第4章

类别:其他 作者:Willa Cather字数:9439更新时间:19/01/07 15:03:41
ence。Whentherewasnowhereelsetogo,sheusedtositforhoursinMrs。Smiley’smillineryandnotionstore,lis— teningtothetalkofthewomenwhocamein,watchingthemwhiletheytriedonhats,blinkingatthemfromhercornerwithhersharp,restlesslittleeyes。Shenevertalkedmuchherself,butsheknewallthegossipofthetownandshehadasharpearforracyanecdotes——\"travelingmen’sstories,\"theyusedtobecalledinMoonstone。Herclickinglaughsoundedlikeatypewritingmachineinaction,and,forverypointedstories,shehadalittlescreech。 Mrs。ArchiehadbeenMrs。Archieforonlysixyears,andwhenshewasBelleWhiteshewasoneofthe\"pretty\" girlsinLansing,Michigan。Shehadthenatrainofsuitors。 ShecouldtrulyremindArchiethat\"theboyshungaroundher。\"Theydid。Theythoughtherveryspiritedandwerealwayssaying,\"Oh,thatBelleWhite,she’sacase!\"Sheusedtoplayheavypracticaljokeswhichtheyoungmen thoughtveryclever。Archiewasconsideredthemostpromisingyoungmanin\"theyoungcrowd,\"soBelleselectedhim。Shelethimsee,madehimfullyaware,thatshehadselectedhim,andArchiewasthesortofboywhocouldnotwithstandsuchenlightenment。Belle’sfamilyweresorryforhim。Onhisweddingdayhersisterslookedatthebig,handsomeboy——hewastwenty—four——ashewalkeddowntheaislewithhisbride,andthentheylookedateachother。Hisbesottedconfidence,hissober,radiantface,hisgentle,protectingarm,madethemuncomfort— able。Well,theyweregladthathewasgoingWestatonce,tofulfillhisdoomwheretheywouldnotbeonlookers。Any— how,theyconsoledthemselves,theyhadgotBelleofftheirhands。 Morethanthat,Belleseemedtohavegotherselfoffherhands。Herreputedprettinessmusthavebeenentirelytheresultofdetermination,ofafiercelittleambition。Onceshehadmarried,fastenedherselfonsomeone,cometoport,——itvanishedliketheornamentalplumagewhichdropsawayfromsomebirdsafterthematingseason。Theoneaggressiveactionofherlifewasover。Shebegantoshrinkinfaceandstature。Ofherharum—scarumspirittherewasnothingleftbutthelittlescreech。Withinafewyearsshelookedassmallandmeanasshewas。 Thor’schariotcreptalong。Theaapproachedthehouseunwillingly。Shedidn’tcareaboutthestrawberries,any— how。ShehadcomeonlybecauseshedidnotwanttohurtDr。Archie’sfeelings。ShenotonlydislikedMrs。Archie,shewasalittleafraidofher。WhileTheawasgettingtheheavybaby—buggythroughtheirongatesheheardsomeonecall,\"Waitaminute!\"andMrs。Archiecamerunningaroundthehousefromthebackdoor,herapronoverherhead。Shecametohelpwiththebuggy,becauseshewasafraidthewheelsmightscratchthepaintoffthegate— posts。Shewasaskinnylittlewomanwithagreatpileoffrizzylighthaironasmallhead。 \"Dr。Archietoldmetocomeupandpicksomestraw— berries,\"Theamuttered,wishingshehadstayedathome。 Mrs。Archieledthewaytothebackdoor,squintingandshadinghereyeswithherhand。\"Waitaminute,\"shesaidagain,whenTheaexplainedwhyshehadcome。 ShewentintoherkitchenandTheasatdownontheporchstep。WhenMrs。Archiereappearedshecarriedinherhandalittlewoodenbutter—baskettrimmedwithfringedtissuepaper,whichshemusthavebroughthomefromsomechurchsupper。\"You’llhavetohavesomethingtoputthemin,\"shesaid,ignoringtheyawningwillowbasketwhichstoodemptyonThor’sfeet。\"Youcanhavethis,andyouneedn’tmindaboutreturningit。Youknowaboutnottramplingthevines,don’tyou?\" Mrs。