第7章

类别:其他 作者:Wiggin, Kate Douglas字数:10860更新时间:19/01/07 15:13:11
IvoryhaddrawnitupatMr。Wilson’srequest,merelytoshowhowfarheunderstoodthebooksandcaseshewasstudying,andhehadnoideathatitdifferedinanywayfromtheworkofanyotherstudent;allthesame,Mark’sowneffortsinalikedirectionhadneverreceivedanyspecialmention。Whenhewasinthehay—fieldhealsokeptasfaraspossiblefromIvory,becausethere,too,hefeltasuperioritythatmadehim,forthemoment,atriflediscontented。ItwasnoparticularpleasureforhimtoseeIvoryplungehisforkdeepintotheheartofahay—cock,takeafirmgraspofthehandle,thrustforwardhisfoottosteadyhimself,andthenraisethegreatfragrantheapslowly,andswingituptothewaitinghaycartamidtheapplauseofthecrowd。Rodmanwouldbethere,too,helpingthemanontopoftheloadandgettingnearlyburiedeachtime,asthemassdescendeduponhim,butdoinghisslenderbesttodistributeandtreaditdownproperly,whilehisyoungheartglowedwithprideatCousinIvory’sprowess。 IndependenceDayhadpassed,withitsusualgayetiesfortheyoungpeople,innoneofwhichtheBaxterfamilyhadjoined,andnow,ateleveno’clockonthisburningJulymorning,WaitstillwasdrivingtheoldmarepasttheWilsonfarmonherwaytotheriverfield。Herfatherwasworkingthere,togetherwiththetwohiredmenwhomhetookonforafortnightduringtheheightoftheseason。Ifmowing,raking,pitching,andcartingofthepreciouscropcouldonlyhavebeendoneatoddtimesduringtheyear,oratnight,hewouldnothaveembitteredthemonthofJulybypayingoutmoneyforlabor:butNaturewasinexorableintheripeningofhayandOldFoxywasobligedtosuccumbtotheinevitable。Waitstillhadabasketpackedwithluncheonforthreeandagreatdemijohnofcoolgingerteaunderthewagonseat。 Otherfarmerssometimesservedhardcider,orrum,butherfather’sprinciplesweredeadagainstthisriotousextravagance。 Temperance,inanyandalldirections,wascheap,andtheDeaconwasaverytemperateman,saveinlanguage。 Thefieldsonbothsidesoftheroadwerefullofhaymakersandeverywheretherewasbustleandstir。Therewouldbethreeorfourmen,oneleading,theothersfollowing,slowlyswingingtheirwaythroughanoblepieceofgrass,andthesmellofthemownfieldsinthesunshinewassweeterthanhoneyinthecomb。 Therewerepatchesofblack—eyedSusansinthemeadowshereandthere,whilepinkandwhitehardhackgrewbytheroad,withdayliliesandblossomingmilkweed。Thebobolinkswereflutingfromeverytree;therewerethrushesinthealderbushesandoriolesinthetopsoftheelms,andWaitstill’sheartoverflowedwithjoyatbeinginsuchaworldofmidsummerbeauty,thoughlife,duringthegreatheatandincessantworkofhaying—time,wasalittlemorerigorousthanusual。Theextrafoodneededforthehiredmenalwayskeptherfatherinastateofmindcloselyresemblinginsanity。Comingdownstairstocookbreakfastshewouldfindthecoffeeorteameasuredoutforthepot。Theincreasedconsumptionofmilkangeredhimbeyondwords,becauseitlessenedthesupplyofbutterforsale。Everythingthatcouldbemadewithbuttermilkwasorderedsotobedone,andnothingbutwatercouldbeusedinmixingtheraisedbread。Thecorncakemustneverhaveanegg;thepiecrustmustbeshortenedonlywithlard,orwithamixtureofbeef—fatanddripping;andsoon,andsoon,eternally。 