\"Youshallnotsayit,\"sheinterruptedher。\"Iwill。Thereisareasonnowwhyyoucannotstayhere——whyyoushallnotstayhere。ThatwaswhyIbeggedyoutogo。Youmustgo,evenifIstaybehindalone。\"
NeverhadthebeautifulMissVanderpoel’seyeswornsofullytheirlookofbeingbluebellsunderwater。Thatthistimidcreatureshouldsostandatbaytodefendherwasmoremovingthananythingelsecouldhavebeen。
\"Thankyou,Rosy——thankyou,\"sheanswered。\"Butyoushallnotbeleftalone。Youmustgo,too。Thereisnootherway。Difficultieswillbemadeforus,butwemustfacethem。Fatherwillseethesituationfromapracticalman’sstandpoint。Menknowthethingsothermencannotdo。
Womendon’t。Generallytheyknownothingaboutthelawandcanbebulliedintofeelingthatitisdangerousandcompromisingtoinquireintoit。Nigelhasalwaysseenthatitwaseasytomanagewomen。Astrongbusinessmanwhohasmoreexactlegalinformationthanhehashimselfwillbeanewfactortodealwith。Andhecannotmakeobjectionablelovetohim。Itisbecauseheknowsthesethingsthathesaysthatmysendingforfatherwillbeadeclarationofwar。\"
\"Didhesaythat?\"alittlebreathlessly。
\"Yes,andItoldhimthatitneednotbeso。Buthewouldnotlisten。\"
\"Andyouaresurefatherwillcome?\"
\"Iamsure。Inaweekortwohewillbehere。\"
LadyAnstruthers’lipsshook,hereyesliftedthemselvestoBetty’sinatouchinglydistressedappeal。Hadhermomentarycouragefledbeyondrecall?Ifso,thatwouldbetheworstcomingtotheworst,indeed。Yetitwasnotordinaryfearwhichexpresseditselfinherface,butadeeperpiteousness,asuddenhopelesspain,bafflingbecauseitseemedanewemotion,orperhapstheupheavalofanoldonelongandcarefullyhidden。
\"Youwillbebrave?\"Bettyappealedtoher。\"Youwillnotgiveway,Rosy?\"
\"Yes,Imustbebrave——Iamnotillnow。Imustnotfailyou——Iwon’t,Betty,but————\"
Sheslippedupontheflooranddroppedherfaceuponthegirl’sknee,sobbing。
Bettybentoverher,puttingherarmsroundtheheavingshoulders,andpleadingwithhertospeak。Wastheresomethingmoretobetold,somethingshedidnotknow?
\"Yes,yes。Oh,Ioughttohavetoldyoulongago——butI
havealwaysbeenafraidandashamed。Ithasmadeeverythingsomuchworse。Iwasafraidyouwouldnotunderstandandwouldthinkmewicked——wicked。\"
ItwasBettywhonowlostashadeofcolour。Butsheheldtheslimlittlebodycloserandkissedhersister’scheek。
\"Whathaveyoubeenafraidandashamedtotellme?Donotbeashamedanymore。Youmustnothideanything,nomatterwhatitis,Rosy。Ishallunderstand。\"
\"IknowImustnothideanything,nowthatallisoverandfatheriscoming。Itis——itisaboutMr。Ffolliott。\"
\"Mr。Ffolliott?\"repeatedBettyquitesoftly。
LadyAnstruthers’face,liftedwithdesperateeffort,waslikeaweepingchild’s。Somuchsoinitstear—wetsimplenessandutterlackofanyeffortatconcealment,thatafteronequicklookatitBetty’shastenedpulsesceasedtobeatatdouble—quicktime。
\"Tellme,dear,\"shealmostwhispered。
\"Mr。Ffolliotthimselfdoesnotknow——andIcouldnothelpit。HewaskindtomewhenIwasdyingofunkindness。Youdon’tknowwhatitwasliketobedrowninginlonelinessandmisery,andtoseeonegoodhandstretchedouttohelpyou。
Beforehewentaway——oh,Betty,IknowitwasawfulbecauseIwasmarried!——Ibegantocareforhimverymuch,andI
havecaredforhimeversince。Icannotstopmyselfcaring,eventhoughIamterrified。\"
