ItsometimesbroughtbacktohimthathideousshakinessofnervewhichhadbeenafeatureofhisillnesswhenhehadbeenontheRivierawithTeresita。
OfallthisBettyonlyknewtheoutwardsignswhich,takenattheirexteriorsignificance,weredetestableenough,anddroveherhardasshementallydweltontheminconnectionwithotherthings。Howeasy,ifshestoodalone,todefyhisevilinsolencetodoitsworst,andleavingtheplaceatanhour’snotice,tosailawaytoprotection,or,ifshechosetoremaininEngland,tosurroundherselfwithabodyguardofthepeopleinwhoseeyeshisdisreputerelegatedamansuchasNigelAnstrutherstopowerlessnonentity。Alone,shecouldhavesmiledandturnedherbackuponhim。ButshewasheretotakecareofRosy。
Sheoccupiedapositionsomethinglikethatofawomanwhoremainswithamanandenduresoutragebecauseshecannotleaveherchild。Thatthought,initself,broughtUghtredtohermind。TherewasUghtredtobeconsideredaswellashismother。Ughtred’sloveforandfaithinherweredeepandpassionatethings。Hefedonhertendernessforhim,andhadgrownstrongerbecausehespenthoursofeachdaytalking,reading,anddrivingwithher。ThesimpletruthwasthatneithershenorRosaliecoulddesertUghtred,andsolongasNigelmanagedcleverlyenough,thelawwouldgivetheboytohisfather。
\"Youareobligedtoprovethings,youknow,inacourtoflaw,\"hehadsaid,asifwithcasualamiability,onacertainoccasion。\"Provingthingsisthedevil。Peoplelosetheirtempersandrushintorowswhichendinlawsuits,andthenfindtheycanprovenothing。IfIwereavillain,\"slightlyshowinghisteethinanagreeablesmile——\"insteadofamanofblamelesslife,Ishouldgoinonlyforthatbranchofmyprofessionwhichcouldbeexercisedwithoutleavingstupidevidencebehind。\"
SincehisreturntoStornhamtheoutwarddecorumofhisownconducthadentertainedhimandhehadkeptitupwithanincreasingappreciationofitsusefulnessinthepresentsituation。Whatsoeverhappenedintheend,itwasthepartofdiscretiontopresenttotheruralworldabouthimanappearanceofuprightbehaviour。Hehadevenfounditamusingtogotochurchandalsotooccasionallymakeamiablecallsatthevicarage。Itwasnotdifficult,atsuchtimes,toreferdelicatelytohisregretthatdomesticdiscomforthadledhimintotheerrorofremainingmuchawayfromStornham。Heknewthathehadbeenevenrathertouchinginhisexpressionofinterestinthefutureofhisson,andthenecessityoftheboy’sbeingprotectedfromuncontrolledhystericinfluences。
And,intheyearsofRosalie’sunprotectedwretchedness,hehadtakenexcellentcarethatno\"stupidevidence\"shouldbeexposedtoview。
OfallthisBettywasthinkingandsummingupdefinitely,pointafterpoint。Wherewasthewiseandpracticalcourseofdefence?Themostunthinkablethingwasthatonecouldfindone’sselfinapositioninwhichactionseemedinhibited。
Whatcouldonedo?Tosendforherfatherwouldsurelyendthematter——butatwhatcosttoRosy,toUghtred,toFfolliott,beforewhomthefairpathtodignifiedsecurityhadsonewlyopeneditself?Whatwouldbetheeffectofsuddenconfusion,anguish,andpublichumiliationuponRosalie’scarefullyrebuilthealthandstrength——uponhermother’snewhopeandhappiness?
