\"Dutchpeople?\"
\"Yes。\"
\"Andyoulikethelife?\"
Theboyhesitated。
\"Ondayslikethese。\"
\"Andwhyonthese?\"
Theboywaited。
\"Theyareverybeautiful。\"
Thestrangerlookedathim。Itseemedthatasthefellow’sdarkeyeslookedacrossthebrownearththeykindledwithanintensesatisfaction;
thentheylookedbackatthecarving。
Whathadthatcreature,socoarse—cladandclownish,todowiththesubtlejoysoftheweather?Himself,white—handedanddelicate,hemighthearthemusicwithshimmeringsunshineandsolitudeplayonthefinely—strungchordsofnature;butthatfellow!Wasnottheearinthatgreatbodytoogrossforsuchdelicatemutterings?
Presentlyhesaid:
\"MayIseewhatyouworkat?\"
Thefellowhandedhiswoodenpost。Itwasbynomeanslovely。Themenandbirdswerealmostgrotesqueintheirlabouredresemblancetonature,andboresignsofpatientthought。Thestrangerturnedthethingoveronhisknee。
\"Wheredidyoulearnthiswork?\"
\"Itaughtmyself。\"
\"Andthesezigzaglinesrepresent——\"
\"Amountain。\"
Thestrangerlooked。
\"Ithassomemeaning,hasitnot?\"
Theboymutteredconfusedly。
\"Onlythings。\"
Thequestionerlookeddownathim——thehuge,unwieldyfigure,insizeaman’s,inrightofhischildlikefeaturesandcurlinghairachild’s;andithurthim——itattractedhimandithurthim。Itwassomethingbetweenpityandsympathy。
\"Howlonghaveyouworkedatthis?\"
\"Ninemonths。\"
Fromhispocketthestrangerdrewhispocket—book,andtooksomethingfromit。Hecouldfastentheposttohishorseinsomeway,andthrowitawayinthesandwhenatasafedistance。
\"Willyoutakethisforyourcarving?\"
Theboyglancedatthefive—poundnoteandshookhishead。
\"No;Icannot。\"
\"Youthinkitisworthmore?\"askedthestrangerwithalittlesneer。
Hepointedwithhisthumbtoagrave。
\"No;itisforhim。\"
\"Andwhoisthere?\"askedthestranger。
\"Myfather。\"
Themansilentlyreturnedthenotetohispocket—book,andgavethecarvingtotheboy;and,drawinghishatoverhiseyes,composedhimselftosleep。
Notbeingabletodoso,afterawhileheglancedoverthefellow’sshouldertowatchhimwork。Theboycarvedlettersintotheback。
\"If,\"saidthestranger,withhismelodiousvoice,richwithasweetnessthatnevershoweditselfinthecloudedeyes——forsweetnesswilllingeroninthevoicelongafterithasdiedoutintheeyes——\"ifforsuchapurpose,whywritethatuponit?\"
Theboyglancedroundathim,butmadenoanswer。Hehadalmostforgottenhispresence。
\"Yousurelybelieve,\"saidthestranger,\"thatsomeday,soonerorlater,thesegraveswillopen,andthoseBoer—uncleswiththeirwiveswalkabouthereintheredsand,withtheveryfleshlylegswithwhichtheywenttosleep?Thenwhysay,’Hesleepsforever?’Youbelievehewillstandupagain?\"
\"Doyou?\"askedtheboy,liftingforaninstanthisheavyeyestothestranger’sface。
Halftakenabackthestrangerlaughed。Itwasasthoughacuriouslittletadpolewhichheheldunderhisglassshouldsuddenlyliftitstailandbegintoquestionhim。
\"I?——no。\"Helaughedhisshortthicklaugh。\"Iamamanwhobelievesnothing,hopesnothing,fearsnothing,feelsnothing。Iambeyondthepaleofhumanity;nocriterionofwhatyoushouldbewholivehereamongyourostrichesandbushes。\"
Thenextmomentthestrangerwassurprisedbyasuddenmovementonthepartofthefellow,whichbroughthimclosetothestranger’sfeet。Soonafterheraisedhiscarvingandlaiditacrosstheman’sknee。
\"Yes,Iwilltellyou,\"hemuttered;\"Iwilltellyouallaboutit。\"