ArchiewentbackintothehouseandThealeanedoverinthesandandpickedafewstrawberries。Assoonasshewassurethatshewasnotgoingtocry,shetossedthelittlebasketintothebigoneandranThor’sbuggyalongthegravelwalkandoutofthegateasfastasshecouldpushit。Shewasangry,andshewasashamedforDr。Archie。Shecouldnothelpthinkinghowuncomfortablehewouldbeifheeverfoundoutaboutit。Littlethingslikethatweretheonesthatcuthimmost。Sheslunkhomebythebackway,andagainalmostcriedwhenshetoldhermotheraboutit。 Mrs。Kronborgwasfryingdoughnutsforherhusband’ssupper。Shelaughedasshedroppedanewlotintothehotgrease。\"It’swonderful,thewaysomepeoplearemade,\" shedeclared。\"ButIwouldn’tletthatupsetmeifIwasyou。Thinkwhatitwouldbetolivewithitallthetime。 Youlookintheblackpocketbookinsidemyhandbagandtakeadimeandgodowntownandgetanice—creamsoda。 That’llmakeyoufeelbetter。Thorcanhavealittleoftheice—creamifyoufeedittohimwithaspoon。Helikesit,don’tyou,son?\"Shestoopedtowipehischin。Thorwasonlysixmonthsoldandinarticulate,butitwasquitetruethathelikedice—cream。 VI Seenfromaballoon,MoonstonewouldhavelookedlikeaNoah’sarktownsetoutinthesandandlightlyshadedbygray—greentamarisksandcottonwoods。Afewpeopleweretryingtomakesoftmaplesgrowintheirturfedlawns,butthefashionofplantingincongruoustreesfromtheNorthAtlanticStateshadnotbecomegen— eralthen,andthefrail,brightlypainteddeserttownwasshadedbythelight—reflecting,wind—lovingtreesofthedesert,whoserootsarealwaysseekingwaterandwhoseleavesarealwaystalkingaboutit,makingthesoundofrain。Thelongporousrootsofthecottonwoodareirre— pressible。Theybreakintothewellsasratsdointograna— ries,andthievethewater。 ThelongstreetwhichconnectedMoonstonewiththedepotsettlementtraversedinitscourseaconsiderablestretchofroughopencountry,stakedoutinlotsbutnotbuiltupatall,aweedyhiatusbetweenthetownandtherailroad。Whenyousetoutalongthisstreettogotothestation,younoticedthatthehousesbecamesmallerandfartherapart,untiltheyceasedaltogether,andtheboardsidewalkcontinueditsunevencoursethroughsunflowerpatches,untilyoureachedthesolitary,newbrickCatholicChurch。Thechurchstoodtherebecausethelandwasgiventotheparishbythemanwhoownedtheadjoiningwastelots,inthehopeofmakingthemmoresalable—— \"Farrier’sAddition,\"thispatchofprairiewascalledintheclerk’soffice。Aneighthofamilebeyondthechurchwasawashout,adeepsand—gully,wheretheboardsidewalkbecameabridgeforperhapsfiftyfeet。JustbeyondthegullywasoldUncleBillyBeemer’sgrove,——twelvetownlotssetoutinfine,well—growncottonwoodtrees,delightful tolookupon,ortolistento,astheyswayedandrippledinthewind。UncleBillyhadbeenoneofthemostworthlessolddrunkardswhoeversatonastoreboxandtoldfilthystories。Onenightheplayedhide—and—seekwithaswitchengineandgothissoddenbrainsknockedout。Buthisgrove,theonecreditablethinghehadeverdoneinhislife,rustledon。Beyondthisgrovethehousesofthedepotsettlementbegan,andthenakedboardwalk,thathadruninoutofthesunflowers,againbecamealinkbetweenhumandwellings。 Oneafternoon,lateinthesummer,Dr。HowardArchiewasfightinghiswaybacktotownalongthiswalkthroughablindingsandstorm,asilkhandkerchieftiedoverhismouth。Hehadbeentoseeasickwomandowninthedepotsettlement,andhewaswalkingbecausehisponieshadbeenoutforaharddrivethatmorning。 