第9章

类别:其他 作者:Wiggin, Kate Douglas字数:10470更新时间:19/01/07 15:13:11
\"Well,there’ssomethingturriblequeer’boutthismarryin’ business,\"andCephasdrewasighfromtheheelsofhisboots。 \"Itseems’sifamanhedn’tnonatcheraldrawin’towardsagirlwithagoodfarm’n’stockthatwaswillin’tohavehim!Seemsjestasifitsethimag’in’hersomehow!Andyet,ifyou’vegottosingouto’thesamebookwithagirlyourwholelifetime,itdoesseem’sifyou’doughttohaveakindofafancyforheratthestart,anyhow!\" \"Youmayfeeldif’rentastimegoeson,Cephas,an’cometoseeFeeble——IwouldsayPhoebe——asyourmotherdoes。’Thebestfiredon’tflareupthesoonest,’youknow。\"ButoldUncleBartsawthathisson’sheartwasheavyandforboretopressthesubject。 AnnabelFranklinhadreturnedtoBostonafteramonth’svisitandtohersurprisehadreturnedasdisengagedasshecame。MarkWilson,thoroughlyboredbyhervacuitiesofmind,longednowformoreintercoursewithPattyBaxter,Patty,sogayandunexpected; solivelytotalkwith,sopiquingtothefancy,soskittishanddifficulttomanage,sotemptinglypretty,withabeautyallherown,andnevertwodaysalike。 Thereweremanylionsinthewayandtheseonlyaddedtothezestofpursuit。Withalltheothergirlsofthevillageopportunitiesmultiplied,buthecouldscarcelygettenminutesalonewithPatty。TheDeacon’sorderswereabsoluteinregardtoyoungmen。 Hisdaughterswerenevertodriveorwalkalonewiththem,nevergotodancesor\"routs\"ofanysort,andneverreceivethematthehouse;thislastmandatebeingquiteunnecessary,asnoyouthinhisrightmindwouldhavegonea—courtin’undertheDeacon’sforbiddinggaze。Andstillthereweresudden,deliciouschancestobeseizednowandthenifonehadhiseyesopenandhiswitsabouthim。Therewasthewalktoorfromthesinging—school,whenasentimentalcouplecoulddropafewfeet,atleast,behindtherestandexchangeawordortwoincomparativeprivacy;therewerethechurch\"circles\"andprayer—meetings,andtheintervalsbetweenSundayserviceswhenMarkcoulddetachPattyamomentfromthegrouponthemeeting—housesteps。Morevaluablethanallthese,acompletescheduleofPatty’svariousmovementshereandthere,togetherwithaprofoundstudyofDeaconBaxter’shabits,whichwereordinarilyaspunctualastheyweredisagreeable,permittedMarkmanystoleninterviews,assweetastheywerebrief。Therewasneverasecondkiss,however,inthesecasualmeetingsandpartings。Thefirst,inspringtime,hadfoundPattyachild,surprised,unprepared。Shewasawomannow;foritdoesnottakeyearstoachievethatmiracle;monthswilldoit,ordays,orevenhours。Hersummer’sexperiencewithCephasColehadwonderfullybroadenedherpowers,givingheranassurancesadlylackingbefore,aswellasaknowledgeofdetail,acertainfinishedskillinthemanagementofalover,whichshecouldablyuseonanyonewhohappenedtocomealong。And,atthemoment,anyonewhohappenedtocomealongservedthepurposeadmirably,PhilipPerryaswellasMarquisWilson。 YoungPerry’sinterestinPatty,aswehaveseen,beganwithhisalienationfromEllenWilson,thefirstobjectofhisaffections,anditwasnotattheoutsetatallofasentimentalnature。 Philipwasapillarofthechurch,andEllenhadprovedsoentirelylackinginthereligioussense,soself—satisfiedastoherstandingwiththeheavenlypowers,thatPhilipdarednotexposehimselflongertohersociety,lesthefindhimself\"unequallyyokedtogetherwithanunbeliever,\"thusdefyingthescripturaladmonitionastomarriage。 Patty,thoughsomewhatlackinginthequalitiesthatgotothemakingoftrustworthysaints,wasnot,likeEllen,whollygivenovertothefleshpotsandwouldproveavaluableconvert,Philipthought;onewhowouldreflectgreatcredituponhimifhesucceededininducinghertosubscribetothesterncreedoftheday。 Philipwasaverystrenuousandslightlygloomybeliever,dwellingconsiderablyonthewrathofGodandthedoctrineofeternalpunishment。