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类别:其他 作者:Willa Cather字数:9646更新时间:19/01/07 15:03:41
\"Wasshethegreatestsingeryoueverheard?\" Wunschnoddedgravely。\"Quiteso。Shewasthemost——\"hehuntedforanEnglishword,liftedhishandoverhisheadandsnappedhisfingersnoiselesslyintheair,enunciatingfiercely,\"KUNST—LER—ISCH!\"Thewordseemedtoglitterinhisupliftedhand,hisvoicewassofullofemotion。 Wunschrosefromthestoolandbegantobuttonhiswaddedjacket,preparingtoreturntohishalf—heatedroomintheloft。Thearegretfullyputonhercloakandhoodandsetoutforhome。 WhenWunschlookedforhisscorelatethatafternoon,hefoundthatTheahadnotforgottentotakeitwithher。 Hesmiledhisloose,sarcasticsmile,andthoughtfullyrubbedhisstubblychinwithhisredfingers。WhenFritzcamehomeintheearlybluetwilightthesnowwasflyingfaster,Mrs。KohlerwascookingHASENPFEFFERinthekitchen,andtheprofessorwasseatedatthepiano,playingtheGluck,whichheknewbyheart。OldFritztookoffhisshoesquietlybehindthestoveandlaydownontheloungebeforehismasterpiece,wherethefirelightwasplayingoverthewallsofMoscow。Helistened,whiletheroomgrewdarkerandthewindowsduller。Wunschalwayscamebacktothesamething:—— \"ACH,ICHHABESIEVERLOREN, EURIDICE,EURIDICE!\" FromtimetotimeFritzsighedsoftly。He,too,hadlostaEuridice。 XI OneSaturday,lateinJune,Theaarrivedearlyforherlesson。Assheperchedherselfuponthepianostool,——awobbly,old—fashionedthingthatworkedonacreakyscrew,——shegaveWunschasideglance,smiling。\"Youmustnotbecrosstometo—day。Thisismybirthday。\" \"So?\"hepointedtothekeyboard。 AfterthelessontheywentouttojoinMrs。Kohler,whohadaskedTheatocomeearly,sothatshecouldstayandsmellthelindenbloom。Itwasoneofthosestilldaysofintenselight,wheneveryparticleofmicainthesoilflashedlikealittlemirror,andtheglarefromtheplainbelowseemedmoreintensethantheraysfromabove。Thesandridgesranglitteringgoldouttowherethemiragelickedthemup,shiningandsteaminglikealakeinthetropics。 Theskylookedlikebluelava,foreverincapableofclouds,——aturquoisebowlthatwasthelidofthedesert。AndyetwithinMrs。Kohler’sgreenpatchthewaterdripped,thebedshadallbeenhosed,andtheairwasfreshwithrapidlyevaporatingmoisture。 Thetwosymmetricallindentreesweretheproudestthingsinthegarden。Theirsweetnessembalmedalltheair。Ateveryturnofthepaths,——whetheronewenttoseethehollyhocksorthebleedingheart,ortolookatthepur— plemorning—gloriesthatranoverthebean—poles,——wher— everonewent,thesweetnessofthelindensstruckoneafreshandonealwayscamebacktothem。Undertheroundleaves,wherethewaxenyellowblossomshung,beviesofwildbeeswerebuzzing。Thetamariskswerestillpink,andtheflower—bedsweredoingtheirbestinhonorofthelindenfestival。Thewhitedove—housewasshiningwithafreshcoatofpaint,andthepigeonswerecrooningcontentedly, flyingdownoftentodrinkatthedripfromthewatertank。 Mrs。Kohler,whowastransplantingpansies,cameupwithhertrowelandtoldTheaitwasluckytohaveyourbirthdaywhenthelindenswereinbloom,andthatshemustgoandlookatthesweetpeas。Wunschaccompaniedher,andastheywalkedbetweentheflower—bedshetookThea’shand。 \"ESFLUSTERNUNDSPRECHENDIEBLUMEN,\"—— hemuttered。\"YouknowthatvonHeine?IMLEUCHTENDEN SOMMERMORGEN?\"HelookeddownatTheaandsoftlypressedherhand。 \"No,Idon’tknowit。WhatdoesFLUSTERNmean?\" \"FLUSTERN?——towhisper。Youmustbeginnowtoknowsuchthings。Thatisnecessary。Howmanybirthdays?