Heputhisfingeronthegrotesquelittlemannikinatthebottom(ah!thatmanwhobelievednothing,hopednothing,feltnothing;howhelovedhim!),andwitheagerfingerthefellowmovedupward,explainingoverfantasticfiguresandmountains,tothecrowningbirdfromwhosewingdroppedafeather。Attheendhespokewithbrokenbreath——shortwords,likeonewhouttersthingsofmightyimport。
Thestrangerwatchedmorethefacethanthecarving;andtherewasnowandthenashowofwhiteteethbeneaththemoustachesashelistened。
\"Ithink,\"hesaidblandly,whentheboyhaddone,\"thatIpartlyunderstandyou。Itissomethingafterthisfashion,isitnot?\"(Hesmiled。)\"Incertainvalleystherewasahunter。\"(Hetouchedthegrotesquelittlefigureatthebottom。)\"Daybydayhewenttohuntforwild—fowlinthewoods;anditchancedthatoncehestoodontheshoresofalargelake。Whilehestoodwaitingintherushesforthecomingofthebirds,agreatshadowfellonhim,andinthewaterhesawareflection。
Helookeduptothesky;butthethingwasgone。Thenaburningdesirecameoverhimtoseeonceagainthatreflectioninthewater,andalldayhewatchedandwaited;butnightcameandithadnotreturned。Thenhewenthomewithhisemptybag,moodyandsilent。Hiscomradescamequestioningabouthimtoknowthereason,butheansweredthemnothing;hesataloneandbrooded。Thenhisfriendcametohim,andtohimhespoke。
\"’Ihaveseentoday,’hesaid,’thatwhichIneversawbefore——avastwhitebird,withsilverwingsoutstretched,sailingintheeverlastingblue。Andnowitisasthoughagreatfireburntwithinmybreast。Itwasbutasheen,ashimmer,areflectioninthewater;butnowIdesirenothingmoreonearththantoholdher。’
\"Hisfriendlaughed。
\"’Itwasbutabeamplayingonthewater,ortheshadowofyourownhead。
Tomorrowyouwillforgether,’hesaid。
\"Buttomorrow,andtomorrow,andtomorrowthehunterwalkedalone。Hesoughtintheforestandinthewoods,bythelakesandamongtherushes,buthecouldnotfindher。Heshotnomorewildfowl;whatweretheytohim?
\"’Whatailshim?’saidhiscomrades。
\"’Heismad,’saidone。
\"’No;butheisworse,’saidanother;’hewouldseethatwhichnoneofushaveseen,andmakehimselfawonder。’
\"’Come,letusforswearhiscompany,’saidall。
\"Sothehunterwalkedalone。
\"Onenight,ashewanderedintheshade,veryheartsoreandweeping,anoldmanstoodbeforehim,granderandtallerthanthesonsofmen。
\"’Whoareyou?’askedthehunter。
\"’IamWisdom,’answeredtheoldman;’butsomemencallmeKnowledge。AllmylifeIhavegrowninthesevalleys;butnomanseesmetillhehassorrowedmuch。Theeyesmustbewashedwithtearsthataretobeholdme;
and,accordingasamanhassuffered,Ispeak。’
\"Andthehuntercried:
\"’Oh,youwhohavelivedheresolong,tellme,whatisthatgreatwildbirdIhaveseensailingintheblue?Theywouldhavemebelievesheisadream;theshadowofmyownhead。’
\"Theoldmansmiled。
\"’HernameisTruth。Hewhohasonceseenherneverrestsagain。Tilldeathhedesiresher。’
\"Andthehuntercried:
\"’Oh,tellmewhereImayfindher。’
\"Buttheoldmansaid:
\"’Youhavenotsufferedenough,’andwent。
\"ThenthehuntertookfromhisbreasttheshuttleofImagination,andwoundonitthethreadofhisWishes;andallnighthesatandwoveanet。
\"Inthemorninghespreadthegoldennetupontheground,andintoithethrewafewgrainsofcredulity,whichhisfatherhadlefthim,andwhichhekeptinhisbreast—pocket。Theywerelikewhitepuff—balls,andwhenyoutrodonthemabrowndustflewout。Thenhesatbytoseewhatwouldhappen。Thefirstthatcameintothenetwasasnow—whitebird,withdove’seyes,andhesangabeautifulsong——’Ahuman—God!ahuman—God!ahuman—God!’itsang。Thesecondthatcamewasblackandmystical,withdark,lovelyeyes,thatlookedintothedepthsofyoursoul,andhesangonlythis——’Immortality!’