Therewasanold\"pennyroyal\"hymnmuchinusewhichdescribesthegeneraltenorofhismeditation:—— \"Mythoughtsonawfulsubjectsroll,Damnationandthedead。 WhathorrorsseizetheguiltysoulUponadyingbed。\" (NowonderthatJacobCochrane’slivelysongs,cheerful,hopeful,militant,andbracing,fellwithapleasingsoundupontheearofthebelieverofthatepoch。)TheloveofGodhad,indeed,enteredPhilip’ssoul,butinsomemysteriouswayhadbeenossifiedafteritgotthere。Hehadintenselyblackhair,darkskin,andaliverthatdisposedhimconstitutionallytoanardentbeliefinthenecessityofhellformostofhisneighbors,andthehopeofspendinghisowngloriousimmortalityinasmall,properlyrestricted,andprudentlymanagedheaven。Hewaseloquentatprayer—meetingandPatty’sonlyobjectiontohimtherewasinhisdispositiontoalludetohimselfasa\"rebelworm,\"withfrequentreferencestohis\"vilebody。\"Otherwise,andwhennotengagedintheologicaldiscussion,PattylikedPhilipverymuch。Hisownfather,althoughanorthodoxmemberofthefoldingoodandregularstanding,had\"doctored\"Philconscientiouslyforhisliverfromhisyouthup,hopingintimetoinciteinhimasunnierviewoflife,forthedoctorwassomewhatskilledinadaptinghisremediestospiritualmaladies。JedMorrillhadalwayssaidthatwhenoldMrs。Buxton,thechampionconvertofJacobCochrane,wasatherworst,——keepingherwholefamilyawakenightsbyherhystericalfearsfortheirfuture,——Dr。Perryhadgivenheratwelfthofagrainoftartaremetic,fivetimesadayuntilshehadentirementalreliefandheranxietyconcerningthesalvationofherhusbandandchildrenwassetcompletelyatrest。 Thegooddoctornotedwithsecretpleasurehisson’sgrowingfondnessforthesocietyofhisprimefavorite,MissPatienceBaxter。\"He’llbeginbytryingtosavehersoul,\"hethought; \"Philalwaysbeginsthatway,butwhenPattygetshiminhandhe’llremembertheexistenceofhisheart,anorganhehasnevertakenintoconsideration。Aloveaffairwithaprettygirl,goodbutnottoopious,willhelpPhilconsiderable,howeveritturnsout。\" ThereisnodoubtbutthatPhilwastakinghischancesandthatunderPatty’stutelagehewasgrowingmellower。AsforPatty,shewasonlyamusingherself,andfrisking,likeayounglamb,inpastureswhereshehadneverstrayedbefore。HerfancyflewfromMarktoPhilandfromPhilbacktoMarkagain,foratthemomentshewasjustavesselofemotion,readytoemptyherselfonsheknewnotwhat。Temperamentally,shewouldtakeadvantageofcurrentsratherthansteeratanytime,anditwouldbethestrongestcurrentthatwouldfinallybearheraway。Herideahadalwaysbeenthatshecouldplaywithfirewithoutburningherownfingers,andthattheflamesshekindledweresoinnocentandmildthatnoonecouldbeharmedbythem。Shehadfancied,uptonow,thatshecouldcontrol,urgeon,orcooldownaman’sfeelingforeverandaday,ifshechose,andremainmistressofthesituation。Now,aftersomeweeksofweighingandbalancinghertwoswains,shefoundherselfconfrontingachoice,onceandforall。Eachofthemseemedtobeapproachingthestateofmindwherehewaslikelytosay,somewhatviolently:\"Takemeorleaveme,oneortheother!\"Butshedidnotwishtotakethem,andstilllessdidshewishtoleavethem,withnootherloverinsightbutCephasCole,whowasalmost,thoughnotquite,worsethannone。 Ifmatters,bylackofmasculinepatienceandself—control,didcometoacrisis,whatshouldshesaydefinitelytoeitherofhersuitors?HerfatherdespisedMarkWilsonatriflemorethananyyoungmanontheriver,andwhilehecouldhavenoobjectiontoPhilPerry’scharacterorpositionintheworld,hishatredofoldDr。Perryamountedtoadisease。WhenthedoctorhadclosedtheeyesofthethirdMrs。Baxter,hehadmadesomeplainandunwelcomestatementsthatwouldrankleintheDeacon’sbreastaslongashelived。