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类别:其他 作者:Frances Hodgson Burnett字数:10334更新时间:19/01/07 14:57:26
\"Youshallnotsayit,\"sheinterruptedher。\"Iwill。Thereisareasonnowwhyyoucannotstayhere——whyyoushallnotstayhere。ThatwaswhyIbeggedyoutogo。Youmustgo,evenifIstaybehindalone。\" NeverhadthebeautifulMissVanderpoel’seyeswornsofullytheirlookofbeingbluebellsunderwater。Thatthistimidcreatureshouldsostandatbaytodefendherwasmoremovingthananythingelsecouldhavebeen。 \"Thankyou,Rosy——thankyou,\"sheanswered。\"Butyoushallnotbeleftalone。Youmustgo,too。Thereisnootherway。Difficultieswillbemadeforus,butwemustfacethem。Fatherwillseethesituationfromapracticalman’sstandpoint。Menknowthethingsothermencannotdo。 Womendon’t。Generallytheyknownothingaboutthelawandcanbebulliedintofeelingthatitisdangerousandcompromisingtoinquireintoit。Nigelhasalwaysseenthatitwaseasytomanagewomen。Astrongbusinessmanwhohasmoreexactlegalinformationthanhehashimselfwillbeanewfactortodealwith。Andhecannotmakeobjectionablelovetohim。Itisbecauseheknowsthesethingsthathesaysthatmysendingforfatherwillbeadeclarationofwar。\" \"Didhesaythat?\"alittlebreathlessly。 \"Yes,andItoldhimthatitneednotbeso。Buthewouldnotlisten。\" \"Andyouaresurefatherwillcome?\" \"Iamsure。Inaweekortwohewillbehere。\" LadyAnstruthers’lipsshook,hereyesliftedthemselvestoBetty’sinatouchinglydistressedappeal。Hadhermomentarycouragefledbeyondrecall?Ifso,thatwouldbetheworstcomingtotheworst,indeed。Yetitwasnotordinaryfearwhichexpresseditselfinherface,butadeeperpiteousness,asuddenhopelesspain,bafflingbecauseitseemedanewemotion,orperhapstheupheavalofanoldonelongandcarefullyhidden。 \"Youwillbebrave?\"Bettyappealedtoher。\"Youwillnotgiveway,Rosy?\" \"Yes,Imustbebrave——Iamnotillnow。Imustnotfailyou——Iwon’t,Betty,but————\" Sheslippedupontheflooranddroppedherfaceuponthegirl’sknee,sobbing。 Bettybentoverher,puttingherarmsroundtheheavingshoulders,andpleadingwithhertospeak。Wastheresomethingmoretobetold,somethingshedidnotknow? \"Yes,yes。Oh,Ioughttohavetoldyoulongago——butI havealwaysbeenafraidandashamed。Ithasmadeeverythingsomuchworse。Iwasafraidyouwouldnotunderstandandwouldthinkmewicked——wicked。\" ItwasBettywhonowlostashadeofcolour。Butsheheldtheslimlittlebodycloserandkissedhersister’scheek。 \"Whathaveyoubeenafraidandashamedtotellme?Donotbeashamedanymore。Youmustnothideanything,nomatterwhatitis,Rosy。Ishallunderstand。\" \"IknowImustnothideanything,nowthatallisoverandfatheriscoming。Itis——itisaboutMr。Ffolliott。\" \"Mr。Ffolliott?\"repeatedBettyquitesoftly。 LadyAnstruthers’face,liftedwithdesperateeffort,waslikeaweepingchild’s。Somuchsoinitstear—wetsimplenessandutterlackofanyeffortatconcealment,thatafteronequicklookatitBetty’shastenedpulsesceasedtobeatatdouble—quicktime。 \"Tellme,dear,\"shealmostwhispered。 \"Mr。Ffolliotthimselfdoesnotknow——andIcouldnothelpit。HewaskindtomewhenIwasdyingofunkindness。Youdon’tknowwhatitwasliketobedrowninginlonelinessandmisery,andtoseeonegoodhandstretchedouttohelpyou。 Beforehewentaway——oh,Betty,IknowitwasawfulbecauseIwasmarried!