Atmomentsitseemedasifalmostallthathadbeendonemightbeundone。Shewasbesetbysuchamomentnow,andfeltforthetime,atleast,likeacreaturetiedhandandfootwhileinfullstrength。
Certainlyshewasnotpreparedfortheeventwhichhappened。Rolandstiffenedhisears,and,beginningarumblinggrowl,endeditsuddenly,realisingitanunnecessaryprecaution。
Heknewthemanwalkinguptheinclineofthemoundfromthesidebehindthem。SodidBettyknowhim。ItwasSirNigellookingrathergloweringandpaleandwalkingslowly。Hehaddiscoveredwhereshehadmeanttotakerefuge,andhadprobablyriddentosomepointwherehecouldleavehishorseandfollowherattheexpenseoftakingashortcutwhichsavedwalking。
Asheclimbedthemoundtojoinher,Bettyrosetoherfeet。
\"Mydeargirl,\"hesaid,\"don’tgetupasifyoumeanttogoaway。Ithascostmesomeexertiontofindyou。\"
\"Itwillnotcostyouanyexertiontoloseme,\"washerlightanswer。\"IAMgoingaway。\"
Hehadreachedher,andstoodstillbeforeherwithscarcelyayard’sdistancebetweenthem。Hewasslightlyoutofbreathandevenatriflelivid。Heleanedonhisstickandhislookathercombinedleapingbadtemperwithsomethingdeeper。
\"Lookhere!\"hebrokeout,\"whydoyoumakesuchapointoftreatingmelikethedevil?\"
Bettyfeltherheartgiveahastenedbeat,notoffear,butofrepulsion。ThiswasthemoodandmannerwhichsubjugatedRosalie。Hehadsoraisedhisvoicethattwomeninthedistance,whomightbeeitherlabourersorsportsmen,hearingitshightone,glancedcuriouslytowardsthem。
\"Whydoyouaskmeaquestionwhichistotallyabsurd?\"
shesaid。
\"Itisnotabsurd,\"heanswered。\"Iamspeakingoffacts,andIintendtocometosomeunderstandingaboutthem。\"
Forreply,aftermeetinghislookafewseconds,shesimplyturnedherbackandbegantowalkaway。Hefollowedandovertookher。
\"Ishallgowithyou,andIshallsaywhatIwanttosay,\"
hepersisted。\"IfyouhastenyourpaceIshallhastenmine。
Icannotexactlyseeyourunningawayfrommeacrossthemarsh,screaming。Youwouldn’tcaretoberescuedbythosemenovertherewhoarewatchingus。IshouldexplainmyselftothemintermsneitheryounorRosaliewouldenjoy。There!
IknewRosalie’snamewouldpullyouup。GoodGod!IwishIwereaweakfoolwithamagnificentcreatureprotectingmeatallrisks。\"
Ifshehadnothadbloodandfireinherveins,shemighthavefounditeasytoanswercalmly。Butshehadboth,andbothleapedandbeatfuriouslyforafewseconds。Itwasonlyhumanthatitshouldbeso。Butshewasmorethanapassionategirlofhighandtrenchantspirit,andshehadlearned,eveninthedaysattheFrenchschool,whathehadneverbeenabletolearninhislife——self—control。Sheheldherselfinasshewouldhaveheldinahorseoftoogreatfireandaction。Shewasactuallyabletolook——asthefirstReubenVanderpoelwouldhavelooked——athercapitalofresource。Butitmeanttautholdingofthereins。
\"Willyoutellme,\"shesaid,stopping,\"whatitisyouwant?\"
\"Iwanttotalktoyou。Iwanttotellyoutruthsyouwouldratherbetoldherethanonthehighroad,wherepeoplearepassing——oratStornham,wheretheservantswouldoverhearandRosaliebethrownintohysterics。YouwillNOTrunscreamingacrossthemarsh,becauseIshouldrunscreamingafteryou,andweshouldbothlooksilly。Hereisaratherscraggytree。Willyousitonthemoundnearit——forRosalie’ssake?\"
\"Iwillnotsitdown,\"repliedBetty,\"butIwilllisten,becauseitisnotabadideathatIshouldunderstandyou。Buttobeginwith,Iwilltellyousomething。\"Shestoppedbeneaththetreeandstoodwithherbackagainstitstrunk。