\"Andthehuntertookthembothinhisarmsforhesaid——
\"’TheyaresurelyofthebeautifulfamilyofTruth。’
\"Thencameanother,greenandgold,whosanginashrillvoice,likeonecryinginthemarketplace,——’RewardafterDeath!RewardafterDeath!’
\"Andhesaid——
\"’Youarenotsofair;butyouarefairtoo,’andhetookit。
\"Andotherscame,brightlycoloured,singingpleasantsongs,tillallthegrainswerefinished。Andthehuntergatheredallhisbirdstogether,andbuiltastrongironcagecalledanewcreed,andputallhisbirdsinit。
\"Thenthepeoplecameaboutdancingandsinging。
\"’Oh,happyhunter!’theycried。’Oh,wonderfulman!Oh,delightfulbirds!Oh,lovelysongs!’
\"Nooneaskedwherethebirdshadcomefrom,norhowtheyhadbeencaught;
buttheydancedandsangbeforethem。Andthehuntertoowasglad,forhesaid:
\"’SurelyTruthisamongthem。Intimeshewillmoultherfeathers,andI
shallseehersnow—whiteform。’
\"Butthetimepassed,andthepeoplesanganddanced;butthehunter’sheartgrewheavy。Hecreptalone,asofold,toweep;theterribledesirehadawakenedagaininhisbreast。Oneday,ashesataloneweeping,itchancedthatWisdommethim。Hetoldtheoldmanwhathehaddone。
\"AndWisdomsmiledsadly。
\"’Manymen,’hesaid,’havespreadthatnetforTruth;buttheyhaveneverfoundher。Onthegrainsofcredulityshewillnotfeed;inthenetofwishesherfeetcannotbeheld;intheairofthesevalleysshewillnotbreathe。ThebirdsyouhavecaughtareofthebroodofLies。Lovelyandbeautiful,butstilllies;Truthknowsthemnot。’
\"Andthehuntercriedoutinbitterness——
\"’AndmustIthensitstill,tobedevouredofthisgreatburning?’
