Onanothernighthebegantotemptme,verysubtly。\"Iseeasparkofgreatnessinyou,Humphrey,\"hesaid,\"anditcomesintomyheartthatyou,too,mightlearntorule。WithYva,thelastofmyblood,itisotherwise。Sheisthechildofmyageandofaraceoutworn;toogentle,toomuchallwomanly。Thesoulthattriumphsmustshinelikesteelinthesun,andcutifneedbe;
notmerelybebeauteousandshedperfumelikealilyintheshade。Yetsheisverywiseandfair,\"herehelookedatme,\"perchanceofhermightcomechildrensuchasweretheirforefathers,whoagainwouldwieldthesceptreofthedominionoftheearth。\"
Imadenoanswer,wonderingwhathemeantexactlyandthinkingitwisesttobesilent。
\"Youareoftheshort—livedraces,\"hewenton,\"yetverymuchaman,notwithoutintelligence,andbytheartsIhaveIcansostrengthenyourframethatitwillenduretheshocksoftimeforthreesuchlivesasyours,orperchanceformore,andthen——\"
Againhepausedandwenton:
\"TheDaughterofkingslikesyoualso,perhapsbecauseyouresemble——\"herehefixedmewithhispiercingeyes,\"acertainkingletofbasebloodwhomonceshealsoliked,butwhomitwasmydutytodestroy。Well,Imustthink。Imuststudythisworldofyoursalsoandthereinyoumayhelpme。PerhapsafterwardsI
willtellyouhow。Nowsleep。\"
Inanothermomenthewasgone,butnotwithstandinghispowerfulcommand,forawhileIcouldnotsleep。IunderstoodthathewasofferingYvatome,butuponwhatterms?Thatwasthequestion。
Withherwastogogreatdominionoverthekingdomsoftheearth。
IcouldnothelprememberingthatalwaysthishasbeenandstillisSatan’sfavouritebait。Tomeitdidnotparticularlyappeal。
Ihadbeenambitiousinmytime——whoisnotthatisworthhissalt?Icouldhavewishedtoexcelinsomething,literatureorart,orwhateveritmightbe,andthustoensurethememoryofmynameintheworld。
Ofcoursethisisamostfutiledesire,seeingthatsoonorlateeverynamemustfadeoutoftheworldlikeanunfixedphotographwhichisexposedtothesun。Evenifitcouldendure,astheolddemigod,ordemidevil,Oro,hadpointedout,veryshortly,bycomparisonwithTime’sunmeasuredvastness,thewholesolarsystemwillalsofade。Soofwhatuseisthisfeebleloveoffameandthisvainattempttoberememberedthatanimatesussostrongly?Moreover,theideaofenjoyingmeretemporalasopposedtointellectualpower,appealedtomenotatall。IamastudentofhistoryandIknowwhathasbeenthelotofkingsandtheevilthat,oftenenough,theyworkintheirlittleday。
AlsoifIneededanyfurtherexample,therewasthatofOrohimself。HehadoutlivedthegreatnessofhisHouse,asaroyalfamilyiscalled,andaftersomegiganticmurder,ifhisownstorywastobebelieved,indulgedinaprolongedsleep。Nowheawoketofindhimselfquitealoneintheworld,saveforadaughterwithwhomhedidnotagreeorsympathise。Inshort,hewasbutakindofanimatedmummyinspiredbyoneideawhichI
feltquitesurewouldbedisappointed,namely,torenewhisformergreatness。Tomeheseemedasmiserableafigureasonecouldimagine,broodingandplottinginhisilluminatedcave,attheendofanextendedbutmisspentlife。
AlsoIwonderedwhathe,orratherhisego,hadbeendoingduringallthosetwohundredandfiftythousandyearsofsleep。
PossiblyifYva’stheory,asIunderstoodit,werecorrect,hehadreincarnatedasAttila,orTamerlane,orNapoleon,orevenasChakatheterribleZuluking。Atanyratetherehewasstillintheworld,filledwiththedreadofdeath,butconsumednowaseverbyhisinsatiableandmostuselessfiniteambitions。