——Ibegantocareforhimverymuch,andI havecaredforhimeversince。Icannotstopmyselfcaring,eventhoughIamterrified。\" Bettykissedheragainwithapassionoftenderpity。Poorlittle,simpleRosy,too!Thetidehadcreptaroundheralso,andhadsweptheroffherfeet,tossingheruponitssurflikeawispofseaweedandbearinghereachdayfartherfromfirmshore。 \"Donotbeterrified,\"shesaid。\"Youneedonlybeafraidif——ifyouhadtoldhim。\" \"Hewillneverknow——never。Onceinthemiddleofthenight,\"therewasanguishinthedelicateface,pureanguish,\"astrangeloudcrywakenedme,anditwasImyselfwhohadcriedout——becauseinmysleepithadcomehometomethattheyearswouldgoonandon,andatlastsomedayhewoulddieandgooutoftheworld——andIshoulddieandgooutoftheworld。Andhewouldneverknow——evenKNOW。\" Betty’sclaspofherloosenedandshesatverystill,lookingstraightbeforeherintosomeunseenplace。 \"Yes,\"shesaidinvoluntarily。\"Yes,_I_know——Iknow——I know。\" LadyAnstruthersfellbackalittletogazeather。 \"YOUknow?YOUknow?\"shebreathed。\"Betty?\" ButBettyatfirstdidnotspeak。Herlovelyeyesdweltonthefar—awayplace。 \"Betty,\"whisperedRosy,\"doyouknowwhatyouhavesaid?\" Thelovelyeyesturnedslowlytowardsher,andthesoftcornersofBetty’smouthdeepenedinacuriousunsteadiness。 \"Yes。Ididnotintendtosayit。Butitistrue。_I_know—— Iknow——Iknow。Donotaskmehow。\" Rosalieflungherarmsroundherwaistandforamomenthidherface。 \"YOU!YOU!\"shemurmured,butstoppedherselfalmostassheutteredtheexclamation。\"Iwillnotaskyou,\"shesaidwhenshespokeagain。\"ButnowIshallnotbesoashamed。 Youareabeautyandwonderful,andIamnot;butifyouKNOW,thatmakesusalmostthesame。YouwillunderstandwhyIbrokedown。ItwasbecauseIcouldnotbeartothinkofwhatwillhappen。Ishallbesavedandtakenhome,butNigelwillwreakrevengeonHIM。AndIshallbetheshamethatisputuponhim——onlybecausehewaskind——KIND。Whenfathercomesitwillallbegin。\"Shewrungherhands,becomingalmosthysterical。 \"Hush,\"saidBetty。\"Hush!AmanlikethatCANNOT behurt,evenbyamanlikeNigel。Thereisawayout—— thereIS。Oh,Rosy,wemustBELIEVEit。\" Shesoothedandcaressedherandledherontorelievingherlonglocked—upmiserybyspeech。Itwaseasytoseethewaysinwhichherfeelinghadmadeherlifehardertobear。Shewasasinexperiencedasagirl,andhadaccusedherselfcruelly。 WhenNigelhadtormentedherwithevil,carefullychosentaunts,shehadfelthalfguiltyandhadcolouredscarletorturnedpale,afraidtomeethissneeringlysmilingface。Shehadtriedtoforgetthekindvoice,thekindly,understandingeyes,andhadblamedherselfasacriminalbecauseshecouldnot。 \"Ihadnothingelsetoremember——butunhappiness——anditseemedasifIcouldnothelpbutrememberHIM,\"shesaidassimplyastheRosywhohadleftNewYorkatnineteenmighthavesaidit。\"Iwasafraidtotrustmyselftospeakhisname。 WhenNigelmadeinsultingspeechesIcouldnotanswerhim,andheusedtosaythatwomenwhohadadventuresshouldtraintheirfacesnottobetraythemeverytimetheywerelookedat。 \"Oh!\"brokefromBetty’slips,andshestooduponthehearthandthrewoutherhands。\"IwishthatforonedayImightbeaman——andyourbrotherinsteadofyoursister!\" \"Why?\" Bettysmiledstrangely——asmilewhichwasnotamused—— whichwasperhapsnotasmileatall。