\"Andtheoldmansaid,\"’Listen,andinthatyouhavesufferedmuchandweptmuch,IwilltellyouwhatIknow。HewhosetsouttosearchforTruthmustleavethesevalleysofsuperstitionforever,takingwithhimnotoneshredthathasbelongedtothem。AlonehemustwanderdownintotheLandofAbsoluteNegationandDenial;hemustabidethere;hemustresisttemptation;whenthelightbreakshemustariseandfollowitintothecountryofdrysunshine。Themountainsofsternrealitywillrisebeforehim;hemustclimbthem;beyondthemliesTruth。’
\"’Andhewillholdherfast!hewillholdherinhishands!’thehuntercried。
\"Wisdomshookhishead。
\"’Hewillneverseeher,neverholdher。Thetimeisnotyet。’
\"’Thenthereisnohope?’criedthehunter。
\"’Thereisthis,’saidWisdom:’Somemenhaveclimbedonthosemountains;
circleabovecircleofbarerocktheyhavescaled;and,wanderingthere,inthosehighregions,somehavechancedtopickuponthegroundonewhitesilverfeather,droppedfromthewingofTruth。Anditshallcometopass,’saidtheoldman,raisinghimselfpropheticallyandpointingwithhisfingertothesky,’itshallcometopass,thatwhenenoughofthosesilverfeathersshallhavebeengatheredbythehandsofmen,andshallhavebeenwovenintoacord,andthecordintoanet,thatinthatnetTruthmaybecaptured。NothingbutTruthcanholdTruth。’
\"Thehunterarose。’Iwillgo,’hesaid。
\"Butwisdomdetainedhim。
\"’Markyouwell——wholeavesthesevalleysneverreturnstothem。Thoughheshouldweeptearsofbloodsevendaysandnightsupontheconfines,hecanneverputhisfootacrossthem。Left——theyareleftforever。Upontheroadwhichyouwouldtravelthereisnorewardoffered。Whogoes,goesfreely——forthegreatlovethatisinhim。Theworkishisreward。’
\"’Igo’saidthehunter;’butuponthemountains,tellme,whichpathshallItake?’
\"’IamthechildofThe—Accumulated—Knowledge—of—Ages,’saidtheman;’I
canwalkonlywheremanymenhavetrodden。Onthesemountainsfewfeethavepassed;eachmanstrikesoutapathforhimself。Hegoesathisownperil:myvoicehehearsnomore。Imayfollowafterhim,butcannotgobeforehim。’
\"ThenKnowledgevanished。
\"Andthehunterturned。Hewenttohiscage,andwithhishandsbrokedownthebars,andthejaggedirontorehisflesh。Itissometimeseasiertobuildthantobreak。
\"Onebyonehetookhisplumedbirdsandletthemfly。Butwhenhecametohisdark—plumedbirdheheldit,andlookedintoitsbeautifuleyes,andthebirduttereditslow,deepcry——’Immortality!’
\"Andhesaidquickly:’Icannotpartwithit。Itisnotheavy;iteatsnofood。Iwillhideitinmybreast;Iwilltakeitwithme。’Andheburieditthereandcovereditoverwithhiscloak。
\"Butthethinghehadhiddengrewheavier,heavier,heavier——tillitlayonhisbreastlikelead。Hecouldnotmovewithit。Hecouldnotleavethosevalleyswithit。Thenagainhetookitoutandlookedatit。
\"’Oh,mybeautiful!myheart’sown!’hecried,’mayInotkeepyou?’
\"Heopenedhishandssadly。
\"’Go!’hesaid。’ItmayhappenthatinTruth’ssongonenoteislikeyours;butIshallneverhearit。’
\"Sadlyheopenedhishand,andthebirdflewfromhimforever。
\"Thenfromtheshuttleofimaginationhetookthethreadofhiswishes,andthrewitontheground;andtheemptyshuttleheputintohisbreast,forthethreadwasmadeinthosevalleys,buttheshuttlecamefromanunknowncountry。Heturnedtogo,butnowthepeoplecameabouthim,howling。
\"’Fool,hound,dementedlunatic!’theycried。’Howdaredyoubreakyourcageandletthebirdsfly?’
