\"ThatIwasinlucknottohavebrokenmyneck。\"
\"Youhadbetterhaveaglassofwine,\"touchingabell。
\"Youdonotlookequaltoanyexertion。\"
Ingatheringhimselftogether,SirNigelfelthewasforcedtouseenormouseffort。IthadcosthimagruesomephysicalstruggletoendurethedriveovertoBroadmorlands,thoughitwasonlyafewmilesfromMedham。Therehadbeensomethingunnaturalintheexertionnecessarytosituprightandkeephisminddecentlyclear。Thatwastheworstofit。Thefeverandraginghoursofthepastdaysandnightshadsoshakenhimthathehadbecomeexhausted,andhisbrainwasnotalert。Hewasnotthinkingrapidly,andseveraltimeshehadlostsightofapointitwasimportanttoremember。Hegrewhotandcoldandknewhishandsandvoiceshook,asheanswered。But,perhaps——hefeltdesperately——signsofemotionwerenotbad。
\"Iamnotquiteequaltoexertion,\"hebeganslowly。\"Butamancannotlieonhisbedwhilesomethingsareundone——
aMANcannot。\"
AstheoldDukesatupright,theblueeyesunderhisbentbrowswerestartled,aswellascurious。Wasthemangoingoutofhismindaboutsomething?Helookedratherlikeit,withthedampnessstartingoutonhishaggardface,andtheuglylooksuddenlystampedthere。ThefactwasthattheinsensatefurywhichhadpossessedandtornAnstruthersashehadwrithedinhisinnbedroomhadsprunguponhimagaininfullforce,andhisweaknesscouldnotcontrolit,thoughitwouldhavebeenwisertoholditincheck。Healsofeltfrightfullyill,whichfilledhimwithdespair,and,throughthisfact,helostsightoftheeffectheproduced,ashestoodup,shakingallover。
\"IcometoyoubecauseyouaretheonemanwhocanmosteasilyunderstandthethingIhavebeenconcealingforagoodmanyyears。\"
TheDukewasirritated。Confoundtheobjectionableidiot,whatdidhemeanbytakingthatintimatetonewithamanwhowasnotpreparedtoconcernhimselfinhisaffairs?
\"Excuseme,\"hesaid,holdingupanauthoritativehand,\"areyougoingtomakeaconfession?Idon’tlikesuchthings。Iprefertobeexcused。Personalconfidencesarenotparochialmatters。\"
\"Thisoneis。\"AndSirNigelwassickeninglyconsciousthathewasputtingthestatementrashly,whileatthesametimeallbetterwordsescapedhim。\"Itisasmuchaparochialmatter,\"losingallholdonhiswitsandstammering,\"aswas——aswas——theaffairof——yourwife。\"
ItwastheDukewhostoodupnow,scarletwithanger。
Hesprangfromhischairasifhehadbeenayoungmaninwhomsomeinsulthadstruckblazingfire。
\"You——youdare!\"heshouted。\"Youinsolentblackguard!
Youforceyourwayinhereanddare——dare————!\"
Andheclenchedhisfist,wildlyshakingit。
NigelAnstruthers,staggeringonhisuncertainfeet,wouldhaveshoutedalso,butcouldnot,thoughhetried,andheheardhisownvoicecomeforthbrokenly。
\"Yes,Idare!I——your——myown——my————!\"
Swayingandtottering,heswungroundtothechairhehadleft,andfellintoit,evenwhiletheoldDuke,whostoodragingbeforehim,startedbackinoutragedamazement。Whatwasthefellowdoing?Washemakingfacesathim?Thedrawnmalignantmouthandmusclessuggestedit。Washealunatic,indeed?Butthesenseofdisgustedoutragechangedallatoncetohorror,as,withacountenancestillmorehideouslylividandtwisted,hisvisitorslidhelplesslyfromhisseatandlayahuddlingheapofclothesonthefloor。
CHAPTERL
THEPRIMEVALTHING
WhenMr。VanderpoellandedinEnglandhiswifewaswithhim。Thisquiet—facedwoman,whowasknowntobeonherwaytojoinherdaughterinEngland,wasmuchdiscussed,envied,andglancedat,whenshepromenadedthedeckwithherhusband,orsatinherchairsoftlywrappedinwonderfulfurs。Gradually,duringthepastmonths,shehadbeentoldcertainmodifiedtruthsconnectedwithherelderdaughter’smarriage。Theyhadbeenpainfultruths,buthadbeensosoftenedandexpurgatedoftheirworstfeaturesthatithadbeenpossibletobearthem,whenonerealisedthattheydidnot,atleast,meanthatRosyhadforgottenorceasedtolovehermotherandfather,orwishtovisitherhome。ThesteadyclearnessofforesightandreadinessofresourcewhichwereoftenspokenofasbeingspeciallycharacteristicofReubenS。
