第9章

类别:其他 作者:Willa Cather字数:9181更新时间:19/01/07 15:03:41
\"Iguessedyouhad。Whatisit?\"SheshiftedThortoherleftknee,wherehewouldbemoreoutoftheway。 \"Well,it’saboutThea。Mr。FollansbeecametomystudyatthechurchtheotherdayandsaidtheywouldliketohavetheirtwogirlstakelessonsofThea。ThenIsoundedMissMeyers\"(MissMeyerswastheorganistinMr。 Kronborg’schurch)\"andshesaidtherewasagooddealoftalkaboutwhetherTheawouldn’ttakeoverWunsch’spupils。ShesaidifTheastoppedschoolshewouldn’twonderifshecouldgetprettymuchallWunsch’sclass。 PeoplethinkTheaknowsaboutallWunschcouldteach。\" Mrs。Kronborglookedthoughtful。\"Doyouthinkweoughttotakeheroutofschoolsoyoung?\" \"Sheisyoung,butnextyearwouldbeherlastyearany— way。She’sfaralongforherage。Andshecan’tlearnmuchundertheprincipalwe’vegotnow,canshe?\" \"No,I’mafraidshecan’t,\"hiswifeadmitted。\"Shefretsagooddealandsaysthatmanalwayshastolookinthebackofthebookfortheanswers。Shehatesallthatdiagrammingtheyhavetodo,andIthinkmyselfit’sawasteoftime。\" Mr。Kronborgsettledhimselfbackintotheseatandslowedthemaretoawalk。\"Yousee,itoccurstomethatwemightraiseThea’sprices,soitwouldbeworthherwhile。Seventy—fivecentsforhourlessons,fiftycentsforhalf—hourlessons。Ifshegot,saytwothirdsofWunsch’sclass,thatwouldbringherinupwardsoftendollarsaweek。Betterpaythanteachingacountryschool,andtherewouldbemoreworkinvacationthaninwinter。 Steadyworktwelvemonthsintheyear;that’sanadvan— tage。Andshe’dbelivingathome,withnoexpenses。\" \"There’dbetalkifyouraisedherprices,\"saidMrs。 Kronborgdubiously。 \"Atfirsttherewould。ButTheaissomuchthebestmusicianintownthatthey’dallcomeintolineafterawhile。AgoodmanypeopleinMoonstonehavebeenmakingmoneylately,andhaveboughtnewpianos。ThereweretennewpianosshippedinherefromDenverinthelastyear。Peopleain’tgoingtoletthemstandidle;toomuchmoneyinvested。IbelieveTheacanhaveasmanyscholarsasshecanhandle,ifwesetherupalittle。\" \"Howsetherup,doyoumean?\"Mrs。Kronborgfeltacertainreluctanceaboutacceptingthisplan,thoughshehadnotyethadtimetothinkoutherreasons。 \"Well,I’vebeenthinkingforsometimewecouldmakegooduseofanotherroom。Wecouldn’tgiveuptheparlortoherallthetime。Ifwebuiltanotherroomontheellandputthepianointhere,shecouldgivelessonsalldaylonganditwouldn’tbotherus。Wecouldbuildaclothes—pressinit,andputinabed—loungeandadresserandletAnnahaveitforhersleeping—room。Sheneedsaplaceofherown,nowthatshe’sbeginningtobedressy。\" \"SeemslikeTheaoughttohavethechoiceoftheroom,herself,\"saidMrs。Kronborg。 \"But,mydear,shedon’twantit。Won’thaveit。I soundedhercominghomefromchurchonSunday;askedherifshewouldliketosleepinanewroom,ifwebuilton。 Shefireduplikealittlewild—catandsaidshe’dmadeherownroomallherself,andshedidn’tthinkanybodyoughttotakeitawayfromher。\" \"Shedon’tmeantobeimpertinent,father。She’smadedecidedthatway,likemyfather。\"Mrs。Kronborgspokewarmly。\"Ineverhaveanytroublewiththechild。I remembermyfather’swaysandgoathercarefully。Thea’sallright。\" Mr。KronborglaughedindulgentlyandpinchedThor’sfullcheek。\"Oh,Ididn’tmeananythingagainstyourgirl,mother!She’sallright,butshe’salittlewild—cat,justthesame。IthinkRayKennedy’splanningtospoilabornoldmaid。