第16章

类别:其他 作者:H.Rider Haggard字数:8789更新时间:19/01/07 15:17:55
Anothersceneofstupendousandchangingawfulness。Countriesweresinking,citiescrashingdown,volcanoeswerespoutingfire; theendoftheearthseemedtobeathand。Wecouldseehumanbeingsrunningtoandfrointhousandslikeants。Theninhugewaveshundredsandhundredsoffeethigh,theoceanflowedinandallwastroubled,yeastysea。 \"OrocarriesouthisthreattodestroytheNationswhohadrebelledagainsthim,\"saidYva。\"Muchoftheworldsinksbeneaththewaves,butinplaceofitotherlandsariseabovethewaves,tobeinhabitedbytheseedofthosewhoremainlivinginthoseportionsoftheEarththatthedelugespared。\" Thishorriblevisionpassedandwassucceededbyonemore,thatofOrostandinginthesepulchreofthecavebythesideofthecrystalcoffinwhichcontainedwhatappearedtobethebodyofhisdaughter。Hegazedather,thendranksomepotionandlaidhimselfdowninthecompanioncoffin,thatinwhichwehadfoundhim。 AllvanishedawayandYva,appearingtowakefromsomekindoftrance,smiled,andinhernaturalvoiceaskedifwehadseenenough。 \"Quite,\"Iansweredinatonethatcausedhertosay: \"Iwonderwhatyouhaveseen,Humphrey。MyselfIdonotknow,sinceitisthroughmethatyouseeatallandwhenyouseeIaminyouwhosee。\" \"Indeed,\"Ireplied。\"Well,Iwilltellyouaboutitlater。\" \"Thankyousomuch,\"exclaimedBastin,recoveringsuddenlyfromhisamazement。\"Ihaveheardagreatdealofthesemoving—pictureshowswhicharebecomingsopopular,buthavealwaysavoidedattendingthembecausetheirinfluenceontheyoungissupposedtobedoubtful,andapriestmustsetagoodexampletohiscongregation。NowIseethattheycanhaveadistincteducationalvalue,evenifitispresentedintheformofromance。\" \"Howisitdone?\"askedBickley,almostfiercely。 \"Idonotaltogetherknow,\"sheanswered。\"ThisIdoknow,however,thateverythingwhichhashappenedonthisworldcanbeseenfrommomenttomomentatsomepointinthedepthsofspace,forthitherthesun’slighttakesit。There,too,itcanbecaughtandthenceinaninstantreturnedtoearthagain,tobereflectedinthemirrorofthepresentbythosewhoknowhowthatmirrorshouldbeheld。Askmenomore;onesowiseasyou,O Bickley,cansolvesuchproblemsforhimself。\" \"Ifyoudon’tmind,LadyYva,\"saidBastin,\"IthinkIshouldliketogetoutofthisplace,interestingasitis。Ihavefoodtocookupaboveandlotsofthingstoattendto,especiallyasI understandIamtocomebackheretomorrow。Wouldyoumindshowingmethewaytothatliftormovingstaircase?\" \"Come,\"shesaid,smiling。 SowewentpasttheimageofFate,outofthetemple,downthevastandlonelystreetssounnaturallyilluminated,totheplacewherewehadfirstfoundourselvesonarrivalinthedepths。 Therewestood。 Amomentlaterandwewerewhirlingupaswehadwhirleddown。 IsupposethatYvacamewithusthoughIneversawherdoso,andtheoddthingwasthatwhenwearrivedinthesepulchre,sheseemedalreadytobestandingtherewaitingtodirectus。 \"Really,\"remarkedBastin,\"thisisexactlylikeMaskelyneandCook。Didyoueverseetheirperformance,Bickley?Ifso,itmusthavegivenyoulotstoexplainforquitealongwhile。\" \"Juggleryneverappealedtome,whetherinLondonorinOrofena,\"repliedBickleyinasourvoiceasheextractedfromhispocketanendofcandletowhichhesetlight。 \"Whatisjugglery?\"askedBastin,andtheydepartedarguing,leavingmealonewithYvainthesepulchre。 \"WhathaveIseen?\"Iaskedher。 \"Idonotknow,Humphrey。Everyoneseesdifferentthings,butperhapssomethingofthetruth。\" \"Ihopenot,Yva,foramongstotherthingsIseemedtoseeyouswearyourselftoamanforever。\" \"Yes,andthisIdid。Whatofit?\" \"Onlythatitmightbehardforanotherman。\" \"Yes,foranothermanitmightbehard。Youwereoncemarried,wereyounot,Humphrey,toawifewhodied?\" \"Yes,Iwasmarried。\" \"Anddidyounotsweartothatwifethatyouwouldneverlookinloveuponanotherwoman?\" \"Idid,\"Iansweredinashamedvoice。\"Buthowdoyouknow?I nevertoldyouso。\" \"Oh!Iknowyouandthereforeguessed。\" \"Well,whatofit,Yva?\" \"Nothing,exceptthatyoumustfindyourwifebeforeyouloveagain,andbeforeIloveagainImustfindhimwhomIwishtobemyhusband。\" \"Howcanthathappen,\"Iasked,\"whenbotharedead?\" \"Howdidallthatyouhaveseento—dayinNyohappen?\"shereplied,laughingsoftly。\"Perhapsyouareveryblind,Humphrey,orperhapswebothareblind。Ifso,mayhaplightwillcometous。Meanwhiledonotbesad。TomorrowIwillmeetyouandyoushallteachme——yourEnglishtongue,Humphrey,andotherthings。\" \"Thenletitbeinthesunlight,Yva。IdonotlovethosedarksomehallsofNyothatglowlikesomethingdead。\" \"Itisfitting,foraretheynotdead?\"sheanswered,withalittlelaugh。\"Sobeit。Bastinshallteachmyfatherdownbelow,sincesunandshadearethesametohimwhoonlythinksofhisreligion,andyoushallteachmeupabove。\" \"IamnotsocertainaboutBastinandofwhathethinks,\"I saiddoubtfully。\"AlsowilltheLordOropermityoutocome?\" \"Yes,forinsuchmattersIrulemyself。Also,\"sheaddedmeaningly,\"heremembersmyoaththatIwillwednoman——saveonewhoisdead。NowfarewellawhileandbidBastinbeherewhenthesunisthreehourshigh,notbeforeorafter。\" ThenIlefther。 ChapterXVII YvaExplainsWhenIreachedtherockIwaspleasedtofindMaramaandabouttwentyofhispeopleengagedinerectingthehousethatwehadorderedthemtobuildforouraccommodation。Indeed,itwasnearlyfinished,sincehouse—buildinginOrofenaisasimplebusiness。Theframeworkofpolesletintopalmtrunks,sincetheycouldnotbedrivenintotherock,hadbeenputtogetheronthefurthershoreandtowedoverbodilybycanoes。Theoverhangingrockformedonesideofthehouse;theendswereofpalmleavestiedtothepoles,andtheroofwasofthesamematerial。Theothersidewasleftopenforthepresent,whichinthatequableandbalmyclimewasnodisadvantage。Thewholeedificewasaboutthirtyfeetlongbyfifteendeepanddividedintotwoportions,oneforsleepingandoneforliving,byapalmleafpartition。 Really,itwasquiteacomfortableabode,coolandrainproof,especiallyafterBastinhadbuilthishutinwhichtocook。 Maramaandhispeoplewereveryhumbleintheirdemeanourandimploredustovisitthemonthemainisland。Iansweredthatperhapswewouldlateron,aswewishedtoprocurecertainthingsfromthewreck。Also,herequestedBastintocontinuehisministrationsasthelattergreatlydesiredtodo。ButtothisproposalIwouldnotallowhimtogiveanydirectansweratthemoment。Indeed,IdarednotdosountilIwassureofOro’sapproval。 Towardseveningtheydepartedintheircanoes,leavingbehindthemtheusualamplestoreofprovisions。 