Yva,also!Hercasewashis,butyethowdifferent。InallthislongnightofTimeshehadbutripenedintooneofthesweetestandmostgentlewomenthatevertheworldbore。She,too,wasgreatinherway,itappearedinhereverywordandgesture,butwherewastheferocityofherfather?Wherehisdesiretoreachtosplendourbytreadingonablood—stainedroadpavedwithbrokenhumanhearts?Itdidnotexist。Hernaturewasdifferentalthoughherbodycameofalonglineofthesepower—lovingkings。Whythisprofounddifferenceofthespirit?Likeeverythingelseitwasamystery。ThetwowereasfarapartasthePoles。EveryonemusthavehatedOro,fromthebeginning,howevermuchhefearedhim,buteveryonewhocameintouchwithhermusthavelovedYva。
HereImaybreakintomypersonalnarrativetosaythatthis,bytheirownconfession,provedtobetrueoftwosuchvariouspersonsasBastinandBickley。
\"Thetruth,whichIamsureitwouldbewrongtohidefromyou,Arbuthnot,\"saidtheformertomeoneday,\"isthatduringyourlongillnessIfellinlove,Isupposethatistherightword,withtheGlitteringLady。Afterthinkingthematteroveralso,I
conceivedthatitwouldbepropertotellhersoifonlytocleartheairandpreventfuturemisunderstandings。AsIremarkedtoheronthatoccasion,Ihadhesitatedlong,asIwasnotcertainhowshewouldfilltheplaceofthewifeoftheincumbentofanEnglishparish。\"
\"Mothers’Meetings,andtherest,\"Isuggested。
\"Exactlyso,Arbuthnot。AlsothereweretheviewsoftheBishoptobeconsidered,whomighthaveobjectedtotheintroductionintothedioceseofastrikingpersonwhosorecentlyhadbeenaheathen,andtooneinsuchstrongcontrasttomylatebelovedwife。\"
\"Isupposeyoudidn’tconsiderthelateMrs。Bastin’sviewsonthesubjectofre—marriage。Irememberthattheywerestrong,\"I
remarkedrathermaliciously。
\"No,Ididnotthinkitnecessary,sincetheScripturalinstructionsonthematterareveryclear,andinanotherworldnodoubtalljealousies,evenSarah’s,willbeobliterated。Uponthatpointmyconsciencewasquiteeasy。SowhenIfoundthat,unlikeherparent,theLadyYvawasmuchinclinedtoaccepttheprinciplesofthefaithinwhichitismyprivilegetoinstructher,Ithoughtitpropertosaytoherthatifultimatelyshemadeuphermindtodoso——ofcoursethiswasasinequanon——I
shouldbemuchhonoured,andasaman,notasapriest,itwouldmakememosthappyifshewouldtakemeasahusband。OfcourseI
explainedtoherthatIconsidered,underthecircumstances,I
couldquitelawfullyperformthemarriageceremonymyselfwithyouandBickleyaswitnesses,evenshouldOrorefusetogiveheraway。AlsoItoldherthatalthoughafterhervariedexperiencesinthepast,lifeatFulcombe,ifwecouldevergetthere,mightbealittlemonotonous,stillitwouldnotbeentirelydevoidofinterest。\"
\"YoumeanChristmasdecorationsandthatsortofthing?\"
\"Yes,andchoirtreatsandentertainingDeputationsandattendingotherChurchactivities。\"
\"Well,andwhatdidshesay,Bastin?\"
\"Oh!shewasmostkindandflattering。Indeedthathourwillalwaysremainthepleasantestofmylife。Idon’tknowhowithappened,butwhenitwasoverIfeltquitedelightedthatshehadrefusedme。Indeedonsecondthoughts,IamnotcertainbutthatIshallbemuchhappierinthecapacitiesofabrotherandteacherwhichsheaskedmetofill,thanIshouldhavebeenasherhusband。Totellyouthetruth,Arbuthnot,therearemomentswhenIamnotsurewhetherIentirelyunderstandtheLadyYva。Itwasratherlikeproposingtoone’sguardianangel。\"
