第20章

类别:其他 作者:Olive Schreiner字数:4480更新时间:19/01/07 15:11:14
InLondon,attheAllianceCouncilof1911,wewereentertainedforthefirsttimebyasuffrageorganizationofmen,andbytheorganizedactressesofthenation,aswellasbytheauthors。 InStockholm,thefollowingyear,welistenedtoseveralofthemostinterestingwomenspeakersintheworld——SelmaLagerlof,whohadjustreceivedtheNobelprize,RosicaSchwimmerofHungary,Dr。AugsburgofMunich,andMrs。PhilipSnowdenofEngland。MissSchwimmerandMrs。SnowdenhavesincebecomefamiliartoAmericanaudiences,butuntilthattimeIhadnotheardeitherofthem,andIwasimmenselyimpressedbytheirabilityandtheirdifferentmethods——MissSchwimmerbeingallforceandfire,alivefromherfeettoherfinger—tips,Mrs。Snowdenallquietreserveanddignity。Dr。 Augsburgworeherhairshortanddressedinamosteccentricmanner;butweforgotherappearanceaswelistenedtoher,forshewasaninspiredspeaker。 SelmaLagerlof’sspeechmadethegreataudienceweep。MenaswellaswomenopenlywipedtheireyesasshedescribedthesacrificeandsufferingofSwedishwomenwhosemenhadgonetoAmericatomakeahomethere,andwho,whentheywereleftbehind,struggledalone,waitingandhopingforthemessagetojointheirhusbands,whichtoooftennevercame。Thespeechmadesogreatanimpres— sionthatwehadittranslatedanddistributedamongtheSwedesoftheUnitedStateswhereverweheldmeetingsinSwedishlocalities。 MissLagerlofinterestedmeextremely,andIwasdelightedbyaninvitationtobreakfastwithheronemorning。Atourfirstmeetingshehadseemedrathercoldandshy——alittle``difficult,’’aswesay; butwhenwebegantotalkIfoundherfrank,cor— dial,andfullofmagnetism。Sheisself—consciousaboutherEnglish,butreallyspeaksourlanguageverywell。Hergreatinterestatthetimewasinimprovingtheconditionofthepeasantsnearherhome。ShetalkedofthisworkandofherbooksandoftheCouncilprogrammewithsuchfriendlyin— timacythatwhenwepartedIfeltthatIhadalwaysknownher。 AttheHagueCouncilin1913IwastheguestofMrs。RichardHalter,towhomIamalsoindebtedforabeautifulandwonderfulmotorjourneyfromendtoendofHolland,bringingupfinallyinAmster— damatthehomeofDr。AlettaJacobs。HerewemettwoyoungHollandwomen,MissBoissevainandRosaManus,bothwealthy,bothanxioustohelptheircountrywomen,butstillalittleuncertainastothedirectionoftheirefforts。TheycametoMrs。 Cattandmeandaskedouradviceastowhattheyshoulddo,withtheresultthatlatertheyorganizedandputthrough,largelyunaided,anationalex— positionshowingthedevelopmentofwomen’sworkfrom1813to1913。Thesuffrage—roomatthisex— positionshowedtheprogressofsuffrageinallpartsoftheworld;butwhentheQueenofHollandvisitedthebuildingsheexpressedawishnottobedetainedinthisroom,asshewasnotinterestedinsuffrage。 ThePrinceConsort,however,spentmuchtimeinit,andwantedthewholesuffragemovementexplainedtohim,whichwasdonecheerfullyandthoroughlybyMissBoissevainandMissManus。Thefol— lowingwinter,whentheQueenreadheraddressfromthethrone,sheexpressedaninterestinsochangingtheConstitutionofHollandthatsuffragemightpossiblybeextendedtowomen。