Hervoiceassheansweredwasatoncelowandtense。 \"Because,thenIshouldknowwhattodo。Whenamalecreaturecannotbereachedthroughmanhoodordecencyorshame,thereisonewayinwhichhecanbepunished。Aman——arealman——shouldtakehimbyhisthroatandlashhimwithawhip——whileotherslookon——lashhimuntilhehowlsaloudlikeadog。\" Shehadnotexpectedtosayit,butshehadsaidit。LadyAnstrutherslookedatherfascinated,andthenshecoveredherfacewithherhands,huddlingherselfinaheapasshekneltontherug,lookingsingularlysmallandfrail。 \"Betty,\"shesaidpresently,inanew,awfullittlevoice,\"I——Iwilltellyousomething。IneverthoughtIshoulddaretotellanyonealive。Ihaveshudderedatitmyself。Therehavebeendays——awful,helplessdays,whenIwassuretherewasnohopeformeinalltheworld——whendeepdowninmysoulIunderstoodwhatwomenfeltwhentheyMURDEREDpeople——crepttothemintheirwickedsleepandSTRUCKthemagain——andagain——andagain。Likethat!\"Shesatupsuddenly,asifshedidnotknowwhatshewasdoing,anduncoveringherlittleghastlyfacestruckdownwardthreefiercetimesatnothingness——butasifitwerenotnothingness,andasifsheheldsomethinginherhand。 Therewashorrorinit——Bettysprangatthehandandcaughtit。 \"No!no!\"shecriedout。\"PoorlittleRosy!DarlinglittleRosy!No!no!no!\" ThatinstantLadyAnstrutherslookedupathershockedandawake。ShewasRosyagain,andclungtoher,holdingtoherdress,piteousandpanting。 \"No!no!\"shesaid。\"Whenitcametomeinthenight—— itwasalwaysinthenight——Iusedtogetoutofbedandpraythatitmightnever,nevercomeagain,andthatImightbeforgiven——justforgiven。ItwastoohorriblethatIshouldevenUNDERSTANDitsowell。\"Awoeful,wrylittlesmiletwistedhermouth。\"Iwasnotbraveenoughtohavedoneit。IcouldneverhaveDONEit,Betty;butthethoughtwasthere——itwasthere!Iusedtothinkithadmadeablackmarkonmysoul。\"…… Thelettertooklongtowrite。Itledaconsecutivestoryuptothepointwhereitculminatedinasituationwhichpresenteditselfasnolongertobedealtwithbymeansathand。 Partsofthestorypreviouslettershadrelated,thoughsomeofthemithadnotseemedabsolutelynecessarytorelateindetail。 Nowtheymustbemadeclear,andBettymadethemso。 \"Becauseyoutrustedmeyoumademetrustmyself,\"wasoneofthethingsshewrote。\"ForsometimeIfeltthatitwasbesttofightformyownhandwithouttroublingyou。I hopedperhapsImightbeabletoleadthingstoadecoroussortofissue。IsawthatsecretlyRosyhopedandprayedthatitmightbepossible。Shegaveupexpectinghappinessbeforeshewastwenty,andmeredecentpeacewouldhaveseemedheaventoher,ifshecouldhavebeenallowedsometimestoseethoseshelovedandlongedfor。NowthatImustgiveupmyhope——whichwasperhapsaratherfoolishone——andnowthatI cannotremainatStornham,shewouldhavenodefenceatallifshewereleftalone。Herconditionwouldbemorehopelessthanbefore,becauseNigelwouldneverforgetthatwehadtriedtorescueherandhadfailed。IfIwereaman,orifI wereverymucholder,Ineednotbeactuallydrivenaway,butasitisIthinkthatyoumustcomeandtakethematterintoyourownhands。\" Shehadremainedinhersister’sroomuntillongaftermidnight,andbythetimetheAmericanletterwascompletedandsealed,apaletouchofdawninglightwasshowingitself。Sherose,andgoingtothewindowdrewtheblindupandlookedout。