Pattyknew,therefore,thatthechanceofherfather’sblessingfallinguponherunionwitheitherofherpresentloverswasmorethanuncertain,andofwhatusewasanengagement,iftherecouldnotbeamarriage? IfPatty’smindinclinedtoasomewhatspeedydeparturefromherfather’shousehold,shecanhardlybeblamed,butshefeltthatshecouldnotcarryanyofherindecisionsandfearstohersisterforsettlement。WhocouldlookinWaitstill’sclear,steadfasteyesandsay:\"Ican’tmakeupmymindwhichtomarry\"? NotPatty。Shefelt,instinctively,thatWaitstill’sheart,ifitmovedatall,wouldrushoutlikeagreatrivertoloseitselfintheocean,andlosingitselfforgetthenarrowbanksthroughwhichithadflowedbefore。Pattyknewthatherownlovewasatthemomentnothingmorethanthenoteofachild’spennyflute,andthatWaitstillwasperhapsvibratingsecretlywithadeeper,richermusicthancouldevercometoher。Still,musicofsomesortshemeanttofeel。\"EveniftheymakemedecideonewayoranotherbeforeIamready,\"shesaidtoherself,\"I’llneversay’yes’tillI’mmoreinlovethanIamnow!\" TherewereotherreasonswhyshedidnotwanttoaskWaitstill’sadvice。Notonlydidsheshrinkfromthelovingscrutinyofhersister’seyes,andthegentleprobingofherquestions,whichwouldfixherownmotivesonapin—pointandholdthemupunbecominglytothelight;butshehadafoolish,generousloyaltythaturgedhertokeepWaitstillquitealooffromherownlittleprivateperplexities。 \"Shewillonlyworryherselfsick,\"thoughtPatty。\"Shewon’tletmemarrywithoutaskingfather’spermission,andshe’dthinksheoughtnottoaidmeindeceivinghim,andthetempestwouldbetwiceasdreadfulifitfelluponusboth!Now,ifanythinghappens,IcantellfatherthatIdiditallmyselfandthatWaitstillknewnothingaboutitwhatever。Then,oh,joy!iffatheristooterrible,IshallbeamarriedwomanandIcanalwayssay:’Iwillnotpermitsuchcruelty!Waitstillisdependentuponyounolonger,sheshallcomeatoncetomyhusbandandme! ThislatterphrasealmostintoxicatedPatty,sothatthereweremomentswhenshecouldhaverunuptoMilliken’sMillsandpurchasedherselfahusbandatanycost,hadherslendersavingespermittedthebestinthemarket;andthemoreimpersonalthehusbandthemoredelightedlyPattyrolledthephraseunderhertongue。 \"Icanneverbe’published’inchurch,\"shethought,\"andperhapsnobodywillevercareenoughaboutmetobravefather’sdispleasureandinsistonrunningawaywithme。Idowishsomebodywouldcare’frightfully’aboutme,enoughforthat; enoughtohelpmemakeupmymind;sothatIcouldjustdriveuptofather’sstoresomedayandsay:’Goodafternoon,father!I knewyou’dneverletmemarry——’\"(therewasalwaysadashhere,inPatty’simaginarydiscourses,adashthatcouldbefilledinwithanyChristiannameaccordingtohermoodofthemoment)\"’soIjustmarriedhimanyway;andyouneedn’tbeangrywithmysister,forsheknewnothingaboutit。MyhusbandandIaresorryifyouaredispleased,butthere’snohelpforit;andmyhusband’shomewillalwaysbeopentoWaitstill,whateverhappens。’\" Patty,withallherlatentloveoffineryandease,didnotweightheworldlycircumstancesofthetwomen,thoughthereflectionthatshewouldhavemoreamusementwithMarkthanwithPhilipmayhavecrossedhermind。ShetrustedPhilip,andrespectedhissteady—going,seriousviewoflife;itpleasedhervanity,too,tofeelhowhernonsenseandfunlightenedhistemperamentalgravity,playinginandoutandoveritlikeabutterflyinasmokebush。ShewouldbesafewithPhilipalways,butsafetyhadnospecialcharmforoneofherage,whohadneverbeeninperil。 Mark’ssuperiorknowledgeoftheworld,moreover,hiscareless,buoyantmannerofcarryinghimself,hisgay,boyishaudacity,allhadaverydistinctcharmforher;——andyet—— Buttherewouldbeno\"andyet\"alittlelater。Patty’sheartwouldblazequicklyenoughwhensufficientheatwasappliedtoit,andMarkwasfallingmoreandmoredeeplyinloveeveryday。 