tgoonwiththisthing——DON’TGOONWITHIT。Stopandthinkitover。\" Hestaredatherfuriously——triedtolaughoutright,andfailedbecausethelookinhereyeswassooddinitsstrengthandstillness。 \"Youthinkyoucanlaysomeweirdspelluponme,\"hejeeredsardonically。 \"No,Idon’t,\"sheanswered。\"IcouldnotifIwould。Itisnoaffairofmine。Itisyouraffaironly——andthereisnothingweirdaboutit。Don’tgoon,Itellyou。Thinkbetterofit。\" Sheturnedaboutwithoutfurtherspeech,andwalkedawayfromhimwithlightswiftnessoverthemarsh。Oddlyenough,hedidnotevenattempttofollowher。Hefeltalittleweak—— perhapsbecauseacertainthingshehadsaidhadbroughtbacktohimafamiliartouchofthehorrors。Shehadtheeyesofafalconundertheodd,softshadeoftheextraordinarylashes。 Shehadseenwhathethoughtnoonebuthimselfhadrealised。 Havingwatchedherretreatingfigureforafewseconds,hesatdown——assuddenlyasbefore——onthemoundnearthetree。 \"Oh,damnher!\"hesaid,hisdampforeheadonhishands。 \"Damnthewholeuniverse!\"…… WhenBettyandRolandreachedStornham,thewicker—workponychaisefromthevicaragestoodbeforethestoneentrancesteps。Thedrawing—roomdoorwasopen,andMrs。BrentwasstandingnearitsayingsomelastwordstoLadyAnstruthersbeforeleavingthehouse,afteravisitevidentlymadewithanobject。ThisBettygatheredfromthesolemnityofhermanner。 \"Betty,\"saidLadyAnstruthers,catchingsightofher,\"docomeinforamoment。\" WhenBettyentered,bothhersisterandMrs。Brentlookedatherquestioningly。 \"Youlookalittlepaleandtired,MissVanderpoel,\"Mrs。 Brentsaid,ratherasifinhastetobethefirsttospeak。\"I hopeyouarenotatallunwell。Weneedallourstrengthjustnow。Ihavebroughtthemostpainfulnews。MalignanttyphoidfeverhasbrokenoutamongthehoppickersontheMountDunstanestate。SomepoorcreaturewasevidentlysickeningforitwhenhecamefromLondon。Threepeoplediedlastnight。\" CHAPTERXLI SHEWOULDDOSOMETHING SirNigel’sfacewasnotagoodthingtoseewhenheappearedatthedinnertableintheevening。Ashetookhisseatthetwofootmenglancedquicklyateachother,andthebutleratthesideboardfurtivelythrustouthisunderlip。Notamanorwomaninthehouseholdbuthadlearnedthesignaldenotingthemomentwhennoservicewouldplease,nowordormovementbeunobjectionable。LadyAnstruthers’faceunconsciouslyassumeditspropitiatoryexpression,andsheglancedathersistermorethanoncewhenBettywasunawarethatshedidso。 Untilthesouphadbeenremoved,SirNigelscarcelyspoke,merelymakingcurtrepliestoanycasualremark。Thiswasoneofhissimpleandmostengagingmethodsofatonceenjoyinganill—humourandmakinghiswifefeelthatshewasinsomewaytoblameforit。 \"MountDunstanisinadeucedlyunpleasantposition,\"hecondescendedatlast。\"Ishouldnotcaretostandinhisshoes。\" HehadnotreturnedtotheCourtuntillateintheafternoon,buthavingheardinthevillagetherumouroftheoutbreakoffever,hehadmadeinquiriesandgathereddetail。 \"Youarethinkingoftheoutbreakoftyphoidamongthehoppickers?\"saidLadyAnstruthers。\"Mrs。Brentthinksitthreatenstobeveryserious。\" \"Anepidemic,withoutadoubt,\"heanswered。\"InawretchedunsanitaryplacelikeDunstanvillage,thewretcheswilldielikeflies。\" \"Whatwillbedone?\"inquiredBetty。 