Thelookingoutmadeheropenthewindow,andwhenshehaddonesoshestoodfeelingthealmostunearthlyfreshnessofthemorningabouther。Themysteryofthefirstfaintlightwasalmostunearthly,too。Treesandshrubswerebeginningtotakeformandoutlinethemselvesagainstthestillpallorofthedawn。Beforelongthewakingofthebirdswouldbegin——abriefchirpingnotehereandtherebreakingthesilenceandwarningtheworldwithfaintinsistencethatithadbeguntoliveagainandmustbestiritself。Shehadgotoutofherbedsometimesonasummermorningtowatchthebeautyofit,toseetheflowersgraduallyrevealtheircolourtotheeye,tohearthewarmlynestingthingsbegintheirjoyousday。Therewerefewerbirdsoundsnow,andthegardenbedswereautumnal。 Buthowbeautifulitallwas!Howwonderfullifeinsuchaplacemightbeifflowersandbirdsandsweepofsward,andmassofstately,broad—branchedtrees,werepartsofthehomeonelovedandwhichsurelywouldinitsownwayloveoneinreturn。Butsoonallthisphaseoflifewouldbeover。Rosalie,oncesafeathome,wouldlookback,rememberingtheplacewithashudder。AsUghtredgrewolderthepassingofyearswoulddimmiserablechildmemories,andwhenhisinheritancefelltohimhemightreturntoseeitwithhappiereyes。ShebegantopicturetoherselfRosy’svoyageintheshipwhichwouldcarryheracrosstheAtlantictohermotherandthescenesconnectedinhermindonlywithagirl’shappiness。Whatsoeverhappenedbeforeittookplace,thevoyagewouldbemadeintheend。AndRosaliewouldbelikeacreatureinadream——aheavenly,unbelievabledream。Bettycouldimaginehowshewouldlookwrappedupandsittinginhersteamerchair,gazingoutwithrapturouseyesupontheracingwaves\"Shewillbehappy,\"shethought。\"ButIshallnot。No,Ishallnot。\" Shedrewinthemorningairandunconsciouslyturnedtowardstheplacewhere,acrosstherisingandfallinglandsandbehindthetrees,sheknewthegreatwhitehousestoodfaraway,withwatchers’lightsshowingdimlybehindthelineofballroomwindows。 \"Idonotknowhowsuchathingcouldbe!Idonotknowhowsuchathingcouldbe!\"shesaid。\"ItCOULDnot。\"Andsheliftedahighhead,notevenaskingherselfwhatremotesenseinherbeingsoobstinatelydefiedandthrewdowntheglovetoFate。 Soundsgainacuriousdistinctnessandmeaninginthehourofthebreakofthedawn;insuchanhourtheyseemevenmoresignificantthansoundsheardinthedeadofnight。Whenshehadgonetothewindowshehadfanciedthatsheheardsomethinginthecorridoroutsideherdoor,butwhenshehadlistenedtherehadbeenonlysilence。Nowtherewassoundagain——thatofasoftlymovedslipperedfoot。Shewenttotheroom’scentreandwaited。Yes,certainlysomethinghadstirredinthepassage。Shewenttothedooritself。Thedraggingstephadhesitated——stopped。CoulditbeRosaliewhohadcometoherforsomething。Foronesecondherimpulsewastoopenthedoorherself;thenext,shehadchangedhermindwithasenseofshock。Someonehadactuallytouchedthehandleandverydelicatelyturnedit。Itwasnotpleasanttostandlookingatitandseeitturn。Sheheardalow,evidentlyunintentionallyutteredexclamation,andsheturnedaway,andwithnoattemptatsofteningthesoundofherfootstepswalkedacrosstheroom,hotwithpassionatedisgust。Aswellasifshehadflungthedooropen,sheknewwhostoodoutside。ItwasNigelAnstruthers,haggardandunseemly,withburned— out,sleeplesseyesandbittenlip。 