Whenthegirlswererespectivelyseventeenandthirteen,Waitstillhadbeggedasmallplotofgroundforthemtouseastheyliked,andbeginningatthattimetheyhadgraduallymadealittlegarden,withacoupleoffruittreesandathicketofred,white,andblackcurrantsraspberryandblackberrybushes。Forseveralsummersnowtheyhadsoldenoughoftheirownfruittobuyapairofshoesorgloves,ascarforahat,buteventhistinyincomewasbeginningtobemenaced。TheDeaconpositivelysufferedashelookedatthatoddcornerofearth,notanybiggerthanhisbarnfloor,andsawwhathisgirlshaddonewithnotoolsbutaspadeandahoeandnohelpbuttheirownhands。Hehadnoleisure(sohegrowled)tocultivateandfertilizegroundforsmallfruits,andnomoneytopayamantodoit,yetherewasfoodgrownunderhisveryeye,anditdidnotbelongtohim! Thegirlsworkedintheirgardenchieflyatsunriseinspringandearlysummer,oraftersupperintheevening;allthesameWaitstillhadbeentoldbyherfatherthedaybeforethatshewasnotonlyusingground,buttime,thatbelongedtohim,andthatheshouldexpecthertoprovide\"pie—filling\"outofhergardenpatchduringhaying,tohelpsatisfytheravenousappetitesofthatcoupleof\"great,gorming,greedylubbers\"thathewashiringthisyear。Hehadstoppedthepeelingofpotatoesbeforeboilingbecausehedisapprovedofthethicknessoftheparingshefoundinthepig’spail,andhestoodoverPattyatherworkinthekitchenuntilWaitstillwasindailyfearofatempestofsomesort。 CominginfromtheshedonemorningshemetherfatherjustissuingfromthekitchenwherePattywasstandinglikeayoungFuryinfrontofthesink。\"Father’sbeenspyingattheeggshellsIsettledthecoffeewith,andsaidI’dnobusinesstoleavesomuchgoodintheshellwhenIbrokeanegg。Iwillnotbearit; hemakesmefeelfairlymurderous!You’dbetternotleavemealonewithhimwhenI’mlikethis。Oh!IknowthatI’mwicked,butisn’thewickedtoo,andwhowaswickedfirst?\" Patty’shearthadbeensetonearningandsavingenoughpenniesforawhitemuslindressandeverydayrenderedtheprospectmoreuncertain;thiswasasufficientgrievanceinitselftokeephertemperattheboilingpointhadtherenotbeenvariousothercontributorycauses。Waitstill’spatiencewasflaggingatrifle,too,underthestressofthehotdaysandthestillhotter,breathlessnights。Thesuspicioncrossedhermindnowandthenthatherfather’smiserlinessandfitsoftempermightbecausedbyamentalmaladyoverwhichhenowhadlittleornocontrol,havingnevermasteredhimselfinallhislife。Herpowerofendurancewouldbegreater,shethought,ifonlyshecouldbecertainthatthistheorywastrue,thoughherslaverywouldbejustasgalling。 Itwouldbesoeasyforhertogoawayandearnaliving;shewhohadneverhadadayofillnessinherlife;shewhocouldsew,knit,spin,weave,andcook。ShecouldmakeenoughmoneyinBiddefordorPortsmouthtosupportherself,andPatty,too,untiltheproperworkwasfoundforboth。Buttherewouldbeatrulyterribleconflictofwills,andsuchfiercearraignmentofherunfilialconduct,suchbitterandcausticargumentfromherfather,suchdisapprovalfromtheparsonandtheneighbors,thatherverysoulshrankfromtheprospect。Ifshecouldgoalone,andhavenoresponsibilityoverPatty’sfuture,thatwouldbealittlemorepossible,butshemustthinkwiselyfortwo。 AndhowcouldsheleaveIvorywhentheremightperhapscomeacrisisinhislifewhereshecouldbeusefultohim?HowcouldshecutherselfofffromthoseSundaysinthechoir,thosedearfugitiveglimpsesofhimintheroadoratprayer—meeting?Theywereonlysipsofhappiness,whereherthirstyheartyearnedforlong,deepdraughts,buttheywereimmeasurablybetterthannothing。