第3章

类别:其他 作者:Swinburne, Algernon Charles字数:9089更新时间:19/01/07 15:14:13
\"If,\"saidthegirlslowly,\"hehadwalkedforonlyonedayhisbootswouldnothavelookedso;andif——\" \"If!\"saidtheGermanstartingupinhischair,irritatedthatanyoneshoulddoubtsuchirrefragableevidence——\"if!Why,hetoldmehimself! Lookhowheliesthere,\"addedtheGermanpathetically,\"wornout——poorfellow!Wehavesomethingforhimthough,\"pointingwithhisforefingeroverhisshouldertothesaucepanthatstoodonthefire。\"Wearenotcooks——notFrenchcooks,notquite;butit’sdrinkable,drinkable,Ithink; betterthannothing,Ithink,\"headded,noddinghisheadinajocundmannerthatevincedhishighestimationofthecontentsofthesaucepanandhisprofoundsatisfactiontherein。\"Bish!bish!mychicken,\"hesaid,asLyndalltappedherlittlefootupanddownuponthefloor。\"Bish!bish!mychicken,youwillwakehim。\" Hemovedthecandlesothathisownheadmightintervenebetweenitandthesleeper’sface;and,smoothinghisnewspaper,headjustedhisspectaclestoread。 Thechild’sgrey—blackeyesrestedonthefigureonthebed,thenturnedtotheGerman,thenrestedonthefigureagain。 \"Ithinkheisaliar。Goodnight,UncleOtto,\"shesaidslowly,turningtothedoor。 LongaftershehadgonetheGermanfoldedhispaperupmethodically,andputitinhispocket。 Thestrangerhadnotawakenedtopartakeofthesoup,andhissonhadfallenasleepontheground。Takingtwowhitesheepskinsfromtheheapofsacksinthecorner,theoldmandoubledthemup,andliftingtheboy’sheadgentlyfromtheslateonwhichitrested,placedtheskinsbeneathit。 \"Poorlambie,poorlambie!\"hesaid,tenderlypattingthegreatroughbear— likehead;\"tiredishe!\" Hethrewanovercoatacrosstheboy’sfeet,andliftedthesaucepanfromthefire。Therewasnoplacewheretheoldmancouldcomfortablyliedownhimself,soheresumedhisseat。Openingamuch—wornBible,hebegantoread,andashereadpleasantthoughtsandvisionsthrongedonhim。 \"Iwasastranger,andyetookmein,\"heread。 Heturnedagaintothebedwherethesleeperlay。 \"Iwasastranger。\" Verytenderlytheoldmanlookedathim。Hesawnotthebloatedbodynortheevilfaceoftheman;but,asitwere,underdeepdisguiseandfleshlyconcealment,theformthatlongyearsofdreaminghadmadeveryrealtohim。\"Jesus,lover,andisitgiventous,weakandsinful,frailanderring,toserveThee,totakeTheein!\"hesaidsoftly,asherosefromhisseat。Fullofjoy,hebegantopacethelittleroom。NowandagainashewalkedhesangthelinesofaGermanhymn,ormutteredbrokenwordsofprayer。Thelittleroomwasfulloflight。ItappearedtotheGermanthatChristwasverynearhim,andthatatalmostanymomentthethinmistofearthlydarknessthatcloudedhishumaneyesmightbewithdrawn,andthatmademanifestofwhichthefriendsatEmmaus,beholdingit,said,\"ItistheLord!\" Again,andyetagain,throughthelonghoursofthatnight,astheoldmanwalkedhelookeduptotheroofofhislittleroom,withitsblackenedrafters,andyetsawthemnot。Hisroughbeardedfacewasilluminatedwitharadiantgladness;andthenightwasnotshortertothedreamingsleepersthantohimwhosewakingdreamsbroughtheavennear。 Soquicklythenightfled,thathelookedupwithsurprisewhenatfouro’clockthefirstgreystreaksofsummerdawnshowedthemselvesthroughthelittlewindow。Thentheoldmanturnedtoraketogetherthefewcoalsthatlayundertheashes,andhisson,turningonthesheepskins,mutteredsleepilytoknowifitweretimetorise。 \"Liestill,liestill!Iwouldonlymakeafire,\"saidtheoldman。 \"Haveyoubeenupallnight?\"askedtheboy。 \"Yes;butithasbeenshort,veryshort。Sleepagain,mychicken;itisyetearly。\" Andhewentouttofetchmorefuel。 Chapter1。IV。BlessedisHeThatBelieveth。 BonaparteBlenkinssatonthesideofthebed。Hehadwonderfullyrevivedsincethedaybefore,heldhisheadhigh,talkedinafullsonorousvoice,andategreedilyofalltheviandsofferedhim。Athissidewasabasinofsoup,fromwhichhetookadeepdraughtnowandagainashewatchedthefingersoftheGerman,whosatonthemudfloormendingthebottomofachair。 Presentlyhelookedout,where,intheafternoonsunshine,afewhalf—grownostrichesmightbeseenwanderinglistlesslyabout,andthenhelookedinagainatthelittlewhitewashedroom,andatLyndall,whosatinthedoorwaylookingatabook。Thenheraisedhischinandtriedtoadjustanimaginaryshirt—collar。Findingnone,hesmoothedthelittlegreyfringeatthebackofhishead,andbegan: \"Youareastudentofhistory,Iperceive,myfriend,fromthestudyofthesevolumesthatliescatteredaboutthisapartment;thisfacthasbeenmadeevidenttome。\" \"Well——alittle——perhaps——itmaybe,\"saidtheGermanmeekly。 \"Beingastudentofhistorythen,\"saidBonaparte,raisinghimselfloftily,\"youwilldoubtlesshaveheardofmygreat,ofmycelebratedkinsman,NapoleonBonaparte?\" \"Yes,yes,\"saidtheGerman,lookingup。 \"I,sir,\"saidBonaparte,\"wasbornatthishour,onanAprilafternoon,three—and—fiftyyearsago。Thenurse,sir——shewasthesamewhoattendedwhentheDukeofSutherlandwasborn——broughtmetomymother。’Thereisonlyonenameforthischild,’shesaid:’hehasthenoseofhisgreatkinsman;’andsoBonaparteBlenkinsbecamemyname——BonaparteBlenkins。 Yes,sir,\"saidBonaparte,\"thereisastreamonmymaternalsidethatconnectsmewithastreamonhismaternalside。\" TheGermanmadeasoundofastonishment。 \"Theconnection,\"saidBonaparte,\"isonewhichcouldnotbeeasilycomprehendedbyoneunaccustomedtothestudyofaristocraticpedigrees; buttheconnectionisclose。\" \"Isitpossible!\"saidtheGerman,pausinginhisworkwithmuchinterestandastonishment。\"NapoleonanIrishman!\" \"Yes,\"saidBonaparte,\"onthemother’sside,andthatishowwearerelated。Therewasn’tamantobeathim,\"saidBonaparte,stretchinghimself——\"notamanexcepttheDukeofWellington。Andit’sastrangecoincidence,\"addedBonaparte,bendingforward,\"buthewasaconnectionofmine。Hisnephew,theDukeofWellington’snephew,marriedacousinofmine。Shewasawoman!Seeheratoneofthecourtballs——ambersatin—— daisiesinherhair。Worthgoingahundredmilestolookather!Oftenseenhertheremyself,sir!\" TheGermanmovedtheleatherthongsinandout,andthoughtofthestrangevicissitudesofhumanlife,whichmightbringthekinsmanofdukesandemperorstohishumbleroom。 Bonaparteappearedlostamongoldmemories。 \"Ah,thatDukeofWellington’snephew!\"hebrokeforthsuddenly;\"many’sthejokeI’vehadwithhim。OftencametovisitmeatBonaparteHall。 GrandplaceIhadthen——park,conservatory,servants。Hehadonlyonefault,thatDukeofWellington’snephew,\"saidBonaparte,observingthattheGermanwasdeeplyinterestedineveryword,\"Hewasacoward——whatyoumightcallacoward。You’veneverbeeninRussia,Isuppose?\"saidBonaparte,fixinghiscrosswiselookingeyesontheGerman’sface。 \"No,no,\"saidtheoldmanhumbly。\"France,England,Germany,alittleinthiscountry;itisallIhavetravelled。\" \"I,myfriend,\"saidBonaparte,\"Ihavebeenineverycountryintheworld,andspeakeverycivilisedlanguage,exceptingonlyDutchandGerman。I wroteabookofmytravels——noteworthyincidents。Publishergotit—— cheatedmeoutofit。Greatrascalsthosepublishers!UpononeoccasiontheDukeofWellington’snephewandIweretravellinginRussia。Allofasuddenoneofthehorsesdroppeddowndeadasadoornail。Therewewere—— coldnight——snowfourfeetthick——greatforest——onehorsenotbeingabletomovethesledge——nightcomingon——wolves。 \"’Spree!’saystheDukeofWellington’snephew。 \"’Spree,doyoucallit?saysI。’Lookout。’ \"There,stickingoutunderabush,wasnothinglessthanthenoseofabear。TheDukeofWellington’snephewwasupatreelikeashot;Istoodquietlyontheground,ascoolasIamatthismoment,loadedmygun,andclimbedupthetree。Therewasonlyonebough。 \"’Bon,’saidtheDukeofWellington’snephew,’you’dbettersitinfront。’ \"’Allright,’saidI;’butkeepyourgunready。Therearemorecoming。’ He’dgothisfaceburiedinmyback。 \"’Howmanyarethere?’saidhe。 \"’Four,’saidI。 \"’Howmanyaretherenow?’saidhe。 \"’Eight,’saidI。 \"’Howmanyaretherenow?’saidhe。 \"’Ten,’saidI。 \"’Ten!ten!’saidhe;anddowngoeshisgun。 \"’Wallie,’Isaid,’whathaveyoudone?We’redeadmennow。’ \"’Bon,myoldfellow,’saidhe,’Icouldn’thelpit;myhandstrembledso!’ \"’Wall,’Isaid,turningroundandseizinghishand,’Wallie,mydearlad,good—bye。I’mnotafraidtodie。Mylegsarelong——theyhangdown——thefirstbearthatcomesandIdon’thithim,offgoesmyfoot。WhenhetakesitIshallgiveyoumygunandgo。Youmayyetbesaved;buttell,oh,tellMaryAnnthatIthoughtofher,thatIprayedforher。’ \"’Good—bye,oldfellow,’saidhe。 \"’Godblessyou,’saidI。 \"Bythistimethebearsweresittinginacircleallaroundthetree。 Yes,\"saidBonaparteimpressively,fixinghiseyesontheGerman,\"aregular,exact,circle。Themarksoftheirtailswereleftinthesnow,andImeasureditafterward;adrawing—mastercouldn’thavedoneitbetter。 Itwasthatsavedme。Ifthey’drushedonmeatonce,pooroldBonwouldneverhavebeenheretotellthisstory。Buttheycameon,sir,systematically,onebyone。Alltherestsatontheirtailsandwaited。 Thefirstfellowcameup,andIshothim;thesecondfellow——Ishothim; thethird——Ishothim。Atlastthetenthcame;hewasthebiggestofall—— theleader,youmaysay。 \"’Wall,’Isaid,’givemeyourhand。Myfingersarestiffwiththecold; thereisonlyonebulletleft。Ishallmisshim。Whileheiseatingmeyougetdownandtakeyourgun;andlive,dearfriend,livetorememberthemanwhogavehislifeforyou!’Bythattimethebearwasatme。Ifelthispawonmytrousers。 \"’Oh,Bonnie!Bonnie!’saidtheDukeofWellington’snephew。ButIjusttookmygunandputthemuzzletothebear’sear——overhefell——dead!\" BonaparteBlenkinswaitedtoobservewhateffecthisstoryhadmade。Thenhetookoutadirtywhitehandkerchiefandstrokedhisforehead,andmoreespeciallyhiseyes。 \"Italwaysaffectsmetorelatethatadventure,\"heremarked,returningthehandkerchieftohispocket。\"Ingratitude——base,vileingratitude——isrecalledbyit!Thatman,thatman,whobutformewouldhaveperishedinthepathlesswildsofRussia,thatmaninthehourofmyadversityforsookme。\"TheGermanlookedup。