Vanderpoel,wereallrequired,andemployedwithgreattenderness,inthemanagementofthissituation。Aslittleasitwaspossiblethathiswifeshouldknow,wastheutmostshemusthearandbehurtby。Unlessensuingeventscompelledfurtherrevelations,therestofitshouldbekeptfromher。Asfurtherprotection,herhusbandhadfranklyaskedhertocontentherselfwithadegreeoflimitedinformation。
\"Ihavemeantallourlives,Annie,tokeepfromyoutheunpleasantthingsawomanneednotbetroubledwith,\"hehadsaid。\"IpromisedmyselfIwouldwhenyouwereagirl。
Iknewyouwouldfacethings,ifIneededyourhelp,butyouwereagentlelittlesoul,likeRosy,andIneverintendedthatyoushouldbearwhatwasuseless。Anstrutherswasablackguard,andgirlsofallnationshavemarriedblackguardsbefore。
WhenyouhaveRosysafeathome,andknownothingcanhurtheragain,youbothmayfeelyouwouldliketotalkitover。
Tillthenwewon’tgointodetail。Youtrustme,Iknow,whenItellyouthatyoushallholdRosyinyourarmsverysoon。
Wemayhavesomethingofafight,buttherecanonlybeoneendtoitinacountryasdecentasEngland。Anstruthersisn’texactlywhatIshouldcallanEnglishman。Menratherlikehimaretobefoundintwoorthreeplaces。\"Hisgood—looking,shrewd,elderlyfacelightedwithafinesmile。\"MyhandsomeBettyhassavedusagooddealbycarryingoutherfifteen—year—oldplanofgoingtofindhersister,\"heended。
BeforetheylandedtheyhaddecidedthatMrs。VanderpoelshouldbecomfortablyestablishedinahotelinLondon,andthatafterthiswasarranged,herhusbandshouldgotoStornhamCourtalone。IfSirNigelcouldbeinducedtolistentologic,Rosalie,herchild,andBettyshouldcomeatoncetotown。
\"And,ifhewon’tlistentologic,\"addedMr。Vanderpoel,withadrycomposure,\"theyshallcomejustthesame,mydear。\"Andhiswifeputherarmsroundhisneckandkissedhimbecausesheknewwhathesaidwasquitetrue,andsheadmiredhim——asshehadalwaysdone——greatly。
Butwhenthepilotcameonboardandtherebegantostirintheshiptheagreeableandexcitingbustleofthedeliveryoflettersandwelcomingtelegrams,amongMr。Vanderpoel’smanyyellowenvelopesheopenedonethecontentsofwhichcausedhimtostandstillforsomemoments——sostill,indeed,thatsomeofthebystandersbegantotoucheachother’selbowsandwhisper。Hecertainlyreadthemessagetwoorthreetimesbeforehefoldeditup,returnedittoitsreceptacle,andwalkedgravelytohiswife’ssitting—room。
\"Reuben!\"sheexclaimed,afterherfirstlookathim,\"haveyoubadnews?Oh,Ihopenot!\"
Hecameandsatdownquietlybesideher,takingherhand。
\"Don’tbefrightened,Annie,mydear,\"hesaid。\"IhavejustbeenremindedofaverseintheBible——aboutvengeancenotbelongingtomerehumanbeings。NigelAnstruthershashadastrokeofparalysis,anditisnothisfirst。Apparently,evenifheliesonhisbackforsomemonthsthinkingofharm,hewon’tbeabletodoit。Heisfinished。\"
Whenhewascarriedbytheexpresstrainthroughthecountry,hesawallthatBettyhadseen,thoughthesummerhadpassed,andtherewereneithergreentreesnorhedges。
Heknewallthatthelonglettershadmeantofstirredemotionandaffection,andhewasstronglymoved,thoughhismindwasfullofmanythings。Therewerethefarmhouses,thesquare—toweredchurches,thered—pointedhopoasts,andthevillagechildren。Howdistinctlyshehadmadehimseethem!