\" \"Huh!She’llgetsomethingagoodsightbetterthanRayKennedy,yousee!Thea’sanawfulsmartgirl。I’veseenagoodmanygirlstakemusiclessonsinmytime,butIain’tseenonethattooktoitso。Wunschsaidso,too。 She’sgotthemakingofsomethinginher。\" \"Idon’tdenythat,andthesoonershegetsatitinabusinesslikeway,thebetter。She’sthekindthattakesresponsibility,andit’llbegoodforher。\" Mrs。Kronborgwasthoughtful。\"Insomewaysitwill,maybe。Butthere’sagooddealofstrainaboutteachingyoungsters,andshe’salwaysworkedsohardwiththescholarsshehas。I’veoftenlistenedtoherpoundingitinto’em。Idon’twanttoworkhertoohard。She’ssoseriousthatshe’sneverhadwhatyoumightcallanyrealchildhood。Seemslikesheoughttohavethenextfewyearssortoffreeandeasy。She’llbetieddownwithre— sponsibilitiessoonenough。\" Mr。Kronborgpattedhiswife’sarm。\"Don’tyoubelieve it,mother。Theaisnotthemarryingkind。I’vewatched’em。Annawillmarrybeforelongandmakeagoodwife,butIdon’tseeTheabringingupafamily。She’sgotagooddealofhermotherinher,butshehasn’tgotall。She’stoopepperyandtoofondofhavingherownway。Thenshe’salwaysgottobeaheadineverything。Thatkindmakegoodchurch—workersandmissionariesandschoolteachers,buttheydon’tmakegoodwives。Theyfretalltheirenergyaway,likecolts,andgetcutonthewire。\" Mrs。Kronborglaughed。\"GivemethegrahamcrackersIputinyourpocketforThor。He’shungry。You’reafunnyman,Peter。Abodywouldn’tthink,tohearyou,youwastalkingaboutyourowndaughters。Iguessyouseethrough’em。Still,evenifTheaain’tapttohavechildrenofherown,Idon’tknowasthat’sagoodreasonwhysheshouldwearherselfoutonotherpeople’s。\" \"That’sjustthepoint,mother。Agirlwithallthatenergyhasgottodosomething,sameasaboy,tokeepheroutofmischief。Ifyoudon’twanthertomarryRay,letherdosomethingtomakeherselfindependent。\" \"Well,I’mnotagainstit。Itmightbethebestthingforher。IwishIfeltsureshewouldn’tworry。Shetakesthingshard。ShenearlycriedherselfsickaboutWunsch’sgoingaway。She’sthesmartestchildof’emall,Peter,byalongways。\" PeterKronborgsmiled。\"Thereyougo,Anna。That’syoualloveragain。Now,Ihavenofavorites;theyallhavetheirgoodpoints。Butyou,\"withatwinkle,\"alwaysdidgoinforbrains。\" Mrs。KronborgchuckledasshewipedthecrackercrumbsfromThor’schinandfists。\"Well,you’remightyconceited,Peter!ButIdon’tknowasIeverregrettedit。Ipreferhavingafamilyofmyowntofussingwithotherfolks’ children,that’sthetruth。\" BeforetheKronborgsreachedCopperHole,Thea’sdes— tinywasprettywellmappedoutforher。Mr。Kronborg wasalwaysdelightedtohaveanexcuseforenlargingthehouse。 Mrs。KronborgwasquiterightinherconjecturethattherewouldbeunfriendlycommentinMoonstonewhenThearaisedherpricesformusic—lessons。Peoplesaidshewasgettingtooconceitedforanything。Mrs。LiveryJohn— sonputonanewbonnetandpaidupallherbackcallstohavethepleasureofannouncingineachparlorsheenteredthatherdaughters,atleast,would\"neverpayprofessionalpricestoTheaKronborg。\" Thearaisednoobjectiontoquittingschool。Shewasnowinthe\"highroom,\"asitwascalled,innexttothehighestclass,andwasstudyinggeometryandbeginningCaesar。Shenolongerrecitedherlessonstotheteachersheliked,buttothePrincipal,amanwhobelonged,likeMrs。 