\"Ipickupthingsbynoticingpeopleclosely,andIhaverealisedthatallyourlifeyouhavecountedupongettingyourownwaybecauseyousawthatpeople——especiallywomen——haveahorrorofpublicscenes,andwillsubmittoalmostanythingtoavoidthem。Thatistrueveryoften,butnotalways。\"
Hereyes,whichwerewellopened,werequitetheblueofsteel,andresteddirectlyuponhim。\"I,forinstance,wouldletyoumakeascenewithmeanywhereyouchose——inBondStreet——
inPiccadilly——onthestepsofBuckinghamPalace,asIwasgettingoutofmycarriagetoattendadrawing—room——andyouwouldgainnothingyouwantedbyit——nothing。Youmayplaceentireconfidenceinthatstatement。\"
Hestaredbackather,momentarilyhalf—magnetised,andthenbrokeforthintoaharshhalf—laugh。
\"Youaresodamnedhandsomethatnothingelsematters。
I’mhangedifitdoes!\"andthewordswereanexclamation。
Hedrewstillnearertoher,speakingwithasortofsavagery。
\"Cannotyouseethatyoucoulddowhatyoupleasedwithme?Youaretoomagnificentathingforamantowithstand。
Ihavelostmyheadandgonetothedevilthroughyou。
ThatiswhatIcametosay。\"
Inthefewsecondsofsilencethatfollowed,hisbreathcamequicklyagainandhewasevenpalerthanbefore。
\"YoucametometosayTHAT?\"askedBetty。
\"Yes——tosayitbeforeyoudrovemetootherthings。\"
Hergazewasforamomentevenslightlywondering。Hepresentedthecuriouspictureofacynicalmanoftheworld,forthetimebeingruledandimpelledonlybythemostprimitiveinstincts。Toaclear—headedmodernyoungwomanofthemostpowerfulclass,he——hersister’shusband——wasmakingthreateningloveasifhewereasavagechiefandsheasavagebeautyofhistribe。Allthatconcernedhimwasthatheshouldspeakandsheshouldhear——thatheshouldshowherhewasthestrongerofthetwo。
\"AreyouQUITEmad?\"shesaid。
\"Notquite,\"heanswered;\"onlythreeparts——butIambeyondmyowncontrol。Thatisthebestproofofwhathashappenedtome。Youareanarrogantpieceandyouwoulddefymeifyoustoodalone,butyoudon’t,and,bytheLord!I
havereachedapointwhereIwillmakeuseofeveryleverI
canlaymyhandon——yourself,Rosalie,Ughtred,Ffolliott——
thewholelotofyou!\"
Thethingwhichwashardestuponherwasherknowledgeofherownstrength——ofwhatshemighthaveallowedherselfofflamingwordsandinstantaction——butforthememoryofRosy’sghastlylittleface,asithadlookedwhenshecriedout,\"Youmustnotthinkofme。Betty,gohome——gohome!\"
Sheheldthewhitedesperationofitbeforehermentalvisionandansweredhimevenwithacertaininteresteddeliberateness。
\"Doyouknow,\"sheinquired,\"thatyouaretalkingtomeasthoughyouwerethevillaininthemelodrama?\"
\"Thereisanadvantageinthat,\"heanswered,withanunholysmile。\"IfyourepeatwhatIsay,peoplewillonlythinkthatyouareindulginginhystericalexaggeration。Theydon’tbelieveintheexistenceofmelodramainthesedays。\"
Thecynical,absoluteknowledgeofthisrevealedsomuchthatnervewasrequiredtofaceitwithsteadiness。
\"True,\"shecommented。\"NowIthinkIunderstand。\"
\"No,youdon’t,\"heburstforth。\"Youhavespentyourlifestandingonagoldenpedestal,beingkowtowedto,andyouimagineyourselfimmunefromdifficultiesbecauseyouthinkyoucanpayyourwayoutofanything。Butyouwillfindthatyoucannotpayyourwayoutofthis——orratheryoucannotpayRosalie’swayoutofit。\"