AsPattyvacillated,hispurposestrengthened;themoresheweighed,themoreheceasedtoweigh,thedifficultiesofthesituation;themoresheunfoldedherselftohim,themorehelovedandthemoreherespectedher。Shebeganbydelightinghissenses;sheendedbywinningallthattherewasinhim,andcreatingcontinuallythequalitieshelacked,afterthemanneroftruewomenevenwhentheyareveryyoungandfoolish。 XVIII ASTATEO’MAINEPROPHET SUMMERwasdyinghard,foralthoughithadpassed,bythecalendar,MotherNaturewasstillkeepinguphercustomaryattitude。 Therehadbeenasoftraininthenightandeveryspearofgrasswasbrilliantlygreenandtippedwithcrystal。Thesmokebushesinthegardenplot,andtheasparagusbedbeyondthem,lookedmistyasthesunrosehigher,dryingthesoakedearthanddrippingbranches。Spiders’webs,marvelsoflace,dottedtheshortgrassundertheappletrees。Everyflowerthathadafragrancewaspouringitgratefullyintotheair;everybirdwithajoyousnoteinitsvoicegaveitmorejoyouslyfromaburstingthroat;andtheriverlaughedandrippledinthedistanceatthefootofTownHouseHill。ThendawngrewintofullmorningandstreamsofbluesmokerosehereandtherefromtheEdgewoodchimneys。Theworldwasalive,andsobeautifulthatWaitstillfeltlikegoingdownonherkneesingratitudeforhavingbeenbornintoitandgivenachanceofservingitinanyhumblewaywhatsoever。 Wherevertherewasabarn,inRiverboroorEdgewood,onecouldhaveheardthethree—leggedstoolsbeingliftedfromthepegs,andthenwouldbeginthemusicofthemilk—pails;firsttheresonantsoundofthestreamonthebottomofthetinpail,thenthesoftdeliciouspurringofthecascadeintothefullbucket,whilethecowsserenelychewedtheircudsandwhiskedawaytheflieswithswingingtails。 DeaconBaxterwastakinghiscowstoapasturefaroverthehill,thefeedhavinggrowntooshortinhisownfields。PattywaswashingdishesinthekitchenandWaitstillwasinthedairy—houseatthebutter—making,oneofherchiefdelights。Sheworkedwithspeedandwithbeautifulsureness,patting,squeezing,rollingthegoldenmass,likethetrueartistshewas,thenturningthesweet—scentedwaxenballsoutofthemouldontothebigstone—chinaplatterthatstoodwaiting。Shehadbeenupearlyandforthelasthourshehadtoiledwithdevouringeagernessthatshemighthavealittletimetoherself。Itwashersnow,forPattywouldbebusywiththebedsaftershefinishedthedishes,soshedrewafoldedpaperfromherpocket,thefirstcommunicationshehadeverreceivedinIvory’shandwriting,andsatdowntoreadit。 MYDEARWAITSTILL:—— Rodmanwilltakethispacketandleaveitwithyouwhenhefindsopportunity。Itisnotinanyrealsensealetter,soIaminnodangerofincurringyourfather’sdispleasure。Youwillprobablyhaveheardnewrumorsconcerningmyfatherduringthepastfewdays,forPeterMorrillhasbeentoEnfield,NewHampshire,wherehesayslettershavebeenreceivedstatingthatmyfatherdiedinCortland,Ohio,morethanfiveyearsago。IshalldowhatIcantosubstantiatethisfreshreportasIhavealwaysdonewithallthepreviousones,butIhavelittlehopeofsecuringreliableinformationatthisdistance,andafterthislengthoftime。IdonotknowwhenIcaneverstartonapersonalquestmyself,forevenhadIthemoneyIcouldnotleavehomeuntilRodmanismucholder,andfittedforgreaterresponsibility。Oh!Waitstill,howyouhavehelpedmypoor,dearmother!WouldthatIwerefreetotellyouhowIvalueyourfriendship!Itissomethingmorethanmerefriendship!Whatyouaredoingislikethrowingalife—linetoasinkinghumanbeing。Twoorthreetimes,oflate,motherhasforgottentosetoutthesupperthingsformyfather。Hertenyears’incessantwaitingforhimseemstohavesubsidedalittle,andinitsplaceshewatchesforyou。[Ivoryhadwritten\"watchesforherdaughter\"butcarefullyerasedthelasttwowords。]Youcomebutseldom,butherheartfeedsonthesightofyou。