Bettykissedheragainwithapassionoftenderpity。Poorlittle,simpleRosy,too!Thetidehadcreptaroundheralso,andhadsweptheroffherfeet,tossingheruponitssurflikeawispofseaweedandbearinghereachdayfartherfromfirmshore。
\"Donotbeterrified,\"shesaid。\"Youneedonlybeafraidif——ifyouhadtoldhim。\"
\"Hewillneverknow——never。Onceinthemiddleofthenight,\"therewasanguishinthedelicateface,pureanguish,\"astrangeloudcrywakenedme,anditwasImyselfwhohadcriedout——becauseinmysleepithadcomehometomethattheyearswouldgoonandon,andatlastsomedayhewoulddieandgooutoftheworld——andIshoulddieandgooutoftheworld。Andhewouldneverknow——evenKNOW。\"
Betty’sclaspofherloosenedandshesatverystill,lookingstraightbeforeherintosomeunseenplace。
\"Yes,\"shesaidinvoluntarily。\"Yes,_I_know——Iknow——I
know。\"
LadyAnstruthersfellbackalittletogazeather。
\"YOUknow?YOUknow?\"shebreathed。\"Betty?\"
ButBettyatfirstdidnotspeak。Herlovelyeyesdweltonthefar—awayplace。
\"Betty,\"whisperedRosy,\"doyouknowwhatyouhavesaid?\"
Thelovelyeyesturnedslowlytowardsher,andthesoftcornersofBetty’smouthdeepenedinacuriousunsteadiness。
\"Yes。Ididnotintendtosayit。Butitistrue。_I_know——
Iknow——Iknow。Donotaskmehow。\"
Rosalieflungherarmsroundherwaistandforamomenthidherface。
\"YOU!YOU!\"shemurmured,butstoppedherselfalmostassheutteredtheexclamation。\"Iwillnotaskyou,\"shesaidwhenshespokeagain。\"ButnowIshallnotbesoashamed。
Youareabeautyandwonderful,andIamnot;butifyouKNOW,thatmakesusalmostthesame。YouwillunderstandwhyIbrokedown。ItwasbecauseIcouldnotbeartothinkofwhatwillhappen。Ishallbesavedandtakenhome,butNigelwillwreakrevengeonHIM。AndIshallbetheshamethatisputuponhim——onlybecausehewaskind——KIND。Whenfathercomesitwillallbegin。\"Shewrungherhands,becomingalmosthysterical。
\"Hush,\"saidBetty。\"Hush!AmanlikethatCANNOT
behurt,evenbyamanlikeNigel。Thereisawayout——
thereIS。Oh,Rosy,wemustBELIEVEit。\"
Shesoothedandcaressedherandledherontorelievingherlonglocked—upmiserybyspeech。Itwaseasytoseethewaysinwhichherfeelinghadmadeherlifehardertobear。Shewasasinexperiencedasagirl,andhadaccusedherselfcruelly。
WhenNigelhadtormentedherwithevil,carefullychosentaunts,shehadfelthalfguiltyandhadcolouredscarletorturnedpale,afraidtomeethissneeringlysmilingface。Shehadtriedtoforgetthekindvoice,thekindly,understandingeyes,andhadblamedherselfasacriminalbecauseshecouldnot。
\"Ihadnothingelsetoremember——butunhappiness——anditseemedasifIcouldnothelpbutrememberHIM,\"shesaidassimplyastheRosywhohadleftNewYorkatnineteenmighthavesaidit。\"Iwasafraidtotrustmyselftospeakhisname。
WhenNigelmadeinsultingspeechesIcouldnotanswerhim,andheusedtosaythatwomenwhohadadventuresshouldtraintheirfacesnottobetraythemeverytimetheywerelookedat。
\"Oh!\"brokefromBetty’slips,andshestooduponthehearthandthrewoutherhands。\"IwishthatforonedayImightbeaman——andyourbrotherinsteadofyoursister!\"
\"Why?\"
Bettysmiledstrangely——asmilewhichwasnotamused——
whichwasperhapsnotasmileatall。Hervoiceassheansweredwasatoncelowandtense。