LiveryJohnson,tothecampofThea’snaturalenemies。 Hetaughtschoolbecausehewastoolazytoworkamonggrown—uppeople,andhemadeaneasyjobofit。Hegotoutofrealworkbyinventinguselessactivitiesforhispupils,suchasthe\"tree—diagrammingsystem。\"Theahadspenthoursmakingtreesoutof\"Thanatopsis,\"Hamlet’ssoliloquy,Catoon\"Immortality。\"Sheagonizedunderthiswasteoftime,andwasonlytoogladtoacceptherfather’sofferofliberty。 SoThealeftschoolthefirstofNovember。BythefirstofJanuaryshehadeightone—hourpupilsandtenhalf—hourpupils,andtherewouldbemoreinthesum— mer。Shespentherearningsgenerously。SheboughtanewBrusselscarpetfortheparlor,andarifleforGunnerandAxel,andanimitationtiger—skincoatandcapforThor。Sheenjoyedbeingabletoaddtothefamilyposses— sions,andthoughtThorlookedquiteashandsomeinhisspotsastherichchildrenshehadseeninDenver。Thorwasmostcomplacentinhisconspicuousapparel。Hecouldwalkanywherebythistime——thoughhealwayspreferredtosit,ortobepulledinhiscart。Hewasablissfullylazy child,andhadanumberoflong,dullplays,suchasmak— ingnestsforhischinaduckandwaitingforhertolayhimanegg。Theathoughthimveryintelligent,andshewasproudthathewassobigandburly。Shefoundhimrestful,lovedtohearhimcallher\"sitter,\"andreallylikedhiscompanionship,especiallywhenshewastired。OnSat— urday,forinstance,whenshetaughtfromnineinthemorninguntilfiveintheafternoon,shelikedtogetoffinacornerwithThoraftersupper,awayfromallthebathinganddressingandjokingandtalkingthatwentoninthehouse,andaskhimabouthisduck,orhearhimtelloneofhisramblingstories。 XV BythetimeThea’sfifteenthbirthdaycameround,shewasestablishedasamusicteacherinMoonstone。 Thenewroomhadbeenaddedtothehouseearlyinthespring,andTheahadbeengivingherlessonstheresincethemiddleofMay。Shelikedthepersonalindependencewhichwasaccordedherasawage—earner。Thefamilyques— tionedhercomingsandgoingsverylittle。Shecouldgobuggy—ridingwithRayKennedy,forinstance,withouttak— ingGunnerorAxel。ShecouldgotoSpanishJohnny’sandsingpartsongswiththeMexicans,andnobodyobjected。 Theawasstillunderthefirstexcitementofteaching,andwasterriblyinearnestaboutit。Ifapupildidnotgetonwell,shefumedandfretted。Shecounteduntilshewashoarse。Shelistenedtoscalesinhersleep。Wunschhadtaughtonlyonepupilseriously,butTheataughttwenty。 Thedullertheywere,themorefuriouslyshepokedandproddedthem。Withthelittlegirlsshewasnearlyalwayspatient,butwithpupilsolderthanherself,shesometimeslosthertemper。Oneofhermistakeswastoletherselfinforacalling—downfromMrs。LiveryJohnson。ThatladyappearedattheKronborgs’onemorningandannouncedthatshewouldallownogirltostampherfootatherdaugh— terGrace。SheaddedthatThea’sbadmannerswiththeoldergirlswerebeingtalkedaboutallovertown,andthatifhertemperdidnotspeedilyimproveshewouldloseallheradvancedpupils。Theawasfrightened。Shefeltshecouldneverbearthedisgrace,ifsuchathinghappened。 Besides,whatwouldherfathersay,afterhehadgonetotheexpenseofbuildinganadditiontothehouse?Mrs。 JohnsondemandedanapologytoGrace。Theasaidshewaswillingtomakeit。Mrs。Johnsonsaidthathereafter, sinceshehadtakenlessonsofthebestpianoteacherinGrinnell,Iowa,sheherselfwoulddecidewhatpiecesGraceshouldstudy。