\"Yes,\"saidBonaparte,\"Ihadmoney,Ihadlands;Isaidtomywife:’ThereisAfrica,astrugglingcountry;theywantcapital;theywantmenoftalent;theywantmenofabilitytoopenupthatland。Letusgo。’ \"Iboughteightthousandpounds’worthofmachinery——winnowing,plowing,reapingmachines;Iloadedashipwiththem。NextsteamerIcameout—— wife,children,all。GottotheCape。Whereistheshipwiththethings? Lost——gonetothebottom!Andtheboxwiththemoney?Lost——nothingsaved! \"MywifewrotetotheDukeofWellington’snephew;Ididn’twishherto; shediditwithoutmyknowledge。 \"WhatdidthemanwhoselifeIsaveddo?Didhesendmethirtythousandpounds?say,’Bonaparte,mybrother,hereisacrumb?’No;hesentmenothing。 \"Mywifesaid,’Write。’Isaid,’MaryAnn,NO。Whilethesehandshavepowertowork,NO。Whilethisframehaspowertoendure,NO。NevershallitbesaidthatBonaparteBlenkinsaskedofanyman。’\" Theman’snobleindependencetouchedtheGerman。 \"Yourcaseishard;yes,thatishard,\"saidtheGerman,shakinghishead。 Bonapartetookanotherdraughtofthesoup,leanedbackagainstthepillows,andsigheddeeply。 \"Ithink,\"hesaidafterawhile,rousinghimself,\"Ishallnowwanderinthebenignair,andtastethegentlecoolofevening。Thestiffnesshoversovermeyet;exerciseisbeneficial。\" Sosaying,headjustedhishatcarefullyonthebaldcrownofhishead,andmovedtothedoor。AfterhehadgonetheGermansighedagainoverhiswork: \"Ah,Lord!Soitis!Ah!\" Hethoughtoftheingratitudeoftheworld。 \"UncleOtto,\"saidthechildinthedoorway,\"didyoueverhearoftenbearssittingontheirtailsinacircle?\" \"Well,notoftenexactly:butbearsdoattacktravellerseveryday。Itisnothingunheardof,\"saidtheGerman。\"Amanofsuchcourage,too! Terribleexperiencethat!\" \"Andhowdoweknowthatthestoryistrue,UncleOtto?\" TheGerman’sirewasroused。 \"ThatiswhatIdohate!\"hecried。\"Knowthatistrue!Howdoyouknowthatanythingistrue?Becauseyouaretoldso。Ifwebegintoquestioneverything——proof,proof,proof,whatwillwehavetobelieveleft?HowdoyouknowtheangelopenedtheprisondoorforPeter,exceptthatPetersaidso?HowdoyouknowthatGodtalkedtoMoses,exceptthatMoseswroteit? ThatiswhatIhate!\" Thegirlknitherbrows。PerhapsherthoughtsmadealongerjourneythantheGermandreamedof;for,markyou,theolddreamlittlehowtheirwordsandlivesaretextsandstudiestothegenerationthatshallsucceedthem。 Notwhatwearetaught,butwhatwesee,makesus,andthechildgathersthefoodonwhichtheadultfeedstotheend。 WhentheGermanlookedupnexttherewasalookofsupremesatisfactioninthelittlemouthandthebeautifuleyes。 \"Whatdostsee,chicken?\"heasked。 Thechildsaidnothing,andanagonizingshriekwasborneontheafternoonbreeze。 \"Oh,God!myGod!Iamkilled!\"criedthevoiceofBonaparte,ashe,withwideopenmouthandshakingflesh,fellintotheroom,followedbyahalf— grownostrich,whoputitsheadinatthedoor,openeditsbeakathim,andwentaway。 \"Shutthedoor!shutthedoor!Asyouvaluemylife,shutthedoor!\"criedBonaparte,sinkingintoachair,hisfaceblueandwhite,withagreenishnessaboutthemouth。\"Ah,myfriend,\"hesaidtremulously,\"eternityhaslookedmeintheface!Mylife’sthreadhunguponacord! Thevalleyoftheshadowofdeath!\"saidBonaparte,seizingtheGerman’sarm。 \"Dear,dear,dear!\"saidtheGerman,whohadclosedthelowerhalfofthedoor,andstoodmuchconcernedbesidethestranger,\"youhavehadafright。 