Wefeltthatthischangeofheartwasduetothesuffrage—roomarrangedbyourtwoyoungfriends——aided,prob— ably,byafewwordsfromthePrinceConsort! ImmediatelyafterthesedaysatAmsterdamwestartedforBudapesttoattendtheInternationalAllianceConventionthere,andincidentallywein— dulgedinaseriesoftwo—dayconventionsenroute—— oneatBerlin,oneatDresden,oneatPrague,andoneatVienna。AtPragueIdisgracedmyselfbybeinginmyhotelroominasleepofutterexhaustionatthehourwhenIwassupposedtoberespondingtoanaddressofwelcomebythemayor;andthehigh—lightoftheeveningsessioninthatcityfallsontheintellectualbrowofaBohemianladywhoin— sistedonmakingheraddressintheCzechlanguage,whichshepouredforthforexactlyonehourandfifteenminutes。Ibeganmyaddressataquarteroftwelveandleftthehallatmidnight。LaterIlearnedthatthelastspeakerbeganherremarksataquarterpastoneinthemorning。 ItmaybeinordertoaddherethatViennadidformewhatBerlinhaddoneforSusanB。Anthony—— itgavemetheovationofmylife。Attheconclusionofmyspeechthegreataudienceroseand,stillstand— ing,cheeredformanyminutes。Iwasimmenselysurprisedanddeeplytouchedbytheunexpectedtribute;butanyundueelationImighthaveex— periencedwascheckedbythememoryoftheskepti— calsnortwithwhichoneofmyauditorshadreceivedme。HewasveryGerman,andvery,veryfrank。 Afteronepainedlookatmeherosetoleavethehall。 ``THAToldwoman!’’heexclaimed。``Shecannotmakeherselfheard。’’ Hewashalf—waydowntheaislewhentheopeningwordsofmyaddresscaughtupwithhimandstoppedhim。Whatevertheirmeaningmayhavebeen,itwasatleastcarriedtothefarendsofthatgreathall,fortheoldfellowhadpiquedmeabitandIhadgivenmyvoiceitsfullestvolume。Hecrowdedintoanalreadyover—occupiedpewandstaredatmewithgogglingeyes。 ``MeinGott!’’hegasped。``MeinGott,shecouldbeheardANYWHERE。’’ ThemeetingatBudapestwasagreatpersonaltriumphforMrs。Catt。Noone,Iamsure,butthealmostadoredpresidentoftheInternationalSuf— frageAlliancecouldhavecontrolledaconventionmadeupofwomenofsomanydifferentnationalities,withsomanydifferentviewpoints,whilethecon— fusionoflanguagesmadeageneralunderstandingseemalmosthopeless。Butitwasagreatsuccessineveryway——andadelightfulfeatureofitwasthehospitalityofthecityofficialsand,indeed,ofthewholeHungarianpeople。AftertheconventionI spentaweekwiththeContessaIskaTelekiinherchateauintheTatraMountains,andafriendshipwasthereformedwhicheversincehasbeenajoytome。Togetherwewalkedmilesoverthemoun— tainsandalongthebanksofwonderfulstreams,whilethecountess,whoknowsallthefolk—loreofherland,toldmestoriesandansweredmyinnumerablequestions。WhenIleftforViennaItookwithmeabasketoftinyfir—treesfromthetopsoftheTatras; andaftercarryingthebaskettoandaroundVienna,Florence,andGenoa,Ifinallygotthetreeshomeingoodconditionandproudlyaddedthemtothe``ForestofArden’’onmyplaceatMoylan。 XVII VALE! Inlookingbackoverthetenyearsofmyadminis— trationaspresidentoftheNationalAmericanWomanSuffrageAssociation,therecanbenofeelingbutgratitudeandelationoverthegrowthofthework。Ourmembershiphasgrownfrom17,000 womentomorethan200,000,andthenumberofauxiliarysocietieshasincreasedinpropor— tion。 Insteadoftheold—timeexperienceofonecampaignintenyears,wenowhavefromfivetotencampaignseachyear。