\"Because,thenIshouldknowwhattodo。Whenamalecreaturecannotbereachedthroughmanhoodordecencyorshame,thereisonewayinwhichhecanbepunished。Aman——arealman——shouldtakehimbyhisthroatandlashhimwithawhip——whileotherslookon——lashhimuntilhehowlsaloudlikeadog。\"
Shehadnotexpectedtosayit,butshehadsaidit。LadyAnstrutherslookedatherfascinated,andthenshecoveredherfacewithherhands,huddlingherselfinaheapasshekneltontherug,lookingsingularlysmallandfrail。
\"Betty,\"shesaidpresently,inanew,awfullittlevoice,\"I——Iwilltellyousomething。IneverthoughtIshoulddaretotellanyonealive。Ihaveshudderedatitmyself。Therehavebeendays——awful,helplessdays,whenIwassuretherewasnohopeformeinalltheworld——whendeepdowninmysoulIunderstoodwhatwomenfeltwhentheyMURDEREDpeople——crepttothemintheirwickedsleepandSTRUCKthemagain——andagain——andagain。Likethat!\"Shesatupsuddenly,asifshedidnotknowwhatshewasdoing,anduncoveringherlittleghastlyfacestruckdownwardthreefiercetimesatnothingness——butasifitwerenotnothingness,andasifsheheldsomethinginherhand。
Therewashorrorinit——Bettysprangatthehandandcaughtit。
\"No!no!\"shecriedout。\"PoorlittleRosy!DarlinglittleRosy!No!no!no!\"
ThatinstantLadyAnstrutherslookedupathershockedandawake。ShewasRosyagain,andclungtoher,holdingtoherdress,piteousandpanting。
\"No!no!\"shesaid。\"Whenitcametomeinthenight——
itwasalwaysinthenight——Iusedtogetoutofbedandpraythatitmightnever,nevercomeagain,andthatImightbeforgiven——justforgiven。ItwastoohorriblethatIshouldevenUNDERSTANDitsowell。\"Awoeful,wrylittlesmiletwistedhermouth。\"Iwasnotbraveenoughtohavedoneit。IcouldneverhaveDONEit,Betty;butthethoughtwasthere——itwasthere!Iusedtothinkithadmadeablackmarkonmysoul。\"……
Thelettertooklongtowrite。Itledaconsecutivestoryuptothepointwhereitculminatedinasituationwhichpresenteditselfasnolongertobedealtwithbymeansathand。
Partsofthestorypreviouslettershadrelated,thoughsomeofthemithadnotseemedabsolutelynecessarytorelateindetail。
Nowtheymustbemadeclear,andBettymadethemso。
\"Becauseyoutrustedmeyoumademetrustmyself,\"wasoneofthethingsshewrote。\"ForsometimeIfeltthatitwasbesttofightformyownhandwithouttroublingyou。I
hopedperhapsImightbeabletoleadthingstoadecoroussortofissue。IsawthatsecretlyRosyhopedandprayedthatitmightbepossible。Shegaveupexpectinghappinessbeforeshewastwenty,andmeredecentpeacewouldhaveseemedheaventoher,ifshecouldhavebeenallowedsometimestoseethoseshelovedandlongedfor。NowthatImustgiveupmyhope——whichwasperhapsaratherfoolishone——andnowthatI
cannotremainatStornham,shewouldhavenodefenceatallifshewereleftalone。Herconditionwouldbemorehopelessthanbefore,becauseNigelwouldneverforgetthatwehadtriedtorescueherandhadfailed。IfIwereaman,orifI
wereverymucholder,Ineednotbeactuallydrivenaway,butasitisIthinkthatyoumustcomeandtakethematterintoyourownhands。\"