Ineverknewsoyoungabirdtochasebefore;buttheywilltakedislikestocertainpeople。Isentaboyawayoncebecauseabirdwouldchasehim。 Ah,dear,dear!\" \"WhenIlookedround,\"saidBonaparte,\"theredandyawningcavitywasaboveme,andthereprehensiblepawraisedtostrikeme。Mynerves,\"saidBonaparte,suddenlygrowingfaint,\"alwaysdelicate——highlystrung——arebroken——broken!Youcouldnotgivealittlewine,alittlebrandymyfriend?\" TheoldGermanhurriedawaytothebookshelf,andtookfrombehindthebooksasmallbottle,halfofwhosecontentshepouredintoacup。 Bonapartedrainediteagerly。 \"Howdoyoufeelnow?\"askedtheGerman,lookingathimwithmuchsympathy。 \"Alittle,slightly,better。\" TheGermanwentouttopickupthebatteredchimneypotwhichhadfallenbeforethedoor。 \"Iamsorryyougotthefright。Thebirdsarebadthingstillyouknowthem,\"hesaidsympathetically,asheputthehatdown。 \"Myfriend,\"saidBonaparte,holdingouthishand,\"Iforgiveyou;donotbedisturbed。Whatevertheconsequences,Iforgiveyou。Iknow,I believe,itwaswithnoill—intentthatyouallowedmetogoout。Givemeyourhand。Ihavenoill—feeling;none!\" \"Youareverykind,\"saidtheGerman,takingtheextendedhand,andfeelingsuddenlyconvincedthathewasreceivingmagnanimousforgivenessforsomegreatinjury,\"youareverykind。\" \"Don’tmentionit,\"saidBonaparte。 Heknockedoutthecrownofhiscaved—inoldhat,placeditonthetablebeforehim,leanedhiselbowsonthetableandhisfaceinhishands,andcontemplatedit。 \"Ah,myoldfriend,\"hethusapostrophizedthehat,\"youhaveservedmelong,youhaveservedmefaithfully,butthelastdayhascome。Nevermoreshallyoubeborneupontheheadofyourmaster。Nevermoreshallyouprotecthisbrowfromtheburningraysofsummerorthecuttingwindsofwinter。Henceforthbare—headedmustyourmastergo。Good—bye,good—bye,oldhat!\" AttheendofthisaffectingappealtheGermanrose。Hewenttotheboxatthefootofhisbed;outofithetookablackhat,whichhadevidentlybeenseldomwornandcarefullypreserved。 \"It’snotexactlywhatyoumayhavebeenaccustomedto,\"hesaidnervously,puttingitdownbesidethebatteredchimneypot,\"butitmightbeofsomeuse——aprotectiontothehead,youknow。\" \"Myfriend,\"saidBonaparte,\"youarenotfollowingmyadvice;youareallowingyourselftobereproachedonmyaccount。Donotmakeyourselfunhappy。No;Ishallgobare—headed。\" \"No,no,no!\"criedtheGermanenergetically。\"Ihavenouseforthehat,noneatall。Itisshutupinthebox。\" \"ThenIwilltakeit,myfriend。Itisacomforttoone’sownmindwhenyouhaveunintentionallyinjuredanyonetomakereparation。Iknowthefeeling。Thehatmaynotbeofthatrefinedcutofwhichtheoldonewas,butitwillserve,yes,itwillserve。Thankyou,\"saidBonaparte,adjustingitonhishead,andthenreplacingitonthetable。\"Ishallliedownnowandtakealittlerepose,\"headded;\"Imuchfearmyappetiteforsupperwillbelost。\" \"Ihopenot,Ihopenot,\"saidtheGerman,reseatinghimselfathiswork,andlookingmuchconcernedasBonapartestretchedhimselfonthebedandturnedtheendofthepatchworkquiltoverhisfeet。 \"Youmustnotthinktomakeyourdeparture,notformanydays,\"saidtheGermanpresently。\"TantSanniegivesherconsent,and——\" \"Myfriend,\"saidBonaparte,closinghiseyessadly,\"youarekind;butwereitnotthattomorrowistheSabbath,weakandtremblingasIliehere,Iwouldproceedonmyway。