\" \"Thirteen。I’minmy’teensnow。ButhowcanIknowwordslikethat?Ionlyknowwhatyousayatmylessons。 Theydon’tteachGermanatschool。HowcanIlearn?\" \"Itisalwayspossibletolearnwhenonelikes,\"saidWunsch。Hiswordswereperemptory,asusual,buthistonewasmild,evenconfidential。\"Thereisalwaysaway。 Andifsomedayyouaregoingtosing,itisnecessarytoknowwelltheGermanlanguage。\" Theastoopedovertopickaleafofrosemary。HowdidWunschknowthat,whentheveryrosesonherwall—paperhadneverheardit?\"ButamIgoingto?\"sheasked,stillstooping。 \"Thatisforyoutosay,\"returnedWunschcoldly。\"YouwouldbettermarrysomeJACOBhereandkeepthehouseforhim,may—be?Thatisasonedesires。\" Theaflashedupathimaclear,laughinglook。\"No,I don’twanttodothat。Youknow,\"shebrushedhiscoat— sleevequicklywithheryellowhead。\"OnlyhowcanI learnanythinghere?It’ssofarfromDenver。\" Wunsch’slooselowerlipcurledinamusement。Then,asifhesuddenlyrememberedsomething,hespokeseriously。 \"Nothingisfarandnothingisnear,ifonedesires。The worldislittle,peoplearelittle,humanlifeislittle。Thereisonlyonebigthing——desire。Andbeforeit,whenitisbig,allislittle。ItbroughtColumbusacrosstheseainalittleboat,UNDSOWEITER。\"Wunschmadeagrimace,tookhispupil’shandanddrewhertowardthegrapearbor。\"Here— afterIwillmorespeaktoyouinGerman。Now,sitdownandIwillteachyouforyourbirthdaythatlittlesong。Askmethewordsyoudonotknowalready。Now:IMLEUCH— TENDENSOMMERMORGEN。\" Theamemorizedquicklybecauseshehadthepoweroflisteningintently。Inafewmomentsshecouldrepeattheeightlinesforhim。Wunschnoddedencouraginglyandtheywentoutofthearborintothesunlightagain。Astheywentupanddownthegravelpathsbetweentheflower— beds,thewhiteandyellowbutterflieskeptdartingbeforethem,andthepigeonswerewashingtheirpinkfeetatthedripandcrooningintheirhuskybass。OverandoveragainWunschmadehersaythelinestohim。\"Youseeitisnothing。IfyoulearnagreatmanyoftheLIEDER,youwillknowtheGermanlanguagealready。WEITER,NUN。\"Hewouldinclinehisheadgravelyandlisten。 \"IMLEUCHTENDENSOMMERMORGEN GEH’ICHIMGARTENHERUM; ESFLUSTERNUNDSPRECHENDIEBLUMEN,ICHABER,ICHWANDTESTUMM。 \"ESFLUSTERNUNDSPRECHENDIEBLUMEN UNDSCHAU’NMITLEIDIGMICHAN: `SEIUNSERERSCHWESTERNICHTBOSE,DUTRAURIGER,BLASSERMANN!’\" (Inthesoft—shiningsummermorningIwanderedthegardenwithin。 Theflowerstheywhisperedandmurmured,ButI,Iwandereddumb。 Theflowerstheywhisperandmurmur,Andmewithcompassiontheyscan: \"Oh,benotharshtooursister,Thousorrowful,death—paleman!\") Wunschhadnoticedbeforethatwhenhispupilreadanythinginversethecharacterofhervoicechangedalto— gether;itwasnolongerthevoicewhichspokethespeechofMoonstone。Itwasasoft,richcontralto,andshereadquietly;thefeelingwasinthevoiceitself,notindicatedbyemphasisorchangeofpitch。Sherepeatedthelittleversesmusically,likeasong,andtheentreatyoftheflowerswasevensofterthantherest,astheshyspeechofflowersmightbe,andsheendedwiththevoicesuspended,almostwitharisinginflection。Itwasanature—voice,Wunschtoldhim— self,breathedfromthecreatureandapartfromlanguage,likethesoundofthewindinthetrees,orthemurmurofwater。 \"Whatisittheflowersmeanwhentheyaskhimnottobeharshtotheirsister,eh?\"heasked,lookingdownathercuriouslyandwrinklinghisdullredforehead。 Theaglancedathiminsurprise。\"Isupposehethinkstheyareaskinghimnottobeharshtohissweetheart——orsomegirltheyremindhimof。\" \"AndwhyTRAURIGER,BLASSERMANN?