\"Thehunterspoke;buttheywouldnothearhim。
\"’Truth!whoisshe?Canyoueather?canyoudrinkher?Whohaseverseenher?Yourbirdswerereal:allcouldhearthemsing!Oh,fool!vilereptile!atheist!’theycried,’youpollutetheair。’
\"’Come,letustakeupstonesandstonehim,’criedsome。
\"’Whataffairisitofours?’saidothers。’Lettheidiotgo,’andwentaway。Buttherestgatheredupstonesandmudandthrewathim。Atlast,whenhewasbruisedandcut,thehuntercreptawayintothewoods。Anditwaseveningabouthim。\"
Ateverywordthestrangerspokethefellow’seyesflashedbackonhim——
yes,andyes,andyes!Thestrangersmiled。Itwasalmostworththetroubleofexertingoneself,evenonalazyafternoon,towinthosepassionateflashes,morethirstyanddesiringthanthelove—glancesofawoman。
\"Hewanderedonandon,\"saidthestranger,\"andtheshadegrewdeeper。Hewasonthebordersnowofthelandwhereitisalwaysnight。Thenhesteppedintoit,andtherewasnolightthere。Withhishandshegroped;
buteachbranchashetoucheditbrokeoff,andtheearthwascoveredwithcinders。Ateverystephisfootsankin,andafinecloudofimpalpableashesflewupintohisface;anditwasdark。Sohesatdownuponastoneandburiedhisfaceinhishands,towaitintheLandofNegationandDenialtillthelightcame。
\"Anditwasnightinhisheartalso。
\"Thenfromthemarshestohisrightandleftcoldmistsaroseandclosedabouthim。Afine,imperceptiblerainfellinthedark,andgreatdropsgatheredonhishairandclothes。Hisheartbeatslowly,andanumbnesscreptthroughallhislimbs。Then,lookingup,twomerrywisplightscamedancing。Heliftedhisheadtolookatthem。Nearer,nearertheycame。
Sowarm,sobright,theydancedlikestarsoffire。Theystoodbeforehimatlast。Fromthecentreoftheradiatingflameinonelookedoutawoman’sface,laughing,dimpled,withstreamingyellowhair。Inthecentreoftheotherweremerrylaughingripples,likethebubblesonaglassofwine。Theydancedbeforehim。
\"’Whoareyou,’askedthehunter,’whoalonecometomeinmysolitudeanddarkness?’
\"’WearethetwinsSensuality,’theycried。’Ourfather’snameisHuman—
Nature,andourmother’snameisExcess。Weareasoldasthehillsandrivers,asoldasthefirstman;butweneverdie,’theylaughed。
\"’Oh,letmewrapmyarmsaboutyou!;criedthefirst;’theyaresoftandwarm。Yourheartisfrozennow,butIwillmakeitbeat。Oh,cometome!’
\"’Iwillpourmyhotlifeintoyou,’saidthesecond;’yourbrainisnumb,andyourlimbsaredeadnow;buttheyshalllivewithafiercefreelife。
Oh,letmepouritin!’
\"’Oh,followus,’theycried,’andlivewithus。Noblerheartsthanyourshavesathereinthisdarknesstowait,andtheyhavecometousandwetothem;andtheyhaveneverleftus,never。Allelseisadelusion,butwearereal,wearereal,wearereal。Truthisashadow;thevalleysofsuperstitionareafarce:theearthisofashes,thetreesallrotten;butwe——feelus——welive!Youcannotdoubtus。Feelushowwarmweare!Oh,cometous!Comewithus!’
\"Nearerandnearerroundhisheadtheyhovered,andthecolddropsmeltedonhisforehead。Thebrightlightshotintohiseyes,dazzlinghim,andthefrozenbloodbegantorun。Andhesaid:
\"’Yes,whyshouldIdiehereinthisawfuldarkness?Theyarewarm,theymeltmyfrozenblood!’andhestretchedouthishandstotakethem。
\"Theninamomenttherearosebeforehimtheimageofthethinghehadloved,andhishanddroppedtohisside。
\"’Oh,cometous!’theycried。
\"Butheburiedhisface。
\"’Youdazzlemyeyes,’hecried,’youmakemyheartwarm;butyoucannotgivemewhatIdesire。Iwillwaithere——waittillIdie。Go!’