Wecookedourmealasusual,onlytodiscoverthatwhatYvahadsaidabouttheLife—waterwasquitetrue,sincewehadbutlittleappetiteforsolidfood,thoughthisreturneduponthefollowingday。Thesamethinghappeneduponeveryoccasionafterdrinkingofthatwaterwhichcertainlywasamostinvigoratingfluid。 Neverforyearshadanyofusfeltsowellasitcausedustodo。 Sowelitourpipesandtalkedaboutourexperiencesthoughofthese,indeed,wescarcelyknewwhattosay。Bastinacceptedthemassomethingoutofthecommon,ofcourse,butasfactswhichadmittedofnodiscussion。Afterall,hesaid,theOldTestamenttoldmuchthesamestoryofpeoplecalledtheSonsofGodwholivedverylonglivesandranafterthedaughtersofmenwhomtheyshouldhaveleftalone,andthusbecametheprogenitorsofaremarkablerace。Ofthisrace,hepresumedthatOroandhisdaughterweresurvivors,especiallyastheyspokeoftheirfamilyas\"Heavenborn。\"Howtheycametosurvivewasmorethanhecouldunderstandandreallyscarcelyworthbotheringover,sincetheretheywere。 ItwasthesameabouttheDeluge,continuedBastin,althoughnaturallyOrospokefalsely,or,atanyrate,grosslyexaggerated,whenhedeclaredthathehadcausedthiscatastrophe,unlessindeedhewastalkingaboutatotallydifferentdeluge,thougheventhenhecouldnothavebroughtitabout。Itwascurious,however,thatthepeopledrownedweresaidtohavebeenwicked,andOrohadthesameopinionaboutthosewhomheclaimedtohavedrowned,thoughforthematterofthat,hecouldnotconceiveanyonemorewickedthanOrohimself。Onhisownshowinghewasamostrevengefulpersonandonewhodeclinedtoagreetoaquitesuitablealliance,apparentlydesiredbybothparties,merelybecauseitoffendedhisfamilypride。No,onreflectionhemightbeunjusttoOrointhisparticular,sincehenevertoldthatstory;itwasonlyshowninsomepictureswhichverylikelywerejustmadeuptoastonishus。Meanwhile,itwashisbusinesstopreachtothisoldsinnerdowninthathole,andheconfessedhonestlythathedidnotlikethejob。Still,itmustbedone,sowithourleavehewouldgoapartandseekinspiration,whichatpresentseemedtobequitelacking。 ThusdeclaimedBastinanddeparted。 \"Don’tyoutellyouropinionabouttheDelugeorhemaycauseanotherjusttoshowthatyouarewrong,\"calledBickleyafterhim。 \"Ican’thelpthat,\"answeredBastin。\"CertainlyIshallnothidethetruthtosaveOro’sfeelings,ifhehasgotany。Ifherevengeshimselfuponusinanyway,wemustjustputupwithitlikeothermartyrs。\" \"Ihaven’ttheslightestambitiontobeamartyr,\"saidBickley。 \"No,\"shoutedBastinfromalittledistance,\"Iamquiteawareofthat,asyouhaveoftensaidsobefore。Therefore,ifyoubecomeone,IamsorrytosaythatIdonotseehowyoucanexpectanybenefit。Youwouldonlybelikeamanwhoputsasovereignintotheoffertorybaginmistakeforashilling。Theextranineteenshillingswilldohimnogoodatall,sinceinhisheartheregretstheerrorandwishesthathecouldhavethemback。\" Thenhedeparted,leavingmelaughing。ButBickleydidnotlaugh。 \"Arbuthnot,\"hesaid,\"IhavecometotheconclusionthatI havegonequitemad。IbegyouifIshouldshowsignsofhomicidalmania,whichIfeeldevelopinginmewhereBastinisconcerned,orofotherabnormalviolence,thatyouwilltakewhateverstepsyouconsidernecessary,eventoputtingmeoutofthewayifthatisimperative。