Hegaveheroneoftheunpleasantpersonalglancesandlaughedderisively。 \"Done?Thecountyauthorities,whocallthemselves`guardians,’willbefrightenedtodeathandwillpotteraboutandfusslikeoldwomen,andprofesstoexamineandprotectandlayrestrictions,buteveryonewillmanagetokeepatadiscreetdistance,andthethingwillrunriotanddoitsworst。 Asfarasonecansee,thereseemsnoreasonwhythewholeplaceshouldnotbesweptaway。NodoubtMountDunstanhaswiselytakentohisheelsalready。\" \"Ithinkthat,onthecontrary,therewouldbemuchdoubtofthat,\"Bettysaid。\"Hewouldstayanddowhathecould。\" SirNigelshruggedhisshoulders。 \"Wouldhe?Ithinkyou’llfindhewouldnot。\" \"Mrs。Brenttellsme,\"Rosaliebrokeinsomewhathurriedly,\"thatthehutsforthehoppersareintheworstpossiblecondition。Theyaresodilapidatedthattherainpoursintothem。Thereisnopropershelterforthepeoplewhoareill,andLordMountDunstancannotaffordtotakecareofthem。\" \"ButheWILL——heWILL,\"brokeforthBetty。Herheadlifteditselfandshespokealmostasifthroughhersmall,shutteeth。 Awaveofintensebelief——high,proud,andobstinate,sweptthroughher。ItwasafeelingsostrongandvibrantthatshefeltasifMountDunstanhimselfmustbereachedandupbornebyit——asifhehimselfmusthearher。 Rosalielookedatherhalf—startled,and,forthemomentheldfascinatedbythesuddenforcerisinginherandbythesplendidsparkoflightunderherlids。ShewasremindedofthefiercelittleBettyoflongago,withherdelicate,indomitablesmallfaceandthespiritwhichevenatnineyearsoldhadsomehowseemedsostrongandstraitlykeenofsightthatonehadknownitmightalwaysbetrusted。Actually,inoneway,shehadnotchanged。Shesawthetruthofthings。Thenextinstant,however,inadvertentlyglancingtowardsherhusband,shecaughtherbreathquickly。Acrosshisheavy—featuredfacehadshotthesuddengleamofanewexpression。Itwasasifhehadatthemomentrecognisedsomethingwhichfilledhimwitharushoffuryhehimselfwasnotpreparedfor。Thathedidnotwishittobeseensheknewbyhismanner。Therewasabriefsilenceinwhichitpassedaway。Hespokeafterit,withdisagreeableprecision。 \"Hehashadanenormouseffectonyou——thatman,\"hesaidtoBetty。 Hespokeclearlysothatshemighthavethepleasureofbeingcertainthatthemenservantsheard。Theywereclosetothetable,handingfruit——professingtobeautomatons,eyesdown,facesexpressingnothing,butasquickofhearingasitissaidthatblindmenare。Heknewthatifhehadbeeninherplaceandathingasinsultinglysignificanthadbeensaidtohim,heshouldpromptlyhavehurledthenearestobject——plate,wine— glass,ordecanter——inthefaceofthespeaker。Heknew,too,thatwomencannothurlprojectileswithoutlookinglikeviragosandfools。Theweakly—femininemightburstintotearsorintoasillyrageandleavethetable。Therewasadistinctbreath’sspaceofpause,andBetty,cuttingaclusterfromabunchofhothousegrapespresentedbythefootmanatherside,answeredasclearlyashehadspokenhimself。 \"Heisstrongenoughtoproduceaneffectonanyone,\"shesaid。 \"Ithinkyoufeelthatyourself。Heisamanwhowillnotbebeatenintheend。Fortunewillgivehimsomegoodthing。\" \"Heisafellowwhoknowswellenoughonwhichhandofhimgoodthingslie,\"hesaid。\"Hewilltakeallthatoffersitself。