\"Ishallnottry。Goon,\"saidthegirl。\"WhatIdonotunderstand,youmustexplaintome。Don’tleaveanythingunsaid。\"
\"GoodGod,whatawomanyouare!\"hecriedoutbitterly。Hehadneverseensuchbeautyinhislifeashesawinherasshestoodwithherstraightyoungbodyflatagainstthetree。Itwasnotamatterofdeepcolourofeye,orhighspiritofprofile——butofsomethingwhichburnedhim。Stillasshewas,shelookedlikeaflame。Shemadehimfeeloldandbody—
worn,andallthemoresenselesslyfurious。
\"Ibelieveyouhateme,\"heraged。\"AndImaythankmywifeforthat。\"Thenhelosthimselfentirely。\"Whycannotyoubehavewelltome?Ifyouwillbehavewelltome,Rosalieshallgoherownway。Ifyouevenlookedatmeasyoulookatothermen——butyoudonot。ThereisalwayssomethingunderyourlasheswhichwatchesmeasifIwereawildbeastyouwerestudying。Don’tfancyyourselfadompteuse。Iamnotyourman。Isweartoyouthatyoudon’tknowwhatyouaredealingwith。IsweartoyouthatifyouplaythisgamewithmeIwilldragyoutwodownifIdragmyselfwithyou。I
havenothingmuchtolose。Youandyoursisterhaveeverything。\"
\"Goon,\"Bettysaidbriefly。
\"Goon!Yes,Iwillgoon。RosalieandFfolliottIholdinthehollowofmyhand。Asforyou——doyouknowthatpeoplearebeginningtodiscussyou?Gossipiseasilystirredinthecountry,wherepeoplearesoboredthattheychatterinself—defence。Ihavebeenconsideredabadlot。Ihavebecomecuriouslyattachedtomysister—in—law。Iamseenhangingabouther,hangingoverheraswerideorwalkalonetogether。AnAmericanyoungwomanisnotlikeanEnglishgirl——sheisusedtoseeingthemarriageceremonyjuggledwith。There’satrifleofprejudiceagainstsuchyoungwomenwhentheyaretoorichandtoohandsome。Don’tlookatmelikethat!\"heburstforth,withmaddenedsharpness,\"Iwon’thaveit!\"
Thegirlwasregardinghimwiththeexpressionhemostresented——thereflectionofanormalpersonwatchinganabnormalone,andstudyinghisabnormality。
\"Doyouknowthatyouareraving?\"shesaid,withquietcuriosity——\"raving?\"
Suddenlyhesatdownonthelowmoundnearhim,andashetouchedhisforeheadwithhishandkerchief,shesawthathishandactuallyshook。
\"Yes,\"heanswered,panting,\"but’waremyravings!
Theymeanwhattheysay。\"
\"Youdoyourselfaninjurywhenyougivewaytothem\"——
steadily,evenwithatouchofslowsignificance——\"aphysicalinjury。Ihavenoticedthatmorethanonce。\"
Hesprangtohisfeetagain。Everydropofbloodlefthisface。Forasecondhelookedasifhewouldstrikeher。Hisarmactuallyflungitselfout——andfell。
\"Youdevil!\"hegasped。\"Youcountonthat?Youshe—devil!\"
Shelefthertreeandstoodbeforehim。
\"Listentome,\"shesaid。\"Youintimatethatyouhavebeenlayingmelodramaticplotsagainstmewhichwillinjuremygoodname。Thatisrubbish。Letusleaveitatthat。YouthreatenthatyouwillbreakRosy’sheartandtakeherchildfromher,yousayalsothatyouwillwoundandhurtmymothertoherdeathanddoyourworsttoruinanhonestman————\"
\"And,byGod,Iwill!\"heraged。\"Andyoucannotstopme,if————\"
\"IdonotknowwhetherIcanstopyouornot,thoughyoumaybesureIwilltry,\"sheinterruptedhim,\"butthatisnotwhatIwasgoingtosay。\"Shedrewastepnearer,andtherewassomethingintheintensityofherlookwhichfascinatedandheldhimforamoment。Shewascuriouslygrave。\"Nigel,I