Fromanoriginalyearlyexpenditureof$14,000or$15,000inourcampaignwork,wenowexpendfrom$40,000to$50,000。InNewYork,in1915,wehavealreadyreceivedpledgesof$150,000 fortheNewYorkStatecampaignalone,whilePennsylvania,Massachusetts,andNewJerseyhavemadepledgesinproportion。 In1906fullsuffrageprevailedinfourstates; wenowhaveitintwelve。Ourmovementhasadvancedfromitsacademicstageuntilithasbecomeavitalpoliticalfactor;noreforminthecountryismoreheraldedbythepressorreceivesmoreattentionfromthepublic。Ithasbecomeanissuewhichengagestheattentionoftheentirenation——andtowardthisresulteverywomanwork— ingfortheCausehascontributedtoaninspiringdegree。Splendidteam—work,andthatalone,hasmadeourpresentsuccesspossibleandoureventualtriumphineverystateinevitable。Everyofficerinourorganization,everyleaderinourcampaigns,everyspeaker,everyworkerintheranks,howeverhumble,hasdonehershare。 IdonotclaimanythingsofantasticandUtopianasuniversalharmonyamongus。Wehavehadourtroublesandourdifferences。Ihavehadmine。 AteveryannualconventionsincetheoneatWash— ingtonin1910therehasbeenanefforttodeposemefromthepresidency。Therehavebeensomesplendidfightersamongmyopponents——fineandhigh—mindedwomenwhosincerelybelievethatatsixty—eightIamgettingtoooldformybigjob。 PossiblyIam。CertainlyIshallresignitwithalacritywhenthemajorityofwomenintheorganiza— tionwishmetodoso。Atpresentalargemajorityprovesannuallythatitstillhasfaithinmyleader— ship,andwiththisassuranceIamcontenttoworkon。 Lookingbackovertheperiodcoveredbythesereminiscences,IrealizethatthereistruthinthegravechargethatIamnolongeryoung;andthistruthwasoncevoicedbyoneofmylittleniecesinawaythatbroughtitstronglyhometome。Sheandhersmallsisterofsixhaddeclaredthemselvessuffragettes,andasthefirstresultoftheirconver— siontotheCausebothhadbeenlaughedatbytheirschoolmates。Theyoungerchildcamehomeafterthistragicexperience,weepingbitterlyanddeclar— ingthatshedidnotwishtobeasuffragetteanymore——anexhibitionofapostasyforwhichherwisesisterofeighttookherroundlytotask。 ``Aren’tyouashamedofyourself,’’shedemanded,``tostopjustbecauseyouhavebeenlaughedatonce?LookatAuntAnna!SHEhasbeenlaughedatforhundredsofyears!’’ Isometimesfeelthatithasindeedbeenhundredsofyearssincemyworkbegan;andthenagainitseemssobriefatimethat,bylisteningforamoment,IfancyIcanheartheechoofmychild— ish—voicepreachingtothetreesintheMichiganwoods。 Butlongorshort,theonesurethingisthat,takingitallinall,thestruggles,thediscouragements,thefailures,andthelittlevictories,thefighthasbeen,asSusanB。Anthonysaidinherlasthours,``worthwhile。’’NothingbiggercancometoahumanbeingthantoloveagreatCausemorethanlifeitself,andtohavetheprivilegethroughoutlifeofworkingforthatCause。 Asforlife’sothergifts,Ihavehadsomeofthem,too。Ihavemademanyfriendships;Ihavelookeduponthebeautyofmanylands;Ihavetheassur— anceoftherespectandaffectionofthousandsofmenandwomenIhaveneverevenmet。ThoughI havegivenallIhad,IhavereceivedathousandtimesmorethanIhavegiven。NeithertheworldnormyCauseisindebtedtomebutfromthedepthsofafullandverygratefulheartIacknowledgemylastingindebtednesstothemboth。 THEEND