Freedomfromherfather’sheavyyoke,freedomtowork,andread,andsing,andstudy,andgrow,——oh!howshelongedforthis,butatwhatacostwouldshegainitifshehadtoharbortheguiltyconscienceofanundutifulandrebelliousdaughter,andatthesametimecutherselfofffromthesightoftheonebeingshelovedbestinalltheworld。 ShefeltdrawntowardsIvory’smotherto—day。ThreeweekshadpassedsincehertalkwithIvoryinthechurchyard,buttherehadbeennopossibilityofanhour’sescapefromhome。Shewasatlibertythisafternoon——relativelyatliberty;foralthoughherwork,asusual,waslaidoutforher,itcouldbemadeupsomehoworotherbeforenightfall。ShecoulddriveovertotheBoynton’splace,hitchherhorseinthewoodsnearthehouse,makehervisit,yetbeinplentyoftimetogouptotheriverfieldandbringherfatherhometosupper。PattywasoveratMrs。AbelDay’s,learninganewcrochetstitchandhelpinghertostartalog—cabinquilt。IvoryandRodman,shenew,werebothawayintheWilsonhay—field;notimewouldeverbemorefavorable;soinsteadofdrivingupTown—HouseHillwhenshereturnedtothevillageshekeptonoverthebridge。 XIV UNCLEBARTDISCOURSES UNCLEBARTandCephasweretakingtheirnooninghourundertheNodheadappletreeasWaitstillpassedthejoiner’sshopandwentoverthebridge。 \"UncleBartmightsomehowguesswhereIamgoing,\"shethought,\"butevenifhedidhewouldnevertellanyone。\" \"Where’sWaitstillboundthisafternoon,Iwonder?\"drawledCephas,risingtohisfeetandlookingafterthedepartingteam。 \"Thatremindsme,I’dbetterrunuptoBaxter’sandseeifany—thing’swantedbeforeIopenthestore。\" \"Ifitmakesanydif’rence,\"saidhisfatherdryly,ashefilledhispipe,\"Patty’sovertoMis’Day’sspendin’theafternoon。 Don’ts’poseyouwanttocallonthepig,doyou?He’stheonlyonetohome。\" Cephasmadenoremark,butgavehistrousersahitch,pickedupachip,openedhisjack—knife,andsittingdownonthegreenswardbeganidlywhittlingthebitofwoodintoshape。 \"Ikindo’wishyou’dletmemakethenewelltwo—story,father; ’twouldn’tbemuchwork,takeitinslacktimeafterhayin’。\" \"Lando’Liberty!Whatdoyouwanttodothatfor,Cephas?You’boutpesteredthelifeouto’megittin’metobuildtheellinthefirstplace,whenwedidn’tneeditnomore’natoaddoesapocketbook。Thennothin’woulddobutyoumustpaintit,thoughI shan’tbeabletohavethemainhousepaintedforanotheryear,sotheoldwinean’thenewbottlesidebysidelooksliketheOldDriver,an’makesusalaughin’—stocktothevillage;——andnowyouwanttochangethethingintoatwo—story!Neverheerdsuchacrazyideeinmylife。\" \"Iwanttosettledown,\"insistedCephasdoggedly。 \"Well,settle;I’mwillin’!Itoldyouthat,aforeyoupaintedtheell。Ain’ttworooms,fourteenbyfourteen,enoughforyoutosettledownin?Iftheyain’t,Iguessyourmother’dgiveyouoneo’thechambersinthemainpart。\" \"ShewouldifImarriedPhoebeDay,butIdon’twanttomarryPhoebe,\"arguedCephas。\"Andmother’sgoneandmadeasummerkitchenforherselfoutintheell,a’ready。Ibetyershe’llnevermoveoutifIshouldwanttomoveinona’sudden。\" \"Itoldyouyouwastakin’thatriskwhenyoucutadoorthroughfromthemainpart,\"saidhisfathergenially。\"Ifyouhadn’tdonethat,yourmotherwould’a’hadtogoneroundoutsidetogitint’theellandmebbeshe’d’a’stayedtohomewhenitstormed,anyhow。Nowyourwife’11havehertroopin’inan’out,inan’ out,thewhole’durin’time。