Whatsheneeded,itseems,wasthemagicaltouchofyouthandhealthandstrengthandsympathy,thequalitiesyoupossessinsuchgreatmeasure。 IfIhadproofofmyfather’sdeathIthinknow,perhaps,thatI mighttrytobreakitgentlytomymother,asifitwerefreshnews,andseeifpossiblyImightthusremoveherprincipalhallucination。Youseenow,doyounot,howsanesheisinmany,indeedinmostways,——howsweetandlovable,evenhowsensible? Tohelpyoubettertounderstandtheinfluencethathasrobbedmeofbothfatherandmotherandmademeandminethesubjectoftownandtaverngossipforyearspast,Ihavewrittenforyoujustasketchofthe\"Cochranecraze\";theromanticstoryofamanwhoswayedthewillsofhisfellow—creaturesinatrulymarvellousmanner。Somelocalhistorianofhistimewilldoubtlessgivehimmorespace;mywishistohaveyouknowsomethingmoreofthecircumstancesthathavemademeaprisonerinlifeinsteadofafreeman;butprisonerasIamatthemoment,Iamsustainedjustnowbyanewcourage。IreadinmycopyofOvidlastnight:\"Thebestofweaponsistheundauntedheart。\"Thiswillhelpyou,too,inyourhardlife,foryoursisthemostundauntedheartinalltheworld。 IVORYBOYNTON ThechronicleofJacobCochrane’scareerinthelittlevillagesneartheSacoRiverhasnosuchinterestforthegeneralreaderasithadforWaitstillBaxter。ShehunguponeverywordthatIvoryhadwrittenandrealizedmoreclearlythaneverbeforetheshadowthathadfollowedhimsinceearlyboyhood;thesameshadowthathadfallenacrosshismother’smindandleft,continualtwilightthere。 Noonereallyknew,itseemed,whyorfromwhenceJacobCochranehadcometoEdgewood。Hesimplyappearedattheoldtavern,astranger,withsatchelinhand,toseekentertainment。UncleBarthadoftendescribedthisscenetoWaitstill,forhewasoneofthosesittingaboutthegreatopenfireatthetime。Themaneasilyslippedintothegroupandsoontooktheleadinconversation,delightingallwithhisagreeablepersonality,hisnimbletongueandgracefulspeech。Atsupper—timethehostessandtherestofthefamilytooktheirplacesatthelongtable,aswasthecustom,andheastonishedthembyhisknowledgenotonlyoftownhistory,butofvillagematterstheyhadsupposedunknowntoanyone。 Whenthestrangerhadfinishedhissupperandreturnedtothebar—room,hehadtopassthroughalongentry,andthelandlady,whisperingtoherdaughter,said:—— \"Betsy,yougouptothechamberclosetandgetthesilverandbringitdown。ThismanisgoingtosleepthereandIamafraidofhim。Hemustbeafortune—teller,andtheLordonlyknowswhatelse!\" Ingoingtothechamberthedaughterhadtopassthroughthebar—room。Asshewasmovingquietlythrough,hopingtoescapethenoticeofthenewcomer,heturnedinhischair,andlookingherfullintheface,suddenlysaid:—— \"Madam,youneedn’ttouchyoursilver。Idon’twantit。Iamagentleman。\" WhereuponthebewilderedBetsyscuttledbacktohermotherandtoldherthestrangeguestwasindeedafortune—teller。 OfCochrane’sinitialappearanceasapreacherIvoryhadtoldWaitstillintheirtalkinthechurchyardearlyinthesummer。Itwasatachild’sfuneralthatthenewprophetcreatedhisfirstsensationandthere,too,thatAaronandLoisBoyntonfirstcameunderhisspell。ThewholecountrysidehadbeenjustthenwroughtuptoastateofreligiousexcitementbyrevivalmeetingsandCochranegainedthebenefitofthisdefinitepreparationforhiswork。HeclaimedthatallhissayingswerefromdivineinspirationandthatthosewhoembracedhisdoctrinereceiveddirectcommunicationfromtheAlmighty。Hedisdainedformalcreedsandallmannerofchurchorganizations,declaringsectariannamestobemarksofthebeastandallchurchmemberstobeinBabylon。Heintroducedre—baptismasasymboliccleansingfromsectarianstains,andaftersomemonthsadvancedapropositionthathisflockholdallthingsincommon。