HisBetty——hissplendidBetty!Hisheartbeatatthethoughtofseeingherhigh,youngblackhead,andholdinghersafeinhisarmsagain。Safe!Heresentedhavingusedtheword,becausetherewasashockinseemingtoadmitthepossibilitythatanythingintheuniversecoulddowrongtoher。Yetonemanhadbeenvillainenoughtomeanherharm,andtothreatenherwithit。Heslightlyshudderedashethoughtofhowthemanwasfinished——donefor。
Thetrainbegantopuffmoreloudly,asitslackeneditspace。
Itwasdrawingneartoarusticlittlestation,and,asitpassedin,hesawacarriagestandingoutside,waitingontheroad,andafootmaninalongcoat,glancingintoeachwindowasthetrainwentby。Twoorthreecountrypeoplewerewatchingitintently。MissVanderpoel’sfatherwascomingupfromLondononit。Thestationmasterrushedtoopenthecarriagedoor,andthefootmanhastenedforward,butatalllovelythingingreywasoppositethestepasMr。Vanderpoeldescendedittotheplatform。Shedidnotrecognisethepresenceofanyotherhumanbeingthanhimself。Forthemomentsheseemedtoforgeteventhebroad—shoulderedmanwhohadplainlycomewithher。AsReubenS。Vanderpoelfoldedherinhisarms,shefoldedhimandkissedhimashewasnotsureshehadeverkissedhimbefore。
\"MysplendidBetty!Myownfinegirl!\"hesaid。
Andwhenshecriedout\"Father!Father!\"shebentandkissedthebreastofhiscoat。
Heknewwhothebigyoungmanwasbeforesheturnedtopresenthim。
\"ThisisLordMountDunstan,father,\"shesaid。\"SinceNigelwasbroughthome,hehasbeenverygoodtous。\"
ReubenS。Vanderpoellookedwellintotheman’seyes,asheshookhandswithhimwarmly,andthiswaswhathesaidtohimself:
\"Yes,she’ssafe。Thisisquitesafe。Itistobetrustedwiththewholething。\"
Notmanydaysafterherhusband’sarrivalatStornhamCourt,Mrs。VanderpoeltravelleddownfromLondon,and,duringherjourney,scarcelysawthewintryhedgesandbaretrees,because,asshesatinhercushionedcorneroftherailwaycarriage,shewasinwardlyofferingupgentle,patheticallyardentprayersofgratitude。Shewasthewomanwhoprays,andthemanysadpetitionsofthepastyearswerebeingansweredatlast。ShewasbeingallowedtogotoRosy——
whatsoeverhappened,shecouldneverbereallypartedfromhergirlagain。Sheaskedpardonmanytimesbecauseshehadnotbeenabletobereallysorrywhenshehadheardofherson—in—law’sdesperatecondition。Shecouldfeelpityforhiminhisawfulcase,shetoldherself,butshecouldnotwishforthethingwhichperhapssheoughttowishfor。Shehadconfidedthistoherhusbandwithinnocent,penitenttears,andhehadstrokedhercheek,whichhadalwaysbeenhiscomfortingwaysincetheyhadbeenyoungthingstogether。
\"Mydear,\"hesaid,\"ifatigerwithhydrophobiawerelooseamongalotofdecentpeople——orindecentones,forthematterofthat——youwouldnotfeelityourdutytobeverysorryif,inspringingonagroupofthem,heimpaledhimselfonanironfence。Don’treproachyourselftoomuch。\"And,thoughtherealismofthepicturehepresentedwassuchastomakeherexclaim,\"No!No!\"therewerestilloccasionalmomentswhenshebreathedarequestforpardonifshewashardofheart——thissoftestofcreatureshuman。
ItwasarrangedbythetwowhobestknewandlovedherthathermeetingwithRosalieshouldhavenospectators,andthattheirfirsthourtogethershouldbewhollyunbrokeninupon。
\"Youhavenotseeneachotherforsolong,\"Bettysaid,when,onherarrival,sheledheratoncetothemorning—roomwhereRosywaited,palewithjoy,butwhenthedoorwasopened,thoughthetwofiguresweresweptintoeachother’sarmsbyonewild,tremulousrushofmovement,therewerenosoundstobeheard,onlycaughtbreaths,untilthedoorhadclosedagain。
ThetalkswhichtookplacebetweenMr。VanderpoelandLordMountDunstanweremanyandlong,andwereofabsorbinginteresttoboth。Eachpresentedtotheotheranewworld,andatypeofwhichhispreviousknowledgehadbeenbutincomplete。
\"Iwonder,\"Mr。Vanderpoelsaid,inthecourseofoneofthem,\"ifmyworldappealstoyouasyoursappealstome。