\" Theyhadcomebacktothegrapearbor,andTheapickedoutasunnyplaceonthebench,whereatortoise—shellcatwasstretchedatfulllength。Shesatdown,bendingoverthecatandteasinghiswhiskers。\"Becausehehadbeenawakeallnight,thinkingabouther,wasn’tit?Maybethatwaswhyhewasupsoearly。\" Wunschshruggedhisshoulders。\"Ifhethinkaboutherallnightalready,whydoyousaytheflowersremindhim?\" Thealookedupathiminperplexity。Aflashofcompre— hensionlitherfaceandshesmiledeagerly。\"Oh,Ididn’tmean`remind’inthatway!Ididn’tmeantheybroughthertohismind!Imeantitwasonlywhenhecameoutinthemorning,thatsheseemedtohimlikethat,——likeoneoftheflowers。\" \"Andbeforehecameout,howdidsheseem?\" ThistimeitwasTheawhoshruggedhershoulders。The warmsmileleftherface。Sheliftedhereyebrowsinannoy— anceandlookedoffatthesandhills。 Wunschpersisted。\"Whyyounotanswerme?\" \"Becauseitwouldbesilly。Youarejusttryingtomakemesaythings。Itspoilsthingstoaskquestions。\" Wunschbowedmockingly;hissmilewasdisagreeable。 Suddenlyhisfacegrewgrave,grewfierce,indeed。Hepulledhimselfupfromhisclumsystoopandfoldedhisarms。\"Butitisnecessarytoknowifyouknowsomethings。Some— thingscannotbetaught。Ifyounotknowinthebeginning,younotknowintheend。Forasingertheremustbesome— thingintheinsidefromthebeginning。Ishallnotbelonginthisplace,may—be,andIliketoknow。Yes,\"——hegroundhisheelinthegravel,——\"yes,whenyouarebarelysix,youmustknowthatalready。Thatisthebeginningofallthings;DERGEIST,DIEPHANTASIE。Itmustbeinthebaby,whenitmakesitsfirstcry,likeDERRHYTHMUS,oritisnottobe。Youhavesomevoicealready,andifinthebeginning,whenyouarewiththings—to—play,youknowthatwhatyouwillnottellme,thenyoucanlearntosing,may—be。\" Wunschbegantopacethearbor,rubbinghishandsto— gether。Thedarkflushofhisfacehadspreadupundertheiron—graybristlesonhishead。Hewastalkingtohimself,nottoThea。Insidiouspowerofthelindenbloom!\"Oh,muchyoucanlearn!ABERNICHTDIEAMERICANISCHENFRAU— LEIN。Theyhavenothinginsidethem,\"strikinghischestwithbothfists。\"TheyareliketheonesintheMAR— CHEN,agrinningfaceandhollowintheinsides。Some— thingtheycanlearn,oh,yes,may—be!Butthesecret—— whatmaketherosetored,theskytoblue,themantolove——INDERBRUST,INDERBRUSTitis,UNDOHNEDIESESGIEBTES KEINEKUNST,GIEBTESKEINEKUNST!\"Hethrewuphissquarehandandshookit,allthefingersapartandwagging。Purpleandbreathlesshewentoutofthearborandintothehouse,withoutsayinggood—bye。TheseoutburstsfrightenedWunsch。Theywerealwaysharbingersofill。 Theagothermusic—bookandstolequietlyoutofthegarden。Shedidnotgohome,butwanderedoffintothesanddunes,wherethepricklypearwasinblossomandthegreenlizardswereracingeachotherintheglitteringlight。 Shewasshakenbyapassionateexcitement。ShedidnotaltogetherunderstandwhatWunschwastalkingabout; andyet,inawaysheknew。Sheknew,ofcourse,thattherewassomethingaboutherthatwasdifferent。Butitwasmorelikeafriendlyspiritthanlikeanythingthatwasapartofherself。Shethoughteverythingtoit,anditan— sweredher;happinessconsistedofthatbackwardandfor— wardmovementofherself。Thesomethingcameandwent,sheneverknewhow。Sometimesshehuntedforitandcouldnotfindit;again,sheliftedhereyesfromabook,orsteppedoutofdoors,orwakenedinthemorning,anditwasthere,—— underhercheek,itusuallyseemedtobe,oroverherbreast,——akindofwarmsureness。Andwhenitwasthere,everythingwasmoreinterestingandbeautiful,evenpeople。 