\" \"Whatdoyoumean?\"Iasked。\"Youseemsaneenough。\" \"Sane,whenIbelievethatIhaveseenandexperiencedagreatnumberofthingswhichIknowittobequiteimpossiblethatI shouldhaveseenorexperienced。TheonlyexplanationisthatI amsufferingfromdelusions。\" \"ThenisBastinsufferingfromdelusions,too?\" \"Certainly,butthatisnothingnewinhiscase。\" \"Idon’tagreewithyou,Bickley——aboutBastin,Imean。Iambynomeanscertainthatheisnotthewisestofthethreeofus。Hehasafaithandhestickstoit,asmillionshavedonebeforehim,andthatisbetterthanmakingspiritualexperiments,asI amsorrytosayIdo,orrejectingthingsbecauseonecannotunderstandthem,asyoudo,whichisonlyaformofintellectualvanity。\" \"Iwon’targuethematter,Arbuthnot;itisofnouse。IrepeatthatIammad,andBastinismad。\" \"Howaboutme?Ialsosawandexperiencedthesethings。AmI mad,too?\" \"Yououghttobe,Arbuthnot。Ifitisn’tenoughtodriveamanmadwhenheseeshimselfexactlyreproducedinanutterlyimpossiblemoving—pictureshowexhibitedbyanutterlyimpossibleyoungwomaninanutterlyimpossibleundergroundcity,thenI don’tknowwhatis。 \"Whatdoyoumean?\"Iasked,starting。 \"Mean?Well,ifyoudidn’tnoticeit,there’shopeforyou。\" \"Noticewhat?\" \"Allthatenvoyscene。There,asIthought,appearedYva。Doyouadmitthat?\" \"Ofcourse;therecouldbenomistakeonthatpoint。\" \"Verywell。Thenaccordingtomyversiontherecameaman,stillyoung,dressedinoutlandishclothes,whomadepropositionsofpeaceandwantedtomarryYva,whowantedtomarryhim。Isthatright?\" \"Absolutely。\" \"Well,anddidn’tyourecognisetheman?\" \"No;Ionlynoticedthathewasafine—lookingfellowwhoseappearanceremindedmeofsomeone。\" \"Isupposeitmustbetrue,\"musedBickley,\"thatwedonotknowourselves。\" \"SotheoldGreekthought,sinceheurgedthatthisshouldbeourspecialstudy。’Knowthyself,’youremember。\" \"Imeantphysically,notintellectually。Arbuthnot,doyoumeantotellmethatyoudidnotrecogniseyourowndoubleinthatman?Shaveoffyourbeardandputonhisclothesandnoonecoulddistinguishyouapart。\" Isprangup,droppingmypipe。 \"Nowyoumentionit,\"Isaidslowly,\"Isupposetherewasaresemblance。Ididn’tlookathimverymuch;IwasstudyingthesimulacrumofYva。Also,youknowitissometimesince——Imean,therearenopier—glassesinOrofena。\" \"Themanwasyou,\"wentonBickleywithconviction。\"IfIweresuperstitiousIshouldthinkitaqueersortofomen。ButasIamnot,IknowthatImustbemad。\" \"Why?Afterall,anancientmanandamodernmanmightresembleeachother。\" \"Therearedegreesinresemblance,\"saidBickleywithoneofhiscontemptuoussnorts。\"Itwon’tdo,Humphrey,myboy,\"headded。\"Icanonlythinkofonepossibleexplanation——outsideoftheobviousoneofmadness。\" \"Whatisthat?\" \"TheGlitteringLadyproducedwhatBastincalledthatcinematographshowinsomewayorother,didshenot?Shesaidthatinordertodothissheloosedsomehiddenforces。Isuggestthatshedidnothingofthesort。\" \"Thenwhencedidthepicturescomeandwhy?\" \"Fromherownbrain,inordertoimpressuswithacock—and— bull,fairy—bookstory。Ifthisweresoshewouldquitenaturallyfilltheroleoftheloverofthepiecewiththelastmanwhohadhappenedtoimpressher。