Heputasuddenendtothesolemn\"deaconing—out\"anddroningofpsalmtunesandgraftedontohisformofworshiplivelysingingandmarchingaccompaniedbyclappingofhandsandwhirlingincircles;duringtheprogressofwhichthemosthystericalconverts,orthemostfullyCochranized,\"wouldswoonuponthefloor;or,inobeyingtheirleader’sinstructionsto\"becomeaslittlechildren,\"wouldsometimesgothroughthemostextraordinaryandunmeaningantics。 Itwasnotuntilhehadconvertedhundredstothenewfaiththatheaddedmorestartlingrevelationstohisgospel。Hewasinturnbold,mystical,eloquent,audacious,persuasive,autocratic;andevenwhenhisself—styledcommunicationsfromtheAlmighty\" controvertedallthathishearershadformerlyheldtoberight,hestillmagnetizedorhypnotizedthemintoanunwillingassenttohisbeliefs。Therewasfinallyaproclamationtotheeffectthatmarriagevowsweretobeannulledwhenadvisableandthatcompletespirituallibertywastofollow;alibertyinwhichanewaffinitymightbesought,andaspiritualunionbegunuponearth,aunionasnearlyapproximatetoGod’sstandardsasfaultyhumanbeingscouldmanagetoattain。 Someofthefaithfulfellawayatthistime,beingunabletoacceptthefulldoctrine,butretainedtheirfaithinCochrane’soriginalpowertoconvertsinnersandsavethemfromthewrathofGod。Storm—cloudsbegantogatherintheskyhowever,asthedelusionspread,monthbymonthandlocalministerseverywheresoughttominimizetheinfluenceofthedangerousorator,whorosesuperiortoeveryattackandcarriedhimselflikesomemagnificentmartyr—at—willamongthecrowdsthatnowcriticizedhimhereorthereinprivateandinpublic。 \"Whatapictureofsplendidaudacityhemusthavebeen,\"wroteIvory,\"whenheenteredtheorthodoxmeeting—houseatahugegatheringwhereheknewthatthespeakersweretodenouncehisteachings。OldParsonBuzzellgaveouthistextfromthehighpulpit:MarkXIII,37,’ANDWHATISAYUNTOYOUISAYUNTOALL,WATCH!’JusthereCochranesteppedinattheopendoorofthechurchandheardthewarning,meant,heknew,forhimself,andseizingthemomentofsilencefollowingthereadingofthetext,hecriedinhissplendidsonorousvoice,withoutsomuchasstirringfromhisplacewithinthedoor—frame:\"’BeholdIstandatthedoorandknock。IfanymanhearmyvoiceIwillcomeintohimandwillsupwithhim,——Icometopreachtheeverlastinggospeltoeveryonethatheareth,andallthatIwanthereismybignessonthefloor。’\" \"Icannotfind,\"continuedIvoryonanotherpage,\"thatmyfatherormothereverengagedinanyofthefoolishandchildishpracticeswhichdisgracedthemeetingsofsomeofCochrane’smostfanaticalfollowersandconverts。Bymymother’sconversations(someofwhichIhaverepeatedtoyou,butwhichmaybefulloferrors,becauseofherconfusionofmind),Ibelieveshemusthavehadadifferenceofopinionwithmyfatheronsomeoftheseviews,butIhavenomeansofknowingthistoacertainty;nordoIknowthatthequestionofchoosingspiritualconsorts’evercamebetweenordividedthem。ThispartofthedelusionalwaysfillsmewithsuchunspeakabledisgustthatIhaveneverlikedtoseekadditionallightfromanyoftheoldermenandwomenwhomightrevelingivingit。Thatmymotherdidnotsympathizewithmyfather’sgoingouttopreachCochrane’sgospelthroughthecountry,thisIknow,andshewassotrulyreligious,soburningwithzeal,thathadshefullybelievedinmyfather’smissionshewouldhavespurredhimon,insteadofendeavoringtodetainhim。\" \"YouknowtheretributionthatovertookCochraneatlast,\"wroteIvoryagain,whenhehadshowntheman’searlyvictoriesandhisenormousinfluence。\"Therebegantobeindignantprotestsagainsthisdoctrinesbylawyersanddoctors,aswellasbyministers; notfromallsideshowever;forremember,inextenuationofmyfather’sandmymother’sespousalofthisstrangebelief,thatmanyofthestrongestandwisestmen,aswellasthepurestandfinestwomeninYorkcountycameunderthisman’sspellforatimeandbelievedinhimimplicitly,someofthemevenuntotheend。