AshepassedtheCatholicChurchhecameuponTheaandThor。Theawassittinginachild’sexpresswagon,herfeetoutbehind,kickingthewagonalongandsteeringbythetongue。Thorwasonherlapandsheheldhimwithonearm。Hehadgrowntobeabigcubofababy,withacon— stitutionalgrievance,andhehadtobecontinuallyamused。 Theatookhimphilosophically,andtuggedandpulledhimabout,gettingasmuchfunasshecouldunderherencumbrance。Herhairwasblowingaboutherface,andhereyesweresquintingsointentlyattheunevenboardsidewalkinfrontofherthatshedidnotseethedoctoruntilhespoketoher。 \"Lookout,Thea。You’llsteerthatyoungsterintotheditch。\" Thewagonstopped。Theareleasedthetongue,wipedherhot,sandyface,andpushedbackherhair。\"Oh,no,Iwon’t!Ineverranoffbutonce,andthenhedidn’tgetanythingbutabump。Helikesthisbetterthanababy— buggy,andsodoI。\" \"Areyougoingtokickthatcartallthewayhome?\" \"Ofcourse。Wetakelongtrips;whereverthereisaside— walk。It’snogoodontheroad。\" \"Lookstomelikeworkingprettyhardforyourfun。 Areyougoingtobebusyto—night?Wanttomakeacallwithme?SpanishJohnny’scomehomeagain,allusedup。 Hiswifesentmewordthismorning,andIsaidI’dgoovertoseehimto—night。He’sanoldchumofyours,isn’the?\" \"Oh,I’mglad。She’sbeencryinghereyesout。Whendidhecome?\" \"Lastnight,onNumberSix。Paidhisfare,theytellme。 Toosicktobeatit。There’llcomeatimewhenthatboywon’tgetback,I’mafraid。Comearoundtomyofficeabouteighto’clock,——andyouneedn’tbringthat!\" Thorseemedtounderstandthathehadbeeninsulted,forhescowledandbegantokickthesideofthewagon,shouting,\"Go—go,go—go!\"Thealeanedforwardandgrabbedthewagontongue。Dr。Archiesteppedinfrontofherandblockedtheway。\"Whydon’tyoumakehimwait? Whatdoyoulethimbossyoulikethatfor?\" \"Ifhegetsmadhethrowshimself,andthenIcan’tdoanythingwithhim。Whenhe’smadhe’slotsstrongerthanme,aren’tyou,Thor?\"Theaspokewithpride,andtheidolwasappeased。Hegruntedapprovinglyashissisterbegantokickrapidlybehindher,andthewagonrattledoffandsoondisappearedintheflyingcurrentsofsand。 ThateveningDr。Archiewasseatedinhisoffice,hisdeskchairtiltedback,readingbythelightofahotcoal—oillamp。 Allthewindowswereopen,butthenightwasbreathlessafterthesandstorm,andhishairwasmoistwhereithungoverhisforehead。Hewasdeeplyengrossedinhisbookandsometimessmiledthoughtfullyasheread。WhenTheaKronborgenteredquietlyandslippedintoaseat,henodded,finishedhisparagraph,insertedabookmark,androsetoputthebookbackintothecase。Itwasoneoutofthelongrowofuniformvolumesonthetopshelf。 \"NearlyeverytimeIcomein,whenyou’realone,you’rereadingoneofthosebooks,\"Thearemarkedthoughtfully。 \"Theymustbeverynice。\" Thedoctordroppedbackintohisswivelchair,themot— tledvolumestillinhishand。\"Theyaren’texactlybooks,Thea,\"hesaidseriously。\"They’reacity。\" \"Ahistory,youmean?\" \"Yes,andno。They’reahistoryofalivecity,notadeadone。AFrenchmanundertooktowriteaboutawholecityfulofpeople,allthekindsheknew。Andhegotthemnearlyallin,Iguess。Yes,it’sveryinteresting。You’llliketoreaditsomeday,whenyou’regrownup。\" Thealeanedforwardandmadeoutthetitleontheback,\"ADistinguishedProvincialinParis。\" \"Itdoesn’tsoundveryinteresting。\" \"Perhapsnot,butitis。\"Thedoctorscrutinizedherbroadface,lowenoughtobeinthedirectlightfromunderthegreenlampshade。