Theareadilyconsentedtothat,andMrs。JohnsonrustledawaytotellaneighborwomanthatTheaKronborgcouldbemeekenoughwhenyouwentatherright。 TheawastellingRayaboutthisunpleasantencounterastheyweredrivingouttothesandhillsthenextSunday。 \"Shewasstuffingyou,allright,Thee,\"Rayreassuredher。\"There’snogeneraldissatisfactionamongyourschol— ars。Shejustwantedtogetinaknock。Italkedtothepianotunerthelasttimehewashere,andhesaidallthepeoplehetunedforexpressedthemselvesveryfavorablyaboutyourteaching。Iwishyoudidn’ttakesomuchpainswiththem,myself。\" \"ButIhaveto,Ray。They’reallsodumb。They’vegotnoambition,\"Theaexclaimedirritably。\"JennySmileyistheonlyonewhoisn’tstupid。Shecanreadprettywell,andshehassuchgoodhands。Butshedon’tcarearapaboutit。Shehasnopride。\" Ray’sfacewasfullofcomplacentsatisfactionasheglancedsidewiseatThea,butshewaslookingoffintentlyintothemirage,atoneofthosemammothcattlethatarenearlyalwaysreflectedthere。\"Doyoufinditeasiertoteachinyournewroom?\"heasked。 \"Yes;I’mnotinterruptedsomuch。Ofcourse,ifIeverhappentowanttopracticeatnight,that’salwaysthenightAnnachoosestogotobedearly。\" \"It’sadarnedshame,Thee,youdidn’tcopthatroomforyourself。I’msoreatthePADREaboutthat。Heoughttogiveyouthatroom。Youcouldfixitupsopretty。\" \"Ididn’twantit,honestIdidn’t。Fatherwouldhaveletmehaveit。Ilikemyownroombetter。SomehowI canthinkbetterinalittleroom。Besides,upthereIamawayfromeverybody,andIcanreadaslateasIpleaseandnobodynagsme。\" \"Agrowinggirlneedslotsofsleep,\"Rayprovidentlyremarked。 Theamovedrestlesslyonthebuggycushions。\"Theyneedotherthingsmore,\"shemuttered。\"Oh,Iforgot。 Ibroughtsomethingtoshowyou。Lookhere,itcameonmybirthday。Wasn’titniceofhimtoremember?\"Shetookfromherpocketapostcard,bentinthemiddleandfolded,andhandedittoRay。Onitwasawhitedove,perchedonawreathofveryblueforget—me—nots,and\"BirthdayGreetings\"ingoldletters。Underthiswaswritten,\"FromA。Wunsch。\" Rayturnedthecardover,examinedthepostmark,andthenbegantolaugh。 \"Concord,Kansas。Hehasmysympathy!\" \"Why,isthatapoortown?\" \"It’sthejumping—offplace,notownatall。Somehousesdumpeddowninthemiddleofacornfield。Yougetlostinthecorn。Notevenasaloontokeepthingsgoing;sellwhis— keywithoutalicenseatthebutchershop,beeronicewiththeliverandbeefsteak。Iwouldn’tstaythereoverSundayforaten—dollarbill。\" \"Oh,dear!Whatdoyousupposehe’sdoingthere? Maybehejuststoppedoffthereafewdaystotunepianos,\" Theasuggestedhopefully。 Raygaveherbackthecard。\"He’sheadedinthewrongdirection。Whatdoeshewanttogetbackintoagrasscountryfor?Now,therearelotsofgoodlivetownsdownontheSantaFe,andeverybodydownthereismusical。 Hecouldalwaysgetajobplayinginsaloonsifhewasdead— broke。I’vefiguredoutthatI’vegotnoyearsofmylifetowasteinaMethodistcountrywheretheyraisepork。\" \"WemuststoponourwaybackandshowthiscardtoMrs。Kohler。Shemisseshimso。\" \"Bytheway,Thee,IheartheoldwomangoestochurcheverySundaytohearyousing。Fritztellsmehehastowaittilltwoo’clockforhisSundaydinnerthesedays。The churchpeopleoughttogiveyoucreditforthat,whentheygoforyou。\" Theashookherheadandspokeinatoneofresignation。 \"They’llalwaysgoforme,justastheydidforWunsch。 