Naturally,fromyourstandpoint,itscarcelyseemsprobable。
Perhapstheup—buildingoflargefinancialschemespresupposesacertaindegreeofimagination。IambecomingaromanticNewYorkmanofbusiness,andIrevelinit。Kedgers,forinstance,\"withthesmilewhich,somehow,suggestedBetty,\"KedgersandtheLiliumGiganteum,Mrs。WeldenandoldDobythreatentodevelopintoquitenecessaryfactorsintheschemeofhappiness。WhatBettyhasfeltisevenmorecomprehensiblethanitseemedatfirst。\"
Theywalkedandrodetogetheraboutthecountryside;whenMountDunstanitselfwassweptcleanofdanger,andonlyafewconvalescentslingeredtobetakencareofinthehugeballroom,theyspentmanydaysingoingovertheestate。ThedesolatebeautyofitappealedtoandtouchedMr。Vanderpoel,asithadappealedtoandtouchedhisdaughter,and,also,wakenedinhimmuchnewandcuriousdelight。ButMountDunstan,withatouchofhisoldobstinacy,insistedthatheshouldignorethebeauty,andlookcloselyatlessadmirablethings。
\"Youmustseetheworstofthis,\"hesaid。\"YoumustunderstandthatIcanputnogoodfaceuponthings,thatI
offernothing,becauseIhavenothingtooffer。\"
Ifhehadnotbeensweptthroughandthroughbyapowerfulandrapturouspassion,hewouldhavedetestedandabhorredthesedaysofdeliberateproudlayingbareofthenakednessoftheland。ButinthehourshespentwithBettyVanderpoelthepassiongavehimknowledgeofthethingswhich,beingelemental,donotconcernthemselveswithprideandobstinacy,anddonotrememberthem。Toomuchhadended,andtoomuchbegun,toleavespaceorthoughtforpoorthings。Intheireyes,whentheyweretogether,andevenwhentheywereapart,dweltaglowwhichwasdeeplymovingtothosewho,lookingon,weresufficientlyprofoundofthoughttounderstand。
Watchingthetwowalkingslowlysidebysidedowntheleaflessavenueonacrystalwinterday,Mr。Vanderpoelconversedwiththevicar,whomhegreatlyliked。
\"AyoungmanofthenameofSelden,\"heremarked,\"toldmemoreofthisthanheknew。\"
\"G。Selden,\"saidthevicar,withaffectionatesmiling。\"Heisnotawarethathewaslargelyconcernedinthematter。Infact,withoutG。Selden,Idonotknowhow,exactly,weshouldhavegoton。Howishe,nicefellow?\"
\"Extremelywell,andinthesedaysinmyemploy。Heisofthehonest,indefatigablestuffwhichmakesitsway。\"
Hisownsmiles,ashewatchedthetwotallfiguresinthedistance,settledintoanexpressionofspeculativeabsorption,becausehewasreflectinguponprofoundlyinterestingmatters。
\"Thereisagreatprimevalthingwhichsometimes——notoften,onlysometimes——occurstotwopeople,\"hewenton。
\"Whenitleapsintobeing,itiswellifitisnotthwarted,ordonetodeath。IthashappenedtomygirlandMountDunstan。
Iftheyhadbeentwoyoungtinkersbytheroadside,theywouldhavecometogether,anddefiedtheirbeggary。Asitis,Irecognise,asIsithere,thattheoutcomeofwhatistobemayreachfar,andopenupbroadnewways。\"
\"Yes,\"saidthevicar。\"Shewilllivehereandfillastrongman’slifewithwonderfulhumanhappiness——hersplendidchildrenwillbebornhere,andamongthemwillbethosewholeadthevanandmakehistory。\"
ForsometimeNigelAnstrutherslayinhisroomatStornhamCourt,surroundedbyallofaidandluxurythatwealthandexaltedmedicalsciencecouldgatherabouthim。Sometimeshelayalividunconsciousmask,sometimeshisnursesanddoctorsknewthatinhisholloweyestherewasthelightofaraginghalfreason,andtheysawthathestruggledtouttercoherentsoundswhichtheymightcomprehend。Thisheneveraccomplished,andoneday,inthemidstofsuchaneffort,hewasstrickendumbagain,andsoonafterwardssankintostillnessanddied。
AndtheShuttleinthehandofFate,througheveryhourofeveryday,andthroughtheslow,deepbreathingofallthesilentnights,weavestoandfro——toandfro——drawingwithitthethreadsofhumanlifeandthoughtwhichstrengthenitsweb:andtracethefiguresofitsyetvagueanduncompleteddesign。
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