\"Yes,\"hewentonwithsomesat— isfaction,\"Ithinkyou’lllikethemsomeday。You’realwayscuriousaboutpeople,andIexpectthismanknewmoreaboutpeoplethananybodythateverlived。\" \"Citypeopleorcountrypeople?\" \"Both。Peopleareprettymuchthesameeverywhere。\" \"Oh,no,they’renot。Thepeoplewhogothroughinthedining—cararen’tlikeus。\" \"Whatmakesyouthinktheyaren’t,mygirl?Theirclothes?\" Theashookherhead。\"No,it’ssomethingelse。Idon’tknow。\"Hereyesshiftedunderthedoctor’ssearchinggazeandsheglancedupattherowofbooks。\"HowsoonwillIbeoldenoughtoreadthem?\" \"Soonenough,soonenough,littlegirl。\"Thedoctorpattedherhandandlookedatherindexfinger。\"Thenail’scomingallright,isn’tit?ButIthinkthatmanmakesyoupracticetoomuch。Youhaveitonyourmindallthetime。\"Hehadnoticedthatwhenshetalkedtohim shewasalwaysopeningandshuttingherhands。\"Itmakesyounervous。\" \"No,hedon’t,\"Thearepliedstubbornly,watchingDr。 Archiereturnthebooktoitsniche。 Hetookupablackleathercase,putonhishat,andtheywentdownthedarkstairsintothestreet。Thesummermoonhungfullinthesky。Forthetimebeing,itwasthegreatfactintheworld。Beyondtheedgeofthetowntheplainwassowhitethateveryclumpofsagestoodoutdis— tinctfromthesand,andtheduneslookedlikeashininglake。ThedoctortookoffhisstrawhatandcarrieditinhishandastheywalkedtowardMexicanTown,acrossthesand。 NorthofPueblo,MexicansettlementswererareinColoradothen。Thisonehadcomeaboutaccidentally。 SpanishJohnnywasthefirstMexicanwhocametoMoon— stone。Hewasapainteranddecorator,andhadbeenworkinginTrinidad,whenRayKennedytoldhimtherewasa\"boom\"oninMoonstone,andagoodmanynewbuildingsweregoingup。AyearafterJohnnysettledinMoonstone,hiscousin,FamosSerrenos,cametoworkinthebrickyard;thenSerrenos’cousinscametohelphim。 Duringthestrike,themastermechanicputagangofMexicanstoworkintheroundhouse。TheMexicanshadarrivedsoquietly,withtheirblanketsandmusicalinstru— ments,thatbeforeMoonstonewasawaketothefact,therewasaMexicanquarter;adozenfamiliesormore。 AsTheaandthedoctorapproachedthe’dobehouses,theyheardaguitar,andarichbarytonevoice——thatofFamosSerrenos——singing\"LaGolandrina。\"AlltheMexicanhouseshadneatlittleyards,withtamariskhedgesandflowers,andwalksborderedwithshellsorwhite— washedstones。Johnny’shousewasdark。Hiswife,Mrs。 Tellamantez,wassittingonthedoorstep,combingherlong,blue—blackhair。(MexicanwomenareliketheSpar— tans;whentheyareintrouble,inlove,understressofany kind,theycombandcombtheirhair。)Sherosewithoutembarrassmentorapology,combinhand,andgreetedthedoctor。 \"Good—evening;willyougoin?\"sheaskedinalow,musicalvoice。\"Heisinthebackroom。Iwillmakealight。\"Shefollowedthemindoors,litacandleandhandedittothedoctor,pointingtowardthebedroom。Thenshewentbackandsatdownonherdoorstep。 Dr。ArchieandTheawentintothebedroom,whichwasdarkandquiet。Therewasabedinthecorner,andamanwaslyingonthecleansheets。Onthetablebesidehimwasaglasspitcher,half—fullofwater。SpanishJohnnylookedyoungerthanhiswife,andwhenhewasinhealthhewasveryhandsome:slender,gold—colored,withwavyblackhair,around,smooththroat,whiteteeth,andburningblackeyes。Hisprofilewasstrongandsevere,likeanIndian’s。Whatwastermedhis\"wildness\"showeditselfonlyinhisfeverisheyesandinthecolorthatburnedonhistawnycheeks。