Shehadremainedinhersister’sroomuntillongaftermidnight,andbythetimetheAmericanletterwascompletedandsealed,apaletouchofdawninglightwasshowingitself。Sherose,andgoingtothewindowdrewtheblindupandlookedout。Thelookingoutmadeheropenthewindow,andwhenshehaddonesoshestoodfeelingthealmostunearthlyfreshnessofthemorningabouther。Themysteryofthefirstfaintlightwasalmostunearthly,too。Treesandshrubswerebeginningtotakeformandoutlinethemselvesagainstthestillpallorofthedawn。Beforelongthewakingofthebirdswouldbegin——abriefchirpingnotehereandtherebreakingthesilenceandwarningtheworldwithfaintinsistencethatithadbeguntoliveagainandmustbestiritself。Shehadgotoutofherbedsometimesonasummermorningtowatchthebeautyofit,toseetheflowersgraduallyrevealtheircolourtotheeye,tohearthewarmlynestingthingsbegintheirjoyousday。Therewerefewerbirdsoundsnow,andthegardenbedswereautumnal。
Buthowbeautifulitallwas!Howwonderfullifeinsuchaplacemightbeifflowersandbirdsandsweepofsward,andmassofstately,broad—branchedtrees,werepartsofthehomeonelovedandwhichsurelywouldinitsownwayloveoneinreturn。Butsoonallthisphaseoflifewouldbeover。Rosalie,oncesafeathome,wouldlookback,rememberingtheplacewithashudder。AsUghtredgrewolderthepassingofyearswoulddimmiserablechildmemories,andwhenhisinheritancefelltohimhemightreturntoseeitwithhappiereyes。ShebegantopicturetoherselfRosy’svoyageintheshipwhichwouldcarryheracrosstheAtlantictohermotherandthescenesconnectedinhermindonlywithagirl’shappiness。Whatsoeverhappenedbeforeittookplace,thevoyagewouldbemadeintheend。AndRosaliewouldbelikeacreatureinadream——aheavenly,unbelievabledream。Bettycouldimaginehowshewouldlookwrappedupandsittinginhersteamerchair,gazingoutwithrapturouseyesupontheracingwaves\"Shewillbehappy,\"shethought。\"ButIshallnot。No,Ishallnot。\"
Shedrewinthemorningairandunconsciouslyturnedtowardstheplacewhere,acrosstherisingandfallinglandsandbehindthetrees,sheknewthegreatwhitehousestoodfaraway,withwatchers’lightsshowingdimlybehindthelineofballroomwindows。
\"Idonotknowhowsuchathingcouldbe!Idonotknowhowsuchathingcouldbe!\"shesaid。\"ItCOULDnot。\"Andsheliftedahighhead,notevenaskingherselfwhatremotesenseinherbeingsoobstinatelydefiedandthrewdowntheglovetoFate。
Soundsgainacuriousdistinctnessandmeaninginthehourofthebreakofthedawn;insuchanhourtheyseemevenmoresignificantthansoundsheardinthedeadofnight。Whenshehadgonetothewindowshehadfanciedthatsheheardsomethinginthecorridoroutsideherdoor,butwhenshehadlistenedtherehadbeenonlysilence。Nowtherewassoundagain——thatofasoftlymovedslipperedfoot。Shewenttotheroom’scentreandwaited。Yes,certainlysomethinghadstirredinthepassage。Shewenttothedooritself。Thedraggingstephadhesitated——stopped。CoulditbeRosaliewhohadcometoherforsomething。Foronesecondherimpulsewastoopenthedoorherself;thenext,shehadchangedhermindwithasenseofshock。Someonehadactuallytouchedthehandleandverydelicatelyturnedit。Itwasnotpleasanttostandlookingatitandseeitturn。Sheheardalow,evidentlyunintentionallyutteredexclamation,andsheturnedaway,andwithnoattemptatsofteningthesoundofherfootstepswalkedacrosstheroom,hotwithpassionatedisgust。Aswellasifshehadflungthedooropen,sheknewwhostoodoutside。ItwasNigelAnstruthers,haggardandunseemly,withburned—
out,sleeplesseyesandbittenlip。
