\"You’lldothatanywaywhenyourtimecomes,Bickley,Imeandecease,ofcourse,\"interruptedBastin。\"Andwhoknows,perhapsallthisisanopportunitygivenbyProvidencetoopenyoureyes,which,Imustsay,aresingularlyblind。Youthinkyouknoweverythingthereistolearn,butthefactisthatliketherestofus,youknownothingatall,andgoodmanthoughyouare,obstinatelyrefusetoadmitthetruthandtoseeksupportelsewhere。FormypartIbelievethatyouareafraidoffallinginlovewiththatGlitteringLadyandofbeingconvincedbyherthatyouarewronginyourmostunsatisfactoryconclusions。\"
\"Iamout—votedanyway,\"saidBickley,\"andfortherest,Bastin,lookafteryourselfandleavemealone。IwilladdthatonthewholeIthinkyouarebothright,andthatitiswisestforustostopwhereweare,forafterallwecanonlydieonce。\"
\"Iamnotsosure,Bickley。Thereisathingcalledtheseconddeath,whichiswhatistroublingthatoldscoundrel,Oro。NowI
willgoandlookforthosebooks。\"
Sotheideaofflightwasabandoned,althoughIadmitthateventomyselfithadattractions。ForIfeltthatIwasbeingwrappedinanetofmysteriesfromwhichIsawnoescape。Yes,andofmorethanmysteries;IwhohadswornthatIwouldneverlookuponanotherwoman,waslearningtolovethissweetandwondrousYva,andofthatwhatcouldbetheend?
Wecollectedallwehadcometoseek,andstartedhomewardsescortedbyMaramaandhispeople,includinganumberofyoungwomenwhodancedbeforeusinalightarrayofflowers。
Passingouroldhouse,wecametothegrovewheretheidolOrohadstoodandBastinwassonearlysacrificed。Therewasanotheridoltherenowwhichhewishedtoexamine,butintheenddidnotasthenativessoobviouslyobjected。IndeedMaramatoldmethatnotwithstandingthemysteriousdeathofthesorcerersontheRockofOfferings,therewasstillastrongpartyintheislandwhowouldbegladtodousamischiefifanyfurtheraffrontwereofferedtotheirhereditarygod。
Hequestionedusalsotentativelyabouttheapparition,forsuchheconceivedittobe,whichhadappearedupontherockandkilledthesorcerers,andIansweredhimasIthoughtwisest,tellinghimthataterriblePowerwasafootintheland,whichhewoulddowelltoobey。
\"Yes,\"hesaid;\"theGodoftheMountainofwhomthetraditionhascomedowntousfromourforefathers。Heisawakeagain;hesees,hehearsandweareafraid。Pleadwithhimforus,O
Friend—from—the—Sea。\"
Ashespokewewerepassingthroughalittlepatchofthickbush。Suddenlyfromoutofthisbush,Isawaladappear。Heworeamaskuponhisface,butfromhisshapecouldnothavebeenmorethanthirteenorfourteenyearsofage。Inhishandwasawoodenclub。Heranforward,stopped,andwithayellofhatehurledit,IthinkatBastin,butithitme。AtanyrateIfeltashockandrememberednomore。
Dreams。Dreams。Endlessdreams!Whatweretheyallabout?Idonotknow。ItseemedtomethatthroughthemcontinuallyIsawthestatelyfigureofoldOrocontemplatingmegravely,asthoughheweremakinguphismindaboutsomethinginwhichImustplayapart。Thentherewasanotherfigure,thatofthegraciousbutimperialYva,whofromtimetotime,asIthought,leantovermeandwhisperedinmyearwordsofrestandcomfort。Norwasthisall,sincehershapehadawayofchangingsuddenlyintothatofmylostwifewhowouldspeakwithhervoice。OrperhapsmywifewouldspeakwithYva’svoice。Tomydisorderedsenseitwasasthoughtheywereonepersonality,havingtwoshapes,eitherofwhichcouldbeassumedatwill。Itwasmoststrangeandyettomemostblessed,sinceinthelivingIseemedtohavefoundthedead,andinthedeadtheliving。More,Itookjourneys,orrathersomeunknownpartofmeseemedtodoso。OneoftheseI