\"Yes,\"Isaid,\"that’saboutit,oldfellow。’GuardianAngel’
isnotabadnameforher。\"
AfterwardsIreceivedtheconfidenceofBickley。
\"Lookhere,Arbuthnot,\"hesaid。\"Iwanttoownuptosomething。IthinkIoughtto,becauseofcertainthingsIhaveobserved,inordertopreventpossiblefuturemisunderstandings。\"
\"What’sthat?\"Iaskedinnocently。
\"Onlythis。Asyouknow,Ihavealwaysbeenaconfirmedbacheloronprinciple。Womenintroducetoomanycomplicationsintolife,andalthoughitinvolvessomesacrifice,onthewhole,Ihavethoughtitbesttodowithoutthemandleavethecarryingonoftheworldtoothers。\"
\"Well,whatofit?Yourviewsarenotsingular,Bickley。\"
\"Onlythis。WhileyouwereillthesweetnessofthatLadyYvaandherwonderfulqualitiesasanurseovercameme。Iwenttopiecesallofasudden。IsawinherarealisationofeveryidealIhadeverentertainedofperfectwomanhood。Sotospeak,myresolvesofalifetimemeltedlikewaxinthesun。
Notwithstandingherqueerhistoryandthemarvelswithwhichsheismixedup,Iwishedtomarryher。Nodoubtherphysicallovelinesswasatthebottomofit,but,howeverthatmaybe,thereitwas。\"
\"Sheisbeautiful,\"Icommented;\"thoughIdaresayolderthanshelooks。\"
\"ThatisapointonwhichImadenoinquiries,andIshouldadviseyou,whenyourturncomes,asnodoubtitwill,tofollowmyexample。Youknow,Arbuthnot,\"hemused,\"howeverlovelyawomanmaybe,itwouldputoneoffifsuddenlysheannouncedthatshewas——letussay——ahundredandfiftyyearsold。\"
\"Yes,\"Iadmitted,\"fornobodywantstomarrythecontemporaryofhisgreat—grandmother。However,shegaveherageastwenty—
sevenyearsandthreemoons。\"
\"Anddoubtlessforoncedidnottellthetruth。But,asshedoesnotlookmorethantwenty—five,Ithinkthatwemayallagreetoletitstandatthat,namely,twenty—seven,plusanindefiniteperiodofsleep。Atanyrate,sheisasweetandmostgraciouswoman,apparentlyinthebloomofyouth,and,tocutitshort,Ifellinlovewithher。\"
\"LikeBastin,\"Isaid。
\"Bastin!\"exclaimedBickleyindignantly。\"Youdon’tmeantosaythatclericaloafpresumed——well,well,afterall,Isupposethatheisaman,soonemustn’tbehardonhim。Butwhocouldhavethoughtthathewouldrunsocunning,evenwhenheknewmysentimentstowardsthelady?Ihopeshetoldhimhermind。\"
\"Thepointis,whatdidshetellyou,Bickley?\"
\"Me?Oh,shewasperfectlycharming!Itreallywasapleasuretoberefusedbyher,sheputsonesothoroughlyatone’sease。\"
(Here,rememberingBastinandhisstory,Iturnedawaymyfacetohideasmile。)\"Shesaid——whatdidshesayexactly?Suchalotthatitisdifficulttoremember。Oh!thatshewasnotthinkingofmarriage。Also,thatshehadnotyetrecoveredfromsomerecentloveaffairwhichleftherheartsore,sincethetimeofhersleepdidnotcount。Also,thatherfatherwouldneverconsent,andthatthemereideaofsuchathingwouldexcitehisanimosityagainstallofus。\"
\"Isthatall?\"Iasked。
\"Notquite。SheaddedthatshefeltwonderfullyflatteredandextremelyhonouredbywhatIhadbeensogoodastosaytoher。
Shehoped,however,thatIshouldneverrepeatitorevenalludetothematteragain,asherdearestwishwastobeabletolookuponmeashermostintimatefriendtowhomshecouldalwayscomeforsympathyandcounsel。\"