Whenthiscompanionwaswithher,shecouldgetthemostwonderfulthingsoutofSpanishJohnny,orWunsch,orDr。Archie。 Onherthirteenthbirthdayshewanderedforalongwhileaboutthesandridges,pickingupcrystalsandlookingintotheyellowprickly—pearblossomswiththeirthousandsta— mens。ShelookedatthesandhillsuntilshewishedsheWEREasandhill。Andyetsheknewthatshewasgoingtoleavethemallbehindsomeday。Theywouldbechangingalldaylong,yellowandpurpleandlavender,andshewouldnotbethere。Fromthatdayon,shefelttherewasasecretbetweenherandWunsch。Togethertheyhadliftedalid,pulledoutadrawer,andlookedatsomething。Theyhiditawayandneverspokeofwhattheyhadseen;butneitherofthemforgotit。 XII OneJulynight,whenthemoonwasfull,Dr。Archiewascomingupfromthedepot,restlessanddiscon— tented,wishingthereweresomethingtodo。Hecarriedhisstrawhatinhishand,andkeptbrushinghishairbackfromhisforeheadwithapurposeless,unsatisfiedgesture。 AfterhepassedUncleBillyBeemer’scottonwoodgrove,thesidewalkranoutoftheshadowintothewhitemoon— lightandcrossedthesandgullyonhighposts,likeabridge。 Asthedoctorapproachedthistrestle,hesawawhitefigure,andrecognizedTheaKronborg。Hequickenedhispaceandshecametomeethim。 \"Whatareyoudoingoutsolate,mygirl?\"heaskedashetookherhand。 \"Oh,Idon’tknow。Whatdopeoplegotobedsoearlyfor?I’dliketorunalongbeforethehousesandscreechatthem。Isn’titgloriousouthere?\" Theyoungdoctorgaveamelancholylaughandpressedherhand。 \"Thinkofit,\"Theasnortedimpatiently。\"Nobodyupbutusandtherabbits!I’vestarteduphalfadozenof’em。 Lookatthatlittleonedowntherenow,\"——shestoopedandpointed。Inthegullybelowthemtherewas,indeed,alittlerabbitwithawhitespotofatail,crouchingdownonthesand,quitemotionless。Itseemedtobelappingupthemoonlightlikecream。Ontheothersideofthewalk,downintheditch,therewasapatchoftall,ranksunflowers,theirshaggyleaveswhitewithdust。Themoonstoodoverthecottonwoodgrove。Therewasnowind,andnosoundbutthewheezingofanenginedownonthetracks。 \"Well,wemayaswellwatchtherabbits。\"Dr。Archiesatdownonthesidewalkandlethisfeethangoverthe edge。HepulledoutasmoothlinenhandkerchiefthatsmelledofGermancolognewater。\"Well,howgoesit? Workinghard?YoumustknowaboutallWunschcanteachyoubythistime。\" Theashookherhead。\"Oh,no,Idon’t,Dr。Archie。 He’shardtogetat,buthe’sbeenarealmusicianinhistime。Mothersaysshebelieveshe’sforgottenmorethanthemusic—teachersdowninDenvereverknew。\" \"I’mafraidhewon’tbearoundheremuchlonger,\"saidDr。Archie。\"He’sbeenmakingatankofhimselflately。 He’llbepullinghisfreightoneofthesedays。That’sthewaytheydo,youknow。I’llbesorryonyouraccount。\" Hepausedandranhisfreshhandkerchiefoverhisface。 \"Whatthedeuceareweallhereforanyway,Thea?\"hesaidabruptly。 \"Onearth,youmean?\"Theaaskedinalowvoice。 \"Well,primarily,yes。Butsecondarily,whyareweinMoonstone?Itisn’tasifwe’dbeenbornhere。Youwere,butWunschwasn’t,andIwasn’t。IsupposeI’mherebecauseImarriedassoonasIgotoutofmedicalschoolandhadtogetapracticequick。Ifyouhurrythings,youalwaysgetleftintheend。Idon’tlearnanythinghere,andasforthepeople——InmyowntowninMichigan,now,therewerepeoplewholikedmeonmyfather’saccount,whohadevenknownmygrandfather。Thatmeantsomething。Buthereit’salllikethesand:blowsnorthonedayandsouththenext。We’reallalotofgamblerswithoutmuchnerve,playingforsmallstakes。Therailroadistheonerealfactinthiscountry。