remember,foritsmajesticcharacterstampeditselfuponmymindinsuchafashionthatallthewatersofdeliriumcouldnotwashitoutnorallitswindsblowawaythatmemory。
IwastravellingthroughspacewithYvaathousandtimesfasterthanlightcanflash。Wepassedsunaftersun。Theydrewnear,theygrewintoenormous,flamingGloriesroundwhichcircledworlduponworld。Theybecamesmall,dwindledtopointsoflightanddisappeared。
Wefoundfootinguponsomefarlandandpassedamarvelouswhitecitywhereinwerebuildingswithdomesofcrystalandalabaster,inthelatterofwhichweresetwindowsmadeofgreatjewels;sapphiresorrubiestheyseemedtome。Wewentonupalovelyvalley。Totheleftwerehills,downwhichtumbledwaterfalls;totherightwasariverbroadanddeepthatseemedtooverflowitsbanksasdoestheNile。Behindwerehighmountainsontheslopesofwhichgrewforestsofglorioustrees,someofthemaflamewithbloom,whilefarawayuptheircrestsstoodcolossalgoldenstatuessetwideapart。Theylookedlikeguardianangelswatchingthatcityandthatvale。Thelandwaslitwithalightsuchasthatofthemoon,onlyintensifiedandofmanycolours。Indeedlookingup,Isawthataboveusfloatedthreemoons,eachofthembiggerthanourownatthefull,andgatheredthathereitwasnight。
Wecametoahousesetamidscentedgardensandhavinginfrontofitterracesofflowers。Itseemednotunlikemyownhouseathome,butItooklittlenoteofit,becauseofawomanwhosatupontheverandah,ifImaycallitso。Shewascladingarmentsofwhitesilkfastenedabouthermiddlewithajewelledgirdle。
Onherneckalsowasacollarofjewels。Iforgetthecolour;
indeedthisseemedtochangecontinuallyasthelightfromthedifferentmoonsstruckwhenshemoved,butIthinkitsprevailingtingewasblue。Inherarmsthiswomannursedabeauteous,sleepingchild,singinghappilyassherockedittoandfro。Yvawenttowardsthewomanwholookedupatherstepandutteredalittlecry。ThenforthefirsttimeIsawthewoman’sface。Itwasthatofmydeadwife!
AsIfollowedinmydream,alittlecloudofmistseemedtocoverbothmywifeandYva,andwhenIreachedtheplaceYvawasgone。Onlymywiferemained,sheandthechild。Thereshestood,solemnandsweet。WhileIdrewnearshelaiddownthechilduponthecushionedseatfromwhichshehadrisen。Shestretchedoutherarmsandflungthemaboutme。SheembracedmeandIembracedherinaraptureofreunion。Thenturningsheliftedupthechild,itwasagirl,formetokiss。
\"Seeyourdaughter,\"shesaid,\"andbeholdallthatIammakingreadyforyouwhereweshalldwellinadaytocome。\"
Igrewconfused。
\"Yva,\"Isaid。\"WhereisYvawhobroughtmehere?Didshegointothehouse?\"
\"Yes,\"sheansweredhappily。\"Yvawentintothehouse。Lookagain!\"
IlookedanditwasYva’sfacethatwaspressedagainstmyown,andYva’seyesthatgazedintomine。Onlyshewasgarbedasmywifehadbeen,andonherbosomhungthechangefulnecklace。
\"Youmaynotstay,\"shewhispered,andlo!itwasmywifethatspoke,notYva。
\"Tellmewhatitmeans?\"Iimplored。
\"Icannot,\"sheanswered。\"Therearemysteriesthatyoumaynotknowasyet。LoveYvaifyouwillandIshallnotbejealous,forinlovingYvayouloveme。Youcannotunderstand?Thenknowthis,thatthespirithasmanyshapes,andyetisthesamespirit——
sometimes。NowIwhoamfar,yetnear,bidyoufarewellawhile。\"
Thenallpassedinaflashandthedreamended。
SuchwastheonlyoneofthosevisionswhichIcanrecall。