Hencetheresemblance。\" \"Youpresupposeagreatdeal,Bickley,includingsupernaturalcunningandunexampledhypnoticinfluence。Idon’tknow,first,whysheshouldbesoanxioustoaddanotherimpressiontothemanywehavereceivedinthisplace;and,secondly,ifshewas,howshemanagedtomesmerisethreeaveragebuttotallydifferentmenintoseeingthesamethings。Myexplanationisthatyouweredeceivedastothelikeness,which,mindyou,Ididnotrecognise;nor,apparently,didBastin。\" \"Bastinneverrecognisesanything。Butifyouareindoubt,askYvaherself。Sheoughttoknow。NowI’mofftotrytoanalysethatconfoundedLife—water,whichIsuspectisoftheordinaryspringvariety,lightenedupwithnaturalcarbonicacidgasandpossiblynotuninfluencedbyradium。ThetroubleisthathereI canonlyapplysomeveryelementarytests。\" Sohewentalso,inanoppositedirectiontoBastin,andIwasleftalonewithTommy,whoannoyedmemuchbyattemptingcontinuallytowanderoffintothecave,whenceImustrecallhim。Isupposethatmyexperiencesoftheday,reviewedbeneaththesweetinfluencesofthewonderfultropicalnight,affectedme。Atanyrate,thatmysticalsideofmynature,towhichI thinkIalludedatthebeginningofthisrecord,sprangintoactiveand,inasense,unholylife。Thenormalvanished,theabnormaltookpossession,andthatisunholytomostofuscreaturesofhabitandtradition,atanyrate,ifweareBritish。 Ilostmyfootingontheworld;myspiritbegantowanderinstrangeplaces;ofcourse,alwayssupposingthatwehaveaspirit,whichBickleywoulddeny。 Igaveupreason;Isurrenderedmyselftounreason;itisanotunpleasantprocess,occasionally。Supposingnowthatallweseeandacceptisbutthemerestfragmentofthetruth,orperhapsonlyarefractionthereof?Supposingthatwedoliveagainandagain,andthatouranimatingprinciple,whateveritmightbe,doesinhabitvariousbodies,which,naturallyenough,itwouldshapetoitsowntasteandlikeness?Wouldthattasteandlikenessvarysoverymuchover,letussay,amillionyearsorso,which,afterall,isbutanhour,oraminute,intheaeonsofEternity? Onthishypothesis,whichissowildthatonebeginstosuspectthatitmaybetrue,wasitimpossiblethatIandthatmurderedmanofthefarpastwereinfactidentical?Ifthewomanwerethesame,preservedacrossthegulfinsomeunknownfashion,whyshouldnotherloverbethesame?WhatdidIsay——herlover?WasIherlover?No,Iwastheloverofonewhohaddied——mylostwife。Well,ifIhaddiedandlivedagain,whyshouldnot——whyshouldnotthatSleeper——havelivedagainduringherlongsleep? Throughallthoseyearsthespiritmusthavehadsomehome,and,ifso,inwhatshapesdiditlive?Therewerepoints,similarities,whichrushedinuponme——oh!itwasridiculous。 Bickleywasright。Wewereallmad! Therewasanotherthing。OrohaddeclaredthatwewereatwarwithGermany。Ifthiswereso,howcouldheknowit?Suchknowledgewouldpresumepowersoftelepathyorvisionbeyondthosegiventoman。Icouldnotbelievethathepossessedthese; asBickleysaid,itwouldbepastexperience。Yetitwasmoststrangethathewhowasuninformedastoournationalhistoryanddangers,shouldhavehituponacountrywithwhichwemightwellhavebeenplungedintosuddenstruggle。HereagainIwasbewilderedandovercome。Mybrainrocked。Iwouldseeksleep,andinitescape,oratanyraterestfromallthesemysteries。 