\"Whathappenedthen?\"
\"Nothing,ofcourse,exceptthatIpromisedeverythingthatshewished,andmeantosticktoit,too。Naturally,Iwasverysoreandupset,butIamgettingoverit,havingalwayspractisedself—control。\"
\"Iamsorryforyou,oldfellow。\"
\"Areyou?\"heaskedsuspiciously。\"Thenperhapsyouhavetriedyourluck,too?\"
\"No,Bickley。\"
Hisfacefellalittleatthisdenial,andheanswered:
\"Well,itwouldhavebeenscarcelydecentifyouhad,seeinghowlatelyyouweremarried。Butthen,sowasthatartfulBastin。
Perhapsyouwillgetoverit——recentmarriage,Imean——ashehas。\"Hehesitatedawhile,thenwenton:\"Ofcourseyouwill,oldfellow;Iknowit,and,whatismore,Iseemtoknowthatwhenyourturncomesyouwillgetadifferentanswer。Ifso,itwillkeepherinthefamilyasitwere——andgoodlucktoyou。
Only——\"
\"Onlywhat?\"Iaskedanxiously。
\"Tobehonest,Arbuthnot,Idon’tthinkthattherewillberealgoodluckforanyoneofusoverthiswoman——notintheordinarysense,Imean。Thewholebusinessistoostrangeandsuperhuman。
Isshequiteawoman,andcouldshereallymarryamanasothersdo?\"
\"Itiscuriousthatyoushouldtalklikethat,\"Isaiduneasily。\"Ithoughtthatyouhadmadeupyourmindthatthewholebusinesswaseitherillusionortrickery——Imean,theoddsideofit。\"
\"Ifitisillusion,Arbuthnot,thenamancannotmarryanillusion。Andifitistrickery,thenhewillcertainlybetricked。But,supposingthatIamwrong,whatthen?\"
\"Youmean,supposingthingsareastheyseemtobe?\"
\"Yes。Inthatevent,Arbuthnot,Iamsurethatsomethingwilloccurtopreventyourbeingunitedtoawomanwholivedthousandsofyearsago。Iamsorrytosayit,butFatewillintervene。
Remember,itisthegodofherpeoplethatIsupposesheworships,and,Imayadd,towhichthewholeworldbows。\"
Athiswordsakindofchillfelluponme。Ithinkhesawordivinedit,forafterafewremarksuponsomeindifferentmatter,heturnedandwentaway。
ShortlyafterthisYvacametositwithme。ShestudiedmeforawhileandIstudiedher。Ihadreasontodoso,forIobservedthatoflateherdresshadbecomemuchmoremodern,andonthepresentoccasionthisstruckmeforcibly。Idonotknowexactlyinwhatthechange,orchanges,consisted,becauseIamnotskilledinsuchmattersandcanonlyjudgeofawoman’sgarmentsbytheirgeneraleffect。Atanyrate,thegorgeoussweepingrobesweregone,andthoughherattirestilllookedforeignandsomewhatoriental,withatouchofbarbaricsplendouraboutit——
itwassimplerthanithadbeenandshowedmoreofherfigure,whichwasdelicate,yetgracious。
\"Youhavechangedyourrobes,Lady,\"Isaid。\"Yes,Humphrey。
Bastingavemepicturesofthoseyourwomenwear。\"(OnfurtherinvestigationIfoundthatthisreferredtoanoldcopyoftheQueennewspaper,which,somehoworother,hadbeenbroughtwiththebooksfromtheship。)\"Ihavetriedtocopythemalittle,\"
sheaddeddoubtfully。
\"Howdoyoudoit?Wheredoyougetthematerial?\"Iasked。
\"Oh!\"sheansweredwithanairywaveofherhand,\"Imakeit——
itisthere。\"
\"Idon’tunderstand,\"Isaid,butsheonlysmiledradiantly,offeringnofurtherexplanation。Then,beforeIcouldpursuethesubject,sheaskedmesuddenly:
\"WhathasBickleybeensayingtoyouaboutme?\"Ifenced,answering:\"Idon’tknow。BastinandBickleytalkoflittleelse。
YouseemtohavebeenagreatdealwiththemwhileIwasill。\"