Itwasn’tbecausehedranktheywentforhim;notreally。 Itwassomethingelse。\" \"Youwanttosaltyourmoneydown,Thee,andgotoChicagoandtakesomelessons。Thenyoucomeback,andwearalongfeatherandhighheelsandputonafewairs,andthat’llfix’em。That’swhattheylike。\" \"I’llneverhavemoneyenoughtogotoChicago。Mothermeanttolendmesome,Ithink,butnowthey’vegothardtimesbackinNebraska,andherfarmdon’tbringherinanything。Takesallthetenantcanraisetopaythetaxes。 Don’tlet’stalkaboutthat。YoupromisedtotellmeabouttheplayyouwenttoseeinDenver。\" AnyonewouldhavelikedtohearRay’ssimpleandclearaccountoftheperformancehehadseenattheTaborGrandOperaHouse——MaggieMitchellinLITTLEBAREFOOT——andanyonewouldhavelikedtowatchhiskindface。Raylookedhisbestoutofdoors,whenhisthickredhandswerecoveredbygloves,andthedullredofhissunburnedfacesomehowseemedrightinthelightandwind。Helookedbetter,too,withhishaton;hishairwasthinanddry,withnoparticularcolororcharacter,\"regularWilly—boyhair,\" ashehimselfdescribedit。Hiseyeswerepalebesidethereddishbronzeofhisskin。Theyhadthefadedlookoftenseenintheeyesofmenwhohavelivedmuchinthesunandwindandwhohavebeenaccustomedtotraintheirvisionupondistantobjects。 RayrealizedthatThea’slifewasdullandexacting,andthatshemissedWunsch。Heknewsheworkedhard,thatsheputupwithagreatmanylittleannoyances,andthatherdutiesasateacherseparatedhermorethaneverfromtheboysandgirlsofherownage。Hedideverythinghecouldtoproviderecreationforher。Hebroughthercandy andmagazinesandpineapples——ofwhichshewasveryfond——fromDenver,andkepthiseyesandearsopenforany— thingthatmightinteresther。Hewas,ofcourse,livingforThea。Hehadthoughtitalloutcarefullyandhadmadeuphismindjustwhenhewouldspeaktoher。Whenshewasseventeen,thenhewouldtellherhisplanandaskhertomarryhim。Hewouldbewillingtowaittwo,oreventhreeyears,untilshewastwenty,ifshethoughtbest。Bythattimehewouldsurelyhavegotinonsomething:cop— per,oil,gold,silver,sheep,——something。 Meanwhile,itwaspleasureenoughtofeelthatshede— pendedonhimmoreandmore,thatsheleaneduponhissteadykindness。Heneverbrokefaithwithhimselfabouther;heneverhintedtoherofhishopesforthefuture,neversuggestedthatshemightbemoreintimatelycon— fidentialwithhim,ortalkedtoherofthethinghethoughtaboutsoconstantly。Hehadthechivalrywhichisper— hapstheproudestpossessionofhisrace。Hehadneverembarrassedherbysomuchasaglance。Sometimes,whentheydroveouttothesandhills,helethisleftarmliealongthebackofthebuggyseat,butitnevercameanynearertoTheathanthat,nevertouchedher。Heoftenturnedtoherafacefullofpride,andfrankadmiration,buthisglancewasneversointimateorsopenetratingasDr。Archie’s。Hisblueeyeswereclearandshallow,friendly,uninquiring。HerestedTheabecausehewassodifferent;because,thoughheoftentoldherinterestingthings,heneversetlivelyfanciesgoinginherhead;becausehenevermisunderstoodher,andbecausehenever,byanychance,forasingleinstant,understoodher!Yes,withRayshewassafe;byhimshewouldneverbediscovered! XVI ThepleasantestexperienceTheahadthatsummerwasatripthatsheandhermothermadetoDenverinRayKennedy’scaboose。Mrs。Kronborghadbeenlook— ingforwardtothisexcursionforalongwhile,butasRayneverknewatwhathourhisfreightwouldleaveMoon— stone,itwasdifficulttoarrange。