believeincertainthingsyoudonotbelievein。Ibelieveblackthoughtsbreedblackillstothosewhothinkthem。Itisnotanewidea。ThereisanoldOrientalproverbwhichsays,`Curses,likechickens,comehometoroost。’Ibelievealsothattheworst——theveryworstCANNOTbedonetothosewhothinksteadily——steadily——onlyofthebest。Toyouthatismerelysuperstitiontobelaughedat。Thatisamatterofopinion。
But——don’tgoonwiththisthing——DON’TGOONWITHIT。Stopandthinkitover。\"
Hestaredatherfuriously——triedtolaughoutright,andfailedbecausethelookinhereyeswassooddinitsstrengthandstillness。
\"Youthinkyoucanlaysomeweirdspelluponme,\"hejeeredsardonically。
\"No,Idon’t,\"sheanswered。\"IcouldnotifIwould。Itisnoaffairofmine。Itisyouraffaironly——andthereisnothingweirdaboutit。Don’tgoon,Itellyou。Thinkbetterofit。\"
Sheturnedaboutwithoutfurtherspeech,andwalkedawayfromhimwithlightswiftnessoverthemarsh。Oddlyenough,hedidnotevenattempttofollowher。Hefeltalittleweak——
perhapsbecauseacertainthingshehadsaidhadbroughtbacktohimafamiliartouchofthehorrors。Shehadtheeyesofafalconundertheodd,softshadeoftheextraordinarylashes。
Shehadseenwhathethoughtnoonebuthimselfhadrealised。
Havingwatchedherretreatingfigureforafewseconds,hesatdown——assuddenlyasbefore——onthemoundnearthetree。
\"Oh,damnher!\"hesaid,hisdampforeheadonhishands。
\"Damnthewholeuniverse!\"……
WhenBettyandRolandreachedStornham,thewicker—workponychaisefromthevicaragestoodbeforethestoneentrancesteps。Thedrawing—roomdoorwasopen,andMrs。BrentwasstandingnearitsayingsomelastwordstoLadyAnstruthersbeforeleavingthehouse,afteravisitevidentlymadewithanobject。ThisBettygatheredfromthesolemnityofhermanner。
\"Betty,\"saidLadyAnstruthers,catchingsightofher,\"docomeinforamoment。\"
WhenBettyentered,bothhersisterandMrs。Brentlookedatherquestioningly。
\"Youlookalittlepaleandtired,MissVanderpoel,\"Mrs。
Brentsaid,ratherasifinhastetobethefirsttospeak。\"I
hopeyouarenotatallunwell。Weneedallourstrengthjustnow。Ihavebroughtthemostpainfulnews。MalignanttyphoidfeverhasbrokenoutamongthehoppickersontheMountDunstanestate。SomepoorcreaturewasevidentlysickeningforitwhenhecamefromLondon。Threepeoplediedlastnight。\"
CHAPTERXLI
SHEWOULDDOSOMETHING
SirNigel’sfacewasnotagoodthingtoseewhenheappearedatthedinnertableintheevening。Ashetookhisseatthetwofootmenglancedquicklyateachother,andthebutleratthesideboardfurtivelythrustouthisunderlip。Notamanorwomaninthehouseholdbuthadlearnedthesignaldenotingthemomentwhennoservicewouldplease,nowordormovementbeunobjectionable。LadyAnstruthers’faceunconsciouslyassumeditspropitiatoryexpression,andsheglancedathersistermorethanoncewhenBettywasunawarethatshedidso。
Untilthesouphadbeenremoved,SirNigelscarcelyspoke,merelymakingcurtrepliestoanycasualremark。Thiswasoneofhissimpleandmostengagingmethodsofatonceenjoyinganill—humourandmakinghiswifefeelthatshewasinsomewaytoblameforit。
\"MountDunstanisinadeucedlyunpleasantposition,\"hecondescendedatlast。\"Ishouldnotcaretostandinhisshoes。\"
HehadnotreturnedtotheCourtuntillateintheafternoon,buthavingheardinthevillagetherumouroftheoutbreakoffever,hehadmadeinquiriesandgathereddetail。
\"Youarethinkingoftheoutbreakoftyphoidamongthehoppickers?\"saidLadyAnstruthers。\"Mrs。Brentthinksitthreatenstobeveryserious。\"