Badandmadasshehadatlastseenthesituationtobe,itwasuglierandmoredesperatethanshecouldwellknow。 CHAPTERXLV THEPASSINGBELL ThefollowingmorningSirNigeldidnotappearatthebreakfasttable。Hebreakfastedinhisownroom,anditbecameknownthroughoutthehouseholdthathehadsuddenlydecidedtogoaway,andhismanwaspackingforthejourney。 WhatthejourneyorthereasonforitsbeingtakenhappenedtobewerethingsnotexplainedtoanyonebutLadyAnstruthers,atthedoorofwhosedressingroomheappearedwithoutwarning,justasshewasleavingit。 Rosaliestartedwhenshefoundherselfconfrontinghim。Hiseyeslookedhotandhollowwithfeverishsleeplessness。 \"Youlookill,\"sheexclaimedinvoluntarily。\"Youlookasifyouhadnotslept。\" \"Thankyou。Youalwaysencourageaman。Iamnotinthehabitofsleepingmuch,\"heanswered。\"Iamgoingawayformyhealth。Itisaswellyoushouldknow。IamgoingtolookupoldBroadmorlands。Iwanttoknowexactlywhereheis,incaseitbecomesnecessaryformetoseehim。IalsorequiresometriflingdataconnectedwithFfolliott。Ifyourfatheriscoming,itwillbeaswelltobeabletolaymyhandsonthings。YoucanexplaintoBetty。Good—morning。\"Hewaitedfornoreply,butwheeledaboutandlefther。 Bettyherselfworeachangedfacewhenshecamedown。A cloudhadpassedoverherblooming,ascloudspassoveramorningskyanddimit。Rosalieaskedherselfifshehadnotnoticedsomethinglikethisbefore。Shebegantothinkshehad。Yes,shewassurethatatintervalstherehadbeenmomentswhenshehadglancedatthebrilliantfacewithanuneasyandyethalf—unrealisingsenseoflookingataglowinglighttemporarilywaning。Thefeelinghadbeenunrealisable,becauseitwasnottobeexplained。Bettywasneverill,shewasneverlow— spirited,shewasneveroutofhumourorafraidofthings——thatwaswhyitwassowonderfultolivewithher。But——yes,itwastrue——therehadbeendayswhenthestrong,finelightofherhadwaned。LadyAnstruthers’comprehensionofitarosenowfromhermemoryofthelookshehadseenthenightbeforeintheeyeswhichsuddenlyhadgazedstraightbeforeher,asintoanunknownplace。 \"Yes,Iknow——Iknow——Iknow!\"Andthetoneinthegirl’svoicehadbeenoneRosyhadnotheardbefore。 Slightwonder——ifyouKNEW——atanyoutwardchangewhichshoweditself,thoughinyourownmostdesperatedespite。ItwouldbesoevenwithBetty,who,inhersister’seyes,wasunlikeanyothercreature。Butperhapsitwouldbebettertomakenocomment。Tomakecommentwouldbealmostlikeaskingthequestionshehadbeenforbiddentoask。 Whiletheservantswereintheroomduringbreakfasttheytalkedofcommonthings,resortingeventotheweatherandthenewsofthevillage。Afterwardstheypassedintothemorningroomtogether,andBettyputherarmaroundRosalieandkissedher。 \"Nigelhassuddenlygoneaway,Ihear,\"shesaid。\"Doyouknowwherehehasgone?\" \"Hecametomydressing—roomtotellme。\"Bettyfeltthewholeslimbodystiffenitselfwithadeterminationtoseemcalm。\"HesaidhewasgoingtofindoutwheretheoldDukeofBroadmorlandswasstayingatpresent。\" \"Thereissomeforethoughtinthat,\"wasBetty’sanswer。\"HeisnotonsuchtermswiththeDukethathecanexpecttobereceivedasacasualvisitor。Itwillrequireaptcontrivancetoarrangeaninterview。Iwonderifhewillbeabletoaccomplishit?\" \"Yes,hewill,\"saidLadyAnstruthers。\"Ithinkhecanalwayscontrivethingslikethat。