Thathastobe;theworldhastobegotbackandforth。Buttherestofusareherejustbecauseit’stheendofarunandtheenginehastohaveadrink。 SomedayI’llgetupandfindmyhairturninggray,andI’llhavenothingtoshowforit。\" Theaslidclosertohimandcaughthisarm。\"No,no。 Iwon’tletyougetgray。You’vegottostayyoungforme。 I’mgettingyoungnow,too。\" Archielaughed。\"Getting?\" \"Yes。Peoplearen’tyoungwhenthey’rechildren。LookatThor,now;he’sjustalittleoldman。ButGushasasweetheart,andhe’syoung!\" \"Somethinginthat!\"Dr。Archiepattedherhead,andthenfelttheshapeofherskullgently,withthetipsofhisfingers。\"Whenyouwerelittle,Thea,Iusedalwaystobecuriousabouttheshapeofyourhead。Youseemedtohavemoreinsideitthanmostyoungsters。Ihaven’texamineditforalongtime。Seemstobetheusualshape,butuncom— monlyhard,somehow。Whatareyougoingtodowithyourself,anyway?\" \"Idon’tknow。\" \"Honest,now?\"Heliftedherchinandlookedintohereyes。 Thealaughedandedgedawayfromhim。 \"You’vegotsomethingupyoursleeve,haven’tyou? Anythingyoulike;onlydon’tmarryandsettledownherewithoutgivingyourselfachance,willyou?\" \"Notmuch。See,there’sanotherrabbit!\" \"That’sallrightabouttherabbits,butIdon’twantyoutogettiedup。Rememberthat。\" Theanodded。\"BenicetoWunsch,then。Idon’tknowwhatI’ddoifhewentaway。\" \"You’vegotolderfriendsthanWunschhere,Thea。\" \"Iknow。\"Theaspokeseriouslyandlookedupatthemoon,proppingherchinonherhand。\"ButWunschistheonlyonethatcanteachmewhatIwanttoknow。I’vegottolearntodosomethingwell,andthat’sthethingIcandobest。\" \"Doyouwanttobeamusic—teacher?\" \"Maybe,butIwanttobeagoodone。I’dliketogotoGermanytostudy,someday。Wunschsaysthat’sthebestplace,——theonlyplaceyoucanreallylearn。\"Theahesi— tatedandthenwentonnervously,\"I’vegotabookthatsaysso,too。It’scalled`MyMusicalMemories。’Itmademe wanttogotoGermanyevenbeforeWunschsaidanything。 Ofcourseit’sasecret。You’rethefirstoneI’vetold。\" Dr。Archiesmiledindulgently。\"That’salongwayoff。 Isthatwhatyou’vegotinyourhardnoddle?\"Heputhishandonherhair,butthistimesheshookhimoff。 \"No,Idon’tthinkmuchaboutit。Butyoutalkaboutgoing,andabodyhastohavesomethingtogoTO!\" \"That’sso。\"Dr。Archiesighed。\"You’reluckyifyouhave。PoorWunsch,now,hehasn’t。Whatdosuchfellowscomeoutherefor?He’sbeenaskingmeaboutmyminingstock,andaboutminingtowns。Whatwouldhedoinaminingtown?Hewouldn’tknowapieceoforeifhesawone。He’sgotnothingtosellthataminingtownwantstobuy。Whydon’tthoseoldfellowsstayathome?Wewon’tneedthemforanotherhundredyears。Anenginewipercangetajob,butapianoplayer!Suchpeoplecan’tmakegood。\" \"MygrandfatherAlstromwasamusician,andhemadegood。\" Dr。Archiechuckled。\"Oh,aSwedecanmakegoodany— where,atanything!You’vegotthatinyourfavor,miss。 Come,youmustbegettinghome。\" Thearose。\"Yes,IusedtobeashamedofbeingaSwede,butI’mnotanymore。Swedesarekindofcommon,butI thinkit’sbettertobeSOMETHING。\" \"Itsurelyis!Howtallyouaregetting。Youcomeabovemyshouldernow。\" \"I’llkeepongrowing,don’tyouthink?Iparticularlywanttobetall。Yes,IguessImustgohome。Iwishthere’dbeafire。\" \"Afire?\" \"Yes,sothefire—bellwouldringandtheroundhousewhistlewouldblow,andeverybodywouldcomerunningout。SometimeI’mgoingtoringthefire—bellmyselfandstirthemallup。\" \"You’dbearrested。\" \"Well,thatwouldbebetterthangoingtobed。\" \"I’llhavetolendyousomemorebooks。\" Theashookherselfimpatiently。