Thecall—boywasaslikelytosummonhimtostartonhisrunattwelveo’clockmid— nightasattwelveo’clocknoon。ThefirstweekinJunestartedoutwithallthescheduledtrainsrunningontime,andalightfreightbusiness。TuesdayeveningRay,afterconsultingwiththedispatcher,stoppedattheKronborgs’ frontgatetotellMrs。Kronborg——whowashelpingTilliewatertheflowers——thatifsheandTheacouldbeatthedepotateighto’clockthenextmorning,hethoughthecouldpromisethemapleasantrideandgetthemintoDenverbeforenineo’clockintheevening。Mrs。Kronborgtoldhimcheerfully,acrossthefence,thatshewould\"takehimuponit,\"andRayhurriedbacktotheyardstoscrubouthiscar。 TheonecomplaintRay’sbrakemenhadtomakeofhimwasthathewastoofussyabouthiscaboose。Hisformerbrakemanhadaskedtobetransferredbecause,hesaid,\"Kennedywasasfussyabouthiscarasanoldmaidaboutherbird—cage。\"JoeGiddy,whowasbrakingwithRaynow,calledhim\"thebride,\"becausehekeptthecabooseandbunkssoclean。 Itwasproperlythebrakeman’sbusinesstokeepthecarclean,butwhenRaygotbacktothedepot,Giddywasnowheretobefound。Mutteringthatallhisbrakemenseemedtoconsiderhim\"easy,\"Raywentdowntohiscaralone。Hebuiltafireinthestoveandputwaterontoheat whilehegotintohisoverallsandjumper。Thenhesettoworkwithascrubbing—brushandplentyofsoapand\"cleaner。\"Hescrubbedthefloorandseats,blackedthestove,putcleansheetsonthebunks,andthenbegantodemolishGiddy’spicturegallery。Rayfoundthathisbrakemenwerelikelytohavewhathetermed\"atasteforthenudeinart,\"andGiddywasnoexception。Raytookdownhalfadozengirlsintightsandballetskirts,——pre— miumsforcigarettecoupons,——andsomeracycalendarsadvertisingsaloonsandsportingclubs,whichhadcostGiddybothtimeandtrouble;heevenremovedGiddy’sparticularpet,anakedgirllyingonacouchwithherkneecarelesslypoisedintheair。Underneaththepicturewasprintedthetitle,\"TheOdalisque。\"Giddywasunderthehappydelusionthatthistitlemeantsomethingwicked,—— therewasawickedlookabouttheconsonants,——butRay,ofcourse,hadlookeditup,andGiddywasindebtedtothedictionaryfortheprivilegeofkeepinghislady。If\"oda— lisque\"hadbeenwhatRaycalledanobjectionableword,hewouldhavethrownthepictureoutinthefirstplace。 RayeventookdownapictureofMrs。Langtryineveningdress,becauseitwasentitledthe\"JerseyLily,\"andbe— causetherewasasmallheadofEdwardVII,thenPrinceofWales,inonecorner。AlbertEdward’sconductwasapopularsubjectofdiscussionamongrailroadmeninthosedays,andasRaypulledthetacksoutofthislithographhefeltmoreindignantwiththeEnglishthanever。Hede— positedallthesepicturesunderthemattressofGiddy’sbunk,andstoodadmiringhiscleancarinthelamplight; thewallsnowexhibitedonlyawheatfield,advertisingagri— culturalimplements,amapofColorado,andsomepicturesofrace—horsesandhunting—dogs。AtthismomentGiddy,freshlyshavedandshampooed,hisshirtshiningwiththehighestpolishknowntoChineselaundrymen,hisstrawhattippedoverhisrighteye,thrusthisheadinatthedoor。 \"Whatinhell——\"hebroughtoutfuriously。Hisgood— humored,sunburnedfaceseemedfairlytoswellwithamazementandanger。 \"That’sallright,Giddy,\"Raycalledinaconciliatorytone。\"Nothinginjured。I’llput’emallupagainasI