Badandmadasshehadatlastseenthesituationtobe,itwasuglierandmoredesperatethanshecouldwellknow。
CHAPTERXLV
THEPASSINGBELL
ThefollowingmorningSirNigeldidnotappearatthebreakfasttable。Hebreakfastedinhisownroom,anditbecameknownthroughoutthehouseholdthathehadsuddenlydecidedtogoaway,andhismanwaspackingforthejourney。
WhatthejourneyorthereasonforitsbeingtakenhappenedtobewerethingsnotexplainedtoanyonebutLadyAnstruthers,atthedoorofwhosedressingroomheappearedwithoutwarning,justasshewasleavingit。
Rosaliestartedwhenshefoundherselfconfrontinghim。Hiseyeslookedhotandhollowwithfeverishsleeplessness。
\"Youlookill,\"sheexclaimedinvoluntarily。\"Youlookasifyouhadnotslept。\"
\"Thankyou。Youalwaysencourageaman。Iamnotinthehabitofsleepingmuch,\"heanswered。\"Iamgoingawayformyhealth。Itisaswellyoushouldknow。IamgoingtolookupoldBroadmorlands。Iwanttoknowexactlywhereheis,incaseitbecomesnecessaryformetoseehim。IalsorequiresometriflingdataconnectedwithFfolliott。Ifyourfatheriscoming,itwillbeaswelltobeabletolaymyhandsonthings。YoucanexplaintoBetty。Good—morning。\"Hewaitedfornoreply,butwheeledaboutandlefther。
Bettyherselfworeachangedfacewhenshecamedown。A
cloudhadpassedoverherblooming,ascloudspassoveramorningskyanddimit。Rosalieaskedherselfifshehadnotnoticedsomethinglikethisbefore。Shebegantothinkshehad。Yes,shewassurethatatintervalstherehadbeenmomentswhenshehadglancedatthebrilliantfacewithanuneasyandyethalf—unrealisingsenseoflookingataglowinglighttemporarilywaning。Thefeelinghadbeenunrealisable,becauseitwasnottobeexplained。Bettywasneverill,shewasneverlow—
spirited,shewasneveroutofhumourorafraidofthings——thatwaswhyitwassowonderfultolivewithher。But——yes,itwastrue——therehadbeendayswhenthestrong,finelightofherhadwaned。LadyAnstruthers’comprehensionofitarosenowfromhermemoryofthelookshehadseenthenightbeforeintheeyeswhichsuddenlyhadgazedstraightbeforeher,asintoanunknownplace。
\"Yes,Iknow——Iknow——Iknow!\"Andthetoneinthegirl’svoicehadbeenoneRosyhadnotheardbefore。
Slightwonder——ifyouKNEW——atanyoutwardchangewhichshoweditself,thoughinyourownmostdesperatedespite。ItwouldbesoevenwithBetty,who,inhersister’seyes,wasunlikeanyothercreature。Butperhapsitwouldbebettertomakenocomment。Tomakecommentwouldbealmostlikeaskingthequestionshehadbeenforbiddentoask。
Whiletheservantswereintheroomduringbreakfasttheytalkedofcommonthings,resortingeventotheweatherandthenewsofthevillage。Afterwardstheypassedintothemorningroomtogether,andBettyputherarmaroundRosalieandkissedher。
\"Nigelhassuddenlygoneaway,Ihear,\"shesaid。\"Doyouknowwherehehasgone?\"
\"Hecametomydressing—roomtotellme。\"Bettyfeltthewholeslimbodystiffenitselfwithadeterminationtoseemcalm。\"HesaidhewasgoingtofindoutwheretheoldDukeofBroadmorlandswasstayingatpresent。\"
\"Thereissomeforethoughtinthat,\"wasBetty’sanswer。\"HeisnotonsuchtermswiththeDukethathecanexpecttobereceivedasacasualvisitor。Itwillrequireaptcontrivancetoarrangeaninterview。Iwonderifhewillbeabletoaccomplishit?\"