OnthefollowingmorningwedespatchedBastintokeephisrendezvousinthesepulchreatthepropertime。HadwenotdonesoIfeltsurethathewouldhaveforgottenit,foronthisoccasionhewasforonceanunwillingmissioner。Hetriedtopersuadeoneofustocomewithhim——evenBickleywouldhavebeenwelcome;butwebothdeclaredthatwecouldnotdreamofinterferinginsuchaprofessionalmatter;alsothatourpresencewasforbidden,andwouldcertainlydistracttheattentionofhispupil。 \"Whatyoumean,\"saidthegloomyBastin,\"isthatyouintendtoenjoyyourselvesuphereinthefemalecompanionshipoftheGlitteringLadywhilstIsitthousandsoffeetundergroundattemptingtolightenthedarknessofaviolentoldsinnerwhomI suspectofbeinginleaguewithSatan。\" \"Withwhomyoushouldbeproudtobreakalance,\"saidBickley。 \"SoIam,inthedaylight。Forinstance,whenheusesyourmouthtoadvancehisarguments。Bickley,butthisisanothermatter。However,ifIdonotappearagainyouwillknowthatI diedinagoodcause,and,Ihope,trytorecovermyremainsandgivethemdecentburial。Also,youmightinformtheBishopofhowIcametomyend,thisis,ifyouevergetanopportunity,whichismorethandoubtful。\" \"Hurryup,Bastin,hurryup!\"saidtheunfeelingBickley,\"oryouwillbelateforyourappointmentandputyourwould—beneophyteintoabadtemper。\" ThenBastinwent,carryingunderhisarmalargeBibleprintedinthelanguageoftheSouthSeaIslands。 AlittlewhilelaterYvaappeared,arrayedinherwondrousrobeswhich,beingaman,itisquiteimpossibleformetodescribe。Shesawuslookingatthese,and,aftergreetingusboth,alsoTommy,whowasenrapturedathercoming,askedushowtheladiesofourcountryattiredthemselves。 Wetriedtoexplain,withnostrikingsuccess。 \"YouareasstupidaboutsuchmattersaswerethemenoftheOldWorld,\"shesaid,shakingherheadandlaughing。\"Ithoughtthatyouhadwithyoupicturesofladiesyouhaveknownwhichwouldshowme。\" Now,infact,Ihadinapocket—bookaphotographofmywifeinevening—dress,alsoaminiatureofherheadandbustpaintedonivory,abeautifulpieceofworkdonebyamasterhand,whichI alwayswore。These,afteramoment’shesitation,Iproducedandshowedtoher,BickleyhavinggoneawayforalittlewhiletoseeaboutsomethingconnectedwithhisattemptedanalysisoftheLife—water。Sheexaminedthemwithgreateagerness,andasshedidsoInotedthatherfacegrewtenderandtroubled。 \"Thiswasyourwife,\"shesaidasonewhostateswhatsheknowstobeafact。Inodded,andshewenton: \"Shewassweetandbeautifulasaflower,butnotsotallasI am,Ithink。\" \"No,\"Ianswered,\"shelackedheight;giventhatshewouldhavebeenalovelywoman。\" \"Iamgladyouthinkthatwomenshouldbetall,\"shesaid,glancingathershadow。\"Theeyesweresuchasmine,weretheynot——incolour,Imean?\" \"Yes,verylikeyours,onlyyoursarelarger。\" \"Thatisabeautifulwayofwearingthehair。WouldyoubeangryifItriedit?Iwearyofthisoldfashion。\" \"WhyshouldIbeangry?\"Iasked。 AtthismomentBickleyreappearedandshebegantotalkofthedetailsofthedress,sayingthatitshowedmoreoftheneckthanhadbeenthecustomamongthewomenofherpeople,butwasverypretty。 \"Thatisbecausewearestillbarbarians,\"saidBickley;\"atleast,ourwomenare,andthereforerelyuponprimitivemethodsofattraction,likethesavagesyonder。\"