\"Anepidemic,withoutadoubt,\"heanswered。\"InawretchedunsanitaryplacelikeDunstanvillage,thewretcheswilldielikeflies。\"
\"Whatwillbedone?\"inquiredBetty。
Hegaveheroneoftheunpleasantpersonalglancesandlaughedderisively。
\"Done?Thecountyauthorities,whocallthemselves`guardians,’willbefrightenedtodeathandwillpotteraboutandfusslikeoldwomen,andprofesstoexamineandprotectandlayrestrictions,buteveryonewillmanagetokeepatadiscreetdistance,andthethingwillrunriotanddoitsworst。
Asfarasonecansee,thereseemsnoreasonwhythewholeplaceshouldnotbesweptaway。NodoubtMountDunstanhaswiselytakentohisheelsalready。\"
\"Ithinkthat,onthecontrary,therewouldbemuchdoubtofthat,\"Bettysaid。\"Hewouldstayanddowhathecould。\"
SirNigelshruggedhisshoulders。
\"Wouldhe?Ithinkyou’llfindhewouldnot。\"
\"Mrs。Brenttellsme,\"Rosaliebrokeinsomewhathurriedly,\"thatthehutsforthehoppersareintheworstpossiblecondition。Theyaresodilapidatedthattherainpoursintothem。Thereisnopropershelterforthepeoplewhoareill,andLordMountDunstancannotaffordtotakecareofthem。\"
\"ButheWILL——heWILL,\"brokeforthBetty。Herheadlifteditselfandshespokealmostasifthroughhersmall,shutteeth。
Awaveofintensebelief——high,proud,andobstinate,sweptthroughher。ItwasafeelingsostrongandvibrantthatshefeltasifMountDunstanhimselfmustbereachedandupbornebyit——asifhehimselfmusthearher。
Rosalielookedatherhalf—startled,and,forthemomentheldfascinatedbythesuddenforcerisinginherandbythesplendidsparkoflightunderherlids。ShewasremindedofthefiercelittleBettyoflongago,withherdelicate,indomitablesmallfaceandthespiritwhichevenatnineyearsoldhadsomehowseemedsostrongandstraitlykeenofsightthatonehadknownitmightalwaysbetrusted。Actually,inoneway,shehadnotchanged。Shesawthetruthofthings。Thenextinstant,however,inadvertentlyglancingtowardsherhusband,shecaughtherbreathquickly。Acrosshisheavy—featuredfacehadshotthesuddengleamofanewexpression。Itwasasifhehadatthemomentrecognisedsomethingwhichfilledhimwitharushoffuryhehimselfwasnotpreparedfor。Thathedidnotwishittobeseensheknewbyhismanner。Therewasabriefsilenceinwhichitpassedaway。Hespokeafterit,withdisagreeableprecision。
\"Hehashadanenormouseffectonyou——thatman,\"hesaidtoBetty。
Hespokeclearlysothatshemighthavethepleasureofbeingcertainthatthemenservantsheard。Theywereclosetothetable,handingfruit——professingtobeautomatons,eyesdown,facesexpressingnothing,butasquickofhearingasitissaidthatblindmenare。Heknewthatifhehadbeeninherplaceandathingasinsultinglysignificanthadbeensaidtohim,heshouldpromptlyhavehurledthenearestobject——plate,wine—
glass,ordecanter——inthefaceofthespeaker。Heknew,too,thatwomencannothurlprojectileswithoutlookinglikeviragosandfools。Theweakly—femininemightburstintotearsorintoasillyrageandleavethetable。Therewasadistinctbreath’sspaceofpause,andBetty,cuttingaclusterfromabunchofhothousegrapespresentedbythefootmanatherside,answeredasclearlyashehadspokenhimself。
\"Heisstrongenoughtoproduceaneffectonanyone,\"shesaid。
\"Ithinkyoufeelthatyourself。Heisamanwhowillnotbebeatenintheend。Fortunewillgivehimsomegoodthing。\"