\"Yes,agreatdeal。Theyarethenearesttoyouwhoweresosick。Isitnotso?\"
\"Idon’tknow,\"Iansweredagain。\"Inmyillnessitseemedtomethatyouwerethenearest。\"
\"AboutBastin’swordsIcanguess,\"shewenton。\"ButIaskagain——whathasBickleybeensayingtoyouaboutme?Ofthefirstpart,letitbe;tellmetherest。\"
Iintendedtoevadeherquestion,butshefixedthoseviolet,compellingeyesuponmeandIwasobligedtoanswer。
\"IbelieveyouknowaswellasIdo,\"Isaid;\"butifyouwillhaveit,itwasthatyouarenotasotherhumanwomenare,andthathewhowouldtreatyouassuch,mustsuffer;thatwasthegistofit。\"
\"SomemightbecontenttosufferforsuchasI,\"sheansweredwithquietsweetness。\"EvenBastinandBickleymaybecontenttosufferintheirownlittleways。\"
\"YouknowthatisnotwhatImeant,\"Iinterruptedangrily,forIfeltthatshewasthrowingreflectionsonme。
\"No;youmeantthatyouagreedwithBickleythatIamnotquiteawoman,asyouknowwomen。\"
Iwassilent,forherwordsweretrue。
Thensheblazedoutintooneofherflashesofsplendour,likesomethingthattakesfireonaninstant;likethefaintanddistantstarwhichflamesintosuddenglorybeforethewatcher’stelescope。
\"ItistruethatIamnotasyourwomenare——yourpoor,palewomen,theshadowsofanhourwithnightbehindthemandbefore。
BecauseIamhumbleandpatient,doyouthereforesupposethatI
amnotgreat?Manfromthelittlecountryacrossthesea,Ilivedwhentheworldwasyoung,andgathereduptheancientwisdomofagreaterracethanyours,andwhentheworldisoldIthinkthatI
stillshalllive,thoughnotinthisshapeorhere,withallthatwisdom’sessenceburninginmybreast,andwithallbeautyinmyeyes。Bickleydoesnotbelievealthoughheworships。Youonlyhalfbelieveanddonotworship,becausememoryholdsyouback,andImyselfdonotunderstand。Ionlyknowthoughknowingsomuch,stillIseekroadstolearning,eventhehumbleroadcalledBastin,thatyetmayleadmyfeettothegateofanimmortalcity。\"
\"NordoIunderstandhowallthiscanbe,Yva,\"Isaidfeebly,forshedazzledandoverwhelmedmewithherblazeofpower。
\"No,youdonotunderstand。Howcanyou,whenevenIcannot?
ThusfortwohundredandfiftythousandyearsIslept,andtheywentbyasalightningflash。OnemomentmyfathergavemethedraughtandIlaidmedown,thenextIawokewithyoubendingoverme,orsoitseemed。YetwherewasIthroughallthosecenturieswhenformetimehadceased?Tellme,Humphrey,didyoudreamatallwhileyouwereill?IaskbecausedowninthatlonelycavernwhereIsleepastrangedreamcametomeonenight。
Itwasofajourneywhich,asIthought,youandIseemedtomaketogether,pastsunsanduniversestoaverydistantearth。Itmeantnothing,Humphrey。IfyouandIchancedtohavedreamedthesamething,itwasonlybecausemydreamtravelledtoyou。Itismostcommon,orusedtobe。Humphrey,Bickleyisquiteright,I
amnotaltogetherasyourwomenare,andIcanbringnohappinesstoanyman,orattheleast,toonewhocannotwait。Therefore,perhapsyouwoulddowelltothinklessofme,asIhavecounselledBastinandBickley。\"
Thenagainshegazedatmewithherwonderful,greateyes,and,shakingherglitteringheadalittle,smiledandwent。
Butoh!thatsmiledrewmyheartafterher。
ChapterXX
OroandArbuthnotTravelbyNightAstimewenton,Orobegantovisitmemoreandmorefrequently,tillatlastscarcelyanightwentbythathedidnotappearmysteriouslyinmysleeping—place。TheoddthingwasthatneitherBickleynorBastinseemedtobeawareofthesenocturnalcalls。Indeed,whenImentionedthemononeortwooccasions,theystaredatmeandsaiditwasstrangethatheshouldhavecomeandgoneastheysawnothingofhim。