Imustseekwork;idlenessbutforadayispainful。Work,labour——thatisthesecretofalltruehappiness!\" Hedoubledthepillarunderhishead,andwatchedhowtheGermandrewtheleatherthongsinandout。 AfterawhileLyndallsilentlyputherbookontheshelfandwenthome,andtheGermanstoodupandbegantomixsomewaterandmealforroaster—cakes。 Ashestirredthemwithhishandshesaid: \"ImakealwaysadoublesupplyonSaturdaynight;thehandsarethenfreeasthethoughtsforSunday。\" \"TheblessedSabbath!\"saidBonaparte。 Therewasapause。Bonapartetwistedhiseyeswithoutmovinghishead,toseeifsupperwerealreadyonthefire。 \"YoumustsorelymisstheadministrationoftheLord’swordinthisdesolatespot,\"addedBonaparte。\"Oh,howloveIThinehouse,andtheplacewhereThinehonourdwelleth!\" \"Well,wedo;yes,\"saidtheGerman;\"butwedoourbest。Wemeettogether,andI——well,Isayafewwords,andperhapstheyarenotwhollylost,notquite。\" \"Strangecoincidence,\"saidBonaparte;\"myplanalwayswasthesame。WasintheFreeStateonce——solitaryfarm——oneneighbour。EverySundayI calledtogetherfriendandneighbour,childandservant,andsaid,’Rejoicewithme,thatwemayservetheLord,’andthenIaddressedthem。Ah,thosewereblessedtimes,\"saidBonaparte;\"wouldtheymightreturn。\" TheGermanstirredatthecakes,andstirred,andstirred,andstirred。Hecouldgivethestrangerhisbed,andhecouldgivethestrangerhishat,andhecouldgivethestrangerhisbrandy;buthisSundayservice! Afteragoodwhilehesaid: \"ImightspeaktoTantSannie;Imightarrange;youmighttaketheserviceinmyplace,ifit——\" \"Myfriend,\"saidBonaparte,\"itwouldgivemetheprofoundestfelicity,themostunboundedsatisfaction;butintheseworn—outhabiliments,inthesedeterioratedgarments,itwouldnotbepossible,itwouldnotbefittingthatIshouldofficiateinserviceofOnewhom,forrespect,weshallnotname。No,myfriend,Iwillremainhere;and,whileyouareassemblingyourselvestogetherinthepresenceoftheLord,I,inmysolitude,willthinkofandprayforyou。No;Iwillremainhere!\" Itwasatouchingpicture——thesolitarymanthereprayingforthem。TheGermanclearedhishandsfromthemeal,andwenttothechestfromwhichhehadtakentheblackhat。Afteralittlecarefulfeelingabout,heproducedablackclothcoat,trousers,andwaistcoat,whichhelaidonthetable,smilingknowingly。Theywereofnewshiningcloth,worntwiceayear,whenhewenttothetowntonachtmaal。Helookedwithgreatprideatthecoatasheunfoldeditandhelditup。 \"It’snotthelatestfashion,perhaps,notaWestEndcut,notexactly;butitmightdo;itmightserveatapush。Tryiton,tryiton!\"hesaid,hisoldgreyeyestwinklingwithpride。 Bonapartestoodupandtriedonthecoat。Itfittedadmirably;thewaistcoatcouldbemadetobuttonbyrippinguptheback,andthetrouserswereperfect;butbelowweretheraggedboots。TheGermanwasnotdisconcerted。Goingtothebeamwhereapairoftop—bootshung,hetookthemoff,dustedthemcarefully,andputthemdownbeforeBonaparte。Theoldeyesnowfairlybrimmedoverwithsparklingenjoyment。 \"Ihaveonlywornthemonce。Theymightserve;theymightbeendured。\" Bonapartedrewthemonandstoodupright,hisheadalmosttouchingthebeams。TheGermanlookedathimwithprofoundadmiration。Itwaswonderfulwhatadifferencefeathersmadeinthebird。 Chapter1。V。SundayServices。