Iseemedtowakeupasfromalongandtumultuoussleep。ThefirstthingIsawwasthepalmroofofourhouseupontherock。I
knewitwasourhouse,forjustabovemewasapalmleafofwhichIhadmyselftiedthestalktotheframeworkwithabitofcolouredribbonihadIhadchancedtofindinmypocket。ItcameoriginallyfromtheprogrammecardofadancethatIhadattendedatHonoluluandIhadkeptitbecauseIthoughtitmightbeuseful。FinallyIusedittosecurethatlooseleaf。Istaredattheribbonwhichbroughtbackafloodofmemories,andasIwasthusengagedIheardvoicestalking,andlistened——Bickley’svoice,andtheLadyYva’s。
\"Yes,\"Bickleywassaying,\"hewilldowellnow,buthewentnear,verynear。\"
\"Iknewhewouldnotdie,\"sheanswered,\"becausemyfathersaidso。\"
\"Therearetwosortsofdeaths,\"repliedBickley,\"thatofthebodyandthatofthemind。Iwasafraidthatevenifhelived,hisreasonwouldgo,butfromcertainindicationsIdonotthinkthatwillhappennow。Hewillgetquitewellagain——though——\"andhestopped。
\"Iamverygladtohearyousayso,\"chimedinBastin。\"ForweeksIthoughtthatIshouldhavetoreadtheBurialServiceoverpoorArbuthnot。IndeedIwasmuchpuzzledastothebestplacetoburyhim。FinallyIfoundaverysuitablespotroundthecornerthere,whereitisn’trock,inwhichonecan’tdigandthesoilisnotliabletobeflooded。InfactIwentsofarastoclearawaythebushandtomarkoutthegravewithitsfoottotheeast。Inthisclimateonecan’tdelay,youknow。\"
WeakasIwas,Ismiled。ThispracticalproceedingwassoexactlylikeBastin。
\"Well,youwastedyourlabour,\"exclaimedBickley。
\"Yes,IamgladtosayIdid。ButIdon’tthinkitwasyouroperationsandtherestthatcuredhim,Bickley,althoughyoutakeallthecredit。IbelieveitwastheLife—waterthattheLadyYvamadehimdrinkandthestuffthatOrosentwhichwegavehimwhenyouweren’tlooking。\"
\"ThenIhopethatinthefutureyouwillnotinterferewithmycases,\"saidtheindignantBickley,andeitherthevoicespassedawayorIwenttosleep。
WhenIwokeupagainitwastofindtheLadyYvaseatedatmysidewatchingme。
\"Forgiveme,Humphrey,becauseIhere;othersgoneoutwalking,\"shesaidslowlyinEnglish。
\"Whotaughtyoumylanguage?\"Iasked,astonished。\"BastinandBickley,whileyouill,theyteach;theyteachmemuch。Manjustsamenowashewashundredthousandyearsago,\"sheaddedenigmatically。\"Allthinkonewomanbeautifulwhennootherwomanthere。\"
\"Indeed,\"Ireplied,wonderingtowhatproceedingsonthepartofBastinandBickleyshealluded。Couldthatself—centredpair——
oh!itwasimpossible。
\"HowlonghaveIbeenill?\"IaskedtoescapethesubjectwhichIfelttobeuncomfortable。
Sheliftedherbeautifuleyesinsearchofwordsandbegantocountuponherfingers。
\"Twomoon,onehalfmoon,yes,tenweek,countingSabbath,\"sheansweredtriumphantly。
\"Tenweeks!\"Iexclaimed。
\"Yes,Humphrey,tenwholeweeksandthreedaysyoufirstbad,thenmad。Oh!\"shewenton,breakingintotheOrofenantonguewhichshespokesoperfectly,althoughitwasnotherown。ThatlanguageofhersIneverlearned,butIknowshethoughtinitandonlytranslatedintoOrofenan,becauseofthegreatdifficultywhichshehadinrenderingherhighandrefinedideasintoitssimplermetaphor,andthestrangewordswhichoftensheintroduced。\"Oh!youhavebeenveryill,friendofmyheart。AttimesIthoughtthatyouweregoingtodie,andweptandwept。
Bickleythinksthathesavedyouandheisveryclever。Buthecouldnothavesavedyou;thatwantedmoreknowledgethananyofyourpeoplehave;onlyIprayyou,donottellhimsobecauseitwouldhurthispride。\"