Thatnighthewasacopperygreen,andhiseyeswerelikeblackholes。Heopenedthemwhenthedoc— torheldthecandlebeforehisface。 \"MITESTA!\"hemuttered,\"MITESTA,doctor。\"LA FIEBRE!\"Seeingthedoctor’scompanionatthefootofthebed,heattemptedasmile。\"MUCHACHA!\"heexclaimeddeprecat— ingly。 Dr。Archiestuckathermometerintohismouth。\"Now,Thea,youcanrunoutsideandwaitforme。\" TheaslippednoiselesslythroughthedarkhouseandjoinedMrs。Tellamantez。ThesomberMexicanwomandidnotseeminclinedtotalk,buthernodwasfriendly。 Theasatdownonthewarmsand,herbacktothemoon,facingMrs。Tellamantezonherdoorstep,andbegantocountthemoonflowersonthevinethatranoverthehouse。 Mrs。Tellamantezwasalwaysconsideredaveryhomelywoman。Herfacewasofastronglymarkedtypenotsym— pathetictoAmericans。Suchlong,ovalfaces,withafull chin,alarge,mobilemouth,ahighnose,arenotuncom— moninSpain。Mrs。Tellamantezcouldnotwritehername,andcouldreadbutlittle。Herstrongnatureliveduponitself。ShewaschieflyknowninMoonstoneforherforbear— ancewithherincorrigiblehusband。 NobodyknewexactlywhatwasthematterwithJohnny,andeverybodylikedhim。Hispopularitywouldhavebeenunusualforawhiteman,foraMexicanitwasunprece— dented。Histalentswerehisundoing。Hehadahigh,uncertaintenorvoice,andheplayedthemandolinwithexceptionalskill。Periodicallyhewentcrazy。Therewasnootherwaytoexplainhisbehavior。Hewasacleverworkman,and,whenheworked,asregularandfaithfulasaburro。Thensomenighthewouldfallinwithacrowdatthesaloonandbegintosing。Hewouldgoonuntilhehadnovoiceleft,untilhewheezedandrasped。Thenhewouldplayhismandolinfuriously,anddrinkuntilhiseyessankbackintohishead。Atlast,whenhewasputoutofthesaloonatclosingtime,andcouldgetnobodytolistentohim,hewouldrunaway——alongtherailroadtrack,straightacrossthedesert。Healwaysmanagedtogetaboardafreightsomewhere。OncebeyondDenver,heplayedhiswaysouthwardfromsaloontosaloonuntilhegotacrosstheborder。Heneverwrotetohiswife;butshewouldsoonbegintogetnewspapersfromLaJunta,Albuquerque,Chihuahua,withmarkedparagraphsan— nouncingthatJuanTellamantezandhiswonderfulman— dolincouldbeheardattheJackRabbitGrill,orthePearlofCadizSaloon。Mrs。Tellamantezwaitedandweptandcombedherhair。Whenhewascompletelywrungoutandburnedup,——allbutdestroyed,——herJuanalwayscamebacktohertobetakencareof,——oncewithanuglyknifewoundintheneck,oncewithafingermissingfromhisrighthand,——butheplayedjustaswellwiththreefingersashehadwithfour。 PublicsentimentwaslenienttowardJohnny,butevery— bodywasdisgustedwithMrs。Tellamantezforputtingupwithhim。Sheoughttodisciplinehim,peoplesaid;sheoughttoleavehim;shehadnoself—respect。Inshort,Mrs。 Tellamantezgotalltheblame。EvenTheathoughtshewasmuchtoohumble。To—night,asshesatwithherbacktothemoon,lookingatthemoonflowersandMrs。Tella— mantez’ssomberface,shewasthinkingthatthereisnoth— ingsosadintheworldasthatkindofpatienceandresigna— tion。ItwasmuchworsethanJohnny’scraziness。SheevenwonderedwhetheritdidnothelptomakeJohnnycrazy。 Peoplehadnorighttobesopassiveandresigned。ShewouldliketorolloverandoverinthesandandscreechatMrs。Tellamantez。Shewasgladwhenthedoctorcameout。 TheMexicanwomanroseandstoodrespectfulandex— pectant。Thedoctorheldhishatinhishandandlookedkindlyather。 \"Sameoldthing,Mrs。Tellamantez。He’snoworsethanhe’sbeenbefore。