\" \"Ionlycutthedoorthroughtopleaseso’tshe’dfavormygittin’married,butIguess’twon’tdonogood。Yousee,father,whatIwasthinkin’ofis,agirlwouldmebbejumpatatwo—story,four—roomedellwhenshewouldn’tlookatasmallerplace。\" \"Pendsuponwhetherthegirl’sthejumpin’kindornot!Hadn’tyoubettergiteverythingfixedupwiththeoneyou’vepickedout,aforeyoutakeyourgoodsavin’sandgotobuildin’abiggerplaceforher?\" \"I’veaskedheroncea’ready,\"Cephasallowed,withaburningface。\"Idon’ts’poseyouknowtheoneImean?\" \"Nokindofanidee,\"respondedhisfather,withaquizzicalwinkthatwaslostontheyoungman,ashiseyeswerefixeduponhiswhittling。\"Doesshebelongtothevillage?\" \"Iain’tgoin’toletfolksknowwhoI’vepickedouttillIgitalittlemiteforrarder,\"respondedCephascraftily。\"Say,father,it’sallrighttoaskagirltwice,ain’tit? \"Certainitis,myson。Ineverheerdtherewasanyspeciallimittothenumbero’timesyoucouldask’em,andtheirpowero’ sayin’’No’islikethemercyoftheLord;itendurethforever。 ——Youwouldn’tconsiderawidder,Cephas?Awidder’dbeagoodcomp’ny—keeperforyourmother。\" \"Ihain’tputmygoodsavin’sintoanelljesttomarryacomp’ny—keeperformother,\"respondedCephashuffily。\"Iwanttobenumberonewithmygirlandstartrightinontrainin’heruptosuitme。\" \"Well,iftrainin’’syourobjectyou’dbettertakemyadvicean’ keepitdarkbeforemarriage,Cephas。It’sastonishin’howthefemalesectdespisesbein’trained;itdon’thardlyseemtobeintheirnaturetomakeanychangesin’emselvesaftertheyoncegitsstarted。\" \"Howareyougoin’tolivewith’em,then?\"Cephasinquired,lookingupwithinterestcoupledwithsomeincredulity。 \"Letthemdothetrainingrespondedhisfather,peacefullypuffingoutthewordswithhispipebetweenhislips。\"Someof’em’smildandgentleindiscipline,likeParsonBoone’swifeorMis’TimothyGrant,andothersisstrictandfirmlikeyourmotherandMis’AbelDay。Ifyouhappentogitthefirstkind,why,doastheytellyou,andthanktheLord’tain’tanyworse。 Ifyougitthesecondkind,jestlet’emputtheblindersonyouandtrotasstraightasyouknowhow,withoutshyingnorkickin’ overthetraces,norbolting’causethey’vegotcontrolo’thebitand’tain’tnousefightin’ag’in’theirsuperiorstrength。——Sofurasyoucanjudge,intheearlystageso’thegame,myson,——whichain’tveryfur,——whichkindhaveyoupickedout?\" Cephaswhittledonforsomemomentswithoutaword,butfinally,withasighdrawnfromtheverytoesofhisboots,herespondedgloomily,—— \"She’sawfulspunky,thegirlis,anybodycanseethat;butshe’sayoungthing,andIthoughtbein’marriedwouldkindo’tameherdown!\" \"Youcanseehowmuchmarriagehastamedyourmotherdown,\" observedUncleBartdispassionately;\"howsomever,thoughyourmothercan’tbecalledtame,she’sgothergoodp’ints,forshe’salwaystobecountedon。Thegreatthinginlife,asItakeit,Cephas,istoknowexactlywhattoexpect。Yourmother’sgen’allycreditedwithanonsartintemper,butfolksdoeshergreatinjusticeinsothinkingforinalongexperienceI’veseldomcomeacrossatemperlessonsartinthanyourmother’s。Youknowexactlywheretofindhereverymornin’atsun—upandeverynightatsundown。Thereain’tnothin’youcandotoputherouto’ temper,causeshe’salloutaforehand。Youcanjestgoaboutyourreg’larbusiness’thoutanyfearofdisturbin’heranyfurtherthanshe’sdisturbeda’ready,whichisconsid’rable。