\"Hecoveredhisfacewithhishandsandwouldnotlisten;andwhenhelookedupagaintheyweretwotwinklingstars,thatvanishedinthedistance。
\"Andthelong,longnightrolledon。
\"Allwholeavethevalleyofsuperstitionpassthroughthatdarkland;butsomegothroughitinafewdays,somelingerthereformonths,someforyears,andsomediethere。\"
Theboyhadcreptcloser;hishotbreathalmosttouchedthestranger’shand;amysticwonderfilledhiseyes。
\"Atlastforthehunterafaintlightplayedalongthehorizon,andherosetofollowit;andhereachedthatlightatlast,andsteppedintothebroadsunshine。ThenbeforehimrosethealmightymountainsofDry—factsandRealities。Theclearsunshineplayedonthem,andthetopswerelostintheclouds。Atthefootmanypathsranup。Anexultantcryburstfromthehunter。Hechosethestraightestandbegantoclimb;andtherocksandridgesresoundedwithhissong。Theyhadexaggerated;afterall,itwasnotsohigh,norwastheroadsosteep!Afewdays,afewweeks,afewmonthsatmost,andthenthetop!Notonefeatheronlywouldhepickup;
hewouldgatherallthatothermenhadfound——weavethenet——captureTruth—
—holdherfast——touchherwithhishands——claspher!
\"Helaughedinthemerrysunshine,andsangloud。Victorywasverynear。
Nevertheless,afterawhilethepathgrewsteeper。Heneededallhisbreathforclimbing,andthesingingdiedaway。Ontherightandleftrosehugerocks,devoidoflichenormoss,andinthelava—likeearthchasmsyawned。Hereandtherehesawasheenofwhitebones。Nowtoothepathbegantogrowlessandlessmarked;thenitbecameameretrace,withafootmarkhereandthere;thenitceasedaltogether。Hesangnomore,butstruckforthapathforhimself,untilitreachedamightywallofrock,smoothandwithoutbreak,stretchingasfarastheeyecouldsee。’Iwillrearastairagainstit;and,oncethiswallclimbed,Ishallbealmostthere,’hesaidbravely;andworked。Withhisshuttleofimaginationhedugoutstones;buthalfofthemwouldnotfit,andhalfamonth’sworkwouldrolldownbecausethosebelowwereillchosen。Butthehunterworkedon,sayingalwaystohimself,’Oncethiswallclimbed,Ishallbealmostthere。Thisgreatworkended!’
\"Atlasthecameoutuponthetop,andhelookedabouthim。Farbelowrolledthewhitemistoverthevalleysofsuperstition,andabovehimtoweredthemountains。Theyhadseemedlowbefore;theywereofanimmeasurableheightnow,fromcrowntofoundationsurroundedbywallsofrock,thatrosetierabovetierinmightycircles。Uponthemplayedtheeternalsunshine。Heutteredawildcry。Hebowedhimselfontotheearth,andwhenherosehisfacewaswhite。Inabsolutesilencehewalkedon。Hewasverysilentnow。Inthosehighregionstherarefiedairishardtobreathebythoseborninthevalleys;everybreathhedrewhurthim,andthebloodoozedoutfromthetipsofhisfingers。Beforethenextwallofrockhebegantowork。Theheightofthisseemedinfinite,andhesaidnothing。Thesoundofhistoolrangnightanddayupontheironrocksintowhichhecutsteps。Yearspassedoverhim,yetheworkedon;butthewalltoweredupalwaysabovehimtoheaven。Sometimesheprayedthatalittlemossorlichenmightspringuponthosebarewallstobeacompaniontohim;butitnevercame。\"Thestrangerwatchedtheboy’sface。
\"Andtheyearsrolledon;hecountedthembythestepshehadcut——afewforayear——onlyafew。Hesangnomore;hesaidnomore,’Iwilldothisorthat’——heonlyworked。Andatnight,whenthetwilightsettleddown,therelookedoutathimfromtheholesandcrevicesintherocksstrangewildfaces。
\"’Stopyourwork,youlonelyman,andspeaktous,’theycried。