\" \"Whynot?\"Bettysaidimpartially。 \"Theremustbenoridingordrivingintheneighbourhoodoftheplace,\"hesaidnext。\"Iwillhavenorisksrun。\"Heturnedandaddressedthebutler。\"Jennings,telltheservantsthatthosearemyorders。\" Hesatoverhiswinebutashorttimethatevening,andwhenhejoinedhiswifeandsister—in—lawinthedrawing—roomhewentatoncetoBetty。Infact,hewasintheconditionwhenamancannotkeepawayfromawoman,butmustinventsomereasonforreachingherwhetheritisfatuousorplausible。 \"WhatIsaidtoJenningswasanordertoyouaswellastothepeoplebelowstairs。IknowyouareparticularlyfondofridinginthedirectionofMountDunstan。Youareinmycaresolongasyouareinmyhouse。\" \"Ordersarenotnecessary,\"Bettyreplied。\"Thedayispastwhenonerushedtosmoothpillowsandgivethewrongmedicinewhenone’sfriendswereill。Ifoneisnotaproperly— trainednurse,itiswisernottoriskbeingverymuchintheway。\" Hespokeoverhershoulder,droppinghisvoice,thoughLadyAnstrutherssatapart,appearingtoread。 \"Don’tthinkIamfoolenoughnottounderstand。Youhaveyourselfundermagnificentcontrol,butawomanpassionatelyinlovecannotkeepacertainlookoutofhereyes。\" Hewasstandingonthehearth。Bettyswungherselflightlyround,facinghimsquarely。Herfulllookwassplendid。 \"Ifitisthere——letitstay,\"shesaid。\"IwouldnotkeepitoutofmyeyesifIcould,and,youareright,IcouldnotifI would——ifitisthere。Ifitis——letitstay。\" Thedaring,throbbing,humantruthofhermadehisbrainwhirl。Toamanyoungandcleanandfittocountasinthelists,tohaveheardhersaythethingofarivalwouldhavebeenhardenough,butbase,degenerate,andoftheworldbehindherday,tohearitwhilefrenziedforher,wasintolerable。AnditwasMountDunstansheboreherselfsohighlyfor。Whethermelodramaisoutofdateornotthereare,occasionally,somefinemelodramatictouchesintheenmitiesofto—day。 \"Youthinkyouwillreachhim,\"hepersisted。\"Youthinkyouwillhelphiminsomeway。Youwillnotletthethingalone。\" \"ExcusemymentioningthatwhatsoeverItakethelibertyofdoingwillencroachonnorightofyours,\"shesaid。 But,aloneinherroom,aftershewentupstairs,thefacereflectingitselfinthemirrorwaspaleanditsblackbrowsweredrawntogether。 Shesatdownatthedressing—table,and,seeingthepaledface,drewtheblackbrowscloser,confrontingacomplicatingtruth。 \"IfIwerefreetotakeRosalieandUghtredhometo—morrow,\"shethought,\"Icouldnotbeartogo。Ishouldsuffertoomuch。\" Shewassufferingnow。Thestronglonginginherheartwaslikeaphysicalpain。Nowordorlookofthisonemanhadgivenherproofthathisthoughtsturnedtoher,andyetitwasintolerable——intolerable——thatinhishourofstressandneedtheywereaswhollyapartasifworldsrolledbetweenthem。 Atanydiremomentitwasmerenaturethatsheshouldgiveherselfinhelpandsupport。If,onthenightatsea,whentheyhadfirstspokentoeachother,theshiphadgonedown,sheknewthattheytwo,strangersthoughtheywere,wouldhaveworkedsidebysideamongthefranticpeople,andhavebeenamongthelasttotaketotheboats。Howdidsheknow?Onlybecause,hebeinghe,andshebeingshe,itmusthavebeensoinaccordancewiththelawsrulingentities。Andnowhestoodfacingacalamityalmostasterrible——andshewithfullhandssatstill。