I’veleftsomemedicine。Don’tgivehimanythingbuttoastwateruntilIseehimagain。You’reagoodnurse;you’llgethimout。\"Dr。Archiesmileden— couragingly。Heglancedaboutthelittlegardenandwrinkledhisbrows。\"Ican’tseewhatmakeshimbehaveso。He’skillinghimself,andhe’snotarowdysortoffel— low。Can’tyoutiehimupsomeway?Can’tyoutellwhenthesefitsarecomingon?\" Mrs。Tellamantezputherhandtoherforehead。\"Thesaloon,doctor,theexcitement;thatiswhatmakeshim。 Peoplelistentohim,anditexciteshim。\" Thedoctorshookhishead。\"Maybe。He’stoomuchformycalculations。Idon’tseewhathegetsoutofit。\" \"Heisalwaysfooled,\"——theMexicanwomanspokerapidlyandtremulously,herlongunderlipquivering。 \"Heisgoodatheart,buthehasnohead。Hefoolshimself。 Youdonotunderstandinthiscountry,youareprogressive。 Buthehasnojudgment,andheisfooled。\"Shestoopedquickly,tookuponeofthewhiteconch—shellsthatbordered thewalk,and,withanapologeticinclinationofherhead,heldittoDr。Archie’sear。\"Listen,doctor。Youhearsomethinginthere?Youhearthesea;andyettheseaisveryfarfromhere。Youhavejudgment,andyouknowthat。Butheisfooled。Tohim,itistheseaitself。A littlethingisbigtohim。\"Shebentandplacedtheshellinthewhiterow,withitsfellows。Theatookitupsoftlyandpressedittoherownear。Thesoundinitstartledher;itwaslikesomethingcallingone。SothatwaswhyJohnnyranaway。Therewassomethingawe—inspiringaboutMrs。Tellamantezandhershell。 TheacaughtDr。Archie’shandandsqueezedithardassheskippedalongbesidehimbacktowardMoonstone。 Shewenthome,andthedoctorwentbacktohislampandhisbook。Heneverlefthisofficeuntilaftermidnight。 Ifhedidnotplaywhistorpoolintheevening,heread。 Ithadbecomeahabitwithhimtolosehimself。 VII Thea’stwelfthbirthdayhadpassedafewweeksbeforehermemorablecalluponMrs。Tellamantez。 TherewasaworthymaninMoonstonewhowasalreadyplanningtomarryTheaassoonassheshouldbeoldenough。 HisnamewasRayKennedy,hisagewasthirty,andhewasconductoronafreighttrain,hisrunbeingfromMoonstonetoDenver。Raywasabigfellow,withasquare,openAmericanface,arockchin,andfeaturesthatonewouldneverhappentoremember。Hewasanaggressiveidealist,afreethinker,and,likemostrailroadmen,deeplysenti— mental。ThealikedhimforreasonsthathadtodowiththeadventurouslifehehadledinMexicoandtheSouth— west,ratherthanforanythingverypersonal。Shelikedhim,too,becausehewastheonlyoneofherfriendswhoevertookhertothesandhills。Thesandhillswereacon— stanttantalization;shelovedthembetterthananythingnearMoonstone,andyetshecouldsoseldomgettothem。 Thefirstduneswereaccessibleenough;theywereonlyafewmilesbeyondtheKohlers’,andshecouldrunoutthereanydaywhenshecoulddoherpracticinginthemorningandgetThoroffherhandsforanafternoon。Buttherealhills——theTurquoiseHills,theMexicanscalledthem—— weretengoodmilesaway,andonereachedthembyaheavy,sandyroad。Dr。ArchiesometimestookTheaonhislongdrives,butasnobodylivedinthesandhills,heneverhadcallstomakeinthatdirection。RayKennedywasheronlyhopeofgettingthere。 ThissummerTheahadnotbeentothehillsonce,thoughRayhadplannedseveralSundayexpeditions。OnceThorwassick,andoncetheorganistinherfather’schurchwasawayandTheahadtoplaytheorganforthethreeSunday services。ButonthefirstSundayinSeptember,RaydroveuptotheKronborgs’frontgateatnineo’clockinthemorn—