\"Whatwasthematterwithmethen,Yva?\"
\"Allwasthematter。First,theweaponwhichthatyouththrew——
hewasthesonofthesorcererwhommyfatherdestroyed——crushedintheboneofyourhead。Heisdeadforhiscrimeandmayhebeaccursedforever,\"sheaddedintheonlyoutbreakofrageandvindictivenessinwhichIeversawherindulge。
\"Onemustmakeexcusesforhim;hisfatherhadbeenkilled,\"I
said。
\"Yes,thatiswhatBastintellsme,anditistrue。Still,forthatyoungmanIcanmakenoexcuse;itwascowardlyandwicked。
Well,Bickleyperformedwhathecallsoperation,andtheLordOro,hecameupfromhishouseandhelpedhim,becauseBastinisnogoodinsuchthings。Thenhecanonlyturnawayhisheadandpray。I,too,helped,holdinghotwaterandlinenandjarofthestuffthatmadeyoufeellikenothing,althoughthesightmademefeelmoresickthananythingsinceIsawoneIlovedkilled,oh,long,longago。\"
\"Wastheoperationsuccessful?\"Iasked,forIdidnotdaretobegintothankher。
\"Yes,thatcleverman,Bickley,liftedthebonewhichhadbeencrushedin。Onlythensomethingbrokeinyourheadandyoubegantobleedhere,\"andshetouchedwhatIbelieveiscalledthetemporalartery。\"Theveinhadbeencrushedbytheblow,andgaveway。Bickleyworkedandworked,andjustintimehetieditupbeforeyoudied。Oh!thenIfeltasthoughIlovedBickley,thoughafterwardsBastinsaidthatIoughttohavelovedhim,sinceitwasnotBickleywhostoppedthebleeding,buthisprayer。\"
\"Perhapsitwasboth,\"Isuggested。
\"Perhaps,Humphrey,atleastyouweresaved。Thencameanothertrouble。Youtookfever。Bickleysaidthatitwasbecauseacertaingnathadbittenyouwhenyouwentdowntotheship,andmyfather,theLordOro,toldmethatthiswasright。Attheleastyougrewveryweakandlostyourmind,anditseemedasthoughyoumustdie。Then,Humphrey,IwenttotheLordOroandkneeledbeforehimandprayedyoulife,forIknewthathecouldcureyouifhewould,thoughBickley’sskillwasatanend。
\"’Daughter,’hesaidtome,’notoncebutagainandagainyouhavesetupyourwillagainstmineinthepast。WhythenshouldI
troublemyselftograntthisdesireofyoursinthepresent,andsaveamanwhoisnothingtome?’
\"Irosetomyfeetandanswered,’Idonotknow,myFather,yetIamcertainthatforyourownsakeitwillbewelltodoso。I
amsurethatofeverythingevenyoumustgiveanaccountatlast,greatthoughyoube,andwhoknows,perhapsonelifewhichyouhavesavedmayturnthebalanceinyourfavour。’
\"’SurelythepriestBastinhasbeentalkingtoyou,’hesaid。
\"’Hehas,’Ianswered,’andnothealone。Manyvoiceshavebeentalkingtome。’\"
\"Whatdidyoumeanbythat?\"Iasked。
\"ItmattersnothingwhatImeant,Humphrey。Bestillandlistentomystory。Myfatherthoughtawhileandanswered:
\"’Iamjealousofthisstranger。Whatishebutashort—livedhalf—barbariansuchasweknewintheolddays?Andyetalreadyyouthinkmoreofhimthanyoudoofme,yourfather,thedivineOrowhohaslivedathousandyears。AtfirstIhelpedthatphysiciantosavehim,butnowIthinkIwishhimdead。’
\"’Ifyouletthismandie,myFather,’Ianswered,’thenwepart。RememberthatIalsohaveofthewisdomofourpeople,andcanuseitifIwill。’
\"’Thensavehimyourself,’hesaid。
\"’PerhapsIshall,myFather,’Ianswered,’butifsoitwillnotbehere。Isaythatifsowepartandyoushallbelefttoruleinyourmajestyalone。’
\"NowthisfrightenedtheLordOro,forhehastheweaknessthathehatestobealone。
\"’IfIdowhatyouwill,doyouswearnevertoleaveme,Yva?’