\"Yes,hewill,\"saidLadyAnstruthers。\"Ithinkhecanalwayscontrivethingslikethat。\"Shehesitatedamoment,andthenadded:\"HesaidalsothathewishedtofindoutcertainthingsaboutMr。Ffolliott——`triflingdata,’hecalledit——thathemightbeabletolayhishandsonthingsiffathercame。
Hetoldmetoexplaintoyou。\"
\"Thatwasintendedforataunt——butit’sawarning,\"Bettysaid,thinkingthethingover。\"Weareratherlikeladiesleftalonetodefendabesiegedcastle。Hewishedustofeelthat。\"
Shetightenedherenclosingarm。\"Butwestandtogether——
together。Weshallnotfaileachother。Wecanfacesiegeuntilfathercomes。\"
\"Youwrotetohimlastnight?\"
\"Alongletter,whichIwishhimtoreceivebeforehesails。
HemightdecidetoactuponitbeforeleavingNewYork,toadvisewithsomelegalauthorityheknowsandtrusts,toprepareourmotherinsomeway——todosomewisethingwecannotforeseethevalueof。Hehasknowntheoutlineofthestory,butnotexactdetails——particularlyrecentones。Ihaveheldbacknothingitwasnecessaryheshouldknow。Iamgoingouttopostthelettermyself。IshallsendacableaskinghimtopreparetocometousafterhehasreflectedonwhatI
havewritten。\"
Rosaliewasveryquiet,butwhen,havinglefttheroomtopreparetogotothevillage,Bettycamebacktosayalastword,hersistercametoherandlaidherhandonherarm。
\"Ihavebeensoweakandtroddenuponforyearsthatitwouldnotbenaturalforyoutoquitetrustme,\"shesaid。\"ButIwon’tfailyou,Betty——Iwon’t。\"
Thewinterwasdrawingin,thelastautumndayswereshortandoftengreyanddreary;thewindhadswepttheleavesfromthetreesandscatteredthemoverparklandsandlanes,wheretheylayamellow—hued,rustlingcarpet,shiftingwitheachchillbreezethatblew。Theberriedbrionygarlandsclungtothebaredhedges,andhereandthereflaredscarlet,stillholdingtheirreddefiantlyuntilhardfrostsshouldcometoshrivelandblackenthem。Therarehoursofsunshinewereamberhoursinsteadofgolden。
AsshepassedthroughtheparkgateBettywasthinkingofthefirstmorningonwhichshehadwalkeddownthevillagestreetbetweentheirregularrowsofred—tiledcottageswiththeraggedlittleenclosinggardens。Thentheairandsunshinehadbeenofthejustawakeningspring,nowtheskywasbrightlycold,andthroughthesmall—panedwindowsshecaughtglimpsesoffireglow。Abentoldmanwalkingveryslowly,leaningupontwosticks,hadared—brownwoollenmufflerwrappedroundhisneck。Seeingher,hestoppedandshuffledthetwosticksintoonehandthathemightleavetheotherfreetotouchhiswrinkledforeheadstiffly,hisfacestretchingintoaslowsmileasshestoppedtospeaktohim。
\"Good—morning,Marlow,\"hesaid。\"Howistherheumatismto—day?\"
Hewasadeafoldman,whoseconversationwascarriedonprincipallybyguesswork,anditwaseasyforhimtogatherthatwhenherladyship’shandsomeyoungsisterhadgivenhimgreetingshehadnotforgottentoinquirerespectingthe\"rheumatics,\"whichformedthegreaterpartofexistence。
\"Mornin’,miss——mornin’,\"heansweredinthehigh,crackedvoiceofruralancientry。\"Winterbenigh,an’theydampdaysbefullofrheumatiz。’T’inteasytogetaboutonmyoldlegs,butIbemainthankfulfortheywarmthingsyousent,miss。This’ere,\"fumblingathisred—brownmufflerproudly,\"’tisacomfortonwindydays,so’tis,andwarmthbeagoodthingtoamanwhenhebegoin’downhillinyears。\"