Idon’tminditamitenowadays,though,afterfortyyearsofit。Itwouldkindo’gallmetokeepastiddywatchofafemale’sdispositiondaybyday,wonderin’whenshewasgoin’tohaveatantrum。A tantrumonceayear’sanawfulupsettin’kindofathinginafamily,myson,butatantrumeverytwenty—fourhoursisjestparto’theday’swork。\"Therewasamoment’ssilenceduringwhichUncleBartpuffedhispipeandCephaswhittled,afterwhichtheoldmancontinued:\"Then,ifyouhappentomarryatemperlikeyourmother’s,Cephas,lookwhatapow’fulworkeryougen’allyget!Lookatthewaytheysweepan’dustan’scruban’ clean!Watch’emwhentheygoatthedish—washin’,an’howtheywhacktherollin’—pin,an’maultheeggs,an’heavethewoodint’ thestove,an’slatthefliesouto’thehouse!Themildandgentleonesenough,willbesettin’inthekitchenrockerread—in’thealmanacwhenthereain’tnowoodinthekitchenbox,nodoughnutsinthecrock,nopiesontheswingshelfinthecellar,an’theyoungonesgoin’roundwithoutasecondshifttotheirbacks!\" Cephas’smindwasfarawayduringthisphilosophicaldissertationonthewaysofwomen。Hecouldseeonlyasunnyheadfairlyriotingwithcurls;apairofeyesthatheldhislikemagnets,althoughtheynevergavehimaglanceoflove;asmilethatlightedtheworldfarbetterthanthesun;adimpleintowhichhisheartfellheadlongwheneverhelookedatit! \"You’reright,father;’tain’tnousekickin’ag’in’em,\"hesaidasherosetohisfeetpreparatorytoopeningtheBaxterstore。 \"WhenIsaidthat’bouttrainin’upagirltosuitme,Ikindo’ forgottheoneI’vepickedout。I’mconsiderin’several,buttheoneIfavormost—well,Ibelieveshe’dfireupatthefirstsighto’trainingandthat’sthegospeltruth。\" \"Considerin’several,beyou,Cephas?\"laughedUncleBart。\"Well,allIhopeis,thattheoneyoufavormost——thegirlyou’veaskedoncea’ready——isconsiderin’you!\" Cephaswenttothepump,andwettingalargehandkerchiefputitinthecrownofhisstrawhatandsaunteredoutintotheburningheatoftheopenroadbetweenhisfather’sshopandDeaconBaxter’sstore。 \"Ishan’taskherthenexttimetillthishotspell’sover,\"hethought,\"andIwon’tdoitinthatdodgastedoldstoreag’in,neither;Iain’tsotongue—tiedoutdoorsan’Ikindo’thinkI’dbemoreinthesperitofitaftersundown,somenightaftersupper!\" XV IVORY’SMOTHER WAITSTILLfoundacoolandshadyplaceinwhichtohitchtheoldmare,looseninghercheck—reinandputtingasprigofalderinherheadstalltoassistherinbrushingofftheflies。 OnecouldreachtheBoyntonhouseonlybygoingupalonggrass—grownlanethatledfromthehigh—road。Itwasalonelyplace,andAaronBoyntonhadboughtitwhenhemovedfromSaco,simplybecausehesecureditataremarkablebargain,theownerhavinglosthiswifeandgonetoliveinMassachusetts。Ivorywouldhavesolditlongagohadcircumstancesbeendifferent,foritwasattoogreatadistancefromtheschoolhouseandfromLawyerWilson’sofficetobeatallconvenient,buthedreadedtoremovehismotherfromtheenvironmenttowhichshewasaccustomed,anddoubtedverymuchwhethershewouldbeabletocareforahousetowhichshehadnotbeenwontedbeforehermindbecameaffected。Hereinthissafe,secludedcorner,amidfamiliarandthoroughlyknownconditions,shemovedplacidlyaboutherdailytasks,performingthemwiththesamecareandprecisionthatshehadusedfromthebeginningofhermarriedlife。AlltheheavyworkwasdoneforherbyIvoryandRodman; theboyinparticularbeingthefleetest—footed,themostwilling,andtheneatestofhelpers;washingdishes,sweepinganddusting,layingthetable,asdeftlyandquietlyasagirl。