heasked。’Knowthatifyouwillnotswear,themandies。’
\"’Iswear,’Ianswered——foryoursake,Humphrey——thoughIdidnotlovetheoath。
\"ThenhegavemeacertainmedicinetomixwiththeLife—water,andwhenyouwerealmostgonethatmedicinecuredyou,thoughBickleydoesnotknowit,asnothingelsecouldhavedone。NowI
havetoldyouthetruth,foryourownearonly,Humphrey。\"
\"Yva,\"Iasked,\"whydidyoudoallthisforme?\"
\"Humphrey,Idonotknow,\"sheanswered,\"butIthinkbecauseI
must。Nowsleepawhile。\"
ChapterXIX
TheProposalsofBastinandBickleySofarasmybodywasconcernedIgrewwellwithgreatrapidity,thoughitwaslongbeforeIgotbackmystrength。ThusIcouldnotwalkfarorendureanysustainedexertion。Withmyminditwasotherwise。Icannotexplainwhathadhappenedtoit;
indeedIdonotknow,butinasenseitseemedtohavebecomedetachedandtohaveassumedakindofpersonalityofitsown。Attimesitfeltasthoughitwerenolongeraninhabitantofthebody,butratheritsmoreorlessindependentpartner。Iwasperfectlyclear—headedandofinsanityIexperiencednosymptoms。
Yetmymind,Iusethattermfromlackofabetter,wasnotentirelyundermycontrol。Foronething,atnightitappearedtowanderfaraway,thoughwhitheritwentandwhatitsawthereI
couldneverremember。
Irecordthisbecausepossiblyitexplainscertainmysteriousevents,iftheywereeventsandnotdreams,whichshortlyImustsetout。IspoketoBickleyaboutthematter。Heputitbylightly,sayingthatitwasonlyaresultofmylongandmostsevereillnessandthatIshouldsteadydownintime,especiallyifwecouldescapefromthatislandanditsunnaturalatmosphere。
Yetashespokeheglancedatmeshrewdlywithhisquickeyes,andwhenheturnedtogoawayIheardhimmuttersomethingtohimselfabout\"unholyinfluences\"and\"thatconfoundedoldOro。\"
Thewordswerespokentohimselfandquitebeneathhisbreath,andofcoursenotmeanttoreachme。Butoneofthecuriousconcomitantsofmystatewasthatallmysenses,andespeciallymyhearing,hadbecomemostabnormallyacute。Awhisperfarawaywasnowtomelikealoudremarkmadeinaroom。
Bickley’sreflection,forIcanscarcelycallitmore,setmethinking。YvahadsaidthatOrosentmemedicinewhichwasadministeredtomewithoutBickley’sknowledge,andasshebelieved,savedmylife,orcertainlymyreason。Whatwasinit?