\"Allofyouwhoarenotabletoearnyourownfiresshallbewarmthiswinter,\"herladyship’shandsomesistersaid,speakingclosertohisear。\"Youshallallbewarm。Don’tbeafraidofthecolddayscoming。\"
Heshuffledhissticksandtouchedhisforeheadagain,lookingupatheradmiringlyandchuckling。
\"’T’willbeanewtaleforStornhamvillage,\"hecackled。
\"’T’willbeanewtale。Thankye,miss。Thankye。\"
Asshenoddedsmilinglyandpassedon,sheheardhimcacklingstillunderhisbreathashehobbledonhisslowway,comfortedandelate。Howalmostshamefullyeasyitwas;afewloadsofcoalandfaggotshereandthere,afewblanketsandwarmgarmentswhosecostcountedforsolittlewhenone’shandswerefull,couldchangeagruesomevillagewinterintoaseasonduringwhichlabour—stiffenedandbrokenoldthings,closingtheircottagedoors,coulddrawtheirchairsroundthehearthandhoverluxuriouslyovertheredglow,whichinitscomfortingfashionofseemingtohaveunderstandingofthedulldreamsinoldeyes,wasmoretobelovedthananyhumanfriend。
ButshehadnotneededherpassingspeechwithMarlowtostimulaterealisationofhowmuchshehadlearnedtocareforthemerelivingamongthesepeople,towhomsheseemedtohavebeguntobelong,andwhosecomfortablylightingfaceswhentheymethershowedthattheyknewhertobeonewhomightbeturnedtoinanyhouroftroubleordismay。Thecenturieswhichhadtrainedthemtodependupontheir\"betters\"hadtaughttheslowestofthemtojudgewithkeensightthosewhoweretobetrusted,notaloneaspowerandwealthholders,butascreatureshumanlyuprightandmercifulwiththeirkind。
\"Workin’folkallusknowsgentry,\"oldDobyhadonceshrilledtoher。\"Gentry’sgentry,an’usknows’emwheresoevertheybe。Better’ntheyknowtheirselves。Sousdo!\"
Yes,theyknew。Andthoughtheyacceptedmanythingsasbeingmerelytheirnaturalrights,theygaveanunsentimentalaffectionandappreciationinreturn。Thepatriarchalnoteinthelifewaslovabletoher。Eachcreatureshepassedwasasortoffriendwhoseemedalmostofherownblood。Ithadcometothat。Thisparticularexistencewasmoresatisfyingtoherthananyother,moreheart—fillingandwarmlycomplete。
\"ThoughIamonlyanimpostor,\"shethought;\"IwasborninFifthAvenue;yetsinceIhaveknownthisIshallbequitehappyinnootherplacethananEnglishvillage,withaNormanchurchtowerlookingdownuponitandrowsoflittlegardenswithspearsofwhiteandbluelupinsandCanterburybellsstandingguardbeforecottagedoors。\"
AndRosalie——ontheeveningofthatfirststrangedaywhenshehadcomeuponherpiteousfigureamongtheheatherunderthetreesnearthelake——Rosaliehadheldherarmwithahotlittlehandandhadsaidfeverishly:
\"IfIcouldheartheroarofBroadwayagain!Dothestagesrattleastheyusedto,Betty?Ican’thelphopingthattheydo。\"
Shecarriedherlettertothepostandstoppedtotalkafewminuteswiththepostmaster,whotransactedhisofficialbusinessinasmallshopwheresidesofbaconandhamshungsuspendedfromtheceiling,whilegroceries,flannels,dressprints,andglassbottlesofsweetstufffilledtheshelves。
\"Mr。Tewson’s\"wasthecentralpointofStornhaminacommercialsense。Theestablishmenthadalsocertainsocialqualifications。
Mr。Tewsonknewthesecretsofallheartswithinthevillageradius,alsothesecretsofallconstitutions。Heknewbysomeoccultmeanswhohadbeen\"takenbad,\"orwhohad\"takenaturn,\"andwasawareatoncewhenanyonewas\"sinkin’