\"Heisafellowwhoknowswellenoughonwhichhandofhimgoodthingslie,\"hesaid。\"Hewilltakeallthatoffersitself。\"
\"Whynot?\"Bettysaidimpartially。
\"Theremustbenoridingordrivingintheneighbourhoodoftheplace,\"hesaidnext。\"Iwillhavenorisksrun。\"Heturnedandaddressedthebutler。\"Jennings,telltheservantsthatthosearemyorders。\"
Hesatoverhiswinebutashorttimethatevening,andwhenhejoinedhiswifeandsister—in—lawinthedrawing—roomhewentatoncetoBetty。Infact,hewasintheconditionwhenamancannotkeepawayfromawoman,butmustinventsomereasonforreachingherwhetheritisfatuousorplausible。
\"WhatIsaidtoJenningswasanordertoyouaswellastothepeoplebelowstairs。IknowyouareparticularlyfondofridinginthedirectionofMountDunstan。Youareinmycaresolongasyouareinmyhouse。\"
\"Ordersarenotnecessary,\"Bettyreplied。\"Thedayispastwhenonerushedtosmoothpillowsandgivethewrongmedicinewhenone’sfriendswereill。Ifoneisnotaproperly—
trainednurse,itiswisernottoriskbeingverymuchintheway。\"
Hespokeoverhershoulder,droppinghisvoice,thoughLadyAnstrutherssatapart,appearingtoread。
\"Don’tthinkIamfoolenoughnottounderstand。Youhaveyourselfundermagnificentcontrol,butawomanpassionatelyinlovecannotkeepacertainlookoutofhereyes。\"
Hewasstandingonthehearth。Bettyswungherselflightlyround,facinghimsquarely。Herfulllookwassplendid。
\"Ifitisthere——letitstay,\"shesaid。\"IwouldnotkeepitoutofmyeyesifIcould,and,youareright,IcouldnotifI
would——ifitisthere。Ifitis——letitstay。\"
Thedaring,throbbing,humantruthofhermadehisbrainwhirl。Toamanyoungandcleanandfittocountasinthelists,tohaveheardhersaythethingofarivalwouldhavebeenhardenough,butbase,degenerate,andoftheworldbehindherday,tohearitwhilefrenziedforher,wasintolerable。AnditwasMountDunstansheboreherselfsohighlyfor。Whethermelodramaisoutofdateornotthereare,occasionally,somefinemelodramatictouchesintheenmitiesofto—day。
\"Youthinkyouwillreachhim,\"hepersisted。\"Youthinkyouwillhelphiminsomeway。Youwillnotletthethingalone。\"
\"ExcusemymentioningthatwhatsoeverItakethelibertyofdoingwillencroachonnorightofyours,\"shesaid。
But,aloneinherroom,aftershewentupstairs,thefacereflectingitselfinthemirrorwaspaleanditsblackbrowsweredrawntogether。
Shesatdownatthedressing—table,and,seeingthepaledface,drewtheblackbrowscloser,confrontingacomplicatingtruth。
\"IfIwerefreetotakeRosalieandUghtredhometo—morrow,\"shethought,\"Icouldnotbeartogo。Ishouldsuffertoomuch。\"
Shewassufferingnow。Thestronglonginginherheartwaslikeaphysicalpain。Nowordorlookofthisonemanhadgivenherproofthathisthoughtsturnedtoher,andyetitwasintolerable——intolerable——thatinhishourofstressandneedtheywereaswhollyapartasifworldsrolledbetweenthem。
Atanydiremomentitwasmerenaturethatsheshouldgiveherselfinhelpandsupport。If,onthenightatsea,whentheyhadfirstspokentoeachother,theshiphadgonedown,sheknewthattheytwo,strangersthoughtheywere,wouldhaveworkedsidebysideamongthefranticpeople,andhavebeenamongthelasttotaketotheboats。Howdidsheknow?Onlybecause,hebeinghe,andshebeingshe,itmusthavebeensoinaccordancewiththelawsrulingentities。Andnowhestoodfacingacalamityalmostasterrible——andshewithfullhandssatstill。