\"Ican’treadeverynight。\" Dr。Archiegaveoneofhislow,sympatheticchucklesasheopenedthegateforher。\"You’rebeginningtogrowup,that’swhat’sthematterwithyou。I’llhavetokeepaneyeonyou。Nowyou’llhavetosaygood—nighttothemoon。\" \"No,Iwon’t。Isleeponthefloornow,rightinthemoon— light。Mywindowcomesdowntothefloor,andIcanlookattheskyallnight。\" Sheshotroundthehousetothekitchendoor,andDr。 Archiewatchedherdisappearwithasigh。Hethoughtofthehard,mean,frizzylittlewomanwhokepthishouseforhim;oncethebelleofaMichigantown,nowdryandwitheredupatthirty。\"IfIhadadaughterlikeTheatowatch,\"hereflected,\"Iwouldn’tmindanything。Iwon— derifallofmylife’sgoingtobeamistakejustbecauseI madeabigonethen?Hardlyseemsfair。\" HowardArchiewas\"respected\"ratherthanpopularinMoonstone。Everyonerecognizedthathewasagoodphysician,andaprogressiveWesterntownlikestobeabletopointtoahandsome,well—set—up,well—dressedmanamongitscitizens。ButagreatmanypeoplethoughtArchie\"distant,\"andtheywereright。Hehadtheuneasymannerofamanwhoisnotamonghisownkind,andwhohasnotseenenoughoftheworldtofeelthatallpeopleareinsomesensehisownkind。Heknewthateveryonewascuriousabouthiswife,thatsheplayedasortofcharacterpartinMoonstone,andthatpeoplemadefunofher,notverydelicately。Herownfriends——mostofthemwomenwhoweredistastefultoArchie——likedtoaskhertocon— tributetochurchcharities,justtoseehowmeanshecouldbe。Thelittle,lop—sidedcakeatthechurchsupper,thecheapestpincushion,theskimpiestapronatthebazaar,werealwaysMrs。Archie’scontribution。 Allthishurtthedoctor’spride。Butiftherewasonethinghehadlearned,itwasthattherewasnochangingBelle’snature。Hehadmarriedameanwoman;andhemustaccepttheconsequences。EveninColoradohewouldhavehadnopretextfordivorce,and,todohimjus— tice,hehadneverthoughtofsuchathing。ThetenetsofthePresbyterianChurchinwhichhehadgrownup,thoughhehadlongceasedtobelieveinthem,stillinfluencedhisconductandhisconceptionofpropriety。Tohimtherewassomethingvulgaraboutdivorce。Adivorcedmanwasadisgracedman;atleast,hehadexhibitedhishurt,andmadeitamatterforcommongossip。RespectabilitywassonecessarytoArchiethathewaswillingtopayahighpriceforit。Aslongashecouldkeepupadecentexterior,hecouldmanagetogeton;andifhecouldhaveconcealedhiswife’slittlenessfromallhisfriends,hewouldscarcelyhavecomplained。Hewasmoreafraidofpitythanhewasofanyunhappiness。Hadtherebeenanotherwomanforwhomhecaredgreatly,hemighthavehadplentyofcour— age;buthewasnotlikelytomeetsuchawomaninMoon— stone。 TherewasapuzzlingtimidityinArchie’smake—up。Thethingthatheldhisshouldersstiff,thatmadehimresorttoamirthlesslittlelaughwhenhewastalkingtodullpeople,thatmadehimsometimesstumbleoverrugsandcarpets,haditscounterpartinhismind。Hehadnotthecouragetobeanhonestthinker。Hecouldcomforthimselfbyeva— sionsandcompromises。Heconsoledhimselfforhisownmarriagebytellinghimselfthatotherpeople’swerenotmuchbetter。InhisworkhesawprettydeeplyintomaritalrelationsinMoonstone,andhecouldhonestlysaythattherewerenotmanyofhisfriendswhomheenvied。Theirwivesseemedtosuitthemwellenough,buttheywouldneverhavesuitedhim。 AlthoughDr。Archiecouldnotbringhimselftoregardmarriagemerelyasasocialcontract,butlookeduponitas somehowmadesacredbyachurchinwhichhedidnotbe— lieve,——asaphysicianheknewthatayoungmanwhosemarriageismerelynominalmustyetgoonlivinghislife。