Mrs。 Boyntonmadeherownsimpledressesofgraycalicoinsummer,ordarklinsey—woolseyinwinterbythesamepatternthatshehadusedwhenshefirstcametoEdgewood:infacttherewerepositivelynoexternalchangesanywheretobeseen,tragicandterribleashadbeenthosethathadwroughthavocinhermind。 Waitstill’sheartbeatfasterasshenearedtheBoyntonhouse。 ShehadneversomuchasseenIvory’smotherforyears。Howwouldshebemet?Whowouldbegintheconversation,andwhatdirectionwouldittake?WhatifMrs。Boyntonshouldrefusetotalktoheratall?Shewalkedslowlyalongthelaneuntilshesawaslender,gray—cladfigurestoopingoveraflower—bedinfrontofthecottage。Thewomanraisedherheadwithafawn—likegesturethathadsomethinginitoftimidityratherthanfear,pickedsomeloosebitsofgreenfromtheground,and,quietlyturningherbackupontheoncomingstranger,disappearedthroughtheopenfrontdoor。 Therecouldbenoretreatonherownpartnow,thoughtWaitstill。 ShewishedforamomentthatshehadmadethisfirstvisitunderIvory’sprotection,butherideahadbeentogainMrs。Boynton’sconfidenceandhaveaquietfriendlytalk,suchaoneaswouldbeimpossibleinthepresenceofathirdperson。Approachingthesteps,shecalledthroughthedoorwayinherclearvoice:\"Ivoryaskedmetocomeandseeyouoneday,Mrs。Boynton。IamWaitstillBaxter,thelittlegirlonTownHouseHillthatyouusedtoknow。\" Mrs。Boyntoncamefromaninnerroomandstoodonthethreshold。 Thename\"Waitstill\"hadalwayshadacharmforherears,fromthetimeshefirstheardityearsago,untilitfellfromIvory’slipsthissummer;andagainitcaughtherfancy。 \"’WAITSTILL!\"’sherepeatedsoftly;\"’WAITSTILL!’DoesIvoryknowyou?\" \"We’veknowneachotherforeversolong;eversincewewenttothebrickschooltogetherwhenweweregirlandboy。AndwhenI wasachildmystepmotherbroughtmeoverhereonceonanerrandandIvoryshowedmeahumming—bird’snestinthatlilacbushbythedoor。\" Mrs。Boyntonsmiled\"Comeandlook!\"shewhispered。\"Thereisalwaysahumming—bird’snestinourlilac。Howdidyouremember?\" ThetwowomenapproachedthebushandMrs。Boyntoncarefullypartedtheleavestoshowthedaintymorselofahomethatchedwithsoftgray—greenandlinedwithdown。\"Thebirdshaveflownnow,\"shesaid。\"Theywerelikelittlejewelswhentheydartedoffinthesunshine。\" Hervoicewasfaintandsweet,asifitcamefromfaraway,andhereyeslooked,notasiftheywereseeingyou,butseeingsomethingthroughyou。Herpalehairwasturnedbackfromherpalerface,wheretheveinsshowedlikebluerivers,andhersmilewasliketheflittingofamoonbeam。ShewasstandingveryclosetoWaitstill,closerthanshehadbeentoanywomanformanyyears,andshestudiedheralittle,wistfully,yetcourteously,asifherattentionwasattractedbysomethingfreshandwinning。Shelookedatthecolor,ebbingandflowinginthegirl’scheeks;atherbrowsandlashes;atherneck,aswhiteasswan’s—down;andfinallyputoutherhandwithasuddenimpulseandtouchedtheknotofwavybronzehairunderthebrimmedhat。 \"Ihadadaughteronce,\"shesaid。\"Mysecondbabywasagirl,butshelivedonlyafewweeks。Ineedherverymuch,forIamagreatcaretoIvory。Heissonanddaughterboth,nowthatMr。 Boyntonisawayfromhome。——Youdidnotseeanyoneintheroadasyouturnedinfromthebars,Isuppose?