Onmyspeakingagainofthematter,Bickleyatonceturnedtheconversation,fromwhichIgatheredthathebelievedmetobesufferingfromdelusionsconsequentonmyillness,orperhapstohavetakentodreaming。Thiswasnotwonderfulsince,asI
learnedafterwards,Bickley,afterhewassurethatIwasasleep,madeapracticeoftyingathreadacrossmydoorwayandofascertainingatthedawnthatitremainedunbroken。ButOrowasnottobecaughtinthatway。Isuppose,asitwasimpossibleforhimtopassthroughthelatticeworkoftheopensideofthehouse,thatheundidthethreadandfasteneditagainwhenheleft;atleast,thatwasBastin’sexplanation,or,rather,oneofthem。Anotherwasthathecrawledbeneathit,butthisIcouldnotbelieve。IamquitecertainthatduringallhisprolongedexistenceOronevercrawled。
Atanyrate,hecame,orseemedtocome,andpumpedme——Icanusenootherword——mostenergeticallyastoexistingconditionsintheworld,especiallythoseofthecivilisedcountries,theirmethodsofgovernment,theirsocialstate,thephysicalcharacteristicsofthevariousraces,theirreligions,theexactdegreesofcivilisationthattheyhaddeveloped,theirattainmentsinart,scienceandliterature,theirmartialcapacities,theirlaws,andIknownotwhatbesides。
ItoldhimallIcould,butdidnotintheleastseemtosatisfyhisperennialthirstforinformation。
\"Ishouldprefertojudgeformyself,\"hesaidatlast。\"Whyareyousoanxioustolearnaboutallthesenations,Oro?\"I
asked,exhausted。
\"BecausetheknowledgeIgathermayaffectmyplansforthefuture,\"hereplieddarkly。
\"Iamtold,Oro,thatyourpeopleacquiredthepoweroftransportingthemselvesfromplacetoplace。\"
\"ItistruethatthelordsoftheSonsofWisdomhadsuchpower,andthatIhaveitstill,OHumphrey。\"
\"Thenwhydoyounotgotolookwithyourowneyes?\"I
suggested。
\"BecauseIshouldneedaguide;onewhocouldexplainmuchinashorttime,\"hesaid,contemplatingmewithhisburningglanceuntilIbegantofeeluncomfortable。
TochangethesubjectIaskedhimwhetherhehadanyfurtherinformationaboutthewar,whichhehadtoldmewasraginginEurope。
Heanswered:\"Notmuch;onlythatitwasgoingonwithvaryingsuccess,andwouldcontinuetodosountilthenationsinvolvedthereinwereexhausted,\"orsohebelieved。ThewardidnotseemgreatlytointerestOro。Itwas,heremarked,butasmallaffaircomparedtothosewhichhehadknownintheolddays。Thenhedeparted,andIwenttosleep。
Nextnightheappearedagain,and,aftertalkingalittleondifferentsubjects,remarkedquietlythathehadbeenthinkingoverwhatIhadsaidastohisvisitingthemodernworld,andintendedtoactuponthesuggestion。
\"When?\"Iasked。
\"Now,\"hesaid。\"IamgoingtovisitthisEnglandofyoursandthetownyoucallLondon,andyouwillaccompanyme。\"
\"Itisnotpossible!\"Iexclaimed。\"Wehavenoship。\"
\"Wecantravelwithoutaship,\"saidOro。
Igrewalarmed,andsuggestedthatBastinorBickleywouldbeamuchbettercompanionthanIshouldinmyresentweakstate。
\"Anempty—headedman,oronewhoalwaysdoubtsandargues,wouldbeuseless,\"herepliedsharply。\"Youshallcomeandyouonly。\"
Iexpostulated;Itriedtogetupandfly——which,indeed,Ididdo,inanothersense。