Iwondered。ThentherewasthatLife—waterwhichYvabroughtandinsisteduponmydrinkingeveryday。Undoubtedlyitwasamarveloustonicanddidmegood。Butithadothereffectsalso。
Thus,asshesaidwouldbethecase,afteracourseofitI
conceivedthegreatestdislike,whichImayaddhasneverentirelyleftme,ofanyformofmeat,alsoofalcohol。AllI
seemedtowantwasthiswaterwithfruit,orsuchnativevegetablesastherewere。Bickleydisapprovedandmademeeatfishoccasionally,buteventhisrevoltedme,andsinceIgainedsteadilyinweight,aswefoundoutbyasimplecontrivance,andremainedhealthyineveryotherway,soonheallowedmetochoosemyowndiet。
AboutthistimeOrobegantopaymefrequentvisits。Healwayscameatnight,andwhatismoreIknewwhenhewascoming,althoughhenevergavemewarning。HereIshouldexplainthatduringmyillnessBastin,whowassoingeniousinsuchmatters,hadbuiltanotherhutinwhichheandBickleyslept,ofcoursewhentheywerenotwatchingme,leavingouroldbed—chambertomyself。
Well,IwouldwakeupandbeawarethatOrowascoming。Thenheappearedinasilentandmysteriousway,asthoughhehadmaterialisedintheroom,forIneversawhimpassthedoorway。
Inthemoonlight,orthestarlight,whichflowedthroughtheentranceandthesideofthehutthatwasonlyenclosedwithlatticework,Iperceivedhimseathimselfuponacertainstool,lookinglikeamostmajesticghostwithhisflowingrobes,longwhitebeard,hookednoseandhawkeyes。Intheday—timehemuchresembledthelateGeneralBoothwhomIhadoftenseen,exceptforcertainaddedqualitiesofheightandclassicbeautyofcountenance。Atnight,however,heresemblednoonebuthimself,indeedtherewassomethingmightyandgodlikeinhisappearance,somethingthatmadeonefeelthathewasnotasareothermen。
Forawhilehewouldsitandlookatme。Thenhebegantospeakinalow,vibrantvoice。Whatdidhespeakof?Well,manymatters。Itwasasthoughhewereunburdeningthathoarysoulofhisbecauseitcouldnolongerendurethegrandeurofitsownloneliness。Amongstsundrysecretthings,hetoldmeofthepasthistoryofthisworldofours,andofthemightycivilisationswhichforuncountedagesheandhisforefathershadruledbythestrengthoftheirwillandknowledge,ofthedwindlingoftheirraceandofthefinaldestructionofitsenemies,althoughI
noticedthatnowhenolongersaidthatthiswashisworkalone。
OnenightIaskedhimifhedidnotmissallsuchpompandpower。
Thensuddenlyhebrokeout,andforthefirsttimeIreallylearnedwhatambitioncanbewhenitutterlypossessesthesoulofman。
\"Areyoumad,\"heasked,\"thatyousupposethatI,Oro,theKingofkings,canbecontenttodwellsolitaryinagreatcavewithnonebuttheshadowsofthedeadtoserveme?Nay,Imustruleagainandbeevengreaterthanbefore,orelseItoowilldie。Bettertofacethefuture,evenifitmeansoblivion,thantoremainthusarelicofagloriouspast,stilllivingandyetdead,likethatstatueofthegreatgodFatewhichyousawinthetempleofmyworship。\"
\"Bastindoesnotthinkthatthefuturemeansoblivion,\"I
remarked。
\"Iknowit。Ihavestudiedhisfaithandfindittoohumbleformytaste,alsotoonew。ShallI,Oro,creepasuppliantbeforeanyPower,andconfesswhatBastinispleasedtocallmysins?
Nay,Iwhoamgreatwillbetheequalofallgreatness,ornothing。\"
Hepausedawhile,thenwenton:
\"Bastinspeaksof’eternity。’Whereandwhatthenisthiseternitywhichifithasnoendcanhavehadnobeginning?Iknowthesecretofthesunsandtheirattendantworlds,andtheyarenomoreeternalthantheinsectwhichglittersforanhour。Outofshapeless,rushinggasestheygatheredtolivetheirday,andintogasesatlasttheydissolveagainwithalltheybore。\"
\"Yes,\"Ianswered,\"buttheyreformintonewworlds。\"
\"Thathavenopartwiththeold。Thisworld,too,willmelt,departingtowhenceitcame,asyoursacredwritingssay,andwhatthenofthosewhodweltanddwellthereon?No,Manoftoday,givemeTimeinwhichIruleandkeepyourdreamsofanEternitythatisnot,andinwhichyoumuststillcrawlandserve,evenifitwere。Yet,ifImight,Iconfessit,Iwouldliveonforever,butasMasternotasSlave。\"