\" \"No,\"answeredWaitstill,surprisedandconfused,\"butIdidn’treallynotice;Iwasthinkingofacoolplaceformyhorsetostand。\" \"Isitouthereinthesewarmafternoons,\"Mrs。Boyntoncontinued,shadinghereyesandlookingacrossthefields,\"becauseIcanseesofardownthelane。Ihavethesupper—tablesetformyhusbandalready,andthereisasurpriseforhim,asaucerofwildstrawberriesIpickedforhimthismorning。Ifhedoesnotcome,IalwaystakeawaytheplateandcupbeforeIvorygetshere;itseemstomakehimunhappy。\" \"Hedoesn’tlikeitwhenyouaredisappointed,Isuppose,\" Waitstillventured。\"Ihavebroughtmyknitting,Mrs。Boynton,sothatIneedn’tkeepyouidleifyouwishtowork。MayIsitdownafewminutes?AndhereisacottagecheeseforIvoryandRodman,andajarofplumsforyou,preservedfrommyowngarden。\" Mrs。Boynton’seyessearchedthefaceofthisvisitorfromaworldshehadalmostforgottenandfindingnothingbuttendernessthere,saidwithjustatraceofbewilderment:\"Thankyouyes,dositdown;myworkbasketisjustinsidethedoor。Takethatrocking—chair;Idon’thaveanotheroneoutherebecauseIhaveneverbeeninthehabitofseeingvisitors。\" \"IhopeIamnotintruding,\"stammeredWaitstill,seatingherselfandbeginningherknitting,toseeifitwouldlessenthesenseofstrainbetweenthem。 \"Notatall。Ialwayslovedyoungandbeautifulpeople,andsodidmyhusband。Ifhecomeswhileyouarehere,donotgoaway,butsitwithhimwhileIgethissupper。IfElderCochraneshouldbewithhim,youwouldseetwowonderfulmen。TheywentawaytogethertodosomemissionaryworkinMaineandNewHampshireandperhapstheywillcomebacktogether。Idonotwelcomecallersbecausetheyalwaysasksomanydifficultquestions,butyouaredifferentandhaveaskedmenoneatall。\" \"Ishouldnotthinkofaskingquestions,Mrs。Boynton。\" \"NotthatIshouldmindansweringthem,\"continuedIvory’smother,\"exceptthatittiresmyheadverymuchtothink。YoumustnotimagineIamill;itisonlythatIhaveaverybadmemory,andwhenpeopleaskmetoremembersomething,ortogiveananswerquickly,itconfusesmethemore。EvennowIhaveforgottenwhyyoucame,andwhereyoulive;butIhavenotforgottenyourbeautifulname。\" \"Ivorythoughtyoumightbelonely,andIwantedsomuchtoknowyouthatIcouldnotkeepawayanylonger,forIamlonelyandunhappytoo。Iamalwayswatchingandhopingforwhathasnevercomeyet。Ihavenomother,youhavelostyourdaughter;I thought——Ithought——perhapswecouldbeacomforttoeachother!\" AndWaitstillrosefromherchairandputoutherhandtohelpMrs。Boyntondownthesteps,shelookedsofrail,sotransparent,soprematurelyaged。\"Icouldnotcomeveryoften——butifIcouldonlysmoothyourhairsometimeswhenyourheadaches,ordosomecookingforyou,orreadtoyou,oranylittlethinglikethat,asIwouldfermyownmother——ifIcould,Ishouldbesoglad!\" WaitstillstoodaheadhigherthanIvory’smotherandtheglowinghealthofher,thesteadinessofhervoice,thewarmthofherhand—claspmusthavemadeherseemlikeastrongrefugetothisstorm—tossedderelict。ThedeepfurrowbetweenLoisBoynton’seyesrelaxedatrifle,thebloodinherveinsranalittlemoreswiftlyunderthetouchoftheyounghandthatheldherssoclosely。Suddenlyalightcameintoherfaceandherlipquivered。 \"PerhapsIhavebeenrememberingwrongalltheseyears,\"shesaid。\"Itismygreattrouble,rememberingwrong。PerhapsmybabydidnotdieasIthought;perhapsshelivedandgrewup;perhaps\" (herpalecheekburnedandhereyesshonelikestars)\"perhapsshehascomeback!\"