\"Shehesitatedamoment,andthenadded:\"HesaidalsothathewishedtofindoutcertainthingsaboutMr。Ffolliott——`triflingdata,’hecalledit——thathemightbeabletolayhishandsonthingsiffathercame。 Hetoldmetoexplaintoyou。\" \"Thatwasintendedforataunt——butit’sawarning,\"Bettysaid,thinkingthethingover。\"Weareratherlikeladiesleftalonetodefendabesiegedcastle。Hewishedustofeelthat。\" Shetightenedherenclosingarm。\"Butwestandtogether—— together。Weshallnotfaileachother。Wecanfacesiegeuntilfathercomes。\" \"Youwrotetohimlastnight?\" \"Alongletter,whichIwishhimtoreceivebeforehesails。 HemightdecidetoactuponitbeforeleavingNewYork,toadvisewithsomelegalauthorityheknowsandtrusts,toprepareourmotherinsomeway——todosomewisethingwecannotforeseethevalueof。Hehasknowntheoutlineofthestory,butnotexactdetails——particularlyrecentones。Ihaveheldbacknothingitwasnecessaryheshouldknow。Iamgoingouttopostthelettermyself。IshallsendacableaskinghimtopreparetocometousafterhehasreflectedonwhatI havewritten。\" Rosaliewasveryquiet,butwhen,havinglefttheroomtopreparetogotothevillage,Bettycamebacktosayalastword,hersistercametoherandlaidherhandonherarm。 \"Ihavebeensoweakandtroddenuponforyearsthatitwouldnotbenaturalforyoutoquitetrustme,\"shesaid。\"ButIwon’tfailyou,Betty——Iwon’t。\" Thewinterwasdrawingin,thelastautumndayswereshortandoftengreyanddreary;thewindhadswepttheleavesfromthetreesandscatteredthemoverparklandsandlanes,wheretheylayamellow—hued,rustlingcarpet,shiftingwitheachchillbreezethatblew。Theberriedbrionygarlandsclungtothebaredhedges,andhereandthereflaredscarlet,stillholdingtheirreddefiantlyuntilhardfrostsshouldcometoshrivelandblackenthem。Therarehoursofsunshinewereamberhoursinsteadofgolden。 AsshepassedthroughtheparkgateBettywasthinkingofthefirstmorningonwhichshehadwalkeddownthevillagestreetbetweentheirregularrowsofred—tiledcottageswiththeraggedlittleenclosinggardens。Thentheairandsunshinehadbeenofthejustawakeningspring,nowtheskywasbrightlycold,andthroughthesmall—panedwindowsshecaughtglimpsesoffireglow。Abentoldmanwalkingveryslowly,leaningupontwosticks,hadared—brownwoollenmufflerwrappedroundhisneck。Seeingher,hestoppedandshuffledthetwosticksintoonehandthathemightleavetheotherfreetotouchhiswrinkledforeheadstiffly,hisfacestretchingintoaslowsmileasshestoppedtospeaktohim。 \"Good—morning,Marlow,\"hesaid。\"Howistherheumatismto—day?\" Hewasadeafoldman,whoseconversationwascarriedonprincipallybyguesswork,anditwaseasyforhimtogatherthatwhenherladyship’shandsomeyoungsisterhadgivenhimgreetingshehadnotforgottentoinquirerespectingthe\"rheumatics,\"whichformedthegreaterpartofexistence。 \"Mornin’,miss——mornin’,\"heansweredinthehigh,crackedvoiceofruralancientry。\"Winterbenigh,an’theydampdaysbefullofrheumatiz。’T’inteasytogetaboutonmyoldlegs,butIbemainthankfulfortheywarmthingsyousent,miss。This’ere,\"fumblingathisred—brownmufflerproudly,\"’tisacomfortonwindydays,so’tis,andwarmthbeagoodthingtoamanwhenhebegoin’downhillinyears。\" \"Allofyouwhoarenotabletoearnyourownfiresshallbewarmthiswinter,\"herladyship’shandsomesistersaid,speakingclosertohisear。\"Youshallallbewarm。Don’tbeafraidofthecolddayscoming。\" Heshuffledhissticksandtouchedhisforeheadagain,lookingupatheradmiringlyandchuckling。 \"’T’willbeanewtaleforStornhamvillage,\"hecackled。 \"’T’willbeanewtale。Thankye,miss。Thankye。\" Asshenoddedsmilinglyandpassedon,sheheardhimcacklingstillunderhisbreathashehobbledonhisslowway,comfortedandelate。Howalmostshamefullyeasyitwas;afewloadsofcoalandfaggotshereandthere,afewblanketsandwarmgarmentswhosecostcountedforsolittlewhenone’shandswerefull,couldchangeagruesomevillagewinterintoaseasonduringwhichlabour—stiffenedandbrokenoldthings,closingtheircottagedoors,coulddrawtheirchairsroundthehearthandhoverluxuriouslyovertheredglow,whichinitscomfortingfashionofseemingtohaveunderstandingofthedulldreamsinoldeyes,wasmoretobelovedthananyhumanfriend。 ButshehadnotneededherpassingspeechwithMarlowtostimulaterealisationofhowmuchshehadlearnedtocareforthemerelivingamongthesepeople,towhomsheseemedtohavebeguntobelong,andwhosecomfortablylightingfaceswhentheymethershowedthattheyknewhertobeonewhomightbeturnedtoinanyhouroftroubleordismay。Thecenturieswhichhadtrainedthemtodependupontheir\"betters\"hadtaughttheslowestofthemtojudgewithkeensightthosewhoweretobetrusted,notaloneaspowerandwealthholders,butascreatureshumanlyuprightandmercifulwiththeirkind。 \"Workin’folkallusknowsgentry,\"oldDobyhadonceshrilledtoher。\"Gentry’sgentry,an’usknows’emwheresoevertheybe。Better’ntheyknowtheirselves。Sousdo!\" Yes,theyknew。Andthoughtheyacceptedmanythingsasbeingmerelytheirnaturalrights,theygaveanunsentimentalaffectionandappreciationinreturn。Thepatriarchalnoteinthelifewaslovabletoher。Eachcreatureshepassedwasasortoffriendwhoseemedalmostofherownblood。Ithadcometothat。Thisparticularexistencewasmoresatisfyingtoherthananyother,moreheart—fillingandwarmlycomplete。 \"ThoughIamonlyanimpostor,\"shethought;\"IwasborninFifthAvenue;yetsinceIhaveknownthisIshallbequitehappyinnootherplacethananEnglishvillage,withaNormanchurchtowerlookingdownuponitandrowsoflittlegardenswithspearsofwhiteandbluelupinsandCanterburybellsstandingguardbeforecottagedoors。\" AndRosalie——ontheeveningofthatfirststrangedaywhenshehadcomeuponherpiteousfigureamongtheheatherunderthetreesnearthelake——Rosaliehadheldherarmwithahotlittlehandandhadsaidfeverishly: \"IfIcouldheartheroarofBroadwayagain!Dothestagesrattleastheyusedto,Betty?Ican’thelphopingthattheydo。\" Shecarriedherlettertothepostandstoppedtotalkafewminuteswiththepostmaster,whotransactedhisofficialbusinessinasmallshopwheresidesofbaconandhamshungsuspendedfromtheceiling,whilegroceries,flannels,dressprints,andglassbottlesofsweetstufffilledtheshelves。 \"Mr。Tewson’s\"wasthecentralpointofStornhaminacommercialsense。Theestablishmenthadalsocertainsocialqualifications。 Mr。Tewsonknewthesecretsofallheartswithinthevillageradius,alsothesecretsofallconstitutions。Heknewbysomeoccultmeanswhohadbeen\"takenbad,\"orwhohad\"takenaturn,\"andwasawareatoncewhenanyonewas\"sinkin’